《The Long Road Ahead》


 CH 1

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    "I got a new boyfriend."


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    This former supervisor of Xiao Ning''s was always so random, which was why Xiao Ning never took his words too seriously, and seeing that Lu Yan had already grown irritated beside beside him, he then added smilingly, "If it''s not anything urgent, you can just tell me about it tomorrow."


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    "Right now?" Lu Yan''s face did not look pleased at all. "Why are you even going there? Were you asked to go there to drink? You don''t even like doing stuff like that. Look at the time right now, yet he still called you out from so far away to do something troublesome. What kind of friend is that?"


    The crackle and pops of the firecrackers being released on the other end of the line could be heard, Lu Yan was known to love those sort of festive things, thus his reply was given in a shout: "Hello?! Is that you, Xiao Ning?"


    Dong dong dong dong...


    At the New Year''s celebration the year before, such a plot unfolded. Lu Yan had returned to his family''s home during that period, bringing along with him his then girlfriend a that time. They were as sweet as sugar and honey, and the elders of the house were overjoyed and excited about it. It didn''t take much thought for Xiao Ning to know what this excitement would look like.


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    "Anyway, I''ll go check on the other apartment on my way there. If it''s nothing serious, I''ll go straight there on my way back. Your friend... I mean, your boyfriend will be arriving tomorrow, yes?" Xiao Ning smiled, picking up his coat and his wallet, "My room doesn''t need to be tidied up, by the way, it''s quite clean."


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    Lu Yan stared at him, seeming somewhat angered as well as a bit wronged, "He''s not here as yet."


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    "Anyway, I''ll go check on the other apartment on my way there. If it''s nothing serious, I''ll go straight there on my way back. Your friend... I mean, your boyfriend will be arriving tomorrow, yes?" Xiao Ning smiled, picking up his coat and his wallet, "My room doesn''t need to be tidied up, by the way, it''s quite clean."


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    Dong dong dong dong...


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    From over his shoulder, Lu Yan also took a peek, "Bai Ye (White Night)?"


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    "Right now?" Lu Yan''s face did not look pleased at all. "Why are you even going there? Were you asked to go there to drink? You don''t even like doing stuff like that. Look at the time right now, yet he still called you out from so far away to do something troublesome. What kind of friend is that?"


    Your unfriendly neighbourhood translator has something to say: Our couple is £ºµ¥º£ÃùXÏôÄþ (Shan Hai''ming x Xiao Ning) aka NOT LU YAN, thank god. As shown above, the Xi¨¡o (dreary/mugwort) in our MC''s name is not С(Xi¨£o: little). But that second Xiao (little) is used as a prefix for our Little Ning by his seniors (Wang Hua) and Lu Yan sometimes.


    At the New Year''s celebration the year before, such a plot unfolded. Lu Yan had returned to his family''s home during that period, bringing along with him his then girlfriend a that time. They were as sweet as sugar and honey, and the elders of the house were overjoyed and excited about it. It didn''t take much thought for Xiao Ning to know what this excitement would look like.


    Which all meant Xiao Ning would often cover for Lu Yan with Mother Lu and Father Lu, and of course the matter of Lu Yan''s bisexuality was included in the matters to be hidden.


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    "Anyway, I''ll go check on the other apartment on my way there. If it''s nothing serious, I''ll go straight there on my way back. Your friend... I mean, your boyfriend will be arriving tomorrow, yes?" Xiao Ning smiled, picking up his coat and his wallet, "My room doesn''t need to be tidied up, by the way, it''s quite clean."


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    Which all meant Xiao Ning would often cover for Lu Yan with Mother Lu and Father Lu, and of course the matter of Lu Yan''s bisexuality was included in the matters to be hidden.


    So if Wang Hua truly had a problem, Xiao Ning would obviously not stand idly by, "What happened?"


    After the Spring Festival was over, Lu Yan had again returned to the city, and as par for the course, shared his innermost feelings with Xiao Ning. Grumbling about how his girlfriend had no sensibility, how she didn''t know where to find anything for him in the family home so she couldn''t serve him properly.


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    From over his shoulder, Lu Yan also took a peek, "Bai Ye (White Night)?"


    From over his shoulder, Lu Yan also took a peek, "Bai Ye (White Night)?"


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    Xiao Ning replied with a hum, his ears noticing the sharp voice of a woman coming from the other line as well. That other voice screeched and laughed, sound very much like its owner was quite happy, "Yeah, it''s not anything serious by the way. I just wanted to tell you..."


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    Your unfriendly neighbourhood translator has something to say: Our couple is £ºµ¥º£ÃùXÏôÄþ (Shan Hai''ming x Xiao Ning) aka NOT LU YAN, thank god. As shown above, the Xi¨¡o (dreary/mugwort) in our MC''s name is not С(Xi¨£o: little). But that second Xiao (little) is used as a prefix for our Little Ning by his seniors (Wang Hua) and Lu Yan sometimes.


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    As the host on the television counted down the arriving year, Xiao Ning had blown out a breath of air before pulling out his phone with trembling fingers. Those fingers of his were stiff as he gave Lu Yan a call, the other party to this gesture answering it rather quickly.


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    The only thing there was to blame for such an event, was their first meeting being too wonderful as well as occurring too early. You see, Xiao Ning at that time had yet to have had the layers of armor to protect his young heart sprout, so later when he had become aware they had grown, the things within it had long been buried quite deep. So at the outermost part of this shell, where those memories akin to the embers of a campfire, thus the attachments which lay at the bottom of his heart could not bear to let them part and struggled in their final throes of death.


    It was also in part to Lu Yan''s looks being just too remarkable, thus men and women alike were all devoured. And because of that pretty baby-face of his, whoever laid eyes on it, would fall head over heels for it completely. On top of all this, he also possessed a pair slanted, long, and irresistible phoenix eyes. Eyes that with only a squint on his part, coupled with a faint smile, would truly force anyone who bore it witness to grow weak in the knees¡ªmaking them enthralled, and allowing his every endeavour to result in success.


    However, Xiao Ning did not really go anywhere at that time, he had actually spent that year''s celebration standing in the central square of the city for the entirety of the night. Doing so with all of the other homeless vagabonds who all stared at the New Year''s Gala being transmitted on the huge screen above them, and freezing his behind off to the point he had forgotten his own family name.


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    This former supervisor of Xiao Ning''s was always so random, which was why Xiao Ning never took his words too seriously, and seeing that Lu Yan had already grown irritated beside beside him, he then added smilingly, "If it''s not anything urgent, you can just tell me about it tomorrow."


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    Young Master Lu, this character point of yours is really consistent, lacking any chance of change over all these years. So only the officials are allowed to set fires as they make their mischief, while the common folk aren''t allowed to set so much as a match alight.


    "Anyway, I''ll go check on the other apartment on my way there. If it''s nothing serious, I''ll go straight there on my way back. Your friend... I mean, your boyfriend will be arriving tomorrow, yes?" Xiao Ning smiled, picking up his coat and his wallet, "My room doesn''t need to be tidied up, by the way, it''s quite clean."


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    The crackle and pops of the firecrackers being released on the other end of the line could be heard, Lu Yan was known to love those sort of festive things, thus his reply was given in a shout: "Hello?! Is that you, Xiao Ning?"


    Hence, in the end, he would leave with high spirits then return with his spirits low, never missing the chance to make his way to find Xiao Ning and air his grievances as if the one who did the dumping was not him at all, and as if the one greatly wronged in the matter was he, himself. Showing an utter lack of awareness of his own actions as he acted spoiled towards Xiao Ning.


    After the Spring Festival was over, Lu Yan had again returned to the city, and as par for the course, shared his innermost feelings with Xiao Ning. Grumbling about how his girlfriend had no sensibility, how she didn''t know where to find anything for him in the family home so she couldn''t serve him properly.


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    The New Year''s Bell tolled to announce the years arrival, is that how that phrase is said? And everyone in the entire country erupted into a sea of joy.


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    At the New Year''s celebration the year before, such a plot unfolded. Lu Yan had returned to his family''s home during that period, bringing along with him his then girlfriend a that time. They were as sweet as sugar and honey, and the elders of the house were overjoyed and excited about it. It didn''t take much thought for Xiao Ning to know what this excitement would look like.


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    This downtown apartment was bought for Lu Yan by his family, and from the outset, he never asked Xiao Ning''s opinion, only dragging him there to live with him after their graduation as if such a thing was expected. Xiao Ning neither paid the rent there, nor the utilities, but Lu Yan paid no attention to the daily expenses and necessities, so the task of keeping the place like a home was left to Xiao Ning. Thus, from the orchid on the windowsill, to the shampoo in the bathroom, such things were all bought by him.


    However, Xiao Ning did not really go anywhere at that time, he had actually spent that year''s celebration standing in the central square of the city for the entirety of the night. Doing so with all of the other homeless vagabonds who all stared at the New Year''s Gala being transmitted on the huge screen above them, and freezing his behind off to the point he had forgotten his own family name.


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    "Bai Ye?" It sounded like the name of a bar. Xiao Ning frowned, thinking to himself for a short while, then stood up, "You can go to bed now, I''ll go see what''s going on."


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    "Bai Ye?" It sounded like the name of a bar. Xiao Ning frowned, thinking to himself for a short while, then stood up, "You can go to bed now, I''ll go see what''s going on."


    As the host on the television counted down the arriving year, Xiao Ning had blown out a breath of air before pulling out his phone with trembling fingers. Those fingers of his were stiff as he gave Lu Yan a call, the other party to this gesture answering it rather quickly.


    Him saying those things meant he was surely going to leave, hence Lu Yan''s expression turning frigid, with him then ignoring Xiao Ning as he went to his bedroom, slamming the door heavily to show just how pissed he was because of it.


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    It was also in part to Lu Yan''s looks being just too remarkable, thus men and women alike were all devoured. And because of that pretty baby-face of his, whoever laid eyes on it, would fall head over heels for it completely. On top of all this, he also possessed a pair slanted, long, and irresistible phoenix eyes. Eyes that with only a squint on his part, coupled with a faint smile, would truly force anyone who bore it witness to grow weak in the knees¡ªmaking them enthralled, and allowing his every endeavour to result in success.


    The crackle and pops of the firecrackers being released on the other end of the line could be heard, Lu Yan was known to love those sort of festive things, thus his reply was given in a shout: "Hello?! Is that you, Xiao Ning?"


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    But isn''t it likely that person would be staying in Lu Yan''s room?


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    Without hesitation, Xiao Ning pressed the button and accepted the call, only to immediately hear the other person cry out from the other end, "Help me, Xiao Ning!"


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    Without hesitation, Xiao Ning pressed the button and accepted the call, only to immediately hear the other person cry out from the other end, "Help me, Xiao Ning!"


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning replied with a hum, his ears noticing the sharp voice of a woman coming from the other line as well. That other voice screeched and laughed, sound very much like its owner was quite happy, "Yeah, it''s not anything serious by the way. I just wanted to tell you..."


    The New Year''s Bell tolled to announce the years arrival, is that how that phrase is said? And everyone in the entire country erupted into a sea of joy.


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    The New Year''s Bell tolled to announce the years arrival, is that how that phrase is said? And everyone in the entire country erupted into a sea of joy.


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    Dong dong dong dong...


    This downtown apartment was bought for Lu Yan by his family, and from the outset, he never asked Xiao Ning''s opinion, only dragging him there to live with him after their graduation as if such a thing was expected. Xiao Ning neither paid the rent there, nor the utilities, but Lu Yan paid no attention to the daily expenses and necessities, so the task of keeping the place like a home was left to Xiao Ning. Thus, from the orchid on the windowsill, to the shampoo in the bathroom, such things were all bought by him.


    Lu Yan stared at him, seeming somewhat angered as well as a bit wronged, "He''s not here as yet."


    The only thing there was to blame for such an event, was their first meeting being too wonderful as well as occurring too early. You see, Xiao Ning at that time had yet to have had the layers of armor to protect his young heart sprout, so later when he had become aware they had grown, the things within it had long been buried quite deep. So at the outermost part of this shell, where those memories akin to the embers of a campfire, thus the attachments which lay at the bottom of his heart could not bear to let them part and struggled in their final throes of death.


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    The New Year''s Bell tolled to announce the years arrival, is that how that phrase is said? And everyone in the entire country erupted into a sea of joy.


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    It was also in part to Lu Yan''s looks being just too remarkable, thus men and women alike were all devoured. And because of that pretty baby-face of his, whoever laid eyes on it, would fall head over heels for it completely. On top of all this, he also possessed a pair slanted, long, and irresistible phoenix eyes. Eyes that with only a squint on his part, coupled with a faint smile, would truly force anyone who bore it witness to grow weak in the knees¡ªmaking them enthralled, and allowing his every endeavour to result in success.


    At the New Year''s celebration the year before, such a plot unfolded. Lu Yan had returned to his family''s home during that period, bringing along with him his then girlfriend a that time. They were as sweet as sugar and honey, and the elders of the house were overjoyed and excited about it. It didn''t take much thought for Xiao Ning to know what this excitement would look like.


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    The crackle and pops of the firecrackers being released on the other end of the line could be heard, Lu Yan was known to love those sort of festive things, thus his reply was given in a shout: "Hello?! Is that you, Xiao Ning?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    After the Spring Festival was over, Lu Yan had again returned to the city, and as par for the course, shared his innermost feelings with Xiao Ning. Grumbling about how his girlfriend had no sensibility, how she didn''t know where to find anything for him in the family home so she couldn''t serve him properly.


    Young Master Lu, this character point of yours is really consistent, lacking any chance of change over all these years. So only the officials are allowed to set fires as they make their mischief, while the common folk aren''t allowed to set so much as a match alight.


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    The only thing there was to blame for such an event, was their first meeting being too wonderful as well as occurring too early. You see, Xiao Ning at that time had yet to have had the layers of armor to protect his young heart sprout, so later when he had become aware they had grown, the things within it had long been buried quite deep. So at the outermost part of this shell, where those memories akin to the embers of a campfire, thus the attachments which lay at the bottom of his heart could not bear to let them part and struggled in their final throes of death.


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    The only thing there was to blame for such an event, was their first meeting being too wonderful as well as occurring too early. You see, Xiao Ning at that time had yet to have had the layers of armor to protect his young heart sprout, so later when he had become aware they had grown, the things within it had long been buried quite deep. So at the outermost part of this shell, where those memories akin to the embers of a campfire, thus the attachments which lay at the bottom of his heart could not bear to let them part and struggled in their final throes of death.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."


    Hence, in the end, he would leave with high spirits then return with his spirits low, never missing the chance to make his way to find Xiao Ning and air his grievances as if the one who did the dumping was not him at all, and as if the one greatly wronged in the matter was he, himself. Showing an utter lack of awareness of his own actions as he acted spoiled towards Xiao Ning.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    Your unfriendly neighbourhood translator has something to say: Our couple is £ºµ¥º£ÃùXÏôÄþ (Shan Hai''ming x Xiao Ning) aka NOT LU YAN, thank god. As shown above, the Xi¨¡o (dreary/mugwort) in our MC''s name is not С(Xi¨£o: little). But that second Xiao (little) is used as a prefix for our Little Ning by his seniors (Wang Hua) and Lu Yan sometimes.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."


    So if Wang Hua truly had a problem, Xiao Ning would obviously not stand idly by, "What happened?"


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    This downtown apartment was bought for Lu Yan by his family, and from the outset, he never asked Xiao Ning''s opinion, only dragging him there to live with him after their graduation as if such a thing was expected. Xiao Ning neither paid the rent there, nor the utilities, but Lu Yan paid no attention to the daily expenses and necessities, so the task of keeping the place like a home was left to Xiao Ning. Thus, from the orchid on the windowsill, to the shampoo in the bathroom, such things were all bought by him.


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    However, Xiao Ning did not really go anywhere at that time, he had actually spent that year''s celebration standing in the central square of the city for the entirety of the night. Doing so with all of the other homeless vagabonds who all stared at the New Year''s Gala being transmitted on the huge screen above them, and freezing his behind off to the point he had forgotten his own family name.


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    From over his shoulder, Lu Yan also took a peek, "Bai Ye (White Night)?"


    What could Xiao Ning do about this, though? His only option was to coax and coddle that ''poor'' person until he felt better, as after many years of such a habit, even he himself couldn''t seem to change it.


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    Dong dong dong dong...


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    Looking at Lu Yan carefully, he nodded then asked, "So should I go stay somewhere else for a few days?"


    What could Xiao Ning do about this, though? His only option was to coax and coddle that ''poor'' person until he felt better, as after many years of such a habit, even he himself couldn''t seem to change it.


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    This downtown apartment was bought for Lu Yan by his family, and from the outset, he never asked Xiao Ning''s opinion, only dragging him there to live with him after their graduation as if such a thing was expected. Xiao Ning neither paid the rent there, nor the utilities, but Lu Yan paid no attention to the daily expenses and necessities, so the task of keeping the place like a home was left to Xiao Ning. Thus, from the orchid on the windowsill, to the shampoo in the bathroom, such things were all bought by him.


    But isn''t it likely that person would be staying in Lu Yan''s room?


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    But isn''t it likely that person would be staying in Lu Yan''s room?


    The next day had almost arrived, the night was almost over, so where exactly would there be the time to find someone to go there and clean it?


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    Young Master Lu, this character point of yours is really consistent, lacking any chance of change over all these years. So only the officials are allowed to set fires as they make their mischief, while the common folk aren''t allowed to set so much as a match alight.


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    It was also in part to Lu Yan''s looks being just too remarkable, thus men and women alike were all devoured. And because of that pretty baby-face of his, whoever laid eyes on it, would fall head over heels for it completely. On top of all this, he also possessed a pair slanted, long, and irresistible phoenix eyes. Eyes that with only a squint on his part, coupled with a faint smile, would truly force anyone who bore it witness to grow weak in the knees¡ªmaking them enthralled, and allowing his every endeavour to result in success.


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    The New Year''s Bell tolled to announce the years arrival, is that how that phrase is said? And everyone in the entire country erupted into a sea of joy.


    Looking at Lu Yan carefully, he nodded then asked, "So should I go stay somewhere else for a few days?"


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    "I got a new boyfriend."


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    Guessing that Lu Yan would most likely not get up early to eat breakfast during the weekend, Xiao Ning switched it, "Lunch. What would you like? You said you wanted to eat some shrimp wontons this morning, yeah? Or how about some curried chicken from that place on Main Street? I remember you really liked it last time, so how about I bring you some?"


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    From time to time, Lu Yan would bring his partners over, and when he did, Xiao Ning would willingly make himself scarce. Hence, at this time, he would obviously be doing the same thing too.


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    As the host on the television counted down the arriving year, Xiao Ning had blown out a breath of air before pulling out his phone with trembling fingers. Those fingers of his were stiff as he gave Lu Yan a call, the other party to this gesture answering it rather quickly.


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    Him saying those things meant he was surely going to leave, hence Lu Yan''s expression turning frigid, with him then ignoring Xiao Ning as he went to his bedroom, slamming the door heavily to show just how pissed he was because of it.


    What could Xiao Ning do about this, though? His only option was to coax and coddle that ''poor'' person until he felt better, as after many years of such a habit, even he himself couldn''t seem to change it.


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    Looking at Lu Yan carefully, he nodded then asked, "So should I go stay somewhere else for a few days?"


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    It was also in part to Lu Yan''s looks being just too remarkable, thus men and women alike were all devoured. And because of that pretty baby-face of his, whoever laid eyes on it, would fall head over heels for it completely. On top of all this, he also possessed a pair slanted, long, and irresistible phoenix eyes. Eyes that with only a squint on his part, coupled with a faint smile, would truly force anyone who bore it witness to grow weak in the knees¡ªmaking them enthralled, and allowing his every endeavour to result in success.


    The next day had almost arrived, the night was almost over, so where exactly would there be the time to find someone to go there and clean it?


    "I got a new boyfriend."


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    However, Xiao Ning did not really go anywhere at that time, he had actually spent that year''s celebration standing in the central square of the city for the entirety of the night. Doing so with all of the other homeless vagabonds who all stared at the New Year''s Gala being transmitted on the huge screen above them, and freezing his behind off to the point he had forgotten his own family name.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    However, Xiao Ning did not really go anywhere at that time, he had actually spent that year''s celebration standing in the central square of the city for the entirety of the night. Doing so with all of the other homeless vagabonds who all stared at the New Year''s Gala being transmitted on the huge screen above them, and freezing his behind off to the point he had forgotten his own family name.


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    After the Spring Festival was over, Lu Yan had again returned to the city, and as par for the course, shared his innermost feelings with Xiao Ning. Grumbling about how his girlfriend had no sensibility, how she didn''t know where to find anything for him in the family home so she couldn''t serve him properly.


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    "It''s Wang Hua." Xiao Ning did not have the habit of avoiding Lu Yan when he took calls. Besides, Lu Yan also knew Wang Hua, as the man was Xiao Ning''s old superior before he transferred over to a new company called Rihua.


    There was another apartment under Lu Yan''s name in A-City, but it was much too far away from the main transit area so transportation was inconvenient, and the living facilities were incomplete. Lu Yan also did not like going there to rest at all, so at times like these, Xiao Ning would go there to stay.


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    Which all meant Xiao Ning would often cover for Lu Yan with Mother Lu and Father Lu, and of course the matter of Lu Yan''s bisexuality was included in the matters to be hidden.


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    When it came to Young Master Lu, Xiao Ning reckons he knew far more about Lu Yan than even Lu Yan''s own parents. So now in his twenty-seventh year, what aspect of Lu Yan''s virtue was there that he could be considered unaware?


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    After the Spring Festival was over, Lu Yan had again returned to the city, and as par for the course, shared his innermost feelings with Xiao Ning. Grumbling about how his girlfriend had no sensibility, how she didn''t know where to find anything for him in the family home so she couldn''t serve him properly.


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    Without hesitation, Xiao Ning pressed the button and accepted the call, only to immediately hear the other person cry out from the other end, "Help me, Xiao Ning!"


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    Given his indifference, Xiao Ning usually appeared to be much more reliable than Lu Yan, yet the truth was he was the one half a year younger of the two. Taking a seat beside Lu Yan on the other sofa, he thought back to an incident a few days earlier, where Lu Yan went out and failed to return for the night, giving him a hunch that made him ask, "Have you two met up in person?"


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    Lu Yan stared at him, seeming somewhat angered as well as a bit wronged, "He''s not here as yet."


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    "Anyway, I''ll go check on the other apartment on my way there. If it''s nothing serious, I''ll go straight there on my way back. Your friend... I mean, your boyfriend will be arriving tomorrow, yes?" Xiao Ning smiled, picking up his coat and his wallet, "My room doesn''t need to be tidied up, by the way, it''s quite clean."


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    The crackle and pops of the firecrackers being released on the other end of the line could be heard, Lu Yan was known to love those sort of festive things, thus his reply was given in a shout: "Hello?! Is that you, Xiao Ning?"


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    But isn''t it likely that person would be staying in Lu Yan''s room?


    Hence, in the end, he would leave with high spirits then return with his spirits low, never missing the chance to make his way to find Xiao Ning and air his grievances as if the one who did the dumping was not him at all, and as if the one greatly wronged in the matter was he, himself. Showing an utter lack of awareness of his own actions as he acted spoiled towards Xiao Ning.


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    Which all meant Xiao Ning would often cover for Lu Yan with Mother Lu and Father Lu, and of course the matter of Lu Yan''s bisexuality was included in the matters to be hidden.


    This former supervisor of Xiao Ning''s was always so random, which was why Xiao Ning never took his words too seriously, and seeing that Lu Yan had already grown irritated beside beside him, he then added smilingly, "If it''s not anything urgent, you can just tell me about it tomorrow."


    Xiao Ning replied with a hum, his ears noticing the sharp voice of a woman coming from the other line as well. That other voice screeched and laughed, sound very much like its owner was quite happy, "Yeah, it''s not anything serious by the way. I just wanted to tell you..."


    Hence, in the end, he would leave with high spirits then return with his spirits low, never missing the chance to make his way to find Xiao Ning and air his grievances as if the one who did the dumping was not him at all, and as if the one greatly wronged in the matter was he, himself. Showing an utter lack of awareness of his own actions as he acted spoiled towards Xiao Ning.


    As luck would have it, Xiao Ding, for both his days in high school and those in university, would also have his tuition be subsidized by Lu Yan''s family. This was due to Lu Yan''s parents both being quite fond of him, because of them feeling that not only was he was a good student, but him being of good character, and an honest and upright boy¡ªone worthy of being their son''s beneficial friend.


    This former supervisor of Xiao Ning''s was always so random, which was why Xiao Ning never took his words too seriously, and seeing that Lu Yan had already grown irritated beside beside him, he then added smilingly, "If it''s not anything urgent, you can just tell me about it tomorrow."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    The next day had almost arrived, the night was almost over, so where exactly would there be the time to find someone to go there and clean it?


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    This former supervisor of Xiao Ning''s was always so random, which was why Xiao Ning never took his words too seriously, and seeing that Lu Yan had already grown irritated beside beside him, he then added smilingly, "If it''s not anything urgent, you can just tell me about it tomorrow."


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    "I got a new boyfriend."


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    This downtown apartment was bought for Lu Yan by his family, and from the outset, he never asked Xiao Ning''s opinion, only dragging him there to live with him after their graduation as if such a thing was expected. Xiao Ning neither paid the rent there, nor the utilities, but Lu Yan paid no attention to the daily expenses and necessities, so the task of keeping the place like a home was left to Xiao Ning. Thus, from the orchid on the windowsill, to the shampoo in the bathroom, such things were all bought by him.


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning replied with a hum, his ears noticing the sharp voice of a woman coming from the other line as well. That other voice screeched and laughed, sound very much like its owner was quite happy, "Yeah, it''s not anything serious by the way. I just wanted to tell you..."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    Your unfriendly neighbourhood translator has something to say: Our couple is £ºµ¥º£ÃùXÏôÄþ (Shan Hai''ming x Xiao Ning) aka NOT LU YAN, thank god. As shown above, the Xi¨¡o (dreary/mugwort) in our MC''s name is not С(Xi¨£o: little). But that second Xiao (little) is used as a prefix for our Little Ning by his seniors (Wang Hua) and Lu Yan sometimes.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."


    Hence, in the end, he would leave with high spirits then return with his spirits low, never missing the chance to make his way to find Xiao Ning and air his grievances as if the one who did the dumping was not him at all, and as if the one greatly wronged in the matter was he, himself. Showing an utter lack of awareness of his own actions as he acted spoiled towards Xiao Ning.


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    However, Xiao Ning did not really go anywhere at that time, he had actually spent that year''s celebration standing in the central square of the city for the entirety of the night. Doing so with all of the other homeless vagabonds who all stared at the New Year''s Gala being transmitted on the huge screen above them, and freezing his behind off to the point he had forgotten his own family name.


    Lu Yan stared at him, seeming somewhat angered as well as a bit wronged, "He''s not here as yet."


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    This former supervisor of Xiao Ning''s was always so random, which was why Xiao Ning never took his words too seriously, and seeing that Lu Yan had already grown irritated beside beside him, he then added smilingly, "If it''s not anything urgent, you can just tell me about it tomorrow."


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    So if Wang Hua truly had a problem, Xiao Ning would obviously not stand idly by, "What happened?"


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    But, in the end, Xiao Ning was still considered a guest there, so there were still things he should be conscientious of¡ªstuff he had to be conscientious of.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    This downtown apartment was bought for Lu Yan by his family, and from the outset, he never asked Xiao Ning''s opinion, only dragging him there to live with him after their graduation as if such a thing was expected. Xiao Ning neither paid the rent there, nor the utilities, but Lu Yan paid no attention to the daily expenses and necessities, so the task of keeping the place like a home was left to Xiao Ning. Thus, from the orchid on the windowsill, to the shampoo in the bathroom, such things were all bought by him.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s brows furrowed. Even though Wang Hua said ridiculous things most of the time, he currently really did seem as though he had a problem. When Xaio Ning first entered Wang''s Hua''s company before, he was still very much a dumb and new graduate, so back then, it was always Wang Hua who had taken care of him. Until Xiao Ning had resigned, the other man had given him much consideration, even helping him cover up a few of his mistakes on several occasions.


    Dong dong dong dong...


    Looking at Lu Yan carefully, he nodded then asked, "So should I go stay somewhere else for a few days?"


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    The only thing there was to blame for such an event, was their first meeting being too wonderful as well as occurring too early. You see, Xiao Ning at that time had yet to have had the layers of armor to protect his young heart sprout, so later when he had become aware they had grown, the things within it had long been buried quite deep. So at the outermost part of this shell, where those memories akin to the embers of a campfire, thus the attachments which lay at the bottom of his heart could not bear to let them part and struggled in their final throes of death.


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    "Bai Ye?" It sounded like the name of a bar. Xiao Ning frowned, thinking to himself for a short while, then stood up, "You can go to bed now, I''ll go see what''s going on."


    Xiao Ning opened the message and tool a look, not recognizing the location at all.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    From over his shoulder, Lu Yan also took a peek, "Bai Ye (White Night)?"


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    "Bai Ye?" It sounded like the name of a bar. Xiao Ning frowned, thinking to himself for a short while, then stood up, "You can go to bed now, I''ll go see what''s going on."


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he should at least keep his sigh to himself, but he just couldn''t manage it, as every inch of him was tired. That stiffened and unchanging heart of his had no temperament left after all those years of being kneaded out by Lu Yan.


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    He and Lu Yan had first met when they were kids, as a matter of fact, they were childhood friends. Xiao Ning was a gloomy and scary child when he was little, so apart from that ''lover of new playthings'' known as Lu Yan, no one was willing to give him the time of day. But despite this state of freshness not holding for very long with Lu Yan, after he tasted the sweetness that was Xiao Ning, he was in no way willing to let him go. Thus began their entangled friendship.


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    The only thing there was to blame for such an event, was their first meeting being too wonderful as well as occurring too early. You see, Xiao Ning at that time had yet to have had the layers of armor to protect his young heart sprout, so later when he had become aware they had grown, the things within it had long been buried quite deep. So at the outermost part of this shell, where those memories akin to the embers of a campfire, thus the attachments which lay at the bottom of his heart could not bear to let them part and struggled in their final throes of death.


    "Are you going to head over to the other place for a few days?" Lu Yan flopped back on the sofa, "Oh, should I ask Aunty to drop by and clean the place up for you then?"


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    "Right now?" Lu Yan''s face did not look pleased at all. "Why are you even going there? Were you asked to go there to drink? You don''t even like doing stuff like that. Look at the time right now, yet he still called you out from so far away to do something troublesome. What kind of friend is that?"


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but laugh. This guy who loves to go play around and live life to its fullest, also failed to mention the times how he, too, made go out to pick him up in the middle of the night. Or when he comes back at five o''clock in the morning reeking of liquor to wake me up and ask for me to make him a midnight snack. Yet now he could actually still sit there and say those words without an ounce of shame?


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    Young Master Lu, this character point of yours is really consistent, lacking any chance of change over all these years. So only the officials are allowed to set fires as they make their mischief, while the common folk aren''t allowed to set so much as a match alight.


    Without hesitation, Xiao Ning pressed the button and accepted the call, only to immediately hear the other person cry out from the other end, "Help me, Xiao Ning!"


    Kindling with the Heart [Finding the Bugs]


    But isn''t it likely that person would be staying in Lu Yan''s room?


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    "Anyway, I''ll go check on the other apartment on my way there. If it''s nothing serious, I''ll go straight there on my way back. Your friend... I mean, your boyfriend will be arriving tomorrow, yes?" Xiao Ning smiled, picking up his coat and his wallet, "My room doesn''t need to be tidied up, by the way, it''s quite clean."


    Looking at Lu Yan carefully, he nodded then asked, "So should I go stay somewhere else for a few days?"


    The next day had almost arrived, the night was almost over, so where exactly would there be the time to find someone to go there and clean it?


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    Which all meant Xiao Ning would often cover for Lu Yan with Mother Lu and Father Lu, and of course the matter of Lu Yan''s bisexuality was included in the matters to be hidden.


    Lu Yan stared at him, seeming somewhat angered as well as a bit wronged, "He''s not here as yet."


    Your unfriendly neighbourhood translator has something to say: Our couple is £ºµ¥º£ÃùXÏôÄþ (Shan Hai''ming x Xiao Ning) aka NOT LU YAN, thank god. As shown above, the Xi¨¡o (dreary/mugwort) in our MC''s name is not С(Xi¨£o: little). But that second Xiao (little) is used as a prefix for our Little Ning by his seniors (Wang Hua) and Lu Yan sometimes.


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    Lu Yan''s parents still invited him to join in their celebrations that year, despite knowing he was a loner. But Xiao Ning had no wish to to go see the fresh out of the oven couple openly display how enamoured they were, choosing to simply send them a gift instead, along with the excuse for his absence being a trip in which he had to partake, and his wish to not disturb their celebration.


    The author has something to say: The couple will be Shan Haiming X Xiao Ning, but I didn''t actually say the gong''s name, obviously. His surname (µ¥: d¨¡n/Ch¨¢n/Sh¨¤n) which has the same sound as (ÉÆ: sh¨¤n).


    But isn''t it likely that person would be staying in Lu Yan''s room?


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    Letting out a smile to the air itself, Xiao Ning still went on to say, "...Happy New Year."


    Him saying those things meant he was surely going to leave, hence Lu Yan''s expression turning frigid, with him then ignoring Xiao Ning as he went to his bedroom, slamming the door heavily to show just how pissed he was because of it.


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    When Lu Yan made this declaration, Xiao Ning did not really feel all that much hurt. After all, even if his nerves were thin, after being dragged back and forth the way it had been, even that skinny thing could manage to grow thicker. Let alone the one of someone like Xiao Ning, whose temperament was already rather tepid.


    However, this matter was none of Xiao Ning''s business.


    At the New Year''s celebration the year before, such a plot unfolded. Lu Yan had returned to his family''s home during that period, bringing along with him his then girlfriend a that time. They were as sweet as sugar and honey, and the elders of the house were overjoyed and excited about it. It didn''t take much thought for Xiao Ning to know what this excitement would look like.


    But the thing was, to whoever he snagged, Lu Yan was most devoted lover during their first month together. All of his heart and all of his soul was invested, so to that person, he was incredibly good. So good, it was to the point where even Xiao Ning could not ignore it. By the second month though, his mind would begin to wander, his thoughts filling with growing resentment to how the other person wasn''t obedient enough, or how they were too wilful. So by the time the third month came knocking, he would be thoroughly unable to stand the situation any longer; seeming as though if he doesn''t switch to someone new that he would no longer be able to go on from that very day!


    Whether it was boyfriends or girlfriends, even Lu Yan himself did not know how many he had gone through. Furthermore, those whims of Lu Yan''s had shown more diligence than a woman''s cycle. Even if it could not be regarded as love at first sight, for that feeling of novelty of his, no one was ever refused.


    Guessing that Lu Yan would most likely not get up early to eat breakfast during the weekend, Xiao Ning switched it, "Lunch. What would you like? You said you wanted to eat some shrimp wontons this morning, yeah? Or how about some curried chicken from that place on Main Street? I remember you really liked it last time, so how about I bring you some?"


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    "I got a new boyfriend."


    Lu Yan stared at him, seeming somewhat angered as well as a bit wronged, "He''s not here as yet."


    Lu Yan chuckled in response, that careless and scatter-brained appearance of his was also rather attractive as well, "Yeah, we met. He came to A-City on a business trip one time. Oh, but now that he graduated and resigned from his internship, he''s planning to go play around for bit so he came to find me."


    Lu Yan interrupted, shouted: "Hey, I can''t hear you very good, stuff over here is super hectic, so I gotta hang up now, okay? I''ll call you later. Happy New Year!"


    Him saying those things meant he was surely going to leave, hence Lu Yan''s expression turning frigid, with him then ignoring Xiao Ning as he went to his bedroom, slamming the door heavily to show just how pissed he was because of it.


    "I''ll send you the address. You head over here fast, alright? I''ll put out the fire first." Seeing that Xiao Ning appeared to no longer attempt to squirm out of it, Wang Hua ended the call, then sent a message with the address a few seconds afterwards.


    Lu Yan took a sip of the tea, satisfaction beaming within his eyes, "We met in an online game."


    Hence, the situation at current, one where Xiao Ning had no other way of thinking. Placing a warm cup of tea within Lu Yan''s hands, he then moved to virtuously tidy up the cigarette ash on the table, while he calmly asked, "Where did you two meet?"


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    As the host on the television counted down the arriving year, Xiao Ning had blown out a breath of air before pulling out his phone with trembling fingers. Those fingers of his were stiff as he gave Lu Yan a call, the other party to this gesture answering it rather quickly.


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    With him being like this, Xiao Ning did not have the heart to look at him. If it really was simply a matter of playing around, he would''ve definitely dropped it. But Wang Hua was clearly in trouble and urgently waiting for his help. So Xiao Ning had to break this pattern, "Tomorrow, I''ll bring you over some break..."


    The next day had almost arrived, the night was almost over, so where exactly would there be the time to find someone to go there and clean it?


    However, Xiao Ning couldn''t hold such a thing against Lu Yan at all. Even he did not know when it had become the way it was. It was just just that as Lu Yan had kept growing older, the better he had gotten at putting on this sort of act. No longer would he behave as rebelliously as he had been as a child, he acted in compliance within the Lu household until he got outside. Such a level of two-facedness would allow him to win a best-actor title. To the the outsiders, all they see is a lively and cheerful guy, who was warm and delightful to others. Only towards Xiao Ning, would he display these sort of arrogant gestures. This innate bad temper of his, for who knows how many times, causing Xiao Ning offence. Yet, despite all this, Xiao Ning had nevertheless stayed in touch with him for such a long time.


    Wang Hua then explained miserably, "Someone is trying to force me into prostitution, and you''re the only person I can rely on."


    Which all meant Xiao Ning would often cover for Lu Yan with Mother Lu and Father Lu, and of course the matter of Lu Yan''s bisexuality was included in the matters to be hidden.


    "Bai Ye?" It sounded like the name of a bar. Xiao Ning frowned, thinking to himself for a short while, then stood up, "You can go to bed now, I''ll go see what''s going on."


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    "Wang-ge?" Xiao Ning almost laughed, "What''s wrong?"


    "But by tomorrow I may not even have a future, nor a wife or a kid either." Wang Hua then continued, "I really can''t think of a better person for this. So, little brother, can''t you do me this favor just once? You can''t just leave me hanging."


    Guessing that Lu Yan would most likely not get up early to eat breakfast during the weekend, Xiao Ning switched it, "Lunch. What would you like? You said you wanted to eat some shrimp wontons this morning, yeah? Or how about some curried chicken from that place on Main Street? I remember you really liked it last time, so how about I bring you some?"


    You see, in the eyes of those elders within the Lu household, Lu Yan was viewed as an all-around good child, having no shortcomings to be seen at all. In fact, from since Lu Yan was young till present, he had been labelled "that kid" by those who knew of him¡ªyou know, the one kid good at everything who all parents hold up as an example to their own. So from his intellect to his looks, he was seen as outstanding beyond measure. But when it came to his character, however, he left others with a headache. This was on account of him being spoiled from head to toe, and his propensity for getting into trouble. But, fortunately, he was still fearful of his father, a man who was a former soldier himself, so Lu Yan didn''t stir up trouble at his family''s home.


    What could Xiao Ning do about this, though? His only option was to coax and coddle that ''poor'' person until he felt better, as after many years of such a habit, even he himself couldn''t seem to change it.


    Him saying those things meant he was surely going to leave, hence Lu Yan''s expression turning frigid, with him then ignoring Xiao Ning as he went to his bedroom, slamming the door heavily to show just how pissed he was because of it.


    Him saying those things meant he was surely going to leave, hence Lu Yan''s expression turning frigid, with him then ignoring Xiao Ning as he went to his bedroom, slamming the door heavily to show just how pissed he was because of it.


    It was also in part to Lu Yan''s looks being just too remarkable, thus men and women alike were all devoured. And because of that pretty baby-face of his, whoever laid eyes on it, would fall head over heels for it completely. On top of all this, he also possessed a pair slanted, long, and irresistible phoenix eyes. Eyes that with only a squint on his part, coupled with a faint smile, would truly force anyone who bore it witness to grow weak in the knees¡ªmaking them enthralled, and allowing his every endeavour to result in success.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning thought to himself: But weren''t you having a good time?


    "Don''t be ridiculous. I''ll just tidy up there myself. I just spend time there a month earlier anyhow." Xiao Ning then heard his phone ring. Before he answered it, Lu Yan peeked over at the screen in his hand, asking, "Who is it?"


    When he''s head over heels in love he neglects his friends and has no time for Xiao Ning, but when he himself is with Xiao Ning, he couldn''t stand anyone else being a distraction.


    What could Xiao Ning do about this, though? His only option was to coax and coddle that ''poor'' person until he felt better, as after many years of such a habit, even he himself couldn''t seem to change it.


    In response, Xiao Ning sighed, turning off the television before walking out the door.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."


    Young Master Lu, this character point of yours is really consistent, lacking any chance of change over all these years. So only the officials are allowed to set fires as they make their mischief, while the common folk aren''t allowed to set so much as a match alight.


    And with regard to those two elders of the Lu household, Xiao Ding also considered them as his own parents, being filial towards them. However, there was one matter he was rather ashamed to face them with.


    Without hesitation, Xiao Ning pressed the button and accepted the call, only to immediately hear the other person cry out from the other end, "Help me, Xiao Ning!"


    That matter was Lu Yan.


    What could Xiao Ning do about this, though? His only option was to coax and coddle that ''poor'' person until he felt better, as after many years of such a habit, even he himself couldn''t seem to change it.


    Just as he said this, he then complained, "Xiao Ning, in the beginning it was you who didn''t want to play that game with me, so I had no choice but to meet a few new people in the game."

 CH 2

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    Xiao Ning called himself a taxi, and luckily, the driver knew where that place was, even managing to drop him off at the main entrance. That place was far more imposing that a regular bar, however. There was no noise from the people there as they came and left, as it seemed to be some sort of high-class club. To open a place here, in this kind of deserted area in the outskirts, is a seriously detached level of pretentiousness.


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Xiao Ning mulled things over for a while, thinking about what he could say that would not cause an issue, letting out a laugh, "I have one nose and two eyes, yeah? So what''s there to be curious about?"


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Xiao Ning just wanted to go in and find Wang Hua, but he was blocked by the door.


    This natural confidence and calm demeanour of his properly put Wang Hua''s heart at ease, "President Shan, I brought Xiao Ning, but I still have some business to attend to at the hospital at the moment. Please accept my apologies, everyone, as I must take my leave ahead of time."


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    "Oh yeah," that person added. "But last time I saw Shan-shao, I thought he wasn''t interested in anyone."


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Noticing Shan Haiming''s mood was better, the others brought more drinks over and continuously laid on nice words. Shan Haiming did not refuse any of them, but every question was about Xiao Ning, and Shan Haiming gave them all right back. It seemed as though they were quite used to this attitude of his, all just saying a few joking words before letting the matter rest.


    This place had a membership system.


    While he spoke, the phone rang again, Wang Hua hurriedly answered it, his brows furrowing all the more.


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    Allowing a smile to grace his face, one akin to a spring breeze that subtly morphs into a light rain. The corners of his eyes then lifted, meeting the sight of that other man''s own eyes which were earlier drawn with displeasure, now lift.


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Xiao Ning just wanted to go in and find Wang Hua, but he was blocked by the door.


    Translator Note: 1. Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming name as µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù before they met and when he assumed he was a woman, so that''s why the name was in quotes. 2. µ¥ÉÙ: Young Master Shao, is just a friendly way to say Shaoye:ÉÙÒ¯ (Young master).


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    The laughter of a woman there, rang out, "Wow, Shan-shao is so protective, I''m so jealous."


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    The laughter of a woman there, rang out, "Wow, Shan-shao is so protective, I''m so jealous."


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    This place had a membership system.


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    After saying that, he down it in one gulp. Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s throat jerked unconsciously. A drink like that has a lot of burn, doesn''t it?


    None of this really gave anyone of them any kind of face. Plus, upon seeing this, Xiao Ning, who before this had thought that Lu Yan was a person not easy to serve, was right then seeing before him the visage of a true young master. However, he couldn''t grasp the current atmosphere, so it wasn''t easy for him to speak rashly. But elegant indifference wasn''t his style either, thus keeping up the act they had to put on was a little difficult. Naturally, it wasn''t easy for him to sit still and stare off blankly, as the feeling he should be doing something kept prickling him. So having caught sight of the fruit bowl on the table, he bent over and reached to grab it.


    With these words said, he perfectly delivered his message, then took his leave.


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    He and Shan Haiming were now sitting quite close. In the beginning, there was still a gap between them, but afterwards, somehow, they got stuck closely together. But even though Xiao Ning was a bit uncomfortable, he didn''t show that much emotion at this time, simply eating a piece of fruit by his lonesome, while displaying an attitude of nonchalance.


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    Xiao Ning did see how anxious and worried he was, and did think what he asked for was too much; but it did seem as if it was not that really big deal, however. Plus, it wasn''t like it was some kind of marriage contract or something, it was just a one time deal. It was simply a rescue mission.


    Having never been fond of this sort of stuff, Xiao Ning still joined in on the flow of conversation, also picking up a glass, but was unable to stop Shan Haiming from reaching out from beside him to put the glass back on the table, "Only drink what you want to drink. If you don''t like it, let them drink it by themselves."


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    The two of them eyes met in tacit understanding, though, agreeing to regard the gossip around them as nothing.


    Shan Haiming''s current expression naturally made Xiao Ning a bit unnerved, so after a two-second pause, he made his way over to Shan Haiming then sat beside him. He didn''t know how exactly how to properly respond, leaving him with no choice than to keep his composure as he replied, "I was already in my bed and sleeping at this hour."


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    "My current boss has found himselfNote the pronouns for he/she/they/them/it all sound the same in Chinese. in a bit of a snag, and it''s very complicated so I don''t really know how exactly to explain it to you beforehand." After saying this, the elevator had arrived, and Wang Hua pulled Xiao Ning inside then pressed the button for the third floor. With his brows furrowed tightly, embarrassment soon exploded on his face, "I know you''re single, and I also know you won''t act recklessly with President Shan."


    Xiao Ning laughed, since such a request came so far out of left field, there was nothing he could say in response. Wang Hua was just about to say something, but just at that moment, his phone rang, "Huh? I''m coming right now. No, no...no no no, I got it, I understand... I''m on my way right now, alright? Just ask her to hold on for a bit, yeah?"


    This place had a membership system.


    Xiao Ning: "?????"


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    Xiao Ning just wanted to go in and find Wang Hua, but he was blocked by the door.


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    The elevator door had already opened then, and Wang Hua released an ''ah'' sound, taking the lead, walking out first, while that frozen plank behind him did not move an inch. It seemed as though the other man''s proposal was extremely outrageous, "Anyhow, it''s just this one time, so let''s just go deal with this, okay?"


    Xiao Ning: "?????"


    "Then have something to drink." Shan Haiming''s words were not questions, as he was already calling over a waiter to brink a selection of juices. Not even lifting a finger himself, as he then had someone else pour some for Xiao Ning, "Xiao-shao where do you work?"


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    The two of them eyes met in tacit understanding, though, agreeing to regard the gossip around them as nothing.


    The two of them eyes met in tacit understanding, though, agreeing to regard the gossip around them as nothing.


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Translator Note: 1. Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming name as µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù before they met and when he assumed he was a woman, so that''s why the name was in quotes. 2. µ¥ÉÙ: Young Master Shao, is just a friendly way to say Shaoye:ÉÙÒ¯ (Young master).


    Allowing a smile to grace his face, one akin to a spring breeze that subtly morphs into a light rain. The corners of his eyes then lifted, meeting the sight of that other man''s own eyes which were earlier drawn with displeasure, now lift.


    Wang Hua then looked at hm with a constipated expression, ultimately crapping out the next few words: "Pretend to be my new boss'' boyfriend, okay?"


    Xiao Ning did see how anxious and worried he was, and did think what he asked for was too much; but it did seem as if it was not that really big deal, however. Plus, it wasn''t like it was some kind of marriage contract or something, it was just a one time deal. It was simply a rescue mission.


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Wang Hua''s normally carefree character was at present replaced with and anxiety filled one, where even his forehead was dripping with sweat. It was a sight Xiao Ning couldn''t bear to see.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Xiao Ning thought about how he should answer, and Shan Haiming''s brows furrowed as he interrupted, "Quit with the nagging. His work hours isn''t like that of like you demons. He''s already tired enough from being dragged here at this hour, so who would want to still talk random crap with you."


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    The elevator door had already opened then, and Wang Hua released an ''ah'' sound, taking the lead, walking out first, while that frozen plank behind him did not move an inch. It seemed as though the other man''s proposal was extremely outrageous, "Anyhow, it''s just this one time, so let''s just go deal with this, okay?"


    Allowing a smile to grace his face, one akin to a spring breeze that subtly morphs into a light rain. The corners of his eyes then lifted, meeting the sight of that other man''s own eyes which were earlier drawn with displeasure, now lift.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    "Oh yeah," that person added. "But last time I saw Shan-shao, I thought he wasn''t interested in anyone."


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    "Then have something to drink." Shan Haiming''s words were not questions, as he was already calling over a waiter to brink a selection of juices. Not even lifting a finger himself, as he then had someone else pour some for Xiao Ning, "Xiao-shao where do you work?"


    How could he say such a thing...


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    "Then have something to drink." Shan Haiming''s words were not questions, as he was already calling over a waiter to brink a selection of juices. Not even lifting a finger himself, as he then had someone else pour some for Xiao Ning, "Xiao-shao where do you work?"


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Wang Hua''s normally carefree character was at present replaced with and anxiety filled one, where even his forehead was dripping with sweat. It was a sight Xiao Ning couldn''t bear to see.


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Xiao Ning laughed, since such a request came so far out of left field, there was nothing he could say in response. Wang Hua was just about to say something, but just at that moment, his phone rang, "Huh? I''m coming right now. No, no...no no no, I got it, I understand... I''m on my way right now, alright? Just ask her to hold on for a bit, yeah?"


    Xiao Ning gave a smile while he faced that person, then said to everyone, "My apologies, everyone, I ran a bit late."


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    The elevator door had already opened then, and Wang Hua released an ''ah'' sound, taking the lead, walking out first, while that frozen plank behind him did not move an inch. It seemed as though the other man''s proposal was extremely outrageous, "Anyhow, it''s just this one time, so let''s just go deal with this, okay?"


    Xiao Ning thought about how he should answer, and Shan Haiming''s brows furrowed as he interrupted, "Quit with the nagging. His work hours isn''t like that of like you demons. He''s already tired enough from being dragged here at this hour, so who would want to still talk random crap with you."


    While he spoke, the phone rang again, Wang Hua hurriedly answered it, his brows furrowing all the more.


    Xiao Ning gave a smile while he faced that person, then said to everyone, "My apologies, everyone, I ran a bit late."


    Wang Hua''s normally carefree character was at present replaced with and anxiety filled one, where even his forehead was dripping with sweat. It was a sight Xiao Ning couldn''t bear to see.


    This natural confidence and calm demeanour of his properly put Wang Hua''s heart at ease, "President Shan, I brought Xiao Ning, but I still have some business to attend to at the hospital at the moment. Please accept my apologies, everyone, as I must take my leave ahead of time."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Wang Hua''s normally carefree character was at present replaced with and anxiety filled one, where even his forehead was dripping with sweat. It was a sight Xiao Ning couldn''t bear to see.


    Relying on that self-restraint he had developed over all those years, he was able to pull the corners of his lips into a plastered smile, then make his way over to that person. That person was also looking his way, the bridge of their nose was one which rather high and handsome. Caught in his line of sight, his tone was not too good, "You''re very difficult to invite."


    Ridiculous


    "It''s just an act, nothing more. So it''s not a big deal." In any case, he was the one who agreed to go there, so who wouldn''t put a brighter spin on things. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua made their way to the door at the end of the room, with him following behind the other man as he opened the door then walked in.


    Xiao Ning laughed, since such a request came so far out of left field, there was nothing he could say in response. Wang Hua was just about to say something, but just at that moment, his phone rang, "Huh? I''m coming right now. No, no...no no no, I got it, I understand... I''m on my way right now, alright? Just ask her to hold on for a bit, yeah?"


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Wang Hua waved his hand, "I have to escort you in there first. Shan Haiming knows how to handle things tactfully, so I''m sure you won''t be made to feel awkward. Plus, if you help them out, you could be regarded as a friend."


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    "My current boss has found himselfNote the pronouns for he/she/they/them/it all sound the same in Chinese. in a bit of a snag, and it''s very complicated so I don''t really know how exactly to explain it to you beforehand." After saying this, the elevator had arrived, and Wang Hua pulled Xiao Ning inside then pressed the button for the third floor. With his brows furrowed tightly, embarrassment soon exploded on his face, "I know you''re single, and I also know you won''t act recklessly with President Shan."


    After saying that, he down it in one gulp. Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s throat jerked unconsciously. A drink like that has a lot of burn, doesn''t it?


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Xiao Ning laughed, since such a request came so far out of left field, there was nothing he could say in response. Wang Hua was just about to say something, but just at that moment, his phone rang, "Huh? I''m coming right now. No, no...no no no, I got it, I understand... I''m on my way right now, alright? Just ask her to hold on for a bit, yeah?"


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    Noticing Shan Haiming''s mood was better, the others brought more drinks over and continuously laid on nice words. Shan Haiming did not refuse any of them, but every question was about Xiao Ning, and Shan Haiming gave them all right back. It seemed as though they were quite used to this attitude of his, all just saying a few joking words before letting the matter rest.


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Xiao Ning did see how anxious and worried he was, and did think what he asked for was too much; but it did seem as if it was not that really big deal, however. Plus, it wasn''t like it was some kind of marriage contract or something, it was just a one time deal. It was simply a rescue mission.


    While now, around them, everyone else them moved to introduce themselves one after the other, "Hey, Baili, pour him a glass quickly."


    This was truly ridiculous, since throughout the entirety of his life, this was the first time he ever felt an other person''s so indiscriminately be this staunchly protective towards him; and unexpectedly, it had to happen under such circumstances.


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Relying on that self-restraint he had developed over all those years, he was able to pull the corners of his lips into a plastered smile, then make his way over to that person. That person was also looking his way, the bridge of their nose was one which rather high and handsome. Caught in his line of sight, his tone was not too good, "You''re very difficult to invite."


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    "Then have something to drink." Shan Haiming''s words were not questions, as he was already calling over a waiter to brink a selection of juices. Not even lifting a finger himself, as he then had someone else pour some for Xiao Ning, "Xiao-shao where do you work?"


    So having thought about it, he also did not want to cause his former superior to worry, saying, "Then, yes, I''ll do it, and I''ll try my best."


    This was truly ridiculous, since throughout the entirety of his life, this was the first time he ever felt an other person''s so indiscriminately be this staunchly protective towards him; and unexpectedly, it had to happen under such circumstances.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    Translator Note: 1. Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming name as µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù before they met and when he assumed he was a woman, so that''s why the name was in quotes. 2. µ¥ÉÙ: Young Master Shao, is just a friendly way to say Shaoye:ÉÙÒ¯ (Young master).


    While he spoke, the phone rang again, Wang Hua hurriedly answered it, his brows furrowing all the more.


    None of this really gave anyone of them any kind of face. Plus, upon seeing this, Xiao Ning, who before this had thought that Lu Yan was a person not easy to serve, was right then seeing before him the visage of a true young master. However, he couldn''t grasp the current atmosphere, so it wasn''t easy for him to speak rashly. But elegant indifference wasn''t his style either, thus keeping up the act they had to put on was a little difficult. Naturally, it wasn''t easy for him to sit still and stare off blankly, as the feeling he should be doing something kept prickling him. So having caught sight of the fruit bowl on the table, he bent over and reached to grab it.


    Wang Hua waved his hand, "I have to escort you in there first. Shan Haiming knows how to handle things tactfully, so I''m sure you won''t be made to feel awkward. Plus, if you help them out, you could be regarded as a friend."


    Having never been fond of this sort of stuff, Xiao Ning still joined in on the flow of conversation, also picking up a glass, but was unable to stop Shan Haiming from reaching out from beside him to put the glass back on the table, "Only drink what you want to drink. If you don''t like it, let them drink it by themselves."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    Xiao Ning mulled things over for a while, thinking about what he could say that would not cause an issue, letting out a laugh, "I have one nose and two eyes, yeah? So what''s there to be curious about?"


    Author''s note: N/A


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    Ridiculous


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    Xiao Ning: "?????"


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    Xiao Ning gave a smile while he faced that person, then said to everyone, "My apologies, everyone, I ran a bit late."


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    So having thought about it, he also did not want to cause his former superior to worry, saying, "Then, yes, I''ll do it, and I''ll try my best."


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    He and Shan Haiming were now sitting quite close. In the beginning, there was still a gap between them, but afterwards, somehow, they got stuck closely together. But even though Xiao Ning was a bit uncomfortable, he didn''t show that much emotion at this time, simply eating a piece of fruit by his lonesome, while displaying an attitude of nonchalance.


    Allowing a smile to grace his face, one akin to a spring breeze that subtly morphs into a light rain. The corners of his eyes then lifted, meeting the sight of that other man''s own eyes which were earlier drawn with displeasure, now lift.


    Shan Haiming was step ahead of him, however, reaching over himself to grab the bowl of fruit then drag it right in front of him, the boorish nature of the act, causing a loud creak to erupt from the table.


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    Translator Note: 1. Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming name as µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù before they met and when he assumed he was a woman, so that''s why the name was in quotes. 2. µ¥ÉÙ: Young Master Shao, is just a friendly way to say Shaoye:ÉÙÒ¯ (Young master).


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    "It''s just an act, nothing more. So it''s not a big deal." In any case, he was the one who agreed to go there, so who wouldn''t put a brighter spin on things. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua made their way to the door at the end of the room, with him following behind the other man as he opened the door then walked in.


    How could he say such a thing...


    Everyone in the room was rather quiet, but Xiao Ning had no idea whether it was because of their sudden entrance or simply just the original state of the room. He looked around as he pleased, seeing seven to eight men and women gathered together, and at that time, he couldn''t tell which one was "Haiming".


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    "Haven''t you guy''s all been super swamped these days? Are the men or women I like any business of yours?" Shan Haiming smirked, possessing an indescribable degree of arrogance, "So drop it. I only brought Xiao Ning here today to meet you all to show you some face. What more do you want from me? Would you like a written confession?"


    I already became Xiao-shao?


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    Xiao Ning called himself a taxi, and luckily, the driver knew where that place was, even managing to drop him off at the main entrance. That place was far more imposing that a regular bar, however. There was no noise from the people there as they came and left, as it seemed to be some sort of high-class club. To open a place here, in this kind of deserted area in the outskirts, is a seriously detached level of pretentiousness.


    "It''s just an act, nothing more. So it''s not a big deal." In any case, he was the one who agreed to go there, so who wouldn''t put a brighter spin on things. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua made their way to the door at the end of the room, with him following behind the other man as he opened the door then walked in.


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    Allowing a smile to grace his face, one akin to a spring breeze that subtly morphs into a light rain. The corners of his eyes then lifted, meeting the sight of that other man''s own eyes which were earlier drawn with displeasure, now lift.


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Xiao Ning gave a smile while he faced that person, then said to everyone, "My apologies, everyone, I ran a bit late."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    This natural confidence and calm demeanour of his properly put Wang Hua''s heart at ease, "President Shan, I brought Xiao Ning, but I still have some business to attend to at the hospital at the moment. Please accept my apologies, everyone, as I must take my leave ahead of time."


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    This was truly ridiculous, since throughout the entirety of his life, this was the first time he ever felt an other person''s so indiscriminately be this staunchly protective towards him; and unexpectedly, it had to happen under such circumstances.


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    With these words said, he perfectly delivered his message, then took his leave.


    The elevator door had already opened then, and Wang Hua released an ''ah'' sound, taking the lead, walking out first, while that frozen plank behind him did not move an inch. It seemed as though the other man''s proposal was extremely outrageous, "Anyhow, it''s just this one time, so let''s just go deal with this, okay?"


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    This was due to that voice from just now, because no matter how pleasing it was to the ears, no one would ever have mistaken it as one belonging to a woman.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    Xiao Ning mulled things over for a while, thinking about what he could say that would not cause an issue, letting out a laugh, "I have one nose and two eyes, yeah? So what''s there to be curious about?"


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    Ridiculous


    So having thought about it, he also did not want to cause his former superior to worry, saying, "Then, yes, I''ll do it, and I''ll try my best."


    Everyone in the room was rather quiet, but Xiao Ning had no idea whether it was because of their sudden entrance or simply just the original state of the room. He looked around as he pleased, seeing seven to eight men and women gathered together, and at that time, he couldn''t tell which one was "Haiming".


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    How could he say such a thing...


    None of this really gave anyone of them any kind of face. Plus, upon seeing this, Xiao Ning, who before this had thought that Lu Yan was a person not easy to serve, was right then seeing before him the visage of a true young master. However, he couldn''t grasp the current atmosphere, so it wasn''t easy for him to speak rashly. But elegant indifference wasn''t his style either, thus keeping up the act they had to put on was a little difficult. Naturally, it wasn''t easy for him to sit still and stare off blankly, as the feeling he should be doing something kept prickling him. So having caught sight of the fruit bowl on the table, he bent over and reached to grab it.


    Author''s note: N/A


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    "Haven''t you guy''s all been super swamped these days? Are the men or women I like any business of yours?" Shan Haiming smirked, possessing an indescribable degree of arrogance, "So drop it. I only brought Xiao Ning here today to meet you all to show you some face. What more do you want from me? Would you like a written confession?"


    "Xiao Ning: "..."


    This place had a membership system.


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    "Haven''t you guy''s all been super swamped these days? Are the men or women I like any business of yours?" Shan Haiming smirked, possessing an indescribable degree of arrogance, "So drop it. I only brought Xiao Ning here today to meet you all to show you some face. What more do you want from me? Would you like a written confession?"


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    He and Shan Haiming were now sitting quite close. In the beginning, there was still a gap between them, but afterwards, somehow, they got stuck closely together. But even though Xiao Ning was a bit uncomfortable, he didn''t show that much emotion at this time, simply eating a piece of fruit by his lonesome, while displaying an attitude of nonchalance.


    "It''s just an act, nothing more. So it''s not a big deal." In any case, he was the one who agreed to go there, so who wouldn''t put a brighter spin on things. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua made their way to the door at the end of the room, with him following behind the other man as he opened the door then walked in.


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    This was due to that voice from just now, because no matter how pleasing it was to the ears, no one would ever have mistaken it as one belonging to a woman.


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    Relying on that self-restraint he had developed over all those years, he was able to pull the corners of his lips into a plastered smile, then make his way over to that person. That person was also looking his way, the bridge of their nose was one which rather high and handsome. Caught in his line of sight, his tone was not too good, "You''re very difficult to invite."


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    While now, around them, everyone else them moved to introduce themselves one after the other, "Hey, Baili, pour him a glass quickly."


    None of this really gave anyone of them any kind of face. Plus, upon seeing this, Xiao Ning, who before this had thought that Lu Yan was a person not easy to serve, was right then seeing before him the visage of a true young master. However, he couldn''t grasp the current atmosphere, so it wasn''t easy for him to speak rashly. But elegant indifference wasn''t his style either, thus keeping up the act they had to put on was a little difficult. Naturally, it wasn''t easy for him to sit still and stare off blankly, as the feeling he should be doing something kept prickling him. So having caught sight of the fruit bowl on the table, he bent over and reached to grab it.


    Shan Haiming was step ahead of him, however, reaching over himself to grab the bowl of fruit then drag it right in front of him, the boorish nature of the act, causing a loud creak to erupt from the table.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    Shan Haiming''s current expression naturally made Xiao Ning a bit unnerved, so after a two-second pause, he made his way over to Shan Haiming then sat beside him. He didn''t know how exactly how to properly respond, leaving him with no choice than to keep his composure as he replied, "I was already in my bed and sleeping at this hour."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    Shan Haiming was step ahead of him, however, reaching over himself to grab the bowl of fruit then drag it right in front of him, the boorish nature of the act, causing a loud creak to erupt from the table.


    He and Shan Haiming were now sitting quite close. In the beginning, there was still a gap between them, but afterwards, somehow, they got stuck closely together. But even though Xiao Ning was a bit uncomfortable, he didn''t show that much emotion at this time, simply eating a piece of fruit by his lonesome, while displaying an attitude of nonchalance.


    The two of them eyes met in tacit understanding, though, agreeing to regard the gossip around them as nothing.


    This place had a membership system.


    How could he say such a thing...


    While now, around them, everyone else them moved to introduce themselves one after the other, "Hey, Baili, pour him a glass quickly."


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    While now, around them, everyone else them moved to introduce themselves one after the other, "Hey, Baili, pour him a glass quickly."


    So having thought about it, he also did not want to cause his former superior to worry, saying, "Then, yes, I''ll do it, and I''ll try my best."


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Everyone in the room was rather quiet, but Xiao Ning had no idea whether it was because of their sudden entrance or simply just the original state of the room. He looked around as he pleased, seeing seven to eight men and women gathered together, and at that time, he couldn''t tell which one was "Haiming".


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    Everyone wore a somewhat curious expression on their faces, but the person who had asked the question at the beginning again inquired laughingly, "Shan-shao, how come I''ve never met this guy before now?"


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    "Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Then have something to drink." Shan Haiming''s words were not questions, as he was already calling over a waiter to brink a selection of juices. Not even lifting a finger himself, as he then had someone else pour some for Xiao Ning, "Xiao-shao where do you work?"


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    This was truly ridiculous, since throughout the entirety of his life, this was the first time he ever felt an other person''s so indiscriminately be this staunchly protective towards him; and unexpectedly, it had to happen under such circumstances.


    How could he say such a thing...


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    "It''s just an act, nothing more. So it''s not a big deal." In any case, he was the one who agreed to go there, so who wouldn''t put a brighter spin on things. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua made their way to the door at the end of the room, with him following behind the other man as he opened the door then walked in.


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    Wang Hua then looked at hm with a constipated expression, ultimately crapping out the next few words: "Pretend to be my new boss'' boyfriend, okay?"


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    "Oh yeah," that person added. "But last time I saw Shan-shao, I thought he wasn''t interested in anyone."


    Shan Haiming''s current expression naturally made Xiao Ning a bit unnerved, so after a two-second pause, he made his way over to Shan Haiming then sat beside him. He didn''t know how exactly how to properly respond, leaving him with no choice than to keep his composure as he replied, "I was already in my bed and sleeping at this hour."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    This place had a membership system.


    Shan Haiming was step ahead of him, however, reaching over himself to grab the bowl of fruit then drag it right in front of him, the boorish nature of the act, causing a loud creak to erupt from the table.


    Noticing Shan Haiming''s mood was better, the others brought more drinks over and continuously laid on nice words. Shan Haiming did not refuse any of them, but every question was about Xiao Ning, and Shan Haiming gave them all right back. It seemed as though they were quite used to this attitude of his, all just saying a few joking words before letting the matter rest.


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    This place had a membership system.


    Author''s note: N/A


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    Xiao Ning gave a smile while he faced that person, then said to everyone, "My apologies, everyone, I ran a bit late."


    "Haven''t you guy''s all been super swamped these days? Are the men or women I like any business of yours?" Shan Haiming smirked, possessing an indescribable degree of arrogance, "So drop it. I only brought Xiao Ning here today to meet you all to show you some face. What more do you want from me? Would you like a written confession?"


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    None of this really gave anyone of them any kind of face. Plus, upon seeing this, Xiao Ning, who before this had thought that Lu Yan was a person not easy to serve, was right then seeing before him the visage of a true young master. However, he couldn''t grasp the current atmosphere, so it wasn''t easy for him to speak rashly. But elegant indifference wasn''t his style either, thus keeping up the act they had to put on was a little difficult. Naturally, it wasn''t easy for him to sit still and stare off blankly, as the feeling he should be doing something kept prickling him. So having caught sight of the fruit bowl on the table, he bent over and reached to grab it.


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    The laughter of a woman there, rang out, "Wow, Shan-shao is so protective, I''m so jealous."


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    Shan Haiming was step ahead of him, however, reaching over himself to grab the bowl of fruit then drag it right in front of him, the boorish nature of the act, causing a loud creak to erupt from the table.


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    Xiao Ning mulled things over for a while, thinking about what he could say that would not cause an issue, letting out a laugh, "I have one nose and two eyes, yeah? So what''s there to be curious about?"


    "Xiao Ning: "..."


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    Xiao Ning did see how anxious and worried he was, and did think what he asked for was too much; but it did seem as if it was not that really big deal, however. Plus, it wasn''t like it was some kind of marriage contract or something, it was just a one time deal. It was simply a rescue mission.


    Author''s note: N/A


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    This was due to that voice from just now, because no matter how pleasing it was to the ears, no one would ever have mistaken it as one belonging to a woman.


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    While he spoke, the phone rang again, Wang Hua hurriedly answered it, his brows furrowing all the more.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    Allowing a smile to grace his face, one akin to a spring breeze that subtly morphs into a light rain. The corners of his eyes then lifted, meeting the sight of that other man''s own eyes which were earlier drawn with displeasure, now lift.


    Translator Note: 1. Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming name as µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù before they met and when he assumed he was a woman, so that''s why the name was in quotes. 2. µ¥ÉÙ: Young Master Shao, is just a friendly way to say Shaoye:ÉÙÒ¯ (Young master).


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    While now, around them, everyone else them moved to introduce themselves one after the other, "Hey, Baili, pour him a glass quickly."


    I already became Xiao-shao?


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    "Oh yeah," that person added. "But last time I saw Shan-shao, I thought he wasn''t interested in anyone."


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    I already became Xiao-shao?


    Xiao Ning called himself a taxi, and luckily, the driver knew where that place was, even managing to drop him off at the main entrance. That place was far more imposing that a regular bar, however. There was no noise from the people there as they came and left, as it seemed to be some sort of high-class club. To open a place here, in this kind of deserted area in the outskirts, is a seriously detached level of pretentiousness.


    Xiao Ning mulled things over for a while, thinking about what he could say that would not cause an issue, letting out a laugh, "I have one nose and two eyes, yeah? So what''s there to be curious about?"


    Xiao Ning thought about how he should answer, and Shan Haiming''s brows furrowed as he interrupted, "Quit with the nagging. His work hours isn''t like that of like you demons. He''s already tired enough from being dragged here at this hour, so who would want to still talk random crap with you."


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    After saying that, he down it in one gulp. Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s throat jerked unconsciously. A drink like that has a lot of burn, doesn''t it?


    Everyone wore a somewhat curious expression on their faces, but the person who had asked the question at the beginning again inquired laughingly, "Shan-shao, how come I''ve never met this guy before now?"


    This was due to that voice from just now, because no matter how pleasing it was to the ears, no one would ever have mistaken it as one belonging to a woman.


    "My current boss has found himselfNote the pronouns for he/she/they/them/it all sound the same in Chinese. in a bit of a snag, and it''s very complicated so I don''t really know how exactly to explain it to you beforehand." After saying this, the elevator had arrived, and Wang Hua pulled Xiao Ning inside then pressed the button for the third floor. With his brows furrowed tightly, embarrassment soon exploded on his face, "I know you''re single, and I also know you won''t act recklessly with President Shan."


    Xiao Ning just wanted to go in and find Wang Hua, but he was blocked by the door.


    "My current boss has found himselfNote the pronouns for he/she/they/them/it all sound the same in Chinese. in a bit of a snag, and it''s very complicated so I don''t really know how exactly to explain it to you beforehand." After saying this, the elevator had arrived, and Wang Hua pulled Xiao Ning inside then pressed the button for the third floor. With his brows furrowed tightly, embarrassment soon exploded on his face, "I know you''re single, and I also know you won''t act recklessly with President Shan."


    So having thought about it, he also did not want to cause his former superior to worry, saying, "Then, yes, I''ll do it, and I''ll try my best."


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Noticing Shan Haiming''s mood was better, the others brought more drinks over and continuously laid on nice words. Shan Haiming did not refuse any of them, but every question was about Xiao Ning, and Shan Haiming gave them all right back. It seemed as though they were quite used to this attitude of his, all just saying a few joking words before letting the matter rest.


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Wang Hua waved his hand, "I have to escort you in there first. Shan Haiming knows how to handle things tactfully, so I''m sure you won''t be made to feel awkward. Plus, if you help them out, you could be regarded as a friend."


    Noticing Shan Haiming''s mood was better, the others brought more drinks over and continuously laid on nice words. Shan Haiming did not refuse any of them, but every question was about Xiao Ning, and Shan Haiming gave them all right back. It seemed as though they were quite used to this attitude of his, all just saying a few joking words before letting the matter rest.


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    Ridiculous


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    With these words said, he perfectly delivered his message, then took his leave.


    Author''s note: N/A


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    Everyone wore a somewhat curious expression on their faces, but the person who had asked the question at the beginning again inquired laughingly, "Shan-shao, how come I''ve never met this guy before now?"


    I already became Xiao-shao?


    "My current boss has found himselfNote the pronouns for he/she/they/them/it all sound the same in Chinese. in a bit of a snag, and it''s very complicated so I don''t really know how exactly to explain it to you beforehand." After saying this, the elevator had arrived, and Wang Hua pulled Xiao Ning inside then pressed the button for the third floor. With his brows furrowed tightly, embarrassment soon exploded on his face, "I know you''re single, and I also know you won''t act recklessly with President Shan."


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    Having never been fond of this sort of stuff, Xiao Ning still joined in on the flow of conversation, also picking up a glass, but was unable to stop Shan Haiming from reaching out from beside him to put the glass back on the table, "Only drink what you want to drink. If you don''t like it, let them drink it by themselves."


    "Oh yeah," that person added. "But last time I saw Shan-shao, I thought he wasn''t interested in anyone."


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    Translator Note: 1. Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming name as µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù before they met and when he assumed he was a woman, so that''s why the name was in quotes. 2. µ¥ÉÙ: Young Master Shao, is just a friendly way to say Shaoye:ÉÙÒ¯ (Young master).


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    Shan Haiming''s current expression naturally made Xiao Ning a bit unnerved, so after a two-second pause, he made his way over to Shan Haiming then sat beside him. He didn''t know how exactly how to properly respond, leaving him with no choice than to keep his composure as he replied, "I was already in my bed and sleeping at this hour."


    The laughter of a woman there, rang out, "Wow, Shan-shao is so protective, I''m so jealous."


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    This place had a membership system.


    This was due to that voice from just now, because no matter how pleasing it was to the ears, no one would ever have mistaken it as one belonging to a woman.


    Having never been fond of this sort of stuff, Xiao Ning still joined in on the flow of conversation, also picking up a glass, but was unable to stop Shan Haiming from reaching out from beside him to put the glass back on the table, "Only drink what you want to drink. If you don''t like it, let them drink it by themselves."


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    Xiao Ning called himself a taxi, and luckily, the driver knew where that place was, even managing to drop him off at the main entrance. That place was far more imposing that a regular bar, however. There was no noise from the people there as they came and left, as it seemed to be some sort of high-class club. To open a place here, in this kind of deserted area in the outskirts, is a seriously detached level of pretentiousness.


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    Xiao Ning called himself a taxi, and luckily, the driver knew where that place was, even managing to drop him off at the main entrance. That place was far more imposing that a regular bar, however. There was no noise from the people there as they came and left, as it seemed to be some sort of high-class club. To open a place here, in this kind of deserted area in the outskirts, is a seriously detached level of pretentiousness.


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    Shan Haiming''s brows rose with displeasure, his arm reaching over to rest itself on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Ning, seeming wrong so he remained silent, with Xiao Ning also maintaining a wooden expression. Now the performance of the two took off, their play of the perfect pair of quarrelling lovers was displayed for all eyes to see.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    After saying that, he down it in one gulp. Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s throat jerked unconsciously. A drink like that has a lot of burn, doesn''t it?


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Noticing Shan Haiming''s mood was better, the others brought more drinks over and continuously laid on nice words. Shan Haiming did not refuse any of them, but every question was about Xiao Ning, and Shan Haiming gave them all right back. It seemed as though they were quite used to this attitude of his, all just saying a few joking words before letting the matter rest.


    Those words made that person laugh out awkwardly, while from nearby chimed in to smooth things over, "It can''t be... did you not know about Shan-shao''s preference?"


    Xiao Ning witnessed all of this from beside him, also unable to understand how with this attitude of his, there would still be a few people who could really become his friends. But this situation also gave Xiao Ning a lot less pressure. Before he came here, he did not have the right lines to say, thus he made many mistakes. So at least Shan Haiming was reliable, and did not allow him o go through much hassle.


    Author''s note: N/A


    This place had a membership system.


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    Furthermore, the level of the job he had upgraded to was one that was quite high, so Xiao Ning did not know what to say, and could only look at Wang Hua inquiringly.


    Xiao Ning did see how anxious and worried he was, and did think what he asked for was too much; but it did seem as if it was not that really big deal, however. Plus, it wasn''t like it was some kind of marriage contract or something, it was just a one time deal. It was simply a rescue mission.


    The elevator door had already opened then, and Wang Hua released an ''ah'' sound, taking the lead, walking out first, while that frozen plank behind him did not move an inch. It seemed as though the other man''s proposal was extremely outrageous, "Anyhow, it''s just this one time, so let''s just go deal with this, okay?"


    Author''s note: N/A


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    Xiao Ning gave a smile while he faced that person, then said to everyone, "My apologies, everyone, I ran a bit late."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Wang Hua then looked at hm with a constipated expression, ultimately crapping out the next few words: "Pretend to be my new boss'' boyfriend, okay?"


    He and Shan Haiming were now sitting quite close. In the beginning, there was still a gap between them, but afterwards, somehow, they got stuck closely together. But even though Xiao Ning was a bit uncomfortable, he didn''t show that much emotion at this time, simply eating a piece of fruit by his lonesome, while displaying an attitude of nonchalance.


    "We''d like to offer you a toast, don''t take this all to heart, okay? We came here to meet up once, so let''s all have some fun and relax ourselves." After saying this they raised their glasses, then gave a noisy filled toast.


    The atmosphere between them was so good, it got the rest all riled up again, "I was just about to ask Shan-shao where he up and disappeared to this year, but it turns out he went off and found love."


    Everyone wore a somewhat curious expression on their faces, but the person who had asked the question at the beginning again inquired laughingly, "Shan-shao, how come I''ve never met this guy before now?"


    With these words said, he perfectly delivered his message, then took his leave.


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning took a few seconds to react, "Wang-ge, what did you just say?"


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    The two of them eyes met in tacit understanding, though, agreeing to regard the gossip around them as nothing.


    Shan Haiming was step ahead of him, however, reaching over himself to grab the bowl of fruit then drag it right in front of him, the boorish nature of the act, causing a loud creak to erupt from the table.


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    Xiao Ning thought about how he should answer, and Shan Haiming''s brows furrowed as he interrupted, "Quit with the nagging. His work hours isn''t like that of like you demons. He''s already tired enough from being dragged here at this hour, so who would want to still talk random crap with you."


    The laughter of a woman there, rang out, "Wow, Shan-shao is so protective, I''m so jealous."


    Wang Hua''s normally carefree character was at present replaced with and anxiety filled one, where even his forehead was dripping with sweat. It was a sight Xiao Ning couldn''t bear to see.


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    "Understood," a voice lazily replied. "Don''t delay that troublesome business of yours now, get going, hurry along."


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    This place had a membership system.


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    The laughter of a woman there, rang out, "Wow, Shan-shao is so protective, I''m so jealous."


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    "Wang-ge can you clue me in on what''s going on first?" Xiao Ning let himself get pulled inside.


    Xiao Ning just wanted to go in and find Wang Hua, but he was blocked by the door.


    Wang Hua, seeming as if he had been granted amnesty, nimbly closed the door and made his way out.


    Xiao Ning smiled. It was clear that this "Shan Haiming"Xiao Ning interpreted Shan Haiming''s name as the more feminine µ¥º£Üø, instead of µ¥º£Ãù. was the new aforementioned boss, and to be a decisively thinking woman able to stage such an emergency couple play on the spot like this was also rather manly, "For this temporary play, is there anything I should pay attention to?"


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    He and Shan Haiming were now sitting quite close. In the beginning, there was still a gap between them, but afterwards, somehow, they got stuck closely together. But even though Xiao Ning was a bit uncomfortable, he didn''t show that much emotion at this time, simply eating a piece of fruit by his lonesome, while displaying an attitude of nonchalance.


    There was nothing to laugh about, yet they all lavished heaps of laughter.


    But for Xiao Ning, no matter how open his heart was, at that moment, had felt a bit uneasy.


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    How could he say such a thing...


    Everyone in the room was rather quiet, but Xiao Ning had no idea whether it was because of their sudden entrance or simply just the original state of the room. He looked around as he pleased, seeing seven to eight men and women gathered together, and at that time, he couldn''t tell which one was "Haiming".


    While he spoke, the phone rang again, Wang Hua hurriedly answered it, his brows furrowing all the more.


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    Thinking about it carefully some more, he guessed the general reasons for this situation. It could be nothing more than that reason. Xiao Ning thought it was rather funny. Out of everyone, is there anyone who hasn''t had an embarrassing moment? Come to think of it, isn''t such a thing a bit more embarrassing for a woman to experience? Anyhow, the most important thing is that neither of us are from the same social circles, which is rather convenient, because now there won''t be any worry of unforeseen issues cropping up later on.


    Xiao Ning called himself a taxi, and luckily, the driver knew where that place was, even managing to drop him off at the main entrance. That place was far more imposing that a regular bar, however. There was no noise from the people there as they came and left, as it seemed to be some sort of high-class club. To open a place here, in this kind of deserted area in the outskirts, is a seriously detached level of pretentiousness.


    "You keep nibbling on those fruits, do you want to order some food?" Shan Haiming put out his cigarette and asked, the wisps of hair from his bangs falling downwards, blocking the sight of his sharp brows, making him seem a bit less harder to get close to.


    Wang Hua seemed more anxious now, what else was there for him to pay attention to? "Um, when the time comes, just play it by the ear." After saying this, he again shot a glance at Xiao Ning, then said rather meaningfully, "Xiao Ning, this time around, I have done you wrong."


    After saying that, he down it in one gulp. Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s throat jerked unconsciously. A drink like that has a lot of burn, doesn''t it?


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    None of this really gave anyone of them any kind of face. Plus, upon seeing this, Xiao Ning, who before this had thought that Lu Yan was a person not easy to serve, was right then seeing before him the visage of a true young master. However, he couldn''t grasp the current atmosphere, so it wasn''t easy for him to speak rashly. But elegant indifference wasn''t his style either, thus keeping up the act they had to put on was a little difficult. Naturally, it wasn''t easy for him to sit still and stare off blankly, as the feeling he should be doing something kept prickling him. So having caught sight of the fruit bowl on the table, he bent over and reached to grab it.


    Wang Hua was shocked, he never thought that Xiao Ning would relent, but it was a great relief he had, "In that case..."


    "Haven''t you guy''s all been super swamped these days? Are the men or women I like any business of yours?" Shan Haiming smirked, possessing an indescribable degree of arrogance, "So drop it. I only brought Xiao Ning here today to meet you all to show you some face. What more do you want from me? Would you like a written confession?"


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Wang Hua waved his hand, "I have to escort you in there first. Shan Haiming knows how to handle things tactfully, so I''m sure you won''t be made to feel awkward. Plus, if you help them out, you could be regarded as a friend."


    Seeing Xiao Ning staring at him, Wang Hua hung up the phone then explained, "Everything is piling up on top of each other, today... My wife just went into the hospital, she''s about to give birth. So I have to head over there right now."


    Just then, a guy spoke up, "Hey, who''s he?"


    Everyone in the room was rather quiet, but Xiao Ning had no idea whether it was because of their sudden entrance or simply just the original state of the room. He looked around as he pleased, seeing seven to eight men and women gathered together, and at that time, he couldn''t tell which one was "Haiming".


    Xiao Ning returned the lighter, and Shan Haiming leaned back, a happy mood clearly shown on his face as he then said to the others, "What are you looking at? So gross."


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    Xiao Ning thought about how he should answer, and Shan Haiming''s brows furrowed as he interrupted, "Quit with the nagging. His work hours isn''t like that of like you demons. He''s already tired enough from being dragged here at this hour, so who would want to still talk random crap with you."


    While now, around them, everyone else them moved to introduce themselves one after the other, "Hey, Baili, pour him a glass quickly."


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    "Then have something to drink." Shan Haiming''s words were not questions, as he was already calling over a waiter to brink a selection of juices. Not even lifting a finger himself, as he then had someone else pour some for Xiao Ning, "Xiao-shao where do you work?"


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Inexplicably, he also felt that this guy''s domineering nature was rather cute too, as he then picked up a piece of ruby-red water melon before saying, "Thanks."


    "Xiao-shao, don''t be mad at Shan-shao, alright? We were the ones who got curious after hearing Shan-shao had a boyfriend, and wanted to me the person who had such a great talent." Baili then diligently poured a glass of pure foreign liquor and handed it to Xiao Ning. "We were all just a bit surprised, is all. There no other meaning behind it."


    Shan Haiming was a bit surprised at this, his brow lifting as he took a look, the dancing flame making his slightly younger face be seen, his look seeming as if he was just a handsome youth.


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    Everyone in the room was rather quiet, but Xiao Ning had no idea whether it was because of their sudden entrance or simply just the original state of the room. He looked around as he pleased, seeing seven to eight men and women gathered together, and at that time, he couldn''t tell which one was "Haiming".


    Which is why when he saw Shan Haiming pull out a cigarette, in tandem, he picked up a lighter from the table to assist.


    Xiao Ning thought about how he should answer, and Shan Haiming''s brows furrowed as he interrupted, "Quit with the nagging. His work hours isn''t like that of like you demons. He''s already tired enough from being dragged here at this hour, so who would want to still talk random crap with you."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, "Then why aren''t you rushing over there?"


    I already became Xiao-shao?


    Xiao Ning rubbed his nose, then gave Wang Hua a call, but less than a few seconds later, he saw Wang Hua rushing out, then over, to grab him by the wrist, "Hurry, save this mess."


    Her words were said with playfulness, but her tone carried traces of jealously. Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry in that moment, only then hearing Shan Haiming''s scoff, as he took his former drink, "You want to joke with me? If you want to drink, I''ll drink with you."


    "Why does you meeting him or not hold any importance?" Shan Haiming inclined his head, not giving the guy any sort of face as he continued, "Are you my mother?"


    How could he say such a thing...


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    It was not easy for that person to ask Xiao Ning a question again, as he was caught by Shan Haiming and fed a more than few glasses, made to drink them all until he had passed out.


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    When has Shan Haiming ever given someone such good treatment? The others also clearly understood. Shan-shao, despite it hurting his reputation to bring out that person for them to meet, to the contrary, seemed just like a a wolf encircling its own territory, so no one could even try to get a inch closer to Xiao Ning. Even if the two did not seem particularly intimate, the protectiveness between them was quite evident.


    While they now stood in front of the elevator, Wang Hua wiped his face, his expression one of extreme gloom, "Well, the thing is... Um, something like this... even if I tell you, you won''t believe it. But, long story short, I switched jobs just like you."


    How could he say such a thing...


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    While he spoke, the phone rang again, Wang Hua hurriedly answered it, his brows furrowing all the more.


    "Xiao Ning, your Wang-ge doesn''t usually say this to other people, but I''ve never screwed you over before, right?" Wang Hua was completely serious as he looked at Xiao Ning, "I do realize that I am asking you for something selfish, but this new job has really good benefits, even if there are a few tasks that are seriously random. Right now, I don''t have the time to find anyone else to ask, and you''re the most reliable person out of all the young people I know. I wouldn''t be rest assured if it were anyone else, since if it''s you, I''m sure nothing untoward will happen. So all you have to do is go in there and show your face, say a few words, and nothing else, okay?"


    Xio Ning never thought he would speak with him directly, and those others were already singing karaoke, so he could only answer, "No need. I already ate before I came here."


    Shan Haiming did not look at him, however; instead he simply took a sip of the drink in his hand.


    Xiao Ning had no idea what this feeling was, however.


    Xiao Ning mulled things over for a while, thinking about what he could say that would not cause an issue, letting out a laugh, "I have one nose and two eyes, yeah? So what''s there to be curious about?"


    Wang Hua waved his hand, "I have to escort you in there first. Shan Haiming knows how to handle things tactfully, so I''m sure you won''t be made to feel awkward. Plus, if you help them out, you could be regarded as a friend."


    Wang Hua waved his hand, "I have to escort you in there first. Shan Haiming knows how to handle things tactfully, so I''m sure you won''t be made to feel awkward. Plus, if you help them out, you could be regarded as a friend."


    Xiao Ning laughed, since such a request came so far out of left field, there was nothing he could say in response. Wang Hua was just about to say something, but just at that moment, his phone rang, "Huh? I''m coming right now. No, no...no no no, I got it, I understand... I''m on my way right now, alright? Just ask her to hold on for a bit, yeah?"


    Everyone wore a somewhat curious expression on their faces, but the person who had asked the question at the beginning again inquired laughingly, "Shan-shao, how come I''ve never met this guy before now?"


    This was truly ridiculous, since throughout the entirety of his life, this was the first time he ever felt an other person''s so indiscriminately be this staunchly protective towards him; and unexpectedly, it had to happen under such circumstances.


    Xiao Ning: "?????"

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    Adhering to a speak little and do little principle, throughout the entire course of the evening, Xiao Ning maintained his silence. This was on account of Shan Haiming''s attitude while they were there, so no one managed to bother him after that. Only Shan Haiming would ask him a few sentences every now and again, to which he gave careful replies. All the others around them could do was stare on with blank expressions. As Xiao Ning even managed to pull out his phone at sometime during it all to send Lu Yan a message asking what he would like for lunch.


    To this question, a guy who had just introduced himself as Heshu Zhou, let out a hearty laugh before replying, "Xiao-shao, don''t you see what time it is? We can still keep going some more."


    Xiao Ning then regained his senses: "..."


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke[1], and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    That guy being considerate to this degree took Xiao Ning by surprise. So far he got the feeling that despite Shan Haiming''s attitude that was imbued with him having his own way, it seemed as though he was not like all the other rich guys.


    To this question, a guy who had just introduced himself as Heshu Zhou, let out a hearty laugh before replying, "Xiao-shao, don''t you see what time it is? We can still keep going some more."


    Releasing a long sigh, Xiao Ning, after a silent grumble, carefully leaned his body while supporting Shan Haiming to allow the two of them to stand up. That apartment had two bedrooms, and Xiao Ning only ever stayed in the one for guests. The master bedroom was reserved for Lu Yan, even if he only ever went there less than a couple of times for the year. Plus, in that master bedroom there was none of Lu Yan''s personal belongings, and when he was there, Xiao Ning never stepped foot in it.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    When that guy offload''s his problems, he''s quite thorough, isn''t he? But Xiao Ning wasn''t really mad at Wang Hua, after all, the other man''s wife was in the hospital giving birth, and he still had to deal with that situation. So he wasn''t wrong for him to do that.


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    Their measurements were more or less the same, and Shan Haiming didn''t look bad at all wearing Xiao Ning''s tracksuit. In fact, he looked a lot better in it than Xiao Ning ever did. But Xiao Ning wasn''t all too comfortable with Shan Haiming''s taking it without asking him first, however he just avoided the topic, "Mr Shan, you drank a lot last night, so do you feel better now?"


    Shan Haiming never sang, however. Only downing glass after glass as he drank with the others. Xiao Ning guessed his mood must''ve not been all that great because of this. But the more he thought about, when adding the fact he found some random guy to at like his boyfriend, he also guessed the other must''ve had some secret.


    Xiao Ning just turned his attention to Shan Haiming, who had his brows now tightly knitted, not knowing if the act was due to the other man having a headache on account of his drinking, or whether it was because he had some other unsolved troubles weighing on his mind.


    "Do you like men?"


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke, and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "The user you are trying to reach has had their device switched off."


    But such matters was that man''s own business, and Xiao Ning had his own issues to take care of, so where would he find the energy to be gossiping about that.


    Xiao Ning responded after, saying, "Let''s reheat the congee before we eat it, you drank a good bit yesterday, so it''s better if you ate warm congee."


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    Shan Haiming never sang, however. Only downing glass after glass as he drank with the others. Xiao Ning guessed his mood must''ve not been all that great because of this. But the more he thought about, when adding the fact he found some random guy to at like his boyfriend, he also guessed the other must''ve had some secret.


    Carried Home


    Although his face is not particularly oozing a healthy flush, there was however no sign of the fatigue expected from his past night''s drinking. So if you took his appearance from the night prior into account, his recovery was rather amazing.


    When he finally realised the situation around him again, the show was at an end, and only a few people were left standing. What''s more, since the target of their concentrated firepower was Shan Haiming, he was of course not spared.


    "Haiming?" He then called out softly, but Shan Haiming''s eyes didn''t open in return.


    Xiao Ning then regained his senses: "..."


    Seeing the group was still acting rowdy, a bit of compassion welled up within him. Everyone had their own troubles it seems. After supporting Shan Haiming, he tried to stand. Drunks were always especially heavy, but thankfully Shan Haiming didn''t struggle. Xiao Ning then said to Heshu Zhou, "I''m sorry, but Shan Haiming and I will be leaving first. You guys can continue enjoying yourselves, alright?"


    Xiao Ning gave his all and persisted until Shan Haiming finally had a reaction. The man then opened his eyes slightly, his unfocused gaze swaying until it landed on Xiao Ning''s face, as his lips then parting... to vomit.


    Seeing the group was still acting rowdy, a bit of compassion welled up within him. Everyone had their own troubles it seems. After supporting Shan Haiming, he tried to stand. Drunks were always especially heavy, but thankfully Shan Haiming didn''t struggle. Xiao Ning then said to Heshu Zhou, "I''m sorry, but Shan Haiming and I will be leaving first. You guys can continue enjoying yourselves, alright?"


    Baili, who had also drank himself into a stupor, was tapping Shan Haiming''s shoulder, wanting to ask him something, but the other man simply flung off his advances. Shan Haiming instead just closed his eyes, repulsion clear on his face melded with the mischievous look of a person holding no interest in talking with anyone, as he leant his body against Xiao Ning.


    When that guy offload''s his problems, he''s quite thorough, isn''t he? But Xiao Ning wasn''t really mad at Wang Hua, after all, the other man''s wife was in the hospital giving birth, and he still had to deal with that situation. So he wasn''t wrong for him to do that.


    Xiao Ning felt that in this current moment, him not saying anything more would be difficult to be explained away. So after reaching out his hand to support the man against him, he said, "It looks like you''re all spent. Are you guys planning on leaving as well?"


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    The person who came in and did so was wearing sportswear, while carrying a plastic bag, showing signs of freshness which was similar to the moisture of the morning dew, "You''re up?"


    Their measurements were more or less the same, and Shan Haiming didn''t look bad at all wearing Xiao Ning''s tracksuit. In fact, he looked a lot better in it than Xiao Ning ever did. But Xiao Ning wasn''t all too comfortable with Shan Haiming''s taking it without asking him first, however he just avoided the topic, "Mr Shan, you drank a lot last night, so do you feel better now?"


    Having made it to this point, Xiao Ning never intended for Shan Haiming to sleep on the sofa. The man was Wang Hua''s new boss, after all, so showing this bit of favour was also doable by Xiao Ning.


    To this question, a guy who had just introduced himself as Heshu Zhou, let out a hearty laugh before replying, "Xiao-shao, don''t you see what time it is? We can still keep going some more."


    Adhering to a speak little and do little principle, throughout the entire course of the evening, Xiao Ning maintained his silence. This was on account of Shan Haiming''s attitude while they were there, so no one managed to bother him after that. Only Shan Haiming would ask him a few sentences every now and again, to which he gave careful replies. All the others around them could do was stare on with blank expressions. As Xiao Ning even managed to pull out his phone at sometime during it all to send Lu Yan a message asking what he would like for lunch.


    While being pressed below the other man, Xiao Ning honestly just wanted to stay lying there until morning.


    Having consoled himself, once he was done building up his mental fortitude, Xiao Ning called them a taxi, and then had to wait over an hour for the cab to speedily arrive.


    What time it was? It was almost midnight.


    Xiao Ning''s eyes slightly widened, with him barely managing a response, "Mr. Shan?"


    "Sounds good." Shan Haiming threw the can back, "You should go reheat them, then."


    The cold wind of the night air hummed, and Xiao Ning noticed Shan Haiming had finally finished vomiting. His face was now completely white, his body hanging weakly, with him completely unresponsive. This was how Xiao ning was able to pull out Shan Haiming''s phone to see if he could contact one of the man''s family members or friends. Only to find out after clicking on the screen that a password was required.


    Song by Eason Chen. YouTube link


    Xiao Ning just turned his attention to Shan Haiming, who had his brows now tightly knitted, not knowing if the act was due to the other man having a headache on account of his drinking, or whether it was because he had some other unsolved troubles weighing on his mind.


    Xiao Ning just turned his attention to Shan Haiming, who had his brows now tightly knitted, not knowing if the act was due to the other man having a headache on account of his drinking, or whether it was because he had some other unsolved troubles weighing on his mind.


    "Thanks for last night, by the way. It was a good thing that Wang Hua managed to have found someone reliable. Shan Haiming did not go into any details beyond this, and Xiao Ning would naturally not ask him for more, saying, "It was nothing, besides, it wasn''t that troublesome."


    Even though the words stated in his sentence leaned towards ones of mockery, Shan Haiming''s tone when he said them, to the contrast, was very light hearted, seeming as though it was just a casual mention which made Xiao Ning not know what he really meant.


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    Shan Haiming walked over and gave him the keys, taking a seat right beside him before moving to put the stuff in his other hand on the table, "Don''t leave your keys lying about."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Haiming?" He then called out softly, but Shan Haiming''s eyes didn''t open in return.


    Shan Haiming only let out a groan, then no longer responded. Xiao Ning just then remembered all those western liquor he had drank straight, a really bad feeling then coming over over. So when they had made it to the elevator, he gave Wang Hua a call.


    Shan Haiming nodded absentmindedly upon hearing this, while rummaging through the bag on the table and pulling out some biscuits and cans of Eight Treasures Congee, "I couldn''t find any places selling breakfast here, there was only a supermarket, so we''ll have to make do with eating these."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Seeing the group was still acting rowdy, a bit of compassion welled up within him. Everyone had their own troubles it seems. After supporting Shan Haiming, he tried to stand. Drunks were always especially heavy, but thankfully Shan Haiming didn''t struggle. Xiao Ning then said to Heshu Zhou, "I''m sorry, but Shan Haiming and I will be leaving first. You guys can continue enjoying yourselves, alright?"


    The cold wind of the night air hummed, and Xiao Ning noticed Shan Haiming had finally finished vomiting. His face was now completely white, his body hanging weakly, with him completely unresponsive. This was how Xiao ning was able to pull out Shan Haiming''s phone to see if he could contact one of the man''s family members or friends. Only to find out after clicking on the screen that a password was required.


    Heshu Zhou was the first to be stunned, his gaze moving to examine Shan Haiming''s face before moving to smack his own forehead, saying, "Yeah yeah yeah. Jeez, I''m so thoughtless."


    Xiao Ning gave his all and persisted until Shan Haiming finally had a reaction. The man then opened his eyes slightly, his unfocused gaze swaying until it landed on Xiao Ning''s face, as his lips then parting... to vomit.


    Heshu Zhou was the first to be stunned, his gaze moving to examine Shan Haiming''s face before moving to smack his own forehead, saying, "Yeah yeah yeah. Jeez, I''m so thoughtless."


    But such matters was that man''s own business, and Xiao Ning had his own issues to take care of, so where would he find the energy to be gossiping about that.


    As he said this, his expression was rather ambiguous, as he then added "You two can hurry on off now. I''ll have to trouble you to look after him, Xiao Ning."


    He vomited violently, spilling his entire heart out as he hunched over and released his stomach''s contents. It was to the point where if not for Xiao Ning pulling him upwards, he would''ve probably keeled over into his own puke. From the looks of things, it seemed as though he had not eaten a thing for that day, as there was nothing in his vomit aside from the drinks themselves.


    That guy being considerate to this degree took Xiao Ning by surprise. So far he got the feeling that despite Shan Haiming''s attitude that was imbued with him having his own way, it seemed as though he was not like all the other rich guys.


    When he finally realised the situation around him again, the show was at an end, and only a few people were left standing. What''s more, since the target of their concentrated firepower was Shan Haiming, he was of course not spared.


    After putting Shan Haiming in the car, Xiao Ning gave the driver the address of the apartment he would be staying at temporarily. Doing so because that place was not too far from their current location, and would take twenty minutes at most for them to get there. Once there, after much trails and tribulations, Xiao Ning managed to drag Shan Haiming into the apartment. The task having left him panting for breath as he moved to close the door. Tossing his keys into the shoe cabinet without any effort, he was then accidentally tripped by Shan Haiming''s legs, causing them both to simultaneously fall to the floor.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke, and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    Shan Haiming nodded absentmindedly upon hearing this, while rummaging through the bag on the table and pulling out some biscuits and cans of Eight Treasures Congee, "I couldn''t find any places selling breakfast here, there was only a supermarket, so we''ll have to make do with eating these."


    Xiao Ning was somewhat infuriated; however after all those years of having his temperament being "trained" by Lu Yan, the anger within him did not surface, as he stuffed it back down himself.


    The cold wind of the night air hummed, and Xiao Ning noticed Shan Haiming had finally finished vomiting. His face was now completely white, his body hanging weakly, with him completely unresponsive. This was how Xiao ning was able to pull out Shan Haiming''s phone to see if he could contact one of the man''s family members or friends. Only to find out after clicking on the screen that a password was required.


    To this question, a guy who had just introduced himself as Heshu Zhou, let out a hearty laugh before replying, "Xiao-shao, don''t you see what time it is? We can still keep going some more."


    Since there was nothing he could do about that, Xiao Ning put on a brave face and gave the others a nod, an act which could be considered a greeting. He then half supported, half dragged, Shan Haiming out of the private room.


    As he said this, his expression was rather ambiguous, as he then added "You two can hurry on off now. I''ll have to trouble you to look after him, Xiao Ning."


    As the secondary master of the house, Xiao Ning himself took the initiative to do these things as well. He first went to tidy himself up, then returned to take the two cans of soup into the kitchen. There was nothing in the fridge there, but the utensils ans cookware in the kitchen were all fully stocked, so Xiao Ning poured the congee into too bowls, then placed them into the microwave fore a couple minutes.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Once he sensed the weight from the one stuck to him get heavier, he dragged Shan Haiming back up again, asking, "Mr. Shan? Are you alright, Mr Shan?"


    "The user you are trying to reach has had their device switched off."


    Xiao Ning then regained his senses: "..."


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    "The user you are trying to reach has had their device switched off."


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    Shan Haiming only let out a groan, then no longer responded. Xiao Ning just then remembered all those western liquor he had drank straight, a really bad feeling then coming over over. So when they had made it to the elevator, he gave Wang Hua a call.


    But such matters was that man''s own business, and Xiao Ning had his own issues to take care of, so where would he find the energy to be gossiping about that.


    "I used your bathroom for a bit, by the way, but why does your house have so many disposable items?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, interrupted Xiao Ning''s focused stare. He clearly was not interested in hearing the other man''s answer so he continued by adding, "Plus, this is your suit I''m wearing, so I''ll buy you back a similar one as compensation."


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke, and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    "The user you are trying to reach has had their device switched off."


    Xiao Ning looked at the keys in the other man''s hands, reaching out to take it before tucking them back into his pocket. Only just then did he notice Shan Haiming''s hair was a bit damp, and on top of the image of the light grey tracksuit he was wearing, were traces of that "Shan-shao" from the private room the night before. But the image now shown in front of Xiao Ning''s eyes to the contrary seemed to resemble that of a little brother next door.


    Adhering to a speak little and do little principle, throughout the entire course of the evening, Xiao Ning maintained his silence. This was on account of Shan Haiming''s attitude while they were there, so no one managed to bother him after that. Only Shan Haiming would ask him a few sentences every now and again, to which he gave careful replies. All the others around them could do was stare on with blank expressions. As Xiao Ning even managed to pull out his phone at sometime during it all to send Lu Yan a message asking what he would like for lunch.


    "Sounds good." Shan Haiming threw the can back, "You should go reheat them, then."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Sounds good." Shan Haiming threw the can back, "You should go reheat them, then."


    "Thanks for last night, by the way. It was a good thing that Wang Hua managed to have found someone reliable. Shan Haiming did not go into any details beyond this, and Xiao Ning would naturally not ask him for more, saying, "It was nothing, besides, it wasn''t that troublesome."


    "Do you like men?"


    Without any sort of washing up, Xiao Ning then dragged Shan Haiming straight into his bedroom, then onto the bed. A relived breath finally leaving him as he thought about how the craziness of the past few hours that night was now over and done with.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Even though the words stated in his sentence leaned towards ones of mockery, Shan Haiming''s tone when he said them, to the contrast, was very light hearted, seeming as though it was just a casual mention which made Xiao Ning not know what he really meant.


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    He vomited violently, spilling his entire heart out as he hunched over and released his stomach''s contents. It was to the point where if not for Xiao Ning pulling him upwards, he would''ve probably keeled over into his own puke. From the looks of things, it seemed as though he had not eaten a thing for that day, as there was nothing in his vomit aside from the drinks themselves.


    When that guy offload''s his problems, he''s quite thorough, isn''t he? But Xiao Ning wasn''t really mad at Wang Hua, after all, the other man''s wife was in the hospital giving birth, and he still had to deal with that situation. So he wasn''t wrong for him to do that.


    "Do you like men?"


    However, Xiao Ning was nevertheless left hung out to dry, while someone else was being carried in his arms. Now standing in the doorway wearing a dumbfounded expression, Xiao Ning asked, "Mr. Shan? Mr. Shan, where do you live? need to take you home."


    Since there was nothing he could do about that, Xiao Ning put on a brave face and gave the others a nod, an act which could be considered a greeting. He then half supported, half dragged, Shan Haiming out of the private room.


    As he said this, his expression was rather ambiguous, as he then added "You two can hurry on off now. I''ll have to trouble you to look after him, Xiao Ning."


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke, and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    Baili, who had also drank himself into a stupor, was tapping Shan Haiming''s shoulder, wanting to ask him something, but the other man simply flung off his advances. Shan Haiming instead just closed his eyes, repulsion clear on his face melded with the mischievous look of a person holding no interest in talking with anyone, as he leant his body against Xiao Ning.


    In the meantime, Xiao Ning felt as though his head was about to explode, as there were no hotels any where near that area for several miles, and the landscaping of the area was rather well-done, since it was all main roads.


    Xiao Ning gave his all and persisted until Shan Haiming finally had a reaction. The man then opened his eyes slightly, his unfocused gaze swaying until it landed on Xiao Ning''s face, as his lips then parting... to vomit.


    Shan Haiming never sang, however. Only downing glass after glass as he drank with the others. Xiao Ning guessed his mood must''ve not been all that great because of this. But the more he thought about, when adding the fact he found some random guy to at like his boyfriend, he also guessed the other must''ve had some secret.


    When he finally realised the situation around him again, the show was at an end, and only a few people were left standing. What''s more, since the target of their concentrated firepower was Shan Haiming, he was of course not spared.


    "I''m fine. After a shower and a jog I''m feeling a lot better." Shan Haiming''s brows the drew into a light knit, his inner thoughts unknown. "And just call me Haiming from now on. Wasn''t it easier to call me that last night?"


    Shan Haiming nodded absentmindedly upon hearing this, while rummaging through the bag on the table and pulling out some biscuits and cans of Eight Treasures Congee, "I couldn''t find any places selling breakfast here, there was only a supermarket, so we''ll have to make do with eating these."


    "Haiming?" He then called out softly, but Shan Haiming''s eyes didn''t open in return.


    He vomited violently, spilling his entire heart out as he hunched over and released his stomach''s contents. It was to the point where if not for Xiao Ning pulling him upwards, he would''ve probably keeled over into his own puke. From the looks of things, it seemed as though he had not eaten a thing for that day, as there was nothing in his vomit aside from the drinks themselves.


    Having consoled himself, once he was done building up his mental fortitude, Xiao Ning called them a taxi, and then had to wait over an hour for the cab to speedily arrive.


    In the meantime, Xiao Ning felt as though his head was about to explode, as there were no hotels any where near that area for several miles, and the landscaping of the area was rather well-done, since it was all main roads.


    "Do you like men?"


    When he finally realised the situation around him again, the show was at an end, and only a few people were left standing. What''s more, since the target of their concentrated firepower was Shan Haiming, he was of course not spared.


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    Xiao Ning was somewhat infuriated; however after all those years of having his temperament being "trained" by Lu Yan, the anger within him did not surface, as he stuffed it back down himself.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    That infamous line said it right: shit happens right when no one expects it to.


    However, Xiao Ning was nevertheless left hung out to dry, while someone else was being carried in his arms. Now standing in the doorway wearing a dumbfounded expression, Xiao Ning asked, "Mr. Shan? Mr. Shan, where do you live? need to take you home."


    Carried Home


    Without any sort of washing up, Xiao Ning then dragged Shan Haiming straight into his bedroom, then onto the bed. A relived breath finally leaving him as he thought about how the craziness of the past few hours that night was now over and done with.


    The cold wind of the night air hummed, and Xiao Ning noticed Shan Haiming had finally finished vomiting. His face was now completely white, his body hanging weakly, with him completely unresponsive. This was how Xiao ning was able to pull out Shan Haiming''s phone to see if he could contact one of the man''s family members or friends. Only to find out after clicking on the screen that a password was required.


    Shan Haiming was right about one thing he said earlier, Xiao Ning did have a regular work and sleep schedule. Meaning, he had to go to bed before eleven in order for him to wake up before eight o''clock sharp the next morning, a behaviour that could be regarded as that of a role-model amongst his peers. So around this time, he truly was quite sleepy. Thus after a quick washing up, Xiao Ning''s entire form then weakly collapsed onto the sofa, not long having passed until he fell fast asleep.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Haiming?" He then called out softly, but Shan Haiming''s eyes didn''t open in return.


    What time it was? It was almost midnight.


    Looking down at his watch to check the time, he knew since it was the weekend, Lu Yan would never be up before eleven, and would just have himself brunch. So he figured even a delay of a couple hours would be fine. Xiao Ning took out the congee and left the kitchen, to see Shan Haiming was already seated at the table eating a few biscuits. As soon as the porridge was placed in front of him, he began to gulp it all down at a speed which was rather quick.


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke, and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    Releasing a long sigh, Xiao Ning, after a silent grumble, carefully leaned his body while supporting Shan Haiming to allow the two of them to stand up. That apartment had two bedrooms, and Xiao Ning only ever stayed in the one for guests. The master bedroom was reserved for Lu Yan, even if he only ever went there less than a couple of times for the year. Plus, in that master bedroom there was none of Lu Yan''s personal belongings, and when he was there, Xiao Ning never stepped foot in it.


    Having consoled himself, once he was done building up his mental fortitude, Xiao Ning called them a taxi, and then had to wait over an hour for the cab to speedily arrive.


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    After putting Shan Haiming in the car, Xiao Ning gave the driver the address of the apartment he would be staying at temporarily. Doing so because that place was not too far from their current location, and would take twenty minutes at most for them to get there. Once there, after much trails and tribulations, Xiao Ning managed to drag Shan Haiming into the apartment. The task having left him panting for breath as he moved to close the door. Tossing his keys into the shoe cabinet without any effort, he was then accidentally tripped by Shan Haiming''s legs, causing them both to simultaneously fall to the floor.


    Heshu Zhou was the first to be stunned, his gaze moving to examine Shan Haiming''s face before moving to smack his own forehead, saying, "Yeah yeah yeah. Jeez, I''m so thoughtless."


    Since there was nothing he could do about that, Xiao Ning put on a brave face and gave the others a nod, an act which could be considered a greeting. He then half supported, half dragged, Shan Haiming out of the private room.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    That guy being considerate to this degree took Xiao Ning by surprise. So far he got the feeling that despite Shan Haiming''s attitude that was imbued with him having his own way, it seemed as though he was not like all the other rich guys.


    "Do you like men?"


    While being pressed below the other man, Xiao Ning honestly just wanted to stay lying there until morning.


    Xiao Ning felt that in this current moment, him not saying anything more would be difficult to be explained away. So after reaching out his hand to support the man against him, he said, "It looks like you''re all spent. Are you guys planning on leaving as well?"


    And Shan Haiming, who only let out a frown to show he was just mildly disturbed, after grinding his jaw a bit, simply found a comfortable spot for himself between Xiao Ning''s shoulders before again falling back asleep.


    And Shan Haiming, who only let out a frown to show he was just mildly disturbed, after grinding his jaw a bit, simply found a comfortable spot for himself between Xiao Ning''s shoulders before again falling back asleep.


    "Do you like men?"


    Shan Haiming nodded absentmindedly upon hearing this, while rummaging through the bag on the table and pulling out some biscuits and cans of Eight Treasures Congee, "I couldn''t find any places selling breakfast here, there was only a supermarket, so we''ll have to make do with eating these."


    Releasing a long sigh, Xiao Ning, after a silent grumble, carefully leaned his body while supporting Shan Haiming to allow the two of them to stand up. That apartment had two bedrooms, and Xiao Ning only ever stayed in the one for guests. The master bedroom was reserved for Lu Yan, even if he only ever went there less than a couple of times for the year. Plus, in that master bedroom there was none of Lu Yan''s personal belongings, and when he was there, Xiao Ning never stepped foot in it.


    N/A


    "I used your bathroom for a bit, by the way, but why does your house have so many disposable items?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, interrupted Xiao Ning''s focused stare. He clearly was not interested in hearing the other man''s answer so he continued by adding, "Plus, this is your suit I''m wearing, so I''ll buy you back a similar one as compensation."


    During this time, someone had chosen to sing the King of Karaoke, and their rendition of the song was soulful.


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    Having made it to this point, Xiao Ning never intended for Shan Haiming to sleep on the sofa. The man was Wang Hua''s new boss, after all, so showing this bit of favour was also doable by Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning then regained his senses: "..."


    Shan Haiming walked over and gave him the keys, taking a seat right beside him before moving to put the stuff in his other hand on the table, "Don''t leave your keys lying about."


    Shan Haiming walked over and gave him the keys, taking a seat right beside him before moving to put the stuff in his other hand on the table, "Don''t leave your keys lying about."


    In the meantime, Xiao Ning felt as though his head was about to explode, as there were no hotels any where near that area for several miles, and the landscaping of the area was rather well-done, since it was all main roads.


    Having consoled himself, once he was done building up his mental fortitude, Xiao Ning called them a taxi, and then had to wait over an hour for the cab to speedily arrive.


    Without any sort of washing up, Xiao Ning then dragged Shan Haiming straight into his bedroom, then onto the bed. A relived breath finally leaving him as he thought about how the craziness of the past few hours that night was now over and done with.


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    Shan Haiming was right about one thing he said earlier, Xiao Ning did have a regular work and sleep schedule. Meaning, he had to go to bed before eleven in order for him to wake up before eight o''clock sharp the next morning, a behaviour that could be regarded as that of a role-model amongst his peers. So around this time, he truly was quite sleepy. Thus after a quick washing up, Xiao Ning''s entire form then weakly collapsed onto the sofa, not long having passed until he fell fast asleep.


    Once he sensed the weight from the one stuck to him get heavier, he dragged Shan Haiming back up again, asking, "Mr. Shan? Are you alright, Mr Shan?"


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    Although his face is not particularly oozing a healthy flush, there was however no sign of the fatigue expected from his past night''s drinking. So if you took his appearance from the night prior into account, his recovery was rather amazing.


    In the meantime, Xiao Ning felt as though his head was about to explode, as there were no hotels any where near that area for several miles, and the landscaping of the area was rather well-done, since it was all main roads.


    N/A


    "I used your bathroom for a bit, by the way, but why does your house have so many disposable items?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, interrupted Xiao Ning''s focused stare. He clearly was not interested in hearing the other man''s answer so he continued by adding, "Plus, this is your suit I''m wearing, so I''ll buy you back a similar one as compensation."


    And Shan Haiming, who only let out a frown to show he was just mildly disturbed, after grinding his jaw a bit, simply found a comfortable spot for himself between Xiao Ning''s shoulders before again falling back asleep.


    Within living things, the biological clock they possessed was a quite powerful thing, you see, as Xiao Ning had awakened that following morning at eight on the dot. For a second, he could not make out the situation, and the front door he was facing suddenly opened, giving him a start that was enough to wash his drowsiness away.


    Xiao Ning was somewhat infuriated; however after all those years of having his temperament being "trained" by Lu Yan, the anger within him did not surface, as he stuffed it back down himself.


    In the meantime, Xiao Ning felt as though his head was about to explode, as there were no hotels any where near that area for several miles, and the landscaping of the area was rather well-done, since it was all main roads.


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    The person who came in and did so was wearing sportswear, while carrying a plastic bag, showing signs of freshness which was similar to the moisture of the morning dew, "You''re up?"


    Baili, who had also drank himself into a stupor, was tapping Shan Haiming''s shoulder, wanting to ask him something, but the other man simply flung off his advances. Shan Haiming instead just closed his eyes, repulsion clear on his face melded with the mischievous look of a person holding no interest in talking with anyone, as he leant his body against Xiao Ning.


    Having made it to this point, Xiao Ning never intended for Shan Haiming to sleep on the sofa. The man was Wang Hua''s new boss, after all, so showing this bit of favour was also doable by Xiao Ning.


    Shan Haiming only let out a groan, then no longer responded. Xiao Ning just then remembered all those western liquor he had drank straight, a really bad feeling then coming over over. So when they had made it to the elevator, he gave Wang Hua a call.


    Xiao Ning''s eyes slightly widened, with him barely managing a response, "Mr. Shan?"


    As the secondary master of the house, Xiao Ning himself took the initiative to do these things as well. He first went to tidy himself up, then returned to take the two cans of soup into the kitchen. There was nothing in the fridge there, but the utensils ans cookware in the kitchen were all fully stocked, so Xiao Ning poured the congee into too bowls, then placed them into the microwave fore a couple minutes.


    The cold wind of the night air hummed, and Xiao Ning noticed Shan Haiming had finally finished vomiting. His face was now completely white, his body hanging weakly, with him completely unresponsive. This was how Xiao ning was able to pull out Shan Haiming''s phone to see if he could contact one of the man''s family members or friends. Only to find out after clicking on the screen that a password was required.


    Releasing a long sigh, Xiao Ning, after a silent grumble, carefully leaned his body while supporting Shan Haiming to allow the two of them to stand up. That apartment had two bedrooms, and Xiao Ning only ever stayed in the one for guests. The master bedroom was reserved for Lu Yan, even if he only ever went there less than a couple of times for the year. Plus, in that master bedroom there was none of Lu Yan''s personal belongings, and when he was there, Xiao Ning never stepped foot in it.


    Shan Haiming walked over and gave him the keys, taking a seat right beside him before moving to put the stuff in his other hand on the table, "Don''t leave your keys lying about."


    Song by Eason Chen. YouTube link


    When that guy offload''s his problems, he''s quite thorough, isn''t he? But Xiao Ning wasn''t really mad at Wang Hua, after all, the other man''s wife was in the hospital giving birth, and he still had to deal with that situation. So he wasn''t wrong for him to do that.


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    Xiao Ning looked at the keys in the other man''s hands, reaching out to take it before tucking them back into his pocket. Only just then did he notice Shan Haiming''s hair was a bit damp, and on top of the image of the light grey tracksuit he was wearing, were traces of that "Shan-shao" from the private room the night before. But the image now shown in front of Xiao Ning''s eyes to the contrary seemed to resemble that of a little brother next door.


    In the meantime, Xiao Ning felt as though his head was about to explode, as there were no hotels any where near that area for several miles, and the landscaping of the area was rather well-done, since it was all main roads.


    Although his face is not particularly oozing a healthy flush, there was however no sign of the fatigue expected from his past night''s drinking. So if you took his appearance from the night prior into account, his recovery was rather amazing.


    Without any sort of washing up, Xiao Ning then dragged Shan Haiming straight into his bedroom, then onto the bed. A relived breath finally leaving him as he thought about how the craziness of the past few hours that night was now over and done with.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Although his face is not particularly oozing a healthy flush, there was however no sign of the fatigue expected from his past night''s drinking. So if you took his appearance from the night prior into account, his recovery was rather amazing.


    "I used your bathroom for a bit, by the way, but why does your house have so many disposable items?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, interrupted Xiao Ning''s focused stare. He clearly was not interested in hearing the other man''s answer so he continued by adding, "Plus, this is your suit I''m wearing, so I''ll buy you back a similar one as compensation."


    Within living things, the biological clock they possessed was a quite powerful thing, you see, as Xiao Ning had awakened that following morning at eight on the dot. For a second, he could not make out the situation, and the front door he was facing suddenly opened, giving him a start that was enough to wash his drowsiness away.


    Their measurements were more or less the same, and Shan Haiming didn''t look bad at all wearing Xiao Ning''s tracksuit. In fact, he looked a lot better in it than Xiao Ning ever did. But Xiao Ning wasn''t all too comfortable with Shan Haiming''s taking it without asking him first, however he just avoided the topic, "Mr Shan, you drank a lot last night, so do you feel better now?"


    While being pressed below the other man, Xiao Ning honestly just wanted to stay lying there until morning.


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    However, Xiao Ning was nevertheless left hung out to dry, while someone else was being carried in his arms. Now standing in the doorway wearing a dumbfounded expression, Xiao Ning asked, "Mr. Shan? Mr. Shan, where do you live? need to take you home."


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    Xiao Ning just turned his attention to Shan Haiming, who had his brows now tightly knitted, not knowing if the act was due to the other man having a headache on account of his drinking, or whether it was because he had some other unsolved troubles weighing on his mind.


    "I''m fine. After a shower and a jog I''m feeling a lot better." Shan Haiming''s brows the drew into a light knit, his inner thoughts unknown. "And just call me Haiming from now on. Wasn''t it easier to call me that last night?"


    Carried Home


    Xiao Ning then regained his senses: "..."


    The person who came in and did so was wearing sportswear, while carrying a plastic bag, showing signs of freshness which was similar to the moisture of the morning dew, "You''re up?"


    Shan Haiming only let out a groan, then no longer responded. Xiao Ning just then remembered all those western liquor he had drank straight, a really bad feeling then coming over over. So when they had made it to the elevator, he gave Wang Hua a call.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Even though the words stated in his sentence leaned towards ones of mockery, Shan Haiming''s tone when he said them, to the contrast, was very light hearted, seeming as though it was just a casual mention which made Xiao Ning not know what he really meant.


    Looking down at his watch to check the time, he knew since it was the weekend, Lu Yan would never be up before eleven, and would just have himself brunch. So he figured even a delay of a couple hours would be fine. Xiao Ning took out the congee and left the kitchen, to see Shan Haiming was already seated at the table eating a few biscuits. As soon as the porridge was placed in front of him, he began to gulp it all down at a speed which was rather quick.


    "Thanks for last night, by the way. It was a good thing that Wang Hua managed to have found someone reliable. Shan Haiming did not go into any details beyond this, and Xiao Ning would naturally not ask him for more, saying, "It was nothing, besides, it wasn''t that troublesome."


    That infamous line said it right: shit happens right when no one expects it to.


    Shan Haiming nodded absentmindedly upon hearing this, while rummaging through the bag on the table and pulling out some biscuits and cans of Eight Treasures Congee, "I couldn''t find any places selling breakfast here, there was only a supermarket, so we''ll have to make do with eating these."


    Having made it to this point, Xiao Ning never intended for Shan Haiming to sleep on the sofa. The man was Wang Hua''s new boss, after all, so showing this bit of favour was also doable by Xiao Ning.


    But such matters was that man''s own business, and Xiao Ning had his own issues to take care of, so where would he find the energy to be gossiping about that.


    Heshu Zhou was the first to be stunned, his gaze moving to examine Shan Haiming''s face before moving to smack his own forehead, saying, "Yeah yeah yeah. Jeez, I''m so thoughtless."


    That guy being considerate to this degree took Xiao Ning by surprise. So far he got the feeling that despite Shan Haiming''s attitude that was imbued with him having his own way, it seemed as though he was not like all the other rich guys.


    When he finally realised the situation around him again, the show was at an end, and only a few people were left standing. What''s more, since the target of their concentrated firepower was Shan Haiming, he was of course not spared.


    Enough to coax a smile from Xiao Ning when he looked up and saw the lyrics, while he still fiddled around with his phone.


    Looking down at his watch to check the time, he knew since it was the weekend, Lu Yan would never be up before eleven, and would just have himself brunch. So he figured even a delay of a couple hours would be fine. Xiao Ning took out the congee and left the kitchen, to see Shan Haiming was already seated at the table eating a few biscuits. As soon as the porridge was placed in front of him, he began to gulp it all down at a speed which was rather quick.


    To this question, a guy who had just introduced himself as Heshu Zhou, let out a hearty laugh before replying, "Xiao-shao, don''t you see what time it is? We can still keep going some more."


    "Sounds good." Shan Haiming threw the can back, "You should go reheat them, then."


    Xiao Ning responded after, saying, "Let''s reheat the congee before we eat it, you drank a good bit yesterday, so it''s better if you ate warm congee."


    Shan Haiming nodded absentmindedly upon hearing this, while rummaging through the bag on the table and pulling out some biscuits and cans of Eight Treasures Congee, "I couldn''t find any places selling breakfast here, there was only a supermarket, so we''ll have to make do with eating these."


    N/A


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Heshu Zhou was the first to be stunned, his gaze moving to examine Shan Haiming''s face before moving to smack his own forehead, saying, "Yeah yeah yeah. Jeez, I''m so thoughtless."


    Since there was nothing he could do about that, Xiao Ning put on a brave face and gave the others a nod, an act which could be considered a greeting. He then half supported, half dragged, Shan Haiming out of the private room.


    "Sounds good." Shan Haiming threw the can back, "You should go reheat them, then."


    "I''m fine. After a shower and a jog I''m feeling a lot better." Shan Haiming''s brows the drew into a light knit, his inner thoughts unknown. "And just call me Haiming from now on. Wasn''t it easier to call me that last night?"


    As the secondary master of the house, Xiao Ning himself took the initiative to do these things as well. He first went to tidy himself up, then returned to take the two cans of soup into the kitchen. There was nothing in the fridge there, but the utensils ans cookware in the kitchen were all fully stocked, so Xiao Ning poured the congee into too bowls, then placed them into the microwave fore a couple minutes.


    That guy being considerate to this degree took Xiao Ning by surprise. So far he got the feeling that despite Shan Haiming''s attitude that was imbued with him having his own way, it seemed as though he was not like all the other rich guys.


    Although his face is not particularly oozing a healthy flush, there was however no sign of the fatigue expected from his past night''s drinking. So if you took his appearance from the night prior into account, his recovery was rather amazing.


    This sleep he fell into then was rather deep, so much so, that having heard the muffled sounds of someone stirring, all he did was pull the sofa''s cushion over his head before again going back to sleep.


    As the secondary master of the house, Xiao Ning himself took the initiative to do these things as well. He first went to tidy himself up, then returned to take the two cans of soup into the kitchen. There was nothing in the fridge there, but the utensils ans cookware in the kitchen were all fully stocked, so Xiao Ning poured the congee into too bowls, then placed them into the microwave fore a couple minutes.


    "I used your bathroom for a bit, by the way, but why does your house have so many disposable items?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, interrupted Xiao Ning''s focused stare. He clearly was not interested in hearing the other man''s answer so he continued by adding, "Plus, this is your suit I''m wearing, so I''ll buy you back a similar one as compensation."


    Looking down at his watch to check the time, he knew since it was the weekend, Lu Yan would never be up before eleven, and would just have himself brunch. So he figured even a delay of a couple hours would be fine. Xiao Ning took out the congee and left the kitchen, to see Shan Haiming was already seated at the table eating a few biscuits. As soon as the porridge was placed in front of him, he began to gulp it all down at a speed which was rather quick.


    The person who came in and did so was wearing sportswear, while carrying a plastic bag, showing signs of freshness which was similar to the moisture of the morning dew, "You''re up?"


    Xiao Ning looked at the keys in the other man''s hands, reaching out to take it before tucking them back into his pocket. Only just then did he notice Shan Haiming''s hair was a bit damp, and on top of the image of the light grey tracksuit he was wearing, were traces of that "Shan-shao" from the private room the night before. But the image now shown in front of Xiao Ning''s eyes to the contrary seemed to resemble that of a little brother next door.


    Xiao Ning responded after, saying, "Let''s reheat the congee before we eat it, you drank a good bit yesterday, so it''s better if you ate warm congee."


    Carried Home


    Having made it to this point, Xiao Ning never intended for Shan Haiming to sleep on the sofa. The man was Wang Hua''s new boss, after all, so showing this bit of favour was also doable by Xiao Ning.


    "Do you like men?"


    What time it was? It was almost midnight.


    Shan Haiming was right about one thing he said earlier, Xiao Ning did have a regular work and sleep schedule. Meaning, he had to go to bed before eleven in order for him to wake up before eight o''clock sharp the next morning, a behaviour that could be regarded as that of a role-model amongst his peers. So around this time, he truly was quite sleepy. Thus after a quick washing up, Xiao Ning''s entire form then weakly collapsed onto the sofa, not long having passed until he fell fast asleep.


    Looks as if I''m gong to have to carry out this good deed of the day all the way to the end. Xiao Ning found himself thinking. It''s just a way to accumulate good virtue. It''s just making a new friend like Wang Hua had said.


    Within living things, the biological clock they possessed was a quite powerful thing, you see, as Xiao Ning had awakened that following morning at eight on the dot. For a second, he could not make out the situation, and the front door he was facing suddenly opened, giving him a start that was enough to wash his drowsiness away.


    Xiao Ning felt that in this current moment, him not saying anything more would be difficult to be explained away. So after reaching out his hand to support the man against him, he said, "It looks like you''re all spent. Are you guys planning on leaving as well?"

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    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    The two stared at each other silently for a few seconds, until Shan Haiming swallowed his congee with a gulp, his brows then crinkling as he let out an "oh".


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    A short breath left Xiao Ning''s lips, his expression quickly reverting the one he usually wore, saying, "I thought your little boyfriend was going to arrive this afternoon."


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    Though, those frowning brows of his was a rather pleasing sight, holding the glimmers of a youth who had yet to be made sullen by the world''s true torment. Xiao Ning had no idea what he should say in that moment, also wondering: Why was this person''s way of thinking so strange?


    His gaze soon fell on Xiao Ning, curiosity clear in his eyes before he made his way over to Lu Yan. "Lu Yan, is this your friend?"


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    While the two were talking, the other person in question had now come out from the bedroom. He wore a red plaid shirt, coupled with a pair of jeans; his skin was fair with pretty and delicate features that shone through. Moisture from his bath still lingered upon him, giving his appearance the look of someone pristine, no different than one of student yet to have graduated university.


    But Shan Haiming''s refusal was blunt, "There''s none to find."


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    "You''re still here?" Lu Yan was the one to come out, his body already washed and his clothes also changed. Yawning as he took a seat next to Xiao Ning, before he then went on to say, "Is something wrong?"


    One of the two was Lu Yan, who when startled by Xiao Ning''s movements, impatiently rubbed his forehead and said in a grim tone, "What are you doing?"


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    "Yeah. Xia Li, this is Xiao Ning. And Xiao Ning, this is Xia Li." Lu Yan then stood up before making his way over to the younger man, an immensely gentle smile adorning his face as he reached out to sweep back the hair covering his boyfriend''s forehead, even giving the other''s cheek a pinch before taking his hand away. "Are you ready? Then let''s go, yeah?"


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    No


    Shan Haiming replied simply, "Nope."


    After that, Lu Yan and that first man of his had stayed together for two more months. So what did that experience end up telling Xiao Ning? Oh, so it turns out that being with a man is nothing special either.


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    Lu Yan then sent Xia Li a wink, giving him an expression that said "You are just too good", as he embraced him with a smile. "There''s a private kitchen that serves Japanese nearby, and the amaebi (sweet shrimp) they serve there is to die for. You like Japanese cuisine, right?"


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    One of the two was Lu Yan, who when startled by Xiao Ning''s movements, impatiently rubbed his forehead and said in a grim tone, "What are you doing?"


    Lu Yan then sent Xia Li a wink, giving him an expression that said "You are just too good", as he embraced him with a smile. "There''s a private kitchen that serves Japanese nearby, and the amaebi (sweet shrimp) they serve there is to die for. You like Japanese cuisine, right?"


    The other person next to him was an unfamiliar younger man, one whose arms had embraced Lu Yan by his neck, and was still currently doing so, even leaning into it even further. All in an attempt to cover his eyes as he kept sleeping.


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    Xiao Ning didn''t bother about Wang Hua''s dishonest behaviour from the night before at the moment, to the contrary, he was feeling rather happy.


    As soon as that man''s name was mentioned, the thoughts in Xiao Ning''s mind all faded away, much to his surprise. His recollection of what had happened making him wonder whether or not he should tell Wang Hua about Shan Haming''s ''talk of terms''. In all honesty, he really did think himself as unsuitable or the task, an opinion formed solely based on his looks alone. Now, that is not to say his looks were bad, it was just that weren''t anything that could be considered breathtaking. Furthermore, in terms of temperament and conversational skills, his couldn''t be described as anything out of the ordinary, not like that Xia Li from just now...


    In all the years which passed and gone, the line of people beside Lu Yan was one which had been unending. But Xiao Ning had always managed to skilfully avoid them, a task even more doable by Lu Yan''s neglect when a new love entered his frame of sight. Even though it was known they were all adults, and things that would be done wouldn''t be done to any lesser degree. This day was the first time Xiao Ning ever truly realized that the Lu Yan he had known for so long was sleeping with other people.


    Spending a good while to comprehend the meaning of that sudden and cryptic statement of Shan Haiming''s, with a twitch in his lip, Xiao Ning then replied, "Mr. Shan, one mustn''t joke about such things."


    Xiao Ning didn''t bother about Wang Hua''s dishonest behaviour from the night before at the moment, to the contrary, he was feeling rather happy.


    Letting out a laugh at his words, Xiao Ning simply replied, "That''s true."


    A subtle scent also lingered within the air of that room. That, coupled with the sight of such an image before him, was simply too much for the unprepared Xiao Ning, whose his mind drew a blank to the point where it almost ached. In response he hastily issued an instinctive apology before quickly moving to shut the door.


    "Which part of this matter is a joke?" Shan Haiming then tossed a biscuit in his mouth, folding both arms across his chest before leaning backwards and continuing, "It won''t be any trouble for you, and all you need to do is show your face at a few special occasions. Are you not single or something? Is that it?"


    "Not even a friend?" Xiao Ning asked curiously.


    "You''re still here?" Lu Yan was the one to come out, his body already washed and his clothes also changed. Yawning as he took a seat next to Xiao Ning, before he then went on to say, "Is something wrong?"


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    Xiao Ning was afraid his response would be too harsh, so after enduring for a short while, he replied gently, "It doesn''t matter whether I''m single of not. I simply believe I''m in no way qualified to do such thing."


    ¡ª¡ª"Is everything all right? Did sister-in-law give birth to a boy or a girl?"


    What a peculiar guy.


    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    Xiao Ning was afraid his response would be too harsh, so after enduring for a short while, he replied gently, "It doesn''t matter whether I''m single of not. I simply believe I''m in no way qualified to do such thing."


    A subtle scent also lingered within the air of that room. That, coupled with the sight of such an image before him, was simply too much for the unprepared Xiao Ning, whose his mind drew a blank to the point where it almost ached. In response he hastily issued an instinctive apology before quickly moving to shut the door.


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    Shan Haiming dangled a biscuit fro his lips, his head tilting as he went on to ask, "If it''s not that you aren''t single, then you''re either incompetent or just unwilling?"


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    Shan Haiming replied simply, "Nope."


    Right a he walked in, however, he received a shock.


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    A short breath left Xiao Ning''s lips, his expression quickly reverting the one he usually wore, saying, "I thought your little boyfriend was going to arrive this afternoon."


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    What a peculiar guy.


    When it came down to it, Xiao Ning was not accustomed to speaking in such a brusque manner as him, thus he could only say, "Mr. Shan, why don''t you go find someone else? There surely must be someone else who''s willing."


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    But Xiao Ning''s thoughts didn''t stay on Shan Haiming for too long, as after he tidied up for a bit, he headed out to buy Lu Yan''s breakfast. During all this time, Lu Yan still hadn''t replied to the message Xiao Ning had sent him last night, so Xiao Ning had bought two of Lu Yan''s favourite meals for him to eat, and after a short detour, he made it to Lu Yan''s place before eleven.


    But Shan Haiming''s refusal was blunt, "There''s none to find."


    So like this it wasn''t until he had heard a noise coming from the bedroom, that Xiao Ning had finally gotten his senses regained.


    This feeling was familiar, very much like the one he had felt when Lu Ya had first told him he was dating a man. But, at that time, Xiao Ning had only felt the beats of his heart thump differently than usual, where the words he should never say were almost spoken aloud.


    So like this it wasn''t until he had heard a noise coming from the bedroom, that Xiao Ning had finally gotten his senses regained.


    Letting out a laugh at his words, Xiao Ning simply replied, "That''s true."


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    "Not even a friend?" Xiao Ning asked curiously.


    Shan Haiming replied simply, "Nope."


    To which Shan Haiming expressionlessly replied, "I don''t have any friends here, and neither is there anyone around that''s suitable. Last night I asked for Wang Hua''s help, and as a result, he found you. It was also quite fortunate since you''re more fitting match than him."


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning then also stood up out of courtesy, walking him to the doorway. "Take care, Mr. Shan."


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    Tiny note:[]sister-in-law, niece, etc. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua aren''t related in any way, they''re just close friends and the terms are just a reflection of that.[]anasi[translator]: Ah, yes... the age old method of stuffing one''s gut to fill one''s heart. The journey isn''t over yet my Little Ning.[]Updates for this will be slow and weekly at most for this. I still haven''t found my rhythm as yet.


    His gaze soon fell on Xiao Ning, curiosity clear in his eyes before he made his way over to Lu Yan. "Lu Yan, is this your friend?"


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    But Shan Haiming''s refusal was blunt, "There''s none to find."


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning then also stood up out of courtesy, walking him to the doorway. "Take care, Mr. Shan."


    Though, those frowning brows of his was a rather pleasing sight, holding the glimmers of a youth who had yet to be made sullen by the world''s true torment. Xiao Ning had no idea what he should say in that moment, also wondering: Why was this person''s way of thinking so strange?


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Which part of this matter is a joke?" Shan Haiming then tossed a biscuit in his mouth, folding both arms across his chest before leaning backwards and continuing, "It won''t be any trouble for you, and all you need to do is show your face at a few special occasions. Are you not single or something? Is that it?"


    "Too inconvenient." Shan Haiming unhappily interrupted him, "Enough already. Where exactly am I supposed to find someone who''s suitable that''s pleasing to my eyes? I don''t have that much time."


    Lu Yan then sent Xia Li a wink, giving him an expression that said "You are just too good", as he embraced him with a smile. "There''s a private kitchen that serves Japanese nearby, and the amaebi (sweet shrimp) they serve there is to die for. You like Japanese cuisine, right?"


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    To which Shan Haiming expressionlessly replied, "I don''t have any friends here, and neither is there anyone around that''s suitable. Last night I asked for Wang Hua''s help, and as a result, he found you. It was also quite fortunate since you''re more fitting match than him."


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    Didn''t you realise this long ago? So why are you still taking this to heart right now?


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    "You''re still here?" Lu Yan was the one to come out, his body already washed and his clothes also changed. Yawning as he took a seat next to Xiao Ning, before he then went on to say, "Is something wrong?"


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t stop himself from smiling, because of a certain thought. Secretly, he was a teensy bit interested in the extra income, but such an undergoing was just too much for him to conceptualise, and the reason he thought the task was also quite improper. "Then I''m afraid I''m truly unable to provide you with any assistance."


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    A subtle scent also lingered within the air of that room. That, coupled with the sight of such an image before him, was simply too much for the unprepared Xiao Ning, whose his mind drew a blank to the point where it almost ached. In response he hastily issued an instinctive apology before quickly moving to shut the door.


    This feeling was familiar, very much like the one he had felt when Lu Ya had first told him he was dating a man. But, at that time, Xiao Ning had only felt the beats of his heart thump differently than usual, where the words he should never say were almost spoken aloud.


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    What a peculiar guy.


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    Because Xiao Ning was there, Xia Li was uncomfortable with Lu Yan''s overtly intimate behaviour so his face was covered in a light flush. He did not push away Lu Yan, however, only smiling shyly as he asked, "You remembered that?"


    Letting out a laugh at his words, Xiao Ning simply replied, "That''s true."


    Shan Haiming stared at him for a while after hearing what he said, simply swallowing the biscuit dancing on his lips, and going against Xiao Ning''s expectations by not nagging him any further. "Just forget it, then. I should get going."


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning then also stood up out of courtesy, walking him to the doorway. "Take care, Mr. Shan."


    No


    When it came down to it, Xiao Ning was not accustomed to speaking in such a brusque manner as him, thus he could only say, "Mr. Shan, why don''t you go find someone else? There surely must be someone else who''s willing."


    Didn''t you realise this long ago? So why are you still taking this to heart right now?


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    "You''re still here?" Lu Yan was the one to come out, his body already washed and his clothes also changed. Yawning as he took a seat next to Xiao Ning, before he then went on to say, "Is something wrong?"


    After which, Shan Haiming left directly, not even turning his head back. Only lifting his hand in a casual wave, as the figure of his back disappeared in the corner of the elevator. After his leaving, Xiao Ning remained there, standing in place, a good while seeming to pass before he finally managed to regain his senses.


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    Hearing this, and not having anything more to ask, nor wanting to hear anything further of that other person''s matter, Xiao Ning added, "That''s great then. I had bought two sets of take out, so both of you can have them."


    After that, Lu Yan and that first man of his had stayed together for two more months. So what did that experience end up telling Xiao Ning? Oh, so it turns out that being with a man is nothing special either.


    As soon as that man''s name was mentioned, the thoughts in Xiao Ning''s mind all faded away, much to his surprise. His recollection of what had happened making him wonder whether or not he should tell Wang Hua about Shan Haming''s ''talk of terms''. In all honesty, he really did think himself as unsuitable or the task, an opinion formed solely based on his looks alone. Now, that is not to say his looks were bad, it was just that weren''t anything that could be considered breathtaking. Furthermore, in terms of temperament and conversational skills, his couldn''t be described as anything out of the ordinary, not like that Xia Li from just now...


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    So like this it wasn''t until he had heard a noise coming from the bedroom, that Xiao Ning had finally gotten his senses regained.


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning then also stood up out of courtesy, walking him to the doorway. "Take care, Mr. Shan."


    What a peculiar guy.


    With Xia Li also gave a quick look back, saying, "Bye."


    Letting out a laugh at his words, Xiao Ning simply replied, "That''s true."


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    ¡ª¡ª"Is everything all right? Did sister-in-law give birth to a boy or a girl?"


    Spending a good while to comprehend the meaning of that sudden and cryptic statement of Shan Haiming''s, with a twitch in his lip, Xiao Ning then replied, "Mr. Shan, one mustn''t joke about such things."


    Shan Haiming dangled a biscuit fro his lips, his head tilting as he went on to ask, "If it''s not that you aren''t single, then you''re either incompetent or just unwilling?"


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    But Xiao Ning''s thoughts didn''t stay on Shan Haiming for too long, as after he tidied up for a bit, he headed out to buy Lu Yan''s breakfast. During all this time, Lu Yan still hadn''t replied to the message Xiao Ning had sent him last night, so Xiao Ning had bought two of Lu Yan''s favourite meals for him to eat, and after a short detour, he made it to Lu Yan''s place before eleven.


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    When it came down to it, Xiao Ning was not accustomed to speaking in such a brusque manner as him, thus he could only say, "Mr. Shan, why don''t you go find someone else? There surely must be someone else who''s willing."


    The two stared at each other silently for a few seconds, until Shan Haiming swallowed his congee with a gulp, his brows then crinkling as he let out an "oh".


    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    Because Xiao Ning was there, Xia Li was uncomfortable with Lu Yan''s overtly intimate behaviour so his face was covered in a light flush. He did not push away Lu Yan, however, only smiling shyly as he asked, "You remembered that?"


    Upon checking the time, and thinking it wouldn''t be all that good for him if he slept for too long, Xiao Ning went over to knock on the door, and hearing no response from inside, was left with no choice but to open the door and enter, saying, "Lu Yan? It''s time to get up."


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    To which Shan Haiming expressionlessly replied, "I don''t have any friends here, and neither is there anyone around that''s suitable. Last night I asked for Wang Hua''s help, and as a result, he found you. It was also quite fortunate since you''re more fitting match than him."


    Hearing this, and not having anything more to ask, nor wanting to hear anything further of that other person''s matter, Xiao Ning added, "That''s great then. I had bought two sets of take out, so both of you can have them."


    In all the years which passed and gone, the line of people beside Lu Yan was one which had been unending. But Xiao Ning had always managed to skilfully avoid them, a task even more doable by Lu Yan''s neglect when a new love entered his frame of sight. Even though it was known they were all adults, and things that would be done wouldn''t be done to any lesser degree. This day was the first time Xiao Ning ever truly realized that the Lu Yan he had known for so long was sleeping with other people.


    Right a he walked in, however, he received a shock.


    But Xiao Ning''s thoughts didn''t stay on Shan Haiming for too long, as after he tidied up for a bit, he headed out to buy Lu Yan''s breakfast. During all this time, Lu Yan still hadn''t replied to the message Xiao Ning had sent him last night, so Xiao Ning had bought two of Lu Yan''s favourite meals for him to eat, and after a short detour, he made it to Lu Yan''s place before eleven.


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    As soon as that man''s name was mentioned, the thoughts in Xiao Ning''s mind all faded away, much to his surprise. His recollection of what had happened making him wonder whether or not he should tell Wang Hua about Shan Haming''s ''talk of terms''. In all honesty, he really did think himself as unsuitable or the task, an opinion formed solely based on his looks alone. Now, that is not to say his looks were bad, it was just that weren''t anything that could be considered breathtaking. Furthermore, in terms of temperament and conversational skills, his couldn''t be described as anything out of the ordinary, not like that Xia Li from just now...


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    As inside the bedroom, on a very large bed, two people were lain. Their clothes were strewn all over the rug, the blanket was haphazardly pulled over their bodies; the wrinkles and crumples of the fabric making their closely entwined hands and feet clear to see.


    This feeling was familiar, very much like the one he had felt when Lu Ya had first told him he was dating a man. But, at that time, Xiao Ning had only felt the beats of his heart thump differently than usual, where the words he should never say were almost spoken aloud.


    A short breath left Xiao Ning''s lips, his expression quickly reverting the one he usually wore, saying, "I thought your little boyfriend was going to arrive this afternoon."


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    One of the two was Lu Yan, who when startled by Xiao Ning''s movements, impatiently rubbed his forehead and said in a grim tone, "What are you doing?"


    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    In all the years which passed and gone, the line of people beside Lu Yan was one which had been unending. But Xiao Ning had always managed to skilfully avoid them, a task even more doable by Lu Yan''s neglect when a new love entered his frame of sight. Even though it was known they were all adults, and things that would be done wouldn''t be done to any lesser degree. This day was the first time Xiao Ning ever truly realized that the Lu Yan he had known for so long was sleeping with other people.


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    Shan Haiming dangled a biscuit fro his lips, his head tilting as he went on to ask, "If it''s not that you aren''t single, then you''re either incompetent or just unwilling?"


    With Xia Li also gave a quick look back, saying, "Bye."


    While the two were talking, the other person in question had now come out from the bedroom. He wore a red plaid shirt, coupled with a pair of jeans; his skin was fair with pretty and delicate features that shone through. Moisture from his bath still lingered upon him, giving his appearance the look of someone pristine, no different than one of student yet to have graduated university.


    The other person next to him was an unfamiliar younger man, one whose arms had embraced Lu Yan by his neck, and was still currently doing so, even leaning into it even further. All in an attempt to cover his eyes as he kept sleeping.


    To these thoughts of his, Xiao Ning simply let out a laugh. He then got up and headed for the dining table, breaking open a pair of chopsticks, before beginning to eat the spicy wontons he had brought while sending a message to Wang Hua.


    What a peculiar guy.


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    After which, Shan Haiming left directly, not even turning his head back. Only lifting his hand in a casual wave, as the figure of his back disappeared in the corner of the elevator. After his leaving, Xiao Ning remained there, standing in place, a good while seeming to pass before he finally managed to regain his senses.


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    What a peculiar guy.


    Tiny note:[]sister-in-law, niece, etc. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua aren''t related in any way, they''re just close friends and the terms are just a reflection of that.[]anasi[translator]: Ah, yes... the age old method of stuffing one''s gut to fill one''s heart. The journey isn''t over yet my Little Ning.[]Updates for this will be slow and weekly at most for this. I still haven''t found my rhythm as yet.


    A subtle scent also lingered within the air of that room. That, coupled with the sight of such an image before him, was simply too much for the unprepared Xiao Ning, whose his mind drew a blank to the point where it almost ached. In response he hastily issued an instinctive apology before quickly moving to shut the door.


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    Wang Hua to this message of his, then sent a rather lengthy reply: "What niece! I''ll let her regard yo as a godfather. Anyhow, your sister-in-law will be discharged on Tuesday, so you can come to the hospital first to see her, then over to our place later. Oh, and I almost forgot to ask, but was last night a success?"


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    But Xiao Ning''s thoughts didn''t stay on Shan Haiming for too long, as after he tidied up for a bit, he headed out to buy Lu Yan''s breakfast. During all this time, Lu Yan still hadn''t replied to the message Xiao Ning had sent him last night, so Xiao Ning had bought two of Lu Yan''s favourite meals for him to eat, and after a short detour, he made it to Lu Yan''s place before eleven.


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    But Shan Haiming''s refusal was blunt, "There''s none to find."


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    In all the years which passed and gone, the line of people beside Lu Yan was one which had been unending. But Xiao Ning had always managed to skilfully avoid them, a task even more doable by Lu Yan''s neglect when a new love entered his frame of sight. Even though it was known they were all adults, and things that would be done wouldn''t be done to any lesser degree. This day was the first time Xiao Ning ever truly realized that the Lu Yan he had known for so long was sleeping with other people.


    Wang Hua to this message of his, then sent a rather lengthy reply: "What niece! I''ll let her regard yo as a godfather. Anyhow, your sister-in-law will be discharged on Tuesday, so you can come to the hospital first to see her, then over to our place later. Oh, and I almost forgot to ask, but was last night a success?"


    Didn''t you realise this long ago? So why are you still taking this to heart right now?


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    To which Shan Haiming expressionlessly replied, "I don''t have any friends here, and neither is there anyone around that''s suitable. Last night I asked for Wang Hua''s help, and as a result, he found you. It was also quite fortunate since you''re more fitting match than him."


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    "Yeah. Xia Li, this is Xiao Ning. And Xiao Ning, this is Xia Li." Lu Yan then stood up before making his way over to the younger man, an immensely gentle smile adorning his face as he reached out to sweep back the hair covering his boyfriend''s forehead, even giving the other''s cheek a pinch before taking his hand away. "Are you ready? Then let''s go, yeah?"


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    Spending a good while to comprehend the meaning of that sudden and cryptic statement of Shan Haiming''s, with a twitch in his lip, Xiao Ning then replied, "Mr. Shan, one mustn''t joke about such things."


    Though, those frowning brows of his was a rather pleasing sight, holding the glimmers of a youth who had yet to be made sullen by the world''s true torment. Xiao Ning had no idea what he should say in that moment, also wondering: Why was this person''s way of thinking so strange?


    "Too inconvenient." Shan Haiming unhappily interrupted him, "Enough already. Where exactly am I supposed to find someone who''s suitable that''s pleasing to my eyes? I don''t have that much time."


    So like this it wasn''t until he had heard a noise coming from the bedroom, that Xiao Ning had finally gotten his senses regained.


    As inside the bedroom, on a very large bed, two people were lain. Their clothes were strewn all over the rug, the blanket was haphazardly pulled over their bodies; the wrinkles and crumples of the fabric making their closely entwined hands and feet clear to see.


    His gaze soon fell on Xiao Ning, curiosity clear in his eyes before he made his way over to Lu Yan. "Lu Yan, is this your friend?"


    To these thoughts of his, Xiao Ning simply let out a laugh. He then got up and headed for the dining table, breaking open a pair of chopsticks, before beginning to eat the spicy wontons he had brought while sending a message to Wang Hua.


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    "You''re still here?" Lu Yan was the one to come out, his body already washed and his clothes also changed. Yawning as he took a seat next to Xiao Ning, before he then went on to say, "Is something wrong?"


    Upon checking the time, and thinking it wouldn''t be all that good for him if he slept for too long, Xiao Ning went over to knock on the door, and hearing no response from inside, was left with no choice but to open the door and enter, saying, "Lu Yan? It''s time to get up."


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    After that, Lu Yan and that first man of his had stayed together for two more months. So what did that experience end up telling Xiao Ning? Oh, so it turns out that being with a man is nothing special either.


    A short breath left Xiao Ning''s lips, his expression quickly reverting the one he usually wore, saying, "I thought your little boyfriend was going to arrive this afternoon."


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    After which, Shan Haiming left directly, not even turning his head back. Only lifting his hand in a casual wave, as the figure of his back disappeared in the corner of the elevator. After his leaving, Xiao Ning remained there, standing in place, a good while seeming to pass before he finally managed to regain his senses.


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    To these thoughts of his, Xiao Ning simply let out a laugh. He then got up and headed for the dining table, breaking open a pair of chopsticks, before beginning to eat the spicy wontons he had brought while sending a message to Wang Hua.


    Hearing this, and not having anything more to ask, nor wanting to hear anything further of that other person''s matter, Xiao Ning added, "That''s great then. I had bought two sets of take out, so both of you can have them."


    "Which part of this matter is a joke?" Shan Haiming then tossed a biscuit in his mouth, folding both arms across his chest before leaning backwards and continuing, "It won''t be any trouble for you, and all you need to do is show your face at a few special occasions. Are you not single or something? Is that it?"


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    The other person next to him was an unfamiliar younger man, one whose arms had embraced Lu Yan by his neck, and was still currently doing so, even leaning into it even further. All in an attempt to cover his eyes as he kept sleeping.


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    What a peculiar guy.


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning then also stood up out of courtesy, walking him to the doorway. "Take care, Mr. Shan."


    Letting out a laugh at his words, Xiao Ning simply replied, "That''s true."


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    Xiao Ning was afraid his response would be too harsh, so after enduring for a short while, he replied gently, "It doesn''t matter whether I''m single of not. I simply believe I''m in no way qualified to do such thing."


    Right a he walked in, however, he received a shock.


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    While the two were talking, the other person in question had now come out from the bedroom. He wore a red plaid shirt, coupled with a pair of jeans; his skin was fair with pretty and delicate features that shone through. Moisture from his bath still lingered upon him, giving his appearance the look of someone pristine, no different than one of student yet to have graduated university.


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    Spending a good while to comprehend the meaning of that sudden and cryptic statement of Shan Haiming''s, with a twitch in his lip, Xiao Ning then replied, "Mr. Shan, one mustn''t joke about such things."


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning then also stood up out of courtesy, walking him to the doorway. "Take care, Mr. Shan."


    His gaze soon fell on Xiao Ning, curiosity clear in his eyes before he made his way over to Lu Yan. "Lu Yan, is this your friend?"


    Hearing this, and not having anything more to ask, nor wanting to hear anything further of that other person''s matter, Xiao Ning added, "That''s great then. I had bought two sets of take out, so both of you can have them."


    "Yeah. Xia Li, this is Xiao Ning. And Xiao Ning, this is Xia Li." Lu Yan then stood up before making his way over to the younger man, an immensely gentle smile adorning his face as he reached out to sweep back the hair covering his boyfriend''s forehead, even giving the other''s cheek a pinch before taking his hand away. "Are you ready? Then let''s go, yeah?"


    "Bye, and have fun." Xiao Ning, replied, as he sat on the sofa, looking at their retreating backs as they disappeared behind the door. After a while passed, the lids of his eyes fell, his hands moving to rub his forehead while the sudden feeling of a dreadful emptiness filled that now dreadfully small room, the space crowding him and making it hard for him to breathe.


    "Which part of this matter is a joke?" Shan Haiming then tossed a biscuit in his mouth, folding both arms across his chest before leaning backwards and continuing, "It won''t be any trouble for you, and all you need to do is show your face at a few special occasions. Are you not single or something? Is that it?"


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    Though, those frowning brows of his was a rather pleasing sight, holding the glimmers of a youth who had yet to be made sullen by the world''s true torment. Xiao Ning had no idea what he should say in that moment, also wondering: Why was this person''s way of thinking so strange?


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    As inside the bedroom, on a very large bed, two people were lain. Their clothes were strewn all over the rug, the blanket was haphazardly pulled over their bodies; the wrinkles and crumples of the fabric making their closely entwined hands and feet clear to see.


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    The other person next to him was an unfamiliar younger man, one whose arms had embraced Lu Yan by his neck, and was still currently doing so, even leaning into it even further. All in an attempt to cover his eyes as he kept sleeping.


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    After which, Shan Haiming left directly, not even turning his head back. Only lifting his hand in a casual wave, as the figure of his back disappeared in the corner of the elevator. After his leaving, Xiao Ning remained there, standing in place, a good while seeming to pass before he finally managed to regain his senses.


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    "Too inconvenient." Shan Haiming unhappily interrupted him, "Enough already. Where exactly am I supposed to find someone who''s suitable that''s pleasing to my eyes? I don''t have that much time."


    With Xia Li also gave a quick look back, saying, "Bye."


    As soon as that man''s name was mentioned, the thoughts in Xiao Ning''s mind all faded away, much to his surprise. His recollection of what had happened making him wonder whether or not he should tell Wang Hua about Shan Haming''s ''talk of terms''. In all honesty, he really did think himself as unsuitable or the task, an opinion formed solely based on his looks alone. Now, that is not to say his looks were bad, it was just that weren''t anything that could be considered breathtaking. Furthermore, in terms of temperament and conversational skills, his couldn''t be described as anything out of the ordinary, not like that Xia Li from just now...


    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    Shan Haiming''s particularly indulgent tone made it hard for others to decipher whether his prior words were a question or a statement. Xiao Ning almost spat out his spoon spoon of congee. His eyes now widened, his gaze turning to the person facing him, just in time to see them scooped their last spoon of congee into their mouth. Once that person sensed his line of sight on him, while biting down on their spoon, they lifted their head to look at him.


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    Letting out a laugh at his words, Xiao Ning simply replied, "That''s true."


    Xiao Ning didn''t bother about Wang Hua''s dishonest behaviour from the night before at the moment, to the contrary, he was feeling rather happy.


    Shan Haiming replied simply, "Nope."


    Lu Yan then sent Xia Li a wink, giving him an expression that said "You are just too good", as he embraced him with a smile. "There''s a private kitchen that serves Japanese nearby, and the amaebi (sweet shrimp) they serve there is to die for. You like Japanese cuisine, right?"


    Right a he walked in, however, he received a shock.


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    No


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    What a peculiar guy.


    Because Xiao Ning was there, Xia Li was uncomfortable with Lu Yan''s overtly intimate behaviour so his face was covered in a light flush. He did not push away Lu Yan, however, only smiling shyly as he asked, "You remembered that?"


    Shan Haiming stared at him for a while after hearing what he said, simply swallowing the biscuit dancing on his lips, and going against Xiao Ning''s expectations by not nagging him any further. "Just forget it, then. I should get going."


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    A subtle scent also lingered within the air of that room. That, coupled with the sight of such an image before him, was simply too much for the unprepared Xiao Ning, whose his mind drew a blank to the point where it almost ached. In response he hastily issued an instinctive apology before quickly moving to shut the door.


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    But Shan Haiming''s refusal was blunt, "There''s none to find."


    After that, Lu Yan and that first man of his had stayed together for two more months. So what did that experience end up telling Xiao Ning? Oh, so it turns out that being with a man is nothing special either.


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    Xiao Ning couldn''t stop himself from smiling, because of a certain thought. Secretly, he was a teensy bit interested in the extra income, but such an undergoing was just too much for him to conceptualise, and the reason he thought the task was also quite improper. "Then I''m afraid I''m truly unable to provide you with any assistance."


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    After that, Lu Yan and that first man of his had stayed together for two more months. So what did that experience end up telling Xiao Ning? Oh, so it turns out that being with a man is nothing special either.


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    Uh... there''s no way I could say that to him...


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    With Xia Li also gave a quick look back, saying, "Bye."


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    Shan Haiming dangled a biscuit fro his lips, his head tilting as he went on to ask, "If it''s not that you aren''t single, then you''re either incompetent or just unwilling?"


    To these thoughts of his, Xiao Ning simply let out a laugh. He then got up and headed for the dining table, breaking open a pair of chopsticks, before beginning to eat the spicy wontons he had brought while sending a message to Wang Hua.


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    "Not even a friend?" Xiao Ning asked curiously.


    "Bye, and have fun." Xiao Ning, replied, as he sat on the sofa, looking at their retreating backs as they disappeared behind the door. After a while passed, the lids of his eyes fell, his hands moving to rub his forehead while the sudden feeling of a dreadful emptiness filled that now dreadfully small room, the space crowding him and making it hard for him to breathe.


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    What a peculiar guy.


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    Didn''t you realise this long ago? So why are you still taking this to heart right now?


    The two stared at each other silently for a few seconds, until Shan Haiming swallowed his congee with a gulp, his brows then crinkling as he let out an "oh".


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    One of the two was Lu Yan, who when startled by Xiao Ning''s movements, impatiently rubbed his forehead and said in a grim tone, "What are you doing?"


    One of the two was Lu Yan, who when startled by Xiao Ning''s movements, impatiently rubbed his forehead and said in a grim tone, "What are you doing?"


    To these thoughts of his, Xiao Ning simply let out a laugh. He then got up and headed for the dining table, breaking open a pair of chopsticks, before beginning to eat the spicy wontons he had brought while sending a message to Wang Hua.


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    Tiny note:[]sister-in-law, niece, etc. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua aren''t related in any way, they''re just close friends and the terms are just a reflection of that.[]anasi[translator]: Ah, yes... the age old method of stuffing one''s gut to fill one''s heart. The journey isn''t over yet my Little Ning.[]Updates for this will be slow and weekly at most for this. I still haven''t found my rhythm as yet.


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    Thankful that Shan Haiming did not repeat his previous question again, Xiao Ning intended to call him a taxi in a little while, but Shan Haiming then said, "Let''s talk terms. In the future when I need you to come out again, disregarding any favours on your part, I''ll pay you by the hour."


    Lu Yan then sent Xia Li a wink, giving him an expression that said "You are just too good", as he embraced him with a smile. "There''s a private kitchen that serves Japanese nearby, and the amaebi (sweet shrimp) they serve there is to die for. You like Japanese cuisine, right?"


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    Right a he walked in, however, he received a shock.


    ¡ª¡ª"Is everything all right? Did sister-in-law give birth to a boy or a girl?"


    In all the years which passed and gone, the line of people beside Lu Yan was one which had been unending. But Xiao Ning had always managed to skilfully avoid them, a task even more doable by Lu Yan''s neglect when a new love entered his frame of sight. Even though it was known they were all adults, and things that would be done wouldn''t be done to any lesser degree. This day was the first time Xiao Ning ever truly realized that the Lu Yan he had known for so long was sleeping with other people.


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    Xiao Ning was afraid his response would be too harsh, so after enduring for a short while, he replied gently, "It doesn''t matter whether I''m single of not. I simply believe I''m in no way qualified to do such thing."


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    Shan Haiming dangled a biscuit fro his lips, his head tilting as he went on to ask, "If it''s not that you aren''t single, then you''re either incompetent or just unwilling?"


