《Excruciating Deep Love with You》 Chapter 1: Fatal Bet Chapter 1: Fatal Bet Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko His hot breath sprayed on my chest. The man was teasing my body, I couldn¡¯t help groaning and still pushed him with my hands. The man clenched my hands and locked them above my head. He pinched my chin tightly,¡± Do you want to resist now? You bitch want to quit?¡± The cold voice came through my ears and then pierced my heart deeply; I felt so hurt now. Ignoring his hatred of me, I smiled lightly,¡± Mochen, I¡¯m pregnant.¡± I finally make the decision to tell him. He was the father of the baby after all. The hand on my wrists tightened suddenly, which made me twist my eyebrows. I kept staring at him without blinking. ¡°Humph!¡± An indifferent sneer came to my ears. Looking at Qin Mochen¡¯s cold eyes, I said trembly, ¡±Mochen, will you marry me?¡± This moment, I was hopeful but nervous, since I didn¡¯t know his thoughts and his answers. Unexpectedly, Qin Mochen showed a sardonic grin, then lowered his head and kisses me violently. I felt his hatred became fiercer. I had known his answer. The heart kept sinking. A cool breeze covered my body suddenly. Qin Mochen tore my clothes. I struggled and shouted out, ¡°Are you crazy now? I¡¯m pregnant! The doctor said I can¡¯t have sex now.¡± ¡°Pregnant?¡± his voice was full of disgust and hatred. Qin Mochen grasped my breast and scorned, ¡±Mo Yufei, do you want to marry me? If you can protect the baby tonight, I will marry you.¡± My heart was quivering. It seemed that a large piece of ice fell into my heart. Didn¡¯t he really want the baby? Didn¡¯t he really want to marry me? I would not grant such a request in the past, but tonight, I want to have a bet, for me and also for my baby! Enduring the pain in my heart, I fixed my eyes on his dark eyes, and then said heavily,¡± OK!¡± Qin Mochen looked at my pale face and scorned, ¡±Mo Yufei, you are such a fucking bitch! You can even risk the life of your unborn baby! It¡¯s no wonder that Yulin would be framed by you time and again until death!¡± After saying this, he leaned forward suddenly and violently without any foreplay. A sharp pain overwhelmed me. The words ¡°I didn¡¯t kill her¡± kept in my mouth was swallowed by me. I knew that no matter what I said or what I explained to him, Qin Mochen would never believe me! As he increased the range of movements, my body seemed to fall apart and the lower abdomen suffered dull pain. A bad feeling welled up in my heart. Would I kill my baby just for marrying him? No! My baby hadn¡¯t taken tangible shape yet! How could I be so cruel! Thinking of this, I struggled violently regardless of other things just to escape from Qin Mochen. I cried and begged him,¡± Mochen, it¡¯s my fault! I give up now. Please forgive me! Don¡¯t kill it, please! ...¡± The room was full of my helpless cries. I knew that in this moment, I was miserable, awkward and pathetic in his eyes. Qin Mochen stopped, and then pinched my chin to force me to look up, with his cold eyes focusing on me, ¡°You regret it now?¡± I nodded helplessly with tears flowing down my face. When I thought that he would let me go, his next sentence sent a chill down my spine. I trembled all over. He said, ¡±Mo Yufei, you have to finish the way you chose; similarly, you have to accept the results of your decision even if it would kill your baby! It¡¯s your fate!¡± ¡°You must be mad! Qin Mochen, you are a demon!¡± I roared and struggled, but it was useless. Qin Mochen sneered, ¡°I will show you what a real madman looks like!¡± Chapter 2: The Bride Is Not Me Chapter 2: The Bride Is Not Me Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko As expected, Qin Mochen showed me what a real madman looked like. He had sex with me for a whole night like a crazy beast! Even though I was convulsed all over by the pain in my underbelly and my blood between my legs had stained him red, he still didn¡¯t stop. After that, he just entered the bathroom indifferently, took a shower, put on his clothes and then left. He left a sentence as he walked out of the room, ¡°Mo Yufei, to live or die depends on your fate today.¡± The pain all over my body couldn¡¯t compare with the pain in my heart. I stared blankly at the ceiling; the damp heat between my legs and the ache of my underbelly made me clear that I had already lost the bet. My only stake, the only connection with him had been gone. ¡°Ahhhhhhh!¡± I roared in a grieved tone, just wishing to vent all the resentment and injustice. Feeling giddy the next moment, then I fainted. I woke up at the next night, and Sister Ling and a doctor were standing beside my bed. I knew that they had checked me when I was in a coma. I knew that it was Qin Mochen that sent them to see if I was dead. When I thought of this, the pain had spread my whole body. I gritted my teeth, held back tears, and then said weakly, ¡°See, I am still alive. You can get out.¡± Sister Ling looked at me worriedly and turned to leave. The doctor also looked at me, but the moment he walked out, he said, ¡°Miss Mo, this time the baby is barely saved, but you must be careful the next time.¡± My brain was blank that moment. My baby was saved? The colic of my lower abdomen and the damp heat between my legs last night remained fresh in my memories. It was such a crazy night. How could the baby be still alive? Incredulously, I ran out to ask the doctor to make sure that I had heard his words correctly. My dead heart became alive again. I won the bet! Would he fulfill his promise to me? Would he marry me? I came back to my room with a disturbed heart. I spent the day anxiously waiting. I wanted to call him for several times, but I didn¡¯t know how to ask him. I picked up the phone again, but clicked the news inadvertently. When I was about to close the page, a few striking words gave me a shock. President Qin of Shengshi Group would hold a grand wedding in Liang City, but the bride was a mystery until now. Ten days later, he would hold the wedding... Did he know that I had kept the baby? Was I the bride of the wedding? This moment, there was only excitement in my heart. The five years, I loved him so humbly, thoroughly and even lost myself. I thought we would never come to an end, but out of my expectation, the day came so soon. Looking at the dark sky outside, I wanted Qin Mochen to see a brilliant me, so I got up and cleaned myself up. The moment I finished dressing up, Sister Ling¡¯s voice came to my ears from the downstairs, ¡°Boss, you come back.¡± In the mirror, I looked bright and attractive. It seemed that I came back to five years ago! A sense of bitterness crossed my heart. Five years ago, I was the most high-profile Miss Mo of Mo Family in Liang City; however, five years later, I became a woman who was imprisoned by Qin Mochen for his revenge. Hiding the emotion in my heart, I walked downstairs smilingly; but when I walked to the hall, I couldn¡¯t step forward anymore! Qin Mochen held a woman in his arms, who was very familiar to me; she was the woman who fell into the ocean and was swept away by surf accidentally because of me, and also the foster daughter of my family. What was more, she was the woman that Qin Mochen had loved for five years- Mo Yulin! Wasn¡¯t she dead? Why did she appear here suddenly? I stayed here in a daze, looking at the two intimate people in front of me. Mo Yulin came back now, so Qin Mochen no longer needed me? Chapter 3: My Father Was Gone Chapter 3: My Father Was Gone Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko I remembered today¡¯s news, with painful bitterness in heart. So Qi MoChen¡¯s wedding which would be held ten days later was not for me, but for this woman. At this point, suddenly I cared about nothing but quickly came over to take hold of Qin Mochen¡¯s arm, looking up at him with the last glimmer of hope and asking, ¡°Mochen, the baby has been saved. You promised me last night. The wedding is for me, right?¡± Qin Mochen lowered his head, glanced at me with cold eyes and threw out two words, ¡°Abort it.¡± Those two words, like a dagger, hurt my heart. ¡°No, I won¡¯t!¡± I gripped his arm tightly and turned to stare angrily at Mo Yulin, who retreated back into the embrace of Qin Mochen, with a pretended timidity and said in a low voice, ¡°Sister, if you don¡¯t welcome me, I shall leave now.¡± ¡°She should be the one to leave!¡± Qin Mochen said with slight indifference and anger, and the next minute I was pushed to the ground by him. I was worried that the baby was hurt, so I covered my stomach with both hands and wasn¡¯t relieved until I made sure that it was all right. Qin Mochen¡¯s cold eyes made my heart ache. I looked at Mo Yulin with resentment, pointed at her and cried, ¡°You bitch! Why do you come back since you¡¯ve been dead?! You have ruined my family. Why don¡¯t you go to the hell?!¡± Thwack! The next second, Qin¡¯s hard slap set me back a few steps. Upon that, my mouth was full of the smell of blood, and my heart was broken. Qin Mochen held Mo Yulin tightly in his arms, but said to me with sharp coldness, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are the one who should go to the hell. Your father ruined her life in those days and you have brought this end to yourselves. If you don¡¯t want me to throw you out, get out of here now!¡± Mo Yulin clutched his arm tightly, helplessly looking up at Qin Mochen and said, ¡°Brother Chen, It¡¯s my own fault. Maybe I shouldn¡¯t have been back or have known you at first.¡± After saying those words, she began to cry, like a pear blossom bathed in the rain, burying herself in the arms of Qin Mochen. Seeing this, I really wished I could tear the hypocritical bitch up! It was actually her fault: she hatched a plot to set my father and me up. Due to it, my mother had a car accident while my father suffered a false charge and was imprisoned. Nevertheless, it was we that brought this end to ourselves in the eyes of Qin Mochen. Qin Mochen held Mo Yulin to his chest with both his arms, not even casting a glance at me, but just shouting in a harsh voice, ¡°Get away!¡± My heart was almost bleeding. I clenched my hands, watching Qin Mochen pass by me indifferently and Mo Yulin give me a defiant look in secret. I really wanted to tell Qin Mochen all the things that happened in those years. But I knew he would not believe me. On the contrary, he would stick a label of being vicious, good at quibbling, and slandering Mo Yulin on me. If there was no Mo Yulin, the vicious woman, there would not be my mother¡¯s death, father¡¯s imprisonment and family business¡¯s bankruptcy. I had thought that she was dead, and our feud was over. It had never occurred to me that she was still alive! At this moment, I swore that I would not only take back the man I loved, but also revenge myself on Mo Yulin and that she would pay back for all the pain she put on me! I did not leave, but returned to my room again. And the servants did not come to drive me away. I had a vague feeling in my heart that, somewhere in Qin Mochen¡¯s heart, there was still my place. Or the servants would have driven me away. I spent the night with feelings of struggling, hate, jealousy and wrath. When I woke up, I knew that Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin had left the house. All of a sudden, I felt like a discarded trash. Before Mo Yulin appeared, at least Qin Mochen stayed with me, even though he hated me. However, when Mo Yulin came back, Qin Mochen became indifferent to me instantly and totally ignored me. The phone rang and I answered it wearily. I did not expect that it was from the prison. The police said that my father was seriously injured. He was dead since all the rescue measures proved ineffectual. The corpse was in the hospital. Chapter 4: Daughter of a Rapist Chapter 4: Daughter of a Rapist Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko At that moment, I felt that my world collapsed. That one who treated me as a treasure was gone. My father who loved me so much died inexplicably. I asked about the ins and outs of the matter in anger. The police said they don¡¯t know what happened to the criminal suspects that night, who all flew into a rage and attacked Mo Zhenhua. I didn¡¯t understand since it was incredible. Everyone looked so normal, but why did they change completely overnight? Think of Mo Yulin¡¯s appearance last night, I began to suspect that it was she that was operating behind our back. When the hospital informed me, I immediately drove to the hospital, However, everything was late, my father had died. Oh, God, how could you play tricks on me like this? When I stepped into the ward. My dad was lying on the cold bed, with a pale face, and had no breath already. I tramped over and knelt in front of the bed, holding his cold hand. My father who loved me dearly five years ago was gone now. He was destroyed by Mo Yulin! The phone rang again. Although it was a strange number, I still answered. It turned out to be Mo Yulin, unexpectedly. Her smug voice immediately got into my ear, ¡°Mo Yufei, your father¡¯s accident is just the beginning. You used to be a lady of Mo Family, who has attracted a lot of attention, but how about now? She said with a sneer, ¡°Now you are just a bitch, a murderer and the daughter of a rapist. Her mad laughter made me shudder. Was I a murderer and the daughter of a rapist? It was all because of this bitch, Mo Yulin, but why was I taking all the responsibility? I was so resentful, and the wrath was about to overwhelm me. I questioned her in a stern voice, ¡°Where are you.¡± Mo Yulin was obviously shocked and then sarcastically said, ¡°The coffee shop on Huanhe Road. I have something to talk to you face-to-face too.¡± She hung up after she finished the words, while I still held my phone tightly. As I took the last look at my father, sadness returned. When I got to the coffee shop, I saw Mo Yulin raise her hand holding the coffee cup to me. I walked towards her with a grim face and stared at her with hate. At this moment, I really want to kill her, but my reason told me not to do so. She looked at me with a sneer and said, ¡°You must want to kill me now, right?¡± I fought back my anger and grabbed the cup in her hand and poured the coffee on her face. The slightly hot coffee made Mo Yulin scream. She tried to slap my face angrily, but I caught her hand. I stared icily at her embarrassed face and said with clenched teeth, ¡°You really believe that you can beat me down? No, you are wrong. A man with nothing is never afraid of losing while a man with something is not. I know all the shit you did. I even know the thing that you impersonated me. Do you think the secret will be hidden forever?¡± Looking at Mo Yulin¡¯s pale face, I slapped her hard across the face, and then she fell to the ground because of my slap. I grabbed her hair. At that moment, I saw her fear of me in her eyes. I said coldly, ¡°Remember that, Mo Yulin, all I lost three years ago, I will get them back!¡± I pushed her away and turned to leave. The most important thing at the moment, I thought was to deal with my father¡¯s funeral affairs. The sinister voice of Mo Yulin came behind me, ¡°Mo Yufei, do you really think that my ability can let Mo Zhenhua die in prison?¡± Her words hit me like a blow on my head. I turned to look at Mo Yulin with my trembling body, ¡°What do you mean?¡± Chapter 5: Why Was It You Who Killed My Dad? Chapter 5: Why Was It You Who Killed My Dad? Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko Actually, I already had the answer in my heart, but I just didn¡¯t want to admit it. When Mo Yulin said with a smile that all this was ordered by Qin Mochen, my heart completely broke. I knew Qin had always held a grudge against my father because of what he did, but it was not my father who did it. Why did he believe Mo Yulin¡¯s words to kill my father? I only felt dizzy at that moment, and heard Mo Yunlin walk to my side and say sarcastically, ¡°I told Chen that whenever I recall being gang- raped by Mo Zhenhua and those guys, I am scared. I don¡¯t want to live in the same city with them. I didn¡¯t expect him to do it so fast and quietly killed Mo Zhenhua that night.¡± I felt my feet flabby and then fell to the ground. Why was it he who did it? Why? I had loved him for five years, but what did I get in the past five years? I couldn¡¯t hear anything at that moment as I completely fainted. When I passed out, I heard a gentle voice. The voice was so familiar. Did he come back? When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. The one standing by my sickbed was a senior I had not seen in three years. He was Su Chengzhao. It turned out that he saved me. I endured the pain in my heart and smiled, ¡°Chengzhao, when did you come back?¡± Su Chengzhao looked at me with concern, and stretched out his hand to touch my hair. There was a hint of pity in his voice, ¡°If I don¡¯t come back, I am afraid that you won¡¯t be able to survive.¡± His gentle movements and tone made me want to cry. I couldn¡¯t remember how long I hadn¡¯t been cared about by others. The death of my father, and the ruthlessness of Qin Mochen made me almost collapse. At this moment, I just wanted to rush into the arms of Su Chengzhao and cry for all the grievances and pains I had suffered in the past three years. He held me in his arms tightly and sighed, ¡°Why do you have to bear so much? Why did you never want to come to me?¡± At that time, I couldn¡¯t say anything, just crying, since I didn¡¯t know what I should say. I had always loved Qin Mochen. I had loved him for five years, but what had I got finally? In the end, he deprived me of the warmth that I only had. I hated him, and my love for him was completely shattered with the death of my father. Suddenly, the door was opened, Su Chengzhao let go of me, and let out a muffled groan with pain. I looked up, and saw a face that I couldn¡¯t forget even if I died. Chengzhao had been shut out of the ward. Qin Mochen grabbed my shoulders with both hands, completely ignored my pain, and shouted at me in anger, ¡°Mo Yufei, you fucking bitch, you used the bastard in your womb to provoke Yulin, and got her hit by a car. Do you really think that I dare not to kill you? ¡± The person he trusted was always Mo Yulin instead of me. I felt very sad and painful, and said weakly, ¡°Just kill me if you really want to kill me. You had killed my father anyway. It will be good to kill me too.¡± At the moment, along with the roar of Su Chengzhao, there came the sound of pounding at the door. I closed my eyes desperately. I could feel the stiff body of Qin Mochen, and his indifference which made me shudder. ¡°Qin Mochen, you will regret if you kill her. You are such a fool. In fact...¡± Chapter 6: You Don’t Deserve It Chapter 6: You Don¡¯t Deserve It Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko Realizing what would Su Chengzhao say, I opened my eyes and roared, ¡±Come on! Kill me! Then you can be with Mo Yulin for a lifetime and nobody would disturb you!¡± Su Chengzhao hit the door with his fist, and then his voice full of sadness arose, ¡±Yufei, why do you torment yourself like this?¡± Torment? I never thought so. Even if Qin Mochen knew the facts, the one he loved was not me after all. I thought Qin Mochen would kill me, but out of my expectation, he threw me to the bed violently and then pressed against me with his cold eyes fixed on me. ¡°Killing you will dirty my hands.¡± My heart twitched suddenly, but it had already been numb with pain. Thinking of my father¡¯s death, I stared at him resentfully, ¡±Qin Mochen, the moment you killed my father, my love for you was gone. You hated him too much. Now, he is dead and your wish has been achieved. From now on, we should treat each other as a stranger even if we meet again!¡± After finished speaking, I was surprised to see a sense of shock in his eyes. I sneered in my heart. Maybe he realized that it was Mo Yulin told me about the truth, otherwise I would be still kept in the dark now. ¡°Strangers?¡± Qin Mochen pinched my jaw suddenly, ¡±Do you want to be together with Su Chengzhao with my baby? Don¡¯t even think about it! If you want to leave, have an abortion and then you can disappear.¡± ¡°Qin Mochen, you are such a bastard!¡± I hit him resentfully, but the next moment, he tore my clothes directly, and entered my body without any foreplay as usual. I screamed in honor. My baby! I tried my best to save it. How could he be so cruel! Qin Mochen forced me to have sex again and again, as a cold voice came into my ears,¡± You don¡¯t deserve to have my baby!¡± I closed my eyes and let him vent his anger and desire, lying like a corpse. Yes, I didn¡¯t deserve it. In his eyes, only Mo Yulin deserved it. If I didn¡¯t faint that year and I was more active in the past, would everything be different now? Not knowing how long it took, Qin Mochen finally left my body, and then said ruthlessly, ¡±I will arrange the operation tomorrow. After aborting, you can disappear in front of me forever.¡± He picked up the quilt and threw it on me to cover my ruined and humiliated body. The cold words stuck into my heart like a sword, ¡±I won¡¯t even care that you show your body to a beggar after you leave, but before I allow you to leave, don¡¯t disgrace me.¡± The door was closed, and he left. Curling myself up and enduring the colic, I sobbed until my eyes were red and swollen, until there were no more tears. As steady footsteps came, Su Chengzhao walked toward me and held me covered in the quilt tightly, ¡±Yufei, why do you torment yourself? Why don¡¯t you tell him the truth in the past?¡± I struggled to free myself from his arms, and then turned to him, just finding some bruises in the corner of his mouth. Thinking of the muffled groan, I realized that Qin Mochen hit him. I felt a little guilty to him and shook my head bitterly, ¡±I don¡¯t want him to trample on my last pride.¡° I wanted to keep my baby, and never let Qin Mochen kill it. Thinking of this, I grasped Su Chengzhao¡¯s arm with both two hands and looked at him imploringly, ¡±Chengzhao, take me away, to a place where no one can find me.¡± Su Chengzhao stiffened apparently. He caressed my face and asked in a low voice, ¡±Do you really want to leave? Are you willing to leave?¡± Tightening my fists, I swallowed all the pain and resentment, and then I sneered, ¡±There is nothing worth lingering. He killed my father, and now he wanted to kill my baby. I hate him.¡± Although I said like that, I knew clearly that I still couldn¡¯t terminate my love for Qin Mochen completely. Su Chengzhao smiled gently,¡± Okay, since you want to leave, I will take you away at all costs.¡± When he said this, a bad feeling which made me panic welled up in my heart, but I didn¡¯t know why. Chapter 7: Feeling Sick Chapter 7: Feeling Sick Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko Su Chengzhao left. He said that he needed to deal with the matters at hand, and then he would take me away tonight. However, I could not stay in this ward any longer. The thought that Qin Mochen might send someone to take me away frightened me. I changed my clothes and secretly escaped from the hospital. All the way there was a dull ache in my lower abdomen, but I didn¡¯t pay more attention to it. When I arrived at the railway station of Liang City, it was already dark. I had sent a text message to Su Chengzhao on the way. I told him that I was waiting for him at the railway station. I thought that there were so many people here, Qin Mochen would not find me that easily. My cell phone rang at this moment. It was Su. He asked me where I was. As I was just about to talk, suddenly I felt a pain in my shoulder. I was turned over by a brute force. I didn¡¯t expect the one in front of me was Qin Mochen. I didn¡¯t know when my phone in my hand fell to the ground. All I could think about was why he could find me here. Did he follow me all the way? ¡°Mo Yufei, you really have the guts, don¡¯t you? you dare to escape!