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    To which Shan Haiming expressionlessly replied, "I don''t have any friends here, and neither is there anyone around that''s suitable. Last night I asked for Wang Hua''s help, and as a result, he found you. It was also quite fortunate since you''re more fitting match than him."


    To these thoughts of his, Xiao Ning simply let out a laugh. He then got up and headed for the dining table, breaking open a pair of chopsticks, before beginning to eat the spicy wontons he had brought while sending a message to Wang Hua.


    But he never expected Wang Hua to reply immediately.


    While the two were talking, the other person in question had now come out from the bedroom. He wore a red plaid shirt, coupled with a pair of jeans; his skin was fair with pretty and delicate features that shone through. Moisture from his bath still lingered upon him, giving his appearance the look of someone pristine, no different than one of student yet to have graduated university.


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    As inside the bedroom, on a very large bed, two people were lain. Their clothes were strewn all over the rug, the blanket was haphazardly pulled over their bodies; the wrinkles and crumples of the fabric making their closely entwined hands and feet clear to see.


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    No


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    This feeling was familiar, very much like the one he had felt when Lu Ya had first told him he was dating a man. But, at that time, Xiao Ning had only felt the beats of his heart thump differently than usual, where the words he should never say were almost spoken aloud.


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    Hearing this, and not having anything more to ask, nor wanting to hear anything further of that other person''s matter, Xiao Ning added, "That''s great then. I had bought two sets of take out, so both of you can have them."


    "Too inconvenient." Shan Haiming unhappily interrupted him, "Enough already. Where exactly am I supposed to find someone who''s suitable that''s pleasing to my eyes? I don''t have that much time."


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    Xiao Ning was afraid his response would be too harsh, so after enduring for a short while, he replied gently, "It doesn''t matter whether I''m single of not. I simply believe I''m in no way qualified to do such thing."


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    Spending a good while to comprehend the meaning of that sudden and cryptic statement of Shan Haiming''s, with a twitch in his lip, Xiao Ning then replied, "Mr. Shan, one mustn''t joke about such things."


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    Wang Hua to this message of his, then sent a rather lengthy reply: "What niece! I''ll let her regard yo as a godfather. Anyhow, your sister-in-law will be discharged on Tuesday, so you can come to the hospital first to see her, then over to our place later. Oh, and I almost forgot to ask, but was last night a success?"


    "Of course." Lu Yan then pecked his lips, light and quick, before leading him out while turning to the silent Xiao Ning to say, "We''ll be leaving first, then."


    No


    ¡ª¡ª"Is everything all right? Did sister-in-law give birth to a boy or a girl?"


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    After an internal sigh, Xiao Ning then asked, "Mr. Shan, you haven''t been at your home all night, so don''t you need to contact your family?"


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    Xiao Ning grinned, replying, "There were no slip ups. So it should have been resolved well enough."


    As soon as that man''s name was mentioned, the thoughts in Xiao Ning''s mind all faded away, much to his surprise. His recollection of what had happened making him wonder whether or not he should tell Wang Hua about Shan Haming''s ''talk of terms''. In all honesty, he really did think himself as unsuitable or the task, an opinion formed solely based on his looks alone. Now, that is not to say his looks were bad, it was just that weren''t anything that could be considered breathtaking. Furthermore, in terms of temperament and conversational skills, his couldn''t be described as anything out of the ordinary, not like that Xia Li from just now...


    The two stared at each other silently for a few seconds, until Shan Haiming swallowed his congee with a gulp, his brows then crinkling as he let out an "oh".


    "Too inconvenient." Shan Haiming unhappily interrupted him, "Enough already. Where exactly am I supposed to find someone who''s suitable that''s pleasing to my eyes? I don''t have that much time."


    Hearing this, and not having anything more to ask, nor wanting to hear anything further of that other person''s matter, Xiao Ning added, "That''s great then. I had bought two sets of take out, so both of you can have them."


    A short breath left Xiao Ning''s lips, his expression quickly reverting the one he usually wore, saying, "I thought your little boyfriend was going to arrive this afternoon."


    ¡ª¡ª"Is everything all right? Did sister-in-law give birth to a boy or a girl?"


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    You said yourself that you don''t have much time, yet you still want to find someone pleasing to your eye? Are you trying you to find an actor or a blind date?


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t stop himself from smiling, because of a certain thought. Secretly, he was a teensy bit interested in the extra income, but such an undergoing was just too much for him to conceptualise, and the reason he thought the task was also quite improper. "Then I''m afraid I''m truly unable to provide you with any assistance."


    I really can''t see him as a person who''s running a company, and I have no idea what he even does? It has to be mostly funded by his family if it allows him to play around like that, right? I have no idea what Wang-ge was thinking when he followed him.


    Tiny note:[]sister-in-law, niece, etc. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua aren''t related in any way, they''re just close friends and the terms are just a reflection of that.[]anasi[translator]: Ah, yes... the age old method of stuffing one''s gut to fill one''s heart. The journey isn''t over yet my Little Ning.[]Updates for this will be slow and weekly at most for this. I still haven''t found my rhythm as yet.


    But before Lu Yan could respond, Xiao Ning spoke up and said, "No. You two can just go on ahead. I still have some stuff I need to take care of, I''m good."


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    While the two were talking, the other person in question had now come out from the bedroom. He wore a red plaid shirt, coupled with a pair of jeans; his skin was fair with pretty and delicate features that shone through. Moisture from his bath still lingered upon him, giving his appearance the look of someone pristine, no different than one of student yet to have graduated university.


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    As soon as that man''s name was mentioned, the thoughts in Xiao Ning''s mind all faded away, much to his surprise. His recollection of what had happened making him wonder whether or not he should tell Wang Hua about Shan Haming''s ''talk of terms''. In all honesty, he really did think himself as unsuitable or the task, an opinion formed solely based on his looks alone. Now, that is not to say his looks were bad, it was just that weren''t anything that could be considered breathtaking. Furthermore, in terms of temperament and conversational skills, his couldn''t be described as anything out of the ordinary, not like that Xia Li from just now...


    Though, those frowning brows of his was a rather pleasing sight, holding the glimmers of a youth who had yet to be made sullen by the world''s true torment. Xiao Ning had no idea what he should say in that moment, also wondering: Why was this person''s way of thinking so strange?


    One of the two was Lu Yan, who when startled by Xiao Ning''s movements, impatiently rubbed his forehead and said in a grim tone, "What are you doing?"


    After which, Shan Haiming left directly, not even turning his head back. Only lifting his hand in a casual wave, as the figure of his back disappeared in the corner of the elevator. After his leaving, Xiao Ning remained there, standing in place, a good while seeming to pass before he finally managed to regain his senses.


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    With Xia Li also gave a quick look back, saying, "Bye."


    "Yeah. Xia Li, this is Xiao Ning. And Xiao Ning, this is Xia Li." Lu Yan then stood up before making his way over to the younger man, an immensely gentle smile adorning his face as he reached out to sweep back the hair covering his boyfriend''s forehead, even giving the other''s cheek a pinch before taking his hand away. "Are you ready? Then let''s go, yeah?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t stop himself from smiling, because of a certain thought. Secretly, he was a teensy bit interested in the extra income, but such an undergoing was just too much for him to conceptualise, and the reason he thought the task was also quite improper. "Then I''m afraid I''m truly unable to provide you with any assistance."


    His heart involuntarily stiffened.


    Author has something to say:[]Xiao Ning: "Why can''t you find anyone?"[]Shan Haiming: "Because I''m just so damn handsome that I have no friends."[]Xiao Ning: "..."


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    But Shan Haiming''s refusal was blunt, "There''s none to find."


    This feeling was familiar, very much like the one he had felt when Lu Ya had first told him he was dating a man. But, at that time, Xiao Ning had only felt the beats of his heart thump differently than usual, where the words he should never say were almost spoken aloud.


    A subtle scent also lingered within the air of that room. That, coupled with the sight of such an image before him, was simply too much for the unprepared Xiao Ning, whose his mind drew a blank to the point where it almost ached. In response he hastily issued an instinctive apology before quickly moving to shut the door.


    This feeling was familiar, very much like the one he had felt when Lu Ya had first told him he was dating a man. But, at that time, Xiao Ning had only felt the beats of his heart thump differently than usual, where the words he should never say were almost spoken aloud.


    Spending a good while to comprehend the meaning of that sudden and cryptic statement of Shan Haiming''s, with a twitch in his lip, Xiao Ning then replied, "Mr. Shan, one mustn''t joke about such things."


    "I''m good. How long has it even been since you bought them? They''re not even fresh any more, so you can have them if you want." Lu Yan''s reply was laced with indifference, his now craning head revealing the remnants of a kiss, "Anyhow, I was planning on taking him out to eat something nice. So how could I let him eat take out on his first day here?"


    "Oh yeah, I thought so too." Lu Yan replied, scratching his face. "I didn''t expect that he''d show up last night. He even brought his luggage with him to come find me. I think he wanted to give me a surprise."


    But Xiao Ning''s thoughts didn''t stay on Shan Haiming for too long, as after he tidied up for a bit, he headed out to buy Lu Yan''s breakfast. During all this time, Lu Yan still hadn''t replied to the message Xiao Ning had sent him last night, so Xiao Ning had bought two of Lu Yan''s favourite meals for him to eat, and after a short detour, he made it to Lu Yan''s place before eleven.


    The other person next to him was an unfamiliar younger man, one whose arms had embraced Lu Yan by his neck, and was still currently doing so, even leaning into it even further. All in an attempt to cover his eyes as he kept sleeping.


    When it came down to it, Xiao Ning was not accustomed to speaking in such a brusque manner as him, thus he could only say, "Mr. Shan, why don''t you go find someone else? There surely must be someone else who''s willing."


    ...Can you call that a success... What success?


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    When it came down to it, Xiao Ning was not accustomed to speaking in such a brusque manner as him, thus he could only say, "Mr. Shan, why don''t you go find someone else? There surely must be someone else who''s willing."


    After which, Shan Haiming left directly, not even turning his head back. Only lifting his hand in a casual wave, as the figure of his back disappeared in the corner of the elevator. After his leaving, Xiao Ning remained there, standing in place, a good while seeming to pass before he finally managed to regain his senses.


    While the two were talking, the other person in question had now come out from the bedroom. He wore a red plaid shirt, coupled with a pair of jeans; his skin was fair with pretty and delicate features that shone through. Moisture from his bath still lingered upon him, giving his appearance the look of someone pristine, no different than one of student yet to have graduated university.


    Tiny note:[]sister-in-law, niece, etc. Xiao Ning and Wang Hua aren''t related in any way, they''re just close friends and the terms are just a reflection of that.[]anasi[translator]: Ah, yes... the age old method of stuffing one''s gut to fill one''s heart. The journey isn''t over yet my Little Ning.[]Updates for this will be slow and weekly at most for this. I still haven''t found my rhythm as yet.


    This sort of delayed impact, hit him like a smashing tide, struck him so strongly, Xiao Ning honestly had no idea what he should do. It affected to the point where he even forgot to follow his habit of leaving early, an act done to avoid suspicion as he had in the time past.


    Dusting the cracker residue from his hands, Shan Haimin stood up, looking not one bit angry as he proceeded to say, "I don''t want the clothes I came here in, so you can just throw them out."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t stop himself from smiling, because of a certain thought. Secretly, he was a teensy bit interested in the extra income, but such an undergoing was just too much for him to conceptualise, and the reason he thought the task was also quite improper. "Then I''m afraid I''m truly unable to provide you with any assistance."


    ...what if I did say them back then? What would''ve happened?


    Upon checking the time, and thinking it wouldn''t be all that good for him if he slept for too long, Xiao Ning went over to knock on the door, and hearing no response from inside, was left with no choice but to open the door and enter, saying, "Lu Yan? It''s time to get up."


    After that, Lu Yan and that first man of his had stayed together for two more months. So what did that experience end up telling Xiao Ning? Oh, okay... so it turns out that being with a man is nothing special either.


    "Oh, that''s good then. I just knew you were the one I could rely on the most to handle something like this. I''ll be able to relax a lot more now when I contact Director Shan."


    Also unknowing of what that "Oh" had meant.


    Those words left Xiao Ning in a daze. It seems as though Shan Hai Ming didn''t consider the group from last night as his friends. But those guys clearly thought of themselves as close with Shan Haiming, their own words even suggesting they had known him for a long time, but apparently had no idea how to get along with him. This, to Xiao Ning, seemed more than a little strange. "What about the people at your company? If not, then why not someone who specializes in..."


    Shan Haiming stared at him for a while after hearing what he said, simply swallowing the biscuit dancing on his lips, and going against Xiao Ning''s expectations by not nagging him any further. "Just forget it, then. I should get going."


    No


    "Not even a friend?" Xiao Ning asked curiously.


    "Congrats. When it''s a good time, I''ll come by to see sister-in-law and my niece."


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    Didn''t you realise this long ago? So why are you still taking this to heart right now?


    Xiao Ning then thought about this, and also thought of those two elders of the family Lu, surprisingly feeling a burst of happiness after doing so. He then continued to eat his wontons simply, the spiciness prompting him to scoop another spoonful of curried rice, suppressing the burning peppery taste in his mouth. He ignored the protest of his long filled stomach, taking bite after bite of that bland rice, eating the tasteless grains until not one bite was left.


    Shan Haiming replied simply, "Nope."


    Xia Li sent a smile Xiao Ning''s way, asking the man next to him, "Is Xiao Ning coming with us too?"


    The cup of tea he placed on the table last night had remained in place, and after putting the food on the table, Xiao Ning stared towards Lu Yan''s bedroom. The door was still closed, so he probably hasn''t gotten out of bed as yet.


    ¡ª¡ª"Everything is fine, and we got ourselves a little girl. I''m truly grateful to you right now little brother. Your Wang-ge will treat you to a meal next time we meet up!"


    To which Shan Haiming expressionlessly replied, "I don''t have any friends here, and neither is there anyone around that''s suitable. Last night I asked for Wang Hua''s help, and as a result, he found you. It was also quite fortunate since you''re more fitting match than him."

 CH 5

    This novel was posted on cntranslationss [dot] blogsp0t [dot] com, by anasi. If you''re not reading it there, you get what you get £þ¤Ø£þ)


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    "Did something happen?" As they walked, Wang Hua asked.


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    "Hey, don''t look down on your Wang-ge''s eyesight. Because if I wan unable to notice this much, how could I be the assistant of Director Shan?" Wang Hua moved to pat Xiao Ning''s shoulder, then asked once more, "So tell me, what''s going on? Is it something at your company? Or is it something at home? Why didn''t you go to work?"


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    Early the following Monday morning, he made his way to the company he worked at and had an early morning group meeting as usual. Then after returning to his seat, he drank two mouthfuls of hot water, right as his manager came to find him.


    "You''re Xiao Ning, yes?" Director Zhao Chao stared at Xiao Ning in the eye, while pointing towards a stack of A4 papers on his desk. "Come take a look at these."


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    His manager didn''t say much about the matter, but the man''s expression made Xiao Ning feel ill at ease. Prompting him to dare not ask the reason, as soon he had entered the director''s office with him.


    But in the time of these shortened days, he felt a bit exhausted. At this time, Wang Hua, who he regarded as an elder, showed him concern. So this once, he simply couldn''t help himself.


    Hearing this command, Xiao Ning couldn''t make heads or tails of it. The Branch Manager''s boss was the Regional Manager, and above them both was the Director. So usually such a person was not directly responsible fro a low level supervisor like himself. So why would they suddenly single him out and call him to the office? Was there something going on?


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    "Xiao Ning, we''re heading over to the director''s office."


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    At the annual company meeting, both the general manager and the vice-general manager had been present. But, Xiao Ning had no lasting impression of General Manager, so how could he be expected to remember the vice-general manager? But on several notices throughout the company building, both the general manager and vice-general manager''s names had been signed. So using this, he tried his best to recall them, saying, "It looks like their name is Shan..."


    Hearing this command, Xiao Ning couldn''t make heads or tails of it. The Branch Manager''s boss was the Regional Manager, and above them both was the Director. So usually such a person was not directly responsible fro a low level supervisor like himself. So why would they suddenly single him out and call him to the office? Was there something going on?


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    His manager didn''t say much about the matter, but the man''s expression made Xiao Ning feel ill at ease. Prompting him to dare not ask the reason, as soon he had entered the director''s office with him.


    "Goodness, you''re just stopping by, so why did you bring us so many gifts." Upon seeing Xiao Ning arrive, Wang Hua promptly got up from his seat at his wife''s bedside, taking the gifts and placing them to the side. "Come, get over here. This right here is you''re sister-in-law. And, honey, this guy here is Xiao Ning. He''s the one I''ve been telling you about."


    "You''re Xiao Ning, yes?" Director Zhao Chao stared at Xiao Ning in the eye, while pointing towards a stack of A4 papers on his desk. "Come take a look at these."


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    Xiao Ning was still in a state of not really understanding, as he was a low-level supervisor with who knows how many levels there was between the vice general manger and himself. He usually had most of his dealings with his direct manager, and the first time he ever spoke to the managing director was in fact today. Plus, having always been focused on his own work, he was not good at schmoozing with the higher ups, and his interpersonal skills were a bust. Because, if none of these things were true, he would not currently be left to act passively in his current mess.


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    "Goodness, you''re just stopping by, so why did you bring us so many gifts." Upon seeing Xiao Ning arrive, Wang Hua promptly got up from his seat at his wife''s bedside, taking the gifts and placing them to the side. "Come, get over here. This right here is you''re sister-in-law. And, honey, this guy here is Xiao Ning. He''s the one I''ve been telling you about."


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    The good never happens, and the bad always comes true. This situation... the way this looks doesn''t seem to good either, right?


    A smile, one which could only be described as brilliant, at the mention of his daughter, spread across Wang Hua''s face, "Yes, her name is Ya''ting. The ÑÅ:Ya for elegance, and the æÃ:Ting for grace."


    His manager didn''t say much about the matter, but the man''s expression made Xiao Ning feel ill at ease. Prompting him to dare not ask the reason, as soon he had entered the director''s office with him.


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    "Oh, sorry. My bad." After a passer-by knocked into him accidentally, Xiao Ning regained his senses. Pursing his lips, he thought for a little while then pulled out pocketed phone to call Wang Hua. "Wang-ge? You''re still at the hospital, right? Oh, okay. Well, I don''t have anything to do right now, so is t a good time for me to come over and see sister-in-law?"


    Zhao Chao and Xiao Ning''s manager did not say anything more. But because Rihua had very strict regulations, Xiao Ning, along with his entire group, were all suspended. The handling of the incident was to be reported to the authorities, and left up to the higher ups to discuss.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    Early the following Monday morning, he made his way to the company he worked at and had an early morning group meeting as usual. Then after returning to his seat, he drank two mouthfuls of hot water, right as his manager came to find him.


    But no matter how hard he tried, Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t think of what the problem could''ve been, and could only obediently listen to his superior as he began flipping through the papers, which were filled with lists of names and phone numbers.


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    "Listen Xiao Ning, I know you''re not not someone who likes going around and spreading gossips with others, so I have to ask you this first." Saying this, Wang Hua stared at him with an expression which was impossible to describe. Then with a click of is tongue he continued, "Do you know who the vice-general manager of Rihua is?"


    Hearing no one pick up on the other end of the line, Xiao Ning hung up, feeling the depression in his heart congeal into a cold blob of emptiness. The frigid thing entwining around all the organs inside him, leaving his entire body crawling with a chill, one which refused to leave him.


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    "Hey, don''t look down on your Wang-ge''s eyesight. Because if I wan unable to notice this much, how could I be the assistant of Director Shan?" Wang Hua moved to pat Xiao Ning''s shoulder, then asked once more, "So tell me, what''s going on? Is it something at your company? Or is it something at home? Why didn''t you go to work?"


    As a result, Wang Hua changed the topic, "Which company are you working at now? I can check around to see if there anyone there that I know."


    A smile, one which could only be described as brilliant, at the mention of his daughter, spread across Wang Hua''s face, "Yes, her name is Ya''ting. The ÑÅ:Ya for elegance, and the æÃ:Ting for grace."


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    Xiao Ning''s heart lurched, and he now knew what was going on.


    How could it be, that after twenty years of resigning myself to working hard, and conducting myself in an upstanding manner, I still ended up being screwed over like this?


    "Hey, don''t look down on your Wang-ge''s eyesight. Because if I wan unable to notice this much, how could I be the assistant of Director Shan?" Wang Hua moved to pat Xiao Ning''s shoulder, then asked once more, "So tell me, what''s going on? Is it something at your company? Or is it something at home? Why didn''t you go to work?"


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    "You''re Xiao Ning, yes?" Director Zhao Chao stared at Xiao Ning in the eye, while pointing towards a stack of A4 papers on his desk. "Come take a look at these."


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    But in the time of these shortened days, he felt a bit exhausted. At this time, Wang Hua, who he regarded as an elder, showed him concern. So this once, he simply couldn''t help himself.


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    Hearing no one pick up on the other end of the line, Xiao Ning hung up, feeling the depression in his heart congeal into a cold blob of emptiness. The frigid thing entwining around all the organs inside him, leaving his entire body crawling with a chill, one which refused to leave him.


    But no matter how hard he tried, Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t think of what the problem could''ve been, and could only obediently listen to his superior as he began flipping through the papers, which were filled with lists of names and phone numbers.


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    With a shrug of his shoulders, Wang Hua helped him complete it, saying, "Shan Haihong."


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    "Xiao Ning, we''re heading over to the director''s office."


    "Hey, don''t look down on your Wang-ge''s eyesight. Because if I wan unable to notice this much, how could I be the assistant of Director Shan?" Wang Hua moved to pat Xiao Ning''s shoulder, then asked once more, "So tell me, what''s going on? Is it something at your company? Or is it something at home? Why didn''t you go to work?"


    He gave Wang Hua the basic picture of what went down at his company. The man muttering to himself for a while before he said, "Hey, don''t worry yourself too much, alright? Whether this matter will be a big deal or a small one is completely up to the higher-ups at your job to decide. For you, this matter is abut your dereliction of duty. So are there any higher ups you can talk to? If you can get them to say a few words in your favour, then perhaps you''ll just be made to submit a self-criticism and be docked a month''s pay as punishment."


    Zhao Chao and Xiao Ning''s manager did not say anything more. But because Rihua had very strict regulations, Xiao Ning, along with his entire group, were all suspended. The handling of the incident was to be reported to the authorities, and left up to the higher ups to discuss.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    To the rest of the customer service specialists, this matter was relayed by Xiao Ning, all of them panicked when they heard. But Xiao Ning had nothing more to say to them, and simply went to pack up his own things, after doing so, just made his way back home.


    But no matter how hard he tried, Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t think of what the problem could''ve been, and could only obediently listen to his superior as he began flipping through the papers, which were filled with lists of names and phone numbers.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    Xiao Ning no longer had any idea what he should say, so after nodding, he turned his gaze to the child, asking, "Wang-ge, has she been given a name?"


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did[1]. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    He gave Wang Hua the basic picture of what went down at his company. The man muttering to himself for a while before he said, "Hey, don''t worry yourself too much, alright? Whether this matter will be a big deal or a small one is completely up to the higher-ups at your job to decide. For you, this matter is abut your dereliction of duty. So are there any higher ups you can talk to? If you can get them to say a few words in your favour, then perhaps you''ll just be made to submit a self-criticism and be docked a month''s pay as punishment."


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    A smile, one which could only be described as brilliant, at the mention of his daughter, spread across Wang Hua''s face, "Yes, her name is Ya''ting. The ÑÅ:Ya for elegance, and the æÃ:Ting for grace."


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    And after freezing for a second, Xiao Ning replied, "No. It''s nothing."


    Xiao Ning no longer had any idea what he should say, so after nodding, he turned his gaze to the child, asking, "Wang-ge, has she been given a name?"


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    ÁôÓàµØ: in basic terms, it means to allow for some leeway. But in broad terms, it''s being used here further highlight Xiao Ning''s non-committal and tepid nature. His unwillingness to step forward unless he can step back and how that results in him being unmoving. []anasi: One of the reason''s I like this story is that Xiao Ning reminds me of a certain character from one of the first BL I ever read, but he ended up with his Lu Yan in the end which I don''t accept to this day.


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    To the rest of the customer service specialists, this matter was relayed by Xiao Ning, all of them panicked when they heard. But Xiao Ning had nothing more to say to them, and simply went to pack up his own things, after doing so, just made his way back home.


    Zhao Chao and Xiao Ning''s manager did not say anything more. But because Rihua had very strict regulations, Xiao Ning, along with his entire group, were all suspended. The handling of the incident was to be reported to the authorities, and left up to the higher ups to discuss.


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    Hearing no one pick up on the other end of the line, Xiao Ning hung up, feeling the depression in his heart congeal into a cold blob of emptiness. The frigid thing entwining around all the organs inside him, leaving his entire body crawling with a chill, one which refused to leave him.


    "Oh, sorry. My bad." After a passer-by knocked into him accidentally, Xiao Ning regained his senses. Pursing his lips, he thought for a little while then pulled out pocketed phone to call Wang Hua. "Wang-ge? You''re still at the hospital, right? Oh, okay. Well, I don''t have anything to do right now, so is t a good time for me to come over and see sister-in-law?"


    "He is..." Xiao Ning hesitantly shut his mouth, thinking: Why is there only one character different between his name and Shan Haiming''s?


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    And after freezing for a second, Xiao Ning replied, "No. It''s nothing."


    Early the following Monday morning, he made his way to the company he worked at and had an early morning group meeting as usual. Then after returning to his seat, he drank two mouthfuls of hot water, right as his manager came to find him.


    "Did something happen?" As they walked, Wang Hua asked.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    Zhao Chao and Xiao Ning''s manager did not say anything more. But because Rihua had very strict regulations, Xiao Ning, along with his entire group, were all suspended. The handling of the incident was to be reported to the authorities, and left up to the higher ups to discuss.


    Now standing on the street, the stream of people moving to and fro flooded past him, all of them having their own direction, with only him not knowing where he should go. This feeling currently overwhelming him, was one reminiscent of a time back in his youth. A time when he was also in this state, while looking on at a bustling crowd darkly.


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    How could it be, that after twenty years of resigning myself to working hard, and conducting myself in an upstanding manner, I still ended up being screwed over like this?


    Now standing on the street, the stream of people moving to and fro flooded past him, all of them having their own direction, with only him not knowing where he should go. This feeling currently overwhelming him, was one reminiscent of a time back in his youth. A time when he was also in this state, while looking on at a bustling crowd darkly.


    "Oh, sorry. My bad." After a passer-by knocked into him accidentally, Xiao Ning regained his senses. Pursing his lips, he thought for a little while then pulled out pocketed phone to call Wang Hua. "Wang-ge? You''re still at the hospital, right? Oh, okay. Well, I don''t have anything to do right now, so is t a good time for me to come over and see sister-in-law?"


    Hearing this command, Xiao Ning couldn''t make heads or tails of it. The Branch Manager''s boss was the Regional Manager, and above them both was the Director. So usually such a person was not directly responsible fro a low level supervisor like himself. So why would they suddenly single him out and call him to the office? Was there something going on?


    To the rest of the customer service specialists, this matter was relayed by Xiao Ning, all of them panicked when they heard. But Xiao Ning had nothing more to say to them, and simply went to pack up his own things, after doing so, just made his way back home.


    The conclusion was in his heart, but it was too much of a coincidence... how could there be such a thing be true? The thought made Xiao Ning''s mouth fall open in shock, speechless: ""


    Xiao Ning replied imply, "Rihua."


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    ÁôÓàµØ: in basic terms, it means to allow for some leeway. But in broad terms, it''s being used here further highlight Xiao Ning''s non-committal and tepid nature. His unwillingness to step forward unless he can step back and how that results in him being unmoving. []anasi: One of the reason''s I like this story is that Xiao Ning reminds me of a certain character from one of the first BL I ever read, but he ended up with his Lu Yan in the end which I don''t accept to this day.


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    Zhao Chao and Xiao Ning''s manager did not say anything more. But because Rihua had very strict regulations, Xiao Ning, along with his entire group, were all suspended. The handling of the incident was to be reported to the authorities, and left up to the higher ups to discuss.


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    "It''s beautiful." Xiao Ning honestly replied. Maybe it was because he knew he, himself, would never have a child in this lifetime, that caused him to unconsciously grow fond of children whenever they are seen. This special kind of otherworldly pureness and tranquillity, now infected Xiao Ning, coaxing the corners of his lips in a upwards curve as he praised, "When she grows up, she''ll be a beautiful woman."


    ÁôÓàµØ: in basic terms, it means to allow for some leeway. But in broad terms, it''s being used here further highlight Xiao Ning''s non-committal and tepid nature. His unwillingness to step forward unless he can step back and how that results in him being unmoving. []anasi: One of the reason''s I like this story is that Xiao Ning reminds me of a certain character from one of the first BL I ever read, but he ended up with his Lu Yan in the end which I don''t accept to this day.


    He gave Wang Hua the basic picture of what went down at his company. The man muttering to himself for a while before he said, "Hey, don''t worry yourself too much, alright? Whether this matter will be a big deal or a small one is completely up to the higher-ups at your job to decide. For you, this matter is abut your dereliction of duty. So are there any higher ups you can talk to? If you can get them to say a few words in your favour, then perhaps you''ll just be made to submit a self-criticism and be docked a month''s pay as punishment."


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    A smile, one which could only be described as brilliant, at the mention of his daughter, spread across Wang Hua''s face, "Yes, her name is Ya''ting. The ÑÅ:Ya for elegance, and the æÃ:Ting for grace."


    With a shrug of his shoulders, Wang Hua helped him complete it, saying, "Shan Haihong."


    "Goodness, you''re just stopping by, so why did you bring us so many gifts." Upon seeing Xiao Ning arrive, Wang Hua promptly got up from his seat at his wife''s bedside, taking the gifts and placing them to the side. "Come, get over here. This right here is you''re sister-in-law. And, honey, this guy here is Xiao Ning. He''s the one I''ve been telling you about."


    Wang Hua then asked, "Do you know who the chairman of your company is?"


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    To him, except for one''s parents, he believed no one should have a limitless store of patience, or obligation, to listen one''s troubles; and parents were something he never had.


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    "It''s very nice to meet you, sister-in-law." Xiao Ning then carefully sat down at her bedside, saying, "You''ve worked really hard. So how are you feeling now?"


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    "Oh, sorry. My bad." After a passer-by knocked into him accidentally, Xiao Ning regained his senses. Pursing his lips, he thought for a little while then pulled out pocketed phone to call Wang Hua. "Wang-ge? You''re still at the hospital, right? Oh, okay. Well, I don''t have anything to do right now, so is t a good time for me to come over and see sister-in-law?"


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    The conclusion was in his heart, but it was too much of a coincidence... how could there be such a thing be true? The thought made Xiao Ning''s mouth fall open in shock, speechless: ""


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    His manager didn''t say much about the matter, but the man''s expression made Xiao Ning feel ill at ease. Prompting him to dare not ask the reason, as soon he had entered the director''s office with him.


    As a result, Wang Hua changed the topic, "Which company are you working at now? I can check around to see if there anyone there that I know."


    But seeing Xiao Ning''s completely unknowing expression, Wang Hua responded himself, adding, "Shan Yisong."


    "It''s beautiful." Xiao Ning honestly replied. Maybe it was because he knew he, himself, would never have a child in this lifetime, that caused him to unconsciously grow fond of children whenever they are seen. This special kind of otherworldly pureness and tranquillity, now infected Xiao Ning, coaxing the corners of his lips in a upwards curve as he praised, "When she grows up, she''ll be a beautiful woman."


    A smile, one which could only be described as brilliant, at the mention of his daughter, spread across Wang Hua''s face, "Yes, her name is Ya''ting. The ÑÅ:Ya for elegance, and the æÃ:Ting for grace."


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    Xiao Ning no longer had any idea what he should say, so after nodding, he turned his gaze to the child, asking, "Wang-ge, has she been given a name?"


    After hearing this, a bitter smile appeared of Xiao Ning''s face.


    Hearing no one pick up on the other end of the line, Xiao Ning hung up, feeling the depression in his heart congeal into a cold blob of emptiness. The frigid thing entwining around all the organs inside him, leaving his entire body crawling with a chill, one which refused to leave him.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    Now standing on the street, the stream of people moving to and fro flooded past him, all of them having their own direction, with only him not knowing where he should go. This feeling currently overwhelming him, was one reminiscent of a time back in his youth. A time when he was also in this state, while looking on at a bustling crowd darkly.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    A smile, one which could only be described as brilliant, at the mention of his daughter, spread across Wang Hua''s face, "Yes, her name is Ya''ting. The ÑÅ:Ya for elegance, and the æÃ:Ting for grace."


    Xiao Ning no longer had any idea what he should say, so after nodding, he turned his gaze to the child, asking, "Wang-ge, has she been given a name?"


    "It''s beautiful." Xiao Ning honestly replied. Maybe it was because he knew he, himself, would never have a child in this lifetime, that caused him to unconsciously grow fond of children whenever they are seen. This special kind of otherworldly pureness and tranquillity, now infected Xiao Ning, coaxing the corners of his lips in a upwards curve as he praised, "When she grows up, she''ll be a beautiful woman."


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    "Xiao Ning, we''re heading over to the director''s office."


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    "Oh, sorry. My bad." After a passer-by knocked into him accidentally, Xiao Ning regained his senses. Pursing his lips, he thought for a little while then pulled out pocketed phone to call Wang Hua. "Wang-ge? You''re still at the hospital, right? Oh, okay. Well, I don''t have anything to do right now, so is t a good time for me to come over and see sister-in-law?"


    Xiao Ning did not stay for long with them at the hospital, since it wasn''t long before Yating woke up and began crying. "Let''s go, your niece has to eat." Wang Hua stood up and said.


    "Listen Xiao Ning, I know you''re not not someone who likes going around and spreading gossips with others, so I have to ask you this first." Saying this, Wang Hua stared at him with an expression which was impossible to describe. Then with a click of is tongue he continued, "Do you know who the vice-general manager of Rihua is?"


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    "It''s beautiful." Xiao Ning honestly replied. Maybe it was because he knew he, himself, would never have a child in this lifetime, that caused him to unconsciously grow fond of children whenever they are seen. This special kind of otherworldly pureness and tranquillity, now infected Xiao Ning, coaxing the corners of his lips in a upwards curve as he praised, "When she grows up, she''ll be a beautiful woman."


    "You''re Xiao Ning, yes?" Director Zhao Chao stared at Xiao Ning in the eye, while pointing towards a stack of A4 papers on his desk. "Come take a look at these."


    Xiao Ning replied imply, "Rihua."


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    He gave Wang Hua the basic picture of what went down at his company. The man muttering to himself for a while before he said, "Hey, don''t worry yourself too much, alright? Whether this matter will be a big deal or a small one is completely up to the higher-ups at your job to decide. For you, this matter is abut your dereliction of duty. So are there any higher ups you can talk to? If you can get them to say a few words in your favour, then perhaps you''ll just be made to submit a self-criticism and be docked a month''s pay as punishment."


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    "Did something happen?" As they walked, Wang Hua asked.


    With a shrug of his shoulders, Wang Hua helped him complete it, saying, "Shan Haihong."


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    After hearing this, a bitter smile appeared of Xiao Ning''s face.


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    And after freezing for a second, Xiao Ning replied, "No. It''s nothing."


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    "Xiao Ning, we''re heading over to the director''s office."


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    "You''re Xiao Ning, yes?" Director Zhao Chao stared at Xiao Ning in the eye, while pointing towards a stack of A4 papers on his desk. "Come take a look at these."


    That can''t be true?


    "Hey, don''t look down on your Wang-ge''s eyesight. Because if I wan unable to notice this much, how could I be the assistant of Director Shan?" Wang Hua moved to pat Xiao Ning''s shoulder, then asked once more, "So tell me, what''s going on? Is it something at your company? Or is it something at home? Why didn''t you go to work?"


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    Early the following Monday morning, he made his way to the company he worked at and had an early morning group meeting as usual. Then after returning to his seat, he drank two mouthfuls of hot water, right as his manager came to find him.


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    The good never happens, and the bad always comes true. This situation... the way this looks doesn''t seem to good either, right?


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    At the annual company meeting, both the general manager and the vice-general manager had been present. But, Xiao Ning had no lasting impression of General Manager, so how could he be expected to remember the vice-general manager? But on several notices throughout the company building, both the general manager and vice-general manager''s names had been signed. So using this, he tried his best to recall them, saying, "It looks like their name is Shan..."


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    His manager didn''t say much about the matter, but the man''s expression made Xiao Ning feel ill at ease. Prompting him to dare not ask the reason, as soon he had entered the director''s office with him.


    To him, except for one''s parents, he believed no one should have a limitless store of patience, or obligation, to listen one''s troubles; and parents were something he never had.


    To him, except for one''s parents, he believed no one should have a limitless store of patience, or obligation, to listen one''s troubles; and parents were something he never had.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    As a result, Wang Hua changed the topic, "Which company are you working at now? I can check around to see if there anyone there that I know."


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    "Goodness, you''re just stopping by, so why did you bring us so many gifts." Upon seeing Xiao Ning arrive, Wang Hua promptly got up from his seat at his wife''s bedside, taking the gifts and placing them to the side. "Come, get over here. This right here is you''re sister-in-law. And, honey, this guy here is Xiao Ning. He''s the one I''ve been telling you about."


    Xiao Ning''s heart lurched, and he now knew what was going on.


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    At the annual company meeting, both the general manager and the vice-general manager had been present. But, Xiao Ning had no lasting impression of General Manager, so how could he be expected to remember the vice-general manager? But on several notices throughout the company building, both the general manager and vice-general manager''s names had been signed. So using this, he tried his best to recall them, saying, "It looks like their name is Shan..."


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    Now standing on the street, the stream of people moving to and fro flooded past him, all of them having their own direction, with only him not knowing where he should go. This feeling currently overwhelming him, was one reminiscent of a time back in his youth. A time when he was also in this state, while looking on at a bustling crowd darkly.


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    But in the time of these shortened days, he felt a bit exhausted. At this time, Wang Hua, who he regarded as an elder, showed him concern. So this once, he simply couldn''t help himself.


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    The conclusion was in his heart, but it was too much of a coincidence... how could there be such a thing be true? The thought made Xiao Ning''s mouth fall open in shock, speechless: ""


    Xiao Ning''s heart lurched, and he now knew what was going on.


    "Listen Xiao Ning, I know you''re not not someone who likes going around and spreading gossips with others, so I have to ask you this first." Saying this, Wang Hua stared at him with an expression which was impossible to describe. Then with a click of is tongue he continued, "Do you know who the vice-general manager of Rihua is?"


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    That can''t be true?


    He gave Wang Hua the basic picture of what went down at his company. The man muttering to himself for a while before he said, "Hey, don''t worry yourself too much, alright? Whether this matter will be a big deal or a small one is completely up to the higher-ups at your job to decide. For you, this matter is abut your dereliction of duty. So are there any higher ups you can talk to? If you can get them to say a few words in your favour, then perhaps you''ll just be made to submit a self-criticism and be docked a month''s pay as punishment."


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    And after freezing for a second, Xiao Ning replied, "No. It''s nothing."


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    As a result, Wang Hua changed the topic, "Which company are you working at now? I can check around to see if there anyone there that I know."


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    But no matter how hard he tried, Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t think of what the problem could''ve been, and could only obediently listen to his superior as he began flipping through the papers, which were filled with lists of names and phone numbers.


    But no matter how hard he tried, Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t think of what the problem could''ve been, and could only obediently listen to his superior as he began flipping through the papers, which were filled with lists of names and phone numbers.


    "You''re Xiao Ning, yes?" Director Zhao Chao stared at Xiao Ning in the eye, while pointing towards a stack of A4 papers on his desk. "Come take a look at these."


    After hearing this, a bitter smile appeared of Xiao Ning''s face.


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    Zhao Chao then added, "You guys are the customer service department. You all contact the clients in our distribution chain, and all of you had signed a confidentiality agreement when you were hired. So I hope you properly understand the gravity of this matter."


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    Early the following Monday morning, he made his way to the company he worked at and had an early morning group meeting as usual. Then after returning to his seat, he drank two mouthfuls of hot water, right as his manager came to find him.


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    Wang Hua, more or less, knew him. And if Xiao Ning was the type that could mingle with those at the upper echelons at the company, he would''ve gone into marketing a long time ago, instead of being bullied in customer service.


    As a result, Wang Hua changed the topic, "Which company are you working at now? I can check around to see if there anyone there that I know."


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    As a result, Wang Hua changed the topic, "Which company are you working at now? I can check around to see if there anyone there that I know."


    "He is..." Xiao Ning hesitantly shut his mouth, thinking: Why is there only one character different between his name and Shan Haiming''s?


    ÁôÓàµØ: in basic terms, it means to allow for some leeway. But in broad terms, it''s being used here further highlight Xiao Ning''s non-committal and tepid nature. His unwillingness to step forward unless he can step back and how that results in him being unmoving. []anasi: One of the reason''s I like this story is that Xiao Ning reminds me of a certain character from one of the first BL I ever read, but he ended up with his Lu Yan in the end which I don''t accept to this day.


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    And after freezing for a second, Xiao Ning replied, "No. It''s nothing."


    How could it be, that after twenty years of resigning myself to working hard, and conducting myself in an upstanding manner, I still ended up being screwed over like this?


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    "It''s beautiful." Xiao Ning honestly replied. Maybe it was because he knew he, himself, would never have a child in this lifetime, that caused him to unconsciously grow fond of children whenever they are seen. This special kind of otherworldly pureness and tranquillity, now infected Xiao Ning, coaxing the corners of his lips in a upwards curve as he praised, "When she grows up, she''ll be a beautiful woman."


    Xiao Ning replied imply, "Rihua."


    "It''s very nice to meet you, sister-in-law." Xiao Ning then carefully sat down at her bedside, saying, "You''ve worked really hard. So how are you feeling now?"


    But seeing Xiao Ning''s completely unknowing expression, Wang Hua responded himself, adding, "Shan Yisong."


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    And after freezing for a second, Xiao Ning replied, "No. It''s nothing."


    Wang Hua''s reply was beaming with enthusiasm, and Xiao Ning seemed as though he released a weighted breath. He now made his way to the supermarket, buying two huge bags worth of gifts, afterwards hailing a cab to hurry over to the maternity hospital.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    To him, except for one''s parents, he believed no one should have a limitless store of patience, or obligation, to listen one''s troubles; and parents were something he never had.


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    Xiao Ning did not stay for long with them at the hospital, since it wasn''t long before Yating woke up and began crying. "Let''s go, your niece has to eat." Wang Hua stood up and said.


    To him, except for one''s parents, he believed no one should have a limitless store of patience, or obligation, to listen one''s troubles; and parents were something he never had.


    "Goodness, you''re just stopping by, so why did you bring us so many gifts." Upon seeing Xiao Ning arrive, Wang Hua promptly got up from his seat at his wife''s bedside, taking the gifts and placing them to the side. "Come, get over here. This right here is you''re sister-in-law. And, honey, this guy here is Xiao Ning. He''s the one I''ve been telling you about."


    His answer prompting a queer look to flash across Wang Hua''s face.


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    "Listen Xiao Ning, I know you''re not not someone who likes going around and spreading gossips with others, so I have to ask you this first." Saying this, Wang Hua stared at him with an expression which was impossible to describe. Then with a click of is tongue he continued, "Do you know who the vice-general manager of Rihua is?"


    Beckoning Wang Hua''s proud response, "That''s right."


    To him, except for one''s parents, he believed no one should have a limitless store of patience, or obligation, to listen one''s troubles; and parents were something he never had.


    How could it be, that after twenty years of resigning myself to working hard, and conducting myself in an upstanding manner, I still ended up being screwed over like this?


    "Did something happen?" As they walked, Wang Hua asked.


    Zhao Chao and Xiao Ning''s manager did not say anything more. But because Rihua had very strict regulations, Xiao Ning, along with his entire group, were all suspended. The handling of the incident was to be reported to the authorities, and left up to the higher ups to discuss.


    Xiao Ning was still in a state of not really understanding, as he was a low-level supervisor with who knows how many levels there was between the vice general manger and himself. He usually had most of his dealings with his direct manager, and the first time he ever spoke to the managing director was in fact today. Plus, having always been focused on his own work, he was not good at schmoozing with the higher ups, and his interpersonal skills were a bust. Because, if none of these things were true, he would not currently be left to act passively in his current mess.


    "...Please accept my apologies. This was a dereliction of duty on my part." Xiao Ning kept his cool as he said this, before adding as calmly as he could, "As per the losses the company has incurred because of this, I am deeply sorry."


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    It clear what he meant was that Sun Rouyan had to nurse, so understanding this, Xiao Ning quickly rose up and left with him.


    The author has something to say:~[] To the roast chicken who threw me a mine, thank you =3=)


    "Listen Xiao Ning, I know you''re not not someone who likes going around and spreading gossips with others, so I have to ask you this first." Saying this, Wang Hua stared at him with an expression which was impossible to describe. Then with a click of is tongue he continued, "Do you know who the vice-general manager of Rihua is?"


    At the annual company meeting, both the general manager and the vice-general manager had been present. But, Xiao Ning had no lasting impression of General Manager, so how could he be expected to remember the vice-general manager? But on several notices throughout the company building, both the general manager and vice-general manager''s names had been signed. So using this, he tried his best to recall them, saying, "It looks like their name is Shan..."


    Xiao Ning was still in a state of not really understanding, as he was a low-level supervisor with who knows how many levels there was between the vice general manger and himself. He usually had most of his dealings with his direct manager, and the first time he ever spoke to the managing director was in fact today. Plus, having always been focused on his own work, he was not good at schmoozing with the higher ups, and his interpersonal skills were a bust. Because, if none of these things were true, he would not currently be left to act passively in his current mess.


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    This was always how it was for Xiao Ning, he would give the other a call and there would be a fifty-fifty chance of him getting an answer. It was either due to Lu Yan always being busy with something personal, or him being caught up at work. Plus, even if he did notice the missed call from Xiao Ning, there was no incentive on his part to call Xiao Ning back, knowing Xiao Ning would most likely call him again.


    Xiao Ning always had a limit on the amount of food and drink in his diet, so after stuffing himself that vigorously, to the point of bursting, he found himself on the following Saturday feeling a bit sick and had to take a day for rest the Sunday proceeding it. Because of this situation, he as also unable to go visit Wang Hua and see for himself how his sister-in-law was doing.


    "It''s beautiful." Xiao Ning honestly replied. Maybe it was because he knew he, himself, would never have a child in this lifetime, that caused him to unconsciously grow fond of children whenever they are seen. This special kind of otherworldly pureness and tranquillity, now infected Xiao Ning, coaxing the corners of his lips in a upwards curve as he praised, "When she grows up, she''ll be a beautiful woman."


    Xiao Ning stopped at once, his expression now turning somewhat dazed.


    The conclusion was in his heart, but it was too much of a coincidence... how could there be such a thing be true? The thought made Xiao Ning''s mouth fall open in shock, speechless: ""


    With a shrug of his shoulders, Wang Hua helped him complete it, saying, "Shan Haihong."


    But seeing Xiao Ning''s completely unknowing expression, Wang Hua responded himself, adding, "Shan Yisong."


    At the annual company meeting, both the general manager and the vice-general manager had been present. But, Xiao Ning had no lasting impression of General Manager, so how could he be expected to remember the vice-general manager? But on several notices throughout the company building, both the general manager and vice-general manager''s names had been signed. So using this, he tried his best to recall them, saying, "It looks like their name is Shan..."


    He was one who preferred to not commit to anything completely, leaving room for him to advance or retreat, in everything he did. He depended on his reliability and experience to get himself promoted to his current supervisory position, and as a supervisor, he wasn''t that strict. So even if it was the greed of another that had brought about this mistake, he, as the supervisor, could not shirk his responsibility regarding it. Whether he lost his job or not because it, was something yet to be known. Another worry because of this, was him having to pay a significant mount of compensation.


    "He is..." Xiao Ning hesitantly shut his mouth, thinking: Why is there only one character different between his name and Shan Haiming''s?


    That can''t be true?


    Hearing no one pick up on the other end of the line, Xiao Ning hung up, feeling the depression in his heart congeal into a cold blob of emptiness. The frigid thing entwining around all the organs inside him, leaving his entire body crawling with a chill, one which refused to leave him.


    Xiao Ning''s face tightened. Something like this could regarded as corporate espionage at the very worst. Plus, even though he had no idea it happened, they oud think he was involved in it too.


    Wang Hua then asked, "Do you know who the chairman of your company is?"


    Xiao Ning''s heart lurched, and he now knew what was going on.


    Zhao Chao then said seriously, "Six thousand yuan. It''s really easy for the people on your team to make some extra money, isn''t it?"


    Hearing this command, Xiao Ning couldn''t make heads or tails of it. The Branch Manager''s boss was the Regional Manager, and above them both was the Director. So usually such a person was not directly responsible fro a low level supervisor like himself. So why would they suddenly single him out and call him to the office? Was there something going on?


    So even though there were a lot of things happening to him, more than anyone, Xiao Ning understood that to others, only a few things could be told.


    Xiao Ning did not want to tell his problems to Wang Hua, only because it was something he was unaccustomed to, that is, passing on negative things to others.


    ÁôÓàµØ: in basic terms, it means to allow for some leeway. But in broad terms, it''s being used here further highlight Xiao Ning''s non-committal and tepid nature. His unwillingness to step forward unless he can step back and how that results in him being unmoving. []anasi: One of the reason''s I like this story is that Xiao Ning reminds me of a certain character from one of the first BL I ever read, but he ended up with his Lu Yan in the end which I don''t accept to this day.


    But in the time of these shortened days, he felt a bit exhausted. At this time, Wang Hua, who he regarded as an elder, showed him concern. So this once, he simply couldn''t help himself.


    But seeing Xiao Ning''s completely unknowing expression, Wang Hua responded himself, adding, "Shan Yisong."


    After such a scene on his way out of the office, Xiao Ning''s mood was as low as it could be. On his way back home, his urge to call Lu Yan couldn''t be helped, but to his amazement and expectation, that other man did not answer.


    The conclusion was in his heart, but it was too much of a coincidence... how could there be such a thing be true? The thought made Xiao Ning''s mouth fall open in shock, speechless: ""


    But in the time of these shortened days, he felt a bit exhausted. At this time, Wang Hua, who he regarded as an elder, showed him concern. So this once, he simply couldn''t help himself.


    "Yes, it''s exactly that ''can''t be true''." Wang Hua eyes sharpened as the watched him, adding, "Shan Haiming is the Shan family''s second son."


    The Rihua Group was a large listed enterprise, so it was not that strange for someone working as long as Wang Hua to have heard of their name. But the expression he was currently wearing seemed much more complex than ne which would say: Turns out it was Rihua. This reaction gave Xiao Ning a strange feeling, making him ask, "What wrong?"


    After hearing this, a bitter smile appeared of Xiao Ning''s face.


    Hearing this command, Xiao Ning couldn''t make heads or tails of it. The Branch Manager''s boss was the Regional Manager, and above them both was the Director. So usually such a person was not directly responsible fro a low level supervisor like himself. So why would they suddenly single him out and call him to the office? Was there something going on?


    Xiao Ning''s heart lurched, and he now knew what was going on.


    Xiao Ning replied imply, "Rihua."


    Sun Rouyan sat on the hospital bed, her face a bit drowsy as she gently held a child in her bosom, "So you''re Xiao Ning, huh? I swear, I hear Wang-ge talk about you all the time."


    "Did something happen?" As they walked, Wang Hua asked.


    The smile Sun Rouyan now wore was especially gentle, possessing a kind of gentleness borne from the purest form of content, and whether the reason for this expression was on account of her newfound motherhood, was something left unknown. "The birth was natural, so my recovery is going along quite fast."


    His manager didn''t say much about the matter, but the man''s expression made Xiao Ning feel ill at ease. Prompting him to dare not ask the reason, as soon he had entered the director''s office with him.

 CH 6

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    How is this possible?


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    Xiao Ning then hurriedly asked, "Didn''t you say Shan Haiming is your boss?"


    He was being polite, you see, but Shan Haiming instead said, "You better order something for yourself, because the stuff I just ordered are my favourites. So I honestly can''t say whether there''ll be enough left back for you."


    "Yep, that''s right. It''s because Shan Haiming has no business with Rihua and started his own company buying and selling land. Um... Yao Jia Hua Ting, have you heard of it? That''s the property our company currently has under development." Wang Hua then rubbed his chin, and continued explaining to Xiao Ning, "So do you get it now? Rihua is a large enterprise and they have two son''s. Plus, you know, in those rich families there''s bound to be some sort of resentment, right? The short of it is that his older brother has been at Rihua for several years, and is currently acting as the vice-general manager over there despite his young age. After he stays there for a few years, he''s sure to build up his power in order to become the company''s true helmsman. It seems the one who''s going to inherit Rihua will be him, he''ll become President Shan."


    Xiao Ning found it difficult to tell him he had already come looking, so in the end he did not respond.


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    After taking a second look, he realised Shan Haiming had ordered all the dishes he wanted to eat, but he could not for the life of him make heads or tails of that man''s tastes. So when he placed his own order, he went with what he thought would be delicious. "Um...I''ll have the smoked salmon, the pineapple sweet and sour pork, the sticky rice, the orange juice tofu...ah, forget it. All this isn''t necessary. Plus, if I order too much, I won''t be able to eat them."


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Xiao Ning did not understand this. For him, life was simple, and topics of gossip never interested him. It was something he he couldn''t wrap his head around, and neither had he experienced it.


    Seeing the waiter''s smile drawn into a line, Xiao Ning again flipped through the menu, this time around noticing the items of that restaurant was more people friendly than he thought. They had a combination of Chinese and western dishes, and the names of the items were also clear. Plus, even though the prices weren''t that affordable, they still weren''t too expensive, and not at all the high price Xiao Ning had thought it would be.


    While on the topic at hand, Wang Hua displayed a slight frown, "It also came to my attention that before, Shan Haiming, wasn''t all that ambitious... and it got him kicked off to Germany to study. After two years, he came back here, worked with some other folks and started his own company. But even with everything, he and your vice-general manager are still brothers. So I don''t think that him helping you by putting in a few words should be a problem. Plus, didn''t you help him out last time?"


    An explosion of bitterness went off in Xiao Ning''s heart, and Wang Hua probably just recalled how he had thrown Xiao Ning under the bus last time as well, because even his expression became uneasy. "Um... back then, things must''ve been really awkward for you, right? Because even I was left surprised."


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    An explosion of bitterness went off in Xiao Ning''s heart, and Wang Hua probably just recalled how he had thrown Xiao Ning under the bus last time as well, because even his expression became uneasy. "Um... back then, things must''ve been really awkward for you, right? Because even I was left surprised."


    After taking a second look, he realised Shan Haiming had ordered all the dishes he wanted to eat, but he could not for the life of him make heads or tails of that man''s tastes. So when he placed his own order, he went with what he thought would be delicious. "Um...I''ll have the smoked salmon, the pineapple sweet and sour pork, the sticky rice, the orange juice tofu...ah, forget it. All this isn''t necessary. Plus, if I order too much, I won''t be able to eat them."


    Silence between strangers was not a good thing, and Xiao Ning, thinking that since the one in need of assistance was him, figured he should be the one to take the initiative, and so he asked, "Director Shan, did Wang-ge already explain my situation to you?"


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    How is this possible?


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    Having heard his explanation, Xiao Ning did not say a word.


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    "Nope, not really." Shan Haiming''s response was honest. "Anyhow, it was just a sentence. If you want to help me out, I''ll definitely say a few words on your behalf to give you a hand. But if you don''t want to help me, on the other hand, if remember to mention it, may say a few words on your behalf."


    Seeing the waiter''s smile drawn into a line, Xiao Ning again flipped through the menu, this time around noticing the items of that restaurant was more people friendly than he thought. They had a combination of Chinese and western dishes, and the names of the items were also clear. Plus, even though the prices weren''t that affordable, they still weren''t too expensive, and not at all the high price Xiao Ning had thought it would be.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    The amount Shan Haiming ordered was already a lot, so after opening the menu and looking at the first inner page, without looking at it carefully, Xiao Ning closed it, then said, "There''s nothing I feel like eating in particular, so those are enough."


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    This made it clear Shan Haiming had not told Wang Hua about Xiao Ning refusing to continue helping him, and having seen Xiao Ning offer him no response, Wang Hua, rather cheerily, consoled him: "But isn''t this just perfect? A favour like this is not even a big deal, so Director Shan can help you with it without breaking a sweat."


    Caught off guard, Xiao Ning blinked, asking, "What?"


    This act of his left Xiao Ning taken aback.


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    Only a few minutes then passed, before Shan Haiming entered.


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    "Around this time he mostly has nothing to do. Well, actually, most of the time he has nothing to do." Wang Hua was exceptionally earnest when carrying out tasks as a leader, so having said that, he had already pulled out his phone, readying himself to make the call. "But I still think you should be the one to talk to him yourself. We must also show our sincerity, don''t you agree?"


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    "I... I think this is unnecessary, " Xiao Ning muttered to himself under his breath. "Taking advantage of someone because you did them a favour is not a good thing to do."


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    So now the two of them, sat at their table in total silence.


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    The amount Shan Haiming ordered was already a lot, so after opening the menu and looking at the first inner page, without looking at it carefully, Xiao Ning closed it, then said, "There''s nothing I feel like eating in particular, so those are enough."


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


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    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    "Wang-ge." Xiao Ning almost wanted to snatch the phone from his hands. "Can you let me think it over for a minute..."


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    Having heard his explanation, Xiao Ning did not say a word.


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    Xiao Ning found it difficult to tell him he had already come looking, so in the end he did not respond.


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


    The amount Shan Haiming ordered was already a lot, so after opening the menu and looking at the first inner page, without looking at it carefully, Xiao Ning closed it, then said, "There''s nothing I feel like eating in particular, so those are enough."


    These meals of theirs were eaten quite purely, and having seen Shan Haiming eating so earnestly, he also simply lowered his head and ate. Xiao Ning''s appetite could be described as ordinary, so half of his order had still remained. But when he raised his head to look, he saw that Shan Haiming''s order was almost gone, making his earlier words true.


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    It has been said, the lack of selfish desires begets austerity. And despite Xiao Ning not being fond of imposing himself on others, there was still however apprehension in his heart, so that ''austerity'' of his could no longer stand firm.


    Xiao Ning while eating it seemed quite at peace. He just... with no awareness for anything else, just simply ate, and did so for a long time. During his endeavour, San Haiming now used his hand to prop up his chin, tilting his head to have a proper look. He was amused, and now wore the slightest of smiles as he remarked, "You''re rather fond of sweet things, aren''t you?"


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    Silence between strangers was not a good thing, and Xiao Ning, thinking that since the one in need of assistance was him, figured he should be the one to take the initiative, and so he asked, "Director Shan, did Wang-ge already explain my situation to you?"


    "Around this time he mostly has nothing to do. Well, actually, most of the time he has nothing to do." Wang Hua was exceptionally earnest when carrying out tasks as a leader, so having said that, he had already pulled out his phone, readying himself to make the call. "But I still think you should be the one to talk to him yourself. We must also show our sincerity, don''t you agree?"


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    This was a rare sentence from Shan Haiming, as the tone carried from the words he usually spoke had, until now, been ambiguous, but this remark was one where the humour within it could be heard. It made Xiao Ning''s hand stop upon hearing it, and once he recalled the soup was something ordered by Shan Haiming for him, without him realising it, a subtle and profound feeling gave rise in his heart.


    Caught off guard, Xiao Ning blinked, asking, "What?"


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    After leaving the hospital, Xiao Ning returned to his place to change into some slightly more formal attire. At noon on the dot, he then arrived at Jinge Restaurant and took a seat by the window. He sat facing the entrance on purpose, doing so in order to see the people entering and leaving through the doorway.


    "Wang-ge." Xiao Ning almost wanted to snatch the phone from his hands. "Can you let me think it over for a minute..."


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    A hand in front of Xiao Ning''s face then prevented him from continuing to speak, as Wang Hua had now already made the call, "Director Shan? Did I interrupt you? That''s great! So, here''s the thing, do you remember the guy named Xiao Ning I brought over to Baiye last time?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


    But given that he had said this little, it was clear it was something he did not want to disclose to Xiao Ning; and Xiao Ning had no interest in asking any further. "Then uh..."


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    Hearing this, the waiter replied politely, "Our purple sweet potato and pumpkin soup is quite popular. Would you both like to give it a try?"


    A hand in front of Xiao Ning''s face then prevented him from continuing to speak, as Wang Hua had now already made the call, "Director Shan? Did I interrupt you? That''s great! So, here''s the thing, do you remember the guy named Xiao Ning I brought over to Baiye last time?"


    After hanging up, Wang Hua gave Xiao Ning a nod, saying, "It shouldn''t be a problem, so we will all be having lunch together."


    But given that he had said this little, it was clear it was something he did not want to disclose to Xiao Ning; and Xiao Ning had no interest in asking any further. "Then uh..."


    "Alright then. Please wait a while." They had ordered a lot of dishes, so after writing it down, their waiter left politely.


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    By then, reluctance and embarrassment was completely etched on Xiao Ning''s face, as he tried to refuse, saying, "Really, there''s no need for..."


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    After taking a second look, he realised Shan Haiming had ordered all the dishes he wanted to eat, but he could not for the life of him make heads or tails of that man''s tastes. So when he placed his own order, he went with what he thought would be delicious. "Um...I''ll have the smoked salmon, the pineapple sweet and sour pork, the sticky rice, the orange juice tofu...ah, forget it. All this isn''t necessary. Plus, if I order too much, I won''t be able to eat them."


    It was really delicious.


    It has been said, the lack of selfish desires begets austerity. And despite Xiao Ning not being fond of imposing himself on others, there was still however apprehension in his heart, so that ''austerity'' of his could no longer stand firm.


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    "Around this time he mostly has nothing to do. Well, actually, most of the time he has nothing to do." Wang Hua was exceptionally earnest when carrying out tasks as a leader, so having said that, he had already pulled out his phone, readying himself to make the call. "But I still think you should be the one to talk to him yourself. We must also show our sincerity, don''t you agree?"


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    The waiter wrote each one of it down, then asked, "Is that all, Sir?"


    What kind of excuse is that?


    How is this possible?


    In his hand, Shan Haiming was carrying a paper bag, looking as if he was just about to follow a waiter before Xiao Ning stood up and called out, "Mr. Shan?"


    Silence between strangers was not a good thing, and Xiao Ning, thinking that since the one in need of assistance was him, figured he should be the one to take the initiative, and so he asked, "Director Shan, did Wang-ge already explain my situation to you?"


    This was a rare sentence from Shan Haiming, as the tone carried from the words he usually spoke had, until now, been ambiguous, but this remark was one where the humour within it could be heard. It made Xiao Ning''s hand stop upon hearing it, and once he recalled the soup was something ordered by Shan Haiming for him, without him realising it, a subtle and profound feeling gave rise in his heart.


    The waiter wrote each one of it down, then asked, "Is that all, Sir?"


    How is this possible?


    Having heard his explanation, Xiao Ning did not say a word.


    "What preparations?" Shan Haiming waved his hand, seeming to be bored. "It''s just a show. And, as I said before, there won''t be any trouble on your end."


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    In response Xiao Ning let out a sigh before giving Wang Hua a light nod.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    An explosion of bitterness went off in Xiao Ning''s heart, and Wang Hua probably just recalled how he had thrown Xiao Ning under the bus last time as well, because even his expression became uneasy. "Um... back then, things must''ve been really awkward for you, right? Because even I was left surprised."


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    Caught off guard, Xiao Ning blinked, asking, "What?"


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    "Around this time he mostly has nothing to do. Well, actually, most of the time he has nothing to do." Wang Hua was exceptionally earnest when carrying out tasks as a leader, so having said that, he had already pulled out his phone, readying himself to make the call. "But I still think you should be the one to talk to him yourself. We must also show our sincerity, don''t you agree?"


    How is this possible?


    "You can ask him." Saying this, Shan Haiming used his chin to motion towards Xiao Ning.


    His reasons for this choice was, first, due to him not wanting to keep Wang Hua back; and, second, about him not wanting Shan Haiming to mention that favour. Anyhow, Xiao Ning really did not want Wang Hua to hear them both discuss that matter.


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    But given that he had said this little, it was clear it was something he did not want to disclose to Xiao Ning; and Xiao Ning had no interest in asking any further. "Then uh..."


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    The amount Shan Haiming ordered was already a lot, so after opening the menu and looking at the first inner page, without looking at it carefully, Xiao Ning closed it, then said, "There''s nothing I feel like eating in particular, so those are enough."


    "Yep, that''s right. It''s because Shan Haiming has no business with Rihua and started his own company buying and selling land. Um... Yao Jia Hua Ting, have you heard of it? That''s the property our company currently has under development." Wang Hua then rubbed his chin, and continued explaining to Xiao Ning, "So do you get it now? Rihua is a large enterprise and they have two son''s. Plus, you know, in those rich families there''s bound to be some sort of resentment, right? The short of it is that his older brother has been at Rihua for several years, and is currently acting as the vice-general manager over there despite his young age. After he stays there for a few years, he''s sure to build up his power in order to become the company''s true helmsman. It seems the one who''s going to inherit Rihua will be him, he''ll become President Shan."


    He very much wanted to let out a sigh, but instead revealed a helpless smile. Truthfully speaking, this matter wasn''t all that complex. It could even be thought of as him simply engaging in some social affairs.


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


    Xiao Ning while eating it seemed quite at peace. He just... with no awareness for anything else, just simply ate, and did so for a long time. During his endeavour, San Haiming now used his hand to prop up his chin, tilting his head to have a proper look. He was amused, and now wore the slightest of smiles as he remarked, "You''re rather fond of sweet things, aren''t you?"


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    It was really delicious.


    In response Xiao Ning let out a sigh before giving Wang Hua a light nod.


    "What''s there to thank me for?" Shan Haiming leaned back in his seat. Then without taking the menu offered by the waiter, he listed out his orders one by one: "The three-cup prawn, salted-crispy crab, chicken stuffed asparagus, and the wild mushroom laofan rice."


    ¡×***¡«


    It has been said, the lack of selfish desires begets austerity. And despite Xiao Ning not being fond of imposing himself on others, there was still however apprehension in his heart, so that ''austerity'' of his could no longer stand firm.


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    "Alright then. Please wait a while." They had ordered a lot of dishes, so after writing it down, their waiter left politely.


    For a moment, his eyebrows then relaxed, and this was noticed by Shan Haiming, who once more told him, "Again, I really won''t do anything to you. So what are you worried about?"


    After hanging up, Wang Hua gave Xiao Ning a nod, saying, "It shouldn''t be a problem, so we will all be having lunch together."


    Drinking a glass of lemonade, Shan Haiming cast a glance towards him then said, "It''s fine. Order it. If you don''t finish anything, you can just take it home."


    He was being polite, you see, but Shan Haiming instead said, "You better order something for yourself, because the stuff I just ordered are my favourites. So I honestly can''t say whether there''ll be enough left back for you."


    After leaving the hospital, Xiao Ning returned to his place to change into some slightly more formal attire. At noon on the dot, he then arrived at Jinge Restaurant and took a seat by the window. He sat facing the entrance on purpose, doing so in order to see the people entering and leaving through the doorway.


    This made it clear Shan Haiming had not told Wang Hua about Xiao Ning refusing to continue helping him, and having seen Xiao Ning offer him no response, Wang Hua, rather cheerily, consoled him: "But isn''t this just perfect? A favour like this is not even a big deal, so Director Shan can help you with it without breaking a sweat."


    But even if it''s just a show, can''t you act a bit more serious? Or at the very least, have a modicum of resect for the task?


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    This made it clear Shan Haiming had not told Wang Hua about Xiao Ning refusing to continue helping him, and having seen Xiao Ning offer him no response, Wang Hua, rather cheerily, consoled him: "But isn''t this just perfect? A favour like this is not even a big deal, so Director Shan can help you with it without breaking a sweat."


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    It was really delicious.


    Only a few minutes then passed, before Shan Haiming entered.


    These meals of theirs were eaten quite purely, and having seen Shan Haiming eating so earnestly, he also simply lowered his head and ate. Xiao Ning''s appetite could be described as ordinary, so half of his order had still remained. But when he raised his head to look, he saw that Shan Haiming''s order was almost gone, making his earlier words true.


    It was really delicious.


    After leaving the hospital, Xiao Ning returned to his place to change into some slightly more formal attire. At noon on the dot, he then arrived at Jinge Restaurant and took a seat by the window. He sat facing the entrance on purpose, doing so in order to see the people entering and leaving through the doorway.


    This made it clear Shan Haiming had not told Wang Hua about Xiao Ning refusing to continue helping him, and having seen Xiao Ning offer him no response, Wang Hua, rather cheerily, consoled him: "But isn''t this just perfect? A favour like this is not even a big deal, so Director Shan can help you with it without breaking a sweat."


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    "Yep, that''s right. It''s because Shan Haiming has no business with Rihua and started his own company buying and selling land. Um... Yao Jia Hua Ting, have you heard of it? That''s the property our company currently has under development." Wang Hua then rubbed his chin, and continued explaining to Xiao Ning, "So do you get it now? Rihua is a large enterprise and they have two son''s. Plus, you know, in those rich families there''s bound to be some sort of resentment, right? The short of it is that his older brother has been at Rihua for several years, and is currently acting as the vice-general manager over there despite his young age. After he stays there for a few years, he''s sure to build up his power in order to become the company''s true helmsman. It seems the one who''s going to inherit Rihua will be him, he''ll become President Shan."


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    In his hand, Shan Haiming was carrying a paper bag, looking as if he was just about to follow a waiter before Xiao Ning stood up and called out, "Mr. Shan?"


    This act of his left Xiao Ning taken aback.


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    Hearing that voice, Shan Haiming looked, then walked over. After casually taking a seat opposite Xiao Ning, he placed the paper bag on the table, only to then simply state, "The clothes."


    A Fated Meeting


    "Nope, not really." Shan Haiming''s response was honest. "Anyhow, it was just a sentence. If you want to help me out, I''ll definitely say a few words on your behalf to give you a hand. But if you don''t want to help me, on the other hand, if remember to mention it, may say a few words on your behalf."


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    Taking the bag, Xiao Ning then looked inside, seeing within it was a grey tracksuit, but clearly one which was not his own and quite obviously being new. But he still took it and put it aside, then said, "Thank you."


    After hanging up, Wang Hua gave Xiao Ning a nod, saying, "It shouldn''t be a problem, so we will all be having lunch together."


    Xiao Ning then hurriedly asked, "Didn''t you say Shan Haiming is your boss?"


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    However, seeing Shan Haiming act like this, Xiao Ning actually became more relaxed. This matter was truly not one too troublesome indeed. Besides, Lu Yan won''t have the time to come looking for me, and I also currently have a bunch of time off work. It was really perfect timing in truth.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "What''s there to thank me for?" Shan Haiming leaned back in his seat. Then without taking the menu offered by the waiter, he listed out his orders one by one: "The three-cup prawn, salted-crispy crab, chicken stuffed asparagus, and the wild mushroom laofan rice."


    Not shot showing much interest, Shan Haiming just said, "Just get one for him."


    The waiter wrote each one of it down, then asked, "Is that all, Sir?"


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    This was a rare sentence from Shan Haiming, as the tone carried from the words he usually spoke had, until now, been ambiguous, but this remark was one where the humour within it could be heard. It made Xiao Ning''s hand stop upon hearing it, and once he recalled the soup was something ordered by Shan Haiming for him, without him realising it, a subtle and profound feeling gave rise in his heart.


    It wasn''t that Xiao Ning had not expected Shan Haiming to bring this matter up, it was just that he hadn''t expected that guy to say it directly. So at this moment, he simply had no idea how he should feel.


    "What''s there to thank me for?" Shan Haiming leaned back in his seat. Then without taking the menu offered by the waiter, he listed out his orders one by one: "The three-cup prawn, salted-crispy crab, chicken stuffed asparagus, and the wild mushroom laofan rice."


    An explosion of bitterness went off in Xiao Ning''s heart, and Wang Hua probably just recalled how he had thrown Xiao Ning under the bus last time as well, because even his expression became uneasy. "Um... back then, things must''ve been really awkward for you, right? Because even I was left surprised."


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    Xiao Ning did not understand this. For him, life was simple, and topics of gossip never interested him. It was something he he couldn''t wrap his head around, and neither had he experienced it.


    "You can ask him." Saying this, Shan Haiming used his chin to motion towards Xiao Ning.


    "Alright then. Please wait a while." They had ordered a lot of dishes, so after writing it down, their waiter left politely.


    He was being polite, you see, but Shan Haiming instead said, "You better order something for yourself, because the stuff I just ordered are my favourites. So I honestly can''t say whether there''ll be enough left back for you."


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    "Let''s add a desert." Shan Haiming then told the waiter, "Recommend one."


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    "Yep, that''s right. It''s because Shan Haiming has no business with Rihua and started his own company buying and selling land. Um... Yao Jia Hua Ting, have you heard of it? That''s the property our company currently has under development." Wang Hua then rubbed his chin, and continued explaining to Xiao Ning, "So do you get it now? Rihua is a large enterprise and they have two son''s. Plus, you know, in those rich families there''s bound to be some sort of resentment, right? The short of it is that his older brother has been at Rihua for several years, and is currently acting as the vice-general manager over there despite his young age. After he stays there for a few years, he''s sure to build up his power in order to become the company''s true helmsman. It seems the one who''s going to inherit Rihua will be him, he''ll become President Shan."


    Xiao Ning did not understand this. For him, life was simple, and topics of gossip never interested him. It was something he he couldn''t wrap his head around, and neither had he experienced it.


    The amount Shan Haiming ordered was already a lot, so after opening the menu and looking at the first inner page, without looking at it carefully, Xiao Ning closed it, then said, "There''s nothing I feel like eating in particular, so those are enough."


    The waiter wrote each one of it down, then asked, "Is that all, Sir?"


    Wearing a long-sleeved shirt, which had its sleeves rolled up to his elbows, the clothes Shan Haiming had worn could still be regarded as quite casual. Plus, given he currently paid no care towards his image as he eat the shrimp in front of him, the air he gave off was one of someone too young, too young to be a businessman. In contrast, across from him, Xiao Ning felt he, himself, had come dressed for business negotiations.


    Wearing a long-sleeved shirt, which had its sleeves rolled up to his elbows, the clothes Shan Haiming had worn could still be regarded as quite casual. Plus, given he currently paid no care towards his image as he eat the shrimp in front of him, the air he gave off was one of someone too young, too young to be a businessman. In contrast, across from him, Xiao Ning felt he, himself, had come dressed for business negotiations.


    He was being polite, you see, but Shan Haiming instead said, "You better order something for yourself, because the stuff I just ordered are my favourites. So I honestly can''t say whether there''ll be enough left back for you."


    However, seeing Shan Haiming act like this, Xiao Ning actually became more relaxed. This matter was truly not one too troublesome indeed. Besides, Lu Yan won''t have the time to come looking for me, and I also currently have a bunch of time off work. It was really perfect timing in truth.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    N/A


    Seeing the waiter''s smile drawn into a line, Xiao Ning again flipped through the menu, this time around noticing the items of that restaurant was more people friendly than he thought. They had a combination of Chinese and western dishes, and the names of the items were also clear. Plus, even though the prices weren''t that affordable, they still weren''t too expensive, and not at all the high price Xiao Ning had thought it would be.


    It was really delicious.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Having heard his explanation, Xiao Ning did not say a word.


    After taking a second look, he realised Shan Haiming had ordered all the dishes he wanted to eat, but he could not for the life of him make heads or tails of that man''s tastes. So when he placed his own order, he went with what he thought would be delicious. "Um...I''ll have the smoked salmon, the pineapple sweet and sour pork, the sticky rice, the orange juice tofu...ah, forget it. All this isn''t necessary. Plus, if I order too much, I won''t be able to eat them."


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    Drinking a glass of lemonade, Shan Haiming cast a glance towards him then said, "It''s fine. Order it. If you don''t finish anything, you can just take it home."


    "Yep, that''s right. It''s because Shan Haiming has no business with Rihua and started his own company buying and selling land. Um... Yao Jia Hua Ting, have you heard of it? That''s the property our company currently has under development." Wang Hua then rubbed his chin, and continued explaining to Xiao Ning, "So do you get it now? Rihua is a large enterprise and they have two son''s. Plus, you know, in those rich families there''s bound to be some sort of resentment, right? The short of it is that his older brother has been at Rihua for several years, and is currently acting as the vice-general manager over there despite his young age. After he stays there for a few years, he''s sure to build up his power in order to become the company''s true helmsman. It seems the one who''s going to inherit Rihua will be him, he''ll become President Shan."


    Shan Haiming''s brows drew into a slight knit upon hearing this, but then once again relaxed. He then replied simply, "Because there''s someone who wants to see that I like men, and there is also someone who doesn''t want to."


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Drinking a glass of lemonade, Shan Haiming cast a glance towards him then said, "It''s fine. Order it. If you don''t finish anything, you can just take it home."


    What kind of excuse is that?


    Hearing this, the waiter replied politely, "Our purple sweet potato and pumpkin soup is quite popular. Would you both like to give it a try?"


    His reasons for this choice was, first, due to him not wanting to keep Wang Hua back; and, second, about him not wanting Shan Haiming to mention that favour. Anyhow, Xiao Ning really did not want Wang Hua to hear them both discuss that matter.


    How is this possible?


    "Let''s add a desert." Shan Haiming then told the waiter, "Recommend one."


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    "Let''s add a desert." Shan Haiming then told the waiter, "Recommend one."


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    Xiao Ning then hurriedly asked, "Didn''t you say Shan Haiming is your boss?"


    It was really delicious.


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    Silence between strangers was not a good thing, and Xiao Ning, thinking that since the one in need of assistance was him, figured he should be the one to take the initiative, and so he asked, "Director Shan, did Wang-ge already explain my situation to you?"


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    It was really delicious.


    Hearing this, the waiter replied politely, "Our purple sweet potato and pumpkin soup is quite popular. Would you both like to give it a try?"


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Hearing that voice, Shan Haiming looked, then walked over. After casually taking a seat opposite Xiao Ning, he placed the paper bag on the table, only to then simply state, "The clothes."


    He thought that failing to carry out his duty, writing a self-criticism letter , or having performance deductions didn''t matter. But at the thought of letting himself lose his job and pay out a compensation all because of something he did not do, he was truly unwilling.


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    The waiter wrote each one of it down, then asked, "Is that all, Sir?"


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    "What preparations?" Shan Haiming waved his hand, seeming to be bored. "It''s just a show. And, as I said before, there won''t be any trouble on your end."


    Not shot showing much interest, Shan Haiming just said, "Just get one for him."


    "I... I think this is unnecessary, " Xiao Ning muttered to himself under his breath. "Taking advantage of someone because you did them a favour is not a good thing to do."


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    By then, reluctance and embarrassment was completely etched on Xiao Ning''s face, as he tried to refuse, saying, "Really, there''s no need for..."


    What kind of excuse is that?


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    A hand in front of Xiao Ning''s face then prevented him from continuing to speak, as Wang Hua had now already made the call, "Director Shan? Did I interrupt you? That''s great! So, here''s the thing, do you remember the guy named Xiao Ning I brought over to Baiye last time?"


    This act of his left Xiao Ning taken aback.


    Having heard his explanation, Xiao Ning did not say a word.


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    Hearing this, the waiter replied politely, "Our purple sweet potato and pumpkin soup is quite popular. Would you both like to give it a try?"


    In his hand, Shan Haiming was carrying a paper bag, looking as if he was just about to follow a waiter before Xiao Ning stood up and called out, "Mr. Shan?"


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    "Yep, that''s right. It''s because Shan Haiming has no business with Rihua and started his own company buying and selling land. Um... Yao Jia Hua Ting, have you heard of it? That''s the property our company currently has under development." Wang Hua then rubbed his chin, and continued explaining to Xiao Ning, "So do you get it now? Rihua is a large enterprise and they have two son''s. Plus, you know, in those rich families there''s bound to be some sort of resentment, right? The short of it is that his older brother has been at Rihua for several years, and is currently acting as the vice-general manager over there despite his young age. After he stays there for a few years, he''s sure to build up his power in order to become the company''s true helmsman. It seems the one who''s going to inherit Rihua will be him, he''ll become President Shan."


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


    "I... I think this is unnecessary, " Xiao Ning muttered to himself under his breath. "Taking advantage of someone because you did them a favour is not a good thing to do."


    "Alright then. Please wait a while." They had ordered a lot of dishes, so after writing it down, their waiter left politely.


    So now the two of them, sat at their table in total silence.


    So now the two of them, sat at their table in total silence.


    His reasons for this choice was, first, due to him not wanting to keep Wang Hua back; and, second, about him not wanting Shan Haiming to mention that favour. Anyhow, Xiao Ning really did not want Wang Hua to hear them both discuss that matter.


    Silence between strangers was not a good thing, and Xiao Ning, thinking that since the one in need of assistance was him, figured he should be the one to take the initiative, and so he asked, "Director Shan, did Wang-ge already explain my situation to you?"


    A hand in front of Xiao Ning''s face then prevented him from continuing to speak, as Wang Hua had now already made the call, "Director Shan? Did I interrupt you? That''s great! So, here''s the thing, do you remember the guy named Xiao Ning I brought over to Baiye last time?"


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    So now the two of them, sat at their table in total silence.


    N/A


    A Fated Meeting


    Hearing that voice, Shan Haiming looked, then walked over. After casually taking a seat opposite Xiao Ning, he placed the paper bag on the table, only to then simply state, "The clothes."


    "Nope, not really." Shan Haiming''s response was honest. "Anyhow, it was just a sentence. If you want to help me out, I''ll definitely say a few words on your behalf to give you a hand. But if you don''t want to help me, on the other hand, if remember to mention it, may say a few words on your behalf."


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    ¡×***¡«


    After hanging up, Wang Hua gave Xiao Ning a nod, saying, "It shouldn''t be a problem, so we will all be having lunch together."


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    He was being polite, you see, but Shan Haiming instead said, "You better order something for yourself, because the stuff I just ordered are my favourites. So I honestly can''t say whether there''ll be enough left back for you."


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    But even if it''s just a show, can''t you act a bit more serious? Or at the very least, have a modicum of resect for the task?


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    Caught off guard, Xiao Ning blinked, asking, "What?"


    Taking the bag, Xiao Ning then looked inside, seeing within it was a grey tracksuit, but clearly one which was not his own and quite obviously being new. But he still took it and put it aside, then said, "Thank you."


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    Xiao Ning then hurriedly asked, "Didn''t you say Shan Haiming is your boss?"


    The waiter wrote each one of it down, then asked, "Is that all, Sir?"


    ¡×***¡«


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    What kind of excuse is that?


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    While on the topic at hand, Wang Hua displayed a slight frown, "It also came to my attention that before, Shan Haiming, wasn''t all that ambitious... and it got him kicked off to Germany to study. After two years, he came back here, worked with some other folks and started his own company. But even with everything, he and your vice-general manager are still brothers. So I don''t think that him helping you by putting in a few words should be a problem. Plus, didn''t you help him out last time?"


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    This was a rare sentence from Shan Haiming, as the tone carried from the words he usually spoke had, until now, been ambiguous, but this remark was one where the humour within it could be heard. It made Xiao Ning''s hand stop upon hearing it, and once he recalled the soup was something ordered by Shan Haiming for him, without him realising it, a subtle and profound feeling gave rise in his heart.


    It wasn''t that Xiao Ning had not expected Shan Haiming to bring this matter up, it was just that he hadn''t expected that guy to say it directly. So at this moment, he simply had no idea how he should feel.


    "Alright then. Please wait a while." They had ordered a lot of dishes, so after writing it down, their waiter left politely.


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    "Nope, not really." Shan Haiming''s response was honest. "Anyhow, it was just a sentence. If you want to help me out, I''ll definitely say a few words on your behalf to give you a hand. But if you don''t want to help me, on the other hand, if remember to mention it, may say a few words on your behalf."


    Wearing a long-sleeved shirt, which had its sleeves rolled up to his elbows, the clothes Shan Haiming had worn could still be regarded as quite casual. Plus, given he currently paid no care towards his image as he eat the shrimp in front of him, the air he gave off was one of someone too young, too young to be a businessman. In contrast, across from him, Xiao Ning felt he, himself, had come dressed for business negotiations.


    "I... I think this is unnecessary, " Xiao Ning muttered to himself under his breath. "Taking advantage of someone because you did them a favour is not a good thing to do."


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    It wasn''t that Xiao Ning had not expected Shan Haiming to bring this matter up, it was just that he hadn''t expected that guy to say it directly. So at this moment, he simply had no idea how he should feel.


    How is this possible?


    "Nope, not really." Shan Haiming''s response was honest. "Anyhow, it was just a sentence. If you want to help me out, I''ll definitely say a few words on your behalf to give you a hand. But if you don''t want to help me, on the other hand, if remember to mention it, may say a few words on your behalf."


    "I... I think this is unnecessary, " Xiao Ning muttered to himself under his breath. "Taking advantage of someone because you did them a favour is not a good thing to do."


    He very much wanted to let out a sigh, but instead revealed a helpless smile. Truthfully speaking, this matter wasn''t all that complex. It could even be thought of as him simply engaging in some social affairs.


    He very much wanted to let out a sigh, but instead revealed a helpless smile. Truthfully speaking, this matter wasn''t all that complex. It could even be thought of as him simply engaging in some social affairs.


    "Let''s add a desert." Shan Haiming then told the waiter, "Recommend one."


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    It wasn''t that Xiao Ning had not expected Shan Haiming to bring this matter up, it was just that he hadn''t expected that guy to say it directly. So at this moment, he simply had no idea how he should feel.


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    Honestly speaking, back when he first entered Rihua, the interview process and training he went through were all rather difficult. But Rihua''s employee welfare, salary and training system were all quite good. This made having a job there actually being one of the rare decent jobs to find.


    In his hand, Shan Haiming was carrying a paper bag, looking as if he was just about to follow a waiter before Xiao Ning stood up and called out, "Mr. Shan?"


    "Wang-ge." Xiao Ning almost wanted to snatch the phone from his hands. "Can you let me think it over for a minute..."


    "Nope, not really." Shan Haiming''s response was honest. "Anyhow, it was just a sentence. If you want to help me out, I''ll definitely say a few words on your behalf to give you a hand. But if you don''t want to help me, on the other hand, if remember to mention it, may say a few words on your behalf."


    How is this possible?


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    He thought that failing to carry out his duty, writing a self-criticism letter , or having performance deductions didn''t matter. But at the thought of letting himself lose his job and pay out a compensation all because of something he did not do, he was truly unwilling.


    After leaving the hospital, Xiao Ning returned to his place to change into some slightly more formal attire. At noon on the dot, he then arrived at Jinge Restaurant and took a seat by the window. He sat facing the entrance on purpose, doing so in order to see the people entering and leaving through the doorway.


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    It has been said, the lack of selfish desires begets austerity[1]. And despite Xiao Ning not being fond of imposing himself on others, there was still however apprehension in his heart, so that ''austerity'' of his could no longer stand firm.


    What kind of excuse is that?


    A Fated Meeting


    What kind of excuse is that?


    For a moment, his eyebrows then relaxed, and this was noticed by Shan Haiming, who once more told him, "Again, I really won''t do anything to you. So what are you worried about?"


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    How is this possible?


    "Wang-ge." Xiao Ning almost wanted to snatch the phone from his hands. "Can you let me think it over for a minute..."


    Shan Haiming''s brows drew into a slight knit upon hearing this, but then once again relaxed. He then replied simply, "Because there''s someone who wants to see that I like men, and there is also someone who doesn''t want to."


    "What preparations?" Shan Haiming waved his hand, seeming to be bored. "It''s just a show. And, as I said before, there won''t be any trouble on your end."


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    For a moment, his eyebrows then relaxed, and this was noticed by Shan Haiming, who once more told him, "Again, I really won''t do anything to you. So what are you worried about?"


    An explosion of bitterness went off in Xiao Ning''s heart, and Wang Hua probably just recalled how he had thrown Xiao Ning under the bus last time as well, because even his expression became uneasy. "Um... back then, things must''ve been really awkward for you, right? Because even I was left surprised."


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    ¡×***¡«


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    Note: ÎÞÓûÔò¸Õ: w¨² y¨´ z¨¦ g¨¡ng: this idiom (based on a saying by Confucius) means that the lack of (selfish) desires breeds austerity/strength/staunchness/unyielding/firmness/rigidity (interpret it as you will because... idioms ¨“¨Œ¨“) Anyway, so when you do have such desires, you can''t possess that "strength/firmness/rigidity". But that''s just one of who knows how many interpretations. Seriously, I edited this line like a million times trying to pin down which word in English to fit this context for this line, key word is trying. My brain hurts ©»( T©nT )©¿ Think of it as you may. No food pics either. I''m going to take a nap.


    Hearing this, the waiter replied politely, "Our purple sweet potato and pumpkin soup is quite popular. Would you both like to give it a try?"


    "Relax. It won''t be damaged at all." Shan Haiming shook his head, not knowing if he wanted to shake or nod as he added, "So say you agree."


    It wasn''t that Xiao Ning had not expected Shan Haiming to bring this matter up, it was just that he hadn''t expected that guy to say it directly. So at this moment, he simply had no idea how he should feel.


    "You can ask him." Saying this, Shan Haiming used his chin to motion towards Xiao Ning.


    Wang Hua stared at him, seeing his appearance, feeling unable to just let hm be, and so went on to say, "I''ll be going with you tonight too, okay?"


    Shan Haiming''s brows drew into a slight knit upon hearing this, but then once again relaxed. He then replied simply, "Because there''s someone who wants to see that I like men, and there is also someone who doesn''t want to."


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    Note: ÎÞÓûÔò¸Õ: w¨² y¨´ z¨¦ g¨¡ng: this idiom (based on a saying by Confucius) means that the lack of (selfish) desires breeds austerity/strength/staunchness/unyielding/firmness/rigidity (interpret it as you will because... idioms ¨“¨Œ¨“) Anyway, so when you do have such desires, you can''t possess that "strength/firmness/rigidity". But that''s just one of who knows how many interpretations. Seriously, I edited this line like a million times trying to pin down which word in English to fit this context for this line, key word is trying. My brain hurts ©»( T©nT )©¿ Think of it as you may. No food pics either. I''m going to take a nap.


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    This act of his left Xiao Ning taken aback.


    Taking the bag, Xiao Ning then looked inside, seeing within it was a grey tracksuit, but clearly one which was not his own and quite obviously being new. But he still took it and put it aside, then said, "Thank you."


    "What''s there to thank me for?" Shan Haiming leaned back in his seat. Then without taking the menu offered by the waiter, he listed out his orders one by one: "The three-cup prawn, salted-crispy crab, chicken stuffed asparagus, and the wild mushroom laofan rice."


    It wasn''t that Xiao Ning had not expected Shan Haiming to bring this matter up, it was just that he hadn''t expected that guy to say it directly. So at this moment, he simply had no idea how he should feel.


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    Shan Haiming''s brows drew into a slight knit upon hearing this, but then once again relaxed. He then replied simply, "Because there''s someone who wants to see that I like men, and there is also someone who doesn''t want to."


    But even if it''s just a show, can''t you act a bit more serious? Or at the very least, have a modicum of resect for the task?


    His reasons for this choice was, first, due to him not wanting to keep Wang Hua back; and, second, about him not wanting Shan Haiming to mention that favour. Anyhow, Xiao Ning really did not want Wang Hua to hear them both discuss that matter.


    Only a few minutes then passed, before Shan Haiming entered.


    What kind of excuse is that?


    Only a few minutes then passed, before Shan Haiming entered.


    But given that he had said this little, it was clear it was something he did not want to disclose to Xiao Ning; and Xiao Ning had no interest in asking any further. "Then uh..."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    In response Xiao Ning let out a sigh before giving Wang Hua a light nod.


    At his question, Xiao Ning could only smile bitterly while replying, "I''m just worried my clumsiness will cause harm to Mr. Shan''s business."


    ¡×***¡«


    These meals of theirs were eaten quite purely, and having seen Shan Haiming eating so earnestly, he also simply lowered his head and ate. Xiao Ning''s appetite could be described as ordinary, so half of his order had still remained. But when he raised his head to look, he saw that Shan Haiming''s order was almost gone, making his earlier words true.


    N/A


    Drinking a glass of lemonade, Shan Haiming cast a glance towards him then said, "It''s fine. Order it. If you don''t finish anything, you can just take it home."


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    By then, reluctance and embarrassment was completely etched on Xiao Ning''s face, as he tried to refuse, saying, "Really, there''s no need for..."


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    Note: ÎÞÓûÔò¸Õ: w¨² y¨´ z¨¦ g¨¡ng: this idiom (based on a saying by Confucius) means that the lack of (selfish) desires breeds austerity/strength/staunchness/unyielding/firmness/rigidity (interpret it as you will because... idioms ¨“¨Œ¨“) Anyway, so when you do have such desires, you can''t possess that "strength/firmness/rigidity". But that''s just one of who knows how many interpretations. Seriously, I edited this line like a million times trying to pin down which word in English to fit this context for this line, key word is trying. My brain hurts ©»( T©nT )©¿ Think of it as you may. No food pics either. I''m going to take a nap.


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    While Wang Hua gave Shan Haiming a brief of the situation, Xiao Ning looked on at him with embarrassment. "Ah, great. Dinner then? Lunch? Okay. Jinge Restaurant? Oh, okay. I know the place, I''ll tell him."


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    Wang Hua then went on to explain how Shan Haiming was specifically looking for a pretend boyfriend and not a girlfriend as if it was no big deal, saying, "Director Shan originally asked me to play the part out of nowhere. But do you see the tall and sturdy man man I am? Even if I had pretended to be his partner, do you think anybody would believe it?"


    "What preparations?" Shan Haiming waved his hand, seeming to be bored. "It''s just a show. And, as I said before, there won''t be any trouble on your end."


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    But even if it''s just a show, can''t you act a bit more serious? Or at the very least, have a modicum of resect for the task?


    In response Xiao Ning let out a sigh before giving Wang Hua a light nod.


    But given that he had said this little, it was clear it was something he did not want to disclose to Xiao Ning; and Xiao Ning had no interest in asking any further. "Then uh..."


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    His reasons for this choice was, first, due to him not wanting to keep Wang Hua back; and, second, about him not wanting Shan Haiming to mention that favour. Anyhow, Xiao Ning really did not want Wang Hua to hear them both discuss that matter.


    Taking the bag, Xiao Ning then looked inside, seeing within it was a grey tracksuit, but clearly one which was not his own and quite obviously being new. But he still took it and put it aside, then said, "Thank you."


    However, seeing Shan Haiming act like this, Xiao Ning actually became more relaxed. This matter was truly not one too troublesome indeed. Besides, Lu Yan won''t have the time to come looking for me, and I also currently have a bunch of time off work. It was really perfect timing in truth.


    While on the topic at hand, Wang Hua displayed a slight frown, "It also came to my attention that before, Shan Haiming, wasn''t all that ambitious... and it got him kicked off to Germany to study. After two years, he came back here, worked with some other folks and started his own company. But even with everything, he and your vice-general manager are still brothers. So I don''t think that him helping you by putting in a few words should be a problem. Plus, didn''t you help him out last time?"


    A Fated Meeting


    So now the two of them, sat at their table in total silence.


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    "You can ask him." Saying this, Shan Haiming used his chin to motion towards Xiao Ning.


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    N/A


    "About you acting as my boyfriend, and attending some events. If you agree, you will of course be compensated with a part-time wage." Shan Haiming now had both elbows perched on the table as he continued, "If you agree with me, I''ll help you take care of your problem."


    ¡×***¡«


    Wearing a long-sleeved shirt, which had its sleeves rolled up to his elbows, the clothes Shan Haiming had worn could still be regarded as quite casual. Plus, given he currently paid no care towards his image as he eat the shrimp in front of him, the air he gave off was one of someone too young, too young to be a businessman. In contrast, across from him, Xiao Ning felt he, himself, had come dressed for business negotiations.


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    But seeing Shan Haiming with his lowered head, eating without a care in the world, that back of Xiao Ning''s, which had always been held straight, couldn''t help but relax slightly until it finally bent, with him now picking up his own food and starting to eat as well.


    Xiao Ning did not understand this. For him, life was simple, and topics of gossip never interested him. It was something he he couldn''t wrap his head around, and neither had he experienced it.


    This made it clear Shan Haiming had not told Wang Hua about Xiao Ning refusing to continue helping him, and having seen Xiao Ning offer him no response, Wang Hua, rather cheerily, consoled him: "But isn''t this just perfect? A favour like this is not even a big deal, so Director Shan can help you with it without breaking a sweat."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Which part about this is a huge issue? And what part of it is you taking advantage? Xiao Ning, all this is, is one person helping out another and vice-versa, okay? Plus, didn''t I tell you before it was possible you could end up making a friend? He might even come looking for you to help him out again with something else next time, you know?"


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    These meals of theirs were eaten quite purely, and having seen Shan Haiming eating so earnestly, he also simply lowered his head and ate. Xiao Ning''s appetite could be described as ordinary, so half of his order had still remained. But when he raised his head to look, he saw that Shan Haiming''s order was almost gone, making his earlier words true.


    Hearing that voice, Shan Haiming looked, then walked over. After casually taking a seat opposite Xiao Ning, he placed the paper bag on the table, only to then simply state, "The clothes."


    The desserts were brought in last, and Xiao Ning was originally at his limit for food. But as soon as the pumpkin soup was brought out, the fresh scent it exuded was just to appetising, it made Xiao Ning unable hold back his desire for the dish. So he still went on to taste a spoonful, to discover a flavour which was refreshing and sweet. The delicate fragrance of the pumpkin was evident, and the purple sweet potatoes were not boiled until too soft. They were somehow still quite crisp, while not carrying a raw taste, having a flavour aptly described as rich. Plus, all these ingredients were coupled with a light soup, which was frankly perfect.


    "Let''s add a desert." Shan Haiming then told the waiter, "Recommend one."


    Xiao Ning did not understand this. For him, life was simple, and topics of gossip never interested him. It was something he he couldn''t wrap his head around, and neither had he experienced it.


    Seeing the waiter''s smile drawn into a line, Xiao Ning again flipped through the menu, this time around noticing the items of that restaurant was more people friendly than he thought. They had a combination of Chinese and western dishes, and the names of the items were also clear. Plus, even though the prices weren''t that affordable, they still weren''t too expensive, and not at all the high price Xiao Ning had thought it would be.


    "Hey, didn''t I explain it to you already, Xiao Ning?" Wang Hua, who rarely displayed a frown, then continued, "It doesn''t matter if the incident at your job is the reason for all this, but it will be useful for you to make friends with someone like Shan Haiming, because you can never know if later on in the future whether there''ll be something to come up where his connections would be needed. So I''m telling you again, it''s not that I''m trying to get you to go there and suck up to him. Just a meal won''t kill you, will it?"


    Shan Haiming''s brows drew into a slight knit upon hearing this, but then once again relaxed. He then replied simply, "Because there''s someone who wants to see that I like men, and there is also someone who doesn''t want to."


    Upon hearing him say this, Xiao Ning again refused the man''s kind act, replying, "Wang-ge, please just stay at home with sister-in-law and my niece. I''ll just go there by myself."


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling this person was one who had no serious matters in their life, and seemed as if they were just playing around, making him a bit worried, "Mr. Shan, could I possibly know the reason why you need my help?"


    It has been said, the lack of selfish desires begets austerity. And despite Xiao Ning not being fond of imposing himself on others, there was still however apprehension in his heart, so that ''austerity'' of his could no longer stand firm.


    Once Wang Hua saw that he was determined, he no longer insisted, and just said instead, "Hey, don''t think of Director Shan as someone like that, okay? You just need to talk to him honestly. He''s actually quite good at communicating."


    It was really delicious.


    Xiao Ning while eating it seemed quite at peace. He just... with no awareness for anything else, just simply ate, and did so for a long time. During his endeavour, San Haiming now used his hand to prop up his chin, tilting his head to have a proper look. He was amused, and now wore the slightest of smiles as he remarked, "You''re rather fond of sweet things, aren''t you?"


    "You can ask him." Saying this, Shan Haiming used his chin to motion towards Xiao Ning.


    He very much wanted to let out a sigh, but instead revealed a helpless smile. Truthfully speaking, this matter wasn''t all that complex. It could even be thought of as him simply engaging in some social affairs.


    Xiao Ning while eating it seemed quite at peace. He just... with no awareness for anything else, just simply ate, and did so for a long time. During his endeavour, San Haiming now used his hand to prop up his chin, tilting his head to have a proper look. He was amused, and now wore the slightest of smiles as he remarked, "You''re rather fond of sweet things, aren''t you?"


    He thought that failing to carry out his duty, writing a self-criticism letter , or having performance deductions didn''t matter. But at the thought of letting himself lose his job and pay out a compensation all because of something he did not do, he was truly unwilling.


    "You can ask him." Saying this, Shan Haiming used his chin to motion towards Xiao Ning.


    Right then, the water had arrived with their food. The table was now filled with dishes for both of them, and Shan Haiming, not being polite nor giving Xiao Ning the room to do so, began to eat.


    This was a rare sentence from Shan Haiming, as the tone carried from the words he usually spoke had, until now, been ambiguous, but this remark was one where the humour within it could be heard. It made Xiao Ning''s hand stop upon hearing it, and once he recalled the soup was something ordered by Shan Haiming for him, without him realising it, a subtle and profound feeling gave rise in his heart.


    Hesitating for a while, he then said directly, "So what preparations do we need to make?"


    Xiao Ning now understood it all clearly, so with a touch of incredulity, he proceeded to ask, "Is my agreement a condition?"


    "What''s there to thank me for?" Shan Haiming leaned back in his seat. Then without taking the menu offered by the waiter, he listed out his orders one by one: "The three-cup prawn, salted-crispy crab, chicken stuffed asparagus, and the wild mushroom laofan rice."


    In response, Shan Haiming hummed, then said, "It''s not that big of an issue, so there''s no need to mention it again. But are you going to help me?"


    "What preparations?" Shan Haiming waved his hand, seeming to be bored. "It''s just a show. And, as I said before, there won''t be any trouble on your end."

 CH 7

    Only the smoked salmon was eaten to completion by Xiao Ning, the sweet and sour pork on his plate, along with the tofu, both still having a good amount remaining. Seeing this, Shan Haiming looked at him and asked, "Are you heading straight back to your place after this?"


    Reminded of the other man''s family background, Xiao Ning felt this action of Shan Haiming''s was so done with such ease and so conservative that it made the meal instantly become a bit uncommercial. He wanted to decline, but was left with no way to really voice it.


    So when facing someone like Shan Haiming, he didn''t just feel a sense of admiration, he also felt somewhat envious.


    But Xiao Ning had no idea how this topic ended up being delved into so deeply. Thinking for a moment, Xiao Ning then asked, "So why didn''t you just enter Rihua directly?"


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Maybe it was the true sincerity emitted in his words, or perhaps it was the pure earnestness in his eyes, because each time there seemed to always be some part of him that caused Shan Haiming to be moved. As currently, in that youth''s smile, no longer was any cynical look able to be seen.


    However, Shan Haiming said nothing more apart from asking, "Where''s the parking lot?"


    Oh, so it''s like that. Despite having no real idea why being at Rihua would be "unconformable", Xiao Ning guessed it may have something to do with Shan Haihong. Think about it for a bit, he then said, "I still think your quite admirable, though."


    But despite Xiao Ning having no clue as to why he asked such a question, still nodded his head honestly in response.


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    After the water boiled, Xiao Ning went for it and brought the kettle back, pouring cup for Shan Haiming as he further asked, "But you come back here and started a business, didn''t you? So that way more awesome than me who just graduated university."


    "Not dislikable?" Shan Haiming cast a sidelong glance towards him, saying, "You have a really good temper."


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


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    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    When one is compared to the other, the only result will be a face full of tears.


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    Reminded of the other man''s family background, Xiao Ning felt this action of Shan Haiming''s was so done with such ease and so conservative that it made the meal instantly become a bit uncommercial. He wanted to decline, but was left with no way to really voice it.


    He then reached over to rub Xian Ning''s head, giving little warning of his action, still smiling as he said, "There''s nothing here to admire."


    The two had nothing to converse over during the drive, apart from Shan Haiming asking Xiao Ning which direction to take when they came upon a fork in the road. During that time, Shan Haiming''s phone also rang a few more times, but all he did was glance at it without answering at all. His act causing a bit of curiosity to stir within Xiao Ning, making him unable to stop himself from taking a look, only for him to see vaguely see the name Ye Ziyin flash upon the screen.


    "Speak." Shan Haiming was not replying him, but to someone on his own phone. While opening the door of hs car, he motioned Xiao Ning to go to the other side, continuing to speak to the person on the other line, "Stop talking nonsense and just make the arrangements now."


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning seem as though he had lost his manners. So while letting out an awkward laugh, he replied, "...no, I just assumed Mr. Shan would have other business to attend to this afternoon."


    Xiao Ning was impressed. He also recalled Wang Hua mentioning Shan Haiming had studied in Germany. "Did it only take you a year to start your company?"


    Ever since he was little, Xiao Ning has been extremely sensitive to other people''s feelings, so he got the sense that this question was not at all similar to Shan Haiming''s earlier queries, as it seemed he simply wanted to ask it without being answered.


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    "Nope. I went for two years then dropped out." Shan Haiming then added, "So my highest level of education is just a high school diploma."


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    Reminded of the other man''s family background, Xiao Ning felt this action of Shan Haiming''s was so done with such ease and so conservative that it made the meal instantly become a bit uncommercial. He wanted to decline, but was left with no way to really voice it.


    But Xiao Ning had no idea how this topic ended up being delved into so deeply. Thinking for a moment, Xiao Ning then asked, "So why didn''t you just enter Rihua directly?"


    His tone as he said this was rather casual, almost sounding like one of familiarity. Xiao Ning wanted to say a few polite words in response but the other man had already walked outside, forcing Xiao Ning to follow after him with the plastic takeaway container in hand.


    Forcing Xiao Ning to ask in return, "What?"


    "Nope. I came back to the country when I was twenty," Shan Haiming replied.


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    But despite Xiao Ning having no clue as to why he asked such a question, still nodded his head honestly in response.


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


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    Oh, so it''s like that. Despite having no real idea why being at Rihua would be "unconformable", Xiao Ning guessed it may have something to do with Shan Haihong. Think about it for a bit, he then said, "I still think your quite admirable, though."


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    Xiao Ning sighed, replying, "It''s admirable how you know who you are and what you want for yourself."


    "Because doing so would be a pain." Shan Haming took a sip of slightly cooled water, adding, "I just want t be comfortable."


    "Because doing so would be a pain." Shan Haming took a sip of slightly cooled water, adding, "I just want t be comfortable."


    On Xiao Ning''s phone screen, a disconnected call was shown, the number belonging to Shan Haiming. Hearing what the other asked, with a smile he replied simply, "Because there''s nothing on my phone."


    Xiao Ning was stunned for a bit as well. He had guessed that Shan Haiming was indeed not older than himself, but... he never expected the other man was younger than him by this much. That is to say, this kid was only twenty-three years old and had already started a business selling real estate right out of university?


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    This sentence of his was too sudden, so sudden, Xiao Ning reacted before his mind had caught up. His head slowly turning to look at Shan Haiming before his brain could digest the statement.


    Forcing Xiao Ning to ask in return, "What?"


    Furthermore, you did so straightforwardly with dignity and pride.


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    Shan Haming made no further comment, his hands now resting on the table as he rose to his feet. "Pick up your leftovers and the clothes, I''ll give you a lift back."


    Such qualities were exactly what Xiao Ning lacked. He was also overly cautious, constantly worried, and excessively prudent. Not to mention, still being unable to handle things properly.


    His tone as he said this was rather casual, almost sounding like one of familiarity. Xiao Ning wanted to say a few polite words in response but the other man had already walked outside, forcing Xiao Ning to follow after him with the plastic takeaway container in hand.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning seem as though he had lost his manners. So while letting out an awkward laugh, he replied, "...no, I just assumed Mr. Shan would have other business to attend to this afternoon."


    On their way out, Xiao Ning thought carefully about his words, thinking he should not bother Shan Haiming too much. Despite it seeming as though they had a close relationship, Shan Haiming''s behaviour really made it hard for Xiao Ning to communicate with him.


    His tone as he said this was rather casual, almost sounding like one of familiarity. Xiao Ning wanted to say a few polite words in response but the other man had already walked outside, forcing Xiao Ning to follow after him with the plastic takeaway container in hand.


    His tone as he said this was rather casual, almost sounding like one of familiarity. Xiao Ning wanted to say a few polite words in response but the other man had already walked outside, forcing Xiao Ning to follow after him with the plastic takeaway container in hand.


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    Xiao Ning was impressed. He also recalled Wang Hua mentioning Shan Haiming had studied in Germany. "Did it only take you a year to start your company?"


    "Nope. I went for two years then dropped out." Shan Haiming then added, "So my highest level of education is just a high school diploma."


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    But all Shan Haiming did was grab hold of the staring wheel, rest his chin on his hands while staring at Xiao Ning.


    On Xiao Ning''s phone screen, a disconnected call was shown, the number belonging to Shan Haiming. Hearing what the other asked, with a smile he replied simply, "Because there''s nothing on my phone."


    So as a result, Xiao Ning swallowed those words of his back, doing so for a good while also, until he finally spoke out frankly. "To be truly honest, it''s not actually, Mr. Shan, because you don''t do anything that goes too far. I think our interactions are rather friendly, to be honest. It''s just that we don''t know one another all that well. Plus, I''m not the kind of person who naturally opens up a lot, and your forward attitude makes me feel just a little uncomfortable¡ªbut it''s not to the point where it''s dislikeable or anything."


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds, but Shan Haiming was already seated in the car, so he had no choice but also climb in.


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    "You live that far away?" Shan Haiming started his car after saying this, driving off.


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    "Speak." Shan Haiming was not replying him, but to someone on his own phone. While opening the door of hs car, he motioned Xiao Ning to go to the other side, continuing to speak to the person on the other line, "Stop talking nonsense and just make the arrangements now."


    Demanding great help from a mere acquaintance is a foolish


    Shan Haiming held a throw pillow in his arms, still maintaining his television watching position, leaving nothing but his bored side profile to see. Xiao Ning instinctively wanted to say something to deny it, as well as adding a few kind words to ease the situation. But those words of his only got stuck in his throat, preventing hm from saying them aloud.


    On their way out, Xiao Ning thought carefully about his words, thinking he should not bother Shan Haiming too much. Despite it seeming as though they had a close relationship, Shan Haiming''s behaviour really made it hard for Xiao Ning to communicate with him.


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds, but Shan Haiming was already seated in the car, so he had no choice but also climb in.


    Wearing a forced smile, he kept looking at Xiao Ning as he continued, "I''m not some industrious entrepreneur. The starting point for me was completely different."


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    "Not dislikable?" Shan Haiming cast a sidelong glance towards him, saying, "You have a really good temper."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Don''t send it for me to look over, is that something I do?" Using his other hand, Shan Haiming buckled his seatbelt, continuing, "I understand. Tell me the reports on Sunday."


    So when facing someone like Shan Haiming, he didn''t just feel a sense of admiration, he also felt somewhat envious.


    Xiao Ning sighed, replying, "It''s admirable how you know who you are and what you want for yourself."


    "Nope. I went for two years then dropped out." Shan Haiming then added, "So my highest level of education is just a high school diploma."


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


    Such qualities were exactly what Xiao Ning lacked. He was also overly cautious, constantly worried, and excessively prudent. Not to mention, still being unable to handle things properly.


    "Don''t send it for me to look over, is that something I do?" Using his other hand, Shan Haiming buckled his seatbelt, continuing, "I understand. Tell me the reports on Sunday."


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"


    "You live that far away?" Shan Haiming started his car after saying this, driving off.


    Reminded of the other man''s family background, Xiao Ning felt this action of Shan Haiming''s was so done with such ease and so conservative that it made the meal instantly become a bit uncommercial. He wanted to decline, but was left with no way to really voice it.


    So as a result, Xiao Ning swallowed those words of his back, doing so for a good while also, until he finally spoke out frankly. "To be truly honest, it''s not actually, Mr. Shan, because you don''t do anything that goes too far. I think our interactions are rather friendly, to be honest. It''s just that we don''t know one another all that well. Plus, I''m not the kind of person who naturally opens up a lot, and your forward attitude makes me feel just a little uncomfortable¡ªbut it''s not to the point where it''s dislikeable or anything."


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Such qualities were exactly what Xiao Ning lacked. He was also overly cautious, constantly worried, and excessively prudent. Not to mention, still being unable to handle things properly.


    Forcing Xiao Ning to ask in return, "What?"


    It''s not exactly what can be called near, but it is in that direction. Xiao Ning nodded, replying, "Yes. It''s south of Baiye."


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds, but Shan Haiming was already seated in the car, so he had no choice but also climb in.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Yeah, sure. The remote is on the table," Xiao Ning replied while making his way to the kitchen to boil the water. When her came back out, Shan Haiming already had the television switched on and was quickly flipping through the channels before finally stopping on Animal Planet.


    "You live that far away?" Shan Haiming started his car after saying this, driving off.


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


    Being told he was easy to bully by a man like Shan Haiming, a person who was even younger than him, felt too strange. So touching his nose smugly, Xiao Ning replied, "I was actually born in the year off the dragon."


    Folks born in the year of the sheep are thought of having been born with the characteristics for the sheep/ram/goat zodiac: gentle and considerate, good at communicating, and willing to sacrifice their own interests for other''s sake. They give others a reliable feeling.[] Folks born in the year of the dragon are believed to be blessed with innate courage, tenacity, and intelligence. They are seen as being filled with confidence and enthusiasm; able to take on challenges, never backing down and willing to take risks. But they may sometimes be thought of as aggressive... and angry. Another fall back is them not being open to criticism.


    The two had nothing to converse over during the drive, apart from Shan Haiming asking Xiao Ning which direction to take when they came upon a fork in the road. During that time, Shan Haiming''s phone also rang a few more times, but all he did was glance at it without answering at all. His act causing a bit of curiosity to stir within Xiao Ning, making him unable to stop himself from taking a look, only for him to see vaguely see the name Ye Ziyin flash upon the screen.


    "The year of the dragon..." Shan Haiming froze for a moment before asking, "You''re twenty-seven? Then that means you''re four years older than me."


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    Shan Haming made no further comment, his hands now resting on the table as he rose to his feet. "Pick up your leftovers and the clothes, I''ll give you a lift back."


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    Forcing Xiao Ning to ask in return, "What?"


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds, but Shan Haiming was already seated in the car, so he had no choice but also climb in.


    Being told he was easy to bully by a man like Shan Haiming, a person who was even younger than him, felt too strange. So touching his nose smugly, Xiao Ning replied, "I was actually born in the year off the dragon."


    However, Shan Haiming said nothing more apart from asking, "Where''s the parking lot?"


    After the water boiled, Xiao Ning went for it and brought the kettle back, pouring cup for Shan Haiming as he further asked, "But you come back here and started a business, didn''t you? So that way more awesome than me who just graduated university."


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    But all Shan Haiming did was grab hold of the staring wheel, rest his chin on his hands while staring at Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning even more impressed, saying, "So you skipped ahead to graduate early then."


    Xiao Ning felt a little uneasy by his staring, so he undid his seatbelt and was planning to open the car door, when Shan Haiming asked him, "No more?"


    On Xiao Ning''s phone screen, a disconnected call was shown, the number belonging to Shan Haiming. Hearing what the other asked, with a smile he replied simply, "Because there''s nothing on my phone."


    So when facing someone like Shan Haiming, he didn''t just feel a sense of admiration, he also felt somewhat envious.


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling, that when these kinds of things occur with Shan Haiming, they surprisingly did not come off that weird. So with a chuckle, he asked the younger man, "Are you trying to be like Bill Gates then?"


    Those words of his made no sense, making Xiao Ning ask confusedly, "What?"


    Being told he was easy to bully by a man like Shan Haiming, a person who was even younger than him, felt too strange. So touching his nose smugly, Xiao Ning replied, "I was actually born in the year off the dragon."


    On Xiao Ning''s phone screen, a disconnected call was shown, the number belonging to Shan Haiming. Hearing what the other asked, with a smile he replied simply, "Because there''s nothing on my phone."


    Furthermore, you did so straightforwardly with dignity and pride.


    Xiao Ning was impressed. He also recalled Wang Hua mentioning Shan Haiming had studied in Germany. "Did it only take you a year to start your company?"


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Furthermore, you did so straightforwardly with dignity and pride.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"


    Those words of his made no sense, making Xiao Ning ask confusedly, "What?"


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning seem as though he had lost his manners. So while letting out an awkward laugh, he replied, "...no, I just assumed Mr. Shan would have other business to attend to this afternoon."


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning was of course stunned, thinking of how such an act showed no respect towards an elder. But once he saw how good of a mood Shan Haiming was now in, he stopped himself from voicing his complaints aloud. In the end, simply choosing to shake his head with no words said.


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    Speaking quickly, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but say with a smile, "Oh, you can come up then, but... I really don''t have anything to entertain Mr. Shan."


    But Xiao Ning had no idea how this topic ended up being delved into so deeply. Thinking for a moment, Xiao Ning then asked, "So why didn''t you just enter Rihua directly?"


    Oh, so it''s like that. Despite having no real idea why being at Rihua would be "unconformable", Xiao Ning guessed it may have something to do with Shan Haihong. Think about it for a bit, he then said, "I still think your quite admirable, though."


    "Yeah, sure. The remote is on the table," Xiao Ning replied while making his way to the kitchen to boil the water. When her came back out, Shan Haiming already had the television switched on and was quickly flipping through the channels before finally stopping on Animal Planet.


    "Don''t send it for me to look over, is that something I do?" Using his other hand, Shan Haiming buckled his seatbelt, continuing, "I understand. Tell me the reports on Sunday."


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    It''s not exactly what can be called near, but it is in that direction. Xiao Ning nodded, replying, "Yes. It''s south of Baiye."


    However, Shan Haiming said nothing more apart from asking, "Where''s the parking lot?"


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    "Don''t send it for me to look over, is that something I do?" Using his other hand, Shan Haiming buckled his seatbelt, continuing, "I understand. Tell me the reports on Sunday."


    Such qualities were exactly what Xiao Ning lacked. He was also overly cautious, constantly worried, and excessively prudent. Not to mention, still being unable to handle things properly.


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    Xiao Ning smiled reluctantly, "I''m just lazier than most. I just don''t have it in me to get angry. Besides, it''s much easier to go along with stuff in comparison."


    It''s not exactly what can be called near, but it is in that direction. Xiao Ning nodded, replying, "Yes. It''s south of Baiye."


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning seem as though he had lost his manners. So while letting out an awkward laugh, he replied, "...no, I just assumed Mr. Shan would have other business to attend to this afternoon."


    "Would you like some coffee or maybe some tea, Mr. Shan?" Although neither of these options was considered anything grand, given he had no idea how long the tea had last been stocked, and the coffee was the instant kind, Xiao Ning still had to ask the other man out of courtesy.


    On their way out, Xiao Ning thought carefully about his words, thinking he should not bother Shan Haiming too much. Despite it seeming as though they had a close relationship, Shan Haiming''s behaviour really made it hard for Xiao Ning to communicate with him.


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    He then reached over to rub Xian Ning''s head, giving little warning of his action, still smiling as he said, "There''s nothing here to admire."


    The two had nothing to converse over during the drive, apart from Shan Haiming asking Xiao Ning which direction to take when they came upon a fork in the road. During that time, Shan Haiming''s phone also rang a few more times, but all he did was glance at it without answering at all. His act causing a bit of curiosity to stir within Xiao Ning, making him unable to stop himself from taking a look, only for him to see vaguely see the name Ye Ziyin flash upon the screen.


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    "Just a glass of water will be fine, thanks." Shan Haiming was currently taking a look around the apartment he had stayed in the night prior, then took himself a seat on the sofa. "Can I watch some TV?"


    Xiao Ning took a seat next to him on the sofa, a gap between them, and silently stared at the screen.


    "Yeah, sure. The remote is on the table," Xiao Ning replied while making his way to the kitchen to boil the water. When her came back out, Shan Haiming already had the television switched on and was quickly flipping through the channels before finally stopping on Animal Planet.


    Folks born in the year of the sheep are thought of having been born with the characteristics for the sheep/ram/goat zodiac: gentle and considerate, good at communicating, and willing to sacrifice their own interests for other''s sake. They give others a reliable feeling.[] Folks born in the year of the dragon are believed to be blessed with innate courage, tenacity, and intelligence. They are seen as being filled with confidence and enthusiasm; able to take on challenges, never backing down and willing to take risks. But they may sometimes be thought of as aggressive... and angry. Another fall back is them not being open to criticism.


    Xiao Ning took a seat next to him on the sofa, a gap between them, and silently stared at the screen.


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    Shan Haiming shook his head, while a thin smile seeming to be floating on water spread itself on his face. "Even if I don''t depend on Rihua to something, if not for my parents'' names, a lot of folks wouldn''t even give me the time of day, neither would they know about me. On top of that, there would be a lot of information I just wouldn''t have known. It''s unpleasant to hear as much as it is to say this, but from since I was young, the stuff I was exposed to was quite different from the average person."


    On their way out, Xiao Ning thought carefully about his words, thinking he should not bother Shan Haiming too much. Despite it seeming as though they had a close relationship, Shan Haiming''s behaviour really made it hard for Xiao Ning to communicate with him.


    Oh, so it''s like that. Despite having no real idea why being at Rihua would be "unconformable", Xiao Ning guessed it may have something to do with Shan Haihong. Think about it for a bit, he then said, "I still think your quite admirable, though."


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    "I''m awesome..." Shan Haiming kept a tight grip on his cup, swirling its contents, while his his half closed eyes was fixed on the hot water inside. He then lifted his gaze towards Xiao Ning and asked, "Then would I still be considered awesome if I was reborn in a different body?"


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    Shan Haming made no further comment, his hands now resting on the table as he rose to his feet. "Pick up your leftovers and the clothes, I''ll give you a lift back."


    This sentence of his was too sudden, so sudden, Xiao Ning reacted before his mind had caught up. His head slowly turning to look at Shan Haiming before his brain could digest the statement.


    Xiao Ning was impressed. He also recalled Wang Hua mentioning Shan Haiming had studied in Germany. "Did it only take you a year to start your company?"


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"


    Xiao Ning sat back down again and directed Shan Haiming to the parking lot on the first floor, then both took the elevator upstairs. Because this apartment was only visited by Xiao Ning and Lu Yan occasionally, there were still two pairs of slippers in the shoe cabinet, perfect for him and Shan Haiming, one pair each.


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    Those words of his made no sense, making Xiao Ning ask confusedly, "What?"


    So when facing someone like Shan Haiming, he didn''t just feel a sense of admiration, he also felt somewhat envious.


    "Not dislikable?" Shan Haiming cast a sidelong glance towards him, saying, "You have a really good temper."


    Shan Haiming held a throw pillow in his arms, still maintaining his television watching position, leaving nothing but his bored side profile to see. Xiao Ning instinctively wanted to say something to deny it, as well as adding a few kind words to ease the situation. But those words of his only got stuck in his throat, preventing hm from saying them aloud.


    Xiao Ning felt a little uneasy by his staring, so he undid his seatbelt and was planning to open the car door, when Shan Haiming asked him, "No more?"


    Ever since he was little, Xiao Ning has been extremely sensitive to other people''s feelings, so he got the sense that this question was not at all similar to Shan Haiming''s earlier queries, as it seemed he simply wanted to ask it without being answered.


    Those words of his made no sense, making Xiao Ning ask confusedly, "What?"


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    Reminded of the other man''s family background, Xiao Ning felt this action of Shan Haiming''s was so done with such ease and so conservative that it made the meal instantly become a bit uncommercial. He wanted to decline, but was left with no way to really voice it.


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Demanding great help from a mere acquaintance is a foolish


    However, Shan Haiming said nothing more apart from asking, "Where''s the parking lot?"


    When one is compared to the other, the only result will be a face full of tears.


    So as a result, Xiao Ning swallowed those words of his back, doing so for a good while also, until he finally spoke out frankly. "To be truly honest, it''s not actually, Mr. Shan, because you don''t do anything that goes too far. I think our interactions are rather friendly, to be honest. It''s just that we don''t know one another all that well. Plus, I''m not the kind of person who naturally opens up a lot, and your forward attitude makes me feel just a little uncomfortable¡ªbut it''s not to the point where it''s dislikeable or anything."


    "Because doing so would be a pain." Shan Haming took a sip of slightly cooled water, adding, "I just want t be comfortable."


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Demanding great help from a mere acquaintance is a foolish


    Folks born in the year of the sheep are thought of having been born with the characteristics for the sheep/ram/goat zodiac: gentle and considerate, good at communicating, and willing to sacrifice their own interests for other''s sake. They give others a reliable feeling.[] Folks born in the year of the dragon are believed to be blessed with innate courage, tenacity, and intelligence. They are seen as being filled with confidence and enthusiasm; able to take on challenges, never backing down and willing to take risks. But they may sometimes be thought of as aggressive... and angry. Another fall back is them not being open to criticism.


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    "Not dislikable?" Shan Haiming cast a sidelong glance towards him, saying, "You have a really good temper."


    "Not dislikable?" Shan Haiming cast a sidelong glance towards him, saying, "You have a really good temper."


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    "Not dislikable?" Shan Haiming cast a sidelong glance towards him, saying, "You have a really good temper."


    "I''m awesome..." Shan Haiming kept a tight grip on his cup, swirling its contents, while his his half closed eyes was fixed on the hot water inside. He then lifted his gaze towards Xiao Ning and asked, "Then would I still be considered awesome if I was reborn in a different body?"


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"


    Xiao Ning sat back down again and directed Shan Haiming to the parking lot on the first floor, then both took the elevator upstairs. Because this apartment was only visited by Xiao Ning and Lu Yan occasionally, there were still two pairs of slippers in the shoe cabinet, perfect for him and Shan Haiming, one pair each.


    Shan Haiming shook his head, while a thin smile seeming to be floating on water spread itself on his face. "Even if I don''t depend on Rihua to something, if not for my parents'' names, a lot of folks wouldn''t even give me the time of day, neither would they know about me. On top of that, there would be a lot of information I just wouldn''t have known. It''s unpleasant to hear as much as it is to say this, but from since I was young, the stuff I was exposed to was quite different from the average person."


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    "Yeah, sure. The remote is on the table," Xiao Ning replied while making his way to the kitchen to boil the water. When her came back out, Shan Haiming already had the television switched on and was quickly flipping through the channels before finally stopping on Animal Planet.


    "Speak." Shan Haiming was not replying him, but to someone on his own phone. While opening the door of hs car, he motioned Xiao Ning to go to the other side, continuing to speak to the person on the other line, "Stop talking nonsense and just make the arrangements now."


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    On Xiao Ning''s phone screen, a disconnected call was shown, the number belonging to Shan Haiming. Hearing what the other asked, with a smile he replied simply, "Because there''s nothing on my phone."


    Shan Haiming held a throw pillow in his arms, still maintaining his television watching position, leaving nothing but his bored side profile to see. Xiao Ning instinctively wanted to say something to deny it, as well as adding a few kind words to ease the situation. But those words of his only got stuck in his throat, preventing hm from saying them aloud.


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"


    Xiao Ning smiled reluctantly, "I''m just lazier than most. I just don''t have it in me to get angry. Besides, it''s much easier to go along with stuff in comparison."


    This sentence of his was too sudden, so sudden, Xiao Ning reacted before his mind had caught up. His head slowly turning to look at Shan Haiming before his brain could digest the statement.


    The author has something to say:[]*thanks a user* Happy Holidays Everyone!! (T/n: this was released around the Spring Festival, but since Corpus Cristi was yesterday, Happy (pseudo) Holiday from me too.)


    Xiao Ning smiled reluctantly, "I''m just lazier than most. I just don''t have it in me to get angry. Besides, it''s much easier to go along with stuff in comparison."


    Those words of his made no sense, making Xiao Ning ask confusedly, "What?"


    Xiao Ning took a seat next to him on the sofa, a gap between them, and silently stared at the screen.


    "I''m awesome..." Shan Haiming kept a tight grip on his cup, swirling its contents, while his his half closed eyes was fixed on the hot water inside. He then lifted his gaze towards Xiao Ning and asked, "Then would I still be considered awesome if I was reborn in a different body?"


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"[1]


    "Yeah, sure. The remote is on the table," Xiao Ning replied while making his way to the kitchen to boil the water. When her came back out, Shan Haiming already had the television switched on and was quickly flipping through the channels before finally stopping on Animal Planet.


    Being told he was easy to bully by a man like Shan Haiming, a person who was even younger than him, felt too strange. So touching his nose smugly, Xiao Ning replied, "I was actually born in the year off the dragon."[2]


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    "You live that far away?" Shan Haiming started his car after saying this, driving off.


    Xiao Ning felt a little uneasy by his staring, so he undid his seatbelt and was planning to open the car door, when Shan Haiming asked him, "No more?"


    "Speak." Shan Haiming was not replying him, but to someone on his own phone. While opening the door of hs car, he motioned Xiao Ning to go to the other side, continuing to speak to the person on the other line, "Stop talking nonsense and just make the arrangements now."


    Being told he was easy to bully by a man like Shan Haiming, a person who was even younger than him, felt too strange. So touching his nose smugly, Xiao Ning replied, "I was actually born in the year off the dragon."


    Demanding great help from a mere acquaintance is a foolish


    "The year of the dragon..." Shan Haiming froze for a moment before asking, "You''re twenty-seven? Then that means you''re four years older than me."


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    Xiao Ning was stunned for a bit as well. He had guessed that Shan Haiming was indeed not older than himself, but... he never expected the other man was younger than him by this much. That is to say, this kid was only twenty-three years old and had already started a business selling real estate right out of university?


    Xiao Ning sat back down again and directed Shan Haiming to the parking lot on the first floor, then both took the elevator upstairs. Because this apartment was only visited by Xiao Ning and Lu Yan occasionally, there were still two pairs of slippers in the shoe cabinet, perfect for him and Shan Haiming, one pair each.


    Such qualities were exactly what Xiao Ning lacked. He was also overly cautious, constantly worried, and excessively prudent. Not to mention, still being unable to handle things properly.


    "Nope. I came back to the country when I was twenty," Shan Haiming replied.


    When one is compared to the other, the only result will be a face full of tears.


    But despite Xiao Ning having no clue as to why he asked such a question, still nodded his head honestly in response.


    Xiao Ning was impressed. He also recalled Wang Hua mentioning Shan Haiming had studied in Germany. "Did it only take you a year to start your company?"


    The two had nothing to converse over during the drive, apart from Shan Haiming asking Xiao Ning which direction to take when they came upon a fork in the road. During that time, Shan Haiming''s phone also rang a few more times, but all he did was glance at it without answering at all. His act causing a bit of curiosity to stir within Xiao Ning, making him unable to stop himself from taking a look, only for him to see vaguely see the name Ye Ziyin flash upon the screen.


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Nope. I came back to the country when I was twenty," Shan Haiming replied.


    "I''m awesome..." Shan Haiming kept a tight grip on his cup, swirling its contents, while his his half closed eyes was fixed on the hot water inside. He then lifted his gaze towards Xiao Ning and asked, "Then would I still be considered awesome if I was reborn in a different body?"


    But all Shan Haiming did was grab hold of the staring wheel, rest his chin on his hands while staring at Xiao Ning.


    "The year of the dragon..." Shan Haiming froze for a moment before asking, "You''re twenty-seven? Then that means you''re four years older than me."


    Xiao Ning even more impressed, saying, "So you skipped ahead to graduate early then."


    After the water boiled, Xiao Ning went for it and brought the kettle back, pouring cup for Shan Haiming as he further asked, "But you come back here and started a business, didn''t you? So that way more awesome than me who just graduated university."


    "The year of the dragon..." Shan Haiming froze for a moment before asking, "You''re twenty-seven? Then that means you''re four years older than me."


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    "Nope. I went for two years then dropped out." Shan Haiming then added, "So my highest level of education is just a high school diploma."


    Maybe it was the true sincerity emitted in his words, or perhaps it was the pure earnestness in his eyes, because each time there seemed to always be some part of him that caused Shan Haiming to be moved. As currently, in that youth''s smile, no longer was any cynical look able to be seen.


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"


    "Would you like some coffee or maybe some tea, Mr. Shan?" Although neither of these options was considered anything grand, given he had no idea how long the tea had last been stocked, and the coffee was the instant kind, Xiao Ning still had to ask the other man out of courtesy.


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling, that when these kinds of things occur with Shan Haiming, they surprisingly did not come off that weird. So with a chuckle, he asked the younger man, "Are you trying to be like Bill Gates then?"


    Ever since he was little, Xiao Ning has been extremely sensitive to other people''s feelings, so he got the sense that this question was not at all similar to Shan Haiming''s earlier queries, as it seemed he simply wanted to ask it without being answered.


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    The two had nothing to converse over during the drive, apart from Shan Haiming asking Xiao Ning which direction to take when they came upon a fork in the road. During that time, Shan Haiming''s phone also rang a few more times, but all he did was glance at it without answering at all. His act causing a bit of curiosity to stir within Xiao Ning, making him unable to stop himself from taking a look, only for him to see vaguely see the name Ye Ziyin flash upon the screen.


    But Xiao Ning had no idea how this topic ended up being delved into so deeply. Thinking for a moment, Xiao Ning then asked, "So why didn''t you just enter Rihua directly?"


    "Nope. I went for two years then dropped out." Shan Haiming then added, "So my highest level of education is just a high school diploma."


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    So as a result, Xiao Ning swallowed those words of his back, doing so for a good while also, until he finally spoke out frankly. "To be truly honest, it''s not actually, Mr. Shan, because you don''t do anything that goes too far. I think our interactions are rather friendly, to be honest. It''s just that we don''t know one another all that well. Plus, I''m not the kind of person who naturally opens up a lot, and your forward attitude makes me feel just a little uncomfortable¡ªbut it''s not to the point where it''s dislikeable or anything."


    Maybe it was the true sincerity emitted in his words, or perhaps it was the pure earnestness in his eyes, because each time there seemed to always be some part of him that caused Shan Haiming to be moved. As currently, in that youth''s smile, no longer was any cynical look able to be seen.


    "You live that far away?" Shan Haiming started his car after saying this, driving off.


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    He then reached over to rub Xian Ning''s head, giving little warning of his action, still smiling as he said, "There''s nothing here to admire."


    After the water boiled, Xiao Ning went for it and brought the kettle back, pouring cup for Shan Haiming as he further asked, "But you come back here and started a business, didn''t you? So that way more awesome than me who just graduated university."


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    "Speak." Shan Haiming was not replying him, but to someone on his own phone. While opening the door of hs car, he motioned Xiao Ning to go to the other side, continuing to speak to the person on the other line, "Stop talking nonsense and just make the arrangements now."


    It''s not exactly what can be called near, but it is in that direction. Xiao Ning nodded, replying, "Yes. It''s south of Baiye."


    But Xiao Ning had no idea how this topic ended up being delved into so deeply. Thinking for a moment, Xiao Ning then asked, "So why didn''t you just enter Rihua directly?"


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    "I''m awesome..." Shan Haiming kept a tight grip on his cup, swirling its contents, while his his half closed eyes was fixed on the hot water inside. He then lifted his gaze towards Xiao Ning and asked, "Then would I still be considered awesome if I was reborn in a different body?"


    "Speak." Shan Haiming was not replying him, but to someone on his own phone. While opening the door of hs car, he motioned Xiao Ning to go to the other side, continuing to speak to the person on the other line, "Stop talking nonsense and just make the arrangements now."


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    Shan Haiming held a throw pillow in his arms, still maintaining his television watching position, leaving nothing but his bored side profile to see. Xiao Ning instinctively wanted to say something to deny it, as well as adding a few kind words to ease the situation. But those words of his only got stuck in his throat, preventing hm from saying them aloud.


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling, that when these kinds of things occur with Shan Haiming, they surprisingly did not come off that weird. So with a chuckle, he asked the younger man, "Are you trying to be like Bill Gates then?"


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    Demanding great help from a mere acquaintance is a foolish


    Forcing Xiao Ning to ask in return, "What?"


    Shan Haiming shook his head, while a thin smile seeming to be floating on water spread itself on his face. "Even if I don''t depend on Rihua to something, if not for my parents'' names, a lot of folks wouldn''t even give me the time of day, neither would they know about me. On top of that, there would be a lot of information I just wouldn''t have known. It''s unpleasant to hear as much as it is to say this, but from since I was young, the stuff I was exposed to was quite different from the average person."


    Oh, so it''s like that. Despite having no real idea why being at Rihua would be "unconformable", Xiao Ning guessed it may have something to do with Shan Haihong. Think about it for a bit, he then said, "I still think your quite admirable, though."


    Wearing a forced smile, he kept looking at Xiao Ning as he continued, "I''m not some industrious entrepreneur. The starting point for me was completely different."


    Speaking quickly, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but say with a smile, "Oh, you can come up then, but... I really don''t have anything to entertain Mr. Shan."


    When one is compared to the other, the only result will be a face full of tears.


    Being told he was easy to bully by a man like Shan Haiming, a person who was even younger than him, felt too strange. So touching his nose smugly, Xiao Ning replied, "I was actually born in the year off the dragon."


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    But all Shan Haiming did was grab hold of the staring wheel, rest his chin on his hands while staring at Xiao Ning.


    You see, in the story of Bill Gates success, it is rarely ever mentioned that he actually had a powerful mother behind him.


    Xiao Ning smiled reluctantly, "I''m just lazier than most. I just don''t have it in me to get angry. Besides, it''s much easier to go along with stuff in comparison."


    His tone as he said this was rather casual, almost sounding like one of familiarity. Xiao Ning wanted to say a few polite words in response but the other man had already walked outside, forcing Xiao Ning to follow after him with the plastic takeaway container in hand.


    In response Shan Haiming raised his chin, his tone carrying a trace of criticism as he asked, "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds, but Shan Haiming was already seated in the car, so he had no choice but also climb in.


    "Your phone. Can you not understand?" Shan Haiming spread his hand open in front of Xiao Ning, causing the latter to now understand his intention and handing over the phone. Xiao Ning watched Shan Haiming slide open the screensaver, then after a few seconds, Shan Haiming''s own phone rang, and Xiao Ning''s phone was returned. "Why didn''t you set up a screen lock?"


    These words of his were direct, so much so, they gave Xiao Ning not even the slightest chance to be tactful.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    But Xiao Ning had no idea how this topic ended up being delved into so deeply. Thinking for a moment, Xiao Ning then asked, "So why didn''t you just enter Rihua directly?"


    However, Shan Haiming said nothing more apart from asking, "Where''s the parking lot?"


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    Xiao Ning was impressed. He also recalled Wang Hua mentioning Shan Haiming had studied in Germany. "Did it only take you a year to start your company?"


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


    "Because doing so would be a pain." Shan Haming took a sip of slightly cooled water, adding, "I just want t be comfortable."


    Shan Haiming now turned his head Xiao Ning''s way, staring at him for a long time before scoffing with a grin, "If you''re like this, you''ll be really easy to bully. Were you born in the year of the sheep?"


    On their way out, Xiao Ning thought carefully about his words, thinking he should not bother Shan Haiming too much. Despite it seeming as though they had a close relationship, Shan Haiming''s behaviour really made it hard for Xiao Ning to communicate with him.


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    Oh, so it''s like that. Despite having no real idea why being at Rihua would be "unconformable", Xiao Ning guessed it may have something to do with Shan Haihong. Think about it for a bit, he then said, "I still think your quite admirable, though."


    "Just a glass of water will be fine, thanks." Shan Haiming was currently taking a look around the apartment he had stayed in the night prior, then took himself a seat on the sofa. "Can I watch some TV?"


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    It''s not exactly what can be called near, but it is in that direction. Xiao Ning nodded, replying, "Yes. It''s south of Baiye."


    "No, I''m not that ambitious." Having aid this, Shan Haiming probably felt his lips to be a bit dry, using his tongue to lick them before continuing, "I just didn''t want to stay over there any longer."


    So as a result, Xiao Ning swallowed those words of his back, doing so for a good while also, until he finally spoke out frankly. "To be truly honest, it''s not actually, Mr. Shan, because you don''t do anything that goes too far. I think our interactions are rather friendly, to be honest. It''s just that we don''t know one another all that well. Plus, I''m not the kind of person who naturally opens up a lot, and your forward attitude makes me feel just a little uncomfortable¡ªbut it''s not to the point where it''s dislikeable or anything."


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning seem as though he had lost his manners. So while letting out an awkward laugh, he replied, "...no, I just assumed Mr. Shan would have other business to attend to this afternoon."


    Ever since he was little, Xiao Ning has been extremely sensitive to other people''s feelings, so he got the sense that this question was not at all similar to Shan Haiming''s earlier queries, as it seemed he simply wanted to ask it without being answered.


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    "I''m awesome..." Shan Haiming kept a tight grip on his cup, swirling its contents, while his his half closed eyes was fixed on the hot water inside. He then lifted his gaze towards Xiao Ning and asked, "Then would I still be considered awesome if I was reborn in a different body?"


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    Only the smoked salmon was eaten to completion by Xiao Ning, the sweet and sour pork on his plate, along with the tofu, both still having a good amount remaining. Seeing this, Shan Haiming looked at him and asked, "Are you heading straight back to your place after this?"


    Xiao Ning sighed, replying, "It''s admirable how you know who you are and what you want for yourself."


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    Furthermore, you did so straightforwardly with dignity and pride.


    Shan Haiming shook his head, while a thin smile seeming to be floating on water spread itself on his face. "Even if I don''t depend on Rihua to something, if not for my parents'' names, a lot of folks wouldn''t even give me the time of day, neither would they know about me. On top of that, there would be a lot of information I just wouldn''t have known. It''s unpleasant to hear as much as it is to say this, but from since I was young, the stuff I was exposed to was quite different from the average person."


    But despite Xiao Ning having no clue as to why he asked such a question, still nodded his head honestly in response.


    "Being with me is uncomfortable for you, isn''t it?"


    After the water boiled, Xiao Ning went for it and brought the kettle back, pouring cup for Shan Haiming as he further asked, "But you come back here and started a business, didn''t you? So that way more awesome than me who just graduated university."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    A grunt signifying his understanding left Shan Haiming''s throat, with him then asking the waiter to pack up the left over food while he paid the bill.


    It seemed as though that guy was well aware of his own imposing nature, but Xiao Ning honestly thought it was his natural talent to be able to hold it back to such a degree. One where it made others feel more embarrassed, but never getting to the point where it became unacceptable.


    Such qualities were exactly what Xiao Ning lacked. He was also overly cautious, constantly worried, and excessively prudent. Not to mention, still being unable to handle things properly.


    It''s not exactly what can be called near, but it is in that direction. Xiao Ning nodded, replying, "Yes. It''s south of Baiye."


    "Don''t send it for me to look over, is that something I do?" Using his other hand, Shan Haiming buckled his seatbelt, continuing, "I understand. Tell me the reports on Sunday."


    So when facing someone like Shan Haiming, he didn''t just feel a sense of admiration, he also felt somewhat envious.


    He then reached over to rub Xian Ning''s head, giving little warning of his action, still smiling as he said, "There''s nothing here to admire."


    Wearing a forced smile, he kept looking at Xiao Ning as he continued, "I''m not some industrious entrepreneur. The starting point for me was completely different."


    So when facing someone like Shan Haiming, he didn''t just feel a sense of admiration, he also felt somewhat envious.


    Furthermore, you did so straightforwardly with dignity and pride.


    Xiao Ning felt a little uneasy by his staring, so he undid his seatbelt and was planning to open the car door, when Shan Haiming asked him, "No more?"


    "Nope. I went for two years then dropped out." Shan Haiming then added, "So my highest level of education is just a high school diploma."


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming to the parking lot, and not far away from them, a sapphire blue car unlocked. "Mr. Shan..."


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    Xiao Ning felt a little uneasy by his staring, so he undid his seatbelt and was planning to open the car door, when Shan Haiming asked him, "No more?"


    "I''ve already cancelled my afternoon appointments." Shan Haiming answered bluntly, adding, "I have nowhere to go."


    Maybe it was the true sincerity emitted in his words, or perhaps it was the pure earnestness in his eyes, because each time there seemed to always be some part of him that caused Shan Haiming to be moved. As currently, in that youth''s smile, no longer was any cynical look able to be seen.


    Xiao Ning kept getting the feeling, that when these kinds of things occur with Shan Haiming, they surprisingly did not come off that weird. So with a chuckle, he asked the younger man, "Are you trying to be like Bill Gates then?"


    Only the smoked salmon was eaten to completion by Xiao Ning, the sweet and sour pork on his plate, along with the tofu, both still having a good amount remaining. Seeing this, Shan Haiming looked at him and asked, "Are you heading straight back to your place after this?"


    So as a result, Xiao Ning swallowed those words of his back, doing so for a good while also, until he finally spoke out frankly. "To be truly honest, it''s not actually, Mr. Shan, because you don''t do anything that goes too far. I think our interactions are rather friendly, to be honest. It''s just that we don''t know one another all that well. Plus, I''m not the kind of person who naturally opens up a lot, and your forward attitude makes me feel just a little uncomfortable¡ªbut it''s not to the point where it''s dislikeable or anything."


    "Nope. I came back to the country when I was twenty," Shan Haiming replied.


    Forcing Xiao Ning to ask in return, "What?"


    Shan Haiming held a throw pillow in his arms, still maintaining his television watching position, leaving nothing but his bored side profile to see. Xiao Ning instinctively wanted to say something to deny it, as well as adding a few kind words to ease the situation. But those words of his only got stuck in his throat, preventing hm from saying them aloud.


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    He then reached over to rub Xian Ning''s head, giving little warning of his action, still smiling as he said, "There''s nothing here to admire."


    Xiao Ning was of course stunned, thinking of how such an act showed no respect towards an elder. But once he saw how good of a mood Shan Haiming was now in, he stopped himself from voicing his complaints aloud. In the end, simply choosing to shake his head with no words said.


    Shan Haiming then suddenly stated, "Phone."


    Shan Haiming shook his head, while a thin smile seeming to be floating on water spread itself on his face. "Even if I don''t depend on Rihua to something, if not for my parents'' names, a lot of folks wouldn''t even give me the time of day, neither would they know about me. On top of that, there would be a lot of information I just wouldn''t have known. It''s unpleasant to hear as much as it is to say this, but from since I was young, the stuff I was exposed to was quite different from the average person."


    Maybe it was the true sincerity emitted in his words, or perhaps it was the pure earnestness in his eyes, because each time there seemed to always be some part of him that caused Shan Haiming to be moved. As currently, in that youth''s smile, no longer was any cynical look able to be seen.


    Folks born in the year of the sheep are thought of having been born with the characteristics for the sheep/ram/goat zodiac: gentle and considerate, good at communicating, and willing to sacrifice their own interests for other''s sake. They give others a reliable feeling.[] Folks born in the year of the dragon are believed to be blessed with innate courage, tenacity, and intelligence. They are seen as being filled with confidence and enthusiasm; able to take on challenges, never backing down and willing to take risks. But they may sometimes be thought of as aggressive... and angry. Another fall back is them not being open to criticism.


    Xiao Ning was of course stunned, thinking of how such an act showed no respect towards an elder. But once he saw how good of a mood Shan Haiming was now in, he stopped himself from voicing his complaints aloud. In the end, simply choosing to shake his head with no words said.


    "Admirable?" Shan Haiming laughed a little as he responded, "What about me is admirable?"


    Xiao Ning felt a little uneasy by his staring, so he undid his seatbelt and was planning to open the car door, when Shan Haiming asked him, "No more?"


    Xiao Ning was of course stunned, thinking of how such an act showed no respect towards an elder. But once he saw how good of a mood Shan Haiming was now in, he stopped himself from voicing his complaints aloud. In the end, simply choosing to shake his head with no words said.


    Obviously he had zero intentions of asking about it, and soon Shan Haiming stopped in front the entrance of his apartment building. Seeing this, Xiao Ning then said, "Sorry for troubling you, Mr. Shan."


    Shan Haiming held a throw pillow in his arms, still maintaining his television watching position, leaving nothing but his bored side profile to see. Xiao Ning instinctively wanted to say something to deny it, as well as adding a few kind words to ease the situation. But those words of his only got stuck in his throat, preventing hm from saying them aloud.


    Those words of his made no sense, making Xiao Ning ask confusedly, "What?"


    Following this, he hung up his phone, tossing it aside, then pulled out his car keys. "Your house is close to Baiye, right?"

 CH 8

    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    That guy really did not seem to care one bit about he did. So while crinkling his brows lightly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone and plopped it into that guy''s hand then went to busy himself washing the vegetables. When it came to stuff like cooking, Xiao Ning could practically be considered a novice. He knew he had to strip the veggies, and casually went through the motions, but had no idea how much he had to pull off.


    "You''re bleeding." Shan Haiming uttered, causing Xiao Ning to unconsciously turn to face him, and notice him staring at him for a moment, before letting out a "tch" and stating, "Such a slow reaction."


    The kitchen did have pots and pans, but apart from those, the cupboards were bare. By this time, Shan Haiming had already made his way to the door, replying, "We''ll just buy some while we''re there."


    Holding the fish in one hand, and a large bottle of oil in his right, the Second Young Master Shan then announced, "Let''s go home."


    Then in the next, Xiao Ning''s left hand was already pulled towards Shan Haiming, as he lowered his head, capturing Xiao Ning''s finger tip with his lip while the warm softness of his tongue pressed against his wound, moving little by little, as it sucked.


    Staring at him curiously, Shan Haiming asked, "That must be your favourite. Do you want to make that one?"


    Shan Haiming then looked at his watch, "Isn''t it time to eat?"


    Originally, Xiao Ning wanted to say that wasting food wasn''t a great thing to do, but once his eyes fell and took in all the smeared seasonings covering Shan Haiming''s clothes the word dancing on the tip of his tongue changed. "I''m pained because you went through all this trouble for a really long time just now."


    "Oh." Xiao Ning was never one to feel hungry quickly, so upon realising he said, "Let''s go out to eat then."


    In response to this, Shan Haiming scoffed, countering, "If you can''t cook it properly, then you can''t. Don''t lump me in there with you."


    Shan Haiming looked at him curiously, asking, "Why do you want to go eat out?"


    Besides, Xiao Ning had nothing to do that afternoon, and he reckoned if he doesn''t handle Shan Haiming well enough, then tomorrow he''d also have nothing to do either. The new neighbourhood district he currently lived in was a good ways away from civilization, and hasn''t been built that long ago so the necessary supporting facilities have not been adequately established. All there was, was an small unplanned marketplace, one which when Shan Haiming stood in, gave the feeling of him seeming like he didn''t quite match. So while looking at such a scene, Xiao Ning felt as if he could laugh. Shan Haiming was standing next to a fish vendor''s stand, a picky expression on his face while staring at the fish flopping around in a large plastic basin. He then pointed to one of the fish, prompting the vendor to swiftly grab a plastic bag and catch it. Now while using his fingers like a hook to hold the bagged fish in front of him, he inspected it with brows knitted, making one have no idea what he was possibly thinking.


    Within the time it took him to be done with the fish, the half filled pot of oil had heated up. While he slid the fish into the oil, Xiao Ning began chopping the potatoes and radishes.


    Under these circumstances he had little choice, so Xiao Ning dejectedly took out his phone and searched online for recipes while in the market. Then out of politeness he also asked, "Is there anything else you''d like to eat?"


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    "How would I know?" Shan Haiming lowered his own hand and spoke while looking at the groceries Xiao Ning was holding. Xiao Ning was left speechless in that moment but then he asked, "But aren''t you going to cook it?"


    "Are you also afraid of pain?" Shan Haiming smacked his lips, while giving him a look as if he wanted to smile.


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    Xiao Ning pursed his lips, replying, "Because only the leftovers I brought back from lunch are in the fridge."


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    Shan Haiming looked at him curiously, asking, "Why do you want to go eat out?"


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    N/A


    What on earth have chickens ever done to you? Were you a weasel in your last life of something?


    Xiao Ning pursed his lips, replying, "Because only the leftovers I brought back from lunch are in the fridge."


    "What are you doing?" Xiao Ning who had finally regained his senses cried out to stop him.


    "You don''t have any groceries in there?" Shan Haiming now stood up and straightened his clothes, saying, "Let''s go out and buy some to bring back."


    Shan Haiming hand rubbed the dog''s head, his gaze fixed on Xiao Ning when a sudden laugh escaped him, "You like sweets and are afraid of dogs... are you a kid?"


    But again, Xiao Ning from beside them, took a step away from once more.


    That smile of his held no ill intent, more akin to one of half-grown boy who just found himself a playmate as he stared at Xiao Ning''s dazed expression. But then, out of nowhere, the look on Shan Haiming''s face changed. He tuned around in a flurry to see the fish he had frying in the pot whose colour was far from good, making it clear to see it had been overcooked.


    In response, Xiao Ning: "...heheh."


    He regretted those words as soon as they passed his lips, however. This was due to his relationship with Shan Haiming still being quite odd. You could say they were close, but not really that close; yet they weren''t as distant as mere acquaintances you would give a greeting from afar. So currently, the tone of those words he just spoke were well beyond those limits.


    You want to do this yourself?


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    "What are you doing?" Xiao Ning who had finally regained his senses cried out to stop him.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open a bit, he had never expected Shan Haiming would do such a thing. Basically, he and Lu Yan never cooked and always ate out. Even if they were at home, they would still mostly eat take-out. Secretly, he also held the belief that bachelors just weren''t great cooks. "But there are no seasonings here either..."


    Within the time it took him to be done with the fish, the half filled pot of oil had heated up. While he slid the fish into the oil, Xiao Ning began chopping the potatoes and radishes.


    "You don''t have any groceries in there?" Shan Haiming now stood up and straightened his clothes, saying, "Let''s go out and buy some to bring back."


    Noticing a girl wearing a tracksuit running towards them with a leash in hand, Shan Haiming gave the dog a pat on its head before again picking up the bottle of oil beside him then chided, "Whatever it is you want to say, just say it. What are scared of? Can''t you speak?"


    Shan Haiming thought it over once more, replying, "Cantonese poached chickenT/n: White cut chicken, or Baizhanji. A whole chicken is boiled with ginger and spring onions then chopped ans served with a dipping sauce.."


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    The kitchen did have pots and pans, but apart from those, the cupboards were bare. By this time, Shan Haiming had already made his way to the door, replying, "We''ll just buy some while we''re there."


    Neither of Xiao Ning''s hand were empty either, as he idly followed from behind. When they got back to the apartment district, a golden-haired creature rushed towards them with glee. It was most likely attracted by the scent of meat coming from the bags Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming carried, as it now circled around them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t too happy when he saw the golden-haired creature, though. So, right at that moment, he had quietly shifted a few steps off to the other side.


    Shan Haiming hand rubbed the dog''s head, his gaze fixed on Xiao Ning when a sudden laugh escaped him, "You like sweets and are afraid of dogs... are you a kid?"


    If not, why did you say we''ll be cooking at home?


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    That smile of his held no ill intent, more akin to one of half-grown boy who just found himself a playmate as he stared at Xiao Ning''s dazed expression. But then, out of nowhere, the look on Shan Haiming''s face changed. He tuned around in a flurry to see the fish he had frying in the pot whose colour was far from good, making it clear to see it had been overcooked.


    At this, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but chuckle. These passing days of him going on whims, doing whatever comes to mind, already gave him the feeling that so long as he was happy, it was fine.


    But a burst of sharp pain yanked him these straying thoughts back to reality, as his knife stopped, his hand moving away, to discover his finger was slowing being drenched in blood.


    Besides, Xiao Ning had nothing to do that afternoon, and he reckoned if he doesn''t handle Shan Haiming well enough, then tomorrow he''d also have nothing to do either. The new neighbourhood district he currently lived in was a good ways away from civilization, and hasn''t been built that long ago so the necessary supporting facilities have not been adequately established. All there was, was an small unplanned marketplace, one which when Shan Haiming stood in, gave the feeling of him seeming like he didn''t quite match. So while looking at such a scene, Xiao Ning felt as if he could laugh. Shan Haiming was standing next to a fish vendor''s stand, a picky expression on his face while staring at the fish flopping around in a large plastic basin. He then pointed to one of the fish, prompting the vendor to swiftly grab a plastic bag and catch it. Now while using his fingers like a hook to hold the bagged fish in front of him, he inspected it with brows knitted, making one have no idea what he was possibly thinking.


    For some unknown reason, hearing his words, Xiao Ning felt a rage rise within him. It felt as though all the things he did his best to suppress over all those years were just scratched open by Shan Haiming''s offhanded comment. "Not everyone is like you with nothing to be afraid of. What do you even know?"


    At this, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but chuckle. These passing days of him going on whims, doing whatever comes to mind, already gave him the feeling that so long as he was happy, it was fine.


    Shan Haiming just so happened to have gone next to him, taking a look at the results on his screen before casually remarking, "Don;t you like fish? I''ll handle this part myself."


    Xiao Ning bought various common seasonings and condiments from the other side then walked over, bag in hand, as he asked, "You bought a fish? How are we going to eat it, though?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s expression became unsightly, his mouth moving to open but again sealed shut.


    Shan Haiming looked up at him, replying, "Do I look like like I can?"


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    N/A


    Shan Haiming just so happened to have gone next to him, taking a look at the results on his screen before casually remarking, "Don;t you like fish? I''ll handle this part myself."


    "How would I know?" Shan Haiming lowered his own hand and spoke while looking at the groceries Xiao Ning was holding. Xiao Ning was left speechless in that moment but then he asked, "But aren''t you going to cook it?"


    Shan Haiming looked at him curiously, asking, "Why do you want to go eat out?"


    Squirrel Fish


    N/A


    Shan Haiming looked at him curiously, asking, "Why do you want to go eat out?"


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    Shan Haiming looked up at him, replying, "Do I look like like I can?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t a person accustomed to bad-mouthing, but his the expression in his eyes were a bit hard to hide allowing his true feelings to be easily shown. Shan Haiming had no reaction at first, but once he noticed the other''s pursed lips, with a frown, he took the phone and typed in a name. After staring the screen for half a minute, he then dragged Xiao Ning along to buy the required ingredients. So following this round the time for dinner had arrived.


    Xiao Ning felt a bit awkward, and so said nothing on their way back. Once they got to the apartment, he silently entered, following behind as Shan Haiming lead the way to the kitchen, who then said, "Recipe."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit awkward, and so said nothing on their way back. Once they got to the apartment, he silently entered, following behind as Shan Haiming lead the way to the kitchen, who then said, "Recipe."


    Shan Haiming then looked at his watch, "Isn''t it time to eat?"


    What on earth have chickens ever done to you? Were you a weasel in your last life of something?


    Xiao Ning looked at him in return, stating, "I can''t do it either."


    He quickly shut off the stove, scoping out the overdone fish. He was annoyed, but his face barely showed it. Sporting a slight frown, pursed lips and a clenched fist, he plated the fish then took a moment to think. After which, he picked the plate and headed to a nearby trash bin.


    If not, why did you say we''ll be cooking at home?


    The kitchen did have pots and pans, but apart from those, the cupboards were bare. By this time, Shan Haiming had already made his way to the door, replying, "We''ll just buy some while we''re there."


    For some unknown reason, hearing his words, Xiao Ning felt a rage rise within him. It felt as though all the things he did his best to suppress over all those years were just scratched open by Shan Haiming''s offhanded comment. "Not everyone is like you with nothing to be afraid of. What do you even know?"


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    "You don''t have any groceries in there?" Shan Haiming now stood up and straightened his clothes, saying, "Let''s go out and buy some to bring back."


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    Xiao Ning looked at him in return, stating, "I can''t do it either."


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    Taking the bags in Xiao Ning''s hand, Shan Haiming then decisively instructed, "Just look it up on your phone."


    Xiao Ning bought various common seasonings and condiments from the other side then walked over, bag in hand, as he asked, "You bought a fish? How are we going to eat it, though?"


    At his words, Xiao Ning sighed internally, but much to his surprise he wasn''t feeling upset, or even mad. His tone even had an upbeat ring to it as he said, "I''ll eat it then."


    That guy really did not seem to care one bit about he did. So while crinkling his brows lightly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone and plopped it into that guy''s hand then went to busy himself washing the vegetables. When it came to stuff like cooking, Xiao Ning could practically be considered a novice. He knew he had to strip the veggies, and casually went through the motions, but had no idea how much he had to pull off.


    Under these circumstances he had little choice, so Xiao Ning dejectedly took out his phone and searched online for recipes while in the market. Then out of politeness he also asked, "Is there anything else you''d like to eat?"


    Xiao Ning looked at him in return, stating, "I can''t do it either."


    Shan Haiming looked at him curiously, asking, "Why do you want to go eat out?"


    At this, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but chuckle. These passing days of him going on whims, doing whatever comes to mind, already gave him the feeling that so long as he was happy, it was fine.


    At this, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but chuckle. These passing days of him going on whims, doing whatever comes to mind, already gave him the feeling that so long as he was happy, it was fine.


    Xiao Ning looked at him in return, stating, "I can''t do it either."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.[1]."


    If not, why did you say we''ll be cooking at home?


    Xiao Ning: "...I can''t make that."


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    Shan Haiming thought it over once more, replying, "Cantonese poached chickenT/n: White cut chicken, or Baizhanji. A whole chicken is boiled with ginger and spring onions then chopped ans served with a dipping sauce.[2]."


    Xiao Ning: "...I can''t make that."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    But a burst of sharp pain yanked him these straying thoughts back to reality, as his knife stopped, his hand moving away, to discover his finger was slowing being drenched in blood.


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    "I''m the one who bought it, so why are you so pained?" Shan Haiming sighed.


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    Staring at him curiously, Shan Haiming asked, "That must be your favourite. Do you want to make that one?"


    If not, why did you say we''ll be cooking at home?


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Shan Haiming, on the other hand, was currently holding onto a cleaver in a trance. He then proceeded to cut the fish open, while craning his head to look at the recipe from the phone laying on the counter, reading through the steps. "We don''t need to use this much stuff, right?"


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    Xiao Ning looked at him in return, stating, "I can''t do it either."


    What on earth have chickens ever done to you? Were you a weasel in your last life of something?


    Xiao Ning felt a bit awkward, and so said nothing on their way back. Once they got to the apartment, he silently entered, following behind as Shan Haiming lead the way to the kitchen, who then said, "Recipe."


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    Shan Haiming just so happened to have gone next to him, taking a look at the results on his screen before casually remarking, "Don;t you like fish? I''ll handle this part myself."


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    "Oh." Xiao Ning was never one to feel hungry quickly, so upon realising he said, "Let''s go out to eat then."


    Originally, Xiao Ning wanted to say that wasting food wasn''t a great thing to do, but once his eyes fell and took in all the smeared seasonings covering Shan Haiming''s clothes the word dancing on the tip of his tongue changed. "I''m pained because you went through all this trouble for a really long time just now."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    Shan Haiming just so happened to have gone next to him, taking a look at the results on his screen before casually remarking, "Don;t you like fish? I''ll handle this part myself."


    "You don''t have any groceries in there?" Shan Haiming now stood up and straightened his clothes, saying, "Let''s go out and buy some to bring back."


    Xiao Ning''s typing stopped.


    "It''s inedible." Shan Haiming thought it was baffling this was something Xiao Ning couldn''t see. Yet the other man still snatched the plate from him, then scrutinized it for a bit. "It''s not that bad, you only cooked half, so just finish the rest since it''s a whole fish."


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    Originally, Xiao Ning wanted to say that wasting food wasn''t a great thing to do, but once his eyes fell and took in all the smeared seasonings covering Shan Haiming''s clothes the word dancing on the tip of his tongue changed. "I''m pained because you went through all this trouble for a really long time just now."


    Shan Haiming thought it over once more, replying, "Cantonese poached chickenT/n: White cut chicken, or Baizhanji. A whole chicken is boiled with ginger and spring onions then chopped ans served with a dipping sauce.."


    The kitchen did have pots and pans, but apart from those, the cupboards were bare. By this time, Shan Haiming had already made his way to the door, replying, "We''ll just buy some while we''re there."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit awkward, and so said nothing on their way back. Once they got to the apartment, he silently entered, following behind as Shan Haiming lead the way to the kitchen, who then said, "Recipe."


    Shan Haiming just so happened to have gone next to him, taking a look at the results on his screen before casually remarking, "Don;t you like fish? I''ll handle this part myself."


    Staring at him curiously, Shan Haiming asked, "That must be your favourite. Do you want to make that one?"


    Taking the bags in Xiao Ning''s hand, Shan Haiming then decisively instructed, "Just look it up on your phone."


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    At his words, Xiao Ning sighed internally, but much to his surprise he wasn''t feeling upset, or even mad. His tone even had an upbeat ring to it as he said, "I''ll eat it then."


    Shan Haiming hand rubbed the dog''s head, his gaze fixed on Xiao Ning when a sudden laugh escaped him, "You like sweets and are afraid of dogs... are you a kid?"


    In response to this, Shan Haiming scoffed, countering, "If you can''t cook it properly, then you can''t. Don''t lump me in there with you."


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    In response to this, Shan Haiming scoffed, countering, "If you can''t cook it properly, then you can''t. Don''t lump me in there with you."


    Squirrel Fish


    Shan Haiming hand rubbed the dog''s head, his gaze fixed on Xiao Ning when a sudden laugh escaped him, "You like sweets and are afraid of dogs... are you a kid?"


    That guy really did not seem to care one bit about he did. So while crinkling his brows lightly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone and plopped it into that guy''s hand then went to busy himself washing the vegetables. When it came to stuff like cooking, Xiao Ning could practically be considered a novice. He knew he had to strip the veggies, and casually went through the motions, but had no idea how much he had to pull off.


    The kitchen did have pots and pans, but apart from those, the cupboards were bare. By this time, Shan Haiming had already made his way to the door, replying, "We''ll just buy some while we''re there."


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    Squirrel Fish


    That guy really did not seem to care one bit about he did. So while crinkling his brows lightly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone and plopped it into that guy''s hand then went to busy himself washing the vegetables. When it came to stuff like cooking, Xiao Ning could practically be considered a novice. He knew he had to strip the veggies, and casually went through the motions, but had no idea how much he had to pull off.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t a person accustomed to bad-mouthing, but his the expression in his eyes were a bit hard to hide allowing his true feelings to be easily shown. Shan Haiming had no reaction at first, but once he noticed the other''s pursed lips, with a frown, he took the phone and typed in a name. After staring the screen for half a minute, he then dragged Xiao Ning along to buy the required ingredients. So following this round the time for dinner had arrived.


    In response, Xiao Ning: "...heheh."


    Shan Haiming then looked at his watch, "Isn''t it time to eat?"


    But a burst of sharp pain yanked him these straying thoughts back to reality, as his knife stopped, his hand moving away, to discover his finger was slowing being drenched in blood.


    Squirrel Fish


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    Holding the fish in one hand, and a large bottle of oil in his right, the Second Young Master Shan then announced, "Let''s go home."


    To the contrary, Shan Haiming put down the jug beside him, and bent down to stroke the dog''s golden fur. His hands were skilful as he rubbed its neck, and the golden retriever seemed quite comfortable with his petting. Its head kept arching and rubbing against him, incessantly sniffing Shan Haiming''s face, what else could this be called but joy.


    He regretted those words as soon as they passed his lips, however. This was due to his relationship with Shan Haiming still being quite odd. You could say they were close, but not really that close; yet they weren''t as distant as mere acquaintances you would give a greeting from afar. So currently, the tone of those words he just spoke were well beyond those limits.


    Xiao Ning bought various common seasonings and condiments from the other side then walked over, bag in hand, as he asked, "You bought a fish? How are we going to eat it, though?"


    Besides, Xiao Ning had nothing to do that afternoon, and he reckoned if he doesn''t handle Shan Haiming well enough, then tomorrow he''d also have nothing to do either. The new neighbourhood district he currently lived in was a good ways away from civilization, and hasn''t been built that long ago so the necessary supporting facilities have not been adequately established. All there was, was an small unplanned marketplace, one which when Shan Haiming stood in, gave the feeling of him seeming like he didn''t quite match. So while looking at such a scene, Xiao Ning felt as if he could laugh. Shan Haiming was standing next to a fish vendor''s stand, a picky expression on his face while staring at the fish flopping around in a large plastic basin. He then pointed to one of the fish, prompting the vendor to swiftly grab a plastic bag and catch it. Now while using his fingers like a hook to hold the bagged fish in front of him, he inspected it with brows knitted, making one have no idea what he was possibly thinking.


    The golden retriever now went back to rubbing against its owner, circling around them before panting to again look up at Shan Haiming. Seeing this, he smiled at and said to it, "Bye."


    Holding the fish in one hand, and a large bottle of oil in his right, the Second Young Master Shan then announced, "Let''s go home."


    Taking the bags in Xiao Ning''s hand, Shan Haiming then decisively instructed, "Just look it up on your phone."


    Neither of Xiao Ning''s hand were empty either, as he idly followed from behind. When they got back to the apartment district, a golden-haired creature rushed towards them with glee. It was most likely attracted by the scent of meat coming from the bags Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming carried, as it now circled around them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t too happy when he saw the golden-haired creature, though. So, right at that moment, he had quietly shifted a few steps off to the other side.


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    Squirrel Fish


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    That guy really did not seem to care one bit about he did. So while crinkling his brows lightly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone and plopped it into that guy''s hand then went to busy himself washing the vegetables. When it came to stuff like cooking, Xiao Ning could practically be considered a novice. He knew he had to strip the veggies, and casually went through the motions, but had no idea how much he had to pull off.


    "Are you also afraid of pain?" Shan Haiming smacked his lips, while giving him a look as if he wanted to smile.


    To the contrary, Shan Haiming put down the jug beside him, and bent down to stroke the dog''s golden fur. His hands were skilful as he rubbed its neck, and the golden retriever seemed quite comfortable with his petting. Its head kept arching and rubbing against him, incessantly sniffing Shan Haiming''s face, what else could this be called but joy.


    Then in the next, Xiao Ning''s left hand was already pulled towards Shan Haiming, as he lowered his head, capturing Xiao Ning''s finger tip with his lip while the warm softness of his tongue pressed against his wound, moving little by little, as it sucked.


    But again, Xiao Ning from beside them, took a step away from once more.


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    Suddenly lifting his head to look at Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you hiding so far away?"


    "You''re bleeding." Shan Haiming uttered, causing Xiao Ning to unconsciously turn to face him, and notice him staring at him for a moment, before letting out a "tch" and stating, "Such a slow reaction."


    Suddenly lifting his head to look at Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you hiding so far away?"


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    Holding the fish in one hand, and a large bottle of oil in his right, the Second Young Master Shan then announced, "Let''s go home."


    In response, Xiao Ning: "...heheh."


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open a bit, he had never expected Shan Haiming would do such a thing. Basically, he and Lu Yan never cooked and always ate out. Even if they were at home, they would still mostly eat take-out. Secretly, he also held the belief that bachelors just weren''t great cooks. "But there are no seasonings here either..."


    Shan Haiming hand rubbed the dog''s head, his gaze fixed on Xiao Ning when a sudden laugh escaped him, "You like sweets and are afraid of dogs... are you a kid?"


    Shan Haiming stared at him, his gaze soon falling before he, rather nonchalantly, turned to finish his task, then say, "As you wish then. I''m not going to eat it, though."


    Shan Haiming thought it over once more, replying, "Cantonese poached chickenT/n: White cut chicken, or Baizhanji. A whole chicken is boiled with ginger and spring onions then chopped ans served with a dipping sauce.."


    "Oh." Xiao Ning was never one to feel hungry quickly, so upon realising he said, "Let''s go out to eat then."


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    You want to do this yourself?


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s expression became unsightly, his mouth moving to open but again sealed shut.


    "What are you doing?" Xiao Ning who had finally regained his senses cried out to stop him.


    That smile of his held no ill intent, more akin to one of half-grown boy who just found himself a playmate as he stared at Xiao Ning''s dazed expression. But then, out of nowhere, the look on Shan Haiming''s face changed. He tuned around in a flurry to see the fish he had frying in the pot whose colour was far from good, making it clear to see it had been overcooked.


    Then in the next, Xiao Ning''s left hand was already pulled towards Shan Haiming, as he lowered his head, capturing Xiao Ning''s finger tip with his lip while the warm softness of his tongue pressed against his wound, moving little by little, as it sucked.


    Noticing a girl wearing a tracksuit running towards them with a leash in hand, Shan Haiming gave the dog a pat on its head before again picking up the bottle of oil beside him then chided, "Whatever it is you want to say, just say it. What are scared of? Can''t you speak?"


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    For some unknown reason, hearing his words, Xiao Ning felt a rage rise within him. It felt as though all the things he did his best to suppress over all those years were just scratched open by Shan Haiming''s offhanded comment. "Not everyone is like you with nothing to be afraid of. What do you even know?"


    Staring at him curiously, Shan Haiming asked, "That must be your favourite. Do you want to make that one?"


    Within the time it took him to be done with the fish, the half filled pot of oil had heated up. While he slid the fish into the oil, Xiao Ning began chopping the potatoes and radishes.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Then in the next, Xiao Ning''s left hand was already pulled towards Shan Haiming, as he lowered his head, capturing Xiao Ning''s finger tip with his lip while the warm softness of his tongue pressed against his wound, moving little by little, as it sucked.


    Xiao Ning felt a bit awkward, and so said nothing on their way back. Once they got to the apartment, he silently entered, following behind as Shan Haiming lead the way to the kitchen, who then said, "Recipe."


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    "How would I know?" Shan Haiming lowered his own hand and spoke while looking at the groceries Xiao Ning was holding. Xiao Ning was left speechless in that moment but then he asked, "But aren''t you going to cook it?"


    Suddenly lifting his head to look at Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you hiding so far away?"


    He regretted those words as soon as they passed his lips, however. This was due to his relationship with Shan Haiming still being quite odd. You could say they were close, but not really that close; yet they weren''t as distant as mere acquaintances you would give a greeting from afar. So currently, the tone of those words he just spoke were well beyond those limits.


    Xiao Ning looked at him in return, stating, "I can''t do it either."


    "It''s inedible." Shan Haiming thought it was baffling this was something Xiao Ning couldn''t see. Yet the other man still snatched the plate from him, then scrutinized it for a bit. "It''s not that bad, you only cooked half, so just finish the rest since it''s a whole fish."


    The golden retriever now went back to rubbing against its owner, circling around them before panting to again look up at Shan Haiming. Seeing this, he smiled at and said to it, "Bye."


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    Then following this, to Xiao Ning he simply said, "Let''s go."


    The golden retriever now went back to rubbing against its owner, circling around them before panting to again look up at Shan Haiming. Seeing this, he smiled at and said to it, "Bye."


    In response to this, Shan Haiming scoffed, countering, "If you can''t cook it properly, then you can''t. Don''t lump me in there with you."


    Noticing a girl wearing a tracksuit running towards them with a leash in hand, Shan Haiming gave the dog a pat on its head before again picking up the bottle of oil beside him then chided, "Whatever it is you want to say, just say it. What are scared of? Can''t you speak?"


    Besides, Xiao Ning had nothing to do that afternoon, and he reckoned if he doesn''t handle Shan Haiming well enough, then tomorrow he''d also have nothing to do either. The new neighbourhood district he currently lived in was a good ways away from civilization, and hasn''t been built that long ago so the necessary supporting facilities have not been adequately established. All there was, was an small unplanned marketplace, one which when Shan Haiming stood in, gave the feeling of him seeming like he didn''t quite match. So while looking at such a scene, Xiao Ning felt as if he could laugh. Shan Haiming was standing next to a fish vendor''s stand, a picky expression on his face while staring at the fish flopping around in a large plastic basin. He then pointed to one of the fish, prompting the vendor to swiftly grab a plastic bag and catch it. Now while using his fingers like a hook to hold the bagged fish in front of him, he inspected it with brows knitted, making one have no idea what he was possibly thinking.


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit awkward, and so said nothing on their way back. Once they got to the apartment, he silently entered, following behind as Shan Haiming lead the way to the kitchen, who then said, "Recipe."


    At this, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but chuckle. These passing days of him going on whims, doing whatever comes to mind, already gave him the feeling that so long as he was happy, it was fine.


    That guy really did not seem to care one bit about he did. So while crinkling his brows lightly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone and plopped it into that guy''s hand then went to busy himself washing the vegetables. When it came to stuff like cooking, Xiao Ning could practically be considered a novice. He knew he had to strip the veggies, and casually went through the motions, but had no idea how much he had to pull off.


    Never had he expected, he and Shan Haiming would be cooking a meal.


    The golden retriever now went back to rubbing against its owner, circling around them before panting to again look up at Shan Haiming. Seeing this, he smiled at and said to it, "Bye."


    Shan Haiming''s face didn''t look so good right then, with him going on to suggest, "Curry chicken."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    Under these circumstances he had little choice, so Xiao Ning dejectedly took out his phone and searched online for recipes while in the market. Then out of politeness he also asked, "Is there anything else you''d like to eat?"


    In response to this, Shan Haiming scoffed, countering, "If you can''t cook it properly, then you can''t. Don''t lump me in there with you."


    After he was done washing, he realised he had no bowl to put them into, so he he went to retrieve one from the cabinet. However, those dishes up until now had only been used when Lu Yan''s mother had come over, meaning they were currently covered in a thin layer of dust. So due to this, he took them over to the sink to wash them one by one.


    You want to do this yourself?


    But a burst of sharp pain yanked him these straying thoughts back to reality, as his knife stopped, his hand moving away, to discover his finger was slowing being drenched in blood.


    For some unknown reason, hearing his words, Xiao Ning felt a rage rise within him. It felt as though all the things he did his best to suppress over all those years were just scratched open by Shan Haiming''s offhanded comment. "Not everyone is like you with nothing to be afraid of. What do you even know?"


    Noticing a girl wearing a tracksuit running towards them with a leash in hand, Shan Haiming gave the dog a pat on its head before again picking up the bottle of oil beside him then chided, "Whatever it is you want to say, just say it. What are scared of? Can''t you speak?"


    Shan Haiming thought it over once more, replying, "Cantonese poached chickenT/n: White cut chicken, or Baizhanji. A whole chicken is boiled with ginger and spring onions then chopped ans served with a dipping sauce.."


    "I''m the one who bought it, so why are you so pained?" Shan Haiming sighed.


    "Oh." Xiao Ning was never one to feel hungry quickly, so upon realising he said, "Let''s go out to eat then."


    Shan Haiming, on the other hand, was currently holding onto a cleaver in a trance. He then proceeded to cut the fish open, while craning his head to look at the recipe from the phone laying on the counter, reading through the steps. "We don''t need to use this much stuff, right?"


    N/A


    Neither of Xiao Ning''s hand were empty either, as he idly followed from behind. When they got back to the apartment district, a golden-haired creature rushed towards them with glee. It was most likely attracted by the scent of meat coming from the bags Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming carried, as it now circled around them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t too happy when he saw the golden-haired creature, though. So, right at that moment, he had quietly shifted a few steps off to the other side.


    It was probably a coincidence, and Xiao Ning wanted to let out a bitter laugh. How could his guess be so spot on. However, Xiao Ning replied, "No, it''s too difficult. We won''t be able to make it well."


    Shan Haiming stared at him, his gaze soon falling before he, rather nonchalantly, turned to finish his task, then say, "As you wish then. I''m not going to eat it, though."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    Suddenly lifting his head to look at Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you hiding so far away?"


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    What on earth have chickens ever done to you? Were you a weasel in your last life of something?


    Within the time it took him to be done with the fish, the half filled pot of oil had heated up. While he slid the fish into the oil, Xiao Ning began chopping the potatoes and radishes.


    At his words, Xiao Ning sighed internally, but much to his surprise he wasn''t feeling upset, or even mad. His tone even had an upbeat ring to it as he said, "I''ll eat it then."


    To the contrary, Shan Haiming put down the jug beside him, and bent down to stroke the dog''s golden fur. His hands were skilful as he rubbed its neck, and the golden retriever seemed quite comfortable with his petting. Its head kept arching and rubbing against him, incessantly sniffing Shan Haiming''s face, what else could this be called but joy.


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    He asked, but the potato peeling Xiao Ning did not give him a reply.


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    "You don''t have any groceries in there?" Shan Haiming now stood up and straightened his clothes, saying, "Let''s go out and buy some to bring back."


    But a burst of sharp pain yanked him these straying thoughts back to reality, as his knife stopped, his hand moving away, to discover his finger was slowing being drenched in blood.


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    Then following this, to Xiao Ning he simply said, "Let''s go."


    Xiao Ning wasn''t a person accustomed to bad-mouthing, but his the expression in his eyes were a bit hard to hide allowing his true feelings to be easily shown. Shan Haiming had no reaction at first, but once he noticed the other''s pursed lips, with a frown, he took the phone and typed in a name. After staring the screen for half a minute, he then dragged Xiao Ning along to buy the required ingredients. So following this round the time for dinner had arrived.


    "You''re bleeding." Shan Haiming uttered, causing Xiao Ning to unconsciously turn to face him, and notice him staring at him for a moment, before letting out a "tch" and stating, "Such a slow reaction."


    Never had he expected, he and Shan Haiming would be cooking a meal.


    But again, Xiao Ning from beside them, took a step away from once more.


    But a burst of sharp pain yanked him these straying thoughts back to reality, as his knife stopped, his hand moving away, to discover his finger was slowing being drenched in blood.


    After he was done washing, he realised he had no bowl to put them into, so he he went to retrieve one from the cabinet. However, those dishes up until now had only been used when Lu Yan''s mother had come over, meaning they were currently covered in a thin layer of dust. So due to this, he took them over to the sink to wash them one by one.


    Neither of Xiao Ning''s hand were empty either, as he idly followed from behind. When they got back to the apartment district, a golden-haired creature rushed towards them with glee. It was most likely attracted by the scent of meat coming from the bags Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming carried, as it now circled around them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t too happy when he saw the golden-haired creature, though. So, right at that moment, he had quietly shifted a few steps off to the other side.


    Shan Haiming looked up at him, replying, "Do I look like like I can?"


    This was a very new experience for Xiao Ning, so he lifted up his finger to take a good look.


    He quickly shut off the stove, scoping out the overdone fish. He was annoyed, but his face barely showed it. Sporting a slight frown, pursed lips and a clenched fist, he plated the fish then took a moment to think. After which, he picked the plate and headed to a nearby trash bin.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open a bit, he had never expected Shan Haiming would do such a thing. Basically, he and Lu Yan never cooked and always ate out. Even if they were at home, they would still mostly eat take-out. Secretly, he also held the belief that bachelors just weren''t great cooks. "But there are no seasonings here either..."


    Shan Haiming''s brows lifted, but the dog''s owner was now in front of them, still out of breath, "Charlie, why did you run off so quickly... huh! Are you guys alright?"


    Squirrel Fish


    The kitchen did have pots and pans, but apart from those, the cupboards were bare. By this time, Shan Haiming had already made his way to the door, replying, "We''ll just buy some while we''re there."


    "You''re bleeding." Shan Haiming uttered, causing Xiao Ning to unconsciously turn to face him, and notice him staring at him for a moment, before letting out a "tch" and stating, "Such a slow reaction."


    "Oh." Xiao Ning was never one to feel hungry quickly, so upon realising he said, "Let''s go out to eat then."


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    He regretted those words as soon as they passed his lips, however. This was due to his relationship with Shan Haiming still being quite odd. You could say they were close, but not really that close; yet they weren''t as distant as mere acquaintances you would give a greeting from afar. So currently, the tone of those words he just spoke were well beyond those limits.


    Squirrel Fish


    Shan Haiming thought it over seriously for a while, then replied: "HuangmenjiT/n: braised chicken¡ªwith potato. A whole chicken or legs and thighs are chopped then fried/boiled before being caramelised with burnt sugar before being braised with seasonings, mushrooms, potatoes, etc. and soy sauce.."


    If not, why did you say we''ll be cooking at home?


    Xiao Ning bought various common seasonings and condiments from the other side then walked over, bag in hand, as he asked, "You bought a fish? How are we going to eat it, though?"


    Then in the next, Xiao Ning''s left hand was already pulled towards Shan Haiming, as he lowered his head, capturing Xiao Ning''s finger tip with his lip while the warm softness of his tongue pressed against his wound, moving little by little, as it sucked.


    Noticing a girl wearing a tracksuit running towards them with a leash in hand, Shan Haiming gave the dog a pat on its head before again picking up the bottle of oil beside him then chided, "Whatever it is you want to say, just say it. What are scared of? Can''t you speak?"


    Shan Haiming hand rubbed the dog''s head, his gaze fixed on Xiao Ning when a sudden laugh escaped him, "You like sweets and are afraid of dogs... are you a kid?"


    Never had he expected, he and Shan Haiming would be cooking a meal.


    "You don''t have any groceries in there?" Shan Haiming now stood up and straightened his clothes, saying, "Let''s go out and buy some to bring back."


    If not, why did you say we''ll be cooking at home?


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    1. »Æì˼¦: hu¨¢ng m¨¨n j¨©: [lit.] yellow braised chicken is a braised chicken dish made with chicken (whole or legs and thighs), shiitake mushrooms, bell peppers, potatoes, sweet bean paste, ginger, chillis... it''s stewed in burnt sugar and soy sauce in added. It''s not really a hard dish to make, but it''s probably intimidating if cooking isn''t your thing. This is stuff you usually get from a restaurant. Huangmenji pic. Huangmenji video[]2. °×Õ¶¼¦: b¨¢i zh¨£n j¨©: white cut/chopped chicken is a Cantonese dish made by boiling a whole chicken in a broth that isn''t seasoned with much to preserve the natural flavour of the chicken (ginger, spring onion and cooking wine), then after boiling on low heat to make the meat nice and soft [don''t forget to use the three dip method~] then it''s soaked in an ice bath to relax the skin, then chopped into pieces and served with a dipping sauce. Baizhanji pic Baizhanji video here[]ËÉÊóÓã: s¨­ng sh¨³ y¨²: squirel fish: A whole fish is de-boned and beheaded and filleted (without separating the tail), with flesh deep lattice forming cuts made on each fillet. apply a egg wash then flour and fry. Smear that sucker in a sweet and sour sauce and our done! Squirrel fish video []iana: these two cooking together is one of my favourite things (*?¦á?*) Just knowing how far south their efforts are going tickles my wicked little heart ¦×(£à?¡ä)¦×


    Suddenly lifting his head to look at Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you hiding so far away?"


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    Shan Haiming then looked at his watch, "Isn''t it time to eat?"


    Neither of Xiao Ning''s hand were empty either, as he idly followed from behind. When they got back to the apartment district, a golden-haired creature rushed towards them with glee. It was most likely attracted by the scent of meat coming from the bags Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming carried, as it now circled around them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t too happy when he saw the golden-haired creature, though. So, right at that moment, he had quietly shifted a few steps off to the other side.


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    Staring at him curiously, Shan Haiming asked, "That must be your favourite. Do you want to make that one?"


    "Are you also afraid of pain?" Shan Haiming smacked his lips, while giving him a look as if he wanted to smile.


    That smile of his held no ill intent, more akin to one of half-grown boy who just found himself a playmate as he stared at Xiao Ning''s dazed expression. But then, out of nowhere, the look on Shan Haiming''s face changed. He tuned around in a flurry to see the fish he had frying in the pot whose colour was far from good, making it clear to see it had been overcooked.


    The oil crackled and popped, while the chopping knife emitted a dull thud. Xiao Ning''s thoughts in that moment had drifted far to the beyond.


    Having been stunned by the act for a few seconds, Xiao Ning soon abruptly withdrew his hand.


    Feeling as though nothing he said in that moment would be right, Xiao Ning sealed his lips tightly, standing on guard as he looked at Shan Haiming. Unbothered, as always, Shan Haiming simply pulled out a tissue and handed it Xiao Ning, but after the other took it he remarked with a grin, "Tastes like potato."


    Holding the fish in one hand, and a large bottle of oil in his right, the Second Young Master Shan then announced, "Let''s go home."


    After he was done washing, he realised he had no bowl to put them into, so he he went to retrieve one from the cabinet. However, those dishes up until now had only been used when Lu Yan''s mother had come over, meaning they were currently covered in a thin layer of dust. So due to this, he took them over to the sink to wash them one by one.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning''s expression became unsightly, his mouth moving to open but again sealed shut.


    At this, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but chuckle. These passing days of him going on whims, doing whatever comes to mind, already gave him the feeling that so long as he was happy, it was fine.


    You want to do this yourself?


    You want to do this yourself?


    "I''m the one who bought it, so why are you so pained?" Shan Haiming sighed.


    That smile of his held no ill intent, more akin to one of half-grown boy who just found himself a playmate as he stared at Xiao Ning''s dazed expression. But then, out of nowhere, the look on Shan Haiming''s face changed. He tuned around in a flurry to see the fish he had frying in the pot whose colour was far from good, making it clear to see it had been overcooked.


    Under these circumstances he had little choice, so Xiao Ning dejectedly took out his phone and searched online for recipes while in the market. Then out of politeness he also asked, "Is there anything else you''d like to eat?"


    But again, Xiao Ning from beside them, took a step away from once more.


    Under these circumstances he had little choice, so Xiao Ning dejectedly took out his phone and searched online for recipes while in the market. Then out of politeness he also asked, "Is there anything else you''d like to eat?"


    He quickly shut off the stove, scoping out the overdone fish. He was annoyed, but his face barely showed it. Sporting a slight frown, pursed lips and a clenched fist, he plated the fish then took a moment to think. After which, he picked the plate and headed to a nearby trash bin.


    "Are you also afraid of pain?" Shan Haiming smacked his lips, while giving him a look as if he wanted to smile.


    "What are you doing?" Xiao Ning who had finally regained his senses cried out to stop him.


    This was a very new experience for Xiao Ning, so he lifted up his finger to take a good look.


    After this incident, things between the two was no longer as awkward as it had been earlier. Well... actually, Shan Haiming was more or less just like he had been as Xiao Ning was the one whose heart had relaxed a bit. All the things which had occurred in the past few days had made his heart feel heavy, but because there was someone there with him, now it all felt a bit lighter. Every now and again, he would say a few words to Shan Haiming. So like this, they had continued watching the television, saying a few words then none, as the afternoon passed them by.


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open a bit, he had never expected Shan Haiming would do such a thing. Basically, he and Lu Yan never cooked and always ate out. Even if they were at home, they would still mostly eat take-out. Secretly, he also held the belief that bachelors just weren''t great cooks. "But there are no seasonings here either..."


    But again, Xiao Ning from beside them, took a step away from once more.


    Xiao Ning: "...I can''t make that."


    Taking the bags in Xiao Ning''s hand, Shan Haiming then decisively instructed, "Just look it up on your phone."


    "It''s inedible." Shan Haiming thought it was baffling this was something Xiao Ning couldn''t see. Yet the other man still snatched the plate from him, then scrutinized it for a bit. "It''s not that bad, you only cooked half, so just finish the rest since it''s a whole fish."


    He regretted those words as soon as they passed his lips, however. This was due to his relationship with Shan Haiming still being quite odd. You could say they were close, but not really that close; yet they weren''t as distant as mere acquaintances you would give a greeting from afar. So currently, the tone of those words he just spoke were well beyond those limits.


    In all honesty, Xiao Ning had no clue how to make any of those dishes. But when he bought the seasonings earlier, he saw there was curry their too. Thinking he could handle that much, he summoned up his courage and gave a nod. "Alright then. But what about the fish?"


    Noticing a girl wearing a tracksuit running towards them with a leash in hand, Shan Haiming gave the dog a pat on its head before again picking up the bottle of oil beside him then chided, "Whatever it is you want to say, just say it. What are scared of? Can''t you speak?"


    "I''m the one who bought it, so why are you so pained?" Shan Haiming sighed.


    Shan Haiming then looked at his watch, "Isn''t it time to eat?"


    Originally, Xiao Ning wanted to say that wasting food wasn''t a great thing to do, but once his eyes fell and took in all the smeared seasonings covering Shan Haiming''s clothes the word dancing on the tip of his tongue changed. "I''m pained because you went through all this trouble for a really long time just now."


    Shan Haiming thought it over once more, replying, "Cantonese poached chickenT/n: White cut chicken, or Baizhanji. A whole chicken is boiled with ginger and spring onions then chopped ans served with a dipping sauce.."


    Xiao Ning bought various common seasonings and condiments from the other side then walked over, bag in hand, as he asked, "You bought a fish? How are we going to eat it, though?"


    Within the time it took him to be done with the fish, the half filled pot of oil had heated up. While he slid the fish into the oil, Xiao Ning began chopping the potatoes and radishes.


    He regretted those words as soon as they passed his lips, however. This was due to his relationship with Shan Haiming still being quite odd. You could say they were close, but not really that close; yet they weren''t as distant as mere acquaintances you would give a greeting from afar. So currently, the tone of those words he just spoke were well beyond those limits.


    Feeling as though nothing he said in that moment would be right, Xiao Ning sealed his lips tightly, standing on guard as he looked at Shan Haiming. Unbothered, as always, Shan Haiming simply pulled out a tissue and handed it Xiao Ning, but after the other took it he remarked with a grin, "Tastes like potato."


    Shan Haiming stared at him, his gaze soon falling before he, rather nonchalantly, turned to finish his task, then say, "As you wish then. I''m not going to eat it, though."


    Suddenly lifting his head to look at Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you hiding so far away?"


    At his words, Xiao Ning sighed internally, but much to his surprise he wasn''t feeling upset, or even mad. His tone even had an upbeat ring to it as he said, "I''ll eat it then."


    Xiao Ning''s typing stopped.


    Xiao Ning: "...that doesn''t sound like something home-cooked either."


    That smile of his held no ill intent, more akin to one of half-grown boy who just found himself a playmate as he stared at Xiao Ning''s dazed expression. But then, out of nowhere, the look on Shan Haiming''s face changed. He tuned around in a flurry to see the fish he had frying in the pot whose colour was far from good, making it clear to see it had been overcooked.


    "It''s inedible." Shan Haiming thought it was baffling this was something Xiao Ning couldn''t see. Yet the other man still snatched the plate from him, then scrutinized it for a bit. "It''s not that bad, you only cooked half, so just finish the rest since it''s a whole fish."


    "Oh." Xiao Ning was never one to feel hungry quickly, so upon realising he said, "Let''s go out to eat then."

 CH 9

    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    ?¡ó?


    Seeing all this out of the corner of his eye, Xiao Ning felt as though the dinner he had last night was still undigested, feeling heavy and cold.


    The person who cooked and currently reeking of burnt oil did not have much of an appetite when as he looked at the meals spread out on the table which weren''t that great. Xiao Ning added the two containers of rice to their layout, though, and was the first one to take a spoonful of their curried chicken. To be fair, there weren''t a lot of people who could mess up curried chicken, so the taste of it was passable. Relieved at that fact, he placed a plate of it before Shan Haiming, saying, "If it''s not that good, you can just eat a little."


    Releasing a mocking laugh directed at himself, he shook his head, and was about to put away his phone. However, he suddenly remembered Shan Haiming, and had no idea if the other had something planned. So, for this reason, he was the one to contact Shan Haiming first, sending him the message: Sorry, but I just made plans with a friend for this Sunday, so you didn''t make any arrangements for then, right?


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    But, to Xiao Ning''s surprise, Shan Haiming wasn''t the one to first contact him, though. Instead, it was Lu Yan of all people.


    With his hand still on the handle, Shan Haiming leaned his body towards Xiao Ning, staring at him for a moment before suddenly reaching out his hand to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s lips and returning it towards his own with no hesitation. After licking his fingers, his eyes narrowed while he said: "Tastes bad."


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    Having one hand supporting his cheek while the other held a pair of chopsticks, Shan Haiming lackadaisically picked up a piece of the chicken, chewing and chewing until he spat out the bone before swallowing the flesh¡ªan act he repeated over and over again.


    Maybe it was on account of him being silent for too long, because Lu Yan the urged him impatiently, "Xiao Ning? I''ll that as a yes, then. Head to my place early on Sunday first. Oh, I almost forgot, while you''re on your way over bring us some breakfast too. I''m in the mood for some of the dumplings from that place on Ziqian Street, no garlic."


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    Then after a while of him listening before releasing a sigh carrying traces of a sneer, he replied, "Fine. I''ll see you in an hour."


    Tiny note: Singles'' Day is a day for single folks that is celebrated on November the 11th (11/11) every year. []me throughout this chapter: Lu Yan... you cunt of a man. It''s a mantra at this point £¨¦á^¦á£©[]also me this chapter: Little Ning, you do have a choice! Good thing this story is about him realising as much (?¡ä?`?)


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    In response, Xiao Ning just plastered on a smile, because it wasn''t that he didn''t wear other clothes, it was just that Lu Yan never took notice at all.


    It appears as though Xia Li also found Lu Yan quite likeable too.


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    From beside Lu Yan, someone spoke up too, so Lu Yan then added, "Xia Li doesn''t want any garlic in his either, and only a little bit of pepper."


    Xiao Ning then turned his attention to eating that plate of the squirrel-tailed fish. A dish which sadly bore no resemblance to what it should be. It was floured far too heavily leaving it thick, and was also fired for far to long making its flesh beyond crispy when eaten. Furthermore, despite the taste of the sweet and sour sauce not being too bad, it was too thin, however, so it''s hold on the fried fish was slight.


    Shan Haiming wasn''t chatty, replying, "What''s up, speak."


    The first one out was Xia Li, who when he saw Xiao Ning there, smiled embarrassedly while he asked, "You came? Have you had breakfast?"


    Even the manager lamented about how fortunate he was and for him to not think abut the matter too much. Following this, Xiao Ning again began working, staying carefully within his bounds. The new batch of customer service representatives who came in also needed to be trained for a month. Xiao Ning did not hate the job description, however. Plus, with his kind disposition along with professional skills, the newcomers all took to him quickly ad everyone was in a cheerful mood.


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    After a few seconds passed, Shan Haiming scoffed then smiled. That pristine smile of his unexpectedly possessed a type of warmth and comfort which was rather difficult to describe, with him then replying, "I''ll make it up to you next time."


    But this wa the first time anyone had ever learned to make a dish purely for his sake, this fact alone made Xiao Ning able to wear a straight face while he finished eating.


    ?¡ó?


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    The person who cooked and currently reeking of burnt oil did not have much of an appetite when as he looked at the meals spread out on the table which weren''t that great. Xiao Ning added the two containers of rice to their layout, though, and was the first one to take a spoonful of their curried chicken. To be fair, there weren''t a lot of people who could mess up curried chicken, so the taste of it was passable. Relieved at that fact, he placed a plate of it before Shan Haiming, saying, "If it''s not that good, you can just eat a little."


    Shsn Haiming also ate some of the other dishes, not a word leaving him while doing so, as his seemingly assessing gaze was stuck on Xiao Ning. After Xiao Ning finished the fish, and Shan Haiming was also done as well, his phone had begun ringing.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    Wearing a frown of annoyance, Shan Haiming pulled out his phone, giving the screen a look. His gaze then cast itself towards Xiao Ning, expressing a brief look of contemplation before answering the call, saying, "What is it? I already ate."


    "What?" Xiao Ning couldn;t believe his ears, to the point where the shock was reflected in his tine. "You want me to look after Xia Li?"


    Xiao Ning opened his mouth to speak, slightly struggling to find his words yet still manage to say aloud: "The squirrel-tailed fish wasn''t really tasty... but nevertheless... thank you."


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    In response, Xiao Ning just plastered on a smile, because it wasn''t that he didn''t wear other clothes, it was just that Lu Yan never took notice at all.


    The first one out was Xia Li, who when he saw Xiao Ning there, smiled embarrassedly while he asked, "You came? Have you had breakfast?"


    Hearing the other person on the line not knowing what to say, Shan Haiming tapped his finger against the table as he asked, "Is that necessary?"


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    Having one hand supporting his cheek while the other held a pair of chopsticks, Shan Haiming lackadaisically picked up a piece of the chicken, chewing and chewing until he spat out the bone before swallowing the flesh¡ªan act he repeated over and over again.


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    Then after a while of him listening before releasing a sigh carrying traces of a sneer, he replied, "Fine. I''ll see you in an hour."


    Shsn Haiming also ate some of the other dishes, not a word leaving him while doing so, as his seemingly assessing gaze was stuck on Xiao Ning. After Xiao Ning finished the fish, and Shan Haiming was also done as well, his phone had begun ringing.


    N/A


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    N/A


    Seeing all this out of the corner of his eye, Xiao Ning felt as though the dinner he had last night was still undigested, feeling heavy and cold.


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    In response, Xiao Ning just plastered on a smile, because it wasn''t that he didn''t wear other clothes, it was just that Lu Yan never took notice at all.


    While looking at Xiao Ning, right as he was speaking, his lips curved upwards into an indecipherable smile, "It''s actually a good thing, because there''s something I need to tell you all."


    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    The next night, Xiao Ning received a call from the administrative department, notifying him to show up at work the following day. But apart from that, they didn''t say anything further, nor did Xiao Ning take it upon himself to ask them as well. Regarding such a matter, he had a least that much faith in Shan Haiming.


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    After the two were done eating, Lu Yan asked Xia Li to take his time while getting changed, as he and Xiao Ning went down to the car first. After entering the car, Lu Yan suddenly remembered something, taking out his wallet, saying, "If Xia Li want to buy anything, just use my card to buy it if it''s not much. You know the password, right? It''s your birthday."


    And following those words, he ended the call. A meaningful look was given to him by Xiao Ning, who then asked, "Did something urgent come up? You''re busy with a prior engagement then."


    He himself wasn''t all too sure what it was exactly he was thankful for. Yet, somehow, he felt as though Shan Haiming would still understand.


    He said those words so matter-of-factly, it made Xiao Ning want to laugh.


    Xiao Ning then turned his attention to eating that plate of the squirrel-tailed fish. A dish which sadly bore no resemblance to what it should be. It was floured far too heavily leaving it thick, and was also fired for far to long making its flesh beyond crispy when eaten. Furthermore, despite the taste of the sweet and sour sauce not being too bad, it was too thin, however, so it''s hold on the fried fish was slight.


    Shan Haiming''s response was not polite in the slightest, maybe it was on account of him having to leave in a hurry, because after slipping his phone back into his pocket, he pushed out his chair and stood up before saying, "I''m leaving."


    Unexpected


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning rose to his feet as well, walking him to the door, standing beside him as he changed his shoes then opened the door.


    "On the table." Xiao Ning replied with a smile.


    N/A


    Xiao Ning took it without saying a word, because it was Lu Yan''s little boyfriend anyhow, so he thought whatever the man did was simply his own business.


    "Got it. Jeez, you''re such a nag." After responding, Shan Haiming walked a few steps with his hand tucked in his pockets before remembering to add: "Don''t worry about that thing you told me about, alright. You can take tomorrow off too, but you can go back to work the day after."


    But this wa the first time anyone had ever learned to make a dish purely for his sake, this fact alone made Xiao Ning able to wear a straight face while he finished eating.


    And following those words, he ended the call. A meaningful look was given to him by Xiao Ning, who then asked, "Did something urgent come up? You''re busy with a prior engagement then."


    While looking at Xiao Ning, right as he was speaking, his lips curved upwards into an indecipherable smile, "It''s actually a good thing, because there''s something I need to tell you all."


    With his hand still on the handle, Shan Haiming leaned his body towards Xiao Ning, staring at him for a moment before suddenly reaching out his hand to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s lips and returning it towards his own with no hesitation. After licking his fingers, his eyes narrowed while he said: "Tastes bad."


    Xiao Ning knew Lu Yan was the channel representative of his company, and also that his office was empty half the time. This was due to him often hoofing around outside, so as long as he signs it off as a field trip, he was surely taking advantage of this convenience to play around all over the place with Xia Li.


    The already shocked Xiao Ning didn''t know how to react, and Shan Haiming did as he pleased, mocking himself, "And I made it like that. I''ll be going now."


    With this, Xiao Ning called him directly, "Mr. Shan? It''s me Xiao Ning. I''m not disturbing you, right?"


    From the other end of the line, Lu Yan replied: "Yeah. I was planning to take him out shopping on Sunday, but a meeting got rescheduled for that day and my colleague had to go on a business trip, so I was the only one to take it over."


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning rose to his feet as well, walking him to the door, standing beside him as he changed his shoes then opened the door.


    From beside Lu Yan, someone spoke up too, so Lu Yan then added, "Xia Li doesn''t want any garlic in his either, and only a little bit of pepper."


    After he walked off, Xiao Ning realised he was talking about the fish, and for some reason, he felt an unbearable urge to chase after Shan Haiming, calling out: "Mr. Shan!"


    While looking at Xiao Ning, right as he was speaking, his lips curved upwards into an indecipherable smile, "It''s actually a good thing, because there''s something I need to tell you all."


    Shan Haiming stopped, turning his head back to look at Xiao Ning, his brows raising in curiosity.


    After he sat in the front passenger seat, Lu Yan looked over to him and asked, "Why are you always wearing that shirt? Don''t you have anything else to wear?"


    "What?" Xiao Ning couldn;t believe his ears, to the point where the shock was reflected in his tine. "You want me to look after Xia Li?"


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    Unexpected


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    The following day, Xiao Ning made his way to the company, being taken to the manager''s office the moment he entered. He was then told the higher ups at his company adjudicated his dereliction of duty and decided to deduct his current month''s performance credit along with half of his year-end bonus. Furthermore, he also had to give the trainees three months of training, since all the other team members were gone.


    Shan Haiming''s response was not polite in the slightest, maybe it was on account of him having to leave in a hurry, because after slipping his phone back into his pocket, he pushed out his chair and stood up before saying, "I''m leaving."


    Xiao Ning opened his mouth to speak, slightly struggling to find his words yet still manage to say aloud: "The squirrel-tailed fish wasn''t really tasty... but nevertheless... thank you."


    "I already told you, it''s not a big deal." A smile stretched across Shan Haiming''s face at the other end of the line, "What are you worried about? Just go have fun. If anything does come up I''ll tell you beforehand. So don''t think about it too much."


    Hearing the other person on the line not knowing what to say, Shan Haiming tapped his finger against the table as he asked, "Is that necessary?"


    After he walked off, Xiao Ning realised he was talking about the fish, and for some reason, he felt an unbearable urge to chase after Shan Haiming, calling out: "Mr. Shan!"


    He himself wasn''t all too sure what it was exactly he was thankful for. Yet, somehow, he felt as though Shan Haiming would still understand.


    This punishment was neither light nor heavy, but it was just. Xiao Ning wanted to thank Shan Haiming for his way of accomplishing things, because like this, it at least appears as if he was receiving some sort of special treatment.


    Tiny note: Singles'' Day is a day for single folks that is celebrated on November the 11th (11/11) every year. []me throughout this chapter: Lu Yan... you cunt of a man. It''s a mantra at this point £¨¦á^¦á£©[]also me this chapter: Little Ning, you do have a choice! Good thing this story is about him realising as much (?¡ä?`?)


    But this wa the first time anyone had ever learned to make a dish purely for his sake, this fact alone made Xiao Ning able to wear a straight face while he finished eating.


    It appears as though Xia Li also found Lu Yan quite likeable too.


    Shan Haiming stopped, turning his head back to look at Xiao Ning, his brows raising in curiosity.


    After a few seconds passed, Shan Haiming scoffed then smiled. That pristine smile of his unexpectedly possessed a type of warmth and comfort which was rather difficult to describe, with him then replying, "I''ll make it up to you next time."


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    Leading Xiao Ning to finally reveal a smile from his formerly pursed lips before further telling Shan Haiming: "Be careful on the road, alright?"


    The person who cooked and currently reeking of burnt oil did not have much of an appetite when as he looked at the meals spread out on the table which weren''t that great. Xiao Ning added the two containers of rice to their layout, though, and was the first one to take a spoonful of their curried chicken. To be fair, there weren''t a lot of people who could mess up curried chicken, so the taste of it was passable. Relieved at that fact, he placed a plate of it before Shan Haiming, saying, "If it''s not that good, you can just eat a little."


    Shan Haiming stopped, turning his head back to look at Xiao Ning, his brows raising in curiosity.


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    Then after a while of him listening before releasing a sigh carrying traces of a sneer, he replied, "Fine. I''ll see you in an hour."


    He said those words so matter-of-factly, it made Xiao Ning want to laugh.


    "Got it. Jeez, you''re such a nag." After responding, Shan Haiming walked a few steps with his hand tucked in his pockets before remembering to add: "Don''t worry about that thing you told me about, alright. You can take tomorrow off too, but you can go back to work the day after."


    Having one hand supporting his cheek while the other held a pair of chopsticks, Shan Haiming lackadaisically picked up a piece of the chicken, chewing and chewing until he spat out the bone before swallowing the flesh¡ªan act he repeated over and over again.


    "I guess." Lu Yan sighed, leaning over further to help him buckle his seat belt, while adding, "Then again, if you do get a partner, I don''t think I could get used to it."


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    "Yeah, he''s in the shower. He''ll be out soon." Not knowing what he was thinking about, Xia Li''s face flushed. Xiao Ning pretended he saw nothing then reminded him, "Breakfast is on the table, you can go eat if you want."


    Right as he was stalling, Shan Haiming''s teasing appearance suddenly found its way into his mind when he had said: "If you have something to say, just say it. What''s there to be afraid of?"


    Xiao Ning opened his mouth to speak, slightly struggling to find his words yet still manage to say aloud: "The squirrel-tailed fish wasn''t really tasty... but nevertheless... thank you."


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning gave a nod to show he understood, though in truth, he had completely forgotten about that matter for the entirety of the afternoon.


    It appears as though Xia Li also found Lu Yan quite likeable too.


    "Yeah, he''s in the shower. He''ll be out soon." Not knowing what he was thinking about, Xia Li''s face flushed. Xiao Ning pretended he saw nothing then reminded him, "Breakfast is on the table, you can go eat if you want."


    ?¡ó?


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    Xiao Ning knew Lu Yan was the channel representative of his company, and also that his office was empty half the time. This was due to him often hoofing around outside, so as long as he signs it off as a field trip, he was surely taking advantage of this convenience to play around all over the place with Xia Li.


    The person who cooked and currently reeking of burnt oil did not have much of an appetite when as he looked at the meals spread out on the table which weren''t that great. Xiao Ning added the two containers of rice to their layout, though, and was the first one to take a spoonful of their curried chicken. To be fair, there weren''t a lot of people who could mess up curried chicken, so the taste of it was passable. Relieved at that fact, he placed a plate of it before Shan Haiming, saying, "If it''s not that good, you can just eat a little."


    ?¡ó?


    After a few seconds passed, Shan Haiming scoffed then smiled. That pristine smile of his unexpectedly possessed a type of warmth and comfort which was rather difficult to describe, with him then replying, "I''ll make it up to you next time."


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    After he sat in the front passenger seat, Lu Yan looked over to him and asked, "Why are you always wearing that shirt? Don''t you have anything else to wear?"


    The next night, Xiao Ning received a call from the administrative department, notifying him to show up at work the following day. But apart from that, they didn''t say anything further, nor did Xiao Ning take it upon himself to ask them as well. Regarding such a matter, he had a least that much faith in Shan Haiming.


    Early Sunday morning, had no choice but to get up early, since both Ziqian Street and the place where Lu Yan lives in Hanjiang was a bit off road. This time around he had learned from before, so after entering the apartment he only say in the living room and waited. Luckily, the people in the bedroom didn''t stay there for too long. After all, Lu Yan actually had matters to attend to, so although he was capricious by nature, to bring in a high income at work, he did take his job seriously.


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    With this, Xiao Ning called him directly, "Mr. Shan? It''s me Xiao Ning. I''m not disturbing you, right?"


    The following day, Xiao Ning made his way to the company, being taken to the manager''s office the moment he entered. He was then told the higher ups at his company adjudicated his dereliction of duty and decided to deduct his current month''s performance credit along with half of his year-end bonus. Furthermore, he also had to give the trainees three months of training, since all the other team members were gone.


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    After the two were done eating, Lu Yan asked Xia Li to take his time while getting changed, as he and Xiao Ning went down to the car first. After entering the car, Lu Yan suddenly remembered something, taking out his wallet, saying, "If Xia Li want to buy anything, just use my card to buy it if it''s not much. You know the password, right? It''s your birthday."


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    "Yeah, he''s in the shower. He''ll be out soon." Not knowing what he was thinking about, Xia Li''s face flushed. Xiao Ning pretended he saw nothing then reminded him, "Breakfast is on the table, you can go eat if you want."


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    Prompting Xia Li to lament, "You''re amazing! When the weekend comes, there are times I don''t wake up until noon!"


    His eyes now fixed to the ground, Xiao Ning felt a complex range of emotions, causing him to remain silent for a while.


    This punishment was neither light nor heavy, but it was just. Xiao Ning wanted to thank Shan Haiming for his way of accomplishing things, because like this, it at least appears as if he was receiving some sort of special treatment.


    Moreover, he had already given his word to Shan Haiming, so it was only natural he would think about him a bit more. He did figure Shan Haiming wouldn''t show up out the blue without notifying him first as well.


    During this time, Shan Haiming did not contact him, and every now and again thoughts about this would cross his mind. Compared to before, now, not only was that man a passing acquaintance of little familiarity, he was able to become a strange friend of sorts.


    It appears as though Xia Li also found Lu Yan quite likeable too.


    Even the manager lamented about how fortunate he was and for him to not think abut the matter too much. Following this, Xiao Ning again began working, staying carefully within his bounds. The new batch of customer service representatives who came in also needed to be trained for a month. Xiao Ning did not hate the job description, however. Plus, with his kind disposition along with professional skills, the newcomers all took to him quickly ad everyone was in a cheerful mood.


    Right as he was stalling, Shan Haiming''s teasing appearance suddenly found its way into his mind when he had said: "If you have something to say, just say it. What''s there to be afraid of?"


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    The already shocked Xiao Ning didn''t know how to react, and Shan Haiming did as he pleased, mocking himself, "And I made it like that. I''ll be going now."


    From beside Lu Yan, someone spoke up too, so Lu Yan then added, "Xia Li doesn''t want any garlic in his either, and only a little bit of pepper."


    While looking at Xiao Ning, right as he was speaking, his lips curved upwards into an indecipherable smile, "It''s actually a good thing, because there''s something I need to tell you all."


    Early Sunday morning, had no choice but to get up early, since both Ziqian Street and the place where Lu Yan lives in Hanjiang was a bit off road. This time around he had learned from before, so after entering the apartment he only say in the living room and waited. Luckily, the people in the bedroom didn''t stay there for too long. After all, Lu Yan actually had matters to attend to, so although he was capricious by nature, to bring in a high income at work, he did take his job seriously.


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    During this time, Shan Haiming did not contact him, and every now and again thoughts about this would cross his mind. Compared to before, now, not only was that man a passing acquaintance of little familiarity, he was able to become a strange friend of sorts.


    The already shocked Xiao Ning didn''t know how to react, and Shan Haiming did as he pleased, mocking himself, "And I made it like that. I''ll be going now."


    The already shocked Xiao Ning didn''t know how to react, and Shan Haiming did as he pleased, mocking himself, "And I made it like that. I''ll be going now."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    Early Sunday morning, had no choice but to get up early, since both Ziqian Street and the place where Lu Yan lives in Hanjiang was a bit off road. This time around he had learned from before, so after entering the apartment he only say in the living room and waited. Luckily, the people in the bedroom didn''t stay there for too long. After all, Lu Yan actually had matters to attend to, so although he was capricious by nature, to bring in a high income at work, he did take his job seriously.


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning rose to his feet as well, walking him to the door, standing beside him as he changed his shoes then opened the door.


    "Got it. Jeez, you''re such a nag." After responding, Shan Haiming walked a few steps with his hand tucked in his pockets before remembering to add: "Don''t worry about that thing you told me about, alright. You can take tomorrow off too, but you can go back to work the day after."


    Moreover, he had already given his word to Shan Haiming, so it was only natural he would think about him a bit more. He did figure Shan Haiming wouldn''t show up out the blue without notifying him first as well.


    After he walked off, Xiao Ning realised he was talking about the fish, and for some reason, he felt an unbearable urge to chase after Shan Haiming, calling out: "Mr. Shan!"


    This punishment was neither light nor heavy, but it was just. Xiao Ning wanted to thank Shan Haiming for his way of accomplishing things, because like this, it at least appears as if he was receiving some sort of special treatment.


    Xiao Ning then turned his attention to eating that plate of the squirrel-tailed fish. A dish which sadly bore no resemblance to what it should be. It was floured far too heavily leaving it thick, and was also fired for far to long making its flesh beyond crispy when eaten. Furthermore, despite the taste of the sweet and sour sauce not being too bad, it was too thin, however, so it''s hold on the fried fish was slight.


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    But, to Xiao Ning''s surprise, Shan Haiming wasn''t the one to first contact him, though. Instead, it was Lu Yan of all people.


    After the two were done eating, Lu Yan asked Xia Li to take his time while getting changed, as he and Xiao Ning went down to the car first. After entering the car, Lu Yan suddenly remembered something, taking out his wallet, saying, "If Xia Li want to buy anything, just use my card to buy it if it''s not much. You know the password, right? It''s your birthday."


    From beside Lu Yan, someone spoke up too, so Lu Yan then added, "Xia Li doesn''t want any garlic in his either, and only a little bit of pepper."


    Xiao Ning wanted to continue asking about the matter, but out of habit he hesitated, thinking instead that Shan Haiming would certainly notify him advance when he was truly needed. So wouldn''t rushing him to answer such a question make him feel uncomfortable?


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    After hanging up, Xiao Ning suddenly recalled a phrase he had forgotten where he heart it.


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    "What?" Xiao Ning couldn;t believe his ears, to the point where the shock was reflected in his tine. "You want me to look after Xia Li?"


    Xiao Ning opened his mouth to speak, slightly struggling to find his words yet still manage to say aloud: "The squirrel-tailed fish wasn''t really tasty... but nevertheless... thank you."


    From the other end of the line, Lu Yan replied: "Yeah. I was planning to take him out shopping on Sunday, but a meeting got rescheduled for that day and my colleague had to go on a business trip, so I was the only one to take it over."


    "I just wanted to ask you if there''s a general time frame of when I''m supposed to help you? This matter keeps making me a bit... worried." Xiao Ning wasn''t able to discern whether he was worried about his promise to help Shan Haiming, or Shan Haiming''s situation, though.


    Trying to smooth his way out of it, Xiao Ning replied: "I might have other plans that day as well, so can''t you just ask someone else? Or maybe you can just have Xia Li stroll around by himself before you''re done."


    Lu Yan had no patience when it came to remembering passwords, so for a few of his cards he just used his parents birthdays, and for this card he uses most of the time, he just used Xiao Ning''s. Like this, he could memorize all of their birthday''s, killing two birds with one stone which really made him feel rather pleased with himself.


    Prompting Xia Li to lament, "You''re amazing! When the weekend comes, there are times I don''t wake up until noon!"


    "Buy yourself a few shirts later. Consider it as my gift to you." Lu Yan leaned over to help him straighten his collar, a frown forming on his face as he looked him over for a while before handsomely lifting the corners of his lips, "Looks-wise, you''re quite handsome, yeah? You just need to tidy yourself up a bit. You can''t really expect yourself to keep celebrating Singles'' Day every year, right?"


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    He said those words so matter-of-factly, it made Xiao Ning want to laugh.


    The first one out was Xia Li, who when he saw Xiao Ning there, smiled embarrassedly while he asked, "You came? Have you had breakfast?"


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    Lu Yan had no patience when it came to remembering passwords, so for a few of his cards he just used his parents birthdays, and for this card he uses most of the time, he just used Xiao Ning''s. Like this, he could memorize all of their birthday''s, killing two birds with one stone which really made him feel rather pleased with himself.


    The following day, Xiao Ning made his way to the company, being taken to the manager''s office the moment he entered. He was then told the higher ups at his company adjudicated his dereliction of duty and decided to deduct his current month''s performance credit along with half of his year-end bonus. Furthermore, he also had to give the trainees three months of training, since all the other team members were gone.


    He said those words so matter-of-factly, it made Xiao Ning want to laugh.


    The first one out was Xia Li, who when he saw Xiao Ning there, smiled embarrassedly while he asked, "You came? Have you had breakfast?"


    Releasing a mocking laugh directed at himself, he shook his head, and was about to put away his phone. However, he suddenly remembered Shan Haiming, and had no idea if the other had something planned. So, for this reason, he was the one to contact Shan Haiming first, sending him the message: Sorry, but I just made plans with a friend for this Sunday, so you didn''t make any arrangements for then, right?


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    Xiao Ning gave a nod to show he understood, though in truth, he had completely forgotten about that matter for the entirety of the afternoon.


    After saying this, a depressed look marred his faced as he looked at Xiao Ning, "So it''s better you don''t find anytime soon, alright?"


    Xiao Ning gave a nod to show he understood, though in truth, he had completely forgotten about that matter for the entirety of the afternoon.


    Prompting Xia Li to lament, "You''re amazing! When the weekend comes, there are times I don''t wake up until noon!"


    Lu Yan then continued, "Besides, who else do you want me to ask? I usually don''t let Xia Li stay stay alone for too long while I''m at work, and we agreed on Sunday, so how could you expect a kid like him to be on his own like that in a new city? I can meet up with you two for dinner in the afternoon at the latest."


    Just as he said those words, LuYan walked in. Upon seeing Xiao Ning his eyes lit up as he asked, "Where''s the dumplings?"


    After the two were done eating, Lu Yan asked Xia Li to take his time while getting changed, as he and Xiao Ning went down to the car first. After entering the car, Lu Yan suddenly remembered something, taking out his wallet, saying, "If Xia Li want to buy anything, just use my card to buy it if it''s not much. You know the password, right? It''s your birthday."


    After a few seconds passed, Shan Haiming scoffed then smiled. That pristine smile of his unexpectedly possessed a type of warmth and comfort which was rather difficult to describe, with him then replying, "I''ll make it up to you next time."


    "I just wanted to ask you if there''s a general time frame of when I''m supposed to help you? This matter keeps making me a bit... worried." Xiao Ning wasn''t able to discern whether he was worried about his promise to help Shan Haiming, or Shan Haiming''s situation, though.


    "I already told you, it''s not a big deal." A smile stretched across Shan Haiming''s face at the other end of the line, "What are you worried about? Just go have fun. If anything does come up I''ll tell you beforehand. So don''t think about it too much."


    Xiao Ning knew Lu Yan was the channel representative of his company, and also that his office was empty half the time. This was due to him often hoofing around outside, so as long as he signs it off as a field trip, he was surely taking advantage of this convenience to play around all over the place with Xia Li.


    From beside Lu Yan, someone spoke up too, so Lu Yan then added, "Xia Li doesn''t want any garlic in his either, and only a little bit of pepper."


    The next night, Xiao Ning received a call from the administrative department, notifying him to show up at work the following day. But apart from that, they didn''t say anything further, nor did Xiao Ning take it upon himself to ask them as well. Regarding such a matter, he had a least that much faith in Shan Haiming.


    After saying this, a depressed look marred his faced as he looked at Xiao Ning, "So it''s better you don''t find anytime soon, alright?"


    It appears as though Xia Li also found Lu Yan quite likeable too.


    But, to Xiao Ning''s surprise, Shan Haiming wasn''t the one to first contact him, though. Instead, it was Lu Yan of all people.


    His eyes now fixed to the ground, Xiao Ning felt a complex range of emotions, causing him to remain silent for a while.


    Xiao Ning wanted to continue asking about the matter, but out of habit he hesitated, thinking instead that Shan Haiming would certainly notify him advance when he was truly needed. So wouldn''t rushing him to answer such a question make him feel uncomfortable?


    After he walked off, Xiao Ning realised he was talking about the fish, and for some reason, he felt an unbearable urge to chase after Shan Haiming, calling out: "Mr. Shan!"


    After hanging up, Xiao Ning suddenly recalled a phrase he had forgotten where he heart it.


    Maybe it was on account of him being silent for too long, because Lu Yan the urged him impatiently, "Xiao Ning? I''ll that as a yes, then. Head to my place early on Sunday first. Oh, I almost forgot, while you''re on your way over bring us some breakfast too. I''m in the mood for some of the dumplings from that place on Ziqian Street, no garlic."


    Xiao Ning then turned his attention to eating that plate of the squirrel-tailed fish. A dish which sadly bore no resemblance to what it should be. It was floured far too heavily leaving it thick, and was also fired for far to long making its flesh beyond crispy when eaten. Furthermore, despite the taste of the sweet and sour sauce not being too bad, it was too thin, however, so it''s hold on the fried fish was slight.


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    Xiao Ning opened his mouth to speak, slightly struggling to find his words yet still manage to say aloud: "The squirrel-tailed fish wasn''t really tasty... but nevertheless... thank you."


    Just as he said those words, LuYan walked in. Upon seeing Xiao Ning his eyes lit up as he asked, "Where''s the dumplings?"


    "Buy yourself a few shirts later. Consider it as my gift to you." Lu Yan leaned over to help him straighten his collar, a frown forming on his face as he looked him over for a while before handsomely lifting the corners of his lips, "Looks-wise, you''re quite handsome, yeah? You just need to tidy yourself up a bit. You can''t really expect yourself to keep celebrating Singles'' Day every year, right?"


    Shan Haiming''s response was not polite in the slightest, maybe it was on account of him having to leave in a hurry, because after slipping his phone back into his pocket, he pushed out his chair and stood up before saying, "I''m leaving."


    From beside Lu Yan, someone spoke up too, so Lu Yan then added, "Xia Li doesn''t want any garlic in his either, and only a little bit of pepper."


    "Buy yourself a few shirts later. Consider it as my gift to you." Lu Yan leaned over to help him straighten his collar, a frown forming on his face as he looked him over for a while before handsomely lifting the corners of his lips, "Looks-wise, you''re quite handsome, yeah? You just need to tidy yourself up a bit. You can''t really expect yourself to keep celebrating Singles'' Day every year, right?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    Maybe it was on account of him being silent for too long, because Lu Yan the urged him impatiently, "Xiao Ning? I''ll that as a yes, then. Head to my place early on Sunday first. Oh, I almost forgot, while you''re on your way over bring us some breakfast too. I''m in the mood for some of the dumplings from that place on Ziqian Street, no garlic."


    With his hand still on the handle, Shan Haiming leaned his body towards Xiao Ning, staring at him for a moment before suddenly reaching out his hand to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s lips and returning it towards his own with no hesitation. After licking his fingers, his eyes narrowed while he said: "Tastes bad."


    After the two were done eating, Lu Yan asked Xia Li to take his time while getting changed, as he and Xiao Ning went down to the car first. After entering the car, Lu Yan suddenly remembered something, taking out his wallet, saying, "If Xia Li want to buy anything, just use my card to buy it if it''s not much. You know the password, right? It''s your birthday."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    And following those words, he ended the call. A meaningful look was given to him by Xiao Ning, who then asked, "Did something urgent come up? You''re busy with a prior engagement then."


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    After hanging up, Xiao Ning suddenly recalled a phrase he had forgotten where he heart it.


    But this wa the first time anyone had ever learned to make a dish purely for his sake, this fact alone made Xiao Ning able to wear a straight face while he finished eating.


    Shsn Haiming also ate some of the other dishes, not a word leaving him while doing so, as his seemingly assessing gaze was stuck on Xiao Ning. After Xiao Ning finished the fish, and Shan Haiming was also done as well, his phone had begun ringing.


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


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    He said those words so matter-of-factly, it made Xiao Ning want to laugh.


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    Leading Xiao Ning to finally reveal a smile from his formerly pursed lips before further telling Shan Haiming: "Be careful on the road, alright?"


    "I guess." Lu Yan sighed, leaning over further to help him buckle his seat belt, while adding, "Then again, if you do get a partner, I don''t think I could get used to it."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    Releasing a mocking laugh directed at himself, he shook his head, and was about to put away his phone. However, he suddenly remembered Shan Haiming, and had no idea if the other had something planned. So, for this reason, he was the one to contact Shan Haiming first, sending him the message: Sorry, but I just made plans with a friend for this Sunday, so you didn''t make any arrangements for then, right?


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    Xiao Ning wanted to continue asking about the matter, but out of habit he hesitated, thinking instead that Shan Haiming would certainly notify him advance when he was truly needed. So wouldn''t rushing him to answer such a question make him feel uncomfortable?


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    "Yeah, he''s in the shower. He''ll be out soon." Not knowing what he was thinking about, Xia Li''s face flushed. Xiao Ning pretended he saw nothing then reminded him, "Breakfast is on the table, you can go eat if you want."


    Hearing the other person on the line not knowing what to say, Shan Haiming tapped his finger against the table as he asked, "Is that necessary?"


    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    Xiao Ning wanted to continue asking about the matter, but out of habit he hesitated, thinking instead that Shan Haiming would certainly notify him advance when he was truly needed. So wouldn''t rushing him to answer such a question make him feel uncomfortable?


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    After he walked off, Xiao Ning realised he was talking about the fish, and for some reason, he felt an unbearable urge to chase after Shan Haiming, calling out: "Mr. Shan!"


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    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    Right as he was stalling, Shan Haiming''s teasing appearance suddenly found its way into his mind when he had said: "If you have something to say, just say it. What''s there to be afraid of?"


    Xiao Ning took it without saying a word, because it was Lu Yan''s little boyfriend anyhow, so he thought whatever the man did was simply his own business.


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    Seeing all this out of the corner of his eye, Xiao Ning felt as though the dinner he had last night was still undigested, feeling heavy and cold.


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    The next night, Xiao Ning received a call from the administrative department, notifying him to show up at work the following day. But apart from that, they didn''t say anything further, nor did Xiao Ning take it upon himself to ask them as well. Regarding such a matter, he had a least that much faith in Shan Haiming.


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    He himself wasn''t all too sure what it was exactly he was thankful for. Yet, somehow, he felt as though Shan Haiming would still understand.


    During this time, Shan Haiming did not contact him, and every now and again thoughts about this would cross his mind. Compared to before, now, not only was that man a passing acquaintance of little familiarity, he was able to become a strange friend of sorts.


    With this, Xiao Ning called him directly, "Mr. Shan? It''s me Xiao Ning. I''m not disturbing you, right?"


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning rose to his feet as well, walking him to the door, standing beside him as he changed his shoes then opened the door.


    Shan Haiming wasn''t chatty, replying, "What''s up, speak."


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    "I just wanted to ask you if there''s a general time frame of when I''m supposed to help you? This matter keeps making me a bit... worried." Xiao Ning wasn''t able to discern whether he was worried about his promise to help Shan Haiming, or Shan Haiming''s situation, though.


    Prompting Xia Li to lament, "You''re amazing! When the weekend comes, there are times I don''t wake up until noon!"


    Right as he was stalling, Shan Haiming''s teasing appearance suddenly found its way into his mind when he had said: "If you have something to say, just say it. What''s there to be afraid of?"


    But this wa the first time anyone had ever learned to make a dish purely for his sake, this fact alone made Xiao Ning able to wear a straight face while he finished eating.


    He himself wasn''t all too sure what it was exactly he was thankful for. Yet, somehow, he felt as though Shan Haiming would still understand.


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    The person who cooked and currently reeking of burnt oil did not have much of an appetite when as he looked at the meals spread out on the table which weren''t that great. Xiao Ning added the two containers of rice to their layout, though, and was the first one to take a spoonful of their curried chicken. To be fair, there weren''t a lot of people who could mess up curried chicken, so the taste of it was passable. Relieved at that fact, he placed a plate of it before Shan Haiming, saying, "If it''s not that good, you can just eat a little."


    With his hand still on the handle, Shan Haiming leaned his body towards Xiao Ning, staring at him for a moment before suddenly reaching out his hand to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s lips and returning it towards his own with no hesitation. After licking his fingers, his eyes narrowed while he said: "Tastes bad."


    "I already told you, it''s not a big deal." A smile stretched across Shan Haiming''s face at the other end of the line, "What are you worried about? Just go have fun. If anything does come up I''ll tell you beforehand. So don''t think about it too much."


    "I guess." Lu Yan sighed, leaning over further to help him buckle his seat belt, while adding, "Then again, if you do get a partner, I don''t think I could get used to it."


    Prompting Xia Li to lament, "You''re amazing! When the weekend comes, there are times I don''t wake up until noon!"


    Xiao Ning took it without saying a word, because it was Lu Yan''s little boyfriend anyhow, so he thought whatever the man did was simply his own business.


    It''s precisely this tone of his which occasionally made Xiao Ning forget that this guy was actually a few years his junior.


    With his hand still on the handle, Shan Haiming leaned his body towards Xiao Ning, staring at him for a moment before suddenly reaching out his hand to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s lips and returning it towards his own with no hesitation. After licking his fingers, his eyes narrowed while he said: "Tastes bad."


    The already shocked Xiao Ning didn''t know how to react, and Shan Haiming did as he pleased, mocking himself, "And I made it like that. I''ll be going now."


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    From the other end of the line, Lu Yan replied: "Yeah. I was planning to take him out shopping on Sunday, but a meeting got rescheduled for that day and my colleague had to go on a business trip, so I was the only one to take it over."


    Xiao Ning wanted to continue asking about the matter, but out of habit he hesitated, thinking instead that Shan Haiming would certainly notify him advance when he was truly needed. So wouldn''t rushing him to answer such a question make him feel uncomfortable?


    Lu Yan had no patience when it came to remembering passwords, so for a few of his cards he just used his parents birthdays, and for this card he uses most of the time, he just used Xiao Ning''s. Like this, he could memorize all of their birthday''s, killing two birds with one stone which really made him feel rather pleased with himself.


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning rose to his feet as well, walking him to the door, standing beside him as he changed his shoes then opened the door.


    ?¡ó?


    From the other end of the line, Lu Yan replied: "Yeah. I was planning to take him out shopping on Sunday, but a meeting got rescheduled for that day and my colleague had to go on a business trip, so I was the only one to take it over."


    Early Sunday morning, had no choice but to get up early, since both Ziqian Street and the place where Lu Yan lives in Hanjiang was a bit off road. This time around he had learned from before, so after entering the apartment he only say in the living room and waited. Luckily, the people in the bedroom didn''t stay there for too long. After all, Lu Yan actually had matters to attend to, so although he was capricious by nature, to bring in a high income at work, he did take his job seriously.


    Even the manager lamented about how fortunate he was and for him to not think abut the matter too much. Following this, Xiao Ning again began working, staying carefully within his bounds. The new batch of customer service representatives who came in also needed to be trained for a month. Xiao Ning did not hate the job description, however. Plus, with his kind disposition along with professional skills, the newcomers all took to him quickly ad everyone was in a cheerful mood.


    Xiao Ning took it without saying a word, because it was Lu Yan''s little boyfriend anyhow, so he thought whatever the man did was simply his own business.


    Trying to smooth his way out of it, Xiao Ning replied: "I might have other plans that day as well, so can''t you just ask someone else? Or maybe you can just have Xia Li stroll around by himself before you''re done."


    Wearing a frown of annoyance, Shan Haiming pulled out his phone, giving the screen a look. His gaze then cast itself towards Xiao Ning, expressing a brief look of contemplation before answering the call, saying, "What is it? I already ate."


    Later that afternoon, Shan Haiming sent him a message in reply, saying: No. You can go have fun.


    Right as he was stalling, Shan Haiming''s teasing appearance suddenly found its way into his mind when he had said: "If you have something to say, just say it. What''s there to be afraid of?"


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    The first one out was Xia Li, who when he saw Xiao Ning there, smiled embarrassedly while he asked, "You came? Have you had breakfast?"


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    Lu Yan then continued, "Besides, who else do you want me to ask? I usually don''t let Xia Li stay stay alone for too long while I''m at work, and we agreed on Sunday, so how could you expect a kid like him to be on his own like that in a new city? I can meet up with you two for dinner in the afternoon at the latest."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    "Yeah, he''s in the shower. He''ll be out soon." Not knowing what he was thinking about, Xia Li''s face flushed. Xiao Ning pretended he saw nothing then reminded him, "Breakfast is on the table, you can go eat if you want."


    Xiao Ning gave a nod to show he understood, though in truth, he had completely forgotten about that matter for the entirety of the afternoon.


    "Thanks, but I''ll just wait until he gets out so we can eat together." Xia Li said while taking a seat beside Xiao Ning before adding, "I''m sorry for troubling you to bring over breakfast so early."


    N/A


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    During this time, Shan Haiming did not contact him, and every now and again thoughts about this would cross his mind. Compared to before, now, not only was that man a passing acquaintance of little familiarity, he was able to become a strange friend of sorts.


    Having one hand supporting his cheek while the other held a pair of chopsticks, Shan Haiming lackadaisically picked up a piece of the chicken, chewing and chewing until he spat out the bone before swallowing the flesh¡ªan act he repeated over and over again.


    To which Xiao Ning politely replied, "Yes. Is Lu Yan up?"


    Unable to hold himself back, Lu Yan sat at the table and ate to his hearts content. After sending a smile Xiao Ning''s way, Xia Li also went over to Lu Yan to eat his breakfast. The two faced each other, eating while chatting and smiling at one another from time to time.


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    Hearing the other person on the line not knowing what to say, Shan Haiming tapped his finger against the table as he asked, "Is that necessary?"


    Seeing all this out of the corner of his eye, Xiao Ning felt as though the dinner he had last night was still undigested, feeling heavy and cold.


    Xiao Ning gave a nod to show he understood, though in truth, he had completely forgotten about that matter for the entirety of the afternoon.


    Prompting Xia Li to lament, "You''re amazing! When the weekend comes, there are times I don''t wake up until noon!"


    "Got it. Jeez, you''re such a nag." After responding, Shan Haiming walked a few steps with his hand tucked in his pockets before remembering to add: "Don''t worry about that thing you told me about, alright. You can take tomorrow off too, but you can go back to work the day after."


    After he walked off, Xiao Ning realised he was talking about the fish, and for some reason, he felt an unbearable urge to chase after Shan Haiming, calling out: "Mr. Shan!"


    Xiao Ning knew Lu Yan was the channel representative of his company, and also that his office was empty half the time. This was due to him often hoofing around outside, so as long as he signs it off as a field trip, he was surely taking advantage of this convenience to play around all over the place with Xia Li.


    Just as he said those words, LuYan walked in. Upon seeing Xiao Ning his eyes lit up as he asked, "Where''s the dumplings?"


    The next night, Xiao Ning received a call from the administrative department, notifying him to show up at work the following day. But apart from that, they didn''t say anything further, nor did Xiao Ning take it upon himself to ask them as well. Regarding such a matter, he had a least that much faith in Shan Haiming.


    "On the table." Xiao Ning replied with a smile.


    Unable to hold himself back, Lu Yan sat at the table and ate to his hearts content. After sending a smile Xiao Ning''s way, Xia Li also went over to Lu Yan to eat his breakfast. The two faced each other, eating while chatting and smiling at one another from time to time.


    Leading Xiao Ning to finally reveal a smile from his formerly pursed lips before further telling Shan Haiming: "Be careful on the road, alright?"


    From the other end of the line, Lu Yan replied: "Yeah. I was planning to take him out shopping on Sunday, but a meeting got rescheduled for that day and my colleague had to go on a business trip, so I was the only one to take it over."


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    This punishment was neither light nor heavy, but it was just. Xiao Ning wanted to thank Shan Haiming for his way of accomplishing things, because like this, it at least appears as if he was receiving some sort of special treatment.


    Unable to hold himself back, Lu Yan sat at the table and ate to his hearts content. After sending a smile Xiao Ning''s way, Xia Li also went over to Lu Yan to eat his breakfast. The two faced each other, eating while chatting and smiling at one another from time to time.


    Wearing a frown of annoyance, Shan Haiming pulled out his phone, giving the screen a look. His gaze then cast itself towards Xiao Ning, expressing a brief look of contemplation before answering the call, saying, "What is it? I already ate."


    Xiao Ning then turned his attention to eating that plate of the squirrel-tailed fish. A dish which sadly bore no resemblance to what it should be. It was floured far too heavily leaving it thick, and was also fired for far to long making its flesh beyond crispy when eaten. Furthermore, despite the taste of the sweet and sour sauce not being too bad, it was too thin, however, so it''s hold on the fried fish was slight.


    Xiao Ning opened his mouth to speak, slightly struggling to find his words yet still manage to say aloud: "The squirrel-tailed fish wasn''t really tasty... but nevertheless... thank you."


    Xiao Ning gave a nod to show he understood, though in truth, he had completely forgotten about that matter for the entirety of the afternoon.


    Tiny note: Singles'' Day is a day for single folks that is celebrated on November the 11th (11/11) every year. []me throughout this chapter: Lu Yan... you cunt of a man. It''s a mantra at this point £¨¦á^¦á£©[]also me this chapter: Little Ning, you do have a choice! Good thing this story is about him realising as much (?¡ä?`?)


    Seeing all this out of the corner of his eye, Xiao Ning felt as though the dinner he had last night was still undigested, feeling heavy and cold.


    Trying to smooth his way out of it, Xiao Ning replied: "I might have other plans that day as well, so can''t you just ask someone else? Or maybe you can just have Xia Li stroll around by himself before you''re done."


    "On the table." Xiao Ning replied with a smile.


    He said those words so matter-of-factly, it made Xiao Ning want to laugh.


    While looking at Xiao Ning, right as he was speaking, his lips curved upwards into an indecipherable smile, "It''s actually a good thing, because there''s something I need to tell you all."


    Trying to smooth his way out of it, Xiao Ning replied: "I might have other plans that day as well, so can''t you just ask someone else? Or maybe you can just have Xia Li stroll around by himself before you''re done."


    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    "On the table." Xiao Ning replied with a smile.


    After the two were done eating, Lu Yan asked Xia Li to take his time while getting changed, as he and Xiao Ning went down to the car first. After entering the car, Lu Yan suddenly remembered something, taking out his wallet, saying, "If Xia Li want to buy anything, just use my card to buy it if it''s not much. You know the password, right? It''s your birthday."


    His eyes now fixed to the ground, Xiao Ning felt a complex range of emotions, causing him to remain silent for a while.


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    And following those words, he ended the call. A meaningful look was given to him by Xiao Ning, who then asked, "Did something urgent come up? You''re busy with a prior engagement then."


    Xiao Ning knew Lu Yan was the channel representative of his company, and also that his office was empty half the time. This was due to him often hoofing around outside, so as long as he signs it off as a field trip, he was surely taking advantage of this convenience to play around all over the place with Xia Li.


    "You have other plans?" Lu Yan was also quite shocked. Never did he even consider those other options, as he continued to ask, "How can you be busy? Do you think I don''t know you? You never had anything to do on Sundays, and if you did, you''d always just drop them. You know I''d come to find you on Sunday''s before too, right? When have you ever not been free?"


    Moreover, he had already given his word to Shan Haiming, so it was only natural he would think about him a bit more. He did figure Shan Haiming wouldn''t show up out the blue without notifying him first as well.


    Not knowing exactly why, however, doing so did help his mood relax. Despite Shan Haiming usually putting up a "don''t talk to me" face, you could always just say what you want. Inevitably, it gave rise to the same effect in others, making it seem as though saying all those things they want to say aren''t that hard to vocalise.


    Lu Yan had no patience when it came to remembering passwords, so for a few of his cards he just used his parents birthdays, and for this card he uses most of the time, he just used Xiao Ning''s. Like this, he could memorize all of their birthday''s, killing two birds with one stone which really made him feel rather pleased with himself.


    Shan Haiming stopped, turning his head back to look at Xiao Ning, his brows raising in curiosity.


    Then after a while of him listening before releasing a sigh carrying traces of a sneer, he replied, "Fine. I''ll see you in an hour."


    Early Sunday morning, had no choice but to get up early, since both Ziqian Street and the place where Lu Yan lives in Hanjiang was a bit off road. This time around he had learned from before, so after entering the apartment he only say in the living room and waited. Luckily, the people in the bedroom didn''t stay there for too long. After all, Lu Yan actually had matters to attend to, so although he was capricious by nature, to bring in a high income at work, he did take his job seriously.


    Xiao Ning took it without saying a word, because it was Lu Yan''s little boyfriend anyhow, so he thought whatever the man did was simply his own business.


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning knew Lu Yan was the channel representative of his company, and also that his office was empty half the time. This was due to him often hoofing around outside, so as long as he signs it off as a field trip, he was surely taking advantage of this convenience to play around all over the place with Xia Li.


    ?¡ó?


    After he sat in the front passenger seat, Lu Yan looked over to him and asked, "Why are you always wearing that shirt? Don''t you have anything else to wear?"


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    Xiao Ning then turned his attention to eating that plate of the squirrel-tailed fish. A dish which sadly bore no resemblance to what it should be. It was floured far too heavily leaving it thick, and was also fired for far to long making its flesh beyond crispy when eaten. Furthermore, despite the taste of the sweet and sour sauce not being too bad, it was too thin, however, so it''s hold on the fried fish was slight.


    With his hand still on the handle, Shan Haiming leaned his body towards Xiao Ning, staring at him for a moment before suddenly reaching out his hand to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s lips and returning it towards his own with no hesitation. After licking his fingers, his eyes narrowed while he said: "Tastes bad."


    After he sat in the front passenger seat, Lu Yan looked over to him and asked, "Why are you always wearing that shirt? Don''t you have anything else to wear?"


    During this time, Shan Haiming did not contact him, and every now and again thoughts about this would cross his mind. Compared to before, now, not only was that man a passing acquaintance of little familiarity, he was able to become a strange friend of sorts.


    In response, Xiao Ning just plastered on a smile, because it wasn''t that he didn''t wear other clothes, it was just that Lu Yan never took notice at all.


    Then after a while of him listening before releasing a sigh carrying traces of a sneer, he replied, "Fine. I''ll see you in an hour."


    It was almost eight by the time the two could set the dinner table after they were finished cooking, but it was only then that they had realised neither of them had made any rice. Right then, Shan Haiming''s face was already showing signs of impatience despite his calm, so Xiao Ning made his way downstairs to the eatery to get two servings of rice and took them back upstairs.


    He himself wasn''t all too sure what it was exactly he was thankful for. Yet, somehow, he felt as though Shan Haiming would still understand.


    Just as he said those words, LuYan walked in. Upon seeing Xiao Ning his eyes lit up as he asked, "Where''s the dumplings?"


    This person was completely ignorant to the ways of the world. So putting on a smile, Xiao Ning replied simply, "It''s fine. I usually don''t sleep in anyhow."


    The person who cooked and currently reeking of burnt oil did not have much of an appetite when as he looked at the meals spread out on the table which weren''t that great. Xiao Ning added the two containers of rice to their layout, though, and was the first one to take a spoonful of their curried chicken. To be fair, there weren''t a lot of people who could mess up curried chicken, so the taste of it was passable. Relieved at that fact, he placed a plate of it before Shan Haiming, saying, "If it''s not that good, you can just eat a little."


    From the other end of the line, Lu Yan replied: "Yeah. I was planning to take him out shopping on Sunday, but a meeting got rescheduled for that day and my colleague had to go on a business trip, so I was the only one to take it over."


    "Buy yourself a few shirts later. Consider it as my gift to you." Lu Yan leaned over to help him straighten his collar, a frown forming on his face as he looked him over for a while before handsomely lifting the corners of his lips, "Looks-wise, you''re quite handsome, yeah? You just need to tidy yourself up a bit. You can''t really expect yourself to keep celebrating Singles'' Day every year, right?"


    Tiny note: Singles'' Day is a day for single folks that is celebrated on November the 11th (11/11) every year. []me throughout this chapter: Lu Yan... you cunt of a man. It''s a mantra at this point £¨¦á^¦á£©[]also me this chapter: Little Ning, you do have a choice! Good thing this story is about him realising as much (?¡ä?`?)


    Unable to hold himself back, Lu Yan sat at the table and ate to his hearts content. After sending a smile Xiao Ning''s way, Xia Li also went over to Lu Yan to eat his breakfast. The two faced each other, eating while chatting and smiling at one another from time to time.


    Moreover, he had already given his word to Shan Haiming, so it was only natural he would think about him a bit more. He did figure Shan Haiming wouldn''t show up out the blue without notifying him first as well.


    Wearing a frown of annoyance, Shan Haiming pulled out his phone, giving the screen a look. His gaze then cast itself towards Xiao Ning, expressing a brief look of contemplation before answering the call, saying, "What is it? I already ate."


    Xiao Ning wanted to continue asking about the matter, but out of habit he hesitated, thinking instead that Shan Haiming would certainly notify him advance when he was truly needed. So wouldn''t rushing him to answer such a question make him feel uncomfortable?


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    From the start, Xiao Ning never expected Shan Haiming to issue him any praises, since it was after all just an ordinary meal. But seeing him at the very least continually taking bite after bit, had made Xiao Ning feel quite grateful.


    Early Sunday morning, had no choice but to get up early, since both Ziqian Street and the place where Lu Yan lives in Hanjiang was a bit off road. This time around he had learned from before, so after entering the apartment he only say in the living room and waited. Luckily, the people in the bedroom didn''t stay there for too long. After all, Lu Yan actually had matters to attend to, so although he was capricious by nature, to bring in a high income at work, he did take his job seriously.


    Right as he was stalling, Shan Haiming''s teasing appearance suddenly found its way into his mind when he had said: "If you have something to say, just say it. What''s there to be afraid of?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the corners of his lips, having no idea what he was even smiling about. The gentleness had now also returned to his tone, as he simply responded: "Understood."


    Xiao Ning nodded faintly in reply, exposing a smile as he countered, "There''s nothing wrong with being alone."


    "I guess." Lu Yan sighed, leaning over further to help him buckle his seat belt, while adding, "Then again, if you do get a partner, I don''t think I could get used to it."


    The following day, Xiao Ning made his way to the company, being taken to the manager''s office the moment he entered. He was then told the higher ups at his company adjudicated his dereliction of duty and decided to deduct his current month''s performance credit along with half of his year-end bonus. Furthermore, he also had to give the trainees three months of training, since all the other team members were gone.


    And following those words, he ended the call. A meaningful look was given to him by Xiao Ning, who then asked, "Did something urgent come up? You''re busy with a prior engagement then."


    After saying this, a depressed look marred his faced as he looked at Xiao Ning, "So it''s better you don''t find anytime soon, alright?"


    After saying this, a depressed look marred his faced as he looked at Xiao Ning, "So it''s better you don''t find anytime soon, alright?"


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.

 CH 10

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    "Let''s not talk about me." Xiao Ning quickly changed the topic, "Actually, this is the first time I''ve ever participated in one of your romantic affairs, Lu Yan."


    Deep down he wanted to ask bitterly, like those female characters in romance novels: "What the hell is it that Lu Yan likes about you!"


    It''s... already been this long, huh?


    Until Now


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    "Different?" After asking this, Xiao Ning wore faint smile, one to mask the nervousness and caution beneath it. "What do you mean?"


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    "Hmph." Lu Yan took back his hand. "That''s because you always run off to go hide somewhere far away."


    "Let''s not talk about me." Xiao Ning quickly changed the topic, "Actually, this is the first time I''ve ever participated in one of your romantic affairs, Lu Yan."


    After saying this, he then feigned a sigh then continued, "An ill-fated relationship, it is."


    "Alright. I''m was indebted to you in my last life it seems." Xiao Ning then teased, "But don''t you realise, with how fast you change partners, I''m afraid I might call someone the wrong name by accident and cause you a troublesome scene? By the way, how long will this one last anyhow. I at least want to prepare my heart."


    "So uh... you and Lu Yan were classmates in university, right?" Xia Li asked with great interest, and causing Xiao Ning to promptly swallow the hot bitter liquid in his mouth with a nod. "I''ve been classmates with Lu Yan since primary school, actually."


    Deep down he wanted to ask bitterly, like those female characters in romance novels: "What the hell is it that Lu Yan likes about you!"


    Hide?


    Xiao Ning stopped talking right then, feeling he shouldn''t open his mouth any further without first steadying his tone. "Then what you''re saying is that you are serious about Xia Li? How long has it even been since the two of you met?"


    Xiao Ning never expected Lu Yan to use this word, then he heard the man continue, "In the beginning, I thought it was because you believed homosexuality was disgusting or something."


    But, as usual, Lu Yan didn''t notice it at all. He had only ever paid attention to his own emotions and not others, with him further adding, "I don''t know how to explain it, you know? It''s just... I feel kind of responsible."


    Lu Yan tilted his head back, rubbing his temples in a minor act of frustration as he explained, "I''m not sure. I just feel like I really like him. He''s kind of a contradiction, you know? It''s really easy for him to act all shy, but he doesn''t hide his true feelings one bit either. I just find him incredibly interesting."


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open. He never really expected Xiao Ning to simply admit it, nor decline to do anything to throw off his suspicion.


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    After saying this, he then feigned a sigh then continued, "An ill-fated relationship, it is."


    Xiao Ning gulped, correcting him: "N-no, of course not, I just didn''t want to be a third wheel."


    Yes, this is how it was.


    After he said those words, Xiao Ning himself was surprised at just how cold his tone was as he did. It was unlike him, simply unlike his usual self.


    Those words of Xiao Ning''s were however regretted before they finished passing his lips. His well kept secret was just completely exposed. Now fraught with emotion, he felt a tremor erupting throughout his body.


    "So you''re just afraid of trouble?" Lu Yan didn''t know why but, just then, he let out a smile, "But my trouble isn''t something you can avoid, so you just better give up trying to already."


    "Alright. I''m was indebted to you in my last life it seems." Xiao Ning then teased, "But don''t you realise, with how fast you change partners, I''m afraid I might call someone the wrong name by accident and cause you a troublesome scene? By the way, how long will this one last anyhow. I at least want to prepare my heart."


    "Alright. I''m was indebted to you in my last life it seems." Xiao Ning then teased, "But don''t you realise, with how fast you change partners, I''m afraid I might call someone the wrong name by accident and cause you a troublesome scene? By the way, how long will this one last anyhow. I at least want to prepare my heart."


    He then thought of the time when he sprained his foot trying to kick a ball and Lu Yan took him to the infirmary and said: "You''re really interesting, I''ll cover for you from now on."


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    "Huh?" Lu Yan regained his senses, a knit forming between his brows. It was as if there was something he couldn''t figure out. "Xiao''Ning, I''m going to be honest with you. I think that Xia Li is different."


    It was far too early for them to begin shopping, so Lu Yan dropped them off on a commercial street before heading to his company to make the final preparations for the business meeting he had that afternoon. After he left, Xiao Ning dazedly took Xia Li to a Starbucks and ordered them two cups of coffee.


    He thought of the time back in university, when Lu Yan was so popular a group of students couldn''t stand him, and the two of them got jumped by a group of five or six guys quite older them both. They even had to go to the hospital after the incident. There, while Lu Yan was lying on the bed, he had burst out into laughter, saying: "Why are you a bigger nag than my mother? Take care of yourself first, your entire face is all scratched up and swollen."


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    Lu Yan didn''t reply to him, however, only holding onto the staring heel as he stared at the ceiling for a while.


    Lu Yan didn''t reply to him, however, only holding onto the staring heel as he stared at the ceiling for a while.


    Xia Li, despite him being a bit shy when it came to getting along with strangers, had an overall disposition that was cheerful. So, in that shop, clutching the large cup of coffee in his hands, he was the one who initiated a conversation with Xiao Ning. His three month internship at the advertising company, along with him just finishing college, were all things he managed to bring up in his chat. These topics made Xiao Ning recall his on days as a student, and even managed to coax him into saying a few words in return as well.


    He thought of the time back in university, when Lu Yan was so popular a group of students couldn''t stand him, and the two of them got jumped by a group of five or six guys quite older them both. They even had to go to the hospital after the incident. There, while Lu Yan was lying on the bed, he had burst out into laughter, saying: "Why are you a bigger nag than my mother? Take care of yourself first, your entire face is all scratched up and swollen."


    What about this should I be happy about?


    It was him who chose to not do anything. It was him who chose to keep his mouth shut. All so he could instead simply stand on the sidelines, and from there, watch everything unfold.


    Meanwhile, Lu Yan answered his phone, "Hey, wait at the gate for a bit, we''re coming right now." After hanging up he turned to anxiously to urge Xiao Ning, "I don''t care if you''re on your period or whatever this is, but I''m warning you, Xiao Ning, don''t give Xia Li any attitude later."


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    "No, I didn''t." Xiao Ning stated bluntly, then asked, "So what?"


    "Huh?" Lu Yan regained his senses, a knit forming between his brows. It was as if there was something he couldn''t figure out. "Xiao''Ning, I''m going to be honest with you. I think that Xia Li is different."


    Those words were already a curse, and hearing them, Lu Yan''s face darkened, "Xiao Ning? Do you really mean that? Do you seriously mean that? And I''m telling you, if you say yes, I''m gonna kick your ass."


    "Because when he''s enamoured he forgets all about his friends." Xiao Ning smiled playfully, feeling his face stiffen somewhat yet he continued, "Truthfully, though, Lu Yan prefers his private time with his partner, and I''m quite aware of this fact."


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    Plus, upon examining Xia Li with a straight face, Xiao Ning had to admit he did have some lovable characteristics, but he was still confused about what it was exactly that was so special about him to catch Lu Yan''s eye. However, his thoughts of this kind, had made him feel rather disgusted with himself. But that feeling prompting them couldn''t be easily wiped away.


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    "Different?" After asking this, Xiao Ning wore faint smile, one to mask the nervousness and caution beneath it. "What do you mean?"


    When Xiao Ning paid the bill, Xia Li was a bit embarrassed, as he wanted to be the one to pay.


    After saying this, he then feigned a sigh then continued, "An ill-fated relationship, it is."


    It was just so strange to him, as Xiao Ning seemed to have found a secret comrade-in arms. So, as a result of these thoughts running through his mind, he suddenly broke out into a smile, the sight of which made Xia Li simply stunned.


    Lu Yan tilted his head back, rubbing his temples in a minor act of frustration as he explained, "I''m not sure. I just feel like I really like him. He''s kind of a contradiction, you know? It''s really easy for him to act all shy, but he doesn''t hide his true feelings one bit either. I just find him incredibly interesting."


    At the end of the day, the one who chose this was him.


    "Huh?" Lu Yan regained his senses, a knit forming between his brows. It was as if there was something he couldn''t figure out. "Xiao''Ning, I''m going to be honest with you. I think that Xia Li is different."


    "Well, it''s not that he refused to say, it''s that he''s just too lazy to say anything." Xiao Ning let out a laugh despite himself, taking another sip of his coffee even though his throat still somehow felt dry. Enduring it, he continued by saying, "You two are the ones in love, so what are you doing talking about me?"


    Hide?


    Hearing his words, Xiao Ning''s body stiffened, but only slightly, as he recalled Lu Yan''s earlier warning. Even he, himself, had no clue how much effort it took for him to restrain his breathing, but having done so, and after appearing to shrug his shoulders effortlessly, he replied, saying, "It''s just because he has a really bad memory, and there are times when he forgets his keys. Anyhow, I''m a really good person, you know? I won''t do something like emptying his house when he''s not there one day, so I''ve just be using the spare key he puts under the mat."


    At the end of the day, the one who chose this was him.


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    As he said all this, his gaze turned downwards while a smile found its way onto his face. This smile of his was so gentle, and filled with so much emotion, that seeing such a look on Lu Yan''s face was simply a rare sight behold. It was such a marvel to the point where it pricked at Xiao Ning''s eyes. Lu Yan then continued, "Did you know, that he wasn''t even into guys before being with me either?"


    Xiao Ning wanted to reach his arms out to clutch his chest, his thoughts drifting to that time when he was alone at the playground in a daze, until the kid version of Lu Yan ran over to him and asked: "We''re short one person, wanna come play?"


    "No, I didn''t." Xiao Ning stated bluntly, then asked, "So what?"


    Happy?


    After he said those words, Xiao Ning himself was surprised at just how cold his tone was as he did. It was unlike him, simply unlike his usual self.


    "Hmph." Lu Yan took back his hand. "That''s because you always run off to go hide somewhere far away."


    Lu Yan tilted his head back, rubbing his temples in a minor act of frustration as he explained, "I''m not sure. I just feel like I really like him. He''s kind of a contradiction, you know? It''s really easy for him to act all shy, but he doesn''t hide his true feelings one bit either. I just find him incredibly interesting."


    Lu Yan didn''t reply to him, however, only holding onto the staring heel as he stared at the ceiling for a while.


    But, as usual, Lu Yan didn''t notice it at all. He had only ever paid attention to his own emotions and not others, with him further adding, "I don''t know how to explain it, you know? It''s just... I feel kind of responsible."


    Until Now


    When all is said and done, Xia Li was young, so there was so much pureness in his eyes. Furthermore, when the light leaked into them, they seemed to be ignited, making them appear very beautiful as they shined. Maybe this is what Lu Yan is so fond of with this boy.


    Xiao Ning gulped, correcting him: "N-no, of course not, I just didn''t want to be a third wheel."


    It was just so strange to him, as Xiao Ning seemed to have found a secret comrade-in arms. So, as a result of these thoughts running through his mind, he suddenly broke out into a smile, the sight of which made Xia Li simply stunned.


    "But doesn''t it make you feel uncomfortable?" Xia Li seemed to be struggling with this issue, always circling back to it in his queries. "Oh, what I mean is, do you like girls, perhaps?"


    He truly held no hateful feelings towards Xia Li.


    N/A


    The words he spoke was exceedingly doubtful, and Xiao Ning''s lips finally found themselves parting, revealing on his face a full smile. "I seriously never expected you to still be this pure and simple. Is this kind of like a virgin complex or whatever?"


    "There''s no way I''d wait on him hand and foot." Xia Li chuckled a bit, "But for some reason Lu Yan won''t talk about you. I asked him once, but he refused to say anything."


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    What about this should I be happy about?


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    "You really are a good person." Xia Li sighed, adding, "If it were me, I wouldn''t have the extra time to go get breakfast for someone else so early."


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    "No, uh... it''s just... I just think the relationship between the to of you is really good. But one day I went into another bedroom, and the clothes inside it didn''t look like Lu Yan''s." Xia Li lips were drawn into a smile, the meaning behind it held was profound, but he didn''t actually want for Xiao Ning to answer that question at all, so in addition he asked, "How long has it been since Lu Yan realised he was...""


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    When Xiao Ning paid the bill, Xia Li was a bit embarrassed, as he wanted to be the one to pay.


    "Um..." Xiao Ning thought about it seriously, honestly replyng, "I think... I may like men."


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    Xiao Ning straightened the corners of his lips, slowly turning to face Lu Yan, "I''m just trying to ask you if you''re really serious, Lu Yan? Are you really sure?"


    Xiao Ning stopped talking right then, feeling he shouldn''t open his mouth any further without first steadying his tone. "Then what you''re saying is that you are serious about Xia Li? How long has it even been since the two of you met?"


    N/A


    "What does this, and how long it''s been since we''ve met, have to do with each other" Lu Yan''s bad temper came out as he retorted, "Besides, he and I knew each other for a while now through the online game."


    Was I also like this once?


    What could he do now? Say he has a girlfriend, perhaps? But where could he find a close female friend? All he had was a ready-made boyfriend. For the sake of not making Lu Yan''s lover feel complicated towards him, he ended up causing trouble to Lu Yan. So now Xiao Ning had no choice but to restrain his careful nature, doing what he must to clear up this present situation.


    "Huh?" Lu Yan regained his senses, a knit forming between his brows. It was as if there was something he couldn''t figure out. "Xiao''Ning, I''m going to be honest with you. I think that Xia Li is different."


    Lu Yan tilted his head back, rubbing his temples in a minor act of frustration as he explained, "I''m not sure. I just feel like I really like him. He''s kind of a contradiction, you know? It''s really easy for him to act all shy, but he doesn''t hide his true feelings one bit either. I just find him incredibly interesting."


    He then thought of the time when he sprained his foot trying to kick a ball and Lu Yan took him to the infirmary and said: "You''re really interesting, I''ll cover for you from now on."


    Surprised, Xia Li asked, "Why?"


    "There''s no way I''d wait on him hand and foot." Xia Li chuckled a bit, "But for some reason Lu Yan won''t talk about you. I asked him once, but he refused to say anything."


    Xiao Ning gripped his seatbelt, it felt as though the warmth from when Lu Yan had just leant over was still there. He tried a few times, but still couldn''t manage to put on a smile, going on to continue: "Are you serious? Are you actually kidding me right now? How can you be serious about a man? Just who is it are you serious about?"


    Those words of Xiao Ning''s were however regretted before they finished passing his lips. His well kept secret was just completely exposed. Now fraught with emotion, he felt a tremor erupting throughout his body.


    Plus, upon examining Xia Li with a straight face, Xiao Ning had to admit he did have some lovable characteristics, but he was still confused about what it was exactly that was so special about him to catch Lu Yan''s eye. However, his thoughts of this kind, had made him feel rather disgusted with himself. But that feeling prompting them couldn''t be easily wiped away.


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    The words he spoke was exceedingly doubtful, and Xiao Ning''s lips finally found themselves parting, revealing on his face a full smile. "I seriously never expected you to still be this pure and simple. Is this kind of like a virgin complex or whatever?"


    "Hmph." Lu Yan took back his hand. "That''s because you always run off to go hide somewhere far away."


    All of a sudden at that moment, Xiao Ning felt he was getting old. Or to be more precise, that he was becoming tired. Always doing things on his own that no on knows of that just seems to be a never-ending cycle of struggle with not one trace of hope to be found. All of it making him practically drained to his core.


    Those words were already a curse, and hearing them, Lu Yan''s face darkened, "Xiao Ning? Do you really mean that? Do you seriously mean that? And I''m telling you, if you say yes, I''m gonna kick your ass."


    Xiao Ning gripped his seatbelt, it felt as though the warmth from when Lu Yan had just leant over was still there. He tried a few times, but still couldn''t manage to put on a smile, going on to continue: "Are you serious? Are you actually kidding me right now? How can you be serious about a man? Just who is it are you serious about?"


    But life really is something else, it seems. As who would''ve thought this person, of all people, would be the first to know about his sexuality.


    But life really is something else, it seems. As who would''ve thought this person, of all people, would be the first to know about his sexuality.


    Xiao Ning straightened the corners of his lips, slowly turning to face Lu Yan, "I''m just trying to ask you if you''re really serious, Lu Yan? Are you really sure?"


    No, definitely not.


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    All of a sudden at that moment, Xiao Ning felt he was getting old. Or to be more precise, that he was becoming tired. Always doing things on his own that no on knows of that just seems to be a never-ending cycle of struggle with not one trace of hope to be found. All of it making him practically drained to his core.


    iana: him smiling while thinking about Shan Haiming is adorable.


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    Happy?


    It was just so strange to him, as Xiao Ning seemed to have found a secret comrade-in arms. So, as a result of these thoughts running through his mind, he suddenly broke out into a smile, the sight of which made Xia Li simply stunned.


    All of a sudden at that moment, Xiao Ning felt he was getting old. Or to be more precise, that he was becoming tired. Always doing things on his own that no on knows of that just seems to be a never-ending cycle of struggle with not one trace of hope to be found. All of it making him practically drained to his core.


    "Like you said before, he is my friend." Xiao Ning however didn''t mention that Lu Yan''s love affairs with men were no different than him playing with anything he found interesting, let alone mentioning that regardless of him being serious or not, just being seen by those two old folks of the Lu Yan household was already failing the test.


    It''s... already been this long, huh?


    He thought of the time back in university, when Lu Yan was so popular a group of students couldn''t stand him, and the two of them got jumped by a group of five or six guys quite older them both. They even had to go to the hospital after the incident. There, while Lu Yan was lying on the bed, he had burst out into laughter, saying: "Why are you a bigger nag than my mother? Take care of yourself first, your entire face is all scratched up and swollen."


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    No, definitely not.


    What about this should I be happy about?


    Seeing the childlike happiness radiating from the side view he had of of Lu Yan''s face, made Xiao Ning feel as though there was a hole in his stomach, a hole where something was missing. But, thankfully, the morning breeze had kept blowing through the open window beside him, and for a while, it seemed to have cooled everything down.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open. He never really expected Xiao Ning to simply admit it, nor decline to do anything to throw off his suspicion.


    "Just help yourself. You came to A-City to enjoy yourself, right? So I''ll do my best to be a good host." Xiao Ning had composed himself by then, smiling as he asked him to go find them a place to sit, then made his way upstairs with the two lattes when they were ready.


    Surprised, Xia Li asked, "Why?"


    What about this should I be happy about?


    "There''s no way I''d wait on him hand and foot." Xia Li chuckled a bit, "But for some reason Lu Yan won''t talk about you. I asked him once, but he refused to say anything."


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning wanted to reach his arms out to clutch his chest, his thoughts drifting to that time when he was alone at the playground in a daze, until the kid version of Lu Yan ran over to him and asked: "We''re short one person, wanna come play?"


    "Like you said before, he is my friend." Xiao Ning however didn''t mention that Lu Yan''s love affairs with men were no different than him playing with anything he found interesting, let alone mentioning that regardless of him being serious or not, just being seen by those two old folks of the Lu Yan household was already failing the test.


    What could he do now? Say he has a girlfriend, perhaps? But where could he find a close female friend? All he had was a ready-made boyfriend. For the sake of not making Lu Yan''s lover feel complicated towards him, he ended up causing trouble to Lu Yan. So now Xiao Ning had no choice but to restrain his careful nature, doing what he must to clear up this present situation.


    As he said all this, his gaze turned downwards while a smile found its way onto his face. This smile of his was so gentle, and filled with so much emotion, that seeing such a look on Lu Yan''s face was simply a rare sight behold. It was such a marvel to the point where it pricked at Xiao Ning''s eyes. Lu Yan then continued, "Did you know, that he wasn''t even into guys before being with me either?"


    What could he do now? Say he has a girlfriend, perhaps? But where could he find a close female friend? All he had was a ready-made boyfriend. For the sake of not making Lu Yan''s lover feel complicated towards him, he ended up causing trouble to Lu Yan. So now Xiao Ning had no choice but to restrain his careful nature, doing what he must to clear up this present situation.


    What about this should I be happy about?


    He then thought of the time when he sprained his foot trying to kick a ball and Lu Yan took him to the infirmary and said: "You''re really interesting, I''ll cover for you from now on."


    But life really is something else, it seems. As who would''ve thought this person, of all people, would be the first to know about his sexuality.


    "So you''re just afraid of trouble?" Lu Yan didn''t know why but, just then, he let out a smile, "But my trouble isn''t something you can avoid, so you just better give up trying to already."


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    Not waiting for Xiao Ning to reply, he then murmured, "You even have a key to his place."


    He thought of the time back in university, when Lu Yan was so popular a group of students couldn''t stand him, and the two of them got jumped by a group of five or six guys quite older them both. They even had to go to the hospital after the incident. There, while Lu Yan was lying on the bed, he had burst out into laughter, saying: "Why are you a bigger nag than my mother? Take care of yourself first, your entire face is all scratched up and swollen."


    Lu Yan tilted his head back, rubbing his temples in a minor act of frustration as he explained, "I''m not sure. I just feel like I really like him. He''s kind of a contradiction, you know? It''s really easy for him to act all shy, but he doesn''t hide his true feelings one bit either. I just find him incredibly interesting."


    "Ah, Lu Yan has lived as a young master since he was a child, and I spent my life being an errand boy for the likes of him. It''s just that I''m just used to it, that''s all." After saying this, Xiao Ning took a sip of his coffee, unable to taste any of the flavour. "Besides, I think I''ll be free from doing so in the future."


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    ...


    Xiao Ning never expected Lu Yan to use this word, then he heard the man continue, "In the beginning, I thought it was because you believed homosexuality was disgusting or something."


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    "Like you said before, he is my friend." Xiao Ning however didn''t mention that Lu Yan''s love affairs with men were no different than him playing with anything he found interesting, let alone mentioning that regardless of him being serious or not, just being seen by those two old folks of the Lu Yan household was already failing the test.


    It''s... already been this long, huh?


    "So you''re just afraid of trouble?" Lu Yan didn''t know why but, just then, he let out a smile, "But my trouble isn''t something you can avoid, so you just better give up trying to already."


    Happy?


    "Because when he''s enamoured he forgets all about his friends." Xiao Ning smiled playfully, feeling his face stiffen somewhat yet he continued, "Truthfully, though, Lu Yan prefers his private time with his partner, and I''m quite aware of this fact."


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    After saying that, he paused for a while, looking away before he added, "Also... don''t tell him about how many partners I had before."


    Meanwhile, Lu Yan answered his phone, "Hey, wait at the gate for a bit, we''re coming right now." After hanging up he turned to anxiously to urge Xiao Ning, "I don''t care if you''re on your period or whatever this is, but I''m warning you, Xiao Ning, don''t give Xia Li any attitude later."


    Meanwhile, Lu Yan answered his phone, "Hey, wait at the gate for a bit, we''re coming right now." After hanging up he turned to anxiously to urge Xiao Ning, "I don''t care if you''re on your period or whatever this is, but I''m warning you, Xiao Ning, don''t give Xia Li any attitude later."


    "Well, it''s not that he refused to say, it''s that he''s just too lazy to say anything." Xiao Ning let out a laugh despite himself, taking another sip of his coffee even though his throat still somehow felt dry. Enduring it, he continued by saying, "You two are the ones in love, so what are you doing talking about me?"


    After saying that, he paused for a while, looking away before he added, "Also... don''t tell him about how many partners I had before."


    "Because when he''s enamoured he forgets all about his friends." Xiao Ning smiled playfully, feeling his face stiffen somewhat yet he continued, "Truthfully, though, Lu Yan prefers his private time with his partner, and I''m quite aware of this fact."


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    Not waiting for Xiao Ning to reply, he then murmured, "You even have a key to his place."


    Seeing the childlike happiness radiating from the side view he had of of Lu Yan''s face, made Xiao Ning feel as though there was a hole in his stomach, a hole where something was missing. But, thankfully, the morning breeze had kept blowing through the open window beside him, and for a while, it seemed to have cooled everything down.


    After saying that, he paused for a while, looking away before he added, "Also... don''t tell him about how many partners I had before."


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    iana: him smiling while thinking about Shan Haiming is adorable.


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    At the end of the day, the one who chose this was him.


    ¡ªYour life is the result of your own choices.


    But, as usual, Lu Yan didn''t notice it at all. He had only ever paid attention to his own emotions and not others, with him further adding, "I don''t know how to explain it, you know? It''s just... I feel kind of responsible."


    Surprised, Xia Li asked, "Why?"


    It was him who chose to not do anything. It was him who chose to keep his mouth shut. All so he could instead simply stand on the sidelines, and from there, watch everything unfold.


    "You really are a good person." Xia Li sighed, adding, "If it were me, I wouldn''t have the extra time to go get breakfast for someone else so early."


    "So you''re just afraid of trouble?" Lu Yan didn''t know why but, just then, he let out a smile, "But my trouble isn''t something you can avoid, so you just better give up trying to already."


    "No, I didn''t." Xiao Ning stated bluntly, then asked, "So what?"


    Yes, this is how it was.


    What about this should I be happy about?


    Yes, this is how it was.


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    ?¡ó?


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    What could he do now? Say he has a girlfriend, perhaps? But where could he find a close female friend? All he had was a ready-made boyfriend. For the sake of not making Lu Yan''s lover feel complicated towards him, he ended up causing trouble to Lu Yan. So now Xiao Ning had no choice but to restrain his careful nature, doing what he must to clear up this present situation.


    However, upon seeing the younger man''s shocked expression, the pain Xiao Ning felt quickly morphed, and his mood had become a lot better. Constraint and concealment were already inseparable parts of his disposition, but he never once knew how pleasant it had felt to make someone else all choked up. Next time, he has to made it a note he should learn well from Shan Haiming.


    No, definitely not.


    Seeing the childlike happiness radiating from the side view he had of of Lu Yan''s face, made Xiao Ning feel as though there was a hole in his stomach, a hole where something was missing. But, thankfully, the morning breeze had kept blowing through the open window beside him, and for a while, it seemed to have cooled everything down.


    ...


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t put his finger on exactly why his thoughts were so messed up now of all times, and all he wanted to do was go find somewhere nice and quiet to gain some solace. But, sadly, he still had to go accompany Lu Yan''s boyfriend.


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    It was far too early for them to begin shopping, so Lu Yan dropped them off on a commercial street before heading to his company to make the final preparations for the business meeting he had that afternoon. After he left, Xiao Ning dazedly took Xia Li to a Starbucks and ordered them two cups of coffee.


    Lu Yan only pretends to be good at home, so him coming out? Well, Grandpa Lu can kill Lu Yan before he has a heart attack as a result.


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    At his question, Xiao Ning held onto the cup in his hand firmly, his gaze then moving to focus on Xiao Li''s. Xia Li''s eyes glanced away in avoidance at first, but immediately came back to meet his own very seriously, his persistence clear.


    He then thought of the time when he sprained his foot trying to kick a ball and Lu Yan took him to the infirmary and said: "You''re really interesting, I''ll cover for you from now on."


    N/A


    When Xiao Ning paid the bill, Xia Li was a bit embarrassed, as he wanted to be the one to pay.


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    "Just help yourself. You came to A-City to enjoy yourself, right? So I''ll do my best to be a good host." Xiao Ning had composed himself by then, smiling as he asked him to go find them a place to sit, then made his way upstairs with the two lattes when they were ready.


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    Lu Yan only pretends to be good at home, so him coming out? Well, Grandpa Lu can kill Lu Yan before he has a heart attack as a result.


    Happy?


    He truly held no hateful feelings towards Xia Li.


    As he said all this, his gaze turned downwards while a smile found its way onto his face. This smile of his was so gentle, and filled with so much emotion, that seeing such a look on Lu Yan''s face was simply a rare sight behold. It was such a marvel to the point where it pricked at Xiao Ning''s eyes. Lu Yan then continued, "Did you know, that he wasn''t even into guys before being with me either?"


    Until Now


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    Yes, this is how it was.


    Xiao Ning never expected Lu Yan to use this word, then he heard the man continue, "In the beginning, I thought it was because you believed homosexuality was disgusting or something."


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open. He never really expected Xiao Ning to simply admit it, nor decline to do anything to throw off his suspicion.


    Hide?


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    Plus, upon examining Xia Li with a straight face, Xiao Ning had to admit he did have some lovable characteristics, but he was still confused about what it was exactly that was so special about him to catch Lu Yan''s eye. However, his thoughts of this kind, had made him feel rather disgusted with himself. But that feeling prompting them couldn''t be easily wiped away.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t put his finger on exactly why his thoughts were so messed up now of all times, and all he wanted to do was go find somewhere nice and quiet to gain some solace. But, sadly, he still had to go accompany Lu Yan''s boyfriend.


    Xiao Ning wanted to reach his arms out to clutch his chest, his thoughts drifting to that time when he was alone at the playground in a daze, until the kid version of Lu Yan ran over to him and asked: "We''re short one person, wanna come play?"


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    It was far too early for them to begin shopping, so Lu Yan dropped them off on a commercial street before heading to his company to make the final preparations for the business meeting he had that afternoon. After he left, Xiao Ning dazedly took Xia Li to a Starbucks and ordered them two cups of coffee.


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    Deep down he wanted to ask bitterly, like those female characters in romance novels: "What the hell is it that Lu Yan likes about you!"


    Hearing his words, Xiao Ning''s body stiffened, but only slightly, as he recalled Lu Yan''s earlier warning. Even he, himself, had no clue how much effort it took for him to restrain his breathing, but having done so, and after appearing to shrug his shoulders effortlessly, he replied, saying, "It''s just because he has a really bad memory, and there are times when he forgets his keys. Anyhow, I''m a really good person, you know? I won''t do something like emptying his house when he''s not there one day, so I''ve just be using the spare key he puts under the mat."


    At his question, Xiao Ning held onto the cup in his hand firmly, his gaze then moving to focus on Xiao Li''s. Xia Li''s eyes glanced away in avoidance at first, but immediately came back to meet his own very seriously, his persistence clear.


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    Xia Li, despite him being a bit shy when it came to getting along with strangers, had an overall disposition that was cheerful. So, in that shop, clutching the large cup of coffee in his hands, he was the one who initiated a conversation with Xiao Ning. His three month internship at the advertising company, along with him just finishing college, were all things he managed to bring up in his chat. These topics made Xiao Ning recall his on days as a student, and even managed to coax him into saying a few words in return as well.


    "Ah, Lu Yan has lived as a young master since he was a child, and I spent my life being an errand boy for the likes of him. It''s just that I''m just used to it, that''s all." After saying this, Xiao Ning took a sip of his coffee, unable to taste any of the flavour. "Besides, I think I''ll be free from doing so in the future."


    "So uh... you and Lu Yan were classmates in university, right?" Xia Li asked with great interest, and causing Xiao Ning to promptly swallow the hot bitter liquid in his mouth with a nod. "I''ve been classmates with Lu Yan since primary school, actually."


    At his question, Xiao Ning held onto the cup in his hand firmly, his gaze then moving to focus on Xiao Li''s. Xia Li''s eyes glanced away in avoidance at first, but immediately came back to meet his own very seriously, his persistence clear.


    It was just so strange to him, as Xiao Ning seemed to have found a secret comrade-in arms. So, as a result of these thoughts running through his mind, he suddenly broke out into a smile, the sight of which made Xia Li simply stunned.


    N/A


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    All of a sudden at that moment, Xiao Ning felt he was getting old. Or to be more precise, that he was becoming tired. Always doing things on his own that no on knows of that just seems to be a never-ending cycle of struggle with not one trace of hope to be found. All of it making him practically drained to his core.


    Xiao Ning left those straying thoughts aside, even though he didn''t know what to do on the old Lu''s side of things, Lu Yan had said he was quite serious about Xia Li.


    "Um..." Xiao Ning thought about it seriously, honestly replyng, "I think... I may like men."


    After saying this, he then feigned a sigh then continued, "An ill-fated relationship, it is."


    It''s... already been this long, huh?


    "What does this, and how long it''s been since we''ve met, have to do with each other" Lu Yan''s bad temper came out as he retorted, "Besides, he and I knew each other for a while now through the online game."


    "Like you said before, he is my friend." Xiao Ning however didn''t mention that Lu Yan''s love affairs with men were no different than him playing with anything he found interesting, let alone mentioning that regardless of him being serious or not, just being seen by those two old folks of the Lu Yan household was already failing the test.


    Xia Li sputtered out a laugh, saying, "I''m so jealous! I always wanted to have a classmate always with me like that. You two must get along pretty well, right?"


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    Hide?


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open. He never really expected Xiao Ning to simply admit it, nor decline to do anything to throw off his suspicion.


    Not waiting for Xiao Ning to reply, he then murmured, "You even have a key to his place."


    Deep down he didn''t think there was merit in showing off how close his relationship to Lu Yan actually was since he was never a show off to begin with. So the only thing he felt was pain from the distress and frustration from the embarrassment, as it made it seem as though he had taken something he had no right to take, and he should make the decision to return it. "After we graduated university, he told me he got a boyfriend for the first time. Xia Li, the truth is that I''m just staying with Lu Yan temporarily. It''s only because he saw that I wasn''t making as much money as him, so he gave me a room in which to stay rent free out of the goodness of his heart. That''s all there is to it. This right now, is a special situation, because usually when Lu Yan starts dating, I don''t have any contact with him unless it''s regarding something important."


    "No, uh... it''s just... I just think the relationship between the to of you is really good. But one day I went into another bedroom, and the clothes inside it didn''t look like Lu Yan''s." Xia Li lips were drawn into a smile, the meaning behind it held was profound, but he didn''t actually want for Xiao Ning to answer that question at all, so in addition he asked, "How long has it been since Lu Yan realised he was...""


    After he said that, he seemed to realise what he had said, proceeding to stick out his tongue before wearing a smile all innocent and embarrassed-like as he corrected, "I didn''t really mean anything else by that, though."


    After he said that, he seemed to realise what he had said, proceeding to stick out his tongue before wearing a smile all innocent and embarrassed-like as he corrected, "I didn''t really mean anything else by that, though."


    "What does this, and how long it''s been since we''ve met, have to do with each other" Lu Yan''s bad temper came out as he retorted, "Besides, he and I knew each other for a while now through the online game."


    Hearing his words, Xiao Ning''s body stiffened, but only slightly, as he recalled Lu Yan''s earlier warning. Even he, himself, had no clue how much effort it took for him to restrain his breathing, but having done so, and after appearing to shrug his shoulders effortlessly, he replied, saying, "It''s just because he has a really bad memory, and there are times when he forgets his keys. Anyhow, I''m a really good person, you know? I won''t do something like emptying his house when he''s not there one day, so I''ve just be using the spare key he puts under the mat."


    Surprised, Xia Li asked, "Why?"


    Xiao Ning gulped, correcting him: "N-no, of course not, I just didn''t want to be a third wheel."


    However, upon seeing the younger man''s shocked expression, the pain Xiao Ning felt quickly morphed, and his mood had become a lot better. Constraint and concealment were already inseparable parts of his disposition, but he never once knew how pleasant it had felt to make someone else all choked up. Next time, he has to made it a note he should learn well from Shan Haiming.


    "You really are a good person." Xia Li sighed, adding, "If it were me, I wouldn''t have the extra time to go get breakfast for someone else so early."


    "So uh... you and Lu Yan were classmates in university, right?" Xia Li asked with great interest, and causing Xiao Ning to promptly swallow the hot bitter liquid in his mouth with a nod. "I''ve been classmates with Lu Yan since primary school, actually."


    "Ah, Lu Yan has lived as a young master since he was a child, and I spent my life being an errand boy for the likes of him. It''s just that I''m just used to it, that''s all." After saying this, Xiao Ning took a sip of his coffee, unable to taste any of the flavour. "Besides, I think I''ll be free from doing so in the future."


    Xiao Ning left those straying thoughts aside, even though he didn''t know what to do on the old Lu''s side of things, Lu Yan had said he was quite serious about Xia Li.


    "There''s no way I''d wait on him hand and foot." Xia Li chuckled a bit, "But for some reason Lu Yan won''t talk about you. I asked him once, but he refused to say anything."


    It was far too early for them to begin shopping, so Lu Yan dropped them off on a commercial street before heading to his company to make the final preparations for the business meeting he had that afternoon. After he left, Xiao Ning dazedly took Xia Li to a Starbucks and ordered them two cups of coffee.


    Lu Yan stared at him as if he didn''t know the person he was looking at, unable to hold back his laughter, "If I keep talking to you I''d never be able to understand the word serious again. Xiao Ning, what''s going on right now? Yes, I know that I fell in and out of love really fast in the past. But, even if you thought I wasn''t such a respectable person before, right now, I think I am quite serious. So shouldn''t you of all people be happy for me?"


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    "Well, it''s not that he refused to say, it''s that he''s just too lazy to say anything." Xiao Ning let out a laugh despite himself, taking another sip of his coffee even though his throat still somehow felt dry. Enduring it, he continued by saying, "You two are the ones in love, so what are you doing talking about me?"


    After he said that, he seemed to realise what he had said, proceeding to stick out his tongue before wearing a smile all innocent and embarrassed-like as he corrected, "I didn''t really mean anything else by that, though."


    Xia Li, despite him being a bit shy when it came to getting along with strangers, had an overall disposition that was cheerful. So, in that shop, clutching the large cup of coffee in his hands, he was the one who initiated a conversation with Xiao Ning. His three month internship at the advertising company, along with him just finishing college, were all things he managed to bring up in his chat. These topics made Xiao Ning recall his on days as a student, and even managed to coax him into saying a few words in return as well.


    Yes, this is how it was.


    "No, uh... it''s just... I just think the relationship between the to of you is really good. But one day I went into another bedroom, and the clothes inside it didn''t look like Lu Yan''s." Xia Li lips were drawn into a smile, the meaning behind it held was profound, but he didn''t actually want for Xiao Ning to answer that question at all, so in addition he asked, "How long has it been since Lu Yan realised he was...""


    "Different?" After asking this, Xiao Ning wore faint smile, one to mask the nervousness and caution beneath it. "What do you mean?"


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    After saying that, he paused for a while, looking away before he added, "Also... don''t tell him about how many partners I had before."


    Xia Li sputtered out a laugh, saying, "I''m so jealous! I always wanted to have a classmate always with me like that. You two must get along pretty well, right?"


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    But then he also suddenly remembered Shan Haiming. That guy''s personality was so straightforward, yet he still had to find someone to pretend to be his non-existent boyfriend. Nevertheless, with regard to some things he also had some scruples.


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    Lu Yan only pretends to be good at home, so him coming out? Well, Grandpa Lu can kill Lu Yan before he has a heart attack as a result.


    Xiao Ning stopped talking right then, feeling he shouldn''t open his mouth any further without first steadying his tone. "Then what you''re saying is that you are serious about Xia Li? How long has it even been since the two of you met?"


    The words he spoke was exceedingly doubtful, and Xiao Ning''s lips finally found themselves parting, revealing on his face a full smile. "I seriously never expected you to still be this pure and simple. Is this kind of like a virgin complex or whatever?"


    He truly held no hateful feelings towards Xia Li.


    Deep down he didn''t think there was merit in showing off how close his relationship to Lu Yan actually was since he was never a show off to begin with. So the only thing he felt was pain from the distress and frustration from the embarrassment, as it made it seem as though he had taken something he had no right to take, and he should make the decision to return it. "After we graduated university, he told me he got a boyfriend for the first time. Xia Li, the truth is that I''m just staying with Lu Yan temporarily. It''s only because he saw that I wasn''t making as much money as him, so he gave me a room in which to stay rent free out of the goodness of his heart. That''s all there is to it. This right now, is a special situation, because usually when Lu Yan starts dating, I don''t have any contact with him unless it''s regarding something important."


    Lu Yan didn''t reply to him, however, only holding onto the staring heel as he stared at the ceiling for a while.


    When Xiao Ning paid the bill, Xia Li was a bit embarrassed, as he wanted to be the one to pay.


    Was I also like this once?


    Surprised, Xia Li asked, "Why?"


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    "Because when he''s enamoured he forgets all about his friends." Xiao Ning smiled playfully, feeling his face stiffen somewhat yet he continued, "Truthfully, though, Lu Yan prefers his private time with his partner, and I''m quite aware of this fact."


    However, upon seeing the younger man''s shocked expression, the pain Xiao Ning felt quickly morphed, and his mood had become a lot better. Constraint and concealment were already inseparable parts of his disposition, but he never once knew how pleasant it had felt to make someone else all choked up. Next time, he has to made it a note he should learn well from Shan Haiming.


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    ...


    "Like you said before, he is my friend." Xiao Ning however didn''t mention that Lu Yan''s love affairs with men were no different than him playing with anything he found interesting, let alone mentioning that regardless of him being serious or not, just being seen by those two old folks of the Lu Yan household was already failing the test.


    It was him who chose to not do anything. It was him who chose to keep his mouth shut. All so he could instead simply stand on the sidelines, and from there, watch everything unfold.


    However, upon seeing the younger man''s shocked expression, the pain Xiao Ning felt quickly morphed, and his mood had become a lot better. Constraint and concealment were already inseparable parts of his disposition, but he never once knew how pleasant it had felt to make someone else all choked up. Next time, he has to made it a note he should learn well from Shan Haiming.


    Xia Li sputtered out a laugh, saying, "I''m so jealous! I always wanted to have a classmate always with me like that. You two must get along pretty well, right?"


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    What could he do now? Say he has a girlfriend, perhaps? But where could he find a close female friend? All he had was a ready-made boyfriend. For the sake of not making Lu Yan''s lover feel complicated towards him, he ended up causing trouble to Lu Yan. So now Xiao Ning had no choice but to restrain his careful nature, doing what he must to clear up this present situation.


    "So uh... you and Lu Yan were classmates in university, right?" Xia Li asked with great interest, and causing Xiao Ning to promptly swallow the hot bitter liquid in his mouth with a nod. "I''ve been classmates with Lu Yan since primary school, actually."


    Hide?


    Lu Yan only pretends to be good at home, so him coming out? Well, Grandpa Lu can kill Lu Yan before he has a heart attack as a result.


    Plus, upon examining Xia Li with a straight face, Xiao Ning had to admit he did have some lovable characteristics, but he was still confused about what it was exactly that was so special about him to catch Lu Yan''s eye. However, his thoughts of this kind, had made him feel rather disgusted with himself. But that feeling prompting them couldn''t be easily wiped away.


    Xiao Ning left those straying thoughts aside, even though he didn''t know what to do on the old Lu''s side of things, Lu Yan had said he was quite serious about Xia Li.


    Hide?


    Plus, upon examining Xia Li with a straight face, Xiao Ning had to admit he did have some lovable characteristics, but he was still confused about what it was exactly that was so special about him to catch Lu Yan''s eye. However, his thoughts of this kind, had made him feel rather disgusted with himself. But that feeling prompting them couldn''t be easily wiped away.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t put his finger on exactly why his thoughts were so messed up now of all times, and all he wanted to do was go find somewhere nice and quiet to gain some solace. But, sadly, he still had to go accompany Lu Yan''s boyfriend.


    Xiao Ning wanted to reach his arms out to clutch his chest, his thoughts drifting to that time when he was alone at the playground in a daze, until the kid version of Lu Yan ran over to him and asked: "We''re short one person, wanna come play?"


    As he said all this, his gaze turned downwards while a smile found its way onto his face. This smile of his was so gentle, and filled with so much emotion, that seeing such a look on Lu Yan''s face was simply a rare sight behold. It was such a marvel to the point where it pricked at Xiao Ning''s eyes. Lu Yan then continued, "Did you know, that he wasn''t even into guys before being with me either?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t put his finger on exactly why his thoughts were so messed up now of all times, and all he wanted to do was go find somewhere nice and quiet to gain some solace. But, sadly, he still had to go accompany Lu Yan''s boyfriend.


    But then he also suddenly remembered Shan Haiming. That guy''s personality was so straightforward, yet he still had to find someone to pretend to be his non-existent boyfriend. Nevertheless, with regard to some things he also had some scruples.


    "But doesn''t it make you feel uncomfortable?" Xia Li seemed to be struggling with this issue, always circling back to it in his queries. "Oh, what I mean is, do you like girls, perhaps?"


    "No, uh... it''s just... I just think the relationship between the to of you is really good. But one day I went into another bedroom, and the clothes inside it didn''t look like Lu Yan''s." Xia Li lips were drawn into a smile, the meaning behind it held was profound, but he didn''t actually want for Xiao Ning to answer that question at all, so in addition he asked, "How long has it been since Lu Yan realised he was...""


    But then he also suddenly remembered Shan Haiming. That guy''s personality was so straightforward, yet he still had to find someone to pretend to be his non-existent boyfriend. Nevertheless, with regard to some things he also had some scruples.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t put his finger on exactly why his thoughts were so messed up now of all times, and all he wanted to do was go find somewhere nice and quiet to gain some solace. But, sadly, he still had to go accompany Lu Yan''s boyfriend.


    Deep down he didn''t think there was merit in showing off how close his relationship to Lu Yan actually was since he was never a show off to begin with. So the only thing he felt was pain from the distress and frustration from the embarrassment, as it made it seem as though he had taken something he had no right to take, and he should make the decision to return it. "After we graduated university, he told me he got a boyfriend for the first time. Xia Li, the truth is that I''m just staying with Lu Yan temporarily. It''s only because he saw that I wasn''t making as much money as him, so he gave me a room in which to stay rent free out of the goodness of his heart. That''s all there is to it. This right now, is a special situation, because usually when Lu Yan starts dating, I don''t have any contact with him unless it''s regarding something important."


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    "You really are a good person." Xia Li sighed, adding, "If it were me, I wouldn''t have the extra time to go get breakfast for someone else so early."


    Until Now


    At his question, Xiao Ning held onto the cup in his hand firmly, his gaze then moving to focus on Xiao Li''s. Xia Li''s eyes glanced away in avoidance at first, but immediately came back to meet his own very seriously, his persistence clear.


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    "Because when he''s enamoured he forgets all about his friends." Xiao Ning smiled playfully, feeling his face stiffen somewhat yet he continued, "Truthfully, though, Lu Yan prefers his private time with his partner, and I''m quite aware of this fact."


    "Because when he''s enamoured he forgets all about his friends." Xiao Ning smiled playfully, feeling his face stiffen somewhat yet he continued, "Truthfully, though, Lu Yan prefers his private time with his partner, and I''m quite aware of this fact."


    ...


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t put his finger on exactly why his thoughts were so messed up now of all times, and all he wanted to do was go find somewhere nice and quiet to gain some solace. But, sadly, he still had to go accompany Lu Yan''s boyfriend.


    When all is said and done, Xia Li was young, so there was so much pureness in his eyes. Furthermore, when the light leaked into them, they seemed to be ignited, making them appear very beautiful as they shined. Maybe this is what Lu Yan is so fond of with this boy.


    "Huh?" Lu Yan regained his senses, a knit forming between his brows. It was as if there was something he couldn''t figure out. "Xiao''Ning, I''m going to be honest with you. I think that Xia Li is different."


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning felt something was wrong, having no choice but to lean slightly towards him, "Lu Yan?"


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    Was I also like this once?


    Xiao Ning gulped, correcting him: "N-no, of course not, I just didn''t want to be a third wheel."


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    "Ah, Lu Yan has lived as a young master since he was a child, and I spent my life being an errand boy for the likes of him. It''s just that I''m just used to it, that''s all." After saying this, Xiao Ning took a sip of his coffee, unable to taste any of the flavour. "Besides, I think I''ll be free from doing so in the future."


    "Let''s not talk about me." Xiao Ning quickly changed the topic, "Actually, this is the first time I''ve ever participated in one of your romantic affairs, Lu Yan."


    "No, I didn''t." Xiao Ning stated bluntly, then asked, "So what?"


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open. He never really expected Xiao Ning to simply admit it, nor decline to do anything to throw off his suspicion.


    Hide?


    No, definitely not.


    This is moment right here, was precisely one of the reasons why Xiao Ning never wanted to be in contact with any of Lu Yan''s partners. The girlfriends were fine, but if it was a boyfriend, he ended up being equated to Lu Yan''s unclear confidantT/n: more than a friend, but less than a lover.


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    Lu Yan tilted his head back, rubbing his temples in a minor act of frustration as he explained, "I''m not sure. I just feel like I really like him. He''s kind of a contradiction, you know? It''s really easy for him to act all shy, but he doesn''t hide his true feelings one bit either. I just find him incredibly interesting."


    "Like you said before, he is my friend." Xiao Ning however didn''t mention that Lu Yan''s love affairs with men were no different than him playing with anything he found interesting, let alone mentioning that regardless of him being serious or not, just being seen by those two old folks of the Lu Yan household was already failing the test.


    He thought of the time back in university, when Lu Yan was so popular a group of students couldn''t stand him, and the two of them got jumped by a group of five or six guys quite older them both. They even had to go to the hospital after the incident. There, while Lu Yan was lying on the bed, he had burst out into laughter, saying: "Why are you a bigger nag than my mother? Take care of yourself first, your entire face is all scratched up and swollen."


    All of a sudden at that moment, Xiao Ning felt he was getting old. Or to be more precise, that he was becoming tired. Always doing things on his own that no on knows of that just seems to be a never-ending cycle of struggle with not one trace of hope to be found. All of it making him practically drained to his core.


    ?¡ó?


    What right do I have to hate him anyhow?


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    But then he also suddenly remembered Shan Haiming. That guy''s personality was so straightforward, yet he still had to find someone to pretend to be his non-existent boyfriend. Nevertheless, with regard to some things he also had some scruples.


    He thought of the time back in university, when Lu Yan was so popular a group of students couldn''t stand him, and the two of them got jumped by a group of five or six guys quite older them both. They even had to go to the hospital after the incident. There, while Lu Yan was lying on the bed, he had burst out into laughter, saying: "Why are you a bigger nag than my mother? Take care of yourself first, your entire face is all scratched up and swollen."


    "Ah, Lu Yan has lived as a young master since he was a child, and I spent my life being an errand boy for the likes of him. It''s just that I''m just used to it, that''s all." After saying this, Xiao Ning took a sip of his coffee, unable to taste any of the flavour. "Besides, I think I''ll be free from doing so in the future."


    After saying this, he then feigned a sigh then continued, "An ill-fated relationship, it is."


    What about this should I be happy about?


    "Hmph." Lu Yan took back his hand. "That''s because you always run off to go hide somewhere far away."


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    After saying this, he then feigned a sigh then continued, "An ill-fated relationship, it is."


    It was him who chose to not do anything. It was him who chose to keep his mouth shut. All so he could instead simply stand on the sidelines, and from there, watch everything unfold.


    After he said that, he seemed to realise what he had said, proceeding to stick out his tongue before wearing a smile all innocent and embarrassed-like as he corrected, "I didn''t really mean anything else by that, though."


    Xiao Ning gulped, correcting him: "N-no, of course not, I just didn''t want to be a third wheel."


    Yes, this is how it was.


    It was just so strange to him, as Xiao Ning seemed to have found a secret comrade-in arms. So, as a result of these thoughts running through his mind, he suddenly broke out into a smile, the sight of which made Xia Li simply stunned.


    Xia Li sputtered out a laugh, saying, "I''m so jealous! I always wanted to have a classmate always with me like that. You two must get along pretty well, right?"


    He truly held no hateful feelings towards Xia Li.


    Meanwhile, Lu Yan answered his phone, "Hey, wait at the gate for a bit, we''re coming right now." After hanging up he turned to anxiously to urge Xiao Ning, "I don''t care if you''re on your period or whatever this is, but I''m warning you, Xiao Ning, don''t give Xia Li any attitude later."


    Seeing the childlike happiness radiating from the side view he had of of Lu Yan''s face, made Xiao Ning feel as though there was a hole in his stomach, a hole where something was missing. But, thankfully, the morning breeze had kept blowing through the open window beside him, and for a while, it seemed to have cooled everything down.


    Those two old people had a son in their later years, so he was a bit spoiled to say the least. However, Lu Anguo''s father¡ªas in, Lu Yan''s grandfather¡ªwas a old revolutionary from the war to resist US aggression and aid KoreaKorean War, 1950. Hence, Lu Yan had received the traditional ideological style of education. And because of this, despite loving their son, he was still punished when it came to his studies, meaning, Lu Yan was often beaten. Lu Yan experienced a bit or freedom when it came to his private life, but he didn''t really grow up crocked due to his grandfather, more or less, keeping him under control. Let alone Lu Yan, even Xiao Ning was a little afraid of Lu Anguo. The man was a good person, but he was just far too serious.


    "Um..." Xiao Ning thought about it seriously, honestly replyng, "I think... I may like men."


    Xiao Ning straightened the corners of his lips, slowly turning to face Lu Yan, "I''m just trying to ask you if you''re really serious, Lu Yan? Are you really sure?"


    N/A


    After he said that, he seemed to realise what he had said, proceeding to stick out his tongue before wearing a smile all innocent and embarrassed-like as he corrected, "I didn''t really mean anything else by that, though."


    Those words of Xiao Ning''s were however regretted before they finished passing his lips. His well kept secret was just completely exposed. Now fraught with emotion, he felt a tremor erupting throughout his body.


    When all is said and done, Xia Li was young, so there was so much pureness in his eyes. Furthermore, when the light leaked into them, they seemed to be ignited, making them appear very beautiful as they shined. Maybe this is what Lu Yan is so fond of with this boy.


    Surprised, Xia Li asked, "Why?"


    What about this should I be happy about?


    What could he do now? Say he has a girlfriend, perhaps? But where could he find a close female friend? All he had was a ready-made boyfriend. For the sake of not making Lu Yan''s lover feel complicated towards him, he ended up causing trouble to Lu Yan. So now Xiao Ning had no choice but to restrain his careful nature, doing what he must to clear up this present situation.


    He thought of that time someone had said mean things behind his back in class, and how Lu Yan had dumped a bottle of water on them in retaliation before proudly tell him: "School tuition isn''t a big deal, okay? You can just study your butt off and earn a scholarship, and you can also just eat together with me. It''ll be my treat, it''s no problem at all. Besides, my folks really like you, plus, I already told them about it and they said they want to help you. Come have dinner at my house tonight, okay?"


    In this world, there really isn''t anyone who has it easy.


    "Different?" After asking this, Xiao Ning wore faint smile, one to mask the nervousness and caution beneath it. "What do you mean?"


    iana: him smiling while thinking about Shan Haiming is adorable.


    "Alright. I''m was indebted to you in my last life it seems." Xiao Ning then teased, "But don''t you realise, with how fast you change partners, I''m afraid I might call someone the wrong name by accident and cause you a troublesome scene? By the way, how long will this one last anyhow. I at least want to prepare my heart."


    It was far too early for them to begin shopping, so Lu Yan dropped them off on a commercial street before heading to his company to make the final preparations for the business meeting he had that afternoon. After he left, Xiao Ning dazedly took Xia Li to a Starbucks and ordered them two cups of coffee.


    The words he spoke was exceedingly doubtful, and Xiao Ning''s lips finally found themselves parting, revealing on his face a full smile. "I seriously never expected you to still be this pure and simple. Is this kind of like a virgin complex or whatever?"


    But life really is something else, it seems. As who would''ve thought this person, of all people, would be the first to know about his sexuality.


    "Um..." Xiao Ning thought about it seriously, honestly replyng, "I think... I may like men."


    "Xiao Ning?" Lu Yan finally noticed something was off. "Are you on your period or something? Why are you talking like that? I''m seriously discussing a problem I''m dealing with, with you."


    "Different?" After asking this, Xiao Ning wore faint smile, one to mask the nervousness and caution beneath it. "What do you mean?"


    "He really is too much." Xia Li now wore a smile. His gaze aimed at Xiao Ning showing traces of suspicion, seeming as though he was assessing whether Xiao Ning was telling the truth or lies. He also appeared to be wondering if Xiao Ning and Lu Yan were having an affair, and even went on to ponder if Xiao Ning could just bear it if in fact Lu Yan was treating him like this. "Then you are very open-minded. You''re even okay knowing your friend is gay."


    However, upon seeing the younger man''s shocked expression, the pain Xiao Ning felt quickly morphed, and his mood had become a lot better. Constraint and concealment were already inseparable parts of his disposition, but he never once knew how pleasant it had felt to make someone else all choked up. Next time, he has to made it a note he should learn well from Shan Haiming.


    It''s... already been this long, huh?


    Plus, upon examining Xia Li with a straight face, Xiao Ning had to admit he did have some lovable characteristics, but he was still confused about what it was exactly that was so special about him to catch Lu Yan''s eye. However, his thoughts of this kind, had made him feel rather disgusted with himself. But that feeling prompting them couldn''t be easily wiped away.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open. He never really expected Xiao Ning to simply admit it, nor decline to do anything to throw off his suspicion.


    He truly held no hateful feelings towards Xia Li.


    "Hmph." Lu Yan took back his hand. "That''s because you always run off to go hide somewhere far away."


    "Different?" After asking this, Xiao Ning wore faint smile, one to mask the nervousness and caution beneath it. "What do you mean?"


    When Xiao Ning paid the bill, Xia Li was a bit embarrassed, as he wanted to be the one to pay.


    Xiao Ning straightened the corners of his lips, slowly turning to face Lu Yan, "I''m just trying to ask you if you''re really serious, Lu Yan? Are you really sure?"


    However, upon seeing the younger man''s shocked expression, the pain Xiao Ning felt quickly morphed, and his mood had become a lot better. Constraint and concealment were already inseparable parts of his disposition, but he never once knew how pleasant it had felt to make someone else all choked up. Next time, he has to made it a note he should learn well from Shan Haiming.


    Meanwhile, Lu Yan answered his phone, "Hey, wait at the gate for a bit, we''re coming right now." After hanging up he turned to anxiously to urge Xiao Ning, "I don''t care if you''re on your period or whatever this is, but I''m warning you, Xiao Ning, don''t give Xia Li any attitude later."


    "I still haven''t told Lu Yan about this." Xiao Ning said, raising his brows ever so slightly; with him then calmly adding, "I''m already seeing someone."


    After he said those words, Xiao Ning himself was surprised at just how cold his tone was as he did. It was unlike him, simply unlike his usual self.

 CH 11

    Xiao Ning asked curiously, "What, you think I''m actually lying to you or something? Is there any need for me to lie to you?"


    "What is he like..." Xiao Ning thought about Shan Haiming for a while, nothing really came to his mind quickly regarding this question. He couldn''t exactly mention them helping each other out once. But despite him not having known Shan Haiming for long, he did however feel that with a favour of this kind, the other man would most likely help. "It''s not easy to put into words, but in the beginning, he didn''t seem like someone easy to get along with. However, after we hung out with one another I felt he wasn''t such a bad guy."


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    Xiao Ning asked curiously, "What, you think I''m actually lying to you or something? Is there any need for me to lie to you?"


    But none of these words could be said to Xia Li, so as to prevent the younger man from getting any strange ideas.


    "That''s very kind of you." Xia Li sighed before continuing, "I''m fine with spicy food, but I''m not very fond of sweets. Lu Yan seems to not like sweets much either. Like, fruits are fine, but sweetened products are just too much."


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    Of course it was too abrupt! Even Xiao Ning felt he was not ready to do so before. But now that he had gone through with saying those words absentmindedly, the tightly stretched string in his heart has been severed. It was painful, but it allowed him to be able to gradually breathe comfortably.


    A flush of red descended on Xia Li''s face as he looked at Xiao Ning slashing the card then helping him pick up the things to carry, with him suddenly asking, "Why do you know the pin for his card?"


    Lu Yan may have truly had a lifelong friend in Xiao Ning, but in the end, Xiao Ning had the guilty conscience of a thief.


    "Huh?! What are you doing? I was going to pay for it myself." Xia Li was shocked, wanting to snatch the it, but Xiao Ning dodged out of the way, telling him, "This isn''t my card, it''s Lu Yan''s. So if you want to say something, say it to him. I''m just an errand boy."


    "Um..." Xia Li shook his head in confusion, "It''s just... way too sudden."


    Xiao Ning thought, If Lu Yan really likes Xia Li, then it wasn''t impossible for him to let this kid stay at his place.


    His gaze soon stopped, shocked, he took up a wallet and examined it. Seeing this, the store clerk then explained, "That style is very popular. It''s both practical and generous, and is also available in two colours. Would you like to see them?"


    "Um... I uh..."


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    "Oh, I need to buy some shoes, want to go check out that place over there?" Xia Li took the lead, walking into a sporting brand store, Xiao Ning following behind him. Showing him to the shoe rack, with sport shoes he rarely wore himself, where his most recent pair was one gifted by Shan Haiming. While shopping, Xia Li was very self reliant, neither listening to the store clerk''s recommendation nor asking Xiao Ning''s opinion. He simply bought a pair of trainers and a pair of vans. Picking contrasting colours was not Xiao Ning''s strong suit.


    Of course it was too abrupt! Even Xiao Ning felt he was not ready to do so before. But now that he had gone through with saying those words absentmindedly, the tightly stretched string in his heart has been severed. It was painful, but it allowed him to be able to gradually breathe comfortably.


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    Within his own mind, there was also the words, written in ink, written in bold: there is no need to continue.


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    Shan Haiming was also silent for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"


    "Oh, so that''s how it is..." Xia Li seemed to be considering the positives and negatives of such a situation, so Xiao Ning thought he should offer him a few words of comfort. If Xiao Ning truly wanted to only be regarded as someone who is a friend of Lu Yan''s, now should be his moment to show this sincerely, but he said nothing. Him doing something like that at this point had felt extremely awkward, and was quite simply too much. He truly had no more energy to do so.


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    The phone call ended neatly.


    To which Shan Haiming lightly hummed, "Tomorrow after work I''ll call you. Don''t forget, alright?"


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    There was no need.


    "I don''t know. You might have to ask the security staff at the building. Sometimes they know a lot about these things." Xiao Ning replied faintly, his own thoughts beginning to wander, speaking of looking for a new place...


    They... actually he, himself, could no longer go on like this.


    Anyhow, he doesn''t need to go back there himself either.


    At this obvious joke, the two laughed in tacit understanding. Xia Li''s eyes had changed now, the suspicion once held within them decreasing, "Hey, that other guy... what''s he like?"


    "I hope you won''t tell him." Xiao Ning sighed, there was no use in pretending. "But if I''m going to see that person I mentioned before, I still have to tell the friends around me, and Lu Yan isn''t homophobic anyhow, so it doesn''t really matter. If you want to tell him, just tell him."


    Xiao Ning then asked, "Where do you want to go now?"


    For a moment, Xiao Ning remained unmoving, unable to help the gentle smile from emerging as he shook his head. This... why does it feel like a real one?


    From the start, that ought to have been something he understood. Despite him only thinking of being a good friend in his heart of hearts, along with knowing they can never have any future with one another, Xiao Ning had ultimately not completely banished the thought, always wanting to stay within reach of that place even if only to bask in the slivers of warmth such delusions can bring.


    This act of his was too brazen. Lately, he had gotten so brazen. Xiao Ning understood that, as a human, there were a lot of things he couldn''t always hold in. But, at current, he couldn''t say any of those things to Shan Haiming.


    But the appearance of Xia Li made him aware things can always change. That even if it wasn''t Xia Li, there would always be someone else who could become the one most held dear to Lu Yan in the end. Such a person could be a man, or they could be a woman, but the one person they would never be was Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    "You to really are two peas in a pod." Xia Li laughed, putting back the wallet, adding, "He just changed his wallet last season so lets go look at some belts."


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    "Oh, so that''s how it is..." Xia Li seemed to be considering the positives and negatives of such a situation, so Xiao Ning thought he should offer him a few words of comfort. If Xiao Ning truly wanted to only be regarded as someone who is a friend of Lu Yan''s, now should be his moment to show this sincerely, but he said nothing. Him doing something like that at this point had felt extremely awkward, and was quite simply too much. He truly had no more energy to do so.


    So now, inside of that shop where the scent of the coffee''s bitter warmth filled the air, without any sign or warning, without an ounce of preparation, Xiao Ning, with his own two hands, had buried the one-sided love he held on to from the age of ten, until his twenty-seventh year.


    So as a result, pursing his lips, Xiao Ning whispered, "Japanese food."


    Seventeen years. It was long enough for a babe to have grown into a fresh-faced youth. It was also long enough for arduously undergo worry and fear, as well as harbour infinite joy and emptiness, while he walked that far and hopeless road alone.


    "Understood." Shan Haiming broke the silence, his tone sluggish as he added, "Is there anything you don''t like to eat?"


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    At that moment, he truly needed a friend.


    Arriving at the Tom Ford speciality store, Xia Li and Xiao Ning were led to the wallet display by a store clerk , "These are our latest arrivals for our spring collection."


    What about it wasn''t easy? All that was needed was for one of them to yield to accommodate the other.


    It was not pleasing, but it was one which had long reached its end.


    Xiao Ning nodded, agreeing, "Usually it''s girls who have a preference for sweets."


    But friends aren''t particularly in such extravagant relationships, so it shouldn''t matter... right?


    With his lips drawn into a line, Xia Li seemed as though he had nothing more to say. But following him taking a few sips of his coffee, he asked, "So... I can''t tell Lu Yan?"


    Xiao Ning currently felt as though he could hear the wind howling within his chest, and so closed his eyes. In truth, there was nothing else he had wanted to say, but... the matter before him was one he had to continue dealing with. "I understand. You want to know more about Lu Yan and know more about me as well. It''s just that I''m not courageous when it comes to handling things, and I think things over quite carefully before I dare even say a word to someone else. So if it wasn''t for me being afraid you''d have some sort of misunderstanding, I would''ve never said anything to begin with."


    Lu Yan may have truly had a lifelong friend in Xiao Ning, but in the end, Xiao Ning had the guilty conscience of a thief.


    With his lips drawn into a line, Xia Li seemed as though he had nothing more to say. But following him taking a few sips of his coffee, he asked, "So... I can''t tell Lu Yan?"


    Truthfully, back then when Lu Yan saw the two wallets, both the one on the left and on the right, he had chosen the one with the crocodile patten and Xiao Ning just figured he''d buy the one Lu Yan hadn''t chosen. In the end, Lu Yan paid their bills together, so this wallet can actually be considered to be a gift chosen by Lu Yan and gifted to Xiao Ning.


    Shan Haiming was also silent for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"


    "It wasn''t that long ago. I had a colleague ask me to a bar some time ago and we met there." This was the truth, Xiao Ning would naturally not beat around the bush, adding, "After we hit it off, it felt nice. But... he is a bot younger than me, though."


    "I hope you won''t tell him." Xiao Ning sighed, there was no use in pretending. "But if I''m going to see that person I mentioned before, I still have to tell the friends around me, and Lu Yan isn''t homophobic anyhow, so it doesn''t really matter. If you want to tell him, just tell him."


    Xiao Ning was slightly stunned, helplessness spreading through him. He truly had forgotten about this, and could only say, "Yes. I bought one the last time I came here with Lu Yan. I don''t have a favourite brand in particular."


    "I hope you won''t tell him." Xiao Ning sighed, there was no use in pretending. "But if I''m going to see that person I mentioned before, I still have to tell the friends around me, and Lu Yan isn''t homophobic anyhow, so it doesn''t really matter. If you want to tell him, just tell him."


    It was not pleasing, but it was one which had long reached its end.


    "Xiao Ning." Xia Li called out, "Isn''t this just like the one you use?"


    Xiao Ning was slightly stunned, helplessness spreading through him. He truly had forgotten about this, and could only say, "Yes. I bought one the last time I came here with Lu Yan. I don''t have a favourite brand in particular."


    From the start, that ought to have been something he understood. Despite him only thinking of being a good friend in his heart of hearts, along with knowing they can never have any future with one another, Xiao Ning had ultimately not completely banished the thought, always wanting to stay within reach of that place even if only to bask in the slivers of warmth such delusions can bring.


    Truthfully, he didn''t want Lu Yan to know, not for the sake of others, but because of Lu Yan''s temperament. He could not shake the feeling it would lead to more problems cropping up later on. Additionally, admitting his sexuality right to Lu Yan''s face made him extremely embarrassed.


    Truthfully, he didn''t want Lu Yan to know, not for the sake of others, but because of Lu Yan''s temperament. He could not shake the feeling it would lead to more problems cropping up later on. Additionally, admitting his sexuality right to Lu Yan''s face made him extremely embarrassed.


    Xiao Ning recalled Lu Yan having mentioned Xia Li''s internship at the advertising company, so he said, "Ask Lu Yan to help you find one. He usually deals with people from advertising agencies."


    Shan Haiming didn''t reply, only saying, "I''ll come pick you up. Oh, and send me your bank account number later."


    After the dishes arrived, the platter of sashimi basically all went into Xia Li''s stomach. Xiao Ning only took a thin piece of salmon in the tasting dish, never moving it from that place following that. Afterwards, he only tried a piece of the mackerel pike (probably because its pickled), then moved on to eat a few pieces of the roasted beef.


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    N/A


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    "Huh?! What are you doing? I was going to pay for it myself." Xia Li was shocked, wanting to snatch the it, but Xiao Ning dodged out of the way, telling him, "This isn''t my card, it''s Lu Yan''s. So if you want to say something, say it to him. I''m just an errand boy."


    But none of these words could be said to Xia Li, so as to prevent the younger man from getting any strange ideas.


    With Xia Li then asking, "Which brand does he usually like to use?"


    From today, he began not liking this cuisine.


    Xia Li''s gaze turned to the shelves, so the store clerk suggested, "Those are designs from our previous season."


    At this obvious joke, the two laughed in tacit understanding. Xia Li''s eyes had changed now, the suspicion once held within them decreasing, "Hey, that other guy... what''s he like?"


    "Oh. it''s like that, huh?" Xia Li clicked his tongue twice, "Having such a good friend is really nice."


    "What is he like..." Xiao Ning thought about Shan Haiming for a while, nothing really came to his mind quickly regarding this question. He couldn''t exactly mention them helping each other out once. But despite him not having known Shan Haiming for long, he did however feel that with a favour of this kind, the other man would most likely help. "It''s not easy to put into words, but in the beginning, he didn''t seem like someone easy to get along with. However, after we hung out with one another I felt he wasn''t such a bad guy."


    "With your brother?" Xiao Ning glanced at Xia Li who again turned back to pick out items, "Alright, where?"


    Xiao Ning thought, If Lu Yan really likes Xia Li, then it wasn''t impossible for him to let this kid stay at his place.


    "I''m with a friend right now," Xiao Ning said this line as a way of explaining without explaining. Shan Haiming wasn''t bothered about it, so he went on to say, "We''re having dinner tomorrow night."


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    At this obvious joke, the two laughed in tacit understanding. Xia Li''s eyes had changed now, the suspicion once held within them decreasing, "Hey, that other guy... what''s he like?"


    "It wasn''t that long ago. I had a colleague ask me to a bar some time ago and we met there." This was the truth, Xiao Ning would naturally not beat around the bush, adding, "After we hit it off, it felt nice. But... he is a bot younger than me, though."


    Xiao Ning was not accustomed to eating raw dishes, and had in truth rather preferred traditional Chinese-styled cuisine. "I don''t hate it, and I can eat whatever."


    Seeing him speak in such vivid detail, Xia Li believed him, and so asked, "Being a bit younger can''t be that big of a deal, right?"


    After the dishes arrived, the platter of sashimi basically all went into Xia Li''s stomach. Xiao Ning only took a thin piece of salmon in the tasting dish, never moving it from that place following that. Afterwards, he only tried a piece of the mackerel pike (probably because its pickled), then moved on to eat a few pieces of the roasted beef.


    But none of these words could be said to Xia Li, so as to prevent the younger man from getting any strange ideas.


    But the appearance of Xia Li made him aware things can always change. That even if it wasn''t Xia Li, there would always be someone else who could become the one most held dear to Lu Yan in the end. Such a person could be a man, or they could be a woman, but the one person they would never be was Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning was not accustomed to eating raw dishes, and had in truth rather preferred traditional Chinese-styled cuisine. "I don''t hate it, and I can eat whatever."


    "Huh?! What are you doing? I was going to pay for it myself." Xia Li was shocked, wanting to snatch the it, but Xiao Ning dodged out of the way, telling him, "This isn''t my card, it''s Lu Yan''s. So if you want to say something, say it to him. I''m just an errand boy."


    Seeing him ask this, Xiao Ning understood Xia Li was talking about himself and Lu Yan. After all, the younger man had just graduated university, so he was about twenty-three years old. "Not really, but Lu Yan and I aren''t the same. He can prefer those a little younger than himself because he has the energy to go running around to play with them all over."


    "Then that means you must like spicy foods too, right?", Xia Li asked, "Otherwise, it couldn''t be easy for you both to eat together, right?"


    If you know Lu Yan''s credit card, you basically knew his passwords, again, Xia Li''s thoughts unknowing went to that place.


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    "I don''t know. You might have to ask the security staff at the building. Sometimes they know a lot about these things." Xiao Ning replied faintly, his own thoughts beginning to wander, speaking of looking for a new place...


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    His gaze soon stopped, shocked, he took up a wallet and examined it. Seeing this, the store clerk then explained, "That style is very popular. It''s both practical and generous, and is also available in two colours. Would you like to see them?"


    "Who usually makes me run around doing all sorts of errands for him? This cad is only a prepaid one he lets me use when I''m doing work for him." Xiao Ning explained it to him casually, but none of what he said was actually true. That card was actually a credit card with a limit of fifty-thousand. Xiao Ning just never thought of using the card secretly, but even if he did use it regularly, Lu Yan wouldn''t bat an eye.


    "Oh, so that''s how it is..." Xia Li seemed to be considering the positives and negatives of such a situation, so Xiao Ning thought he should offer him a few words of comfort. If Xiao Ning truly wanted to only be regarded as someone who is a friend of Lu Yan''s, now should be his moment to show this sincerely, but he said nothing. Him doing something like that at this point had felt extremely awkward, and was quite simply too much. He truly had no more energy to do so.


    Xia Li''s gaze turned to the shelves, so the store clerk suggested, "Those are designs from our previous season."


    "I won''t forget," Xiao Ning replied simply,


    "Oh. it''s like that, huh?" Xia Li clicked his tongue twice, "Having such a good friend is really nice."


    "I''m with a friend right now," Xiao Ning said this line as a way of explaining without explaining. Shan Haiming wasn''t bothered about it, so he went on to say, "We''re having dinner tomorrow night."


    The phone call ended neatly.


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    A leather belt was not much cheaper than a wallet, and Xiao Ning looked around at the floor below. "I remember there was one here, do you want look around?"


    For a while afterwards, the two talked casually, and having noticed enough time had passed, he suggested to Xia Li they should go walk around. "So, how long are you planning to stay in A-City?"


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    "Oh, don''t tell Lu Yan this, but I''m actually planing on finding a job here." Since he held no animosity towards Xiao Ning, there was naturally no probing in his tone while he giggled happily and added, "I''ve already sent out my resume, and I have an interview in a few days."


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open even wider, "Really?"


    Lu Yan may have truly had a lifelong friend in Xiao Ning, but in the end, Xiao Ning had the guilty conscience of a thief.


    "Who usually makes me run around doing all sorts of errands for him? This cad is only a prepaid one he lets me use when I''m doing work for him." Xiao Ning explained it to him casually, but none of what he said was actually true. That card was actually a credit card with a limit of fifty-thousand. Xiao Ning just never thought of using the card secretly, but even if he did use it regularly, Lu Yan wouldn''t bat an eye.


    But the appearance of Xia Li made him aware things can always change. That even if it wasn''t Xia Li, there would always be someone else who could become the one most held dear to Lu Yan in the end. Such a person could be a man, or they could be a woman, but the one person they would never be was Xiao Ning.


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    Xiao Ning recalled Lu Yan having mentioned Xia Li''s internship at the advertising company, so he said, "Ask Lu Yan to help you find one. He usually deals with people from advertising agencies."


    "Good." Shan Haiming, utterly absentmindedly, replied, "Bye."


    "I kind of want to try finding one on my own first," Xia Li said, while noticing a nearby store. "I also want to check out an apartment too, so are there any rooms for rent were Lu Yan lives?"


    This time, to pay the bill, Xiao Ning took out his own money. Xia Li didn''t know if it was because he was just accustomed to being the one paying the bill, also understood he should go along with the wishes of his host, and didn''t offer to pay again.


    Seeing him ask this, Xiao Ning understood Xia Li was talking about himself and Lu Yan. After all, the younger man had just graduated university, so he was about twenty-three years old. "Not really, but Lu Yan and I aren''t the same. He can prefer those a little younger than himself because he has the energy to go running around to play with them all over."


    There was instant silence over the phone.


    Seeing him ask this, Xiao Ning understood Xia Li was talking about himself and Lu Yan. After all, the younger man had just graduated university, so he was about twenty-three years old. "Not really, but Lu Yan and I aren''t the same. He can prefer those a little younger than himself because he has the energy to go running around to play with them all over."


    "I won''t forget," Xiao Ning replied simply,


    Shan Haiming was also silent for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    Xiao Ning thought, If Lu Yan really likes Xia Li, then it wasn''t impossible for him to let this kid stay at his place.


    To which Shan Haiming lightly hummed, "Tomorrow after work I''ll call you. Don''t forget, alright?"


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    When will this day end...


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    "Good." Shan Haiming, utterly absentmindedly, replied, "Bye."


    So as a result, pursing his lips, Xiao Ning whispered, "Japanese food."


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    Anyhow, he doesn''t need to go back there himself either.


    It felt as though he was carrying around a child afraid others will covet their treasured object, so Xiao Ning was not only exhausted, his head was hurting too. But, suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and hoping it was Lu Yan calling as he fished it out his pocket.


    "I don''t know. You might have to ask the security staff at the building. Sometimes they know a lot about these things." Xiao Ning replied faintly, his own thoughts beginning to wander, speaking of looking for a new place...


    Truthfully, he didn''t want Lu Yan to know, not for the sake of others, but because of Lu Yan''s temperament. He could not shake the feeling it would lead to more problems cropping up later on. Additionally, admitting his sexuality right to Lu Yan''s face made him extremely embarrassed.