¡± Qin Mochen looked at me gloomily, and his tone was frightening. I started to tremble and looked at him in horror. He saw my reaction and started laughing. He pinched my chin and said in a cold voice, ¡°You are afraid of me, right?¡± I confessed that I was afraid of him at this point. I was not afraid for me, but for the baby in my womb. Perhaps because it was in public, he didn¡¯t embarrass me, but took me away form here with a sullen face. The chill on his body eroded my heart, and seemed to become colder and colder in this cold winter. He was silent until he pushed me into the car and then pulled me up by the collar. With his eyes full of fierceness, he said, ¡°Mo Yufei, since you want to escape so much, you don¡¯t have to wait for tomorrow, and I will arrange the abortion for you now.¡± Then he called the hospital. I was in total despair. In the end, I still failed to protect my baby? I didn¡¯t want to compromise. I got out of the car in a hurry while he was on the phone, but he was faster than me and grabbed my wrist. He seized me by the throat and said angrily, ¡°You want to run away again? Mo Yufei, you really want to elope with Su Chengzhao, uh-huh? Didn¡¯t you say you loved me? Your love is so cheap!¡± My broken heart had been indifferent to his words. I looked at him with a sneer, and said, ¡°You are right. I am a cheap girl. The worst thing I did is falling in love with you. How can I be in love with you for five years?¡± He looked at me coldly, and squeezed my chin violently. The words he said hurt my heart like a knife, ¡°Loved by you, I only feel sick!¡± Ah? Feel sick? I was laughing at myself in my heart. How pathetic I was. What kind of a man I was in love with in the five years? ¡°Don¡¯t escape anymore. As long as I don¡¯t let you go, you will be mine even if you die!¡± he said it and began to drive. I clenched my hands, and my lower abdomen started to pain again. I closed my eyes and swallowed all my pain and hatred. My lower abdomen was getting more and more painful, and I felt like urinating. I wanted to bear it, but it was unbearable. I begged him in a low voice, ¡°Qin Mochen, pull over. I want to go to the toilet.¡± ¡°What kind of tricks do you want to play again?¡± Qin said in disgust and didn¡¯t care about my words. I grabbed his arm and gnashed the teeth, ¡°I really want to go to the toilet. Pull over, otherwise I will pee in your car!¡± At this moment, my face was pale and the pain was unbearable. My words seemed to disgust him. He shook my hand off and pulled over. He said in anger, ¡°Hurry up!¡± Chapter 8: A Nuisance Never Dies Chapter 8: A Nuisance Never Dies Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko I didn¡¯t want to waste my words with him and got off quickly to find a secret place. I felt my stomach cramping in greater pain as warm liquid followed between the legs. I suddenly realized what was happening. I looked down, only to find a pool of blood beneath my feet under the faint moonlight! Shivering there, I touched my stomach which was suffering from colic in horror. With a harsh ringtone, I heard Qin Mochen yelling in his cold voice in this silent night, ¡°How did she gone? If she had trouble, all of you would be fired!¡± Then he punched the car on the window, glass fragments spread over the ground and blood dyed his hands red. How could he care about Mo Yulin like that? I stared at him, who got on and started the car, like preparing to leave. My nerve strained. If he really went away, how should I do in this desolate place? I bawled in panic, ¡±Qin Mochen, I¡¯m bleeding. I have a stomachache.¡± By the moonlight, I saw he frowned impatiently, turned around, glanced without any emotion at me, simply said a sentence and then went away, ¡±A nuisance never dies.¡± His car disappeared soon, leaving me frozen in that dark night. He left me alone here just for that woman vanished, totally disregarding the situation that I was bleeding. When I picked up clothes and staggered to the roadside, the road was empty without any trace of the car. My broken heart sank. At this moment, I was in despair. How pathetic I was! I looked up and laughed hysterically. Five years ago, when he was hurt seriously with no consciousness by a car accident, I carried him on my back and walked 2.5 kilometers until the ambulance arrived. I even didn¡¯t put him down until I fainted. But how did he treat me? He abandoned me, who was suffering miscarriage, here without hesitation. The sharp pain in my stomach warned me of the danger of losing my baby. I just wanted to hurry up to the hospital. I stumbled on a long road in wet clothes, leaving rows of shocking bloody footprints behind. Almost exhaustinged all my strength, I finally fell down to the floor, the stomach cramps and the bloodstain told me that, this time, I definitely lost my baby. My consciousness gradually became blurred, and; in the end, I stopped fighting itagainst the pain, and fall down into the pool of blood. When I woke up again, I was already lying in the hospital, my body was sore and my face was pale. I really had a strange connection with this hospital. I went to the hospital several times all because of Qin Mochen. ¡°Yu Fei, how do you feel?¡± Su Chengzhao looked at me with a worried face;, he reached out and touched my cheek, whispered:ing, ¡°Sorry, I am late, I don¡¯t protect you well.¡± His words made my heart tremble, I touched my stomach, raised my head and, stared at his eyes, and asked him with in a tremulous voice, ¡°Is my childbaby...¡± I couldn¡¯t finish my sentence with the last words. Tears had already wetted my eyes. I wanted to swallow all the humiliation, but I just couldn¡¯t stop crying. Su Chengzhao held me in his arms and covered my head tightly,. ¡°If you want to cry, just do it. Don¡¯t forget that you are not alone. You have me., I will stay with you and comfort you until you go through this pain.¡°¡± I cried out loudly, my voice was fierce, and my hands were holding Su Chengzhao¡¯s arm. At this moment, the whole room, and even the entire corridor was were filled with my crying, even the entire corridor. Why the one I had loved for five years abandoned me without hesitation, but the onethose who loved me had done a lot for me? Why I didn¡¯t love Su Chengzhao. I did not know how long I had been crying., Ffinally, I couldn¡¯t help bear the pain anymore and fainted. This time, I really hoped that I didn¡¯t wouldn¡¯t wake up. Just fall asleep like this forever... I did not know how long I have had slept. In the a blurreddaze, I vaguely heard that Su Chengzhao swayed my body, and he his roar was so painful. ¡°Yu Fei, are you awakeplease wake up? You said you want me to take you out of here, but why you don¡¯t you wake up?¡± ¡± Chapter 9: Deep Hate Chapter 9: Deep Hate Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko Wake up? I was so tired, so I didn¡¯t want to wake up. I just wanted to keep sleeping like this forever. Suddenly in the room arose the voices of Su Chengzhao and Qin Mochen, and they seemed to have a big quarrel. I, who was not quite conscious at the time, seemed to hear them fighting. I didn¡¯t know how long it took before the fight finally ended. Just as I was about to go into a coma again, the cold voice of Qin Mochen suddenly sounded in my ear, ¡°Mo Yufei, do you want to die? You should ask me for permission first!¡± I sneered inwardly because I felt that I was too pathetic. Did I have to ask for his permission even if I wanted to die? Qin Mochen got close to me and gently rubbed my cheek with his hand. At the moment, I was allergic to his touch, but I couldn¡¯t move myself, I couldn¡¯t open my eyes, and gradually my consciousness was blurred. But Qin Mochen¡¯s words suddenly shocked me, ¡°Mo Yufei, don¡¯t you want to avenge your father¡¯s murder? Would you like to see your father die so inexplicably? Your mother met with a tragic death. Are you willing to die like a coward rather than avenge them?¡± The news of my father¡¯s unexplained death and the tragic death of my mother flashed across my mind. Did I compromise? No, absolutely not. As I hadn¡¯t gotten my revenge and my hate was not yet gone, how could I die like this? How could I let Mo Yulin and Qin Mochen, two murderers, continue to live in the world? This thought made me feel heavier and more tired, but my eyes, which I had been trying to open, gradually opened. When Qin Mochen saw me wake up, his eyes seemed to turn dark once. Then he squeezed my chin, and sarcastically said, ¡°You seems to hate us so deep, right? Why are you still alive?¡± I froze on the bed. I didn¡¯t know if I had an illusion, and seemed to see a trace of worry, anxiety and heartache in his eyes the moment I opened my eyes. Was I wrong? Then I came to my senses with a bitter smile. How could this cold-blooded man worry about me? He wanted me to die. I gritted my teeth, endured the pain on the whole body and glared at him, ¡°How can I die? I haven¡¯t avenged my father. You care about Mo Yulin, don¡¯t you? Then I will destroy her!¡± Due to my weakness, my words were weak too. Qin Mochen put on a contemptuous smile, with his hand grasping my neck, as if the next moment he would strangle me. I stared at him with hate, and my hands under the quilt were bleeding with fingernails piercing in palms. We were in a stalemate for a long time, and Qin Mochen finally let go of me, ready to leave. He left a cold sentence, ¡°I will visit you later this evening; by the time, I want to see your corpse.¡± As the door closed, I closed my eyes in despair, but the pain in my palms made my chaotic consciousness clearer. Until the afternoon, Su Chengzhao appeared, he looked a little tired and his clothes were a little messy. I looked at him apprehensively, ¡°Chengzhao, I am all right now. If you are tired, go back and rest.¡± Su Chengzhao smiled softly, as he touched my face with affection and said he was fine, but I knew that he was in big trouble. Sure enough, when he just finished the words, the phone rang. I clearly heard the anxious voice from the phone, ¡°President Su, Shengshi Group is suppressing our company. Our foundation In Liang City is simply not enough to confront them. What should we do now?¡± With knitted brows, he glanced at me and went out of the ward. I was shocked. Even though I hated Qin Mochen now, when I heard that he was suppressing Su Chengzhao, I still had a hint of hope in my heart. Did he still care about me? Chapter 10: I Become the Humblest Servant Chapter 10: I Become the Humblest Servant Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko Was he afraid that I would leave with Su Chengzhao, so he cracked down on Su¡¯s company? I naively thought he still loved me, but the reality was I still loved him foolishly. And how I hoped that my guess was right. The door was opened. I thought it was Su Chengzhao who came back, and was going to ask him what was going on with his company. But it turned out to be Dr. Liu. Dr. Liu came in with a medical report in his hand. He looked around the ward, presumably was looking for Su Chengzhao. I said to him with a forced smile, ¡°He was out. Just tell me if you have something to say.¡° Dr. Liu looked at me with a somber expression, and hesitated for a moment before speaking, ¡°Miss Mo, how are you feeling now?¡± Looked at his serious expression, I began to be nervous. Then I nodded and said, ¡°I feel very tired and my lower abdomen is very painful.¡± Dr. Liu handed me the report with knitted brows. When I saw the contents, I could not hear clearly what the doctor was saying anymore. I didn¡¯t even know when Dr. Liu left. At this moment, my determination of revenge began to hesitate because of this report. My hatred at this moment was also hesitant because of the content of this report. My heart was filled with bitterness. I closed my eyes and kept all the grievance in my heart. I hid the report nervously when I heard the sound of door opening. I looked up and saw Qin Mochen come in with a cold face. When I thought about his suppression of Su Chengzhao¡¯s company and that report, I couldn¡¯t help but clench my hands and make a decision in my heart. I suddenly got up and grasped his arm when he came up to me. This sequence of movements exhausted almost all my strength. Qin Mochen did not expect me to do so. He was surprised in a moment and then said ironically, ¡°Do you want to be a limmer again? Can¡¯t you wait to sleep with me just after miscarrying?¡± His sardonic tone made me feel hurt. And at this moment I wondered if I flattered myself again. Looking at his impassive expression, I couldn¡¯t resist asking, ¡°Mochen, you still care about me, right? You suppressed Su Chengzhao¡¯s company for fear that I would leave with him, right?¡± I clenched my hands and tensed up for his answer. After a long silence, his contemptuous, disgusted and mocking eyes woke me up. I knew that his love for me was only my hallucination. My heart was like dead ashes. I was thrown on the bed ruthlessly by Qin Mochen. I was already paralyzed by the despair in the heart and failed to feel the pain on my body. He looked at me indifferently. His voice full of extreme disgust, ¡°Mo Yufei, how cheap you are!¡± He was right. I was cheap. My love for him was so cheap and so undignified. I closed my eyes for a while, and then stared at him with malice, asking, ¡°Qin Mochen, since you don¡¯t love me and the woman you love has come back to you, why don¡¯t you let me go? Why do you want to trap me around you? Are you trying to show me how much you love her?¡± Qin Mochen came up to me and grabbed my collar. He picked me up like picking up a dog. Looking into my resentful eyes, he said, ¡°The debt your father owed me in the past will have to be paid by you. Yulin has suffered so much for your father that I will inflict more on you.¡± After hearing his words, I shivered. I wanted to contradict his accusation and say that my father didn¡¯t do it, but he didn¡¯t give me a chance. He threw me on the bed ruthlessly again, and said coldly, ¡°Someone will send you to my house today. From today, your position in my family is a servant. You are the humblest servant. If you dare to annoy Yulin, you will have to suffer the pain ten times!¡± When he had finished speaking, he left without hesitation. At the moment, I seemed to fall into the abyss of hell. I was so cold, and no warmth could save me. In the evening, I was forcibly brought back to his villa. He didn¡¯t care about my weak body, and let me do what the servant should do the next day. Chapter 11: Do You Want to Kill Me? Chapter 11: Do You Want to Kill Me? Translator: DWM Proofread by Ruriko I crawled into the cold bed. Looking at the strange room and enduring the pain of my belly, I was sleepless all night. The next morning, I was awakened by Sister Ling. She told me in a dilemma that Qin Mochen ordered her to supervise me; if she didn¡¯t follow his order, Sister Ling would be fired by him. I knew that Sister Ling was difficult in living and lived on the salary here. I didn¡¯t want to make troubles for her, so I swept the whole villa enduring the pain of my belly. Suddenly, I remembered that there was a photo of my family hanging on the wall of my former room. Those servants didn¡¯t take it to me. Thinking of this, I rushed to upstairs. The moment I opened the door, I saw Mo Yulin, who took the photo of my family in her hands which was the last tenderness I had in this world. Seeing my appearance, she lifted her lips complacently and waved the photo frame, ¡±Mo Yufei, do you want it?¡± I stared at her coldly,¡± That¡¯s my personal thing. You don¡¯t deserve to touch it!¡± Mo Yulin sneered and looked at me sarcastically. Her look was full of contempt and arrogance. Suddenly, she smashed the photo frame on the ground. It happened so suddenly that I couldn¡¯t react, so I had to see the photo frame was broken up in front of me. ¡°Mo Yufei, what the hell are you? You are just an inferior servant now. How dare you talk to me like this?¡± She stepped on the photo and crushed it hard, ¡±What¡¯s your feeling now? You were the noblest lady in the past and had all kinds of honor, but now?¡± She laughed out loud and complacently with finger jabbing at my shoulder hard,¡± You are just like an ant under my foot. Mo Family¡¯s daughter, so what? You finally turn into the daughter of a rapist and a murderer, and your family was broken up!¡± Mo Yulin¡¯s voice pierced my broken heart ruthlessly like a sword. I couldn¡¯t help trembling all over and looked at the photo under her foot. This moment, the hatred had overwhelmed my reason. I rushed at her and pinched her neck crazily with all my strength, roaring with strong hatred. ¡°Mo Yulin, it¡¯s you framed me and made me fall into this situation! It¡¯s you killed my baby, so I will kill you!¡± I had already been on the edge of anger. It seemed that Mo Yulin was scared by my behavior. She just looked at me in fright and patted my arms constantly; then she asked in an injured tone,¡± Yufei, have I done something wrong? Why do you want to kill me?¡± Her sudden transformation shocked me whose heart was full of hatred. Before I came to myself, I was pushed away by a force. The force was so large that I fell down and the glass on the ground stuck into my hands deeply; they suddenly became bloody! The pain of my hands woke me up. Seeing the handsome and cold man in front of me, this moment, I realized that I had fallen into Mo Yulin¡¯s trap already. She irritated me deliberately and transformed her attitude when I was in anger. Everything was showed to Qin Mochen. Maybe she had already known that Qin Mochen would come back. Even if I didn¡¯t go upstairs to take the photo frame, she would also come to find me and gradually led me into the trap before Qin Mochen came back! Qin Mochen held her and looked so worried, while Mo Yulin nestled against his chest sobbing in an injured tone, ¡±Brother Chen, I wanted to hand the family photo to sister personally, but beyond my expectation, sister rushed to upstairs suddenly and seized me by the throat, trying to kill me without saying a word.¡± Her body couldn¡¯t help trembling while she said that with a feeble look full of grievance. Chapter 12: You Can’t Do That Chapter 12: You Can¡¯t Do That Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal This scene deeply stung my eyes, and I stood up awkwardly. At the moment, my lower abdomen was cramping and my hands were aching, but the most painful thing was my broken heart. I didn¡¯t want to explain as even if I did, Qin Mochen would not believe me at all. I ignored them and bent over to pick up the photo on the ground. However, at the same time, a big skinny hand picked up the photo first. With a cold and enraged voice, he asked, ¡°You want to kill Yulin just for a photo?¡± I straightened up and looked at Qin Mochen indifferently. With a sarcastic smile, I retorted, ¡°So what? Does she deserve to touch my stuff? I yearn to kill her!¡± In fact, I knew it was not good for me to provoke Qin Mochen, but I still couldn¡¯t help myself. Sure enough, his face darkened. The next moment, he seized me by the throat, and his fingers tightened so hard that I could hardly breathe. My face turned pale under his iron grip. I felt hopeless, helpless, and lost. His fierce eyes glared at me as he bellowed, ¡°Mo Yufei, haven¡¯t you figured out who you are yet? Let me tell you, the daughter of a rapist! If I hadn¡¯t taken you in, you¡¯d have been despised by everyone.¡± Listening to Qin Mochen¡¯s biting words, I trembled and my ragged breathing seemed to stop for a moment as I took in his words. Mo Yulin had said that I was the daughter of a rapist. To my utter surprise, the man I had loved for five years also said the same words to me. Falling in love with him made me exhausted and caused me endless pain. I clenched my fists tightly as my eyes turned red with fury and indignation. I stared into his cold eyes fiercely and uttered word by word, ¡°My father is innocent; someone had framed him up. I will not allow you to slander him again!¡± I squirmed in his hands and struggled to get rid of him. I beat his arms fiercely as if to vent all my humiliation and hatred. Qin Mochen looked at me coldly with his brooding eyes. He showed an expression that I couldn¡¯t understand. I still hit him though and to my surprise he was indifferent to my actions. Mo Yulin saw this situation and suddenly her expression changed. She pretended to be weak and leaned on the shoulder of Qin Mochen. Her tone was delicate and wronged, ¡°Chen, I don¡¯t know why my sister always hates me so much. If my presence really makes her so bitter and unwilling, I will leave right now.¡± After she finished, she began to cry, and assumed a posture to leave. Qin Mochen grabbed her wrist at once and glared at me. Putting the photo in front of me, he said with a reproachful and ruthless tone, ¡°Apologize to her right now, or I will tear it to pieces.¡± Although his tone was flat and impassive, it still left me in shock. He was threatening me with my most cherished thing to apologize to the person I hated the most. Mo Yulin provocatively looked at me, and I also stared right back at her resolutely as I declared, ¡°No way!¡± I had hardly finished speaking when he slapped me right away. I staggered back a few steps awkwardly. The left side of my face was stinging, and there was a bloody taste between my lips and teeth. I couldn¡¯t help trembling all over. Then I looked up at Qin Mochen who was pinching the photo with his hands and tearing it up little by little with a dark face. My father died unjustly; my mother died tragically. My whole family was broken up and all the members perished. This photo was my only emotional sustenance; why would they destroy my last hope? I stared at him and shouted loudly, ¡°Qin Mochen, you can¡¯t do that!¡± I tried to grab the photo from him, but with a sudden pain in my lower abdomen, I fell to the ground and my face became pale. I was sweating all over with pain. ¡°Apologize!¡± Qin Mochen still repeated the same words coldly and continued to tear the photo into pieces. I watched in despair as the photo was gradually torn apart. The pain in my heart began to spread throughout my whole body. Chapter 13: Was That him? Chapter 13: Was That him? Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal Finally, I succumbed to my emotions, bowed my head humbly, and apologized hoarsely, ¡°Mo Yulin, that was my fault; please forgive me.¡± At that moment I didn¡¯t know how sad and awkward I felt. All this was thanks to the man I loved the most and the woman I hated the most. Tears filled my eyes as I tried hard to hide my pain and keep all the grievances buried in my heart. I didn¡¯t want to show any weakness in front of my enemies, although the agony and the torment of love and hate had already become almost unbearable. Qin Mochen threw away the photo and the fragments fell on my injured hands. My heart cried in grief when I looked at the mutilated faces in the photo. I looked up and stared at them with hatred, and said in a more determined tone than I had ever been, ¡°Qin Mochen, I hate you; I hate you so much. If I had known that falling in love with you would cost me so dearly, I wouldn¡¯t have saved you.¡± Hearing this, I saw he had a quiver and his expression changed slightly. He said coolly, ¡°What did you say?¡± This time, there was a hint of hesitation in his voice. Mo Yulin looked at me in a panic. Suddenly she pretended to be weak and fell to the ground. Qin Mochen subconsciously hugged her. His brow furrowed as he saw her pale face. He asked with care, ¡°Yulin, what¡¯s wrong with you?