    "Um... I uh..."


    "With your brother?" Xiao Ning glanced at Xia Li who again turned back to pick out items, "Alright, where?"


    So now, inside of that shop where the scent of the coffee''s bitter warmth filled the air, without any sign or warning, without an ounce of preparation, Xiao Ning, with his own two hands, had buried the one-sided love he held on to from the age of ten, until his twenty-seventh year.


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    A leather belt was not much cheaper than a wallet, and Xiao Ning looked around at the floor below. "I remember there was one here, do you want look around?"


    From today, he began not liking this cuisine.


    "Oh, I need to buy some shoes, want to go check out that place over there?" Xia Li took the lead, walking into a sporting brand store, Xiao Ning following behind him. Showing him to the shoe rack, with sport shoes he rarely wore himself, where his most recent pair was one gifted by Shan Haiming. While shopping, Xia Li was very self reliant, neither listening to the store clerk''s recommendation nor asking Xiao Ning''s opinion. He simply bought a pair of trainers and a pair of vans. Picking contrasting colours was not Xiao Ning''s strong suit.


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    Xiao Ning was actually quite happy with this silence, all he had to do was pull the card out his wallet, slash it and pay.


    Seeing him ask this, Xiao Ning understood Xia Li was talking about himself and Lu Yan. After all, the younger man had just graduated university, so he was about twenty-three years old. "Not really, but Lu Yan and I aren''t the same. He can prefer those a little younger than himself because he has the energy to go running around to play with them all over."


    "What is he like..." Xiao Ning thought about Shan Haiming for a while, nothing really came to his mind quickly regarding this question. He couldn''t exactly mention them helping each other out once. But despite him not having known Shan Haiming for long, he did however feel that with a favour of this kind, the other man would most likely help. "It''s not easy to put into words, but in the beginning, he didn''t seem like someone easy to get along with. However, after we hung out with one another I felt he wasn''t such a bad guy."


    They... actually he, himself, could no longer go on like this.


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    A flush of red descended on Xia Li''s face as he looked at Xiao Ning slashing the card then helping him pick up the things to carry, with him suddenly asking, "Why do you know the pin for his card?"


    However, the name Shan Haiming was displayed on the screen.


    With his lips drawn into a line, Xia Li seemed as though he had nothing more to say. But following him taking a few sips of his coffee, he asked, "So... I can''t tell Lu Yan?"


    "You to really are two peas in a pod." Xia Li laughed, putting back the wallet, adding, "He just changed his wallet last season so lets go look at some belts."


    At this obvious joke, the two laughed in tacit understanding. Xia Li''s eyes had changed now, the suspicion once held within them decreasing, "Hey, that other guy... what''s he like?"


    "Who usually makes me run around doing all sorts of errands for him? This cad is only a prepaid one he lets me use when I''m doing work for him." Xiao Ning explained it to him casually, but none of what he said was actually true. That card was actually a credit card with a limit of fifty-thousand. Xiao Ning just never thought of using the card secretly, but even if he did use it regularly, Lu Yan wouldn''t bat an eye.


    "Who usually makes me run around doing all sorts of errands for him? This cad is only a prepaid one he lets me use when I''m doing work for him." Xiao Ning explained it to him casually, but none of what he said was actually true. That card was actually a credit card with a limit of fifty-thousand. Xiao Ning just never thought of using the card secretly, but even if he did use it regularly, Lu Yan wouldn''t bat an eye.


    A leather belt was not much cheaper than a wallet, and Xiao Ning looked around at the floor below. "I remember there was one here, do you want look around?"


    "Oh, so that''s how it is..." Xia Li seemed to be considering the positives and negatives of such a situation, so Xiao Ning thought he should offer him a few words of comfort. If Xiao Ning truly wanted to only be regarded as someone who is a friend of Lu Yan''s, now should be his moment to show this sincerely, but he said nothing. Him doing something like that at this point had felt extremely awkward, and was quite simply too much. He truly had no more energy to do so.


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    It felt as though he was carrying around a child afraid others will covet their treasured object, so Xiao Ning was not only exhausted, his head was hurting too. But, suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and hoping it was Lu Yan calling as he fished it out his pocket.


    Xiao Ning asked curiously, "What, you think I''m actually lying to you or something? Is there any need for me to lie to you?"


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    When will this day end...


    Lu Yan may have truly had a lifelong friend in Xiao Ning, but in the end, Xiao Ning had the guilty conscience of a thief.


    Xiao Ning was slightly stunned, helplessness spreading through him. He truly had forgotten about this, and could only say, "Yes. I bought one the last time I came here with Lu Yan. I don''t have a favourite brand in particular."


    "Oh. it''s like that, huh?" Xia Li clicked his tongue twice, "Having such a good friend is really nice."


    There was instant silence over the phone.


    If you know Lu Yan''s credit card, you basically knew his passwords, again, Xia Li''s thoughts unknowing went to that place.


    Xiao Ning paused, then replied, "No."


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    "You to really are two peas in a pod." Xia Li laughed, putting back the wallet, adding, "He just changed his wallet last season so lets go look at some belts."


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    If you know Lu Yan''s credit card, you basically knew his passwords, again, Xia Li''s thoughts unknowing went to that place.


    Xiao Ning was not accustomed to eating raw dishes, and had in truth rather preferred traditional Chinese-styled cuisine. "I don''t hate it, and I can eat whatever."


    "You to really are two peas in a pod." Xia Li laughed, putting back the wallet, adding, "He just changed his wallet last season so lets go look at some belts."


    "Lu Yan doesn''t like to eat this stuff at all. He says the flavours are too light." Xia Li let out a chuckle, continuing, "So I made him use more wasabi."


    For a while afterwards, the two talked casually, and having noticed enough time had passed, he suggested to Xia Li they should go walk around. "So, how long are you planning to stay in A-City?"


    Xiao Ning thought, If Lu Yan really likes Xia Li, then it wasn''t impossible for him to let this kid stay at his place.


    "What is he like..." Xiao Ning thought about Shan Haiming for a while, nothing really came to his mind quickly regarding this question. He couldn''t exactly mention them helping each other out once. But despite him not having known Shan Haiming for long, he did however feel that with a favour of this kind, the other man would most likely help. "It''s not easy to put into words, but in the beginning, he didn''t seem like someone easy to get along with. However, after we hung out with one another I felt he wasn''t such a bad guy."


    For a while afterwards, the two talked casually, and having noticed enough time had passed, he suggested to Xia Li they should go walk around. "So, how long are you planning to stay in A-City?"


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    But friends aren''t particularly in such extravagant relationships, so it shouldn''t matter... right?


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    "That''s very kind of you." Xia Li sighed before continuing, "I''m fine with spicy food, but I''m not very fond of sweets. Lu Yan seems to not like sweets much either. Like, fruits are fine, but sweetened products are just too much."


    "Then that means you must like spicy foods too, right?", Xia Li asked, "Otherwise, it couldn''t be easy for you both to eat together, right?"


    "I''m with a friend right now," Xiao Ning said this line as a way of explaining without explaining. Shan Haiming wasn''t bothered about it, so he went on to say, "We''re having dinner tomorrow night."


    What about it wasn''t easy? All that was needed was for one of them to yield to accommodate the other.


    Within his own mind, there was also the words, written in ink, written in bold: there is no need to continue.


    So now, inside of that shop where the scent of the coffee''s bitter warmth filled the air, without any sign or warning, without an ounce of preparation, Xiao Ning, with his own two hands, had buried the one-sided love he held on to from the age of ten, until his twenty-seventh year.


    The phone call ended neatly.


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    "Either is fine with me. Whether it''s spicy or not spicy, I can eat it all." Xiao Ning had always never been picky about food even if he not particularly fond of it. He does, however, have a special partiality towards fish and sweets, except he never took the initiative to add these to dishes when he was dining in public. In order to be considerate of those around him, he also never stared at any one dish. This is why in the eyes of the people around him, Xiao Ning did not have any food one could see was his favourite.


    But the appearance of Xia Li made him aware things can always change. That even if it wasn''t Xia Li, there would always be someone else who could become the one most held dear to Lu Yan in the end. Such a person could be a man, or they could be a woman, but the one person they would never be was Xiao Ning.


    "Understood." Shan Haiming broke the silence, his tone sluggish as he added, "Is there anything you don''t like to eat?"


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    Concealing these preferences of his gave him a sense of security. It meant that others would not give him any special consideration, as well as it not making them perceive him troublesome.


    "I hope you won''t tell him." Xiao Ning sighed, there was no use in pretending. "But if I''m going to see that person I mentioned before, I still have to tell the friends around me, and Lu Yan isn''t homophobic anyhow, so it doesn''t really matter. If you want to tell him, just tell him."


    There was no need.


    Xiao Ning currently felt as though he could hear the wind howling within his chest, and so closed his eyes. In truth, there was nothing else he had wanted to say, but... the matter before him was one he had to continue dealing with. "I understand. You want to know more about Lu Yan and know more about me as well. It''s just that I''m not courageous when it comes to handling things, and I think things over quite carefully before I dare even say a word to someone else. So if it wasn''t for me being afraid you''d have some sort of misunderstanding, I would''ve never said anything to begin with."


    It was not pleasing, but it was one which had long reached its end.


    At this obvious joke, the two laughed in tacit understanding. Xia Li''s eyes had changed now, the suspicion once held within them decreasing, "Hey, that other guy... what''s he like?"


    "That''s very kind of you." Xia Li sighed before continuing, "I''m fine with spicy food, but I''m not very fond of sweets. Lu Yan seems to not like sweets much either. Like, fruits are fine, but sweetened products are just too much."


    "Oh, so that''s how it is..." Xia Li seemed to be considering the positives and negatives of such a situation, so Xiao Ning thought he should offer him a few words of comfort. If Xiao Ning truly wanted to only be regarded as someone who is a friend of Lu Yan''s, now should be his moment to show this sincerely, but he said nothing. Him doing something like that at this point had felt extremely awkward, and was quite simply too much. He truly had no more energy to do so.


    The phone call ended neatly.


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    Xia Li, hearing the phone ring, turned to look at Xiao Ning and saw him answer, "Haiming?"


    "That''s very kind of you." Xia Li sighed before continuing, "I''m fine with spicy food, but I''m not very fond of sweets. Lu Yan seems to not like sweets much either. Like, fruits are fine, but sweetened products are just too much."


    Xiao Ning nodded, agreeing, "Usually it''s girls who have a preference for sweets."


    "Xiao Ning." Xia Li called out, "Isn''t this just like the one you use?"


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    But friends aren''t particularly in such extravagant relationships, so it shouldn''t matter... right?


    After the dishes arrived, the platter of sashimi basically all went into Xia Li''s stomach. Xiao Ning only took a thin piece of salmon in the tasting dish, never moving it from that place following that. Afterwards, he only tried a piece of the mackerel pike (probably because its pickled), then moved on to eat a few pieces of the roasted beef.


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    "What is he like..." Xiao Ning thought about Shan Haiming for a while, nothing really came to his mind quickly regarding this question. He couldn''t exactly mention them helping each other out once. But despite him not having known Shan Haiming for long, he did however feel that with a favour of this kind, the other man would most likely help. "It''s not easy to put into words, but in the beginning, he didn''t seem like someone easy to get along with. However, after we hung out with one another I felt he wasn''t such a bad guy."


    But one he heard this, Shan Haiming only asked again impatiently, "Nonsense. There''s nothing? Are you a garbage can?"


    A flush of red descended on Xia Li''s face as he looked at Xiao Ning slashing the card then helping him pick up the things to carry, with him suddenly asking, "Why do you know the pin for his card?"


    His gaze soon stopped, shocked, he took up a wallet and examined it. Seeing this, the store clerk then explained, "That style is very popular. It''s both practical and generous, and is also available in two colours. Would you like to see them?"


    This act of his was too brazen. Lately, he had gotten so brazen. Xiao Ning understood that, as a human, there were a lot of things he couldn''t always hold in. But, at current, he couldn''t say any of those things to Shan Haiming.


    This time, to pay the bill, Xiao Ning took out his own money. Xia Li didn''t know if it was because he was just accustomed to being the one paying the bill, also understood he should go along with the wishes of his host, and didn''t offer to pay again.


    They... actually he, himself, could no longer go on like this.


    Xiao Ning currently felt as though he could hear the wind howling within his chest, and so closed his eyes. In truth, there was nothing else he had wanted to say, but... the matter before him was one he had to continue dealing with. "I understand. You want to know more about Lu Yan and know more about me as well. It''s just that I''m not courageous when it comes to handling things, and I think things over quite carefully before I dare even say a word to someone else. So if it wasn''t for me being afraid you''d have some sort of misunderstanding, I would''ve never said anything to begin with."


    "That''s very kind of you." Xia Li sighed before continuing, "I''m fine with spicy food, but I''m not very fond of sweets. Lu Yan seems to not like sweets much either. Like, fruits are fine, but sweetened products are just too much."


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    Arriving at the Tom Ford speciality store, Xia Li and Xiao Ning were led to the wallet display by a store clerk , "These are our latest arrivals for our spring collection."


    To which Shan Haiming lightly hummed, "Tomorrow after work I''ll call you. Don''t forget, alright?"


    Xiao Ning then asked, "Where do you want to go now?"


    "Oh, don''t tell Lu Yan this, but I''m actually planing on finding a job here." Since he held no animosity towards Xiao Ning, there was naturally no probing in his tone while he giggled happily and added, "I''ve already sent out my resume, and I have an interview in a few days."


    "Either is fine with me. Whether it''s spicy or not spicy, I can eat it all." Xiao Ning had always never been picky about food even if he not particularly fond of it. He does, however, have a special partiality towards fish and sweets, except he never took the initiative to add these to dishes when he was dining in public. In order to be considerate of those around him, he also never stared at any one dish. This is why in the eyes of the people around him, Xiao Ning did not have any food one could see was his favourite.


    "Oh, so that''s how it is..." Xia Li seemed to be considering the positives and negatives of such a situation, so Xiao Ning thought he should offer him a few words of comfort. If Xiao Ning truly wanted to only be regarded as someone who is a friend of Lu Yan''s, now should be his moment to show this sincerely, but he said nothing. Him doing something like that at this point had felt extremely awkward, and was quite simply too much. He truly had no more energy to do so.


    "Good." Shan Haiming, utterly absentmindedly, replied, "Bye."


    Seventeen years. It was long enough for a babe to have grown into a fresh-faced youth. It was also long enough for arduously undergo worry and fear, as well as harbour infinite joy and emptiness, while he walked that far and hopeless road alone.


    At that moment, he truly needed a friend.


    Xiao Ning asked curiously, "What, you think I''m actually lying to you or something? Is there any need for me to lie to you?"


    "I want to buy something for Lu Yan." Xia Li thought about it for a moment, "I want to buy him a wallet."


    "My brother and a friend," Shan Haiming explained simply, "It''s just the four of us."


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    "Oh, I need to buy some shoes, want to go check out that place over there?" Xia Li took the lead, walking into a sporting brand store, Xiao Ning following behind him. Showing him to the shoe rack, with sport shoes he rarely wore himself, where his most recent pair was one gifted by Shan Haiming. While shopping, Xia Li was very self reliant, neither listening to the store clerk''s recommendation nor asking Xiao Ning''s opinion. He simply bought a pair of trainers and a pair of vans. Picking contrasting colours was not Xiao Ning''s strong suit.


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    "Who usually makes me run around doing all sorts of errands for him? This cad is only a prepaid one he lets me use when I''m doing work for him." Xiao Ning explained it to him casually, but none of what he said was actually true. That card was actually a credit card with a limit of fifty-thousand. Xiao Ning just never thought of using the card secretly, but even if he did use it regularly, Lu Yan wouldn''t bat an eye.


    Lu Yan may have truly had a lifelong friend in Xiao Ning, but in the end, Xiao Ning had the guilty conscience of a thief.


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    With Xia Li then asking, "Which brand does he usually like to use?"


    "It wasn''t that long ago. I had a colleague ask me to a bar some time ago and we met there." This was the truth, Xiao Ning would naturally not beat around the bush, adding, "After we hit it off, it felt nice. But... he is a bot younger than me, though."


    Arriving at the Tom Ford speciality store, Xia Li and Xiao Ning were led to the wallet display by a store clerk , "These are our latest arrivals for our spring collection."


    Truthfully, he didn''t want Lu Yan to know, not for the sake of others, but because of Lu Yan''s temperament. He could not shake the feeling it would lead to more problems cropping up later on. Additionally, admitting his sexuality right to Lu Yan''s face made him extremely embarrassed.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open even wider, "Really?"


    "With your brother?" Xiao Ning glanced at Xia Li who again turned back to pick out items, "Alright, where?"


    This made Xiao Ning hesitate for a while, because Lu Yan''s favourite brand was Tom Ford, and some time ago he had accompanied that man to a speciality store to buy some clothes. So, the items of this brand may be rather expensive to a college student who just graduated, however, Xia Li did ask, and it wasn''t easy for Xiaoo Ning to tell such a surface level lie. "He likes to buy things from Tom Ford, but it hasn''t been that long since he last bought a wallet there."


    From the start, that ought to have been something he understood. Despite him only thinking of being a good friend in his heart of hearts, along with knowing they can never have any future with one another, Xiao Ning had ultimately not completely banished the thought, always wanting to stay within reach of that place even if only to bask in the slivers of warmth such delusions can bring.


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    Seeing him speak in such vivid detail, Xia Li believed him, and so asked, "Being a bit younger can''t be that big of a deal, right?"


    "With your brother?" Xiao Ning glanced at Xia Li who again turned back to pick out items, "Alright, where?"


    This act of his was too brazen. Lately, he had gotten so brazen. Xiao Ning understood that, as a human, there were a lot of things he couldn''t always hold in. But, at current, he couldn''t say any of those things to Shan Haiming.


    To which Shan Haiming lightly hummed, "Tomorrow after work I''ll call you. Don''t forget, alright?"


    "I''m with a friend right now," Xiao Ning said this line as a way of explaining without explaining. Shan Haiming wasn''t bothered about it, so he went on to say, "We''re having dinner tomorrow night."


    A leather belt was not much cheaper than a wallet, and Xiao Ning looked around at the floor below. "I remember there was one here, do you want look around?"


    But one he heard this, Shan Haiming only asked again impatiently, "Nonsense. There''s nothing? Are you a garbage can?"


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    Of course it was too abrupt! Even Xiao Ning felt he was not ready to do so before. But now that he had gone through with saying those words absentmindedly, the tightly stretched string in his heart has been severed. It was painful, but it allowed him to be able to gradually breathe comfortably.


    Concealing these preferences of his gave him a sense of security. It meant that others would not give him any special consideration, as well as it not making them perceive him troublesome.


    With Xia Li then asking, "Which brand does he usually like to use?"


    This act of his was too brazen. Lately, he had gotten so brazen. Xiao Ning understood that, as a human, there were a lot of things he couldn''t always hold in. But, at current, he couldn''t say any of those things to Shan Haiming.


    Within his own mind, there was also the words, written in ink, written in bold: there is no need to continue.


    "Oh, don''t tell Lu Yan this, but I''m actually planing on finding a job here." Since he held no animosity towards Xiao Ning, there was naturally no probing in his tone while he giggled happily and added, "I''ve already sent out my resume, and I have an interview in a few days."


    N/A


    Arriving at the Tom Ford speciality store, Xia Li and Xiao Ning were led to the wallet display by a store clerk , "These are our latest arrivals for our spring collection."


    "I won''t forget," Xiao Ning replied simply,


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    Shan Haiming didn''t reply, only saying, "I''ll come pick you up. Oh, and send me your bank account number later."


    A flush of red descended on Xia Li''s face as he looked at Xiao Ning slashing the card then helping him pick up the things to carry, with him suddenly asking, "Why do you know the pin for his card?"


    Concealing these preferences of his gave him a sense of security. It meant that others would not give him any special consideration, as well as it not making them perceive him troublesome.


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    Xia Li''s gaze turned to the shelves, so the store clerk suggested, "Those are designs from our previous season."


    Xiao Ning then asked, "Where do you want to go now?"


    His gaze soon stopped, shocked, he took up a wallet and examined it. Seeing this, the store clerk then explained, "That style is very popular. It''s both practical and generous, and is also available in two colours. Would you like to see them?"


    With his lips drawn into a line, Xia Li seemed as though he had nothing more to say. But following him taking a few sips of his coffee, he asked, "So... I can''t tell Lu Yan?"


    "Um..." Xia Li shook his head in confusion, "It''s just... way too sudden."


    Shan Haiming was also silent for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"


    From the start, that ought to have been something he understood. Despite him only thinking of being a good friend in his heart of hearts, along with knowing they can never have any future with one another, Xiao Ning had ultimately not completely banished the thought, always wanting to stay within reach of that place even if only to bask in the slivers of warmth such delusions can bring.


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    "Oh, don''t tell Lu Yan this, but I''m actually planing on finding a job here." Since he held no animosity towards Xiao Ning, there was naturally no probing in his tone while he giggled happily and added, "I''ve already sent out my resume, and I have an interview in a few days."


    A flush of red descended on Xia Li''s face as he looked at Xiao Ning slashing the card then helping him pick up the things to carry, with him suddenly asking, "Why do you know the pin for his card?"


    "Xiao Ning." Xia Li called out, "Isn''t this just like the one you use?"


    "Huh?! What are you doing? I was going to pay for it myself." Xia Li was shocked, wanting to snatch the it, but Xiao Ning dodged out of the way, telling him, "This isn''t my card, it''s Lu Yan''s. So if you want to say something, say it to him. I''m just an errand boy."


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    Xiao Ning was slightly stunned, helplessness spreading through him. He truly had forgotten about this, and could only say, "Yes. I bought one the last time I came here with Lu Yan. I don''t have a favourite brand in particular."


    "Um... I uh..."


    Seventeen years. It was long enough for a babe to have grown into a fresh-faced youth. It was also long enough for arduously undergo worry and fear, as well as harbour infinite joy and emptiness, while he walked that far and hopeless road alone.


    "Either is fine with me. Whether it''s spicy or not spicy, I can eat it all." Xiao Ning had always never been picky about food even if he not particularly fond of it. He does, however, have a special partiality towards fish and sweets, except he never took the initiative to add these to dishes when he was dining in public. In order to be considerate of those around him, he also never stared at any one dish. This is why in the eyes of the people around him, Xiao Ning did not have any food one could see was his favourite.


    Truthfully, back then when Lu Yan saw the two wallets, both the one on the left and on the right, he had chosen the one with the crocodile patten and Xiao Ning just figured he''d buy the one Lu Yan hadn''t chosen. In the end, Lu Yan paid their bills together, so this wallet can actually be considered to be a gift chosen by Lu Yan and gifted to Xiao Ning.


    Seventeen years. It was long enough for a babe to have grown into a fresh-faced youth. It was also long enough for arduously undergo worry and fear, as well as harbour infinite joy and emptiness, while he walked that far and hopeless road alone.


    "You to really are two peas in a pod." Xia Li laughed, putting back the wallet, adding, "He just changed his wallet last season so lets go look at some belts."


    What about it wasn''t easy? All that was needed was for one of them to yield to accommodate the other.


    For a moment, Xiao Ning remained unmoving, unable to help the gentle smile from emerging as he shook his head. This... why does it feel like a real one?


    It was not pleasing, but it was one which had long reached its end.


    "What is he like..." Xiao Ning thought about Shan Haiming for a while, nothing really came to his mind quickly regarding this question. He couldn''t exactly mention them helping each other out once. But despite him not having known Shan Haiming for long, he did however feel that with a favour of this kind, the other man would most likely help. "It''s not easy to put into words, but in the beginning, he didn''t seem like someone easy to get along with. However, after we hung out with one another I felt he wasn''t such a bad guy."


    "I don''t know. You might have to ask the security staff at the building. Sometimes they know a lot about these things." Xiao Ning replied faintly, his own thoughts beginning to wander, speaking of looking for a new place...


    If you know Lu Yan''s credit card, you basically knew his passwords, again, Xia Li''s thoughts unknowing went to that place.


    It felt as though he was carrying around a child afraid others will covet their treasured object, so Xiao Ning was not only exhausted, his head was hurting too. But, suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and hoping it was Lu Yan calling as he fished it out his pocket.


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    However, the name Shan Haiming was displayed on the screen.


    But friends aren''t particularly in such extravagant relationships, so it shouldn''t matter... right?


    Xia Li, hearing the phone ring, turned to look at Xiao Ning and saw him answer, "Haiming?"


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    "It wasn''t that long ago. I had a colleague ask me to a bar some time ago and we met there." This was the truth, Xiao Ning would naturally not beat around the bush, adding, "After we hit it off, it felt nice. But... he is a bot younger than me, though."


    Xiao Ning then asked, "Where do you want to go now?"


    For a while afterwards, the two talked casually, and having noticed enough time had passed, he suggested to Xia Li they should go walk around. "So, how long are you planning to stay in A-City?"


    "Lu Yan doesn''t like to eat this stuff at all. He says the flavours are too light." Xia Li let out a chuckle, continuing, "So I made him use more wasabi."


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming''s laugh echoed, "So you switched it again?"


    The phone call ended neatly.


    This time, to pay the bill, Xiao Ning took out his own money. Xia Li didn''t know if it was because he was just accustomed to being the one paying the bill, also understood he should go along with the wishes of his host, and didn''t offer to pay again.


    Xiao Ning then asked, "Where do you want to go now?"


    After the dishes arrived, the platter of sashimi basically all went into Xia Li''s stomach. Xiao Ning only took a thin piece of salmon in the tasting dish, never moving it from that place following that. Afterwards, he only tried a piece of the mackerel pike (probably because its pickled), then moved on to eat a few pieces of the roasted beef.


    Xiao Ning recalled Lu Yan having mentioned Xia Li''s internship at the advertising company, so he said, "Ask Lu Yan to help you find one. He usually deals with people from advertising agencies."


    "I''m with a friend right now," Xiao Ning said this line as a way of explaining without explaining. Shan Haiming wasn''t bothered about it, so he went on to say, "We''re having dinner tomorrow night."


    Shan Haiming was also silent for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"


    Xiao Ning nodded, agreeing, "Usually it''s girls who have a preference for sweets."


    "I''m with a friend right now," Xiao Ning said this line as a way of explaining without explaining. Shan Haiming wasn''t bothered about it, so he went on to say, "We''re having dinner tomorrow night."


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    "My brother and a friend," Shan Haiming explained simply, "It''s just the four of us."


    At that moment, he truly needed a friend.


    When will this day end...


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    "Xiao Ning." Xia Li called out, "Isn''t this just like the one you use?"


    It was not pleasing, but it was one which had long reached its end.


    Concealing these preferences of his gave him a sense of security. It meant that others would not give him any special consideration, as well as it not making them perceive him troublesome.


    Anyhow, he doesn''t need to go back there himself either.


    "With your brother?" Xiao Ning glanced at Xia Li who again turned back to pick out items, "Alright, where?"


    "Oh, I need to buy some shoes, want to go check out that place over there?" Xia Li took the lead, walking into a sporting brand store, Xiao Ning following behind him. Showing him to the shoe rack, with sport shoes he rarely wore himself, where his most recent pair was one gifted by Shan Haiming. While shopping, Xia Li was very self reliant, neither listening to the store clerk''s recommendation nor asking Xiao Ning''s opinion. He simply bought a pair of trainers and a pair of vans. Picking contrasting colours was not Xiao Ning''s strong suit.


    At that moment, he truly needed a friend.


    Which is why Xiao Ning could only whisper, "Who was it that made me be yours, huh?"


    A leather belt was not much cheaper than a wallet, and Xiao Ning looked around at the floor below. "I remember there was one here, do you want look around?"


    At noon, Xiao Ning took Xia Li to eat Japanese food, an act which was in consideration of Xia Li''s preference for Japanese cuisine. While they both sat down, Xia Li remembered then asked, "You don''t dislike Japanese food, right?"


    Xiao Ning was slightly stunned, helplessness spreading through him. He truly had forgotten about this, and could only say, "Yes. I bought one the last time I came here with Lu Yan. I don''t have a favourite brand in particular."


    Arriving at the Tom Ford speciality store, Xia Li and Xiao Ning were led to the wallet display by a store clerk , "These are our latest arrivals for our spring collection."


    Shan Haiming didn''t reply, only saying, "I''ll come pick you up. Oh, and send me your bank account number later."


    "I want to buy something for Lu Yan." Xia Li thought about it for a moment, "I want to buy him a wallet."


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    There was no need.


    Shan Haiming was also silent for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"


    A flush of red descended on Xia Li''s face as he looked at Xiao Ning slashing the card then helping him pick up the things to carry, with him suddenly asking, "Why do you know the pin for his card?"


    "I want to buy something for Lu Yan." Xia Li thought about it for a moment, "I want to buy him a wallet."


    "Either is fine with me. Whether it''s spicy or not spicy, I can eat it all." Xiao Ning had always never been picky about food even if he not particularly fond of it. He does, however, have a special partiality towards fish and sweets, except he never took the initiative to add these to dishes when he was dining in public. In order to be considerate of those around him, he also never stared at any one dish. This is why in the eyes of the people around him, Xiao Ning did not have any food one could see was his favourite.


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    From the start, that ought to have been something he understood. Despite him only thinking of being a good friend in his heart of hearts, along with knowing they can never have any future with one another, Xiao Ning had ultimately not completely banished the thought, always wanting to stay within reach of that place even if only to bask in the slivers of warmth such delusions can bring.


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    Shan Haiming didn''t reply, only saying, "I''ll come pick you up. Oh, and send me your bank account number later."


    Of course it was too abrupt! Even Xiao Ning felt he was not ready to do so before. But now that he had gone through with saying those words absentmindedly, the tightly stretched string in his heart has been severed. It was painful, but it allowed him to be able to gradually breathe comfortably.


    But one he heard this, Shan Haiming only asked again impatiently, "Nonsense. There''s nothing? Are you a garbage can?"


    So now, inside of that shop where the scent of the coffee''s bitter warmth filled the air, without any sign or warning, without an ounce of preparation, Xiao Ning, with his own two hands, had buried the one-sided love he held on to from the age of ten, until his twenty-seventh year.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open even wider, "Really?"


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    At that moment, he truly needed a friend.


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    This act of his was too brazen. Lately, he had gotten so brazen. Xiao Ning understood that, as a human, there were a lot of things he couldn''t always hold in. But, at current, he couldn''t say any of those things to Shan Haiming.


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming''s laugh echoed, "So you switched it again?"


    There was instant silence over the phone.


    "Oh, don''t tell Lu Yan this, but I''m actually planing on finding a job here." Since he held no animosity towards Xiao Ning, there was naturally no probing in his tone while he giggled happily and added, "I''ve already sent out my resume, and I have an interview in a few days."


    There was instant silence over the phone.


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    But friends aren''t particularly in such extravagant relationships, so it shouldn''t matter... right?


    Concealing these preferences of his gave him a sense of security. It meant that others would not give him any special consideration, as well as it not making them perceive him troublesome.


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming''s laugh echoed, "So you switched it again?"


    Truthfully, he didn''t want Lu Yan to know, not for the sake of others, but because of Lu Yan''s temperament. He could not shake the feeling it would lead to more problems cropping up later on. Additionally, admitting his sexuality right to Lu Yan''s face made him extremely embarrassed.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open even wider, "Really?"


    When will this day end...


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    Xiao Ning was actually quite happy with this silence, all he had to do was pull the card out his wallet, slash it and pay.


    "I won''t forget," Xiao Ning replied simply,


    What about it wasn''t easy? All that was needed was for one of them to yield to accommodate the other.


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    But friends aren''t particularly in such extravagant relationships, so it shouldn''t matter... right?


    Xia li gave a disappointed cry, then added, "Then I''ll just buy him a belt. Where is this Tom Ford place?"


    But the appearance of Xia Li made him aware things can always change. That even if it wasn''t Xia Li, there would always be someone else who could become the one most held dear to Lu Yan in the end. Such a person could be a man, or they could be a woman, but the one person they would never be was Xiao Ning.


    There was instant silence over the phone.


    Xia Li, hearing the phone ring, turned to look at Xiao Ning and saw him answer, "Haiming?"


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.


    "Then that means you must like spicy foods too, right?", Xia Li asked, "Otherwise, it couldn''t be easy for you both to eat together, right?"


    There was no need.


    They... actually he, himself, could no longer go on like this.


    It felt as though he was carrying around a child afraid others will covet their treasured object, so Xiao Ning was not only exhausted, his head was hurting too. But, suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and hoping it was Lu Yan calling as he fished it out his pocket.


    Xia Li''s mouth fell open even wider, "Really?"


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    N/A


    This made Xiao Ning hesitate for a while, because Lu Yan''s favourite brand was Tom Ford, and some time ago he had accompanied that man to a speciality store to buy some clothes. So, the items of this brand may be rather expensive to a college student who just graduated, however, Xia Li did ask, and it wasn''t easy for Xiaoo Ning to tell such a surface level lie. "He likes to buy things from Tom Ford, but it hasn''t been that long since he last bought a wallet there."


    "I hope you won''t tell him." Xiao Ning sighed, there was no use in pretending. "But if I''m going to see that person I mentioned before, I still have to tell the friends around me, and Lu Yan isn''t homophobic anyhow, so it doesn''t really matter. If you want to tell him, just tell him."


    "Um... I uh..."


    So now, inside of that shop where the scent of the coffee''s bitter warmth filled the air, without any sign or warning, without an ounce of preparation, Xiao Ning, with his own two hands, had buried the one-sided love he held on to from the age of ten, until his twenty-seventh year.


    "With your brother?" Xiao Ning glanced at Xia Li who again turned back to pick out items, "Alright, where?"


    Xia Li the muttered to himself, seeming as though he hadn''t said anything, going on to ask, "So how did the two of you meet?"


    "Understood." Shan Haiming broke the silence, his tone sluggish as he added, "Is there anything you don''t like to eat?"


    When will this day end...


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    Xia Li was unfamiliar with the Tom Ford brand, given university students shop at nothing but Jack Jones or Mark Fairwhale for their accessories and clothes. But since Xiao Ning said it was Lu Yan''s favourite, he agreed saying, "Okay, lets go."


    For a moment, Xiao Ning remained unmoving, unable to help the gentle smile from emerging as he shook his head. This... why does it feel like a real one?


    Lu Yan may have truly had a lifelong friend in Xiao Ning, but in the end, Xiao Ning had the guilty conscience of a thief.


    With Xia Li then asking, "Which brand does he usually like to use?"


    Those words made Xiao Ning slow to react for a few seconds, as expected, Shan Haiming was referring to work. He remained silent for a good while before saying, "That isn''t necessary."


    Xiao Ning paused, then replied, "No."


    Xiao Ning currently felt as though he could hear the wind howling within his chest, and so closed his eyes. In truth, there was nothing else he had wanted to say, but... the matter before him was one he had to continue dealing with. "I understand. You want to know more about Lu Yan and know more about me as well. It''s just that I''m not courageous when it comes to handling things, and I think things over quite carefully before I dare even say a word to someone else. So if it wasn''t for me being afraid you''d have some sort of misunderstanding, I would''ve never said anything to begin with."


    "Lu Yan doesn''t like to eat this stuff at all. He says the flavours are too light." Xia Li let out a chuckle, continuing, "So I made him use more wasabi."


    Xiao Ning then asked, "Where do you want to go now?"


    With his lips drawn into a line, Xia Li seemed as though he had nothing more to say. But following him taking a few sips of his coffee, he asked, "So... I can''t tell Lu Yan?"


    "Then that means you must like spicy foods too, right?", Xia Li asked, "Otherwise, it couldn''t be easy for you both to eat together, right?"


    The phone call ended neatly.


    Xia Li''s gaze turned to the shelves, so the store clerk suggested, "Those are designs from our previous season."


    But one he heard this, Shan Haiming only asked again impatiently, "Nonsense. There''s nothing? Are you a garbage can?"


    "I kind of want to try finding one on my own first," Xia Li said, while noticing a nearby store. "I also want to check out an apartment too, so are there any rooms for rent were Lu Yan lives?"


    "Um..." Xia Li shook his head in confusion, "It''s just... way too sudden."


    Xiao Ning was surprised; but then immediately understood, asking, "With whom?"


    So as a result, pursing his lips, Xiao Ning whispered, "Japanese food."


    Boyfriend


    Seeing him speak in such vivid detail, Xia Li believed him, and so asked, "Being a bit younger can''t be that big of a deal, right?"


    Seventeen years. It was long enough for a babe to have grown into a fresh-faced youth. It was also long enough for arduously undergo worry and fear, as well as harbour infinite joy and emptiness, while he walked that far and hopeless road alone.


    From today, he began not liking this cuisine.


    Xiao Ning smiled for a moment, suddenly coming to his senses. Was that joke he just played? Were they close enough for such a joke to be played?


    To which Shan Haiming lightly hummed, "Tomorrow after work I''ll call you. Don''t forget, alright?"


    Arriving at the Tom Ford speciality store, Xia Li and Xiao Ning were led to the wallet display by a store clerk , "These are our latest arrivals for our spring collection."


    "I won''t forget," Xiao Ning replied simply,


    From today, he began not liking this cuisine.


    Xiao Ning had nothing to say to that.


    Xiao Ning stared at the black wood of the table, adding, "Yeah, he does like spicy food."


    Xiao Ning paused, then replied, "No."


    "Either is fine with me. Whether it''s spicy or not spicy, I can eat it all." Xiao Ning had always never been picky about food even if he not particularly fond of it. He does, however, have a special partiality towards fish and sweets, except he never took the initiative to add these to dishes when he was dining in public. In order to be considerate of those around him, he also never stared at any one dish. This is why in the eyes of the people around him, Xiao Ning did not have any food one could see was his favourite.


    His gaze soon stopped, shocked, he took up a wallet and examined it. Seeing this, the store clerk then explained, "That style is very popular. It''s both practical and generous, and is also available in two colours. Would you like to see them?"


    Xiao Ning thought, If Lu Yan really likes Xia Li, then it wasn''t impossible for him to let this kid stay at his place.


    "Good." Shan Haiming, utterly absentmindedly, replied, "Bye."


    "Um..." Xia Li shook his head in confusion, "It''s just... way too sudden."


    So as a result, pursing his lips, Xiao Ning whispered, "Japanese food."


    Xiao Ning paused, then replied, "No."


    Xia Li''s gaze turned to the shelves, so the store clerk suggested, "Those are designs from our previous season."


    Seeing him speak in such vivid detail, Xia Li believed him, and so asked, "Being a bit younger can''t be that big of a deal, right?"


    "I don''t know. You might have to ask the security staff at the building. Sometimes they know a lot about these things." Xiao Ning replied faintly, his own thoughts beginning to wander, speaking of looking for a new place...


    "Xiao Ning." Xia Li called out, "Isn''t this just like the one you use?"


    The phone call ended neatly.


    "Either is fine with me. Whether it''s spicy or not spicy, I can eat it all." Xiao Ning had always never been picky about food even if he not particularly fond of it. He does, however, have a special partiality towards fish and sweets, except he never took the initiative to add these to dishes when he was dining in public. In order to be considerate of those around him, he also never stared at any one dish. This is why in the eyes of the people around him, Xiao Ning did not have any food one could see was his favourite.


    "I kind of want to try finding one on my own first," Xia Li said, while noticing a nearby store. "I also want to check out an apartment too, so are there any rooms for rent were Lu Yan lives?"


    "My brother and a friend," Shan Haiming explained simply, "It''s just the four of us."


    Seventeen years. It was long enough for a babe to have grown into a fresh-faced youth. It was also long enough for arduously undergo worry and fear, as well as harbour infinite joy and emptiness, while he walked that far and hopeless road alone.


    Of course it was too abrupt! Even Xiao Ning felt he was not ready to do so before. But now that he had gone through with saying those words absentmindedly, the tightly stretched string in his heart has been severed. It was painful, but it allowed him to be able to gradually breathe comfortably.


    "That''s very kind of you." Xia Li sighed before continuing, "I''m fine with spicy food, but I''m not very fond of sweets. Lu Yan seems to not like sweets much either. Like, fruits are fine, but sweetened products are just too much."


    "Um..." Xia Li shook his head in confusion, "It''s just... way too sudden."


    For a moment, Xiao Ning remained unmoving, unable to help the gentle smile from emerging as he shook his head. This... why does it feel like a real one?


    N/A


    But the appearance of Xia Li made him aware things can always change. That even if it wasn''t Xia Li, there would always be someone else who could become the one most held dear to Lu Yan in the end. Such a person could be a man, or they could be a woman, but the one person they would never be was Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning was slightly stunned, helplessness spreading through him. He truly had forgotten about this, and could only say, "Yes. I bought one the last time I came here with Lu Yan. I don''t have a favourite brand in particular."


    This made Xiao Ning hesitate for a while, because Lu Yan''s favourite brand was Tom Ford, and some time ago he had accompanied that man to a speciality store to buy some clothes. So, the items of this brand may be rather expensive to a college student who just graduated, however, Xia Li did ask, and it wasn''t easy for Xiaoo Ning to tell such a surface level lie. "He likes to buy things from Tom Ford, but it hasn''t been that long since he last bought a wallet there."


    "I mean, I''ll have dinner tomorrow with you and your brother. It''s not a big deal." Xiao Ning then hesitated for a while before releasing his held breath, hoping they can become friends.

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    In the end, Xia Li chose a belt which cost a little over three thousand, and because it was a gift, Xiao Ning didn''t offer to help him pay. After this, he accompanied Xia Li to buy a bag as well as some pyjamas, but during all that, maybe due to Shan Haiming''s phone call and the things Xia Li overheard, the younger man no longer treated him with suspicion, allowing him to sigh with relief. Even if Xiao Ning doesn''t care about Lu Yan, he still didn''t want other people always bickering with him.


    Following what seemed like an eternity, that aforementioned fella finally called. He was done with his business at work and was preparing to go find them. So, finding another coffee shop, the two sat and waited. Xiao Ning ordered himself a cup of tea, he was old, so he couldn''t handle drinking more than two cups of a caffeinated beverage in one day.


    "Actually, if he asks, it won''t be a problem if you just tell him." Xiao Nng figured he''d have to reveal it sooner or later, so there wasn''t anything wrong with Lu Yan getting the news from Xia Li.


    "Why don''t you have this?" Xiao Ning used his chopsticks to point at the thinks on Lu Yan''s plate, "It won''t taste good if it gets cold."


    What exactly was different about it? Lu Yan couldn''t actually say, so all could do was stubbornly fix his gaze on Xiao Ning, hoping just like every other time before, the man would just compromise for him.


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    He didn''t join in on the conversation between them. Firstly, because he had no wish of becoming a third wheel, and secondly, because he had no interest in saying a word. He wanted nothing more than to not stay there for a second longer, yet he still sat beside them quietly, listening and looking on.


    As he spoke, he exited the car. But while the car door was still open, he heard Lu Yan speak, "If that''s the case, Xia Li and I will go with you. I also want to meet this new friend of yours."


    Following what seemed like an eternity, that aforementioned fella finally called. He was done with his business at work and was preparing to go find them. So, finding another coffee shop, the two sat and waited. Xiao Ning ordered himself a cup of tea, he was old, so he couldn''t handle drinking more than two cups of a caffeinated beverage in one day.


    Xiao Li nodded in understanding before sincerely and excitedly wishing, "Anyway, I hope everything goes without a hitch for you two. Good luck."


    "There''s someone coming to pick me up." Xiao Ning kept the faint smile on his face, giving Xia Li a nod. "Bye, and enjoy yourself, alright."


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    If Lu Yan knew Xiao Ning was gay, what would happen then?


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    Not long after this, Lu Yan arrived by car rather quickly, then took the two for a meal at a Japanese Teppanyaki restaurant. With this development, Xiao Ning thought to himself that at least those dishes were cooked, and was able to feel a bit comforted.


    Xia Li blinked, implicitly and explicitly showing off his "I just know~" look. His provocative look made Lu Yan hot under the collar, prompting him to cuddle up next Xia Li, teasing him. The two now went at it back and forth, their questions seeming no different than flirting, the earlier issue regarding Xiao Ning long tossed aside.


    "If it''s been set, it can also be broken." Lu Yan twisted his mouth, continuing, "Since you and Xia Li get along so well, you can just hang out with us. You''re not fond of dinner parties to begin with anyhow."


    After eating, Lu Yan planned to drive Xiao Ning back to the house beyond the third ringT/n: A-City (based on Beijing) has a circular expressway made up of seven rings starting from the centre leading outwards., assuming as per usual the other man would have nothing to do at night and would be returning home following their chat to stay in. Xiao Ning actually had nothing to do, but he declined the offer with a smile nonetheless, saying, "It''s too far, and there''s no need fr you to go that far out of the way. I can just take a take a cab back. You two should go have fun."


    "But he has plans with other people too." Xia Li then wore a vague smile as he continued, "He even has a dateT/n: the word for date is also used to refer to any appointment. with someone tomorrow."


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    "I landed the real-estate job so I''ll probably be busy for the next few months. Once everything kicks off, I''ll just toss it over to the sales team. I''ll be able to take it easy after that." The three sat beside one another facing the bar where the chef cooked the sizzling Thai shrimp on the teppanT/n: Flat iron grill, with Lu Yan being the one sandwiched between them. Leaning over to Xia Li, he asked, "So what''d you buy?"


    Lu Yan with one hand on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Xia Li. "No, seriously, tell me. Why is the relationship between you two so friendly? Just what exactly have you two been chatting about?"


    "Just some random stuff. The shower gel I wanted to buy was out of stock though, so can I just use yours for the time being?" Propping his head on his hand, Xia Li then turned to face him, "I already asked Xiao Ning about this, but are there any places to rent in your apartment building?"


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    "A date?" Lu Yan''s brows crinkled slightly, as he then turned his head to Xiao Ning to ask: "With Wang Hua?"


    Lu Yan stared at Xiao Ning unhappily, then turned to Xia Li and asked suspiciously, "Why does it sound as if you know?"


    Pulling his brows tightly; LuYan turned a little to stare at Xiao Ning.


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    As he spoke, he exited the car. But while the car door was still open, he heard Lu Yan speak, "If that''s the case, Xia Li and I will go with you. I also want to meet this new friend of yours."


    "There''s someone coming to pick me up." Xiao Ning kept the faint smile on his face, giving Xia Li a nod. "Bye, and enjoy yourself, alright."


    "Of course not! But it is inconvenient for me." Even if Xiao Ning couldn''t agree; his tone was still much lighter. "You and Xia Li are having a good time as a couple, what fun do you think coming along would allow you two to have? There nothing interesting there."


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    If Lu Yan knew Xiao Ning was gay, what would happen then?


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    On that topic, he wondered whether he should take a few pictures of Shan Haiming, or whether should he give Shan Haiming some pictures of himself to increase their credibility? The two have never even exchanged text messages, so to a person as conscientious in everything they do in life like Xiao Ning, these things were really too perfunctory.


    "Thanks!" Xia Li beamed at him, scooting a bit closer. "I bought something for you too. I''ll give it to you when we get back."


    During the ride, not a soul said a word. Xia Li felt awkward. He wanted to say something, but couldn''t dare utter a peep. He had no ideas if doing so would be alright, or what the hell was currently going on.


    When it came to Lu Yan''s change of attitude, Xia Li didn''t notice at all, chiming in smilingly from the side, "It''s not a dinner party."


    Annoyed by the two echoing each other, deflated, Lu Yan nodded. "Fine. I''ll have some."


    Xiao Ning shook his head. "We haven''t known each for too long."


    "Actually, if he asks, it won''t be a problem if you just tell him." Xiao Nng figured he''d have to reveal it sooner or later, so there wasn''t anything wrong with Lu Yan getting the news from Xia Li.


    Lu Yan brought the car over slowly, and Xiao Ning subconsciously walked over to the front passengers seat, the pause in his action faintly undetectable, as he still moved to open the door at once. Imitating a gentleman, he then looked to Xia Li and smiled, "If you please."


    If Lu Yan knew Xiao Ning was gay, what would happen then?


    Seeing the two of them, Xiao Ning believed straightening out his thoughts and making a decision earlier would allow him to have no issue when facing Lu Yan or Xia Li alone. But now, seeing how intimate and affectionate the two acted towards one another, a dull ache of regret pierced his gaze, running all the way down to his heart.


    What should I wear tomorrow? If it''s Shan Haiming''s brother, wouldn''t that be my boss? Should I wear something formal then? But... taking Shan Haiming''s style into consideration, too formal wouldn''t be that good. Anyhow, who could the other friend be?


    "Another friend?" Lu Yan looked visibly shocked, "Who?"


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    "Thank you." Xia Li very cooperatively put on a gleeful look, lowering himself to enter. Afterwards, Xiao Ning himself then entered the back seat.


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    Xia Li eyes widened a bit from beside them, originally, Lu Yan and him planned to go see a stage play that Monday night so how could he just change their plans like that?


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    He didn''t join in on the conversation between them. Firstly, because he had no wish of becoming a third wheel, and secondly, because he had no interest in saying a word. He wanted nothing more than to not stay there for a second longer, yet he still sat beside them quietly, listening and looking on.


    "Of course not! But it is inconvenient for me." Even if Xiao Ning couldn''t agree; his tone was still much lighter. "You and Xia Li are having a good time as a couple, what fun do you think coming along would allow you two to have? There nothing interesting there."


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


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    Lu Yan turned to look at him. "Huh? Really? I''ll get Xiao Ning to hang out with you more then. I''ll be pretty busy these days anyhow."


    iana: If Lu Yan knew, this would''ve been a different story.


    "If it''s been set, it can also be broken." Lu Yan twisted his mouth, continuing, "Since you and Xia Li get along so well, you can just hang out with us. You''re not fond of dinner parties to begin with anyhow."


    Annoyed by the two echoing each other, deflated, Lu Yan nodded. "Fine. I''ll have some."


    "Just some random stuff. The shower gel I wanted to buy was out of stock though, so can I just use yours for the time being?" Propping his head on his hand, Xia Li then turned to face him, "I already asked Xiao Ning about this, but are there any places to rent in your apartment building?"


    As he spoke, he exited the car. But while the car door was still open, he heard Lu Yan speak, "If that''s the case, Xia Li and I will go with you. I also want to meet this new friend of yours."


    "But he has plans with other people too." Xia Li then wore a vague smile as he continued, "He even has a dateT/n: the word for date is also used to refer to any appointment. with someone tomorrow."


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    What will happen though? You guys are free to guess.


    "A date?" Lu Yan''s brows crinkled slightly, as he then turned his head to Xiao Ning to ask: "With Wang Hua?"


    "If it''s not interesting, why are you still going, then?" Lu Yan raised his voice by a lot, directing his anger at Xiao Ning. "Why are you acting like this? We''ve been friends for so many years, so how can you not have one ounce of loyalty? Xiao Ning, you''re not being a good friend."


    "Why don''t you have this?" Xiao Ning used his chopsticks to point at the thinks on Lu Yan''s plate, "It won''t taste good if it gets cold."


    Even though his tone sounded playful, Xiao Ning could hear the stubbornness within his voice. But his date with Shan Haiming absolutely could not be broken, so Xiao Ning, with a laugh, replied, "It''s already been set."


    In the end, Xia Li chose a belt which cost a little over three thousand, and because it was a gift, Xiao Ning didn''t offer to help him pay. After this, he accompanied Xia Li to buy a bag as well as some pyjamas, but during all that, maybe due to Shan Haiming''s phone call and the things Xia Li overheard, the younger man no longer treated him with suspicion, allowing him to sigh with relief. Even if Xiao Ning doesn''t care about Lu Yan, he still didn''t want other people always bickering with him.


    But what else could he have said? Xiao Ning resisted the urge to fall back into his habit of wanting to compromise. They couldn''t keep going on like this. So maybe they can gradually grow accustomed to this change. It''s better to warm up to it first.


    in the end, Lu Yan could not keep his composure, his tone now filled with criticism, as if he was wronged, while he gritted is teeth, "Why is it inconvenient? Am I not fit to be seen?"


    The Reason


    The chef placed the cooked shrimp on the three plates, while Xiao Ning replied, "No, another friend."


    "We''re going." Lu Yan turn around with an expressionless face, instantly starting the car and using practical actions to block Xia Ning''s words.


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    He didn''t join in on the conversation between them. Firstly, because he had no wish of becoming a third wheel, and secondly, because he had no interest in saying a word. He wanted nothing more than to not stay there for a second longer, yet he still sat beside them quietly, listening and looking on.


    "Another friend?" Lu Yan looked visibly shocked, "Who?"


    Not long after this, Lu Yan arrived by car rather quickly, then took the two for a meal at a Japanese Teppanyaki restaurant. With this development, Xiao Ning thought to himself that at least those dishes were cooked, and was able to feel a bit comforted.


    "But he has plans with other people too." Xia Li then wore a vague smile as he continued, "He even has a dateT/n: the word for date is also used to refer to any appointment. with someone tomorrow."


    "We''re going." Lu Yan turn around with an expressionless face, instantly starting the car and using practical actions to block Xia Ning''s words.


    Xiao Ning picked up a shrimp with his chopsticks, taking a bite. "You don''t know them."


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    "Huh, I don''t think so." Lu Yan now turned his entire body around, propping his elbow on the table. "You only have a few friends, is there still anyone I don''t know?"


    "Thanks!" Xia Li beamed at him, scooting a bit closer. "I bought something for you too. I''ll give it to you when we get back."


    Maybe because he was determined to say he wouldn''t tell, Xia Li opened his mouth then shut it nervously, letting out a giggle afterwards, choosing to swallow back his words to instead say, "Hey, when are you planning to introduce him to us? I''m super curious. Do you have a picture?"


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    "If it''s not interesting, why are you still going, then?" Lu Yan raised his voice by a lot, directing his anger at Xiao Ning. "Why are you acting like this? We''ve been friends for so many years, so how can you not have one ounce of loyalty? Xiao Ning, you''re not being a good friend."


    Those two words... "new friend", if anyone else didn''t listen carefully, they wouldn''t be able to sense the abnormality within them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t anyone else, he could guess the intention behind them just by the small twitch of Lu Yan''s brows. So hearing those words, he immediately understood that Lu Yan''s strange self-centred fit of anger was severe.


    Even though his tone sounded playful, Xiao Ning could hear the stubbornness within his voice. But his date with Shan Haiming absolutely could not be broken, so Xiao Ning, with a laugh, replied, "It''s already been set."


    But what else could he have said? Xiao Ning resisted the urge to fall back into his habit of wanting to compromise. They couldn''t keep going on like this. So maybe they can gradually grow accustomed to this change. It''s better to warm up to it first.


    "Why don''t you have this?" Xiao Ning used his chopsticks to point at the thinks on Lu Yan''s plate, "It won''t taste good if it gets cold."


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    "Huh, I don''t think so." Lu Yan now turned his entire body around, propping his elbow on the table. "You only have a few friends, is there still anyone I don''t know?"


    "Of course not! But it is inconvenient for me." Even if Xiao Ning couldn''t agree; his tone was still much lighter. "You and Xia Li are having a good time as a couple, what fun do you think coming along would allow you two to have? There nothing interesting there."


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    "Huh, I don''t think so." Lu Yan now turned his entire body around, propping his elbow on the table. "You only have a few friends, is there still anyone I don''t know?"


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    Lu Yan wanted to ask him again but Xia Li spoke up from beside him. "Why don''t you have another serving of snowflake beef? Lu Yan?"


    Xia Li gave an embarrassed smile in return. "You too."


    Maybe because he was determined to say he wouldn''t tell, Xia Li opened his mouth then shut it nervously, letting out a giggle afterwards, choosing to swallow back his words to instead say, "Hey, when are you planning to introduce him to us? I''m super curious. Do you have a picture?"


    What will happen though? You guys are free to guess.


    Annoyed by the two echoing each other, deflated, Lu Yan nodded. "Fine. I''ll have some."


    In the end, Xia Li chose a belt which cost a little over three thousand, and because it was a gift, Xiao Ning didn''t offer to help him pay. After this, he accompanied Xia Li to buy a bag as well as some pyjamas, but during all that, maybe due to Shan Haiming''s phone call and the things Xia Li overheard, the younger man no longer treated him with suspicion, allowing him to sigh with relief. Even if Xiao Ning doesn''t care about Lu Yan, he still didn''t want other people always bickering with him.


    After eating, Lu Yan planned to drive Xiao Ning back to the house beyond the third ringT/n: A-City (based on Beijing) has a circular expressway made up of seven rings starting from the centre leading outwards., assuming as per usual the other man would have nothing to do at night and would be returning home following their chat to stay in. Xiao Ning actually had nothing to do, but he declined the offer with a smile nonetheless, saying, "It''s too far, and there''s no need fr you to go that far out of the way. I can just take a take a cab back. You two should go have fun."


    iana: If Lu Yan knew, this would''ve been a different story.


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    Lu yan didn''t pat attention to him at all, however, only seriously staring at Niao Ning. A smile was clearly shown on his face, but not one trace of it could be seen in his eyes.


    After eating, Lu Yan planned to drive Xiao Ning back to the house beyond the third ringT/n: A-City (based on Beijing) has a circular expressway made up of seven rings starting from the centre leading outwards., assuming as per usual the other man would have nothing to do at night and would be returning home following their chat to stay in. Xiao Ning actually had nothing to do, but he declined the offer with a smile nonetheless, saying, "It''s too far, and there''s no need fr you to go that far out of the way. I can just take a take a cab back. You two should go have fun."


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    Annoyed by the two echoing each other, deflated, Lu Yan nodded. "Fine. I''ll have some."


    But what else could he have said? Xiao Ning resisted the urge to fall back into his habit of wanting to compromise. They couldn''t keep going on like this. So maybe they can gradually grow accustomed to this change. It''s better to warm up to it first.


    Lu Yan with one hand on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Xia Li. "No, seriously, tell me. Why is the relationship between you two so friendly? Just what exactly have you two been chatting about?"


    On that topic, he wondered whether he should take a few pictures of Shan Haiming, or whether should he give Shan Haiming some pictures of himself to increase their credibility? The two have never even exchanged text messages, so to a person as conscientious in everything they do in life like Xiao Ning, these things were really too perfunctory.


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    Xia Li was even more shocked now, Lu Yan was an uninhibited romantic when it came to playing around. When his affection was strong, he spoke sweet coaxing words smoothly, but if he didn''t pay care though, he revealed an attitude of dispensability. Although this attitude made people feel as if they couldn''t hold onto him, it also made added to his appeal.


    Lu Yan stared at Xiao Ning unhappily, then turned to Xia Li and asked suspiciously, "Why does it sound as if you know?"


    "Actually, if he asks, it won''t be a problem if you just tell him." Xiao Nng figured he''d have to reveal it sooner or later, so there wasn''t anything wrong with Lu Yan getting the news from Xia Li.


    Lost in thought over the next day''s mission, Xiao Ning had completely forgotten all about the two beside him.


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    Thinking about the atmosphere between those two which made others unable to get in, Xia Li pinched his lips together lightly, worriedly wondering if he let himself be relieved too early.


    During the ride, not a soul said a word. Xia Li felt awkward. He wanted to say something, but couldn''t dare utter a peep. He had no ideas if doing so would be alright, or what the hell was currently going on.


    What exactly was different about it? Lu Yan couldn''t actually say, so all could do was stubbornly fix his gaze on Xiao Ning, hoping just like every other time before, the man would just compromise for him.


    "Thanks!" Xia Li beamed at him, scooting a bit closer. "I bought something for you too. I''ll give it to you when we get back."


    Xia Li blinked, implicitly and explicitly showing off his "I just know~" look. His provocative look made Lu Yan hot under the collar, prompting him to cuddle up next Xia Li, teasing him. The two now went at it back and forth, their questions seeming no different than flirting, the earlier issue regarding Xiao Ning long tossed aside.


    In the end, Xia Li chose a belt which cost a little over three thousand, and because it was a gift, Xiao Ning didn''t offer to help him pay. After this, he accompanied Xia Li to buy a bag as well as some pyjamas, but during all that, maybe due to Shan Haiming''s phone call and the things Xia Li overheard, the younger man no longer treated him with suspicion, allowing him to sigh with relief. Even if Xiao Ning doesn''t care about Lu Yan, he still didn''t want other people always bickering with him.


    Lu Yan wanted to ask him again but Xia Li spoke up from beside him. "Why don''t you have another serving of snowflake beef? Lu Yan?"


    Even though his tone sounded playful, Xiao Ning could hear the stubbornness within his voice. But his date with Shan Haiming absolutely could not be broken, so Xiao Ning, with a laugh, replied, "It''s already been set."


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    "If it''s been set, it can also be broken." Lu Yan twisted his mouth, continuing, "Since you and Xia Li get along so well, you can just hang out with us. You''re not fond of dinner parties to begin with anyhow."


    Lu yan didn''t pat attention to him at all, however, only seriously staring at Niao Ning. A smile was clearly shown on his face, but not one trace of it could be seen in his eyes.


    Not long after this, Lu Yan arrived by car rather quickly, then took the two for a meal at a Japanese Teppanyaki restaurant. With this development, Xiao Ning thought to himself that at least those dishes were cooked, and was able to feel a bit comforted.


    "We''re going." Lu Yan turn around with an expressionless face, instantly starting the car and using practical actions to block Xia Ning''s words.


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    He then thought that about he should first find himself a place to rent and move out of Lu Yan''s. He lived that nameless, share-less, faceless, skinless¡ªall in all shameless¡ªkind of life for far too long. It was enough.


    What will happen though? You guys are free to guess.


    Which is comparatively better, right?


    Usually, Lu Yan would just go along with it and agree, however right then, he had no idea what kind of crazy he was on but he needed to send Xiao Ning back himself. Xiao Ning also never pushed the matter, and so simply agreed.


    Narrowing his eyes, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but think of Shan Haiming. He now understood the other man a little more. Having a fake intimate relationship with someone to use as an excuse was surprisingly very useful.


    Xia Li laughed out hearing this, then said, "We were chatting about Xiao Ning''s date tomorrow."


    What should I wear tomorrow? If it''s Shan Haiming''s brother, wouldn''t that be my boss? Should I wear something formal then? But... taking Shan Haiming''s style into consideration, too formal wouldn''t be that good. Anyhow, who could the other friend be?


    "Why don''t you have this?" Xiao Ning used his chopsticks to point at the thinks on Lu Yan''s plate, "It won''t taste good if it gets cold."


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    Xia Li laughed out hearing this, then said, "We were chatting about Xiao Ning''s date tomorrow."


    Lost in thought over the next day''s mission, Xiao Ning had completely forgotten all about the two beside him.


    "Thank you." Xia Li very cooperatively put on a gleeful look, lowering himself to enter. Afterwards, Xiao Ning himself then entered the back seat.


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    "If it''s been set, it can also be broken." Lu Yan twisted his mouth, continuing, "Since you and Xia Li get along so well, you can just hang out with us. You''re not fond of dinner parties to begin with anyhow."


    ?¡ó?


    Maybe because he was determined to say he wouldn''t tell, Xia Li opened his mouth then shut it nervously, letting out a giggle afterwards, choosing to swallow back his words to instead say, "Hey, when are you planning to introduce him to us? I''m super curious. Do you have a picture?"


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    "Actually, if he asks, it won''t be a problem if you just tell him." Xiao Nng figured he''d have to reveal it sooner or later, so there wasn''t anything wrong with Lu Yan getting the news from Xia Li.


    After eating, Lu Yan planned to drive Xiao Ning back to the house beyond the third ringT/n: A-City (based on Beijing) has a circular expressway made up of seven rings starting from the centre leading outwards., assuming as per usual the other man would have nothing to do at night and would be returning home following their chat to stay in. Xiao Ning actually had nothing to do, but he declined the offer with a smile nonetheless, saying, "It''s too far, and there''s no need fr you to go that far out of the way. I can just take a take a cab back. You two should go have fun."


    "A date?" Lu Yan''s brows crinkled slightly, as he then turned his head to Xiao Ning to ask: "With Wang Hua?"


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    Maybe because he was determined to say he wouldn''t tell, Xia Li opened his mouth then shut it nervously, letting out a giggle afterwards, choosing to swallow back his words to instead say, "Hey, when are you planning to introduce him to us? I''m super curious. Do you have a picture?"


    Lu Yan with one hand on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Xia Li. "No, seriously, tell me. Why is the relationship between you two so friendly? Just what exactly have you two been chatting about?"


    Usually, Lu Yan would just go along with it and agree, however right then, he had no idea what kind of crazy he was on but he needed to send Xiao Ning back himself. Xiao Ning also never pushed the matter, and so simply agreed.


    Lu Yan wanted to ask him again but Xia Li spoke up from beside him. "Why don''t you have another serving of snowflake beef? Lu Yan?"


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    The Reason


    "A date?" Lu Yan''s brows crinkled slightly, as he then turned his head to Xiao Ning to ask: "With Wang Hua?"


    "But he has plans with other people too." Xia Li then wore a vague smile as he continued, "He even has a dateT/n: the word for date is also used to refer to any appointment. with someone tomorrow."


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    "I landed the real-estate job so I''ll probably be busy for the next few months. Once everything kicks off, I''ll just toss it over to the sales team. I''ll be able to take it easy after that." The three sat beside one another facing the bar where the chef cooked the sizzling Thai shrimp on the teppanT/n: Flat iron grill, with Lu Yan being the one sandwiched between them. Leaning over to Xia Li, he asked, "So what''d you buy?"


    During the ride, not a soul said a word. Xia Li felt awkward. He wanted to say something, but couldn''t dare utter a peep. He had no ideas if doing so would be alright, or what the hell was currently going on.


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    Xia Li gave an embarrassed smile in return. "You too."


    Lu Yan stared at Xiao Ning unhappily, then turned to Xia Li and asked suspiciously, "Why does it sound as if you know?"


    Usually, Lu Yan would just go along with it and agree, however right then, he had no idea what kind of crazy he was on but he needed to send Xiao Ning back himself. Xiao Ning also never pushed the matter, and so simply agreed.


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    "Actually, if he asks, it won''t be a problem if you just tell him." Xiao Nng figured he''d have to reveal it sooner or later, so there wasn''t anything wrong with Lu Yan getting the news from Xia Li.


    This made Lu Yan turn his head back, but his brows still remained drawn. First muttering to himself, he then said with a smile, "What date, huh? It''s better to hang with me and Xia Li."


    Thinking about the atmosphere between those two which made others unable to get in, Xia Li pinched his lips together lightly, worriedly wondering if he let himself be relieved too early.


    But what else could he have said? Xiao Ning resisted the urge to fall back into his habit of wanting to compromise. They couldn''t keep going on like this. So maybe they can gradually grow accustomed to this change. It''s better to warm up to it first.


    "Huh, I don''t think so." Lu Yan now turned his entire body around, propping his elbow on the table. "You only have a few friends, is there still anyone I don''t know?"


    Xia Li blinked, implicitly and explicitly showing off his "I just know~" look. His provocative look made Lu Yan hot under the collar, prompting him to cuddle up next Xia Li, teasing him. The two now went at it back and forth, their questions seeming no different than flirting, the earlier issue regarding Xiao Ning long tossed aside.


    Maybe because he was determined to say he wouldn''t tell, Xia Li opened his mouth then shut it nervously, letting out a giggle afterwards, choosing to swallow back his words to instead say, "Hey, when are you planning to introduce him to us? I''m super curious. Do you have a picture?"


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    Xiao Ning shook his head. "We haven''t known each for too long."


    Xiao Ning shook his head. "We haven''t known each for too long."


    "But he has plans with other people too." Xia Li then wore a vague smile as he continued, "He even has a dateT/n: the word for date is also used to refer to any appointment. with someone tomorrow."


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    On that topic, he wondered whether he should take a few pictures of Shan Haiming, or whether should he give Shan Haiming some pictures of himself to increase their credibility? The two have never even exchanged text messages, so to a person as conscientious in everything they do in life like Xiao Ning, these things were really too perfunctory.


    Lost in thought over the next day''s mission, Xiao Ning had completely forgotten all about the two beside him.


    When it came to Lu Yan''s change of attitude, Xia Li didn''t notice at all, chiming in smilingly from the side, "It''s not a dinner party."


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    "Huh, I don''t think so." Lu Yan now turned his entire body around, propping his elbow on the table. "You only have a few friends, is there still anyone I don''t know?"


    "Another friend?" Lu Yan looked visibly shocked, "Who?"


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    "Just some random stuff. The shower gel I wanted to buy was out of stock though, so can I just use yours for the time being?" Propping his head on his hand, Xia Li then turned to face him, "I already asked Xiao Ning about this, but are there any places to rent in your apartment building?"


    Xiao Li nodded in understanding before sincerely and excitedly wishing, "Anyway, I hope everything goes without a hitch for you two. Good luck."


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    Lu Yan brought the car over slowly, and Xiao Ning subconsciously walked over to the front passengers seat, the pause in his action faintly undetectable, as he still moved to open the door at once. Imitating a gentleman, he then looked to Xia Li and smiled, "If you please."


    "There''s someone coming to pick me up." Xiao Ning kept the faint smile on his face, giving Xia Li a nod. "Bye, and enjoy yourself, alright."


    But what else could he have said? Xiao Ning resisted the urge to fall back into his habit of wanting to compromise. They couldn''t keep going on like this. So maybe they can gradually grow accustomed to this change. It''s better to warm up to it first.


    "If it''s not interesting, why are you still going, then?" Lu Yan raised his voice by a lot, directing his anger at Xiao Ning. "Why are you acting like this? We''ve been friends for so many years, so how can you not have one ounce of loyalty? Xiao Ning, you''re not being a good friend."


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    "I landed the real-estate job so I''ll probably be busy for the next few months. Once everything kicks off, I''ll just toss it over to the sales team. I''ll be able to take it easy after that." The three sat beside one another facing the bar where the chef cooked the sizzling Thai shrimp on the teppanT/n: Flat iron grill, with Lu Yan being the one sandwiched between them. Leaning over to Xia Li, he asked, "So what''d you buy?"


    "A date?" Lu Yan''s brows crinkled slightly, as he then turned his head to Xiao Ning to ask: "With Wang Hua?"


    What should I wear tomorrow? If it''s Shan Haiming''s brother, wouldn''t that be my boss? Should I wear something formal then? But... taking Shan Haiming''s style into consideration, too formal wouldn''t be that good. Anyhow, who could the other friend be?


    "Thank you." Xia Li very cooperatively put on a gleeful look, lowering himself to enter. Afterwards, Xiao Ning himself then entered the back seat.


    But Xiao Ning replied, "That would be inconvenient."


    Lu Yan with one hand on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Xia Li. "No, seriously, tell me. Why is the relationship between you two so friendly? Just what exactly have you two been chatting about?"


    "Be careful on the road." After saying this, Xiao Ning turned and left.


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    Narrowing his eyes, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but think of Shan Haiming. He now understood the other man a little more. Having a fake intimate relationship with someone to use as an excuse was surprisingly very useful.


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    "There''s someone coming to pick me up." Xiao Ning kept the faint smile on his face, giving Xia Li a nod. "Bye, and enjoy yourself, alright."


    "Isn''t our relationship being good, not alright?" Xiao Ning teased, "Don''t worry, I''m not going to run off with your Xia Li."


    Lu Yan''s grip on the steering wheel tightened slightly, his gaze lowering somewhat before lifting it. "Fine. I won''t get in your way. Can I drop you off there then?"


    Lu yan didn''t pat attention to him at all, however, only seriously staring at Niao Ning. A smile was clearly shown on his face, but not one trace of it could be seen in his eyes.


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    "Of course not! But it is inconvenient for me." Even if Xiao Ning couldn''t agree; his tone was still much lighter. "You and Xia Li are having a good time as a couple, what fun do you think coming along would allow you two to have? There nothing interesting there."


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    "Why don''t you have this?" Xiao Ning used his chopsticks to point at the thinks on Lu Yan''s plate, "It won''t taste good if it gets cold."


    Pulling his brows tightly; LuYan turned a little to stare at Xiao Ning.


    in the end, Lu Yan could not keep his composure, his tone now filled with criticism, as if he was wronged, while he gritted is teeth, "Why is it inconvenient? Am I not fit to be seen?"


    Xia Li laughed out hearing this, then said, "We were chatting about Xiao Ning''s date tomorrow."


    Even though his tone sounded playful, Xiao Ning could hear the stubbornness within his voice. But his date with Shan Haiming absolutely could not be broken, so Xiao Ning, with a laugh, replied, "It''s already been set."


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    During the ride, not a soul said a word. Xia Li felt awkward. He wanted to say something, but couldn''t dare utter a peep. He had no ideas if doing so would be alright, or what the hell was currently going on.


    But Xiao Ning replied, "That would be inconvenient."


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    This made Lu Yan turn his head back, but his brows still remained drawn. First muttering to himself, he then said with a smile, "What date, huh? It''s better to hang with me and Xia Li."


    When it came to Lu Yan''s change of attitude, Xia Li didn''t notice at all, chiming in smilingly from the side, "It''s not a dinner party."


    Even though his tone sounded playful, Xiao Ning could hear the stubbornness within his voice. But his date with Shan Haiming absolutely could not be broken, so Xiao Ning, with a laugh, replied, "It''s already been set."


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    Those two words... "new friend", if anyone else didn''t listen carefully, they wouldn''t be able to sense the abnormality within them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t anyone else, he could guess the intention behind them just by the small twitch of Lu Yan''s brows. So hearing those words, he immediately understood that Lu Yan''s strange self-centred fit of anger was severe.


    What exactly was different about it? Lu Yan couldn''t actually say, so all could do was stubbornly fix his gaze on Xiao Ning, hoping just like every other time before, the man would just compromise for him.


    What exactly was different about it? Lu Yan couldn''t actually say, so all could do was stubbornly fix his gaze on Xiao Ning, hoping just like every other time before, the man would just compromise for him.


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    Xiao Ning picked up a shrimp with his chopsticks, taking a bite. "You don''t know them."


    "If it''s been set, it can also be broken." Lu Yan twisted his mouth, continuing, "Since you and Xia Li get along so well, you can just hang out with us. You''re not fond of dinner parties to begin with anyhow."


    Xia Li eyes widened a bit from beside them, originally, Lu Yan and him planned to go see a stage play that Monday night so how could he just change their plans like that?


    When it came to Lu Yan''s change of attitude, Xia Li didn''t notice at all, chiming in smilingly from the side, "It''s not a dinner party."


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    iana: If Lu Yan knew, this would''ve been a different story.


    This made Lu Yan turn his head back, but his brows still remained drawn. First muttering to himself, he then said with a smile, "What date, huh? It''s better to hang with me and Xia Li."


    Lu yan didn''t pat attention to him at all, however, only seriously staring at Niao Ning. A smile was clearly shown on his face, but not one trace of it could be seen in his eyes.


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    Lu yan didn''t pat attention to him at all, however, only seriously staring at Niao Ning. A smile was clearly shown on his face, but not one trace of it could be seen in his eyes.


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    Xia Li was even more shocked now, Lu Yan was an uninhibited romantic when it came to playing around. When his affection was strong, he spoke sweet coaxing words smoothly, but if he didn''t pay care though, he revealed an attitude of dispensability. Although this attitude made people feel as if they couldn''t hold onto him, it also made added to his appeal.


    Xia Li blinked, implicitly and explicitly showing off his "I just know~" look. His provocative look made Lu Yan hot under the collar, prompting him to cuddle up next Xia Li, teasing him. The two now went at it back and forth, their questions seeming no different than flirting, the earlier issue regarding Xiao Ning long tossed aside.


    Lu Yan wanted to ask him again but Xia Li spoke up from beside him. "Why don''t you have another serving of snowflake beef? Lu Yan?"


    What will happen though? You guys are free to guess.


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    Thinking about the atmosphere between those two which made others unable to get in, Xia Li pinched his lips together lightly, worriedly wondering if he let himself be relieved too early.


    Lu Yan brought the car over slowly, and Xiao Ning subconsciously walked over to the front passengers seat, the pause in his action faintly undetectable, as he still moved to open the door at once. Imitating a gentleman, he then looked to Xia Li and smiled, "If you please."


    Lu Yan''s grip on the steering wheel tightened slightly, his gaze lowering somewhat before lifting it. "Fine. I won''t get in your way. Can I drop you off there then?"


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    Those two words... "new friend", if anyone else didn''t listen carefully, they wouldn''t be able to sense the abnormality within them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t anyone else, he could guess the intention behind them just by the small twitch of Lu Yan''s brows. So hearing those words, he immediately understood that Lu Yan''s strange self-centred fit of anger was severe.


    What exactly was different about it? Lu Yan couldn''t actually say, so all could do was stubbornly fix his gaze on Xiao Ning, hoping just like every other time before, the man would just compromise for him.


    "Huh, I don''t think so." Lu Yan now turned his entire body around, propping his elbow on the table. "You only have a few friends, is there still anyone I don''t know?"


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    If Lu Yan knew Xiao Ning was gay, what would happen then?


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    Xia Li was even more shocked now, Lu Yan was an uninhibited romantic when it came to playing around. When his affection was strong, he spoke sweet coaxing words smoothly, but if he didn''t pay care though, he revealed an attitude of dispensability. Although this attitude made people feel as if they couldn''t hold onto him, it also made added to his appeal.


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    Xia Li laughed out hearing this, then said, "We were chatting about Xiao Ning''s date tomorrow."


    In the end, Xia Li chose a belt which cost a little over three thousand, and because it was a gift, Xiao Ning didn''t offer to help him pay. After this, he accompanied Xia Li to buy a bag as well as some pyjamas, but during all that, maybe due to Shan Haiming''s phone call and the things Xia Li overheard, the younger man no longer treated him with suspicion, allowing him to sigh with relief. Even if Xiao Ning doesn''t care about Lu Yan, he still didn''t want other people always bickering with him.


    "We''re going." Lu Yan turn around with an expressionless face, instantly starting the car and using practical actions to block Xia Ning''s words.


    "Just some random stuff. The shower gel I wanted to buy was out of stock though, so can I just use yours for the time being?" Propping his head on his hand, Xia Li then turned to face him, "I already asked Xiao Ning about this, but are there any places to rent in your apartment building?"


    During the ride, not a soul said a word. Xia Li felt awkward. He wanted to say something, but couldn''t dare utter a peep. He had no ideas if doing so would be alright, or what the hell was currently going on.


    Seeing the two of them, Xiao Ning believed straightening out his thoughts and making a decision earlier would allow him to have no issue when facing Lu Yan or Xia Li alone. But now, seeing how intimate and affectionate the two acted towards one another, a dull ache of regret pierced his gaze, running all the way down to his heart.


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    Lu Yan stared at his retreating back, his anger boiling. Pounding the steering wheel once, he then sucked in his rage before furiously stepping on the gas, driving away.


    ?¡ó?


    Lu Yan stared at his retreating back, his anger boiling. Pounding the steering wheel once, he then sucked in his rage before furiously stepping on the gas, driving away.


    Seeing the two of them, Xiao Ning believed straightening out his thoughts and making a decision earlier would allow him to have no issue when facing Lu Yan or Xia Li alone. But now, seeing how intimate and affectionate the two acted towards one another, a dull ache of regret pierced his gaze, running all the way down to his heart.


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    But Xiao Ning replied, "That would be inconvenient."


    As he spoke, he exited the car. But while the car door was still open, he heard Lu Yan speak, "If that''s the case, Xia Li and I will go with you. I also want to meet this new friend of yours."


    What exactly was different about it? Lu Yan couldn''t actually say, so all could do was stubbornly fix his gaze on Xiao Ning, hoping just like every other time before, the man would just compromise for him.


    Those two words... "new friend", if anyone else didn''t listen carefully, they wouldn''t be able to sense the abnormality within them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t anyone else, he could guess the intention behind them just by the small twitch of Lu Yan''s brows. So hearing those words, he immediately understood that Lu Yan''s strange self-centred fit of anger was severe.


    After eating, Lu Yan planned to drive Xiao Ning back to the house beyond the third ringT/n: A-City (based on Beijing) has a circular expressway made up of seven rings starting from the centre leading outwards., assuming as per usual the other man would have nothing to do at night and would be returning home following their chat to stay in. Xiao Ning actually had nothing to do, but he declined the offer with a smile nonetheless, saying, "It''s too far, and there''s no need fr you to go that far out of the way. I can just take a take a cab back. You two should go have fun."


    Lu Yan wanted to ask him again but Xia Li spoke up from beside him. "Why don''t you have another serving of snowflake beef? Lu Yan?"


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    But what else could he have said? Xiao Ning resisted the urge to fall back into his habit of wanting to compromise. They couldn''t keep going on like this. So maybe they can gradually grow accustomed to this change. It''s better to warm up to it first.


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    When the chef turned his back to them, Xia Li took advantage of this opportunity to give Lu Yan a quick peck on the cheek. "Why are you so upset?"


    "I landed the real-estate job so I''ll probably be busy for the next few months. Once everything kicks off, I''ll just toss it over to the sales team. I''ll be able to take it easy after that." The three sat beside one another facing the bar where the chef cooked the sizzling Thai shrimp on the teppanT/n: Flat iron grill, with Lu Yan being the one sandwiched between them. Leaning over to Xia Li, he asked, "So what''d you buy?"


    The chef placed the cooked shrimp on the three plates, while Xiao Ning replied, "No, another friend."


    He didn''t join in on the conversation between them. Firstly, because he had no wish of becoming a third wheel, and secondly, because he had no interest in saying a word. He wanted nothing more than to not stay there for a second longer, yet he still sat beside them quietly, listening and looking on.


    "I landed the real-estate job so I''ll probably be busy for the next few months. Once everything kicks off, I''ll just toss it over to the sales team. I''ll be able to take it easy after that." The three sat beside one another facing the bar where the chef cooked the sizzling Thai shrimp on the teppanT/n: Flat iron grill, with Lu Yan being the one sandwiched between them. Leaning over to Xia Li, he asked, "So what''d you buy?"


    "But he has plans with other people too." Xia Li then wore a vague smile as he continued, "He even has a dateT/n: the word for date is also used to refer to any appointment. with someone tomorrow."


    Xia Li eyes widened a bit from beside them, originally, Lu Yan and him planned to go see a stage play that Monday night so how could he just change their plans like that?


    Those two words... "new friend", if anyone else didn''t listen carefully, they wouldn''t be able to sense the abnormality within them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t anyone else, he could guess the intention behind them just by the small twitch of Lu Yan''s brows. So hearing those words, he immediately understood that Lu Yan''s strange self-centred fit of anger was severe.


    Following what seemed like an eternity, that aforementioned fella finally called. He was done with his business at work and was preparing to go find them. So, finding another coffee shop, the two sat and waited. Xiao Ning ordered himself a cup of tea, he was old, so he couldn''t handle drinking more than two cups of a caffeinated beverage in one day.


    Lost in thought over the next day''s mission, Xiao Ning had completely forgotten all about the two beside him.


    But Xiao Ning replied, "That would be inconvenient."


    Narrowing his eyes, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but think of Shan Haiming. He now understood the other man a little more. Having a fake intimate relationship with someone to use as an excuse was surprisingly very useful.


    Following what seemed like an eternity, that aforementioned fella finally called. He was done with his business at work and was preparing to go find them. So, finding another coffee shop, the two sat and waited. Xiao Ning ordered himself a cup of tea, he was old, so he couldn''t handle drinking more than two cups of a caffeinated beverage in one day.


    The silence of that ride continued until they arrived at the neighbourhood entrance, with Xiao Ning saying, "Drop me off here. This afternoon was fun."


    Which is comparatively better, right?


    ?¡ó?


    in the end, Lu Yan could not keep his composure, his tone now filled with criticism, as if he was wronged, while he gritted is teeth, "Why is it inconvenient? Am I not fit to be seen?"


    Lu Yan turned to look at him. "Huh? Really? I''ll get Xiao Ning to hang out with you more then. I''ll be pretty busy these days anyhow."


    In the end, Xia Li chose a belt which cost a little over three thousand, and because it was a gift, Xiao Ning didn''t offer to help him pay. After this, he accompanied Xia Li to buy a bag as well as some pyjamas, but during all that, maybe due to Shan Haiming''s phone call and the things Xia Li overheard, the younger man no longer treated him with suspicion, allowing him to sigh with relief. Even if Xiao Ning doesn''t care about Lu Yan, he still didn''t want other people always bickering with him.


    Lost in thought over the next day''s mission, Xiao Ning had completely forgotten all about the two beside him.


    "A date?" Lu Yan''s brows crinkled slightly, as he then turned his head to Xiao Ning to ask: "With Wang Hua?"


    Xia Li eyes widened a bit from beside them, originally, Lu Yan and him planned to go see a stage play that Monday night so how could he just change their plans like that?


    Xia Li was even more shocked now, Lu Yan was an uninhibited romantic when it came to playing around. When his affection was strong, he spoke sweet coaxing words smoothly, but if he didn''t pay care though, he revealed an attitude of dispensability. Although this attitude made people feel as if they couldn''t hold onto him, it also made added to his appeal.


    "I''ll have some too then," Xiao Ning interrupted, catching a glance of Xia Li, sending him a wink while he added, "Lu Yan definitely needs it. He''s not happy unless he has meat."


    He then thought that about he should first find himself a place to rent and move out of Lu Yan''s. He lived that nameless, share-less, faceless, skinless¡ªall in all shameless¡ªkind of life for far too long. It was enough.


    Xiao Li nodded in understanding before sincerely and excitedly wishing, "Anyway, I hope everything goes without a hitch for you two. Good luck."


    Lu Yan brought the car over slowly, and Xiao Ning subconsciously walked over to the front passengers seat, the pause in his action faintly undetectable, as he still moved to open the door at once. Imitating a gentleman, he then looked to Xia Li and smiled, "If you please."


    "Thank you." Xia Li very cooperatively put on a gleeful look, lowering himself to enter. Afterwards, Xiao Ning himself then entered the back seat.


    "We''re going." Lu Yan turn around with an expressionless face, instantly starting the car and using practical actions to block Xia Ning''s words.


    Those two words... "new friend", if anyone else didn''t listen carefully, they wouldn''t be able to sense the abnormality within them. But Xiao Ning wasn''t anyone else, he could guess the intention behind them just by the small twitch of Lu Yan''s brows. So hearing those words, he immediately understood that Lu Yan''s strange self-centred fit of anger was severe.


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    "Isn''t our relationship being good, not alright?" Xiao Ning teased, "Don''t worry, I''m not going to run off with your Xia Li."


    "Of course not! But it is inconvenient for me." Even if Xiao Ning couldn''t agree; his tone was still much lighter. "You and Xia Li are having a good time as a couple, what fun do you think coming along would allow you two to have? There nothing interesting there."


    He then thought that about he should first find himself a place to rent and move out of Lu Yan''s. He lived that nameless, share-less, faceless, skinless¡ªall in all shameless¡ªkind of life for far too long. It was enough.


    Xia Li blinked, implicitly and explicitly showing off his "I just know~" look. His provocative look made Lu Yan hot under the collar, prompting him to cuddle up next Xia Li, teasing him. The two now went at it back and forth, their questions seeming no different than flirting, the earlier issue regarding Xiao Ning long tossed aside.


    As he spoke, he exited the car. But while the car door was still open, he heard Lu Yan speak, "If that''s the case, Xia Li and I will go with you. I also want to meet this new friend of yours."


    "Be careful on the road." After saying this, Xiao Ning turned and left.


    He knew Lu Yan for so long, but when has Xia Li ever seen this side of Lu Yan''s?


    Lu Yan with one hand on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Xia Li. "No, seriously, tell me. Why is the relationship between you two so friendly? Just what exactly have you two been chatting about?"


    Annoyed by the two echoing each other, deflated, Lu Yan nodded. "Fine. I''ll have some."


    "If it''s not interesting, why are you still going, then?" Lu Yan raised his voice by a lot, directing his anger at Xiao Ning. "Why are you acting like this? We''ve been friends for so many years, so how can you not have one ounce of loyalty? Xiao Ning, you''re not being a good friend."


    "Another friend?" Lu Yan looked visibly shocked, "Who?"


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    Xiao Ning shook his head. "We haven''t known each for too long."


    "Actually, if he asks, it won''t be a problem if you just tell him." Xiao Nng figured he''d have to reveal it sooner or later, so there wasn''t anything wrong with Lu Yan getting the news from Xia Li.


    Lu Yan with one hand on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Xia Li. "No, seriously, tell me. Why is the relationship between you two so friendly? Just what exactly have you two been chatting about?"


    Lu Yan turned to look at him. "Huh? Really? I''ll get Xiao Ning to hang out with you more then. I''ll be pretty busy these days anyhow."


    "Of course not! But it is inconvenient for me." Even if Xiao Ning couldn''t agree; his tone was still much lighter. "You and Xia Li are having a good time as a couple, what fun do you think coming along would allow you two to have? There nothing interesting there."


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    "Thanks!" Xia Li beamed at him, scooting a bit closer. "I bought something for you too. I''ll give it to you when we get back."


    Lu Yan''s grip on the steering wheel tightened slightly, his gaze lowering somewhat before lifting it. "Fine. I won''t get in your way. Can I drop you off there then?"


    He didn''t join in on the conversation between them. Firstly, because he had no wish of becoming a third wheel, and secondly, because he had no interest in saying a word. He wanted nothing more than to not stay there for a second longer, yet he still sat beside them quietly, listening and looking on.


    Lu Yan turned to look at him. "Huh? Really? I''ll get Xiao Ning to hang out with you more then. I''ll be pretty busy these days anyhow."


    Xiao Ning sighed, his eyes seeming to be covered by a faint layer of helplessness. "I''m the one at fault, alright? You shouldn''t take it to heart, it''ll just put you guys in a bad mood."


    "There''s someone coming to pick me up." Xiao Ning kept the faint smile on his face, giving Xia Li a nod. "Bye, and enjoy yourself, alright."


    On that topic, he wondered whether he should take a few pictures of Shan Haiming, or whether should he give Shan Haiming some pictures of himself to increase their credibility? The two have never even exchanged text messages, so to a person as conscientious in everything they do in life like Xiao Ning, these things were really too perfunctory.


    On that topic, he wondered whether he should take a few pictures of Shan Haiming, or whether should he give Shan Haiming some pictures of himself to increase their credibility? The two have never even exchanged text messages, so to a person as conscientious in everything they do in life like Xiao Ning, these things were really too perfunctory.


    Xiao Ning only smiled without saying a word in return. The smiling expression he wore was no different than the one earlier, but Lu Yan felt an angry and flustered feeling rise within him. Although it wasn''t that Xiao Ning had never politely declined him in the past because he had other plans, it was just that this time, something about it felt different.


    Lu yan didn''t pat attention to him at all, however, only seriously staring at Niao Ning. A smile was clearly shown on his face, but not one trace of it could be seen in his eyes.


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    Xia Li gave an embarrassed smile in return. "You too."


    "Xiao Ning is pretty nice, and not at all boring like you said." Xia Li''s lips curled upwards, as he now looked past Lu Yan over to Xiao Ning. "We had a nice chat, right?"


    Xiao Ning shook his head. "We haven''t known each for too long."


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    "Be careful on the road." After saying this, Xiao Ning turned and left.


    Which is comparatively better, right?


    Lu Yan turned to look at him. "Huh? Really? I''ll get Xiao Ning to hang out with you more then. I''ll be pretty busy these days anyhow."


    "I landed the real-estate job so I''ll probably be busy for the next few months. Once everything kicks off, I''ll just toss it over to the sales team. I''ll be able to take it easy after that." The three sat beside one another facing the bar where the chef cooked the sizzling Thai shrimp on the teppanT/n: Flat iron grill, with Lu Yan being the one sandwiched between them. Leaning over to Xia Li, he asked, "So what''d you buy?"


    "Be careful on the road." After saying this, Xiao Ning turned and left.


    The Reason


    Lu Yan stared at his retreating back, his anger boiling. Pounding the steering wheel once, he then sucked in his rage before furiously stepping on the gas, driving away.


    Annoyed by the two echoing each other, deflated, Lu Yan nodded. "Fine. I''ll have some."


    Finally aware that the atmosphere wasn''t good, Xia Li confusedly and nervously looked on at Lu Yan''s tightened side profile as he kept on staring at Xiao Ning. Noticing his gaze, Xiao Ning smiled even more gently, saying, "Forget it. I''ll just call for a taxi."


    A tiny smile drew itself on Xiao Ning''s face during all this, as he felt as though he had quickly advanced. Strangely enough, the bit of numbness he felt in his chest right then, much to the contrary, felt a bit better.


    While waiting on the sidewalk for Lu Yan to bring the car around, Xia Li and Xiao Ning chatted. "It''s really really hard for me to hold this back! I hope you have lots of fun tomorrow."


    Seeing the two of them, Xiao Ning believed straightening out his thoughts and making a decision earlier would allow him to have no issue when facing Lu Yan or Xia Li alone. But now, seeing how intimate and affectionate the two acted towards one another, a dull ache of regret pierced his gaze, running all the way down to his heart.


    Xiao Ning picked up a shrimp with his chopsticks, taking a bite. "You don''t know them."


    Lu Yan didn''t think for a second before responding, "Rent what apartment? If you want to live in A-City, just stay with me for now. After you get on your feet we can talk about it again."


    Thinking about the atmosphere between those two which made others unable to get in, Xia Li pinched his lips together lightly, worriedly wondering if he let himself be relieved too early.


    Lu Yan brought the car over slowly, and Xiao Ning subconsciously walked over to the front passengers seat, the pause in his action faintly undetectable, as he still moved to open the door at once. Imitating a gentleman, he then looked to Xia Li and smiled, "If you please."


    He was hesitant to mention the matter of Xiao Ning having a boyfriend, however, there was deeper worry he was afraid to voice out loud.


    Pulling his brows tightly; LuYan turned a little to stare at Xiao Ning.


    If Lu Yan knew Xiao Ning was gay, what would happen then?


    Xiao Ning picked up a shrimp with his chopsticks, taking a bite. "You don''t know them."

 CH 13

    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    This allowed Xiao Ning to release a sigh of relief. Does this mean there will be no need to meet?


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    ...this, this made him...


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    Thinking about how angry Lu Yan was, Xiao Ning wanted to do something. He felt as though his body was engraved with some sort of servility by Lu Yan, it has been the pattern built between them for all these years after all. A pattern where Lu Yan would swagger in front, while Xiao Ning would totter after him from behind.


    He knew they had set up an online chat group to play around, but as long as they did their work with no errors, Xiao Ning didn''t care much. "No, you guys can just go. I have something to do.


    "...I, there''s something I''d like to ask." Xiao Ning hesitated, but when facing Shan Haiming, he found it hard to stick to his overly cautious ways. "This thing with you and me, will it stop here with your brother, or with your family... as in, your parents?"


    Chen He smiled at this, jokingly remarking, "Is it a date?"


    "Um... A little while ago..." Chen He brushed over the topic, immediately asking, "Want to go together?"


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    However, when in came to stuff like dressing up, Xiao Ning had always been lacking in terms of experience. In the end all he picked out was a shirt. As long as it''s not too bold, it won''t be seen as rude, right?


    Thinking about how angry Lu Yan was, Xiao Ning wanted to do something. He felt as though his body was engraved with some sort of servility by Lu Yan, it has been the pattern built between them for all these years after all. A pattern where Lu Yan would swagger in front, while Xiao Ning would totter after him from behind.


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    Was I really being a jerk then?


    "Director Shan, Haiming is driving, I''m Xiao Ning." Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming, whose expression remained unchanged. "We should be there soon, are you guys already there?"


    I see, the action starts here.


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    To his polite words, Shan Haiming made no remark, only tossing a small bottle on Xiao Ning''s lap, saying, "Seatbelt."


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    Xiao Ning sat himself on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling fan spinning above. Hands clutching his chest, his gaze then lowered, and in the haze caused by his transitioning vision it seem as if a visage of a boy from the depth of his memories now stood before him, saying no words, staring at him quietly.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    After picking out the shirt, Xiao Ning slowly began to sort through the rest of his clothes. He was normally very neat and tidy, so whatever he took out was also returned to its proper place, and the clothes there were also all folded and neatly arranged. So right then as he put them away, it was a rather quick endeavour, and his suitcase was filled in no time at all.


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    After picking out the shirt, Xiao Ning slowly began to sort through the rest of his clothes. He was normally very neat and tidy, so whatever he took out was also returned to its proper place, and the clothes there were also all folded and neatly arranged. So right then as he put them away, it was a rather quick endeavour, and his suitcase was filled in no time at all.


    For him, these kinds of fierce and frightening waves were already far beyond the realm of his existence.


    Slowly closing his eyes, he releases a steady breath, the words Lu Yan said to him today, replaying in his mind. Apart from the feeling of all encompassing and overwhelming regret, what he felt more than anything, was sorry.


    "Nope. Just talk less, eat more. Ignore them all you want." Shan Haiming phone then rang, the red light also came on, using his right hand to pluck out the phone placed between the car seats, he then threw it to Xiao Ning, saying, "Answer it."


    "Um... A little while ago..." Chen He brushed over the topic, immediately asking, "Want to go together?"


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    This allowed Xiao Ning to release a sigh of relief. Does this mean there will be no need to meet?


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    But, the strange thing was, he wasn''t sure who it was he had felt apologetic to.


    After this, a huge rows of heartbroken faces followed.


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    Hug any cat or dog you like, and when there''s someone to hold you, don''t get too excited then, alright?= =


    This question brought Xiao Ning back to his senses, with him replying, "Nothing. I''m fine."


    However, when in came to stuff like dressing up, Xiao Ning had always been lacking in terms of experience. In the end all he picked out was a shirt. As long as it''s not too bold, it won''t be seen as rude, right?


    For him, these kinds of fierce and frightening waves were already far beyond the realm of his existence.


    When he thought of it like that, Xiao Ning was now in a half melancholic, half relaxed state. He then quickly pulled out a cardboard box, putting all the things he could find inside. Afterwards, he went online and began looking for a place.


    Slowly closing his eyes, he releases a steady breath, the words Lu Yan said to him today, replaying in his mind. Apart from the feeling of all encompassing and overwhelming regret, what he felt more than anything, was sorry.


    Thinking about how angry Lu Yan was, Xiao Ning wanted to do something. He felt as though his body was engraved with some sort of servility by Lu Yan, it has been the pattern built between them for all these years after all. A pattern where Lu Yan would swagger in front, while Xiao Ning would totter after him from behind.


    For him, these kinds of fierce and frightening waves were already far beyond the realm of his existence.


    After picking out the shirt, Xiao Ning slowly began to sort through the rest of his clothes. He was normally very neat and tidy, so whatever he took out was also returned to its proper place, and the clothes there were also all folded and neatly arranged. So right then as he put them away, it was a rather quick endeavour, and his suitcase was filled in no time at all.


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    iana: I know, it''s been a while. That blush though...£¨£þ¦á£þ£©


    After this, a huge rows of heartbroken faces followed.


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    The reply from the opposite end of the line was delayed by a second, but it was almost unnoticeable, "That''s fine then. Tell Haiming we''ll be waiting in the Liuli room. You guys be careful on your way, alright?"


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    Hug any cat or dog you like, and when there''s someone to hold you, don''t get too excited then, alright?= =


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    Not Single


    "Nope. Just talk less, eat more. Ignore them all you want." Shan Haiming phone then rang, the red light also came on, using his right hand to pluck out the phone placed between the car seats, he then threw it to Xiao Ning, saying, "Answer it."


    "Aw... My heart''s all broken!"


    Thinking of this fact gave rise to a deep feeling of melancholy, as he wondered if it was necessary for him t do it so thoroughly. But when he thought it over once more, he has been living in such an unsure and undefined state, it wouldn''t be good for him to stay there for too long. Was he he still going to remain there even after Lu Yan gets married?


    Xiao Ning felt a bit overwhelmed by his unexpected favour, "No, I''m not hungry."


    When he thought of it like that, Xiao Ning was now in a half melancholic, half relaxed state. He then quickly pulled out a cardboard box, putting all the things he could find inside. Afterwards, he went online and began looking for a place.


    His words causing Xiao Ning''s face to grow even more flushed, while all he could think of was that man''s ability to have no words he could not say. Despite it all, Xiao Ning still pretended to be calm, then asked with a frown, "What are you talking about? Why are we still in the car? The valet standing outside has been there for a long time now."


    Afterwards, right before the time for him to get off work, Shan Haiming gave him a call. "Hey, boyfriend. Are you working overtime?"


    In line with this idea of his, he figured the best thing to do was buy a home.


    In response, Xiao Ning smiled, saying, "Not really."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming closely, thinking.


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    In line with this idea of his, he figured the best thing to do was buy a home.


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    But Shan Haiming then added, "I''ll talk to them before you all get introduced."


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    ...this, this made him...


    "Very good." Xiao Ning then went on to ask, "So where are we going to eat?"


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    "Then don''t steal any food, alright? Be good. Later, we''ll go get something to eat. I''m hanging up."


    It''s not the same as someone who was just always silent. Xiao Ning drank two mouthfuls of the juice out of politeness, its sweet and tart flavours felt refreshing in his mouth. "Did you get a hair cut?"


    A pet cat would be nice too, their fur is soft and really warm to the touch. Plus, when it get cold out, you can just wrap them in a snuggle. A dog is a no though. Given that when Xiao Ning was little he was bitten by one belonging to a relative, leaving him with a bit of trauma.


    After picking out the shirt, Xiao Ning slowly began to sort through the rest of his clothes. He was normally very neat and tidy, so whatever he took out was also returned to its proper place, and the clothes there were also all folded and neatly arranged. So right then as he put them away, it was a rather quick endeavour, and his suitcase was filled in no time at all.


    "Nope. Just talk less, eat more. Ignore them all you want." Shan Haiming phone then rang, the red light also came on, using his right hand to pluck out the phone placed between the car seats, he then threw it to Xiao Ning, saying, "Answer it."


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning looked at his watch, seeing there was only a minute until work was done.


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    However, in the current economic environment buying a house was too difficult, so the next best thing, was for him to find an apartment to rent first.


    ...this, this made him...


    iana: I know, it''s been a while. That blush though...£¨£þ¦á£þ£©


    I see, the action starts here.


    "Alright." Xiao Ning waited for Shan Haihong to end the call. Since he entered Rihua, after such a long time, he never thought he would have to speak to the Vice President directly one day.


    Chen He smiled at this, jokingly remarking, "Is it a date?"


    ?¡ó?


    Shan Haiming nodded, one of his hand on the steering wheel while the other held onto the gear stick, as he drove out of the parking space.


    He then leaned forward and got out, while Xiao Ning sighed behind him, regretting with all he had, that casual remark he had said earlier as a joke.


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    Not Single


    He was wearing dark blue T-shirt with long sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing the long and strong outlines of his arms as they disappeared under the soft cotton material. It was hard to say whether it was a good fit, but it was extremely fitting for that sunshiny handsome atmosphere of his, which was completely different from Xiao Ning''s refined and delicate appearance.


    Someone else replied, "Of course he''s not single. He''s got a good income, good looks, and a good personality. How could a guy who''s excellent husband material like that be single?"


    Slowly closing his eyes, he releases a steady breath, the words Lu Yan said to him today, replaying in his mind. Apart from the feeling of all encompassing and overwhelming regret, what he felt more than anything, was sorry.


    When Monday came, Xiao Ning still hadn''t received any messages from Lu Yan. He was well aware Lu Yan had no intention of doing anything, and would just wait for him to go there with his hanging in apology to make up.


    Chen He smiled at this, jokingly remarking, "Is it a date?"


    After this, a huge rows of heartbroken faces followed.


    "Then don''t steal any food, alright? Be good. Later, we''ll go get something to eat. I''m hanging up."


    Normally, Xiao Ning didn''t put any distance between him and them, but looking at the time, he turned of the computer while replying, "Yes. I''ll be leaving first. You guys should enjoy yourselves."


    Xiao Ning was now lost in these thoughts, his brows knitting tight, yet without seeing why, Shan Haiming still detected something amiss and so asked, "What''s wrong?"


    Who was wrong or who was right, simply didn''t matter.


    I can''t even imagine this! Isn''t doing this a bit much? Xiao Ning never watched many idol dramas, and currently, no dog blood plots especially came to mind. But just thinking about himself having to face the Big Boss of Rihua Enterprises, every inch of him screamed there was no way it would be something good.


    Hug any cat or dog you like, and when there''s someone to hold you, don''t get too excited then, alright?= =


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    Not Single


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    But, instead of letting himself constantly thing about those things, Xiao Ning turned his focus towards his work. Beside him was a colleague talking about a business trip he had to Yunnan. This colleague and Xiao Ning had a good relationship, since both worked in the customer service department before. Which was the reason they took the initiative to ask Xiao Ning if there was anything they would like him to bring back.


    With this, he couldn''t help but suddenly wonder, If this goes on, will I have to meet his parents in the future?


    Was I really being a jerk then?


    It wasn''t as if he was actually going to go meet Shan Haiming''s parents, and his heart wasn''t that weak. "But, I will still treat this matter quite seriously. So I don''t ruin your plan, is there anything I need to pay special attention to?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t fond of troubling others, but that person was so king it would be to inhumane to refuse. So, with no other option, he asked them to brig him back some local Yunnan specialities.


    Xiao Ning himself knew nothing of the commotion going on in this group, as he hurried clocked out an made his way downstairs. As soon as he made outside, the sight of Shan Haiming''s car parked in a space on the street met his eyes.


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    "What?!" Xiao Ning was so shocked, he jerked forward, only to be pulled right back by the seatbelt against his chest. "You''re going to tell your parents?"


    Thinking about how angry Lu Yan was, Xiao Ning wanted to do something. He felt as though his body was engraved with some sort of servility by Lu Yan, it has been the pattern built between them for all these years after all. A pattern where Lu Yan would swagger in front, while Xiao Ning would totter after him from behind.


    A pet cat would be nice too, their fur is soft and really warm to the touch. Plus, when it get cold out, you can just wrap them in a snuggle. A dog is a no though. Given that when Xiao Ning was little he was bitten by one belonging to a relative, leaving him with a bit of trauma.


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    Afterwards, right before the time for him to get off work, Shan Haiming gave him a call. "Hey, boyfriend. Are you working overtime?"


    "Alright." Xiao Ning waited for Shan Haihong to end the call. Since he entered Rihua, after such a long time, he never thought he would have to speak to the Vice President directly one day.


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    It''s not the same as someone who was just always silent. Xiao Ning drank two mouthfuls of the juice out of politeness, its sweet and tart flavours felt refreshing in his mouth. "Did you get a hair cut?"


    Because he wa inside the car, Shan hHaiming''s voice was especially clear, "I''m at your company, waiting downstairs. Come straight down after you punch out. Are you hungry?"


    Hug any cat or dog you like, and when there''s someone to hold you, don''t get too excited then, alright?= =


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    "...I, there''s something I''d like to ask." Xiao Ning hesitated, but when facing Shan Haiming, he found it hard to stick to his overly cautious ways. "This thing with you and me, will it stop here with your brother, or with your family... as in, your parents?"


    He was wearing dark blue T-shirt with long sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing the long and strong outlines of his arms as they disappeared under the soft cotton material. It was hard to say whether it was a good fit, but it was extremely fitting for that sunshiny handsome atmosphere of his, which was completely different from Xiao Ning''s refined and delicate appearance.


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit overwhelmed by his unexpected favour, "No, I''m not hungry."


    However, when in came to stuff like dressing up, Xiao Ning had always been lacking in terms of experience. In the end all he picked out was a shirt. As long as it''s not too bold, it won''t be seen as rude, right?


    Xiao Ning was now lost in these thoughts, his brows knitting tight, yet without seeing why, Shan Haiming still detected something amiss and so asked, "What''s wrong?"


    In line with this idea of his, he figured the best thing to do was buy a home.


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    ?¡ó?


    "Then don''t steal any food, alright? Be good. Later, we''ll go get something to eat. I''m hanging up."


    Normally, Xiao Ning didn''t put any distance between him and them, but looking at the time, he turned of the computer while replying, "Yes. I''ll be leaving first. You guys should enjoy yourselves."


    Xiao Ning, by someone younger than himself, was just told ''be good'' as if it was nothing. The look on Xiao Ning''s face at current was simply unbearable to say the least. But Shan Haiming always ends the call so cleanly, Xiao Ning never gets a chance to say anything about it, and him mentioning those words seemed too deliberate.


    Xiao Ning sat himself on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling fan spinning above. Hands clutching his chest, his gaze then lowered, and in the haze caused by his transitioning vision it seem as if a visage of a boy from the depth of his memories now stood before him, saying no words, staring at him quietly.


    Shan Haiming nodded, one of his hand on the steering wheel while the other held onto the gear stick, as he drove out of the parking space.


    Swiping his thumb over the call button, he then placed he phone beside his ear, just as the person on the other end asked: "Haiming, are you guys on your way?"


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning looked at his watch, seeing there was only a minute until work was done.


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    A new employee, Chen He, propped himself over the partition between their desks, asking, "Xiao-ge, we having a group dinner later, you coming?"


    He then leaned forward and got out, while Xiao Ning sighed behind him, regretting with all he had, that casual remark he had said earlier as a joke.


    Chen He smiled at this, jokingly remarking, "Is it a date?"


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    Because he wa inside the car, Shan Haiming''s voice was especially clear, "I''m at your company, waiting downstairs. Come straight down after you punch out. Are you hungry?"


    Afterwards, right before the time for him to get off work, Shan Haiming gave him a call. "Hey, boyfriend. Are you working overtime?"


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    "Um... A little while ago..." Chen He brushed over the topic, immediately asking, "Want to go together?"


    Chen He didn''t bother about it much, returning to pack up his own stuff and send a message to their group, "Xiao-ge has a date, so he''s not coming."


    "Nope. Just talk less, eat more. Ignore them all you want." Shan Haiming phone then rang, the red light also came on, using his right hand to pluck out the phone placed between the car seats, he then threw it to Xiao Ning, saying, "Answer it."


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    Was I really being a jerk then?


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    He knew they had set up an online chat group to play around, but as long as they did their work with no errors, Xiao Ning didn''t care much. "No, you guys can just go. I have something to do.


    To his polite words, Shan Haiming made no remark, only tossing a small bottle on Xiao Ning''s lap, saying, "Seatbelt."


    Chen He smiled at this, jokingly remarking, "Is it a date?"


    Someone else replied, "Of course he''s not single. He''s got a good income, good looks, and a good personality. How could a guy who''s excellent husband material like that be single?"


    Normally, Xiao Ning didn''t put any distance between him and them, but looking at the time, he turned of the computer while replying, "Yes. I''ll be leaving first. You guys should enjoy yourselves."


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    When he thought of it like that, Xiao Ning was now in a half melancholic, half relaxed state. He then quickly pulled out a cardboard box, putting all the things he could find inside. Afterwards, he went online and began looking for a place.


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    He knew they had set up an online chat group to play around, but as long as they did their work with no errors, Xiao Ning didn''t care much. "No, you guys can just go. I have something to do.


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    Chen He didn''t bother about it much, returning to pack up his own stuff and send a message to their group, "Xiao-ge has a date, so he''s not coming."


    iana: I know, it''s been a while. That blush though...£¨£þ¦á£þ£©


    "What? He''s not single!"


    "What?!" Xiao Ning was so shocked, he jerked forward, only to be pulled right back by the seatbelt against his chest. "You''re going to tell your parents?"


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    "Director Shan, Haiming is driving, I''m Xiao Ning." Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming, whose expression remained unchanged. "We should be there soon, are you guys already there?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    His words causing Xiao Ning''s face to grow even more flushed, while all he could think of was that man''s ability to have no words he could not say. Despite it all, Xiao Ning still pretended to be calm, then asked with a frown, "What are you talking about? Why are we still in the car? The valet standing outside has been there for a long time now."


    Xiao Ning himself knew nothing of the commotion going on in this group, as he hurried clocked out an made his way downstairs. As soon as he made outside, the sight of Shan Haiming''s car parked in a space on the street met his eyes.


    "Alright." Xiao Ning waited for Shan Haihong to end the call. Since he entered Rihua, after such a long time, he never thought he would have to speak to the Vice President directly one day.


    Someone else replied, "Of course he''s not single. He''s got a good income, good looks, and a good personality. How could a guy who''s excellent husband material like that be single?"


    "Then don''t steal any food, alright? Be good. Later, we''ll go get something to eat. I''m hanging up."


    "Aw... My heart''s all broken!"


    Swiping his thumb over the call button, he then placed he phone beside his ear, just as the person on the other end asked: "Haiming, are you guys on your way?"


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    After this, a huge rows of heartbroken faces followed.


    Was I really being a jerk then?


    Xiao Ning himself knew nothing of the commotion going on in this group, as he hurried clocked out an made his way downstairs. As soon as he made outside, the sight of Shan Haiming''s car parked in a space on the street met his eyes.


    When Monday came, Xiao Ning still hadn''t received any messages from Lu Yan. He was well aware Lu Yan had no intention of doing anything, and would just wait for him to go there with his hanging in apology to make up.


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    Xiao Ning himself knew nothing of the commotion going on in this group, as he hurried clocked out an made his way downstairs. As soon as he made outside, the sight of Shan Haiming''s car parked in a space on the street met his eyes.


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    This question brought Xiao Ning back to his senses, with him replying, "Nothing. I''m fine."


    "Then don''t steal any food, alright? Be good. Later, we''ll go get something to eat. I''m hanging up."


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    "What? He''s not single!"


    Normally, Xiao Ning didn''t put any distance between him and them, but looking at the time, he turned of the computer while replying, "Yes. I''ll be leaving first. You guys should enjoy yourselves."


    ...this, this made him...


    But, instead of letting himself constantly thing about those things, Xiao Ning turned his focus towards his work. Beside him was a colleague talking about a business trip he had to Yunnan. This colleague and Xiao Ning had a good relationship, since both worked in the customer service department before. Which was the reason they took the initiative to ask Xiao Ning if there was anything they would like him to bring back.


    This allowed Xiao Ning to release a sigh of relief. Does this mean there will be no need to meet?


    To his polite words, Shan Haiming made no remark, only tossing a small bottle on Xiao Ning''s lap, saying, "Seatbelt."


    Seeing his face finally relax, the corners of Shan Haiming''s lips curled upwards. His smile seemed as though it was ironed by the sun, carrying a warmth and cheerfulness which made his words sound teasing, "Are you scared?"


    Thinking of this fact gave rise to a deep feeling of melancholy, as he wondered if it was necessary for him t do it so thoroughly. But when he thought it over once more, he has been living in such an unsure and undefined state, it wouldn''t be good for him to stay there for too long. Was he he still going to remain there even after Lu Yan gets married?


    After this, a huge rows of heartbroken faces followed.


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    ?¡ó?


    But Shan Haiming then added, "I''ll talk to them before you all get introduced."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    It wasn''t as if he was actually going to go meet Shan Haiming''s parents, and his heart wasn''t that weak. "But, I will still treat this matter quite seriously. So I don''t ruin your plan, is there anything I need to pay special attention to?"


    Shan Haiming nodded, one of his hand on the steering wheel while the other held onto the gear stick, as he drove out of the parking space.


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    He knew they had set up an online chat group to play around, but as long as they did their work with no errors, Xiao Ning didn''t care much. "No, you guys can just go. I have something to do.


    He was wearing dark blue T-shirt with long sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing the long and strong outlines of his arms as they disappeared under the soft cotton material. It was hard to say whether it was a good fit, but it was extremely fitting for that sunshiny handsome atmosphere of his, which was completely different from Xiao Ning''s refined and delicate appearance.


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    iana: I know, it''s been a while. That blush though...£¨£þ¦á£þ£©


    "...I, there''s something I''d like to ask." Xiao Ning hesitated, but when facing Shan Haiming, he found it hard to stick to his overly cautious ways. "This thing with you and me, will it stop here with your brother, or with your family... as in, your parents?"


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit overwhelmed by his unexpected favour, "No, I''m not hungry."


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    Who was wrong or who was right, simply didn''t matter.


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    Shan Haiming nodded, one of his hand on the steering wheel while the other held onto the gear stick, as he drove out of the parking space.


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    But during this moment, Shan Haiming just looked at without any expression, making him feel uneasy, but it also made him reflect on his own professionalism.


    It''s not the same as someone who was just always silent. Xiao Ning drank two mouthfuls of the juice out of politeness, its sweet and tart flavours felt refreshing in his mouth. "Did you get a hair cut?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t fond of troubling others, but that person was so king it would be to inhumane to refuse. So, with no other option, he asked them to brig him back some local Yunnan specialities.


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning looked at his watch, seeing there was only a minute until work was done.


    But Shan Haiming then added, "I''ll talk to them before you all get introduced."


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming closely, thinking.


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    "Aw... My heart''s all broken!"


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    Xiao Ning, by someone younger than himself, was just told ''be good'' as if it was nothing. The look on Xiao Ning''s face at current was simply unbearable to say the least. But Shan Haiming always ends the call so cleanly, Xiao Ning never gets a chance to say anything about it, and him mentioning those words seemed too deliberate.


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    Someone else replied, "Of course he''s not single. He''s got a good income, good looks, and a good personality. How could a guy who''s excellent husband material like that be single?"


    In response, Xiao Ning smiled, saying, "Not really."


    "Very good." Xiao Ning then went on to ask, "So where are we going to eat?"


    Afterwards, right before the time for him to get off work, Shan Haiming gave him a call. "Hey, boyfriend. Are you working overtime?"


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    Thinking about how angry Lu Yan was, Xiao Ning wanted to do something. He felt as though his body was engraved with some sort of servility by Lu Yan, it has been the pattern built between them for all these years after all. A pattern where Lu Yan would swagger in front, while Xiao Ning would totter after him from behind.


    Who was wrong or who was right, simply didn''t matter.


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    The reply from the opposite end of the line was delayed by a second, but it was almost unnoticeable, "That''s fine then. Tell Haiming we''ll be waiting in the Liuli room. You guys be careful on your way, alright?"


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    In response, Xiao Ning smiled, saying, "Not really."


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning looked at his watch, seeing there was only a minute until work was done.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    After picking out the shirt, Xiao Ning slowly began to sort through the rest of his clothes. He was normally very neat and tidy, so whatever he took out was also returned to its proper place, and the clothes there were also all folded and neatly arranged. So right then as he put them away, it was a rather quick endeavour, and his suitcase was filled in no time at all.


    Afterwards, right before the time for him to get off work, Shan Haiming gave him a call. "Hey, boyfriend. Are you working overtime?"


    "What?!" Xiao Ning was so shocked, he jerked forward, only to be pulled right back by the seatbelt against his chest. "You''re going to tell your parents?"


    To his polite words, Shan Haiming made no remark, only tossing a small bottle on Xiao Ning''s lap, saying, "Seatbelt."


    It wasn''t as if he was actually going to go meet Shan Haiming''s parents, and his heart wasn''t that weak. "But, I will still treat this matter quite seriously. So I don''t ruin your plan, is there anything I need to pay special attention to?"


    It wasn''t as if he was actually going to go meet Shan Haiming''s parents, and his heart wasn''t that weak. "But, I will still treat this matter quite seriously. So I don''t ruin your plan, is there anything I need to pay special attention to?"


    ?¡ó?


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    This allowed Xiao Ning to release a sigh of relief. Does this mean there will be no need to meet?


    Normally, Xiao Ning didn''t put any distance between him and them, but looking at the time, he turned of the computer while replying, "Yes. I''ll be leaving first. You guys should enjoy yourselves."


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    However, in the current economic environment buying a house was too difficult, so the next best thing, was for him to find an apartment to rent first.


    "Nope. Just talk less, eat more. Ignore them all you want." Shan Haiming phone then rang, the red light also came on, using his right hand to pluck out the phone placed between the car seats, he then threw it to Xiao Ning, saying, "Answer it."


    However, in the current economic environment buying a house was too difficult, so the next best thing, was for him to find an apartment to rent first.


    Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming closely, thinking.


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    However, in the current economic environment buying a house was too difficult, so the next best thing, was for him to find an apartment to rent first.


    "Very good." Xiao Ning then went on to ask, "So where are we going to eat?"


    His words causing Xiao Ning''s face to grow even more flushed, while all he could think of was that man''s ability to have no words he could not say. Despite it all, Xiao Ning still pretended to be calm, then asked with a frown, "What are you talking about? Why are we still in the car? The valet standing outside has been there for a long time now."


    Xiao Ning himself knew nothing of the commotion going on in this group, as he hurried clocked out an made his way downstairs. As soon as he made outside, the sight of Shan Haiming''s car parked in a space on the street met his eyes.


    ?¡ó?


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    I see, the action starts here.


    A pet cat would be nice too, their fur is soft and really warm to the touch. Plus, when it get cold out, you can just wrap them in a snuggle. A dog is a no though. Given that when Xiao Ning was little he was bitten by one belonging to a relative, leaving him with a bit of trauma.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    Hug any cat or dog you like, and when there''s someone to hold you, don''t get too excited then, alright?= =


    Swiping his thumb over the call button, he then placed he phone beside his ear, just as the person on the other end asked: "Haiming, are you guys on your way?"


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    When he thought of it like that, Xiao Ning was now in a half melancholic, half relaxed state. He then quickly pulled out a cardboard box, putting all the things he could find inside. Afterwards, he went online and began looking for a place.


    ?¡ó?


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    "Director Shan, Haiming is driving, I''m Xiao Ning." Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming, whose expression remained unchanged. "We should be there soon, are you guys already there?"


    In response, Xiao Ning smiled, saying, "Not really."


    "What? He''s not single!"


    Xiao Ning himself knew nothing of the commotion going on in this group, as he hurried clocked out an made his way downstairs. As soon as he made outside, the sight of Shan Haiming''s car parked in a space on the street met his eyes.


    The reply from the opposite end of the line was delayed by a second, but it was almost unnoticeable, "That''s fine then. Tell Haiming we''ll be waiting in the Liuli room. You guys be careful on your way, alright?"


    This question brought Xiao Ning back to his senses, with him replying, "Nothing. I''m fine."


    But, the strange thing was, he wasn''t sure who it was he had felt apologetic to.


    The reply from the opposite end of the line was delayed by a second, but it was almost unnoticeable, "That''s fine then. Tell Haiming we''ll be waiting in the Liuli room. You guys be careful on your way, alright?"


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Alright." Xiao Ning waited for Shan Haihong to end the call. Since he entered Rihua, after such a long time, he never thought he would have to speak to the Vice President directly one day.


    Although he braced himself for the worse case scenario with the face to face meeting, after parting ways and being left alone, he couldn''t stop thinking things over and over again; and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it got.


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    With this, he couldn''t help but suddenly wonder, If this goes on, will I have to meet his parents in the future?


    "...I, there''s something I''d like to ask." Xiao Ning hesitated, but when facing Shan Haiming, he found it hard to stick to his overly cautious ways. "This thing with you and me, will it stop here with your brother, or with your family... as in, your parents?"


    "Aw... My heart''s all broken!"


    "Um... A little while ago..." Chen He brushed over the topic, immediately asking, "Want to go together?"


    But, the strange thing was, he wasn''t sure who it was he had felt apologetic to.


    "What? He''s not single!"


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    A pet cat would be nice too, their fur is soft and really warm to the touch. Plus, when it get cold out, you can just wrap them in a snuggle. A dog is a no though. Given that when Xiao Ning was little he was bitten by one belonging to a relative, leaving him with a bit of trauma.


    Xiao Ning was now lost in these thoughts, his brows knitting tight, yet without seeing why, Shan Haiming still detected something amiss and so asked, "What''s wrong?"


    Xiao Ning was now lost in these thoughts, his brows knitting tight, yet without seeing why, Shan Haiming still detected something amiss and so asked, "What''s wrong?"


    ...this, this made him...


    With only a few steps, he opened the door and got in. "Sorry for making you wait long."


    Was I really being a jerk then?


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    This question brought Xiao Ning back to his senses, with him replying, "Nothing. I''m fine."


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    For him, these kinds of fierce and frightening waves were already far beyond the realm of his existence.


    This allowed Xiao Ning to release a sigh of relief. Does this mean there will be no need to meet?


    "Didn''t I say earlier, is you have something you want to say, just say it." Shan Haiming then added, "What is this this character of yours? Why don''t you listen to me?"


    Because he wa inside the car, Shan hHaiming''s voice was especially clear, "I''m at your company, waiting downstairs. Come straight down after you punch out. Are you hungry?"


    A pet cat would be nice too, their fur is soft and really warm to the touch. Plus, when it get cold out, you can just wrap them in a snuggle. A dog is a no though. Given that when Xiao Ning was little he was bitten by one belonging to a relative, leaving him with a bit of trauma.


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    Xiao Ning was now lost in these thoughts, his brows knitting tight, yet without seeing why, Shan Haiming still detected something amiss and so asked, "What''s wrong?"


    "Um... A little while ago..." Chen He brushed over the topic, immediately asking, "Want to go together?"


    In response, Xiao Ning smiled, saying, "Not really."


    But, instead of letting himself constantly thing about those things, Xiao Ning turned his focus towards his work. Beside him was a colleague talking about a business trip he had to Yunnan. This colleague and Xiao Ning had a good relationship, since both worked in the customer service department before. Which was the reason they took the initiative to ask Xiao Ning if there was anything they would like him to bring back.


    "...I, there''s something I''d like to ask." Xiao Ning hesitated, but when facing Shan Haiming, he found it hard to stick to his overly cautious ways. "This thing with you and me, will it stop here with your brother, or with your family... as in, your parents?"


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    After understanding what he meant, Shan Haiming without falter only stated in return, "You don''t have to worry."


    After he was done putting away his clothes, there still a lot of bits and pieces left over, but fortunately he wasn''t one to buy any and everything he took a liking to like Lu Yan, besides, there''s still half of them housed in another apartment of Lu Yan''s.


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    This allowed Xiao Ning to release a sigh of relief. Does this mean there will be no need to meet?


    Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming closely, thinking.


    "A group dinner?" Xiao Ning was surprised, "When was that decided?"


    This nickname made Xiao Ning feel a bit embarrassed, but it was him who chose it, though it was still difficult for him to speak after hearing it, so he let out a couple coughs. "No overtime. How long until you arrive? I''ll wait for you at the intersection, can you find the way? Want me to send you the address?"


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    After this, a huge rows of heartbroken faces followed.


    But Shan Haiming then added, "I''ll talk to them before you all get introduced."


    Not Single


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    Xiao Ning sat himself on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling fan spinning above. Hands clutching his chest, his gaze then lowered, and in the haze caused by his transitioning vision it seem as if a visage of a boy from the depth of his memories now stood before him, saying no words, staring at him quietly.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    In line with this idea of his, he figured the best thing to do was buy a home.


    Xiao Ning sat himself on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling fan spinning above. Hands clutching his chest, his gaze then lowered, and in the haze caused by his transitioning vision it seem as if a visage of a boy from the depth of his memories now stood before him, saying no words, staring at him quietly.


    He knew they had set up an online chat group to play around, but as long as they did their work with no errors, Xiao Ning didn''t care much. "No, you guys can just go. I have something to do.


    "What?!" Xiao Ning was so shocked, he jerked forward, only to be pulled right back by the seatbelt against his chest. "You''re going to tell your parents?"


    Thinking of this fact gave rise to a deep feeling of melancholy, as he wondered if it was necessary for him t do it so thoroughly. But when he thought it over once more, he has been living in such an unsure and undefined state, it wouldn''t be good for him to stay there for too long. Was he he still going to remain there even after Lu Yan gets married?


    Xiao Ning felt a bit overwhelmed by his unexpected favour, "No, I''m not hungry."


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    "Director Shan, Haiming is driving, I''m Xiao Ning." Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming, whose expression remained unchanged. "We should be there soon, are you guys already there?"


    That guy was never a talkative person, but there was always a trace of self confidence in in his brows. So without opening his mouth once, it made others not know how to speak.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    I can''t even imagine this! Isn''t doing this a bit much? Xiao Ning never watched many idol dramas, and currently, no dog blood plots especially came to mind. But just thinking about himself having to face the Big Boss of Rihua Enterprises, every inch of him screamed there was no way it would be something good.


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    I see, the action starts here.


    "A Chinese restaurant on Ningjiang Road. The food there is really good." Taking advantage of the red light, Shan Haiming turned to look at Xiao Ning, "Are you nervous?"


    The car came to a stop in front of the restaurant. Shan Haiming turned to look at him and asked, "What''s on your mind? What''s got your expression looking so bitter?"


    But during this moment, Shan Haiming just looked at without any expression, making him feel uneasy, but it also made him reflect on his own professionalism.


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    Slowly closing his eyes, he releases a steady breath, the words Lu Yan said to him today, replaying in his mind. Apart from the feeling of all encompassing and overwhelming regret, what he felt more than anything, was sorry.


    Afterwards, right before the time for him to get off work, Shan Haiming gave him a call. "Hey, boyfriend. Are you working overtime?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    Xiao Ning wasn''t fond of troubling others, but that person was so king it would be to inhumane to refuse. So, with no other option, he asked them to brig him back some local Yunnan specialities.


    On that end, Xia Li was all confused and tangled up, and over on this end, Xiao Ning was all confused and tangled out.


    "Very good." Xiao Ning then went on to ask, "So where are we going to eat?"


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    For him, these kinds of fierce and frightening waves were already far beyond the realm of his existence.


    "Um... A little while ago..." Chen He brushed over the topic, immediately asking, "Want to go together?"


    It wasn''t as if he was actually going to go meet Shan Haiming''s parents, and his heart wasn''t that weak. "But, I will still treat this matter quite seriously. So I don''t ruin your plan, is there anything I need to pay special attention to?"


    Seeing his face finally relax, the corners of Shan Haiming''s lips curled upwards. His smile seemed as though it was ironed by the sun, carrying a warmth and cheerfulness which made his words sound teasing, "Are you scared?"


    But during this moment, Shan Haiming just looked at without any expression, making him feel uneasy, but it also made him reflect on his own professionalism.


    I see, the action starts here.


    Shan Haiming then smiled out of nowhere, saying, "Good Why are getting so scared about? I said you have nothing to worry over, s you should do just that. I''m not going to let you get involved in some rich family drama. I''ll deal with my parents first, then I''ll let you go meet."


    "Didn''t I say earlier, is you have something you want to say, just say it." Shan Haiming then added, "What is this this character of yours? Why don''t you listen to me?"


    In line with this idea of his, he figured the best thing to do was buy a home.


    Thinking about how angry Lu Yan was, Xiao Ning wanted to do something. He felt as though his body was engraved with some sort of servility by Lu Yan, it has been the pattern built between them for all these years after all. A pattern where Lu Yan would swagger in front, while Xiao Ning would totter after him from behind.


    With this, he couldn''t help but suddenly wonder, If this goes on, will I have to meet his parents in the future?


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    These words of his made Xiao Ning feel a bit complicated, but he had no idea why he felt so. There was a man interested in the same se¢ª close to him, but he also knew that man would never come out to his own parents. Yet, here was this man who was only pretending, and not only would he come out to them, he also sincerely promised him he would handle things properly.


    The car came to a stop in front of the restaurant. Shan Haiming turned to look at him and asked, "What''s on your mind? What''s got your expression looking so bitter?"


    "What?!" Xiao Ning was so shocked, he jerked forward, only to be pulled right back by the seatbelt against his chest. "You''re going to tell your parents?"


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    I can''t even imagine this! Isn''t doing this a bit much? Xiao Ning never watched many idol dramas, and currently, no dog blood plots especially came to mind. But just thinking about himself having to face the Big Boss of Rihua Enterprises, every inch of him screamed there was no way it would be something good.


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    ...this, this made him...


    A new employee, Chen He, propped himself over the partition between their desks, asking, "Xiao-ge, we having a group dinner later, you coming?"


    Seeing his face finally relax, the corners of Shan Haiming''s lips curled upwards. His smile seemed as though it was ironed by the sun, carrying a warmth and cheerfulness which made his words sound teasing, "Are you scared?"


    When he thought of it like that, Xiao Ning was now in a half melancholic, half relaxed state. He then quickly pulled out a cardboard box, putting all the things he could find inside. Afterwards, he went online and began looking for a place.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t fond of troubling others, but that person was so king it would be to inhumane to refuse. So, with no other option, he asked them to brig him back some local Yunnan specialities.


    However, in the current economic environment buying a house was too difficult, so the next best thing, was for him to find an apartment to rent first.


    However, when in came to stuff like dressing up, Xiao Ning had always been lacking in terms of experience. In the end all he picked out was a shirt. As long as it''s not too bold, it won''t be seen as rude, right?


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning pulled the seatbelt and fastened it. He then pieced up the plastic bottle which looked like it was three hundred millilitres in size, it contained orange juice, and the pulp can still be seen inside. "Thank you."


    "Director Shan, Haiming is driving, I''m Xiao Ning." Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming, whose expression remained unchanged. "We should be there soon, are you guys already there?"


    "...don''t do that. If there''s anything you need my help with, just tell me and I''ll do my best to help you. I was just a bit taken by surprise, that''s all." After he spoke, Xiao Ning looked away, a slight warmth overtaking his ears. It was not as though his heart was pounding or anything, just that he was a little embarrassed from being taken care of like some little kid in so many aspects. The one who was four years older was him, was it not?


    He was wearing dark blue T-shirt with long sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing the long and strong outlines of his arms as they disappeared under the soft cotton material. It was hard to say whether it was a good fit, but it was extremely fitting for that sunshiny handsome atmosphere of his, which was completely different from Xiao Ning''s refined and delicate appearance.


    But before his frazzled mind could think clearly, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you blushing?"


    Xiao Ning, by someone younger than himself, was just told ''be good'' as if it was nothing. The look on Xiao Ning''s face at current was simply unbearable to say the least. But Shan Haiming always ends the call so cleanly, Xiao Ning never gets a chance to say anything about it, and him mentioning those words seemed too deliberate.


    A pet cat would be nice too, their fur is soft and really warm to the touch. Plus, when it get cold out, you can just wrap them in a snuggle. A dog is a no though. Given that when Xiao Ning was little he was bitten by one belonging to a relative, leaving him with a bit of trauma.


    For Xiao Ning, this was his greatest wish. This house did not need to be too big, a single bedroom apartment would be just good enough. All he wanted was to have one place where there was no one relying on him, or where he was dependent on someone. Just a place, where he didn''t need to always keep a suitcase ready in case he needed to pack. Somewhere like that, would be good enough.


    A new employee, Chen He, propped himself over the partition between their desks, asking, "Xiao-ge, we having a group dinner later, you coming?"


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    "It''s... your fault..." Xiao Ning never thought there would come a day he would be going with someone to meet their family, or that he would be doing so with a same-se¢ª partner.


    "What? He''s not single!"


    His words causing Xiao Ning''s face to grow even more flushed, while all he could think of was that man''s ability to have no words he could not say. Despite it all, Xiao Ning still pretended to be calm, then asked with a frown, "What are you talking about? Why are we still in the car? The valet standing outside has been there for a long time now."


    But, instead of letting himself constantly thing about those things, Xiao Ning turned his focus towards his work. Beside him was a colleague talking about a business trip he had to Yunnan. This colleague and Xiao Ning had a good relationship, since both worked in the customer service department before. Which was the reason they took the initiative to ask Xiao Ning if there was anything they would like him to bring back.


    "Didn''t I say earlier, is you have something you want to say, just say it." Shan Haiming then added, "What is this this character of yours? Why don''t you listen to me?"


    To his polite words, Shan Haiming made no remark, only tossing a small bottle on Xiao Ning''s lap, saying, "Seatbelt."


    "Nope. Just talk less, eat more. Ignore them all you want." Shan Haiming phone then rang, the red light also came on, using his right hand to pluck out the phone placed between the car seats, he then threw it to Xiao Ning, saying, "Answer it."


    I can''t even imagine this! Isn''t doing this a bit much? Xiao Ning never watched many idol dramas, and currently, no dog blood plots especially came to mind. But just thinking about himself having to face the Big Boss of Rihua Enterprises, every inch of him screamed there was no way it would be something good.


    "Mhm." Shan Haiming undid his seatbelt, right as he said, "Let''s get going then, boyfriend."


    Lifting his hand to undo his bow-tie, Xiao Ning sat up, making his way to his bedroom to start picking out his clothes.


    Not Single


    Chen He didn''t bother about it much, returning to pack up his own stuff and send a message to their group, "Xiao-ge has a date, so he''s not coming."


    He then leaned forward and got out, while Xiao Ning sighed behind him, regretting with all he had, that casual remark he had said earlier as a joke.


    But, the strange thing was, he wasn''t sure who it was he had felt apologetic to.


    I see, the action starts here.


    But, the strange thing was, he wasn''t sure who it was he had felt apologetic to.


    Shan Haiming''s hair was shorter than it was when he last saw him, he looked a bit more vibrant too. While he still his focus on the road he asked, "Does it look good?"


    "Didn''t I say earlier, is you have something you want to say, just say it." Shan Haiming then added, "What is this this character of yours? Why don''t you listen to me?"

 CH 14

    Liuli Xuan room turned out to be a private room.


    Xiao Ning never knew Shan Haiming before, and Wang Hua did once tell him Shan Haiming had acted recklessly for a time. But right at that moment he felt as if a piece of cotton was stuck in his heart, as if a painting he had always admired was recklessly demeaned by someone, ad the artist of the work had no way to defend themselves.


    Shan Haiming backhandedly held onto Xiao Ning''s hand which had yet to be retrieved, his gaze turning to him as he replied, "Because a certain someone has quite a temper."


    Aunt?


    The place was completely different from the Jinge restaurant (Brocade Pavilion), the d¨¦cor was quite classical, and the detailing was gorgeous, giving the feel of a exquisitely ornate structure. The twisting veranda was clearly inspired by Suzhou styled gardens[1]. It''s as if a realm of little rivers flowing under little bridges was carved out in the most expensive part of the heart of the city.


    Xiao Ning said nothing further, after all, he didn''t want to appear too stingy as he was currently representing Shan Haiming''s face. "What would Mr Shan and Ye Zixin like to eat?"


    Xiao Ning never knew Shan Haiming before, and Wang Hua did once tell him Shan Haiming had acted recklessly for a time. But right at that moment he felt as if a piece of cotton was stuck in his heart, as if a painting he had always admired was recklessly demeaned by someone, ad the artist of the work had no way to defend themselves.


    "Zixin," Shan Haiming leaned back, laziness in his appearance as he continued, "you don''t need to say anything in my aid. What my brother said is true."


    He then thought it over seriously, adding the dagger, "It should be my brother who said that."


    The waitress knocked on that door, and from the inside another waitress dressed the same as her had opened it.


    It looks like they only serve high-end people here.


    That word caught Xiao Ning''s attention.


    Shan Haiming nodded knowingly then said, "Waiter, the menu."


    Xiao Ning feels that the only person in that room who can resonate with him was most like the waiter. Like, what the heck is this?


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    When he lifted his eyes, Ye Zixin''s smiling face was frozen stiff, a borderline look of panic in her eyes as she sated at him.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming wordlessly, as they were led to the door of a private room by a waitress wearing a qipao[2], the name plate on the door, one carved in wood, reading: Liuli Xuan.


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    What a disaster...


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    Not only had Shan Haiming still not release Xiao Ning''s hand, he also rocked it forwards and back. And since Xiao Ning had no way to hold out, he could only pull in that direction in return.


    Suzhou styled gardens are tradition Chinese gardens that follow the Suzhou architectural styling that mirrors natural landscapes but scaled down, bridges and water sources are a common feature. [] Pic says a thousand words. boo1 [] ±ùÌÇÑàÎÑìÀÑ©¸ò: lit. rock sugar & bird''s nest boiled hashima. It can be sweet or savoury dish (the one below is sweet obviously). But here''s the explanation for the ingredients (the ones no regular person could afford when emperors were a thing). Hashima (hasma) is the fatty tissues extracted near the fallopian tissues of frogs (don''t you dare make a face, especially if you eat stuff with gelatin) anyhow, it''s dried and when you soak and cook it, it becomes white and gelatinous and takes on the flavour of what you cook it in because it has none of its own (like the bird nest). It''s thought to have health benefits (just like the birds nest), and is used in TCM. Bird''s nest is the prized saliva-ish nest made by swiftlets (a bird species), it''s gelatinous in texture when cooked too, it turns clear if it''s the white kind. Pic below. boo2


    The waitress knocked on that door, and from the inside another waitress dressed the same as her had opened it.


    Never expecting Shan Haiming would take hold of his hand, Xiao Ning pulled it a bit, but it it didn''t pull out. Right then he had no intention of pulling the rug out from under Shan Haiming, so instead he thought that guy was just performing as he pleased, and doing so was just fine. "Nope! I think it''ll be better for Shan-shao to take me along to see the impressive sights so we can see them together. I can come to gain an appreciation for taste of such sightsT/n: The word that means, sights/scenery/lanscapes/ is also the same word Xiao Ning used to call Shan Haiming''s messing about "impressive". So he''s repeating it to seem annoyed.."


    "Haiming!"


    The place was completely different from the Jinge restaurant (Brocade Pavilion), the d¨¦cor was quite classical, and the detailing was gorgeous, giving the feel of a exquisitely ornate structure. The twisting veranda was clearly inspired by Suzhou styled gardens. It''s as if a realm of little rivers flowing under little bridges was carved out in the most expensive part of the heart of the city.


    The round table they were at was able to seat ten, and Ye Zixing and Shan Haihong sat on one end, while Shan Haiming sat opposite them, with Xiao Ning naturally taken his seat next to him.


    N/A


    Xiao Ning followed the direction of the voice sounding much like a yellow oriole to meet a beautiful girl looking their way, her dark pearl-like eyes shining joyfully.


    "Naturally, I did." Xiao Ning replied confidently. "Even though I was a little apprehensive of Haiming in the beginning, afterwards, I realised it was only his mouth that was not easy to deal with at all."


    Xiao Ning feels that the only person in that room who can resonate with him was most like the waiter. Like, what the heck is this?


    "Fine. I know you''re busy." Ye Zixin exposed a proper smile, a bit of her ''Ms Perfect'' reservedness peeking through her words. "Haiming, why are sitting so far away? It''s been so long since we last saw each other, so you acting so distant will make a person feel sad."


    Xiao Ning followed the direction of the voice sounding much like a yellow oriole to meet a beautiful girl looking their way, her dark pearl-like eyes shining joyfully.


    The waitress then handed over a menu resembling a high-end photo studio''s photo album. Shan Haiming then waved his hand. "Give it to him."


    Shan Haiming lifted his gaze towards her. "Zixin, long time no see. Why did you come to the country?"


    Shan Haiming backhandedly held onto Xiao Ning''s hand which had yet to be retrieved, his gaze turning to him as he replied, "Because a certain someone has quite a temper."


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    He was talking directly to Ye Zixin in the end, but her pretty and white, face appeared to have given no reaction.


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    The two then took their seats one after the other. The waitress coming forward to arrange their bowls and chopsticks as well as pouring them both water and tea. Her movements were quiet, fluid and carrying an immense amount of grace. When she had completed all her tasks, she again returned to her former position in silence.


    His attitude was far from cold, but in comparison to the girl''s, it was frosty. The girl was a bit dispirited, but nonetheless still quite happy.


    After he spoke, he went straight out the door of the private room, taking his coat from the waitress before walking out without looking back.


    What a disaster...


    A Pretty Good Performance


    Shan Haihong then spoke again. "Seriously, when I first heard it I was beyond shocked! Even though Haiming was fond of messing around before, I never heard about him having a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend."


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming wordlessly, as they were led to the door of a private room by a waitress wearing a qipao, the name plate on the door, one carved in wood, reading: Liuli Xuan.


    Zexin, Xiao Ning remembered seeing the name on Shan Haiming''s phone at some point earlier, filling the entirety in himself.


    "Is there anything either of you dislike eating?" while he asked this, Xiao Ning flipped open the hard menu cover. It was just as he had guessed, the prices listed at that place was beyond the range of affordability for his class. The only thing listed with a double digit price point was the white rice.


    "Zixin!" Shan Haihong stood while looking at Shan Haiming reproachfully. "Haiming, you know Zixin likes you. She even happily left her studies in France to come here and marry you this time. You went too far treating her like this."


    "Looks like you were pretty impressive before, huh? I never expected that, I never expected it at all." Xiao Ning then said to Shan Haiming in jest, "So how come you''re so respectable now?"


    Xiao Ning said nothing further, after all, he didn''t want to appear too stingy as he was currently representing Shan Haiming''s face. "What would Mr Shan and Ye Zixin like to eat?"


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    Is this Ye Zixin?


    Xiao Ning took the menu, but he did not open it. "How about letting Mr Shan do the honours?"


    "Fine. I know you''re busy." Ye Zixin exposed a proper smile, a bit of her ''Ms Perfect'' reservedness peeking through her words. "Haiming, why are sitting so far away? It''s been so long since we last saw each other, so you acting so distant will make a person feel sad."


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    Is this Ye Zixin?


    The three seemed to have a tacit agreement between then to act as if nothing was just witnessed, as Shan Haihong then asked, "So when and how did you and Haiming get to know one another, Xiao Ning?"


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar for each of us."


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    Shan Haihong lifted his brows, his smile not diminished in the least. "Of the two of you, who chased who?"


    Suzhou styled gardens are tradition Chinese gardens that follow the Suzhou architectural styling that mirrors natural landscapes but scaled down, bridges and water sources are a common feature. [] Pic says a thousand words. boo1 [] ±ùÌÇÑàÎÑìÀÑ©¸ò: lit. rock sugar & bird''s nest boiled hashima. It can be sweet or savoury dish (the one below is sweet obviously). But here''s the explanation for the ingredients (the ones no regular person could afford when emperors were a thing). Hashima (hasma) is the fatty tissues extracted near the fallopian tissues of frogs (don''t you dare make a face, especially if you eat stuff with gelatin) anyhow, it''s dried and when you soak and cook it, it becomes white and gelatinous and takes on the flavour of what you cook it in because it has none of its own (like the bird nest). It''s thought to have health benefits (just like the birds nest), and is used in TCM. Bird''s nest is the prized saliva-ish nest made by swiftlets (a bird species), it''s gelatinous in texture when cooked too, it turns clear if it''s the white kind. Pic below. boo2


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    After a long period of silence,Ye Zixin stood up. "Pardon me but I feel a bit unwell all of a sudden, so I''ll be leaving first. You guys can enjoy your meal."


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    Xiao Ning held back his urge to frown. What was he saying? What do you mean ''messing around''? What do mean ''never had a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend''? Leaving aside whether everyone here is more or less familiar with one another, if someone says such things in front of other abut their younger brother, is that older brother cracked in the head or just doing it with intention?


    One was Shan Haihong, and the other was Shan Haiming. Those two brothers of the Shan family were simply.... Xiao Ning just wanted to hold his forehead and not watch that upsetting scene.


    Shan Haiming nodded knowingly then said, "Waiter, the menu."


    Shan Haiming lifted his gaze towards her. "Zixin, long time no see. Why did you come to the country?"


    Shan Haiming backhandedly held onto Xiao Ning''s hand which had yet to be retrieved, his gaze turning to him as he replied, "Because a certain someone has quite a temper."


    Not only had Shan Haiming still not release Xiao Ning''s hand, he also rocked it forwards and back. And since Xiao Ning had no way to hold out, he could only pull in that direction in return.


    Shan Haihong: "I''m fine with anything, and Zexin likes to eat mushrooms."


    That man sent a polite smile to Xiao Ning, who sent him a small one in return. "Mr Shan."


    Shan Haihong: "I''m fine with anything, and Zexin likes to eat mushrooms."


    Ye Zixin said nothing.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    Shan Haihong turned to look at her, perfectly surprised. "Zixin?"


    Shan Haiming played with his emerald cup of tea, soon noticing Xiao Ning was staring at him with pursed lips, and so tilted his head while asking, "What?"


    The two then took their seats one after the other. The waitress coming forward to arrange their bowls and chopsticks as well as pouring them both water and tea. Her movements were quiet, fluid and carrying an immense amount of grace. When she had completed all her tasks, she again returned to her former position in silence.


    Xiao Ning feels that the only person in that room who can resonate with him was most like the waiter. Like, what the heck is this?


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    Despite the others being unable to see it, from the movement of their shoulders it was quite clear what was happening outside their line of sight. Ye Zixin suddenly cried out, "I don''t believe it."


    "Fine. I know you''re busy." Ye Zixin exposed a proper smile, a bit of her ''Ms Perfect'' reservedness peeking through her words. "Haiming, why are sitting so far away? It''s been so long since we last saw each other, so you acting so distant will make a person feel sad."


    The three seemed to have a tacit agreement between then to act as if nothing was just witnessed, as Shan Haihong then asked, "So when and how did you and Haiming get to know one another, Xiao Ning?"


    Aunt?


    Although he said those words while wearing no particular expression, Xiao Ning suddenly felt rather hurt. He had no idea what the reason behind it was, but this was Shan Haiming.


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    Shan Haiming nodded knowingly then said, "Waiter, the menu."


    A Pretty Good Performance


    If it were Xiao Ning, he would be more than soft-hearted enough to say at least a few words. Why hurt someone that much? But, not only is Shan Haiming the main character, he is also the director. So if he needs a "doesn''t matter, don''t care", you just have to swallow it all back and coordinate with Director Shan.


    ¡ªCrash!


    Xiao Ning never knew Shan Haiming before, and Wang Hua did once tell him Shan Haiming had acted recklessly for a time. But right at that moment he felt as if a piece of cotton was stuck in his heart, as if a painting he had always admired was recklessly demeaned by someone, ad the artist of the work had no way to defend themselves.


    Saying this, she then made her way out the room without looking back.


    Letting out a long-winded relived sigh, Xiao Ning withdrew his complicated gaze, lamenting as he replied, "Nothing. I was only thinking of all the bags I have to pack tonight."


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    Shan Haihong paused momentarily. "Lets discuss this some other time, alright? And, Zixin''s opinion''s should be respected at least. Besides..."


    Xiao Ning followed the direction of the voice sounding much like a yellow oriole to meet a beautiful girl looking their way, her dark pearl-like eyes shining joyfully.


    What a disaster...


    When he lifted his eyes, Ye Zixin''s smiling face was frozen stiff, a borderline look of panic in her eyes as she sated at him.


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    Proving himself to be his brother, Shan Haihong was still able to smile normally as he replied, "No, not yet. Weren''t we waiting for you guys to get here?"


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    One was Shan Haihong, and the other was Shan Haiming. Those two brothers of the Shan family were simply.... Xiao Ning just wanted to hold his forehead and not watch that upsetting scene.


    He turned his gaze from Shan Haiming to Xiao Ning, sighing. "It''s also a good thing you''re planning on settling down. Dad and Aunt will be happy to know that. When are you planning to tell them?"


    "Understood." The waitress recorded all the orders on her tablet then retrieved the menu.


    He was talking directly to Ye Zixin in the end, but her pretty and white, face appeared to have given no reaction.


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    Xiao Ning''s reaction wasn''t as quick as Shan Haiming''s, so when he ws pinched, he couldn''t stop the blush which erupted on his face. Shan Haiming again turned towards the two people at the opposite side of the table. "Can you do me a favour, bro? Can you not mention things like that in the future? As you can see, it''s a jar of vinegarT/n: it''s just a way of saying jealousy. you knocked over I have to go clean up."


    Shan Haiming nodded knowingly then said, "Waiter, the menu."


    "Zixin," Shan Haiming leaned back, laziness in his appearance as he continued, "you don''t need to say anything in my aid. What my brother said is true."


    The waitress then handed over a menu resembling a high-end photo studio''s photo album. Shan Haiming then waved his hand. "Give it to him."


    One was Shan Haihong, and the other was Shan Haiming. Those two brothers of the Shan family were simply.... Xiao Ning just wanted to hold his forehead and not watch that upsetting scene.


    The waitress did as instructed, handing a menu to Xiao Ning.


    Shan Haihong turned to look at her, perfectly surprised. "Zixin?"


    Xiao Ning took the menu, but he did not open it. "How about letting Mr Shan do the honours?"


    Ye Zixin''s face grew paler, to where even the makeup she wore couldn''t hide it.


    Xiao Ning took the menu, but he did not open it. "How about letting Mr Shan do the honours?"


    Suzhou styled gardens are tradition Chinese gardens that follow the Suzhou architectural styling that mirrors natural landscapes but scaled down, bridges and water sources are a common feature. [] Pic says a thousand words. boo1 [] ±ùÌÇÑàÎÑìÀÑ©¸ò: lit. rock sugar & bird''s nest boiled hashima. It can be sweet or savoury dish (the one below is sweet obviously). But here''s the explanation for the ingredients (the ones no regular person could afford when emperors were a thing). Hashima (hasma) is the fatty tissues extracted near the fallopian tissues of frogs (don''t you dare make a face, especially if you eat stuff with gelatin) anyhow, it''s dried and when you soak and cook it, it becomes white and gelatinous and takes on the flavour of what you cook it in because it has none of its own (like the bird nest). It''s thought to have health benefits (just like the birds nest), and is used in TCM. Bird''s nest is the prized saliva-ish nest made by swiftlets (a bird species), it''s gelatinous in texture when cooked too, it turns clear if it''s the white kind. Pic below. boo2


    After he spoke, he went straight out the door of the private room, taking his coat from the waitress before walking out without looking back.


    "Um, no can do." Shan Haiming then turned to look at Xiao Ning. "I don''t wish for my lover to have any misunderstandings."


    Saying this, she then made her way out the room without looking back.


    "Looks like you were pretty impressive before, huh? I never expected that, I never expected it at all." Xiao Ning then said to Shan Haiming in jest, "So how come you''re so respectable now?"


    Shan Haihong indicated it was all right, "No, you can order. I heard Haiming mention it before, but I never expected you worked at Rihua. This really is a work of fate."


    Ye Zixin gasped, her voice small, reduced to sporadic sobs. Shan Haihong leaned over to her worriedly, his face etched with pure concern. "Zixin, are you alright?"


    Xiao Ning said nothing further, after all, he didn''t want to appear too stingy as he was currently representing Shan Haiming''s face. "What would Mr Shan and Ye Zixin like to eat?"


    Despite the others being unable to see it, from the movement of their shoulders it was quite clear what was happening outside their line of sight. Ye Zixin suddenly cried out, "I don''t believe it."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.


    "Zixin!" Shan Haihong stood while looking at Shan Haiming reproachfully. "Haiming, you know Zixin likes you. She even happily left her studies in France to come here and marry you this time. You went too far treating her like this."


    Ye Zixin said nothing.


    The waitress did as instructed, handing a menu to Xiao Ning.


    Shan Haihong: "I''m fine with anything, and Zexin likes to eat mushrooms."


    As she stared at Shan Haiming with a tightened gaze, Ye Zixin tried her best to suppress her emotions, and the curvature of her lips as if formed from a great number of repeated practice, did not fail at this moment either. "Haiming, may I say a few words with you in private?"


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    Is this Ye Zixin?


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    The waitress then handed over a menu resembling a high-end photo studio''s photo album. Shan Haiming then waved his hand. "Give it to him."


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    "Is there anything either of you dislike eating?" while he asked this, Xiao Ning flipped open the hard menu cover. It was just as he had guessed, the prices listed at that place was beyond the range of affordability for his class. The only thing listed with a double digit price point was the white rice.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    The round table they were at was able to seat ten, and Ye Zixing and Shan Haihong sat on one end, while Shan Haiming sat opposite them, with Xiao Ning naturally taken his seat next to him.


    He was talking directly to Ye Zixin in the end, but her pretty and white, face appeared to have given no reaction.


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    The atmosphere around the table was strange, but Xiao Ning could only ignore it. According to Shan Haihong''s requirements, he order some suitable dishes, and according to experience when he had eaten with Shan Haiming last, he ordered the shrimp and crab.


    But Shan Haiming only asked strangely, "I said something like that? You must have remembered wrongly, no?"


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    Shan Haihong then spoke again. "Seriously, when I first heard it I was beyond shocked! Even though Haiming was fond of messing around before, I never heard about him having a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend."


    Suzhou styled gardens are tradition Chinese gardens that follow the Suzhou architectural styling that mirrors natural landscapes but scaled down, bridges and water sources are a common feature. [] Pic says a thousand words. boo1 [] ±ùÌÇÑàÎÑìÀÑ©¸ò: lit. rock sugar & bird''s nest boiled hashima. It can be sweet or savoury dish (the one below is sweet obviously). But here''s the explanation for the ingredients (the ones no regular person could afford when emperors were a thing). Hashima (hasma) is the fatty tissues extracted near the fallopian tissues of frogs (don''t you dare make a face, especially if you eat stuff with gelatin) anyhow, it''s dried and when you soak and cook it, it becomes white and gelatinous and takes on the flavour of what you cook it in because it has none of its own (like the bird nest). It''s thought to have health benefits (just like the birds nest), and is used in TCM. Bird''s nest is the prized saliva-ish nest made by swiftlets (a bird species), it''s gelatinous in texture when cooked too, it turns clear if it''s the white kind. Pic below. boo2


    Proving himself to be his brother, Shan Haihong was still able to smile normally as he replied, "No, not yet. Weren''t we waiting for you guys to get here?"


    If it were Xiao Ning, he would be more than soft-hearted enough to say at least a few words. Why hurt someone that much? But, not only is Shan Haiming the main character, he is also the director. So if he needs a "doesn''t matter, don''t care", you just have to swallow it all back and coordinate with Director Shan.


    Never expecting Shan Haiming would take hold of his hand, Xiao Ning pulled it a bit, but it it didn''t pull out. Right then he had no intention of pulling the rug out from under Shan Haiming, so instead he thought that guy was just performing as he pleased, and doing so was just fine. "Nope! I think it''ll be better for Shan-shao to take me along to see the impressive sights so we can see them together. I can come to gain an appreciation for taste of such sightsT/n: The word that means, sights/scenery/lanscapes/ is also the same word Xiao Ning used to call Shan Haiming''s messing about "impressive". So he''s repeating it to seem annoyed.."


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    Xiao Ning''s reaction wasn''t as quick as Shan Haiming''s, so when he ws pinched, he couldn''t stop the blush which erupted on his face. Shan Haiming again turned towards the two people at the opposite side of the table. "Can you do me a favour, bro? Can you not mention things like that in the future? As you can see, it''s a jar of vinegarT/n: it''s just a way of saying jealousy. you knocked over I have to go clean up."


    Xiao Ning held back his urge to frown. What was he saying? What do you mean ''messing around''? What do mean ''never had a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend''? Leaving aside whether everyone here is more or less familiar with one another, if someone says such things in front of other abut their younger brother, is that older brother cracked in the head or just doing it with intention?


    There was nothing Xiao Ning failed at understanding now. That girl had clearly fancied Shan Haiming.


    Xiao Ning held back his urge to frown. What was he saying? What do you mean ''messing around''? What do mean ''never had a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend''? Leaving aside whether everyone here is more or less familiar with one another, if someone says such things in front of other abut their younger brother, is that older brother cracked in the head or just doing it with intention?


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    Propping his chin on his hand, Shan Haiming stared directly at Xiao Ning as he ordered. Seeing him ready to close the menu, he said, "Order some more dishes you like. Oh, and the bird''s nest and hashima stew here is pretty good, order that too."


    If it were Xiao Ning, he would be more than soft-hearted enough to say at least a few words. Why hurt someone that much? But, not only is Shan Haiming the main character, he is also the director. So if he needs a "doesn''t matter, don''t care", you just have to swallow it all back and coordinate with Director Shan.


    "Understood." The waitress recorded all the orders on her tablet then retrieved the menu.


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar[3] for each of us."


    "Um, no can do." Shan Haiming then turned to look at Xiao Ning. "I don''t wish for my lover to have any misunderstandings."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    "Understood." The waitress recorded all the orders on her tablet then retrieved the menu.


    So, catching a glimpse of Shan Haiming''s hand hanging at his side, he couldn''t stop himself from reaching out his own to pat it gently.


    Shan Haiming nodded knowingly then said, "Waiter, the menu."


    Xiao Ning said nothing further, after all, he didn''t want to appear too stingy as he was currently representing Shan Haiming''s face. "What would Mr Shan and Ye Zixin like to eat?"


    Shan Haihong then spoke again. "Seriously, when I first heard it I was beyond shocked! Even though Haiming was fond of messing around before, I never heard about him having a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend."


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar for each of us."


    But Shan Haiming only asked strangely, "I said something like that? You must have remembered wrongly, no?"


    "Understood." The waitress recorded all the orders on her tablet then retrieved the menu.


    Shan Haihong turned to look at her, perfectly surprised. "Zixin?"


    Ye Zixin, just then, said in a voice sounding rather unnatural, "Haihong, it''s not nice to say these things about Haiming. Don''t pay any mind to what other people say. Don''t we know the kind of person Haiming really is?"


    Never expecting Shan Haiming would take hold of his hand, Xiao Ning pulled it a bit, but it it didn''t pull out. Right then he had no intention of pulling the rug out from under Shan Haiming, so instead he thought that guy was just performing as he pleased, and doing so was just fine. "Nope! I think it''ll be better for Shan-shao to take me along to see the impressive sights so we can see them together. I can come to gain an appreciation for taste of such sightsT/n: The word that means, sights/scenery/lanscapes/ is also the same word Xiao Ning used to call Shan Haiming''s messing about "impressive". So he''s repeating it to seem annoyed.."


    Zexin, Xiao Ning remembered seeing the name on Shan Haiming''s phone at some point earlier, filling the entirety in himself.


    Xiao Ning held back his urge to frown. What was he saying? What do you mean ''messing around''? What do mean ''never had a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend''? Leaving aside whether everyone here is more or less familiar with one another, if someone says such things in front of other abut their younger brother, is that older brother cracked in the head or just doing it with intention?


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    Proving himself to be his brother, Shan Haihong was still able to smile normally as he replied, "No, not yet. Weren''t we waiting for you guys to get here?"


    Is this Ye Zixin?


    Xiao Ning gazed to his side from the corner of his eye. Shan Haiming''s face doesn''t seem to have changed.


    N/A


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    After a long period of silence,Ye Zixin stood up. "Pardon me but I feel a bit unwell all of a sudden, so I''ll be leaving first. You guys can enjoy your meal."


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    Xiao Ning''s reaction wasn''t as quick as Shan Haiming''s, so when he ws pinched, he couldn''t stop the blush which erupted on his face. Shan Haiming again turned towards the two people at the opposite side of the table. "Can you do me a favour, bro? Can you not mention things like that in the future? As you can see, it''s a jar of vinegarT/n: it''s just a way of saying jealousy. you knocked over I have to go clean up."


    Xiao Ning took the menu, but he did not open it. "How about letting Mr Shan do the honours?"


    The two then took their seats one after the other. The waitress coming forward to arrange their bowls and chopsticks as well as pouring them both water and tea. Her movements were quiet, fluid and carrying an immense amount of grace. When she had completed all her tasks, she again returned to her former position in silence.


    Ye Zixin, just then, said in a voice sounding rather unnatural, "Haihong, it''s not nice to say these things about Haiming. Don''t pay any mind to what other people say. Don''t we know the kind of person Haiming really is?"


    Saying this, she then made her way out the room without looking back.


    "Zixin," Shan Haiming leaned back, laziness in his appearance as he continued, "you don''t need to say anything in my aid. What my brother said is true."


    Letting out a long-winded relived sigh, Xiao Ning withdrew his complicated gaze, lamenting as he replied, "Nothing. I was only thinking of all the bags I have to pack tonight."


    Her timber as she spoke these words was both high and low, the kind of rhythm people would find rather charming. That sort of look and bearing could only be regarded as that of a girl''s, as at that time, she couldn''t mask her voice, making it difficult for Xiao Ning, this stranger, to steal his heart from the hurt.


    Is this Ye Zixin?


    "Looks like you were pretty impressive before, huh? I never expected that, I never expected it at all." Xiao Ning then said to Shan Haiming in jest, "So how come you''re so respectable now?"


    Ye Zixin''s gaze refocused gradually, the slowly squared itself on Xiao Ning''s face.


    Xiao Ning held back his urge to frown. What was he saying? What do you mean ''messing around''? What do mean ''never had a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend''? Leaving aside whether everyone here is more or less familiar with one another, if someone says such things in front of other abut their younger brother, is that older brother cracked in the head or just doing it with intention?


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    Although he said those words while wearing no particular expression, Xiao Ning suddenly felt rather hurt. He had no idea what the reason behind it was, but this was Shan Haiming.


    The atmosphere around the table was strange, but Xiao Ning could only ignore it. According to Shan Haihong''s requirements, he order some suitable dishes, and according to experience when he had eaten with Shan Haiming last, he ordered the shrimp and crab.


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    Proving himself to be his brother, Shan Haihong was still able to smile normally as he replied, "No, not yet. Weren''t we waiting for you guys to get here?"


    Xiao Ning never knew Shan Haiming before, and Wang Hua did once tell him Shan Haiming had acted recklessly for a time. But right at that moment he felt as if a piece of cotton was stuck in his heart, as if a painting he had always admired was recklessly demeaned by someone, ad the artist of the work had no way to defend themselves.


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    "So what if I know?" Shan Haiming replied without care, adding, "Do I have to be responsible for her just because she likes me? I have a lot of people I have to be responsible for, then. Besides, it''s not her marriage with me, but one between the Ye family and the Shan family. Dad and Uncle Ye have already agreed to it, so don''t act like you already don''t know. Anyhow, as long as it''s one of dad''s sons, it''s fine whether it''s you or me, right? Or do you hate her or something?"


    The atmosphere around the table was strange, but Xiao Ning could only ignore it. According to Shan Haihong''s requirements, he order some suitable dishes, and according to experience when he had eaten with Shan Haiming last, he ordered the shrimp and crab.


    As she stared at Shan Haiming with a tightened gaze, Ye Zixin tried her best to suppress her emotions, and the curvature of her lips as if formed from a great number of repeated practice, did not fail at this moment either. "Haiming, may I say a few words with you in private?"


    Liuli Xuan room turned out to be a private room.


    So, catching a glimpse of Shan Haiming''s hand hanging at his side, he couldn''t stop himself from reaching out his own to pat it gently.


    "So what if I know?" Shan Haiming replied without care, adding, "Do I have to be responsible for her just because she likes me? I have a lot of people I have to be responsible for, then. Besides, it''s not her marriage with me, but one between the Ye family and the Shan family. Dad and Uncle Ye have already agreed to it, so don''t act like you already don''t know. Anyhow, as long as it''s one of dad''s sons, it''s fine whether it''s you or me, right? Or do you hate her or something?"


    He then thought it over seriously, adding the dagger, "It should be my brother who said that."


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    Shan Haiming was stunned, but soon recovered himself and relaxed.


    Not only had Shan Haiming still not release Xiao Ning''s hand, he also rocked it forwards and back. And since Xiao Ning had no way to hold out, he could only pull in that direction in return.


    "Looks like you were pretty impressive before, huh? I never expected that, I never expected it at all." Xiao Ning then said to Shan Haiming in jest, "So how come you''re so respectable now?"


    Zexin, Xiao Ning remembered seeing the name on Shan Haiming''s phone at some point earlier, filling the entirety in himself.


    Shan Haiming backhandedly held onto Xiao Ning''s hand which had yet to be retrieved, his gaze turning to him as he replied, "Because a certain someone has quite a temper."


    Although he said those words while wearing no particular expression, Xiao Ning suddenly felt rather hurt. He had no idea what the reason behind it was, but this was Shan Haiming.


    Never expecting Shan Haiming would take hold of his hand, Xiao Ning pulled it a bit, but it it didn''t pull out. Right then he had no intention of pulling the rug out from under Shan Haiming, so instead he thought that guy was just performing as he pleased, and doing so was just fine. "Nope! I think it''ll be better for Shan-shao to take me along to see the impressive sights so we can see them together. I can come to gain an appreciation for taste of such sightsT/n: The word that means, sights/scenery/lanscapes/ is also the same word Xiao Ning used to call Shan Haiming''s messing about "impressive". So he''s repeating it to seem annoyed.."


    Proving himself to be his brother, Shan Haihong was still able to smile normally as he replied, "No, not yet. Weren''t we waiting for you guys to get here?"


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    If it were Xiao Ning, he would be more than soft-hearted enough to say at least a few words. Why hurt someone that much? But, not only is Shan Haiming the main character, he is also the director. So if he needs a "doesn''t matter, don''t care", you just have to swallow it all back and coordinate with Director Shan.


    Propping his chin on his hand, Shan Haiming stared directly at Xiao Ning as he ordered. Seeing him ready to close the menu, he said, "Order some more dishes you like. Oh, and the bird''s nest and hashima stew here is pretty good, order that too."


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    "You really want to?" Because of Xiao Ning''s sarcastic tone, Shan Haiming let out a teasing smile, turning his body then used his other hand to pinch Xiao Ning''s cheek while a grin framed on his handsome face. "Don''t you dare."


    What a disaster...


    "Is there anything either of you dislike eating?" while he asked this, Xiao Ning flipped open the hard menu cover. It was just as he had guessed, the prices listed at that place was beyond the range of affordability for his class. The only thing listed with a double digit price point was the white rice.


    A Pretty Good Performance


    It looks like they only serve high-end people here.


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    Xiao Ning''s reaction wasn''t as quick as Shan Haiming''s, so when he ws pinched, he couldn''t stop the blush which erupted on his face. Shan Haiming again turned towards the two people at the opposite side of the table. "Can you do me a favour, bro? Can you not mention things like that in the future? As you can see, it''s a jar of vinegarT/n: it''s just a way of saying jealousy. you knocked over I have to go clean up."


    He was talking directly to Ye Zixin in the end, but her pretty and white, face appeared to have given no reaction.


    "Zixin," Shan Haiming leaned back, laziness in his appearance as he continued, "you don''t need to say anything in my aid. What my brother said is true."


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    "You really want to?" Because of Xiao Ning''s sarcastic tone, Shan Haiming let out a teasing smile, turning his body then used his other hand to pinch Xiao Ning''s cheek while a grin framed on his handsome face. "Don''t you dare."


    Xiao Ning feels that the only person in that room who can resonate with him was most like the waiter. Like, what the heck is this?


    Shan Haihong coughed a few times to hide his hard to miss smile. "Sorry, I won''t mention it again. Xiao Ning, the Haiming with you right now is very good. You don''t need to worry about it."


    Is this Ye Zixin?


    ¡ªCrash!


    Xiao Ning followed Shan Haiming wordlessly, as they were led to the door of a private room by a waitress wearing a qipao, the name plate on the door, one carved in wood, reading: Liuli Xuan.


    Although he said those words while wearing no particular expression, Xiao Ning suddenly felt rather hurt. He had no idea what the reason behind it was, but this was Shan Haiming.


    ¡ªCrash!


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    So, catching a glimpse of Shan Haiming''s hand hanging at his side, he couldn''t stop himself from reaching out his own to pat it gently.


    The sharp clatter of broken dishes rang out as Ye Zixin swept all the tableware in front of her onto the floor. She remained still in her seat, her facial expression as deep as water, as dignified as an empress. Making it seem as though those fallen dishes had fallen onto the floor on their own. The waitress professionalism was top-tier, showing not the slightest trace of shock. She crouched down to first clean the fallen dishes, then placed another set of tableware before Ye Zixin, restoring it all as it was in the twinkling of an eye.


    "You really want to?" Because of Xiao Ning''s sarcastic tone, Shan Haiming let out a teasing smile, turning his body then used his other hand to pinch Xiao Ning''s cheek while a grin framed on his handsome face. "Don''t you dare."


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    There was nothing Xiao Ning failed at understanding now. That girl had clearly fancied Shan Haiming.


    Her timber as she spoke these words was both high and low, the kind of rhythm people would find rather charming. That sort of look and bearing could only be regarded as that of a girl''s, as at that time, she couldn''t mask her voice, making it difficult for Xiao Ning, this stranger, to steal his heart from the hurt.


    The round table they were at was able to seat ten, and Ye Zixing and Shan Haihong sat on one end, while Shan Haiming sat opposite them, with Xiao Ning naturally taken his seat next to him.


    Xiao Ning said nothing further, after all, he didn''t want to appear too stingy as he was currently representing Shan Haiming''s face. "What would Mr Shan and Ye Zixin like to eat?"


    What a disaster...


    A Pretty Good Performance


    The three seemed to have a tacit agreement between then to act as if nothing was just witnessed, as Shan Haihong then asked, "So when and how did you and Haiming get to know one another, Xiao Ning?"


    Ye Zixin said nothing.


    Zexin, Xiao Ning remembered seeing the name on Shan Haiming''s phone at some point earlier, filling the entirety in himself.


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    "Zixin," Shan Haiming leaned back, laziness in his appearance as he continued, "you don''t need to say anything in my aid. What my brother said is true."


    Aunt?


    Sweeping his gaze that way in a simple manner, Xiao Ning then replied, "We met through a friend and after meeting Haiming I thought he was a good person, so we got to know each other meeting up a couple or so times after that."


    Shan Haiming lifted his gaze towards her. "Zixin, long time no see. Why did you come to the country?"


    Although he said those words while wearing no particular expression, Xiao Ning suddenly felt rather hurt. He had no idea what the reason behind it was, but this was Shan Haiming.


    Shan Haiming played with his emerald cup of tea, soon noticing Xiao Ning was staring at him with pursed lips, and so tilted his head while asking, "What?"


    The waitress did as instructed, handing a menu to Xiao Ning.


    "Naturally, I did." Xiao Ning replied confidently. "Even though I was a little apprehensive of Haiming in the beginning, afterwards, I realised it was only his mouth that was not easy to deal with at all."


    Ye Zixin''s gaze refocused gradually, the slowly squared itself on Xiao Ning''s face.


    The waitress knocked on that door, and from the inside another waitress dressed the same as her had opened it.


    Shan Haihong lifted his brows, his smile not diminished in the least. "Of the two of you, who chased who?"


    There was nothing Xiao Ning failed at understanding now. That girl had clearly fancied Shan Haiming.


    Proving himself to be his brother, Shan Haihong was still able to smile normally as he replied, "No, not yet. Weren''t we waiting for you guys to get here?"


    Shan Haihong then spoke again. "Seriously, when I first heard it I was beyond shocked! Even though Haiming was fond of messing around before, I never heard about him having a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend."


    "Naturally, I did." Xiao Ning replied confidently. "Even though I was a little apprehensive of Haiming in the beginning, afterwards, I realised it was only his mouth that was not easy to deal with at all."


    Shan Haihong indicated it was all right, "No, you can order. I heard Haiming mention it before, but I never expected you worked at Rihua. This really is a work of fate."


    Not only had Shan Haiming still not release Xiao Ning''s hand, he also rocked it forwards and back. And since Xiao Ning had no way to hold out, he could only pull in that direction in return.


    "Understood." The waitress recorded all the orders on her tablet then retrieved the menu.


    Shan Haiming lifted his gaze towards her. "Zixin, long time no see. Why did you come to the country?"


    Her timber as she spoke these words was both high and low, the kind of rhythm people would find rather charming. That sort of look and bearing could only be regarded as that of a girl''s, as at that time, she couldn''t mask her voice, making it difficult for Xiao Ning, this stranger, to steal his heart from the hurt.


    Ye Zixin, just then, said in a voice sounding rather unnatural, "Haihong, it''s not nice to say these things about Haiming. Don''t pay any mind to what other people say. Don''t we know the kind of person Haiming really is?"


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    "So what if I know?" Shan Haiming replied without care, adding, "Do I have to be responsible for her just because she likes me? I have a lot of people I have to be responsible for, then. Besides, it''s not her marriage with me, but one between the Ye family and the Shan family. Dad and Uncle Ye have already agreed to it, so don''t act like you already don''t know. Anyhow, as long as it''s one of dad''s sons, it''s fine whether it''s you or me, right? Or do you hate her or something?"


    "You really want to?" Because of Xiao Ning''s sarcastic tone, Shan Haiming let out a teasing smile, turning his body then used his other hand to pinch Xiao Ning''s cheek while a grin framed on his handsome face. "Don''t you dare."


    Despite the others being unable to see it, from the movement of their shoulders it was quite clear what was happening outside their line of sight. Ye Zixin suddenly cried out, "I don''t believe it."


    "Looks like you were pretty impressive before, huh? I never expected that, I never expected it at all." Xiao Ning then said to Shan Haiming in jest, "So how come you''re so respectable now?"


    "You really want to?" Because of Xiao Ning''s sarcastic tone, Shan Haiming let out a teasing smile, turning his body then used his other hand to pinch Xiao Ning''s cheek while a grin framed on his handsome face. "Don''t you dare."


    Xiao Ning''s reaction wasn''t as quick as Shan Haiming''s, so when he ws pinched, he couldn''t stop the blush which erupted on his face. Shan Haiming again turned towards the two people at the opposite side of the table. "Can you do me a favour, bro? Can you not mention things like that in the future? As you can see, it''s a jar of vinegarT/n: it''s just a way of saying jealousy. you knocked over I have to go clean up."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.


    He then thought it over seriously, adding the dagger, "It should be my brother who said that."


    N/A


    Propping his chin on his hand, Shan Haiming stared directly at Xiao Ning as he ordered. Seeing him ready to close the menu, he said, "Order some more dishes you like. Oh, and the bird''s nest and hashima stew here is pretty good, order that too."


    Xiao Ning feels that the only person in that room who can resonate with him was most like the waiter. Like, what the heck is this?


    Shan Haiming''s reply to this held no sincerity whatsoever. "My ears aren''t good."


    "Haiming!"


    Shan Haihong then spoke again. "Seriously, when I first heard it I was beyond shocked! Even though Haiming was fond of messing around before, I never heard about him having a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend."


    Shan Haihong turned to look at her, perfectly surprised. "Zixin?"


    It looks like they only serve high-end people here.


    "Haiming..." Ye Zixin rested both hands on the table, the sight of her small and delicate hands against the exquisite workmanship of tablecloth, quite pleasing to the eyes. "...You''ve always liked girls before, haven''t you? They said you... but I never believed it! You even said you''d marry me when we were younger."


    "Haiming!"


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar for each of us."


    Suzhou styled gardens are tradition Chinese gardens that follow the Suzhou architectural styling that mirrors natural landscapes but scaled down, bridges and water sources are a common feature. [] Pic says a thousand words. boo1 [] ±ùÌÇÑàÎÑìÀÑ©¸ò: lit. rock sugar & bird''s nest boiled hashima. It can be sweet or savoury dish (the one below is sweet obviously). But here''s the explanation for the ingredients (the ones no regular person could afford when emperors were a thing). Hashima (hasma) is the fatty tissues extracted near the fallopian tissues of frogs (don''t you dare make a face, especially if you eat stuff with gelatin) anyhow, it''s dried and when you soak and cook it, it becomes white and gelatinous and takes on the flavour of what you cook it in because it has none of its own (like the bird nest). It''s thought to have health benefits (just like the birds nest), and is used in TCM. Bird''s nest is the prized saliva-ish nest made by swiftlets (a bird species), it''s gelatinous in texture when cooked too, it turns clear if it''s the white kind. Pic below. boo2


    Her timber as she spoke these words was both high and low, the kind of rhythm people would find rather charming. That sort of look and bearing could only be regarded as that of a girl''s, as at that time, she couldn''t mask her voice, making it difficult for Xiao Ning, this stranger, to steal his heart from the hurt.


    Ye Zixin''s gaze refocused gradually, the slowly squared itself on Xiao Ning''s face.


    But Shan Haiming only asked strangely, "I said something like that? You must have remembered wrongly, no?"


    Ye Zixin, just then, said in a voice sounding rather unnatural, "Haihong, it''s not nice to say these things about Haiming. Don''t pay any mind to what other people say. Don''t we know the kind of person Haiming really is?"


    He then thought it over seriously, adding the dagger, "It should be my brother who said that."


    Ye Zixin''s face grew paler, to where even the makeup she wore couldn''t hide it.


    Ye Zixin gasped, her voice small, reduced to sporadic sobs. Shan Haihong leaned over to her worriedly, his face etched with pure concern. "Zixin, are you alright?"


    His attitude was far from cold, but in comparison to the girl''s, it was frosty. The girl was a bit dispirited, but nonetheless still quite happy.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    "Haiming..." Ye Zixin rested both hands on the table, the sight of her small and delicate hands against the exquisite workmanship of tablecloth, quite pleasing to the eyes. "...You''ve always liked girls before, haven''t you? They said you... but I never believed it! You even said you''d marry me when we were younger."


    Xiao Ning gazed to his side from the corner of his eye. Shan Haiming''s face doesn''t seem to have changed.


    If it were Xiao Ning, he would be more than soft-hearted enough to say at least a few words. Why hurt someone that much? But, not only is Shan Haiming the main character, he is also the director. So if he needs a "doesn''t matter, don''t care", you just have to swallow it all back and coordinate with Director Shan.


    One was Shan Haihong, and the other was Shan Haiming. Those two brothers of the Shan family were simply.... Xiao Ning just wanted to hold his forehead and not watch that upsetting scene.


    "Zixin!" Shan Haihong stood while looking at Shan Haiming reproachfully. "Haiming, you know Zixin likes you. She even happily left her studies in France to come here and marry you this time. You went too far treating her like this."


    Shan Haiming backhandedly held onto Xiao Ning''s hand which had yet to be retrieved, his gaze turning to him as he replied, "Because a certain someone has quite a temper."


    Ye Zixin''s face grew paler, to where even the makeup she wore couldn''t hide it.


    The atmosphere around the table was strange, but Xiao Ning could only ignore it. According to Shan Haihong''s requirements, he order some suitable dishes, and according to experience when he had eaten with Shan Haiming last, he ordered the shrimp and crab.


    He was talking directly to Ye Zixin in the end, but her pretty and white, face appeared to have given no reaction.


    Saying this, she then made her way out the room without looking back.


    Shan Haiming played with his emerald cup of tea, soon noticing Xiao Ning was staring at him with pursed lips, and so tilted his head while asking, "What?"


    As she stared at Shan Haiming with a tightened gaze, Ye Zixin tried her best to suppress her emotions, and the curvature of her lips as if formed from a great number of repeated practice, did not fail at this moment either. "Haiming, may I say a few words with you in private?"


    Propping his chin on his hand, Shan Haiming stared directly at Xiao Ning as he ordered. Seeing him ready to close the menu, he said, "Order some more dishes you like. Oh, and the bird''s nest and hashima stew here is pretty good, order that too."


    "Um, no can do." Shan Haiming then turned to look at Xiao Ning. "I don''t wish for my lover to have any misunderstandings."


    When he lifted his eyes, Ye Zixin''s smiling face was frozen stiff, a borderline look of panic in her eyes as she sated at him.


    Shan Haiming nodded knowingly then said, "Waiter, the menu."


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar for each of us."


    Although he said those words while wearing no particular expression, Xiao Ning suddenly felt rather hurt. He had no idea what the reason behind it was, but this was Shan Haiming.


    After a long period of silence,Ye Zixin stood up. "Pardon me but I feel a bit unwell all of a sudden, so I''ll be leaving first. You guys can enjoy your meal."


    It looks like they only serve high-end people here.


    Ye Zixin''s face grew paler, to where even the makeup she wore couldn''t hide it.


    Shan Haihong then spoke again. "Seriously, when I first heard it I was beyond shocked! Even though Haiming was fond of messing around before, I never heard about him having a fixed girlfriend or boyfriend."


    "Haiming..." Ye Zixin rested both hands on the table, the sight of her small and delicate hands against the exquisite workmanship of tablecloth, quite pleasing to the eyes. "...You''ve always liked girls before, haven''t you? They said you... but I never believed it! You even said you''d marry me when we were younger."


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    That word caught Xiao Ning''s attention.


    "You really want to?" Because of Xiao Ning''s sarcastic tone, Shan Haiming let out a teasing smile, turning his body then used his other hand to pinch Xiao Ning''s cheek while a grin framed on his handsome face. "Don''t you dare."


    "Why huddle together? Are you warm?" Shan Haiming did not move, only taking a sip if his tea. "Xiao Ning, you already know my older brother, and this is Ye Zixin. Zixin, this is Xiao Ning, my boyfriend."


    If it were Xiao Ning, he would be more than soft-hearted enough to say at least a few words. Why hurt someone that much? But, not only is Shan Haiming the main character, he is also the director. So if he needs a "doesn''t matter, don''t care", you just have to swallow it all back and coordinate with Director Shan.


    "Haiming..." Ye Zixin rested both hands on the table, the sight of her small and delicate hands against the exquisite workmanship of tablecloth, quite pleasing to the eyes. "...You''ve always liked girls before, haven''t you? They said you... but I never believed it! You even said you''d marry me when we were younger."


    "Fine. I know you''re busy." Ye Zixin exposed a proper smile, a bit of her ''Ms Perfect'' reservedness peeking through her words. "Haiming, why are sitting so far away? It''s been so long since we last saw each other, so you acting so distant will make a person feel sad."


    Acting as the sole conversation starter, Shan Haiming again spoke out. "Yes, seafood is Haiming''s favourite thing to eat."


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar for each of us."


    Shan Haihong: "I''m fine with anything, and Zexin likes to eat mushrooms."


    After a long period of silence,Ye Zixin stood up. "Pardon me but I feel a bit unwell all of a sudden, so I''ll be leaving first. You guys can enjoy your meal."


    The two then took their seats one after the other. The waitress coming forward to arrange their bowls and chopsticks as well as pouring them both water and tea. Her movements were quiet, fluid and carrying an immense amount of grace. When she had completed all her tasks, she again returned to her former position in silence.


    As she stared at Shan Haiming with a tightened gaze, Ye Zixin tried her best to suppress her emotions, and the curvature of her lips as if formed from a great number of repeated practice, did not fail at this moment either. "Haiming, may I say a few words with you in private?"


    As soon as those words were said the room broke out in a silence. Only Shan Haiming then went on to ask as if nothing happened, "Have you ordered?"


    Saying this, she then made her way out the room without looking back.


    Shan Haiming played with his emerald cup of tea, soon noticing Xiao Ning was staring at him with pursed lips, and so tilted his head while asking, "What?"


    "Zixin!" Shan Haihong stood while looking at Shan Haiming reproachfully. "Haiming, you know Zixin likes you. She even happily left her studies in France to come here and marry you this time. You went too far treating her like this."


    The sharp clatter of broken dishes rang out as Ye Zixin swept all the tableware in front of her onto the floor. She remained still in her seat, her facial expression as deep as water, as dignified as an empress. Making it seem as though those fallen dishes had fallen onto the floor on their own. The waitress professionalism was top-tier, showing not the slightest trace of shock. She crouched down to first clean the fallen dishes, then placed another set of tableware before Ye Zixin, restoring it all as it was in the twinkling of an eye.


    Shan Haiming lifted his gaze towards her. "Zixin, long time no see. Why did you come to the country?"


    Liuli Xuan room turned out to be a private room.


    The waitress then handed over a menu resembling a high-end photo studio''s photo album. Shan Haiming then waved his hand. "Give it to him."


    A Pretty Good Performance


    Shan Haihong indicated it was all right, "No, you can order. I heard Haiming mention it before, but I never expected you worked at Rihua. This really is a work of fate."


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    "So what if I know?" Shan Haiming replied without care, adding, "Do I have to be responsible for her just because she likes me? I have a lot of people I have to be responsible for, then. Besides, it''s not her marriage with me, but one between the Ye family and the Shan family. Dad and Uncle Ye have already agreed to it, so don''t act like you already don''t know. Anyhow, as long as it''s one of dad''s sons, it''s fine whether it''s you or me, right? Or do you hate her or something?"


    That man sent a polite smile to Xiao Ning, who sent him a small one in return. "Mr Shan."


    That man sent a polite smile to Xiao Ning, who sent him a small one in return. "Mr Shan."


    During this, Xiao Ning was also taking a sip of his own tea to wet his throat, and upon hearing those words out of the blue, he almost spat his mouthful of tea right out. He managed to restrain himself, continuing to drink his tea silently, lamenting in his heart over the lack of a forewarning.


    Shan Haihong coughed a few times to hide his hard to miss smile. "Sorry, I won''t mention it again. Xiao Ning, the Haiming with you right now is very good. You don''t need to worry about it."


    He turned his gaze from Shan Haiming to Xiao Ning, sighing. "It''s also a good thing you''re planning on settling down. Dad and Aunt will be happy to know that. When are you planning to tell them?"


    Shan Haihong lifted his brows, his smile not diminished in the least. "Of the two of you, who chased who?"


    "Fine. I know you''re busy." Ye Zixin exposed a proper smile, a bit of her ''Ms Perfect'' reservedness peeking through her words. "Haiming, why are sitting so far away? It''s been so long since we last saw each other, so you acting so distant will make a person feel sad."


    Xiao Ning feels that the only person in that room who can resonate with him was most like the waiter. Like, what the heck is this?


    Liuli Xuan room turned out to be a private room.


    The sharp clatter of broken dishes rang out as Ye Zixin swept all the tableware in front of her onto the floor. She remained still in her seat, her facial expression as deep as water, as dignified as an empress. Making it seem as though those fallen dishes had fallen onto the floor on their own. The waitress professionalism was top-tier, showing not the slightest trace of shock. She crouched down to first clean the fallen dishes, then placed another set of tableware before Ye Zixin, restoring it all as it was in the twinkling of an eye.


    But Shan Haiming only asked strangely, "I said something like that? You must have remembered wrongly, no?"


    Shan Haihong paused momentarily. "Lets discuss this some other time, alright? And, Zixin''s opinion''s should be respected at least. Besides..."


    The waitress then handed over a menu resembling a high-end photo studio''s photo album. Shan Haiming then waved his hand. "Give it to him."


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    He was talking directly to Ye Zixin in the end, but her pretty and white, face appeared to have given no reaction.


    Shan Haihong indicated it was all right, "No, you can order. I heard Haiming mention it before, but I never expected you worked at Rihua. This really is a work of fate."


    Sure enough, the girl then whined with the attitude of one who was far younger, "Why do you always not answer whenever I call you?"


    He turned his gaze from Shan Haiming to Xiao Ning, sighing. "It''s also a good thing you''re planning on settling down. Dad and Aunt will be happy to know that. When are you planning to tell them?"


    Sweeping his gaze that way in a simple manner, Xiao Ning then replied, "We met through a friend and after meeting Haiming I thought he was a good person, so we got to know each other meeting up a couple or so times after that."


    Suzhou styled gardens are tradition Chinese gardens that follow the Suzhou architectural styling that mirrors natural landscapes but scaled down, bridges and water sources are a common feature. [] Pic says a thousand words. boo1 [] ±ùÌÇÑàÎÑìÀÑ©¸ò: lit. rock sugar & bird''s nest boiled hashima. It can be sweet or savoury dish (the one below is sweet obviously). But here''s the explanation for the ingredients (the ones no regular person could afford when emperors were a thing). Hashima (hasma) is the fatty tissues extracted near the fallopian tissues of frogs (don''t you dare make a face, especially if you eat stuff with gelatin) anyhow, it''s dried and when you soak and cook it, it becomes white and gelatinous and takes on the flavour of what you cook it in because it has none of its own (like the bird nest). It''s thought to have health benefits (just like the birds nest), and is used in TCM. Bird''s nest is the prized saliva-ish nest made by swiftlets (a bird species), it''s gelatinous in texture when cooked too, it turns clear if it''s the white kind. Pic below. boo2


    "Understood." The waitress recorded all the orders on her tablet then retrieved the menu.


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.


    "Haiming..." Ye Zixin rested both hands on the table, the sight of her small and delicate hands against the exquisite workmanship of tablecloth, quite pleasing to the eyes. "...You''ve always liked girls before, haven''t you? They said you... but I never believed it! You even said you''d marry me when we were younger."


    Aunt?


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    The two then took their seats one after the other. The waitress coming forward to arrange their bowls and chopsticks as well as pouring them both water and tea. Her movements were quiet, fluid and carrying an immense amount of grace. When she had completed all her tasks, she again returned to her former position in silence.


    Despite the others being unable to see it, from the movement of their shoulders it was quite clear what was happening outside their line of sight. Ye Zixin suddenly cried out, "I don''t believe it."


    N/A


    It looks like they only serve high-end people here.


    That word caught Xiao Ning''s attention.


    Shan Haiming was stunned, but soon recovered himself and relaxed.


    He then thought it over seriously, adding the dagger, "It should be my brother who said that."


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    Shan Haihong indicated it was all right, "No, you can order. I heard Haiming mention it before, but I never expected you worked at Rihua. This really is a work of fate."


    "Zixin," Shan Haiming leaned back, laziness in his appearance as he continued, "you don''t need to say anything in my aid. What my brother said is true."


    Shan Haiming played with his emerald cup of tea, soon noticing Xiao Ning was staring at him with pursed lips, and so tilted his head while asking, "What?"


    Shan Haihong turned to look at her, perfectly surprised. "Zixin?"


    "I''ll do it as soon as possible." Shan Haiming didn''t look at him, he even seemed disinterested as he added, "In a day or two."


    ¡ªCrash!


    "Alright, just make the last desserts." Xiao Ning obediently ordered the last two dishes in line with his sweet preference for himself, closing the menu. "And a bowl of the bird''s nest hashima stew with rock sugar for each of us."


    It looks like they only serve high-end people here.


    But Shan Haiming only asked strangely, "I said something like that? You must have remembered wrongly, no?"


    Ye Zixin''s gaze refocused gradually, the slowly squared itself on Xiao Ning''s face.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze landed at the man sitting beside the girl. His nose was tall and straight, his overall appearance quite handsome. But, to Shan Haiming, this man bore not even the slightest bit of resemblance.


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    "If you need me to say something, I''ll help you in persuading dad." Shan Haihong then nodded to Xiao Ning, saying, "I''m sorry, but I''m worried about Zixin. You two can stay and eat, the bill''s on my tab. Goodbye."


    He turned his gaze from Shan Haiming to Xiao Ning, sighing. "It''s also a good thing you''re planning on settling down. Dad and Aunt will be happy to know that. When are you planning to tell them?"


    After he spoke, he went straight out the door of the private room, taking his coat from the waitress before walking out without looking back.


    "Don''t order the bitter gourd." Shan Haihong then laughed as he continued, "Back when we were little, Zixin, I remember you coming over to our house for dinner. Back then, the nanny made pickled bitter gourd, and it looked especially good while she was making it and you insisted on eating some. But, in the end, you cried heaps after you took a bite."


    He then thought it over seriously, adding the dagger, "It should be my brother who said that."


    That word caught Xiao Ning''s attention.


    Shan Haiming played with his emerald cup of tea, soon noticing Xiao Ning was staring at him with pursed lips, and so tilted his head while asking, "What?"


    Xiao Ning followed the direction of the voice sounding much like a yellow oriole to meet a beautiful girl looking their way, her dark pearl-like eyes shining joyfully.


    "If you need me to say something, I''ll help you in persuading dad." Shan Haihong then nodded to Xiao Ning, saying, "I''m sorry, but I''m worried about Zixin. You two can stay and eat, the bill''s on my tab. Goodbye."


    Sweeping his gaze that way in a simple manner, Xiao Ning then replied, "We met through a friend and after meeting Haiming I thought he was a good person, so we got to know each other meeting up a couple or so times after that."


    The round table they were at was able to seat ten, and Ye Zixing and Shan Haihong sat on one end, while Shan Haiming sat opposite them, with Xiao Ning naturally taken his seat next to him.


    What a disaster...


    Letting out a long-winded relived sigh, Xiao Ning withdrew his complicated gaze, lamenting as he replied, "Nothing. I was only thinking of all the bags I have to pack tonight."


    Shan Haihong coughed a few times to hide his hard to miss smile. "Sorry, I won''t mention it again. Xiao Ning, the Haiming with you right now is very good. You don''t need to worry about it."


    Xiao Ning followed the direction of the voice sounding much like a yellow oriole to meet a beautiful girl looking their way, her dark pearl-like eyes shining joyfully.


    The two then took their seats one after the other. The waitress coming forward to arrange their bowls and chopsticks as well as pouring them both water and tea. Her movements were quiet, fluid and carrying an immense amount of grace. When she had completed all her tasks, she again returned to her former position in silence.


    Shan Haiming backhandedly held onto Xiao Ning''s hand which had yet to be retrieved, his gaze turning to him as he replied, "Because a certain someone has quite a temper."


    Xiao Ning was shocked, and clearly knew the scene of the climax was probably on its way.

 CH 15

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    Xiao Ning had ordered eight dishes and one dessert for each person. Originally, it was already a wasteful extravagance for four only four people, but now that was down to just two. Xiao Ning could only sigh once more, What a disaster...


    This thing between them, even though it can be called mutual assistance, but if calculated carefully, they had both paid back the other''s kindness, so this left Xiao Ning as the one owing more. He then took it upon himself to ask, "How do you want me to behave in front of your parents?"


    Shan Haiming doesn''t seem to to have any qualms about the situation at all. He just eats as he likes and doesn''t hold back, but his appetite is huge. He eats a lot of the foods he likes, and only drank two mouthfuls of the dessert.


    These words were the exact same as the ones he used before, the memory of which entered Xiao Ning''s mind quickly. At that time, he was had no choice in refusing Shan Haiming, but now things were completely different. The relationships between a person with another is indeed a fascinating thing.


    "Who said anything about me leaving?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, what he thought about right then was unknown as he followed it by bursting in a youthful laugh. "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    The question he asked in response wasn''t said out loud, but it was completely obvious on his face.


    Xiao Ning was more worse off than him, impatiently staring at the bowls with piles upon piles showing no signs of being reduced.


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    Xiao Ning paused. "You don''t have to do that."


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    Returning to the bedroom for a blanket, Xiao then returned, carefully spreading it over Shan Haiming, causing the other man to shrink into the covering, but he did not awaken. Only going as far as allowing the covers to hide half of his face, while his faintly crinkled brows lay exposed, causing him to look several years older for no reason.


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    Xiao Ning was uncomfortable but he couldn''t shake that guy back up... I was more than aware of just how stubborn this guy can be from the onset, so I should of just agreed a moment ago. I should at least spread a blanket over him so he can be a bit more comfortable.


    "If you can''t eat, just don''t eat." Seeing him struggle to eat, Shan Haiming called over the waitress to pay the bill. "Pack it up."


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    There were a lot more dishes on the huge table compared to the last time, and Xiao Ning couldn''t carry it all in both hands. Seeing this, Shan Haiming went over and help him carry a couple. "Is there anywhere you need to be?"


    Thinking Shan Haiming didn''t quite understand what he meant, Xiao Ning explained his uncertainty, "As in, should I deliberately irritate them and get them to not like me, or try to get the to like me?"


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    So don''t take it seriously.


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    Sitting on the sofa in a manner unfitting of polite company, Shan Haiming was halfway in a lying position, yawning upon hearing Xiao Ning''s words. "Forget that, I''m not going. My place is too far from here. When it''s morning give me a wake up call, alright? I''ll give you a lift."


    Rather than asking, it would be better described as Xiao Ning asking these questions to himself, as he lost himself in his own thoughts for quite a while, only to come around when he lifted his head and realised Shan Haiming was staring at him. Confused, he asked, "What''s wrong?"


    After a few minutes, they arrived.


    Xiao Ning remained silent.


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    Shan Haiming hummed in response, adding, "I''ll take you home."


    "Oh, I''m sorry about that." He then unlatched his seatbelt while saying, "I''ll be on my way, and be careful on the road, alright?"


    There were a lot more dishes on the huge table compared to the last time, and Xiao Ning couldn''t carry it all in both hands. Seeing this, Shan Haiming went over and help him carry a couple. "Is there anywhere you need to be?"


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    Is it possible to even say whom is better off than whom?


    "There a bus stop about twenty minutes away from here, and after four stops, I can switch to a train." Xiao Ning then calculated in his head. "So about an hour and a half."


    It''s hard tell whether the events of tonight''s dinner had any effect on him like this. Xiao Ning followed him to the car, it was almost eight o''clock and the sky outside had long gone dark.


    "There a bus stop about twenty minutes away from here, and after four stops, I can switch to a train." Xiao Ning then calculated in his head. "So about an hour and a half."


    Xiao Ning sighed.


    The street light shone through the car''s window, hiding most of Shan Haiming''s face in it''s shadow. "He would never say anything like that. Ever since we were little, he never said what he actually wants. And if he did want something, he'' fight for it in secret."


    Was Shan Haiming deliberately using me to evade a marriage with the Ye family? Did he not like Ye Zixin?


    "What are you sorry about?" Shan Haiming was surprisingly all smiles. "Don''t tell me you believe my brother and I both like Zixin, and I¡ªfor the sake of of brotherhood¡ªsilently endure the pain of giving up the one I love, and must push Zixin towards him?"


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    What about Shan Haihong...


    This kind of instant sleeping ability can seriously fill a person with envy.


    Xiao Ning carefully thought over the man''s every word and action. No matter how you looked at it, he was more concerned over Ye Zixin¡ªto the point you could even call extremely over-attentive. Having teamed up with Shan Haiming, it was hard for Xiao Ning''s thoughts to not veer in this direction.


    With his back to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning pursed his lips before continuing, "But I think the same thing as you, and ''m planning to find a place to rent that closer to the heart of the city."


    Xiao Ning wanted to say he wasn''t thinking about anything, but then he remembered this was Shan Haiming. But on the verge of saying what was on his mind, they became: "I have a question for something I''m curious about."


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    Is it possible to even say whom is better off than whom?


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    Xiao Ning turned to pick up the last container, immediately noticing Shan Haiming''s fingers had several scars. "What happened to your hand?"


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    Xiao Ning paused. "You don''t have to do that."


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning bite his lips. He really did think that. Could that not have been it?


    With nothing else to do with Shan Haiming, just like the last time, Xiao Ning took two cups of water back to the living room to watch television with Shan Haiming. The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa, the atmosphere relaxed as they chatted casually, randomly, about anything and everything they could, and it was surprisingly not tiresome in the least.


    Letting out a cough as he smiled, Xiao Ning replied, "I''ll take you to the parking lot, then."


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    It''s hard for me to even picture what kind of of a person Shan Haiming''s mom is. But, looking at Shan Haiming''s appearance, she must be beautiful.


    "Aren''t you going to get me some toiletries?" Shan Haiming lifted his eyes to look at him. "You haven;t gone as yet?"


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    "Okay then. What do your parent''s like?" Showing up to a lover;s family home without bringing any gifts is impolite, so Xiao Ning asked, "Is bringing a fruit basket okay? Or should I bring Aunty a bouquet of flowers?"


    This kind of instant sleeping ability can seriously fill a person with envy.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...


    "I''m sorry," Xiao Ning said suddenly.


    "I''m sorry," Xiao Ning said suddenly.


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...


    Besides, I still have to meet his parents. So understanding the situation properly would make cooperating easier, right?


    "Do you have the ability to annoy anyone to the point of dislike?" Shan Haiming appeared as though he wanted to laugh, but only shrugged. "I''ll take care of my dad, but my mom... she''s pretty easy to get along with. I think she''ll like you."


    Before Shan Haiming had finished speaking, the melody of the King of Karaoke sounded in the car. Xiao Ning swiped the screen of his phone, apologising to Shan Haiming with his eyes as he took the call. "Hello?"


    After a few minutes, they arrived.


    Xiao Ning sighed.


    Xiao Ning remained silent.


    Xiao Ning put the keys back in his pocket thanks to Shan Haiming''s reminder. "This place belongs to a friend, so I''m just staying here for the time being."


    There were a lot more dishes on the huge table compared to the last time, and Xiao Ning couldn''t carry it all in both hands. Seeing this, Shan Haiming went over and help him carry a couple. "Is there anywhere you need to be?"


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    Shan Haiming doesn''t seem to to have any qualms about the situation at all. He just eats as he likes and doesn''t hold back, but his appetite is huge. He eats a lot of the foods he likes, and only drank two mouthfuls of the dessert.


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming was still holding on to the steering wheel, they had almost arrived. "You''ve been thinking the whole way, did you figure it out?"


    "Aren''t you going to get me some toiletries?" Shan Haiming lifted his eyes to look at him. "You haven;t gone as yet?"


    "Who said anything about me leaving?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, what he thought about right then was unknown as he followed it by bursting in a youthful laugh. "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    For the time being, Xiao Ning didn''t want to argue with him, so Xiao Ning took the disposable toiletries and unused underwear over to Shan Haiming. Then after Shan Haiming left the bath, Xiao Ning again insisted. After all, there was no good reason to allow a guest to sleep on the sofa.


    Xiao Ning wanted to say he wasn''t thinking about anything, but then he remembered this was Shan Haiming. But on the verge of saying what was on his mind, they became: "I have a question for something I''m curious about."


    Shan Haiming nodded. "I''ll take the sofa tonight."


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    "If you can''t eat, just don''t eat." Seeing him struggle to eat, Shan Haiming called over the waitress to pay the bill. "Pack it up."


    Rather than asking, it would be better described as Xiao Ning asking these questions to himself, as he lost himself in his own thoughts for quite a while, only to come around when he lifted his head and realised Shan Haiming was staring at him. Confused, he asked, "What''s wrong?"


    Thinking Shan Haiming didn''t quite understand what he meant, Xiao Ning explained his uncertainty, "As in, should I deliberately irritate them and get them to not like me, or try to get the to like me?"


    "Do you have the ability to annoy anyone to the point of dislike?" Shan Haiming appeared as though he wanted to laugh, but only shrugged. "I''ll take care of my dad, but my mom... she''s pretty easy to get along with. I think she''ll like you."


    With his back to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning pursed his lips before continuing, "But I think the same thing as you, and ''m planning to find a place to rent that closer to the heart of the city."


    "When you guys were little, was the one who said they wanted to marry Ye Zixin really your brother?"


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    The street light shone through the car''s window, hiding most of Shan Haiming''s face in it''s shadow. "He would never say anything like that. Ever since we were little, he never said what he actually wants. And if he did want something, he'' fight for it in secret."


    Returning to the bedroom for a blanket, Xiao then returned, carefully spreading it over Shan Haiming, causing the other man to shrink into the covering, but he did not awaken. Only going as far as allowing the covers to hide half of his face, while his faintly crinkled brows lay exposed, causing him to look several years older for no reason.


    "When you guys were little, was the one who said they wanted to marry Ye Zixin really your brother?"


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    "If not, are you planning of acting out of the ordinary?" Shan Haiming chuckled.


    "A play?" Xiao Ning of course heard the child-like flaunting in his tone, and so said in flattery, "That''s pretty cool. It''s way more high class than a regular movie. You two should have a fantastic time."


    Xiao Ning remained silent.


    Xiao Ning wanted to say he wasn''t thinking about anything, but then he remembered this was Shan Haiming. But on the verge of saying what was on his mind, they became: "I have a question for something I''m curious about."


    It was not like the first time, and and going back at this hour would take who knows how long. So when he thought about it, Xiao Ning did feel Shan Haiming staying over was better. "I''ll go get you some toiletries, then. You can wash up first."


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    After a few minutes, they arrived.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "I''m sorry," Xiao Ning said suddenly.


    Upon realising it, Xiao Ning felt ashamed. When he got back inside his apartment, it meant he would be alone; and even though Shan Haiming does as he pleases and is a bit intense. Being with him made Xiao Ning feel greatly at ease, and that he didn''t need to always think too much.


    Shan Haiming nodded. "I''ll take the sofa tonight."


    Xia Li might actually want to see Shan Haiming''s face before he can believe it. This kid is too worked up.


    Upon realising it, Xiao Ning felt ashamed. When he got back inside his apartment, it meant he would be alone; and even though Shan Haiming does as he pleases and is a bit intense. Being with him made Xiao Ning feel greatly at ease, and that he didn''t need to always think too much.


    Xiao Ning put the keys back in his pocket thanks to Shan Haiming''s reminder. "This place belongs to a friend, so I''m just staying here for the time being."


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    "What are you sorry about?" Shan Haiming was surprisingly all smiles. "Don''t tell me you believe my brother and I both like Zixin, and I¡ªfor the sake of of brotherhood¡ªsilently endure the pain of giving up the one I love, and must push Zixin towards him?"


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming was still holding on to the steering wheel, they had almost arrived. "You''ve been thinking the whole way, did you figure it out?"


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning bite his lips. He really did think that. Could that not have been it?


    "Don''t worry, by the way. I haven''t told Lu Yan a thing! My lips are sealed tight." Xia Li sounded happy. "Anyhow, that''s great, I hope you guys have a lot of fun. Lu Yan and I are going to see a play. I heard it''s really beautiful, I''ll tell you about it after I see it."


    N/A


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    Xiao Ning carefully thought over the man''s every word and action. No matter how you looked at it, he was more concerned over Ye Zixin¡ªto the point you could even call extremely over-attentive. Having teamed up with Shan Haiming, it was hard for Xiao Ning''s thoughts to not veer in this direction.


    This time around, Shan Haiming found a spot to park then carried the take-out boxes upstairs with Xiao Ning. "Rihua is all the way at the centre of the city, so how long does it usually take you to get to work?"


    The question he asked in response wasn''t said out loud, but it was completely obvious on his face.


    Xiao Ning sighed.


    "What are you sorry about?" Shan Haiming was surprisingly all smiles. "Don''t tell me you believe my brother and I both like Zixin, and I¡ªfor the sake of of brotherhood¡ªsilently endure the pain of giving up the one I love, and must push Zixin towards him?"


    The street light shone through the car''s window, hiding most of Shan Haiming''s face in it''s shadow. "He would never say anything like that. Ever since we were little, he never said what he actually wants. And if he did want something, he'' fight for it in secret."


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    This kind of instant sleeping ability can seriously fill a person with envy.


    "How can I act like things I did as a child were real? Plus, if I want something, no matter who the other person is, I will never step aside and give up what''s mine." Shan Haiming tapped his finger on the steering wheel. "It''s of no concern to me if Shan Haihong likes Zixin or not, if him wanting to marry her is true. I don''t want to marry. I already stated my peace. I dealt with my part. He should deal with his part too. As for Zixin..."


    Getting a recommendation from a friend is more reliable than posting online.


    He let out a laugh. "She should handle her business herself."


    It was not like the first time, and and going back at this hour would take who knows how long. So when he thought about it, Xiao Ning did feel Shan Haiming staying over was better. "I''ll go get you some toiletries, then. You can wash up first."


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    So without realising it, he unconsciously dragged out the time chatting with Shan Haiming.


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...


    "I''m sorry," Xiao Ning said suddenly.


    This time around, Shan Haiming found a spot to park then carried the take-out boxes upstairs with Xiao Ning. "Rihua is all the way at the centre of the city, so how long does it usually take you to get to work?"


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...


    "You..." Xiao Ning held his words for a long time before he choked out, "...are far too harsh with others."


    "Are you staying here alone?" Shan Haiming carried the bags with Xiao Ning into the kitchen, then took the containers out the bags and handed them to XIao Ning¡ªwatching one by one as they were stacked into the refrigerator. "Does your friend stay here too?"


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    Shan Haiming nodded. "I''ll take the sofa tonight."


    "Renting?" Shan Haiming walked in after him. "Why don''t you switch to a place that''s closer? You spend three hours a day on travelling alone. Don''t forget your keys."


    "If not, are you planning of acting out of the ordinary?" Shan Haiming chuckled.


    "I''m just not as patient as you, that''s all there is to it."


    N/A


    Shan Haiming nodded. "I''ll take the sofa tonight."


    N/A


    The question he asked in response wasn''t said out loud, but it was completely obvious on his face.


    These words were the exact same as the ones he used before, the memory of which entered Xiao Ning''s mind quickly. At that time, he was had no choice in refusing Shan Haiming, but now things were completely different. The relationships between a person with another is indeed a fascinating thing.


    Before Shan Haiming had finished speaking, the melody of the King of Karaoke sounded in the car. Xiao Ning swiped the screen of his phone, apologising to Shan Haiming with his eyes as he took the call. "Hello?"


    This time around, Shan Haiming found a spot to park then carried the take-out boxes upstairs with Xiao Ning. "Rihua is all the way at the centre of the city, so how long does it usually take you to get to work?"


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    It''s hard tell whether the events of tonight''s dinner had any effect on him like this. Xiao Ning followed him to the car, it was almost eight o''clock and the sky outside had long gone dark.


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    So don''t take it seriously.


    Shan Haiming hummed in response, adding, "I''ll take you home."


    With nothing else to do with Shan Haiming, just like the last time, Xiao Ning took two cups of water back to the living room to watch television with Shan Haiming. The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa, the atmosphere relaxed as they chatted casually, randomly, about anything and everything they could, and it was surprisingly not tiresome in the least.


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    "Don''t worry, by the way. I haven''t told Lu Yan a thing! My lips are sealed tight." Xia Li sounded happy. "Anyhow, that''s great, I hope you guys have a lot of fun. Lu Yan and I are going to see a play. I heard it''s really beautiful, I''ll tell you about it after I see it."


    "Renting?" Shan Haiming walked in after him. "Why don''t you switch to a place that''s closer? You spend three hours a day on travelling alone. Don''t forget your keys."


    Thinking Shan Haiming didn''t quite understand what he meant, Xiao Ning explained his uncertainty, "As in, should I deliberately irritate them and get them to not like me, or try to get the to like me?"


    Xiao Ning had ordered eight dishes and one dessert for each person. Originally, it was already a wasteful extravagance for four only four people, but now that was down to just two. Xiao Ning could only sigh once more, What a disaster...


    "How can I act like things I did as a child were real? Plus, if I want something, no matter who the other person is, I will never step aside and give up what''s mine." Shan Haiming tapped his finger on the steering wheel. "It''s of no concern to me if Shan Haihong likes Zixin or not, if him wanting to marry her is true. I don''t want to marry. I already stated my peace. I dealt with my part. He should deal with his part too. As for Zixin..."


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    "A play?" Xiao Ning of course heard the child-like flaunting in his tone, and so said in flattery, "That''s pretty cool. It''s way more high class than a regular movie. You two should have a fantastic time."


    Was Shan Haiming deliberately using me to evade a marriage with the Ye family? Did he not like Ye Zixin?


    Xia Li might actually want to see Shan Haiming''s face before he can believe it. This kid is too worked up.


    With nothing else to do with Shan Haiming, just like the last time, Xiao Ning took two cups of water back to the living room to watch television with Shan Haiming. The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa, the atmosphere relaxed as they chatted casually, randomly, about anything and everything they could, and it was surprisingly not tiresome in the least.


    After hanging up, Xiao Ning huffed out a relieved sigh, while curbing the urge to rub his forehead. He then turned his gaze directly to Shan Haiming, who still kept his eyes trained in him, and thought for a little while. "I''m sorry, but I also have a matter I''ll need your help with."


    Xiao Ning had ordered eight dishes and one dessert for each person. Originally, it was already a wasteful extravagance for four only four people, but now that was down to just two. Xiao Ning could only sigh once more, What a disaster...


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    It''s hard for me to even picture what kind of of a person Shan Haiming''s mom is. But, looking at Shan Haiming''s appearance, she must be beautiful.


    Xiao Ning was uncomfortable but he couldn''t shake that guy back up... I was more than aware of just how stubborn this guy can be from the onset, so I should of just agreed a moment ago. I should at least spread a blanket over him so he can be a bit more comfortable.


    Shan Haiming raised his brows. "Does it have something to do with the person who called?"


    Xiao Ning put the keys back in his pocket thanks to Shan Haiming''s reminder. "This place belongs to a friend, so I''m just staying here for the time being."


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    Shan Haiming raised his brows. "Does it have something to do with the person who called?"


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    Rather than asking, it would be better described as Xiao Ning asking these questions to himself, as he lost himself in his own thoughts for quite a while, only to come around when he lifted his head and realised Shan Haiming was staring at him. Confused, he asked, "What''s wrong?"


    "You..." Xiao Ning held his words for a long time before he choked out, "...are far too harsh with others."


    Xiao Ning''s eyes brightened. "I will."


    Xia Li might actually want to see Shan Haiming''s face before he can believe it. This kid is too worked up.


    Besides, I still have to meet his parents. So understanding the situation properly would make cooperating easier, right?


    "How can I act like things I did as a child were real? Plus, if I want something, no matter who the other person is, I will never step aside and give up what''s mine." Shan Haiming tapped his finger on the steering wheel. "It''s of no concern to me if Shan Haihong likes Zixin or not, if him wanting to marry her is true. I don''t want to marry. I already stated my peace. I dealt with my part. He should deal with his part too. As for Zixin..."


    "Aren''t you going to get me some toiletries?" Shan Haiming lifted his eyes to look at him. "You haven;t gone as yet?"


    Shan Haiming answered without missing a beat, "Sure can do. Just give me the heads up."


    Xiao Ning turned to pick up the last container, immediately noticing Shan Haiming''s fingers had several scars. "What happened to your hand?"


    Xia Li might actually want to see Shan Haiming''s face before he can believe it. This kid is too worked up.


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming was still holding on to the steering wheel, they had almost arrived. "You''ve been thinking the whole way, did you figure it out?"


    "Do you have the ability to annoy anyone to the point of dislike?" Shan Haiming appeared as though he wanted to laugh, but only shrugged. "I''ll take care of my dad, but my mom... she''s pretty easy to get along with. I think she''ll like you."


    Shan Haiming answered without missing a beat, "Sure can do. Just give me the heads up."


    With his back to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning pursed his lips before continuing, "But I think the same thing as you, and ''m planning to find a place to rent that closer to the heart of the city."


    This thing between them, even though it can be called mutual assistance, but if calculated carefully, they had both paid back the other''s kindness, so this left Xiao Ning as the one owing more. He then took it upon himself to ask, "How do you want me to behave in front of your parents?"


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    Xiao Ning thought about that complex family situation of Shan Haiming''s, leaving him speechless. His thoughts then suddenly turning to his own, which was also a quite a failure.


    "A play?" Xiao Ning of course heard the child-like flaunting in his tone, and so said in flattery, "That''s pretty cool. It''s way more high class than a regular movie. You two should have a fantastic time."


    Was Shan Haiming deliberately using me to evade a marriage with the Ye family? Did he not like Ye Zixin?


    "Oh, I''m sorry about that." He then unlatched his seatbelt while saying, "I''ll be on my way, and be careful on the road, alright?"


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    "I''m just not as patient as you, that''s all there is to it."


    Xiao Ning then earnestly asked to confirm his meaning, "You mean, I only need to act like an ordinary boyfriend?"


    Overnight Stay


    Xiao Ning was more worse off than him, impatiently staring at the bowls with piles upon piles showing no signs of being reduced.


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming was still holding on to the steering wheel, they had almost arrived. "You''ve been thinking the whole way, did you figure it out?"


    Overnight Stay


    Was Shan Haiming deliberately using me to evade a marriage with the Ye family? Did he not like Ye Zixin?


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    "If not, are you planning of acting out of the ordinary?" Shan Haiming chuckled.


    He let out a laugh. "She should handle her business herself."


    It was not like the first time, and and going back at this hour would take who knows how long. So when he thought about it, Xiao Ning did feel Shan Haiming staying over was better. "I''ll go get you some toiletries, then. You can wash up first."


    Xiao Ning remained silent.


    Thinking Shan Haiming didn''t quite understand what he meant, Xiao Ning explained his uncertainty, "As in, should I deliberately irritate them and get them to not like me, or try to get the to like me?"


    "If not, are you planning of acting out of the ordinary?" Shan Haiming chuckled.


    Sitting on the sofa in a manner unfitting of polite company, Shan Haiming was halfway in a lying position, yawning upon hearing Xiao Ning''s words. "Forget that, I''m not going. My place is too far from here. When it''s morning give me a wake up call, alright? I''ll give you a lift."


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    "Do you have the ability to annoy anyone to the point of dislike?" Shan Haiming appeared as though he wanted to laugh, but only shrugged. "I''ll take care of my dad, but my mom... she''s pretty easy to get along with. I think she''ll like you."


    Xiao Ning took the container, stacking it into an empty space left in the fridge. "He has a house in the city too, and he usually stays there."


    Xiao Ning thought about that complex family situation of Shan Haiming''s, leaving him speechless. His thoughts then suddenly turning to his own, which was also a quite a failure.


    Everyone really has their own troubles. if there''s no trouble here, there''ll be troubles there.


    "If you can''t eat, just don''t eat." Seeing him struggle to eat, Shan Haiming called over the waitress to pay the bill. "Pack it up."


    What about Shan Haihong...


    It''s hard for me to even picture what kind of of a person Shan Haiming''s mom is. But, looking at Shan Haiming''s appearance, she must be beautiful.


    N/A


    "Okay then. What do your parent''s like?" Showing up to a lover;s family home without bringing any gifts is impolite, so Xiao Ning asked, "Is bringing a fruit basket okay? Or should I bring Aunty a bouquet of flowers?"


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    "Renting?" Shan Haiming walked in after him. "Why don''t you switch to a place that''s closer? You spend three hours a day on travelling alone. Don''t forget your keys."


    For the time being, Xiao Ning didn''t want to argue with him, so Xiao Ning took the disposable toiletries and unused underwear over to Shan Haiming. Then after Shan Haiming left the bath, Xiao Ning again insisted. After all, there was no good reason to allow a guest to sleep on the sofa.


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    Letting out a cough as he smiled, Xiao Ning replied, "I''ll take you to the parking lot, then."


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    "If you can''t eat, just don''t eat." Seeing him struggle to eat, Shan Haiming called over the waitress to pay the bill. "Pack it up."


    Rather than asking, it would be better described as Xiao Ning asking these questions to himself, as he lost himself in his own thoughts for quite a while, only to come around when he lifted his head and realised Shan Haiming was staring at him. Confused, he asked, "What''s wrong?"


    Xiao Ning thought about that complex family situation of Shan Haiming''s, leaving him speechless. His thoughts then suddenly turning to his own, which was also a quite a failure.


    Shan Haiming raised his brows. "Does it have something to do with the person who called?"


    "Don''t worry, by the way. I haven''t told Lu Yan a thing! My lips are sealed tight." Xia Li sounded happy. "Anyhow, that''s great, I hope you guys have a lot of fun. Lu Yan and I are going to see a play. I heard it''s really beautiful, I''ll tell you about it after I see it."


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    "Oh, I''m sorry about that." He then unlatched his seatbelt while saying, "I''ll be on my way, and be careful on the road, alright?"


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    "Are you staying here alone?" Shan Haiming carried the bags with Xiao Ning into the kitchen, then took the containers out the bags and handed them to XIao Ning¡ªwatching one by one as they were stacked into the refrigerator. "Does your friend stay here too?"


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    Everyone really has their own troubles. if there''s no trouble here, there''ll be troubles there.


    So don''t take it seriously.


    With nothing else to do with Shan Haiming, just like the last time, Xiao Ning took two cups of water back to the living room to watch television with Shan Haiming. The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa, the atmosphere relaxed as they chatted casually, randomly, about anything and everything they could, and it was surprisingly not tiresome in the least.


    "I''m just not as patient as you, that''s all there is to it."


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    Shan Haiming then asked abruptly, "How long are we going stay in the car talking?"


    What about Shan Haihong...


    Upon realising it, Xiao Ning felt ashamed. When he got back inside his apartment, it meant he would be alone; and even though Shan Haiming does as he pleases and is a bit intense. Being with him made Xiao Ning feel greatly at ease, and that he didn''t need to always think too much.


    Shan Haiming answered without missing a beat, "Sure can do. Just give me the heads up."


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    "Who said anything about me leaving?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, what he thought about right then was unknown as he followed it by bursting in a youthful laugh. "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    For the time being, Xiao Ning didn''t want to argue with him, so Xiao Ning took the disposable toiletries and unused underwear over to Shan Haiming. Then after Shan Haiming left the bath, Xiao Ning again insisted. After all, there was no good reason to allow a guest to sleep on the sofa.


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    Shan Haiming asks questions as he pleases, seeming to not consider that other people don''t have secrets. Xiao Ning''s movement stopped. "Someone has lent me their house to stay in, so isn''t leaving room for them the polite thing to do?"


    So without realising it, he unconsciously dragged out the time chatting with Shan Haiming.


    "When you guys were little, was the one who said they wanted to marry Ye Zixin really your brother?"


    "Oh, I''m sorry about that." He then unlatched his seatbelt while saying, "I''ll be on my way, and be careful on the road, alright?"


    After hanging up, Xiao Ning huffed out a relieved sigh, while curbing the urge to rub his forehead. He then turned his gaze directly to Shan Haiming, who still kept his eyes trained in him, and thought for a little while. "I''m sorry, but I also have a matter I''ll need your help with."


    Xiao Ning took the container, stacking it into an empty space left in the fridge. "He has a house in the city too, and he usually stays there."


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    Shan Haiming stared at the plastic back in Xiao Ning''s hands sway unsteadily as he unlocked the door. "Is this your place?"


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    This time around, Shan Haiming found a spot to park then carried the take-out boxes upstairs with Xiao Ning. "Rihua is all the way at the centre of the city, so how long does it usually take you to get to work?"


    "Who said anything about me leaving?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, what he thought about right then was unknown as he followed it by bursting in a youthful laugh. "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    "You..." Xiao Ning held his words for a long time before he choked out, "...are far too harsh with others."


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    Everyone really has their own troubles. if there''s no trouble here, there''ll be troubles there.


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    These words were the exact same as the ones he used before, the memory of which entered Xiao Ning''s mind quickly. At that time, he was had no choice in refusing Shan Haiming, but now things were completely different. The relationships between a person with another is indeed a fascinating thing.


    Shan Haiming hummed in response, adding, "I''ll take you home."


    Xiao Ning was more worse off than him, impatiently staring at the bowls with piles upon piles showing no signs of being reduced.


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    Letting out a cough as he smiled, Xiao Ning replied, "I''ll take you to the parking lot, then."


    Letting out a cough as he smiled, Xiao Ning replied, "I''ll take you to the parking lot, then."


    "Okay then. What do your parent''s like?" Showing up to a lover;s family home without bringing any gifts is impolite, so Xiao Ning asked, "Is bringing a fruit basket okay? Or should I bring Aunty a bouquet of flowers?"


    "You..." Xiao Ning held his words for a long time before he choked out, "...are far too harsh with others."


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    "I''m just not as patient as you, that''s all there is to it."


    It''s hard for me to even picture what kind of of a person Shan Haiming''s mom is. But, looking at Shan Haiming''s appearance, she must be beautiful.


    Xiao Ning put the keys back in his pocket thanks to Shan Haiming''s reminder. "This place belongs to a friend, so I''m just staying here for the time being."


    This time around, Shan Haiming found a spot to park then carried the take-out boxes upstairs with Xiao Ning. "Rihua is all the way at the centre of the city, so how long does it usually take you to get to work?"


    "How can I act like things I did as a child were real? Plus, if I want something, no matter who the other person is, I will never step aside and give up what''s mine." Shan Haiming tapped his finger on the steering wheel. "It''s of no concern to me if Shan Haihong likes Zixin or not, if him wanting to marry her is true. I don''t want to marry. I already stated my peace. I dealt with my part. He should deal with his part too. As for Zixin..."


    "Who said anything about me leaving?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, what he thought about right then was unknown as he followed it by bursting in a youthful laugh. "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    "Do you have the ability to annoy anyone to the point of dislike?" Shan Haiming appeared as though he wanted to laugh, but only shrugged. "I''ll take care of my dad, but my mom... she''s pretty easy to get along with. I think she''ll like you."


    Besides, I still have to meet his parents. So understanding the situation properly would make cooperating easier, right?


    "There a bus stop about twenty minutes away from here, and after four stops, I can switch to a train." Xiao Ning then calculated in his head. "So about an hour and a half."


    After a few minutes, they arrived.


    Shan Haiming lifted his chin, motioning for him to continue.


    "I''m sorry," Xiao Ning said suddenly.


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming was still holding on to the steering wheel, they had almost arrived. "You''ve been thinking the whole way, did you figure it out?"


    Everyone really has their own troubles. if there''s no trouble here, there''ll be troubles there.


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    Shan Haiming stared at the plastic back in Xiao Ning''s hands sway unsteadily as he unlocked the door. "Is this your place?"


    For the time being, Xiao Ning didn''t want to argue with him, so Xiao Ning took the disposable toiletries and unused underwear over to Shan Haiming. Then after Shan Haiming left the bath, Xiao Ning again insisted. After all, there was no good reason to allow a guest to sleep on the sofa.


    These words were the exact same as the ones he used before, the memory of which entered Xiao Ning''s mind quickly. At that time, he was had no choice in refusing Shan Haiming, but now things were completely different. The relationships between a person with another is indeed a fascinating thing.


    "Don''t worry, by the way. I haven''t told Lu Yan a thing! My lips are sealed tight." Xia Li sounded happy. "Anyhow, that''s great, I hope you guys have a lot of fun. Lu Yan and I are going to see a play. I heard it''s really beautiful, I''ll tell you about it after I see it."


    Xia Li might actually want to see Shan Haiming''s face before he can believe it. This kid is too worked up.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning bite his lips. He really did think that. Could that not have been it?


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    Xia Li might actually want to see Shan Haiming''s face before he can believe it. This kid is too worked up.


    "Renting?" Shan Haiming walked in after him. "Why don''t you switch to a place that''s closer? You spend three hours a day on travelling alone. Don''t forget your keys."


    Shan Haiming was silent for a bit, the only smiled while shaking his head¡ªa smile faintly seeming like one turned to himself in mocking and one which was sad. "Do whatever you think is best. My dad is hard to please, while my mother is easy to please. So whatever you bring will be fine."


    "Don''t worry, by the way. I haven''t told Lu Yan a thing! My lips are sealed tight." Xia Li sounded happy. "Anyhow, that''s great, I hope you guys have a lot of fun. Lu Yan and I are going to see a play. I heard it''s really beautiful, I''ll tell you about it after I see it."


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    "What are you sorry about?" Shan Haiming was surprisingly all smiles. "Don''t tell me you believe my brother and I both like Zixin, and I¡ªfor the sake of of brotherhood¡ªsilently endure the pain of giving up the one I love, and must push Zixin towards him?"


    Sitting on the sofa in a manner unfitting of polite company, Shan Haiming was halfway in a lying position, yawning upon hearing Xiao Ning''s words. "Forget that, I''m not going. My place is too far from here. When it''s morning give me a wake up call, alright? I''ll give you a lift."


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    Xiao Ning put the keys back in his pocket thanks to Shan Haiming''s reminder. "This place belongs to a friend, so I''m just staying here for the time being."


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    With his back to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning pursed his lips before continuing, "But I think the same thing as you, and ''m planning to find a place to rent that closer to the heart of the city."


    Shan Haiming doesn''t seem to to have any qualms about the situation at all. He just eats as he likes and doesn''t hold back, but his appetite is huge. He eats a lot of the foods he likes, and only drank two mouthfuls of the dessert.


    But after Xiao Ning came back out, he was already asleep on the sofa.


    What about Shan Haihong...


    Xiao Ning was uncomfortable but he couldn''t shake that guy back up... I was more than aware of just how stubborn this guy can be from the onset, so I should of just agreed a moment ago. I should at least spread a blanket over him so he can be a bit more comfortable.


    It''s hard tell whether the events of tonight''s dinner had any effect on him like this. Xiao Ning followed him to the car, it was almost eight o''clock and the sky outside had long gone dark.


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    "Are you staying here alone?" Shan Haiming carried the bags with Xiao Ning into the kitchen, then took the containers out the bags and handed them to XIao Ning¡ªwatching one by one as they were stacked into the refrigerator. "Does your friend stay here too?"


    Before Shan Haiming had finished speaking, the melody of the King of Karaoke sounded in the car. Xiao Ning swiped the screen of his phone, apologising to Shan Haiming with his eyes as he took the call. "Hello?"


    "Do you have the ability to annoy anyone to the point of dislike?" Shan Haiming appeared as though he wanted to laugh, but only shrugged. "I''ll take care of my dad, but my mom... she''s pretty easy to get along with. I think she''ll like you."


    After a few minutes, they arrived.


    It''s hard for me to even picture what kind of of a person Shan Haiming''s mom is. But, looking at Shan Haiming''s appearance, she must be beautiful.


    So without realising it, he unconsciously dragged out the time chatting with Shan Haiming.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning bite his lips. He really did think that. Could that not have been it?


    Thinking Shan Haiming didn''t quite understand what he meant, Xiao Ning explained his uncertainty, "As in, should I deliberately irritate them and get them to not like me, or try to get the to like me?"


    Xiao Ning took the container, stacking it into an empty space left in the fridge. "He has a house in the city too, and he usually stays there."


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    Is it possible to even say whom is better off than whom?


    This time around, Shan Haiming found a spot to park then carried the take-out boxes upstairs with Xiao Ning. "Rihua is all the way at the centre of the city, so how long does it usually take you to get to work?"


    "If not, are you planning of acting out of the ordinary?" Shan Haiming chuckled.


    Xiao Ning then earnestly asked to confirm his meaning, "You mean, I only need to act like an ordinary boyfriend?"


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning bite his lips. He really did think that. Could that not have been it?


    Shan Haiming asks questions as he pleases, seeming to not consider that other people don''t have secrets. Xiao Ning''s movement stopped. "Someone has lent me their house to stay in, so isn''t leaving room for them the polite thing to do?"


    Shan Haiming stared at the plastic back in Xiao Ning''s hands sway unsteadily as he unlocked the door. "Is this your place?"


    Shan Haiming asks questions as he pleases, seeming to not consider that other people don''t have secrets. Xiao Ning''s movement stopped. "Someone has lent me their house to stay in, so isn''t leaving room for them the polite thing to do?"


    But after Xiao Ning came back out, he was already asleep on the sofa.


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    N/A


    These words were the exact same as the ones he used before, the memory of which entered Xiao Ning''s mind quickly. At that time, he was had no choice in refusing Shan Haiming, but now things were completely different. The relationships between a person with another is indeed a fascinating thing.


    He let out a laugh. "She should handle her business herself."


    Xiao Ning turned to pick up the last container, immediately noticing Shan Haiming''s fingers had several scars. "What happened to your hand?"


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    This thing between them, even though it can be called mutual assistance, but if calculated carefully, they had both paid back the other''s kindness, so this left Xiao Ning as the one owing more. He then took it upon himself to ask, "How do you want me to behave in front of your parents?"


    Xiao Ning was uncomfortable but he couldn''t shake that guy back up... I was more than aware of just how stubborn this guy can be from the onset, so I should of just agreed a moment ago. I should at least spread a blanket over him so he can be a bit more comfortable.


    "I wasn''t careful and I got hurt." Not caring about it, Shan Haiming still handed him the container and took away his hand. "Ask Wang Hua to help you look for a place, he knows a lot of people."


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...


    Shan Haiming stared at the plastic back in Xiao Ning''s hands sway unsteadily as he unlocked the door. "Is this your place?"


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    The question he asked in response wasn''t said out loud, but it was completely obvious on his face.


    Besides, I still have to meet his parents. So understanding the situation properly would make cooperating easier, right?


    "There a bus stop about twenty minutes away from here, and after four stops, I can switch to a train." Xiao Ning then calculated in his head. "So about an hour and a half."


    "Renting?" Shan Haiming walked in after him. "Why don''t you switch to a place that''s closer? You spend three hours a day on travelling alone. Don''t forget your keys."


    Xiao Ning''s eyes brightened. "I will."


    The street light shone through the car''s window, hiding most of Shan Haiming''s face in it''s shadow. "He would never say anything like that. Ever since we were little, he never said what he actually wants. And if he did want something, he'' fight for it in secret."


    Getting a recommendation from a friend is more reliable than posting online.


    "Who said anything about me leaving?" Shan Haiming tilted his head, what he thought about right then was unknown as he followed it by bursting in a youthful laugh. "Aren''t you going to invite me up?"


    With nothing else to do with Shan Haiming, just like the last time, Xiao Ning took two cups of water back to the living room to watch television with Shan Haiming. The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa, the atmosphere relaxed as they chatted casually, randomly, about anything and everything they could, and it was surprisingly not tiresome in the least.


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    "If you can''t eat, just don''t eat." Seeing him struggle to eat, Shan Haiming called over the waitress to pay the bill. "Pack it up."


    The question he asked in response wasn''t said out loud, but it was completely obvious on his face.


    When Xiao Ning glanced at the time below the television screen, it was unexpected already eleven o''clock. "Shan... Haiming, it''s getting late, and it''s easy to get into an accident driving late at night."


    "Okay then. What do your parent''s like?" Showing up to a lover;s family home without bringing any gifts is impolite, so Xiao Ning asked, "Is bringing a fruit basket okay? Or should I bring Aunty a bouquet of flowers?"


    Sitting on the sofa in a manner unfitting of polite company, Shan Haiming was halfway in a lying position, yawning upon hearing Xiao Ning''s words. "Forget that, I''m not going. My place is too far from here. When it''s morning give me a wake up call, alright? I''ll give you a lift."


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    It was not like the first time, and and going back at this hour would take who knows how long. So when he thought about it, Xiao Ning did feel Shan Haiming staying over was better. "I''ll go get you some toiletries, then. You can wash up first."


    Xiao Ning turned to pick up the last container, immediately noticing Shan Haiming''s fingers had several scars. "What happened to your hand?"


    Shan Haiming asks questions as he pleases, seeming to not consider that other people don''t have secrets. Xiao Ning''s movement stopped. "Someone has lent me their house to stay in, so isn''t leaving room for them the polite thing to do?"


    Xiao Ning then earnestly asked to confirm his meaning, "You mean, I only need to act like an ordinary boyfriend?"


    It was not like the first time, and and going back at this hour would take who knows how long. So when he thought about it, Xiao Ning did feel Shan Haiming staying over was better. "I''ll go get you some toiletries, then. You can wash up first."


    The question he asked in response wasn''t said out loud, but it was completely obvious on his face.


    Xiao Ning''s eyes brightened. "I will."


    Is it possible to even say whom is better off than whom?


    Shan Haiming nodded. "I''ll take the sofa tonight."


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    In the beginning, Xiao Ning had no interest in looking at the Shan family''s affairs in depth, but now, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but be concerned.


    Xiao Ning paused. "You don''t have to do that."


    Shan Haiming stared at the plastic back in Xiao Ning''s hands sway unsteadily as he unlocked the door. "Is this your place?"


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    "Hi, how are things going?" Xia Li asked from the other end of the line.


    "Aren''t you going to get me some toiletries?" Shan Haiming lifted his eyes to look at him. "You haven;t gone as yet?"


    Shan Haiming then asked abruptly, "How long are we going stay in the car talking?"


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    "You..." Xiao Ning held his words for a long time before he choked out, "...are far too harsh with others."


    For the time being, Xiao Ning didn''t want to argue with him, so Xiao Ning took the disposable toiletries and unused underwear over to Shan Haiming. Then after Shan Haiming left the bath, Xiao Ning again insisted. After all, there was no good reason to allow a guest to sleep on the sofa.


    Shan Haiming asks questions as he pleases, seeming to not consider that other people don''t have secrets. Xiao Ning''s movement stopped. "Someone has lent me their house to stay in, so isn''t leaving room for them the polite thing to do?"


    Rather than asking, it would be better described as Xiao Ning asking these questions to himself, as he lost himself in his own thoughts for quite a while, only to come around when he lifted his head and realised Shan Haiming was staring at him. Confused, he asked, "What''s wrong?"


    Xiao Ning remained silent.


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    "You..." Xiao Ning held his words for a long time before he choked out, "...are far too harsh with others."


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    "There a bus stop about twenty minutes away from here, and after four stops, I can switch to a train." Xiao Ning then calculated in his head. "So about an hour and a half."


    For the time being, Xiao Ning didn''t want to argue with him, so Xiao Ning took the disposable toiletries and unused underwear over to Shan Haiming. Then after Shan Haiming left the bath, Xiao Ning again insisted. After all, there was no good reason to allow a guest to sleep on the sofa.


    Was Shan Haiming deliberately using me to evade a marriage with the Ye family? Did he not like Ye Zixin?


    Shan Haiming answered without missing a beat, "Sure can do. Just give me the heads up."


    "No." Xiao Ning also thanked him. "The only thing I had planned for today was going to dinner with you."


    But after Xiao Ning came back out, he was already asleep on the sofa.


    Xiao Ning then earnestly asked to confirm his meaning, "You mean, I only need to act like an ordinary boyfriend?"


    Xiao Ning took the container, stacking it into an empty space left in the fridge. "He has a house in the city too, and he usually stays there."


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    Was Shan Haiming deliberately using me to evade a marriage with the Ye family? Did he not like Ye Zixin?


    "When you guys were little, was the one who said they wanted to marry Ye Zixin really your brother?"


    Xiao Ning was more worse off than him, impatiently staring at the bowls with piles upon piles showing no signs of being reduced.


    Shan Haiming asks questions as he pleases, seeming to not consider that other people don''t have secrets. Xiao Ning''s movement stopped. "Someone has lent me their house to stay in, so isn''t leaving room for them the polite thing to do?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    There were a lot more dishes on the huge table compared to the last time, and Xiao Ning couldn''t carry it all in both hands. Seeing this, Shan Haiming went over and help him carry a couple. "Is there anywhere you need to be?"


    Xiao Ning''s eyes brightened. "I will."


    "...kind of." Xiao Ning then smiled bitterly as he added, "I''ll try my best to avoid it, but if need be, I hope you can act as my boyfriend for a while."


    After a few minutes, they arrived.


    Letting out a cough as he smiled, Xiao Ning replied, "I''ll take you to the parking lot, then."


    This kind of instant sleeping ability can seriously fill a person with envy.


    Xiao Ning was uncomfortable but he couldn''t shake that guy back up... I was more than aware of just how stubborn this guy can be from the onset, so I should of just agreed a moment ago. I should at least spread a blanket over him so he can be a bit more comfortable.


    It''s hard tell whether the events of tonight''s dinner had any effect on him like this. Xiao Ning followed him to the car, it was almost eight o''clock and the sky outside had long gone dark.


    "Things are..." Xiao Ning replied, his gaze falling of Shan Haiming without thinking, and as a result it met with his. Pretending to coulgh a couple times he continued, "good."


    Xiao Ning was uncomfortable but he couldn''t shake that guy back up... I was more than aware of just how stubborn this guy can be from the onset, so I should of just agreed a moment ago. I should at least spread a blanket over him so he can be a bit more comfortable.


    Is it possible to even say whom is better off than whom?


    What''s more, Shan Haihong''s reaction to Shan Haiming and my partnership was him not saying a thing in opposition, and being completely happy to see it. Is the Shan family open-minded to such a degree? Or was Shan Haiming living such a rotten life that so long as anyone could bind him, even if that person is a man, they''ll be satisfied?


    "No." Xiao Ning pulled the door open and entered.


    Returning to the bedroom for a blanket, Xiao then returned, carefully spreading it over Shan Haiming, causing the other man to shrink into the covering, but he did not awaken. Only going as far as allowing the covers to hide half of his face, while his faintly crinkled brows lay exposed, causing him to look several years older for no reason.


    Xiao Ning was more worse off than him, impatiently staring at the bowls with piles upon piles showing no signs of being reduced.


    Xiao Ning thought about that complex family situation of Shan Haiming''s, leaving him speechless. His thoughts then suddenly turning to his own, which was also a quite a failure.


    So without realising it, he unconsciously dragged out the time chatting with Shan Haiming.


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    Shan Haiming answered without missing a beat, "Sure can do. Just give me the heads up."


    Sitting on the sofa in a manner unfitting of polite company, Shan Haiming was halfway in a lying position, yawning upon hearing Xiao Ning''s words. "Forget that, I''m not going. My place is too far from here. When it''s morning give me a wake up call, alright? I''ll give you a lift."


    Letting out a cough as he smiled, Xiao Ning replied, "I''ll take you to the parking lot, then."


    Making Shan Haiming ask in return, "Just don''t do anything unnecessary."


    "Then, why did you sleep on the sofa last time?"


    Everyone really has their own troubles. if there''s no trouble here, there''ll be troubles there.


    Xiao Ning''s eyes brightened. "I will."


    Shan Haiming ignored him, though. Sitting on the sofa sleepily with eyes half closed. "So naggy. Just hurry and go wash up."


    Shan Haiming stared at the plastic back in Xiao Ning''s hands sway unsteadily as he unlocked the door. "Is this your place?"


    Is it possible to even say whom is better off than whom?


    "A play?" Xiao Ning of course heard the child-like flaunting in his tone, and so said in flattery, "That''s pretty cool. It''s way more high class than a regular movie. You two should have a fantastic time."


    What about Shan Haihong...


    Anyhow... it''s not like he has anything else to worry about...

 CH 16

    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


    Xiao Ning thought this matter was a huge event to befall him, and never expected it would be resolved so quickly. "Let''s go, Wang-ge. I''ll treat you to dinner. Oh, by the way, how are sister-in-law and Yating doing?"


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    Looking at the slumbering man on the sofa, whose brows had finally relaxed, a sense of guilt welled within him as he called, "Hai...ming, isn''t it time to get up? Time to to wake up."


    Twenty-five thousand per ping, seventy pings.


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    "It''s not that..." Xiao Ning then added, "I just... I just feel like I''m taking advantage of you too much."


    Wang Hua smiled embarrassedly. "Oh, look at me. It''s been so long since I''ve been here, I even forgot how to get there."


    "Huh? The rent..." Wang Hua hesitated for a moment, probably thinking it about it for a bit. "What price do you have in mind?"


    After being called a few times, Shan Haiming responded by pulling the blanket over his head while grumbling indistinctly through the quilt. "Let me sleep a bit longer."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but find this confused appearance of Shan Haiming''s far cuter than the man''s usual overbearing manner. Xiao Ning then softly replied, "Almost seven."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t very well just pull away the blanket, so he patiently continued, "Haiming, you need to wake up. If you don''t wake up right now it''ll be too late."


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    Xiao Ning''s heart moved. "Wang-ge, how much does your houses cost?"


    Wang Hua smiled embarrassedly. "Oh, look at me. It''s been so long since I''ve been here, I even forgot how to get there."


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but find this confused appearance of Shan Haiming''s far cuter than the man''s usual overbearing manner. Xiao Ning then softly replied, "Almost seven."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t very well just pull away the blanket, so he patiently continued, "Haiming, you need to wake up. If you don''t wake up right now it''ll be too late."


    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


    No reply was issued from the bundle before him. Then after a full minute had passed, Shan Haiming pulled down the blanket. His messy hair and still sleepy eyes now exposed, allowing his face to no carry a seldom seen trace of a youth.


    Xiao Ning thought it was a bit strange, but Wang Hua had always been eccentric, so something like this happening occasionally wasn''t surprising. As he walked, he noticed the greenery around the neighbourhood was pretty good as well, it was Chinese-styled too. It seemed as though the developers planned out the design well from the beginning. "This place wasn''t cheap when it was originally bought it, was it?"


    Upon opening the door, the smell of dust was in the air.


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    It appeared as if Wang Hua cared little about this matter and the answer he gave was said with little concern. "Whenever it''s convenient is fine with me."


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    His drifting gazing fell on a bewildered Xiao Ning. "What time is it?"


    "No! Wang-ge, wouldn''t it be better for you to discuss this with sister-in-law first?" Xiao Ning was full of questions. "I think fifteen hundred is too low. If you guys think it''s not enough, I can add more."


    "If I''m being honest, the idea of renting it out to others makes me feel uneasy, breaking this and that for me. Nobody has stayed in this place for a a while. You''re the only one I can rent to and feel at ease." Wang Hua waved his hands. "So, say no more. I''ll only ask this, do you want to rent it or not?"


    Turning off the light, and locking the door, Xiao Ning then placed the keys into his pocket, but despite its light weight, the small object seemed to press heavily on his heart.


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    At noon, Wang Hua called, asking, "You''re planning on moving?"


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but find this confused appearance of Shan Haiming''s far cuter than the man''s usual overbearing manner. Xiao Ning then softly replied, "Almost seven."


    A this price, forget renting an apartment in the central district, you can''t even live anywhere near it.


    "That''s great. I''ll see you there." Wang Hua told him the address, and the moment work was over, Xiao Ning went straight there. It was only one bus stop away from Rihua, and about twenty minutes away by foot. Not only was it close to the company, but going anywhere was convenient from such a golden location. The living facilities were complete, and so were the entertainment ones. In addition to all that, there was even an elevator. And all of it was only for fifteen hundred.


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    "Wang-ge..." Xiao Ning laughed. "Are you an assistant or a salesman?"


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    "Ah! I mean um... it was expensive. Oh, there''s someone over there." Seeing the security guard, Wang Hua hurried over to ask for directions, then brought Xiao Ning to the sixth floor of Building C.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t very well just pull away the blanket, so he patiently continued, "Haiming, you need to wake up. If you don''t wake up right now it''ll be too late."


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    Xiao Ning stood in the entryway. Just as Wang Hua said before, there was no extra furniture and appliances, apart from a simple sofa and coffee table. In the kitchen, there were utensils, but no microwave or refrigerator.


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    The two ate the bird''s nest and hashima stew along with the Master Kang''s 3+2 sandwich biscuits and were soon able to finish there breakfast.


    Xiao Ning had already washed up earlier, so right then he watched as Shan Haiming went off to the bathroom with slippers clacking, while he made his own way to the kitchen to heat up those two bowls of hashima stew in he microwave.


    "Oohh, you''re quite a sweet talker, aren''t you?" Wang Hua chuckled, then immediately grew sad. "I''ve been so busy recently that I don''t have any time to accompany them. Haiming is quite strict in how he utilises his employees."


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    Xiao Ning had already washed up earlier, so right then he watched as Shan Haiming went off to the bathroom with slippers clacking, while he made his own way to the kitchen to heat up those two bowls of hashima stew in he microwave.


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    "Ge is only doing it for your own good." Wang-ge then let out two ''tuts'' before adding, "Now let''s get a move and go eat."


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    "It''s not that..." Xiao Ning then added, "I just... I just feel like I''m taking advantage of you too much."


    Rent


    Turning off the light, and locking the door, Xiao Ning then placed the keys into his pocket, but despite its light weight, the small object seemed to press heavily on his heart.


    It took a while for him to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, so while opening a pack of Master Kang''s 3+2[1] and handing it to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning replied, "Got it. I won''t forget."


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    It appeared as if Wang Hua cared little about this matter and the answer he gave was said with little concern. "Whenever it''s convenient is fine with me."


    The two ate the bird''s nest and hashima stew along with the Master Kang''s 3+2 sandwich biscuits and were soon able to finish there breakfast.


    Wang Hua turned on the lights, then rushed over to open the window with his nose pinched. "What do you think?"


    After saying farewell to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning sent Wang Hua a message a he walked. He explained the reasoning for it simply and arranged for a call at noon. Now at his desk, Xiao Ning sat, noticing the time was ten minutes to nine when he turned on his computer.


    Really?


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    A place located in the heart of the city are not cheap. Even if Xiao Ning sets his own price, he would not set it low. But he could not pay too much either, after all, water, electricity and internet costs would need to be added too. So despite him giving needing a place closer to the company as his reason for moving to Lu Yan, it was only an excuse, for so long as he is able to move out, staying somewhere far away was not really an issue either.


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    Looking at the slumbering man on the sofa, whose brows had finally relaxed, a sense of guilt welled within him as he called, "Hai...ming, isn''t it time to get up? Time to to wake up."


    Shan Haiming driving him was much faster than taking a bus then the subway, so in just twenty minutes Xiao Ning was able to get to the office. Before he got out the car, Shan Haiming suddenly reminded him, "When your off this weekend, we''ll go meet my parents."


    Xiao Ning retreated a step, smiling again as he said, "Take care on the road."


    "It''s not that..." Xiao Ning then added, "I just... I just feel like I''m taking advantage of you too much."


    No reply was issued from the bundle before him. Then after a full minute had passed, Shan Haiming pulled down the blanket. His messy hair and still sleepy eyes now exposed, allowing his face to no carry a seldom seen trace of a youth.


    They had already discussed this matter earlier so not only did Shan Haiming say it quite naturally, Xiao Ning also thought there was nothing to be embarrassed about. "I know. Just let me know which in advance, because I want to take a day to move out my stuff."


    A place located in the heart of the city are not cheap. Even if Xiao Ning sets his own price, he would not set it low. But he could not pay too much either, after all, water, electricity and internet costs would need to be added too. So despite him giving needing a place closer to the company as his reason for moving to Lu Yan, it was only an excuse, for so long as he is able to move out, staying somewhere far away was not really an issue either.


    Lu Yan should be up, right?


    A this price, forget renting an apartment in the central district, you can''t even live anywhere near it.


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    Xiao Ning stood in the entryway. Just as Wang Hua said before, there was no extra furniture and appliances, apart from a simple sofa and coffee table. In the kitchen, there were utensils, but no microwave or refrigerator.


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    "That''s great. I''ll see you there." Wang Hua told him the address, and the moment work was over, Xiao Ning went straight there. It was only one bus stop away from Rihua, and about twenty minutes away by foot. Not only was it close to the company, but going anywhere was convenient from such a golden location. The living facilities were complete, and so were the entertainment ones. In addition to all that, there was even an elevator. And all of it was only for fifteen hundred.


    ?¡ó?


    "That''s great. I''ll see you there." Wang Hua told him the address, and the moment work was over, Xiao Ning went straight there. It was only one bus stop away from Rihua, and about twenty minutes away by foot. Not only was it close to the company, but going anywhere was convenient from such a golden location. The living facilities were complete, and so were the entertainment ones. In addition to all that, there was even an elevator. And all of it was only for fifteen hundred.


    "I need to move sooner or later anyhow, so the earlier I do the better, don''t you think?" Xiao Ning the push open the door, smiling as he added, "Besides, it'' not like you''ll be there to drive me every morning."


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    No reply was issued from the bundle before him. Then after a full minute had passed, Shan Haiming pulled down the blanket. His messy hair and still sleepy eyes now exposed, allowing his face to no carry a seldom seen trace of a youth.


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    Lu Yan should be up, right?


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but find this confused appearance of Shan Haiming''s far cuter than the man''s usual overbearing manner. Xiao Ning then softly replied, "Almost seven."


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    Shan Haiming looked at him directly, but said nothing further. "I''m off."


    Having walked though every room, Xiao Ning was very satisfied with the small apartment. "Wang-ge, is charging me only fifteen hundred for the rent really okay?"


    "If I''m being honest, the idea of renting it out to others makes me feel uneasy, breaking this and that for me. Nobody has stayed in this place for a a while. You''re the only one I can rent to and feel at ease." Wang Hua waved his hands. "So, say no more. I''ll only ask this, do you want to rent it or not?"


    Shan Haiming driving him was much faster than taking a bus then the subway, so in just twenty minutes Xiao Ning was able to get to the office. Before he got out the car, Shan Haiming suddenly reminded him, "When your off this weekend, we''ll go meet my parents."


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    Really?


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.


    Anyone who doesn''t rent this place would be a an idiot. So feeling supremely grateful, Xiao Ning replied, "I do... thank you very much Wang-ge. I''ll give you three month''s rent in advance and sign a one year contract! Is that okay with you?"


    Xiao Ning retreated a step, smiling again as he said, "Take care on the road."


    Xiao Ning had no idea Wang Hua still had a house in the heart of the city.


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    Shan Haiming looked at him directly, but said nothing further. "I''m off."


    ?¡ó?


    His drifting gazing fell on a bewildered Xiao Ning. "What time is it?"


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    After saying farewell to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning sent Wang Hua a message a he walked. He explained the reasoning for it simply and arranged for a call at noon. Now at his desk, Xiao Ning sat, noticing the time was ten minutes to nine when he turned on his computer.


    No reply was issued from the bundle before him. Then after a full minute had passed, Shan Haiming pulled down the blanket. His messy hair and still sleepy eyes now exposed, allowing his face to no carry a seldom seen trace of a youth.


    Xiao Ning thought this matter was a huge event to befall him, and never expected it would be resolved so quickly. "Let''s go, Wang-ge. I''ll treat you to dinner. Oh, by the way, how are sister-in-law and Yating doing?"


    Xiao Ning thought this matter was a huge event to befall him, and never expected it would be resolved so quickly. "Let''s go, Wang-ge. I''ll treat you to dinner. Oh, by the way, how are sister-in-law and Yating doing?"


    Lu Yan should be up, right?


    Xiao Ning couldn''t very well just pull away the blanket, so he patiently continued, "Haiming, you need to wake up. If you don''t wake up right now it''ll be too late."


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    "All urban apartments cost about this much. Well, this is a place in a school district." Wang Hua looked at Xiao Ning who only smiled and so changed his line of reasoning to say, "But a house is a big thing at the end of the day, so looking around isn''t a bad idea. Then you can see how good our Huating company is."


    Xiao Ning took the phone and looked at the photos carefully. "She truly is a beautiful girl. I''m sure she''ll be a beauty when she''s all grown up too, just like sister-in-law."


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    After saying farewell to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning sent Wang Hua a message a he walked. He explained the reasoning for it simply and arranged for a call at noon. Now at his desk, Xiao Ning sat, noticing the time was ten minutes to nine when he turned on his computer.


    At noon, Wang Hua called, asking, "You''re planning on moving?"


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    "Oh... I do. I actually know of one." Wang Hua then let out a laugh on the other end of the line. "I have a house not far from Rihua."


    "All urban apartments cost about this much. Well, this is a place in a school district." Wang Hua looked at Xiao Ning who only smiled and so changed his line of reasoning to say, "But a house is a big thing at the end of the day, so looking around isn''t a bad idea. Then you can see how good our Huating company is."


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    Noticing silence from the other end of the line, Wang Hua hummed for a few seconds before asking, "Is that no good... lower then?"


    Noticing silence from the other end of the line, Wang Hua hummed for a few seconds before asking, "Is that no good... lower then?"


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    "Yeah. The place I''m staying at right no is too far, so I''m looking for one a bit closer." Xiao Ning felt a little embarrassed for asking someone to call around on his behalf. But Wang Hua has always been very enthusiastic when it came to doing something for others. "I don''t usually pay much attention to information about stuff like this so Haiming told me you might know."


    "It has two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen, one bathroom, and a small balcony. Originally, it was to be used as an investment, so only basic furnishings were bought. But, afterwards, I thought it was just too much of a headache, so I never rented it out."


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    Xiao Ning''s heart moved. "Wang-ge, how much does your houses cost?"


    "Oh... I do. I actually know of one." Wang Hua then let out a laugh on the other end of the line. "I have a house not far from Rihua."


    Xiao Ning took the phone and looked at the photos carefully. "She truly is a beautiful girl. I''m sure she''ll be a beauty when she''s all grown up too, just like sister-in-law."


    "Huh? The rent..." Wang Hua hesitated for a moment, probably thinking it about it for a bit. "What price do you have in mind?"


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    Huh?


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    Xiao Ning had no idea Wang Hua still had a house in the heart of the city.


    Anyhow, the design was quite nice, even though there wasn''t much style.


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    Xiao Ning thought it was a bit strange, but Wang Hua had always been eccentric, so something like this happening occasionally wasn''t surprising. As he walked, he noticed the greenery around the neighbourhood was pretty good as well, it was Chinese-styled too. It seemed as though the developers planned out the design well from the beginning. "This place wasn''t cheap when it was originally bought it, was it?"


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    Having walked though every room, Xiao Ning was very satisfied with the small apartment. "Wang-ge, is charging me only fifteen hundred for the rent really okay?"


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    "It has two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen, one bathroom, and a small balcony. Originally, it was to be used as an investment, so only basic furnishings were bought. But, afterwards, I thought it was just too much of a headache, so I never rented it out."


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


    Xiao Ning took the phone and looked at the photos carefully. "She truly is a beautiful girl. I''m sure she''ll be a beauty when she''s all grown up too, just like sister-in-law."


    "Hey, don''t worry about it. Last time, you did me a huge¡ªlike seriously huge¡ªfavour." Wang Hua swiped the card for the gate, then took Xiao Ning around the gated community several times without finding Building C.


    Shan Haiming driving him was much faster than taking a bus then the subway, so in just twenty minutes Xiao Ning was able to get to the office. Before he got out the car, Shan Haiming suddenly reminded him, "When your off this weekend, we''ll go meet my parents."


    "I need to move sooner or later anyhow, so the earlier I do the better, don''t you think?" Xiao Ning the push open the door, smiling as he added, "Besides, it'' not like you''ll be there to drive me every morning."


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    It''s in good condition, one person could live there comfortably and no one had ever lived there before... Xiao Ning was very excited. "How much is the rent?"


    N/A


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    Shan Haiming driving him was much faster than taking a bus then the subway, so in just twenty minutes Xiao Ning was able to get to the office. Before he got out the car, Shan Haiming suddenly reminded him, "When your off this weekend, we''ll go meet my parents."


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    "Huh? The rent..." Wang Hua hesitated for a moment, probably thinking it about it for a bit. "What price do you have in mind?"


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    After saying farewell to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning sent Wang Hua a message a he walked. He explained the reasoning for it simply and arranged for a call at noon. Now at his desk, Xiao Ning sat, noticing the time was ten minutes to nine when he turned on his computer.


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    A place located in the heart of the city are not cheap. Even if Xiao Ning sets his own price, he would not set it low. But he could not pay too much either, after all, water, electricity and internet costs would need to be added too. So despite him giving needing a place closer to the company as his reason for moving to Lu Yan, it was only an excuse, for so long as he is able to move out, staying somewhere far away was not really an issue either.


    "I need to move sooner or later anyhow, so the earlier I do the better, don''t you think?" Xiao Ning the push open the door, smiling as he added, "Besides, it'' not like you''ll be there to drive me every morning."


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    "Hey, don''t worry about it. Last time, you did me a huge¡ªlike seriously huge¡ªfavour." Wang Hua swiped the card for the gate, then took Xiao Ning around the gated community several times without finding Building C.


    Xiao Ning stood in the entryway. Just as Wang Hua said before, there was no extra furniture and appliances, apart from a simple sofa and coffee table. In the kitchen, there were utensils, but no microwave or refrigerator.


    Xiao Ning''s heart moved. "Wang-ge, how much does your houses cost?"


    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


    If his monthly salary is good, it can be as much as eight thousand yuan, and his year-end bonus is paid twice a year, amounting to at least eight thousand yuan each time. If he used it it wouldn''t cause him to struggle financially, but in the past he had repaid the Lu family thousands for taking care of him during those years, and if he wants to save money to buy a house, he needed to save some.


    Really?


    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


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    Hearing him not say anything, Wang Hua signed then urged him, "Don''t worry so much, we''re friends, I won''t scam you. Just tell me. How much do you think is appropriate?"


    "No, no. You don;t need to do that. Your sister-in-law won''t complain about it." Wang Hua, hearing him say that, finalised the deal. "That price is enough. Do you have some free time after work? I can take you to see the place if you do."


    Shan Haiming looked at him directly, but said nothing further. "I''m off."


    They had already discussed this matter earlier so not only did Shan Haiming say it quite naturally, Xiao Ning also thought there was nothing to be embarrassed about. "I know. Just let me know which in advance, because I want to take a day to move out my stuff."


    Xiao Ning hesitated, then replied, "To tell you the truth, Wang-ge, I can''t accept anything past fifteen hundred a month."


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    A this price, forget renting an apartment in the central district, you can''t even live anywhere near it.


    "Ah! I mean um... it was expensive. Oh, there''s someone over there." Seeing the security guard, Wang Hua hurried over to ask for directions, then brought Xiao Ning to the sixth floor of Building C.


    "Oh... I do. I actually know of one." Wang Hua then let out a laugh on the other end of the line. "I have a house not far from Rihua."


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    But, in reply, Wang Hua happily said, "Okay. Fifteen hundred it is."


    After saying farewell to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning sent Wang Hua a message a he walked. He explained the reasoning for it simply and arranged for a call at noon. Now at his desk, Xiao Ning sat, noticing the time was ten minutes to nine when he turned on his computer.


    They had already discussed this matter earlier so not only did Shan Haiming say it quite naturally, Xiao Ning also thought there was nothing to be embarrassed about. "I know. Just let me know which in advance, because I want to take a day to move out my stuff."


    Anyone who doesn''t rent this place would be a an idiot. So feeling supremely grateful, Xiao Ning replied, "I do... thank you very much Wang-ge. I''ll give you three month''s rent in advance and sign a one year contract! Is that okay with you?"


    Anyone who doesn''t rent this place would be a an idiot. So feeling supremely grateful, Xiao Ning replied, "I do... thank you very much Wang-ge. I''ll give you three month''s rent in advance and sign a one year contract! Is that okay with you?"


    A place located in the heart of the city are not cheap. Even if Xiao Ning sets his own price, he would not set it low. But he could not pay too much either, after all, water, electricity and internet costs would need to be added too. So despite him giving needing a place closer to the company as his reason for moving to Lu Yan, it was only an excuse, for so long as he is able to move out, staying somewhere far away was not really an issue either.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    They had already discussed this matter earlier so not only did Shan Haiming say it quite naturally, Xiao Ning also thought there was nothing to be embarrassed about. "I know. Just let me know which in advance, because I want to take a day to move out my stuff."


    Noticing silence from the other end of the line, Wang Hua hummed for a few seconds before asking, "Is that no good... lower then?"


    "How can it not be okay?" Wang Hua stared him as he continued, "It really is strange. Other people think the rent is far too expensive, so why do you think the rent here is too cheap?"


    "No! Wang-ge, wouldn''t it be better for you to discuss this with sister-in-law first?" Xiao Ning was full of questions. "I think fifteen hundred is too low. If you guys think it''s not enough, I can add more."


    Xiao Ning retreated a step, smiling again as he said, "Take care on the road."


    "No! Wang-ge, wouldn''t it be better for you to discuss this with sister-in-law first?" Xiao Ning was full of questions. "I think fifteen hundred is too low. If you guys think it''s not enough, I can add more."


    Xiao Ning''s heart moved. "Wang-ge, how much does your houses cost?"


    Upon opening the door, the smell of dust was in the air.


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    Xiao Ning took the phone and looked at the photos carefully. "She truly is a beautiful girl. I''m sure she''ll be a beauty when she''s all grown up too, just like sister-in-law."


    It appeared as if Wang Hua cared little about this matter and the answer he gave was said with little concern. "Whenever it''s convenient is fine with me."


    The two ate the bird''s nest and hashima stew along with the Master Kang''s 3+2 sandwich biscuits and were soon able to finish there breakfast.


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    "No, no. You don;t need to do that. Your sister-in-law won''t complain about it." Wang Hua, hearing him say that, finalised the deal. "That price is enough. Do you have some free time after work? I can take you to see the place if you do."


    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


    Anyone who doesn''t rent this place would be a an idiot. So feeling supremely grateful, Xiao Ning replied, "I do... thank you very much Wang-ge. I''ll give you three month''s rent in advance and sign a one year contract! Is that okay with you?"


    "All urban apartments cost about this much. Well, this is a place in a school district." Wang Hua looked at Xiao Ning who only smiled and so changed his line of reasoning to say, "But a house is a big thing at the end of the day, so looking around isn''t a bad idea. Then you can see how good our Huating company is."


    "That''s great. I''ll see you there." Wang Hua told him the address, and the moment work was over, Xiao Ning went straight there. It was only one bus stop away from Rihua, and about twenty minutes away by foot. Not only was it close to the company, but going anywhere was convenient from such a golden location. The living facilities were complete, and so were the entertainment ones. In addition to all that, there was even an elevator. And all of it was only for fifteen hundred.


    It''s in good condition, one person could live there comfortably and no one had ever lived there before... Xiao Ning was very excited. "How much is the rent?"


    "It was bought as a finished house, with a unified design template." Wang Hua dragged his finger over the kitchen counter, which immediately left a trace. "So dirty. Make sure to get someone to come clean here before you move in, okay? Don''t trouble yourself too much by doing it on your own."


    "I need to move sooner or later anyhow, so the earlier I do the better, don''t you think?" Xiao Ning the push open the door, smiling as he added, "Besides, it'' not like you''ll be there to drive me every morning."


    Really?


    If his monthly salary is good, it can be as much as eight thousand yuan, and his year-end bonus is paid twice a year, amounting to at least eight thousand yuan each time. If he used it it wouldn''t cause him to struggle financially, but in the past he had repaid the Lu family thousands for taking care of him during those years, and if he wants to save money to buy a house, he needed to save some.


    Xiao Ning¡ªshocked, and a little confused, replied, "I do."


    Rent


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    Hearing him not say anything, Wang Hua signed then urged him, "Don''t worry so much, we''re friends, I won''t scam you. Just tell me. How much do you think is appropriate?"


    "That''s great. I''ll see you there." Wang Hua told him the address, and the moment work was over, Xiao Ning went straight there. It was only one bus stop away from Rihua, and about twenty minutes away by foot. Not only was it close to the company, but going anywhere was convenient from such a golden location. The living facilities were complete, and so were the entertainment ones. In addition to all that, there was even an elevator. And all of it was only for fifteen hundred.


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    "Oh... I do. I actually know of one." Wang Hua then let out a laugh on the other end of the line. "I have a house not far from Rihua."


    Shan Haiming looked at him directly, but said nothing further. "I''m off."


    If his monthly salary is good, it can be as much as eight thousand yuan, and his year-end bonus is paid twice a year, amounting to at least eight thousand yuan each time. If he used it it wouldn''t cause him to struggle financially, but in the past he had repaid the Lu family thousands for taking care of him during those years, and if he wants to save money to buy a house, he needed to save some.


    "It has two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen, one bathroom, and a small balcony. Originally, it was to be used as an investment, so only basic furnishings were bought. But, afterwards, I thought it was just too much of a headache, so I never rented it out."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but find this confused appearance of Shan Haiming''s far cuter than the man''s usual overbearing manner. Xiao Ning then softly replied, "Almost seven."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t very well just pull away the blanket, so he patiently continued, "Haiming, you need to wake up. If you don''t wake up right now it''ll be too late."


    "Hey, don''t worry about it. Last time, you did me a huge¡ªlike seriously huge¡ªfavour." Wang Hua swiped the card for the gate, then took Xiao Ning around the gated community several times without finding Building C.


    After being called a few times, Shan Haiming responded by pulling the blanket over his head while grumbling indistinctly through the quilt. "Let me sleep a bit longer."


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    Wang Hua smiled embarrassedly. "Oh, look at me. It''s been so long since I''ve been here, I even forgot how to get there."


    "If I''m being honest, the idea of renting it out to others makes me feel uneasy, breaking this and that for me. Nobody has stayed in this place for a a while. You''re the only one I can rent to and feel at ease." Wang Hua waved his hands. "So, say no more. I''ll only ask this, do you want to rent it or not?"


    "All urban apartments cost about this much. Well, this is a place in a school district." Wang Hua looked at Xiao Ning who only smiled and so changed his line of reasoning to say, "But a house is a big thing at the end of the day, so looking around isn''t a bad idea. Then you can see how good our Huating company is."


    It took a while for him to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, so while opening a pack of Master Kang''s 3+2 and handing it to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning replied, "Got it. I won''t forget."


    Xiao Ning had already washed up earlier, so right then he watched as Shan Haiming went off to the bathroom with slippers clacking, while he made his own way to the kitchen to heat up those two bowls of hashima stew in he microwave.


    "Oohh, you''re quite a sweet talker, aren''t you?" Wang Hua chuckled, then immediately grew sad. "I''ve been so busy recently that I don''t have any time to accompany them. Haiming is quite strict in how he utilises his employees."


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    Lu Yan should be up, right?


    Xiao Ning thought it was a bit strange, but Wang Hua had always been eccentric, so something like this happening occasionally wasn''t surprising. As he walked, he noticed the greenery around the neighbourhood was pretty good as well, it was Chinese-styled too. It seemed as though the developers planned out the design well from the beginning. "This place wasn''t cheap when it was originally bought it, was it?"


    He agreed, and Xiao Ning was left shocked.


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    "No, no. You don;t need to do that. Your sister-in-law won''t complain about it." Wang Hua, hearing him say that, finalised the deal. "That price is enough. Do you have some free time after work? I can take you to see the place if you do."


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    Wang Hua turned on the lights, then rushed over to open the window with his nose pinched. "What do you think?"


    The two ate the bird''s nest and hashima stew along with the Master Kang''s 3+2 sandwich biscuits and were soon able to finish there breakfast.


    His drifting gazing fell on a bewildered Xiao Ning. "What time is it?"


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    Xiao Ning¡ªshocked, and a little confused, replied, "I do."


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    "No, no. You don;t need to do that. Your sister-in-law won''t complain about it." Wang Hua, hearing him say that, finalised the deal. "That price is enough. Do you have some free time after work? I can take you to see the place if you do."


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    "You can sign a contract to stay as long as you''d like." Wang Hua stuffed the key and the card for the gate into his hands. "Haiming told me you were in a hurry to move, so I''ll hand these keys to you first. You can arrange to have someone come over to clean up the place now, then you can move in over the weekend."


    "Ah! I mean um... it was expensive. Oh, there''s someone over there." Seeing the security guard, Wang Hua hurried over to ask for directions, then brought Xiao Ning to the sixth floor of Building C.


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    Wang Hua turned on the lights, then rushed over to open the window with his nose pinched. "What do you think?"


    The two ate the bird''s nest and hashima stew along with the Master Kang''s 3+2 sandwich biscuits and were soon able to finish there breakfast.


    ?¡ó?


    But, in reply, Wang Hua happily said, "Okay. Fifteen hundred it is."


    Hearing him not say anything, Wang Hua signed then urged him, "Don''t worry so much, we''re friends, I won''t scam you. Just tell me. How much do you think is appropriate?"


    Upon opening the door, the smell of dust was in the air.


    "Yeah. The place I''m staying at right no is too far, so I''m looking for one a bit closer." Xiao Ning felt a little embarrassed for asking someone to call around on his behalf. But Wang Hua has always been very enthusiastic when it came to doing something for others. "I don''t usually pay much attention to information about stuff like this so Haiming told me you might know."


    Wang Hua turned on the lights, then rushed over to open the window with his nose pinched. "What do you think?"


    A this price, forget renting an apartment in the central district, you can''t even live anywhere near it.


    This thought flashed in his mind, and Xiao Ning froze. Rubbing his brows, he turned his attention back to work, checking the report his team members had given to him the day before.


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    ?¡ó?


    It''s in good condition, one person could live there comfortably and no one had ever lived there before... Xiao Ning was very excited. "How much is the rent?"


    Wang Hua turned on the lights, then rushed over to open the window with his nose pinched. "What do you think?"


    "Hey, don''t worry about it. Last time, you did me a huge¡ªlike seriously huge¡ªfavour." Wang Hua swiped the card for the gate, then took Xiao Ning around the gated community several times without finding Building C.


    Xiao Ning stood in the entryway. Just as Wang Hua said before, there was no extra furniture and appliances, apart from a simple sofa and coffee table. In the kitchen, there were utensils, but no microwave or refrigerator.


    "Wang-ge..." Xiao Ning laughed. "Are you an assistant or a salesman?"


    "Ge is only doing it for your own good." Wang-ge then let out two ''tuts'' before adding, "Now let''s get a move and go eat."


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    They had already discussed this matter earlier so not only did Shan Haiming say it quite naturally, Xiao Ning also thought there was nothing to be embarrassed about. "I know. Just let me know which in advance, because I want to take a day to move out my stuff."


    After saying farewell to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning sent Wang Hua a message a he walked. He explained the reasoning for it simply and arranged for a call at noon. Now at his desk, Xiao Ning sat, noticing the time was ten minutes to nine when he turned on his computer.


    Anyhow, the design was quite nice, even though there wasn''t much style.


    "Oh... I do. I actually know of one." Wang Hua then let out a laugh on the other end of the line. "I have a house not far from Rihua."


    "It was bought as a finished house, with a unified design template." Wang Hua dragged his finger over the kitchen counter, which immediately left a trace. "So dirty. Make sure to get someone to come clean here before you move in, okay? Don''t trouble yourself too much by doing it on your own."


    But, in reply, Wang Hua happily said, "Okay. Fifteen hundred it is."


    Twenty-five thousand per ping, seventy pings.


    It took a while for him to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, so while opening a pack of Master Kang''s 3+2 and handing it to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning replied, "Got it. I won''t forget."


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    Xiao Ning thought it was a bit strange, but Wang Hua had always been eccentric, so something like this happening occasionally wasn''t surprising. As he walked, he noticed the greenery around the neighbourhood was pretty good as well, it was Chinese-styled too. It seemed as though the developers planned out the design well from the beginning. "This place wasn''t cheap when it was originally bought it, was it?"


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    Having walked though every room, Xiao Ning was very satisfied with the small apartment. "Wang-ge, is charging me only fifteen hundred for the rent really okay?"


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    It''s in good condition, one person could live there comfortably and no one had ever lived there before... Xiao Ning was very excited. "How much is the rent?"


    At noon, Wang Hua called, asking, "You''re planning on moving?"


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    Xiao Ning had no idea Wang Hua still had a house in the heart of the city.


    "How can it not be okay?" Wang Hua stared him as he continued, "It really is strange. Other people think the rent is far too expensive, so why do you think the rent here is too cheap?"


    "Huh? The rent..." Wang Hua hesitated for a moment, probably thinking it about it for a bit. "What price do you have in mind?"


    "It''s not that..." Xiao Ning then added, "I just... I just feel like I''m taking advantage of you too much."


    It''s in good condition, one person could live there comfortably and no one had ever lived there before... Xiao Ning was very excited. "How much is the rent?"


    "If I''m being honest, the idea of renting it out to others makes me feel uneasy, breaking this and that for me. Nobody has stayed in this place for a a while. You''re the only one I can rent to and feel at ease." Wang Hua waved his hands. "So, say no more. I''ll only ask this, do you want to rent it or not?"


    Upon opening the door, the smell of dust was in the air.


    Turning off the light, and locking the door, Xiao Ning then placed the keys into his pocket, but despite its light weight, the small object seemed to press heavily on his heart.


    Shan Haiming frowned. "Why the rush?"


    "Yeah. The place I''m staying at right no is too far, so I''m looking for one a bit closer." Xiao Ning felt a little embarrassed for asking someone to call around on his behalf. But Wang Hua has always been very enthusiastic when it came to doing something for others. "I don''t usually pay much attention to information about stuff like this so Haiming told me you might know."


    "No, no. You don;t need to do that. Your sister-in-law won''t complain about it." Wang Hua, hearing him say that, finalised the deal. "That price is enough. Do you have some free time after work? I can take you to see the place if you do."


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    Hearing him not say anything, Wang Hua signed then urged him, "Don''t worry so much, we''re friends, I won''t scam you. Just tell me. How much do you think is appropriate?"


    Anyone who doesn''t rent this place would be a an idiot. So feeling supremely grateful, Xiao Ning replied, "I do... thank you very much Wang-ge. I''ll give you three month''s rent in advance and sign a one year contract! Is that okay with you?"


    "Ge is only doing it for your own good." Wang-ge then let out two ''tuts'' before adding, "Now let''s get a move and go eat."


    Wang Hua smiled embarrassedly. "Oh, look at me. It''s been so long since I''ve been here, I even forgot how to get there."


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    "You can sign a contract to stay as long as you''d like." Wang Hua stuffed the key and the card for the gate into his hands. "Haiming told me you were in a hurry to move, so I''ll hand these keys to you first. You can arrange to have someone come over to clean up the place now, then you can move in over the weekend."


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    "No! Wang-ge, wouldn''t it be better for you to discuss this with sister-in-law first?" Xiao Ning was full of questions. "I think fifteen hundred is too low. If you guys think it''s not enough, I can add more."


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    Xiao Ning''s heart moved. "Wang-ge, how much does your houses cost?"


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    ?¡ó?


    It appeared as if Wang Hua cared little about this matter and the answer he gave was said with little concern. "Whenever it''s convenient is fine with me."


    Xiao Ning hesitated, then replied, "To tell you the truth, Wang-ge, I can''t accept anything past fifteen hundred a month."


    Xiao Ning thought this matter was a huge event to befall him, and never expected it would be resolved so quickly. "Let''s go, Wang-ge. I''ll treat you to dinner. Oh, by the way, how are sister-in-law and Yating doing?"


    "It was bought as a finished house, with a unified design template." Wang Hua dragged his finger over the kitchen counter, which immediately left a trace. "So dirty. Make sure to get someone to come clean here before you move in, okay? Don''t trouble yourself too much by doing it on your own."


    "It''s not that..." Xiao Ning then added, "I just... I just feel like I''m taking advantage of you too much."


    "Huh? The rent..." Wang Hua hesitated for a moment, probably thinking it about it for a bit. "What price do you have in mind?"


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    At noon, Wang Hua called, asking, "You''re planning on moving?"


    Xiao Ning took the phone and looked at the photos carefully. "She truly is a beautiful girl. I''m sure she''ll be a beauty when she''s all grown up too, just like sister-in-law."


    Anyone who doesn''t rent this place would be a an idiot. So feeling supremely grateful, Xiao Ning replied, "I do... thank you very much Wang-ge. I''ll give you three month''s rent in advance and sign a one year contract! Is that okay with you?"


    "It was bought as a finished house, with a unified design template." Wang Hua dragged his finger over the kitchen counter, which immediately left a trace. "So dirty. Make sure to get someone to come clean here before you move in, okay? Don''t trouble yourself too much by doing it on your own."


    A place located in the heart of the city are not cheap. Even if Xiao Ning sets his own price, he would not set it low. But he could not pay too much either, after all, water, electricity and internet costs would need to be added too. So despite him giving needing a place closer to the company as his reason for moving to Lu Yan, it was only an excuse, for so long as he is able to move out, staying somewhere far away was not really an issue either.


    Having walked though every room, Xiao Ning was very satisfied with the small apartment. "Wang-ge, is charging me only fifteen hundred for the rent really okay?"


    N/A


    "You can sign a contract to stay as long as you''d like." Wang Hua stuffed the key and the card for the gate into his hands. "Haiming told me you were in a hurry to move, so I''ll hand these keys to you first. You can arrange to have someone come over to clean up the place now, then you can move in over the weekend."


    Xiao Ning held the keys to the apartment in his hand, clasping them tightly. "When can I sign the contract, then?"


    "Oohh, you''re quite a sweet talker, aren''t you?" Wang Hua chuckled, then immediately grew sad. "I''ve been so busy recently that I don''t have any time to accompany them. Haiming is quite strict in how he utilises his employees."


    The two ate the bird''s nest and hashima stew along with the Master Kang''s 3+2 sandwich biscuits and were soon able to finish there breakfast.


    As Wang Hua looked all around, he casually replied, "I guess so."


    After being called a few times, Shan Haiming responded by pulling the blanket over his head while grumbling indistinctly through the quilt. "Let me sleep a bit longer."


    Xiao Ning had already washed up earlier, so right then he watched as Shan Haiming went off to the bathroom with slippers clacking, while he made his own way to the kitchen to heat up those two bowls of hashima stew in he microwave.


    ¿µÊ¦¸µÈý¼Ó¶þ: Master Kang''s 3 + 2: It''s three biscuits/crackers stuffed with two layers of fillings. [] I think I mentioned this before, but first ring refers to stuff in the centre of the city divided by a cylindrical highway system going outwards (where stuff like property prices are obviously higher) while stuff gets cheaper the the further out you go.


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    It took a while for him to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, so while opening a pack of Master Kang''s 3+2 and handing it to Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning replied, "Got it. I won''t forget."


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    "Don''t forget to ask Wang Hua." Shan Haiming sat down, drinking the bird''s nest and hashima stew with a gulp, his hair still wet.


    "No, no. You don;t need to do that. Your sister-in-law won''t complain about it." Wang Hua, hearing him say that, finalised the deal. "That price is enough. Do you have some free time after work? I can take you to see the place if you do."


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    "Yeah. Right now we''re laying the groundwork for advertising, and after we get a sales license in a month we can put the units on the open market." Wang Hua scrolled trough several pictures of his daughter with great interest.


    Hearing him not say anything, Wang Hua signed then urged him, "Don''t worry so much, we''re friends, I won''t scam you. Just tell me. How much do you think is appropriate?"


    ?¡ó?


    Upon opening the door, the smell of dust was in the air.


    Having walked though every room, Xiao Ning was very satisfied with the small apartment. "Wang-ge, is charging me only fifteen hundred for the rent really okay?"


    "No! Wang-ge, wouldn''t it be better for you to discuss this with sister-in-law first?" Xiao Ning was full of questions. "I think fifteen hundred is too low. If you guys think it''s not enough, I can add more."


    "If I''m being honest, the idea of renting it out to others makes me feel uneasy, breaking this and that for me. Nobody has stayed in this place for a a while. You''re the only one I can rent to and feel at ease." Wang Hua waved his hands. "So, say no more. I''ll only ask this, do you want to rent it or not?"


    Wang Hua turned on the lights, then rushed over to open the window with his nose pinched. "What do you think?"


    Xiao Ning''s heart moved. "Wang-ge, how much does your houses cost?"


    It appeared as if Wang Hua cared little about this matter and the answer he gave was said with little concern. "Whenever it''s convenient is fine with me."


    Turning off the light, and locking the door, Xiao Ning then placed the keys into his pocket, but despite its light weight, the small object seemed to press heavily on his heart.


    Xiao Ning was stunned by his response. "What did you just say?"


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    "If I''m being honest, the idea of renting it out to others makes me feel uneasy, breaking this and that for me. Nobody has stayed in this place for a a while. You''re the only one I can rent to and feel at ease." Wang Hua waved his hands. "So, say no more. I''ll only ask this, do you want to rent it or not?"


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."


    "Twenty-three thousand a ping (3.3 square metres), and it has units from seventy pings to a hundred and ten pings. It''s not far from here either. It''s right at the entrance to the subway station." Wang Hua then looked up. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to buy a house? Just let me tell you, the units there are really good. Both the quality, district and space between the buildings are much better than buildings built in the same period. It''s already been built too and the units will be ready for in two years."


    Shan Haiming closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, then when his eyes opened again he was already completely awake.


    Lu Yan should be up, right?


    Xiao Ning retreated a step, smiling again as he said, "Take care on the road."


    Twenty-five thousand per ping, seventy pings.


    Looking at the slumbering man on the sofa, whose brows had finally relaxed, a sense of guilt welled within him as he called, "Hai...ming, isn''t it time to get up? Time to to wake up."


    "Wang-ge..." Xiao Ning laughed. "Are you an assistant or a salesman?"


    Xiao Ning had no idea Wang Hua still had a house in the heart of the city.


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.


    Xiao Ning patted his shoulder in understanding. "Is it your project?"


    Xiao Ning hesitated, then replied, "To tell you the truth, Wang-ge, I can''t accept anything past fifteen hundred a month."


    "It was bought as a finished house, with a unified design template." Wang Hua dragged his finger over the kitchen counter, which immediately left a trace. "So dirty. Make sure to get someone to come clean here before you move in, okay? Don''t trouble yourself too much by doing it on your own."


    Xiao Ning did the math. "Thanks, Wang-ge, I am actually planning to, maybe I''ll even buy one this year. But I still want to look around, it doesn''t need to be in the first ring."[2]


    Huh?


    N/A


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    "All urban apartments cost about this much. Well, this is a place in a school district." Wang Hua looked at Xiao Ning who only smiled and so changed his line of reasoning to say, "But a house is a big thing at the end of the day, so looking around isn''t a bad idea. Then you can see how good our Huating company is."


    Noticing silence from the other end of the line, Wang Hua hummed for a few seconds before asking, "Is that no good... lower then?"


    It''s in good condition, one person could live there comfortably and no one had ever lived there before... Xiao Ning was very excited. "How much is the rent?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but find this confused appearance of Shan Haiming''s far cuter than the man''s usual overbearing manner. Xiao Ning then softly replied, "Almost seven."


    "Excellent! Look, Yating is growing up, and she''s growing even more beautiful by the day." Talking about his daughter makes Wang Hua grin from ear to ear, as he then pulled out his phone to show Xiao Ning pictures.


    Turning off the light, and locking the door, Xiao Ning then placed the keys into his pocket, but despite its light weight, the small object seemed to press heavily on his heart.


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    Before Xiao Ning could say anything, Wang Hua continued, "What''s more, if you really want to buy one of our homes, I can put in a word for you with Haiming so he can give you a discount. The highest estimation per ping is thirteen thousand. Thirteen thousand... for a place in the heart of the city... near a subway station...."


    "Wang-ge..." Xiao Ning laughed. "Are you an assistant or a salesman?"


    Wang Hua smiled embarrassedly. "Oh, look at me. It''s been so long since I''ve been here, I even forgot how to get there."


    Because of the experience he ha last time, Xiao Ning honestly never expected that... Shan Haiming would still lay sleeping at that hour.


    His drifting gazing fell on a bewildered Xiao Ning. "What time is it?"


    "Ge is only doing it for your own good." Wang-ge then let out two ''tuts'' before adding, "Now let''s get a move and go eat."


    Shan Haiming looked at him directly, but said nothing further. "I''m off."


    Turning off the light, and locking the door, Xiao Ning then placed the keys into his pocket, but despite its light weight, the small object seemed to press heavily on his heart.


    Lu Yan should be up, right?


    "All urban apartments cost about this much. Well, this is a place in a school district." Wang Hua looked at Xiao Ning who only smiled and so changed his line of reasoning to say, "But a house is a big thing at the end of the day, so looking around isn''t a bad idea. Then you can see how good our Huating company is."


    His drifting gazing fell on a bewildered Xiao Ning. "What time is it?"


    "Oohh, you''re quite a sweet talker, aren''t you?" Wang Hua chuckled, then immediately grew sad. "I''ve been so busy recently that I don''t have any time to accompany them. Haiming is quite strict in how he utilises his employees."


    "How can it not be okay?" Wang Hua stared him as he continued, "It really is strange. Other people think the rent is far too expensive, so why do you think the rent here is too cheap?"


    Xiao Ning retreated a step, smiling again as he said, "Take care on the road."


    Xiao Ning felt as though he was bullying Wang Hua.

 CH 17

    Xiao Ning found an hourly worker to go by and clean the apartment the following day, and also went online to buy some electrical appliances he needed. He figured they would arrive at the door around evening time a couple days later, and such a time frame was alright. In addition to those electrical appliances, Xiao Ning bought a lot of household ones too, his expenses adding up to quite a considerable sum. But it was fine as well, as long as he focussed on how useful they would all be in the future.


    Suddenly, Lu Yan stood up. "Xiao Ning."


    "Moving?!" Lu Yan was shocked, so much so, forgot himself, asking with a shout, "You''re moving?"


    Tossing the menu to Xia Li, Lu Yan casually asked, "How was your Monday?"


    Xiao Ning thought to himself that it would be troublesome to say he was still playing around all over the place. "Yes, because he company picked up a new project. So it possible he''ll be busy for a while."


    Notified


    It honestly felt a bit strange. He clearly had only rented a house, and even though his feelings couldn''t be described as as that of rebirth, it did indeed feel as though that life of his which had lain stagnant for too long had finally began moving forward.


    "Got it." Shan Haiming then said simply, "I told my parents."


    Without thinking, Xiao Ning smiled. "You two should go eat as a couple. I''ll just be a third wheel if I come along."


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning was not good at brushing off that excitable boyfriend of Lu Yan''s, so with each he received he would only listen patiently, as well as adding on a few words to encourage that child-like boyfriend to continue speaking.


    Xiao Ning walked out of the restaurant, just in time to be showered by Lu Yan asking: "What do you mean by this?"


    Of course, even then, Lu Yan had yet to have contacted him. Xia Li calls him every day, however, regarding Xiao Ning as his "bestie", one he told of all the places went to entertain themselves, what they had eaten, or what good thing they had watched.


    "But what about us is there to raise any doubts?" Lu Yan looked into the shop with an inconceivable expression. "We''ve purely been just brothers over all these years. If we wanted to be together, we would''ve been together earlier. So why would we wait for him to come intervene?"


    Knowing he was only joking, Xiao Ning let a smile spread on his face. "Alright then. It''ll be my treat, so you two decide on the place and send me the address after you get there."


    After saying a few more words of concern for the two elders, Xiao Ning ended the call, a trace of worry for the two entering his mind. If Lu Yan is really serious about Xia Li...


    Right as Xiao Ning was again about to persuade Lu Yan, his phone rang. Glancing at the screen, he saw it was Shan Haiming and didn''t dare not immediately answer. "Hello? Why are you calling right now?"


    "What do I mean?" Xiao Ning then asked with a strange expression, "You just left Xia Li on his own in there, I should be asking you what you mean by that. Why are you treating your boyfriend like this?"


    But at present, this habit has already grown far too tiresome.


    Lu Yan remained silent for a moment, seeming to give the matter serious thought, but then suddenly shouted, "No¡ªyou''re not moving away! That''s what we were discussing, right? Or... or how about I just buy you a house in this neighbourhood?


    They were like a pair of enthusiastic young, the kind that renders the ''single dogs'' amongst them blind with their brilliance.


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    "Hey, don''t go accusing me wrongly. I''ve just been busy recently because I''m moving." After Xiao Ning spoke, he lowered his gaze, fixing it upon the simple and unadorned teacup.


    There was also a few times he had received calls from, Lu Yan''s mother, Chen Shuyun too, with her asking how Lu Yan was doing recently and nothing more. Such calls were as a result of Lu Yan finding it too much of pain to answer his parents'' calls, so Chen Shuyun had developed the habit of phoning Xiao Ning to ask what Lu Yan was up to.


    Xiao Ning was not good at brushing off that excitable boyfriend of Lu Yan''s, so with each he received he would only listen patiently, as well as adding on a few words to encourage that child-like boyfriend to continue speaking.


    Xia Li was startled by Lu Yan''s sudden outburst. "Why, what''s wrong?"


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    Saying this, looked at Lu Yan. I''ll be taking this call, so you can go back in first, okay?


    Xiao Ning walked out of the restaurant, just in time to be showered by Lu Yan asking: "What do you mean by this?"


    There was also a few times he had received calls from, Lu Yan''s mother, Chen Shuyun too, with her asking how Lu Yan was doing recently and nothing more. Such calls were as a result of Lu Yan finding it too much of pain to answer his parents'' calls, so Chen Shuyun had developed the habit of phoning Xiao Ning to ask what Lu Yan was up to.


    But once Lu Yan saw how he hurried to answer the call, along with his cheerful tone, and the smile he wore when her answered; for no reason at all, his chest tightened, and without knowing why, he didn''t want to leave. So he stood there with arms folded over his chest.


    I sliver of dread flashed within Xiao Ning''s mind, from which he quickly awakened. This was nothing serious, it couldn''t be. What was I even thinking?


    "How will..." Xiao Ning regretted greatly he had not said he would be working overtime earlier. As now if he said it, it would be too obvious he was trying to avoid them.


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    But when asking Xiao Ning, even he didn''t know. So putting together the bits and pieces of what Xia Li had told her, he replied to Chen Shuyun.


    N/A


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    The other person he was speaking to should be Lu Yan. Because the person on the line was immediately switched, and Lu Yan''s voice when heard sounded more than a little angry. "So now even being invited out for a meal was something you can''t do?"


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    Xiao Ning looked at him with little regard, saying, "Lu Yan, are you kidding me right now? You and your partner are living together as a couple, and I am an outsider. Are trying to piss off me or piss off Xia Li?"


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    But once Lu Yan saw how he hurried to answer the call, along with his cheerful tone, and the smile he wore when her answered; for no reason at all, his chest tightened, and without knowing why, he didn''t want to leave. So he stood there with arms folded over his chest.


    Xiao Ning thought to himself that it would be troublesome to say he was still playing around all over the place. "Yes, because he company picked up a new project. So it possible he''ll be busy for a while."


    Xia Li then stared at his departing shadow, his lips parting before he began chewing on them.


    Xiao Ning listened with all smiles, but then Lu Yan interrupted. "Xia Li, let''s order first."


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    Without thinking, Xiao Ning smiled. "You two should go eat as a couple. I''ll just be a third wheel if I come along."


    Just let it be, alright? Thinking about it is fine but insisting on making him go hang back and watch was just too much.


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    "Oh... Then please tell him to take care of himself on my behalf, as well as, um..." Chen Shuyun''s voice was reduced to a whisper, "When will you two return for a visit? By plane, it will take just a couple of hours."


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    Notified


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    "Okay, I''ll tell him what you said, along with returning to see you guys one day." Xiao Ning''s heart softened at this. In his childhood years, his parents relationship was quite awful, and neither cared about him in the least. After some time he then found himself orphaned by both parents. Due to this, the left over love and care Lu Yan''s parents gave to him was the closest thing to family Xiao Ning had ever known in his entire existence. "You and uncle should take care of yourselves too. Does the medicine I sent to you guys before still work?"


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    "Okay, I''ll tell him what you said, along with returning to see you guys one day." Xiao Ning''s heart softened at this. In his childhood years, his parents relationship was quite awful, and neither cared about him in the least. After some time he then found himself orphaned by both parents. Due to this, the left over love[1] and care Lu Yan''s parents gave to him was the closest thing to family Xiao Ning had ever known in his entire existence. "You and uncle should take care of yourselves too. Does the medicine I sent to you guys before still work?"


    Xiao Ning listened with all smiles, but then Lu Yan interrupted. "Xia Li, let''s order first."


    There was also a few times he had received calls from, Lu Yan''s mother, Chen Shuyun too, with her asking how Lu Yan was doing recently and nothing more. Such calls were as a result of Lu Yan finding it too much of pain to answer his parents'' calls, so Chen Shuyun had developed the habit of phoning Xiao Ning to ask what Lu Yan was up to.


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    Xiao Ning found an hourly worker to go by and clean the apartment the following day, and also went online to buy some electrical appliances he needed. He figured they would arrive at the door around evening time a couple days later, and such a time frame was alright. In addition to those electrical appliances, Xiao Ning bought a lot of household ones too, his expenses adding up to quite a considerable sum. But it was fine as well, as long as he focussed on how useful they would all be in the future.


    "Oh... Then please tell him to take care of himself on my behalf, as well as, um..." Chen Shuyun''s voice was reduced to a whisper, "When will you two return for a visit? By plane, it will take just a couple of hours."


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    Xiao Ning found an hourly worker to go by and clean the apartment the following day, and also went online to buy some electrical appliances he needed. He figured they would arrive at the door around evening time a couple days later, and such a time frame was alright. In addition to those electrical appliances, Xiao Ning bought a lot of household ones too, his expenses adding up to quite a considerable sum. But it was fine as well, as long as he focussed on how useful they would all be in the future.


    ?¡ó?


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    Xiao Ning found an hourly worker to go by and clean the apartment the following day, and also went online to buy some electrical appliances he needed. He figured they would arrive at the door around evening time a couple days later, and such a time frame was alright. In addition to those electrical appliances, Xiao Ning bought a lot of household ones too, his expenses adding up to quite a considerable sum. But it was fine as well, as long as he focussed on how useful they would all be in the future.


    ?¡ó?


    ?¡ó?


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    Lu Yan asked him to call...


    Xia Li then stared at his departing shadow, his lips parting before he began chewing on them.


    After saying a few more words of concern for the two elders, Xiao Ning ended the call, a trace of worry for the two entering his mind. If Lu Yan is really serious about Xia Li...


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    Xiao Ning was not good at brushing off that excitable boyfriend of Lu Yan''s, so with each he received he would only listen patiently, as well as adding on a few words to encourage that child-like boyfriend to continue speaking.


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    The words he spoke were according to reason, and there was no need to move Shan Haiming to block Lu Yan''s firm hold.


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    Xiao Ning found an hourly worker to go by and clean the apartment the following day, and also went online to buy some electrical appliances he needed. He figured they would arrive at the door around evening time a couple days later, and such a time frame was alright. In addition to those electrical appliances, Xiao Ning bought a lot of household ones too, his expenses adding up to quite a considerable sum. But it was fine as well, as long as he focussed on how useful they would all be in the future.


    Those two elders having their hearts broken, and it making Lu Yan be put n a difficult position... Neither of those things was something Xiao Ning wanted to see.


    "Suspicious?" Lu Yan froze, his brows frowning in irritation. "What did he say to you?"


    Xia Li then stared at his departing shadow, his lips parting before he began chewing on them.


    Lu Yan asked him to call...


    After he spoke, he did not wait on Xiao Ning, and took the lead to turn then walk out on his own.


    "But what about us is there to raise any doubts?" Lu Yan looked into the shop with an inconceivable expression. "We''ve purely been just brothers over all these years. If we wanted to be together, we would''ve been together earlier. So why would we wait for him to come intervene?"


    ?¡ó?


    After he spoke, he did not wait on Xiao Ning, and took the lead to turn then walk out on his own.


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    On Thursday, Xia Li called as usual. "We''re close to your company, so let''s have dinner together!"


    It honestly felt a bit strange. He clearly had only rented a house, and even though his feelings couldn''t be described as as that of rebirth, it did indeed feel as though that life of his which had lain stagnant for too long had finally began moving forward.


    Without thinking, Xiao Ning smiled. "You two should go eat as a couple. I''ll just be a third wheel if I come along."


    The words he spoke were according to reason, and there was no need to move Shan Haiming to block Lu Yan''s firm hold.


    Xiao Ning walked out of the restaurant, just in time to be showered by Lu Yan asking: "What do you mean by this?"


    It honestly felt a bit strange. He clearly had only rented a house, and even though his feelings couldn''t be described as as that of rebirth, it did indeed feel as though that life of his which had lain stagnant for too long had finally began moving forward.


    ?¡ó?


    But once Lu Yan saw how he hurried to answer the call, along with his cheerful tone, and the smile he wore when her answered; for no reason at all, his chest tightened, and without knowing why, he didn''t want to leave. So he stood there with arms folded over his chest.


    "Hey, don''t go accusing me wrongly. I''ve just been busy recently because I''m moving." After Xiao Ning spoke, he lowered his gaze, fixing it upon the simple and unadorned teacup.


    "But what about us is there to raise any doubts?" Lu Yan looked into the shop with an inconceivable expression. "We''ve purely been just brothers over all these years. If we wanted to be together, we would''ve been together earlier. So why would we wait for him to come intervene?"


    Just let it be, alright? Thinking about it is fine but insisting on making him go hang back and watch was just too much.


    But Lu Yan paid no mind to why Xia Li had laughed, and was not one bit moved by Xiao Ning''s statement at all. His voice as he responded was full of reproach. "You''re all happy and go lucky, aren''t you? All smiles when you meet someone new but when you meet someone old you''re all tears!"


    "Hey, that doesn''t matter. It''s not like you''re an outsider anyhow." Xia Li''s laugh was a now away from the receiver. "Xiao Ning said he''s afraid of disturbing us."


    ?¡ó?


    "Okay, I''ll tell him what you said, along with returning to see you guys one day." Xiao Ning''s heart softened at this. In his childhood years, his parents relationship was quite awful, and neither cared about him in the least. After some time he then found himself orphaned by both parents. Due to this, the left over love and care Lu Yan''s parents gave to him was the closest thing to family Xiao Ning had ever known in his entire existence. "You and uncle should take care of yourselves too. Does the medicine I sent to you guys before still work?"


    After he spoke, he did not wait on Xiao Ning, and took the lead to turn then walk out on his own.


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    But Lu Yan wore look of his top being blown to high heaven as he blurted out, "Then come back to live with me."


    The other person he was speaking to should be Lu Yan. Because the person on the line was immediately switched, and Lu Yan''s voice when heard sounded more than a little angry. "So now even being invited out for a meal was something you can''t do?"


    "How will..." Xiao Ning regretted greatly he had not said he would be working overtime earlier. As now if he said it, it would be too obvious he was trying to avoid them.


    To this, Xiao Ning then added, "Furthermore, Lu Yan, have you seriously not noticed it? Xia Li has been suspicious of our relationship from the get-go, so if you act like this, even if I jump into the Yellow River, I wouldn''t be able to wash myself clean. Am I wrong or not?"


    But when asking Xiao Ning, even he didn''t know. So putting together the bits and pieces of what Xia Li had told her, he replied to Chen Shuyun.


    After saying a few more words of concern for the two elders, Xiao Ning ended the call, a trace of worry for the two entering his mind. If Lu Yan is really serious about Xia Li...


    Right then, Xiao Ning stood as well, sending a placating smile in Xia Li''s direction while he said, "We''ll only be gone for a short while, so play on your phone in the meantime."


    "How will..." Xiao Ning regretted greatly he had not said he would be working overtime earlier. As now if he said it, it would be too obvious he was trying to avoid them.


    Xiao Ning was unwilling to get tangled up with him over this matter, so he changed the topic. "Your mother called me today. You should give Aunt a call hen you have the time, she and Uncle miss you a lot. You should also go back to visit them sometime in the near future."


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    Xiao Ning was unwilling to get tangled up with him over this matter, so he changed the topic. "Your mother called me today. You should give Aunt a call hen you have the time, she and Uncle miss you a lot. You should also go back to visit them sometime in the near future."


    "So are you coming or not? Who do you even know? Acting so grumpy all of a sudden." Lu Yan tossed the phone to Xia Li after he was speaking. "Hello? Xiao Ning, it''s mainly because it''s been so long since we''ve seen you, okay? There''s no other meaning, so you can relax. I''m not that stingy."


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    Knowing he was only joking, Xiao Ning let a smile spread on his face. "Alright then. It''ll be my treat, so you two decide on the place and send me the address after you get there."


    "Aren''t you used to this, though? When you fall in love, I disappear out of sight." Xiao Ning raised his brows, his hands moving to pour tea for al three of them. "Don''t irritate a single guy like me, okay?"


    After he spoke, he did not wait on Xiao Ning, and took the lead to turn then walk out on his own.


    "Oh... Then please tell him to take care of himself on my behalf, as well as, um..." Chen Shuyun''s voice was reduced to a whisper, "When will you two return for a visit? By plane, it will take just a couple of hours."


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    "How will..." Xiao Ning regretted greatly he had not said he would be working overtime earlier. As now if he said it, it would be too obvious he was trying to avoid them.


    Xiao Ning was unwilling to get tangled up with him over this matter, so he changed the topic. "Your mother called me today. You should give Aunt a call hen you have the time, she and Uncle miss you a lot. You should also go back to visit them sometime in the near future."


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    Xia Li sputtered out a chuckle. "Let Lu Yan be the one to treat. He''s the one who made me call you out. Okay then, see you in a bit."


    Tossing the menu to Xia Li, Lu Yan casually asked, "How was your Monday?"


    But at present, this habit has already grown far too tiresome.


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    On Thursday, Xia Li called as usual. "We''re close to your company, so let''s have dinner together!"


    Xia Li was startled by Lu Yan''s sudden outburst. "Why, what''s wrong?"


    I sliver of dread flashed within Xiao Ning''s mind, from which he quickly awakened. This was nothing serious, it couldn''t be. What was I even thinking?


    Lu Yan asked him to call...


    "Hey, don''t go accusing me wrongly. I''ve just been busy recently because I''m moving." After Xiao Ning spoke, he lowered his gaze, fixing it upon the simple and unadorned teacup.


    I sliver of dread flashed within Xiao Ning''s mind, from which he quickly awakened. This was nothing serious, it couldn''t be. What was I even thinking?


    Confused, Xia Li looked up at Lu Yan, but Lu Yan didn''t look back at him, because his towering gaze was trained on the top of Xiao Ning''s head. "Let''s step out for a moment."


    Just let it be, alright? Thinking about it is fine but insisting on making him go hang back and watch was just too much.


    Knowing he was only joking, Xiao Ning let a smile spread on his face. "Alright then. It''ll be my treat, so you two decide on the place and send me the address after you get there."


    On Thursday, Xia Li called as usual. "We''re close to your company, so let''s have dinner together!"


    Of course, even then, Lu Yan had yet to have contacted him. Xia Li calls him every day, however, regarding Xiao Ning as his "bestie", one he told of all the places went to entertain themselves, what they had eaten, or what good thing they had watched.


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    Knowing he was only joking, Xiao Ning let a smile spread on his face. "Alright then. It''ll be my treat, so you two decide on the place and send me the address after you get there."


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    "Suspicious?" Lu Yan froze, his brows frowning in irritation. "What did he say to you?"


    But at present, this habit has already grown far too tiresome.


    Xiao Ning listened with all smiles, but then Lu Yan interrupted. "Xia Li, let''s order first."


    It honestly felt a bit strange. He clearly had only rented a house, and even though his feelings couldn''t be described as as that of rebirth, it did indeed feel as though that life of his which had lain stagnant for too long had finally began moving forward.


    Just let it be, alright? Thinking about it is fine but insisting on making him go hang back and watch was just too much.


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    Xiao Ning thought to himself that it would be troublesome to say he was still playing around all over the place. "Yes, because he company picked up a new project. So it possible he''ll be busy for a while."


    But at present, this habit has already grown far too tiresome.


    "Suspicious?" Lu Yan froze, his brows frowning in irritation. "What did he say to you?"


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    But at present, this habit has already grown far too tiresome.


    Xiao Ning walked out of the restaurant, just in time to be showered by Lu Yan asking: "What do you mean by this?"


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    Xia Li and Lu Yan chose a Japanese restaurant again, a self-service one, costing three-hundred a person. The two sat side by side and Xiao Ning sat facing them. He had no appetite to speak of, but ultimately still ordered a Japanese-styled meatball hotpot and sea salt grilled shrimp.


    "Moving?!" Lu Yan was shocked, so much so, forgot himself, asking with a shout, "You''re moving?"


    Saying this, looked at Lu Yan. I''ll be taking this call, so you can go back in first, okay?


    Knowing he was only joking, Xiao Ning let a smile spread on his face. "Alright then. It''ll be my treat, so you two decide on the place and send me the address after you get there."


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    To this, Xiao Ning then added, "Furthermore, Lu Yan, have you seriously not noticed it? Xia Li has been suspicious of our relationship from the get-go, so if you act like this, even if I jump into the Yellow River, I wouldn''t be able to wash myself clean. Am I wrong or not?"


    Tossing the menu to Xia Li, Lu Yan casually asked, "How was your Monday?"


    Having mentioned this, Lu Yan''s attention immediately changed, a face saying, spare me the trouble. "We''ll discuss it later."


    But once Lu Yan saw how he hurried to answer the call, along with his cheerful tone, and the smile he wore when her answered; for no reason at all, his chest tightened, and without knowing why, he didn''t want to leave. So he stood there with arms folded over his chest.


    Xiao Ning found an hourly worker to go by and clean the apartment the following day, and also went online to buy some electrical appliances he needed. He figured they would arrive at the door around evening time a couple days later, and such a time frame was alright. In addition to those electrical appliances, Xiao Ning bought a lot of household ones too, his expenses adding up to quite a considerable sum. But it was fine as well, as long as he focussed on how useful they would all be in the future.


    Those two elders having their hearts broken, and it making Lu Yan be put n a difficult position... Neither of those things was something Xiao Ning wanted to see.


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    "It was fine." Xiao Ning then calm and collectedly brought up the topic: "How was your play?"


    "Oh... Then please tell him to take care of himself on my behalf, as well as, um..." Chen Shuyun''s voice was reduced to a whisper, "When will you two return for a visit? By plane, it will take just a couple of hours."


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    Xia Li sputtered out a chuckle. "Let Lu Yan be the one to treat. He''s the one who made me call you out. Okay then, see you in a bit."


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    Xiao Ning was unwilling to get tangled up with him over this matter, so he changed the topic. "Your mother called me today. You should give Aunt a call hen you have the time, she and Uncle miss you a lot. You should also go back to visit them sometime in the near future."


    "It''s really inconvenient, seriously so." Helplessly and meekly, Xiao Ning then added, "And before, your bed... your partners had a time limit, so each time I would think I''d just be staying there for a short time and would just endure the inconvenience when I left. But I think it''s possible Xia Li will be staying with you for a long time, so I just thought about renting my own place that''s close by."


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    Xiao Ning listened with all smiles, but then Lu Yan interrupted. "Xia Li, let''s order first."


    "What do I mean?" Xiao Ning then asked with a strange expression, "You just left Xia Li on his own in there, I should be asking you what you mean by that. Why are you treating your boyfriend like this?"


    N/A


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    On Thursday, Xia Li called as usual. "We''re close to your company, so let''s have dinner together!"


    N/A


    Tossing the menu to Xia Li, Lu Yan casually asked, "How was your Monday?"


    Lu Yan remained silent for a moment, seeming to give the matter serious thought, but then suddenly shouted, "No¡ªyou''re not moving away! That''s what we were discussing, right? Or... or how about I just buy you a house in this neighbourhood?


    "Oh, okay." Xia Li then looked down and chose some dishes from the menu, asking Lu Yan for his opinion from time to time and ordering them a lot of fresh food. Turning his head, Lu Yan then asked, "You''ve been enjoying yourself quite a bit these days, haven''t you? You haven''t even called once."


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    "So are you coming or not? Who do you even know? Acting so grumpy all of a sudden." Lu Yan tossed the phone to Xia Li after he was speaking. "Hello? Xiao Ning, it''s mainly because it''s been so long since we''ve seen you, okay? There''s no other meaning, so you can relax. I''m not that stingy."


    Xia Li then stared at his departing shadow, his lips parting before he began chewing on them.


    "Aren''t you used to this, though? When you fall in love, I disappear out of sight." Xiao Ning raised his brows, his hands moving to pour tea for al three of them. "Don''t irritate a single guy like me, okay?"


    Of course, even then, Lu Yan had yet to have contacted him. Xia Li calls him every day, however, regarding Xiao Ning as his "bestie", one he told of all the places went to entertain themselves, what they had eaten, or what good thing they had watched.


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    "It was fine." Xiao Ning then calm and collectedly brought up the topic: "How was your play?"


    "Listen to me, even if you buy one now, the renovations and delivery would also take a few years, right?" Xiao Ning laughed hopelessly. "So don''t worry about it. Oh, I almost forgot, since I met up with you today, can you give me a lift back to your place so I can get my stuff?"


    But Lu Yan wore look of his top being blown to high heaven as he blurted out, "Then come back to live with me."


    But Lu Yan paid no mind to why Xia Li had laughed, and was not one bit moved by Xiao Ning''s statement at all. His voice as he responded was full of reproach. "You''re all happy and go lucky, aren''t you? All smiles when you meet someone new but when you meet someone old you''re all tears!"


    Lu Yan asked him to call...


    Saying this, looked at Lu Yan. I''ll be taking this call, so you can go back in first, okay?


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    Xiao Ning listened with all smiles, but then Lu Yan interrupted. "Xia Li, let''s order first."


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    "Hey, don''t go accusing me wrongly. I''ve just been busy recently because I''m moving." After Xiao Ning spoke, he lowered his gaze, fixing it upon the simple and unadorned teacup.


    But when asking Xiao Ning, even he didn''t know. So putting together the bits and pieces of what Xia Li had told her, he replied to Chen Shuyun.


    "Moving?!" Lu Yan was shocked, so much so, forgot himself, asking with a shout, "You''re moving?"


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    Lu Yan remained silent for a moment, seeming to give the matter serious thought, but then suddenly shouted, "No¡ªyou''re not moving away! That''s what we were discussing, right? Or... or how about I just buy you a house in this neighbourhood?


    They were like a pair of enthusiastic young, the kind that renders the ''single dogs'' amongst them blind with their brilliance.


    Xia Li was startled by Lu Yan''s sudden outburst. "Why, what''s wrong?"


    "Hey, that doesn''t matter. It''s not like you''re an outsider anyhow." Xia Li''s laugh was a now away from the receiver. "Xiao Ning said he''s afraid of disturbing us."


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    Without thinking, Xiao Ning smiled. "You two should go eat as a couple. I''ll just be a third wheel if I come along."


    "Oh... Then please tell him to take care of himself on my behalf, as well as, um..." Chen Shuyun''s voice was reduced to a whisper, "When will you two return for a visit? By plane, it will take just a couple of hours."


    Lu Yan remained silent for a moment, seeming to give the matter serious thought, but then suddenly shouted, "No¡ªyou''re not moving away! That''s what we were discussing, right? Or... or how about I just buy you a house in this neighbourhood?


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    "Got it." Shan Haiming then said simply, "I told my parents."


    "Oh. It''s just that the place I was staying at before was too far from my work, so I asked my friend to find me a place that''s closer." Xiao Ning didn''t look up, didn''t look at the ones across from him, as he explained to Xia Li in an effort to sidestep Lu Yan''s questioning. "So the new place is close and only has one stop between it and my company. It''s really convenient. I can even get some more sleep at morning time."


    To this, Xiao Ning then added, "Furthermore, Lu Yan, have you seriously not noticed it? Xia Li has been suspicious of our relationship from the get-go, so if you act like this, even if I jump into the Yellow River, I wouldn''t be able to wash myself clean. Am I wrong or not?"


    The atmosphere at the table fell into a silence, a silence which made one feel uneasy.


    Saying this, looked at Lu Yan. I''ll be taking this call, so you can go back in first, okay?


    Suddenly, Lu Yan stood up. "Xiao Ning."


    ?¡ó?


    Having mentioned this, Lu Yan''s attention immediately changed, a face saying, spare me the trouble. "We''ll discuss it later."


    "It was fine." Xiao Ning then calm and collectedly brought up the topic: "How was your play?"


    Confused, Xia Li looked up at Lu Yan, but Lu Yan didn''t look back at him, because his towering gaze was trained on the top of Xiao Ning''s head. "Let''s step out for a moment."


    "It''s really inconvenient, seriously so." Helplessly and meekly, Xiao Ning then added, "And before, your bed... your partners had a time limit, so each time I would think I''d just be staying there for a short time and would just endure the inconvenience when I left. But I think it''s possible Xia Li will be staying with you for a long time, so I just thought about renting my own place that''s close by."


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    "Suspicious?" Lu Yan froze, his brows frowning in irritation. "What did he say to you?"


    Suddenly, Lu Yan stood up. "Xiao Ning."


    "It was fine." Xiao Ning then calm and collectedly brought up the topic: "How was your play?"


    After he spoke, he did not wait on Xiao Ning, and took the lead to turn then walk out on his own.


    Without thinking, Xiao Ning smiled. "You two should go eat as a couple. I''ll just be a third wheel if I come along."


    But Lu Yan paid no mind to why Xia Li had laughed, and was not one bit moved by Xiao Ning''s statement at all. His voice as he responded was full of reproach. "You''re all happy and go lucky, aren''t you? All smiles when you meet someone new but when you meet someone old you''re all tears!"


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    Right then, Xiao Ning stood as well, sending a placating smile in Xia Li''s direction while he said, "We''ll only be gone for a short while, so play on your phone in the meantime."


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    But when asking Xiao Ning, even he didn''t know. So putting together the bits and pieces of what Xia Li had told her, he replied to Chen Shuyun.


    "So are you coming or not? Who do you even know? Acting so grumpy all of a sudden." Lu Yan tossed the phone to Xia Li after he was speaking. "Hello? Xiao Ning, it''s mainly because it''s been so long since we''ve seen you, okay? There''s no other meaning, so you can relax. I''m not that stingy."


    Xia Li then stared at his departing shadow, his lips parting before he began chewing on them.


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    "But what about us is there to raise any doubts?" Lu Yan looked into the shop with an inconceivable expression. "We''ve purely been just brothers over all these years. If we wanted to be together, we would''ve been together earlier. So why would we wait for him to come intervene?"


    Right as Xiao Ning was again about to persuade Lu Yan, his phone rang. Glancing at the screen, he saw it was Shan Haiming and didn''t dare not immediately answer. "Hello? Why are you calling right now?"


    ?¡ó?


    Turning his body around, Xiao Ning said with a smile, "Yep."


    Xia Li and Lu Yan chose a Japanese restaurant again, a self-service one, costing three-hundred a person. The two sat side by side and Xiao Ning sat facing them. He had no appetite to speak of, but ultimately still ordered a Japanese-styled meatball hotpot and sea salt grilled shrimp.


    "Aren''t you used to this, though? When you fall in love, I disappear out of sight." Xiao Ning raised his brows, his hands moving to pour tea for al three of them. "Don''t irritate a single guy like me, okay?"


    Xiao Ning walked out of the restaurant, just in time to be showered by Lu Yan asking: "What do you mean by this?"


    On Thursday, Xia Li called as usual. "We''re close to your company, so let''s have dinner together!"


    Xia Li sputtered out a chuckle. "Let Lu Yan be the one to treat. He''s the one who made me call you out. Okay then, see you in a bit."


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    "What do I mean?" Xiao Ning then asked with a strange expression, "You just left Xia Li on his own in there, I should be asking you what you mean by that. Why are you treating your boyfriend like this?"


    Xiao Ning looked at him with little regard, saying, "Lu Yan, are you kidding me right now? You and your partner are living together as a couple, and I am an outsider. Are trying to piss off me or piss off Xia Li?"


    N/A


    "Oh, okay." Xia Li then looked down and chose some dishes from the menu, asking Lu Yan for his opinion from time to time and ordering them a lot of fresh food. Turning his head, Lu Yan then asked, "You''ve been enjoying yourself quite a bit these days, haven''t you? You haven''t even called once."


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    Tossing the menu to Xia Li, Lu Yan casually asked, "How was your Monday?"


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    Xia Li and Lu Yan chose a Japanese restaurant again, a self-service one, costing three-hundred a person. The two sat side by side and Xiao Ning sat facing them. He had no appetite to speak of, but ultimately still ordered a Japanese-styled meatball hotpot and sea salt grilled shrimp.


    To this, Xiao Ning then added, "Furthermore, Lu Yan, have you seriously not noticed it? Xia Li has been suspicious of our relationship from the get-go, so if you act like this, even if I jump into the Yellow River, I wouldn''t be able to wash myself clean. Am I wrong or not?"


    But Lu Yan paid no mind to why Xia Li had laughed, and was not one bit moved by Xiao Ning''s statement at all. His voice as he responded was full of reproach. "You''re all happy and go lucky, aren''t you? All smiles when you meet someone new but when you meet someone old you''re all tears!"


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


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    "It''s really inconvenient, seriously so." Helplessly and meekly, Xiao Ning then added, "And before, your bed... your partners had a time limit, so each time I would think I''d just be staying there for a short time and would just endure the inconvenience when I left. But I think it''s possible Xia Li will be staying with you for a long time, so I just thought about renting my own place that''s close by."


    Right then, Xiao Ning stood as well, sending a placating smile in Xia Li''s direction while he said, "We''ll only be gone for a short while, so play on your phone in the meantime."


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    After he spoke, he did not wait on Xiao Ning, and took the lead to turn then walk out on his own.


    I sliver of dread flashed within Xiao Ning''s mind, from which he quickly awakened. This was nothing serious, it couldn''t be. What was I even thinking?


    Right then, Xiao Ning stood as well, sending a placating smile in Xia Li''s direction while he said, "We''ll only be gone for a short while, so play on your phone in the meantime."


    Xiao Ning was not good at brushing off that excitable boyfriend of Lu Yan''s, so with each he received he would only listen patiently, as well as adding on a few words to encourage that child-like boyfriend to continue speaking.


    Xiao Ning looked at him with little regard, saying, "Lu Yan, are you kidding me right now? You and your partner are living together as a couple, and I am an outsider. Are trying to piss off me or piss off Xia Li?"


    The words he spoke were according to reason, and there was no need to move Shan Haiming to block Lu Yan''s firm hold.


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    "Oh. It''s just that the place I was staying at before was too far from my work, so I asked my friend to find me a place that''s closer." Xiao Ning didn''t look up, didn''t look at the ones across from him, as he explained to Xia Li in an effort to sidestep Lu Yan''s questioning. "So the new place is close and only has one stop between it and my company. It''s really convenient. I can even get some more sleep at morning time."


    "Oh. It''s just that the place I was staying at before was too far from my work, so I asked my friend to find me a place that''s closer." Xiao Ning didn''t look up, didn''t look at the ones across from him, as he explained to Xia Li in an effort to sidestep Lu Yan''s questioning. "So the new place is close and only has one stop between it and my company. It''s really convenient. I can even get some more sleep at morning time."


    Xia Li was startled by Lu Yan''s sudden outburst. "Why, what''s wrong?"


    "Oh, okay." Xia Li then looked down and chose some dishes from the menu, asking Lu Yan for his opinion from time to time and ordering them a lot of fresh food. Turning his head, Lu Yan then asked, "You''ve been enjoying yourself quite a bit these days, haven''t you? You haven''t even called once."


    "So are you coming or not? Who do you even know? Acting so grumpy all of a sudden." Lu Yan tossed the phone to Xia Li after he was speaking. "Hello? Xiao Ning, it''s mainly because it''s been so long since we''ve seen you, okay? There''s no other meaning, so you can relax. I''m not that stingy."


    But Lu Yan wore look of his top being blown to high heaven as he blurted out, "Then come back to live with me."


    But at present, this habit has already grown far too tiresome.


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    "So are you coming or not? Who do you even know? Acting so grumpy all of a sudden." Lu Yan tossed the phone to Xia Li after he was speaking. "Hello? Xiao Ning, it''s mainly because it''s been so long since we''ve seen you, okay? There''s no other meaning, so you can relax. I''m not that stingy."


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


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    Xiao Ning looked at him with little regard, saying, "Lu Yan, are you kidding me right now? You and your partner are living together as a couple, and I am an outsider. Are trying to piss off me or piss off Xia Li?"


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    To this, Xiao Ning then added, "Furthermore, Lu Yan, have you seriously not noticed it? Xia Li has been suspicious of our relationship from the get-go, so if you act like this, even if I jump into the Yellow River, I wouldn''t be able to wash myself clean. Am I wrong or not?"


    I sliver of dread flashed within Xiao Ning''s mind, from which he quickly awakened. This was nothing serious, it couldn''t be. What was I even thinking?


    Lu Yan asked him to call...


    "It''s really inconvenient, seriously so." Helplessly and meekly, Xiao Ning then added, "And before, your bed... your partners had a time limit, so each time I would think I''d just be staying there for a short time and would just endure the inconvenience when I left. But I think it''s possible Xia Li will be staying with you for a long time, so I just thought about renting my own place that''s close by."


    N/A


    "Listen to me, even if you buy one now, the renovations and delivery would also take a few years, right?" Xiao Ning laughed hopelessly. "So don''t worry about it. Oh, I almost forgot, since I met up with you today, can you give me a lift back to your place so I can get my stuff?"


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    Confused, Xia Li looked up at Lu Yan, but Lu Yan didn''t look back at him, because his towering gaze was trained on the top of Xiao Ning''s head. "Let''s step out for a moment."


    "Suspicious?" Lu Yan froze, his brows frowning in irritation. "What did he say to you?"


    Chen Shuyun replied gratefully, "Ah, yes, it does. Your uncle used it to soak his feet and his rheumatism has improved a lot."


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    Suddenly, Lu Yan stood up. "Xiao Ning."


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    "Nothing!" Xiao Ning was afraid Lu Yan and Xia Li would have a fight because of that matter, so he quickly just continued, "It was because of your carelessness so don''t try to blame others. Anybody looking in can see it clearly, and I''m also not blind."


    Right as Xiao Ning was again about to persuade Lu Yan, his phone rang. Glancing at the screen, he saw it was Shan Haiming and didn''t dare not immediately answer. "Hello? Why are you calling right now?"


    "But what about us is there to raise any doubts?" Lu Yan looked into the shop with an inconceivable expression. "We''ve purely been just brothers over all these years. If we wanted to be together, we would''ve been together earlier. So why would we wait for him to come intervene?"


    There was also a few times he had received calls from, Lu Yan''s mother, Chen Shuyun too, with her asking how Lu Yan was doing recently and nothing more. Such calls were as a result of Lu Yan finding it too much of pain to answer his parents'' calls, so Chen Shuyun had developed the habit of phoning Xiao Ning to ask what Lu Yan was up to.


    "It was fine." Xiao Ning then calm and collectedly brought up the topic: "How was your play?"


    Xiao Ning was relieved. Uncle Anguo''s rheumatism was quite severe. It hurt hen it swelled up so high he couldn''t say anything, he couldn''t even walk. It left him constantly worried. He looked far and wide to find doctors of Traditional Chinese Medicine to prepare medicines for him. So upon hearing the ones he sent were useful, Xiao Ning felt relieved. "I''ll send you both some more then next time. You can use it to soak your feet when the weather turns cold, Aunty. It''ll be good for your health."


    The words he spoke were according to reason, and there was no need to move Shan Haiming to block Lu Yan''s firm hold.


    Confused, Xia Li looked up at Lu Yan, but Lu Yan didn''t look back at him, because his towering gaze was trained on the top of Xiao Ning''s head. "Let''s step out for a moment."


    ?¡ó?


    Right now, he may not be able to change it for a while.