¡± ¡°Chen, I have a terrible headache.¡± Mo Yulin choked with pain. Her face was so pale that she seemed to faint at any moment. ¡°Ling, go and call a doctor!¡± With that he picked up Mo Yulin and was ready to leave. Before he left, he turned his head and glanced at me in disgust. He warned me, ¡°If something like this happens again, I would never spare you so easily!¡± With that he strode away. Dead silence reigned the house once again. I picked up the pieces of the photo. The red blood on my palm stained my father¡¯s familiar face. It made me break down in tears, and I couldn¡¯t stop the raging emotions in my heart from bursting out. Why did all the tragedies happen to me? Why should I suffer all the pain? I stood up trembling and staggered downstairs. Several times, I almost fell down the stairs. The day was so long that it seemed like a century had passed. At night, I sat on my bed and looked at my palm. It was red and swollen; some of the broken glass was embedded in the flesh, and it had begun discharging pus. I looked at the cut impassively as if the one injured was not me. I didn¡¯t know how long this life will last. It was more painful for me to stay here than stay in hell. I dozed off in despair and hate and didn¡¯t sleep well all night. I heard someone open the door and come in. He raised my hand and gently helped me remove the broken glass from my wound. I could feel the cool potion slowly daubed on my palm even in my dream. There also seemed to be a sigh near my ear. This familiar voice was fuzzy and I couldn¡¯t recognize it. Who had saved me? I wanted to open my eyes, but my whole body was tired and the colic of the lower abdomen led me into a coma. Before I lost consciousness, however, I actually heard Qin Mochen¡¯s urgent voice, ¡°Damn, you¡¯ve got a fever.¡± How could it be him? He hurt me so much and hated me so much. Why did he still come to see me? I felt so pained. It felt as agonizing as being crushed. When I woke up, I smelled a strong odor of disinfectant. I opened my eyes and looked around. I was in the ward again. I didn¡¯t know if I would die in the hospital one day. ¡°Miss Mo, are you awake?¡± It was Ling¡¯s voice. I wearily looked at her and tried to open my mouth but found my throat too dry to speak. Ling quickly poured a glass of water for me. Worried, she asked, ¡°How do you feel? I will call the doctor. You¡¯ve been in a coma for three days. I was so scared that you won¡¯t wake up.¡± I hesitated when Ling handed me the water. And then the hot water splashed on the back of my hands; it was painful. Looking at my bandaged hands, I remembered that night, the familiar voice, the strange tone. Could it be him? Chapter 14: If the One I Love Is You Chapter 14: If the One I Love Is You Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal Ling anxiously called the doctor. She stood beside me and began narrating, ¡°That night you had a fever, Mr. Qin was the first to know. He called the driver and instructed him to take you to the hospital. Otherwise, with your injury and fever acting all night, I am afraid you would have never woke up from coma.¡± The fire of hope in my heart was completely extinguished by her words. It turned out that Qin Mochen had asked the driver to take me to the hospital. It was so ironic. I suffered so much pain and harm but why was I still so naive? Why did I still long for him to love me? I told Ling that I was tired and wanted to rest. She gave me a worried look and went out. The whole ward was empty and silent. I was immersed in grief and confused about my future. During the week I stayed in the hospital, Qin Mochen never came to visit me, and Su Chengzhao also never showed up. During that time, I phoned Su Chengzhao many times, but his phone was always off. I was worried that Su Chengzhao might have suffered a big loss because of Qin Mochen¡¯s suppression. Unable to contact him, I became increasingly worried. After all, all of this was because of me. I casually changed my clothes and left the hospital to find him. I went all the way to Su¡¯s company and got to his office by cheating the security guard. Just as I was about to knock on the door, I heard a cold voice from inside, ¡°Do you think you can fight against me? Do you think that by approaching Mo Yufei, you can use her hatred of me to help you get even with me? You are so naive. That woman loves me so much; do you think she will really help you?¡± I suddenly froze there and felt a chill creeping over me. I thought Su Chengzhao was sincere to me, but I didn¡¯t know he was lying to me and using me for his schemes. At the moment of my grief, Su Chengzhao¡¯s angry voice came from inside, ¡°You are indeed right. Four years ago, I got close to her because she loved you. Three years ago, when her family suffered an accident, I did think of using her hatred to get back at you. But since the night three years ago when she told me all her pain and grievances, I had decided to give up. I never thought she would love you so much so to lose her very self. Even though she had nothing, she still loved you so deeply. And then I also found out that I had fallen in love with her. I hope her to be happy rather than to be in distress all the time. Even if she asks me to kill Mo Yulin, I will do it for her.¡± Although I was outside the door, I could hear the murderous tone in his last words. It seemed that if I gave the order, he would really kill Mo Yulin right away. I never thought that his love for me would be so deep. I heard the voice of Su Chengzhao coming from inside the room and Qin Mochen¡¯s angry scolding. The two of them seemed to be fighting. I opened the door in a panic and saw them punching each other. My entrance stopped them both. Su Chengzhao was surprised by my appearance, and he seemed worried whether I had heard everything and was eager to explain to me. I smiled at him with all my heart. In front of Qin Mochen, I came up to embrace Su Chengzhao tightly, my eyes filled with wronged tears. I always thought he just sympathized and pitied me. I thought his love for me was almost minimal, however, I didn¡¯t expect that this man would be deeply in love with me for three years, even though he had approached me for other purposes at first. Why, why did God always plays tricks on me? Why didn¡¯t I love Su Chengzhao, otherwise how could I be so miserable. I choked and hugged him tightly. I felt his arms tighten around me too at this moment. I sobbed, ¡°Why don¡¯t I love you? How good it will be if the one I love is you?¡± Chapter 15: The Cruelest Threat Chapter 15: The Cruelest Threat Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal Su Chengzhao was stiff. He thought for a moment before he spoke. His voice contained a hint of expectation. ¡°It is still not too late. As long as you agree, I will take you out of this place even it costs me everything.¡± Before I could make a sound, a chilling voice threw me into the depths of the abyss. ¡°If you dare to leave Liangcheng for even half a step, I will destroy your parents¡¯ body completely, and make them roam as ghosts without a place to spend their afterlife peacefully!¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s voice was cold as he gave a ruthless and fierce ultimatum. Parents were the biggest taboo and the softest spot in my heart which I didn¡¯t want to unveil. I got rid of Su Chengzhao¡¯s embrace and turned around to slap Qin Mochen in the face. This slap exhausted all my strength. His face was slanted to one side as I said full of hatred, ¡°Qin Mochen, if you dare to touch my parents¡¯ body, I won¡¯t let you go, even if I became a ghost.¡± I thought he would be angry, furious, or at least slap me back. Unexpectedly, he just sneered, wiped off the blood on his lips with a finger, and laughed viciously, ¡°In Liangcheng, there is nothing I can¡¯t do. If you want to test me, just try and step out of the city.¡± My heart was trembling with full of grief and pain! At this moment, I really hated Qin Mochen to the core. I wanted to kill him and tear him apart. I never thought that he would be so cruel to me, even going as far as wanting to destroy my parents¡¯ body, so cruel to force me into a dilemma where I had no place to run. Suddenly he approached me, grabbed my cheeks with his big hand, and said with cold and indifferent eyes. ¡°Mo Yufei, don¡¯t you love me? If I ask you to abandon Su Chengzhao forever, would you say yes?¡± Su Chengzhao frowned and looked upset. He seemed to want to step forward and intervene but ultimately stood rooted in his place, staring at me closely. Perhaps he was waiting for my answer as well. I knew that Qin Mochen had asked this question, not because he loved me, but because he wanted Su Chengzhao to give up. He knew that his threat had worked on me. I hated my incompetence, swallowed all the pain, and laughed ironically. I stared into his eyes and said word by word, ¡°I promise. However, it is not because I love you, but because Su Chengzhao is too good and perfect, and I don¡¯t deserve him.¡± When I said this, I clearly saw Qin Mochen¡¯s eyes change from deep to cold. With a sneer, he squeezed my jaw and tightened his grip. Regardless of my pain, his voice was fierce like a devil, ¡°Really? I would like to not only destroy him but also destroy all the good things in your eyes and heart, so that you will have to live in misery and remorse for the rest of your life and stay in the darkness, never to come out!¡± No matter what he said, my heart had already gone numb, but it still felt very painful. I was pulled from his arms by Su Chengzhao. He punched Qin Mochen on the face and stared at him angrily. ¡°Qin Mochen, you¡¯re not a man!¡± He took me up and left the office. I was still immersed in what Qin Mochen had just said so couldn¡¯t pull myself out. I was taken by Su Chengzhao all the way to his house. He gently laid me on the bed, squatted in front of me, and fondled my cheek with his big hand. ¡°Yufei, please follow me. Don¡¯t stay with him anymore.¡± Looking at the gentle and handsome face in front of me and thinking of his deep love, my heart couldn¡¯t stop quivering. I wanted to run away, but now my body, and my hatred... If I leave with Su Chengzhao, Qin Mochen won¡¯t let us go. I wasn¡¯t worried about myself, but I didn¡¯t want to drag Su Chengzhao down with me. As I thought about this, I closed my eyes and whispered, ¡°I want to sleep for a while.¡± Su Chengzhao¡¯s eyes twinkled, and he mused for a moment. When he spoke, his voice was full of disappointment. He whispered, ¡°Sleep, I¡¯ll let myself out. if you need help, just call, and I will be there for you.¡± He opened the door and left. I stayed in bed, tears wetting my eyes, and days of shock and pain drowned me to sleep. It was foggy and cold when I heard some footsteps behind me. I turned around and looked. It was Mo Yulin! Chapter 16: My Lover? Chapter 16: My Lover? Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal She laughed wildly. She laughed at my weakness, laughed at my sadness. She said she would make my life ten times worse, even a hundred times worse. I saw my father¡¯s cold body, and my mother, covered in blood and with resentful eyes appear in front of me. What I saw made me cry out in panic and fear. ¡°Yufei, wake up!¡± Su Chengzhao¡¯s voice rang through my ears. I tried to open my tired eyes and saw a strange room. That was just a dream. ¡°Yufei, why are you keeping this from me?¡± His choked voice was filled with reluctance and sorrow. The next moment, I was tightly held in Su¡¯s arms, as if I would disappear any time. The case on the bed came into my sight, and I sighed in my heart. It seemed that he had already found out about it. Su Chengzhao released me and gently touched my cheek. ¡°I am going to take you away from here, Yufei. I don¡¯t want you to bear any more pain that doesn¡¯t belong to you.¡± The man in front of me made my heart break again. I pushed him away and curled myself up as I implored him, ¡°Do I really have the right to leave?¡± No, there was nothing. I closed my eyes, and said icily, ¡°I am tired; please leave me alone.¡± Su Chengzhao just looked at me, his eyes full of regret and disappointment. After a while, he stumbled and said, ¡±OK, I¡¯ll go now.¡± Su Chengzhao left with heavy steps and crushed heart. Just as he opened the door, I begged him, ¡°Chengzhao, please keep it a secret. Don¡¯t tell anyone about my cervical cancer!¡± He stood by the door with his hand clenched on the handle. I could feel his pain and helplessness through his back. He nodded and left. The cold silence in the ward made me burst into tears. Yes, I was suffering from cervical cancer. The last abortion had triggered the hidden illness in my body. I didn¡¯t know how long I would live if I didn¡¯t care about my illness or how much longer I would be punished by Qin Mochen. The day was just dawning when my phone rang. It was a call from Qin. I rejected his calls several times until a text message popped up, ¡°Mo Yufei, if you want your parents to be ghosts, so be it.¡± My heart trembled and I held my phone tightly. Why wouldn¡¯t Qin Mochen let me go? I was ready to pack up and leave. However, Su Chengzhao was worried about me, so he insisted on sending me to Qin Mochen¡¯s villa. Just as I was about to get off, he took my hand and said firmly, ¡°Yufei, I will not interfere with what you want to do, but you must pay more attention to your health. Promise me. OK?¡± He looked at me with pity, just waiting for my answer. I knew this man was really good to me. Perhaps he was the only one who cared about me in this world. I nodded and got out of the car. I stood there motionless, watching his car go away. The cold wind blew on my body, but it was not as cold as my heart. ¡°What¡¯s the matter? Don¡¯t want to him to leave?¡± A cold, sarcastic voice came from behind me, and then my whole body was turned around by a force. I looked at Qin Mochen¡¯s sudden appearance, his face tense and his eyes full of anger, and sneered, ¡°So what? It is none of your business.¡± His face darkened and his hand clenched my chin. The pain rolled in at this moment. He ignored my pain and said coolly near my ear, ¡°Believe it or not, I am gonna make Su Chengzhao disappear from Liang City forever.¡± Chapter 17: Know Your Place Chapter 17: Know Your Place Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal I froze at his declaration. I clearly knew that he was extremely cruel and merciless and would do what he said. Su Chengzhao¡¯s expression of pity flashed in my mind one by one as I fought back the pain inside and asked, ¡°What do you want?¡± Qin Mochen released me and sneered, ¡°From today on, you must completely break off any contact with Su Chengzhao and be my slave.¡± He moved closer to me, so close that his lips almost touched my cheek, but his cold voice brought me back to reality, ¡°Don¡¯t forget, you owe Yulin all this, and you must pay her back for the pain she has suffered. You can¡¯t have any contact with Su Chengzhao until you have been tortured to death!¡± Then he turned around to leave. I squatted on the ground in agony and heartache Wasn¡¯t I already scarred enough, tortured enough? I didn¡¯t know how long this would last. I didn¡¯t know how long I would be tortured, and how long I had left? For three days in a row, Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin didn¡¯t return to the villa. I stood in front of the window looking out. A dazzling light shone on my face, just like in the past. It seemed to take me back to the moment when I would stand here and wait for Qin Mochen every night. But I knew everything had changed. Seeing Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin get off the car. and watching them together made my hatred suddenly burst out again. I turned away without any expression because I didn¡¯t want to have any contact with them. But when I went downstairs, I found it was too late. Mo Yulin had come back while supporting drunk Qin Mochen, and that handsome and indifferent man¡¯s eyes were blurred and brows furrowed at this moment. They passed by my side, and Qin didn¡¯t even glance at me. Mo Yulin looked at me, however, and said bashfully, ¡°Sister, Chen is drunk. Can you make a bowl of sober soup and bring it to our bedroom?¡± I clenched my hands tightly and watched them enter the room. With a cold face, I reluctantly cooked the soup and delivered it to their room. The door was open so I went in directly but stopped when I saw them flirting on the bed. Qin Mochen was hugging Mo Yulin and kissing her body affectionately. His act of pity and favour to her made my broken heart ache again as if it was torn to shreds. Mo Yulin exclaimed, and then hid in the arms of Qin Mochen, her cheeks flushed with shame, ¡°Chen, sister is coming, you¡¯d better get up and have some soup.¡± In the quiet room, I only heard Qin Mochen¡¯s disgusted snort. He icily spat out two words, ¡°Get out!¡± My heart shivered. I looked at this man with a sneer, and placed the soup ruthlessly on the side of the table and sarcastically said, ¡°Who would like to do this for you?¡± I should have known the purpose of Mo Yulin when she asked me to do this. She just wanted to irritate me by showing an intimate scene between her and Qin Mochen. I turned to leave, but the next moment I was yanked back by a force. Suddenly, I fell in the arms of Qin Mochen. His familiar breath and embrace made me shed tears instantly. I held back my choking voice, looked up angrily at him and hissed, ¡°What do you want?¡± Qin Mochen pointed at me with an indifferent face and rebuked, ¡°Mo Yufei, you still don¡¯t know who you are, right?¡± Then he grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me all the way into the room, and said ghastly, ¡°Today I will let you know your position in my family.¡± His cruel and cold tone frightened me. When Qin Mochen dragged me to his room, I suddenly realized something was wrong. I patted his arm in horror and shouted angrily, ¡°What do you want to do? Let me go!¡± Then the aggrieved voice of Mo Yulin came from behind, ¡°Chen, I am not feeling well.¡± I could feel Mo Yulin¡¯s jealous eyes at this moment. But right now, I wished that Qin would let me go and find Mo Yulin. Who knew that he would just reply unemotionally, ¡°Ask Ling to get you a doctor.¡± Chapter 18: Is It You Who Saved Me? Chapter 18: Is It You Who Saved Me? Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal After throwing this sentence, I was pulled into the room by Qin Mochen. The door slammed closed, and I was pinned to the door by him. ¡°Qin Mochen, you are crazy. Don¡¯t you love Mo Yulin? Aren¡¯t you afraid of hurting her heart by dragging other women into her room right in front of her?¡± I stared at him angrily and put my hands on his chest. At this moment, I just hoped these words could sober up Qin Mochen to let me go. My broken heart could not tolerate any more harm from him. He grinned and smacked his lips. His one hand easily held my hands over my head while his other hand squeezed my jaw, forcing me to look up at his dark eyes. He laughed grimly. ¡°Mo Yufei, don¡¯t you love me? Why do you want to push me into the arms of other women now?¡± My body was full of pain as I mocked him. ¡°You were Mo Yulin¡¯s man five years ago. It has nothing to do with me. Am I wrong?¡± Looking at Qin Mochen¡¯s cold expression, I sneered, ¡°Yes, it is somehow related to me. After all, the last two years Mo Yulin had disappeared for, I have been charming her man!¡± Qin Mochen frowned icily and shouted in a low voice, ¡°Mo Yufei, don¡¯t you have anything you want to tell me?¡± He was angry, which froze me for a while. I didn¡¯t know where his anger was coming from and also had no idea what he wanted me to say. I looked away and said weakly, ¡°I just want to say ¡®let me go please¡¯.¡± And also release yourself... We don¡¯t owe each other. These two sentences were cruelly swallowed by me. My jaw pricked and I looked up at the angry eyes of Qin Mochen. He grinned sarcastically. ¡°Let you go, so you can find Su Chengzhao? I am telling you, spend one day with me, and you would never think about Su Chengzhao! ¡° He bowed his head and kissed my lips, mad and crazy with endless punishment. I struggled to release myself out of his grip, but it was futile. I felt his tongue sticking in, and I bit it hardly. Between his lips and teeth, there was a strong smell of blood, but it appeared as if he did not feel any pain. His eyes were filled with mockery held me in his arms and brought me to bed. His heavy body lay on me and cold hands with the familiar touch roamed the sensitive parts of my body. However, when I thought of him sleeping with Mo Yulin every night, thought of him kissing that woman with this mouth, suddenly a disgusting feeling swept over me. I struggled and roared at him, but he grabbed my jaw. His voice was cold, but his passion was overwhelming. ¡°What? Just this and you¡¯re screaming? Do you want to keep your body like a jade for Su Chengzhao?¡± I looked at him hatefully with a tear stained face. I felt so tired at that moment... I closed my eyes and quit fighting, ¡°No matter what you think, I¡¯m tired. If you want to have sex, hurry up, but don¡¯t disturb my sleep.¡± I completely relaxed. I lay under him like a corpse and could feel him on the edge of an explosion. His rapid breathing sprayed down on my neck and tightened my heart. ¡°Mo Yufei, don¡¯t you have something to tell me?¡± Qin Mochen asked again strongly. This was the second time tonight that he had asked me the same question. My heart was shaking, and I opened my eyes to see the man right next to me. What did he want to know? Why was he asking like this? Did Su Chengzhao told him I had cervical cancer? Just a moment later, this idea was thwarted by me. ¡°What am I praying for?¡± Qin Mochen never loved me, never cared about me; how could he care about my body? But his abnormal behavior tonight made my heart beat like thunder. I didn¡¯t know what he was asking. I looked away and sneered, ¡°I don¡¯t understand what you are talking about.¡± Almost at the same time as I spoke, Qin Mochen grabbed my jaw and shouted, ¡°Don¡¯t pretend to be silly any longer. Did you save me from a car-crash coma five years ago?¡± Chapter 19: I Wish I Could Kill You Chapter 19: I Wish I Could Kill You Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal His words made me shudder. I looked at his angry eyes and didn¡¯t know how to answer. ¡°I...¡± My voice trembled, but before I could say anything, Qin Mochen smiled coldly and pinched my chin as if the next moment, he would break my bones. ¡°Mo Yufei, you are so cruel. I know you saved me that year, and the credit was taken away by Yulin. Later, I fell in love with her, and you began to hate her, and used your power to make her bear so much pain. All this was because of your jealousy and malice.¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s facial expression became more and more frenzied as he spoke. He was almost roaring when he said that to me. My face turned ghastly pale, and my body became stiff. I didn¡¯t know what pain felt like anymore. That moment, I understood everything. It was Su Chengzhao who had found him and told him that I had saved his life that year. I thought he would understand all my pains when he knew the truth. But I didn¡¯t expect him to misunderstand and blame me again. Looking at his charming face, I grew completely indifferent because my heart had become numb with pain. I reached out and touched his face, and looked at him with hate in my eyes. I said, ¡°Yes, so what? I hate her. I hate that she took everything away from me; I hate her for tearing my family apart, but she still remains impenitent.