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    "Listen to me, even if you buy one now, the renovations and delivery would also take a few years, right?" Xiao Ning laughed hopelessly. "So don''t worry about it. Oh, I almost forgot, since I met up with you today, can you give me a lift back to your place so I can get my stuff?"


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    N/A


    It honestly felt a bit strange. He clearly had only rented a house, and even though his feelings couldn''t be described as as that of rebirth, it did indeed feel as though that life of his which had lain stagnant for too long had finally began moving forward.


    "Hey, that doesn''t matter. It''s not like you''re an outsider anyhow." Xia Li''s laugh was a now away from the receiver. "Xiao Ning said he''s afraid of disturbing us."


    Lu Yan remained silent for a moment, seeming to give the matter serious thought, but then suddenly shouted, "No¡ªyou''re not moving away! That''s what we were discussing, right? Or... or how about I just buy you a house in this neighbourhood?


    Those two elders having their hearts broken, and it making Lu Yan be put n a difficult position... Neither of those things was something Xiao Ning wanted to see.


    "Listen to me, even if you buy one now, the renovations and delivery would also take a few years, right?" Xiao Ning laughed hopelessly. "So don''t worry about it. Oh, I almost forgot, since I met up with you today, can you give me a lift back to your place so I can get my stuff?"


    Just let it be, alright? Thinking about it is fine but insisting on making him go hang back and watch was just too much.


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    "It was great, incredibly funny." Xia Li looked up from the menu, just itching to chime in. "Especially the beginning. I laughed so much I thought I would die."


    Xiao Ning walked out of the restaurant, just in time to be showered by Lu Yan asking: "What do you mean by this?"


    "Oh, okay." Xia Li then looked down and chose some dishes from the menu, asking Lu Yan for his opinion from time to time and ordering them a lot of fresh food. Turning his head, Lu Yan then asked, "You''ve been enjoying yourself quite a bit these days, haven''t you? You haven''t even called once."


    Lu Yan didn''t utter a word, no different than a kid who had his toy stolen, his face covered in unwillingness.


    "Oh. It''s just that the place I was staying at before was too far from my work, so I asked my friend to find me a place that''s closer." Xiao Ning didn''t look up, didn''t look at the ones across from him, as he explained to Xia Li in an effort to sidestep Lu Yan''s questioning. "So the new place is close and only has one stop between it and my company. It''s really convenient. I can even get some more sleep at morning time."


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    "How will..." Xiao Ning regretted greatly he had not said he would be working overtime earlier. As now if he said it, it would be too obvious he was trying to avoid them.


    "Suspicious?" Lu Yan froze, his brows frowning in irritation. "What did he say to you?"


    "Hey, don''t go accusing me wrongly. I''ve just been busy recently because I''m moving." After Xiao Ning spoke, he lowered his gaze, fixing it upon the simple and unadorned teacup.


    Xiao Ning was unwilling to get tangled up with him over this matter, so he changed the topic. "Your mother called me today. You should give Aunt a call hen you have the time, she and Uncle miss you a lot. You should also go back to visit them sometime in the near future."


    After saying a few more words of concern for the two elders, Xiao Ning ended the call, a trace of worry for the two entering his mind. If Lu Yan is really serious about Xia Li...


    "Hey, don''t go accusing me wrongly. I''ve just been busy recently because I''m moving." After Xiao Ning spoke, he lowered his gaze, fixing it upon the simple and unadorned teacup.


    Without thinking, Xiao Ning smiled. "You two should go eat as a couple. I''ll just be a third wheel if I come along."


    Having mentioned this, Lu Yan''s attention immediately changed, a face saying, spare me the trouble. "We''ll discuss it later."


    "Oh, okay." Xia Li then looked down and chose some dishes from the menu, asking Lu Yan for his opinion from time to time and ordering them a lot of fresh food. Turning his head, Lu Yan then asked, "You''ve been enjoying yourself quite a bit these days, haven''t you? You haven''t even called once."


    Xia Li sputtered out a chuckle. "Let Lu Yan be the one to treat. He''s the one who made me call you out. Okay then, see you in a bit."


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    Xia Li and Lu Yan chose a Japanese restaurant again, a self-service one, costing three-hundred a person. The two sat side by side and Xiao Ning sat facing them. He had no appetite to speak of, but ultimately still ordered a Japanese-styled meatball hotpot and sea salt grilled shrimp.


    "Listen to me, even if you buy one now, the renovations and delivery would also take a few years, right?" Xiao Ning laughed hopelessly. "So don''t worry about it. Oh, I almost forgot, since I met up with you today, can you give me a lift back to your place so I can get my stuff?"


    Right as Xiao Ning was again about to persuade Lu Yan, his phone rang. Glancing at the screen, he saw it was Shan Haiming and didn''t dare not immediately answer. "Hello? Why are you calling right now?"


    Xiao Ning was not good at brushing off that excitable boyfriend of Lu Yan''s, so with each he received he would only listen patiently, as well as adding on a few words to encourage that child-like boyfriend to continue speaking.


    Saying this, looked at Lu Yan. I''ll be taking this call, so you can go back in first, okay?


    The atmosphere at the table fell into a silence, a silence which made one feel uneasy.


    "It seems like he''s doing well. I can rest easy now." Chen Shuyun then asked, "Has he been busy recently?"


    Before, he never could help himself from thinking about Lu Yan, insisting on thinking up some kind of possibility looming in that sort of impossible situation, making him happy for a long time, as he again would tuck it away like something precious¡ªsomething he would look back on when he grew too weary, so everything would seem as though it was worth it.


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    The atmosphere at the table fell into a silence, a silence which made one feel uneasy.


    "Got it." Shan Haiming then said simply, "I told my parents."


    "Hey, that doesn''t matter. It''s not like you''re an outsider anyhow." Xia Li''s laugh was a now away from the receiver. "Xiao Ning said he''s afraid of disturbing us."


    But once Lu Yan saw how he hurried to answer the call, along with his cheerful tone, and the smile he wore when her answered; for no reason at all, his chest tightened, and without knowing why, he didn''t want to leave. So he stood there with arms folded over his chest.


    Xiao Ning pulled his lips into a smile. "Right... But we understand that, Xia Li does not. He also likes you a lot¡ªlike, a whole lot."


    I sliver of dread flashed within Xiao Ning''s mind, from which he quickly awakened. This was nothing serious, it couldn''t be. What was I even thinking?


    Right as Xiao Ning was again about to persuade Lu Yan, his phone rang. Glancing at the screen, he saw it was Shan Haiming and didn''t dare not immediately answer. "Hello? Why are you calling right now?"


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    They were like a pair of enthusiastic young, the kind that renders the ''single dogs'' amongst them blind with their brilliance.


    From the other end of the line, Shan Haiming asked, "How enthusiastic... What''s wrong, is there someone beside you?"


    "So are you coming or not? Who do you even know? Acting so grumpy all of a sudden." Lu Yan tossed the phone to Xia Li after he was speaking. "Hello? Xiao Ning, it''s mainly because it''s been so long since we''ve seen you, okay? There''s no other meaning, so you can relax. I''m not that stingy."


    "Hey, that doesn''t matter. It''s not like you''re an outsider anyhow." Xia Li''s laugh was a now away from the receiver. "Xiao Ning said he''s afraid of disturbing us."


    Xiao Ning wrinkled his brows, also not knowing what was wrong with that young master.


    Turning his body around, Xiao Ning said with a smile, "Yep."


    "Okay, I''ll tell him what you said, along with returning to see you guys one day." Xiao Ning''s heart softened at this. In his childhood years, his parents relationship was quite awful, and neither cared about him in the least. After some time he then found himself orphaned by both parents. Due to this, the left over love and care Lu Yan''s parents gave to him was the closest thing to family Xiao Ning had ever known in his entire existence. "You and uncle should take care of yourselves too. Does the medicine I sent to you guys before still work?"


    Ignoring that question, Lu Yan licked his lips, a way in which he displayed his anxiousness. "It''s not like it''s the first time you''ve stayed there, so haven''t you always stayed there without any issue? What''s wrong with it now?"


    Xia Li let out a light chuckle at this, sending Xiao Ning a wink when Lu Yan wasn''t looking his way.


    "Got it." Shan Haiming then said simply, "I told my parents."


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    Xiao Ning listened with all smiles, but then Lu Yan interrupted. "Xia Li, let''s order first."


    ?¡ó?


    "Got it." Shan Haiming then said simply, "I told my parents."


    But Lu Yan wore look of his top being blown to high heaven as he blurted out, "Then come back to live with me."

 CH 18

    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    Xiao Ning was almost flattered by the sentiment. "What are you even saying? Why would I be angry at you?"


    So despite him saying this, when his family background is taken into consideration, how could it be possible that things really went as quietly as he said? Forget about an industry giant like the Rihua Group, and someone with such as huge standing as Chairman Shan, even in ordinary families, wouldn''t having one''s son suddenly come out the closet not resulting in birds flying and dogs jumping just be strange?


    Furthermore, he was more concerned over Shan Haiming''s family issues than his own. "Did you say Sunday? If so, I do have the time, but how am I going to get there?"


    Xiao Ning had no idea what Lu Yan was thinking about, only wondering himself what reason there was for Lu Yan''s change in character. Could the reason for his change of heart be related to Xia Li?


    Lu Yan was the youngest son of his family, a family with a strict father at its head. So from his childhood he had developed his skills¡ªthat when compounded with his looks, that beaming smile as he spoke softly, and an effortless sincere attitude¡ªgave that handsome face of his a beautiful and innocent look. It was a look that made others feel it would be a sin to not forgive him. So it was no wonder why the partners he found would run themselves around in circles by his coaxing.


    While from beside him, Lu Yan listened even more carefully.


    Lu Yan was the youngest son of his family, a family with a strict father at its head. So from his childhood he had developed his skills¡ªthat when compounded with his looks, that beaming smile as he spoke softly, and an effortless sincere attitude¡ªgave that handsome face of his a beautiful and innocent look. It was a look that made others feel it would be a sin to not forgive him. So it was no wonder why the partners he found would run themselves around in circles by his coaxing.


    "If I''m busy doing everything, the people under me won''t need to get paid." Shan Haiming then let he impatience be known. "So I''ll come pick you up on Saturday. That place is so far, the earlier you move the better. Anyhow, I have some business to attend to on my end right now so I''m hanging up."


    At once, Xiao Ning retracted his gaze, his expression now calm, his attention returning to the call he had ongoing. "You just reminded me that there were still some things I need to move, so Saturday''s good. I''ll send you the address later. It''s near a prime transit area so its really easy to find."


    "You told your parents?" But Xiao Ning had no time to care about him, only anxiously asking, "What was their reaction?"


    Possibly recalling something, he stopped speaking halfway, staring at Xiao Ning''s as his changing expression a few times, before pursing his lips and frowning.


    So he had no idea what the reason for the change was.


    "No, not yet." Never expecting him also being able to remember his own issue, Xiao Ning''s heart couldn''t help being touched. It also made him not want to add any more troubles to Shan Haiming all the more.


    Lu Yan removed his hand, then happily followed Xiao Ning back inside to their seats.


    This sentiment of his made Xiao Ning''s heart feel incredibly at peace. Discussing matters with Shan Haiming always made him feel that way, in fact. It seems as though such things to Shan Haiming don''t matter at all¡ªthat, to him, other people getting themselves tangled up in overly careful thoughts is simply ridiculous, and the right thing to do is just not think about it. "If I get hurt, I''ll get hurt. It''s not the end of the world, really."


    "Why is it that every time you open your mouth it''s all about Xia Li?" Lu Yan''s eyes flashed, his gaze gradually becoming grave. "Xiao''Ning, you''ve been acting really unusual lately. Did something happen between you and Xia Li? You were never like this before. You..."


    He had only meant to ask for an address, but Shan Haiming replied, "I''ll come pick you up. How could I let my boyfriend take a taxi over to meet my parents all by his lonesome?"


    "What reaction? They just told me they wanted to meet you. Are you free this Sunday?" Within Shan Haiming''s words, nothing giving away what the situation was like could be heard, with that typical indifference of his.


    At this point, Xiao Ning had nothing more to say, building layer upon layer in his heart before flashing a smile and shaking his head at Lu Yan who had an arm around him. "Do I look as though I still don''t know your character? If I was going to be mad at you, I would''ve been rolling with rage at you since long ago."


    "Wang Hua mentioned it. He''s quite efficient when it comes to handling business." Shan Haiming''s sentence explained it all. Xiao Ning then thought about it some more. It was Shan Haiming who had sent Wang Hua the message. Based on appearances, he looked like a person covered in thorns, but the truth was, he was the type who really looked after people, so him asking more questions as a follow up was quite normal.


    He had lent Lu Yan his own umbrella so Lu Yan could go chase after girls, all while he would stand in front of the library, waiting for the rain to end. He would help Lu Yan when he skipped classes to on dates, by filling in Lu Yan''s name in the roster himself. Then for the final project of the semester, he and Lu Yan would form a group. But Lu Yan would go help his girlfriend in a different department complete her project and leave him to complete both their parts of their projects alone.


    So despite him saying this, when his family background is taken into consideration, how could it be possible that things really went as quietly as he said? Forget about an industry giant like the Rihua Group, and someone with such as huge standing as Chairman Shan, even in ordinary families, wouldn''t having one''s son suddenly come out the closet not resulting in birds flying and dogs jumping just be strange?


    Did the sun just rise in the west? Did Lu Yan just seriously think up such a thing? Xiao Ning had known Lu Yan for over two decades, this was the first time it had happened. Every other time Lu Yan would always only think of how others had wronged him.


    Still, it doesn''t necessarily mean I would have a hard time. But is it really possible I''d be asked to go to his family to meet them in such a short period of time? Should it be said Shan Haiming''s ability is that great, or that the Shan family members are incredibly open-minded? Plus, whether Shan Haihong had something to do with this matter was unknown.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning replied simply. Then thinking about Lu Yan''s true love he urged, "We should get back, alright?"


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning replied simply. Then thinking about Lu Yan''s true love he urged, "We should get back, alright?"


    While from beside him, Lu Yan listened even more carefully.


    The power of true love is impressive.


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    Until recently... recently...


    Shan Haiming said nothing about this matter of finding the place. "Got it. I''ll come pick you up on Saturday."


    Shan Haiming said nothing about this matter of finding the place. "Got it. I''ll come pick you up on Saturday."


    So he had no idea what the reason for the change was.


    He really is a man with a plan.


    "No, not yet." Never expecting him also being able to remember his own issue, Xiao Ning''s heart couldn''t help being touched. It also made him not want to add any more troubles to Shan Haiming all the more.


    Xiao Ning had no idea what Lu Yan was thinking about, only wondering himself what reason there was for Lu Yan''s change in character. Could the reason for his change of heart be related to Xia Li?


    Lu Yan was the youngest son of his family, a family with a strict father at its head. So from his childhood he had developed his skills¡ªthat when compounded with his looks, that beaming smile as he spoke softly, and an effortless sincere attitude¡ªgave that handsome face of his a beautiful and innocent look. It was a look that made others feel it would be a sin to not forgive him. So it was no wonder why the partners he found would run themselves around in circles by his coaxing.


    "What reaction? They just told me they wanted to meet you. Are you free this Sunday?" Within Shan Haiming''s words, nothing giving away what the situation was like could be heard, with that typical indifference of his.


    Furthermore, he was more concerned over Shan Haiming''s family issues than his own. "Did you say Sunday? If so, I do have the time, but how am I going to get there?"


    As a reflex, Xiao Ning declined, saying, "No, you don''t need to do that. Aren''t you busy with work?"


    He had only meant to ask for an address, but Shan Haiming replied, "I''ll come pick you up. How could I let my boyfriend take a taxi over to meet my parents all by his lonesome?"


    "It''s to help you move to your new place." Shan Haiming''s lips twisted into a smirk, as if there was something funny that Xiao Ning couldn''t seem to get. "Do you don''t have a car, right?"


    After putting on their act a couple tomes, Xiao Ning grew a bit accustomed to his teasing. What''s more, Lu Yan was currently beside him, making him wanting to put on an act a bit, so he directly replied, "You got that right. Others shouldn''t have to trouble themselves over this matter at all. So if you didn''t come pick me up I would''ve hunted you down to ask for reimbursements for the fare."


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    Xiao Ning let out a hopeless laugh, during which Lu Yan asked from beside him, "Is you call over?"


    Xiao Ning let out a hopeless laugh, during which Lu Yan asked from beside him, "Is you call over?"


    "Alright, I got it. I''ll come pick you up on Sunday." Shan Haiming''s tone was lower than ordinary, not at all in line with his usual clear voice; and when he released it, doing so gently, it was tinged with wafts of tenderness. "You don''t need to worry, alright? I won''t let you get hurthurt here specifically refers to being screwed over.."


    So despite him saying this, when his family background is taken into consideration, how could it be possible that things really went as quietly as he said? Forget about an industry giant like the Rihua Group, and someone with such as huge standing as Chairman Shan, even in ordinary families, wouldn''t having one''s son suddenly come out the closet not resulting in birds flying and dogs jumping just be strange?


    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    Lu Yan spied at him for a long time, and once he knew Xiao Ning was not lying, he grinned, visibly relaxing before punching Xiao Ning on the arm. "I knew you wouldn''t take everything to heart. Anyway, who was that just now? Was it that new friend you mentioned?"


    After putting on their act a couple tomes, Xiao Ning grew a bit accustomed to his teasing. What''s more, Lu Yan was currently beside him, making him wanting to put on an act a bit, so he directly replied, "You got that right. Others shouldn''t have to trouble themselves over this matter at all. So if you didn''t come pick me up I would''ve hunted you down to ask for reimbursements for the fare."


    Lu Yan also regards Xiao Ning as a close friend, but the more he did this, the more he could not control his temper when it came to Xiao Ning. With others, he pretends to patient to make them happy, which makes him happy in turn. But with Xiao Ning, he just doesn''t know what sort of things tolerance or concession even were. If was the least bit unhappy he would be extremely arrogant, domineering, and unreasonable; and no matter how bad tempered he was to him, he never felt he was unjustified in doing so in any way.


    Furthermore, he was more concerned over Shan Haiming''s family issues than his own. "Did you say Sunday? If so, I do have the time, but how am I going to get there?"


    This sentiment of his made Xiao Ning''s heart feel incredibly at peace. Discussing matters with Shan Haiming always made him feel that way, in fact. It seems as though such things to Shan Haiming don''t matter at all¡ªthat, to him, other people getting themselves tangled up in overly careful thoughts is simply ridiculous, and the right thing to do is just not think about it. "If I get hurt, I''ll get hurt. It''s not the end of the world, really."


    Amongst this mix of hopeless humility and insignificant fervour, it seemed as though the two were a great distance away from one other, but once they reached out and touched, it was still scalding.


    Lu Yan thought it over carefully. It ought to be around the time Xia Li showed up that Xiao Ning became considerably different. Usually, even if Xiao Ning had disappeared from his life for a long time, he never felt as though they were far apart. All it would take was a beaconing wave from his end and Xiao Ning would return to his side without showing any reaction. But now, when Xiao Ning stood before him, he felt as if every inch of his body was permeated with a distant air, one that gave him the sense the other man would turn and walk away at any given second.


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    Still, it doesn''t necessarily mean I would have a hard time. But is it really possible I''d be asked to go to his family to meet them in such a short period of time? Should it be said Shan Haiming''s ability is that great, or that the Shan family members are incredibly open-minded? Plus, whether Shan Haihong had something to do with this matter was unknown.


    Xiao Ning was rather shocked by his question. "How did you know I found a place already?"


    Lu Yan spied at him for a long time, and once he knew Xiao Ning was not lying, he grinned, visibly relaxing before punching Xiao Ning on the arm. "I knew you wouldn''t take everything to heart. Anyway, who was that just now? Was it that new friend you mentioned?"


    "Wang Hua mentioned it. He''s quite efficient when it comes to handling business." Shan Haiming''s sentence explained it all. Xiao Ning then thought about it some more. It was Shan Haiming who had sent Wang Hua the message. Based on appearances, he looked like a person covered in thorns, but the truth was, he was the type who really looked after people, so him asking more questions as a follow up was quite normal.


    This sentiment of his made Xiao Ning''s heart feel incredibly at peace. Discussing matters with Shan Haiming always made him feel that way, in fact. It seems as though such things to Shan Haiming don''t matter at all¡ªthat, to him, other people getting themselves tangled up in overly careful thoughts is simply ridiculous, and the right thing to do is just not think about it. "If I get hurt, I''ll get hurt. It''s not the end of the world, really."


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    Until recently... recently...


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    This question greatly shocked Xiao Ning.


    Still, it doesn''t necessarily mean I would have a hard time. But is it really possible I''d be asked to go to his family to meet them in such a short period of time? Should it be said Shan Haiming''s ability is that great, or that the Shan family members are incredibly open-minded? Plus, whether Shan Haihong had something to do with this matter was unknown.


    Those words were true, from the beginning, Xiao Ning was never angry at Lu Yan, neither had he ever felt wronged by him. Those matters of his was just something he had to bear himself, so who could he blame?


    As he said all that, Xiao Ning still thought of giving his final struggle, but was not allowed to so much as voice his ''wait a minute'' before the call was cut off, not allowing him to continue speaking at all.


    Until recently... recently...


    "If I''m busy doing everything, the people under me won''t need to get paid." Shan Haiming then let he impatience be known. "So I''ll come pick you up on Saturday. That place is so far, the earlier you move the better. Anyhow, I have some business to attend to on my end right now so I''m hanging up."


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


    He, himself, knew he was someone who dragged his feet, so even more he wasn''t going to let himself procrastinate this time around.


    "Are you..." Lu Yan, seeming to have a hard time saying what he intended, lowered his head slightly, lifting his eyes to look at Xiao Ning for a long time. His Staring at Xiao Ning had begun to make him a bit fearful, so he looked away, mumbling a bit as he asked, "Are you mad at me?"


    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but turn around to look at Lu Yan. Lu Yan, who at that moment, seemed baffled by all he heard, seeming quite confused. But then, all of a sudden, that befuddled person turned their head to look at him, a gaze filled with words wanting to be professed yet withheld out a hesitance meeting his own; unable to help the stun that then overtook him.


    "No, not yet." Never expecting him also being able to remember his own issue, Xiao Ning''s heart couldn''t help being touched. It also made him not want to add any more troubles to Shan Haiming all the more.


    Lu Yan spied at him for a long time, and once he knew Xiao Ning was not lying, he grinned, visibly relaxing before punching Xiao Ning on the arm. "I knew you wouldn''t take everything to heart. Anyway, who was that just now? Was it that new friend you mentioned?"


    "No, not yet." Never expecting him also being able to remember his own issue, Xiao Ning''s heart couldn''t help being touched. It also made him not want to add any more troubles to Shan Haiming all the more.


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    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    He really is a man with a plan.


    This question greatly shocked Xiao Ning.


    At once, Xiao Ning retracted his gaze, his expression now calm, his attention returning to the call he had ongoing. "You just reminded me that there were still some things I need to move, so Saturday''s good. I''ll send you the address later. It''s near a prime transit area so its really easy to find."


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    "Are you..." Lu Yan, seeming to have a hard time saying what he intended, lowered his head slightly, lifting his eyes to look at Xiao Ning for a long time. His Staring at Xiao Ning had begun to make him a bit fearful, so he looked away, mumbling a bit as he asked, "Are you mad at me?"


    Still, it doesn''t necessarily mean I would have a hard time. But is it really possible I''d be asked to go to his family to meet them in such a short period of time? Should it be said Shan Haiming''s ability is that great, or that the Shan family members are incredibly open-minded? Plus, whether Shan Haihong had something to do with this matter was unknown.


    Shan Haiming said nothing about this matter of finding the place. "Got it. I''ll come pick you up on Saturday."


    Xiao Ning was almost flattered by the sentiment. "What are you even saying? Why would I be angry at you?"


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    N/A


    Admitting Mistakes


    While from beside him, Lu Yan listened even more carefully.


    Those words were true, from the beginning, Xiao Ning was never angry at Lu Yan, neither had he ever felt wronged by him. Those matters of his was just something he had to bear himself, so who could he blame?


    He really is a man with a plan.


    "Saturday?" Xiao Ning then asked curiously, "Didn''t you say it was Sunday? Why did it change?"


    After putting on their act a couple tomes, Xiao Ning grew a bit accustomed to his teasing. What''s more, Lu Yan was currently beside him, making him wanting to put on an act a bit, so he directly replied, "You got that right. Others shouldn''t have to trouble themselves over this matter at all. So if you didn''t come pick me up I would''ve hunted you down to ask for reimbursements for the fare."


    As a reflex, Xiao Ning declined, saying, "No, you don''t need to do that. Aren''t you busy with work?"


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    Those words were true, from the beginning, Xiao Ning was never angry at Lu Yan, neither had he ever felt wronged by him. Those matters of his was just something he had to bear himself, so who could he blame?


    Xiao Ning had no idea what Lu Yan was thinking about, only wondering himself what reason there was for Lu Yan''s change in character. Could the reason for his change of heart be related to Xia Li?


    "It''s to help you move to your new place." Shan Haiming''s lips twisted into a smirk, as if there was something funny that Xiao Ning couldn''t seem to get. "Do you don''t have a car, right?"


    He had lent Lu Yan his own umbrella so Lu Yan could go chase after girls, all while he would stand in front of the library, waiting for the rain to end. He would help Lu Yan when he skipped classes to on dates, by filling in Lu Yan''s name in the roster himself. Then for the final project of the semester, he and Lu Yan would form a group. But Lu Yan would go help his girlfriend in a different department complete her project and leave him to complete both their parts of their projects alone.


    "If I''m busy doing everything, the people under me won''t need to get paid." Shan Haiming then let he impatience be known. "So I''ll come pick you up on Saturday. That place is so far, the earlier you move the better. Anyhow, I have some business to attend to on my end right now so I''m hanging up."


    Admitting Mistakes


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


    Lu Yan was the youngest son of his family, a family with a strict father at its head. So from his childhood he had developed his skills¡ªthat when compounded with his looks, that beaming smile as he spoke softly, and an effortless sincere attitude¡ªgave that handsome face of his a beautiful and innocent look. It was a look that made others feel it would be a sin to not forgive him. So it was no wonder why the partners he found would run themselves around in circles by his coaxing.


    "Alright, I got it. I''ll come pick you up on Sunday." Shan Haiming''s tone was lower than ordinary, not at all in line with his usual clear voice; and when he released it, doing so gently, it was tinged with wafts of tenderness. "You don''t need to worry, alright? I won''t let you get hurthurt here specifically refers to being screwed over.."


    Lu Yan thought it over carefully. It ought to be around the time Xia Li showed up that Xiao Ning became considerably different. Usually, even if Xiao Ning had disappeared from his life for a long time, he never felt as though they were far apart. All it would take was a beaconing wave from his end and Xiao Ning would return to his side without showing any reaction. But now, when Xiao Ning stood before him, he felt as if every inch of his body was permeated with a distant air, one that gave him the sense the other man would turn and walk away at any given second.


    As a reflex, Xiao Ning declined, saying, "No, you don''t need to do that. Aren''t you busy with work?"


    He had only meant to ask for an address, but Shan Haiming replied, "I''ll come pick you up. How could I let my boyfriend take a taxi over to meet my parents all by his lonesome?"


    So he had no idea what the reason for the change was.


    After saying this Lu Yan scratched his nose. "I''m really not used to you acting like this, so cut me some slack, alright, bro?"


    "I''m really fed up with you, yet I''m so generous" was clearly plastered over Lu Yan''s face, he then hooked his arm over Xiao Ning''s shoulder, making them look as closely knit as they were during their days as students, before using a teasing tone to voice his complaints. "How come I never you could be so petty before? Just like a woman."


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    He really is a man with a plan.


    "If I''m busy doing everything, the people under me won''t need to get paid." Shan Haiming then let he impatience be known. "So I''ll come pick you up on Saturday. That place is so far, the earlier you move the better. Anyhow, I have some business to attend to on my end right now so I''m hanging up."


    While from beside him, Lu Yan listened even more carefully.


    Lu Yan removed his hand, then happily followed Xiao Ning back inside to their seats.


    "I''m really fed up with you, yet I''m so generous" was clearly plastered over Lu Yan''s face, he then hooked his arm over Xiao Ning''s shoulder, making them look as closely knit as they were during their days as students, before using a teasing tone to voice his complaints. "How come I never you could be so petty before? Just like a woman."


    "Are you..." Lu Yan, seeming to have a hard time saying what he intended, lowered his head slightly, lifting his eyes to look at Xiao Ning for a long time. His Staring at Xiao Ning had begun to make him a bit fearful, so he looked away, mumbling a bit as he asked, "Are you mad at me?"


    Lu Yan also regards Xiao Ning as a close friend, but the more he did this, the more he could not control his temper when it came to Xiao Ning. With others, he pretends to patient to make them happy, which makes him happy in turn. But with Xiao Ning, he just doesn''t know what sort of things tolerance or concession even were. If was the least bit unhappy he would be extremely arrogant, domineering, and unreasonable; and no matter how bad tempered he was to him, he never felt he was unjustified in doing so in any way.


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    "Alright, I got it. I''ll come pick you up on Sunday." Shan Haiming''s tone was lower than ordinary, not at all in line with his usual clear voice; and when he released it, doing so gently, it was tinged with wafts of tenderness. "You don''t need to worry, alright? I won''t let you get hurthurt here specifically refers to being screwed over.."


    As he said all that, Xiao Ning still thought of giving his final struggle, but was not allowed to so much as voice his ''wait a minute'' before the call was cut off, not allowing him to continue speaking at all.


    Lu Yan thought it over carefully. It ought to be around the time Xia Li showed up that Xiao Ning became considerably different. Usually, even if Xiao Ning had disappeared from his life for a long time, he never felt as though they were far apart. All it would take was a beaconing wave from his end and Xiao Ning would return to his side without showing any reaction. But now, when Xiao Ning stood before him, he felt as if every inch of his body was permeated with a distant air, one that gave him the sense the other man would turn and walk away at any given second.


    He really is a man with a plan.


    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    As he said all that, Xiao Ning still thought of giving his final struggle, but was not allowed to so much as voice his ''wait a minute'' before the call was cut off, not allowing him to continue speaking at all.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning replied simply. Then thinking about Lu Yan''s true love he urged, "We should get back, alright?"


    Xiao Ning let out a hopeless laugh, during which Lu Yan asked from beside him, "Is you call over?"


    As he said all that, Xiao Ning still thought of giving his final struggle, but was not allowed to so much as voice his ''wait a minute'' before the call was cut off, not allowing him to continue speaking at all.


    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    Lu Yan removed his hand, then happily followed Xiao Ning back inside to their seats.


    But the only person he never confessed his wrong-doings to was Xiao Ning. Never having done so because he never had to need to.


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    This question greatly shocked Xiao Ning.


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    Furthermore, he was more concerned over Shan Haiming''s family issues than his own. "Did you say Sunday? If so, I do have the time, but how am I going to get there?"


    Possibly recalling something, he stopped speaking halfway, staring at Xiao Ning''s as his changing expression a few times, before pursing his lips and frowning.


    These ups and down within Xiao Ning''s heart were complex and difficult to put into words. Nonetheless, on his face was a flush of warmth carried like a breath of spring, curling his lips into a smile, one gentle and kind. "It''s really not good for Xia Li to ignored and left inside there on his own."


    Xiao Ning didn''t have to think especially hard to recall a few piles of times he became a scapegoat for Lu Yan''s sake. They''ve known each other for so long, long enough to have completely filled up the entirety of Xiao Ning''s misery-laden childhood and youth, long enough for for all those memories to easily drown him.


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    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    He had lent Lu Yan his own umbrella so Lu Yan could go chase after girls, all while he would stand in front of the library, waiting for the rain to end. He would help Lu Yan when he skipped classes to on dates, by filling in Lu Yan''s name in the roster himself. Then for the final project of the semester, he and Lu Yan would form a group. But Lu Yan would go help his girlfriend in a different department complete her project and leave him to complete both their parts of their projects alone.


    He never thought a small change in Xiao Ning''s attitude could affect him like that.


    Amongst this mix of hopeless humility and insignificant fervour, it seemed as though the two were a great distance away from one other, but once they reached out and touched, it was still scalding.


    At that, Shan Haiming''s mood seemed to brighten greatly, a light chuckle escaping him. "Okay. By the way, are you moving this Saturday?"


    These ups and down within Xiao Ning''s heart were complex and difficult to put into words. Nonetheless, on his face was a flush of warmth carried like a breath of spring, curling his lips into a smile, one gentle and kind. "It''s really not good for Xia Li to ignored and left inside there on his own."


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    Until recently... recently...


    He had only meant to ask for an address, but Shan Haiming replied, "I''ll come pick you up. How could I let my boyfriend take a taxi over to meet my parents all by his lonesome?"


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    "Why is it that every time you open your mouth it''s all about Xia Li?" Lu Yan''s eyes flashed, his gaze gradually becoming grave. "Xiao''Ning, you''ve been acting really unusual lately. Did something happen between you and Xia Li? You were never like this before. You..."


    "Why is it that every time you open your mouth it''s all about Xia Li?" Lu Yan''s eyes flashed, his gaze gradually becoming grave. "Xiao''Ning, you''ve been acting really unusual lately. Did something happen between you and Xia Li? You were never like this before. You..."


    Admitting Mistakes


    Xiao Ning let out a hopeless laugh, during which Lu Yan asked from beside him, "Is you call over?"


    So despite him saying this, when his family background is taken into consideration, how could it be possible that things really went as quietly as he said? Forget about an industry giant like the Rihua Group, and someone with such as huge standing as Chairman Shan, even in ordinary families, wouldn''t having one''s son suddenly come out the closet not resulting in birds flying and dogs jumping just be strange?


    He had lent Lu Yan his own umbrella so Lu Yan could go chase after girls, all while he would stand in front of the library, waiting for the rain to end. He would help Lu Yan when he skipped classes to on dates, by filling in Lu Yan''s name in the roster himself. Then for the final project of the semester, he and Lu Yan would form a group. But Lu Yan would go help his girlfriend in a different department complete her project and leave him to complete both their parts of their projects alone.


    Possibly recalling something, he stopped speaking halfway, staring at Xiao Ning''s as his changing expression a few times, before pursing his lips and frowning.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but turn around to look at Lu Yan. Lu Yan, who at that moment, seemed baffled by all he heard, seeming quite confused. But then, all of a sudden, that befuddled person turned their head to look at him, a gaze filled with words wanting to be professed yet withheld out a hesitance meeting his own; unable to help the stun that then overtook him.


    "Why is it that every time you open your mouth it''s all about Xia Li?" Lu Yan''s eyes flashed, his gaze gradually becoming grave. "Xiao''Ning, you''ve been acting really unusual lately. Did something happen between you and Xia Li? You were never like this before. You..."


    The power of true love is impressive.


    Not knowing why he was doing this, asked, "Is something wrong?"


    Shan Haiming said nothing about this matter of finding the place. "Got it. I''ll come pick you up on Saturday."


    He, himself, knew he was someone who dragged his feet, so even more he wasn''t going to let himself procrastinate this time around.


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    "Are you..." Lu Yan, seeming to have a hard time saying what he intended, lowered his head slightly, lifting his eyes to look at Xiao Ning for a long time. His Staring at Xiao Ning had begun to make him a bit fearful, so he looked away, mumbling a bit as he asked, "Are you mad at me?"


    Xiao Ning let out a hopeless laugh, during which Lu Yan asked from beside him, "Is you call over?"


    "It''s to help you move to your new place." Shan Haiming''s lips twisted into a smirk, as if there was something funny that Xiao Ning couldn''t seem to get. "Do you don''t have a car, right?"


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    So despite him saying this, when his family background is taken into consideration, how could it be possible that things really went as quietly as he said? Forget about an industry giant like the Rihua Group, and someone with such as huge standing as Chairman Shan, even in ordinary families, wouldn''t having one''s son suddenly come out the closet not resulting in birds flying and dogs jumping just be strange?


    Did the sun just rise in the west? Did Lu Yan just seriously think up such a thing? Xiao Ning had known Lu Yan for over two decades, this was the first time it had happened. Every other time Lu Yan would always only think of how others had wronged him.


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    At this point, Xiao Ning had nothing more to say, building layer upon layer in his heart before flashing a smile and shaking his head at Lu Yan who had an arm around him. "Do I look as though I still don''t know your character? If I was going to be mad at you, I would''ve been rolling with rage at you since long ago."


    This question greatly shocked Xiao Ning.


    At once, Xiao Ning retracted his gaze, his expression now calm, his attention returning to the call he had ongoing. "You just reminded me that there were still some things I need to move, so Saturday''s good. I''ll send you the address later. It''s near a prime transit area so its really easy to find."


    Did the sun just rise in the west? Did Lu Yan just seriously think up such a thing? Xiao Ning had known Lu Yan for over two decades, this was the first time it had happened. Every other time Lu Yan would always only think of how others had wronged him.


    After saying this Lu Yan scratched his nose. "I''m really not used to you acting like this, so cut me some slack, alright, bro?"


    Lu Yan also regards Xiao Ning as a close friend, but the more he did this, the more he could not control his temper when it came to Xiao Ning. With others, he pretends to patient to make them happy, which makes him happy in turn. But with Xiao Ning, he just doesn''t know what sort of things tolerance or concession even were. If was the least bit unhappy he would be extremely arrogant, domineering, and unreasonable; and no matter how bad tempered he was to him, he never felt he was unjustified in doing so in any way.


    Furthermore, he was more concerned over Shan Haiming''s family issues than his own. "Did you say Sunday? If so, I do have the time, but how am I going to get there?"


    "Alright, I got it. I''ll come pick you up on Sunday." Shan Haiming''s tone was lower than ordinary, not at all in line with his usual clear voice; and when he released it, doing so gently, it was tinged with wafts of tenderness. "You don''t need to worry, alright? I won''t let you get hurthurt here specifically refers to being screwed over.."


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    These ups and down within Xiao Ning''s heart were complex and difficult to put into words. Nonetheless, on his face was a flush of warmth carried like a breath of spring, curling his lips into a smile, one gentle and kind. "It''s really not good for Xia Li to ignored and left inside there on his own."


    Xiao Ning didn''t have to think especially hard to recall a few piles of times he became a scapegoat for Lu Yan''s sake. They''ve known each other for so long, long enough to have completely filled up the entirety of Xiao Ning''s misery-laden childhood and youth, long enough for for all those memories to easily drown him.


    Xiao Ning was almost flattered by the sentiment. "What are you even saying? Why would I be angry at you?"


    Those words were true, from the beginning, Xiao Ning was never angry at Lu Yan, neither had he ever felt wronged by him. Those matters of his was just something he had to bear himself, so who could he blame?


    So despite him saying this, when his family background is taken into consideration, how could it be possible that things really went as quietly as he said? Forget about an industry giant like the Rihua Group, and someone with such as huge standing as Chairman Shan, even in ordinary families, wouldn''t having one''s son suddenly come out the closet not resulting in birds flying and dogs jumping just be strange?


    As he said all that, Xiao Ning still thought of giving his final struggle, but was not allowed to so much as voice his ''wait a minute'' before the call was cut off, not allowing him to continue speaking at all.


    "Hey." Lu Yan clicked his tongue, seeming a little irritated. "Is it because Xia Li said something to you that day? Why are you doing all this, huh? Like, come on. Xia Li is my man, shouldn''t I protect him at least that much? And besides, it''s not like we''re strangers, are we? So if I ever say anything out of turn like that, you shouldn''t take it personally."


    Admitting Mistakes


    Lu Yan removed his hand, then happily followed Xiao Ning back inside to their seats.


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    He had only meant to ask for an address, but Shan Haiming replied, "I''ll come pick you up. How could I let my boyfriend take a taxi over to meet my parents all by his lonesome?"


    Lu Yan spied at him for a long time, and once he knew Xiao Ning was not lying, he grinned, visibly relaxing before punching Xiao Ning on the arm. "I knew you wouldn''t take everything to heart. Anyway, who was that just now? Was it that new friend you mentioned?"


    "I''m really fed up with you, yet I''m so generous" was clearly plastered over Lu Yan''s face, he then hooked his arm over Xiao Ning''s shoulder, making them look as closely knit as they were during their days as students, before using a teasing tone to voice his complaints. "How come I never you could be so petty before? Just like a woman."


    "Hey." Lu Yan clicked his tongue, seeming a little irritated. "Is it because Xia Li said something to you that day? Why are you doing all this, huh? Like, come on. Xia Li is my man, shouldn''t I protect him at least that much? And besides, it''s not like we''re strangers, are we? So if I ever say anything out of turn like that, you shouldn''t take it personally."


    After saying this Lu Yan scratched his nose. "I''m really not used to you acting like this, so cut me some slack, alright, bro?"


    The power of true love is impressive.


    Lu Yan was the youngest son of his family, a family with a strict father at its head. So from his childhood he had developed his skills¡ªthat when compounded with his looks, that beaming smile as he spoke softly, and an effortless sincere attitude¡ªgave that handsome face of his a beautiful and innocent look. It was a look that made others feel it would be a sin to not forgive him. So it was no wonder why the partners he found would run themselves around in circles by his coaxing.


    He, himself, knew he was someone who dragged his feet, so even more he wasn''t going to let himself procrastinate this time around.


    But the only person he never confessed his wrong-doings to was Xiao Ning. Never having done so because he never had to need to.


    These ups and down within Xiao Ning''s heart were complex and difficult to put into words. Nonetheless, on his face was a flush of warmth carried like a breath of spring, curling his lips into a smile, one gentle and kind. "It''s really not good for Xia Li to ignored and left inside there on his own."


    Possibly recalling something, he stopped speaking halfway, staring at Xiao Ning''s as his changing expression a few times, before pursing his lips and frowning.


    Lu Yan thought it over carefully. It ought to be around the time Xia Li showed up that Xiao Ning became considerably different. Usually, even if Xiao Ning had disappeared from his life for a long time, he never felt as though they were far apart. All it would take was a beaconing wave from his end and Xiao Ning would return to his side without showing any reaction. But now, when Xiao Ning stood before him, he felt as if every inch of his body was permeated with a distant air, one that gave him the sense the other man would turn and walk away at any given second.


    N/A


    "Wang Hua mentioned it. He''s quite efficient when it comes to handling business." Shan Haiming''s sentence explained it all. Xiao Ning then thought about it some more. It was Shan Haiming who had sent Wang Hua the message. Based on appearances, he looked like a person covered in thorns, but the truth was, he was the type who really looked after people, so him asking more questions as a follow up was quite normal.


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


    "Saturday?" Xiao Ning then asked curiously, "Didn''t you say it was Sunday? Why did it change?"


    "I''m really fed up with you, yet I''m so generous" was clearly plastered over Lu Yan''s face, he then hooked his arm over Xiao Ning''s shoulder, making them look as closely knit as they were during their days as students, before using a teasing tone to voice his complaints. "How come I never you could be so petty before? Just like a woman."


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    "Alright, I got it. I''ll come pick you up on Sunday." Shan Haiming''s tone was lower than ordinary, not at all in line with his usual clear voice; and when he released it, doing so gently, it was tinged with wafts of tenderness. "You don''t need to worry, alright? I won''t let you get hurthurt here specifically refers to being screwed over.."


    Xiao Ning was rather shocked by his question. "How did you know I found a place already?"


    Xiao Ning was rather shocked by his question. "How did you know I found a place already?"


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


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    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    Not knowing why he was doing this, asked, "Is something wrong?"


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    Lu Yan also regards Xiao Ning as a close friend, but the more he did this, the more he could not control his temper when it came to Xiao Ning. With others, he pretends to patient to make them happy, which makes him happy in turn. But with Xiao Ning, he just doesn''t know what sort of things tolerance or concession even were. If was the least bit unhappy he would be extremely arrogant, domineering, and unreasonable; and no matter how bad tempered he was to him, he never felt he was unjustified in doing so in any way.


    "What reaction? They just told me they wanted to meet you. Are you free this Sunday?" Within Shan Haiming''s words, nothing giving away what the situation was like could be heard, with that typical indifference of his.


    Amongst this mix of hopeless humility and insignificant fervour, it seemed as though the two were a great distance away from one other, but once they reached out and touched, it was still scalding.


    This sentiment of his made Xiao Ning''s heart feel incredibly at peace. Discussing matters with Shan Haiming always made him feel that way, in fact. It seems as though such things to Shan Haiming don''t matter at all¡ªthat, to him, other people getting themselves tangled up in overly careful thoughts is simply ridiculous, and the right thing to do is just not think about it. "If I get hurt, I''ll get hurt. It''s not the end of the world, really."


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    As a reflex, Xiao Ning declined, saying, "No, you don''t need to do that. Aren''t you busy with work?"


    "I''m really fed up with you, yet I''m so generous" was clearly plastered over Lu Yan''s face, he then hooked his arm over Xiao Ning''s shoulder, making them look as closely knit as they were during their days as students, before using a teasing tone to voice his complaints. "How come I never you could be so petty before? Just like a woman."


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    So he had no idea what the reason for the change was.


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    After saying this Lu Yan scratched his nose. "I''m really not used to you acting like this, so cut me some slack, alright, bro?"


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    "Xiao''Ning?" A dash of fear rose within Lu Yan. Xiao Ning''s recent attitude made him feel utterly uneasy, and from their childhood until now, Xiao Ning had been, without a doubt, the only person who had never made him feel ill at ease.


    "What reaction? They just told me they wanted to meet you. Are you free this Sunday?" Within Shan Haiming''s words, nothing giving away what the situation was like could be heard, with that typical indifference of his.


    He had lent Lu Yan his own umbrella so Lu Yan could go chase after girls, all while he would stand in front of the library, waiting for the rain to end. He would help Lu Yan when he skipped classes to on dates, by filling in Lu Yan''s name in the roster himself. Then for the final project of the semester, he and Lu Yan would form a group. But Lu Yan would go help his girlfriend in a different department complete her project and leave him to complete both their parts of their projects alone.


    Until recently... recently...


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    This question greatly shocked Xiao Ning.


    Lu Yan thought it over carefully. It ought to be around the time Xia Li showed up that Xiao Ning became considerably different. Usually, even if Xiao Ning had disappeared from his life for a long time, he never felt as though they were far apart. All it would take was a beaconing wave from his end and Xiao Ning would return to his side without showing any reaction. But now, when Xiao Ning stood before him, he felt as if every inch of his body was permeated with a distant air, one that gave him the sense the other man would turn and walk away at any given second.


    I never got any of the advantages, yet I thoroughly and unjustly got all the blame.


    "Wang Hua mentioned it. He''s quite efficient when it comes to handling business." Shan Haiming''s sentence explained it all. Xiao Ning then thought about it some more. It was Shan Haiming who had sent Wang Hua the message. Based on appearances, he looked like a person covered in thorns, but the truth was, he was the type who really looked after people, so him asking more questions as a follow up was quite normal.


    Lu Yan thought it over carefully. It ought to be around the time Xia Li showed up that Xiao Ning became considerably different. Usually, even if Xiao Ning had disappeared from his life for a long time, he never felt as though they were far apart. All it would take was a beaconing wave from his end and Xiao Ning would return to his side without showing any reaction. But now, when Xiao Ning stood before him, he felt as if every inch of his body was permeated with a distant air, one that gave him the sense the other man would turn and walk away at any given second.


    Feeling this anxious because of someone was a novelty for Lu Yan. It was different than when he was scared of being caught by Lu Anguo for doing something bad. That kind of painstaking terror and extreme restlessness, made so he often could never forget what he had done.


    Feeling this anxious because of someone was a novelty for Lu Yan. It was different than when he was scared of being caught by Lu Anguo for doing something bad. That kind of painstaking terror and extreme restlessness, made so he often could never forget what he had done.


    Admitting Mistakes


    At this point, Xiao Ning had nothing more to say, building layer upon layer in his heart before flashing a smile and shaking his head at Lu Yan who had an arm around him. "Do I look as though I still don''t know your character? If I was going to be mad at you, I would''ve been rolling with rage at you since long ago."


    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    Feeling this anxious because of someone was a novelty for Lu Yan. It was different than when he was scared of being caught by Lu Anguo for doing something bad. That kind of painstaking terror and extreme restlessness, made so he often could never forget what he had done.


    Admitting Mistakes


    Feeling this anxious because of someone was a novelty for Lu Yan. It was different than when he was scared of being caught by Lu Anguo for doing something bad. That kind of painstaking terror and extreme restlessness, made so he often could never forget what he had done.


    Lu Yan also regards Xiao Ning as a close friend, but the more he did this, the more he could not control his temper when it came to Xiao Ning. With others, he pretends to patient to make them happy, which makes him happy in turn. But with Xiao Ning, he just doesn''t know what sort of things tolerance or concession even were. If was the least bit unhappy he would be extremely arrogant, domineering, and unreasonable; and no matter how bad tempered he was to him, he never felt he was unjustified in doing so in any way.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning replied simply. Then thinking about Lu Yan''s true love he urged, "We should get back, alright?"


    "Well, honestly, there''s not much for me to move. I already moved some little by little so all that''s left is some small items. For the rest, I''m just waiting on them to be delivered, so when that happens I can live there." Saying this, Xiao Ning remembered something he wanted to say. He still had a good bit of stuff at Lu Yan''s house. They weren''t necessarily expensive things, but not taking them when he was moving would seem really strange. It would seem as tough he was helplessly hung up on the past, as if he was planning to return whenever he got the chance.


    He never thought a small change in Xiao Ning''s attitude could affect him like that.


    "Wang Hua mentioned it. He''s quite efficient when it comes to handling business." Shan Haiming''s sentence explained it all. Xiao Ning then thought about it some more. It was Shan Haiming who had sent Wang Hua the message. Based on appearances, he looked like a person covered in thorns, but the truth was, he was the type who really looked after people, so him asking more questions as a follow up was quite normal.


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    At once, Xiao Ning retracted his gaze, his expression now calm, his attention returning to the call he had ongoing. "You just reminded me that there were still some things I need to move, so Saturday''s good. I''ll send you the address later. It''s near a prime transit area so its really easy to find."


    Did the sun just rise in the west? Did Lu Yan just seriously think up such a thing? Xiao Ning had known Lu Yan for over two decades, this was the first time it had happened. Every other time Lu Yan would always only think of how others had wronged him.


    These ups and down within Xiao Ning''s heart were complex and difficult to put into words. Nonetheless, on his face was a flush of warmth carried like a breath of spring, curling his lips into a smile, one gentle and kind. "It''s really not good for Xia Li to ignored and left inside there on his own."


    Lu Yan refused to allow himself to suffer such a wrong. That sort of bad feeling made him uncomfortable. So he figured he might as find Xiao Ning and admit his he was wrong. He lost his temper at Xiao Ning a lot of times, anyhow, so him admitting to whichever mistake like this was good enough.


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


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    Until recently... recently...


    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    Xiao Ning had no idea what Lu Yan was thinking about, only wondering himself what reason there was for Lu Yan''s change in character. Could the reason for his change of heart be related to Xia Li?


    Xiao Ning was rather shocked by his question. "How did you know I found a place already?"


    The power of true love is impressive.


    So he had no idea what the reason for the change was.


    "You told your parents?" But Xiao Ning had no time to care about him, only anxiously asking, "What was their reaction?"


    Not knowing why he was doing this, asked, "Is something wrong?"


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    "Alright, I got it. I''ll come pick you up on Sunday." Shan Haiming''s tone was lower than ordinary, not at all in line with his usual clear voice; and when he released it, doing so gently, it was tinged with wafts of tenderness. "You don''t need to worry, alright? I won''t let you get hurthurt here specifically refers to being screwed over.."


    At this point, Xiao Ning had nothing more to say, building layer upon layer in his heart before flashing a smile and shaking his head at Lu Yan who had an arm around him. "Do I look as though I still don''t know your character? If I was going to be mad at you, I would''ve been rolling with rage at you since long ago."


    Xiao Ning didn''t have to think especially hard to recall a few piles of times he became a scapegoat for Lu Yan''s sake. They''ve known each other for so long, long enough to have completely filled up the entirety of Xiao Ning''s misery-laden childhood and youth, long enough for for all those memories to easily drown him.


    Feeling this anxious because of someone was a novelty for Lu Yan. It was different than when he was scared of being caught by Lu Anguo for doing something bad. That kind of painstaking terror and extreme restlessness, made so he often could never forget what he had done.


    Xiao Ning let out a hopeless laugh, during which Lu Yan asked from beside him, "Is you call over?"


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


    Shan Haiming said nothing about this matter of finding the place. "Got it. I''ll come pick you up on Saturday."


    Those words were true, from the beginning, Xiao Ning was never angry at Lu Yan, neither had he ever felt wronged by him. Those matters of his was just something he had to bear himself, so who could he blame?


    "Why are you still waiting here?" Xiao Ning sighed. This young master is not one bit accustomed to heeded others'' advice. How could he not listen to what I just told him? He''s been out here with me for so long that Xia Li with his sensitive feelings must have no idea what to think.


    Xiao Ning''s imagination was in full swing as he then heard Shan Haiming ask, "Do you need my help with anything on your end?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but turn around to look at Lu Yan. Lu Yan, who at that moment, seemed baffled by all he heard, seeming quite confused. But then, all of a sudden, that befuddled person turned their head to look at him, a gaze filled with words wanting to be professed yet withheld out a hesitance meeting his own; unable to help the stun that then overtook him.


    Xiao Ning was rather shocked by his question. "How did you know I found a place already?"


    "Are you..." Lu Yan, seeming to have a hard time saying what he intended, lowered his head slightly, lifting his eyes to look at Xiao Ning for a long time. His Staring at Xiao Ning had begun to make him a bit fearful, so he looked away, mumbling a bit as he asked, "Are you mad at me?"


    Lu Yan spied at him for a long time, and once he knew Xiao Ning was not lying, he grinned, visibly relaxing before punching Xiao Ning on the arm. "I knew you wouldn''t take everything to heart. Anyway, who was that just now? Was it that new friend you mentioned?"


    He really is a man with a plan.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning replied simply. Then thinking about Lu Yan''s true love he urged, "We should get back, alright?"


    "If I''m busy doing everything, the people under me won''t need to get paid." Shan Haiming then let he impatience be known. "So I''ll come pick you up on Saturday. That place is so far, the earlier you move the better. Anyhow, I have some business to attend to on my end right now so I''m hanging up."


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    As a reflex, Xiao Ning declined, saying, "No, you don''t need to do that. Aren''t you busy with work?"


    Lu Yan removed his hand, then happily followed Xiao Ning back inside to their seats.


    "I''m really fed up with you, yet I''m so generous" was clearly plastered over Lu Yan''s face, he then hooked his arm over Xiao Ning''s shoulder, making them look as closely knit as they were during their days as students, before using a teasing tone to voice his complaints. "How come I never you could be so petty before? Just like a woman."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t help but turn around to look at Lu Yan. Lu Yan, who at that moment, seemed baffled by all he heard, seeming quite confused. But then, all of a sudden, that befuddled person turned their head to look at him, a gaze filled with words wanting to be professed yet withheld out a hesitance meeting his own; unable to help the stun that then overtook him.


    Xiao Ning sucked in a breath, his expression now strange. This guy is way too efficient!


    It was because he knew Xiao Ning was like a stray dog that was picked up and taken home, one that would be loyal from then on. So even if he was unhappy when he was kicked, he would still turn around and come back, and obediently bring you your slippers.


    "Are you..." Lu Yan, seeming to have a hard time saying what he intended, lowered his head slightly, lifting his eyes to look at Xiao Ning for a long time. His Staring at Xiao Ning had begun to make him a bit fearful, so he looked away, mumbling a bit as he asked, "Are you mad at me?"


    Xiao Ning suddenly wanted to smile, as he tried to tug the corners of his lips upwards, he felt as though even such a small action was to tiring to pull off. So he stared at Lu Yan, who looked at him with a broad grin, staring at him for so long because his brain had no idea what to think, thus leaving him staring at Lu Yan as if he was in a trance.


    Furthermore, he was more concerned over Shan Haiming''s family issues than his own. "Did you say Sunday? If so, I do have the time, but how am I going to get there?"

 CH 19

    The meals were already placed on the table, yet Xia Li hadn''t hadn''t moved his chopsticks, neither did he play on his phone. All he did was sit there wearing a blank expression on his face.


    But monstrous billows of anger covered Lu Yan''s heart in a searing pain. It felt strange¡ªtoo strange. He felt betrayed, hurt, disappointed...¡ªhe felt it to the point of wanting to flip over the table!


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    "It was you who who left him alone in the restaurant without thinking, then you still went on to yell at him. He''s younger than you, and since you love him, you should concede to him more." Xiao Ning was a person with a regular sleep pattern, and since he had turned twenty-five, staying up at late hours had become more of a challenge. They had been looking since before it was eight in that night, and it was currently almost four in the morning, so his nerves had constantly tensed up and now his temples were throbbing with pain. He couldn''t stop rubbing them, and he couldn''t speak in nothing but a hushed tone.


    Did this guy eat dynamite? Why is he so mad? Only thinking of calming Lu Yan down, Xiao Ning replied carefully, "You were the one who once said that time doesn''t matter for things like this.


    Closing his eyes, Lu Yan did his best to calm himself down. Upon opening his eyes, he seemed to have sobered up, again going on to ask, "When did you bend?"


    His tone had unconsciously carried a bit of flattery, tugging a smile out of Xia Li, a sincere one this time, as if he was watching a good show.


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    Xia Li said nothing about it, not smiled, only stiffly saying, "Let''s eat."


    The meals were already placed on the table, yet Xia Li hadn''t hadn''t moved his chopsticks, neither did he play on his phone. All he did was sit there wearing a blank expression on his face.


    "He turned off his phone." Xiao Ning drew his brows into a knit, turning to look up at Lu Yan, who had yet to have returned to his senses, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "What are you still thinking about, we need to leave now, we have to hurry up and find your boyfriend. Who can relax when a kid is running about who knows where?"


    His tone did not sound good, the young master''s temper seemed on the verge of breaking loose. But, fortunately, he recalled he and Xiao Ning had made up not too long ago, so he stiffly allowed a smile to bloom on his face instead. "Hey, hey, hey. You''re not being nice at all, are you? Like, who the heck are you, huh? Acting so secretive and what not. You know every single one of my friends, so why are you keeping this buddy of yours tucked and hidden away so tightly, hm?"


    Is this anger?


    His tone had unconsciously carried a bit of flattery, tugging a smile out of Xia Li, a sincere one this time, as if he was watching a good show.


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    Xiao Ning shot Lu Yan a look, meaning for him to see his sin and quickly coax him.


    Xiao Ning lifted his gaze, a smile lining his eyes as he looked at Xia Li. In response, Xia Li held his mouth, coughing twice, before a slight blush tinged his entire face. "I''m sorry. I didn''t mean to... I was just so shocked, you know? Coming out to one''s family is just..."


    Xiao Ning shot Lu Yan a look, meaning for him to see his sin and quickly coax him.


    Looking on at Lu Yan from the sidelines, he unconsciously grew anxious, unwilling to think of how he seemed more like man interrogating his own boyfriend he suspected of cheating, Xia Li''s grip on his chopsticks tightened, before he finally couldn''t help but spit out, "Could you be heading to your boyfriend''s place, maybe?"


    ¡£


    But... only for the time being.


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    This matter had impacted him greatly, it was something Xiao Ning could imagine. After all, Lu Yan was angry with him before for not being transparent, so according to Lu Yan''s logic, this matter was akin to high-treason.


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    "Look, look, look! He''s the one that wanted to run off! Whatever happens to him will serve him right, we''re heading back right now!"


    Lu Yan''s mind was a mess, too much of a mess to care about Xia Li. He thought about a lot of things with not much sense or order. Things he thought he understood as clear as day before, but were now all suddenly incomprehensible. His thoughts felt as though they was weightless, floating, having no lace where they could land. In a state of panic, he cast his gaze towards Xiao Ning, asking, "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    This matter had impacted him greatly, it was something Xiao Ning could imagine. After all, Lu Yan was angry with him before for not being transparent, so according to Lu Yan''s logic, this matter was akin to high-treason.


    But monstrous billows of anger covered Lu Yan''s heart in a searing pain. It felt strange¡ªtoo strange. He felt betrayed, hurt, disappointed...¡ªhe felt it to the point of wanting to flip over the table!


    "Why is it such a big deal?" Lu Yan let out a few sneering laughs. "You really don''t see me as a friend, Xiao Ning."


    The hotpot before him now bubbled, and Xiao Ning''s heart resembling one of those balls of meat boiling inside it, tumbling and rolling around with no end in sight. He then reached for one of the shrimp balls, dipping it in a sauce before replying, "I''m meeting his parents."


    ¡£


    Xiao Nin lowered his head ate his food, acting as it he saw nothing, and trying his best to shirk his presence.


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.


    But the flames of Lu Yan''s rage was far too heated, so much so the had most likely burned his personable instincts to a crisp, making him not concerned about nothing¡ªmaking him spit out a "shut up" to cut Xia Li''s words short, evoking a cold smile that made Xiao Ning confused. "You quite the capable one aren''t you, Xiao Ning? Coming out? Meeting the parents? I''ve been living with you n the same house for so long, yet I never had the slightest clue at all."


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    It has to be because Xiao Ning never told me something this big. When have I ever kept a partner a secret from him? Is our brotherhood just something used for show?


    After saying this, he rose from his seat and rushed out of the restaurant.


    "Xiao''Ning, this weekend I have another appointment." However, Lu Yan directed the topic towards him. "So hang out with him again then."


    Xia Li didn''t have any identification on him, nor did he carry a lot of money. He didn''t have any family or friends in A-City either, so the odds of him having some sort of mishap was high.


    But... only for the time being.


    "Someone''s house?" The subject of the conversation Xiao Ning had with that other person not long ago did not sound like one for a simple get-together. Lu Yan began forming a vague idea of what it could be, but it was simply too unimaginable. He did not want to think of it, however, with the unexpected situations occurring he felt he had ask for further clarification. "Why are you going over to some person''s house?"


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    Xia Li lifted a cup, wishing from the bottom of his heart, "Congratulations."


    It has to be because Xiao Ning never told me something this big. When have I ever kept a partner a secret from him? Is our brotherhood just something used for show?


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    His tone had unconsciously carried a bit of flattery, tugging a smile out of Xia Li, a sincere one this time, as if he was watching a good show.


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    The both smiled at each other with no gaps between them. At the same time, Xiao Ning was relieved, and used the cover of taking a drink to spy at Lu Yan from the corner of his eyes. Lu Yan looked as though he was knocked on the head by a hammer flying from the sky, his face completely frozen stiff.


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    Not one bit of Xia Li''s expression looked any better, as he cast a ridiculing look towards Xiao Ning from the corner of his eye then flicked his head away. "You two should talk. I''m leaving first."


    After saying this, he rose from his seat and rushed out of the restaurant.


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    Xiao Ning swallowed the food in his mouth, releasing a hard internal sigh, replying slowly, "I''m sorry, but it''s inconvenient."


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    Xia Li said nothing about it, not smiled, only stiffly saying, "Let''s eat."


    "...even though I had always seen you date other people of the same sex, and not caring about something like that, when it came to me, I... I still found myself scared to say anything to you." Xiao Ning felt he really wasn''t cut out for telling lies. Once you tell one single lie, just to keep it all intact, you have to tell more and more lies. He was tired. "I wanted to figure it out myself first before telling you."


    "Xiao''Ning, this weekend I have another appointment." However, Lu Yan directed the topic towards him. "So hang out with him again then."


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    Never expecting him to refuse, Lu Yan asking in return without thinking, "Inconvenient? Why is it inconvenient?"


    Seeing the person across from him was finally willing speaking properly, Xiao Ning finally relaxed himself somewhat. "That''s not important."


    ºèÃÅÑç: h¨®ng m¨¦n y¨¤n: (lit.) Feast at Hongmen. (Fig.) banquet set up with the aim of murdering a guest. Like the Red Wedding in Game of Thrones. It refers to a famous episode in 206 BC when future Han emperor Li¨² B¨¡ng (Áõ°î) escaped attempted murder by his rival Xi¨¤ng Y¨³ (ÏîÓð).[]iana: ??_? I''m not even going to say nothing, because it''ll just be cussing.


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    His tone did not sound good, the young master''s temper seemed on the verge of breaking loose. But, fortunately, he recalled he and Xiao Ning had made up not too long ago, so he stiffly allowed a smile to bloom on his face instead. "Hey, hey, hey. You''re not being nice at all, are you? Like, who the heck are you, huh? Acting so secretive and what not. You know every single one of my friends, so why are you keeping this buddy of yours tucked and hidden away so tightly, hm?"


    Found Out


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    The bubbling hotpot began to simmer, it''s pale steam no longer rising high but instead scattered into nothingness.


    His tone had unconsciously carried a bit of flattery, tugging a smile out of Xia Li, a sincere one this time, as if he was watching a good show.


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    "He turned off his phone." Xiao Ning drew his brows into a knit, turning to look up at Lu Yan, who had yet to have returned to his senses, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "What are you still thinking about, we need to leave now, we have to hurry up and find your boyfriend. Who can relax when a kid is running about who knows where?"


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    He was then hit by a sudden burst of inspiration, "Is he the reason for you moving out?"


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.


    This was his first time he had ever seen Lu Yan''s face so unsightly. It was so unsightly he completely confused. Why does he look so incredibly mad?


    Thus, he shook his head the replied wearily, "Later, let''s keep looking first."


    Nevertheless, Xiao Ning still explained in a gentle tone, "I need to go to someone''s house. So it is inconvenient, okay?"


    Xia Li said nothing about it, not smiled, only stiffly saying, "Let''s eat."


    Not one bit of Xia Li''s expression looked any better, as he cast a ridiculing look towards Xiao Ning from the corner of his eye then flicked his head away. "You two should talk. I''m leaving first."


    "Someone''s house?" The subject of the conversation Xiao Ning had with that other person not long ago did not sound like one for a simple get-together. Lu Yan began forming a vague idea of what it could be, but it was simply too unimaginable. He did not want to think of it, however, with the unexpected situations occurring he felt he had ask for further clarification. "Why are you going over to some person''s house?"


    Xia Li said nothing about it, not smiled, only stiffly saying, "Let''s eat."


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    "Someone''s house?" The subject of the conversation Xiao Ning had with that other person not long ago did not sound like one for a simple get-together. Lu Yan began forming a vague idea of what it could be, but it was simply too unimaginable. He did not want to think of it, however, with the unexpected situations occurring he felt he had ask for further clarification. "Why are you going over to some person''s house?"


    But... only for the time being.


    After saying this, he rose from his seat and rushed out of the restaurant.


    ¡£


    "...even though I had always seen you date other people of the same sex, and not caring about something like that, when it came to me, I... I still found myself scared to say anything to you." Xiao Ning felt he really wasn''t cut out for telling lies. Once you tell one single lie, just to keep it all intact, you have to tell more and more lies. He was tired. "I wanted to figure it out myself first before telling you."


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    Looking on at Lu Yan from the sidelines, he unconsciously grew anxious, unwilling to think of how he seemed more like man interrogating his own boyfriend he suspected of cheating, Xia Li''s grip on his chopsticks tightened, before he finally couldn''t help but spit out, "Could you be heading to your boyfriend''s place, maybe?"


    Xia Li never looked at Lu Yan, however, only grinning happily as he poured more tea for Xiao Ning and himself. "This is good thing. So when are you going to bring him over so we can meet? Maybe we can even go on a double date. I''ve always wanted to try one so bad."


    In the end... this could no longer be avoided.


    The hotpot before him now bubbled, and Xiao Ning''s heart resembling one of those balls of meat boiling inside it, tumbling and rolling around with no end in sight. He then reached for one of the shrimp balls, dipping it in a sauce before replying, "I''m meeting his parents."


    Thanking him, Xiao Ning then scratched his nose and replied, "Let''s do it next time. I still have to go over to his family''s house, and I have no idea if it''s going to be a Red Wedding or not."


    Xia Li never looked at Lu Yan, however, only grinning happily as he poured more tea for Xiao Ning and himself. "This is good thing. So when are you going to bring him over so we can meet? Maybe we can even go on a double date. I''ve always wanted to try one so bad."


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    The hotpot before him now bubbled, and Xiao Ning''s heart resembling one of those balls of meat boiling inside it, tumbling and rolling around with no end in sight. He then reached for one of the shrimp balls, dipping it in a sauce before replying, "I''m meeting his parents."


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    "...even though I had always seen you date other people of the same sex, and not caring about something like that, when it came to me, I... I still found myself scared to say anything to you." Xiao Ning felt he really wasn''t cut out for telling lies. Once you tell one single lie, just to keep it all intact, you have to tell more and more lies. He was tired. "I wanted to figure it out myself first before telling you."


    This matter had impacted him greatly, it was something Xiao Ning could imagine. After all, Lu Yan was angry with him before for not being transparent, so according to Lu Yan''s logic, this matter was akin to high-treason.


    "Woah!" Xia Li cried out, shocked to the extreme. He no longer cared for nursing his irritation, as his eyes were now pulled wide like a cat''s. "You''re meeting his parents! He''s taking you to meet his parents?! Oh my god! He came out?!


    Lu Yan''s mount began moving, his words spoken slowly, but his tone was low and deep. "This has to be a joke."


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    Xiao Ning lifted his gaze, a smile lining his eyes as he looked at Xia Li. In response, Xia Li held his mouth, coughing twice, before a slight blush tinged his entire face. "I''m sorry. I didn''t mean to... I was just so shocked, you know? Coming out to one''s family is just..."


    "He turned off his phone." Xiao Ning drew his brows into a knit, turning to look up at Lu Yan, who had yet to have returned to his senses, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "What are you still thinking about, we need to leave now, we have to hurry up and find your boyfriend. Who can relax when a kid is running about who knows where?"


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    Thanking him, Xiao Ning then scratched his nose and replied, "Let''s do it next time. I still have to go over to his family''s house, and I have no idea if it''s going to be a Red Wedding or not."


    Found Out


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    "Xiao''Ning, this weekend I have another appointment." However, Lu Yan directed the topic towards him. "So hang out with him again then."


    His tone did not sound good, the young master''s temper seemed on the verge of breaking loose. But, fortunately, he recalled he and Xiao Ning had made up not too long ago, so he stiffly allowed a smile to bloom on his face instead. "Hey, hey, hey. You''re not being nice at all, are you? Like, who the heck are you, huh? Acting so secretive and what not. You know every single one of my friends, so why are you keeping this buddy of yours tucked and hidden away so tightly, hm?"


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.


    This matter had impacted him greatly, it was something Xiao Ning could imagine. After all, Lu Yan was angry with him before for not being transparent, so according to Lu Yan''s logic, this matter was akin to high-treason.


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    Xiao Ning was so worried he on the verge of getting upset. "If we don''t spot him let''s head to the police station to report him missing."


    ¡£


    Lu Yan was used to being a night owl, so he was still quite energetic. But seeing Xiao Ning look so ill, he said, "How about you head back to my place first with me and get some sleep? You still have to work tomorrow."


    Although coming out did not mean a couple would be able to be together either, bonds of marriage between different sexes can also end in divorce. But being able to make such a step was not easy, and he, himself, had no intention of doing so for the time being.


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    But... only for the time being.


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    Not one bit of Xia Li''s expression looked any better, as he cast a ridiculing look towards Xiao Ning from the corner of his eye then flicked his head away. "You two should talk. I''m leaving first."


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    Xia Li lifted a cup, wishing from the bottom of his heart, "Congratulations."


    The entire table was now silent.


    It has to be because Xiao Ning never told me something this big. When have I ever kept a partner a secret from him? Is our brotherhood just something used for show?


    The entire table was now silent.


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    N/A


    After the shocking anger that blew over him like a violent surge of wind passed, Lu Yan felt his entire chest tremble, shaking as though he had exerted his strength. And now, little by little, that hole was being filled with water that was ice-cold. "Your... boyfriend?"


    Xia Li didn''t have any identification on him, nor did he carry a lot of money. He didn''t have any family or friends in A-City either, so the odds of him having some sort of mishap was high.


    "It was you who who left him alone in the restaurant without thinking, then you still went on to yell at him. He''s younger than you, and since you love him, you should concede to him more." Xiao Ning was a person with a regular sleep pattern, and since he had turned twenty-five, staying up at late hours had become more of a challenge. They had been looking since before it was eight in that night, and it was currently almost four in the morning, so his nerves had constantly tensed up and now his temples were throbbing with pain. He couldn''t stop rubbing them, and he couldn''t speak in nothing but a hushed tone.


    Lu wasn''t scatter-brained enough to neglect taking responsibility in this situation. In any case, Xia Li was still special to him, so he drove Xiao Ning around A-City like a headless chicken looking every and which way. But it wasn''t until three in the morning before Xia Li was spotted.


    The both smiled at each other with no gaps between them. At the same time, Xiao Ning was relieved, and used the cover of taking a drink to spy at Lu Yan from the corner of his eyes. Lu Yan looked as though he was knocked on the head by a hammer flying from the sky, his face completely frozen stiff.


    He was then hit by a sudden burst of inspiration, "Is he the reason for you moving out?"


    ¡£


    Did this guy eat dynamite? Why is he so mad? Only thinking of calming Lu Yan down, Xiao Ning replied carefully, "You were the one who once said that time doesn''t matter for things like this.


    Xia Li didn''t have any identification on him, nor did he carry a lot of money. He didn''t have any family or friends in A-City either, so the odds of him having some sort of mishap was high.


    He was a little scared of what Lu Yan would think of him. "Anyhow, something like this isn''t one others can influence me into in any way, it''s all natural. You should be able to understand that as well. So please hurry and call Xia Li, alright?"


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    This matter had impacted him greatly, it was something Xiao Ning could imagine. After all, Lu Yan was angry with him before for not being transparent, so according to Lu Yan''s logic, this matter was akin to high-treason.


    Thus, he shook his head the replied wearily, "Later, let''s keep looking first."


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    Not one bit of Xia Li''s expression looked any better, as he cast a ridiculing look towards Xiao Ning from the corner of his eye then flicked his head away. "You two should talk. I''m leaving first."


    Xia Li never looked at Lu Yan, however, only grinning happily as he poured more tea for Xiao Ning and himself. "This is good thing. So when are you going to bring him over so we can meet? Maybe we can even go on a double date. I''ve always wanted to try one so bad."


    After saying this, he rose from his seat and rushed out of the restaurant.


    Looking on at Lu Yan from the sidelines, he unconsciously grew anxious, unwilling to think of how he seemed more like man interrogating his own boyfriend he suspected of cheating, Xia Li''s grip on his chopsticks tightened, before he finally couldn''t help but spit out, "Could you be heading to your boyfriend''s place, maybe?"


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    But monstrous billows of anger covered Lu Yan''s heart in a searing pain. It felt strange¡ªtoo strange. He felt betrayed, hurt, disappointed...¡ªhe felt it to the point of wanting to flip over the table!


    ºèÃÅÑç: h¨®ng m¨¦n y¨¤n: (lit.) Feast at Hongmen. (Fig.) banquet set up with the aim of murdering a guest. Like the Red Wedding in Game of Thrones. It refers to a famous episode in 206 BC when future Han emperor Li¨² B¨¡ng (Áõ°î) escaped attempted murder by his rival Xi¨¤ng Y¨³ (ÏîÓð).[]iana: ??_? I''m not even going to say nothing, because it''ll just be cussing.


    Thanking him, Xiao Ning then scratched his nose and replied, "Let''s do it next time. I still have to go over to his family''s house, and I have no idea if it''s going to be a Red Wedding or not.[1]"


    He was a little scared of what Lu Yan would think of him. "Anyhow, something like this isn''t one others can influence me into in any way, it''s all natural. You should be able to understand that as well. So please hurry and call Xia Li, alright?"


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    ¡£


    Xia Li said nothing about it, not smiled, only stiffly saying, "Let''s eat."


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    "Is it really that serious? It''s not like he''s a three year old child. How can someone get abducted in just one night?" Because of the matter with Xiao Ning, Lu Yan was on a piss-poor mood. Never in his life had he been so tolerant of another person''s capricious behaviour. He had been busying about until such a late hour yet no sign of the person could be seen, so once more his anger rose. "He has no sense at all."


    His tone did not sound good, the young master''s temper seemed on the verge of breaking loose. But, fortunately, he recalled he and Xiao Ning had made up not too long ago, so he stiffly allowed a smile to bloom on his face instead. "Hey, hey, hey. You''re not being nice at all, are you? Like, who the heck are you, huh? Acting so secretive and what not. You know every single one of my friends, so why are you keeping this buddy of yours tucked and hidden away so tightly, hm?"


    After saying this, he rose from his seat and rushed out of the restaurant.


    Seeing the person across from him was finally willing speaking properly, Xiao Ning finally relaxed himself somewhat. "That''s not important."


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    The entire table was now silent.


    "Stop spouting nonsense!" Lu Yan''s fists clenched tightly on top of the table, unable to slam them onto to table once more.


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    He waited for a while, only peering at Lu Yan''s face, a face seeming astounded to where he appeared to be driven out of his wits. Making him wonder: What about this is worth you being startled to such a degree?


    The bubbling hotpot began to simmer, it''s pale steam no longer rising high but instead scattered into nothingness.


    Xiao Ning felt a great deal of guilt towards Xia Li, so regardless of how much Lu Yan and Xia Li''s behaviour was out of his control, the person at the centre of this matter was still him at the end of the day.


    Xiao Ning swallowed the food in his mouth, releasing a hard internal sigh, replying slowly, "I''m sorry, but it''s inconvenient."


    It has to be because Xiao Ning never told me something this big. When have I ever kept a partner a secret from him? Is our brotherhood just something used for show?


    This was his first time he had ever seen Lu Yan''s face so unsightly. It was so unsightly he completely confused. Why does he look so incredibly mad?


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    All the words he had prepared earlier as excuses, in that very instant, had become forgotten.


    The bubbling hotpot began to simmer, it''s pale steam no longer rising high but instead scattered into nothingness.


    Xiao Ning was so worried he on the verge of getting upset. "If we don''t spot him let''s head to the police station to report him missing."


    "Me and Xia Li?" Lu Yan clearly did not get the point that Xiao Ning wanted him to get, causing his anger to grow the more Xiao Ning spoke. "How long were you to together then? How long was it for you to be coming out and going to meet his parents?"


    But... only for the time being.


    "He turned off his phone." Xiao Ning drew his brows into a knit, turning to look up at Lu Yan, who had yet to have returned to his senses, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "What are you still thinking about, we need to leave now, we have to hurry up and find your boyfriend. Who can relax when a kid is running about who knows where?"


    The bubbling hotpot began to simmer, it''s pale steam no longer rising high but instead scattered into nothingness.


    But the flames of Lu Yan''s rage was far too heated, so much so the had most likely burned his personable instincts to a crisp, making him not concerned about nothing¡ªmaking him spit out a "shut up" to cut Xia Li''s words short, evoking a cold smile that made Xiao Ning confused. "You quite the capable one aren''t you, Xiao Ning? Coming out? Meeting the parents? I''ve been living with you n the same house for so long, yet I never had the slightest clue at all."


    Xiao Ning was speechless. He was the one who prepared that entire excuse, and here Lu Yan was putting it together on his own, proving there was some commonality in imagination with regard to such matters. "A part of it is, but it was mostly because of the distance from my job."


    Xia Li never looked at Lu Yan, however, only grinning happily as he poured more tea for Xiao Ning and himself. "This is good thing. So when are you going to bring him over so we can meet? Maybe we can even go on a double date. I''ve always wanted to try one so bad."


    Thus, he shook his head the replied wearily, "Later, let''s keep looking first."


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    Lu Yan''s mount began moving, his words spoken slowly, but his tone was low and deep. "This has to be a joke."


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    Forget about Xiao Ning who knew him well enough, even Xia Li could hear the rage contained in his words, the sound of it alone enough to cause goosebumps to rise. Lu Yan''s entire body gave off a imposing aura, the kind that stabbed a person right through. From his seat right beside him, Xia Li could not bear it, so after letting out a dry laugh, he planned on saying a few teasing words to ease the atmosphere. "Lu Yan¡ª"


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    Thus, he shook his head the replied wearily, "Later, let''s keep looking first."


    The bubbling hotpot began to simmer, it''s pale steam no longer rising high but instead scattered into nothingness.


    The meals were already placed on the table, yet Xia Li hadn''t hadn''t moved his chopsticks, neither did he play on his phone. All he did was sit there wearing a blank expression on his face.


    Looking on at Lu Yan from the sidelines, he unconsciously grew anxious, unwilling to think of how he seemed more like man interrogating his own boyfriend he suspected of cheating, Xia Li''s grip on his chopsticks tightened, before he finally couldn''t help but spit out, "Could you be heading to your boyfriend''s place, maybe?"


    But the flames of Lu Yan''s rage was far too heated, so much so the had most likely burned his personable instincts to a crisp, making him not concerned about nothing¡ªmaking him spit out a "shut up" to cut Xia Li''s words short, evoking a cold smile that made Xiao Ning confused. "You quite the capable one aren''t you, Xiao Ning? Coming out? Meeting the parents? I''ve been living with you n the same house for so long, yet I never had the slightest clue at all."


    Xiao Ning shot Lu Yan a look, meaning for him to see his sin and quickly coax him.


    The both smiled at each other with no gaps between them. At the same time, Xiao Ning was relieved, and used the cover of taking a drink to spy at Lu Yan from the corner of his eyes. Lu Yan looked as though he was knocked on the head by a hammer flying from the sky, his face completely frozen stiff.


    After the shocking anger that blew over him like a violent surge of wind passed, Lu Yan felt his entire chest tremble, shaking as though he had exerted his strength. And now, little by little, that hole was being filled with water that was ice-cold. "Your... boyfriend?"


    Not one bit of Xia Li''s expression looked any better, as he cast a ridiculing look towards Xiao Ning from the corner of his eye then flicked his head away. "You two should talk. I''m leaving first."


    "Sit back down!" Lu Yan roared to a shocked Xiao Ning, the entire restaurant brought to an instant silence by his growl. Sensing many prying gazes were being sent their way, Xiao Ning awkwardly looked to his left and right, and had no choice but to sit down, before he whispered, "Lu Yan, you need to calm down, why is this such a big deal anyhow? What are you even so mad about?"


    After saying this, he rose from his seat and rushed out of the restaurant.


    "Me and Xia Li?" Lu Yan clearly did not get the point that Xiao Ning wanted him to get, causing his anger to grow the more Xiao Ning spoke. "How long were you to together then? How long was it for you to be coming out and going to meet his parents?"


    Xia Li lifted a cup, wishing from the bottom of his heart, "Congratulations."


    The hotpot before him now bubbled, and Xiao Ning''s heart resembling one of those balls of meat boiling inside it, tumbling and rolling around with no end in sight. He then reached for one of the shrimp balls, dipping it in a sauce before replying, "I''m meeting his parents."


    He was a little scared of what Lu Yan would think of him. "Anyhow, something like this isn''t one others can influence me into in any way, it''s all natural. You should be able to understand that as well. So please hurry and call Xia Li, alright?"


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    Xiao Ning shot Lu Yan a look, meaning for him to see his sin and quickly coax him.


    "Xia Li!" Xiao Ning was taken aback. He never expected the situation to take such a sudden turn for the worse. He predicted that Lu Yan wouldn''t be all that happy, because the young master Lu Yan is had always been irritated whenever he got close to anyone else. But the scale of his reaction being this large went far beyond his expectations. "Lu Yan, you need to hurry up and go after Xia Li!"


    "...even though I had always seen you date other people of the same sex, and not caring about something like that, when it came to me, I... I still found myself scared to say anything to you." Xiao Ning felt he really wasn''t cut out for telling lies. Once you tell one single lie, just to keep it all intact, you have to tell more and more lies. He was tired. "I wanted to figure it out myself first before telling you."


    The bubbling hotpot began to simmer, it''s pale steam no longer rising high but instead scattered into nothingness.


    Is this anger?


    Thanking him, Xiao Ning then scratched his nose and replied, "Let''s do it next time. I still have to go over to his family''s house, and I have no idea if it''s going to be a Red Wedding or not."


    "Stop spouting nonsense!" Lu Yan''s fists clenched tightly on top of the table, unable to slam them onto to table once more.


    Within Lu Yan''s eyes, the signs of a storm was brewing. "What are you going on about? You need to explain yourself to me clearly right now."


    "Woah!" Xia Li cried out, shocked to the extreme. He no longer cared for nursing his irritation, as his eyes were now pulled wide like a cat''s. "You''re meeting his parents! He''s taking you to meet his parents?! Oh my god! He came out?!


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    His tone had unconsciously carried a bit of flattery, tugging a smile out of Xia Li, a sincere one this time, as if he was watching a good show.


    After the shocking anger that blew over him like a violent surge of wind passed, Lu Yan felt his entire chest tremble, shaking as though he had exerted his strength. And now, little by little, that hole was being filled with water that was ice-cold. "Your... boyfriend?"


    He was a little scared of what Lu Yan would think of him. "Anyhow, something like this isn''t one others can influence me into in any way, it''s all natural. You should be able to understand that as well. So please hurry and call Xia Li, alright?"


    "What I''m going on about? Xiao Ning stood up. "We need to go find Xia Li and bring him back first. He''s in a place he doesn''t know and he just ran out of here, what are you going to do if he gets lost!"


    Did this guy eat dynamite? Why is he so mad? Only thinking of calming Lu Yan down, Xiao Ning replied carefully, "You were the one who once said that time doesn''t matter for things like this.


    "Sit back down!" Lu Yan roared to a shocked Xiao Ning, the entire restaurant brought to an instant silence by his growl. Sensing many prying gazes were being sent their way, Xiao Ning awkwardly looked to his left and right, and had no choice but to sit down, before he whispered, "Lu Yan, you need to calm down, why is this such a big deal anyhow? What are you even so mad about?"


    "Xia Li!" Xiao Ning was taken aback. He never expected the situation to take such a sudden turn for the worse. He predicted that Lu Yan wouldn''t be all that happy, because the young master Lu Yan is had always been irritated whenever he got close to anyone else. But the scale of his reaction being this large went far beyond his expectations. "Lu Yan, you need to hurry up and go after Xia Li!"


    But monstrous billows of anger covered Lu Yan''s heart in a searing pain. It felt strange¡ªtoo strange. He felt betrayed, hurt, disappointed...¡ªhe felt it to the point of wanting to flip over the table!


    Lu Yan''s mount began moving, his words spoken slowly, but his tone was low and deep. "This has to be a joke."


    "Why is it such a big deal?" Lu Yan let out a few sneering laughs. "You really don''t see me as a friend, Xiao Ning."


    Lu wasn''t scatter-brained enough to neglect taking responsibility in this situation. In any case, Xia Li was still special to him, so he drove Xiao Ning around A-City like a headless chicken looking every and which way. But it wasn''t until three in the morning before Xia Li was spotted.


    This time, even if Xiao Ning didn''t want to, he had to get into whatever this matter was, so he urged, "I was wrong for keeping this from you, but you need to understand that this matter also has a significant impact on me as well. You''re also dating Xia Li right now, so how could it be good for me to go disturbing you guys?"


    It has to be because Xiao Ning never told me something this big. When have I ever kept a partner a secret from him? Is our brotherhood just something used for show?


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    "Look, look, look! He''s the one that wanted to run off! Whatever happens to him will serve him right, we''re heading back right now!"


    This time, even if Xiao Ning didn''t want to, he had to get into whatever this matter was, so he urged, "I was wrong for keeping this from you, but you need to understand that this matter also has a significant impact on me as well. You''re also dating Xia Li right now, so how could it be good for me to go disturbing you guys?"


    He waited for a while, only peering at Lu Yan''s face, a face seeming astounded to where he appeared to be driven out of his wits. Making him wonder: What about this is worth you being startled to such a degree?


    Xia Li lifted a cup, wishing from the bottom of his heart, "Congratulations."


    "Me and Xia Li?" Lu Yan clearly did not get the point that Xiao Ning wanted him to get, causing his anger to grow the more Xiao Ning spoke. "How long were you to together then? How long was it for you to be coming out and going to meet his parents?"


    "Why is it such a big deal?" Lu Yan let out a few sneering laughs. "You really don''t see me as a friend, Xiao Ning."


    In the end... this could no longer be avoided.


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    In the end... this could no longer be avoided.


    Looking on at Lu Yan from the sidelines, he unconsciously grew anxious, unwilling to think of how he seemed more like man interrogating his own boyfriend he suspected of cheating, Xia Li''s grip on his chopsticks tightened, before he finally couldn''t help but spit out, "Could you be heading to your boyfriend''s place, maybe?"


    Although coming out did not mean a couple would be able to be together either, bonds of marriage between different sexes can also end in divorce. But being able to make such a step was not easy, and he, himself, had no intention of doing so for the time being.


    ¡£


    Did this guy eat dynamite? Why is he so mad? Only thinking of calming Lu Yan down, Xiao Ning replied carefully, "You were the one who once said that time doesn''t matter for things like this.


    Thanking him, Xiao Ning then scratched his nose and replied, "Let''s do it next time. I still have to go over to his family''s house, and I have no idea if it''s going to be a Red Wedding or not."


    "Stop spouting nonsense!" Lu Yan''s fists clenched tightly on top of the table, unable to slam them onto to table once more.


    Nevertheless, Xiao Ning still explained in a gentle tone, "I need to go to someone''s house. So it is inconvenient, okay?"


    Seeing the person across from him was finally willing speaking properly, Xiao Ning finally relaxed himself somewhat. "That''s not important."


    This time, even if Xiao Ning didn''t want to, he had to get into whatever this matter was, so he urged, "I was wrong for keeping this from you, but you need to understand that this matter also has a significant impact on me as well. You''re also dating Xia Li right now, so how could it be good for me to go disturbing you guys?"


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    ¡£


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    But monstrous billows of anger covered Lu Yan''s heart in a searing pain. It felt strange¡ªtoo strange. He felt betrayed, hurt, disappointed...¡ªhe felt it to the point of wanting to flip over the table!


    Lu Yan was used to being a night owl, so he was still quite energetic. But seeing Xiao Ning look so ill, he said, "How about you head back to my place first with me and get some sleep? You still have to work tomorrow."


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    ¡£


    But monstrous billows of anger covered Lu Yan''s heart in a searing pain. It felt strange¡ªtoo strange. He felt betrayed, hurt, disappointed...¡ªhe felt it to the point of wanting to flip over the table!


    Xiao Ning swallowed the food in his mouth, releasing a hard internal sigh, replying slowly, "I''m sorry, but it''s inconvenient."


    It has to be because Xiao Ning never told me something this big. When have I ever kept a partner a secret from him? Is our brotherhood just something used for show?


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    Closing his eyes, Lu Yan did his best to calm himself down. Upon opening his eyes, he seemed to have sobered up, again going on to ask, "When did you bend?"


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    Lu Yan''s mount began moving, his words spoken slowly, but his tone was low and deep. "This has to be a joke."


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    The entire table was now silent.


    He was then hit by a sudden burst of inspiration, "Is he the reason for you moving out?"


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    Seeing the person across from him was finally willing speaking properly, Xiao Ning finally relaxed himself somewhat. "That''s not important."


    Looking on at Lu Yan from the sidelines, he unconsciously grew anxious, unwilling to think of how he seemed more like man interrogating his own boyfriend he suspected of cheating, Xia Li''s grip on his chopsticks tightened, before he finally couldn''t help but spit out, "Could you be heading to your boyfriend''s place, maybe?"


    Is this anger?


    The entire table was now silent.


    Found Out


    Xiao Ning shot Lu Yan a look, meaning for him to see his sin and quickly coax him.


    He was a little scared of what Lu Yan would think of him. "Anyhow, something like this isn''t one others can influence me into in any way, it''s all natural. You should be able to understand that as well. So please hurry and call Xia Li, alright?"


    Lu Yan''s mind was a mess, too much of a mess to care about Xia Li. He thought about a lot of things with not much sense or order. Things he thought he understood as clear as day before, but were now all suddenly incomprehensible. His thoughts felt as though they was weightless, floating, having no lace where they could land. In a state of panic, he cast his gaze towards Xiao Ning, asking, "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    Lu Yan''s mind was a mess, too much of a mess to care about Xia Li. He thought about a lot of things with not much sense or order. Things he thought he understood as clear as day before, but were now all suddenly incomprehensible. His thoughts felt as though they was weightless, floating, having no lace where they could land. In a state of panic, he cast his gaze towards Xiao Ning, asking, "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    Found Out


    Ignoring the odd sentiment in his words, Lu Yan motioned to Xiao Ning with his chin. "Say that to him. Hurry up and ask you Xiao-ge to take you around."


    "Me and Xia Li?" Lu Yan clearly did not get the point that Xiao Ning wanted him to get, causing his anger to grow the more Xiao Ning spoke. "How long were you to together then? How long was it for you to be coming out and going to meet his parents?"


    Lu Yan''s mind was a mess, too much of a mess to care about Xia Li. He thought about a lot of things with not much sense or order. Things he thought he understood as clear as day before, but were now all suddenly incomprehensible. His thoughts felt as though they was weightless, floating, having no lace where they could land. In a state of panic, he cast his gaze towards Xiao Ning, asking, "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    "Is it really that serious? It''s not like he''s a three year old child. How can someone get abducted in just one night?" Because of the matter with Xiao Ning, Lu Yan was on a piss-poor mood. Never in his life had he been so tolerant of another person''s capricious behaviour. He had been busying about until such a late hour yet no sign of the person could be seen, so once more his anger rose. "He has no sense at all."


    Forget about Xiao Ning who knew him well enough, even Xia Li could hear the rage contained in his words, the sound of it alone enough to cause goosebumps to rise. Lu Yan''s entire body gave off a imposing aura, the kind that stabbed a person right through. From his seat right beside him, Xia Li could not bear it, so after letting out a dry laugh, he planned on saying a few teasing words to ease the atmosphere. "Lu Yan¡ª"


    "...even though I had always seen you date other people of the same sex, and not caring about something like that, when it came to me, I... I still found myself scared to say anything to you." Xiao Ning felt he really wasn''t cut out for telling lies. Once you tell one single lie, just to keep it all intact, you have to tell more and more lies. He was tired. "I wanted to figure it out myself first before telling you."


    Xiao Nin lowered his head ate his food, acting as it he saw nothing, and trying his best to shirk his presence.


    "Sorry, I got a call just now, an old classmate. Lu Yan knew them too, so we all talked together for a bit." Xiao Ning looked at Lu Yan, whose attitude towards him wasn''t exactly kind, nonetheless he said nothing to refute Xiao Ning''s words.


    "Me and Xia Li?" Lu Yan clearly did not get the point that Xiao Ning wanted him to get, causing his anger to grow the more Xiao Ning spoke. "How long were you to together then? How long was it for you to be coming out and going to meet his parents?"


    Forget about Xiao Ning who knew him well enough, even Xia Li could hear the rage contained in his words, the sound of it alone enough to cause goosebumps to rise. Lu Yan''s entire body gave off a imposing aura, the kind that stabbed a person right through. From his seat right beside him, Xia Li could not bear it, so after letting out a dry laugh, he planned on saying a few teasing words to ease the atmosphere. "Lu Yan¡ª"


    The both smiled at each other with no gaps between them. At the same time, Xiao Ning was relieved, and used the cover of taking a drink to spy at Lu Yan from the corner of his eyes. Lu Yan looked as though he was knocked on the head by a hammer flying from the sky, his face completely frozen stiff.


    After the shocking anger that blew over him like a violent surge of wind passed, Lu Yan felt his entire chest tremble, shaking as though he had exerted his strength. And now, little by little, that hole was being filled with water that was ice-cold. "Your... boyfriend?"


    "Someone''s house?" The subject of the conversation Xiao Ning had with that other person not long ago did not sound like one for a simple get-together. Lu Yan began forming a vague idea of what it could be, but it was simply too unimaginable. He did not want to think of it, however, with the unexpected situations occurring he felt he had ask for further clarification. "Why are you going over to some person''s house?"


    "Why is it such a big deal?" Lu Yan let out a few sneering laughs. "You really don''t see me as a friend, Xiao Ning."


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    Forget about Xiao Ning who knew him well enough, even Xia Li could hear the rage contained in his words, the sound of it alone enough to cause goosebumps to rise. Lu Yan''s entire body gave off a imposing aura, the kind that stabbed a person right through. From his seat right beside him, Xia Li could not bear it, so after letting out a dry laugh, he planned on saying a few teasing words to ease the atmosphere. "Lu Yan¡ª"


    Thanking him, Xiao Ning then scratched his nose and replied, "Let''s do it next time. I still have to go over to his family''s house, and I have no idea if it''s going to be a Red Wedding or not."


    "It was you who who left him alone in the restaurant without thinking, then you still went on to yell at him. He''s younger than you, and since you love him, you should concede to him more." Xiao Ning was a person with a regular sleep pattern, and since he had turned twenty-five, staying up at late hours had become more of a challenge. They had been looking since before it was eight in that night, and it was currently almost four in the morning, so his nerves had constantly tensed up and now his temples were throbbing with pain. He couldn''t stop rubbing them, and he couldn''t speak in nothing but a hushed tone.


    "Why is it such a big deal?" Lu Yan let out a few sneering laughs. "You really don''t see me as a friend, Xiao Ning."


    He was then hit by a sudden burst of inspiration, "Is he the reason for you moving out?"


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    Forget about Xiao Ning who knew him well enough, even Xia Li could hear the rage contained in his words, the sound of it alone enough to cause goosebumps to rise. Lu Yan''s entire body gave off a imposing aura, the kind that stabbed a person right through. From his seat right beside him, Xia Li could not bear it, so after letting out a dry laugh, he planned on saying a few teasing words to ease the atmosphere. "Lu Yan¡ª"


    Within Lu Yan''s eyes, the signs of a storm was brewing. "What are you going on about? You need to explain yourself to me clearly right now."


    Xiao Ning was speechless. He was the one who prepared that entire excuse, and here Lu Yan was putting it together on his own, proving there was some commonality in imagination with regard to such matters. "A part of it is, but it was mostly because of the distance from my job."


    Although coming out did not mean a couple would be able to be together either, bonds of marriage between different sexes can also end in divorce. But being able to make such a step was not easy, and he, himself, had no intention of doing so for the time being.


    He was then hit by a sudden burst of inspiration, "Is he the reason for you moving out?"


    "Is it really that serious? It''s not like he''s a three year old child. How can someone get abducted in just one night?" Because of the matter with Xiao Ning, Lu Yan was on a piss-poor mood. Never in his life had he been so tolerant of another person''s capricious behaviour. He had been busying about until such a late hour yet no sign of the person could be seen, so once more his anger rose. "He has no sense at all."


    He waited for a while, only peering at Lu Yan''s face, a face seeming astounded to where he appeared to be driven out of his wits. Making him wonder: What about this is worth you being startled to such a degree?


    Xiao Ning was so worried he on the verge of getting upset. "If we don''t spot him let''s head to the police station to report him missing."


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    In the end... this could no longer be avoided.


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    First, Xiao Ning sent Xiao Ning a smile, then when he turned his head to do the same to Lu Yan his smile could not hold up.


    "He turned off his phone." Xiao Ning drew his brows into a knit, turning to look up at Lu Yan, who had yet to have returned to his senses, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "What are you still thinking about, we need to leave now, we have to hurry up and find your boyfriend. Who can relax when a kid is running about who knows where?"


    "What I''m going on about? Xiao Ning stood up. "We need to go find Xia Li and bring him back first. He''s in a place he doesn''t know and he just ran out of here, what are you going to do if he gets lost!"


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    His tone had unconsciously carried a bit of flattery, tugging a smile out of Xia Li, a sincere one this time, as if he was watching a good show.


    Not one bit of Xia Li''s expression looked any better, as he cast a ridiculing look towards Xiao Ning from the corner of his eye then flicked his head away. "You two should talk. I''m leaving first."


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    Xiao Ning lifted his gaze, a smile lining his eyes as he looked at Xia Li. In response, Xia Li held his mouth, coughing twice, before a slight blush tinged his entire face. "I''m sorry. I didn''t mean to... I was just so shocked, you know? Coming out to one''s family is just..."


    Xiao Ning lifted his gaze, a smile lining his eyes as he looked at Xia Li. In response, Xia Li held his mouth, coughing twice, before a slight blush tinged his entire face. "I''m sorry. I didn''t mean to... I was just so shocked, you know? Coming out to one''s family is just..."


    Xia Li didn''t have any identification on him, nor did he carry a lot of money. He didn''t have any family or friends in A-City either, so the odds of him having some sort of mishap was high.


    This time, even if Xiao Ning didn''t want to, he had to get into whatever this matter was, so he urged, "I was wrong for keeping this from you, but you need to understand that this matter also has a significant impact on me as well. You''re also dating Xia Li right now, so how could it be good for me to go disturbing you guys?"


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    Found Out


    Lu Yan''s mount began moving, his words spoken slowly, but his tone was low and deep. "This has to be a joke."


    "Why is it such a big deal?" Lu Yan let out a few sneering laughs. "You really don''t see me as a friend, Xiao Ning."


    Lu wasn''t scatter-brained enough to neglect taking responsibility in this situation. In any case, Xia Li was still special to him, so he drove Xiao Ning around A-City like a headless chicken looking every and which way. But it wasn''t until three in the morning before Xia Li was spotted.


    "Xiao''Ning, this weekend I have another appointment." However, Lu Yan directed the topic towards him. "So hang out with him again then."


    Xiao Ning swallowed the food in his mouth, releasing a hard internal sigh, replying slowly, "I''m sorry, but it''s inconvenient."


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    With a smile Xia Li asked, "What''s wrong with you?"


    "Someone''s house?" The subject of the conversation Xiao Ning had with that other person not long ago did not sound like one for a simple get-together. Lu Yan began forming a vague idea of what it could be, but it was simply too unimaginable. He did not want to think of it, however, with the unexpected situations occurring he felt he had ask for further clarification. "Why are you going over to some person''s house?"


    Xiao Ning was so worried he on the verge of getting upset. "If we don''t spot him let''s head to the police station to report him missing."


    Forget about Xiao Ning who knew him well enough, even Xia Li could hear the rage contained in his words, the sound of it alone enough to cause goosebumps to rise. Lu Yan''s entire body gave off a imposing aura, the kind that stabbed a person right through. From his seat right beside him, Xia Li could not bear it, so after letting out a dry laugh, he planned on saying a few teasing words to ease the atmosphere. "Lu Yan¡ª"


    "Is it really that serious? It''s not like he''s a three year old child. How can someone get abducted in just one night?" Because of the matter with Xiao Ning, Lu Yan was on a piss-poor mood. Never in his life had he been so tolerant of another person''s capricious behaviour. He had been busying about until such a late hour yet no sign of the person could be seen, so once more his anger rose. "He has no sense at all."


    Xiao Ning was speechless. He was the one who prepared that entire excuse, and here Lu Yan was putting it together on his own, proving there was some commonality in imagination with regard to such matters. "A part of it is, but it was mostly because of the distance from my job."


    Xia Li never looked at Lu Yan, however, only grinning happily as he poured more tea for Xiao Ning and himself. "This is good thing. So when are you going to bring him over so we can meet? Maybe we can even go on a double date. I''ve always wanted to try one so bad."


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    Xiao Ning was so worried he on the verge of getting upset. "If we don''t spot him let''s head to the police station to report him missing."


    Was Xiao Ning really speaking nonsense, though? There was still a sliver of reason in his mind. Aren''t the one who cares the least about these things? What does time and falling for someone have to do with each other?


    Nevertheless, Xiao Ning still explained in a gentle tone, "I need to go to someone''s house. So it is inconvenient, okay?"


    Xiao Ning was so worried he on the verge of getting upset. "If we don''t spot him let''s head to the police station to report him missing."


    "It was you who who left him alone in the restaurant without thinking, then you still went on to yell at him. He''s younger than you, and since you love him, you should concede to him more." Xiao Ning was a person with a regular sleep pattern, and since he had turned twenty-five, staying up at late hours had become more of a challenge. They had been looking since before it was eight in that night, and it was currently almost four in the morning, so his nerves had constantly tensed up and now his temples were throbbing with pain. He couldn''t stop rubbing them, and he couldn''t speak in nothing but a hushed tone.


    Within Lu Yan''s eyes, the signs of a storm was brewing. "What are you going on about? You need to explain yourself to me clearly right now."


    Lu Yan was used to being a night owl, so he was still quite energetic. But seeing Xiao Ning look so ill, he said, "How about you head back to my place first with me and get some sleep? You still have to work tomorrow."


    Closing his eyes, Lu Yan did his best to calm himself down. Upon opening his eyes, he seemed to have sobered up, again going on to ask, "When did you bend?"


    A slam sounded, the just poured tea swaying in its cup wildly.


    But... only for the time being.


    Xiao Ning was speechless. He was the one who prepared that entire excuse, and here Lu Yan was putting it together on his own, proving there was some commonality in imagination with regard to such matters. "A part of it is, but it was mostly because of the distance from my job."


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    Xiao Ning felt a great deal of guilt towards Xia Li, so regardless of how much Lu Yan and Xia Li''s behaviour was out of his control, the person at the centre of this matter was still him at the end of the day.


    The both smiled at each other with no gaps between them. At the same time, Xiao Ning was relieved, and used the cover of taking a drink to spy at Lu Yan from the corner of his eyes. Lu Yan looked as though he was knocked on the head by a hammer flying from the sky, his face completely frozen stiff.


    The entire table was now silent.


    This was his first time he had ever seen Lu Yan''s face so unsightly. It was so unsightly he completely confused. Why does he look so incredibly mad?


    After the shocking anger that blew over him like a violent surge of wind passed, Lu Yan felt his entire chest tremble, shaking as though he had exerted his strength. And now, little by little, that hole was being filled with water that was ice-cold. "Your... boyfriend?"


    Not knowing what to do, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone to call Xia Li, but unsurprisingly, his phone was turned off.


    Thus, he shook his head the replied wearily, "Later, let''s keep looking first."


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    "Look, look, look! He''s the one that wanted to run off! Whatever happens to him will serve him right, we''re heading back right now!"


    After the shocking anger that blew over him like a violent surge of wind passed, Lu Yan felt his entire chest tremble, shaking as though he had exerted his strength. And now, little by little, that hole was being filled with water that was ice-cold. "Your... boyfriend?"


    Lu Yan always had a way of sweet-talking people¡ªeven if he didn''t say a word, as long as he keeps smiling at the other person, eventually that person would have their anger quelled just by his smile alone. Sure enough, not long after, Xia Li began chatting and smiling at him again.


    The meals were already placed on the table, yet Xia Li hadn''t hadn''t moved his chopsticks, neither did he play on his phone. All he did was sit there wearing a blank expression on his face.


    Until the car stopped at the entrance of the apartment building, because the headlights of the cars were so bright and dazzling, Xiao Ning had laid his forehead on the glass of the window borrowing it''s cold. His gaze was aimed at the pillar of the entrance, where there a person crouched there hugging their knees. "Stop the car!"


    This was his first time he had ever seen Lu Yan''s face so unsightly. It was so unsightly he completely confused. Why does he look so incredibly mad?


    To which, Xiao Ning smiled, and said in return, "Thank you."


    Found Out


    Lu Yan stopped the car out of instinct, and without waiting for it to come to a full stop, Xiao Ning opened to door and ran over. "Xia Li!"


    Xiao Ning felt a great deal of guilt towards Xia Li, so regardless of how much Lu Yan and Xia Li''s behaviour was out of his control, the person at the centre of this matter was still him at the end of the day.


    When that person heard Xiao Ning calling, he lifted his head, and who could it be if not Xia Li? When he saw Xiao Ning rushing over to him, and before Xiao Ning could squat down or pull him up, Xia Li suddenly stood up, raised his hand and sent a fist towards Xiao Ning.


    Never expecting him to refuse, Lu Yan asking in return without thinking, "Inconvenient? Why is it inconvenient?"


    He was then hit by a sudden burst of inspiration, "Is he the reason for you moving out?"


    The way he looked at Xiao Ning was completely different now. Apart from his shock, there was now a great deal of admiration and envy. Someone who made their sexuality public to their family and inner circle is someone not who was honestly in the same class as him at all.

 CH 20

    Xia Li used his full strength, and because Xiao Ning was hurrying over to him, leaving his body in an unstable position, being hit out of the blue caused him to fall a couple steps back.


    iana: The thing that stuck with me the most is Xiao Ning standing there after being punched not worried about his head spinning, or being in pain, but only about how Lu Yan might view him leaving as some kind of dig against him. Like... I can''t... Remember that cnt of a man asking if their brotherhood¡ªtheir"friendship"¡ªwas just for show, and after this, the answer is a resounding yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    Flying into a rage, Lu Yan rushed over. "Are you crazy! God¡ª"


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    Hearing those clear words of protection, made Xiao Ning completely and utterly, breakdown. Lifting his hand to cover his eyes, he finally dared to cry out loud, to cry out uncontrollably.


    Such a feeling was incredibly difficult to describe.


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    There was no reply from the other end.


    "I figured you''d find out sooner or later, so why go through the trouble of making a special announcement." Shan Haiming looked up at him and replied casually, then went on to tell him, "Now go wash up first, and don''t touch that wound."


    Xia Li used his full strength, and because Xiao Ning was hurrying over to him, leaving his body in an unstable position, being hit out of the blue caused him to fall a couple steps back.


    He never got to finish his words, because Xia Li had rushed over to hug him, gaining the upper hand, sobbing, whimpering as if he was the one who was wronged. Those restrained sobs were simply heartbreaking to listen to, enough to make the one hearing them weep.


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    Lu Yan''s anger had no defence against these tears, with it just slipping away. His frown held for a few seconds, but in the end, it to was relaxed by the tears. Then, with a sigh, he embraced Xia Li in return, and spoke a few chiding words. "It wasn''t smart of you to just run out like that. You even took your phone off, which made people worried."


    With embarrassment, Xiao Ning revealed, "It''s my luggage."


    There was no reply from the other end.


    Xiao Ning smiled, but his tugged lips pulled at the injury on his face, so he couldn''t help but crease his brows in a wince as he replied, "No, I just accidentally made somebody angry."


    Shan Haiming did not live too far from where Xiao Ning currently was, because about twenty minutes after he had hung up, Shan Haiming had arrived. On the pavement, Xiao Ning sat with his head buried in his arms, so when the car stopped beside him he was given a start.


    Xiao Ning whispered, "I''m sorry for troubling you." (Please come.)


    Xiao Ning suffering from his punch, was not included.


    Shan Haiming easily found the way to the underground parking lot as well as an empty parking spot. He seemed to be more familiar with the place than Xiao Ning.


    Xia Li used his full strength, and because Xiao Ning was hurrying over to him, leaving his body in an unstable position, being hit out of the blue caused him to fall a couple steps back.


    But despite him feeling a lot happier, the thought of himself crying in front of Shan Haiming made him feel so embarrassed he had no idea what he should do.


    Xiao Li gripped the back of Lu Yan''s jacket, crying his heart out even more pitifully, as if he was some kind of wounded animal.


    But despite him feeling a lot happier, the thought of himself crying in front of Shan Haiming made him feel so embarrassed he had no idea what he should do.


    Right then, Xiao Ning''s head spun and his vision blurred, the feeling of pain setting in. He held his cheek, holding himself back from releasing a hiss, not wanting to disturb the other people during such a time.


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    But despite him feeling a lot happier, the thought of himself crying in front of Shan Haiming made him feel so embarrassed he had no idea what he should do.


    "I''m not..." Xiao Ning stopped, feeling a warm sensation over the sensitive broken skin of his wound. He blinked, and even more tears were squeezed out by the act. His gaze no fell to cloth of his clothes, where the there were slight darkened patches that could have only been made from being soaked by liquid. He smiled in shock, "That''s strange? What''s going on?"


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    "I''m not..." Xiao Ning stopped, feeling a warm sensation over the sensitive broken skin of his wound. He blinked, and even more tears were squeezed out by the act. His gaze no fell to cloth of his clothes, where the there were slight darkened patches that could have only been made from being soaked by liquid. He smiled in shock, "That''s strange? What''s going on?"


    That wouldn''t be good?


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    That wouldn''t be good?


    From since his father was imprisoned, and his mother had run off with someone, he had never let himself cry. As a foster child who lived under someone else''s roof, who had to rely on others to live, he understood crying was not something he had the right to, that it was something he should avoid at all costs because it was very annoying to others. So even at this moment, as he cried before Shan Haiming, his cries were issued noiselessly and laden with fear. He was afraid Shan Haiming would grow impatient with him, that the man would scold him¡ªthat he would turn around and leave.


    That wouldn''t be good?


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    Perhaps it was because Xia Li''s tears were too infectious. Or perhaps it was because the punch he just received was simply too close to his eyes. Whatever the case me be, Xiao Ning''s too found himself feeling the rims of his eyes also starting to sting. But there was no way he could do that. To others, what reason would he have to shed tears. He was too grown. It was far too insensible for someone like him to cry. So all he could do was ignore it as if it didn''t matter, just as he had done when he was a child.


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    The one who sent that message was Shan Haiming.


    How humiliating.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning followed him back to the car and got in. When he finally managed to calm down a bit, he was overcome with enough regret to blot out the sky and cover the earth. He was almost thirty years old, yet he actually broke down and cried in front of someone younger than him? This... t-this... this was just too un...


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    "I''m not..." Xiao Ning stopped, feeling a warm sensation over the sensitive broken skin of his wound. He blinked, and even more tears were squeezed out by the act. His gaze no fell to cloth of his clothes, where the there were slight darkened patches that could have only been made from being soaked by liquid. He smiled in shock, "That''s strange? What''s going on?"


    There was no reply from the other end.


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    Shan Haiming looked at him silently, a silence when compared to Xia Li''s weeping and Lu Yan''s partiality was even more infectious, and all the more made it impossible for Xiao Ning''s tears to stop.


    The car door opened, revealing a familiar looking tracksuit clad Shan Haiming, who then made his way over to Xiao Ning, then stood before him. Xiao Ning lifted his head, his mouth moving, but no expression graced his face, "You came?"


    Xiao Ning smiled, but his tugged lips pulled at the injury on his face, so he couldn''t help but crease his brows in a wince as he replied, "No, I just accidentally made somebody angry."


    Xiao Ning poured all his energy into running things over in his mind, and seeing the two still hugging for a while, he decided to turn and walk away silently. He took a couple steps, turned his direction, and heading to the apartment building and then to Lu Yan''s apartment.


    The one who sent that message was Shan Haiming.


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    "I figured you''d find out sooner or later, so why go through the trouble of making a special announcement." Shan Haiming looked up at him and replied casually, then went on to tell him, "Now go wash up first, and don''t touch that wound."


    The car door opened, revealing a familiar looking tracksuit clad Shan Haiming, who then made his way over to Xiao Ning, then stood before him. Xiao Ning lifted his head, his mouth moving, but no expression graced his face, "You came?"


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    He said he''s going to come. Xiao Ning forced out a smile, reluctant to part, so in the end instead of saying what he should have said¡ªinstead of voicing what he would have said "I''m alright. You don''t need to trouble yourself."


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning followed him back to the car and got in. When he finally managed to calm down a bit, he was overcome with enough regret to blot out the sky and cover the earth. He was almost thirty years old, yet he actually broke down and cried in front of someone younger than him? This... t-this... this was just too un...


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning followed him back to the car and got in. When he finally managed to calm down a bit, he was overcome with enough regret to blot out the sky and cover the earth. He was almost thirty years old, yet he actually broke down and cried in front of someone younger than him? This... t-this... this was just too un...


    So as he sat there unable to restrain his tears, he also repeated again and again the words: I''m sorry.


    There was no reply from the other end.


    iana: The thing that stuck with me the most is Xiao Ning standing there after being punched not worried about his head spinning, or being in pain, but only about how Lu Yan might view him leaving as some kind of dig against him. Like... I can''t... Remember that cnt of a man asking if their brotherhood¡ªtheir"friendship"¡ªwas just for show, and after this, the answer is a resounding yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    Pulling two of them out, then shaking them open, Xiao Ning packed his clothes into one bag, and the remaining bits and pieces were packed into half the other. Using the shoe cabinet, he left a note with a message, resting the key for the apartment on top of it. He then took one final look back, and afterwards, simply turned off the light and closed the door, taking his bag down the stairs one by one.


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    Shan Haiming clicked his tongue, his vice sounding as if it was still drenched in sleep. "What''s wrong? Did something happen?"


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    How humiliating.


    How humiliating.


    With embarrassment, Xiao Ning revealed, "It''s my luggage."


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    With embarrassment, Xiao Ning revealed, "It''s my luggage."


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    The car door opened, revealing a familiar looking tracksuit clad Shan Haiming, who then made his way over to Xiao Ning, then stood before him. Xiao Ning lifted his head, his mouth moving, but no expression graced his face, "You came?"


    "But if you head back this late you..." Xiao Ning paused as he watched Shan Haiming walk out the open door. The floor he lived on had three apartments, and the one he would live in was to the left when you left the elevator, where two small apartments were side by side. But Shan Haiming didn''t turn in that direction, and instead went strait to the right.


    It would better to send Lu Yan a message too, wouldn''t it? At least to mention I just left because I didn''t want to disturb them.


    "I..." Xiao Ning''s breath caught a few times, causing him to reply brokenly: "I''m fine. I''m sorry I disturbed¡ª"


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    Dryness filled XIao Ning''s mouth, the uncertainty of whether he should answer or not overtaking him. He wanted to answer, but he was afraid. His phone kept ringing, ringing non-stop. It was only a simple built-in ringtone, however, it gave a sense of not giving up until it reached its goal.


    He never got to finish his words, because Xia Li had rushed over to hug him, gaining the upper hand, sobbing, whimpering as if he was the one who was wronged. Those restrained sobs were simply heartbreaking to listen to, enough to make the one hearing them weep.


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    Shan Haiming sighed, a sigh causing Xiao Ning''s tears to stop in an instant.


    Xiao Ning smiled, but his tugged lips pulled at the injury on his face, so he couldn''t help but crease his brows in a wince as he replied, "No, I just accidentally made somebody angry."


    He had no idea why he would be crying like that for no reason. It was indeed quite strange.


    With embarrassment, Xiao Ning revealed, "It''s my luggage."


    The one who sent that message was Shan Haiming.


    From since his father was imprisoned, and his mother had run off with someone, he had never let himself cry. As a foster child who lived under someone else''s roof, who had to rely on others to live, he understood crying was not something he had the right to, that it was something he should avoid at all costs because it was very annoying to others. So even at this moment, as he cried before Shan Haiming, his cries were issued noiselessly and laden with fear. He was afraid Shan Haiming would grow impatient with him, that the man would scold him¡ªthat he would turn around and leave.


    Dryness filled XIao Ning''s mouth, the uncertainty of whether he should answer or not overtaking him. He wanted to answer, but he was afraid. His phone kept ringing, ringing non-stop. It was only a simple built-in ringtone, however, it gave a sense of not giving up until it reached its goal.


    He never got to finish his words, because Xia Li had rushed over to hug him, gaining the upper hand, sobbing, whimpering as if he was the one who was wronged. Those restrained sobs were simply heartbreaking to listen to, enough to make the one hearing them weep.


    But, without knowing how he managed it, Xiao Ning had tapped on the call graphic under Shan Haiming''s contact info, and before he could react, the call had already gone through.


    Xiao Ning smiled, but his tugged lips pulled at the injury on his face, so he couldn''t help but crease his brows in a wince as he replied, "No, I just accidentally made somebody angry."


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    "Where are you? Are you at home? Outside?" Shan Haiming interrupted him, unable to bear it.


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    Shan Haiming''s head cocked to the side, giving Xiao Ning a once over before tugging the cloth lining his thighs, then plopping down into a squat making him resemble a little thug. "Did somebody bully you?"


    The one who sent that message was Shan Haiming.


    N/A


    Dryness filled XIao Ning''s mouth, the uncertainty of whether he should answer or not overtaking him. He wanted to answer, but he was afraid. His phone kept ringing, ringing non-stop. It was only a simple built-in ringtone, however, it gave a sense of not giving up until it reached its goal.


    Xia Li used his full strength, and because Xiao Ning was hurrying over to him, leaving his body in an unstable position, being hit out of the blue caused him to fall a couple steps back.


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    And with his eyes focused on the yellow glow on the the road from the street light above him, Xiao Ning replied, "Outside."


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    Pulling two of them out, then shaking them open, Xiao Ning packed his clothes into one bag, and the remaining bits and pieces were packed into half the other. Using the shoe cabinet, he left a note with a message, resting the key for the apartment on top of it. He then took one final look back, and afterwards, simply turned off the light and closed the door, taking his bag down the stairs one by one.


    That sentence of his wasn''t particularly special, and it had a bit of a mocking tone. But to Xiao Ning''s ears, hearing such words, brought him to the brink of tears. He had spent his entire life doing his best to cause the least amount of trouble to others, yet in the end, the per he should not trouble is the one he said such a thing to.


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    There was no reply from the other end.


    Shan Haiming folded his arms around his chest, his gaze fixed on the numbers marking the stops for the floor. "Why do you want to stay there? Your place still doesn''t have anything, right?"


    Prompting Xiao Ning to whisper, "I''m sorry."


    N/A


    Prompting Xiao Ning to whisper, "I''m sorry."


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    Shan Haiming clicked his tongue, his vice sounding as if it was still drenched in sleep. "What''s wrong? Did something happen?"


    "I''ve never met someone as foolish as you. How can someone make be this sad, huh?" Shan Haiming used his thumb to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s, his words carrying a slight trace of teasing as he further asked, "Who bullied you, huh? Tell me who it was, I''ll go get them back for you.T/n: These are words you''d say to a kid/someone younger or close to you when someone messed with them."


    A million words eventually boiled down into one breath filled "Ah." Then, turning, Xiao Ning walked back to the living room.


    Perhaps it was because Xia Li''s tears were too infectious. Or perhaps it was because the punch he just received was simply too close to his eyes. Whatever the case me be, Xiao Ning''s too found himself feeling the rims of his eyes also starting to sting. But there was no way he could do that. To others, what reason would he have to shed tears. He was too grown. It was far too insensible for someone like him to cry. So all he could do was ignore it as if it didn''t matter, just as he had done when he was a child.


    Xiao Ning whispered, "I''m sorry for troubling you." (Please come.)


    "I''m not..." Xiao Ning stopped, feeling a warm sensation over the sensitive broken skin of his wound. He blinked, and even more tears were squeezed out by the act. His gaze no fell to cloth of his clothes, where the there were slight darkened patches that could have only been made from being soaked by liquid. He smiled in shock, "That''s strange? What''s going on?"


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    Shan Haiming said nothing along the way, except fr when he stopped at a twenty-four hour 7-Eleven to buy two bottles of juice and said, "So much water flowed out so you need to replenish it."


    "I..." Xiao Ning''s breath caught a few times, causing him to reply brokenly: "I''m fine. I''m sorry I disturbed¡ª"


    Hearing those clear words of protection, made Xiao Ning completely and utterly, breakdown. Lifting his hand to cover his eyes, he finally dared to cry out loud, to cry out uncontrollably.


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    Shan Haiming sighed, a sigh causing Xiao Ning''s tears to stop in an instant.


    Shan Haiming''s head cocked to the side, giving Xiao Ning a once over before tugging the cloth lining his thighs, then plopping down into a squat making him resemble a little thug. "Did somebody bully you?"


    Perhaps it was because Xia Li''s tears were too infectious. Or perhaps it was because the punch he just received was simply too close to his eyes. Whatever the case me be, Xiao Ning''s too found himself feeling the rims of his eyes also starting to sting. But there was no way he could do that. To others, what reason would he have to shed tears. He was too grown. It was far too insensible for someone like him to cry. So all he could do was ignore it as if it didn''t matter, just as he had done when he was a child.


    Xiao Ning suffering from his punch, was not included.


    Prompting Xiao Ning to whisper, "I''m sorry."


    "Where are you? Are you at home? Outside?" Shan Haiming interrupted him, unable to bear it.


    Xiao Ning whispered, "I''m sorry for troubling you." (Please come.)


    Shan Haiming looked at him silently, a silence when compared to Xia Li''s weeping and Lu Yan''s partiality was even more infectious, and all the more made it impossible for Xiao Ning''s tears to stop.


    "You? Made someone mad?" Shan Haiming''s gaze fell to the packed garbage bags beside Xiao Ning. "Did you come out to throw out trash?"


    There was no reply from the other end.


    But despite him feeling a lot happier, the thought of himself crying in front of Shan Haiming made him feel so embarrassed he had no idea what he should do.


    And with his eyes focused on the yellow glow on the the road from the street light above him, Xiao Ning replied, "Outside."


    The car door opened, revealing a familiar looking tracksuit clad Shan Haiming, who then made his way over to Xiao Ning, then stood before him. Xiao Ning lifted his head, his mouth moving, but no expression graced his face, "You came?"


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    Shan Haiming easily found the way to the underground parking lot as well as an empty parking spot. He seemed to be more familiar with the place than Xiao Ning.


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    Shan Haiming, possibly hearing it was quiet on Xiao Ning''s end, and there was nothing, asked, "Send me your location."


    Flying into a rage, Lu Yan rushed over. "Are you crazy! God¡ª"


    And with his eyes focused on the yellow glow on the the road from the street light above him, Xiao Ning replied, "Outside."


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    Shan Haiming did not live too far from where Xiao Ning currently was, because about twenty minutes after he had hung up, Shan Haiming had arrived. On the pavement, Xiao Ning sat with his head buried in his arms, so when the car stopped beside him he was given a start.


    Lu Yan''s anger had no defence against these tears, with it just slipping away. His frown held for a few seconds, but in the end, it to was relaxed by the tears. Then, with a sigh, he embraced Xia Li in return, and spoke a few chiding words. "It wasn''t smart of you to just run out like that. You even took your phone off, which made people worried."


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    He said he''s going to come. Xiao Ning forced out a smile, reluctant to part, so in the end instead of saying what he should have said¡ªinstead of voicing what he would have said "I''m alright. You don''t need to trouble yourself."


    "." Shan Haiming yawned. "Who made you my boyfriend, huh? Don''t go running off off somewhere, wait for me, I''m coming."


    He said he''s going to come. Xiao Ning forced out a smile, reluctant to part, so in the end instead of saying what he should have said¡ªinstead of voicing what he would have said "I''m alright. You don''t need to trouble yourself."


    "." Shan Haiming yawned. "Who made you my boyfriend, huh? Don''t go running off off somewhere, wait for me, I''m coming."


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    It would better to send Lu Yan a message too, wouldn''t it? At least to mention I just left because I didn''t want to disturb them.


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    Xiao Ning whispered, "I''m sorry for troubling you." (Please come.)


    That wouldn''t be good?


    "Where are you? Are you at home? Outside?" Shan Haiming interrupted him, unable to bear it.


    Shan Haiming folded his arms around his chest, his gaze fixed on the numbers marking the stops for the floor. "Why do you want to stay there? Your place still doesn''t have anything, right?"


    "You''re living right across from me!" Xiao Ning yelled, he couldn''t hod back his shock. "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    That wouldn''t be good?


    That wouldn''t be good?


    There was no reply from the other end.


    "." Shan Haiming yawned. "Who made you my boyfriend, huh? Don''t go running off off somewhere, wait for me, I''m coming."


    Pulling two of them out, then shaking them open, Xiao Ning packed his clothes into one bag, and the remaining bits and pieces were packed into half the other. Using the shoe cabinet, he left a note with a message, resting the key for the apartment on top of it. He then took one final look back, and afterwards, simply turned off the light and closed the door, taking his bag down the stairs one by one.


    Shan Haiming did not live too far from where Xiao Ning currently was, because about twenty minutes after he had hung up, Shan Haiming had arrived. On the pavement, Xiao Ning sat with his head buried in his arms, so when the car stopped beside him he was given a start.


    He never got to finish his words, because Xia Li had rushed over to hug him, gaining the upper hand, sobbing, whimpering as if he was the one who was wronged. Those restrained sobs were simply heartbreaking to listen to, enough to make the one hearing them weep.


    Lu Yan''s anger had no defence against these tears, with it just slipping away. His frown held for a few seconds, but in the end, it to was relaxed by the tears. Then, with a sigh, he embraced Xia Li in return, and spoke a few chiding words. "It wasn''t smart of you to just run out like that. You even took your phone off, which made people worried."


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    There was no reply from the other end.


    That sentence of his wasn''t particularly special, and it had a bit of a mocking tone. But to Xiao Ning''s ears, hearing such words, brought him to the brink of tears. He had spent his entire life doing his best to cause the least amount of trouble to others, yet in the end, the per he should not trouble is the one he said such a thing to.


    Xiao Li gripped the back of Lu Yan''s jacket, crying his heart out even more pitifully, as if he was some kind of wounded animal.


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    Shan Haiming sighed, a sigh causing Xiao Ning''s tears to stop in an instant.


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    From since his father was imprisoned, and his mother had run off with someone, he had never let himself cry. As a foster child who lived under someone else''s roof, who had to rely on others to live, he understood crying was not something he had the right to, that it was something he should avoid at all costs because it was very annoying to others. So even at this moment, as he cried before Shan Haiming, his cries were issued noiselessly and laden with fear. He was afraid Shan Haiming would grow impatient with him, that the man would scold him¡ªthat he would turn around and leave.


    The man staring back at him in the mirror there had cried s much his eyes were all red and swollen¡ªeven his nose was red.


    Pulling two of them out, then shaking them open, Xiao Ning packed his clothes into one bag, and the remaining bits and pieces were packed into half the other. Using the shoe cabinet, he left a note with a message, resting the key for the apartment on top of it. He then took one final look back, and afterwards, simply turned off the light and closed the door, taking his bag down the stairs one by one.


    Such a feeling was incredibly difficult to describe.


    But, without knowing how he managed it, Xiao Ning had tapped on the call graphic under Shan Haiming''s contact info, and before he could react, the call had already gone through.


    Shan Haiming clicked his tongue, his vice sounding as if it was still drenched in sleep. "What''s wrong? Did something happen?"


    "But if you head back this late you..." Xiao Ning paused as he watched Shan Haiming walk out the open door. The floor he lived on had three apartments, and the one he would live in was to the left when you left the elevator, where two small apartments were side by side. But Shan Haiming didn''t turn in that direction, and instead went strait to the right.


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    Shan Haiming clicked his tongue, his vice sounding as if it was still drenched in sleep. "What''s wrong? Did something happen?"


    Shan Haiming did not live too far from where Xiao Ning currently was, because about twenty minutes after he had hung up, Shan Haiming had arrived. On the pavement, Xiao Ning sat with his head buried in his arms, so when the car stopped beside him he was given a start.


    Lu Yan''s anger had no defence against these tears, with it just slipping away. His frown held for a few seconds, but in the end, it to was relaxed by the tears. Then, with a sigh, he embraced Xia Li in return, and spoke a few chiding words. "It wasn''t smart of you to just run out like that. You even took your phone off, which made people worried."


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    Upon realising what it was he was looking at, a chuckle was pulled out of Xiao Ning. "It''s too embarrassing. But I''m fine, it''s nothing."


    The car door opened, revealing a familiar looking tracksuit clad Shan Haiming, who then made his way over to Xiao Ning, then stood before him. Xiao Ning lifted his head, his mouth moving, but no expression graced his face, "You came?"


    So as he sat there unable to restrain his tears, he also repeated again and again the words: I''m sorry.


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    And with his eyes focused on the yellow glow on the the road from the street light above him, Xiao Ning replied, "Outside."


    Shan Haiming looked at him silently, a silence when compared to Xia Li''s weeping and Lu Yan''s partiality was even more infectious, and all the more made it impossible for Xiao Ning''s tears to stop.


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    Such a feeling was incredibly difficult to describe.


    Shan Haiming''s head cocked to the side, giving Xiao Ning a once over before tugging the cloth lining his thighs, then plopping down into a squat making him resemble a little thug. "Did somebody bully you?"


    He figured Wang Hua was the one who told Shan Haiming the address, ad he didn''t think it was strange.


    Xiao Ning smiled, but his tugged lips pulled at the injury on his face, so he couldn''t help but crease his brows in a wince as he replied, "No, I just accidentally made somebody angry."


    Shan Haiming did not live too far from where Xiao Ning currently was, because about twenty minutes after he had hung up, Shan Haiming had arrived. On the pavement, Xiao Ning sat with his head buried in his arms, so when the car stopped beside him he was given a start.


    No Trouble


    The man staring back at him in the mirror there had cried s much his eyes were all red and swollen¡ªeven his nose was red.


    "You? Made someone mad?" Shan Haiming''s gaze fell to the packed garbage bags beside Xiao Ning. "Did you come out to throw out trash?"


    Upon realising what it was he was looking at, a chuckle was pulled out of Xiao Ning. "It''s too embarrassing. But I''m fine, it''s nothing."


    Xia Li used his full strength, and because Xiao Ning was hurrying over to him, leaving his body in an unstable position, being hit out of the blue caused him to fall a couple steps back.


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    With embarrassment, Xiao Ning revealed, "It''s my luggage."


    The man staring back at him in the mirror there had cried s much his eyes were all red and swollen¡ªeven his nose was red.


    Shan Haiming withdrew his gaze, taking Xiao Ning''s hands into his own, inspecting the back of them. "You didn''t fight them back, did you?"


    Shan Haiming withdrew his gaze, taking Xiao Ning''s hands into his own, inspecting the back of them. "You didn''t fight them back, did you?"


    Upon realising what it was he was looking at, a chuckle was pulled out of Xiao Ning. "It''s too embarrassing. But I''m fine, it''s nothing."


    He had no idea why he would be crying like that for no reason. It was indeed quite strange.


    From since his father was imprisoned, and his mother had run off with someone, he had never let himself cry. As a foster child who lived under someone else''s roof, who had to rely on others to live, he understood crying was not something he had the right to, that it was something he should avoid at all costs because it was very annoying to others. So even at this moment, as he cried before Shan Haiming, his cries were issued noiselessly and laden with fear. He was afraid Shan Haiming would grow impatient with him, that the man would scold him¡ªthat he would turn around and leave.


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    Xiao Ning made his way over in a few steps, his voice dripping with disbelief as he asked, "Y-you... why do you have a key to this place?"


    "I''m not..." Xiao Ning stopped, feeling a warm sensation over the sensitive broken skin of his wound. He blinked, and even more tears were squeezed out by the act. His gaze no fell to cloth of his clothes, where the there were slight darkened patches that could have only been made from being soaked by liquid. He smiled in shock, "That''s strange? What''s going on?"


    Perhaps it was because Xia Li''s tears were too infectious. Or perhaps it was because the punch he just received was simply too close to his eyes. Whatever the case me be, Xiao Ning''s too found himself feeling the rims of his eyes also starting to sting. But there was no way he could do that. To others, what reason would he have to shed tears. He was too grown. It was far too insensible for someone like him to cry. So all he could do was ignore it as if it didn''t matter, just as he had done when he was a child.


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    N/A


    He had no idea why he would be crying like that for no reason. It was indeed quite strange.


    No Trouble


    Shan Haiming sighed, a sigh causing Xiao Ning''s tears to stop in an instant.


    Pulling two of them out, then shaking them open, Xiao Ning packed his clothes into one bag, and the remaining bits and pieces were packed into half the other. Using the shoe cabinet, he left a note with a message, resting the key for the apartment on top of it. He then took one final look back, and afterwards, simply turned off the light and closed the door, taking his bag down the stairs one by one.


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    "Hey¡ªyou''re going the wrong..." When Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming pull out a key and open the door, he voice stopped. Shan Haiming pushed the door open and turned back to him, saying, "What are doing? Come over here."


    The man staring back at him in the mirror there had cried s much his eyes were all red and swollen¡ªeven his nose was red.


    Shan Haiming looked at him silently, a silence when compared to Xia Li''s weeping and Lu Yan''s partiality was even more infectious, and all the more made it impossible for Xiao Ning''s tears to stop.


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    From since his father was imprisoned, and his mother had run off with someone, he had never let himself cry. As a foster child who lived under someone else''s roof, who had to rely on others to live, he understood crying was not something he had the right to, that it was something he should avoid at all costs because it was very annoying to others. So even at this moment, as he cried before Shan Haiming, his cries were issued noiselessly and laden with fear. He was afraid Shan Haiming would grow impatient with him, that the man would scold him¡ªthat he would turn around and leave.


    How humiliating.


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    Dryness filled XIao Ning''s mouth, the uncertainty of whether he should answer or not overtaking him. He wanted to answer, but he was afraid. His phone kept ringing, ringing non-stop. It was only a simple built-in ringtone, however, it gave a sense of not giving up until it reached its goal.


    So as he sat there unable to restrain his tears, he also repeated again and again the words: I''m sorry.


    He never got to finish his words, because Xia Li had rushed over to hug him, gaining the upper hand, sobbing, whimpering as if he was the one who was wronged. Those restrained sobs were simply heartbreaking to listen to, enough to make the one hearing them weep.


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    Shan Haiming looked at him silently, a silence when compared to Xia Li''s weeping and Lu Yan''s partiality was even more infectious, and all the more made it impossible for Xiao Ning''s tears to stop.


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    He said he''s going to come. Xiao Ning forced out a smile, reluctant to part, so in the end instead of saying what he should have said¡ªinstead of voicing what he would have said "I''m alright. You don''t need to trouble yourself."


    Shan Haiming sighed, a sigh causing Xiao Ning''s tears to stop in an instant.


    Such a feeling was incredibly difficult to describe.


    Shan Haiming withdrew his gaze, taking Xiao Ning''s hands into his own, inspecting the back of them. "You didn''t fight them back, did you?"


    So as he sat there unable to restrain his tears, he also repeated again and again the words: I''m sorry.


    The man staring back at him in the mirror there had cried s much his eyes were all red and swollen¡ªeven his nose was red.


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    Shan Haiming easily found the way to the underground parking lot as well as an empty parking spot. He seemed to be more familiar with the place than Xiao Ning.


    "I''ve never met someone as foolish as you. How can someone make be this sad, huh?" Shan Haiming used his thumb to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s, his words carrying a slight trace of teasing as he further asked, "Who bullied you, huh? Tell me who it was, I''ll go get them back for you.T/n: These are words you''d say to a kid/someone younger or close to you when someone messed with them."


    Later, when he no longer cried as fiercely, Shan Haiming handed him the half filled garbage bag, taking up the other one himself. Then using his empty had to pull Xiao Ning to his feet, he said, "Come on, let''s go home."


    Upon realising what it was he was looking at, a chuckle was pulled out of Xiao Ning. "It''s too embarrassing. But I''m fine, it''s nothing."


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    Later, when he no longer cried as fiercely, Shan Haiming handed him the half filled garbage bag, taking up the other one himself. Then using his empty had to pull Xiao Ning to his feet, he said, "Come on, let''s go home."


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    From since his father was imprisoned, and his mother had run off with someone, he had never let himself cry. As a foster child who lived under someone else''s roof, who had to rely on others to live, he understood crying was not something he had the right to, that it was something he should avoid at all costs because it was very annoying to others. So even at this moment, as he cried before Shan Haiming, his cries were issued noiselessly and laden with fear. He was afraid Shan Haiming would grow impatient with him, that the man would scold him¡ªthat he would turn around and leave.


    He figured Wang Hua was the one who told Shan Haiming the address, ad he didn''t think it was strange.


    Hearing those clear words of protection, made Xiao Ning completely and utterly, breakdown. Lifting his hand to cover his eyes, he finally dared to cry out loud, to cry out uncontrollably.


    "Hey¡ªyou''re going the wrong..." When Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming pull out a key and open the door, he voice stopped. Shan Haiming pushed the door open and turned back to him, saying, "What are doing? Come over here."


    Later, when he no longer cried as fiercely, Shan Haiming handed him the half filled garbage bag, taking up the other one himself. Then using his empty had to pull Xiao Ning to his feet, he said, "Come on, let''s go home."


    He said he''s going to come. Xiao Ning forced out a smile, reluctant to part, so in the end instead of saying what he should have said¡ªinstead of voicing what he would have said "I''m alright. You don''t need to trouble yourself."


    Upon realising what it was he was looking at, a chuckle was pulled out of Xiao Ning. "It''s too embarrassing. But I''m fine, it''s nothing."


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning followed him back to the car and got in. When he finally managed to calm down a bit, he was overcome with enough regret to blot out the sky and cover the earth. He was almost thirty years old, yet he actually broke down and cried in front of someone younger than him? This... t-this... this was just too un...


    A million words eventually boiled down into one breath filled "Ah." Then, turning, Xiao Ning walked back to the living room.


    How humiliating.


    Right then, Xiao Ning''s head spun and his vision blurred, the feeling of pain setting in. He held his cheek, holding himself back from releasing a hiss, not wanting to disturb the other people during such a time.


    "." Shan Haiming yawned. "Who made you my boyfriend, huh? Don''t go running off off somewhere, wait for me, I''m coming."


    Shan Haiming did not live too far from where Xiao Ning currently was, because about twenty minutes after he had hung up, Shan Haiming had arrived. On the pavement, Xiao Ning sat with his head buried in his arms, so when the car stopped beside him he was given a start.


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    iana: The thing that stuck with me the most is Xiao Ning standing there after being punched not worried about his head spinning, or being in pain, but only about how Lu Yan might view him leaving as some kind of dig against him. Like... I can''t... Remember that cnt of a man asking if their brotherhood¡ªtheir"friendship"¡ªwas just for show, and after this, the answer is a resounding yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    Xiao Ning whispered, "I''m sorry for troubling you." (Please come.)


    There was no reply from the other end.


    Shan Haiming said nothing along the way, except fr when he stopped at a twenty-four hour 7-Eleven to buy two bottles of juice and said, "So much water flowed out so you need to replenish it."


    Xiao Ning suffering from his punch, was not included.


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    Shan Haiming''s head cocked to the side, giving Xiao Ning a once over before tugging the cloth lining his thighs, then plopping down into a squat making him resemble a little thug. "Did somebody bully you?"


    Lu Yan''s anger had no defence against these tears, with it just slipping away. His frown held for a few seconds, but in the end, it to was relaxed by the tears. Then, with a sigh, he embraced Xia Li in return, and spoke a few chiding words. "It wasn''t smart of you to just run out like that. You even took your phone off, which made people worried."


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    Prompting Xiao Ning to whisper, "I''m sorry."


    He figured Wang Hua was the one who told Shan Haiming the address, ad he didn''t think it was strange.


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    He stood there for who knows how long, then gradually, he walked over to a street light and sat on the curb. His body was limp and weak, and his eyes felt heavy and stung. He then thought absent-mindedly: It''s a night at the beginning of summer, so why does it feel cold enough to make a person tremble?


    Perhaps it was because Xia Li''s tears were too infectious. Or perhaps it was because the punch he just received was simply too close to his eyes. Whatever the case me be, Xiao Ning''s too found himself feeling the rims of his eyes also starting to sting. But there was no way he could do that. To others, what reason would he have to shed tears. He was too grown. It was far too insensible for someone like him to cry. So all he could do was ignore it as if it didn''t matter, just as he had done when he was a child.


    iana: The thing that stuck with me the most is Xiao Ning standing there after being punched not worried about his head spinning, or being in pain, but only about how Lu Yan might view him leaving as some kind of dig against him. Like... I can''t... Remember that cnt of a man asking if their brotherhood¡ªtheir"friendship"¡ªwas just for show, and after this, the answer is a resounding yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    Shan Haiming, possibly hearing it was quiet on Xiao Ning''s end, and there was nothing, asked, "Send me your location."


    Shan Haiming easily found the way to the underground parking lot as well as an empty parking spot. He seemed to be more familiar with the place than Xiao Ning.


    "You''re living right across from me!" Xiao Ning yelled, he couldn''t hod back his shock. "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    Xiao Ning''s heart shrunk from the sheer nervousness, his fingers moving quickly to end the call. It was almost four in the morning, so isn''t calling someone this late in the middle of the night just a way to look for a fight?


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    That wouldn''t be good?


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    He could either go back to the apartment in the suburbs, back to his new apartment in the city, or directly to his place of work. Xiao Ning had these few places he could go to in any case. But he just stood on the dark street where not another soul lingered, holding those garbage bags of his things, and for a moment, had no idea where he should go.


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    Upon realising what it was he was looking at, a chuckle was pulled out of Xiao Ning. "It''s too embarrassing. But I''m fine, it''s nothing."


    "It''s really late, so why don''t you stay at my place for a few hours?" Carrying the two garbage bags, Xiao Ning and Shan Haiming stood in the empty elevator. There, Xiao Ning looked into the mirror inside it, finally seeing his the injury on his face which was a darkened purple mixed with splotches of red. No wonder it had hurt so much.


    Right then, Xiao Ning''s head spun and his vision blurred, the feeling of pain setting in. He held his cheek, holding himself back from releasing a hiss, not wanting to disturb the other people during such a time.


    Such a feeling was incredibly difficult to describe.


    Shan Haiming folded his arms around his chest, his gaze fixed on the numbers marking the stops for the floor. "Why do you want to stay there? Your place still doesn''t have anything, right?"


    "You? Made someone mad?" Shan Haiming''s gaze fell to the packed garbage bags beside Xiao Ning. "Did you come out to throw out trash?"


    Xiao Ning made his way over in a few steps, his voice dripping with disbelief as he asked, "Y-you... why do you have a key to this place?"


    Shan Haiming said nothing along the way, except fr when he stopped at a twenty-four hour 7-Eleven to buy two bottles of juice and said, "So much water flowed out so you need to replenish it."


    "But if you head back this late you..." Xiao Ning paused as he watched Shan Haiming walk out the open door. The floor he lived on had three apartments, and the one he would live in was to the left when you left the elevator, where two small apartments were side by side. But Shan Haiming didn''t turn in that direction, and instead went strait to the right.


    But not so much as thirty seconds had passed since he hung up before his phone started ringing, and Shan Haiming''s name was was flashing on the screen.


    "You? Made someone mad?" Shan Haiming''s gaze fell to the packed garbage bags beside Xiao Ning. "Did you come out to throw out trash?"


    Shan Haiming shook his head, feeling a bit speechless by Xiao Ning. He lifted his head, looking up at Xiao Ning''s face, inspecting it from the bottom to the top while a frown creased his face. "If it''s really nothing, then you shouldn''t be crying, should you?"


    Shan Haiming said nothing along the way, except fr when he stopped at a twenty-four hour 7-Eleven to buy two bottles of juice and said, "So much water flowed out so you need to replenish it."


    It would better to send Lu Yan a message too, wouldn''t it? At least to mention I just left because I didn''t want to disturb them.


    "Hey¡ªyou''re going the wrong..." When Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming pull out a key and open the door, he voice stopped. Shan Haiming pushed the door open and turned back to him, saying, "What are doing? Come over here."


    Shan Haiming said nothing along the way, except fr when he stopped at a twenty-four hour 7-Eleven to buy two bottles of juice and said, "So much water flowed out so you need to replenish it."


    The one who sent that message was Shan Haiming.


    He had no idea why he would be crying like that for no reason. It was indeed quite strange.


    It would better to send Lu Yan a message too, wouldn''t it? At least to mention I just left because I didn''t want to disturb them.


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    Xiao Ning made his way over in a few steps, his voice dripping with disbelief as he asked, "Y-you... why do you have a key to this place?"


    All his suitcases were at the other place, and not so much as a bag was left at Lu Yan''s place. Xiao Ning looked around sadly, doing so for a long time, until he remembered there were still garbage bags in the kitchen, ones he had bought, and they were pretty large ones too, meaning they could be packed quite well.


    "But if you head back this late you..." Xiao Ning paused as he watched Shan Haiming walk out the open door. The floor he lived on had three apartments, and the one he would live in was to the left when you left the elevator, where two small apartments were side by side. But Shan Haiming didn''t turn in that direction, and instead went strait to the right.


    Xiao Ning made his way over in a few steps, his voice dripping with disbelief as he asked, "Y-you... why do you have a key to this place?"


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    There was no reply from the other end.


    N/A


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    Xiao Ning poured all his energy into running things over in his mind, and seeing the two still hugging for a while, he decided to turn and walk away silently. He took a couple steps, turned his direction, and heading to the apartment building and then to Lu Yan''s apartment.


    "Where are you? Are you at home? Outside?" Shan Haiming interrupted him, unable to bear it.


    "You''re living right across from me!" Xiao Ning yelled, he couldn''t hod back his shock. "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    "I figured you''d find out sooner or later, so why go through the trouble of making a special announcement." Shan Haiming looked up at him and replied casually, then went on to tell him, "Now go wash up first, and don''t touch that wound."


    So as he sat there unable to restrain his tears, he also repeated again and again the words: I''m sorry.


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    "You''re living right across from me!" Xiao Ning yelled, he couldn''t hod back his shock. "Why didn''t you tell me?"


    Shan Haiming, looking annoyed, bent over to change out of his shoes, and took out an extra pair of slippers. "You''re such an idiot, like, seriously. Can''t you see I live here?"


    Shan Haiming, possibly hearing it was quiet on Xiao Ning''s end, and there was nothing, asked, "Send me your location."


    Looking at the two who stood before him hugging each other, Xiao Ning thought carefully of whether leaving quietly would be better, or if him giving some sort of notice would be more preferable. Even though Lu Yan isn''t paying any attention to me during a time like this, what if he remembers it later and thinks I did it to show I was resentful or something?


    "I figured you''d find out sooner or later, so why go through the trouble of making a special announcement." Shan Haiming looked up at him and replied casually, then went on to tell him, "Now go wash up first, and don''t touch that wound."


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    Xiao Ning poured all his energy into running things over in his mind, and seeing the two still hugging for a while, he decided to turn and walk away silently. He took a couple steps, turned his direction, and heading to the apartment building and then to Lu Yan''s apartment.


    N/A


    "I''ve never met someone as foolish as you. How can someone make be this sad, huh?" Shan Haiming used his thumb to wipe the corners of Xiao Ning''s, his words carrying a slight trace of teasing as he further asked, "Who bullied you, huh? Tell me who it was, I''ll go get them back for you.T/n: These are words you''d say to a kid/someone younger or close to you when someone messed with them."


    How humiliating.


    The car door opened, revealing a familiar looking tracksuit clad Shan Haiming, who then made his way over to Xiao Ning, then stood before him. Xiao Ning lifted his head, his mouth moving, but no expression graced his face, "You came?"


    "Oh... okay." In a daze, Xiao Ning changed out his shoes and into the slippers then made his way to the bathroom and washed up, carefully using some paper towels to wipe around his wound.


    "Thank you..." Xiao Ning took the juice, feeling very ashamed. He kept his turned out the car window, and recognised the road they were on was the one that led to the the apartment Wang Hua bought in the Cuicheng community.


    The man staring back at him in the mirror there had cried s much his eyes were all red and swollen¡ªeven his nose was red.


    Shan Haiming sighed, a sigh causing Xiao Ning''s tears to stop in an instant.


    He had no idea why he would be crying like that for no reason. It was indeed quite strange.


    He figured Wang Hua was the one who told Shan Haiming the address, ad he didn''t think it was strange.


    If you feel wrong by anything, if you don''t have even one person who cares, you won''t feel it any more.


    "I figured you''d find out sooner or later, so why go through the trouble of making a special announcement." Shan Haiming looked up at him and replied casually, then went on to tell him, "Now go wash up first, and don''t touch that wound."


    "I..." Xiao Ning''s breath caught a few times, causing him to reply brokenly: "I''m fine. I''m sorry I disturbed¡ª"


    Unable to take it, Xiao Ning answered. "Hello..."


    But despite him feeling a lot happier, the thought of himself crying in front of Shan Haiming made him feel so embarrassed he had no idea what he should do.


    So, slowly, Xiao Ning pulled out his phone, never expecting to an unread text message, bearing the simple sentence: "My mother likes lilies."


    A million words eventually boiled down into one breath filled "Ah." Then, turning, Xiao Ning walked back to the living room.


    "But if you head back this late you..." Xiao Ning paused as he watched Shan Haiming walk out the open door. The floor he lived on had three apartments, and the one he would live in was to the left when you left the elevator, where two small apartments were side by side. But Shan Haiming didn''t turn in that direction, and instead went strait to the right.

 CH 21

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    The moment Xiao Ning entered the living room he was greeted by a warm fragrance, following the trail of the scent his eyes fell onto the coffee table in front of the monochrome coloured sofa where a cup of steaming hot milk rested.


    "It wasn''t that serious." Xiao Ning said these words without any negative feelings at all, only intending to remind Lu Yan. "I understand his feelings as well, so I think it would be better is things were the same as they were before. You find a lover and I will just disappear. But this time it could be true love for you so..."


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    "It''s early in the morning..." Huddled up directly behind Xiao Ning as he slept, Shan Haiming grumbled, propping himself up while using his other hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. "...so noisy."


    Shan Haiming sat on the three-seater sofa, and upon seeing Xiao Ning walk out, he lazily waved him over. That had gesture of his gave Xiao Ning a somewhat inexplicable feeling, one that caused him to feel a tinge of discomfort as he walked over to then sit the distance of one person away from Shan Haiming. "I''m¡ª"


    All his strides over the past couple decades were not for naught, as his tone was no different than usual when he responded. "Lu Yan? What is it?"


    Xing Ning soon recovered his senses.


    Overnight Stay


    It was almost six in the morning at this time and Xiao Ning wasn''t the least bit sleepy. He guessed that even if he went to bed at this hour he wouldn''t be able to fall asleep, yet he gave his thanks, picked up the cup of milk which was prepared for him and drank it one mouthful at a time.


    Xiao Ning''s mind wandered.


    But just as that one word left him, seeming to predict his response, Shan Haiming raised his finger to his lips in a silencing motion, causing Xiao Ning to swallow back the proceeding "sorry" as he now stared at Shan Haiming blankly.


    Ignoring him as before, Shan Haiming started to treat Xiao Ning''s wound himself, and Xiao Ning could only helplessly allow him to apply the medicine. It was possible Shan Haiming didn''t have much experience in performing such tasks, as his movements were rather careless. A few times, he managed to poke at Xiao Ning''s wound. But seeing how happy Shan Haiming was to help, Xiao Ning kept his lips sealed and bore the pain, obediently allowing Shan Haiming to carry on with his prodding.


    Lu Yan''s reaction did not seem all that right, puzzling Xiao Ning enough for him to feel a bit unnerved. Right then, already changed into a new set of clothes, Shan Haiming walked out, asking, "Still chatting? Aren''t you hungry?"


    As he asked those two questions, his tone had already become interrogative.


    And warm.


    "No thanks." Xiao Ning then said with a laugh, "I''m afraid Xia Li would hit me again."


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    "Xiao Ning?"


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    He remained silent for so long, Xiao Ning took the phone from his ear to check it, confirming there was still an ongoing call before re again returning it to his ear and asking, "Lu Yan?"


    Xiao Ning just remembered there was still a person sleeping behind him, and so whispered apologetically, "I''m sorry for annoying you with my phone call. You can head back to your bedroom if you want to sleep some more, alright?"


    N/A


    Because of this, Xiao Ning shifted towards him and said, "I can take care of it myself."


    As he held the phone, he stared at the bright sky through the window, it was a day where the sun shone so beautifully, so brightly, it seemed as though the entire night had completely evaporated under its rays; as though everything in its presence was all just a dream.


    There was simply not enough room on the sofa, even more so for two grown men no matter how slim they may be. The two of them crammed together was too much for the limited space, and if not for the arm wrapped around him, as the one who slept on the outside, Xiao Ning could''ve rolled onto the floor.


    It was question asked despite the answer being known, leaving Xiao Ning with no choice but to reply, "Yes."


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    Xiao Ning just remembered there was still a person sleeping behind him, and so whispered apologetically, "I''m sorry for annoying you with my phone call. You can head back to your bedroom if you want to sleep some more, alright?"


    Ignoring him as before, Shan Haiming started to treat Xiao Ning''s wound himself, and Xiao Ning could only helplessly allow him to apply the medicine. It was possible Shan Haiming didn''t have much experience in performing such tasks, as his movements were rather careless. A few times, he managed to poke at Xiao Ning''s wound. But seeing how happy Shan Haiming was to help, Xiao Ning kept his lips sealed and bore the pain, obediently allowing Shan Haiming to carry on with his prodding.


    But as soon as they closed, he fell fast asleep.


    Urged on by the intermittent ringing, Xiao Ning quickly sat up, resulting a faint grumble erupting from behind him. He didn''t turn around, only hurriedly reaching for the phone resting on the coffee table before putting the phone to his ear and saying hello as if he was acting out the motions in his sleep.


    But Xiao Ning didn''t know what he wanted to hear, so he simply waited for Lu Yan to speak first.


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning currently didn''t know whether he should leave or stay and talk, and deep down he really didn''t want to go back to his apartment where he would be alone. But after everything that happened, finding exactly what was the best thing to say right then was a skill Xiao Ning had no grasp of at all.


    But just as that one word left him, seeming to predict his response, Shan Haiming raised his finger to his lips in a silencing motion, causing Xiao Ning to swallow back the proceeding "sorry" as he now stared at Shan Haiming blankly.


    After sticking on a small plaster, Shan Haiming examined his achievement, but it was unclear whether he was satisfied or not. He then instructed Xiao Ning, "After you drink your milk, go get some sleep."


    Lu Yan''s reaction did not seem all that right, puzzling Xiao Ning enough for him to feel a bit unnerved. Right then, already changed into a new set of clothes, Shan Haiming walked out, asking, "Still chatting? Aren''t you hungry?"


    It was almost six in the morning at this time and Xiao Ning wasn''t the least bit sleepy. He guessed that even if he went to bed at this hour he wouldn''t be able to fall asleep, yet he gave his thanks, picked up the cup of milk which was prepared for him and drank it one mouthful at a time.


    While absorbed in this thought, he found himself already watching the movie without thinking as a result. The well seasoned main leads on the screen carried out their mission together, and perhaps to the die-hard fans there was a special feeling from such a film, but plot-wise, there was nothing particularly worth noting.


    It was currently the most persuasive time for him to request a day''s leave, so Xiao Ning took out his phone and sent his superior a message and that he would fill in the leave request form later. As for the work he had arranged for the day, he also sent a message to Chen He that mainly stated he would not be coming to the office and that all the work schedule would remain as planned.


    "Just now, who was that?" Lu Yan asked.


    As he held the phone, he stared at the bright sky through the window, it was a day where the sun shone so beautifully, so brightly, it seemed as though the entire night had completely evaporated under its rays; as though everything in its presence was all just a dream.


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning currently didn''t know whether he should leave or stay and talk, and deep down he really didn''t want to go back to his apartment where he would be alone. But after everything that happened, finding exactly what was the best thing to say right then was a skill Xiao Ning had no grasp of at all.


    "Just now, who was that?" Lu Yan asked.


    Overnight Stay


    The stream of warmth flowed down his throat, slipping into his ice-cold stomach, truly giving him the feeling as if he was born anew.


    "No, it''s my friend," Xiao Ning replied.


    Xiao Ning''s hazy vision finally cleared. He was lying down on the sofa, with one leg resting on the ground. Behind him, there was something heavy, half pressing against him with an arm stretched over him.


    He suddenly thought about the people who would be changing to short sleeves fearing the heat.


    ?¡ó?


    "Xiao Ning?"


    His eyes now closed slightly, and a sigh left him.


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    With his chin propped up by his hand, Shan Haiming stared at him as though the act of him drinking that milk was something quite interesting. When he noticed this look of Shan Haiming''s, Xiao Ning clasped the glass in both hands, feeling increasingly more embarrassed, then after some consideration he went on to say, "I really troubled you a lot tonight."


    The sound of a continuous ring was what made Xiao Ning wake up. Blinking in confusion, he wondered why he felt so uncomfortable. Upon moving his arm he found himself being weighed down by something.


    "Was it your boyfriend?" Lu Yan questioned again.


    Xiao Ning thought there must certainly be some understanding on his part.


    The moment Xiao Ning entered the living room he was greeted by a warm fragrance, following the trail of the scent his eyes fell onto the coffee table in front of the monochrome coloured sofa where a cup of steaming hot milk rested.


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    After saying this, Lu Yan said nothing.


    As he listened quietly, Xiao Ning felt a bit strange. Why do I feel neither sad nor pained? All there seemed to be was a kind of low spirits which followed waking from a long sleep, and afterwards, there was the understanding everything was actually not that serious. Thus, Xiao Ning could still smile as he asked, "It''s not that dramatic. Anyhow, isn''t this good for your sake?"


    There wasn''t any time for pretty polite words at that moment, so after stammering for a while, Xiao Ning simply added, "Seriously, thank you."


    His eyes now closed slightly, and a sigh left him.


    Why do I need to get along with Xia Li?


    But just as that one word left him, seeming to predict his response, Shan Haiming raised his finger to his lips in a silencing motion, causing Xiao Ning to swallow back the proceeding "sorry" as he now stared at Shan Haiming blankly.


    "Mhm." At first, Shan Haiming didn''t care all that much. But after rubbing the back of his neck and staring at the immense levels of anxiety and sincerity mixed on Xiao Ning''s face, a face that seems as though it was eager to immediately do something to pay him back in earnest. It made Shan Haiming unable to help himself from chuckling as he reached over to lightly pat Xiao Ning''s cheek, an act which was consoling and intimate. "Request the day off tomorrow."


    "For my sake, you shouldn''t fight with Xia Li." Lu Yan then added in a low voice, "Seriously, recently I keep feeling as though I don''t even know you. If I ask you to do something, you say you''re busy. Who are you doing all this for? One Xia Li is enough for me to worry about, so I don''t have the time to be coaxing you too. Why can''t you just get along with Xia Li? I have no idea why you still have this problem."


    "Mhm." At first, Shan Haiming didn''t care all that much. But after rubbing the back of his neck and staring at the immense levels of anxiety and sincerity mixed on Xiao Ning''s face, a face that seems as though it was eager to immediately do something to pay him back in earnest. It made Shan Haiming unable to help himself from chuckling as he reached over to lightly pat Xiao Ning''s cheek, an act which was consoling and intimate. "Request the day off tomorrow."


    Now, Xiao Ning felt his head beginning to hurt.


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    His earlier tears left his eyes burning so much he allowed himself to recline on the couch with the intention of only closing his eyes for a short while.


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning currently didn''t know whether he should leave or stay and talk, and deep down he really didn''t want to go back to his apartment where he would be alone. But after everything that happened, finding exactly what was the best thing to say right then was a skill Xiao Ning had no grasp of at all.


    "It wasn''t that serious." Xiao Ning said these words without any negative feelings at all, only intending to remind Lu Yan. "I understand his feelings as well, so I think it would be better is things were the same as they were before. You find a lover and I will just disappear. But this time it could be true love for you so..."


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    Shan Haiming sat on the three-seater sofa, and upon seeing Xiao Ning walk out, he lazily waved him over. That had gesture of his gave Xiao Ning a somewhat inexplicable feeling, one that caused him to feel a tinge of discomfort as he walked over to then sit the distance of one person away from Shan Haiming. "I''m¡ª"


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    Xiao Ning''s mind wandered.


    Ignoring him as before, Shan Haiming started to treat Xiao Ning''s wound himself, and Xiao Ning could only helplessly allow him to apply the medicine. It was possible Shan Haiming didn''t have much experience in performing such tasks, as his movements were rather careless. A few times, he managed to poke at Xiao Ning''s wound. But seeing how happy Shan Haiming was to help, Xiao Ning kept his lips sealed and bore the pain, obediently allowing Shan Haiming to carry on with his prodding.


    The television was left on a paid movie channel when it was turned on, one showing movies for twenty-four hours non-stop, and just then the movie currently playing was Expendables Three.


    "Just now, who was that?" Lu Yan asked.


    It''s just the sound of the phone breaking, not a car accident. So don''t overthink too much, everybody...


    It was currently the most persuasive time for him to request a day''s leave, so Xiao Ning took out his phone and sent his superior a message and that he would fill in the leave request form later. As for the work he had arranged for the day, he also sent a message to Chen He that mainly stated he would not be coming to the office and that all the work schedule would remain as planned.


    As he listened quietly, Xiao Ning felt a bit strange. Why do I feel neither sad nor pained? All there seemed to be was a kind of low spirits which followed waking from a long sleep, and afterwards, there was the understanding everything was actually not that serious. Thus, Xiao Ning could still smile as he asked, "It''s not that dramatic. Anyhow, isn''t this good for your sake?"