¡± My hands suddenly grasped the collar of Qin Mochen ruthlessly. Gazing at the man who was almost clinging to my face, I laughed sadly and said, ¡°Mochen, do you know how much I loved you before? But do you know how much I hate you now?¡± Staring into Qin¡¯s dark eyes, I burst into tears and cried, ¡°I hate you so much that I wish to kill you. What have I done wrong? Why should I bear all the sins? Tell me why!¡± I shook his collar at full tilt, but he broke free from my hands and strangled my neck. His cold face was deeply engraved in my heart. ¡°Three years ago, when I and Yulin wanted to get married, you envied her, and together with your father, destroyed Yulin¡¯s life. Two years ago, in order to avenge your hateful father, you cruelly pushed Yulin into the sea. Don¡¯t you know what you did?¡± He sneered, his lips clung to my ear and touched my earlobes, but his voice was like a sharp knife stuck in my heart. He whispered, ¡°Mo Yufei, are you in pain? The pain Yulin suffered before is tens of thousands of times that of yours now.¡± Then he savagely tore my clothes and forcibly separated my legs. He insulted me with his frosty words, ¡°Don¡¯t you love me? Let me teach you what love is tonight.¡± His crazy action and rapid breathing made me panic. At that instant, Qin Mochen gave me the illusion that I would be tortured to death by him that night. I struggled in pain, but the pitiful roar was not enough to resist the beast in him. He strapped my hands together with his belt and invaded me without any foreplay. Suddenly, I felt a strong sense of being torn apart. I gritted my teeth and endured the intense pain while staring hatefully at the man who was ravaging me. Looked at his tyrannical eyes, I said, ¡°Qin Mochen, I hate you. If I don¡¯t die tonight, I will ruin your reputation and make the woman you love endure what I have endured.¡± Qin Mochen looked at me contemptuously then lowered his head to kiss my lips. I mercilessly bit him, and suddenly a strong bloody taste filled my throat. His lips were pressed against mine when he spoke, as if in pain, ¡°Mo Yufei, why would it be you...¡± With that, he kissed harder, and silenced my dry throat. I pinched his arm with both hands ruthlessly and stared at him with tears as I sobbed, ¡°Why would it be me? If there was an afterlife, I would rather never meet you!¡± His voice brushed against my ear just as I was about to pass out. ¡°Never? But even in the next life, I will find you and torture you...¡± Chapter 20: Why Are You Still Alive? Chapter 20: Why Are You Still Alive? Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal Qin had fierce sex with me the whole night. When I woke up, he had already left. I didn¡¯t know when my hands had been untied. Looking at the bruises on my wrists, I felt painful, but it was not as painful as my heart. I curled up in bed and felt groggy. In the meantime, someone knocked at the door, but I ignored it. When I woke up again, it was already the third day. I hadn¡¯t eaten or drank all day, and I was punished by Qin Mochen all night. All this made me weak. This room was the one I knew the best. It was also the room where I was held in captivity by Qin Mochen for two years. I closed my eyes in agony and swallowed all the humiliation and reluctance. I endured all the pain and fatigue to get up and go downstairs to change my clothes and get ready to leave. Suddenly my phone rang. It was Su Chengzhao. I hesitated for a while but picked it up eventually. His voice was tender and full of pity as he said, ¡°Yufei, I will come to pick you up later. I have contacted the best doctor for you. I believe that you will surely recover.¡± At that moment, how I wanted to cry aloud, wanted to immediately throw myself into his arms. He must be the only one in the world who cared about me. I answered and then hung up the phone. As soon as I left the room, I saw Mo Yulin standing outside the other room and staring at me with hatred. She asked, ¡°Why aren¡¯t you dead yet?!¡± I knew what she meant. I leaned against the wall to support my weak body, smiled casually and said, ¡°I feel so sorry. Mochen loves me so much and he was so good yesterday that I couldn¡¯t get out of my bed.¡± Her face suddenly became ferocious. She came up to me and glared at me as she glowered, ¡°Who the fuck do you think you are? Do you think you can defeat me? What a sly man your father used to be, but didn¡¯t I frame him as a rapist and let him die in prison? Since Chen loves me so much now, what have you still got to go against me?¡± When she mentioned my father, I could hardly contain my resentment. My beloved father was killed for adopting a vicious daughter! My poor father was framed as a rapist after his death. Mo Yulin saw my resentment, sneered contemptuously, came up to me, and poked at my shoulder as she jabbed, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are so pathetic now. Your father, who loved you the most, was killed by me. Your mother, who also loved you the most, died miserably in front of you. Now the man you love has been snatched away by me; what¡¯s the point of your living?¡± She clutched my collar and said something wicked, ¡°Go to hell. It¡¯s better for everyone.¡± Unable to contain my hatred, I slapped her and she fell to the ground. Suddenly, half her face was swollen and the corner of her lips was bleeding. I knew the slap took all my strength. It seemed that she was a little frightened. I crouched down and grabbed her hair, and said in a fierce voice, ¡°Mo Yulin, do you know how hateful you are? What you went through three years ago, I will put you through it again! I am going to make you miserable for the rest of your life.¡± I slapped her hard again, but I realized something was wrong when I saw her frightened expression and her evasive action. But it was too late. Before I could react, I was pulled up by a hand, and before I could see who it was, I was slapped and rolled on the ground. Behind me was the steep staircase. However, when I found out, it was already too late, and I rolled down the stairs. I felt my bones being hit violently. But no one cared about me; all I heard was Qin Mochen comforting Mo Yulin. Ling cried out in horror on the side and held me who was about to fall into a coma. I felt sore all over. There was a kind of burning feeling between my legs. Ling saw my lower body was bleeding, and she hurriedly shouted Qin Mochen to help. Everything in front of my eyes was vague, and my consciousness became chaotic. I vaguely saw Qin Mochen nervously holding Mo Yulin from my side. At that time, I didn¡¯t know what I thought. I subconsciously reached out to tug at his trousers and stop him. I tried to look up, but only saw his cold back. The intense pain made me gradually lose consciousness. I whispered, ¡°Mochen, my father... was wronged, I was...¡± Chapter 21: Help Me Take Revenge Chapter 21: Help Me Take Revenge Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal I was not finished yet, but he left indifferently while dropping, ¡°A bad thing never dies. You are so lucky that you are still alive.¡± So painful, so grieved... I fell in Ling¡¯s arms with tears in my eyes. All of a sudden, the angry voice of Su Chengzhao came from outside, ¡°Qin Mochen, you are an asshole!¡± Then I was cuddled in a pair of strong arms. Su Chengzhao warmed my cold body with his love. His frantic, pitying voice echoed in my mind, ¡°Yufei, you hold on. Everything will be ok. I will be right here with you...¡± I smile sadly. At the moment when my consciousness was about to disappear, I whispered, ¡°Chengzhao, I am so tired. The feeling of despair... is nothing... More than that...¡± ¡°Yufe!¡±, Su Chengzhao¡¯s last roar rang in my ears, and then I fell into a coma. I had a dream that didn¡¯t seem like a dream. My father called my name and my mom cooked my favorite food. They stood together and waved at me as if to call me over. I smiled and smiled happily. ¡°Dad, mom, I miss you so much; I miss you so much...¡± My tears could not stop flowing and I ran to them without hesitation. Suddenly, I felt someone grab my arms, and his voice, gentle but anxious, sounded behind me, ¡°Come back. Come back with me, Yufei!¡± Suddenly, he roared and grabbed my shoulder with his hands. His roar echoed in my ears. The pain racked my body as I tried to open my eyes. I saw Su Chengzhao in front of me. He looked haggard and his eyes were bloodshot. I was stunned when I saw him. Seeing me wake up, he was relieved. He held me tightly in his arms, and his voice was choked with grief , ¡°I was so scared, Yufei. I was afraid you will never wake up.¡± I felt a warm sensation on my neck; it was his tears. Su Chengzhao was crying. It was the first time in five years that I had seen this gentle man cry, especially for me. He slowly released me, gently caressed my cheek, and said solemnly and resolutely, ¡°Yufei, I want to help you, help you get your revenge, help you cope with Qin Mochen. I will do all the things that are beneficial to you. I don¡¯t want you to suffer any more than you deserve.¡± I clenched my teeth and shook my head. I didn¡¯t want him to be involved in the hatred that had nothing to do with him because he was innocent. Su Chengzhao smiled and lowered his head to kiss my forehead. He said solemnly, ¡°Do you know how scared I was when I walked into the villa and saw you lying in a pool of blood? I was afraid something bad would happen to you. I was afraid you would never wake up, but luckily you are alive now.¡± His gentle words and worried expression brought a little warmth to my desperate heart. I laughed sarcastically inside though. Qin Mochen always wanted me to die, but I was still alive. Did those words come true? A bad thing never dies. It occurred to me that when I had fainted, my lower body was bleeding. Was it due to my illness getting worse? I held Su¡¯s hand and asked, ¡°Is my illness getting worse?¡± Su Chengzhao shivered for a second. Although it was only for a moment, I was still aware of that. He looked at me piteously and smiled softly, ¡°I will let the doctor cure your disease. You will you will be alright.¡± Looking at his smile, I made a decision in my heart. I didn¡¯t want to stay here anymore. I didn¡¯t want to see anything about Qin Mochen. I wanted to leave. I looked up at Su and whispered, ¡°I don¡¯t want revenge. Can you take me away from here? I want to spend the rest of my life learning to... love you.¡± Chapter 22: Don’t You Regret? Chapter 22: Don¡¯t You Regret? Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal I wanted to love Su Chengzhao. Although I didn¡¯t love him now, I had to try my best to fall in love with him. I didn¡¯t want to let down the man who had loved me for three years but endured silently for the rest of my life. Su Chengzhao looked at me surprisingly and reacted after a while. Then he pulled me into his arms all of a sudden and said in a dull voice, ¡±It¡¯s really hard to love someone. You needn¡¯t love me; it¡¯s enough that I love you.¡± He always considered me first, but why was Qin Mochen the one I loved? After living in the hospital for one week, I was picked up by Su Chengzhao to his home and lived there for another week. Half a month had gone by, but Qin Mochen never came to find me as if I did not exist. And I seemed to have already become accustomed to days without Qin Mochen; it was so cozy. The winter of this year was too cold. Only standing by the window for just a while, I was sore all over. When I just wanted to turn around, my underbelly ached suddenly, then I fell to the ground. However, the expected pain didn¡¯t come as I fell into a hug. Seeing Su Chengzhao¡¯s panicked look, I lifted my lips and smiled lightly, ¡±You came back on time.¡± Su Chengzhao held me and lay me on the bed and rubbed my face painfully, ¡±You have become thinner again.¡± I smiled and said without a care, ¡±I would be slender if I am thinner.¡± Su Chengzhao held me tightly in his arms with a sorrowful tone that he hadn¡¯t had before, ¡±Yufei, what should I do with you?¡± I closed my eyes and held his waist tightly, then buried my head into his hug deeply. Listening to his powerful heartbeat, a trace of pain flashed in my heart unreasonably. I didn¡¯t know why Qin Mochen didn¡¯t find me in the past half month. However, I knew that half of the reason was Su Chengzhao as he was protecting me with his means. Thinking of this, I felt the most guilty towards the man in front of me in this life except my father. I struggled out of his hug and looked into his dark eyes. Then I leaned forward to kiss his thin lips with my two hands caressing his neck lovingly. Su Chengzhao¡¯s body became stiff first while his shocked eyes stared at me, but it was just for a moment. Then there was a trace of surprise in his eyes; he held me in a tight embrace and kissed me back affectionately. He pressed me under him with his hands roaming over my body. I looked at him breathlessly but held the words back. This moment, I had an impulse to devote myself to him, to the man who had loved me for three years. He buried into my chest and kissed me lovingly. His soft lips and tongue brought me a feeling of numbness and his big hands touched my body gently. When I was naked and lying in front of him, a sense of timidity appeared in my heart. The hands crossed on his lean waist before becoming too stiff to rest. He kissed me passionately and didn¡¯t notice my reaction. Then the kiss moved down my body with his lips lingering around my underbelly. His hot breath made my body tighten, then he separated my legs with his hands and looked at me with eyes full of desire which were gentle before. He came close to me as his lips covered mine and twittered, ¡±Yufei, won¡¯t you regret?¡± My heart was shivering and my body was stiff. I could feel his swell rubbing my private part as if waiting for my approval to pounce on me. I had to admit that I flinched at that moment. The thought of devoting myself to him was extinguished suddenly. I felt I was a bastard who could only hurt the man who loved me. Maybe the hesitation and regret were too obvious as Su Chengzhao pinched my chin with pain in his eyes, ¡±You still love him after all, right? Although he has hurt you so hard, you still love him.¡± Chapter 23: My Heart Was Already Dead Chapter 23: My Heart Was Already Dead Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal I shook my head. ¡°I don¡¯t. I don¡¯t love him anymore. I don¡¯t love him anymore!¡± When I said it, my eyes were red. Even if I wanted to resist, it was in vain. Su Chengzhao sneered. He used disappointment and pain to hide his original desire. He held me tightly in his arms and kissed me like giving me a punishment. I wanted to kiss him back, but when I felt his inflated desire to invade me, I suddenly pushed him aside with all my strength. Su Chengzhao lay on one side and looked at me with deep eyes and a bitter smile on his lips. ¡°I lost after all, we all lost.¡± Then he put on the clothes and left. I couldn¡¯t get my senses back until he slammed the door. Looking at myself naked and wet, I felt ashamed. I¡¯m disgusted, disgusted, disgusted! Su Chengzhao did not show up again after what I said. I knew he was hurt by me. Originally, I wanted to go with Su Chengzhao, but now I hesitated. If we left together, in the long run, I might only hurt him more deeply. I didn¡¯t want to meet anyone in such a dilapidated body, so I got up and prepared to leave. But when I opened the door, Su Chengzhao stood outside, dressed messily and looked tired. He came up, put his arms around my waist, smiled and hooked his lips. ¡°Today is the day of your examination. I¡¯ll take you to the hospital to see if your condition is under control.¡± I was carried by him all the way to the hospital without a word. I didn¡¯t know how to face him. I also knew that Su Chengzhao loved me very much, even though I refused him. I hid someone else in my heart, but he still loved me. After checking into the hospital, the doctor shook his head and said that my condition was still worsening. It was in the middle stage now. If it developed for a long time, sooner or later it would get worse. The doctor told that everything had something to do with my mood. If I was in a good mood, I might get better. Su Chengzhao took me away while holding my wrist strongly. Suddenly, he stopped and looked at me with deep eyes. ¡°Yufie, maybe only he can help you.¡± He frowned tightly, loosened my hand and muffled, ¡°You go back first. I¡¯ll find you later.¡± He strode away after finishing the sentence. I realized what he was going to do, and I was scared for a while. I held his arms tightly and shook my head. ¡°Don¡¯t do it. It won¡¯t work. My heart is dead. It¡¯s nothing to do with others.¡± It was because I can¡¯t let it go. It was because I¡¯m tired of this obnoxious world. ¡°Mo Yufei!¡± Suddenly a sharp voice came from behind me. As soon as I turned around, I was slapped hard. The slap made me dizzy and my cheeks ached. It was Qin Mochen. I didn¡¯t expect to see him here after two weeks and to be slapped on my face. My heart was bleeding as I stepped back. Su Chengzhao held me and glared at Qin Mochen with cold eyes. If not because of my weak body, I knew Su Chengzhao would definitely beat Qin Mochen. Qin Mochen looked at us coldly. Especially when Su Chengzhao hugged me, his face became even colder. His voice was calm and ruthless. ¡°Is your family so vicious? All those years ago, your father raped Yulin with others, and now you are doing the same with her!¡± He came close again to try to drag me over. Su Chengzhao loosened me up and punched Qin Mochen in the face. ¡°You¡¯re really a blind guy. Can¡¯t you see the vices of that woman, Mo Yulin? If you don¡¯t love Yufei, don¡¯t hurt and frame her!¡± Chapter 24: What Do You Want to Do? Chapter 24: What Do You Want to Do? Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal Qin Mochen wiped the bloodstains from the corner of his mouth and rushed forward to beat Su Chengzhao. He seized his collar and said with a disgusted tone, ¡±I warn you, Mo Yufei is my woman. If I don¡¯t let her go, she would be my woman forever!¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s words hit my heart violently. That sentence ¡¯I am his woman forever¡¯ made me feel endless fear and cold. This man could do anything for Mo Yulin, even torture me constantly. I didn¡¯t know what happened to Mo Yulin but it was none of my business. I walked forward resentfully and raised my hand to slap Qin Mochen¡¯s face. He was stunned for a moment as if he didn¡¯t expect that I would hit him. I pulled Su Chengzhao away and looked at him coldly, ¡±No matter what happened to Mo Yulin, she deserves that, and it¡¯s none of my business. I have to thank the people who helped me. As for other things, Mr. Qin, I hope we will never meet again.¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s face became colder as he heard my words. I wanted to numb the pain in my heart but I couldn¡¯t do so. My heart couldn¡¯t stop the pain. I pulled Su Chengzhao and wanted to leave, but the words Qin Mochen said later made me stop in my tracks. ¡±Do you want Su Chengzhao to die in front of you? Do you want the whole Su Group to become your burial objects?¡± Qin Mochen walked up to us and glanced at me contemptuously, then he turned to Su Chengzhao, ¡±Mr. Su, maybe I can¡¯t handle you in Huo city, but in Liang city, you can¡¯t beat me!¡± My heart trembled and I squeezed Su Chengzhao¡¯s palm tightly, then stared at Qin Mochen, ¡±What do you want to do?¡± ¡°What do I want to do?¡± Qin Mochen sneered and said contemptuously, ¡±Do you think you are safe after being hidden by Su Chengzhao? If you don¡¯t follow me back today, I will show you a ruined Su Group tomorrow.¡± ¡°Bastard!¡± Su Chengzhao was so annoyed that he punched Qin Mochen, however, Qin Mochen dodged it. He looked at Su Chengzhao with a sneer, ¡±If the Su Group in Liang city was destroyed, the headquarter of Su Group in Huo city would suffer a big loss. Mr. Su, are you sure you would destroy half of your company for such a woman?¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s words made me frozen. I realized now that for this half month, Su Chengzhao was keeping me safe at the cost of half his company. It was no wonder that he became more and more toilworn these days; no wonder my reaction that night made him so sad and dejected, but the next day he treated me well as usual. Originally, he was afraid that I would doubt him and afraid that I would be taken away by Qin Mochen. But now that I knew everything, I couldn¡¯t be so naive anymore. Otherwise, I would hurt Su Chengzhao, even destroy him. I let go of his hands, but nearly at the same moment, Su Chengzhao seized my wrist tightly and said firmly, ¡±Yufei, don¡¯t leave. I will take you to Huo city, and you won¡¯t be hurt there anymore.¡± He seized me closely as if I would leave the next moment. Qin Mochen sneered with scorn on his handsome face, ¡±Before you take her to Huo city, don¡¯t you need to consider if you have the ability to leave Liang city?¡± Saying that, he stretched his hand towards me and opened his thin lips indifferently, ¡±Mo Yufei, if you don¡¯t want to burden him, come to me by yourself!¡± The hand stretching in front of me made me go rigid all over. I would have been very glad in the past, but now I was afraid and terrified. That was a hand of a demon. If I left with him, I didn¡¯t know what kind of pain I was going to suffer. However, if I didn¡¯t go with him, Su Chengzhao would suffer because of me. Chapter 25: Have You Improved Your Skills Chapter 25: Have You Improved Your Skills Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal After a long silence, I broke away from Su Chengzhao¡¯s hands. He looked disappointed, but then he held me again from the back tightly in his arms. He shouted angrily, ¡°Why don¡¯t you believe me? Why don¡¯t you believe that I can take you far away?¡± I closed my eyes and held back the pain. It was not that I didn¡¯t want to believe him but that I didn¡¯t want to gamble. I didn¡¯t want to trade Su¡¯s destruction for my freedom. I broke away from his embrace without looking at Su Chengzhao who was behind me. His voice was hoarse with pain, ¡°Yufei, once you go back with him today, you will face endless harm. What ability do you have to suffer this?¡± I stopped and swallowed the pain choked in my throat. He was right. What else do I have to bear their harm with? I didn¡¯t even know how long I have left. I smiled bitterly and said, ¡°Chengzhao, I am sorry...¡± I followed Qin Mochen out of the hospital. Behind me was a constant painful roar of Su Chengzhao. His voice broke my heart. Qin Mochen drove to his villa with a gloomy face and said nothing. I opened the door and was about to get out when a hand pulled me into his cold arms suddenly. Qin Mochen pinched my chin ruthlessly, with his tone full of sarcasm and ferocity, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are such a flirtatious woman. Do you really want to leave Liang City with Su Chengzhao?¡± I closed my eyes and did not want to pay attention to him. I just wanted to keep silent about his unreasonable troubles. Perhaps my attitude irritated him as he suddenly picked me up and walked into the villa. I realized something was wrong and struggled in horror, ¡°What are you doing?¡± He smiled evilly, then carried me up into a room and threw me on the bed. His tall body pressed on mine as he touched my neck with the tips of his cold fingers, ¡°Nothing much. I just want to see if your skills have improved in the past half a month and see if you have been trained well by Su Chengzhao.¡± He tore my clothes and touched my body without feelings. My heart was painful. I didn¡¯t expect he would misunderstand me and Su Chengzhao like that. I was struggling with resentment, groaning in pain, and trying to break free from him. He tightly controlled my hands, his face darkened and smiled coldly, ¡°Are you also so rebellious in his arms?¡± ¡°Qin Mochen, I hate you, you bastard, bastard!¡± But no matter how painfully I yelled, it didn¡¯t help. He lowered his head and bit me hard on the neck. The feeling of pain spread out at once. His voice was hoarse but his words were as sharp as a knife, piercing relentlessly through my heart. ¡°Hate me? Then hate me more.¡± He turned me over and regardless of my resistance, penetrated me from behind without any foreplay. I felt a bursting pain in my body. No matter how much I screamed and struggled, he was still doing the animal-like thing. Although I hated him so much, I couldn¡¯t change the situation at all. I didn¡¯t know how long I was tortured, but finally I passed out. A moment before I fainted, his cold and emotionless voice rang in my ear, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are destined to be entangled with me in this life. Your body naturally belongs to me!¡± When I woke up, it was the next afternoon. I was so weak as if I was crushed. The door suddenly opened. I was too weak to care and sneered, ¡°What¡¯s wrong? Didn¡¯t play enough last night? Do you want it again?¡± I was so miserable. I didn¡¯t know how long I was going to be tortured, and how long I had. There were rapid footsteps behind me, but it was clearly not Qin Mochen. Chapter 26: Conspiracy Chapter 26: Conspiracy Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal When I was about to turn my head, I was severely pinched by a pair of hands. She said angrily, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are a bitch. Why are you so cheap? Why don¡¯t you just die?¡± She pinched me so hard that I was out of breath, and my face turned pale. I looked at Mo Yulin who had a ferocious face. I sneered, ¡°Sorry to disappoint you. I am so lucky!¡± ¡°You!¡± Mo Yulin was so angry that she became livid. She pinched my neck harder and harder and I felt dizzy and difficult to breathe at that moment. I was driven by a strong desire for survival, so I picked up my phone in panic and hit her head hard. She trembled in pain when I hit her. She screamed and let go of me, and then she covered her head with one hand, pointed at me with the other and said angrily, ¡°Mo Yufei, do you want to die? How dare you hit me?¡± I quickly got up, grabbed her hair, and looked at her pained face, and questioned her harshly, ¡°What kind of conspiracy are you planning again? Is it still that old trick? Pretending to be gang-raped again?¡± Mo Yulin¡¯s face turned pale, then she burst into laughter. She glared at me with hate, ¡°So what? Chen still believes me. It will always be me that he believes in, not you, the daughter of a rapist.¡± My face became pasty. Her words shocked me again; it reminded me of the destruction of my family. She pressed me step by step, held my collar with both hands, and roared fiercely, ¡°I know you hate me, but do you know how much I hate you? That year I planned to let you die in the sea, but I didn¡¯t expect that I would fall into the sea and would be washed away by the water. Do you know why I didn¡¯t appear for two years? Do you know what miserable days I¡¯ve been living these past two years? Do you know that?¡± She roared with rage and pushed me to the bed. Her voice was full of grief and anger, ¡°Do you know how hard it is for a woman to be left in the wilderness for more than a year? Do you know how painful it is to be raped by a gang of men for more than a year? Do you know how I survived?¡± She let go of me and pushed her hair out of my grasp fiercely. Then she tore her clothes. What was exposed was her scarred lower abdomen. It was really shocking. She choked with pain, ¡°These are the scars they cut with the branches of trees when I resisted. They wouldn¡¯t stop until I gave in. Have you ever suffered such pain? Do you know that it¡¯s a memory I don¡¯t want to recall even if I die.¡± She smiled bitterly and made all her clothes neat and said, ¡°If I hadn¡¯t been saved by an accident, everyone would have thought I was dead. I told myself I had to come back, and I had to get revenge. Even if your family is ruined, it¡¯s not enough for me to forget my hatred.¡± She grabbed my collar and stared at me. Her eyes were full of endless hate and malice. She said, ¡°I¡¯m gonna get back at you, and I will make your life worse than death. Sooner or later, I will ask Qin Mochen to avenge me. I will ask him to put you in a place where the bad guys are, and let you be gang-raped in front of the one you love the most.¡± Her wild words, her crazy laughter, her malice and her hatred made me shudder. I used to wonder why she didn¡¯t die but also didn¡¯t come back, and it turned out that she was trapped. I wanted to smirk at her misfortune in my inner heart. I slapped her in the face, and she took a few steps back to steady herself. Behind her eyes was viciousness. I sneered, ¡°You have brought this trouble upon yourself. You ruined my family by despicable means; you killed my mother in a car accident; you put my father in prison and framed him as a rapist; you ruined the Mo group overnight. And now you have killed my father in prison. You even do whatever it takes to let Qin Mochen misunderstand me. All this is your retribution, and you deserve it.¡± With that, I couldn¡¯t help reaching out to slap her again, but she stopped me. Chapter 27: A Strange Call Chapter 27: A Strange Call Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal She clenched my wrist ruthlessly and forced me to step back, ¡°My comeuppance? Haha, so what? My chance has come now. I robbed your beloved and let you suffer the revenge from your beloved day and night. How much fun is that!¡± Saying that, she pushed me on the bed and dropped a sentence coldly,¡±Mo Yufei, our hatred started the moment your father brought me through the gates of Mo Family. You and me are destined to fight forever. I promise I would step you under my feet and crush you forever!¡± After that, she turned around and left and shut the door violently. I roared painfully, threw the phone out of my hand, and curled myself together. One thing was happening after another, and everything was out of my reach. For three days, I stayed in the room and didn¡¯t go out. Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin also didn¡¯t find me as if I did not exist. These three days, the pain of my underbelly always followed me. I knew that my illness was getting worse. This moment, I wished that I could die immediately and no longer stand the punishment that didn¡¯t belong to me. The phone rang. It was Su Chengzhao calling me. I knew that he wanted to take me away, but I couldn¡¯t burden him. I hung up the phone while an idea flashed in my mind in the meantime. I should secretly leave by myself. Thinking of this, I got up and packed up my things quickly. When I just walked out of the door, the doorbell rang. The man said that he had come to deliver something. I opened the door and took the delivery. There was ¡®To Mo Yulin¡¯ written on it. Seeing this, I wondered why she would buy things online with her current identity. I was paralyzed and quivered when I opened the box and saw a red dagger and a phone. Not until I returned to myself, the phone shook suddenly. I was so panicked that moment that I clicked the accept button in a mess. Then a gloomy voice sounded, ¡±Mo Yulin, I have done what you asked me. Where is the thing? If there is no information later, the blood on the dagger will be yours!¡± Staggering and falling down on the sofa weakly, I realized this moment that there were others behind Mo Yulin. However, who were they? What did they want? Were they in this for money? ¡°How much money she gave you to frame me? I will give you double!¡± I asked in a serious voice. I clenched my fists tightly to wait for the answer, but he only left one sentence and then hung up the phone. I was stunned. I thought to pay them to speak out Mo Yulin¡¯s infamy, but out of my expectation, they didn¡¯t care about money at all, but cared about some other thing! The words hung around my ears continually, ¡°You can¡¯t afford it even with ten times of money!¡± This moment, I clearly knew one thing: The one who saved Mo Yulin accidentally was behind her. And Mo Yulin went back to Qin Mochen to deal with her by virtue of the people behind her and agreed to their conditions. What was their purpose? Was it Qin Mochen? There was no reason why my heart ached this moment when I thought of this. A trace of bitterness flashed at the corner of my mouth. Haven¡¯t I suffered enough humiliation? Chapter 28: Never Be Reincarnated Chapter 28: Never Be Reincarnated Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal The man¡¯s heart and body didn¡¯t belong to me and he could humiliate me for Mo Yulin like this. How could I care about him? Pressing down the doubts in my heart, I was about to go out, however, Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin walked in at this moment. I paused and looked at them coldly. It was apparent that I couldn¡¯t leave today. I didn¡¯t want to talk to them and was about to turn around and leave. Suddenly, a huge hand seized me and pinched my shoulder tightly. A handsome face appeared in front of me. Qin Mochen howled, ¡±Mo Yufei, what the hell are you doing? If you dare to commit suicide, I would find you even if you are in hell!¡± Saying this, he picked me up horizontally and rushed upstairs while roaring, ¡±Sister Ling, go get a doctor, go!¡± I was hugged by him with my whole body stiff, and looked at Qin Mochen in surprise who was worried and pale. I knew it was the bloody dagger which fell on the floor of the hall that made Qin Mochen misunderstand that I was commiting suicide. The sorrowful and broken heartbeat quickened suddenly. I had never seen Qin Mochen worry about me so much. Did my life count so much to him? With so much pain in my heart, I was not willing to believe it. However, I still didn¡¯t give up. Seizing his arm and fixing on him, I said weakly, ¡±Mochen, it hurts so much, it hurts...¡± Qin Mochen put me on the bed with one hand holding me tightly and the other hand rubbing my face gently. His eyes were full of pain and suffused with thick worry, ¡±I¡¯m here. Just hold on. The doctor is coming.¡± Just after saying this, he roared toward outside angrily with a pair of scarlet eyes, ¡±Where is the doctor? All dead?!¡± He turned around and hugged me again while muttering constantly. ¡±It¡¯s okay.¡± I could even feel him trembling all over. A sense of grief flashed in my eyes, but my heart was filled with bitter joy. Suddenly, I had an intuition that Qin Mochen cared about me very much. I grabbed his arms tightly and sobbed to ask the question that was hidden in my heart for a long time, ¡±Mochen, If I am dead someday, will you still hate me?¡± Qin Mochen stared at me angrily, ¡±Nonsense! If you dare to die, I would keep you with me as a ghost and never let you be reincarnated!¡± Looking at his scarlet eyes, I cried and couldn¡¯t stop it as my arms crossed his neck tightly. Why, Mochen, why do I want you to believe me. You never did as I wished, but when I don¡¯t want to cheat you, you finally believe me? The messy footsteps sounded outside, and the doctor¡¯s voice also came in a hurry. Qin Mochen loosened me and let the doctor check me quickly. But I pushed the doctor away roughly and hid in the inside of the bed, then curled myself up together. I didn¡¯t want to get hurt anymore and didn¡¯t know how angry Qin Mochen would be after knowing that I had lied to him. However, I didn¡¯t care about it at all. The thought of leaving here had settled in my mind. As expected, the whole room fell into a deathly silence the next moment. I curled myself up more tightly. There was a roar of Qin Mochen on my ears that he asked others to get out. Next, I was pulled by a force and slid off the bed. Qin Mochen pinched my wrist with sharp eyes that stuck into my heart like knives, ¡±Mo Yufei, If you want to fucking die, go far away! Who are you acting for!¡± I sneered and looked up, ¡±But you were still cheated by me, right? Qin Mochen, just admit it; you have fallen in love with me right? Or why do you care about me so much?¡± A cold aura enveloped me. Qin Mochen seized my collar to lift me up and ridiculed me in a cold tone filled with bloodlust, ¡±Why are you so snotty and narcissistic? Fall in love with you?¡± He sneered contemptuously, ¡±How can I fall in love with a woman as snotty as a bitch? I¡¯m just afraid that you¡¯d die comfortably, then how can you suffer what Yulin has suffered before?¡± My pale face reflecting in his eyes looked so pathetic. My heart was pulled violently and I felt a stabbing pain. The tears couldn¡¯t help flowing out. This moment, I wanted to leave totally, leave this cage and the place that nearly suffocated me. However, before I left, I wanted to expose the true nature of Mo Yulin and never let her get what she wanted. Chapter 29: Trap Chapter 29: Trap Translator: DWM I looked at him and smiled sarcastically, then pushed away his hands and questioned him steadily, ¡°What kind of woman do you think you have been in love with for five years? She is a woman who lives indiscreetly. She is a woman who approaches you at all costs and uses you. She is a vicious woman who is blinded by hatred and interests!¡± Looking at Qin Mochen¡¯s face becoming colder and fiercer, I laughed sadly, ¡°Do you know whose dagger was it downstairs? It was a warning sent to her by her accomplices. Mo Yulin wants something from you, something ten times more important than money!¡± Qin Mochen pinched my chin and coldly said, ¡°Do you know what are you talking about? You always want to frame Yulin. Even now, you still won¡¯t miss any chance to hurt her, right?¡± His words made my heart like dead ashes¡ªutterly dissipated. I pushed his hand away, and pulled out the phone with a sneer, ¡°This phone was sent together with the dagger and contains the contact information of her accomplices.¡± Then I dialed the phone number of the other party. At that moment, Qin Mochen¡¯s facial expression became more and more grave. When the call connected, I imitated Mo Yulin¡¯s voice and said, ¡°I¡¯m done here, I will give you what you want.¡± The opposite side smiled coldly, ¡°You didn¡¯t disappoint me!¡± I picked an eyebrow to look at Qin Mochen¡¯s darkened face. Meanwhile, I spoke again, ¡°This time, we frame Mo Yufei...¡± Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Mo Yulin¡¯s choking voice, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are my sister. If you don¡¯t welcome me, you can ask me to leave. Why do you hurt me over and over again?¡± I shivered and looked at her pained face. I knew that the other party must have heard her voice at that moment, but it was too late when I wanted to hang up. And then the other end of the phone immediately changed the way they spoke, which put me in a quandary, ¡°Mo Yufei, you really let us down!¡± With that, they hung up the phone, but their last words clearly reached everyone¡¯s ears. Looking at the cold face of Qin Mochen, I was powerless to defend myself. I threw away the phone in my hand and laughed sadly. I knew I lost, and I had lost completely! In fact, from the moment I knew Qin Mochen, I had lost. Mo Yulin walked up to me and turned her back on Qin Mochen, her eyes were full of defiance. She sobbed, suddenly raised her hand and slapped my face, then she bellowed, ¡°Sister, I hate you. I am already covered with cuts and bruises, Why won¡¯t you let it go?¡± I was caught off guard by her slap. I knew that Mo Yulin had used up all her strength, and there was a strong smell of blood between my lips. I closed my eyes and said nothing. I knew that whatever I said at this moment was in vain. Qin Mochen wouldn¡¯t believe me. Mo Yulin pushed me to the ground and beat me with both hands. I felt a burning pain all over my body. She was still yelling hysterically and hitting me ceaselessly. The ache in my lower abdomen and the pain in my heart made me extremely weak. I was shoved backwards by Mo Yulin and my head hit the corner of the table. At this moment, I was at her mercy like a puppet. The sensation of pain flooded my body. I was in so much pain that I closed my eyes. I could feel the blood flowing down my forehead. As soon as I lost my consciousness, I felt a pair of strong arms around me. I vaguely saw the person in front of me was Qin Mochen, but my vision had become blurred. Although I couldn¡¯t see his face clearly, I could feel his indifference. I closed my eyes in pain and whispered, ¡°The deepest hatred... is nothing more than this. Mochen, it¡¯s wrong to love you...¡± Before I completely fell into a coma, I vaguely heard Qin Mochen roar. Who did he ask to get out of here? Was it me? But how can I get out of here? Chapter 30: I Went Blind Chapter 30: I Went Blind Translator: DWM It was dark when I woke up. There was doctors¡¯ voice in my ears, messy and noisy, but I could see nothing. I stretched out my hand and wanted to grasp something in confusion, but a cold hand pressed mine and later the owner of the hand comforted me, ¡°Miss Mo, don¡¯t worry or be afraid. We are just checking your condition¡±. They were checking my condition? But why was it so dark? All of a sudden, a terrible thought came to me¡£ I grasped the man¡¯s hand and asked in a trembling voice, ¡°Why don¡¯t you turn on the light?why is the room... so dark?¡± The man¡¯s hand stiffened visibly and the aura around was frozen all of a sudden. In the silent aura, I began to cry and sob resentfully. I was blind. I could see nothing. My thought became true¡£ The doctor kept comforting me that these symptoms were caused by brain injury; besides, I had cervical cancer, which aggravated the situation. As long as I was relaxed, my vision would recover slowly¡£ Was that true? The doctor loosened his grip of my hand and comforted me softly, ¡±President Qin is waiting outside. We would tell him the truth about your illness.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t tell him I can¡¯t see anything and have got cervical cancer, please,¡± I grasped the doctor¡¯s hand quickly and begged him in a low voice. In the end, I couldn¡¯t help crying. The empty operating room was full of my crying, which was sad and painful¡£ The doctors were in a momentary dilemma, but I could not see their faces. After a moment of silence, they promised me. Maybe because the drugs worked, I passed out again. When I woke up, I knew I had slept for two days. When I opened my eyes, it was still dark. The ward was silent. Maybe there was only me here. A sense of bitterness appeared in my eyes. When I was about to reach out my hand, an indifferent voice arose suddenly, ¡°You awake.¡± My heart pumped. It was Qin Mochen unexpectedly. I heard his footsteps getting close to me, and his indifferent voice seemed to have a hint of heartache, ¡°Do you feel better? Get up and eat something.¡± Then he touched my forehead. As his warm breath brushed against my ear, my body trembled. I did not understand why Qin Mochen changed his attitude. Didn¡¯t he hate me? Anyway, this moment I did not want to see him. Since he hurt me too deep, I was mentally exhausted. I closed my eyes and did not want him to know that I was blind, so I said in a cold voice, ¡°Please leave me alone. I don¡¯t want to see you.¡± I could feel the hand on my forehead stiffen for a moment. Then he withdrew his hand and said in a flat tone, ¡°Have a rest and I will come to check on you later.¡± Qin Mochen left without hesitation, leaving me alone in the empty room. I was shrouded in the endless darkness. Days of stress and pain finally made me cry. I curled up. Why did I have to bear various ills of life? As I shivered and cried, my back suddenly felt warm, and my whole body was tightly wrapped by a pair of powerful arms. Someone gently wiped away my tears with a hand. I stiffened, and suddenly turned around, wanting to see the person, but everything was dark. Oh, I almost forgot I had been blind. With my heart throbbing painfully, I put on a bitter smile, because I knew it couldn¡¯t be Qin Mochen, who wished to kill me instead of being so gentle to me. Without hesitation, I asked in a choked voice, ¡°Chengzhao?¡± ¡°H¡¯m.¡± That tender tone was so familiar to me. It was really him. Chapter 31: Be Kidnapped Chapter 31: Be Kidnapped Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal In front of him, I needn¡¯t disguise myself and I freely cry. I threw myself into his arms and cried out all my grievances. I whispered, ¡±What should I do, Chengzhao? I am blind, and I have become a disabled person. What should I do...¡± Su Chengzhao hugged me tightly and stroked my back with his big hands. The wordless warmth and favour made my cold and pained heart relieved a little. I was eager to tell him to take me away. However, I was also afraid that Qin Mochen would do something bad to him. In a trance, it seemed that Su Chengzhao had sighed lightly. Staying in the hospital for a week, Su Chengzhao accompanied me all the time. He helped me check out of the hospital and took me to a villa. He told me it was his other house, and it was really quiet. For half a month, Su Chengzhao had been accompanying me and almost all of my daily life was taken care of by him. However, I gradually found that in this half month, he became more silent. Maybe it was because he was very tired from the things in the company, or because he was afraid that I would be sadder if he said more. This half month, Qin Mochen never came to visit me. Perhaps he had lost the spirit of revenge after I went blind. ¡°Chengzhao, I want to eat dumplings.¡± I sat in the hall and said suddenly. Su Chengzhao replied me almost immediately and said, ¡±Okay,¡± then left the villa. I was so bored that I turned on the TV. Although there was only darkness in front of me, the real voice beside my ears made me feel that I had a soul at least. ¡°Five days later, the wedding of Shengshi Group president and Miss Mo Yulin will be held. What¡¯s the identity of that mysterious bride?¡± The woman¡¯s voice on TV stuck into my heart word by word, and I even didn¡¯t know when the remote in my hand fell down. It was Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin¡¯s wedding after five days! In this half month, I thought my closed heart had recovered a little. But when I heard the news, I found that the pain was ten thousand times stronger than before! Suddenly, the phone rang. I didn¡¯t know who on earth would call me at this time. I accepted the call. Out of my expectation, it was Mo Yulin. Her complacent voice came over to me through the phone, ¡±Come out and meet me. There is something we need to talk about.¡± I sneered sarcastically and was about to refuse her. However, the next words of Mo Yulin made me accept her request. She said there was another reason for my father¡¯s death, and it had no relationship with Qin Mochen. If I wanted to know how on earth my father died, I had to find her. The phone fell out of my hands as I froze there. I didn¡¯t know whether Mo Yulin¡¯s words were true or not, but I had finally promised her to meet for no other reason than to know who the killer was! Suddenly, I realized that there were conspiracies all around me, and they surrounded me in a circle to force me to the gates of hell. I wanted to call Su Chengzhao, but I found that I was blind, and I could only accept a call but not dial it. A sense of bitterness and pain flashed in my heart as I left the villa alone. When I got to the appointed place, I had already been black and blue all over. There were many bruises on my body, however, it couldn¡¯t prevent my steps to find the truth. It was really cold as the wind blew on me. I didn¡¯t know how long I stood until a cold voice sounded behind me, ¡±Are you Mo Yufei?