    Xiao Ning just remembered there was still a person sleeping behind him, and so whispered apologetically, "I''m sorry for annoying you with my phone call. You can head back to your bedroom if you want to sleep some more, alright?"


    It was now Xiao Ning''s turn to remain silent, finding it difficult to answer the question.


    Right then, a pleasant electronic noise sounded, catching Xiao Ning by surprise. He had no idea what Shan Haiming was doing turning on the television at such a time.


    With his chin propped up by his hand, Shan Haiming stared at him as though the act of him drinking that milk was something quite interesting. When he noticed this look of Shan Haiming''s, Xiao Ning clasped the glass in both hands, feeling increasingly more embarrassed, then after some consideration he went on to say, "I really troubled you a lot tonight."


    "Nah, forget it. It''s already this hour in the morning." After yawning, Shan Haiming also noticed the current time couldn''t really be referred to as early morning. He then tilted his head to look at Xiao Ning, frowning as he asked, "Is your call about you requesting the day off?"


    Normally, Lu Yan was able to hide his egoism, but whenever he felt himself offended he would say things that completely disregarded the feelings of others, especially if the one brushing him off was Xiao Ning, causing him to say words which were even more careless. "Wasn''t it just a slap? His arms are so skinny too so how strong could it have been? Did you actually get wounded somewhere? If you did, do you want me to compensate for your hospital bill?"


    The moment Xiao Ning entered the living room he was greeted by a warm fragrance, following the trail of the scent his eyes fell onto the coffee table in front of the monochrome coloured sofa where a cup of steaming hot milk rested.


    But Xiao Ning didn''t know what he wanted to hear, so he simply waited for Lu Yan to speak first.


    "He''s alright. He cried until he wore himself out so he''s still sleeping now." Lu Yan, using a playful tone then asked "Are you at work right now? How about I come pick you up for lunch?"


    Urged on by the intermittent ringing, Xiao Ning quickly sat up, resulting a faint grumble erupting from behind him. He didn''t turn around, only hurriedly reaching for the phone resting on the coffee table before putting the phone to his ear and saying hello as if he was acting out the motions in his sleep.


    The television was left on a paid movie channel when it was turned on, one showing movies for twenty-four hours non-stop, and just then the movie currently playing was Expendables Three.


    "Mhm." At first, Shan Haiming didn''t care all that much. But after rubbing the back of his neck and staring at the immense levels of anxiety and sincerity mixed on Xiao Ning''s face, a face that seems as though it was eager to immediately do something to pay him back in earnest. It made Shan Haiming unable to help himself from chuckling as he reached over to lightly pat Xiao Ning''s cheek, an act which was consoling and intimate. "Request the day off tomorrow."


    The sound of a continuous ring was what made Xiao Ning wake up. Blinking in confusion, he wondered why he felt so uncomfortable. Upon moving his arm he found himself being weighed down by something.


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning currently didn''t know whether he should leave or stay and talk, and deep down he really didn''t want to go back to his apartment where he would be alone. But after everything that happened, finding exactly what was the best thing to say right then was a skill Xiao Ning had no grasp of at all.


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    With a sigh, Lu Yan again spoke. "We''ll all have dinner together tonight. I''ll have Xia Li give you an apology."


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    With his chin propped up by his hand, Shan Haiming stared at him as though the act of him drinking that milk was something quite interesting. When he noticed this look of Shan Haiming''s, Xiao Ning clasped the glass in both hands, feeling increasingly more embarrassed, then after some consideration he went on to say, "I really troubled you a lot tonight."


    "No thanks." Xiao Ning then said with a laugh, "I''m afraid Xia Li would hit me again."


    While absorbed in this thought, he found himself already watching the movie without thinking as a result. The well seasoned main leads on the screen carried out their mission together, and perhaps to the die-hard fans there was a special feeling from such a film, but plot-wise, there was nothing particularly worth noting.


    Now, Xiao Ning felt his head beginning to hurt.


    Maybe it was because of the boring plot, maybe it was a gift brought on from the glass of milk, or maybe something else had comforted his heart. Because as Xiao Ning continued to watch that film, the sleepiness he thought would never emerge during that time unexpectedly befell him. He blinked in an attempt to keep himself awake, however, the effects did not last for more than a minute, as his drowsiness grew more pronounced.


    "No thanks." Xiao Ning then said with a laugh, "I''m afraid Xia Li would hit me again."


    But as soon as they closed, he fell fast asleep.


    "No, it''s my friend," Xiao Ning replied.


    His earlier tears left his eyes burning so much he allowed himself to recline on the couch with the intention of only closing his eyes for a short while.


    Overnight Stay


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    While absorbed in this thought, he found himself already watching the movie without thinking as a result. The well seasoned main leads on the screen carried out their mission together, and perhaps to the die-hard fans there was a special feeling from such a film, but plot-wise, there was nothing particularly worth noting.


    But as soon as they closed, he fell fast asleep.


    N/A


    The sound of a continuous ring was what made Xiao Ning wake up. Blinking in confusion, he wondered why he felt so uncomfortable. Upon moving his arm he found himself being weighed down by something.


    There wasn''t any time for pretty polite words at that moment, so after stammering for a while, Xiao Ning simply added, "Seriously, thank you."


    Ignoring him as before, Shan Haiming started to treat Xiao Ning''s wound himself, and Xiao Ning could only helplessly allow him to apply the medicine. It was possible Shan Haiming didn''t have much experience in performing such tasks, as his movements were rather careless. A few times, he managed to poke at Xiao Ning''s wound. But seeing how happy Shan Haiming was to help, Xiao Ning kept his lips sealed and bore the pain, obediently allowing Shan Haiming to carry on with his prodding.


    N/A


    And warm.


    "What nonsense are you saying?" Lu Yan now seemed a little upset. "Xiao Ning, how can you do this? Why are you being so petty?"


    "For my sake, you shouldn''t fight with Xia Li." Lu Yan then added in a low voice, "Seriously, recently I keep feeling as though I don''t even know you. If I ask you to do something, you say you''re busy. Who are you doing all this for? One Xia Li is enough for me to worry about, so I don''t have the time to be coaxing you too. Why can''t you just get along with Xia Li? I have no idea why you still have this problem."


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    After sticking on a small plaster, Shan Haiming examined his achievement, but it was unclear whether he was satisfied or not. He then instructed Xiao Ning, "After you drink your milk, go get some sleep."


    "Nah, forget it. It''s already this hour in the morning." After yawning, Shan Haiming also noticed the current time couldn''t really be referred to as early morning. He then tilted his head to look at Xiao Ning, frowning as he asked, "Is your call about you requesting the day off?"


    Xiao Ning''s hazy vision finally cleared. He was lying down on the sofa, with one leg resting on the ground. Behind him, there was something heavy, half pressing against him with an arm stretched over him.


    Because of this, Xiao Ning shifted towards him and said, "I can take care of it myself."


    ?¡ó?


    Maybe it was because of the boring plot, maybe it was a gift brought on from the glass of milk, or maybe something else had comforted his heart. Because as Xiao Ning continued to watch that film, the sleepiness he thought would never emerge during that time unexpectedly befell him. He blinked in an attempt to keep himself awake, however, the effects did not last for more than a minute, as his drowsiness grew more pronounced.


    "It''s early in the morning..." Huddled up directly behind Xiao Ning as he slept, Shan Haiming grumbled, propping himself up while using his other hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. "...so noisy."


    "It''s early in the morning..." Huddled up directly behind Xiao Ning as he slept, Shan Haiming grumbled, propping himself up while using his other hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. "...so noisy."


    Xiao Ning''s hazy vision finally cleared. He was lying down on the sofa, with one leg resting on the ground. Behind him, there was something heavy, half pressing against him with an arm stretched over him.


    Xing Ning soon recovered his senses.


    There was simply not enough room on the sofa, even more so for two grown men no matter how slim they may be. The two of them crammed together was too much for the limited space, and if not for the arm wrapped around him, as the one who slept on the outside, Xiao Ning could''ve rolled onto the floor.


    Normally, Lu Yan was able to hide his egoism, but whenever he felt himself offended he would say things that completely disregarded the feelings of others, especially if the one brushing him off was Xiao Ning, causing him to say words which were even more careless. "Wasn''t it just a slap? His arms are so skinny too so how strong could it have been? Did you actually get wounded somewhere? If you did, do you want me to compensate for your hospital bill?"


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further and got up from the sofa. "After you''re done with your call go get ready, we''ll head out in a little while."


    So our current positioning must be as a result of that.


    He suddenly thought about the people who would be changing to short sleeves fearing the heat.


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    There was simply not enough room on the sofa, even more so for two grown men no matter how slim they may be. The two of them crammed together was too much for the limited space, and if not for the arm wrapped around him, as the one who slept on the outside, Xiao Ning could''ve rolled onto the floor.


    As he asked those two questions, his tone had already become interrogative.


    "No, it''s my friend," Xiao Ning replied.


    At that moment, Xiao Ning felt as though his mind could not stop itself from being unfocused.


    The sound of a continuous ring was what made Xiao Ning wake up. Blinking in confusion, he wondered why he felt so uncomfortable. Upon moving his arm he found himself being weighed down by something.


    Urged on by the intermittent ringing, Xiao Ning quickly sat up, resulting a faint grumble erupting from behind him. He didn''t turn around, only hurriedly reaching for the phone resting on the coffee table before putting the phone to his ear and saying hello as if he was acting out the motions in his sleep.


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    "Xiao Ning?"


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    Xing Ning soon recovered his senses.


    At that moment, Xiao Ning felt as though his mind could not stop itself from being unfocused.


    "Where are you?" Lu Yan then said calmly, also showing restraint, "I''ll come to see you."


    After sticking on a small plaster, Shan Haiming examined his achievement, but it was unclear whether he was satisfied or not. He then instructed Xiao Ning, "After you drink your milk, go get some sleep."


    All his strides over the past couple decades were not for naught, as his tone was no different than usual when he responded. "Lu Yan? What is it?"


    ?¡ó?


    Now, Xiao Ning felt his head beginning to hurt.


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    His earlier tears left his eyes burning so much he allowed himself to recline on the couch with the intention of only closing his eyes for a short while.


    "Oh... Last night when we got back I noticed that you left. Did you head back home?" Lu Yan asked.


    Xing Ning soon recovered his senses.


    As he asked those two questions, his tone had already become interrogative.


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    "Yeah." Xiao Ning then asked, "Oh, is Xia Li feeling better?"


    It was question asked despite the answer being known, leaving Xiao Ning with no choice but to reply, "Yes."


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    "Yeah." Xiao Ning then asked, "Oh, is Xia Li feeling better?"


    "He''s alright. He cried until he wore himself out so he''s still sleeping now." Lu Yan, using a playful tone then asked "Are you at work right now? How about I come pick you up for lunch?"


    And warm.


    All his strides over the past couple decades were not for naught, as his tone was no different than usual when he responded. "Lu Yan? What is it?"


    "Just now, who was that?" Lu Yan asked.


    Xiao Ning''s hazy vision finally cleared. He was lying down on the sofa, with one leg resting on the ground. Behind him, there was something heavy, half pressing against him with an arm stretched over him.


    Urged on by the intermittent ringing, Xiao Ning quickly sat up, resulting a faint grumble erupting from behind him. He didn''t turn around, only hurriedly reaching for the phone resting on the coffee table before putting the phone to his ear and saying hello as if he was acting out the motions in his sleep.


    "No thanks." Xiao Ning then said with a laugh, "I''m afraid Xia Li would hit me again."


    There was simply not enough room on the sofa, even more so for two grown men no matter how slim they may be. The two of them crammed together was too much for the limited space, and if not for the arm wrapped around him, as the one who slept on the outside, Xiao Ning could''ve rolled onto the floor.


    After he said this, the line went silent.


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    Xiao Ning never intended to say that line on purpose, and had meant it as more of a joke. He didn''t expect Lu Yan to go silent, and later had the thought he should say something.


    The television was left on a paid movie channel when it was turned on, one showing movies for twenty-four hours non-stop, and just then the movie currently playing was Expendables Three.


    But Xiao Ning didn''t know what he wanted to hear, so he simply waited for Lu Yan to speak first.


    Xiao Ning''s hazy vision finally cleared. He was lying down on the sofa, with one leg resting on the ground. Behind him, there was something heavy, half pressing against him with an arm stretched over him.


    After a while, Lu Yan spoke, but his tone was strange. "Well, he''s young and hasn''t matured as yet. So if something happens you should bar with him a little, yeah? You are much older than him after all, so don''t take things to heart."


    With a sigh, Lu Yan again spoke. "We''ll all have dinner together tonight. I''ll have Xia Li give you an apology."


    "Okay." As Xiao Ning replied, he watched Shan Haiming enter his bedroom, then resumed his conversation on the phone, his voice gentle and kind. "Hello, Lu Yan? Anyhow, it''s not that I don''t want to get along with Xia Li, it''s just that Xia Li is very insecure right now and it''s very easy for my presence to agitate him. So after some time passes, we''ll discuss it again, alright?"


    "Oh... Last night when we got back I noticed that you left. Did you head back home?" Lu Yan asked.


    Why do I need to get along with Xia Li?


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    The stream of warmth flowed down his throat, slipping into his ice-cold stomach, truly giving him the feeling as if he was born anew.


    Xiao Ning never intended to say that line on purpose, and had meant it as more of a joke. He didn''t expect Lu Yan to go silent, and later had the thought he should say something.


    Xiao Ning''s mind wandered.


    "Was it your boyfriend?" Lu Yan questioned again.


    "Yeah." Xiao Ning then asked, "Oh, is Xia Li feeling better?"


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    "For my sake, you shouldn''t fight with Xia Li." Lu Yan then added in a low voice, "Seriously, recently I keep feeling as though I don''t even know you. If I ask you to do something, you say you''re busy. Who are you doing all this for? One Xia Li is enough for me to worry about, so I don''t have the time to be coaxing you too. Why can''t you just get along with Xia Li? I have no idea why you still have this problem."


    Xiao Ning thought there must certainly be some understanding on his part.


    As he held the phone, he stared at the bright sky through the window, it was a day where the sun shone so beautifully, so brightly, it seemed as though the entire night had completely evaporated under its rays; as though everything in its presence was all just a dream.


    The stream of warmth flowed down his throat, slipping into his ice-cold stomach, truly giving him the feeling as if he was born anew.


    At that moment, Xiao Ning felt as though his mind could not stop itself from being unfocused.


    The moment Xiao Ning entered the living room he was greeted by a warm fragrance, following the trail of the scent his eyes fell onto the coffee table in front of the monochrome coloured sofa where a cup of steaming hot milk rested.


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    "Okay." As Xiao Ning replied, he watched Shan Haiming enter his bedroom, then resumed his conversation on the phone, his voice gentle and kind. "Hello, Lu Yan? Anyhow, it''s not that I don''t want to get along with Xia Li, it''s just that Xia Li is very insecure right now and it''s very easy for my presence to agitate him. So after some time passes, we''ll discuss it again, alright?"


    He suddenly thought about the people who would be changing to short sleeves fearing the heat.


    Xiao Ning just remembered there was still a person sleeping behind him, and so whispered apologetically, "I''m sorry for annoying you with my phone call. You can head back to your bedroom if you want to sleep some more, alright?"


    Overnight Stay


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    With a sigh, Lu Yan again spoke. "We''ll all have dinner together tonight. I''ll have Xia Li give you an apology."


    His earlier tears left his eyes burning so much he allowed himself to recline on the couch with the intention of only closing his eyes for a short while.


    Xing Ning soon recovered his senses.


    Why do I need to get along with Xia Li?


    "It wasn''t that serious." Xiao Ning said these words without any negative feelings at all, only intending to remind Lu Yan. "I understand his feelings as well, so I think it would be better is things were the same as they were before. You find a lover and I will just disappear. But this time it could be true love for you so..."


    "Nah, forget it. It''s already this hour in the morning." After yawning, Shan Haiming also noticed the current time couldn''t really be referred to as early morning. He then tilted his head to look at Xiao Ning, frowning as he asked, "Is your call about you requesting the day off?"


    "Was it your boyfriend?" Lu Yan questioned again.


    "Yeah." Xiao Ning then asked, "Oh, is Xia Li feeling better?"


    "How can I?" Xiao Ning let out a laugh. " I just think Xia Li feels a bit uneasy around me, so it would be better if I stay out of his sights a bit."


    Regardless of my own intentions, in Xia Li''s eyes, I must seem like someone who could use all the years I''ve known Lu Yan to break apart their relationship, right?


    "How can I?" Xiao Ning let out a laugh. " I just think Xia Li feels a bit uneasy around me, so it would be better if I stay out of his sights a bit."


    Xiao Ning suddenly thought that he never wanted to get along with Xia Li in the first place, regardless of whether Lu Yan was involved, because Xia Li could never be a friend he could be comfortable around. He truly bore no hate towards Xia Li, it was just Xia Li was nothing more than a kid to him, and he had no interest in fussing himself with kids. Furthermore, he had no urge to bend over backwards in every respect to show consideration to a kid that had nothing to do with him.


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    "How can I?" Xiao Ning let out a laugh. " I just think Xia Li feels a bit uneasy around me, so it would be better if I stay out of his sights a bit."


    He remained silent for so long, Xiao Ning took the phone from his ear to check it, confirming there was still an ongoing call before re again returning it to his ear and asking, "Lu Yan?"


    Xiao Ning thought there must certainly be some understanding on his part.


    As he asked those two questions, his tone had already become interrogative.


    After he said this, the line went silent.


    As he held the phone, he stared at the bright sky through the window, it was a day where the sun shone so beautifully, so brightly, it seemed as though the entire night had completely evaporated under its rays; as though everything in its presence was all just a dream.


    Xiao Ning thought there must certainly be some understanding on his part.


    "How can I?" Xiao Ning let out a laugh. " I just think Xia Li feels a bit uneasy around me, so it would be better if I stay out of his sights a bit."


    Putting down his phone, Xiao Ning currently didn''t know whether he should leave or stay and talk, and deep down he really didn''t want to go back to his apartment where he would be alone. But after everything that happened, finding exactly what was the best thing to say right then was a skill Xiao Ning had no grasp of at all.


    Regardless of my own intentions, in Xia Li''s eyes, I must seem like someone who could use all the years I''ve known Lu Yan to break apart their relationship, right?


    It was now Xiao Ning''s turn to remain silent, finding it difficult to answer the question.


    "No thanks." Xiao Ning then said with a laugh, "I''m afraid Xia Li would hit me again."


    "Was it your boyfriend?" Lu Yan questioned again.


    "How can I?" Xiao Ning let out a laugh. " I just think Xia Li feels a bit uneasy around me, so it would be better if I stay out of his sights a bit."


    But just as that one word left him, seeming to predict his response, Shan Haiming raised his finger to his lips in a silencing motion, causing Xiao Ning to swallow back the proceeding "sorry" as he now stared at Shan Haiming blankly.


    Now, Xiao Ning felt his head beginning to hurt.


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    Xiao Ning thought there must certainly be some understanding on his part.


    It was currently the most persuasive time for him to request a day''s leave, so Xiao Ning took out his phone and sent his superior a message and that he would fill in the leave request form later. As for the work he had arranged for the day, he also sent a message to Chen He that mainly stated he would not be coming to the office and that all the work schedule would remain as planned.


    "No thanks." Xiao Ning then said with a laugh, "I''m afraid Xia Li would hit me again."


    "For my sake, you shouldn''t fight with Xia Li." Lu Yan then added in a low voice, "Seriously, recently I keep feeling as though I don''t even know you. If I ask you to do something, you say you''re busy. Who are you doing all this for? One Xia Li is enough for me to worry about, so I don''t have the time to be coaxing you too. Why can''t you just get along with Xia Li? I have no idea why you still have this problem."


    "Yeah, okay." Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds prior, and ultimately accepted his proposition. But he didn''t agree on account of him not wanting to go to work after staying up all night, neither was it due to him needing time to heal his depressed state. He agreed simply because he didn''t want to brush aside any kindness from Shan Haiming at all.


    After he said this, the line went silent.


    "What nonsense are you saying?" Lu Yan now seemed a little upset. "Xiao Ning, how can you do this? Why are you being so petty?"


    After a while, Lu Yan spoke, but his tone was strange. "Well, he''s young and hasn''t matured as yet. So if something happens you should bar with him a little, yeah? You are much older than him after all, so don''t take things to heart."


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    Normally, Lu Yan was able to hide his egoism, but whenever he felt himself offended he would say things that completely disregarded the feelings of others, especially if the one brushing him off was Xiao Ning, causing him to say words which were even more careless. "Wasn''t it just a slap? His arms are so skinny too so how strong could it have been? Did you actually get wounded somewhere? If you did, do you want me to compensate for your hospital bill?"


    "Xiao Ning?"


    "Were you together with him for the entire night?" Lu Yan''s voice was steady, strangely steady.


    Normally, Lu Yan was able to hide his egoism, but whenever he felt himself offended he would say things that completely disregarded the feelings of others, especially if the one brushing him off was Xiao Ning, causing him to say words which were even more careless. "Wasn''t it just a slap? His arms are so skinny too so how strong could it have been? Did you actually get wounded somewhere? If you did, do you want me to compensate for your hospital bill?"


    Regardless of my own intentions, in Xia Li''s eyes, I must seem like someone who could use all the years I''ve known Lu Yan to break apart their relationship, right?


    His eyes now closed slightly, and a sigh left him.


    Shan Haiming sat on the three-seater sofa, and upon seeing Xiao Ning walk out, he lazily waved him over. That had gesture of his gave Xiao Ning a somewhat inexplicable feeling, one that caused him to feel a tinge of discomfort as he walked over to then sit the distance of one person away from Shan Haiming. "I''m¡ª"


    Ignoring him as before, Shan Haiming started to treat Xiao Ning''s wound himself, and Xiao Ning could only helplessly allow him to apply the medicine. It was possible Shan Haiming didn''t have much experience in performing such tasks, as his movements were rather careless. A few times, he managed to poke at Xiao Ning''s wound. But seeing how happy Shan Haiming was to help, Xiao Ning kept his lips sealed and bore the pain, obediently allowing Shan Haiming to carry on with his prodding.


    "Where are you?" Lu Yan then said calmly, also showing restraint, "I''ll come to see you."


    As he listened quietly, Xiao Ning felt a bit strange. Why do I feel neither sad nor pained? All there seemed to be was a kind of low spirits which followed waking from a long sleep, and afterwards, there was the understanding everything was actually not that serious. Thus, Xiao Ning could still smile as he asked, "It''s not that dramatic. Anyhow, isn''t this good for your sake?"


    But Xiao Ning didn''t know what he wanted to hear, so he simply waited for Lu Yan to speak first.


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    "It wasn''t that serious." Xiao Ning said these words without any negative feelings at all, only intending to remind Lu Yan. "I understand his feelings as well, so I think it would be better is things were the same as they were before. You find a lover and I will just disappear. But this time it could be true love for you so..."


    "For my sake, you shouldn''t fight with Xia Li." Lu Yan then added in a low voice, "Seriously, recently I keep feeling as though I don''t even know you. If I ask you to do something, you say you''re busy. Who are you doing all this for? One Xia Li is enough for me to worry about, so I don''t have the time to be coaxing you too. Why can''t you just get along with Xia Li? I have no idea why you still have this problem."


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    After he said this, the line went silent.


    "How can I?" Xiao Ning let out a laugh. " I just think Xia Li feels a bit uneasy around me, so it would be better if I stay out of his sights a bit."


    Why do I need to get along with Xia Li?


    "Okay." As Xiao Ning replied, he watched Shan Haiming enter his bedroom, then resumed his conversation on the phone, his voice gentle and kind. "Hello, Lu Yan? Anyhow, it''s not that I don''t want to get along with Xia Li, it''s just that Xia Li is very insecure right now and it''s very easy for my presence to agitate him. So after some time passes, we''ll discuss it again, alright?"


    It was currently the most persuasive time for him to request a day''s leave, so Xiao Ning took out his phone and sent his superior a message and that he would fill in the leave request form later. As for the work he had arranged for the day, he also sent a message to Chen He that mainly stated he would not be coming to the office and that all the work schedule would remain as planned.


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    Xiao Ning suddenly thought that he never wanted to get along with Xia Li in the first place, regardless of whether Lu Yan was involved, because Xia Li could never be a friend he could be comfortable around. He truly bore no hate towards Xia Li, it was just Xia Li was nothing more than a kid to him, and he had no interest in fussing himself with kids. Furthermore, he had no urge to bend over backwards in every respect to show consideration to a kid that had nothing to do with him.


    "Where are you?" Lu Yan then said calmly, also showing restraint, "I''ll come to see you."


    Xing Ning soon recovered his senses.


    ?¡ó?


    As he listened quietly, Xiao Ning felt a bit strange. Why do I feel neither sad nor pained? All there seemed to be was a kind of low spirits which followed waking from a long sleep, and afterwards, there was the understanding everything was actually not that serious. Thus, Xiao Ning could still smile as he asked, "It''s not that dramatic. Anyhow, isn''t this good for your sake?"


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    Xiao Ning suddenly thought that he never wanted to get along with Xia Li in the first place, regardless of whether Lu Yan was involved, because Xia Li could never be a friend he could be comfortable around. He truly bore no hate towards Xia Li, it was just Xia Li was nothing more than a kid to him, and he had no interest in fussing himself with kids. Furthermore, he had no urge to bend over backwards in every respect to show consideration to a kid that had nothing to do with him.


    "He''s alright. He cried until he wore himself out so he''s still sleeping now." Lu Yan, using a playful tone then asked "Are you at work right now? How about I come pick you up for lunch?"


    "It''s early in the morning..." Huddled up directly behind Xiao Ning as he slept, Shan Haiming grumbled, propping himself up while using his other hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. "...so noisy."


    After sticking on a small plaster, Shan Haiming examined his achievement, but it was unclear whether he was satisfied or not. He then instructed Xiao Ning, "After you drink your milk, go get some sleep."


    Xiao Ning just remembered there was still a person sleeping behind him, and so whispered apologetically, "I''m sorry for annoying you with my phone call. You can head back to your bedroom if you want to sleep some more, alright?"


    Xiao Ning never intended to say that line on purpose, and had meant it as more of a joke. He didn''t expect Lu Yan to go silent, and later had the thought he should say something.


    "Nah, forget it. It''s already this hour in the morning." After yawning, Shan Haiming also noticed the current time couldn''t really be referred to as early morning. He then tilted his head to look at Xiao Ning, frowning as he asked, "Is your call about you requesting the day off?"


    As he asked those two questions, his tone had already become interrogative.


    It was almost six in the morning at this time and Xiao Ning wasn''t the least bit sleepy. He guessed that even if he went to bed at this hour he wouldn''t be able to fall asleep, yet he gave his thanks, picked up the cup of milk which was prepared for him and drank it one mouthful at a time.


    "What nonsense are you saying?" Lu Yan now seemed a little upset. "Xiao Ning, how can you do this? Why are you being so petty?"


    "No, it''s my friend," Xiao Ning replied.


    After saying this, Lu Yan said nothing.


    "He''s alright. He cried until he wore himself out so he''s still sleeping now." Lu Yan, using a playful tone then asked "Are you at work right now? How about I come pick you up for lunch?"


    But as soon as they closed, he fell fast asleep.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further and got up from the sofa. "After you''re done with your call go get ready, we''ll head out in a little while."


    "It''s early in the morning..." Huddled up directly behind Xiao Ning as he slept, Shan Haiming grumbled, propping himself up while using his other hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. "...so noisy."


    It''s just the sound of the phone breaking, not a car accident. So don''t overthink too much, everybody...


    The sound of a continuous ring was what made Xiao Ning wake up. Blinking in confusion, he wondered why he felt so uncomfortable. Upon moving his arm he found himself being weighed down by something.


    "Okay." As Xiao Ning replied, he watched Shan Haiming enter his bedroom, then resumed his conversation on the phone, his voice gentle and kind. "Hello, Lu Yan? Anyhow, it''s not that I don''t want to get along with Xia Li, it''s just that Xia Li is very insecure right now and it''s very easy for my presence to agitate him. So after some time passes, we''ll discuss it again, alright?"


    Xiao Ning thought there must certainly be some understanding on his part.


    It was now Xiao Ning''s turn to remain silent, finding it difficult to answer the question.


    Now, Xiao Ning felt his head beginning to hurt.


    After saying this, Lu Yan said nothing.


    It was almost six in the morning at this time and Xiao Ning wasn''t the least bit sleepy. He guessed that even if he went to bed at this hour he wouldn''t be able to fall asleep, yet he gave his thanks, picked up the cup of milk which was prepared for him and drank it one mouthful at a time.


    Xiao Ning''s hazy vision finally cleared. He was lying down on the sofa, with one leg resting on the ground. Behind him, there was something heavy, half pressing against him with an arm stretched over him.


    With his chin propped up by his hand, Shan Haiming stared at him as though the act of him drinking that milk was something quite interesting. When he noticed this look of Shan Haiming''s, Xiao Ning clasped the glass in both hands, feeling increasingly more embarrassed, then after some consideration he went on to say, "I really troubled you a lot tonight."


    He remained silent for so long, Xiao Ning took the phone from his ear to check it, confirming there was still an ongoing call before re again returning it to his ear and asking, "Lu Yan?"


    Why do I need to get along with Xia Li?


    Lu Yan''s reaction did not seem all that right, puzzling Xiao Ning enough for him to feel a bit unnerved. Right then, already changed into a new set of clothes, Shan Haiming walked out, asking, "Still chatting? Aren''t you hungry?"


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further and got up from the sofa. "After you''re done with your call go get ready, we''ll head out in a little while."


    Pausing, Xiao Ning had no idea how he should say it, but Lu Yan stole the words bouncing around in his head, asking, "What are you talking about? Are you cutting ties with me?"


    "Just now, who was that?" Lu Yan asked.


    Maybe it was because of the boring plot, maybe it was a gift brought on from the glass of milk, or maybe something else had comforted his heart. Because as Xiao Ning continued to watch that film, the sleepiness he thought would never emerge during that time unexpectedly befell him. He blinked in an attempt to keep himself awake, however, the effects did not last for more than a minute, as his drowsiness grew more pronounced.


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    So our current positioning must be as a result of that.


    Regardless of my own intentions, in Xia Li''s eyes, I must seem like someone who could use all the years I''ve known Lu Yan to break apart their relationship, right?


    "Where are you?" Lu Yan then said calmly, also showing restraint, "I''ll come to see you."


    It was now Xiao Ning''s turn to remain silent, finding it difficult to answer the question.


    Right then, a pleasant electronic noise sounded, catching Xiao Ning by surprise. He had no idea what Shan Haiming was doing turning on the television at such a time.


    "Was it your boyfriend?" Lu Yan questioned again.


    But just as that one word left him, seeming to predict his response, Shan Haiming raised his finger to his lips in a silencing motion, causing Xiao Ning to swallow back the proceeding "sorry" as he now stared at Shan Haiming blankly.


    It was currently the most persuasive time for him to request a day''s leave, so Xiao Ning took out his phone and sent his superior a message and that he would fill in the leave request form later. As for the work he had arranged for the day, he also sent a message to Chen He that mainly stated he would not be coming to the office and that all the work schedule would remain as planned.


    He suddenly thought about the people who would be changing to short sleeves fearing the heat.


    Lu Yan''s reaction did not seem all that right, puzzling Xiao Ning enough for him to feel a bit unnerved. Right then, already changed into a new set of clothes, Shan Haiming walked out, asking, "Still chatting? Aren''t you hungry?"


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    Now, Xiao Ning felt his head beginning to hurt.


    "Yeah." Xiao Ning then asked, "Oh, is Xia Li feeling better?"


    "Were you together with him for the entire night?" Lu Yan''s voice was steady, strangely steady.


    Urged on by the intermittent ringing, Xiao Ning quickly sat up, resulting a faint grumble erupting from behind him. He didn''t turn around, only hurriedly reaching for the phone resting on the coffee table before putting the phone to his ear and saying hello as if he was acting out the motions in his sleep.


    "Was it your boyfriend?" Lu Yan questioned again.


    While absorbed in this thought, he found himself already watching the movie without thinking as a result. The well seasoned main leads on the screen carried out their mission together, and perhaps to the die-hard fans there was a special feeling from such a film, but plot-wise, there was nothing particularly worth noting.


    "Just now, who was that?" Lu Yan asked.


    At that moment, Xiao Ning felt as though his mind could not stop itself from being unfocused.


    It was question asked despite the answer being known, leaving Xiao Ning with no choice but to reply, "Yes."


    "Oh... Last night when we got back I noticed that you left. Did you head back home?" Lu Yan asked.


    "Okay." As Xiao Ning replied, he watched Shan Haiming enter his bedroom, then resumed his conversation on the phone, his voice gentle and kind. "Hello, Lu Yan? Anyhow, it''s not that I don''t want to get along with Xia Li, it''s just that Xia Li is very insecure right now and it''s very easy for my presence to agitate him. So after some time passes, we''ll discuss it again, alright?"


    Did we fall asleep on the sofa last night?


    After saying this, Lu Yan said nothing.


    All his strides over the past couple decades were not for naught, as his tone was no different than usual when he responded. "Lu Yan? What is it?"


    "It wasn''t that serious." Xiao Ning said these words without any negative feelings at all, only intending to remind Lu Yan. "I understand his feelings as well, so I think it would be better is things were the same as they were before. You find a lover and I will just disappear. But this time it could be true love for you so..."


    After sticking on a small plaster, Shan Haiming examined his achievement, but it was unclear whether he was satisfied or not. He then instructed Xiao Ning, "After you drink your milk, go get some sleep."


    "Where are you?" Lu Yan then said calmly, also showing restraint, "I''ll come to see you."


    So our current positioning must be as a result of that.


    He suddenly thought about the people who would be changing to short sleeves fearing the heat.


    ?¡ó?


    Because of this, Xiao Ning shifted towards him and said, "I can take care of it myself."


    After a while, Lu Yan spoke, but his tone was strange. "Well, he''s young and hasn''t matured as yet. So if something happens you should bar with him a little, yeah? You are much older than him after all, so don''t take things to heart."


    Lu Yan''s reaction did not seem all that right, puzzling Xiao Ning enough for him to feel a bit unnerved. Right then, already changed into a new set of clothes, Shan Haiming walked out, asking, "Still chatting? Aren''t you hungry?"


    "Were you together with him for the entire night?" Lu Yan''s voice was steady, strangely steady.


    There was simply not enough room on the sofa, even more so for two grown men no matter how slim they may be. The two of them crammed together was too much for the limited space, and if not for the arm wrapped around him, as the one who slept on the outside, Xiao Ning could''ve rolled onto the floor.


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    So our current positioning must be as a result of that.


    And warm.


    Right then, a pleasant electronic noise sounded, catching Xiao Ning by surprise. He had no idea what Shan Haiming was doing turning on the television at such a time.


    "Oh... Last night when we got back I noticed that you left. Did you head back home?" Lu Yan asked.


    "I''m almost done." Xiao Ning told him this in reply, out of concern he had made Shan Haiming wait for too long. So he then hurried told Lu Yan, "You should look after Xia Li first, so how about we talk this over again in a few days? Anyway, I have a small matter to take care of, so I''ll be hanging up first."


    Xiao Ning''s mind wandered.


    However, before he had ended the call, Xiao Ning faintly heard a loud piercing noise coming from the other end of the line.


    It''s just the sound of the phone breaking, not a car accident. So don''t overthink too much, everybody...


    Seeming to think this scrunched up appearance of Xiao Ning''s was a bit amusing, with a near unnoticeable curve in his eyes, Shan Haiming patted the empty space of the sofa seat directly before him, beckoning Xiao Ning to sit closer. But without waiting for Xiao Ning''s response, he turned to the side to pick up the first-aid kit.


    "It wasn''t that serious." Xiao Ning said these words without any negative feelings at all, only intending to remind Lu Yan. "I understand his feelings as well, so I think it would be better is things were the same as they were before. You find a lover and I will just disappear. But this time it could be true love for you so..."

 CH 22

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    Feeling a little worried by the sound which came from Lu Yan''s end of the cal, Xiao Ning stared blankly at the phone in his hand.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    But Shan Haiming gave him no answer, only letting out a chuckle before saying, "Let''s go."


    Xiao Ning tossed the garbage into the bin then turned to walk away, but as he did, he noticed a small puff of white moved from the corner of his eye. His steps halted unconsciously and he turned to look in that direction.


    It took Xiao Ning a beat while to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, and he could only reply with uncertainty: "Maybe."


    It tastes so good!


    Standing beside him, Shan Haiming stared at him while asking, "Another call?"


    "Yep. They''re at the house all year round. But no matter how much there are, she''ll still keep some in vases." Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel as he continued, "In fact, she likes all types of flowers."


    As a result, Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming with widened eyes, and saw that he was not saying it in jest, and immediately hurried to his apartment next door. Luckily, he had taken his clothes and other things over, so after washing up, he put on a thin shirt and pants, then hurried out the door in the time he was given.


    He was shocked by himself not being shocked one bit by this sort of development, with him then rolling up his sleeves to get started without complaint.


    Shan Haiming contemptuously swept his gaze over that cake and Xiao Ning, then turned to swipe his card. "It tastes seriously bad."


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    "Ah, no." Xiao Ning put his phone away. "Just wait a minute so I can go change my clothes."


    The pleasantly surprised Xiao Ning then looked towards Shan Haiming. "You''re incredible. It''s only your second time making it yet it''s so much better."


    By then, Xiao Ning was able to be confirm that the dish Shan Haiming was preparing was the same squirrel-tailed fish.


    Xiao Ning made his way over, standing beside him. "So where are we going?"


    The grocery store clerk: "..."


    They really had gone to the supermarket to buy groceries.


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    Seeing him frowning as he thought deeply, Shan Haiming added, "There''s no need for you to think about it too much. You already know what kind of situation this is."


    To which Shan Haiming said, "You have five."


    Shan Haiming''s kitchen still looked rather new, but there was pots and pans, as well as oil, salt, vinegar and soy sauce, along with traces of use.


    The kitten meowed, and kept its gaze on Xiao Ning.


    Shan Haiming parked the car and turned to looked at Xiao Ning, whose face was brimming with earnest, and as he stared, the look in hiss eyes grew somewhat strange.


    As a result, Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming with widened eyes, and saw that he was not saying it in jest, and immediately hurried to his apartment next door. Luckily, he had taken his clothes and other things over, so after washing up, he put on a thin shirt and pants, then hurried out the door in the time he was given.


    Xiao Ning tossed the garbage into the bin then turned to walk away, but as he did, he noticed a small puff of white moved from the corner of his eye. His steps halted unconsciously and he turned to look in that direction.


    When it came to cooking, Xiao Ning''s approach was methodical, and Shan Haiming''s speed in preparing the fish was comparatively faster, with him not having to look at the recipe and being quite familiar with the process.


    Seeing him frowning as he thought deeply, Shan Haiming added, "There''s no need for you to think about it too much. You already know what kind of situation this is."


    Shan Haiming was already standing in front of the elevator when he came out, and seeing the elevator had rose to the fifth floor, it was clear he had also pushed the button in advanced.


    So this was what he meat when he said he''d make it up to me before, and not the time he invited me for dinner after.


    After he hung up, Xiao Ning remembered he message Shan Haiming had sent him last night. "So your mom likes lilies, right?"


    Xiao Ning himself couldn''t say for certain all that was involeved in his emotional breakdown the night before, but he could say it was not all grievances. He was still a grown man, after all, one who made those choices himself. So what was there for him to feel wronged about?


    Shan Haiming parked the car and turned to looked at Xiao Ning, whose face was brimming with earnest, and as he stared, the look in hiss eyes grew somewhat strange.


    What''s more, Xiao Ning was not angry because Xia Li hitting him either. Nonetheless, he was seen as a threat by a kitten trying to protect its food, and its actions were no more than a scratch.


    But Shan Haiming gave him no answer, only letting out a chuckle before saying, "Let''s go."


    Simple dishes did not worry Xiao Ning, and they had chosen to purchase meals that that were easy to to make. But Xiao Ning did indeed feel as though he he should improve his cooking skills if Shan Haiming really has a interest in cooking and wants him to join in every time.


    Xiao Ning made his way over, standing beside him. "So where are we going?"


    But Shan Haiming intervened, saying, "I''ll pay for the groceries."


    Xiao Ning tossed the garbage into the bin then turned to walk away, but as he did, he noticed a small puff of white moved from the corner of his eye. His steps halted unconsciously and he turned to look in that direction.


    So this was what he meat when he said he''d make it up to me before, and not the time he invited me for dinner after.


    "Supermarket," Shan Haiming replied simply.


    At least it wasn''t past twelve, right?


    Since we''re heading to the supermarket, does it mean we aren''t going out to eat? Xiao Ning then looked at the time, They couldn''t be counted at as being too late as it was barely eleven o''clock.


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    "I already told you last time," Shan Haiming said, then continued, "you don''t need to worry about him. He doesn''t like anything."


    Xiao Ning then took out the box of cake and said helplessly, "Then I''ll pay for this."


    That guy really did just go there to buy groceries, so without going to other areas at all, the two then pushed the singular cart filled with the necessary ingredients to the cashier, and Xiao Ning pulled out his wallet.


    Make it up to you


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    At least it wasn''t past twelve, right?


    Xiao Ning himself couldn''t say for certain all that was involeved in his emotional breakdown the night before, but he could say it was not all grievances. He was still a grown man, after all, one who made those choices himself. So what was there for him to feel wronged about?


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    Seeing this food critic persona of Xiao Ning''s, Shan Haiming couldn''t help himself from letting out a laugh. "Enough chit-chat, just eat up, every single bite."


    Shan Haiming was already standing in front of the elevator when he came out, and seeing the elevator had rose to the fifth floor, it was clear he had also pushed the button in advanced.


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    The elevator took then all the way down to the underground parking lot. Xiao Ning went to sit in the front passenger seat of his own volition, then, as he he sat, he looked at his face in the rear-view mirror.


    He assumed the one who sent it was Qian Sheng, who was out on a long distance assignment, but requested his leave early in the morning so if he went to the office at this hour it would only lead to trouble. "I''m sorry, but can you as the front desk to sign for it, I''ll pick it up after work."


    "As long as nothing touches it I don''t feel a thing." Xiao Ning pulled his gaze away, and put no further thought towards the matter.


    "As long as nothing touches it I don''t feel a thing." Xiao Ning pulled his gaze away, and put no further thought towards the matter.


    It caused Xiao Ning to ask him, "Is something wrong?"


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    That guy really did just go there to buy groceries, so without going to other areas at all, the two then pushed the singular cart filled with the necessary ingredients to the cashier, and Xiao Ning pulled out his wallet.


    "Does it still hurt?" Seeing his movements, Shan Haiming asked.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    However, despite him saying this, Xiao Ning still had no intention of only putting in a minimum amount of effort with regard to Shan Haiming''s matter, asked a few more questions. But having grown impatient of his questioning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you acting like you''re actually going there to win my parent''s favour?"


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    Without care, Xiao Ning simply laughed as he added, "I asked for it."


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    Shan Haiming directly pushed the cart over to order a freshly killed fish. After taking the fish, they just went around to other places, picking where at random.


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.


    "As long as nothing touches it I don''t feel a thing." Xiao Ning pulled his gaze away, and put no further thought towards the matter.


    A dirty little white cat was digging through some garbage that was carelessly scattered outside the bin.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Feeling a little worried by the sound which came from Lu Yan''s end of the cal, Xiao Ning stared blankly at the phone in his hand.


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    Get cat: ? _(:§Ù©f¡Ï)_]]]


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.


    Xiao Ning was a bit shocked.


    It took Xiao Ning a beat while to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, and he could only reply with uncertainty: "Maybe."


    He received another phone call, but this time it was from a delivery service informing him a package from Yunnan Province had arrived and was currently at his office.


    Xiao Ning himself couldn''t say for certain all that was involeved in his emotional breakdown the night before, but he could say it was not all grievances. He was still a grown man, after all, one who made those choices himself. So what was there for him to feel wronged about?


    What''s more, Xiao Ning was not angry because Xia Li hitting him either. Nonetheless, he was seen as a threat by a kitten trying to protect its food, and its actions were no more than a scratch.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    After circling twice, it seemed to have noticed Xiao Ning was not too far away. It also appeared to not be afraid of people, so it squatted into a little white ball where it had stood before crying out some meows.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    What''s more, Xiao Ning was not angry because Xia Li hitting him either. Nonetheless, he was seen as a threat by a kitten trying to protect its food, and its actions were no more than a scratch.


    It tastes so bad, yet you still had two pieces?...


    "Supermarket," Shan Haiming replied simply.


    "As long as nothing touches it I don''t feel a thing." Xiao Ning pulled his gaze away, and put no further thought towards the matter.


    Without care, Xiao Ning simply laughed as he added, "I asked for it."


    Xiao Ning then took out the box of cake and said helplessly, "Then I''ll pay for this."


    It tastes so good!


    The grocery store clerk: "..."


    "Then learn to be smarter next time." Shan Haiming then added, "And don''t forget to be quick."


    But unlike last time, this time around, the squirrel-tailed fish was very delicious. It was almost as good as the ones in restaurants. The taste causing Xiao Ning to hold his chopsticks in surprise.


    Xiao Ning chuckled in reply, adding, "Yeah. I think so too."


    But Shan Haiming gave him no answer, only letting out a chuckle before saying, "Let''s go."


    Seeing this food critic persona of Xiao Ning''s, Shan Haiming couldn''t help himself from letting out a laugh. "Enough chit-chat, just eat up, every single bite."


    It was really strange for there to be stray cats in that gated community, so Xiao Ning couldn''t help from standing there to watch for a while. The cat dug around for a long time but it had''t dung out anything to eat. It couldn''t jump up to reach the high garbage bin, so it could only circle around the base of the bins.


    ?¡ó?


    ?¡ó?


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    He didn''t need to say that given how Xiao Ning would naturally clean his plate, eating everything and leaving only a pile of fish bones behind.


    He received another phone call, but this time it was from a delivery service informing him a package from Yunnan Province had arrived and was currently at his office.


    After circling twice, it seemed to have noticed Xiao Ning was not too far away. It also appeared to not be afraid of people, so it squatted into a little white ball where it had stood before crying out some meows.


    He assumed the one who sent it was Qian Sheng, who was out on a long distance assignment, but requested his leave early in the morning so if he went to the office at this hour it would only lead to trouble. "I''m sorry, but can you as the front desk to sign for it, I''ll pick it up after work."


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    After he hung up, Xiao Ning remembered he message Shan Haiming had sent him last night. "So your mom likes lilies, right?"


    However, despite him saying this, Xiao Ning still had no intention of only putting in a minimum amount of effort with regard to Shan Haiming''s matter, asked a few more questions. But having grown impatient of his questioning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you acting like you''re actually going there to win my parent''s favour?"


    Since we''re heading to the supermarket, does it mean we aren''t going out to eat? Xiao Ning then looked at the time, They couldn''t be counted at as being too late as it was barely eleven o''clock.


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    "Yep. They''re at the house all year round. But no matter how much there are, she''ll still keep some in vases." Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel as he continued, "In fact, she likes all types of flowers."


    The elevator took then all the way down to the underground parking lot. Xiao Ning went to sit in the front passenger seat of his own volition, then, as he he sat, he looked at his face in the rear-view mirror.


    An abandoned cat?


    But unlike last time, this time around, the squirrel-tailed fish was very delicious. It was almost as good as the ones in restaurants. The taste causing Xiao Ning to hold his chopsticks in surprise.


    It tastes so good!


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.


    Xiao Ning nodded upon hearing this, making a note of it before asking, "Then what about your dad?"


    Xiao Ning''s heart was moved, the strange feeling it carried passing quickly as he held his bowl. "The fish was cooked beautifully, the sweet and sour sauce was just right, the skin was fried crisp, yet the meat inside was still quite tender."


    Xiao Ning''s heart was moved, the strange feeling it carried passing quickly as he held his bowl. "The fish was cooked beautifully, the sweet and sour sauce was just right, the skin was fried crisp, yet the meat inside was still quite tender."


    Xiao Ning made his way over, standing beside him. "So where are we going?"


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    "I already told you last time," Shan Haiming said, then continued, "you don''t need to worry about him. He doesn''t like anything."


    They really had gone to the supermarket to buy groceries.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    Xiao Ning made his way over, standing beside him. "So where are we going?"


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    But Shan Haiming intervened, saying, "I''ll pay for the groceries."


    After they ate, Xiao Ning cleaned up the table and the kitchen, packing all the waste into a plastic bag since it wasn''t gd to leave such things in the kitchen for too long with how hot the weather had become.


    Seeing him frowning as he thought deeply, Shan Haiming added, "There''s no need for you to think about it too much. You already know what kind of situation this is."


    Get cat: ? _(:§Ù©f¡Ï)_]]]


    An abandoned cat?


    As a result, Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming with widened eyes, and saw that he was not saying it in jest, and immediately hurried to his apartment next door. Luckily, he had taken his clothes and other things over, so after washing up, he put on a thin shirt and pants, then hurried out the door in the time he was given.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    However, despite him saying this, Xiao Ning still had no intention of only putting in a minimum amount of effort with regard to Shan Haiming''s matter, asked a few more questions. But having grown impatient of his questioning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you acting like you''re actually going there to win my parent''s favour?"


    It was really strange for there to be stray cats in that gated community, so Xiao Ning couldn''t help from standing there to watch for a while. The cat dug around for a long time but it had''t dung out anything to eat. It couldn''t jump up to reach the high garbage bin, so it could only circle around the base of the bins.


    You''re so light! And I have no idea if it''s because of your age, or because you you haven''t eaten properly. You''re just a ball of fur.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    A barely noticeable sliver of pride flashed in Shan Haiming''s eyes, his lips curving upwards, as he said lazily, "I told you I was going to."


    After circling twice, it seemed to have noticed Xiao Ning was not too far away. It also appeared to not be afraid of people, so it squatted into a little white ball where it had stood before crying out some meows.


    Feeling the grocery clerk''s undisguised stare, the thin-skinned Xiao Ning picked up a box of the cake, his action leading Shan Haiming to ask, "You like this?"


    Xiao Ning combed through the information he had just received in his head, as he replied, "I don''t know how things will go at your parents, and this sort of matter will be shocking to them after all. But if I can make them see your boyfriend is not a bad person, then they''ll have an easier time in accepting your decision."


    On his way to take the trash out, he gave word to Shan Haiming, ho was now watching the television. "I''m heading downstairs."


    Shan Haiming parked the car and turned to looked at Xiao Ning, whose face was brimming with earnest, and as he stared, the look in hiss eyes grew somewhat strange.


    The kitten meowed, and kept its gaze on Xiao Ning.


    It caused Xiao Ning to ask him, "Is something wrong?"


    Shan Haiming parked the car and turned to looked at Xiao Ning, whose face was brimming with earnest, and as he stared, the look in hiss eyes grew somewhat strange.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling that Shan Haiming definitely has a complex about cooking.


    Get cat: ? _(:§Ù©f¡Ï)_]]]


    But after taking just a few steps, he turned and walked back.


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling that Shan Haiming definitely has a complex about cooking.


    But Shan Haiming gave him no answer, only letting out a chuckle before saying, "Let''s go."


    It took Xiao Ning a beat while to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, and he could only reply with uncertainty: "Maybe."


    Xiao Ning got the feeling that Shan Haiming definitely has a complex about cooking.


    He was shocked by himself not being shocked one bit by this sort of development, with him then rolling up his sleeves to get started without complaint.


    While on their way they passed a sampling table for cake, and Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming had stopped and tried a piece. But he didn''t taste it on his own, but also picked up a piece and stuffed it into Xiao Ning''s mouth.


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    After they ate, Xiao Ning cleaned up the table and the kitchen, packing all the waste into a plastic bag since it wasn''t gd to leave such things in the kitchen for too long with how hot the weather had become.


    At least it wasn''t past twelve, right?


    Xiao Ning then heard the sound of frying, and the fish was in the frying pan.


    After giving him the money for the cake, Xiao Ning helped him divide the groceries into plastic bags then push then push them into the parking lot.


    They really had gone to the supermarket to buy groceries.


    Simple dishes did not worry Xiao Ning, and they had chosen to purchase meals that that were easy to to make. But Xiao Ning did indeed feel as though he he should improve his cooking skills if Shan Haiming really has a interest in cooking and wants him to join in every time.


    Feeling a little worried by the sound which came from Lu Yan''s end of the cal, Xiao Ning stared blankly at the phone in his hand.


    It was really strange for there to be stray cats in that gated community, so Xiao Ning couldn''t help from standing there to watch for a while. The cat dug around for a long time but it had''t dung out anything to eat. It couldn''t jump up to reach the high garbage bin, so it could only circle around the base of the bins.


    It tastes so good!


    Get cat: ? _(:§Ù©f¡Ï)_]]]


    Xiao Ning then seriously pondered, Should I learn to cook too? We live right across from one another, so if he cooks most of the time I could led him a hand too.


    When it came to cooking, Xiao Ning''s approach was methodical, and Shan Haiming''s speed in preparing the fish was comparatively faster, with him not having to look at the recipe and being quite familiar with the process.


    After he hung up, Xiao Ning remembered he message Shan Haiming had sent him last night. "So your mom likes lilies, right?"


    "I already told you last time," Shan Haiming said, then continued, "you don''t need to worry about him. He doesn''t like anything."


    However, despite him saying this, Xiao Ning still had no intention of only putting in a minimum amount of effort with regard to Shan Haiming''s matter, asked a few more questions. But having grown impatient of his questioning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you acting like you''re actually going there to win my parent''s favour?"


    Xiao Ning himself couldn''t say for certain all that was involeved in his emotional breakdown the night before, but he could say it was not all grievances. He was still a grown man, after all, one who made those choices himself. So what was there for him to feel wronged about?


    Shan Haiming directly pushed the cart over to order a freshly killed fish. After taking the fish, they just went around to other places, picking where at random.


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    Seeing him frowning as he thought deeply, Shan Haiming added, "There''s no need for you to think about it too much. You already know what kind of situation this is."


    While on their way they passed a sampling table for cake, and Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming had stopped and tried a piece. But he didn''t taste it on his own, but also picked up a piece and stuffed it into Xiao Ning''s mouth.


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    If it gets scared and runs off, it''s fine, nothing to worry about.


    Seeing what he was carrying, Shan Haiming knew what he was going down to do and sent a casual nod his way to show he understood.


    A dirty little white cat was digging through some garbage that was carelessly scattered outside the bin.


    So this was what he meat when he said he''d make it up to me before, and not the time he invited me for dinner after.


    Feeling a little worried by the sound which came from Lu Yan''s end of the cal, Xiao Ning stared blankly at the phone in his hand.


    When he noticed Xiao Ning had chewed it and swallowed, Shan Haiming fed Xiao Ning another piece before eating a second one himself. "Let''s pad our stomach first. Want another?"


    Without care, Xiao Ning simply laughed as he added, "I asked for it."


    Shan Haiming was already standing in front of the elevator when he came out, and seeing the elevator had rose to the fifth floor, it was clear he had also pushed the button in advanced.


    N/A


    The grocery store clerk: "..."


    "Ah, no." Xiao Ning put his phone away. "Just wait a minute so I can go change my clothes."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning chuckled in reply, adding, "Yeah. I think so too."


    Xiao Ning tossed the garbage into the bin then turned to walk away, but as he did, he noticed a small puff of white moved from the corner of his eye. His steps halted unconsciously and he turned to look in that direction.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    Since we''re heading to the supermarket, does it mean we aren''t going out to eat? Xiao Ning then looked at the time, They couldn''t be counted at as being too late as it was barely eleven o''clock.


    Xiao Ning himself couldn''t say for certain all that was involeved in his emotional breakdown the night before, but he could say it was not all grievances. He was still a grown man, after all, one who made those choices himself. So what was there for him to feel wronged about?


    It tastes so bad, yet you still had two pieces?...


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    Xiao Ning was a bit shocked.


    Feeling the grocery clerk''s undisguised stare, the thin-skinned Xiao Ning picked up a box of the cake, his action leading Shan Haiming to ask, "You like this?"


    The garbage bins were located in the courtyard, Xia Ning had seen them when he came and went many tines, so it didn''t take long for him to find his way. The greenery and cleaning there was very well done, but after lunch, there was so shortage of garbage in the bins. What''s more, the weather that day just happened to be very god, and very warm. So the moment he got close, he could smell that smell.


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    Shan Haiming was already standing in front of the elevator when he came out, and seeing the elevator had rose to the fifth floor, it was clear he had also pushed the button in advanced.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    After giving him the money for the cake, Xiao Ning helped him divide the groceries into plastic bags then push then push them into the parking lot.


    "As long as nothing touches it I don''t feel a thing." Xiao Ning pulled his gaze away, and put no further thought towards the matter.


    A barely noticeable sliver of pride flashed in Shan Haiming''s eyes, his lips curving upwards, as he said lazily, "I told you I was going to."


    That guy really did just go there to buy groceries, so without going to other areas at all, the two then pushed the singular cart filled with the necessary ingredients to the cashier, and Xiao Ning pulled out his wallet.


    "I''ll only be responsible for the fish, you can handle the rest."


    The elevator took then all the way down to the underground parking lot. Xiao Ning went to sit in the front passenger seat of his own volition, then, as he he sat, he looked at his face in the rear-view mirror.


    "I''ll only be responsible for the fish, you can handle the rest."


    Shan Haiming was already standing in front of the elevator when he came out, and seeing the elevator had rose to the fifth floor, it was clear he had also pushed the button in advanced.


    The pleasantly surprised Xiao Ning then looked towards Shan Haiming. "You''re incredible. It''s only your second time making it yet it''s so much better."


    But Shan Haiming intervened, saying, "I''ll pay for the groceries."


    Xiao Ning then heard the sound of frying, and the fish was in the frying pan.


    After the dishes were placed on the table, it really made a person feel a sense of d¨¦j¨¤ vu. Again, the squirrel-tailed fish and curried chicken were the two main dishes, ad beside them, were saut¨¦ed seasonal veggies that were unfortunately a little overdone as the green in them wasn''t as vibrant.


    Xiao Ning then took out the box of cake and said helplessly, "Then I''ll pay for this."


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    To which Shan Haiming said, "You have five."


    Xiao Ning was a bit shocked.


    He received another phone call, but this time it was from a delivery service informing him a package from Yunnan Province had arrived and was currently at his office.


    Xiao Ning then took out the box of cake and said helplessly, "Then I''ll pay for this."


    Seeing what he was carrying, Shan Haiming knew what he was going down to do and sent a casual nod his way to show he understood.


    Xiao Ning then heard the sound of frying, and the fish was in the frying pan.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling that Shan Haiming definitely has a complex about cooking.


    While on their way they passed a sampling table for cake, and Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming had stopped and tried a piece. But he didn''t taste it on his own, but also picked up a piece and stuffed it into Xiao Ning''s mouth.


    He received another phone call, but this time it was from a delivery service informing him a package from Yunnan Province had arrived and was currently at his office.


    Xiao Ning then heard the sound of frying, and the fish was in the frying pan.


    Shan Haiming parked the car and turned to looked at Xiao Ning, whose face was brimming with earnest, and as he stared, the look in hiss eyes grew somewhat strange.


    Shan Haiming contemptuously swept his gaze over that cake and Xiao Ning, then turned to swipe his card. "It tastes seriously bad."


    "Would you like me to take you back with me?" Xiao Ning stooped down, but made no effort to rush into holding it. "Do you want to come home with me?"


    It tastes so bad, yet you still had two pieces?...


    By then, Xiao Ning was able to be confirm that the dish Shan Haiming was preparing was the same squirrel-tailed fish.


    Xiao Ning himself couldn''t say for certain all that was involeved in his emotional breakdown the night before, but he could say it was not all grievances. He was still a grown man, after all, one who made those choices himself. So what was there for him to feel wronged about?


    At least it wasn''t past twelve, right?


    After giving him the money for the cake, Xiao Ning helped him divide the groceries into plastic bags then push then push them into the parking lot.


    "I''m going to take that as your acceptance." Xiao Ning sighed. Well, he was planning to get a cat anyhow. "Don''t be afraid..."


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    It tastes so good!


    By then, Xiao Ning was able to be confirm that the dish Shan Haiming was preparing was the same squirrel-tailed fish.


    Shan Haiming''s kitchen still looked rather new, but there was pots and pans, as well as oil, salt, vinegar and soy sauce, along with traces of use.


    As a result, Xiao Ning stared at Shan Haiming with widened eyes, and saw that he was not saying it in jest, and immediately hurried to his apartment next door. Luckily, he had taken his clothes and other things over, so after washing up, he put on a thin shirt and pants, then hurried out the door in the time he was given.


    "I''ll only be responsible for the fish, you can handle the rest."


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    Standing in the kitchen, Shan Haiming naturally divided the labour between the two.


    After he hung up, Xiao Ning remembered he message Shan Haiming had sent him last night. "So your mom likes lilies, right?"


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    Xiao Ning was a bit shocked.


    That guy really did just go there to buy groceries, so without going to other areas at all, the two then pushed the singular cart filled with the necessary ingredients to the cashier, and Xiao Ning pulled out his wallet.


    He was shocked by himself not being shocked one bit by this sort of development, with him then rolling up his sleeves to get started without complaint.


    Make it up to you


    You''re so light! And I have no idea if it''s because of your age, or because you you haven''t eaten properly. You''re just a ball of fur.


    The grocery store clerk: "..."


    Simple dishes did not worry Xiao Ning, and they had chosen to purchase meals that that were easy to to make. But Xiao Ning did indeed feel as though he he should improve his cooking skills if Shan Haiming really has a interest in cooking and wants him to join in every time.


    N/A


    When it came to cooking, Xiao Ning''s approach was methodical, and Shan Haiming''s speed in preparing the fish was comparatively faster, with him not having to look at the recipe and being quite familiar with the process.


    A barely noticeable sliver of pride flashed in Shan Haiming''s eyes, his lips curving upwards, as he said lazily, "I told you I was going to."


    Xiao Ning then heard the sound of frying, and the fish was in the frying pan.


    An abandoned cat?


    By then, Xiao Ning was able to be confirm that the dish Shan Haiming was preparing was the same squirrel-tailed fish.


    Seeing this food critic persona of Xiao Ning''s, Shan Haiming couldn''t help himself from letting out a laugh. "Enough chit-chat, just eat up, every single bite."


    After they ate, Xiao Ning cleaned up the table and the kitchen, packing all the waste into a plastic bag since it wasn''t gd to leave such things in the kitchen for too long with how hot the weather had become.


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    He received another phone call, but this time it was from a delivery service informing him a package from Yunnan Province had arrived and was currently at his office.


    But unlike last time, this time around, the squirrel-tailed fish was very delicious. It was almost as good as the ones in restaurants. The taste causing Xiao Ning to hold his chopsticks in surprise.


    You''re so light! And I have no idea if it''s because of your age, or because you you haven''t eaten properly. You''re just a ball of fur.


    Xiao Ning''s heart was moved, the strange feeling it carried passing quickly as he held his bowl. "The fish was cooked beautifully, the sweet and sour sauce was just right, the skin was fried crisp, yet the meat inside was still quite tender."


    After the dishes were placed on the table, it really made a person feel a sense of d¨¦j¨¤ vu. Again, the squirrel-tailed fish and curried chicken were the two main dishes, ad beside them, were saut¨¦ed seasonal veggies that were unfortunately a little overdone as the green in them wasn''t as vibrant.


    Shan Haiming contemptuously swept his gaze over that cake and Xiao Ning, then turned to swipe his card. "It tastes seriously bad."


    But unlike last time, this time around, the squirrel-tailed fish was very delicious. It was almost as good as the ones in restaurants. The taste causing Xiao Ning to hold his chopsticks in surprise.


    It tastes so good!


    It took Xiao Ning a beat while to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, and he could only reply with uncertainty: "Maybe."


    After the dishes were placed on the table, it really made a person feel a sense of d¨¦j¨¤ vu. Again, the squirrel-tailed fish and curried chicken were the two main dishes, ad beside them, were saut¨¦ed seasonal veggies that were unfortunately a little overdone as the green in them wasn''t as vibrant.


    It tastes so good!


    Standing in the kitchen, Shan Haiming naturally divided the labour between the two.


    "Ah, no." Xiao Ning put his phone away. "Just wait a minute so I can go change my clothes."


    At least it wasn''t past twelve, right?


    The pleasantly surprised Xiao Ning then looked towards Shan Haiming. "You''re incredible. It''s only your second time making it yet it''s so much better."


    Xiao Ning nodded upon hearing this, making a note of it before asking, "Then what about your dad?"


    A barely noticeable sliver of pride flashed in Shan Haiming''s eyes, his lips curving upwards, as he said lazily, "I told you I was going to."


    He slowly reached out his hands, so as to avoid the kitten running away.


    He received another phone call, but this time it was from a delivery service informing him a package from Yunnan Province had arrived and was currently at his office.


    They really had gone to the supermarket to buy groceries.


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    Xiao Ning tossed the garbage into the bin then turned to walk away, but as he did, he noticed a small puff of white moved from the corner of his eye. His steps halted unconsciously and he turned to look in that direction.


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    Xiao Ning nodded upon hearing this, making a note of it before asking, "Then what about your dad?"


    So this was what he meat when he said he''d make it up to me before, and not the time he invited me for dinner after.


    Having seen enough, Xiao Ning turned and walked away.


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    Shan Haiming directly pushed the cart over to order a freshly killed fish. After taking the fish, they just went around to other places, picking where at random.


    "Ah, no." Xiao Ning put his phone away. "Just wait a minute so I can go change my clothes."


    Xiao Ning then seriously pondered, Should I learn to cook too? We live right across from one another, so if he cooks most of the time I could led him a hand too.


    The kitten meowed, and kept its gaze on Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning''s heart was moved, the strange feeling it carried passing quickly as he held his bowl. "The fish was cooked beautifully, the sweet and sour sauce was just right, the skin was fried crisp, yet the meat inside was still quite tender."


    Feeling a little worried by the sound which came from Lu Yan''s end of the cal, Xiao Ning stared blankly at the phone in his hand.


    Feeling a little worried by the sound which came from Lu Yan''s end of the cal, Xiao Ning stared blankly at the phone in his hand.


    He didn''t need to say that given how Xiao Ning would naturally clean his plate, eating everything and leaving only a pile of fish bones behind.


    Seeing this food critic persona of Xiao Ning''s, Shan Haiming couldn''t help himself from letting out a laugh. "Enough chit-chat, just eat up, every single bite."


    Xiao Ning got the feeling that Shan Haiming definitely has a complex about cooking.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    Standing beside him, Shan Haiming stared at him while asking, "Another call?"


    What''s more, Xiao Ning was not angry because Xia Li hitting him either. Nonetheless, he was seen as a threat by a kitten trying to protect its food, and its actions were no more than a scratch.


    Xiao Ning chuckled in reply, adding, "Yeah. I think so too."


    He didn''t need to say that given how Xiao Ning would naturally clean his plate, eating everything and leaving only a pile of fish bones behind.


    Xiao Ning then seriously pondered, Should I learn to cook too? We live right across from one another, so if he cooks most of the time I could led him a hand too.


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    He was shocked by himself not being shocked one bit by this sort of development, with him then rolling up his sleeves to get started without complaint.


    After they ate, Xiao Ning cleaned up the table and the kitchen, packing all the waste into a plastic bag since it wasn''t gd to leave such things in the kitchen for too long with how hot the weather had become.


    It caused Xiao Ning to ask him, "Is something wrong?"


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    But Shan Haiming intervened, saying, "I''ll pay for the groceries."


    It took Xiao Ning a beat while to understand what Shan Haiming was referring to, and he could only reply with uncertainty: "Maybe."


    ?¡ó?


    On his way to take the trash out, he gave word to Shan Haiming, ho was now watching the television. "I''m heading downstairs."


    He didn''t need to say that given how Xiao Ning would naturally clean his plate, eating everything and leaving only a pile of fish bones behind.


    "Yep. They''re at the house all year round. But no matter how much there are, she''ll still keep some in vases." Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel as he continued, "In fact, she likes all types of flowers."


    Shan Haiming asked nothing further, only giving him a look that read: you really have no taste, before continuing to push the cart forward.


    ?¡ó?


    "I already told you last time," Shan Haiming said, then continued, "you don''t need to worry about him. He doesn''t like anything."


    Seeing what he was carrying, Shan Haiming knew what he was going down to do and sent a casual nod his way to show he understood.


    Shan Haiming directly pushed the cart over to order a freshly killed fish. After taking the fish, they just went around to other places, picking where at random.


    Since we''re heading to the supermarket, does it mean we aren''t going out to eat? Xiao Ning then looked at the time, They couldn''t be counted at as being too late as it was barely eleven o''clock.


    Simple dishes did not worry Xiao Ning, and they had chosen to purchase meals that that were easy to to make. But Xiao Ning did indeed feel as though he he should improve his cooking skills if Shan Haiming really has a interest in cooking and wants him to join in every time.


    To which Shan Haiming said, "You have five."


    After circling twice, it seemed to have noticed Xiao Ning was not too far away. It also appeared to not be afraid of people, so it squatted into a little white ball where it had stood before crying out some meows.


    But Shan Haiming intervened, saying, "I''ll pay for the groceries."


    Standing in the kitchen, Shan Haiming naturally divided the labour between the two.


    The garbage bins were located in the courtyard, Xia Ning had seen them when he came and went many tines, so it didn''t take long for him to find his way. The greenery and cleaning there was very well done, but after lunch, there was so shortage of garbage in the bins. What''s more, the weather that day just happened to be very god, and very warm. So the moment he got close, he could smell that smell.


    Feeling the grocery clerk''s undisguised stare, the thin-skinned Xiao Ning picked up a box of the cake, his action leading Shan Haiming to ask, "You like this?"


    "Would you like me to take you back with me?" Xiao Ning stooped down, but made no effort to rush into holding it. "Do you want to come home with me?"


    Xiao Ning combed through the information he had just received in his head, as he replied, "I don''t know how things will go at your parents, and this sort of matter will be shocking to them after all. But if I can make them see your boyfriend is not a bad person, then they''ll have an easier time in accepting your decision."


    "Would you like me to take you back with me?" Xiao Ning stooped down, but made no effort to rush into holding it. "Do you want to come home with me?"


    It caused Xiao Ning to ask him, "Is something wrong?"


    Xiao Ning tossed the garbage into the bin then turned to walk away, but as he did, he noticed a small puff of white moved from the corner of his eye. His steps halted unconsciously and he turned to look in that direction.


    While on their way they passed a sampling table for cake, and Xiao Ning saw Shan Haiming had stopped and tried a piece. But he didn''t taste it on his own, but also picked up a piece and stuffed it into Xiao Ning''s mouth.


    Seeing this food critic persona of Xiao Ning''s, Shan Haiming couldn''t help himself from letting out a laugh. "Enough chit-chat, just eat up, every single bite."


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    A barely noticeable sliver of pride flashed in Shan Haiming''s eyes, his lips curving upwards, as he said lazily, "I told you I was going to."


    He slowly reached out his hands, so as to avoid the kitten running away.


    A dirty little white cat was digging through some garbage that was carelessly scattered outside the bin.


    ?¡ó?


    After circling twice, it seemed to have noticed Xiao Ning was not too far away. It also appeared to not be afraid of people, so it squatted into a little white ball where it had stood before crying out some meows.


    To which Shan Haiming said, "You have five."


    An abandoned cat?


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    Get cat: ? _(:§Ù©f¡Ï)_]]]


    At least it wasn''t past twelve, right?


    It was really strange for there to be stray cats in that gated community, so Xiao Ning couldn''t help from standing there to watch for a while. The cat dug around for a long time but it had''t dung out anything to eat. It couldn''t jump up to reach the high garbage bin, so it could only circle around the base of the bins.


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    After circling twice, it seemed to have noticed Xiao Ning was not too far away. It also appeared to not be afraid of people, so it squatted into a little white ball where it had stood before crying out some meows.


    You''re so light! And I have no idea if it''s because of your age, or because you you haven''t eaten properly. You''re just a ball of fur.


    Get cat: ? _(:§Ù©f¡Ï)_]]]


    But unlike last time, this time around, the squirrel-tailed fish was very delicious. It was almost as good as the ones in restaurants. The taste causing Xiao Ning to hold his chopsticks in surprise.


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    Seeing what he was carrying, Shan Haiming knew what he was going down to do and sent a casual nod his way to show he understood.


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    It''s cries were so light, just light enough to be heard, and for its delicate sound to make one''s heart grow soft.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    The kitten meowed, and kept its gaze on Xiao Ning.


    But Shan Haiming gave him no answer, only letting out a chuckle before saying, "Let''s go."


    Having seen enough, Xiao Ning turned and walked away.


    "I already told you last time," Shan Haiming said, then continued, "you don''t need to worry about him. He doesn''t like anything."


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    However, despite him saying this, Xiao Ning still had no intention of only putting in a minimum amount of effort with regard to Shan Haiming''s matter, asked a few more questions. But having grown impatient of his questioning, Shan Haiming asked, "Why are you acting like you''re actually going there to win my parent''s favour?"


    Xiao Ning made his way over, standing beside him. "So where are we going?"


    But after taking just a few steps, he turned and walked back.


    Standing beside him, Shan Haiming stared at him while asking, "Another call?"


    ?¡ó?


    "Then learn to be smarter next time." Shan Haiming then added, "And don''t forget to be quick."


    "Yep. They''re at the house all year round. But no matter how much there are, she''ll still keep some in vases." Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel as he continued, "In fact, she likes all types of flowers."


    The grocery store clerk: "..."


    Shan Haiming parked the car and turned to looked at Xiao Ning, whose face was brimming with earnest, and as he stared, the look in hiss eyes grew somewhat strange.


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.


    If it gets scared and runs off, it''s fine, nothing to worry about.


    "Does it still hurt?" Seeing his movements, Shan Haiming asked.


    After giving him the money for the cake, Xiao Ning helped him divide the groceries into plastic bags then push then push them into the parking lot.


    Having seen enough, Xiao Ning turned and walked away.


    The elevator took then all the way down to the underground parking lot. Xiao Ning went to sit in the front passenger seat of his own volition, then, as he he sat, he looked at his face in the rear-view mirror.


    It tastes so bad, yet you still had two pieces?...


    Xiao Ning, with a bot of hesitance, made up his mind and approached the kitten very carefully. But the kitten didn''t run off, staying right where it was as it stared towards him. And upon getting closer, Xiao Ning could see the little creature''s eyes were bright, sparkling blue.


    When he noticed Xiao Ning had chewed it and swallowed, Shan Haiming fed Xiao Ning another piece before eating a second one himself. "Let''s pad our stomach first. Want another?"


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    Make it up to you


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    "Yep. They''re at the house all year round. But no matter how much there are, she''ll still keep some in vases." Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel as he continued, "In fact, she likes all types of flowers."


    Seeing this food critic persona of Xiao Ning''s, Shan Haiming couldn''t help himself from letting out a laugh. "Enough chit-chat, just eat up, every single bite."


    The grocery clerk them said to them warmly, "This is our new product, we''re currently having an event, and it''s very popular."


    "Would you like me to take you back with me?" Xiao Ning stooped down, but made no effort to rush into holding it. "Do you want to come home with me?"


    After they ate, Xiao Ning cleaned up the table and the kitchen, packing all the waste into a plastic bag since it wasn''t gd to leave such things in the kitchen for too long with how hot the weather had become.


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    "Ah, no." Xiao Ning put his phone away. "Just wait a minute so I can go change my clothes."


    It tastes so good!


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.


    The kitten meowed, and kept its gaze on Xiao Ning.


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    "I''m going to take that as your acceptance." Xiao Ning sighed. Well, he was planning to get a cat anyhow. "Don''t be afraid..."


    To which Shan Haiming said, "You have five."


    But Shan Haiming gave him no answer, only letting out a chuckle before saying, "Let''s go."


    Xiao Ning nodded upon hearing this, making a note of it before asking, "Then what about your dad?"


    The kitten meowed, and kept its gaze on Xiao Ning.


    Xiao Ning got the feeling he probably couldn''t buy anything Shan Yisong would like.


    He slowly reached out his hands, so as to avoid the kitten running away.


    "Then learn to be smarter next time." Shan Haiming then added, "And don''t forget to be quick."


    "I''ll only be responsible for the fish, you can handle the rest."


    To which Shan Haiming said, "You have five."


    Xiao Ning got the feeling that Shan Haiming definitely has a complex about cooking.


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    Seeing what he was carrying, Shan Haiming knew what he was going down to do and sent a casual nod his way to show he understood.


    Can you please be a little more aware of your tall, rich, and handsome status?


    And, thankfully, the cat did not move from it''s position, not running away at all. After Xiao Ning got hold of the cat in his hands, he let out a relieved sigh.


    But after taking just a few steps, he turned and walked back.


    You''re so light! And I have no idea if it''s because of your age, or because you you haven''t eaten properly. You''re just a ball of fur.


    After the dishes were placed on the table, it really made a person feel a sense of d¨¦j¨¤ vu. Again, the squirrel-tailed fish and curried chicken were the two main dishes, ad beside them, were saut¨¦ed seasonal veggies that were unfortunately a little overdone as the green in them wasn''t as vibrant.


    "It''s not bad..." Xiao Ning replied forcefully.


    The garbage bins were located in the courtyard, Xia Ning had seen them when he came and went many tines, so it didn''t take long for him to find his way. The greenery and cleaning there was very well done, but after lunch, there was so shortage of garbage in the bins. What''s more, the weather that day just happened to be very god, and very warm. So the moment he got close, he could smell that smell.


    As he held the cat i his arms Xiao Ning got a whiff of the garbage scent all over the cat''s body. So smiling at the little one in his hold, he then said, "The first thing we''re going to do once we get back is give you a bath."


    "Supermarket," Shan Haiming replied simply.


    When he noticed Xiao Ning had chewed it and swallowed, Shan Haiming fed Xiao Ning another piece before eating a second one himself. "Let''s pad our stomach first. Want another?"


    "Has the matter been settled?" as Shan Haiming turned the steering wheel, he asked.

 CH 23

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    On account of the addition of the cat, Xiao Ning didn''t go back directly to Shan Haiming''s place. After first sending Shan Haiming a message stating he had a small matter to take care of, he then returned to his own apartment.


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    There was no blow-dyer in his apartment, and because Xiao Ning kept his hair short, it was usually not something that concerned him. So when he washed his hair, he would just use a towel to get it halfway dry. But that little thing looked far too weak to even withstand a slight breeze, really making Xiao Ning worried it would catch a cold if he wasn''t careful.


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    But the current timing was also rather fortunate, because he would be heading over to Shan Haiming''s parent''s house the day after, and although those items weren''t considered expensive, they were fresh.


    Xiao Ning never had so much as a fish for a pet, and his apartment didn''t have any necessary tools, and if he wanted to give the cat a bath, he couldn''t just rinse it in water. So in the end, he could only wash it using his shower gel instead.


    Right then, Shan Haiming came back in with carrying a saucer which he put down on the coffee table. Taking a look, Xiao Ning saw it was warm milk. Holding the kitten, he said, "Here you go, say thank you."


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    Its cries could easily make a person unable to stand firm, but if its not trained properly from the first instance, in the future, the problem would grow into a notable headache. Xiao Ning crouched down, scratching Xiaohei''s chin, but Xiaohei flung its head to the side, clearly displeased. "I have to go out for a bit. But when I get back, we''ll play, alright?"


    On account of the addition of the cat, Xiao Ning didn''t go back directly to Shan Haiming''s place. After first sending Shan Haiming a message stating he had a small matter to take care of, he then returned to his own apartment.


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    Xiaohei stared at him expressionlessly.


    There was no blow-dyer in his apartment, and because Xiao Ning kept his hair short, it was usually not something that concerned him. So when he washed his hair, he would just use a towel to get it halfway dry. But that little thing looked far too weak to even withstand a slight breeze, really making Xiao Ning worried it would catch a cold if he wasn''t careful.


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    "Haiming..." Paying his bill, Xiao Ning then went over silently rescue Xiaohei from his hands. "We have to move the stuff."


    N/A


    That unfurnished apartment that originally had no sense of warmth, had now suddenly seemed to have become a bit more homely.


    The kitten couldn''t understand any of his words, however. Resulting in all its little claws extended as was held in Xiao Ning''s hand, and piercing little holes into his flesh. But, not caring at all about the stinging pain, Xiao Ning simply used his other hand to continue soothing the kitten. "It''s alright. Don''t be scared."


    Xiaohei stared at him expressionlessly.


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    Xiao Ning gave Qian Sheng a call, thanking him then asking him for the cost before saying he would pay him back later then just carried he package home.


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    Xiao Ning never had so much as a fish for a pet, and his apartment didn''t have any necessary tools, and if he wanted to give the cat a bath, he couldn''t just rinse it in water. So in the end, he could only wash it using his shower gel instead.


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    Xiao Ning looked around with his place with satisfaction, then to that little kitten which had only drank a saucer of milk, he prepared it some dinner with some worm medicine mixed in. But perhaps it was on account of Xiaohei not being too picky with food, or perhaps the food he bought was to its liking, because in under a blink the small bowl of food was licked clean.


    He held the kitten up in front of him to avoid being scratched by his paws. "Your tail has a black tip. How unique."


    Xiao Ning felt the kitten''s body entire body once, confirming its fur was completely dry before turning off the dryer. With a smile, he looked at the snowball in his lap, saying, "Nice, you smell great."


    There was no blow-dyer in his apartment, and because Xiao Ning kept his hair short, it was usually not something that concerned him. So when he washed his hair, he would just use a towel to get it halfway dry. But that little thing looked far too weak to even withstand a slight breeze, really making Xiao Ning worried it would catch a cold if he wasn''t careful.


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    That unfurnished apartment that originally had no sense of warmth, had now suddenly seemed to have become a bit more homely.


    Xiao Ning didn''t spend his time back idling away either. He placed the litter box in the bathroom, packed Xiaohei''s shampoo and medicine in the bathroom cabinet, set up the cat tree in the living room, and placed the next and feeding bowls beside it.


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    Shan Haiming then warned, "Hold onto Xiao''Hei. If he jumps out the window he''ll be a goner."


    As a result, when Shan Haiming opened his door, he was met by the sight of Xiao Ning clutching a cat in his arms while sending a smile his way. "Do you have a blow-dryer?"


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    After drying him off for a while, every part of that kitten was left so mushy it couldn''t even stand. Xiao Ning looked at the little thing in his arms and sighed. "Come on, let''s go next door to get a blow-dryer to give you a hand."


    "Be a good cat, so no wiggling, alright?" His were eyes cast downwards, all of his attention fell on the kitten in his lap, his focus written on his expression, with the corners of his lips tugged into an unconscious smile.


    And Xiao Ning placed its food and water bowl beside it, saying, "If you do it in the right place next time, I''ll let you go out and play as much as you''d like."


    "Ah¡ªyeah." Xiao Ning rolled up the window until only a small gap remained before asking, "Xiao''Hei?T/n: Xiaohei means little black, and it''s not the same Xiao used in Xiao Ning''s name."


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    "I''m going to be busy tonight." Shan Haiming retracted his hand. "You''ll have to take care of dinner yourself."


    To which Shan Haiming replied, "You''re welcome."


    There was a lot of stuff, so it too them both two trips to each to get everything into the trunk. After first dropping the kitten off at the veterinarian''s to get its shots, Shan Haiming then took that human and kitten pair back home. Then following helping Xiao Ning take all the stuff back to his place, he went to work.


    As a result, when Shan Haiming opened his door, he was met by the sight of Xiao Ning clutching a cat in his arms while sending a smile his way. "Do you have a blow-dryer?"


    He held the kitten up in front of him to avoid being scratched by his paws. "Your tail has a black tip. How unique."


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    Shan Haiming explained irrefutably, "The cat''s name."


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    After drying him off for a while, every part of that kitten was left so mushy it couldn''t even stand. Xiao Ning looked at the little thing in his arms and sighed. "Come on, let''s go next door to get a blow-dryer to give you a hand."


    "Be a good cat, so no wiggling, alright?" His were eyes cast downwards, all of his attention fell on the kitten in his lap, his focus written on his expression, with the corners of his lips tugged into an unconscious smile.


    Shan Haiming explained irrefutably, "The cat''s name."


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    Xiao Ning didn''t spend his time back idling away either. He placed the litter box in the bathroom, packed Xiaohei''s shampoo and medicine in the bathroom cabinet, set up the cat tree in the living room, and placed the next and feeding bowls beside it.


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    Xiao Ning didn''t spend his time back idling away either. He placed the litter box in the bathroom, packed Xiaohei''s shampoo and medicine in the bathroom cabinet, set up the cat tree in the living room, and placed the next and feeding bowls beside it.


    "I found it near the bins when I went to throw out the trash." Xiao Ning had no intention of sitting since he was planning on just getting the blow-dryer and returning to his apartment. Doing so to avoid making noise or leaving fur at Shan Haiming''s place.


    The kitten couldn''t understand any of his words, however. Resulting in all its little claws extended as was held in Xiao Ning''s hand, and piercing little holes into his flesh. But, not caring at all about the stinging pain, Xiao Ning simply used his other hand to continue soothing the kitten. "It''s alright. Don''t be scared."


    Looks-wise, Xiao Ning was not what one would call a exquisite beauty, neither was he as ruggedly handsome as Shan Haiming. But his honest features left a person with a gentle sense of trustworthiness, the kind of gentleness that goes with the flow, that possesses tactful restraint, and never makes someone feel pressured. But it was precisely this trace of self-conscious restraint which makes every time he actually lets out a carefree gentle smile, there is something in his features that makes a person''s heart move.


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    Xiao Ning returned to the living room afterwards and opened up the box. Inside, there were flower cakes, ham and mushrooms. He then divided it into two portions, one was to be taken with him him on Sunday, and the other was to be mailed to the Lu''s the next day. The two elders never expected their kids to send back any extraordinary delicacies, as only wanting to know their children were doing alright, and that they were on those children''s mind was good enough.


    But after Shan Haiming went into the bathroom to bring out the blow-dryer, he took it into the living room and plugged it in right next to the sofa. Then looking at Xiao Ning, who hadn''t walked over, he lifted a brow and asked, "You want me to do it?"


    I have no idea if that''s a promise or a complaint.


    Right then, Shan Haiming came back in with carrying a saucer which he put down on the coffee table. Taking a look, Xiao Ning saw it was warm milk. Holding the kitten, he said, "Here you go, say thank you."


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    "No, I''ll do it." Xiao Ning took the kitten over and sat down next to his assistant. Spreading a towel over his lap, he then supported the kitten, picked up the dryer before he again said coaxingly, "Don''t move, okay? I''m going to help dry you off."


    Its cries could easily make a person unable to stand firm, but if its not trained properly from the first instance, in the future, the problem would grow into a notable headache. Xiao Ning crouched down, scratching Xiaohei''s chin, but Xiaohei flung its head to the side, clearly displeased. "I have to go out for a bit. But when I get back, we''ll play, alright?"


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    "Oh, okay. I understand." Xiao Ning looked at the kitten, during which he thought seriously about the things the little cat would need. Then, before he realised the somewhat odd nature of their conversation he said, "I need to go buy some things, so can you give us a ride when you leave?"


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    On account of the addition of the cat, Xiao Ning didn''t go back directly to Shan Haiming''s place. After first sending Shan Haiming a message stating he had a small matter to take care of, he then returned to his own apartment.


    Xiao Ning placed the cat on the coffee table, not needing to guide it as it went towards the milk on its own. Once it confirmed the familiar scent it extended its little pink tongue to begin licking. As it drank, its little tail still wagged too and fro until it ultimately curled up into a circle.


    The kitten couldn''t understand any of his words, however. Resulting in all its little claws extended as was held in Xiao Ning''s hand, and piercing little holes into his flesh. But, not caring at all about the stinging pain, Xiao Ning simply used his other hand to continue soothing the kitten. "It''s alright. Don''t be scared."


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    Pet


    From beside them, Shan Haiming sat on the sofa while looking at Xiao Ning switch the dryer to its lowest setting the use his thumb to gently ruffle the kittens soft fur.


    Xiao Ning didn''t have the energy to go deal with those two, only asking the clerk, "Is there any animal hospitals you can recommend?"


    "Be a good cat, so no wiggling, alright?" His were eyes cast downwards, all of his attention fell on the kitten in his lap, his focus written on his expression, with the corners of his lips tugged into an unconscious smile.


    "I''m sorry for putting you through this." Xiao Ning then confined the stuffed Xiaohei near its litter box, to which Xiaohei sat in place and meowed unhappily.


    Xiao Ning returned to the living room afterwards and opened up the box. Inside, there were flower cakes, ham and mushrooms. He then divided it into two portions, one was to be taken with him him on Sunday, and the other was to be mailed to the Lu''s the next day. The two elders never expected their kids to send back any extraordinary delicacies, as only wanting to know their children were doing alright, and that they were on those children''s mind was good enough.


    Xiao Ning gave Qian Sheng a call, thanking him then asking him for the cost before saying he would pay him back later then just carried he package home.


    Looks-wise, Xiao Ning was not what one would call a exquisite beauty, neither was he as ruggedly handsome as Shan Haiming. But his honest features left a person with a gentle sense of trustworthiness, the kind of gentleness that goes with the flow, that possesses tactful restraint, and never makes someone feel pressured. But it was precisely this trace of self-conscious restraint which makes every time he actually lets out a carefree gentle smile, there is something in his features that makes a person''s heart move.


    Shan Haiming had no interest in that stall so he took Xiaohei over to play with the other cats and dogs in the shop. But he had no idea how he offended those cats and dogs so the store was presently filled with meows and barks and made it rather lively.


    1. Yunnan is famous for these flower cakes (flower pies) that are stuffed with rose petals. LINK:


    Pet


    In the bathroom, Xiaohei really did drop a little package of its own, but unfortunately, it didn''t drop its load in the litter box, so Xiao Ning could only eat his words and help Xiaohei by shovelling its poop into the litter box, but he didn''t let it off scot-free.


    Xiao Ning gave Qian Sheng a call, thanking him then asking him for the cost before saying he would pay him back later then just carried he package home.


    After looking at him for a while, Shan Haiming then got up walked into the kitchen.


    After saying this he was stunned for a moment, wondering how could he could say something so naturally.


    Xiao Ning placed the cat on the coffee table, not needing to guide it as it went towards the milk on its own. Once it confirmed the familiar scent it extended its little pink tongue to begin licking. As it drank, its little tail still wagged too and fro until it ultimately curled up into a circle.


    Xiao Ning gazed at the little cat on his lap who stared back at him, smiling, then petting its head, humorously giving indicating his acceptance. After this, while one hand remained on the kitten, the other pulled out his phone and begun looking up cat food.


    Xiao Ning felt the kitten''s body entire body once, confirming its fur was completely dry before turning off the dryer. With a smile, he looked at the snowball in his lap, saying, "Nice, you smell great."


    Xiao Ning then asked the clerk for the addresses as well as her number before turning to go look for the big and little pair. Shan Haiming was holding Xiaohei while he played with a little golden retriever in a kennel, the little cat in his hold was so scared out of its wits that its legs couldn''t even curl inwards, thus leaving it no other option than to stiffly stay in in that hold.


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    1. Yunnan is famous for these flower cakes (flower pies) that are stuffed with rose petals. LINK:


    Shan Haiming explained irrefutably, "The cat''s name."


    Xiaohei stared at him expressionlessly.


    After looking at him for a while, Shan Haiming then got up walked into the kitchen.


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    Right then, Shan Haiming came back in with carrying a saucer which he put down on the coffee table. Taking a look, Xiao Ning saw it was warm milk. Holding the kitten, he said, "Here you go, say thank you."


    There was a lot of stuff, so it too them both two trips to each to get everything into the trunk. After first dropping the kitten off at the veterinarian''s to get its shots, Shan Haiming then took that human and kitten pair back home. Then following helping Xiao Ning take all the stuff back to his place, he went to work.


    When they got to the store, following the introductions, Xiao Ning then realised how many things it turned out he needed to buy. Handing the Xiaohei to Shan Haiming, while he listened the the store clerk''s introductions, Xiao Ning carefully examined the products on the shelves. From small catnip balls to huge cat trees, then when it came to cat food, Xiao Ning chose two types from the forest of numerous kinds.


    Xiao Ning placed the cat on the coffee table, not needing to guide it as it went towards the milk on its own. Once it confirmed the familiar scent it extended its little pink tongue to begin licking. As it drank, its little tail still wagged too and fro until it ultimately curled up into a circle.


    "Haiming..." Paying his bill, Xiao Ning then went over silently rescue Xiaohei from his hands. "We have to move the stuff."


    Xiao Ning felt the kitten''s body entire body once, confirming its fur was completely dry before turning off the dryer. With a smile, he looked at the snowball in his lap, saying, "Nice, you smell great."


    Right then, Shan Haiming came back in with carrying a saucer which he put down on the coffee table. Taking a look, Xiao Ning saw it was warm milk. Holding the kitten, he said, "Here you go, say thank you."


    Xiao Ning looked around with his place with satisfaction, then to that little kitten which had only drank a saucer of milk, he prepared it some dinner with some worm medicine mixed in. But perhaps it was on account of Xiaohei not being too picky with food, or perhaps the food he bought was to its liking, because in under a blink the small bowl of food was licked clean.


    To which Shan Haiming replied, "You''re welcome."


    The dedicated store clerk told him about a couple or so which were all close by.


    Its cries could easily make a person unable to stand firm, but if its not trained properly from the first instance, in the future, the problem would grow into a notable headache. Xiao Ning crouched down, scratching Xiaohei''s chin, but Xiaohei flung its head to the side, clearly displeased. "I have to go out for a bit. But when I get back, we''ll play, alright?"


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    After saying this he was stunned for a moment, wondering how could he could say something so naturally.


    Xiao Ning never had so much as a fish for a pet, and his apartment didn''t have any necessary tools, and if he wanted to give the cat a bath, he couldn''t just rinse it in water. So in the end, he could only wash it using his shower gel instead.


    The two looked at one another, both carrying a smile within their eyes and leaving only the kitten meowing awkwardly.


    To which Shan Haiming replied, "You''re welcome."


    Looks-wise, Xiao Ning was not what one would call a exquisite beauty, neither was he as ruggedly handsome as Shan Haiming. But his honest features left a person with a gentle sense of trustworthiness, the kind of gentleness that goes with the flow, that possesses tactful restraint, and never makes someone feel pressured. But it was precisely this trace of self-conscious restraint which makes every time he actually lets out a carefree gentle smile, there is something in his features that makes a person''s heart move.


    To which Shan Haiming replied, "You''re welcome."


    Xiao Ning placed the cat on the coffee table, not needing to guide it as it went towards the milk on its own. Once it confirmed the familiar scent it extended its little pink tongue to begin licking. As it drank, its little tail still wagged too and fro until it ultimately curled up into a circle.


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    Right then, Shan Haiming came back in with carrying a saucer which he put down on the coffee table. Taking a look, Xiao Ning saw it was warm milk. Holding the kitten, he said, "Here you go, say thank you."


    But the current timing was also rather fortunate, because he would be heading over to Shan Haiming''s parent''s house the day after, and although those items weren''t considered expensive, they were fresh.


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    Xiao Ning returned to the living room afterwards and opened up the box. Inside, there were flower cakes, ham and mushrooms. He then divided it into two portions, one was to be taken with him him on Sunday, and the other was to be mailed to the Lu''s the next day. The two elders never expected their kids to send back any extraordinary delicacies, as only wanting to know their children were doing alright, and that they were on those children''s mind was good enough.


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    Xiao Ning never had so much as a fish for a pet, and his apartment didn''t have any necessary tools, and if he wanted to give the cat a bath, he couldn''t just rinse it in water. So in the end, he could only wash it using his shower gel instead.


    "No, I''ll do it." Xiao Ning took the kitten over and sat down next to his assistant. Spreading a towel over his lap, he then supported the kitten, picked up the dryer before he again said coaxingly, "Don''t move, okay? I''m going to help dry you off."


    Xiao Ning felt the kitten''s body entire body once, confirming its fur was completely dry before turning off the dryer. With a smile, he looked at the snowball in his lap, saying, "Nice, you smell great."


    "I''m going to be busy tonight." Shan Haiming retracted his hand. "You''ll have to take care of dinner yourself."


    There was no blow-dyer in his apartment, and because Xiao Ning kept his hair short, it was usually not something that concerned him. So when he washed his hair, he would just use a towel to get it halfway dry. But that little thing looked far too weak to even withstand a slight breeze, really making Xiao Ning worried it would catch a cold if he wasn''t careful.


    "Oh, okay. I understand." Xiao Ning looked at the kitten, during which he thought seriously about the things the little cat would need. Then, before he realised the somewhat odd nature of their conversation he said, "I need to go buy some things, so can you give us a ride when you leave?"


    1. Yunnan is famous for these flower cakes (flower pies) that are stuffed with rose petals. LINK:


    After saying this he was stunned for a moment, wondering how could he could say something so naturally.


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    From beside them, Shan Haiming sat on the sofa while looking at Xiao Ning switch the dryer to its lowest setting the use his thumb to gently ruffle the kittens soft fur.


    Xiao Ning gave Qian Sheng a call, thanking him then asking him for the cost before saying he would pay him back later then just carried he package home.


    Originally, Xiao Ning had planned that, in addition to dividing it between his co-workers, he had to send some to Lu Yan''s parents, and if there was any left over, he would just give it to Lu Yan.


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    When they got to the store, following the introductions, Xiao Ning then realised how many things it turned out he needed to buy. Handing the Xiaohei to Shan Haiming, while he listened the the store clerk''s introductions, Xiao Ning carefully examined the products on the shelves. From small catnip balls to huge cat trees, then when it came to cat food, Xiao Ning chose two types from the forest of numerous kinds.


    It would be better to to take care of this matter sooner rather than later, so the two people, and one cat, all got into the car. Xiao Ning used his phone to look up the location of the store. It was a good thing he was able to get a ride because, if not, he wouldn''t had to go a good distance around.


    After drying him off for a while, every part of that kitten was left so mushy it couldn''t even stand. Xiao Ning looked at the little thing in his arms and sighed. "Come on, let''s go next door to get a blow-dryer to give you a hand."


    Xiao Ning didn''t have the energy to go deal with those two, only asking the clerk, "Is there any animal hospitals you can recommend?"


    "Ah¡ªyeah." Xiao Ning rolled up the window until only a small gap remained before asking, "Xiao''Hei?T/n: Xiaohei means little black, and it''s not the same Xiao used in Xiao Ning''s name."


    From beside them, Shan Haiming sat on the sofa while looking at Xiao Ning switch the dryer to its lowest setting the use his thumb to gently ruffle the kittens soft fur.


    Xiao Ning felt the kitten''s body entire body once, confirming its fur was completely dry before turning off the dryer. With a smile, he looked at the snowball in his lap, saying, "Nice, you smell great."


    Shan Haiming then warned, "Hold onto Xiao''Hei. If he jumps out the window he''ll be a goner."


    It would be better to to take care of this matter sooner rather than later, so the two people, and one cat, all got into the car. Xiao Ning used his phone to look up the location of the store. It was a good thing he was able to get a ride because, if not, he wouldn''t had to go a good distance around.


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    From beside them, Shan Haiming sat on the sofa while looking at Xiao Ning switch the dryer to its lowest setting the use his thumb to gently ruffle the kittens soft fur.


    Pet


    Xiao Ning looked around with his place with satisfaction, then to that little kitten which had only drank a saucer of milk, he prepared it some dinner with some worm medicine mixed in. But perhaps it was on account of Xiaohei not being too picky with food, or perhaps the food he bought was to its liking, because in under a blink the small bowl of food was licked clean.


    "Sure." Shan Haiming looked at the time, "I''ll go with you."


    Shan Haiming explained irrefutably, "The cat''s name."


    "Ah¡ªyeah." Xiao Ning rolled up the window until only a small gap remained before asking, "Xiao''Hei?T/n: Xiaohei means little black, and it''s not the same Xiao used in Xiao Ning''s name."


    When they got to the store, following the introductions, Xiao Ning then realised how many things it turned out he needed to buy. Handing the Xiaohei to Shan Haiming, while he listened the the store clerk''s introductions, Xiao Ning carefully examined the products on the shelves. From small catnip balls to huge cat trees, then when it came to cat food, Xiao Ning chose two types from the forest of numerous kinds.


    Xiaohei: "Meow."


    That unfurnished apartment that originally had no sense of warmth, had now suddenly seemed to have become a bit more homely.


    Looks-wise, Xiao Ning was not what one would call a exquisite beauty, neither was he as ruggedly handsome as Shan Haiming. But his honest features left a person with a gentle sense of trustworthiness, the kind of gentleness that goes with the flow, that possesses tactful restraint, and never makes someone feel pressured. But it was precisely this trace of self-conscious restraint which makes every time he actually lets out a carefree gentle smile, there is something in his features that makes a person''s heart move.


    "No, I''ll do it." Xiao Ning took the kitten over and sat down next to his assistant. Spreading a towel over his lap, he then supported the kitten, picked up the dryer before he again said coaxingly, "Don''t move, okay? I''m going to help dry you off."


    Xiaohei: "Meow."


    1. Yunnan is famous for these flower cakes (flower pies) that are stuffed with rose petals. LINK:


    Shan Haiming explained irrefutably, "The cat''s name."


    Shan Haiming then warned, "Hold onto Xiao''Hei. If he jumps out the window he''ll be a goner."


    When they got to the store, following the introductions, Xiao Ning then realised how many things it turned out he needed to buy. Handing the Xiaohei to Shan Haiming, while he listened the the store clerk''s introductions, Xiao Ning carefully examined the products on the shelves. From small catnip balls to huge cat trees, then when it came to cat food, Xiao Ning chose two types from the forest of numerous kinds.


    After drying him off for a while, every part of that kitten was left so mushy it couldn''t even stand. Xiao Ning looked at the little thing in his arms and sighed. "Come on, let''s go next door to get a blow-dryer to give you a hand."


    Xiao Ning gazed at the little cat on his lap who stared back at him, smiling, then petting its head, humorously giving indicating his acceptance. After this, while one hand remained on the kitten, the other pulled out his phone and begun looking up cat food.


    Xiao Ning placed the cat on the coffee table, not needing to guide it as it went towards the milk on its own. Once it confirmed the familiar scent it extended its little pink tongue to begin licking. As it drank, its little tail still wagged too and fro until it ultimately curled up into a circle.


    When they got to the store, following the introductions, Xiao Ning then realised how many things it turned out he needed to buy. Handing the Xiaohei to Shan Haiming, while he listened the the store clerk''s introductions, Xiao Ning carefully examined the products on the shelves. From small catnip balls to huge cat trees, then when it came to cat food, Xiao Ning chose two types from the forest of numerous kinds.


    Shan Haiming explained irrefutably, "The cat''s name."


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    To which Shan Haiming replied, "You''re welcome."


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    "Ah¡ªyeah." Xiao Ning rolled up the window until only a small gap remained before asking, "Xiao''Hei?T/n: Xiaohei means little black, and it''s not the same Xiao used in Xiao Ning''s name."


    Originally, Xiao Ning had planned that, in addition to dividing it between his co-workers, he had to send some to Lu Yan''s parents, and if there was any left over, he would just give it to Lu Yan.


    It would be better to to take care of this matter sooner rather than later, so the two people, and one cat, all got into the car. Xiao Ning used his phone to look up the location of the store. It was a good thing he was able to get a ride because, if not, he wouldn''t had to go a good distance around.


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    Shan Haiming had no interest in that stall so he took Xiaohei over to play with the other cats and dogs in the shop. But he had no idea how he offended those cats and dogs so the store was presently filled with meows and barks and made it rather lively.


    Xiao Ning still remembered the package which was sent to his company from earlier, so he went there directly. Upon seeing the size of the box the front desk brought out he was rather taken aback. Thinking it over, he understood the reason behind behind it. Qian Sheng was someone who understood Xiao Ning, and he knew any specialities he bought would be divided amongst their co-workers. Qian Sheng also wasn''t one who ate a small share when Xiao Ning brought back specialities he bought and brought back from trips, so he did him a favour by bringing back that much.


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    1. Yunnan is famous for these flower cakes (flower pies) that are stuffed with rose petals. LINK:


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    But the current timing was also rather fortunate, because he would be heading over to Shan Haiming''s parent''s house the day after, and although those items weren''t considered expensive, they were fresh.


    And Xiao Ning placed its food and water bowl beside it, saying, "If you do it in the right place next time, I''ll let you go out and play as much as you''d like."


    Xiao Ning didn''t have the energy to go deal with those two, only asking the clerk, "Is there any animal hospitals you can recommend?"


    That unfurnished apartment that originally had no sense of warmth, had now suddenly seemed to have become a bit more homely.


    He held the kitten up in front of him to avoid being scratched by his paws. "Your tail has a black tip. How unique."


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    The dedicated store clerk told him about a couple or so which were all close by.


    As a result, when Shan Haiming opened his door, he was met by the sight of Xiao Ning clutching a cat in his arms while sending a smile his way. "Do you have a blow-dryer?"


    Xiao Ning then asked the clerk for the addresses as well as her number before turning to go look for the big and little pair. Shan Haiming was holding Xiaohei while he played with a little golden retriever in a kennel, the little cat in his hold was so scared out of its wits that its legs couldn''t even curl inwards, thus leaving it no other option than to stiffly stay in in that hold.


    "I found it near the bins when I went to throw out the trash." Xiao Ning had no intention of sitting since he was planning on just getting the blow-dryer and returning to his apartment. Doing so to avoid making noise or leaving fur at Shan Haiming''s place.


    There was a lot of stuff, so it too them both two trips to each to get everything into the trunk. After first dropping the kitten off at the veterinarian''s to get its shots, Shan Haiming then took that human and kitten pair back home. Then following helping Xiao Ning take all the stuff back to his place, he went to work.


    Looks-wise, Xiao Ning was not what one would call a exquisite beauty, neither was he as ruggedly handsome as Shan Haiming. But his honest features left a person with a gentle sense of trustworthiness, the kind of gentleness that goes with the flow, that possesses tactful restraint, and never makes someone feel pressured. But it was precisely this trace of self-conscious restraint which makes every time he actually lets out a carefree gentle smile, there is something in his features that makes a person''s heart move.


    It would be better to to take care of this matter sooner rather than later, so the two people, and one cat, all got into the car. Xiao Ning used his phone to look up the location of the store. It was a good thing he was able to get a ride because, if not, he wouldn''t had to go a good distance around.


    N/A


    Pet


    N/A


    "Haiming..." Paying his bill, Xiao Ning then went over silently rescue Xiaohei from his hands. "We have to move the stuff."


    On account of the addition of the cat, Xiao Ning didn''t go back directly to Shan Haiming''s place. After first sending Shan Haiming a message stating he had a small matter to take care of, he then returned to his own apartment.


    There was a lot of stuff, so it too them both two trips to each to get everything into the trunk. After first dropping the kitten off at the veterinarian''s to get its shots, Shan Haiming then took that human and kitten pair back home. Then following helping Xiao Ning take all the stuff back to his place, he went to work.


    But the current timing was also rather fortunate, because he would be heading over to Shan Haiming''s parent''s house the day after, and although those items weren''t considered expensive, they were fresh.


    "Oh, okay. I understand." Xiao Ning looked at the kitten, during which he thought seriously about the things the little cat would need. Then, before he realised the somewhat odd nature of their conversation he said, "I need to go buy some things, so can you give us a ride when you leave?"


    "Ah¡ªyeah." Xiao Ning rolled up the window until only a small gap remained before asking, "Xiao''Hei?T/n: Xiaohei means little black, and it''s not the same Xiao used in Xiao Ning''s name."


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    Shan Haiming had no interest in that stall so he took Xiaohei over to play with the other cats and dogs in the shop. But he had no idea how he offended those cats and dogs so the store was presently filled with meows and barks and made it rather lively.


    Xiao Ning didn''t spend his time back idling away either. He placed the litter box in the bathroom, packed Xiaohei''s shampoo and medicine in the bathroom cabinet, set up the cat tree in the living room, and placed the next and feeding bowls beside it.


    The two looked at one another, both carrying a smile within their eyes and leaving only the kitten meowing awkwardly.


    Originally, Xiao Ning had planned that, in addition to dividing it between his co-workers, he had to send some to Lu Yan''s parents, and if there was any left over, he would just give it to Lu Yan.


    Xiaohei: "Meow."


    The bathtub was far too big for such a small creature, so Xiao Ning simply filled his sink with warm water and gently lowered the cat into it. "Don''t be scared, don''t worry. I''m only helping you get cleaned up."


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    And Xiao Ning placed its food and water bowl beside it, saying, "If you do it in the right place next time, I''ll let you go out and play as much as you''d like."


    After looking at him for a while, Shan Haiming then got up walked into the kitchen.


    That unfurnished apartment that originally had no sense of warmth, had now suddenly seemed to have become a bit more homely.


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    But after Shan Haiming went into the bathroom to bring out the blow-dryer, he took it into the living room and plugged it in right next to the sofa. Then looking at Xiao Ning, who hadn''t walked over, he lifted a brow and asked, "You want me to do it?"


    Xiao Ning looked around with his place with satisfaction, then to that little kitten which had only drank a saucer of milk, he prepared it some dinner with some worm medicine mixed in. But perhaps it was on account of Xiaohei not being too picky with food, or perhaps the food he bought was to its liking, because in under a blink the small bowl of food was licked clean.


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    Its cries could easily make a person unable to stand firm, but if its not trained properly from the first instance, in the future, the problem would grow into a notable headache. Xiao Ning crouched down, scratching Xiaohei''s chin, but Xiaohei flung its head to the side, clearly displeased. "I have to go out for a bit. But when I get back, we''ll play, alright?"


    "I found it near the bins when I went to throw out the trash." Xiao Ning had no intention of sitting since he was planning on just getting the blow-dryer and returning to his apartment. Doing so to avoid making noise or leaving fur at Shan Haiming''s place.


    On account of the addition of the cat, Xiao Ning didn''t go back directly to Shan Haiming''s place. After first sending Shan Haiming a message stating he had a small matter to take care of, he then returned to his own apartment.


    "Oh, okay. I understand." Xiao Ning looked at the kitten, during which he thought seriously about the things the little cat would need. Then, before he realised the somewhat odd nature of their conversation he said, "I need to go buy some things, so can you give us a ride when you leave?"


    "I''m sorry for putting you through this." Xiao Ning then confined the stuffed Xiaohei near its litter box, to which Xiaohei sat in place and meowed unhappily.


    N/A


    Its cries could easily make a person unable to stand firm, but if its not trained properly from the first instance, in the future, the problem would grow into a notable headache. Xiao Ning crouched down, scratching Xiaohei''s chin, but Xiaohei flung its head to the side, clearly displeased. "I have to go out for a bit. But when I get back, we''ll play, alright?"


    "Oh, okay. I understand." Xiao Ning looked at the kitten, during which he thought seriously about the things the little cat would need. Then, before he realised the somewhat odd nature of their conversation he said, "I need to go buy some things, so can you give us a ride when you leave?"


    Xiao Ning still remembered the package which was sent to his company from earlier, so he went there directly. Upon seeing the size of the box the front desk brought out he was rather taken aback. Thinking it over, he understood the reason behind behind it. Qian Sheng was someone who understood Xiao Ning, and he knew any specialities he bought would be divided amongst their co-workers. Qian Sheng also wasn''t one who ate a small share when Xiao Ning brought back specialities he bought and brought back from trips, so he did him a favour by bringing back that much.


    "I''m going to be busy tonight." Shan Haiming retracted his hand. "You''ll have to take care of dinner yourself."


    N/A


    The dedicated store clerk told him about a couple or so which were all close by.


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    After drying him off for a while, every part of that kitten was left so mushy it couldn''t even stand. Xiao Ning looked at the little thing in his arms and sighed. "Come on, let''s go next door to get a blow-dryer to give you a hand."


    "I found it near the bins when I went to throw out the trash." Xiao Ning had no intention of sitting since he was planning on just getting the blow-dryer and returning to his apartment. Doing so to avoid making noise or leaving fur at Shan Haiming''s place.


    Perhaps it was due to his actions being quite gentle, because the kitten no longer struggled as fiercely. It''s entire body now held stiffly as he washed its fur. It was not easy to wash the kitten clean, taking three sinks full of water to get it done before Xiao Ning could wrap the soaked kitten, which looked even more gaunt, into a towel.


    Originally, Xiao Ning had planned that, in addition to dividing it between his co-workers, he had to send some to Lu Yan''s parents, and if there was any left over, he would just give it to Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning gazed at the little cat on his lap who stared back at him, smiling, then petting its head, humorously giving indicating his acceptance. After this, while one hand remained on the kitten, the other pulled out his phone and begun looking up cat food.


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    But the current timing was also rather fortunate, because he would be heading over to Shan Haiming''s parent''s house the day after, and although those items weren''t considered expensive, they were fresh.


    And Xiao Ning placed its food and water bowl beside it, saying, "If you do it in the right place next time, I''ll let you go out and play as much as you''d like."


    After saying this he was stunned for a moment, wondering how could he could say something so naturally.


    Shan Haiming had no interest in that stall so he took Xiaohei over to play with the other cats and dogs in the shop. But he had no idea how he offended those cats and dogs so the store was presently filled with meows and barks and made it rather lively.


    Xiao Ning never had so much as a fish for a pet, and his apartment didn''t have any necessary tools, and if he wanted to give the cat a bath, he couldn''t just rinse it in water. So in the end, he could only wash it using his shower gel instead.


    "I''m going to be busy tonight." Shan Haiming retracted his hand. "You''ll have to take care of dinner yourself."


    Shan Haiming reached out to stroke its head a few times, and since the kitten was completely absorbed in eating it didn''t shy away from him. But for some reason, the scene of the two gave Xiao Ning a feeling of deja vu.


    Xiao Ning didn''t have the energy to go deal with those two, only asking the clerk, "Is there any animal hospitals you can recommend?"


    Xiao Ning gave Qian Sheng a call, thanking him then asking him for the cost before saying he would pay him back later then just carried he package home.


    Xiao Ning looked around with his place with satisfaction, then to that little kitten which had only drank a saucer of milk, he prepared it some dinner with some worm medicine mixed in. But perhaps it was on account of Xiaohei not being too picky with food, or perhaps the food he bought was to its liking, because in under a blink the small bowl of food was licked clean.


    In the bathroom, Xiaohei really did drop a little package of its own, but unfortunately, it didn''t drop its load in the litter box, so Xiao Ning could only eat his words and help Xiaohei by shovelling its poop into the litter box, but he didn''t let it off scot-free.


    But after Shan Haiming went into the bathroom to bring out the blow-dryer, he took it into the living room and plugged it in right next to the sofa. Then looking at Xiao Ning, who hadn''t walked over, he lifted a brow and asked, "You want me to do it?"


    "Oh, okay. I understand." Xiao Ning looked at the kitten, during which he thought seriously about the things the little cat would need. Then, before he realised the somewhat odd nature of their conversation he said, "I need to go buy some things, so can you give us a ride when you leave?"


    Shan Haiming then warned, "Hold onto Xiao''Hei. If he jumps out the window he''ll be a goner."


    Xiao Ning then asked the clerk for the addresses as well as her number before turning to go look for the big and little pair. Shan Haiming was holding Xiaohei while he played with a little golden retriever in a kennel, the little cat in his hold was so scared out of its wits that its legs couldn''t even curl inwards, thus leaving it no other option than to stiffly stay in in that hold.


    "Haiming..." Paying his bill, Xiao Ning then went over silently rescue Xiaohei from his hands. "We have to move the stuff."


    Xiaohei stared at him expressionlessly.


    After looking at him for a while, Shan Haiming then got up walked into the kitchen.


    On account of the addition of the cat, Xiao Ning didn''t go back directly to Shan Haiming''s place. After first sending Shan Haiming a message stating he had a small matter to take care of, he then returned to his own apartment.


    Perhaps she noticed Xiao Ning was a novice at raising a cat because the store clerk kindly explained to him a few things he would need to know when taking care of a cat, along with recommending to him to purchase some worm medicine. "Your kitten should be around three months old, so if it has a clean bill of health you can take it to get an injection."


    And Xiao Ning placed its food and water bowl beside it, saying, "If you do it in the right place next time, I''ll let you go out and play as much as you''d like."


    Originally, Xiao Ning had planned that, in addition to dividing it between his co-workers, he had to send some to Lu Yan''s parents, and if there was any left over, he would just give it to Lu Yan.


    Xiao Ning looked around with his place with satisfaction, then to that little kitten which had only drank a saucer of milk, he prepared it some dinner with some worm medicine mixed in. But perhaps it was on account of Xiaohei not being too picky with food, or perhaps the food he bought was to its liking, because in under a blink the small bowl of food was licked clean.


    He then turned on the dryer, the whirr from the air being blown giving the kitten a start. But because Xiao Ning held it in place, it couldn''t escape, ad pitifully allowed its fur to be blown.


    Xiaohei: "Meow."


    But the current timing was also rather fortunate, because he would be heading over to Shan Haiming''s parent''s house the day after, and although those items weren''t considered expensive, they were fresh.


    "Yep." Shan Haiming used a finger to scratch the top of the kitten''s head, then turn aside in order to allow them the enter. "Where''d you get the cat from?"


    There was a lot of stuff, so it too them both two trips to each to get everything into the trunk. After first dropping the kitten off at the veterinarian''s to get its shots, Shan Haiming then took that human and kitten pair back home. Then following helping Xiao Ning take all the stuff back to his place, he went to work.


    Xiaohei: "Meow."


    "Ah¡ªyeah." Xiao Ning rolled up the window until only a small gap remained before asking, "Xiao''Hei?T/n: Xiaohei means little black, and it''s not the same Xiao used in Xiao Ning''s name."


    Xiao Ning felt the kitten''s body entire body once, confirming its fur was completely dry before turning off the dryer. With a smile, he looked at the snowball in his lap, saying, "Nice, you smell great."


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    There was a lot of stuff, so it too them both two trips to each to get everything into the trunk. After first dropping the kitten off at the veterinarian''s to get its shots, Shan Haiming then took that human and kitten pair back home. Then following helping Xiao Ning take all the stuff back to his place, he went to work.


    The kitten couldn''t understand any of his words, however. Resulting in all its little claws extended as was held in Xiao Ning''s hand, and piercing little holes into his flesh. But, not caring at all about the stinging pain, Xiao Ning simply used his other hand to continue soothing the kitten. "It''s alright. Don''t be scared."


    Pet


    Right then, Shan Haiming came back in with carrying a saucer which he put down on the coffee table. Taking a look, Xiao Ning saw it was warm milk. Holding the kitten, he said, "Here you go, say thank you."


    I have no idea if that''s a promise or a complaint.


    "Huh? Looks like this spot wasn''t washed properly." Xiao Ning noticed that on the completely snow white kitten, there was a still a little black spot on its tail. He used his finger to rub it a bit, but the colour didn''t rub off.


    Xiao Ning returned to the living room afterwards and opened up the box. Inside, there were flower cakes, ham and mushrooms. He then divided it into two portions, one was to be taken with him him on Sunday, and the other was to be mailed to the Lu''s the next day. The two elders never expected their kids to send back any extraordinary delicacies, as only wanting to know their children were doing alright, and that they were on those children''s mind was good enough.


    "No, I''ll do it." Xiao Ning took the kitten over and sat down next to his assistant. Spreading a towel over his lap, he then supported the kitten, picked up the dryer before he again said coaxingly, "Don''t move, okay? I''m going to help dry you off."

 CH 24

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    The apartment looked clean, but no one had lived there for so long that there was still a good bit of dirt in the nooks and crannies. Xiao Ning didn''t listen to Wang Hua''s advice in hiring a daily worker because it was Saturday, and he had no urgent business to take care of, so he simply rolled up his sleeves and got to cleaning. At noon, he went over to Shan Haiming''s and knocked on his door, thinking they could have lunch together, but there was no one at home. Maybe he went out.


    It was not ten o''clock as yet so Xiao Ning also asked, "Have you eaten?"


    The doorbell then rung.


    And Xiao Ning, himself, had a lot to do today as well. After after taking a portion of the ham and mushrooms to the courier, he called Chen Shuyun. "Hi, Aunty, I just sent you guys a few things today that should arrive in three days or so."


    He must be really busy, right?


    But Lu Anguo then interrupted, "Why are you saying all that for, huh? You''re on the phone with Xiao Ning right now, not your son."


    Shan Haiming didn''t care one bit, however. "Did you prepare enough for it eat?"


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked, "Are you allergic to pollen?"


    Xiao Ning, as always, listened to her words to the very end with a smile. "Okay, I understand."


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    And Xiao Ning, himself, had a lot to do today as well. After after taking a portion of the ham and mushrooms to the courier, he called Chen Shuyun. "Hi, Aunty, I just sent you guys a few things today that should arrive in three days or so."


    N/A


    Shan Haiming rubbed his nose and shot a resentful glance at the flowers in Xiao Ning''s hands. "I''m allergic to anything that smells too strong."


    It took no guesses to figure out the one who had come over was Shan Haiming, so, with Xiaohei in his arms, Xiao Ning went to answer the door. "Is it time to leave?"


    "Oh, Xiao Ning, how considerate of you." Chen Shuyun''s voice carried a smile. "We still haven''t finished the snacks you sent us last time."


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    Hearing that they were still in good spirits, Xiao Ning then saud, "It''s been far too long then. if you guys can''t finish them all, you can just throw them out. This time I''m sending you guys some Yunan ham and some dried mountain delicacies, they''d be perfect for making soup. Anyhow, is uncle feeling better?"


    It took no guesses to figure out the one who had come over was Shan Haiming, so, with Xiaohei in his arms, Xiao Ning went to answer the door. "Is it time to leave?"


    He was young, so despite seeming as though he got the wind knocked out of his sails, there was no sign of it on his face.


    "Yeah." Shan Haiming answered both questions in one breath, and his current mood was in a funk. "Yesterday I had to attend a financial roadshow and was dragged to dinner party afterwards last night."


    "I bought some buns and soy milk. When we get to a red light you should eat a bit to fill your stomach a bit." Xiao Ning knew they were heading to the Shan family home and they wouldn''t let Shan Haiming go hungry. But he had no idea how long they were going to take to get there, and when Shan Haiming drank the night before he must''ve not eaten much, so his stomach would naturally be upset.


    With a relieved smile on his face, Xiao Ning turned to look at him.


    Me Too


    Honestly speaking, a person should just do their jobs dutifully and live conscientiously. They should be considerate of their homes, their savings, their future, their parents, their pets, and even their own worth. So that small unspeakable ambiguity should absolutely be cut out for the things that matter the most.


    "Yes, he is. He''s right here, too, so would you like to talk to him? Goodness, what''s there embarrassed about, old man." Chen Shuyun mocked her husband then turned back to ask, "Lu Yan still hasn''t called us back, so has he said anything about when he''ll be returning?" It was natural for her to be more concerned about her own son, so without being prompted, Chen Shuyun asked about Lu Yan.


    Honestly speaking, a person should just do their jobs dutifully and live conscientiously. They should be considerate of their homes, their savings, their future, their parents, their pets, and even their own worth. So that small unspeakable ambiguity should absolutely be cut out for the things that matter the most.


    Leaning his head slightly, Shan Haiming drank a few mouthfuls of milk before letting go of the straw, his attention still dutifully fixed on the road.


    It was not ten o''clock as yet so Xiao Ning also asked, "Have you eaten?"


    But Xiao could only reply: "He has been really busy at work lately so..."


    Carefully remving his pet from the ravaging demon''s claws, Xiao Ning set Xiaohei down before replying, "Yeah, enough for the day and water too."


    "Yeah." Shan Haiming answered both questions in one breath, and his current mood was in a funk. "Yesterday I had to attend a financial roadshow and was dragged to dinner party afterwards last night."


    He had paid back the money he owed to the Lu family, but the kindness they gave to him when he was at his most helpless could never be repaid.


    "Oh... I understand, then. But even though he''s busy he should remember to take care of his health. Has he been eating on time? Is he able to take the weekend off to rest? The weather where you guys are staying is quite hot now, so tell hm to pay attention to what he eats and not eat any spicy foods since it''s easy to get overheated¡ªand tell him to drink lots of water." Chen Shuyun said quite a lot in one breath before adding, "Also, last time, I found a girl for him like this but he didn''t like her, I found one like that but he didn''t like her either. What sort of girl does he even like then? Is he too busy at work he can''t find any time to date? That''s not good at all. Does he know how old he is, he needs to start thinking about it seriously."


    "What do you mean my son? Is he not your son, then?" Chen Shuyun then held the phone a bit further away, before adding, "Xiao Ning and Lu Yan are living together, aren''t they? I''m just asking him to help keep an eye out a bit. You may not be worried about your son, but I am."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t get a word in edgewise.


    "Yes, he is. He''s right here, too, so would you like to talk to him? Goodness, what''s there embarrassed about, old man." Chen Shuyun mocked her husband then turned back to ask, "Lu Yan still hasn''t called us back, so has he said anything about when he''ll be returning?" It was natural for her to be more concerned about her own son, so without being prompted, Chen Shuyun asked about Lu Yan.


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    Having completed its assigned task beautifully, Xiaohei was finally set free, so it was currently rubbing and circling Xiao Ning''s feet. After he hung up the phone, Xiao Ning bent down, stroked its fur, then picked it up. "Are you hungry?"


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    When they got into the car, Shan Haiming rubbed his nose again.


    But Lu Anguo then interrupted, "Why are you saying all that for, huh? You''re on the phone with Xiao Ning right now, not your son."


    He was left tongue-tied for a moment, and the atmosphere in the car because of his lack of response had grown awkward.


    Leaning his head slightly, Shan Haiming drank a few mouthfuls of milk before letting go of the straw, his attention still dutifully fixed on the road.


    When they got into the car, Shan Haiming rubbed his nose again.


    "What do you mean my son? Is he not your son, then?" Chen Shuyun then held the phone a bit further away, before adding, "Xiao Ning and Lu Yan are living together, aren''t they? I''m just asking him to help keep an eye out a bit. You may not be worried about your son, but I am."


    With a relieved smile on his face, Xiao Ning turned to look at him.


    She then brought the phone closer and continued, "Xiao Ning, dear, you''ve always been more prudent, so please take care of Lu Yan more, alright? Tell him to come back for visit when he gets some free time, and that I''ll help him buy a ticket."


    The two then drove to the flower shop where Xiao Ning had ordered some flowers. Xiao Ning left the car to go pick up the Casablanca lilies, and beside the flower shop there was a xiaolongbao (small steamed bun) seller, so he bought four buns along with a cup of soy milk.


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    When they got into the car, Shan Haiming rubbed his nose again.


    Xiao Ning, as always, listened to her words to the very end with a smile. "Okay, I understand."


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    Xiao Ning, as always, listened to her words to the very end with a smile. "Okay, I understand."


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    After taking the bouquet of flowers into the car, Shan Haiming sneezed a few times.


    "Xiao Ning," Shan Haiming spoke first, asking, "do you actually like men?"


    Having completed its assigned task beautifully, Xiaohei was finally set free, so it was currently rubbing and circling Xiao Ning''s feet. After he hung up the phone, Xiao Ning bent down, stroked its fur, then picked it up. "Are you hungry?"


    N/A


    He was young, so despite seeming as though he got the wind knocked out of his sails, there was no sign of it on his face.


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    Xiaohei lightly licked his finger, its little body was quite warm.


    "I bought some buns and soy milk. When we get to a red light you should eat a bit to fill your stomach a bit." Xiao Ning knew they were heading to the Shan family home and they wouldn''t let Shan Haiming go hungry. But he had no idea how long they were going to take to get there, and when Shan Haiming drank the night before he must''ve not eaten much, so his stomach would naturally be upset.


    As Xiao Ning felt the warmth radiating from the little creature, he thought about when would be an appropriate time to contact Lu Yan, given he would be angry for some time. What''s more, he had no idea how long it would take Xia Li to accept him.


    He wanted to say something to explain away his words, but when he opened his mouth in an attempt to, nothing came out. Because it was Shan Haiming, in the short period of time that they had known one another, Xiao Ning had already lost his habit of acting perfunctorily towards him.


    Xiao Ning put the flowers in the back set and opened the window, allowing the air from outside to pour in. The temperature from outside air was in no way as good as the car''s air-conditioning, but it did make him feel a lot more comfortable.


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked, "Are you allergic to pollen?"


    For the past couple days he hadn''t thought seriously about them at all, and now it seems as though his mind has made its decision. Of course, he still considers Lu Yan a good friend, and would care for Lu Yan as a good friend.


    The securities and investment aspect of roadshows was something Xiao Ning could never wrap his head around, and seeing how tired Shan Haiming was, he really wanted to make him go rest for a while longer. But he was invited over to someone else''s house, and as an outsider, how could he arrange for such a thing casually? So all he could do was jokingly say: "Do you think you drive when you''re this tired?"


    Having completed its assigned task beautifully, Xiaohei was finally set free, so it was currently rubbing and circling Xiao Ning''s feet. After he hung up the phone, Xiao Ning bent down, stroked its fur, then picked it up. "Are you hungry?"


    Having completed its assigned task beautifully, Xiaohei was finally set free, so it was currently rubbing and circling Xiao Ning''s feet. After he hung up the phone, Xiao Ning bent down, stroked its fur, then picked it up. "Are you hungry?"


    He had paid back the money he owed to the Lu family, but the kindness they gave to him when he was at his most helpless could never be repaid.


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked, "Are you allergic to pollen?"


    He had paid back the money he owed to the Lu family, but the kindness they gave to him when he was at his most helpless could never be repaid.


    "What do you mean my son? Is he not your son, then?" Chen Shuyun then held the phone a bit further away, before adding, "Xiao Ning and Lu Yan are living together, aren''t they? I''m just asking him to help keep an eye out a bit. You may not be worried about your son, but I am."


    "What do you mean my son? Is he not your son, then?" Chen Shuyun then held the phone a bit further away, before adding, "Xiao Ning and Lu Yan are living together, aren''t they? I''m just asking him to help keep an eye out a bit. You may not be worried about your son, but I am."


    What''s more, he and Lu Yan had known each other for so long, and Lu Yan, firstly, knew nothing about his feelings; and had not done anything to be worth being sorry to him over. Frankly put, it was nothing but haughtiness stemming from being shown favour.


    As a result, Xiaohei struggled to climb from one layer of the cat tree to the other, then squatted on the highest platform, refusing to come down, and using the highest level of arrogance that only cats possessed to display its dissatisfaction.


    Shan Haiming rubbed the bridge of his nose, saying, "Then let''s go."


    Hearing that they were still in good spirits, Xiao Ning then saud, "It''s been far too long then. if you guys can''t finish them all, you can just throw them out. This time I''m sending you guys some Yunan ham and some dried mountain delicacies, they''d be perfect for making soup. Anyhow, is uncle feeling better?"


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    Hearing that they were still in good spirits, Xiao Ning then saud, "It''s been far too long then. if you guys can''t finish them all, you can just throw them out. This time I''m sending you guys some Yunan ham and some dried mountain delicacies, they''d be perfect for making soup. Anyhow, is uncle feeling better?"


    It took no guesses to figure out the one who had come over was Shan Haiming, so, with Xiaohei in his arms, Xiao Ning went to answer the door. "Is it time to leave?"


    Honestly speaking, a person should just do their jobs dutifully and live conscientiously. They should be considerate of their homes, their savings, their future, their parents, their pets, and even their own worth. So that small unspeakable ambiguity should absolutely be cut out for the things that matter the most.


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked, "Are you allergic to pollen?"


    When they got into the car, Shan Haiming rubbed his nose again.


    ?¡ó?


    When he broke himself away from those lingering affections that had him circling in place and looked at at them again, Xiao Ning felt that such a thing making him sped the entire day in a funk was actually quite laughable and cute.


    And Xiao Ning, himself, had a lot to do today as well. After after taking a portion of the ham and mushrooms to the courier, he called Chen Shuyun. "Hi, Aunty, I just sent you guys a few things today that should arrive in three days or so."


    He had paid back the money he owed to the Lu family, but the kindness they gave to him when he was at his most helpless could never be repaid.


    Oddly enough, Xiao Ning''s heart gradually calmed, and while looking out the car''s window, he replied with a smile, "Haven''t you known since earlier?"


    What was the big deal anyhow?


    Having completed its assigned task beautifully, Xiaohei was finally set free, so it was currently rubbing and circling Xiao Ning''s feet. After he hung up the phone, Xiao Ning bent down, stroked its fur, then picked it up. "Are you hungry?"


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    When he broke himself away from those lingering affections that had him circling in place and looked at at them again, Xiao Ning felt that such a thing making him sped the entire day in a funk was actually quite laughable and cute.


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked, "Are you allergic to pollen?"


    "Xiao Ning," Shan Haiming spoke first, asking, "do you actually like men?"


    When he broke himself away from those lingering affections that had him circling in place and looked at at them again, Xiao Ning felt that such a thing making him sped the entire day in a funk was actually quite laughable and cute.


    She then brought the phone closer and continued, "Xiao Ning, dear, you''ve always been more prudent, so please take care of Lu Yan more, alright? Tell him to come back for visit when he gets some free time, and that I''ll help him buy a ticket."


    The next day, Xiao Ning got up bright and early, ate some bread for breakfast and tidied himself up all well and proper. He didn''t dare pick up Xiaohei afterwards, fearing the little one would leave his clothes wrinkled or littered with cat hair.


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    Oddly enough, Xiao Ning''s heart gradually calmed, and while looking out the car''s window, he replied with a smile, "Haven''t you known since earlier?"


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    Oddly enough, Xiao Ning''s heart gradually calmed, and while looking out the car''s window, he replied with a smile, "Haven''t you known since earlier?"


    "Yes, he is. He''s right here, too, so would you like to talk to him? Goodness, what''s there embarrassed about, old man." Chen Shuyun mocked her husband then turned back to ask, "Lu Yan still hasn''t called us back, so has he said anything about when he''ll be returning?" It was natural for her to be more concerned about her own son, so without being prompted, Chen Shuyun asked about Lu Yan.


    "Meow?" Xiaohei had no idea why its master had begun laughing, but seeing that person still had not responded to its request for food, in a huff, the little thing turned its tail and scampered away.


    "Xiao Ning," Shan Haiming spoke first, asking, "do you actually like men?"


    With a relieved smile on his face, Xiao Ning turned to look at him.


    But Lu Anguo then interrupted, "Why are you saying all that for, huh? You''re on the phone with Xiao Ning right now, not your son."


    The next day, Xiao Ning got up bright and early, ate some bread for breakfast and tidied himself up all well and proper. He didn''t dare pick up Xiaohei afterwards, fearing the little one would leave his clothes wrinkled or littered with cat hair.


    When he broke himself away from those lingering affections that had him circling in place and looked at at them again, Xiao Ning felt that such a thing making him sped the entire day in a funk was actually quite laughable and cute.


    As a result, Xiaohei struggled to climb from one layer of the cat tree to the other, then squatted on the highest platform, refusing to come down, and using the highest level of arrogance that only cats possessed to display its dissatisfaction.


    The apartment looked clean, but no one had lived there for so long that there was still a good bit of dirt in the nooks and crannies. Xiao Ning didn''t listen to Wang Hua''s advice in hiring a daily worker because it was Saturday, and he had no urgent business to take care of, so he simply rolled up his sleeves and got to cleaning. At noon, he went over to Shan Haiming''s and knocked on his door, thinking they could have lunch together, but there was no one at home. Maybe he went out.


    Xiaohei lightly licked his finger, its little body was quite warm.


    N/A


    When he broke himself away from those lingering affections that had him circling in place and looked at at them again, Xiao Ning felt that such a thing making him sped the entire day in a funk was actually quite laughable and cute.


    What''s more, he and Lu Yan had known each other for so long, and Lu Yan, firstly, knew nothing about his feelings; and had not done anything to be worth being sorry to him over. Frankly put, it was nothing but haughtiness stemming from being shown favour.


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    He had paid back the money he owed to the Lu family, but the kindness they gave to him when he was at his most helpless could never be repaid.


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    It took no guesses to figure out the one who had come over was Shan Haiming, so, with Xiaohei in his arms, Xiao Ning went to answer the door. "Is it time to leave?"


    The doorbell then rung.


    ?¡ó?


    It took no guesses to figure out the one who had come over was Shan Haiming, so, with Xiaohei in his arms, Xiao Ning went to answer the door. "Is it time to leave?"


    "Yeah." Shan Haiming answered both questions in one breath, and his current mood was in a funk. "Yesterday I had to attend a financial roadshow and was dragged to dinner party afterwards last night."


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    "Yeah." Shan Haiming answered both questions in one breath, and his current mood was in a funk. "Yesterday I had to attend a financial roadshow and was dragged to dinner party afterwards last night."


    Looking at the satisfaction on the side profile of his face, Xiao Ning became a bit lost in a trance.


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    "Oh, Xiao Ning, how considerate of you." Chen Shuyun''s voice carried a smile. "We still haven''t finished the snacks you sent us last time."


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    It was not ten o''clock as yet so Xiao Ning also asked, "Have you eaten?"


    But Xiao could only reply: "He has been really busy at work lately so..."


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    Xiao Ning, as always, listened to her words to the very end with a smile. "Okay, I understand."


    When they got into the car, Shan Haiming rubbed his nose again.


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    He must be really busy, right?


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    Shan Haiming didn''t care one bit, however. "Did you prepare enough for it eat?"


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    He must be really busy, right?


    He must be really busy, right?


    Oddly enough, Xiao Ning''s heart gradually calmed, and while looking out the car''s window, he replied with a smile, "Haven''t you known since earlier?"


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    Carefully remving his pet from the ravaging demon''s claws, Xiao Ning set Xiaohei down before replying, "Yeah, enough for the day and water too."


    A red light at an intersection ahead made them stop.


    Shan Haiming had turned his head to lick the corners of his lips, making it hard to see whether he was smiling, however, his tone did sound lively. "Me too."


    "What do you mean my son? Is he not your son, then?" Chen Shuyun then held the phone a bit further away, before adding, "Xiao Ning and Lu Yan are living together, aren''t they? I''m just asking him to help keep an eye out a bit. You may not be worried about your son, but I am."


    Shan Haiming rubbed the bridge of his nose, saying, "Then let''s go."


    The doorbell then rung.


    The apartment looked clean, but no one had lived there for so long that there was still a good bit of dirt in the nooks and crannies. Xiao Ning didn''t listen to Wang Hua''s advice in hiring a daily worker because it was Saturday, and he had no urgent business to take care of, so he simply rolled up his sleeves and got to cleaning. At noon, he went over to Shan Haiming''s and knocked on his door, thinking they could have lunch together, but there was no one at home. Maybe he went out.


    Xiaohei lightly licked his finger, its little body was quite warm.


    When they got into the car, Shan Haiming rubbed his nose again.


    Shan Haiming rubbed the bridge of his nose, saying, "Then let''s go."


    As a result, Xiaohei struggled to climb from one layer of the cat tree to the other, then squatted on the highest platform, refusing to come down, and using the highest level of arrogance that only cats possessed to display its dissatisfaction.


    Xiao Ning put the flowers in the back set and opened the window, allowing the air from outside to pour in. The temperature from outside air was in no way as good as the car''s air-conditioning, but it did make him feel a lot more comfortable.


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    "I bought some buns and soy milk. When we get to a red light you should eat a bit to fill your stomach a bit." Xiao Ning knew they were heading to the Shan family home and they wouldn''t let Shan Haiming go hungry. But he had no idea how long they were going to take to get there, and when Shan Haiming drank the night before he must''ve not eaten much, so his stomach would naturally be upset.


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    Me Too


    The apartment looked clean, but no one had lived there for so long that there was still a good bit of dirt in the nooks and crannies. Xiao Ning didn''t listen to Wang Hua''s advice in hiring a daily worker because it was Saturday, and he had no urgent business to take care of, so he simply rolled up his sleeves and got to cleaning. At noon, he went over to Shan Haiming''s and knocked on his door, thinking they could have lunch together, but there was no one at home. Maybe he went out.


    And Xiao Ning, himself, had a lot to do today as well. After after taking a portion of the ham and mushrooms to the courier, he called Chen Shuyun. "Hi, Aunty, I just sent you guys a few things today that should arrive in three days or so."


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    "I bought some buns and soy milk. When we get to a red light you should eat a bit to fill your stomach a bit." Xiao Ning knew they were heading to the Shan family home and they wouldn''t let Shan Haiming go hungry. But he had no idea how long they were going to take to get there, and when Shan Haiming drank the night before he must''ve not eaten much, so his stomach would naturally be upset.


    "Meow?" Xiaohei had no idea why its master had begun laughing, but seeing that person still had not responded to its request for food, in a huff, the little thing turned its tail and scampered away.


    "Yeah." Shan Haiming answered both questions in one breath, and his current mood was in a funk. "Yesterday I had to attend a financial roadshow and was dragged to dinner party afterwards last night."


    And Xiao Ning, himself, had a lot to do today as well. After after taking a portion of the ham and mushrooms to the courier, he called Chen Shuyun. "Hi, Aunty, I just sent you guys a few things today that should arrive in three days or so."


    He was young, so despite seeming as though he got the wind knocked out of his sails, there was no sign of it on his face.


    For the past couple days he hadn''t thought seriously about them at all, and now it seems as though his mind has made its decision. Of course, he still considers Lu Yan a good friend, and would care for Lu Yan as a good friend.


    She then brought the phone closer and continued, "Xiao Ning, dear, you''ve always been more prudent, so please take care of Lu Yan more, alright? Tell him to come back for visit when he gets some free time, and that I''ll help him buy a ticket."


    With a relieved smile on his face, Xiao Ning turned to look at him.


    The securities and investment aspect of roadshows was something Xiao Ning could never wrap his head around, and seeing how tired Shan Haiming was, he really wanted to make him go rest for a while longer. But he was invited over to someone else''s house, and as an outsider, how could he arrange for such a thing casually? So all he could do was jokingly say: "Do you think you drive when you''re this tired?"


    ?¡ó?


    Shan Haiming then asked him, "What are you looking at?"


    The securities and investment aspect of roadshows was something Xiao Ning could never wrap his head around, and seeing how tired Shan Haiming was, he really wanted to make him go rest for a while longer. But he was invited over to someone else''s house, and as an outsider, how could he arrange for such a thing casually? So all he could do was jokingly say: "Do you think you drive when you''re this tired?"


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    He must be really busy, right?


    Carefully remving his pet from the ravaging demon''s claws, Xiao Ning set Xiaohei down before replying, "Yeah, enough for the day and water too."


    Hearing that they were still in good spirits, Xiao Ning then saud, "It''s been far too long then. if you guys can''t finish them all, you can just throw them out. This time I''m sending you guys some Yunan ham and some dried mountain delicacies, they''d be perfect for making soup. Anyhow, is uncle feeling better?"


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    Xiao Ning put the flowers in the back set and opened the window, allowing the air from outside to pour in. The temperature from outside air was in no way as good as the car''s air-conditioning, but it did make him feel a lot more comfortable.


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    "Oh... I understand, then. But even though he''s busy he should remember to take care of his health. Has he been eating on time? Is he able to take the weekend off to rest? The weather where you guys are staying is quite hot now, so tell hm to pay attention to what he eats and not eat any spicy foods since it''s easy to get overheated¡ªand tell him to drink lots of water." Chen Shuyun said quite a lot in one breath before adding, "Also, last time, I found a girl for him like this but he didn''t like her, I found one like that but he didn''t like her either. What sort of girl does he even like then? Is he too busy at work he can''t find any time to date? That''s not good at all. Does he know how old he is, he needs to start thinking about it seriously."


    The two then drove to the flower shop where Xiao Ning had ordered some flowers. Xiao Ning left the car to go pick up the Casablanca lilies, and beside the flower shop there was a xiaolongbao (small steamed bun) seller, so he bought four buns along with a cup of soy milk.


    "Oh, Xiao Ning, how considerate of you." Chen Shuyun''s voice carried a smile. "We still haven''t finished the snacks you sent us last time."


    "Yeah." Shan Haiming answered both questions in one breath, and his current mood was in a funk. "Yesterday I had to attend a financial roadshow and was dragged to dinner party afterwards last night."


    The doorbell then rung.


    What was the big deal anyhow?


    But Xiao could only reply: "He has been really busy at work lately so..."


    After taking the bouquet of flowers into the car, Shan Haiming sneezed a few times.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t get a word in edgewise.


    "I bought some buns and soy milk. When we get to a red light you should eat a bit to fill your stomach a bit." Xiao Ning knew they were heading to the Shan family home and they wouldn''t let Shan Haiming go hungry. But he had no idea how long they were going to take to get there, and when Shan Haiming drank the night before he must''ve not eaten much, so his stomach would naturally be upset.


    Shan Haiming held the steering wheel with both hands as he said, "Soy milk."


    The apartment looked clean, but no one had lived there for so long that there was still a good bit of dirt in the nooks and crannies. Xiao Ning didn''t listen to Wang Hua''s advice in hiring a daily worker because it was Saturday, and he had no urgent business to take care of, so he simply rolled up his sleeves and got to cleaning. At noon, he went over to Shan Haiming''s and knocked on his door, thinking they could have lunch together, but there was no one at home. Maybe he went out.


    As Xiao Ning felt the warmth radiating from the little creature, he thought about when would be an appropriate time to contact Lu Yan, given he would be angry for some time. What''s more, he had no idea how long it would take Xia Li to accept him.


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    Shan Haiming had turned his head to lick the corners of his lips, making it hard to see whether he was smiling, however, his tone did sound lively. "Me too."


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked, "Are you allergic to pollen?"


    Shan Haiming had turned his head to lick the corners of his lips, making it hard to see whether he was smiling, however, his tone did sound lively. "Me too."


    Shan Haiming didn''t care one bit, however. "Did you prepare enough for it eat?"


    The two then drove to the flower shop where Xiao Ning had ordered some flowers. Xiao Ning left the car to go pick up the Casablanca lilies, and beside the flower shop there was a xiaolongbao (small steamed bun) seller, so he bought four buns along with a cup of soy milk.


    "Oh, Xiao Ning, how considerate of you." Chen Shuyun''s voice carried a smile. "We still haven''t finished the snacks you sent us last time."


    Shan Haiming rubbed his nose and shot a resentful glance at the flowers in Xiao Ning''s hands. "I''m allergic to anything that smells too strong."


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    But Xiao could only reply: "He has been really busy at work lately so..."


    Shan Haiming rubbed his nose and shot a resentful glance at the flowers in Xiao Ning''s hands. "I''m allergic to anything that smells too strong."


    The next day, Xiao Ning got up bright and early, ate some bread for breakfast and tidied himself up all well and proper. He didn''t dare pick up Xiaohei afterwards, fearing the little one would leave his clothes wrinkled or littered with cat hair.


    Xiao Ning put the flowers in the back set and opened the window, allowing the air from outside to pour in. The temperature from outside air was in no way as good as the car''s air-conditioning, but it did make him feel a lot more comfortable.


    Shan Haiming then took the plastic bag and pulled out a bun, taking a bite as he replied, "Mhm."


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    "What do you mean my son? Is he not your son, then?" Chen Shuyun then held the phone a bit further away, before adding, "Xiao Ning and Lu Yan are living together, aren''t they? I''m just asking him to help keep an eye out a bit. You may not be worried about your son, but I am."


    As Xiao Ning felt the warmth radiating from the little creature, he thought about when would be an appropriate time to contact Lu Yan, given he would be angry for some time. What''s more, he had no idea how long it would take Xia Li to accept him.


    Looking at the satisfaction on the side profile of his face, Xiao Ning became a bit lost in a trance.


    "I bought some buns and soy milk. When we get to a red light you should eat a bit to fill your stomach a bit." Xiao Ning knew they were heading to the Shan family home and they wouldn''t let Shan Haiming go hungry. But he had no idea how long they were going to take to get there, and when Shan Haiming drank the night before he must''ve not eaten much, so his stomach would naturally be upset.


    As Xiao Ning felt the warmth radiating from the little creature, he thought about when would be an appropriate time to contact Lu Yan, given he would be angry for some time. What''s more, he had no idea how long it would take Xia Li to accept him.


    As a result, Xiaohei struggled to climb from one layer of the cat tree to the other, then squatted on the highest platform, refusing to come down, and using the highest level of arrogance that only cats possessed to display its dissatisfaction.


    Xiao Ning put the flowers in the back set and opened the window, allowing the air from outside to pour in. The temperature from outside air was in no way as good as the car''s air-conditioning, but it did make him feel a lot more comfortable.


    It took no guesses to figure out the one who had come over was Shan Haiming, so, with Xiaohei in his arms, Xiao Ning went to answer the door. "Is it time to leave?"


    Shan Haiming didn''t care one bit, however. "Did you prepare enough for it eat?"


    Shan Haiming held the steering wheel with both hands as he said, "Soy milk."


    Then added, "I definitely knew."


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    What''s more, he and Lu Yan had known each other for so long, and Lu Yan, firstly, knew nothing about his feelings; and had not done anything to be worth being sorry to him over. Frankly put, it was nothing but haughtiness stemming from being shown favour.


    Shan Haiming did give him face, replying with a smile, "Don''t worry, I bought insurance."


    Stunned for a minute, Xiao Ning stared at the soy milk in his hands, then after a few beats, he tore open the seal of the plastic pouch and inserted the straw. But upon seeing Shan Haiming still not making any move to remove his hands, he had to use his own to lift the milk to Shan Haiming''s lips.


    It was not ten o''clock as yet so Xiao Ning also asked, "Have you eaten?"


    Leaning his head slightly, Shan Haiming drank a few mouthfuls of milk before letting go of the straw, his attention still dutifully fixed on the road.


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    Leaning his head slightly, Shan Haiming drank a few mouthfuls of milk before letting go of the straw, his attention still dutifully fixed on the road.


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    Looking at the satisfaction on the side profile of his face, Xiao Ning became a bit lost in a trance.


    Shan Haiming then asked him, "What are you looking at?"


    Shan Haiming then asked him, "What are you looking at?"


    Leaning his head slightly, Shan Haiming drank a few mouthfuls of milk before letting go of the straw, his attention still dutifully fixed on the road.


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    Oddly enough, Xiao Ning''s heart gradually calmed, and while looking out the car''s window, he replied with a smile, "Haven''t you known since earlier?"


    Then added, "I definitely knew."


    It was not ten o''clock as yet so Xiao Ning also asked, "Have you eaten?"


    Unable to help himself, Xiao Ning asked, "Did you not sleep well? Did you drink?"


    But Lu Anguo then interrupted, "Why are you saying all that for, huh? You''re on the phone with Xiao Ning right now, not your son."


    Honestly speaking, a person should just do their jobs dutifully and live conscientiously. They should be considerate of their homes, their savings, their future, their parents, their pets, and even their own worth. So that small unspeakable ambiguity should absolutely be cut out for the things that matter the most.


    And Xiao Ning, himself, had a lot to do today as well. After after taking a portion of the ham and mushrooms to the courier, he called Chen Shuyun. "Hi, Aunty, I just sent you guys a few things today that should arrive in three days or so."


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    What was the big deal anyhow?


    He wanted to say something to explain away his words, but when he opened his mouth in an attempt to, nothing came out. Because it was Shan Haiming, in the short period of time that they had known one another, Xiao Ning had already lost his habit of acting perfunctorily towards him.


    He was young, so despite seeming as though he got the wind knocked out of his sails, there was no sign of it on his face.


    Shan Haiming rubbed his nose and shot a resentful glance at the flowers in Xiao Ning''s hands. "I''m allergic to anything that smells too strong."


    ?¡ó?


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    He had paid back the money he owed to the Lu family, but the kindness they gave to him when he was at his most helpless could never be repaid.


    He was left tongue-tied for a moment, and the atmosphere in the car because of his lack of response had grown awkward.


    After taking the bouquet of flowers into the car, Shan Haiming sneezed a few times.


    He wanted to say something to explain away his words, but when he opened his mouth in an attempt to, nothing came out. Because it was Shan Haiming, in the short period of time that they had known one another, Xiao Ning had already lost his habit of acting perfunctorily towards him.


    The securities and investment aspect of roadshows was something Xiao Ning could never wrap his head around, and seeing how tired Shan Haiming was, he really wanted to make him go rest for a while longer. But he was invited over to someone else''s house, and as an outsider, how could he arrange for such a thing casually? So all he could do was jokingly say: "Do you think you drive when you''re this tired?"


    "Xiao Ning," Shan Haiming spoke first, asking, "do you actually like men?"


    Hearing that they were still in good spirits, Xiao Ning then saud, "It''s been far too long then. if you guys can''t finish them all, you can just throw them out. This time I''m sending you guys some Yunan ham and some dried mountain delicacies, they''d be perfect for making soup. Anyhow, is uncle feeling better?"


    Oddly enough, Xiao Ning''s heart gradually calmed, and while looking out the car''s window, he replied with a smile, "Haven''t you known since earlier?"


    Shan Haiming rubbed his nose and shot a resentful glance at the flowers in Xiao Ning''s hands. "I''m allergic to anything that smells too strong."


    A red light at an intersection ahead made them stop.


    "Oh... I understand, then. But even though he''s busy he should remember to take care of his health. Has he been eating on time? Is he able to take the weekend off to rest? The weather where you guys are staying is quite hot now, so tell hm to pay attention to what he eats and not eat any spicy foods since it''s easy to get overheated¡ªand tell him to drink lots of water." Chen Shuyun said quite a lot in one breath before adding, "Also, last time, I found a girl for him like this but he didn''t like her, I found one like that but he didn''t like her either. What sort of girl does he even like then? Is he too busy at work he can''t find any time to date? That''s not good at all. Does he know how old he is, he needs to start thinking about it seriously."


    "Oh, Xiao Ning, how considerate of you." Chen Shuyun''s voice carried a smile. "We still haven''t finished the snacks you sent us last time."


    "Oh... I understand, then. But even though he''s busy he should remember to take care of his health. Has he been eating on time? Is he able to take the weekend off to rest? The weather where you guys are staying is quite hot now, so tell hm to pay attention to what he eats and not eat any spicy foods since it''s easy to get overheated¡ªand tell him to drink lots of water." Chen Shuyun said quite a lot in one breath before adding, "Also, last time, I found a girl for him like this but he didn''t like her, I found one like that but he didn''t like her either. What sort of girl does he even like then? Is he too busy at work he can''t find any time to date? That''s not good at all. Does he know how old he is, he needs to start thinking about it seriously."


    Finally unable too bear it any longer, Xiao Ning stood up and took it down.


    After taking the bouquet of flowers into the car, Shan Haiming sneezed a few times.


    Shan Haiming then took the plastic bag and pulled out a bun, taking a bite as he replied, "Mhm."


    Shan Haiming held the steering wheel with both hands as he said, "Soy milk."


    Looking at the satisfaction on the side profile of his face, Xiao Ning became a bit lost in a trance.


    Honestly speaking, a person should just do their jobs dutifully and live conscientiously. They should be considerate of their homes, their savings, their future, their parents, their pets, and even their own worth. So that small unspeakable ambiguity should absolutely be cut out for the things that matter the most.


    Then added, "I definitely knew."


    Looking at the satisfaction on the side profile of his face, Xiao Ning became a bit lost in a trance.


    "Meow?" Xiaohei had no idea why its master had begun laughing, but seeing that person still had not responded to its request for food, in a huff, the little thing turned its tail and scampered away.


    The doorbell then rung.


    Hearing his words, Shan Haiming lifted his brow and shifted his gaze to Xiao Ning''s direction. In that instant, Xiao Ning returned to his senses, and despite the honesty in his words, men and women weren''t the same, using such complimentary words was a bit strange. Maybe there are some straight men who wouldn''t think Xiao Ning had ulterior motives as a result. But he always remained extremely vigilant, especially towards taboos like these.


    "Xiao Ning," Shan Haiming spoke first, asking, "do you actually like men?"


    With a relieved smile on his face, Xiao Ning turned to look at him.


    "You''re so handsome." The question was asked so suddenly, Xiao Ning answered without thinking.


    But Xiao could only reply: "He has been really busy at work lately so..."


    "We''re going there to have lunch." Without replying to the question, Shan Haiming reached out to pet Xiaohei as it kicked up a fuss in Xiao Ning''s arms. But it seems the impression Shan Haiming had left from when he carried Xiaohei to go tease the dogs was quite deep, as the little cat gave him no face at all, wriggling to dodge him.


    Shan Haiming had turned his head to lick the corners of his lips, making it hard to see whether he was smiling, however, his tone did sound lively. "Me too."


    Shan Haiming didn''t care one bit, however. "Did you prepare enough for it eat?"


    "Oh, Xiao Ning, how considerate of you." Chen Shuyun''s voice carried a smile. "We still haven''t finished the snacks you sent us last time."


    "Xiao Ning," Shan Haiming spoke first, asking, "do you actually like men?"

 CH 25

    It was not that Xiao Ning never thought about Shan Haiming''s se¢ª¦Ô¦Álity, but thought at the very least he could possibly be bi. But with it now being said openly, coupled with them being on their way to pretend they are a pair of lovebirds of the same orientation, Xiao Ning couldn''t help feeling a bit shy at the situation.


    "You''re here too?" Shan Haiming got out his car without taking out the keys. "I came back for lunch. I was worried about getting stuck in traffic if we came too late."


    It took Shan Haiming two more bites to finish off the meat buns, with him then using the few more seconds they had at the red light to wipe his hands. "Do you have any opinions?"


    What opinions could I have?


    The housekeeper rushed over to them again.


    "Oh. C-City is a wonderful place. It must mean you are fond of spicy foods, right? I''ll ask them to prepare something with spice on your behalf." But just as Wu Yi thought of calling someone, she was cut off by Shan Haiming saying, "He doesn''t like spicy foods. So you don''t need to worry about that."


    Shan Haiming led Xiao Ning inside. "Yes, I''m back. Is everyone inside?"


    Ye Zixin wore a reserved smile as she answered, "All the soups you make are delicious, Aunty, and I love all kinds of soups."


    To Xiao Ning, she gave a frosty look. Seeing this mood of hers made a complicated feeling swell within Xiao Ning. But in the end, such matters was between her and Shan Haiming and he was nothing more than a prop. He was also aware that any kind gesture he made to Ye Zixin would gain an opposite undesired reaction in return. So the best method to deal with her was to just do nothing and ignore the issue altogether.


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    What opinions could I have?


    To Xiao Ning, she gave a frosty look. Seeing this mood of hers made a complicated feeling swell within Xiao Ning. But in the end, such matters was between her and Shan Haiming and he was nothing more than a prop. He was also aware that any kind gesture he made to Ye Zixin would gain an opposite undesired reaction in return. So the best method to deal with her was to just do nothing and ignore the issue altogether.


    "Haiming." The woman holding the remote was the first to move, her face beaming with a smile as she stood. The man in the main seat set his newspaper down and measured the new arrival with his eyes.


    The man who helped take out the gifts from the back seat seemed to be familiar with Shan Haiming, his tone friendly as he continued, "I have leave in a minute, there are still some matters I need to assist Manager Shan with."


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    The Visit


    Truth be told, Xiao Ning could never put his finger on what Shan Haimng was thinking most of the time, so his own mind was left at a blank for while, until he finally replied with an uncertain lift of his brow, "Not bad?"


    His thoughts drifting to Shan Haihong.


    Xiao Ning followed after Shan Haiming to reply, "He''s right, you don''t need to worry about me. I can eat anything."


    Wu Yi then told her, "Can you go buy some fish? Goodness, how on earth did it slip my mind? Anyhow, please ask Miss Guo to make squirrel-tailed fish with it."


    Xiao Ning lips''s parted slightly, his gaze swiftly turning to Shan Haiming''s fingers, where those little cuts that were there before had now since been completely healed. He suddenly felt himself overcome with a sense of trepidation he could not endure.


    "Is that so?" Wu Yi then asked, "Then what sort of food do you like?"


    Shan Haiming sputtered out a laugh, seeing to repeat the words to himself, "Not bad?"


    Shan Haihong then chimed in with a laugh, "Relax, Zixin. I''ve seen inside the refrigerator, and there are no bitter gourds in there."


    "Haiming." The woman holding the remote was the first to move, her face beaming with a smile as she stood. The man in the main seat set his newspaper down and measured the new arrival with his eyes.


    As for the remaining two who sat on the sofa, one was reading a newspaper, while the other held the remote and watched television.


    If it was said the feeling Xiao Ning felt towards Wu Yi was simply some awkwardness, then what he felt towards Shan Yisong could only be described as constriction. He still managed to restrain himself, however, his expression still mostly as normal as it had been before. "Nice to meet you, Uncle Shan."


    After the two changed their shoes, she led them past the large display cabinet that partitioned the view, into the living room where four people sat on a large sofa. Shan Haihong was the first to be noticed by Xiao Ning. He didn''t appear one bit relaxed in that house. The clothes he wore along with the expression he donned were both gave an impression of meticulous arrangement. One that cast both him and Xiao Ning in the same light of also being there as a guest.


    Xiao Ning paused for a moment.


    Xiao Ning followed after Shan Haiming to reply, "He''s right, you don''t need to worry about me. I can eat anything."


    "No... I meant that since you really do like men, doing this would resolve a the issue and you won''t be wronged," Xiao Ning explained, then added, "So isn''t it not bad, then? Setting things right once ad for all?"


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    "Yeah." With both hands filled with the stuff from his car, Shan Haiming dodged Xiao Ning''s attempts at helping as he continued, "The key is inside, and can you toss the trash for me, thanks. Let''s go."


    Truth be told, Xiao Ning could never put his finger on what Shan Haimng was thinking most of the time, so his own mind was left at a blank for while, until he finally replied with an uncertain lift of his brow, "Not bad?"


    It was not that Xiao Ning never thought about Shan Haiming''s se¢ª¦Ô¦Álity, but thought at the very least he could possibly be bi. But with it now being said openly, coupled with them being on their way to pretend they are a pair of lovebirds of the same orientation, Xiao Ning couldn''t help feeling a bit shy at the situation.


    "Yeah, setting things right once and for all." For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming''s face tugged into a smile. "Then I guess I should be very grateful to a certain someone."


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    N/A


    Today, her hair was styled in a beautiful and intricate manner, while she wore a beige dress under a high-waisted jacket that showed off her slim waist.


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    It took Shan Haiming two more bites to finish off the meat buns, with him then using the few more seconds they had at the red light to wipe his hands. "Do you have any opinions?"


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    "Let''s have the flower cakes for dessert," Shan Haiming figured he was the most indifferent person of the lot so with his butt planted beside Xiao Ning, he casually remarked, "and use the dried goods in a soup."


    That statement of his reminded Xiao Ning of Shan Haiming''s original intention of asking him to act as his boyfriend, which has helped him as a result. Others must''ve not expected such a turn of events, but... for Shan Haiming, his own feelings is his highest priority. If it wasn''t, and he cared about his position as the second young master Shan, he wouldn''t have admitted it all in such a careless manner. At least with regards to that century old company Rihua, given the homose¢ª¦Ô¦Álity label would not give him a chance to stand at its helm. It would''ve been better to keep it hidden, because once everything is revealed it may lead to him being criticized severely once he entered a senior management position.


    The present scene was so harmonious Xiao Ning had no clue what unforeseen event had made it possible. Was the matter regarding Ye Zixin already solved? At least this time around her enthusiasm towards Shan Haihong could be seen.


    Xiao Ning paused for a moment.


    Shan Haiming sputtered out a laugh, seeing to repeat the words to himself, "Not bad?"


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    The housekeeper rushed over to them again.


    His thoughts drifting to Shan Haihong.


    Shan Haiming sent him a wink, expressing to him that everything was all right.


    So that from the last chapter couldn''t be counted as a confession, ah, how could it! To Young Master Shan, a confession should be at the very least be to the extent where both side speak of their love out loud. And for something like that, he has no intention of playing the "it''s fine as long as the heart understands" card. Hahahahaha[]Oh, and while I got you, regarding that scene where Xiao Ning walked in and saw four people on the sofa. There was actually an error I made there originally... Until my bestie knocked me with the original text and asked:[]Bestie: "Did your math teacher seriously kick the bucket before you learned anything?"[]Me: 0 0 Why are you asking that?"[]Bestie: "Count them. How many people are sitting on the sofa?"[]Me: *re-reads* "Five... is that not right?"[]Bestie, who could no longer stand it, draws out each character with red lines. "Hey, look at this properly and tell me how many! How many does that look like to you?!"[]*counts seriously* Me: "=w=||||| It uh... looks like four."