¡± The strange male¡¯s voice made me alarmed. I didn¡¯t turn around but said coldly, ¡±Who are you?¡± The reason I didn¡¯t want to turn around was that I didn¡¯t want to make the man know I was blind. However, I was wrong. The next sentence of his poured cold water on me, ¡±For a blind to come here alone, it is really not easy!¡± Chapter 32: Being Set Up Chapter 32: Being Set Up Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal With a tremor in my heart, I turned sharply, stared at the darkness in front of my eyes without focus, and said with a frightened voice. ¡°Who are you? What about Mo Yulin?¡± The man came close to me, and I could feel the burning breath blowing down my neck. I stepped back terrified, but the man grabbed my wrist and yanked me forward. Suddenly I fell into a pair of cold arms and his fearful words made me tremble. ¡°Who I am is not important. What matters is that Mr. Qin asked me to take you to a place where you can enjoy the warmth of a lot of men.¡± Just after finishing the sentence, he picked me up and strode away. I was stunned for a moment before I realized what had happened. I was rigid as iron and my heart was torn into pieces. Why won¡¯t you let me go? They¡¯re getting married, aren¡¯t they? Why are they so cruel to abuse me? His cold words still echoed in my ears when he had told me to bear the pain a thousand times harder than Mo Yulin. My heart was in disarray, and I was choking with the unbearable agony. I beat the man on the back all the way, but it was useless. I felt that the man took me to a dark place and tied my hands with chains regardless of my struggle and pain. I opened my empty eyes and heard some noise like footsteps and even some men¡¯s dirty words. I shook my head with fear and kept pedaling my legs. ¡°Don¡¯t come here! Please let me go. Please...¡± The whole room filled with my screaming voice. I cried out so badly that I couldn¡¯t feel my heart and lungs any more, but no one wanted to help me. I could feel my neck and my thighs were being touched by several hands, and the cold, nauseous feeling made me crazy. Suddenly my jaw was in a lot of pain, and Mo Yulin¡¯s voice suddenly came into my ears, ¡± Mo Yufei, you didn¡¯t think you would have such a day, did you? I said before that I will let the man you loved send you to a pile of men and watch you be gang-raped!¡± The cold voice filled my heart with despair, and my struggling body suddenly stopped. I stared at the emptiness in disbelief and asked, ¡°Did Qin Mochen call you? Just to fool me and set me up?¡± Before Mo Yufei spoke, I shook my head crazily and shouted at the darkness, ¡°Qin Mochen, speak to me! Qin Mochen, you come out to me! Why are you doing this to me,? Why!?¡± I roared, shouted, and finally, my heart became ashes, and I hoped the pain would soon burn me up. My scalp ached sharply. Mao Yulin was about to tear my scalp. Her grim voice filled my ear. ¡°You can shout all you want, but no one can save you even if you break your lungs today. This is what Chen Brother ordered. Who do you think dares to fight with Cheng in this Liang city?¡± ¡°Mo Yulin, I hate you! You will burn in hell¡± I stared at the darkness with hatred, made a fist, roared and shouted out the humiliation and fear in my heart. Suddenly, I gave a sneer and said, ¡°Don¡¯t lie to me. Qin Mochen is not here at all. This is what you set up for me, not him!¡± If it was really Qin Mochen, with that man¡¯s character, how could he not speak out? With that man¡¯s nature, how can he deceive me with such a mean method. That man will do it with honesty even if he kills people. Mo Yulin¡¯s face was stiff, and the whole person was even more dark. She slapped me fiercely. ¡°Stinky bitch, do you think you know Chen very well? Mr. Chen said that he just hated to see the woman raped by a group of men, and let me come alone to get my revenge on you, just to make me happy. He said it was a gift for me before marriage!¡± Chapter 33: Get Him into Trouble Again Chapter 33: Get Him into Trouble Again Translator: DWM She laughed wildly as those words stung my heart, destroying my only hope. It really was him as he had once said the same thing to me in the hospital: ¡°I don¡¯t care if you show your body to a beggar, but before I let you go, don¡¯t embarrass me!¡± He was going to marry Mo Yulin, so he let Mo Yulin find someone to humiliate me, and what he did was to hurt and trample on me. He let indulge Mo Yulin with no bottom line. ¡°Ah!¡± I roared, laughed and felt sad for myself. I thought he would keep the last trace of kindness for me but I had never thought that he hated me to the bone. I closed my eyes desperately, and Mo Yulin¡¯s voice with happiness lingered in my ears. She cut me loose and walked away meanwhile she dropped a word, ¡°Enjoy this woman. As long as you keep her alive, do whatever you want.¡± As the door closed, I desperately shut my eyes and sneered. Surrounded by the smell of men, I could only feel nauseous while their hands constantly roamed my body. I felt that my clothes had been stripped off one by one, and my ears were full of the men¡¯s slander on how to torture me. I could not help shaking my head and crying, and begging them to let me go. At this moment, I thought of death. Qin Mochen, they tortured me like this, and he just wanted me to die miserably. I didn¡¯t want to be humiliated like this, and I had never felt so clearly being an insult. ¡°Qin Mochen, I hate you!¡± I snapped my tongue after a loud roar, but the next moment, the closed door slammed open, and a familiar voice shouted sharply, ¡°Who dares to touch Yufei, I Su Chengzhao will make him disappear completely from Liangcheng!¡± As the words fell, I felt the men around me leave one by one, and I could feel their panic and their run-away because of fear. I also felt my broken body was wrapped in a warm coat. Su Chengzhao¡¯s tender and painful voice rang in my ears. ¡°Sorry, Yufei, I¡¯m late. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± I unexpectedly heard his weeping voice. He helped me unlock the chains and held me tightly in his arms. It seemed that he wanted to warm my cold heart. I was stiff for a long time before I realized what was happening. I held the man with fear, and I couldn¡¯t stop trembling. ¡°Chengzhao, please take me away. I¡¯m afraid it¡¯s dirty here. It¡¯s so dirty...¡± I was buried in Su Chengzhao¡¯s arms. He hugged me tighter and murmured, ¡°Don¡¯t be afraid. I¡¯ll take you out of here now.¡± At this moment, I gave Su Chengzhao all my hopes and trust. I couldn¡¯t believe anyone except this man. ¡°Want to leave without my say so?¡± Suddenly a strange voice came out with danger. My body trembled and my hands clutched Su Chengzhao¡¯s arms tightly. I wanted to look ahead, but I found it was total darkness. Seemingly aware of my fear, Su Chengzhao patted me on the shoulder and whispered, ¡°Don¡¯t be afraid. You will be safe.¡± ¡°Chengzhao, I¡¯m sorry. I always drag you into trouble.¡± For Su Chengzhao, I had too much guilt. At this moment, the whole room was frozen and dangerous, and the cold voice came again, ¡°You want to rescue this woman, but it is impossible!¡± The man shouted aloud, ¡°Beat him!¡± Su Chengzhao sneered and said, ¡°Do you think I come here alone to save her?¡± He hugged me tightly. Although there was only himself, but I could feel he was extremely cold and confident. ¡°Although I am not as good as Qin Mochen in Liangcheng, Liangcheng also has half of my people. The so-called strong dragon cannot suppress the local snake is true. I dare you to touch me!¡± Chapter 34: So Familiar Chapter 34: So Familiar Translator: DWM This was the first time I had seen Su Chengzhao¡¯s cold and grim side. In the past, he had been as warm as the spring. Suddenly the atmosphere became tense, and less than a moment later, I heard the man declare ruthlessly, ¡°Well, let¡¯s see if you can take this woman out today! Everyone, beat him!¡± As soon as he stopped talking, I could hear footsteps and bestial words. I panicked and grabbed Su Chengzhao¡¯s arm. He hugged me tightly. His voice was cold and angry. ¡°Everyone, come in the room now!¡± As soon as the words came to an end, chaotic footsteps and the angry voice of the man burst out. He didn¡¯t realize that Su Chengzhao had brought people along. At this moment, although I couldn¡¯t see it, I could hear the sounds of fighting all around. ¡°Don¡¯t be afraid. I won¡¯t let anything happen to you.¡± Su Chengzhao hugged me tightly as my heart ached. He buried my head in his arms. I listened to his beating heart and murmured in a low voice, ¡°I¡¯m sorry...¡± The murmuring voice was lost in this noisy and chaotic room. Su Chengzhao questioned, but the next second he suddenly snorted and loosened his arms. I was thrown to the ground, and suddenly coldness and fear wrapped me up again. ¡°Are you OK? Where are you? Please talk to me?¡± I felt anxious and slapped around. The muffled hum hit my heart and my body trembled. I didn¡¯t know what happened to Su Chengzhao. Was he hurt? I shook my head in a panic, and I could not stop crying. ¡°Don¡¯t scare me, Chengzhao. Where are you?¡± Just as I was stumbling forward in the dark, a strong cold wind came in my ear, and almost the next moment, I was held by a pair of powerful arms, and there was a muffled hum in my ear again. The voice was familiar and strange. I touched his chest, but I was held tightly by a pair of big hands. The hoarse voice came into my ear and said, ¡°I¡¯m all right.¡± ¡°Chengzhao, are you hurt?¡± I touched him in a panic, but found that his body was stiffened, and a sigh sounded over my head but no more voice came. I anxiously opened my mouth and kept asking. Su Chengzhao¡¯s silence made me more frightened. Suddenly, a pain in the back of my neck swept over me with a dizziness. When I fainted, there was a sigh in my ear, mixed with the three words, ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± The voice was so familiar and strange. Are you Su Chengzhao? But why do I feel it is not him. Without much thought, I fainted. When I woke up again, it was quiet. I didn¡¯t know where I was, and I didn¡¯t know what had happened to Su Chengzhao either. I fumbled around and couldn¡¯t stop calling Su Chengzhao¡¯s name. Suddenly, my hands were wrapped in a big hand, and a warm voice sounded over my head. ¡°I am here.¡± Those two words relaxed my tense nerves. He took me to the bed. I grabbed his neck, but I heard him murmur something. Then there was something warm in my hand. With a tremor in my heart, I took back my hand and hid it behind me. I whispered, ¡°Chengzhao, I am thirsty.¡± Su Chengzhao hummed with no word and put me on the bed. I waited for a moment, and when the sound of footsteps faded, I put my hand near my nose which was full of bloody smell. My heart ached. I held my hands tightly. I couldn¡¯t wait any longer. I staggered outside and shouted, ¡°Chengzhao, Su Chengzhao, where are you?¡± Chapter 35: Do You… Love Me? Chapter 35: Do You... Love Me? Translator: DWM After a while, he finally appeared and held me up anxiously. I heard his gentle voice in my ear, ¡°Yufei, you can¡¯t see anything, so don¡¯t run around!¡± It seemed to be the most words he had said to me in the villa in half a month. My heart trembled, then I put my arms around his neck and wanted to touch his injured area, but when I was about to ask him if it hurt, I froze. The place where he had been hurt was smooth, and there was no sign of injury. I could feel his warm skin, but there seemed to be no sign of bleeding too. I had a little doubt about this, but I didn¡¯t ask him. Maybe I thought too much, but the smell of blood on my fingers was so clear. Suddenly, Su Chengzhao grabbed my wrist and asked with surprise and worry, ¡°Yufei, did you get hurt?¡± I froze for a moment, and suddenly a thought came into my mind, but it seemed that it would never happen. I held Su Chengzhao¡¯s arm tightly and stared at him closely, ¡°Chengzhao, I am hungry and want to eat something that you told me on the day you left.¡± Su Chengzhao said almost without any hesitation, ¡°I¡¯ve bought dumplings. I will cook them for you later.¡± His words put an end to the idea in my mind. My heart was full of bitterness. Was I wrong again? But what about the cut on his neck? Su Chengzhao suddenly smiled and said in a relaxed tone, ¡°Yufei, I am sorry. I accidentally got my blood on your fingers.¡± He wiped off the blood on my fingers as he was speaking, and I sat there stiffly. I didn¡¯t know why I always felt it was a bit far fetched when he said that. I also felt that everything around me seemed to become suspicious. Originally, I wanted to ask him something about that day, but suddenly I felt my lower abdomen ache. Very soon, I felt dizzy and barely conscious. I vaguely heard Su Chengzhao¡¯s anxious voice, but his voice was getting farther and farther away from me. I had a dream that I was chained and surrounded by men. They kept touching me with their disgusting hands, and I wanted to die but couldn¡¯t move. Sitting in front of me were Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin. Qin Mochen held Mo Yulin in his arms and looked at me with a sneer as I was defiled and humiliated by this group of people, as if he was enjoying a movie. The endless fear and torture made me roar. Suddenly, the pain in my lower abdomen woke me up. The sudden glare made me close my eyes uncomfortably. But at that moment, I was happy to realize that my eyesight... had been restored! Once more, I slowly opened my eyes to adjust the long-lost light. Although it was still a little uncomfortable, my heart was full of joy. The half month I spent in the dark made me miserable. I thought I would spend the rest of my life in darkness. No sooner had I sat up when the door was suddenly opened, and I found that it was Qin Mochen who came in. I shivered, thinking back to the day when I was bound by chains and thinking of Mo Yulin¡¯s vicious words, all of which still surrounded me like a nightmare. I sat stiffly and I gazed at him motionlessly. Qin Mochen walked close to me with gentleness. I saw a sense of pity in his eyes which were used to be filled with disgust and coldness towards me. He sat down beside me and touched my cheek and sighed softly. I shivered and gazed blankly at him. His sigh was the one I knew best, the one I used to hear when I was blind. Maybe it was because blind people tend to hear better. Suddenly, that idea came back to my mind. I reached out and held the hand that touched my face and looked down. ¡°Do you... love me?¡± I still looked down and did not look at him. Now that my eyesight had been restored, if I looked straight at Qin Mochen, he would be able to read my mind at a glance. Chapter 36: They Were Going to Get Married Chapter 36: They Were Going to Get Married Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal I suddenly wanted to laugh at this moment. I wanted to laugh at my own stupid and pathetic thoughts. Even though I had been hurt so badly, I was still fantasizing about the man who hurt me. Qin Mochen¡¯s hand paused for a moment as he smiled softly and held me in his arms suddenly. The familiar embrace raised my hatred. I recalled the empty space where I had suffered so much humiliation, and how it felt to be touched by those group of people! I was about to push him away when he pinched my chin and said in a cold tone, ¡°Love? Mo Yufei, how cheap you are! Do you think you deserve my love?¡± What? I raised my head in shock and stared at his handsome face. I could see myself clearly from his dark eyes. Qin Mochen sneered, his thin lips close to mine, but his words were like knives, ¡°From the moment I entered the room, I knew your eyesight has been restored. Are you still foolishly pretending to be blind?¡± I shook my head helplessly, and I was in pain at that moment. It turned out he already knew that I had recovered, but instead of exposing me, he made me so embarrassed and even humiliated me again and again. I struggled and wanted to free myself from his arms as I roared, ¡°Let me go!¡± Qin Mochen held me in his arms again. His voice was cold and harsh, ¡°You haven¡¯t been a mass of bruises, so how can I let you go?¡± Every word he said broke my heart. I tired of getting away from him, and kept slapping him on the shoulder but nothing worked. ¡°Qin Mochen, what do you want me to do before you are willing to let me go?¡± I couldn¡¯t help crying aloud. I slapped his hand, and pinched his neck hard. I hated him, and I wished I could kill him right away! Qin Mochen pinched my nape with both hands and put his forehead against mine. He smiled charmingly but heartlessly, ¡°You are destined to be intertwined with me forever. Don¡¯t think that I will spare you!¡± The door was suddenly opened, and Mo Yulin said sarcastically, ¡°Yecch, lucky sister! You fell into the wrong hands but escaped unharmed.¡± She approached me and stared at me defiantly. Then she put her hands on the shoulder of Qin Mochen and said enchantingly, ¡°Chen, I miss you so much.¡± Qin Mochen smiled. He threw me ruthlessly on the bed, then turned around and held Mo Yulin in his arms. His eyes were full of irony as he looked at me who was already in a mess, ¡°Mo Yufei, your nightmare has just begun. A bad thing never dies. I will see how long you can hold on!¡± Then he left with his arms around Mo Yulin. I lay stiff on the bed and cried silently. I clenched my fist, my hands already bloody. He would always hurt me in front of Mo Yulin over and over again, then leave with her ruthlessly. He always snuffed out the flicker of hope that had been kindled in my heart. I was caught in endless pain and remorse, and I didn¡¯t even notice the footsteps that sounded behind me. It wasn¡¯t until Mo Yulin¡¯s voice sounded behind me that I realized she had returned back. I sat up and stared at her with hate, ¡°What are you doing here again?¡± Mo Yulin came to me with a sneer. I shrank back subconsciously, but she grabbed my wrist and said smugly, ¡°Mo Yufei, the day after tomorrow is the wedding of I and Chen. You are welcome to come. I want you to see the man you love the most marry the woman you hate the most!¡± I raised my hand and slapped her face. She pushed my hand away, frowning in pain and covering her face with her hand. I stood up and pressed her step by step. Once again, I slapped her, which caught her off guard. She was so angry that she gnashed her teeth. She wanted to hit me back, but I quickly picked up a thermos and hit her hard. She screamed, but it was too late to hide. Chapter 37: It’s Dangerous Chapter 37: It¡¯s Dangerous Translator: DWM I laughed loudly, especially when I saw her frightened eyes. The pleasure of revenge was even stronger. But the next moment I was brutally knocked away by someone. My whole person fell to the ground, and the voice of Qin Mochen caring about Mo Yulin came into my ears. The anticipated pain did not come. Instead, I was held tightly by a pair of powerful arms. It was Su Chengzhao who had saved me again. Su Chengzhao took me to the bed and looked at Qin Mochen with a cold face. Suddenly, he grabbed Qin Mochen¡¯s collar and shouted, ¡°If you dare to bug Yufei for this cheap woman again, I will show you some!¡± Qin Mochen looked back coldly at Su Chengzhao who was also angry. He sneered at Su Chengzhao broke away his hand with his own, and said full of contempt. ¡°Even if I kill Mo Yufei, it has nothing to do with you!¡± That sentence shocked me. My heart, already torn to shreds was trampled hard once again. I saw Qin Mochen throw a mocking face at me and drop a cold sentence, ¡°The day after tomorrow, at my wedding, you¡¯d better not come. You make me nauseous, so don¡¯t ruin my mood!¡± He left the ward with Mo Yulin in his arms. Tears had already dried up. I, like a soulless body, lay there and could not move an inch. Su Chengzhao picked me up and stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on my face. ¡°Yufei, everything will pass. It will be yours after all.¡± Would be mine after all? Where are the things that belong to me? They were trampled by Qin Mochen and killed by Mo Yulin. What else can I lose? Su Chengzhao took me out of hospital and brought me to his home. I locked myself in the room for a day and thought a lot. From the first time I met Qin Mochen five years ago to all kinds of things that happened in five years, everything was so ridiculous. Why should I bear all that? Why should I lose everything? The pathetic love in my heart had already disappeared. I looked at myself in the mirror, pale and lifeless. It¡¯s far from the famous Miss Mo of five years ago. If I hadn¡¯t met Qin Mochen from the beginning, maybe I would still be the famous Miss of Mo family, and we would be two unrelated people in two different worlds. But after all, there was no if! I locked myself in the room for two days, and I thought more about it. Qin Mochen forbade me to attend the wedding because I made him sick. I had to show up at the wedding. For him, I only had hate now. The more he didn¡¯t want to do something, the more I would like to do it. From now on, Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin are enemies forever! ¡°Yufei, if you want something, just call me. I¡¯ll be back in a minute.¡± Su Chengzhao¡¯s voice was ringing outside, and I just respond with a hum. Hearing the door closed, I changed my clothes, dressed myself carefully, looked at myself in the mirror, and raised my lips coldly. Starting from today, I will take everything back step by step! I went to the wedding site and saw the wedding photos of Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin hanging in the hall. My heart ached hardly. Suddenly, my mobile phone rang. It was Su Chengzhao. I hesitated to answer it for a moment. Su Chengzhao¡¯s anxious voice came over. ¡°Where are you, Yufei?¡± I smacked my lips and said nothing. Maybe even if I didn¡¯t say it, he already knew where I was. Suddenly, he deliberated for a moment, and anxiously said, ¡°Yufei, you went to Qin Mochen¡¯s wedding?¡± ¡°Chengzhao, don¡¯t worry. I came here today¡ª¡± I wanted to explain, but before I could finish, Su Chengzhao suddenly shouted, ¡°Come back Mo Yufei. Don¡¯t go. It¡¯s dangerous, come back soon! I¡¯ll pick you up.¡± Chapter 38: He Became Gentle Suddenly Chapter 38: He Became Gentle Suddenly Translator: DWM Without waiting for me to say a word, Su Chengzhao hung up the phone. Some doubts rose in my mind. However, I was dragged into a dark room suddenly by someone. The familiar hug made me stiff. In the dim light, I saw the man in front of me was Qin Mochen. He pinched my chin, kissed me predominantly and held me tightly in his arms. This kiss didn¡¯t have the hatred and punishment, but rather tempting affection and favour. My mind was blank now and the revenge plans had already disappeared. Qin Mochen in front of me was acting very strange. I didn¡¯t know why he became like this suddenly. Until my breath became rapid and I was on the verge of suffocation, Qin Mochen loosened me. He hugged me tightly with his arms and suddenly grasped my shoulders, then looked at me with dark eyes and growled, ¡±Where is Su Chengzhao? Why doesn¡¯t he look after you and lets you come out?¡± My shoulders ached being pinched by him, but I was shocked by his words, ¡±What do you mean?¡± Qin Mochen frowned coldly and snapped with a shaking voice, ¡±Who allowed you to come here! Get away! Get away!¡± Saying this, he opened the door, tossed me out and told me to never appear in front of him. Suddenly, an intuition rose in my mind: Qin Mochen and Su Chengzhao kept something from me. Su Chengzhao said it was dangerous on the call just now, and now Qin Mochen asked me to leave. What on earth was going on? I seized the handrail and stopped his movement, then stared at him closely, ¡±Qin Mochen, do you have something to hide from me? What do you want to do?¡± Qin Mochen looked at me with a heavy mood and closed his thin lips tightly. But when he was about to say something, Mo Yulin¡¯s voice sounded outside, ¡±Brother Chen, are you there?¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s face turned cold. This moment, I found a sense of killing in his eyes, which was not directed at me but to Mo Yulin who was outside. I was shocked by the realization, but there were even more doubts in my heart now. When I hadn¡¯t reacted, Qin Mochen picked me up suddenly. I was frightened by his behavior and exclaimed, but the next moment, my lips were covered by his cool thin lips. Qin Mochen smiled lightly to me with his tongue licking my lips affectionately and blocking the voice I nearly shouted out. He put me into the closet and kissed me deeply for a while. Then his deep voice sounded in my ears, ¡±Fei¡¯er, stay right here. Don¡¯t believe anyone except Su Chengzhao and me.¡± My soul trembled at this moment. I hadn¡¯t seen such a gentle and spoiled look and heard such concerned words for me from him. I even thought I misheard his words, so my body was tense all the time. Qin Mochen smiled lightly. He held my wrist with his hands and kissed on my forehead, ¡±Fei¡¯er, I will explain everything in the future. Wait for me.¡± He let me go after saying that. Then he lit a cigarette and puffed. The smoke blown by him made his handsome face much more perfect. I stood there stunned for a long time and couldn¡¯t return to myself. Everything tonight was unexpected. Qin Mochen¡¯s abnormal behavior made me doubtful and moved. I didn¡¯t know what made Qin Mochen change his attitude, or he was hiding something. However, I knew that it was related to me. The strong vengeful feelings when I arrived at the wedding were dispelled totally by the changes of Qin Mochen. He turned to leave, but I suddenly opened my mouth, ¡±Mochen, do you... love me?¡± I wanted to ask him this question, but I was afraid to withstand the pain like last time in hospital. So what I did was close my lips tightly and avoided Qin Mochen¡¯s eyesight, then I leaned on the closet with a sad heart. Chapter 39: Who Was That Person? Chapter 39: Who Was That Person? Translator: DWM The room was so quiet that I thought I was alone here. Just then, Qin Mochen¡¯s voice suddenly sounded, with a trace of regret, ¡°From beginning to end, there is only one person I love.¡± Then he opened the door and went out. I heard Mo Yulin smile charmingly, ¡°Chen, what were you doing there? I would have thought you had left if the servant had not told me you were here.¡± Qin Mochen answered her with a smile, ¡°I am just a little tired, so I took a cigarette there to refresh myself.¡± It was not until their voices faded away that I came out. I stood there stiffly, reaching out to touch the place where Qin Mochen had just kissed. I recalled his gentle eyes and his words: ¡°From beginning to end, there is only one person I love.¡± Who was that person? Was that Mo Yulin? My heart was throbbing slightly, but it was not as painful as before. Qin Mochen made me feel strange tonight. What on earth happened today? Why did Qin Mochen tell me to not trust anyone except him and Su Chengzhao? As I was thinking about it, my phone rang. It was Su Chengzhao who had sent a text message to me. He said he was waiting for me outside. I paused for a moment, and Qin Mochen¡¯s abnormal behavior suddenly flashed in my mind. Then I picked up my phone and walked outside. I opened the door, just finding that there was a man standing outside. My heart trembled at that moment, but it was too late to close the door. A sharp pain from my nape overwhelmed me and then I fainted. When I woke up, I was cold all over and in an abandoned warehouse, which had a dim light. There were two rows of men in black suits standing on my both sides, and the whole warehouse was tightly closed. I was strapped to a stool and I felt sore all over. Suddenly a sneer broke the silence. I looked up and saw a man sitting in front of me. He looked very gloomy, wild and fierce. My heart was trembling subconsciously and my hands were clenched tightly. How did they know I was in that room? Why did they catch me? My heart sank little by little with every step the man took as he walked up to me. He stopped in front of me, and looked me up and down with cold eyes. His cruel eyes and sneer terrified me. ¡°Who are you? Why have you kidnapped me?¡± In fact, I already had an answer in my heart. These people might have been sent by Mo Yulin. He sneered and pinched my chin, then lifted my head up fiercely. A sharp pain from the chin overwhelmed me. I frowned coldly and bore the pain without making a sound. He stared at me for a moment, then burst into laughter with the other hand patting my cheek, ¡°The woman that Qin Mochen likes is indeed extraordinary: a woman of character.¡± My heart sank, but I still sneered, ¡°You seem to have found the wrong person. The one Qin Mochen likes is Mo Yulin!¡± He released me and straightened up, then said sarcastically, ¡°Let me introduce myself. I am Murong Shuo, the enemy of Qin Mochen.¡± He approached me again. The gloomy aura around him made me tremble, ¡°Have you heard that saying? Know yourself as well as the enemy!¡± My heart sank again. He smirked, ¡°Let me show you something.¡± Then he clapped his hands. Suddenly, there was a dazzling light flashed in front of my eyes while all kinds of noises sounded in my ears. I opened my eyes and felt a sharp pain in my heart. It was Qin Mochen and Mo Yulin¡¯s wedding on the big screen in front of me. And Qin Mochen was wearing a ring for Mo Yulin. Looking at the happy smiles on their faces, I just felt extremely ironic at this moment. Chapter 40: The Love of Qin Mochen Chapter 40: The Love of Qin Mochen Translator: DWM Edited by Lord Immortal The man who treated me gently in that room just now was marrying another woman happily. It was clear that he was getting his revenge on me and the one he truly loved was Mo Yulin the whole time. I closed my eyes, unwilling to see the scene. Suddenly, Murong Shuo said coldly, ¡°Qin Mochen, look, who is this?¡± I was shocked by his words, then raised my head and just looked into Qin Mochen¡¯s eyes on the screen. That moment, I found worry, pain and rage in his pair of eyes unexpectedly! However, when I took a second glance, there were only coldness and indifference left. It seemed that he could see me. The cold voice came through the screen and sounded, ¡°Murong Shuo, what do you mean?¡± Murong Shuo sneered and stepped back to pull my hair ruthlessly. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain that even made my heart twitch. Looking at Qin Mochen, what he did was sneer indifferently, ¡°Murong Shuo, why did you catch a woman I hate the most? To help me vent my feelings?¡± His careless words made me cold and stiff all over. The pain in my heart was much more than the pain of my head. I couldn¡¯t understand the man suddenly; what was his true side? No, I sneered in my heart. Actually, I had never understood this man, had I? Murong Shuo smiled coldly at Qin Mochen, then pinched my neck with his hand. Once he put more strength, I would die. He said cruelly, ¡°Qin Mochen, take out the thing and I will let her go. What¡¯s more, I know your purpose behind marrying Mo Yulin. Isn¡¯t it because of those evidences that you want? Do you think you can get them? However, only if you give me that thing personally will I let your woman go!¡± The doubts grew more and more in my heart. I couldn¡¯t understand their words. In the screen, I could see the bemused expression of the guests; they were as blank as me now. However, Mo Yulin hurriedly held Qin Mochen, ¡°Brother Chen, don¡¯t go. Those people are heartless and cruel. The priority now is to finish our wedding as soon as possible. Don¡¯t you hate Mo Yufei? Just let Murong Shuo kill her and we will be peaceful and happy in the future, isn¡¯t it so?¡± She looked at Qin Mochen hopefully with her hands seizing his arms tightly. I thought Qin Mochen would leave and finish the wedding with Mo Yulin. Out of my expectation, he just lifted his thin lips and pinched Mo Yulin¡¯s chin, then said in a cold and bloodthirsty tone that he had never used before, ¡°You are useless now. If anything goes wrong, I will have you all buried with her!¡± Saying that, he shrugged off Mo Yulin and stared at Murong Shuo coldly through the screen. The frozen aura around him made me tremble. The two words ¡®Fei¡¯er¡¯ falling into my heart made me look at the screen surprisingly. This was the second time during the five years that Qin Mochen called my name with such favour. I still couldn¡¯t clear all my doubts. Mo Yulin was being used by Qin Mochen and there was something Murong Shuo wanted. What on earth was the thing they were talking about? Didn¡¯t Qin Mochen fall deeply in love with Mo Yulin? Why was everything different now? All this caught me off guard. Suddenly, Murong Shuo¡¯s voice sounded beside my ears, ¡°Qin Mochen, hand the thing over, otherwise, I don¡¯t mind killing her!¡± Finishing that, he pinched my neck harder. A strong sensation of asphyxia overwhelmed me. I struggled to get off his grip but it didn¡¯t work. Murong Shuo¡¯s bleak voice rang in my ears, ¡°Mo Yufei, are you too stupid or too calculating? Qin Mochen¡¯s beloved is you; don¡¯t you feel it?¡± He laughed wildly and raised his cold eyes to stare at the screen, then growled, ¡°Qin Mochen, this is the last time; are you handing over the thing or not?!¡± Chapter 41: Revenge for My Father Chapter 41: Revenge for My Father Translator: DWM I felt the endless sense of suffocation, but my heart was unable to calm down for a long time because of Murong Shuo¡¯s words. Qin Mochen loves me? But why would he hurt me like that? Before I could think it through, the familiar voice suddenly reappeared, ¡°Let her go. I¡¯ll bring the stuff to you right now. If you dare hurt Yufei, I will certainly make your family pay back a hundred times!¡± I looked at the big screen, and Qin Mochen¡¯s eyes also looked back at me. This moment, I could feel from the bottom of his eyes that he loved me! What¡¯s the matter? Why was I the last one to know? When Qin Mochen left the wedding, Mo Yulin¡¯s roaring voice rang with hatred. ¡°Mo Yufei, if Mochen dies today, you will regret it for the rest of your life!¡± She looked at me with hatred, and even across the screen, I could feel the cold and murderous feeling exuding from her body. My heart felt shocked for a moment as I tensed up and asked, ¡°What is that supposed to mean?¡± Mo Yulin stood up straight and laughed hard at the screen. Then she pointed at me with hatred, and her voice burst out with hostility. ¡°¡¯What is that supposed to mean?¡¯ Do you know who Murong Shuo is? He is a gang leader, a real bang boss! ¡°Chen knew all the secrets about Murong¡¯s family long time ago. And there was a document Murong Shuo wanted badly; therefore, he saved me from the island, and in return, he hoped that I could steal the document for him. ¡°But nobody knew about it except Chen!¡± Mao Yulin¡¯s words suddenly made me think about the letter and the phone call. It turned out that man was Murong Shuo, and the price was to get the document! That document must be very important to Qin Mochen, but what does Qin Mochen want from Mo Yulin? I couldn¡¯t think of all these things, but I figured out one thing: Qin Mochen shouldn¡¯t come here, otherwise, he will be in danger! I stared at Mo Yulin with chilled eyes. ¡°Why don¡¯t you go after Qin Mochen since you know he is in danger? Are you going to watch him get hurt? Don¡¯t you love him? Is that what love is?¡± I thought that Mo Yulin would be persuaded by me and would stop Qin Mochen immediately. But I was wrong. She just looked up at the sky and laughed. Her eyes were full of cruelty and mockery. ¡°Pursue him? He loves you; you are Moyufei, not me!!¡± She went up and laughed bitterly. ¡°You know what, I thought he loved me all this time, but since you were pulled into the room that night, and when he knew you saved him five years ago, he changed completely. I knew he loved you, but he didn¡¯t know that you were buried deep in his heart.¡± Mo Yulin laughed sadly and full of resentment, ¡°Do you know how your father died? Murong Shuo killed him. All the evidence was in Murong Shuo¡¯s hands. Qin Mochen married me just to get that evidence. He fought Murong Shuo and me to avenge you and your father! ¡°I never thought that Qin Mochen loved you that much. He already knew that the wedding was dangerous. On that day in the hospital, he deliberately treated you with a bad attitude and told you not to come. He was afraid that you would fall into Murong Shuo¡¯s hands. Before that, upstairs, I knew Qin Mochen was with you because when he walked out of the room, his eyes were filled with a kind of spoiling and pity that did not belong to me!¡± Chapter 42: Just Kill Me! Chapter 42: Just Kill Me! Translator: DWM She was squatting on the ground with her hands on her head and crying, ¡°I hate you, Mo Yufei. I hate you so much. I thought I had defeated you, but I turned out to be the worst loser. Qin Mochen married me to kill me. Now that everything has been revealed, why should I bring about my own destruction?¡± I was shocked there. The words of Mo Yulin hit my heart. The one Qin Mochen loved was me! I recalled the scene in that room: Qin Mochen said he only loved one person from beginning to end. Was I the said person? My heart was trembling slightly, but it was a joy beyond words. Suddenly my scalp ached. Murong Shuo pinched my chin and stared at me coldly, ¡°Are you very happy now? But your man will come soon, and I will be glad to make you watch how your man dies in front of me!¡± I glanced at this group of people around me in a panic. They were henchmen of Murong Shuo. Once Qin Mochen came, he couldn¡¯t escape unscathed. Suddenly I had a thought in my mind which made me miserable and hopeless. I endured the pain of my head and looked at Mo Yulin who was on the screen, then said with a sad and heavy tone, ¡°Do you love Qin Mochen? If you love him, take him away. I am suffering from cancer, and I can¡¯t spend the rest of my life with him anymore. Without me, things would be back on track.¡± Looking at Mo Yulin¡¯s shocked appearance, I shouted loudly, ¡°Go to him and bring him back. I am a dying woman anyway. Qin Mochen doesn¡¯t have to risk everything for me!¡± After listening to my words, Mo Yulin was shocked at first then became pleasantly surprised. She gloated, ¡°It serves you right!¡± Then she rushed out crazily as I closed my eyes in despair. Everything would be over. I was satisfied now. At least I knew Qin Mochen had loved me all this time. At least I knew the pain I had suffered over the past five years had been worth it. My head was so painful as if it had been torn. Murong Shuo pinched my neck hard, and his cold voice made me feel that he was going to skin me alive, ¡°Alright, how great your love is that you can give up the man you love the most!¡± I sneered and stared at him without cowardice, ¡°Murong Shuo, you are so pathetic because you don¡¯t know what love is. Compared to me, your life is totally in vain. You¡¯d better go to hell now!¡± Murong Shuo slapped me hard in my face when I retaliated. He squeezed my cheeks and looked at me sarcastically, ¡°You are so stubborn. Why do you think Mo Yulin can stop Qin Mochen? I know him better than you do!¡± Then he suddenly untied the rope and pulled me to the side. My legs trembled and I shouted in horror, ¡°What are you doing?¡± I struggled hard, but he slapped me again, then he threw me to the ground. When I was about to get up, he suddenly took out a gun and put it on my forehead. The cold touch of his gun made me shivered. I stood there stiffly and sneered, ¡°Come on! Kill me! Just kill me!¡± Looking at his cold eyes, I stood up and grabbed his wrists with both hands, then I put his gun to my chest and said word by word, ¡°Shoot me! Shoot me if you are a man!¡± My words made his face become more and more ghastly, then he sneered, ¡°You want to provoke me and let me kill you, so Qin Mochen can give up on you. How great your love is!¡± My face turned pale as I didn¡¯t expect that he would guess my purpose. Then I closed my lips and smiled sarcastically, ¡°So what? You fear him, right? You are afraid that Qin Mochen will take his revenge if you kill me, so you dare not kill me. You are a coward!¡± Chapter 43: Let Her Go Chapter 43: Let Her Go Translator: DWM ¡°Bitch!¡± Murong Shuo suddenly cursed and hit me hard on my head with the handle of the gun. A dizzy feeling overwhelmed me all of a sudden and his bleak voice sounded in my ears, ¡°Before I kill you, I have to kill Qin Mochen first!¡± No... I fell down on the ground painfully and looked at the direction of the gate giddily. This moment, I strongly wished that Qin Mochen had never fallen in love with me and never showed up... Not knowing how long it took, I was woken up by the freezing temperature. My head was aching, and everything I saw was shaking. I shook my head and found that there was nobody here, so I stood up hurriedly. The snow had covered the world all over outside the window. I didn¡¯t know when it snowed, and how long had I remained unconscious for? Enduring the dizziness, I opened the door and rushed out. However, the scene outside stopped me and made me stunned. I couldn¡¯t believe what I was seeing. Both Qin Mochen and Su Chengzhao came here, and they stood there surrounded by a lot of corpses! Out of my expectation, he finally came here, and even came with Su Chengzhao! Seeing meI come out, Qin Mochen¡¯s cold and serious face turned a little gentler suddenly, then he said tenderly with endless favour, ¡°Fei¡¯er, don¡¯t be afraid.¡± Fei¡¯er... This was the third time I had heard him calling me so gently. Su Chengzhao glanced around with sharp eyes and said gently, ¡°Stand there and don¡¯t move; we will take you home later.¡± ¡°Take her home? Did you ask for my permission?¡± Murong Shuo¡¯s cold voice sounded behind me. Before I could react, I felt a sharp pain in my head. He grabbed my hair and laughed cruelly, ¡°Mo Yufei, you are so charming that you attracted these two men to come here for you and kill so many of my henchmen. What do you propose? How should I take my revenge?¡± ¡°Murong Shuo, let her go!¡± Qin Mochen¡¯s cold voice sounded with his dark eyes fixed on me. I frowned by that sharp pain and couldn¡¯t hold the tears in my eyes, then I looked at him and sobbed, ¡°Why have you come here? Why? You had hurt me so hard before so why did you save me now? First you push me to hell, and now you want to drag me back; why should you decide everything for me?¡± Qin Mochen frowned painfully and said in a tone with helplessness, ¡°Fei¡¯er, I will explain everything to you later.¡± ¡°Explain to me? It¡¯s not necessary. You two go away! I don¡¯t want to see you. You two conspired to deceive me and kept everything from me. I will never forget the pain and torment you gave me. I don¡¯t need you saving me, get away!¡± I couldn¡¯t hold back my emotions and stared at them resentfully, just hoping that they would leave here this moment. Qin Mochen only smiled and raised his hands to wipe the bloodstain from the corner of his mouth, then said seductively, ¡°Fei¡¯er, you are worried about me. You still love me.¡± It was not a doubt but an affirmation. I pressed my lips together tightly and stared at him angrily without saying a word. Then Qin Mochen lifted his eyebrows and looked at Murong Shuo. Throwing away the dagger in his hands and putting his hands in his pockets carelessly, he said slowly, ¡°Let her go and I will give you what you want.¡± Murong Shuo frowned coldly and let me go, but put the gun to my head. The cold feeling not only made me rigid, but also made Qin Mochen and Su Chengzhao¡¯s face go pale. Murong Shuo lifted his lips defiantly and poked me in the forehead with the gun, ¡°Qin Mochen, hand the thing personally, or I will shoot her!¡± My heart trembled. But when I was about to shake my head and say something, Qin Mochen took out a USB flash disk and strode over to me. His handsome face was cold and the tall and slender figure was also giving a sharp aura. ¡°No!¡± I whispered, but I couldn¡¯t stop it. Chapter 44: He Got Shot Chapter 44: He Got Shot Translator: DWM Qin Mochen came up and looked down at me with a smile, moreover, the words he said were also full of affectionate love, ¡°Leave everything to me!¡± Saying this, he raised his eyes and stared at Murong Shuo coldly, then lifted his hands and hooked the USB flash disk with his finger, ¡°Let her go.¡± ¡°Haha, come on!¡± Murong Shuo pushed me behind, and suddenly, the man behind imprisoned me and put his gun on my head. Qin Mochen¡¯s face froze but he closed his thin lips and kept silent. Murong Shuo walked forward and sneered at him with hands stretching out, ¡°Give it to me.¡± ¡°Mochen, no, just leave here!¡± I yelled at him, but he only lifted his lips and smiled at me gently. The next moment, he threw the USB flash disk to Murong Shuo. However, he was suddenly kicked by him and bent with a snort. The kick hurt my heart more seriously. Before I could open my mouth, Mo Yulin¡¯s voice sounded suddenly, ¡°Murong Shuo, you bastard. Let him go; let him go!¡± I turned to see her. Mo Yulin was standing not far away with a gun in her hand and pointed at Murong Shuo. Her face was indifferent and cold, as if she would shoot the next moment. Murong Shuo just sneered and pulled Qin Mochen in front of him, then he stared at Mo Yulin ruthlessly and provocatively, ¡°Come on! Just shoot. If you want to kill me, shoot your beloved first!¡± He laughed wildly, then he punched and kicked Qin Mochen. I looked at him painfully but remained motionless and never fought back. I knew that he was doing it all for me. As long as he dared to resist, Murong Shuo would hurt me. Watching the blood flow out from the corner of his mouth, I couldn¡¯t restrain my emotions anymore. As hard as I could, I knocked the man who had imprisoned me aside and ran toward him. Murong Shuo roared at the man behind me and asked him to shoot. I didn¡¯t fear him at all at that moment. I just didn¡¯t want Qin Mochen to get hurt for me. I staggered and looked at Qin Mochen punching Murong Shuo to the ground with a serious face. In the meantime, he rushed to me quickly and held me in his arms, then turned around with his back facing the gun. When I saw the man behind shoot, a sharp pain overwhelmed me. I wanted to scream, but it was too late. Qin Mochen really got shot. He snorted beside my ears and his heavy body leaned on me. ¡°No. Mochen, no...¡± I shook my head and cried bitterly with hands on his wrist which was hot and sticky. The gush of blood made me limp. Su Chengzhao quickly rushed behind me and took down the man. Qin Mochen was pale. He let me go and put the messy hair on my face behind the ears while enduring the pain. ¡°Mochen, why?¡± I grasped his arms tightly and tried to support him. He only lifted his lips and smiled, then held me tightly in his arms and lowered his head to kiss me predominantly. It was a kind of gentleness he had never showed to me. He then released me and leaned his head on my forehead and smiled gently, ¡°Fei¡¯er, I love you. From beginning to end, you are the only one I love. I will repay you indefinitely for the harm I have done to you, but only if you can forgive me; only if you can still love me.¡± After saying this, he closed his eyes. I knew that he was restraining the pain, and so was I. I supported him and sobbed, ¡°Don¡¯t talk anymore. We have to leave first. You got shot!¡± Qin Mochen sized my hands and fixed on me with his eyes. After thinking for a while, he opened his mouth, ¡°Fei¡¯er, do you love me? Do you still love me?¡± Do I love him? Looking in his eyes, the word ¡®love¡¯ was blocked in my mouth and I couldn¡¯t speak it out. If it was in the past, I would have said that I love him happily. However, with a scarred body and a broken heart, how could my love be complete? Chapter 45: Why Did He Take the Bullet? Chapter 45: Why Did He Take the Bullet? Translator: DWM My hesitation made Qin Mochen¡¯s eyes gradually become dim and painful. Suddenly, the rasping voice of Murong Shuo came through, ¡°Mo Yulin, you are the most pathetic person. You were adopted by Mo family, and you were jealous of everything that Mo Yufei had. Later, you were stranded on a deserted island for two years because of her, and suffered inhumane torture day and night. But now the one you love the most has abandoned you, and you have nothing now, even becoming a prisoner. Do you reconcile to this? Don¡¯t you hate them?¡± Murong Shuo¡¯s crazy words lingered in our ears. Mo Yulin¡¯s face turned pale and her hostile eyes stared at me. I knew that Murong Shuo wanted to provoke Mo Yulin and perish together with us. Mo Yulin kept her gun up all the time, and the target was me. My body shivered. Before I had time to move, Qin Mochen suddenly put me behind his back. He looked at Mo Yulin calmly, ¡°Put the gun down. If you hurt Fei¡¯er, I will make you regret it forever.¡± Mo Yulin lost her energy for a moment, and then looked at Qin Mochen in pain. She shook her head in disbelief, ¡°Chen, are you kidding me? In fact, you loved me all this time, right? Please tell me! As long as you say you love me, we will get out of here right away.¡± She looked at Qin Mochen with expectations in her eyes. Her tense expression and eager tone made me suddenly feel that she was really pathetic. She was adopted by my father when she was a child. She ran out of her mind to rob everything from me, but it turned out to be nothing. Qin Mochen looked at Mo Yulin coldly and answered her indifferently, ¡°Mo Yufei is the only one I love!¡± His voice was serious and powerful, and every word hit on my heart. I looked at the man in front of me tremblingly, but I found that his back was soaked with blood. I was shocked by his condition and embraced him in panic, ¡°Mochen, don¡¯t say anything else! Let¡¯s go! You have lost a lot of blood.¡± I was really afraid that Qin Mochen would lose too much blood and leave me forever. I supported him and wanted to take him away. Suddenly, the angry roar of Mo Yulin sounded through the warehouse, ¡°I hate both of you! Qin Mochen, Mo Yufei, I hate you!¡± She glared at us with hate and laughed miserably, ¡°I have nothing at all. No one can get the things that belong to me!¡± Then she pointed the gun at Qin Mochen! ¡°No!!¡±I screamed loudly. I wanted to take the bullet for Qin Mochen, but a pair of powerful arms held me tightly. I struggled to free myself, but it didn¡¯t work. ¡°Mochen, don¡¯t do that... No...¡± I shook my head in pain. The sound of gunfire and groans of pain kept coming from behind me. A sharp pain overwhelmed me as if my heart had been torn apart. My world turned blue at this moment. I embraced Qin Mochen¡¯s arm tightly and closed my eyes in despair. I thought if he died, I would die with him. I just hoped that we wouldn¡¯t have to go through so much pain in the next life. After the shooting, I tried to free myself from his embrace but discovered that his arms were stiff. But suddenly, he freed me and turned back. I was shocked, then quickly turned around. When I saw the dying Su Chengzhao lying in a pool of blood, I collapsed on the ground. How could he do that! Did Su Chengzhao take the bullet for Qin Mochen? Didn¡¯t he hate Qin Mochen before? Why did he do that? Qin Mochen frowned and looked at Su Chengzhao, suddenly knelt in front of him, and asked him seriously, ¡°Why did you do that for me?¡± Su Chengzhao smiled gently, his eyes fixed on me all the time, then reached out to me weakly. I felt shocked when I saw his bloody hands. I scrambled confusedly to his side and held him carefully in my arms. I shook my head in pain and burst into tears. At this moment, I didn¡¯t know what else I could do expect asking him why. Chapter 46: Don’t Shoot Chapter 46: Don¡¯t Shoot Translator: DWM Su Chengzhao touched my cheek painfully. His handsome face was so pale and made him look fragile, as if he would leave me at the next moment. I felt as if a knife was being twisted in my heart. I clasped his big hand and asked, ¡°Chengzhao, why are you so silly? Why did you do that?¡± I put my head on his chest. The strong smell of his blood made me dizzy. Su Chengzhao stroked my face gently. Although his tone was weak, it was full of love for me, ¡°Because I love you. I love everything about you. If Qin Mochen dies, I don¡¯t think you can... live well either. He looked at me piteously, his eyes full of pain, ¡°I want you to live well, for... me, for your family and Qin Mochen. He loves you. Everything he did to you... was...¡± Before he could finish his words, he couldn¡¯t stop coughing. The red blood flowed out from his mouth constantly, and his face became more and more pale. I covered his mouth and didn¡¯t allow him to speak. But he grabbed my hand and smiled happily with satisfaction. His eyes were full of hope, ¡°Yufei, have you ever... loved me?¡± I could feel the strength when he held my hand and could see the longing and hope in his eyes. Tears blurred my eyes so much so that I couldn¡¯t see his face clearly. I nodded quickly, ¡°I love you, Su Chengzhao, I love you. The only person I love in my life is you. Please don¡¯t leave me alone, please...¡± Su Chengzhao suddenly held my neck and gave me an overbearing but gentle kiss with endless love. I held him in pain and felt his kiss. I knew better than anyone that this was a momentary recovery of consciousness just before his death. Su Chengzhao rubbed my neck and kissed me hard. Finally, he released me and looked at me weakly with a desperate tone, ¡°Yufei, I can¡¯t bear to part with you. I want to kiss you like this until the end of my life.¡± He smiled. It was deeply engraved in my mind forever. His hand on my neck slipped feebly, and he collapsed in my arms. As he closed his eyes, I clearly heard his last words, ¡°It is worth hearing you say you love me...¡± ¡°No! Chengzhao, please wake up! Please!¡± I shook his body and slumped on the ground. I tightly held Su Chengzhao and didn¡¯t let him go. I had first met him five years ago, and I still remembered his young face then. He had smiled at me and told me that he wanted to be my friend. When I got in trouble three years ago, he showed up and offered to share my pain and tide me over. But now, he was gone forever. Why did everyone who loved me all had bad endings? Why did all those who love me had to take the blame for me? What on earth did they do wrong? I lay on the side of Su Chengzhao. Suddenly, a shrill alarm sounded outside, but it was so ironic. I looked at Qin Mochen stand up, his expression serious and calm. The blood on his body didn¡¯t affect his powerful aura at all. He walked toward Mo Yulin with a murderous look. At the moment, Mo Yulin was trembling with fear and racked by remorse. Meanwhile, Qin Mochen was cold and heartless. All these scenes were deeply engraved in my mind. I found that Mo Yulin picked up the gun and wanted to shoot me, but Qin Mochen quickly grabbed the gun and restrained her. I was just like a living dead lying beside Su Chengzhao, my heart filled with grief. Why wasn¡¯t I the one who died? Maybe Mo Yulin was right. She said everything would be fine if I died. ¡°Qin Mochen, go to hell!¡± Suddenly Murong Shuo roared in a shrill voice. My heart trembled and I saw that he was pointing his gun towards Qin Mochen when I turned back. ¡°No!¡± I cried with my eyes red. I wanted to rush to embrace Qin Mochen, but I was still too late. I watched helplessly as the bullet hit Qin Mochen¡¯s chest, but even though he was shot, he still gave me a comforting smile. I felt my heart was so painful as if it was torn to shreds, and I shook my head painfully. The sound of gunfire immediately rang out again, and it was so close to me. The bullet glanced off my ear and shot into the body of Qin Mochen again. I sat on the ground stiffly and looked at Qin Mochen¡¯s expression change from painful to lifeless. ¡°No... Mochen, don¡¯t die, don¡¯t...¡± I wanted to climb over and take a bullet for him. As the gunfire ended, the police broke in. They killed Murong Shuo who wanted to shoot again. Sitting on the ground, Mo Yufei¡¯s face turned pale. Then she was subdued by the police. Everything was settled. Chapter 47: Love Never Ends Until Death Chapter 47: Love Never Ends Until Death Translator: DWM My world had fallen apart totally because the death of Su Chengzhao made my world turn to grey. As for Qin Mochen, he made my world crash down and robbed my last desire to survive. No, Mochen, no... I loosed Su Chengzhao and wanted to climb over to hug him. Lying on the ground, Qin Mochen turned to look at me with strong love in his eyes, then he stretched out his hands and said in a weak voice, ¡°Fei¡¯er, I¡¯m sorry. I made you live so hard in this life. I¡¯m sorry...¡± He was lying in a pool of blood with the blood wetting him all over. At this moment, his cold and handsome face also turned pale and made him look weak. The death of Su Chengzhao and the weakness of Qin Mochen nearly drove me crazy. ¡°Mochen, don¡¯t leave me. Chengzhao has already left me. I can¡¯t live without you anymore, I can¡¯t...¡± I got up and wanted to climb over to him but saw him bitterly smile at me. His smile was full of helplessness, love and favour. Moreover, there was also an endless regret in that smile. Finally, he turned his regret to ¡®sorry¡¯ to me. When the word fell down, I could only see him close his eyes and lie in front of me motionless. The world became silent suddenly. I dazedly looked at Qin Mochen who had closed his eyes, the wounds on his chest, and his pale face. ¡°No, no... no, Mochen, you lied to me. You said that evil stays for thousands of years. You are so bad so how can you die? You have a thousand years to live!¡± I wanted to climb over, however, my underbelly ached and the lower body was covered with blood. Finally, I looked at Qin Mochen with blurred eyes. The pain had overwhelmed me, but I knew that my pain was much less than what they were feeling. I wanted to hug Qin Mochen and wake him up, but finally, my consciousness blurred gradually, and I fell into endless darkness. Everything was gone and everything would start again. If I didn¡¯t exist in this world, everyone would become better. The winter was frozen. It was snowing and everywhere was covered with snow, just as my heart, bleak and dead. In the dark night, I walked in the street alone and recalled the past memories in my mind. Two years had passed since that event; people and things around me had changed. Su Chengzhao had left me alone with only his memories accompanying me. Standing below a tree, I raised my head and saw the flying geese with endless sadness in my heart. A familiar voice sounded behind me, ¡°Miss Mo, it is cold outside. Let¡¯s go in.¡± I parted my lips lightly, ¡°Is it really cold? But why can¡¯t I feel it?¡± Sister Ling sighed helplessly, ¡°Miss Mo, you are lucky enough that you got a treatment in time two years ago. It saved your life, or your body would really be cold.¡± I knew Sister Ling was teasing me. Yes, I thought that I would die of cervical cancer two years ago. However, out of my expectation, Qin Mochen contacted the most authoritative expert and cured me so that I could live. I didn¡¯t know when Qin Mochen became aware of my disease, but it was not important at all now. Sister Ling walked forward and supported my arm, then looked at me worriedly, ¡°Miss Mo, don¡¯t be like this, or President Qin would be sad.¡± Qin Mochen? The three characters made my heart ache. If it was not for me, how could he become like this? He got shot on his chest. I thought he had died, so when I woke up after that operation, I wanted to die following him. Unexpectedly, he was still alive, but he was in a permanent coma. My heart twisted. I couldn¡¯t help crying bitterly. Two years had passed, and I didn¡¯t know how long he would sleep. Didn¡¯t he love me? But why would he rather have me suffer two years than open his eyes to see me? Sister Ling patted on my back, comforted me, and accompanied me silently. ¡°Fei¡¯er,¡± a familiar voice sounded behind me. I was stunned and even thought that I was hallucinating. Chapter 48: I Owe Him a Lot Chapter 48: I Owe Him a Lot Translator: DWM Miss Ling was also shocked, ¡°Mr. Qin, you finally woke up!¡± She shook my arm with a smile on her face. ¡°Miss Mo, Mr. Qin woke up! Finally woke up!¡± ¡°Yufei, I miss you so much.¡± The familiar voice kept coming from behind me and approached me slowly. I closed my eyes and swallowed the tears threatening to fall down. I didn¡¯t know what the tears tasted like before, but at that moment, I knew it was sweet. I turned around and looked at the man standing in front of me. His handsome face was thin, and his dark eyes were filled with endless tenderness and love. He smiled and parted his lips. He opened his arms with a warm voice. ¡°Yufei, I love you...¡± I bit my lower lip and couldn¡¯t stop myself from falling into his arms. I felt the long-lost embrace and the strong love. My cold heart was gradually replaced by warmth. When I was buried in his arms, I suddenly muffled and asked, ¡°Did you take care of me when I was blind?¡± Qin Mochen smiled lightly and sang for a moment. I asked again,¡° In that warehouse, you were the one who got hurt when I was blind in your arms. That time you held me in my arms, the blood on my hands was yours, wasn¡¯t it? You knew my situation, right?¡± ¡°Yes,¡± Qin Mochen said quietly without hesitation, ¡°Yufei, I¡¯m sorry. Su Chengzhao told me everything about five years ago. In fact, I found that I had fallen in love with you already, but I found out too late.¡± I left his arms, put my hands around his neck, looked at his beautiful face, laughed and shook my head. ¡°It¡¯s not too late. At least you wake up.¡± Qin Mochen caressed my cheek with love and compassion and said with a deep and firm voice. ¡°Yufei, loving you makes me suffer too much. You don¡¯t need to love me back in this life. I just want to love you with all my heart.¡± He lowered his head and kissed my lips to thaw the lingering, cold snow that fell on our body, gradually melting my frozen heart. Qin Mochen, I will love you back in this life. Our love will be magnificent and vigorous, until the end of time... ¡°Daddy, Mommy, Le is back.¡± As the tender voice fell, a child ran in from outside. He ran quickly, just about to run into my arms. However, midway, he was taken by Qin Mochen, who lifted him up, with a warning on his face. ¡°In the future, you should not jump so hard into Mommy¡¯s arms. Mommy¡¯s body is weak, and she can¡¯t stand your little head bumping into her.¡± Le naughtily showed his tongue, turned his head and looked at me sadly, ¡°Mommy, look at Daddy. Since I can remember, he doesn¡¯t allow me to hold you, always afraid that I will hurt you.¡± He pouted his lips. His small and cute face filled my heart with warmth and happiness. After the surgery, the doctor said that the chances of getting pregnant were very low. I didn¡¯t expect to be pregnant again as my body was getting worse than before. Qin Mochen never made me worry about the children. He had done everything for me.I really appreciated what he said: ¡°In this life, I do not need you to love me, only my love you is enough¡±. Le went to wash and eat with Miss Ling. Qin Mochen held me in his arms and kissed me on the cheek. I hugged his neck, looked up at his dark eyes, hesitated for a long time then said, ¡°Mochen, I want to see Chengzhao. I want to make him Le¡¯s godfather.¡± Looking at Qin Mochen¡¯s tense handsome face, I put my head on his chest with nervousness. I listened to his beating heart and murmured in a low voice, ¡°I owe him too much, which I cannot make up for in this life. I thought for a long time: the only thing I can do is to make him Le¡¯s godfather.¡± Chapter 49: Haven’t You Died Yet?! Chapter 49: Haven¡¯t You Died Yet?! Translator: DWM I closed my eyes and recalled the love and tolerance of Su Chengzhao. He was the greatest debt I ever owed in my life. Qin Mochen sighed gently and stroked my long hair with his hands, then said with a low voice, ¡°I owe him too. Let¡¯s visit him this afternoon.¡± I raised my head and kissed his lips. Looking at his smiling eyes, I whispered gently, ¡°Mochen, I love you.¡± I have always loved you... Standing in front of the tomb and looking at the extremely familiar photo on it, my heart began to ache again. Although seven years have passed, I still couldn¡¯t get over it. Qin Mochen patted my shoulder, then turned and squatted to hold Le¡¯er¡¯s shoulders. He said seriously, ¡°Qin Yule, the man, Su Chengzhao, in the photo of the tomb is your godfather from now on. He saved your father and your mother in that event. Without him, the whole Qin Family would not have existed .¡± Qin Yule looked at Qin Mochen and nodded seriously, then he turned to kneel in front of the tomb and kowtowed three times. His young voice was full of sincerity, ¡°Godfather, I¡¯m Qin Yule, the son of Qin Family. From now on, I¡¯m also your godson.¡± Le¡¯er¡¯s voice provoked the emotions in my heart. I couldn¡¯t hold my tears any more and finally choked with sobs. I had told Le¡¯er all the things when he was only two or three years old. I wanted to let him know there was a person in the world who had died for his father and mother. Qin Mochen held me in his arms and lowered to kiss off the tears on my face, ¡°If you want to cry, just cry out. I will not only love you for the rest of my life, but also love you with Su Chengzhao¡¯s love.¡± On the way home, I told Qin Mochen that I wanted to visit Mo Yulin in the jail. Now seven years later, I wondered about her condition. Was she still unrepentant and hated me as before? I entered into the jail alone. There was a woman who was thin and sallow with a bad spirit walking in the Visiting Indoor from outside. Seven years later, I didn¡¯t expect that I would meet such a Mo Yulin. She raised her eyes and sneered, ¡°Haven¡¯t you died yet?¡± I just smiled after hearing her words. I had relaxed about the past things after seven years. What I wanted to do now was to grasp the future. ¡°Were you good these seven years?¡± Seeing her messy look, I didn¡¯t have any sarcasm in my tone. Mo Yulin looked at me plainly, as if she had kept out of the affairs, ¡°I can¡¯t be better here. In the jail , looking at the moon outside the cage alone every night, I gradually figured out something.¡± The plain and relieved tone of her made me surprised. Maybe time could really change a person. Mo Yulin glanced at me with a strong sense of sadness in her eyes, ¡°I didn¡¯t expect that you would visit me after seven years. Have you come to mock me? Or came to see if I have died or not?¡± I closed my lips and kept silent, only looking at her calmly. Mo Yulin withdrew her gaze and lowered it see her hands, then she muttered, ¡°Qin Mochen is...¡± She didn¡¯t speak out the last words, but I knew her meaning. When she was arrested in the past, Qin Mochen got shot and fell into a coma. She didn¡¯t know if he was still alive. Chapter 50: Let’s Go Home (THE END) Chapter 50: Let¡¯s Go Home (THE END) Translator: DWM I answered calmly, ¡°He¡¯s fine. We have already gotten married, and now we have a baby named Qin Yule.¡± I found her stunned for a moment, and then she smiled with a sense of loneliness, relief and sadness. She lowered her head and I couldn¡¯t see her expression, but then she said in a depressing voice, ¡°Mo Yufei, in fact, I really envy you. You were born into a rich family, and you had everything I never had. When I was adopted by your family, I had to smile and flatter you about everything. So I began to hate you and envy you. It was a feeling that you would never understand. ¡°That year Qin Mochen had a car accident, you carried him until you fainted from fatigue, and when Qin Mochen woke up, I took all the credit for it. From then on, Qin Mochen began to care about me, spoil me, and then he slowly fell in love with me. When I discovered that the glory was within my reach, and that I could be cherished as a princess by others, I was deeply in the illusion of falsehood. At that time, I could look at you crying with grief, look at you without your favorite man. Do you know how happy I was?!¡± She looked at me and grasped the iron fence with both hands, then said emotionally, ¡°From then on, I swore to take everything away from you, to make everything you had disappear, to let you get nothing you like, to let everything you care about be destroyed by me, and to see you even more miserable and inferior than I was before while standing in a higher position!¡± I looked at her impulse fearlessly and said flatly, ¡°But what is the result? You have not only hurt others but also yourself.¡± Mo Yulin smiled bitterly and sat on the chair, ¡°Yes, you are right. These seven years have taught me a lesson¡ªeven if you take something that doesn¡¯t belong to you, sooner or later, you have to return it back.¡± Suddenly, she stood up and gave me a cold look, ¡°Mo Yufei, I didn¡¯t have the right to choose before, but if I can get out of prison in the future, I hope I can choose a place far away from you all where I will never have to cross paths with you anymore.¡± She turned to leave after finishing her words. I looked at her lonely back, then stood up to say softly, ¡°When you get out of prison in the future, I will greet you here. I will greet you as your elder sister. No matter how many mistakes you have made in the past, I will forgive you. Don¡¯t forget your last name is Mo, you will always be a part of our family.¡± Mo Yulin stopped walking and paused there for a long time. Finally, she turned around, lowered her head and said feebly, ¡°Mo Yufei, please say sorry to our parents in front of their graves for me. I am most ashamed to our parents in my life. ¡± Looking at her heavy back, I smiled softly, ¡°When you get out of prison, go to their graves as their daughter and apologize to them.¡± Mo Yulin suddenly turned and left without a word. I stood outside and had an unspeakable feeling in my heart when I looked at the closed door. Seven years had passed. I thought we all had put the past grudge down, but I didn¡¯t expect that Mo Yulin had not completely forgotten the hatred. However, her hatred now was only for me. As I turned to leave, I heard the voice of the prison guard behind me. I looked back and heard the guard say, ¡°The prisoner of 0176 asked me to convey a message to you. She said that thank you for giving her the chance to go back to Mo family and that she will try to get out of jail early and apologize to your parents in person.¡± When I heard what he said, I felt a surge of joy. Then I thanked the guard and left. Time really could change a person: all the hatred would gradually disappear with time. I walked out of the prison and saw two males, an adult and a kid, waiting for me in the distance. Qin Mochen held the hand of Qin Yule. Looking at me come out, Le¡¯er waved his hands excitedly and called me mommy. Qin Mochen picked up Le¡¯er with one hand and held my waist with the other. He didn¡¯t ask me what I said to Mo Yulin, but looked at me with a gentle smile, ¡°Let¡¯s go home!¡± I put my arm around his waist and leaned my head on his shoulder, then answered happily, ¡°Let¡¯s go home!¡±