    As for the remaining two who sat on the sofa, one was reading a newspaper, while the other held the remote and watched television.


    That''s not possible, right? It''s his brother after all, but...


    And as all this took place, Shan Haihong and Ye Zixin both casually chatted the day away. They seemed as if they were lost in their own world, paying no mind to Xiao Ning and the mother-son pair. And as for Shan Haihong, from the start, no words of gravitas had left his lips. His gaze remaining trained on the newspaper he again read while indifferent to his surroundings.


    Xiao Ning then thought back that word Shan Haihong spoke: Aunt.


    "Aren''t you still arranging the flowers?" Shan Haiming revealed a rarely seen gesture of silencing as he looked at his mother.


    That''s not possible, right? It''s his brother after all, but...


    That''s not possible, right? It''s his brother after all, but...


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    The housekeeper rushed over to them again.


    Zheng Yan had ordinary looks, but he was pleasing on the eyes. His cropped hairstyle made him appear very energetic, making Xiao Ning feel he was a bit like Wang Hua, him seeming like the kind of person that would be easy to get along with upon a first meeting. But because of what Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haihong, Xiao Ning had no intention of getting close to any person related to Shan Haihong.


    The present scene was so harmonious Xiao Ning had no clue what unforeseen event had made it possible. Was the matter regarding Ye Zixin already solved? At least this time around her enthusiasm towards Shan Haihong could be seen.


    So that from the last chapter couldn''t be counted as a confession, ah, how could it! To Young Master Shan, a confession should be at the very least be to the extent where both side speak of their love out loud. And for something like that, he has no intention of playing the "it''s fine as long as the heart understands" card. Hahahahaha[]Oh, and while I got you, regarding that scene where Xiao Ning walked in and saw four people on the sofa. There was actually an error I made there originally... Until my bestie knocked me with the original text and asked:[]Bestie: "Did your math teacher seriously kick the bucket before you learned anything?"[]Me: 0 0 Why are you asking that?"[]Bestie: "Count them. How many people are sitting on the sofa?"[]Me: *re-reads* "Five... is that not right?"[]Bestie, who could no longer stand it, draws out each character with red lines. "Hey, look at this properly and tell me how many! How many does that look like to you?!"[]*counts seriously* Me: "=w=||||| It uh... looks like four."


    So that from the last chapter couldn''t be counted as a confession, ah, how could it! To Young Master Shan, a confession should be at the very least be to the extent where both side speak of their love out loud. And for something like that, he has no intention of playing the "it''s fine as long as the heart understands" card. Hahahahaha[]Oh, and while I got you, regarding that scene where Xiao Ning walked in and saw four people on the sofa. There was actually an error I made there originally... Until my bestie knocked me with the original text and asked:[]Bestie: "Did your math teacher seriously kick the bucket before you learned anything?"[]Me: 0 0 Why are you asking that?"[]Bestie: "Count them. How many people are sitting on the sofa?"[]Me: *re-reads* "Five... is that not right?"[]Bestie, who could no longer stand it, draws out each character with red lines. "Hey, look at this properly and tell me how many! How many does that look like to you?!"[]*counts seriously* Me: "=w=||||| It uh... looks like four."


    They finally stopped in front of a stand-alone villa where someone was waiting and who opened the door for Shan Haiming. The man welcomed him with a beaming smile, "You came?"


    ?¡ó?


    "You''re here too?" Shan Haiming got out his car without taking out the keys. "I came back for lunch. I was worried about getting stuck in traffic if we came too late."


    On the side of the sofa where Xiao Ning sat, there was a newspaper rack where there were many newspapers and magazines. "Sure, how many?"


    It was not that Xiao Ning never thought about Shan Haiming''s se¢ª¦Ô¦Álity, but thought at the very least he could possibly be bi. But with it now being said openly, coupled with them being on their way to pretend they are a pair of lovebirds of the same orientation, Xiao Ning couldn''t help feeling a bit shy at the situation.


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    The man who helped take out the gifts from the back seat seemed to be familiar with Shan Haiming, his tone friendly as he continued, "I have leave in a minute, there are still some matters I need to assist Manager Shan with."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    "Yeah." With both hands filled with the stuff from his car, Shan Haiming dodged Xiao Ning''s attempts at helping as he continued, "The key is inside, and can you toss the trash for me, thanks. Let''s go."


    The man who helped take out the gifts from the back seat seemed to be familiar with Shan Haiming, his tone friendly as he continued, "I have leave in a minute, there are still some matters I need to assist Manager Shan with."


    After glancing to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming changed his position to the other side of his mother, who skilfully picked up the flowers.


    Xiao Ning followed after Shan Haiming to reply, "He''s right, you don''t need to worry about me. I can eat anything."


    The man who helped take out the gifts from the back seat seemed to be familiar with Shan Haiming, his tone friendly as he continued, "I have leave in a minute, there are still some matters I need to assist Manager Shan with."


    That statement of his reminded Xiao Ning of Shan Haiming''s original intention of asking him to act as his boyfriend, which has helped him as a result. Others must''ve not expected such a turn of events, but... for Shan Haiming, his own feelings is his highest priority. If it wasn''t, and he cared about his position as the second young master Shan, he wouldn''t have admitted it all in such a careless manner. At least with regards to that century old company Rihua, given the homose¢ª¦Ô¦Álity label would not give him a chance to stand at its helm. It would''ve been better to keep it hidden, because once everything is revealed it may lead to him being criticized severely once he entered a senior management position.


    Xiao Ning had gotten out the car as well. While turning back to take the flowers from the back seat, he heard Shan Haiming introduce the other person, "Xiao Ning, this is Zheng Yan, my brother''s assistant."


    Shan Haiming led Xiao Ning inside. "Yes, I''m back. Is everyone inside?"


    "Nice to meet you." Holding the flowers in his arms, Xiao Ning gave a cursory nod.


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    They finally stopped in front of a stand-alone villa where someone was waiting and who opened the door for Shan Haiming. The man welcomed him with a beaming smile, "You came?"


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    "Aren''t you still arranging the flowers?" Shan Haiming revealed a rarely seen gesture of silencing as he looked at his mother.


    The man who helped take out the gifts from the back seat seemed to be familiar with Shan Haiming, his tone friendly as he continued, "I have leave in a minute, there are still some matters I need to assist Manager Shan with."


    Zheng Yan had ordinary looks, but he was pleasing on the eyes. His cropped hairstyle made him appear very energetic, making Xiao Ning feel he was a bit like Wang Hua, him seeming like the kind of person that would be easy to get along with upon a first meeting. But because of what Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haihong, Xiao Ning had no intention of getting close to any person related to Shan Haihong.


    "Is this Xiao Ning?" Shan Haihong asked while looking at the things Shan Haiming had set on the table, so iao Ning explained, "A friend of mine just came back from a trip to Yunnan, and I had asked him to bring back some local specialities."


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    Today, her hair was styled in a beautiful and intricate manner, while she wore a beige dress under a high-waisted jacket that showed off her slim waist.


    Shan Haiming sputtered out a laugh, seeing to repeat the words to himself, "Not bad?"


    "Haiming." The woman holding the remote was the first to move, her face beaming with a smile as she stood. The man in the main seat set his newspaper down and measured the new arrival with his eyes.


    Xiao Ning had gotten out the car as well. While turning back to take the flowers from the back seat, he heard Shan Haiming introduce the other person, "Xiao Ning, this is Zheng Yan, my brother''s assistant."


    Xiao Ning then thought back that word Shan Haihong spoke: Aunt.


    "Yeah." With both hands filled with the stuff from his car, Shan Haiming dodged Xiao Ning''s attempts at helping as he continued, "The key is inside, and can you toss the trash for me, thanks. Let''s go."


    "Take a good bit, I''ll be using them to pad beneath." As Wu Yi said this, she nudged her son with her elbow and whispered, "Go sit on the other side and let Xiao Ning sit next to me. Don''t get in the way."


    "So, Xiao Ning, where are you from?" Wu Yi picked up a lily, cutting it and placing it into the vase as she continued, "Your accent isn''t a local one, right?"


    "Alright, let''s." Wu Yi then instructed Yan Xi, who had just brought her the vase and scissors, "Take these and wash them so they can be used a the soup for us this evening. Zixin, you love mushroom soups, don''t you?"


    That statement of his reminded Xiao Ning of Shan Haiming''s original intention of asking him to act as his boyfriend, which has helped him as a result. Others must''ve not expected such a turn of events, but... for Shan Haiming, his own feelings is his highest priority. If it wasn''t, and he cared about his position as the second young master Shan, he wouldn''t have admitted it all in such a careless manner. At least with regards to that century old company Rihua, given the homose¢ª¦Ô¦Álity label would not give him a chance to stand at its helm. It would''ve been better to keep it hidden, because once everything is revealed it may lead to him being criticized severely once he entered a senior management position.


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    The housekeeper rushed over to them again.


    "Alright, let''s." Wu Yi then instructed Yan Xi, who had just brought her the vase and scissors, "Take these and wash them so they can be used a the soup for us this evening. Zixin, you love mushroom soups, don''t you?"


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    If it was said the feeling Xiao Ning felt towards Wu Yi was simply some awkwardness, then what he felt towards Shan Yisong could only be described as constriction. He still managed to restrain himself, however, his expression still mostly as normal as it had been before. "Nice to meet you, Uncle Shan."


    Shan Haiming led Xiao Ning inside. "Yes, I''m back. Is everyone inside?"


    Xiao Ning then thought back that word Shan Haihong spoke: Aunt.


    Seeing the flowers in Xiao Ning''s arms, the woman''s eyes curled into a smile as she gushed, "Oh my, lilies are Madame''s favourite."


    "Why are you lying? Let me add some bitter gourd to any of them and see if you still love them." The tone of Wu Yi''s voice made it clear she was fond of Ye Zixin, who in response frowned pitifully, "Aunty..."


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    That statement of his reminded Xiao Ning of Shan Haiming''s original intention of asking him to act as his boyfriend, which has helped him as a result. Others must''ve not expected such a turn of events, but... for Shan Haiming, his own feelings is his highest priority. If it wasn''t, and he cared about his position as the second young master Shan, he wouldn''t have admitted it all in such a careless manner. At least with regards to that century old company Rihua, given the homose¢ª¦Ô¦Álity label would not give him a chance to stand at its helm. It would''ve been better to keep it hidden, because once everything is revealed it may lead to him being criticized severely once he entered a senior management position.


    "Aren''t you still arranging the flowers?" Shan Haiming revealed a rarely seen gesture of silencing as he looked at his mother.


    Shan Haihong then chimed in with a laugh, "Relax, Zixin. I''ve seen inside the refrigerator, and there are no bitter gourds in there."


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    But, the problem was that when compared to Shan Yisong, she was much younger.


    Shan Haiming sent him a wink, expressing to him that everything was all right.


    What opinions could I have?


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    "Is that so?" Wu Yi then asked, "Then what sort of food do you like?"


    That''s not possible, right? It''s his brother after all, but...


    Seeing the flowers in Xiao Ning''s arms, the woman''s eyes curled into a smile as she gushed, "Oh my, lilies are Madame''s favourite."


    Xiao Ning had gotten out the car as well. While turning back to take the flowers from the back seat, he heard Shan Haiming introduce the other person, "Xiao Ning, this is Zheng Yan, my brother''s assistant."


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    "Oh. C-City is a wonderful place. It must mean you are fond of spicy foods, right? I''ll ask them to prepare something with spice on your behalf." But just as Wu Yi thought of calling someone, she was cut off by Shan Haiming saying, "He doesn''t like spicy foods. So you don''t need to worry about that."


    "Alright, let''s." Wu Yi then instructed Yan Xi, who had just brought her the vase and scissors, "Take these and wash them so they can be used a the soup for us this evening. Zixin, you love mushroom soups, don''t you?"


    On the side of the sofa where Xiao Ning sat, there was a newspaper rack where there were many newspapers and magazines. "Sure, how many?"


    After the two changed their shoes, she led them past the large display cabinet that partitioned the view, into the living room where four people sat on a large sofa. Shan Haihong was the first to be noticed by Xiao Ning. He didn''t appear one bit relaxed in that house. The clothes he wore along with the expression he donned were both gave an impression of meticulous arrangement. One that cast both him and Xiao Ning in the same light of also being there as a guest.


    Seeing the flowers in Xiao Ning''s arms, the woman''s eyes curled into a smile as she gushed, "Oh my, lilies are Madame''s favourite."


    But what Xiao Ning did not expect, in the slightest, was for the person sitting beside Shan Haihong to be Ye Zixin.


    So that from the last chapter couldn''t be counted as a confession, ah, how could it! To Young Master Shan, a confession should be at the very least be to the extent where both side speak of their love out loud. And for something like that, he has no intention of playing the "it''s fine as long as the heart understands" card. Hahahahaha[]Oh, and while I got you, regarding that scene where Xiao Ning walked in and saw four people on the sofa. There was actually an error I made there originally... Until my bestie knocked me with the original text and asked:[]Bestie: "Did your math teacher seriously kick the bucket before you learned anything?"[]Me: 0 0 Why are you asking that?"[]Bestie: "Count them. How many people are sitting on the sofa?"[]Me: *re-reads* "Five... is that not right?"[]Bestie, who could no longer stand it, draws out each character with red lines. "Hey, look at this properly and tell me how many! How many does that look like to you?!"[]*counts seriously* Me: "=w=||||| It uh... looks like four."


    It took Shan Haiming two more bites to finish off the meat buns, with him then using the few more seconds they had at the red light to wipe his hands. "Do you have any opinions?"


    As for the remaining two who sat on the sofa, one was reading a newspaper, while the other held the remote and watched television.


    Today, her hair was styled in a beautiful and intricate manner, while she wore a beige dress under a high-waisted jacket that showed off her slim waist.


    Zheng Yan had ordinary looks, but he was pleasing on the eyes. His cropped hairstyle made him appear very energetic, making Xiao Ning feel he was a bit like Wang Hua, him seeming like the kind of person that would be easy to get along with upon a first meeting. But because of what Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haihong, Xiao Ning had no intention of getting close to any person related to Shan Haihong.


    To Xiao Ning, she gave a frosty look. Seeing this mood of hers made a complicated feeling swell within Xiao Ning. But in the end, such matters was between her and Shan Haiming and he was nothing more than a prop. He was also aware that any kind gesture he made to Ye Zixin would gain an opposite undesired reaction in return. So the best method to deal with her was to just do nothing and ignore the issue altogether.


    Ye Zixin wore a reserved smile as she answered, "All the soups you make are delicious, Aunty, and I love all kinds of soups."


    As for the remaining two who sat on the sofa, one was reading a newspaper, while the other held the remote and watched television.


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    Today, her hair was styled in a beautiful and intricate manner, while she wore a beige dress under a high-waisted jacket that showed off her slim waist.


    ?¡ó?


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    "Haiming." The woman holding the remote was the first to move, her face beaming with a smile as she stood. The man in the main seat set his newspaper down and measured the new arrival with his eyes.


    "Yeah." With both hands filled with the stuff from his car, Shan Haiming dodged Xiao Ning''s attempts at helping as he continued, "The key is inside, and can you toss the trash for me, thanks. Let''s go."


    "Is that so?" Wu Yi then asked, "Then what sort of food do you like?"


    Right then, Wu Yi turned to him wearing a soft smile. "Xiao Ning, can you pass me some on an old newspaper?"


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    "Yeah, setting things right once and for all." For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming''s face tugged into a smile. "Then I guess I should be very grateful to a certain someone."


    Madame Shan, Wu Yi, had long hair that was not kept in an updo but left to flow over her shoulders. On her face, there were no visible signs of any wrinkles, and it was unknown if was due her taking good care of her body. She was exactly as Xiao Ning had thought, a very beautiful woman who still had her charms. It was hard to imagine what her beauty was in her prime. What''s more, there was no doubt whatsoever that the bounty of Shan Haiming''s good looks were on account of her.


    Xiao Ning followed after Shan Haiming to reply, "He''s right, you don''t need to worry about me. I can eat anything."


    "Take a good bit, I''ll be using them to pad beneath." As Wu Yi said this, she nudged her son with her elbow and whispered, "Go sit on the other side and let Xiao Ning sit next to me. Don''t get in the way."


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    "So, Xiao Ning, where are you from?" Wu Yi picked up a lily, cutting it and placing it into the vase as she continued, "Your accent isn''t a local one, right?"


    They finally stopped in front of a stand-alone villa where someone was waiting and who opened the door for Shan Haiming. The man welcomed him with a beaming smile, "You came?"


    "Take a good bit, I''ll be using them to pad beneath." As Wu Yi said this, she nudged her son with her elbow and whispered, "Go sit on the other side and let Xiao Ning sit next to me. Don''t get in the way."


    But, the problem was that when compared to Shan Yisong, she was much younger.


    As for the remaining two who sat on the sofa, one was reading a newspaper, while the other held the remote and watched television.


    And as all this took place, Shan Haihong and Ye Zixin both casually chatted the day away. They seemed as if they were lost in their own world, paying no mind to Xiao Ning and the mother-son pair. And as for Shan Haihong, from the start, no words of gravitas had left his lips. His gaze remaining trained on the newspaper he again read while indifferent to his surroundings.


    If it was said the feeling Xiao Ning felt towards Wu Yi was simply some awkwardness, then what he felt towards Shan Yisong could only be described as constriction. He still managed to restrain himself, however, his expression still mostly as normal as it had been before. "Nice to meet you, Uncle Shan."


    The composition of the Shan family seemed to grow in complexity to Xiao Ning.


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    "Did you bring these for me?" Even the sound of her voice was pleasant to the ears as well, like warm water¡ªgentle and calming¡ªand bearing no trace of an attempt to conceal one''s true intentions. Feeling a bit uneasy, Xiao Ning handed the flowers over to her shyly. "I hope you like them."


    N/A


    What opinions could I have?


    Madame Shan, Wu Yi, had long hair that was not kept in an updo but left to flow over her shoulders. On her face, there were no visible signs of any wrinkles, and it was unknown if was due her taking good care of her body. She was exactly as Xiao Ning had thought, a very beautiful woman who still had her charms. It was hard to imagine what her beauty was in her prime. What''s more, there was no doubt whatsoever that the bounty of Shan Haiming''s good looks were on account of her.


    "Oh. C-City is a wonderful place. It must mean you are fond of spicy foods, right? I''ll ask them to prepare something with spice on your behalf." But just as Wu Yi thought of calling someone, she was cut off by Shan Haiming saying, "He doesn''t like spicy foods. So you don''t need to worry about that."


    "Let''s have the flower cakes for dessert," Shan Haiming figured he was the most indifferent person of the lot so with his butt planted beside Xiao Ning, he casually remarked, "and use the dried goods in a soup."


    The present scene was so harmonious Xiao Ning had no clue what unforeseen event had made it possible. Was the matter regarding Ye Zixin already solved? At least this time around her enthusiasm towards Shan Haihong could be seen.


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    The man who helped take out the gifts from the back seat seemed to be familiar with Shan Haiming, his tone friendly as he continued, "I have leave in a minute, there are still some matters I need to assist Manager Shan with."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    If it was said the feeling Xiao Ning felt towards Wu Yi was simply some awkwardness, then what he felt towards Shan Yisong could only be described as constriction. He still managed to restrain himself, however, his expression still mostly as normal as it had been before. "Nice to meet you, Uncle Shan."


    "Did you bring these for me?" Even the sound of her voice was pleasant to the ears as well, like warm water¡ªgentle and calming¡ªand bearing no trace of an attempt to conceal one''s true intentions. Feeling a bit uneasy, Xiao Ning handed the flowers over to her shyly. "I hope you like them."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    N/A


    Zheng Yan had ordinary looks, but he was pleasing on the eyes. His cropped hairstyle made him appear very energetic, making Xiao Ning feel he was a bit like Wang Hua, him seeming like the kind of person that would be easy to get along with upon a first meeting. But because of what Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haihong, Xiao Ning had no intention of getting close to any person related to Shan Haihong.


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    Wu Yi then told her, "Can you go buy some fish? Goodness, how on earth did it slip my mind? Anyhow, please ask Miss Guo to make squirrel-tailed fish with it."


    "Why are you lying? Let me add some bitter gourd to any of them and see if you still love them." The tone of Wu Yi''s voice made it clear she was fond of Ye Zixin, who in response frowned pitifully, "Aunty..."


    There was nothing close to a smile on Shan Yisong''s face, and the slight downward curve of his lips expressed he was quite displeased at the current situation. Xiao Ning couldn''t help turning to look at Shan Haiming.


    That''s not possible, right? It''s his brother after all, but...


    It took Shan Haiming two more bites to finish off the meat buns, with him then using the few more seconds they had at the red light to wipe his hands. "Do you have any opinions?"


    There was nothing close to a smile on Shan Yisong''s face, and the slight downward curve of his lips expressed he was quite displeased at the current situation. Xiao Ning couldn''t help turning to look at Shan Haiming.


    There was nothing close to a smile on Shan Yisong''s face, and the slight downward curve of his lips expressed he was quite displeased at the current situation. Xiao Ning couldn''t help turning to look at Shan Haiming.


    They finally stopped in front of a stand-alone villa where someone was waiting and who opened the door for Shan Haiming. The man welcomed him with a beaming smile, "You came?"


    Shan Haiming sent him a wink, expressing to him that everything was all right.


    "No... I meant that since you really do like men, doing this would resolve a the issue and you won''t be wronged," Xiao Ning explained, then added, "So isn''t it not bad, then? Setting things right once ad for all?"


    "No... I meant that since you really do like men, doing this would resolve a the issue and you won''t be wronged," Xiao Ning explained, then added, "So isn''t it not bad, then? Setting things right once ad for all?"


    That''s not possible, right? It''s his brother after all, but...


    Then following a considerable moment of silence, Shan Yisong nodded. "Sit."


    "Is that so?" Wu Yi then asked, "Then what sort of food do you like?"


    The composition of the Shan family seemed to grow in complexity to Xiao Ning.


    Today, her hair was styled in a beautiful and intricate manner, while she wore a beige dress under a high-waisted jacket that showed off her slim waist.


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    "Is this Xiao Ning?" Shan Haihong asked while looking at the things Shan Haiming had set on the table, so iao Ning explained, "A friend of mine just came back from a trip to Yunnan, and I had asked him to bring back some local specialities."


    "Alright, let''s." Wu Yi then instructed Yan Xi, who had just brought her the vase and scissors, "Take these and wash them so they can be used a the soup for us this evening. Zixin, you love mushroom soups, don''t you?"


    "Let''s have the flower cakes for dessert," Shan Haiming figured he was the most indifferent person of the lot so with his butt planted beside Xiao Ning, he casually remarked, "and use the dried goods in a soup."


    Xiao Ning paused for a moment.


    But, the problem was that when compared to Shan Yisong, she was much younger.


    After the two changed their shoes, she led them past the large display cabinet that partitioned the view, into the living room where four people sat on a large sofa. Shan Haihong was the first to be noticed by Xiao Ning. He didn''t appear one bit relaxed in that house. The clothes he wore along with the expression he donned were both gave an impression of meticulous arrangement. One that cast both him and Xiao Ning in the same light of also being there as a guest.


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    The Visit


    "Alright, let''s." Wu Yi then instructed Yan Xi, who had just brought her the vase and scissors, "Take these and wash them so they can be used a the soup for us this evening. Zixin, you love mushroom soups, don''t you?"


    "Haiming." The woman holding the remote was the first to move, her face beaming with a smile as she stood. The man in the main seat set his newspaper down and measured the new arrival with his eyes.


    Shan Haiming sputtered out a laugh, seeing to repeat the words to himself, "Not bad?"


    Madame Shan, Wu Yi, had long hair that was not kept in an updo but left to flow over her shoulders. On her face, there were no visible signs of any wrinkles, and it was unknown if was due her taking good care of her body. She was exactly as Xiao Ning had thought, a very beautiful woman who still had her charms. It was hard to imagine what her beauty was in her prime. What''s more, there was no doubt whatsoever that the bounty of Shan Haiming''s good looks were on account of her.


    Ye Zixin wore a reserved smile as she answered, "All the soups you make are delicious, Aunty, and I love all kinds of soups."


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    After glancing to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming changed his position to the other side of his mother, who skilfully picked up the flowers.


    The composition of the Shan family seemed to grow in complexity to Xiao Ning.


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    Xiao Ning followed after Shan Haiming to reply, "He''s right, you don''t need to worry about me. I can eat anything."


    "Why are you lying? Let me add some bitter gourd to any of them and see if you still love them." The tone of Wu Yi''s voice made it clear she was fond of Ye Zixin, who in response frowned pitifully, "Aunty..."


    Wu Yi then told her, "Can you go buy some fish? Goodness, how on earth did it slip my mind? Anyhow, please ask Miss Guo to make squirrel-tailed fish with it."


    After the two changed their shoes, she led them past the large display cabinet that partitioned the view, into the living room where four people sat on a large sofa. Shan Haihong was the first to be noticed by Xiao Ning. He didn''t appear one bit relaxed in that house. The clothes he wore along with the expression he donned were both gave an impression of meticulous arrangement. One that cast both him and Xiao Ning in the same light of also being there as a guest.


    "So, Xiao Ning, where are you from?" Wu Yi picked up a lily, cutting it and placing it into the vase as she continued, "Your accent isn''t a local one, right?"


    Shan Haihong then chimed in with a laugh, "Relax, Zixin. I''ve seen inside the refrigerator, and there are no bitter gourds in there."


    "Why are you lying? Let me add some bitter gourd to any of them and see if you still love them." The tone of Wu Yi''s voice made it clear she was fond of Ye Zixin, who in response frowned pitifully, "Aunty..."


    Zheng Yan had ordinary looks, but he was pleasing on the eyes. His cropped hairstyle made him appear very energetic, making Xiao Ning feel he was a bit like Wang Hua, him seeming like the kind of person that would be easy to get along with upon a first meeting. But because of what Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haihong, Xiao Ning had no intention of getting close to any person related to Shan Haihong.


    To Xiao Ning, she gave a frosty look. Seeing this mood of hers made a complicated feeling swell within Xiao Ning. But in the end, such matters was between her and Shan Haiming and he was nothing more than a prop. He was also aware that any kind gesture he made to Ye Zixin would gain an opposite undesired reaction in return. So the best method to deal with her was to just do nothing and ignore the issue altogether.


    "Let''s have the flower cakes for dessert," Shan Haiming figured he was the most indifferent person of the lot so with his butt planted beside Xiao Ning, he casually remarked, "and use the dried goods in a soup."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    "So, Xiao Ning, where are you from?" Wu Yi picked up a lily, cutting it and placing it into the vase as she continued, "Your accent isn''t a local one, right?"


    The present scene was so harmonious Xiao Ning had no clue what unforeseen event had made it possible. Was the matter regarding Ye Zixin already solved? At least this time around her enthusiasm towards Shan Haihong could be seen.


    There was nothing close to a smile on Shan Yisong''s face, and the slight downward curve of his lips expressed he was quite displeased at the current situation. Xiao Ning couldn''t help turning to look at Shan Haiming.


    "Yeah." With both hands filled with the stuff from his car, Shan Haiming dodged Xiao Ning''s attempts at helping as he continued, "The key is inside, and can you toss the trash for me, thanks. Let''s go."


    Right then, Wu Yi turned to him wearing a soft smile. "Xiao Ning, can you pass me some on an old newspaper?"


    Right then, Wu Yi turned to him wearing a soft smile. "Xiao Ning, can you pass me some on an old newspaper?"


    That statement of his reminded Xiao Ning of Shan Haiming''s original intention of asking him to act as his boyfriend, which has helped him as a result. Others must''ve not expected such a turn of events, but... for Shan Haiming, his own feelings is his highest priority. If it wasn''t, and he cared about his position as the second young master Shan, he wouldn''t have admitted it all in such a careless manner. At least with regards to that century old company Rihua, given the homose¢ª¦Ô¦Álity label would not give him a chance to stand at its helm. It would''ve been better to keep it hidden, because once everything is revealed it may lead to him being criticized severely once he entered a senior management position.


    "Alright, let''s." Wu Yi then instructed Yan Xi, who had just brought her the vase and scissors, "Take these and wash them so they can be used a the soup for us this evening. Zixin, you love mushroom soups, don''t you?"


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning lips''s parted slightly, his gaze swiftly turning to Shan Haiming''s fingers, where those little cuts that were there before had now since been completely healed. He suddenly felt himself overcome with a sense of trepidation he could not endure.


    Xiao Ning had gotten out the car as well. While turning back to take the flowers from the back seat, he heard Shan Haiming introduce the other person, "Xiao Ning, this is Zheng Yan, my brother''s assistant."


    On the side of the sofa where Xiao Ning sat, there was a newspaper rack where there were many newspapers and magazines. "Sure, how many?"


    The composition of the Shan family seemed to grow in complexity to Xiao Ning.


    "Did you bring these for me?" Even the sound of her voice was pleasant to the ears as well, like warm water¡ªgentle and calming¡ªand bearing no trace of an attempt to conceal one''s true intentions. Feeling a bit uneasy, Xiao Ning handed the flowers over to her shyly. "I hope you like them."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    "Take a good bit, I''ll be using them to pad beneath." As Wu Yi said this, she nudged her son with her elbow and whispered, "Go sit on the other side and let Xiao Ning sit next to me. Don''t get in the way."


    Madame Shan, Wu Yi, had long hair that was not kept in an updo but left to flow over her shoulders. On her face, there were no visible signs of any wrinkles, and it was unknown if was due her taking good care of her body. She was exactly as Xiao Ning had thought, a very beautiful woman who still had her charms. It was hard to imagine what her beauty was in her prime. What''s more, there was no doubt whatsoever that the bounty of Shan Haiming''s good looks were on account of her.


    Truth be told, Xiao Ning could never put his finger on what Shan Haimng was thinking most of the time, so his own mind was left at a blank for while, until he finally replied with an uncertain lift of his brow, "Not bad?"


    Then following a considerable moment of silence, Shan Yisong nodded. "Sit."


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    After glancing to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming changed his position to the other side of his mother, who skilfully picked up the flowers.


    But, the problem was that when compared to Shan Yisong, she was much younger.


    His final remark was directed towards Xiao Ning. As Shan Haiming turned to walk up the stairs, before he neared the door it opened and a modest-looking middle-aged woman stood there. "Xiao Ming, you''re back?"


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    Seeing the flowers in Xiao Ning''s arms, the woman''s eyes curled into a smile as she gushed, "Oh my, lilies are Madame''s favourite."


    But, the problem was that when compared to Shan Yisong, she was much younger.


    "Did you bring these for me?" Even the sound of her voice was pleasant to the ears as well, like warm water¡ªgentle and calming¡ªand bearing no trace of an attempt to conceal one''s true intentions. Feeling a bit uneasy, Xiao Ning handed the flowers over to her shyly. "I hope you like them."


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    "So, Xiao Ning, where are you from?" Wu Yi picked up a lily, cutting it and placing it into the vase as she continued, "Your accent isn''t a local one, right?"


    "So, Xiao Ning, where are you from?" Wu Yi picked up a lily, cutting it and placing it into the vase as she continued, "Your accent isn''t a local one, right?"


    "No... I meant that since you really do like men, doing this would resolve a the issue and you won''t be wronged," Xiao Ning explained, then added, "So isn''t it not bad, then? Setting things right once ad for all?"


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    "Yeah, setting things right once and for all." For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming''s face tugged into a smile. "Then I guess I should be very grateful to a certain someone."


    Truth be told, Xiao Ning could never put his finger on what Shan Haimng was thinking most of the time, so his own mind was left at a blank for while, until he finally replied with an uncertain lift of his brow, "Not bad?"


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    While helping her spread a sheet of the newspaper under the flowers, Xiao Ning replied, "Yes, I''m originally from C-City. But I came here to A-City to attend university and stayed after my graduation."


    While helping her spread a sheet of the newspaper under the flowers, Xiao Ning replied, "Yes, I''m originally from C-City. But I came here to A-City to attend university and stayed after my graduation."


    It took Shan Haiming two more bites to finish off the meat buns, with him then using the few more seconds they had at the red light to wipe his hands. "Do you have any opinions?"


    N/A


    "Oh. C-City is a wonderful place. It must mean you are fond of spicy foods, right? I''ll ask them to prepare something with spice on your behalf." But just as Wu Yi thought of calling someone, she was cut off by Shan Haiming saying, "He doesn''t like spicy foods. So you don''t need to worry about that."


    "Let''s have the flower cakes for dessert," Shan Haiming figured he was the most indifferent person of the lot so with his butt planted beside Xiao Ning, he casually remarked, "and use the dried goods in a soup."


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    What opinions could I have?


    "Is that so?" Wu Yi then asked, "Then what sort of food do you like?"


    Truth be told, Xiao Ning could never put his finger on what Shan Haimng was thinking most of the time, so his own mind was left at a blank for while, until he finally replied with an uncertain lift of his brow, "Not bad?"


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    It was not that Xiao Ning never thought about Shan Haiming''s se¢ª¦Ô¦Álity, but thought at the very least he could possibly be bi. But with it now being said openly, coupled with them being on their way to pretend they are a pair of lovebirds of the same orientation, Xiao Ning couldn''t help feeling a bit shy at the situation.


    Xiao Ning followed after Shan Haiming to reply, "He''s right, you don''t need to worry about me. I can eat anything."


    They finally stopped in front of a stand-alone villa where someone was waiting and who opened the door for Shan Haiming. The man welcomed him with a beaming smile, "You came?"


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    On the side of the sofa where Xiao Ning sat, there was a newspaper rack where there were many newspapers and magazines. "Sure, how many?"


    "Thank you, I love them." With a smile she then called, "Xiao Yin, can you bring me a vase? The one I bought yesterday, the glass one with the rounded mouth."


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    Then following a considerable moment of silence, Shan Yisong nodded. "Sit."


    The Visit


    While helping her spread a sheet of the newspaper under the flowers, Xiao Ning replied, "Yes, I''m originally from C-City. But I came here to A-City to attend university and stayed after my graduation."


    The two in question were obviously Shan Yisong and Madame Shan. Shan Yisong had the appearance of a standard successful person: neatly styled hair lacking of any dyes and mixed with stands of grey, a face where no ferocity could be found on its outer features, but was instead completely focused within his eyes. Their domineering gaze was enough to make a person let the thought of him being a man in his sixties slip from their minds.


    The present scene was so harmonious Xiao Ning had no clue what unforeseen event had made it possible. Was the matter regarding Ye Zixin already solved? At least this time around her enthusiasm towards Shan Haihong could be seen.


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    Truth be told, Xiao Ning could never put his finger on what Shan Haimng was thinking most of the time, so his own mind was left at a blank for while, until he finally replied with an uncertain lift of his brow, "Not bad?"


    The housekeeper rushed over to them again.


    After the two changed their shoes, she led them past the large display cabinet that partitioned the view, into the living room where four people sat on a large sofa. Shan Haihong was the first to be noticed by Xiao Ning. He didn''t appear one bit relaxed in that house. The clothes he wore along with the expression he donned were both gave an impression of meticulous arrangement. One that cast both him and Xiao Ning in the same light of also being there as a guest.


    Wu Yi then told her, "Can you go buy some fish? Goodness, how on earth did it slip my mind? Anyhow, please ask Miss Guo to make squirrel-tailed fish with it."


    "Oh. C-City is a wonderful place. It must mean you are fond of spicy foods, right? I''ll ask them to prepare something with spice on your behalf." But just as Wu Yi thought of calling someone, she was cut off by Shan Haiming saying, "He doesn''t like spicy foods. So you don''t need to worry about that."


    But what Xiao Ning did not expect, in the slightest, was for the person sitting beside Shan Haihong to be Ye Zixin.


    Xiao Ning lips''s parted slightly, his gaze swiftly turning to Shan Haiming''s fingers, where those little cuts that were there before had now since been completely healed. He suddenly felt himself overcome with a sense of trepidation he could not endure.


    Shan Haiming led Xiao Ning inside. "Yes, I''m back. Is everyone inside?"


    Zheng Yan greeted him kindly then sat in the car and asked with familiarity, "Haiming, can I borrow your car for a bit? I''ll bring it back to you this evening."


    "Yeah, setting things right once and for all." For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming''s face tugged into a smile. "Then I guess I should be very grateful to a certain someone."


    Shan Haiming sputtered out a laugh, seeing to repeat the words to himself, "Not bad?"


    Resting the flowers down, she then said in tone with hints of teasing, "Don''t worry, dear. Miss Guo''s is much better than Haiming''s. But Haiming''s must''ve gotten better, hasn''t it? He had practised for so many days, after all."


    The Visit


    Xiao Ning had gotten out the car as well. While turning back to take the flowers from the back seat, he heard Shan Haiming introduce the other person, "Xiao Ning, this is Zheng Yan, my brother''s assistant."


    "Yes, they''re all here. Is this Mr. Xiao?" The woman took out two pairs of house slippers for the two, making Xiao Ning feel a bit awkward. It seems this person is not Shan Haiming''s mother. "Hi, nice to meet you. I''m Xiao Ning, and thank you."


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    They finally stopped in front of a stand-alone villa where someone was waiting and who opened the door for Shan Haiming. The man welcomed him with a beaming smile, "You came?"


    Seeing the flowers in Xiao Ning''s arms, the woman''s eyes curled into a smile as she gushed, "Oh my, lilies are Madame''s favourite."


    But, the problem was that when compared to Shan Yisong, she was much younger.


    "Aren''t you still arranging the flowers?" Shan Haiming revealed a rarely seen gesture of silencing as he looked at his mother.


    It was not that Xiao Ning never thought about Shan Haiming''s se¢ª¦Ô¦Álity, but thought at the very least he could possibly be bi. But with it now being said openly, coupled with them being on their way to pretend they are a pair of lovebirds of the same orientation, Xiao Ning couldn''t help feeling a bit shy at the situation.


    "Yeah." With both hands filled with the stuff from his car, Shan Haiming dodged Xiao Ning''s attempts at helping as he continued, "The key is inside, and can you toss the trash for me, thanks. Let''s go."


    "You''re here too?" Shan Haiming got out his car without taking out the keys. "I came back for lunch. I was worried about getting stuck in traffic if we came too late."


    What opinions could I have?


    To Xiao Ning, she gave a frosty look. Seeing this mood of hers made a complicated feeling swell within Xiao Ning. But in the end, such matters was between her and Shan Haiming and he was nothing more than a prop. He was also aware that any kind gesture he made to Ye Zixin would gain an opposite undesired reaction in return. So the best method to deal with her was to just do nothing and ignore the issue altogether.


    Xiao Ning lips''s parted slightly, his gaze swiftly turning to Shan Haiming''s fingers, where those little cuts that were there before had now since been completely healed. He suddenly felt himself overcome with a sense of trepidation he could not endure.


    It took Shan Haiming two more bites to finish off the meat buns, with him then using the few more seconds they had at the red light to wipe his hands. "Do you have any opinions?"


    And as all this took place, Shan Haihong and Ye Zixin both casually chatted the day away. They seemed as if they were lost in their own world, paying no mind to Xiao Ning and the mother-son pair. And as for Shan Haihong, from the start, no words of gravitas had left his lips. His gaze remaining trained on the newspaper he again read while indifferent to his surroundings.


    "Nice to meet you." Holding the flowers in his arms, Xiao Ning gave a cursory nod.


    The Shan family lives in a well-known wealthy area in A-City''s second ring, and when they drove into the area with the villas, Xiao Ning couldn''t help but sigh with emotion. Never had he ever thought there would be a day he would set foot in the oldest sky-high priced property in A-City.


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."


    "You''re here too?" Shan Haiming got out his car without taking out the keys. "I came back for lunch. I was worried about getting stuck in traffic if we came too late."


    "Why are you lying? Let me add some bitter gourd to any of them and see if you still love them." The tone of Wu Yi''s voice made it clear she was fond of Ye Zixin, who in response frowned pitifully, "Aunty..."


    "Take a good bit, I''ll be using them to pad beneath." As Wu Yi said this, she nudged her son with her elbow and whispered, "Go sit on the other side and let Xiao Ning sit next to me. Don''t get in the way."


    "Oh." All of a sudden, Wu Yi looked as if she made a realisation, her smile growing all the more profound as she looked at Xiao Ning and asked, "Do you like eating fish? Xiao Yin."

 CH 26

    At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.


    On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"


    At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.


    "Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.


    "Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn''t know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven''t known each other for very long, and we still haven''t shared our unhappy past with one another. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    "Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


    "Sit."


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    But this relaxed state of Xiao Ning''s did not last for very long, because Shan Yisong who had maintained his silence the entire time had called him up to his study.


    However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was a calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period of time, I had lived with my paternal aunt."


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    "Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    "I''m not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."


    Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."


    It was nothing he did not expect. It was bound to occur sooner or later. So rather calmly, Xiao Ning made his way up the stairs.


    At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.


    "Sit."


    Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn''t seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.


    "Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.


    "Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren''t planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"


    Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn''t matter that they don''t know about me and Haiming."


    Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."


    It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "breakup" Shan Haiming would be able to choose being with a male partner freely.


    Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.


    Xiao Ning grinned as he replied, "I have a classmate from primary school who has been my friend since then. His family is very kind, and once they knew of my situation they had helped me a lot."


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    "Sit."


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    The Conversation


    Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What''s going on between you and Haiming?"


    This old man is also quite cute.


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "breakup" Shan Haiming would be able to choose being with a male partner freely.


    "What do you mean they don;t need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I''m warning you..."


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"


    iana: Happy New Year!


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."


    It was nothing he did not expect. It was bound to occur sooner or later. So rather calmly, Xiao Ning made his way up the stairs.


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


    The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your ''truth.''"


    This old man is also quite cute.


    That question of Shan Yisong''s made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn''t something he had ever in his life considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over logic behind the man''s query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"


    At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    Like father, like son, huh...


    Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn''t matter that they don''t know about me and Haiming."


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.


    But he obviously couldn''t laugh out loud then and there, so with a gulp, he restrained himself and replied, "Um... I was actually taken there that night by Wang Hua. I had no idea who I was even meeting."


    This old man is also quite cute.


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn''t have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"


    And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"


    Shan Yisong''s eyes widened. "If he hasn''t told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    That question of Shan Yisong''s made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn''t something he had ever in his life considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over logic behind the man''s query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man''s expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into he chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."


    iana: Happy New Year!


    Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning''s family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"


    "Young man, I''m the one asking the question''s here," Shan Yisong declared.


    The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your ''truth.''"


    The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your ''truth.''"


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


    "I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regards, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now really caught me by surprise."


    Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Things happen for a reason?"


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?


    "I''m not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."


    Shan Yisong''s eyes widened. "If he hasn''t told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "breakup" Shan Haiming would be able to choose being with a male partner freely.


    This explanation was perfect.


    It was nothing he did not expect. It was bound to occur sooner or later. So rather calmly, Xiao Ning made his way up the stairs.


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    "Sit."


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your ''truth.''"


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    "I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regards, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now really caught me by surprise."


    Shan Yisong''s expression did not look all that great, having no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.


    But then, following a pause, he added, "There''s still a long way to go."


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


    Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?


    "Young man, I''m the one asking the question''s here," Shan Yisong declared.


    Like father, like son, huh...


    "What do you mean they don;t need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I''m warning you..."


    "I''m not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."


    "Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.


    With his gaze cast downwards, Xiao Ning couldn''t help a feeling of admiration from brewing.


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.


    This explanation was perfect.


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    So this is why Shan Haiming had an easy time coming out the closet, because Shan Yisong just never believed him at all?


    Perhaps he put to much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "breakup" Shan Haiming would be able to choose being with a male partner freely.


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn''t have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibly grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    This old man is also quite cute.


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn''t matter that they don''t know about me and Haiming."


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    So this is why Shan Haiming had an easy time coming out the closet, because Shan Yisong just never believed him at all?


    Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."


    Like father, like son, huh...


    Internally, her regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn''t asked?


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story of chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    "So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.


    Shan Yisong''s expression did not look all that great, having no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    "I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regards, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now really caught me by surprise."


    Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Things happen for a reason?"


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was a calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period of time, I had lived with my paternal aunt."


    But then, following a pause, he added, "There''s still a long way to go."


    But then, following a pause, he added, "There''s still a long way to go."


    Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Things happen for a reason?"


    Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?


    Shan Yisong''s eyes widened. "If he hasn''t told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"


    "Nothing to do with you and Haiming?" Shan Yisong asked. "How can they have nothing to do with you two! Shan Haiming brought this matter to us on this side, so what about your own? Do your parents know about you and Haiming?"


    Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man''s expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into he chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    "Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn''t know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven''t known each other for very long, and we still haven''t shared our unhappy past with one another. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    This explanation was perfect.


    After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story of chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.


    This explanation was perfect.


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    "Sit."


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    Xiao Ning''s honest and assured response had allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong''s trust. So now, the older man''s words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    Xiao Ning''s honest and assured response had allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong''s trust. So now, the older man''s words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    "I''m not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."


    Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn''t matter that they don''t know about me and Haiming."


    Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning''s family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "breakup" Shan Haiming would be able to choose being with a male partner freely.


    The Conversation


    "Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    "So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.


    Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man''s expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into he chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."


    Internally, her regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn''t asked?


    Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn''t seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    The Conversation


    "I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regards, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now really caught me by surprise."


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    This explanation was perfect.


    "So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.


    Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Things happen for a reason?"


    Like father, like son, huh...


    Perhaps he put to much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.


    Like father, like son, huh...


    Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibly grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    Perhaps he put to much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    Internally, her regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn''t asked?


    But then, following a pause, he added, "There''s still a long way to go."


    With his gaze cast downwards, Xiao Ning couldn''t help a feeling of admiration from brewing.


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    "Nothing to do with you and Haiming?" Shan Yisong asked. "How can they have nothing to do with you two! Shan Haiming brought this matter to us on this side, so what about your own? Do your parents know about you and Haiming?"


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What''s going on between you and Haiming?"


    "Young man, I''m the one asking the question''s here," Shan Yisong declared.


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    Those words were not an answer, but they were extremely suggestive in nature. They left ample room for for one''s imagination, and were enough for the one listening to understand. They were words one should never say before the head of a family, however, it was the safest way for his statement to be worded.


    Shan Yisong then asked, "So where is your mother?"


    However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was a calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period of time, I had lived with my paternal aunt."


    N/A


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    Those words were not an answer, but they were extremely suggestive in nature. They left ample room for for one''s imagination, and were enough for the one listening to understand. They were words one should never say before the head of a family, however, it was the safest way for his statement to be worded.


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.


    Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Things happen for a reason?"


    "Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.


    "Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren''t planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"


    Xiao Ning''s honest and assured response had allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong''s trust. So now, the older man''s words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    Xiao Ning''s honest and assured response had allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong''s trust. So now, the older man''s words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    iana: Happy New Year!


    And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    iana: Happy New Year!


    "Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn''t know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven''t known each other for very long, and we still haven''t shared our unhappy past with one another. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


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    "What do you mean they don;t need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I''m warning you..."


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning''s reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."


    Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibly grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"


    So this is why Shan Haiming had an easy time coming out the closet, because Shan Yisong just never believed him at all?


    That question of Shan Yisong''s made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn''t something he had ever in his life considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over logic behind the man''s query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.


    But this relaxed state of Xiao Ning''s did not last for very long, because Shan Yisong who had maintained his silence the entire time had called him up to his study.


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    This old man is also quite cute.


    Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?


    That question of Shan Yisong''s made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn''t something he had ever in his life considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over logic behind the man''s query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    This explanation was perfect.


    But he obviously couldn''t laugh out loud then and there, so with a gulp, he restrained himself and replied, "Um... I was actually taken there that night by Wang Hua. I had no idea who I was even meeting."


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    Panic flashed on Shan Yisong''s face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And if not for Xiao Ning''s habit for observation and pouring every once of his attention towards that old man''s body language, he would''ve missed that expression.


    Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What''s going on between you and Haiming?"


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    "Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.


    Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    "Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren''t planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"


    "Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren''t planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"


    Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    Shan Yisong''s expression did not look all that great, having no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    "Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    Perhaps he put to much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It''s a waste if someone doesn''t act carefree during their youth?


    Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man''s expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into he chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."


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    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    "It so happened that Wang-ge''s wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out abut Haming''s identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn''t recalled Shan Haihong''s name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn''t be controlled."


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming''s father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don''t need to know."


    "So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.


    On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"


    After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story of chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    The family elder emitted a pressure as he then spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone in here in C-City, r do you have relatives here?"


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning''s family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"


    Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.


    At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    "Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn''t know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven''t known each other for very long, and we still haven''t shared our unhappy past with one another. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."


    Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibly grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.


    Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibly grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    Those words were not an answer, but they were extremely suggestive in nature. They left ample room for for one''s imagination, and were enough for the one listening to understand. They were words one should never say before the head of a family, however, it was the safest way for his statement to be worded.


    Such efficiency... After being done with asking the cause of the relationship, he got right to checking out the members of the household.


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man''s expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into he chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    "Nothing to do with you and Haiming?" Shan Yisong asked. "How can they have nothing to do with you two! Shan Haiming brought this matter to us on this side, so what about your own? Do your parents know about you and Haiming?"


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


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    Internally, her regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn''t asked?


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    "Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    "So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    "Sit."


    This old man is also quite cute.


    But he obviously couldn''t laugh out loud then and there, so with a gulp, he restrained himself and replied, "Um... I was actually taken there that night by Wang Hua. I had no idea who I was even meeting."


    Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming''s father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don''t need to know."


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.


    "So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.


    With his gaze cast downwards, Xiao Ning couldn''t help a feeling of admiration from brewing.


    This explanation was perfect.


    Shan Yisong''s eyes widened. "If he hasn''t told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming''s father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don''t need to know."


    Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.


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    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn''t seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.


    That question of Shan Yisong''s made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn''t something he had ever in his life considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over logic behind the man''s query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    "What do you mean they don;t need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I''m warning you..."


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only only known each other for about three months."


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    "Nothing to do with you and Haiming?" Shan Yisong asked. "How can they have nothing to do with you two! Shan Haiming brought this matter to us on this side, so what about your own? Do your parents know about you and Haiming?"


    "Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.


    However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was a calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period of time, I had lived with my paternal aunt."


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning''s family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"


    "Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren''t planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    But then, following a pause, he added, "There''s still a long way to go."


    When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    Perhaps he put to much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning''s reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    "I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regards, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now really caught me by surprise."


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    Xiao Ning''s honest and assured response had allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong''s trust. So now, the older man''s words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"


    But this relaxed state of Xiao Ning''s did not last for very long, because Shan Yisong who had maintained his silence the entire time had called him up to his study.


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    Shan Yisong then asked, "So where is your mother?"


    "I''m not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."


    "Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn''t know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven''t known each other for very long, and we still haven''t shared our unhappy past with one another. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."


    It wasn''t because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming''s sake.


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    "Don''t speak in circles." Shan Yisong frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What''s going on between you and Haiming?"


    Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What''s going on between you and Haiming?"


    His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning''s reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."


    Xiao Ning grinned as he replied, "I have a classmate from primary school who has been my friend since then. His family is very kind, and once they knew of my situation they had helped me a lot."


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    Disbelief mixed with a struggle of acceptance saturated the older man''s features, so much so, he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning''s gaze trailed the man''s movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.


    Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn''t matter that they don''t know about me and Haiming."


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn''t have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"


    "She um... had her own troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taking care of at my aunt''s place, but during my high school years I lived at the dormitory, so I lost contact with them over the years."


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    Shan Yisong wasn''t a young man who understood nothing, so despite the tact ans simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, In between his sentences was the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.


    "What do you mean they don;t need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I''m warning you..."


    "Young man, I''m the one asking the question''s here," Shan Yisong declared.


    "Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.


    Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Things happen for a reason?"


    This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all¡ªas someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong''s words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn''t have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"


    After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn''t even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man''s expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"


    "Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn''t know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven''t known each other for very long, and we still haven''t shared our unhappy past with one another. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


    But this relaxed state of Xiao Ning''s did not last for very long, because Shan Yisong who had maintained his silence the entire time had called him up to his study.


    Shan Yisong''s face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true. Words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.


    The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your ''truth.''"


    For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"


    Xiao Ning grinned as he replied, "I have a classmate from primary school who has been my friend since then. His family is very kind, and once they knew of my situation they had helped me a lot."


    Internally, her regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn''t asked?


    Shan Yisong''s eyes widened. "If he hasn''t told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"


    Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."


    The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"


    Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming''s sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it''s Shan Haiming''s own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.


    Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming''s father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don''t need to know."


    "I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don''t wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"


    Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."


    Shan Yisong then asked, "So where is your mother?"


    But then, following a pause, he added, "There''s still a long way to go."


    Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming''s father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don''t need to know."


    "I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regards, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now really caught me by surprise."


    iana: Happy New Year!


    Shan Yisong''s expression did not look all that great, having no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."


    But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."


    Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.


    "What do you mean they don;t need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I''m warning you..."

 CH 27

    When Xiao Ning made his way down the stairs he ran into Shan Haihong walking up them, the two unexpectedly meeting face to face. Shan Haihong was the first to speak, "Are you done chatting with dad? Are you alright?"


    "Yes." Xiao Ning walked over to her. "Do you need my help with something?"


    Bullseye.


    After saying this, she let out another laugh. "Do you understand, now?"


    Xiao Ning wore a smile as he replied, "I''m fine. It was just an interrogation to find out how deeply I loved Haiming."


    "You don''t need to be so nervous." Wu Yi tilted her head and swept her hair over her shoulder in a motion beaming with grace. "Haiming is a very determined child, and I could never bear intervening once he made up his mind."


    "Oh, alright. Just be understanding of dad for a while." Shan Haihong seemed to have wanted to continue their chat like that, standing on the stairs. "Haiming is very fond of you. He Shuzhou and his other friends have been crying about Haiming taking his love life more seriously than his friendship, you know."


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    "What''s wrong?" Noticing his strange mood, Wu Yi asked.


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Even though these words of Wu Yi''s made Xiao Ning develop a yearning, Shan Haiming was a person with such an outstanding and special background that he could never be reduced to being a real couple with someone like himself. So as long as Xiao Ning could help him by doing this favour, it was enough.


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh, he felt incredibly unnerved when facing that man. But Shan Haiming had to deal with him for so many years, so how troubled must he be?


    That was the second time he was asked such a thing for the day. Xiao Ning was a bit more relaxed, so he explained the situation with his parent''s to Wu Yi simply, which lead the older woman to remain quiet for a moment after he was done speaking. "You''re a good boy, and you will surely have a good life in the future with Haiming. If you guys want kids, we can adopt or even find a surrogate. Yisong and I will listen to what you and Haiming want, okay?"


    Towards Shan Haihong, for a reason he couldn''t understand or explain, Xiao Ning felt repulsed. When it came to the name he had mentioned, it took Xiao Ning a few seconds to to remember who the guy was.


    Ye Zixin''s forward facing gaze shifted to Xiao Ning. He couldn;t say what sort of expression was on her face, but he did not like it one bit. Once in the kitchen he asked, "Aunty?"


    Wu Yi let out a chuckle. "I''m embarrassed to say this, but this is the only dish I can let people see. Everything else I make turns out deadly. Making soup costs time but it''s very simple."


    Towards Shan Haihong, for a reason he couldn''t understand or explain, Xiao Ning felt repulsed. When it came to the name he had mentioned, it took Xiao Ning a few seconds to to remember who the guy was.


    This time Shan Haihong had nothing to say.


    Xiao Ning had no interest in the slightest of spending his time mixed up with him, so after giving a courteous smile in return he began to leave, however he did not expect Shan Haihong to stop him. "Oh, I almost forgot to ask you. You''re a team leader in the customer service department, right?"


    Doesn''t it mean that for his sake Shan Haiming doesn''t matter? Shan Haiming''s actions having clearly maintained he peace within the family made Xiao Ning feel a little... uneasy, perhaps?


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    "Haiming was great friends with those guys before, and they used to run around like crazy all over the place. But then all of a sudden he started ignoring them, and amongst them, is reputation must not be that good. Bai Li can still be counted on to lend Haiming a hand in that regard." Shan Haihong then joked, "If you''re worried about them meeting up, you can just tag along with them each time, hm?"


    Wu Yi got up, pouring two cups of water for herself and Xiao Ning. "Haiming didn''t come home much before, so I barely got many chances to make him a bowl of soup."


    Reaching out to gently pat Xiao Ning''s hand, Wu Yi comforted, "Regardless of whether the person likes is a man or woman, as long as he likes them, I will support him. With both Haiming and I here, his father will also come to accept you in due time."


    "What''s wrong?" Noticing his strange mood, Wu Yi asked.


    Wu Yi got up, pouring two cups of water for herself and Xiao Ning. "Haiming didn''t come home much before, so I barely got many chances to make him a bowl of soup."


    "Haiming was great friends with those guys before, and they used to run around like crazy all over the place. But then all of a sudden he started ignoring them, and amongst them, is reputation must not be that good. Bai Li can still be counted on to lend Haiming a hand in that regard." Shan Haihong then joked, "If you''re worried about them meeting up, you can just tag along with them each time, hm?"


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    "Yes." Xiao Ning walked over to her. "Do you need my help with something?"


    Those aren''t good friends.


    "Yes, I am." Xiao Ning stopped and looked upwards behind him. Shan Haihong stood above him. "I think such a position underutilises your abilities. I''ll send word later for them to make an adjustment to your position."


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    Politely, Xiao Ning replied, "I usually can''t get a word in when it comes to Haiming''s business."


    "I think that soups are not the same as other dishes. They don''t require any skill, just basic knowledge will do." Wu Yi leaned on the countertop. "But to be made properly, it does require attention and care."


    Shan Haihong laughed. "He has always been like this, always doing things his own way regardless of what others say to the extreme. You have a good disposition, so please accommodate him a little, okay?"


    Wu Yi let out a chuckle. "I''m embarrassed to say this, but this is the only dish I can let people see. Everything else I make turns out deadly. Making soup costs time but it''s very simple."


    Despite calling it a headache, Wu Yi''s expression was to contrary hinted with a bit of glee. "You don''t need to be jealous about it, though. Let me let you in on a little something, Haiming was a popular kid. Back in his school days, he used to have his backpack stuffed full with love letters."


    Reaching out to gently pat Xiao Ning''s hand, Wu Yi comforted, "Regardless of whether the person likes is a man or woman, as long as he likes them, I will support him. With both Haiming and I here, his father will also come to accept you in due time."


    After saying this, she smiled as if she was genuinely amused.


    "Of course, I understand. So for the sake of allowing the elders of the family to rest at ease, it would be best for me to be honest, no?" Still sporting a smile, Xiao Ning shook his head. "I''ll be on my way now."


    Xiao Ning had no interest in the slightest of spending his time mixed up with him, so after giving a courteous smile in return he began to leave, however he did not expect Shan Haihong to stop him. "Oh, I almost forgot to ask you. You''re a team leader in the customer service department, right?"


    Couldn''t bear it?


    Wu Yi got up, pouring two cups of water for herself and Xiao Ning. "Haiming didn''t come home much before, so I barely got many chances to make him a bowl of soup."


    His father was incredibly upset, and so was I." Wu Yi recollected as she spoke, "Maybe it''s because Haiming and I have too much and aren''t lacking that towards such a sensitive child I couldn''t help but feel soft-hearted. Haiming was probably influenced by me in this."


    "Yes, I am." Xiao Ning stopped and looked upwards behind him. Shan Haihong stood above him. "I think such a position underutilises your abilities. I''ll send word later for them to make an adjustment to your position."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning again smiled as he replied, "Thank you, but that is unnecessary at the moment. Uncle Shan has already has suspicions I might have approached Haiming for my own purposes."


    When Xiao Ning made his way down the stairs he ran into Shan Haihong walking up them, the two unexpectedly meeting face to face. Shan Haihong was the first to speak, "Are you done chatting with dad? Are you alright?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    N/A


    "He really treasures Haiming, so please don''t take it to heart," Shan Haihong responded.


    After saying this, she smiled as if she was genuinely amused.


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    She then continued, "Despite what others think, I want nothing but for everyone in our family to happily live together. Yisong loves Haimng and he loves Haihong too, though he also feels a lot of guilt towards Haihong, but Haihong is just too suspicious."


    "Is your conversation (with my husband) over?" Wu Yi placed a lid on a ceramic pot and lit the stove, then wiped her hand with a towel.


    Wu Yi now chuckled. "Oh, don''t worry, dear. I won''t breathe a word of this to Haiming. Anyhow, do your parents know about you?"


    "Of course, I understand. So for the sake of allowing the elders of the family to rest at ease, it would be best for me to be honest, no?" Still sporting a smile, Xiao Ning shook his head. "I''ll be on my way now."


    "Oh, alright. Just be understanding of dad for a while." Shan Haihong seemed to have wanted to continue their chat like that, standing on the stairs. "Haiming is very fond of you. He Shuzhou and his other friends have been crying about Haiming taking his love life more seriously than his friendship, you know."


    This time Shan Haihong had nothing to say.


    Seeing Shan Haimng on the ground floor, Xiao Ning''s mood brightened a bit. Sadly, Shan Haiming was not alone in the living room, there was also Ye Zixin.


    Xiao Ning wore a smile as he replied, "I''m fine. It was just an interrogation to find out how deeply I loved Haiming."


    "What''s there to be angry about? Haihong''s little face when he lied was really amusing, it''s a pity you couldn''t see it." Wu Yi''s laughter continued as she added, "But after Haiming found out, he pretended he didn''t know to tease his brother. And, because of his teasing, Haihong was a ball of nerves."


    Despite this bit of understanding he had towards the situation alleviating his doubts somewhat, he still felt glum. Do these parents need Shan Haiming to take this step for the sake of the family? Forget about him finding someone ad coming out the closet, what did he have to do before? Ever since he ad gotten to know Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning could never believe him to have been the rich playboy type of person.


    Shan Haihong laughed. "He has always been like this, always doing things his own way regardless of what others say to the extreme. You have a good disposition, so please accommodate him a little, okay?"


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh, he felt incredibly unnerved when facing that man. But Shan Haiming had to deal with him for so many years, so how troubled must he be?


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Xiao Ning again smiled as he replied, "Thank you, but that is unnecessary at the moment. Uncle Shan has already has suspicions I might have approached Haiming for my own purposes."


    Despite calling it a headache, Wu Yi''s expression was to contrary hinted with a bit of glee. "You don''t need to be jealous about it, though. Let me let you in on a little something, Haiming was a popular kid. Back in his school days, he used to have his backpack stuffed full with love letters."


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    After saying this, she let out another laugh. "Do you understand, now?"


    Seeing Shan Haimng on the ground floor, Xiao Ning''s mood brightened a bit. Sadly, Shan Haiming was not alone in the living room, there was also Ye Zixin.


    "Oh..." Wearing a triumphant look of satisfaction at her discovery, without any of the airs of an elder, Wu Yi further queried, "Did you find out with a little boy you liked first?"


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    To this cheer-filled and enthusiastic intention of hers, Xiao Ning could only accept it in silence.


    Those aren''t good friends.


    Despite this bit of understanding he had towards the situation alleviating his doubts somewhat, he still felt glum. Do these parents need Shan Haiming to take this step for the sake of the family? Forget about him finding someone ad coming out the closet, what did he have to do before? Ever since he ad gotten to know Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning could never believe him to have been the rich playboy type of person.


    Shan Haihong laughed. "He has always been like this, always doing things his own way regardless of what others say to the extreme. You have a good disposition, so please accommodate him a little, okay?"


    Soup Talk


    "Um, nothing." Xiao Ning concealed his past embarrassment. "I was just wondering how your house didn''t turn into a zoo with all the animals he picked up."


    "Oh..." Wearing a triumphant look of satisfaction at her discovery, without any of the airs of an elder, Wu Yi further queried, "Did you find out with a little boy you liked first?"


    But upon seeing him, Shan Haiming waved and solved his issue first. "Go to the kitchen."


    Why do I feel distressed? Xia Ning was stunned. "I..."


    Shan Haiming never mentioned it, but Xiao Ning seemed to have noticed. "I actually have a cat."


    Why do I feel distressed? Xia Ning was stunned. "I..."


    Suddenly, the night Shan Haiming had taken him back to his house appeared in Xiao Ning''s mind, and his expression grew quite odd.


    "If you guys aren''t interested in kids yet, you can always raise a pet." Wu Yi carefully observed how her soup was going for a while, then adjusted the flame. "Oh right, did Haiming ever tell you how much he loves cats and dogs?"


    "What?" Xiao Ning paused, then made his way to the kitchen with apprehension. "Why the kitchen?"


    "Haihong should''ve been quite popular, too. But it was hard for me to help him organise his stuff as a kid." When Wu Yi said this, she didn''t seem uncomfortable at all, she then continued. "I just never saw anything that suggested Haiming not liking girls from the start, you know. When did you realise you liked the same se¢ª?"


    Ye Zixin''s forward facing gaze shifted to Xiao Ning. He couldn;t say what sort of expression was on her face, but he did not like it one bit. Once in the kitchen he asked, "Aunty?"


    Xiao Ning wore a smile as he replied, "I''m fine. It was just an interrogation to find out how deeply I loved Haiming."


    "Is your conversation (with my husband) over?" Wu Yi placed a lid on a ceramic pot and lit the stove, then wiped her hand with a towel.


    "Then again, if Haiming really had feelings for Zixin, I would be troubled." Wu Yi stroked her cheek worriedly. "Haihong has liked Zixin ever since he was a child, but Zixin seemed to have had eyes for Haiming. Haihong should be able to put his mind at ease now, I suppose. Kids can really give a person a headache with their issues, huh?"


    "Yes." Xiao Ning walked over to her. "Do you need my help with something?"


    Towards Shan Haihong, for a reason he couldn''t understand or explain, Xiao Ning felt repulsed. When it came to the name he had mentioned, it took Xiao Ning a few seconds to to remember who the guy was.


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh, he felt incredibly unnerved when facing that man. But Shan Haiming had to deal with him for so many years, so how troubled must he be?


    "Then again, if Haiming really had feelings for Zixin, I would be troubled." Wu Yi stroked her cheek worriedly. "Haihong has liked Zixin ever since he was a child, but Zixin seemed to have had eyes for Haiming. Haihong should be able to put his mind at ease now, I suppose. Kids can really give a person a headache with their issues, huh?"


    "Haihong should''ve been quite popular, too. But it was hard for me to help him organise his stuff as a kid." When Wu Yi said this, she didn''t seem uncomfortable at all, she then continued. "I just never saw anything that suggested Haiming not liking girls from the start, you know. When did you realise you liked the same se¢ª?"


    "Oh, alright. Just be understanding of dad for a while." Shan Haihong seemed to have wanted to continue their chat like that, standing on the stairs. "Haiming is very fond of you. He Shuzhou and his other friends have been crying about Haiming taking his love life more seriously than his friendship, you know."


    "Yes, I am." Xiao Ning stopped and looked upwards behind him. Shan Haihong stood above him. "I think such a position underutilises your abilities. I''ll send word later for them to make an adjustment to your position."


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    Folding her arms around her chest, she then looked at Xiao Ning. "Looking back on it now, it was pretty normal for a five year old kid to think like that, and even a really precocious kid like Haihong would be no different. Yisong and his ex-wife were never on good terms, and Haihong was very much aware of it. Then when his mother passed away, Yisong had just gotten married to me so he felt like..."


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    "Huh?" This was the first time anyone had discussed his se¢ªuality with him this directly, so for a moment, Xiao Ning choked up. "I... I don''t know..."


    Xiao Ning had no interest in the slightest of spending his time mixed up with him, so after giving a courteous smile in return he began to leave, however he did not expect Shan Haihong to stop him. "Oh, I almost forgot to ask you. You''re a team leader in the customer service department, right?"


    Shan Haiming never mentioned it, but Xiao Ning seemed to have noticed. "I actually have a cat."


    Doesn''t it mean that for his sake Shan Haiming doesn''t matter? Shan Haiming''s actions having clearly maintained he peace within the family made Xiao Ning feel a little... uneasy, perhaps?


    Soup Talk


    "Is your conversation (with my husband) over?" Wu Yi placed a lid on a ceramic pot and lit the stove, then wiped her hand with a towel.


    This time Shan Haihong had nothing to say.


    Normally, he doesn''t cook. He doesn''t even remember how to use a pressure cooker. What''s more, he never had the time to make soup, and it was even more unlikely Lu Yan would.


    It may be simplistic and requires care, but things like those are the rarest in this world.


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Doesn''t it mean that for his sake Shan Haiming doesn''t matter? Shan Haiming''s actions having clearly maintained he peace within the family made Xiao Ning feel a little... uneasy, perhaps?


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    "Oh..." Wearing a triumphant look of satisfaction at her discovery, without any of the airs of an elder, Wu Yi further queried, "Did you find out with a little boy you liked first?"


    "I think that soups are not the same as other dishes. They don''t require any skill, just basic knowledge will do." Wu Yi leaned on the countertop. "But to be made properly, it does require attention and care."


    Shan Haiming never mentioned it, but Xiao Ning seemed to have noticed. "I actually have a cat."


    That was the second time he was asked such a thing for the day. Xiao Ning was a bit more relaxed, so he explained the situation with his parent''s to Wu Yi simply, which lead the older woman to remain quiet for a moment after he was done speaking. "You''re a good boy, and you will surely have a good life in the future with Haiming. If you guys want kids, we can adopt or even find a surrogate. Yisong and I will listen to what you and Haiming want, okay?"


    She then continued, "Despite what others think, I want nothing but for everyone in our family to happily live together. Yisong loves Haimng and he loves Haihong too, though he also feels a lot of guilt towards Haihong, but Haihong is just too suspicious."


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    This time Shan Haihong had nothing to say.


    "Haihong should''ve been quite popular, too. But it was hard for me to help him organise his stuff as a kid." When Wu Yi said this, she didn''t seem uncomfortable at all, she then continued. "I just never saw anything that suggested Haiming not liking girls from the start, you know. When did you realise you liked the same se¢ª?"


    "Yes." Xiao Ning walked over to her. "Do you need my help with something?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    "You don''t need to be so nervous." Wu Yi tilted her head and swept her hair over her shoulder in a motion beaming with grace. "Haiming is a very determined child, and I could never bear intervening once he made up his mind."


    Wu Yi now chuckled. "Oh, don''t worry, dear. I won''t breathe a word of this to Haiming. Anyhow, do your parents know about you?"


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    Soup Talk


    Wu Yi let out a laugh. "I must admit, that I was pretty young at that time myself, and I had no idea how to get along with a child filled with suspicion and doubt towards me, so some unpleasant situations had occurred. Until the night I gave birth, that kid ran off and almost got himself lost, he even went missing for two days straight."


    Wu Yi let out a chuckle. "I''m embarrassed to say this, but this is the only dish I can let people see. Everything else I make turns out deadly. Making soup costs time but it''s very simple."


    Xiao Ning again smiled as he replied, "Thank you, but that is unnecessary at the moment. Uncle Shan has already has suspicions I might have approached Haiming for my own purposes."


    It may be simplistic and requires care, but things like those are the rarest in this world.


    Xiao Ning felt helpless when he heard those words. He and Shan Haimng weren''t really together, and even if they put on a realistic show, they were still deceiving everyone and it was all not true.


    Wu Yi got up, pouring two cups of water for herself and Xiao Ning. "Haiming didn''t come home much before, so I barely got many chances to make him a bowl of soup."


    But her laughter gradually came to a stop, while nostalgia and sadness then filled her tone. "But after that, Shan Haiming never brought home another cat or dog again."


    "Yes, I am." Xiao Ning stopped and looked upwards behind him. Shan Haihong stood above him. "I think such a position underutilises your abilities. I''ll send word later for them to make an adjustment to your position."


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    Shan Haihong laughed. "He has always been like this, always doing things his own way regardless of what others say to the extreme. You have a good disposition, so please accommodate him a little, okay?"


    Seeing Shan Haimng on the ground floor, Xiao Ning''s mood brightened a bit. Sadly, Shan Haiming was not alone in the living room, there was also Ye Zixin.


    "Haiming was great friends with those guys before, and they used to run around like crazy all over the place. But then all of a sudden he started ignoring them, and amongst them, is reputation must not be that good. Bai Li can still be counted on to lend Haiming a hand in that regard." Shan Haihong then joked, "If you''re worried about them meeting up, you can just tag along with them each time, hm?"


    Shan Haihong laughed. "He has always been like this, always doing things his own way regardless of what others say to the extreme. You have a good disposition, so please accommodate him a little, okay?"


    Suddenly, the night Shan Haiming had taken him back to his house appeared in Xiao Ning''s mind, and his expression grew quite odd.


    After she said this, Xiao Ning came to understand. Shan Yisong had finished chatting with him and now it was Wu Yi''s turn.


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    Xiao Ning, with an immense degree of focus, held on to the cup in his hands.


    Politely, Xiao Ning replied, "I usually can''t get a word in when it comes to Haiming''s business."


    Bullseye.


    She then continued, "Despite what others think, I want nothing but for everyone in our family to happily live together. Yisong loves Haimng and he loves Haihong too, though he also feels a lot of guilt towards Haihong, but Haihong is just too suspicious."


    "You don''t need to be so nervous." Wu Yi tilted her head and swept her hair over her shoulder in a motion beaming with grace. "Haiming is a very determined child, and I could never bear intervening once he made up his mind."


    She then continued, "Despite what others think, I want nothing but for everyone in our family to happily live together. Yisong loves Haimng and he loves Haihong too, though he also feels a lot of guilt towards Haihong, but Haihong is just too suspicious."


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    Wu Yi let out a laugh. "I must admit, that I was pretty young at that time myself, and I had no idea how to get along with a child filled with suspicion and doubt towards me, so some unpleasant situations had occurred. Until the night I gave birth, that kid ran off and almost got himself lost, he even went missing for two days straight."


    Bullseye.


    Despite this bit of understanding he had towards the situation alleviating his doubts somewhat, he still felt glum. Do these parents need Shan Haiming to take this step for the sake of the family? Forget about him finding someone ad coming out the closet, what did he have to do before? Ever since he ad gotten to know Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning could never believe him to have been the rich playboy type of person.


    Couldn''t bear it?


    Despite calling it a headache, Wu Yi''s expression was to contrary hinted with a bit of glee. "You don''t need to be jealous about it, though. Let me let you in on a little something, Haiming was a popular kid. Back in his school days, he used to have his backpack stuffed full with love letters."


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    "Oh... well, that''s..." Wu Yi shrugged. "Because Haihong didn''t like it, he would secretly throw away the pets sometimes, thinking none of us would notice."


    "Of course, I understand. So for the sake of allowing the elders of the family to rest at ease, it would be best for me to be honest, no?" Still sporting a smile, Xiao Ning shook his head. "I''ll be on my way now."


    This time Shan Haihong had nothing to say.


    Suddenly, the night Shan Haiming had taken him back to his house appeared in Xiao Ning''s mind, and his expression grew quite odd.


    When Xiao Ning made his way down the stairs he ran into Shan Haihong walking up them, the two unexpectedly meeting face to face. Shan Haihong was the first to speak, "Are you done chatting with dad? Are you alright?"


    Such phrasing can really make a person feel sentimental.


    As Xiao Ning listened to her, he got a strange feeling. Why does this procedure sound so familiar?


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh, he felt incredibly unnerved when facing that man. But Shan Haiming had to deal with him for so many years, so how troubled must he be?


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    Bullseye.


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    "Yisong may have his doubts about you, but I believe in Haiming. He knows what he wants, and always has." Wu Yi then lowered her gaze, resting down her cup. "You probably noticed our family''s situation, yes? It''s a bit... complicated. But there''s nothing about it to hide actually; Haihong is the child of Yisong and his previous wife, and he was only five years old when I entered this family, and not too long after I had Haiming."


    "Oh... well, that''s..." Wu Yi shrugged. "Because Haihong didn''t like it, he would secretly throw away the pets sometimes, thinking none of us would notice."


    Folding her arms around her chest, she then looked at Xiao Ning. "Looking back on it now, it was pretty normal for a five year old kid to think like that, and even a really precocious kid like Haihong would be no different. Yisong and his ex-wife were never on good terms, and Haihong was very much aware of it. Then when his mother passed away, Yisong had just gotten married to me so he felt like..."


    "Of course, I understand. So for the sake of allowing the elders of the family to rest at ease, it would be best for me to be honest, no?" Still sporting a smile, Xiao Ning shook his head. "I''ll be on my way now."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    But upon seeing him, Shan Haiming waved and solved his issue first. "Go to the kitchen."


    "Yes, I am." Xiao Ning stopped and looked upwards behind him. Shan Haihong stood above him. "I think such a position underutilises your abilities. I''ll send word later for them to make an adjustment to your position."


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    Bullseye.


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    "What''s there to be angry about? Haihong''s little face when he lied was really amusing, it''s a pity you couldn''t see it." Wu Yi''s laughter continued as she added, "But after Haiming found out, he pretended he didn''t know to tease his brother. And, because of his teasing, Haihong was a ball of nerves."


    Wu Yi, who had been carefully observing the frowning Xiao Ning deep thought, smiled the spoke, "You don''t need to worry about Haiming too much. He''s smart, and he would never allow himself to suffer any losses. He really would never do anything to hurt himself, and he can live a more fulfilling life than others."


    "Oh... well, that''s..." Wu Yi shrugged. "Because Haihong didn''t like it, he would secretly throw away the pets sometimes, thinking none of us would notice."


    Wu Yi let out a laugh. "I must admit, that I was pretty young at that time myself, and I had no idea how to get along with a child filled with suspicion and doubt towards me, so some unpleasant situations had occurred. Until the night I gave birth, that kid ran off and almost got himself lost, he even went missing for two days straight."


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    To this cheer-filled and enthusiastic intention of hers, Xiao Ning could only accept it in silence.


    Seeing Shan Haimng on the ground floor, Xiao Ning''s mood brightened a bit. Sadly, Shan Haiming was not alone in the living room, there was also Ye Zixin.


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Reaching out to gently pat Xiao Ning''s hand, Wu Yi comforted, "Regardless of whether the person likes is a man or woman, as long as he likes them, I will support him. With both Haiming and I here, his father will also come to accept you in due time."


    There''s no way to be sure whether this was a child''s scheming or not, it had happened such a long time ago. Plus, there was no point in chasing after a child.


    After saying this, she let out another laugh. "Do you understand, now?"


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    Politely, Xiao Ning replied, "I usually can''t get a word in when it comes to Haiming''s business."


    To this cheer-filled and enthusiastic intention of hers, Xiao Ning could only accept it in silence.


    N/A


    His father was incredibly upset, and so was I." Wu Yi recollected as she spoke, "Maybe it''s because Haiming and I have too much and aren''t lacking that towards such a sensitive child I couldn''t help but feel soft-hearted. Haiming was probably influenced by me in this."


    But upon seeing him, Shan Haiming waved and solved his issue first. "Go to the kitchen."


    She then continued, "Despite what others think, I want nothing but for everyone in our family to happily live together. Yisong loves Haimng and he loves Haihong too, though he also feels a lot of guilt towards Haihong, but Haihong is just too suspicious."


    N/A


    After saying this, she let out another laugh. "Do you understand, now?"


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    Wu Yi let out a laugh. "I must admit, that I was pretty young at that time myself, and I had no idea how to get along with a child filled with suspicion and doubt towards me, so some unpleasant situations had occurred. Until the night I gave birth, that kid ran off and almost got himself lost, he even went missing for two days straight."


    When Xiao Ning made his way down the stairs he ran into Shan Haihong walking up them, the two unexpectedly meeting face to face. Shan Haihong was the first to speak, "Are you done chatting with dad? Are you alright?"


    With a sigh, Xiao Ning replied, "I understand."


    His father was incredibly upset, and so was I." Wu Yi recollected as she spoke, "Maybe it''s because Haiming and I have too much and aren''t lacking that towards such a sensitive child I couldn''t help but feel soft-hearted. Haiming was probably influenced by me in this."


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    "What?" Xiao Ning paused, then made his way to the kitchen with apprehension. "Why the kitchen?"


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    Despite this bit of understanding he had towards the situation alleviating his doubts somewhat, he still felt glum. Do these parents need Shan Haiming to take this step for the sake of the family? Forget about him finding someone ad coming out the closet, what did he have to do before? Ever since he ad gotten to know Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning could never believe him to have been the rich playboy type of person.


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh, he felt incredibly unnerved when facing that man. But Shan Haiming had to deal with him for so many years, so how troubled must he be?


    Doesn''t it mean that for his sake Shan Haiming doesn''t matter? Shan Haiming''s actions having clearly maintained he peace within the family made Xiao Ning feel a little... uneasy, perhaps?


    Reaching out to gently pat Xiao Ning''s hand, Wu Yi comforted, "Regardless of whether the person likes is a man or woman, as long as he likes them, I will support him. With both Haiming and I here, his father will also come to accept you in due time."


    N/A


    Why do I feel distressed? Xia Ning was stunned. "I..."


    Xiao Ning again smiled as he replied, "Thank you, but that is unnecessary at the moment. Uncle Shan has already has suspicions I might have approached Haiming for my own purposes."


    Xiao Ning wore a smile as he replied, "I''m fine. It was just an interrogation to find out how deeply I loved Haiming."


    "Huh?" This was the first time anyone had discussed his se¢ªuality with him this directly, so for a moment, Xiao Ning choked up. "I... I don''t know..."


    Why do I feel distressed? Xia Ning was stunned. "I..."


    "If you guys aren''t interested in kids yet, you can always raise a pet." Wu Yi carefully observed how her soup was going for a while, then adjusted the flame. "Oh right, did Haiming ever tell you how much he loves cats and dogs?"


    Despite calling it a headache, Wu Yi''s expression was to contrary hinted with a bit of glee. "You don''t need to be jealous about it, though. Let me let you in on a little something, Haiming was a popular kid. Back in his school days, he used to have his backpack stuffed full with love letters."


    "He really treasures Haiming, so please don''t take it to heart," Shan Haihong responded.


    Reaching out to gently pat Xiao Ning''s hand, Wu Yi comforted, "Regardless of whether the person likes is a man or woman, as long as he likes them, I will support him. With both Haiming and I here, his father will also come to accept you in due time."


    To this cheer-filled and enthusiastic intention of hers, Xiao Ning could only accept it in silence.


    Politely, Xiao Ning replied, "I usually can''t get a word in when it comes to Haiming''s business."


    "Haiming was great friends with those guys before, and they used to run around like crazy all over the place. But then all of a sudden he started ignoring them, and amongst them, is reputation must not be that good. Bai Li can still be counted on to lend Haiming a hand in that regard." Shan Haihong then joked, "If you''re worried about them meeting up, you can just tag along with them each time, hm?"


    Reaching out to gently pat Xiao Ning''s hand, Wu Yi comforted, "Regardless of whether the person likes is a man or woman, as long as he likes them, I will support him. With both Haiming and I here, his father will also come to accept you in due time."


    Soup Talk


    "Huh?" This was the first time anyone had discussed his se¢ªuality with him this directly, so for a moment, Xiao Ning choked up. "I... I don''t know..."


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    To this cheer-filled and enthusiastic intention of hers, Xiao Ning could only accept it in silence.


    "He really treasures Haiming, so please don''t take it to heart," Shan Haihong responded.


    With a sigh, Xiao Ning replied, "I understand."


    "Yes." Xiao Ning walked over to her. "Do you need my help with something?"


    "Um, nothing." Xiao Ning concealed his past embarrassment. "I was just wondering how your house didn''t turn into a zoo with all the animals he picked up."


    "I think that soups are not the same as other dishes. They don''t require any skill, just basic knowledge will do." Wu Yi leaned on the countertop. "But to be made properly, it does require attention and care."


    "You don''t need to be so nervous." Wu Yi tilted her head and swept her hair over her shoulder in a motion beaming with grace. "Haiming is a very determined child, and I could never bear intervening once he made up his mind."


    "I think that soups are not the same as other dishes. They don''t require any skill, just basic knowledge will do." Wu Yi leaned on the countertop. "But to be made properly, it does require attention and care."


    "Then again, if Haiming really had feelings for Zixin, I would be troubled." Wu Yi stroked her cheek worriedly. "Haihong has liked Zixin ever since he was a child, but Zixin seemed to have had eyes for Haiming. Haihong should be able to put his mind at ease now, I suppose. Kids can really give a person a headache with their issues, huh?"


    "Is your conversation (with my husband) over?" Wu Yi placed a lid on a ceramic pot and lit the stove, then wiped her hand with a towel.


    Politely, Xiao Ning replied, "I usually can''t get a word in when it comes to Haiming''s business."


    Shan Haiming never mentioned it, but Xiao Ning seemed to have noticed. "I actually have a cat."


    Suddenly, the night Shan Haiming had taken him back to his house appeared in Xiao Ning''s mind, and his expression grew quite odd.


    "Huh?" This was the first time anyone had discussed his se¢ªuality with him this directly, so for a moment, Xiao Ning choked up. "I... I don''t know..."


    N/A


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    Despite calling it a headache, Wu Yi''s expression was to contrary hinted with a bit of glee. "You don''t need to be jealous about it, though. Let me let you in on a little something, Haiming was a popular kid. Back in his school days, he used to have his backpack stuffed full with love letters."


    "What''s there to be angry about? Haihong''s little face when he lied was really amusing, it''s a pity you couldn''t see it." Wu Yi''s laughter continued as she added, "But after Haiming found out, he pretended he didn''t know to tease his brother. And, because of his teasing, Haihong was a ball of nerves."


    Xiao Ning nodded to show her he understood.


    "Yisong may have his doubts about you, but I believe in Haiming. He knows what he wants, and always has." Wu Yi then lowered her gaze, resting down her cup. "You probably noticed our family''s situation, yes? It''s a bit... complicated. But there''s nothing about it to hide actually; Haihong is the child of Yisong and his previous wife, and he was only five years old when I entered this family, and not too long after I had Haiming."


    "I think that soups are not the same as other dishes. They don''t require any skill, just basic knowledge will do." Wu Yi leaned on the countertop. "But to be made properly, it does require attention and care."


    Towards Shan Haihong, for a reason he couldn''t understand or explain, Xiao Ning felt repulsed. When it came to the name he had mentioned, it took Xiao Ning a few seconds to to remember who the guy was.


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    Such phrasing can really make a person feel sentimental.


    "Oh... well, that''s..." Wu Yi shrugged. "Because Haihong didn''t like it, he would secretly throw away the pets sometimes, thinking none of us would notice."


    It may be simplistic and requires care, but things like those are the rarest in this world.


    "Haihong should''ve been quite popular, too. But it was hard for me to help him organise his stuff as a kid." When Wu Yi said this, she didn''t seem uncomfortable at all, she then continued. "I just never saw anything that suggested Haiming not liking girls from the start, you know. When did you realise you liked the same se¢ª?"


    "Yisong may have his doubts about you, but I believe in Haiming. He knows what he wants, and always has." Wu Yi then lowered her gaze, resting down her cup. "You probably noticed our family''s situation, yes? It''s a bit... complicated. But there''s nothing about it to hide actually; Haihong is the child of Yisong and his previous wife, and he was only five years old when I entered this family, and not too long after I had Haiming."


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    "What''s there to be angry about? Haihong''s little face when he lied was really amusing, it''s a pity you couldn''t see it." Wu Yi''s laughter continued as she added, "But after Haiming found out, he pretended he didn''t know to tease his brother. And, because of his teasing, Haihong was a ball of nerves."


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    Such phrasing can really make a person feel sentimental.


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    "Huh?" This was the first time anyone had discussed his se¢ªuality with him this directly, so for a moment, Xiao Ning choked up. "I... I don''t know..."


    There''s no way to be sure whether this was a child''s scheming or not, it had happened such a long time ago. Plus, there was no point in chasing after a child.


    Xiao Ning again smiled as he replied, "Thank you, but that is unnecessary at the moment. Uncle Shan has already has suspicions I might have approached Haiming for my own purposes."


    Why do I feel distressed? Xia Ning was stunned. "I..."


    Set aside Xiao Ning''s first impression and assumptions about her, because this statement of hers had now truly left Xiao Ning with a favourable opinion of her. So he complimented, "Your family are all blessed to enjoy delicious foods, then."


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    Xiao Ning, with an immense degree of focus, held on to the cup in his hands.


    Xiao Ning, with an immense degree of focus, held on to the cup in his hands.


    "Oh..." Wearing a triumphant look of satisfaction at her discovery, without any of the airs of an elder, Wu Yi further queried, "Did you find out with a little boy you liked first?"


    Even though these words of Wu Yi''s made Xiao Ning develop a yearning, Shan Haiming was a person with such an outstanding and special background that he could never be reduced to being a real couple with someone like himself. So as long as Xiao Ning could help him by doing this favour, it was enough.


    Wu Yi got up, pouring two cups of water for herself and Xiao Ning. "Haiming didn''t come home much before, so I barely got many chances to make him a bowl of soup."


    Xiao Ning, with an immense degree of focus, held on to the cup in his hands.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    Bullseye.


    Doesn''t it mean that for his sake Shan Haiming doesn''t matter? Shan Haiming''s actions having clearly maintained he peace within the family made Xiao Ning feel a little... uneasy, perhaps?


    "Is your conversation (with my husband) over?" Wu Yi placed a lid on a ceramic pot and lit the stove, then wiped her hand with a towel.


    It may be simplistic and requires care, but things like those are the rarest in this world.


    Even though these words of Wu Yi''s made Xiao Ning develop a yearning, Shan Haiming was a person with such an outstanding and special background that he could never be reduced to being a real couple with someone like himself. So as long as Xiao Ning could help him by doing this favour, it was enough.


    With a sigh, Xiao Ning replied, "I understand."


    Wu Yi now chuckled. "Oh, don''t worry, dear. I won''t breathe a word of this to Haiming. Anyhow, do your parents know about you?"


    The two sat on opposite ends of the sofa without saying a word, nor looking at one another. But the imposing air around them suggested a stand-off. Xiao Ning had no idea what the reason for the tension in their atmosphere was, and he honestly did not want to go over.


    That was the second time he was asked such a thing for the day. Xiao Ning was a bit more relaxed, so he explained the situation with his parent''s to Wu Yi simply, which lead the older woman to remain quiet for a moment after he was done speaking. "You''re a good boy, and you will surely have a good life in the future with Haiming. If you guys want kids, we can adopt or even find a surrogate. Yisong and I will listen to what you and Haiming want, okay?"


    Xiao Ning had no interest in the slightest of spending his time mixed up with him, so after giving a courteous smile in return he began to leave, however he did not expect Shan Haihong to stop him. "Oh, I almost forgot to ask you. You''re a team leader in the customer service department, right?"


    "Then again, if Haiming really had feelings for Zixin, I would be troubled." Wu Yi stroked her cheek worriedly. "Haihong has liked Zixin ever since he was a child, but Zixin seemed to have had eyes for Haiming. Haihong should be able to put his mind at ease now, I suppose. Kids can really give a person a headache with their issues, huh?"


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    Xiao Ning felt helpless when he heard those words. He and Shan Haimng weren''t really together, and even if they put on a realistic show, they were still deceiving everyone and it was all not true.


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    Even though these words of Wu Yi''s made Xiao Ning develop a yearning, Shan Haiming was a person with such an outstanding and special background that he could never be reduced to being a real couple with someone like himself. So as long as Xiao Ning could help him by doing this favour, it was enough.


    Wu Yi, who had been carefully observing the frowning Xiao Ning deep thought, smiled the spoke, "You don''t need to worry about Haiming too much. He''s smart, and he would never allow himself to suffer any losses. He really would never do anything to hurt himself, and he can live a more fulfilling life than others."


    Wu Yi let out a chuckle. "I''m embarrassed to say this, but this is the only dish I can let people see. Everything else I make turns out deadly. Making soup costs time but it''s very simple."


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    Wu Yi now chuckled. "Oh, don''t worry, dear. I won''t breathe a word of this to Haiming. Anyhow, do your parents know about you?"


    "Yisong may have his doubts about you, but I believe in Haiming. He knows what he wants, and always has." Wu Yi then lowered her gaze, resting down her cup. "You probably noticed our family''s situation, yes? It''s a bit... complicated. But there''s nothing about it to hide actually; Haihong is the child of Yisong and his previous wife, and he was only five years old when I entered this family, and not too long after I had Haiming."


    "If you guys aren''t interested in kids yet, you can always raise a pet." Wu Yi carefully observed how her soup was going for a while, then adjusted the flame. "Oh right, did Haiming ever tell you how much he loves cats and dogs?"


    Wu Yi now chuckled. "Oh, don''t worry, dear. I won''t breathe a word of this to Haiming. Anyhow, do your parents know about you?"


    Shan Haiming never mentioned it, but Xiao Ning seemed to have noticed. "I actually have a cat."


    Politely, Xiao Ning replied, "I usually can''t get a word in when it comes to Haiming''s business."


    When Xiao Ning made his way down the stairs he ran into Shan Haihong walking up them, the two unexpectedly meeting face to face. Shan Haihong was the first to speak, "Are you done chatting with dad? Are you alright?"


    When Xiao Ning made his way down the stairs he ran into Shan Haihong walking up them, the two unexpectedly meeting face to face. Shan Haihong was the first to speak, "Are you done chatting with dad? Are you alright?"


    Shan Haiming never mentioned it, but Xiao Ning seemed to have noticed. "I actually have a cat."


    Shan Haihong laughed. "He has always been like this, always doing things his own way regardless of what others say to the extreme. You have a good disposition, so please accommodate him a little, okay?"


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    "What''s wrong?" Noticing his strange mood, Wu Yi asked.


    As Xiao Ning listened to her, he got a strange feeling. Why does this procedure sound so familiar?


    "Um, nothing." Xiao Ning concealed his past embarrassment. "I was just wondering how your house didn''t turn into a zoo with all the animals he picked up."


    Normally, he doesn''t cook. He doesn''t even remember how to use a pressure cooker. What''s more, he never had the time to make soup, and it was even more unlikely Lu Yan would.


    "Of course, I understand. So for the sake of allowing the elders of the family to rest at ease, it would be best for me to be honest, no?" Still sporting a smile, Xiao Ning shook his head. "I''ll be on my way now."


    Suddenly, the night Shan Haiming had taken him back to his house appeared in Xiao Ning''s mind, and his expression grew quite odd.


    "What?" Xiao Ning paused, then made his way to the kitchen with apprehension. "Why the kitchen?"


    Wu Yi, who had been carefully observing the frowning Xiao Ning deep thought, smiled the spoke, "You don''t need to worry about Haiming too much. He''s smart, and he would never allow himself to suffer any losses. He really would never do anything to hurt himself, and he can live a more fulfilling life than others."


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    "What''s wrong?" Noticing his strange mood, Wu Yi asked.


    Wu Yi let out a laugh. "I must admit, that I was pretty young at that time myself, and I had no idea how to get along with a child filled with suspicion and doubt towards me, so some unpleasant situations had occurred. Until the night I gave birth, that kid ran off and almost got himself lost, he even went missing for two days straight."


    After saying this, she let out another laugh. "Do you understand, now?"


    Why do I feel distressed? Xia Ning was stunned. "I..."


    Xiao Ning again smiled as he replied, "Thank you, but that is unnecessary at the moment. Uncle Shan has already has suspicions I might have approached Haiming for my own purposes."


    "What''s there to be angry about? Haihong''s little face when he lied was really amusing, it''s a pity you couldn''t see it." Wu Yi''s laughter continued as she added, "But after Haiming found out, he pretended he didn''t know to tease his brother. And, because of his teasing, Haihong was a ball of nerves."


    "Um, nothing." Xiao Ning concealed his past embarrassment. "I was just wondering how your house didn''t turn into a zoo with all the animals he picked up."


    "Haiming was great friends with those guys before, and they used to run around like crazy all over the place. But then all of a sudden he started ignoring them, and amongst them, is reputation must not be that good. Bai Li can still be counted on to lend Haiming a hand in that regard." Shan Haihong then joked, "If you''re worried about them meeting up, you can just tag along with them each time, hm?"


    "What''s wrong?" Noticing his strange mood, Wu Yi asked.


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    Despite this bit of understanding he had towards the situation alleviating his doubts somewhat, he still felt glum. Do these parents need Shan Haiming to take this step for the sake of the family? Forget about him finding someone ad coming out the closet, what did he have to do before? Ever since he ad gotten to know Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning could never believe him to have been the rich playboy type of person.


    Those aren''t good friends.


    "Oh... well, that''s..." Wu Yi shrugged. "Because Haihong didn''t like it, he would secretly throw away the pets sometimes, thinking none of us would notice."


    Despite this bit of understanding he had towards the situation alleviating his doubts somewhat, he still felt glum. Do these parents need Shan Haiming to take this step for the sake of the family? Forget about him finding someone ad coming out the closet, what did he have to do before? Ever since he ad gotten to know Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning could never believe him to have been the rich playboy type of person.


    But her laughter gradually came to a stop, while nostalgia and sadness then filled her tone. "But after that, Shan Haiming never brought home another cat or dog again."


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    Ye Zixin''s forward facing gaze shifted to Xiao Ning. He couldn;t say what sort of expression was on her face, but he did not like it one bit. Once in the kitchen he asked, "Aunty?"


    Wu Yi turned to look at him, smiling. "Do you know how to make soup?"


    "Um, nothing." Xiao Ning concealed his past embarrassment. "I was just wondering how your house didn''t turn into a zoo with all the animals he picked up."


    "Huh?" This was the first time anyone had discussed his se¢ªuality with him this directly, so for a moment, Xiao Ning choked up. "I... I don''t know..."


    After saying this, she smiled as if she was genuinely amused.


    After saying this, she sighed. "I think that spending a few hours to make someone a soup is one of the sweetest things someone can do. This is why all soups in this house are made by me at home."


    "Haiming was great friends with those guys before, and they used to run around like crazy all over the place. But then all of a sudden he started ignoring them, and amongst them, is reputation must not be that good. Bai Li can still be counted on to lend Haiming a hand in that regard." Shan Haihong then joked, "If you''re worried about them meeting up, you can just tag along with them each time, hm?"


    Soup Talk


    Xiao Ning felt helpless when he heard those words. He and Shan Haimng weren''t really together, and even if they put on a realistic show, they were still deceiving everyone and it was all not true.


    "Haihong should''ve been quite popular, too. But it was hard for me to help him organise his stuff as a kid." When Wu Yi said this, she didn''t seem uncomfortable at all, she then continued. "I just never saw anything that suggested Haiming not liking girls from the start, you know. When did you realise you liked the same se¢ª?"


    Xiao Ning wore a smile as he replied, "I''m fine. It was just an interrogation to find out how deeply I loved Haiming."


    N/A


    Xiao Ning: "...you weren''t angry?"


    Xiao Ning, with an immense degree of focus, held on to the cup in his hands.


    "I rarely cook soup," Xiao Ning replied.


    Thinking about Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning, who never had anyone take interest in him as a child, blurted out with a chuckle, "I''m so jealous."


    "Yes, I am." Xiao Ning stopped and looked upwards behind him. Shan Haihong stood above him. "I think such a position underutilises your abilities. I''ll send word later for them to make an adjustment to your position."


    There''s no way to be sure whether this was a child''s scheming or not, it had happened such a long time ago. Plus, there was no point in chasing after a child.


    "What''s there to be angry about? Haihong''s little face when he lied was really amusing, it''s a pity you couldn''t see it." Wu Yi''s laughter continued as she added, "But after Haiming found out, he pretended he didn''t know to tease his brother. And, because of his teasing, Haihong was a ball of nerves."


    With a sigh, Xiao Ning replied, "I understand."


    Despite calling it a headache, Wu Yi''s expression was to contrary hinted with a bit of glee. "You don''t need to be jealous about it, though. Let me let you in on a little something, Haiming was a popular kid. Back in his school days, he used to have his backpack stuffed full with love letters."


    Those aren''t good friends.


    Wu Yi let out a laugh. "I must admit, that I was pretty young at that time myself, and I had no idea how to get along with a child filled with suspicion and doubt towards me, so some unpleasant situations had occurred. Until the night I gave birth, that kid ran off and almost got himself lost, he even went missing for two days straight."


    With a light chuckle in response, Wu Yi then added, "When he was little, he would always pick up stay cats and dogs then bring them home, but he had no idea how to take care of them. Miss Guo helped out in teaching him the basic procedure. First give them a bath to get them all clean; feed them some warm milk so they can fill their tummies; brush their fur to soothe them; and lastly, they must absolutely be hugged as they slept in his bed at night."


    But her laughter gradually came to a stop, while nostalgia and sadness then filled her tone. "But after that, Shan Haiming never brought home another cat or dog again."


    Those aren''t good friends.


    "He really treasures Haiming, so please don''t take it to heart," Shan Haihong responded.


    "If you guys aren''t interested in kids yet, you can always raise a pet." Wu Yi carefully observed how her soup was going for a while, then adjusted the flame. "Oh right, did Haiming ever tell you how much he loves cats and dogs?"


    It may be simplistic and requires care, but things like those are the rarest in this world.


    But her laughter gradually came to a stop, while nostalgia and sadness then filled her tone. "But after that, Shan Haiming never brought home another cat or dog again."


    Couldn''t bear it?


    Wu Yi, who had been carefully observing the frowning Xiao Ning deep thought, smiled the spoke, "You don''t need to worry about Haiming too much. He''s smart, and he would never allow himself to suffer any losses. He really would never do anything to hurt himself, and he can live a more fulfilling life than others."

 CH 28

    Xiao Ning chatted away with Wu Yi in the kitchen al afternoon without realising it. When they returned to the living room, Ye Zixin was already gone and only Shan Haiming was left sitting there watching the television.


    Crossed souls that resonated with one another? Lu Yan and Xiao Ning''s preferences honestly can''t be said to have ever overlapped, and couldn''t even be bothered to figure out what Xiao Ning liked to eat.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    Xiao Ning felt that something was strange, so he again asked, "Xia Li? Is something wrong?"


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    "Enough!" Xiao Ning bit his lower lip while his face was drained of colour. "Shan Haiming, shut your mouth."


    "Where''s Zixin?" Wu Yi asked.


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    "Who said you were a white lotus?" Shan Haiming asked.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    "She and my brother left." Shan Haiming''s never lifted from the screen as he replied. "They probably won''t be back for dinner tonight."


    As a result of this sentence, Shan Haiming laughed. "Everyone has there own life and place, so it''s not right to compare someone with another like this."


    Shan Haiming blinked, then narrowed his eyes slightly. "Can you refute me?"


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    "For that day I lost control of my emotions and hit you, sorry." Contrary to his words, Xia Li''s tone was frigid.


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    "Your brother can''t compare to you." Xiao Ning gazed at Shan Haiming''s side profile.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Wu Yi didn''t seem at all surprised by this. "Oh, alright. I''ll tell Miss Guo not to make much, but there''s going to be a lot of soup, so if all isn''t eaten later this evening, you two will have to take some back. Anyhow, has your dad still not come down?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    Shan Haiming rose up to look at Xiao Ning in the eye, ad seeing the other man looking as though he had already received quite a blow, he lifted his hand to tousle Xiao Ning''s hair, stroking it just as he did Xiaohei''s. "It a praise comparing your beauty to a flower."


    As a result, Shan Haiming did smile, saying, "You''ve done a pretty good job yourself."


    "Nope," Shan Haiming replied.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    Xiao Ning truly learned a lot about the Shan family''s issues, causing him to feel more emotional towards Shan Haiming''s experiences and treatment. He struggled imagining what thoughts went through Shan Haiming''s head when facing his the ever-present suspicion and set-ups by his own older brother. He did all he could to strip away his interests from Shan Haihong''s, and he handled it so well. He also never allowed himself to debase himself as Shan Haihong had wished, this was his ability, but it was not his responsibility.


    "He never left the study." Shan Haiming shot Xiao Ning a glance, and noticing the gaze on him, Shan Haiming raised his brows and asked, "Did he do something?"


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    Crossed souls that resonated with one another? Lu Yan and Xiao Ning''s preferences honestly can''t be said to have ever overlapped, and couldn''t even be bothered to figure out what Xiao Ning liked to eat.


    "I''ve never seen any kind of love that doesn''t contain any monopolistic desire or jealousy." Shan Haiming scanned Xiao Ning from head to toe. "I also never saw any relationship where only one person gives with no expectation for something return. So what is it that you''re getting from Lu Yan? Security? Self-satisfaction? Your feelings are really weak too, so if you have to find someone to rely on, you''ll be the the same way with anyone you switch to and keep at your side."


    As a result, Shan Haiming did smile, saying, "You''ve done a pretty good job yourself."


    Shan Haiming words which bordered on derision has made Xiao Ning''s radiate with a dull ache, while he also couldn''t understand why his own reaction was also so big. It was as if his entire body was pushed in the middle of a vast ocean and there wasn''t a place, not even a tile for him to stand on.


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    Xiao Ning truly learned a lot about the Shan family''s issues, causing him to feel more emotional towards Shan Haiming''s experiences and treatment. He struggled imagining what thoughts went through Shan Haiming''s head when facing his the ever-present suspicion and set-ups by his own older brother. He did all he could to strip away his interests from Shan Haihong''s, and he handled it so well. He also never allowed himself to debase himself as Shan Haihong had wished, this was his ability, but it was not his responsibility.


    After knocking his finger on the steering wheel more than once, Shan Haiming finally remarked, "It''s not my intention to smash the memories you have of your first love, but I honestly believe that it can''t really be considered love."


    He shouldn''t have to suffer through all these troubles, he really shouldn''t.


    "Alright, dear." Wu Yi was now again relaxed. "Get going, then, so you guys can get back early."


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    N/A


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    Xiao Ning closed his eyes.


    Without a doubt, Xiao Ning was a cowardly person, and it was something he had always known. He was also extremely realistic and timid. He never thought to fight for the sake of his feelings, choosing to only guard his unrequited love as he alone watched it fluctuate from joy to sorrows, to flourish and whither, from the very beginning until the its eventual end.


    Stealing a chance to look at him, under the undulating street lights and shadows, Shan Haiming watched the pure sincerity that had blossomed on Xiao Ning''s face. It was an expression he would only make when he wholeheartedly wanted to persuade someone, his maturity would be long forgotten and all that was left was a look that seemed as though he held his heart out for you to see as he spoke. It was a clumsy and honest kind of sincerity, the kind that made whoever got to witness it unable to help themselves from wanting to smile.


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    But Xiao Ning then countered, "That right there proves it, he can''t compare to you. You''ve done a great job."


    Confirming his expression wasn''t any different, Shan Haiming threw his attention towards Wu Yi and asked, "Why are there so many trees in the yard?"


    Still dizzy, Xiao Ning tried to make a distinction. "I-I... for him... is probably more of a platonic love?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    The one who called him at that time was, unexpectedly, Xia Li, to which he then went on to answer, "Hello, Xia Li?"


    "Who said you were a white lotus?" Shan Haiming asked.


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    The one who called him at that time was, unexpectedly, Xia Li, to which he then went on to answer, "Hello, Xia Li?"


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    In the end, he also smiled and said, "Alright. Thank you."


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    Not long after, Shan Yisong came downstairs then everyone sat together and ate dinner. The atmosphere was more harmonious than it was at noon, with less artificiality and premeditation. Shan Yisong still did not say much, but he did not look at Xiao Ning sharply.


    His voice contained not even the slightest ounce of regret, and Xiao Ning guessed it may have been Lu Yan who told him to call and apologise for the hit. "Oh, that, it''s fine. I already understood. You don''t need to worry about it, okay? You and Lu Yan are alright, right?"


    Xiao Ning closed his eyes.


    He really hadn''t done any of those things as Lu Yan''s existence to him could only be described as something so beautiful there was no room for him. Besides, he never held any high hopes he would ever become Lu Yan''s partner, so Xiao Ning never saw the need to think about these kinds of sexual desires all the more.


    Shan Haiming words which bordered on derision has made Xiao Ning''s radiate with a dull ache, while he also couldn''t understand why his own reaction was also so big. It was as if his entire body was pushed in the middle of a vast ocean and there wasn''t a place, not even a tile for him to stand on.


    Being bombarded by this string of questions he had never thought of, made Xiao Ning feel dizzy. "I..."


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    Xiao Ning closed his eyes.


    As a result, Shan Haiming did smile, saying, "You''ve done a pretty good job yourself."


    As he continued talking to Shan Haiming about his past with Lu Yan, his voice grew even fainter, it was as if he was afraid of stirring up something.


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    "Nope," Shan Haiming replied.


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "She and my brother left." Shan Haiming''s never lifted from the screen as he replied. "They probably won''t be back for dinner tonight."


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    So, as a result, they had their care package stuffed with a bundle of veggies.


    This response itself was beyond Xiao Ning''s expectations, but more than that, there was something strangely different in Shan Haiming''s tone. However, before he could think of what or why it was so, he instinctively changed the subject. "Your mom said that you used to pick up strays and take them back home with you as a kid, but it wasn''t easy for you to take care of them there. So why don''t you still do it now that you live alone?"


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    "Haa." Xiao Ning covered his forehead and let out a long sigh. "It''s a long story, and I have no idea what happened to make thing end up like this since I clearly told them I had a boyfriend."


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    So, as a result, they had their care package stuffed with a bundle of veggies.


    "Anyhow, I don''t pick any pets because my schedule isn''t fixed. I also have to go on business trips sometimes." Shan Haiming then added, "Living alone is inconvenient, and if I had a pet, I wouldn''t be able to take care of it properly, so it''s better to not have one to begin with."


    As Wu Yi wrinkled her elegantly shaped brows in deep thought about there being anything she could''ve not thought of, Shan Haiming, to the contrary, had already grown impatient thus said, "We''re off. If we have time next weekend we''ll be back."


    "He never left the study." Shan Haiming shot Xiao Ning a glance, and noticing the gaze on him, Shan Haiming raised his brows and asked, "Did he do something?"


    "Alright, dear." Wu Yi was now again relaxed. "Get going, then, so you guys can get back early."


    "Who said you were a white lotus?" Shan Haiming asked.


    "Anyhow, I don''t pick any pets because my schedule isn''t fixed. I also have to go on business trips sometimes." Shan Haiming then added, "Living alone is inconvenient, and if I had a pet, I wouldn''t be able to take care of it properly, so it''s better to not have one to begin with."


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    Zheng Yan had brought back Shan Haiming''s car earlier that afternoon and parked it in the garage, so, at that moment, all they had to do was get in the car and drive off.


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    Nonetheless, it was this bit of feelings he had for Lu Yan that had humbly and joyfully been with him throughout each part of his lonely years. He liked Lu Yan, he even loved him. That kind of care he felt towards him had long been carved into Xiao Ning''s character. Even if he no longer feels that way now, it was still the only and most worthwhile glimmer of expectation he has had in his mediocre life.


    Having no interest in having a prolonged chat with Xia Li, after saying those polite words he wanted to end the call, but he didn''t expect Xia Li to then spit, "Xiao Ning, did you deal with Lu Yan''s previous lovers like this too? Secretly stirring up trouble for them in background to serve as foil for this considerate friend routine of yours?"


    They had again become two people who git along, and after two sets of conversation with both Shan Haiming''s mother and father that afternoon, Xiao Ning currently felt delicate.


    "Where''s Zixin?" Wu Yi asked.


    A Grilling/Called Out


    Confirming his expression wasn''t any different, Shan Haiming threw his attention towards Wu Yi and asked, "Why are there so many trees in the yard?"


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    It appeared as though Shan Haiming didn''t take the ugly expression on Xiao Ning as he replied, "You being like this, I think it wasn''t so much that Lu Yan was the man you desired, but more like a pure fantasy; what''s more, the person in this fantasy isn''t really Lu Yan."


    It appeared as though Shan Haiming didn''t take the ugly expression on Xiao Ning as he replied, "You being like this, I think it wasn''t so much that Lu Yan was the man you desired, but more like a pure fantasy; what''s more, the person in this fantasy isn''t really Lu Yan."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    The first one to speak was Shan Haiming, "If there''s anything you want to ask, just ask."


    Noticing his return, Xiaohei took the chance to grab onto his pant leg and climb up, meowed, rubbed itself all over Xiao Ning before laying down and releasing that purring noise that only felines could.


    "Ye Zixin and your brother..." Xiao Ning thought that no matter what Ye Zixin wanted, Shan Haihong seemed brimming with confidence.


    After saying all that, Xia Li hung up.


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    This response itself was beyond Xiao Ning''s expectations, but more than that, there was something strangely different in Shan Haiming''s tone. However, before he could think of what or why it was so, he instinctively changed the subject. "Your mom said that you used to pick up strays and take them back home with you as a kid, but it wasn''t easy for you to take care of them there. So why don''t you still do it now that you live alone?"


    "Ye Zixin and your brother..." Xiao Ning thought that no matter what Ye Zixin wanted, Shan Haihong seemed brimming with confidence.


    He shouldn''t have to suffer through all these troubles, he really shouldn''t.


    "Ah, they''re..." Shan Haiming thought it over for a moment then continued, "Zixin was never someone who thought independently from the start. So when the pressure from both families and my brother''s machinations all add up she will soon figure out who she''s together with and who she isn''t."


    "Enough!" Xiao Ning bit his lower lip while his face was drained of colour. "Shan Haiming, shut your mouth."


    "I''ve never seen any kind of love that doesn''t contain any monopolistic desire or jealousy." Shan Haiming scanned Xiao Ning from head to toe. "I also never saw any relationship where only one person gives with no expectation for something return. So what is it that you''re getting from Lu Yan? Security? Self-satisfaction? Your feelings are really weak too, so if you have to find someone to rely on, you''ll be the the same way with anyone you switch to and keep at your side."


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    But Xiao Ning then countered, "That right there proves it, he can''t compare to you. You''ve done a great job."


    After knocking his finger on the steering wheel more than once, Shan Haiming finally remarked, "It''s not my intention to smash the memories you have of your first love, but I honestly believe that it can''t really be considered love."


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    Without a doubt, Xiao Ning was a cowardly person, and it was something he had always known. He was also extremely realistic and timid. He never thought to fight for the sake of his feelings, choosing to only guard his unrequited love as he alone watched it fluctuate from joy to sorrows, to flourish and whither, from the very beginning until the its eventual end.


    "Your brother can''t compare to you." Xiao Ning gazed at Shan Haiming''s side profile.


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    white lotus: a person who looks pure ans innocent on the outside, but is the complete opposite on the inside. E.g. Rashta from Remarried Empress.[]So that didn''t go well... But there is a couple good takeaways from this. For one, Xiao Ning is capable of getting mad, showing it, and setting boundaries. He told Haiming to shut up, and he''s not the type to do that. And for number two, we found out what Haiming does when he likes someone (not the crazy jealousy that probably pricked a few nerves) but getting a glimpse of who might be an active participant his dreams (you will get to see those play out... but in a few chapters o(T¥ØTo).[]The next chapter up because this is a horrible note to end on.


    Being bombarded by this string of questions he had never thought of, made Xiao Ning feel dizzy. "I..."


    Xiao Ning felt that something was strange, so he again asked, "Xia Li? Is something wrong?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    As a result of this sentence, Shan Haiming laughed. "Everyone has there own life and place, so it''s not right to compare someone with another like this."


    Having no interest in having a prolonged chat with Xia Li, after saying those polite words he wanted to end the call, but he didn''t expect Xia Li to then spit, "Xiao Ning, did you deal with Lu Yan''s previous lovers like this too? Secretly stirring up trouble for them in background to serve as foil for this considerate friend routine of yours?"


    Utterly stupefied, and with widened eyes, Xiao Ning sat there listening to the beep of the dial-tone.


    Xiao Ning felt that something was strange, so he again asked, "Xia Li? Is something wrong?"


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    After saying all that, Xia Li hung up.


    But Xiao Ning then countered, "That right there proves it, he can''t compare to you. You''ve done a great job."


    So, as a result, they had their care package stuffed with a bundle of veggies.


    "He never left the study." Shan Haiming shot Xiao Ning a glance, and noticing the gaze on him, Shan Haiming raised his brows and asked, "Did he do something?"


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    Xiao Ning clenched his fists, barely restraining the urge to smash them into Shan Haiming''s face. His lips quivered a few times, and without making a sound, he undid his seatbelt, opened the door, then walked away.


    Stealing a chance to look at him, under the undulating street lights and shadows, Shan Haiming watched the pure sincerity that had blossomed on Xiao Ning''s face. It was an expression he would only make when he wholeheartedly wanted to persuade someone, his maturity would be long forgotten and all that was left was a look that seemed as though he held his heart out for you to see as he spoke. It was a clumsy and honest kind of sincerity, the kind that made whoever got to witness it unable to help themselves from wanting to smile.


    Maybe it was on account those words being short, because they were as light as a feather, so light it seemed as though its tail end was continually rising.


    As Wu Yi wrinkled her elegantly shaped brows in deep thought about there being anything she could''ve not thought of, Shan Haiming, to the contrary, had already grown impatient thus said, "We''re off. If we have time next weekend we''ll be back."


    Xia Li almost let out a sharp laugh. "You don''t need to worry about Lu Yan and me, we''re going to be together for a long, long time."


    As a result, Shan Haiming did smile, saying, "You''ve done a pretty good job yourself."


    Confirming his expression wasn''t any different, Shan Haiming threw his attention towards Wu Yi and asked, "Why are there so many trees in the yard?"


    Maybe it was on account those words being short, because they were as light as a feather, so light it seemed as though its tail end was continually rising.


    As a result of this sentence, Shan Haiming laughed. "Everyone has there own life and place, so it''s not right to compare someone with another like this."


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    Noticing his return, Xiaohei took the chance to grab onto his pant leg and climb up, meowed, rubbed itself all over Xiao Ning before laying down and releasing that purring noise that only felines could.


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    This response itself was beyond Xiao Ning''s expectations, but more than that, there was something strangely different in Shan Haiming''s tone. However, before he could think of what or why it was so, he instinctively changed the subject. "Your mom said that you used to pick up strays and take them back home with you as a kid, but it wasn''t easy for you to take care of them there. So why don''t you still do it now that you live alone?"


    "To me, it doesn''t really seem like you desired him. Did you had wet dreams were you thinking about him? When you had erotic dream where the dreams about him? When you touched yourself, were you thinking abut him?" Shan Haiming tilted his head and looked at Xiao Ning, suspicion and ill intentions riddled within his next question, "Have you ever wanted to kiss him?"


    "He never left the study." Shan Haiming shot Xiao Ning a glance, and noticing the gaze on him, Shan Haiming raised his brows and asked, "Did he do something?"


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    The first one to speak was Shan Haiming, "If there''s anything you want to ask, just ask."


    "Was that the person you got into a fight with last time?" Shan Haiming now spoke to Xiao Ning in a different tone than before, every sentence contained meaning that was hard to refute, and it was much more friendly. "What''s the matter? Did you steal someone''s boyfriend or something?"


    Shan Haiming, following his lead, replied, "Didn''t I pick up you?"


    He shouldn''t have to suffer through all these troubles, he really shouldn''t.


    Shan Haiming words which bordered on derision has made Xiao Ning''s radiate with a dull ache, while he also couldn''t understand why his own reaction was also so big. It was as if his entire body was pushed in the middle of a vast ocean and there wasn''t a place, not even a tile for him to stand on.


    As Wu Yi wrinkled her elegantly shaped brows in deep thought about there being anything she could''ve not thought of, Shan Haiming, to the contrary, had already grown impatient thus said, "We''re off. If we have time next weekend we''ll be back."


    But Xiao Ning then countered, "That right there proves it, he can''t compare to you. You''ve done a great job."


    But Xiao Ning then countered, "That right there proves it, he can''t compare to you. You''ve done a great job."


    He really hadn''t done any of those things as Lu Yan''s existence to him could only be described as something so beautiful there was no room for him. Besides, he never held any high hopes he would ever become Lu Yan''s partner, so Xiao Ning never saw the need to think about these kinds of sexual desires all the more.


    Xiao Ning clenched his fists, barely restraining the urge to smash them into Shan Haiming''s face. His lips quivered a few times, and without making a sound, he undid his seatbelt, opened the door, then walked away.


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    As Wu Yi wrinkled her elegantly shaped brows in deep thought about there being anything she could''ve not thought of, Shan Haiming, to the contrary, had already grown impatient thus said, "We''re off. If we have time next weekend we''ll be back."


    Rubbing his forehead, Xiao Ning calmed down. Shan Haiming seemed certain Xiao Ning would tell him given so he neither urged him or deliberately broached the topic.


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    "Anyhow, I don''t pick any pets because my schedule isn''t fixed. I also have to go on business trips sometimes." Shan Haiming then added, "Living alone is inconvenient, and if I had a pet, I wouldn''t be able to take care of it properly, so it''s better to not have one to begin with."


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    "Enough!" Xiao Ning bit his lower lip while his face was drained of colour. "Shan Haiming, shut your mouth."


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    Blankly looking at hos phone screen, Xiao Ning then turned to Shan Haiming and asked, "What''s a white lotus?"


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    Xiao Ning was at such a loss he could only ask, "What? I never..."


    "Ye Zixin and your brother..." Xiao Ning thought that no matter what Ye Zixin wanted, Shan Haihong seemed brimming with confidence.


    The one who called him at that time was, unexpectedly, Xia Li, to which he then went on to answer, "Hello, Xia Li?"


    "Ye Zixin and your brother..." Xiao Ning thought that no matter what Ye Zixin wanted, Shan Haihong seemed brimming with confidence.


    After knocking his finger on the steering wheel more than once, Shan Haiming finally remarked, "It''s not my intention to smash the memories you have of your first love, but I honestly believe that it can''t really be considered love."


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    As Wu Yi wrinkled her elegantly shaped brows in deep thought about there being anything she could''ve not thought of, Shan Haiming, to the contrary, had already grown impatient thus said, "We''re off. If we have time next weekend we''ll be back."


    But for what seemed like an eternity, there was only silence from the other end of the line.


    Zheng Yan had brought back Shan Haiming''s car earlier that afternoon and parked it in the garage, so, at that moment, all they had to do was get in the car and drive off.


    Xiao Ning felt that something was strange, so he again asked, "Xia Li? Is something wrong?"


    Shan Haiming blinked, then narrowed his eyes slightly. "Can you refute me?"


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    Xiao Ning truly learned a lot about the Shan family''s issues, causing him to feel more emotional towards Shan Haiming''s experiences and treatment. He struggled imagining what thoughts went through Shan Haiming''s head when facing his the ever-present suspicion and set-ups by his own older brother. He did all he could to strip away his interests from Shan Haihong''s, and he handled it so well. He also never allowed himself to debase himself as Shan Haihong had wished, this was his ability, but it was not his responsibility.


    "Quit trying to waggle your forked tongue." Xia Li continued to taunt, "I''ve met more than my fair share of people like you, you''re such a white lotus. You''ve been friends with Lu Yan for so many years, but since you don''t have the balls to be with him yourself, you can''t let anyone else have him either. Doesn''t playing games with people like this hurt your conscience? Look, I''m not going to fall for your tricks, understand?"


    N/A


    "For that day I lost control of my emotions and hit you, sorry." Contrary to his words, Xia Li''s tone was frigid.


    Wu Yi didn''t seem at all surprised by this. "Oh, alright. I''ll tell Miss Guo not to make much, but there''s going to be a lot of soup, so if all isn''t eaten later this evening, you two will have to take some back. Anyhow, has your dad still not come down?"


    "To me, it doesn''t really seem like you desired him. Did you had wet dreams were you thinking about him? When you had erotic dream where the dreams about him? When you touched yourself, were you thinking abut him?" Shan Haiming tilted his head and looked at Xiao Ning, suspicion and ill intentions riddled within his next question, "Have you ever wanted to kiss him?"


    Not long after, Shan Yisong came downstairs then everyone sat together and ate dinner. The atmosphere was more harmonious than it was at noon, with less artificiality and premeditation. Shan Yisong still did not say much, but he did not look at Xiao Ning sharply.


    Xiao Ning was at such a loss he could only ask, "What? I never..."


    Utterly stupefied, and with widened eyes, Xiao Ning sat there listening to the beep of the dial-tone.


    His voice contained not even the slightest ounce of regret, and Xiao Ning guessed it may have been Lu Yan who told him to call and apologise for the hit. "Oh, that, it''s fine. I already understood. You don''t need to worry about it, okay? You and Lu Yan are alright, right?"


    Xiao Ning truly learned a lot about the Shan family''s issues, causing him to feel more emotional towards Shan Haiming''s experiences and treatment. He struggled imagining what thoughts went through Shan Haiming''s head when facing his the ever-present suspicion and set-ups by his own older brother. He did all he could to strip away his interests from Shan Haihong''s, and he handled it so well. He also never allowed himself to debase himself as Shan Haihong had wished, this was his ability, but it was not his responsibility.


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    Xia Li almost let out a sharp laugh. "You don''t need to worry about Lu Yan and me, we''re going to be together for a long, long time."


    white lotus: a person who looks pure ans innocent on the outside, but is the complete opposite on the inside. E.g. Rashta from Remarried Empress.[]So that didn''t go well... But there is a couple good takeaways from this. For one, Xiao Ning is capable of getting mad, showing it, and setting boundaries. He told Haiming to shut up, and he''s not the type to do that. And for number two, we found out what Haiming does when he likes someone (not the crazy jealousy that probably pricked a few nerves) but getting a glimpse of who might be an active participant his dreams (you will get to see those play out... but in a few chapters o(T¥ØTo).[]The next chapter up because this is a horrible note to end on.


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    But for what seemed like an eternity, there was only silence from the other end of the line.


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    He really hadn''t done any of those things as Lu Yan''s existence to him could only be described as something so beautiful there was no room for him. Besides, he never held any high hopes he would ever become Lu Yan''s partner, so Xiao Ning never saw the need to think about these kinds of sexual desires all the more.


    "Haa." Xiao Ning covered his forehead and let out a long sigh. "It''s a long story, and I have no idea what happened to make thing end up like this since I clearly told them I had a boyfriend."


    Should I focus on the odd points or just emphasize the essential ones? Smiling bitterly, Xiao Ning thought about it for a long time, long enough for them to have made it back to the apartment and to have parked below the building.


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    Those words were especially hurtful when they came from Shan Haiming''s mouth. Xiao Ning opened his tired eyes and took Xiaohei in his arms. "Are you hungry? You want a midnight snack?"


    Having no interest in having a prolonged chat with Xia Li, after saying those polite words he wanted to end the call, but he didn''t expect Xia Li to then spit, "Xiao Ning, did you deal with Lu Yan''s previous lovers like this too? Secretly stirring up trouble for them in background to serve as foil for this considerate friend routine of yours?"


    Nonetheless, it was this bit of feelings he had for Lu Yan that had humbly and joyfully been with him throughout each part of his lonely years. He liked Lu Yan, he even loved him. That kind of care he felt towards him had long been carved into Xiao Ning''s character. Even if he no longer feels that way now, it was still the only and most worthwhile glimmer of expectation he has had in his mediocre life.


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    Shan Haiming blinked, then narrowed his eyes slightly. "Can you refute me?"


    Nonetheless, it was this bit of feelings he had for Lu Yan that had humbly and joyfully been with him throughout each part of his lonely years. He liked Lu Yan, he even loved him. That kind of care he felt towards him had long been carved into Xiao Ning''s character. Even if he no longer feels that way now, it was still the only and most worthwhile glimmer of expectation he has had in his mediocre life.


    "Where''s Zixin?" Wu Yi asked.


    Xiao Ning chatted away with Wu Yi in the kitchen al afternoon without realising it. When they returned to the living room, Ye Zixin was already gone and only Shan Haiming was left sitting there watching the television.


    His voice contained not even the slightest ounce of regret, and Xiao Ning guessed it may have been Lu Yan who told him to call and apologise for the hit. "Oh, that, it''s fine. I already understood. You don''t need to worry about it, okay? You and Lu Yan are alright, right?"


    Xiao Ning was at such a loss he could only ask, "What? I never..."


    As he continued talking to Shan Haiming about his past with Lu Yan, his voice grew even fainter, it was as if he was afraid of stirring up something.


    After saying all that, Xia Li hung up.


    Stealing a chance to look at him, under the undulating street lights and shadows, Shan Haiming watched the pure sincerity that had blossomed on Xiao Ning''s face. It was an expression he would only make when he wholeheartedly wanted to persuade someone, his maturity would be long forgotten and all that was left was a look that seemed as though he held his heart out for you to see as he spoke. It was a clumsy and honest kind of sincerity, the kind that made whoever got to witness it unable to help themselves from wanting to smile.


    In Shan Haiming''s eyes, was I nothing but a cruel joke? Because of the fear of having nothing in this life, as result, I needed to find someone to act as an emotional attachment just to live with any semblance of peace in this small world I''m trapped in?


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    "Quit trying to waggle your forked tongue." Xia Li continued to taunt, "I''ve met more than my fair share of people like you, you''re such a white lotus. You''ve been friends with Lu Yan for so many years, but since you don''t have the balls to be with him yourself, you can''t let anyone else have him either. Doesn''t playing games with people like this hurt your conscience? Look, I''m not going to fall for your tricks, understand?"


    "Nope," Shan Haiming replied.


    After saying all that, Xia Li hung up.


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    As he continued talking to Shan Haiming about his past with Lu Yan, his voice grew even fainter, it was as if he was afraid of stirring up something.


    "Alright, dear." Wu Yi was now again relaxed. "Get going, then, so you guys can get back early."


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    "Ah, they''re..." Shan Haiming thought it over for a moment then continued, "Zixin was never someone who thought independently from the start. So when the pressure from both families and my brother''s machinations all add up she will soon figure out who she''s together with and who she isn''t."


    Still dizzy, Xiao Ning tried to make a distinction. "I-I... for him... is probably more of a platonic love?"


    Crossed souls that resonated with one another? Lu Yan and Xiao Ning''s preferences honestly can''t be said to have ever overlapped, and couldn''t even be bothered to figure out what Xiao Ning liked to eat.


    Utterly stupefied, and with widened eyes, Xiao Ning sat there listening to the beep of the dial-tone.


    Stealing a chance to look at him, under the undulating street lights and shadows, Shan Haiming watched the pure sincerity that had blossomed on Xiao Ning''s face. It was an expression he would only make when he wholeheartedly wanted to persuade someone, his maturity would be long forgotten and all that was left was a look that seemed as though he held his heart out for you to see as he spoke. It was a clumsy and honest kind of sincerity, the kind that made whoever got to witness it unable to help themselves from wanting to smile.


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    They had again become two people who git along, and after two sets of conversation with both Shan Haiming''s mother and father that afternoon, Xiao Ning currently felt delicate.


    Crossed souls that resonated with one another? Lu Yan and Xiao Ning''s preferences honestly can''t be said to have ever overlapped, and couldn''t even be bothered to figure out what Xiao Ning liked to eat.


    Shan Haiming rose up to look at Xiao Ning in the eye, ad seeing the other man looking as though he had already received quite a blow, he lifted his hand to tousle Xiao Ning''s hair, stroking it just as he did Xiaohei''s. "It a praise comparing your beauty to a flower."


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    Confirming his expression wasn''t any different, Shan Haiming threw his attention towards Wu Yi and asked, "Why are there so many trees in the yard?"


    Blankly looking at hos phone screen, Xiao Ning then turned to Shan Haiming and asked, "What''s a white lotus[1]?"


    Utterly stupefied, and with widened eyes, Xiao Ning sat there listening to the beep of the dial-tone.


    Rubbing his forehead, Xiao Ning calmed down. Shan Haiming seemed certain Xiao Ning would tell him given so he neither urged him or deliberately broached the topic.


    Why would he say that?


    "Who said you were a white lotus?" Shan Haiming asked.


    As a result, Shan Haiming did smile, saying, "You''ve done a pretty good job yourself."


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    Shan Haiming words which bordered on derision has made Xiao Ning''s radiate with a dull ache, while he also couldn''t understand why his own reaction was also so big. It was as if his entire body was pushed in the middle of a vast ocean and there wasn''t a place, not even a tile for him to stand on.


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t someone who would come into contact with new terms like those in his day to day life, so only by instinct id he understand that it was not a flattering word.


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    Shan Haiming words which bordered on derision has made Xiao Ning''s radiate with a dull ache, while he also couldn''t understand why his own reaction was also so big. It was as if his entire body was pushed in the middle of a vast ocean and there wasn''t a place, not even a tile for him to stand on.


    Shan Haiming rose up to look at Xiao Ning in the eye, ad seeing the other man looking as though he had already received quite a blow, he lifted his hand to tousle Xiao Ning''s hair, stroking it just as he did Xiaohei''s. "It a praise comparing your beauty to a flower."


    Should I focus on the odd points or just emphasize the essential ones? Smiling bitterly, Xiao Ning thought about it for a long time, long enough for them to have made it back to the apartment and to have parked below the building.


    Wu Yi didn''t seem at all surprised by this. "Oh, alright. I''ll tell Miss Guo not to make much, but there''s going to be a lot of soup, so if all isn''t eaten later this evening, you two will have to take some back. Anyhow, has your dad still not come down?"


    "She and my brother left." Shan Haiming''s never lifted from the screen as he replied. "They probably won''t be back for dinner tonight."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning chatted away with Wu Yi in the kitchen al afternoon without realising it. When they returned to the living room, Ye Zixin was already gone and only Shan Haiming was left sitting there watching the television.


    After knocking his finger on the steering wheel more than once, Shan Haiming finally remarked, "It''s not my intention to smash the memories you have of your first love, but I honestly believe that it can''t really be considered love."


    "Quit trying to waggle your forked tongue." Xia Li continued to taunt, "I''ve met more than my fair share of people like you, you''re such a white lotus. You''ve been friends with Lu Yan for so many years, but since you don''t have the balls to be with him yourself, you can''t let anyone else have him either. Doesn''t playing games with people like this hurt your conscience? Look, I''m not going to fall for your tricks, understand?"


    In the end, he also smiled and said, "Alright. Thank you."


    "Ah, they''re..." Shan Haiming thought it over for a moment then continued, "Zixin was never someone who thought independently from the start. So when the pressure from both families and my brother''s machinations all add up she will soon figure out who she''s together with and who she isn''t."


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    "Alright, dear." Wu Yi was now again relaxed. "Get going, then, so you guys can get back early."


    "Was that the person you got into a fight with last time?" Shan Haiming now spoke to Xiao Ning in a different tone than before, every sentence contained meaning that was hard to refute, and it was much more friendly. "What''s the matter? Did you steal someone''s boyfriend or something?"


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    Shan Haiming blinked, then narrowed his eyes slightly. "Can you refute me?"


    So, as a result, they had their care package stuffed with a bundle of veggies.


    As Wu Yi wrinkled her elegantly shaped brows in deep thought about there being anything she could''ve not thought of, Shan Haiming, to the contrary, had already grown impatient thus said, "We''re off. If we have time next weekend we''ll be back."


    Having no interest in having a prolonged chat with Xia Li, after saying those polite words he wanted to end the call, but he didn''t expect Xia Li to then spit, "Xiao Ning, did you deal with Lu Yan''s previous lovers like this too? Secretly stirring up trouble for them in background to serve as foil for this considerate friend routine of yours?"


    Rubbing his forehead, Xiao Ning calmed down. Shan Haiming seemed certain Xiao Ning would tell him given so he neither urged him or deliberately broached the topic.


    Shan Haiming, following his lead, replied, "Didn''t I pick up you?"


    They had again become two people who git along, and after two sets of conversation with both Shan Haiming''s mother and father that afternoon, Xiao Ning currently felt delicate.


    Utterly stupefied, and with widened eyes, Xiao Ning sat there listening to the beep of the dial-tone.


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    Noticing his return, Xiaohei took the chance to grab onto his pant leg and climb up, meowed, rubbed itself all over Xiao Ning before laying down and releasing that purring noise that only felines could.


    "Enough!" Xiao Ning bit his lower lip while his face was drained of colour. "Shan Haiming, shut your mouth."


    As he continued talking to Shan Haiming about his past with Lu Yan, his voice grew even fainter, it was as if he was afraid of stirring up something.


    "Haa." Xiao Ning covered his forehead and let out a long sigh. "It''s a long story, and I have no idea what happened to make thing end up like this since I clearly told them I had a boyfriend."


    Those words were especially hurtful when they came from Shan Haiming''s mouth. Xiao Ning opened his tired eyes and took Xiaohei in his arms. "Are you hungry? You want a midnight snack?"


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    "Who said you were a white lotus?" Shan Haiming asked.


    Those words were especially hurtful when they came from Shan Haiming''s mouth. Xiao Ning opened his tired eyes and took Xiaohei in his arms. "Are you hungry? You want a midnight snack?"


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "What''s wrong?" Shan Haiming asked from beside him.


    "She and my brother left." Shan Haiming''s never lifted from the screen as he replied. "They probably won''t be back for dinner tonight."


    Maybe it was on account those words being short, because they were as light as a feather, so light it seemed as though its tail end was continually rising.


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    "To me, it doesn''t really seem like you desired him. Did you had wet dreams were you thinking about him? When you had erotic dream where the dreams about him? When you touched yourself, were you thinking abut him?" Shan Haiming tilted his head and looked at Xiao Ning, suspicion and ill intentions riddled within his next question, "Have you ever wanted to kiss him?"


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    As he continued talking to Shan Haiming about his past with Lu Yan, his voice grew even fainter, it was as if he was afraid of stirring up something.


    N/A


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    They had again become two people who git along, and after two sets of conversation with both Shan Haiming''s mother and father that afternoon, Xiao Ning currently felt delicate.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning rubbed to smooth, cool case of the phone in his hands, then went on to explain the matter regarding Xia Li and Lu Yan. It felt a bit humiliating for him to share that story with another person, but Shan Haiming had already seen an uglier side of him, so it wasn''t so difficult for his pride to accept giving this brief narration.


    Why would he say that?


    After saying all that, Xia Li hung up.


    After knocking his finger on the steering wheel more than once, Shan Haiming finally remarked, "It''s not my intention to smash the memories you have of your first love, but I honestly believe that it can''t really be considered love."


    Xiao Ning then said in a light voice, "When I was little, he was my only friend. And, naturally, he had a lot of other friends. But after we grew up, the only one who stayed friends with him was just me."


    white lotus: a person who looks pure ans innocent on the outside, but is the complete opposite on the inside. E.g. Rashta from Remarried Empress.[]So that didn''t go well... But there is a couple good takeaways from this. For one, Xiao Ning is capable of getting mad, showing it, and setting boundaries. He told Haiming to shut up, and he''s not the type to do that. And for number two, we found out what Haiming does when he likes someone (not the crazy jealousy that probably pricked a few nerves) but getting a glimpse of who might be an active participant his dreams (you will get to see those play out... but in a few chapters o(T¥ØTo).[]The next chapter up because this is a horrible note to end on.


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    Still dizzy, Xiao Ning tried to make a distinction. "I-I... for him... is probably more of a platonic love?"


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    "For that day I lost control of my emotions and hit you, sorry." Contrary to his words, Xia Li''s tone was frigid.


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    Xia Li almost let out a sharp laugh. "You don''t need to worry about Lu Yan and me, we''re going to be together for a long, long time."


    Crossed souls that resonated with one another? Lu Yan and Xiao Ning''s preferences honestly can''t be said to have ever overlapped, and couldn''t even be bothered to figure out what Xiao Ning liked to eat.


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    As a result, Shan Haiming did smile, saying, "You''ve done a pretty good job yourself."


    Should I focus on the odd points or just emphasize the essential ones? Smiling bitterly, Xiao Ning thought about it for a long time, long enough for them to have made it back to the apartment and to have parked below the building.


    The first one to speak was Shan Haiming, "If there''s anything you want to ask, just ask."


    Still dizzy, Xiao Ning tried to make a distinction. "I-I... for him... is probably more of a platonic love?"


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    Maybe it was on account those words being short, because they were as light as a feather, so light it seemed as though its tail end was continually rising.


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    Xiao Ning then said in a light voice, "When I was little, he was my only friend. And, naturally, he had a lot of other friends. But after we grew up, the only one who stayed friends with him was just me."


    "Was that the person you got into a fight with last time?" Shan Haiming now spoke to Xiao Ning in a different tone than before, every sentence contained meaning that was hard to refute, and it was much more friendly. "What''s the matter? Did you steal someone''s boyfriend or something?"


    This response itself was beyond Xiao Ning''s expectations, but more than that, there was something strangely different in Shan Haiming''s tone. However, before he could think of what or why it was so, he instinctively changed the subject. "Your mom said that you used to pick up strays and take them back home with you as a kid, but it wasn''t easy for you to take care of them there. So why don''t you still do it now that you live alone?"


    "Ah, they''re..." Shan Haiming thought it over for a moment then continued, "Zixin was never someone who thought independently from the start. So when the pressure from both families and my brother''s machinations all add up she will soon figure out who she''s together with and who she isn''t."


    As he continued talking to Shan Haiming about his past with Lu Yan, his voice grew even fainter, it was as if he was afraid of stirring up something.


    Xiao Ning clenched his fists, barely restraining the urge to smash them into Shan Haiming''s face. His lips quivered a few times, and without making a sound, he undid his seatbelt, opened the door, then walked away.


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    "Enough!" Xiao Ning bit his lower lip while his face was drained of colour. "Shan Haiming, shut your mouth."


    After knocking his finger on the steering wheel more than once, Shan Haiming finally remarked, "It''s not my intention to smash the memories you have of your first love, but I honestly believe that it can''t really be considered love."


    "Haa." Xiao Ning covered his forehead and let out a long sigh. "It''s a long story, and I have no idea what happened to make thing end up like this since I clearly told them I had a boyfriend."


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    Shan Haiming, following his lead, replied, "Didn''t I pick up you?"


    "Alright, dear." Wu Yi was now again relaxed. "Get going, then, so you guys can get back early."


    It appeared as though Shan Haiming didn''t take the ugly expression on Xiao Ning as he replied, "You being like this, I think it wasn''t so much that Lu Yan was the man you desired, but more like a pure fantasy; what''s more, the person in this fantasy isn''t really Lu Yan."


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    Xiao Ning then said in a light voice, "When I was little, he was my only friend. And, naturally, he had a lot of other friends. But after we grew up, the only one who stayed friends with him was just me."


    "To me, it doesn''t really seem like you desired him. Did you had wet dreams were you thinking about him? When you had erotic dream where the dreams about him? When you touched yourself, were you thinking abut him?" Shan Haiming tilted his head and looked at Xiao Ning, suspicion and ill intentions riddled within his next question, "Have you ever wanted to kiss him?"


    "Anyhow, I don''t pick any pets because my schedule isn''t fixed. I also have to go on business trips sometimes." Shan Haiming then added, "Living alone is inconvenient, and if I had a pet, I wouldn''t be able to take care of it properly, so it''s better to not have one to begin with."


    Why would he say that?


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    Being bombarded by this string of questions he had never thought of, made Xiao Ning feel dizzy. "I..."


    In Shan Haiming''s eyes, was I nothing but a cruel joke? Because of the fear of having nothing in this life, as result, I needed to find someone to act as an emotional attachment just to live with any semblance of peace in this small world I''m trapped in?


    He really hadn''t done any of those things as Lu Yan''s existence to him could only be described as something so beautiful there was no room for him. Besides, he never held any high hopes he would ever become Lu Yan''s partner, so Xiao Ning never saw the need to think about these kinds of sexual desires all the more.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning rubbed to smooth, cool case of the phone in his hands, then went on to explain the matter regarding Xia Li and Lu Yan. It felt a bit humiliating for him to share that story with another person, but Shan Haiming had already seen an uglier side of him, so it wasn''t so difficult for his pride to accept giving this brief narration.


    The one who called him at that time was, unexpectedly, Xia Li, to which he then went on to answer, "Hello, Xia Li?"


    They had again become two people who git along, and after two sets of conversation with both Shan Haiming''s mother and father that afternoon, Xiao Ning currently felt delicate.


    Those words were especially hurtful when they came from Shan Haiming''s mouth. Xiao Ning opened his tired eyes and took Xiaohei in his arms. "Are you hungry? You want a midnight snack?"


    He shouldn''t have to suffer through all these troubles, he really shouldn''t.


    Still dizzy, Xiao Ning tried to make a distinction. "I-I... for him... is probably more of a platonic love?"


    "She and my brother left." Shan Haiming''s never lifted from the screen as he replied. "They probably won''t be back for dinner tonight."


    A Grilling/Called Out


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    "For that day I lost control of my emotions and hit you, sorry." Contrary to his words, Xia Li''s tone was frigid.


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    Without refuting him immediately, Shan Haiming thought for a while then said, "Really? Platonic? Excuse me, but didn''t I just hear you say that you and him were so close your souls crossed and resonated with one another, or was that not what you told me?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    Crossed souls that resonated with one another? Lu Yan and Xiao Ning''s preferences honestly can''t be said to have ever overlapped, and couldn''t even be bothered to figure out what Xiao Ning liked to eat.


    Xiao Ning felt that something was strange, so he again asked, "Xia Li? Is something wrong?"


    N/A


    Shan Haihong can be satisfied and Shan Haiming won''t suffer any losses. Xiao Ning sighed. "Then that''s good. Everyone will be happy. You''ve worked hard."


    Without refuting him immediately, Shan Haiming thought for a while then said, "Really? Platonic? Excuse me, but didn''t I just hear you say that you and him were so close your souls crossed and resonated with one another, or was that not what you told me?"


    Utterly stupefied, and with widened eyes, Xiao Ning sat there listening to the beep of the dial-tone.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    Not long after, Shan Yisong came downstairs then everyone sat together and ate dinner. The atmosphere was more harmonious than it was at noon, with less artificiality and premeditation. Shan Yisong still did not say much, but he did not look at Xiao Ning sharply.


    It appeared as though Shan Haiming didn''t take the ugly expression on Xiao Ning as he replied, "You being like this, I think it wasn''t so much that Lu Yan was the man you desired, but more like a pure fantasy; what''s more, the person in this fantasy isn''t really Lu Yan."


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    "Ah, they''re..." Shan Haiming thought it over for a moment then continued, "Zixin was never someone who thought independently from the start. So when the pressure from both families and my brother''s machinations all add up she will soon figure out who she''s together with and who she isn''t."


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    "I''ve never seen any kind of love that doesn''t contain any monopolistic desire or jealousy." Shan Haiming scanned Xiao Ning from head to toe. "I also never saw any relationship where only one person gives with no expectation for something return. So what is it that you''re getting from Lu Yan? Security? Self-satisfaction? Your feelings are really weak too, so if you have to find someone to rely on, you''ll be the the same way with anyone you switch to and keep at your side."


    "I''ve never seen any kind of love that doesn''t contain any monopolistic desire or jealousy." Shan Haiming scanned Xiao Ning from head to toe. "I also never saw any relationship where only one person gives with no expectation for something return. So what is it that you''re getting from Lu Yan? Security? Self-satisfaction? Your feelings are really weak too, so if you have to find someone to rely on, you''ll be the the same way with anyone you switch to and keep at your side."


    "Enough!" Xiao Ning bit his lower lip while his face was drained of colour. "Shan Haiming, shut your mouth."


    A Grilling/Called Out


    Shan Haiming blinked, then narrowed his eyes slightly. "Can you refute me?"


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why Shan Haiming changed into a different person and seemed to be stuck on this topic, or why he had to push it so far. Expressionless, Xiao Ning glared at Shan Haiming. "What exactly are you trying to say?"


    N/A


    "Yes." Xiao Ning rubbed to smooth, cool case of the phone in his hands, then went on to explain the matter regarding Xia Li and Lu Yan. It felt a bit humiliating for him to share that story with another person, but Shan Haiming had already seen an uglier side of him, so it wasn''t so difficult for his pride to accept giving this brief narration.


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    His voice contained not even the slightest ounce of regret, and Xiao Ning guessed it may have been Lu Yan who told him to call and apologise for the hit. "Oh, that, it''s fine. I already understood. You don''t need to worry about it, okay? You and Lu Yan are alright, right?"


    Those words were like a shard of ice plunging into Xiao Ning''s heart: cold and painful.


    He really hadn''t done any of those things as Lu Yan''s existence to him could only be described as something so beautiful there was no room for him. Besides, he never held any high hopes he would ever become Lu Yan''s partner, so Xiao Ning never saw the need to think about these kinds of sexual desires all the more.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Who said you were a white lotus?" Shan Haiming asked.


    Without a doubt, Xiao Ning was a cowardly person, and it was something he had always known. He was also extremely realistic and timid. He never thought to fight for the sake of his feelings, choosing to only guard his unrequited love as he alone watched it fluctuate from joy to sorrows, to flourish and whither, from the very beginning until the its eventual end.


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    Nonetheless, it was this bit of feelings he had for Lu Yan that had humbly and joyfully been with him throughout each part of his lonely years. He liked Lu Yan, he even loved him. That kind of care he felt towards him had long been carved into Xiao Ning''s character. Even if he no longer feels that way now, it was still the only and most worthwhile glimmer of expectation he has had in his mediocre life.


    The one who called him at that time was, unexpectedly, Xia Li, to which he then went on to answer, "Hello, Xia Li?"


    Xiao Ning clenched his fists, barely restraining the urge to smash them into Shan Haiming''s face. His lips quivered a few times, and without making a sound, he undid his seatbelt, opened the door, then walked away.


    "Me," Shan Haiming stated.


    The tune of the King of Karaoke chimed, interrupting the conversation. While pulling out his phone to answer it, Xiao Ning wondered if he should change his ringtone.


    Xiao Ning was so taken aback by him, he couldn''t speak.


    Shan Haiming, following his lead, replied, "Didn''t I pick up you?"


    "You only noticed that just now?" Wu Yi didn''t change the topic, saying, "I just changed it. Don''t expect anything from them this year, though. But next year we should be eating bayberries I grew here."


    As expected, there really was a lot of soup left over. Wu Yi used a thermos to store the leftover soup, and also added a few packets of noodles. "These noodles are really good, I made them take a special trip to bring them back from the town. Anyhow, it''d be best for you two to cook the noodles with chicken soup tomorrow for breakfast. Do you guys have any vegetables at home?"


    Without refuting him immediately, Shan Haiming thought for a while then said, "Really? Platonic? Excuse me, but didn''t I just hear you say that you and him were so close your souls crossed and resonated with one another, or was that not what you told me?"


    Why would he say that?


    Shan Haiming rose up to look at Xiao Ning in the eye, ad seeing the other man looking as though he had already received quite a blow, he lifted his hand to tousle Xiao Ning''s hair, stroking it just as he did Xiaohei''s. "It a praise comparing your beauty to a flower."


    Shan Haiming listened until the end, then calmly asked, "So do you like this Lu Yan?"


    He really hadn''t done any of those things as Lu Yan''s existence to him could only be described as something so beautiful there was no room for him. Besides, he never held any high hopes he would ever become Lu Yan''s partner, so Xiao Ning never saw the need to think about these kinds of sexual desires all the more.


    Shan Haiming words which bordered on derision has made Xiao Ning''s radiate with a dull ache, while he also couldn''t understand why his own reaction was also so big. It was as if his entire body was pushed in the middle of a vast ocean and there wasn''t a place, not even a tile for him to stand on.


    Rubbing his forehead, Xiao Ning calmed down. Shan Haiming seemed certain Xiao Ning would tell him given so he neither urged him or deliberately broached the topic.


    "Where''s Zixin?" Wu Yi asked.


    There was something in those words of his that made Xiao Ning frown a bit, he had no idea what was going in with Xia Li again. So with a sigh, and still maintaining a friendly tone, Xiao Ning replied, "Okay, that''s good."


    With a slam, the door to his apartment was shut, and Xiao NIng stood there in place for a long time. He then took a few steps, steps that were weighted down by such extreme exhaustion it seemed as though all his energy had been drained just to get seated on the sofa.


    Being bombarded by this string of questions he had never thought of, made Xiao Ning feel dizzy. "I..."


    Noticing his return, Xiaohei took the chance to grab onto his pant leg and climb up, meowed, rubbed itself all over Xiao Ning before laying down and releasing that purring noise that only felines could.


    Xiao Ning was at such a loss he could only ask, "What? I never..."


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    "Was that the person you got into a fight with last time?" Shan Haiming now spoke to Xiao Ning in a different tone than before, every sentence contained meaning that was hard to refute, and it was much more friendly. "What''s the matter? Did you steal someone''s boyfriend or something?"


    Xiao Ning closed his eyes.


    "Your brother can''t compare to you." Xiao Ning gazed at Shan Haiming''s side profile.


    In Shan Haiming''s eyes, was I nothing but a cruel joke? Because of the fear of having nothing in this life, as result, I needed to find someone to act as an emotional attachment just to live with any semblance of peace in this small world I''m trapped in?


    "Quit trying to waggle your forked tongue." Xia Li continued to taunt, "I''ve met more than my fair share of people like you, you''re such a white lotus. You''ve been friends with Lu Yan for so many years, but since you don''t have the balls to be with him yourself, you can''t let anyone else have him either. Doesn''t playing games with people like this hurt your conscience? Look, I''m not going to fall for your tricks, understand?"


    Those words were especially hurtful when they came from Shan Haiming''s mouth. Xiao Ning opened his tired eyes and took Xiaohei in his arms. "Are you hungry? You want a midnight snack?"


    In the end, he also smiled and said, "Alright. Thank you."


    An inexplicable impulse then erupted within Xiao Ning. He wanted to say something to Shan Haiming, or do something for Shan Haiming, but instead he only shook his head and replied, "No, everything''s fine."


    Stealing a chance to look at him, under the undulating street lights and shadows, Shan Haiming watched the pure sincerity that had blossomed on Xiao Ning''s face. It was an expression he would only make when he wholeheartedly wanted to persuade someone, his maturity would be long forgotten and all that was left was a look that seemed as though he held his heart out for you to see as he spoke. It was a clumsy and honest kind of sincerity, the kind that made whoever got to witness it unable to help themselves from wanting to smile.


    "It looks like my mother told you quite a bit." Shan Haiming seemed to find it amusing, his tone carrying hints of mischief. "The relationship between my brother and me isn''t as complicated as you think it to be. The troublesome matters from before were all caused because he didn''t believe I never had any interest in anything he wanted. Besides, I was never in the mood to tell him as much, letting him believe whatever he wanted."


    The Xiao Ning who was still trapped in those recollected memories was splashed with cold water and left in a daze. "What?"


    Xiaohei opened her beautiful eyes, meowing happily in blissful ignorance.


    Xia Li almost let out a sharp laugh. "You don''t need to worry about Lu Yan and me, we''re going to be together for a long, long time."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Blankly looking at hos phone screen, Xiao Ning then turned to Shan Haiming and asked, "What''s a white lotus?"


    "Ye Zixin and your brother..." Xiao Ning thought that no matter what Ye Zixin wanted, Shan Haihong seemed brimming with confidence.


    So, as a result, they had their care package stuffed with a bundle of veggies.


    "To me, it doesn''t really seem like you desired him. Did you had wet dreams were you thinking about him? When you had erotic dream where the dreams about him? When you touched yourself, were you thinking abut him?" Shan Haiming tilted his head and looked at Xiao Ning, suspicion and ill intentions riddled within his next question, "Have you ever wanted to kiss him?"


    "Nope," Shan Haiming replied.

 CH 29

    The next morning, Xiao Ning was awakened by the sound of his doorbell. Xiaohei didn''t sleep in his nest, choosing to lie at the bottom end of Xiao Ning''s bed to sleep. So upon being woken up by its owner, Xiaohei ignored Xiao Ning, shifting to another spot before curling back into a ball and again falling asleep.


    In the end, all parents were essentially the same. Xiao Ning had been replying to Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun for so long that when facing Wu Yi he thought that no matter how much of a beauty she is, or how she was the Mrs. Shan, at the end of the day, she was still just Shan Haiming''s mother, so it wouldn''t be too difficult. "I''ll ask him when I get home, but I don''t know if he has any plans at work."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit closer to Shan Haiming again, so he couldn''t help from adding, "What''s more, there''s something I''ve been wanting to say to you for a while now. It''s happened several times already, but you do know I''m older than you, right? Doesn''t it weigh on your conscienceT/n: He''s trying to imply Shan Haiming should feel bad for treating an senior like a junior when you rub my head like that?"


    To himself, Xiao Ning let out a laugh. "What I feared most of all wasn''t that Lu Yan would like other people or even marry someone else, but that he wouldn''t pay attention to me. He was the only person I was the closest to from since I was little, and I invest far too much into being at his side¡ªit was just like you said: a fantasy. What''s more, with all the energy and years I spent, if he ignores me, I''d feel as if I''d return to that time where no one could actually see me."


    But Xiao Ning thought they were exaggerating to much. His natural body temperature leaned on the colder side, so even if it was the height of summer, as long as he didn''t expose himself to the direct heat of the blazing sun for a long time or partake in any intense physical activities, his skin would always remain cool. So the weather now was the kind where wearing two thin shirts was still doable.


    Turning back around, he rinsed the suds off the bowls until they were clean. "The way I like someone really is strange, so that''s why you would treat it that way."


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    Having not being able to sleep well last night, Xiao Ning groggily climbed out of bed, his stamina still yet to recover as he pulled on his slippers and went to open the door. "Who is it?"


    Having not being able to sleep well last night, Xiao Ning groggily climbed out of bed, his stamina still yet to recover as he pulled on his slippers and went to open the door. "Who is it?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    "I was planning to take a trip back to my home town." When there was any breaks, Xiao Ning''s first thought was to head back to visit Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun. But, obviously, the two elders had the most hopes in having their own son return for a visit. Xiao Ning had no control over Lu Yan, so all he could do was offer his own portion of filial piety towards them. "There are two elder in the family."


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    Xiao Ning laughed, not mentioning the filial respect he was giving was to another person''s parents.


    When the door opened, Shan Haiming''s grand form stood there, seeming refreshed and relaxed as he said, "I came to boil noodles."


    "But I already bit into it..." Xiao Ning said surprised.


    After washing up, Xiao Ning fixed Xiaohei her cat-food and a fresh set of water, then walked over to the other side of the kitchen with his face as usual. He wasn''t planning on bringing up that matter with Shan Haiming again, anyhow, not wanting what had happened to again cause them discomfort and friction.


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    Packing the bowls in the cupboard, Xiao Ning used a towel to dry his hands. "That kind of feeling is honestly rather terrifying. I don''t want to ever go through it again. But after all these years, I haven''t made any progress at all. I... I really am quite weakT/N: the word used here also expresses incompetence T_T."


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    But... that guy, why is that guy acting as though nothing had happened?


    Shan Haiming hummed in response. "I got used to it in the few years I spent out of the country. Whenever I ate too many things outside, they all start to taste the same. So if I have any ingredients, it was better for me to just casually toss together whatever."


    When the door opened, Shan Haiming''s grand form stood there, seeming refreshed and relaxed as he said, "I came to boil noodles."


    "Chicken soup, and boiled noodles." Shan Haiming pronounced each words slowly as he stared at Xiao Ning''s sleepy and haze covered face, his hand then reaching out to pinch the drowsy man''s cheeks. "Breakfast."


    "For the things I said to you last night." Even when he apologises, Shan Haiming was frank. "When I got back last night, I thought it over for a while and I realised I was being to one-sided."


    The warm weather made the employees a bit more carefree, and Chen He approached Xiao Ning and asked, "Xiao-ge, are you planning to go anywhere on May DayT/N: May 1st, is International Workers Day or Labour Day?"


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    For a long time, he stared at Xiao Ning with a complicated expression, the thoughts running through as he did was unclear. He then walked over to Xiao Ning and hugged him, the way a good friend would, and after releasing him, he ruffled Xiao Ning''s hair and said, "Alright, alright. Do you want me to praise you? Liking someone for such a long time is really an accomplishment, you''re really awesome."


    For a long time, he stared at Xiao Ning with a complicated expression, the thoughts running through as he did was unclear. He then walked over to Xiao Ning and hugged him, the way a good friend would, and after releasing him, he ruffled Xiao Ning''s hair and said, "Alright, alright. Do you want me to praise you? Liking someone for such a long time is really an accomplishment, you''re really awesome."


    "Oh my. Xiao Ning-ah." Wu Yi giggled like a girl on the on the other end of the line. "You''re usually quite shy, but you still mustn''t let yourself be bullied to death by Haiming."


    "Oh my. Xiao Ning-ah." Wu Yi giggled like a girl on the on the other end of the line. "You''re usually quite shy, but you still mustn''t let yourself be bullied to death by Haiming."


    "Ow..." Xiao Ning didn''t even remember how to dodge, his slowly returning reactions prompting him to unconsciously nod. "Okay..."


    Packing the bowls in the cupboard, Xiao Ning used a towel to dry his hands. "That kind of feeling is honestly rather terrifying. I don''t want to ever go through it again. But after all these years, I haven''t made any progress at all. I... I really am quite weakT/N: the word used here also expresses incompetence T_T."


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit closer to Shan Haiming again, so he couldn''t help from adding, "What''s more, there''s something I''ve been wanting to say to you for a while now. It''s happened several times already, but you do know I''m older than you, right? Doesn''t it weigh on your conscienceT/n: He''s trying to imply Shan Haiming should feel bad for treating an senior like a junior when you rub my head like that?"


    "Oh my. Xiao Ning-ah." Wu Yi giggled like a girl on the on the other end of the line. "You''re usually quite shy, but you still mustn''t let yourself be bullied to death by Haiming."


    Xiao Ning honestly didn''t feel there was anyone n the Shan family that was easy to get along with. Their personalities are far too distinct¡ªtoo bright; and the issues in their family are far too obvious. The harmony in their family is even the result of precise calculations. Any outsider entering this kind of balanced peaceful facade would be very uncomfortable. "Haiming should have the free time."


    Shan Haiming entered first, and only then did Xiao Ning''s senses fully return.


    There was a phrase passed around that perfectly described this situation: I like you, but I don''t want anything to do with you.T/n: You could also think of it a I like you, but I don''t want a relationship with you. It describes a "pure love" or a crush where an actual relationship isn''t the aim.


    Xiao Ning remained silent, he had thought about bringing up the matter earlier, but he never expected Shan Haiming to formerly apologise. But instead of feeling angry, what he actually felt more that anything was sadness and loss. "It''s fine. Actually... what you said wasn''t entirely wrong either."


    Shan Haiming hummed in response. "I got used to it in the few years I spent out of the country. Whenever I ate too many things outside, they all start to taste the same. So if I have any ingredients, it was better for me to just casually toss together whatever."


    But Xiao Ning thought they were exaggerating to much. His natural body temperature leaned on the colder side, so even if it was the height of summer, as long as he didn''t expose himself to the direct heat of the blazing sun for a long time or partake in any intense physical activities, his skin would always remain cool. So the weather now was the kind where wearing two thin shirts was still doable.


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    Shan Haiming looked at him, his expression not at all pleased. "I already said I''m sorry."


    ?¡ó?


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    T/n: Just for clarification, Shan Haiming was upset with how how self-deprecatingly Xiao Ning spoke of himself, not Xiao Ning himself. []


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    That Second Young Master Shan never gave a person the time to prepare their heart by giving them a heads up. It was a sentence that had practically dropped out from the sky, and one that made Xiao Ning''s hands pause before the the shock he received made him turn his head to look at Shan Haiming and ask, "What?"


    ?¡ó?


    Filial piety coming first was a reason no one could refute, so Chen He no longer asked him. "Alright then, I''ll go tell the others. And Xiao-ge, you''re such a filial son."


    "For the things I said to you last night." Even when he apologises, Shan Haiming was frank. "When I got back last night, I thought it over for a while and I realised I was being to one-sided."


    But... that guy, why is that guy acting as though nothing had happened?


    Turning back around, he rinsed the suds off the bowls until they were clean. "The way I like someone really is strange, so that''s why you would treat it that way."


    The entire room was filled with the fragrant aroma of the chicken soup, and as an extreme early glutton, Xiao Ning walked over to the dining table and sat down. Shan Haiming was already eating.


    There was a phrase passed around that perfectly described this situation: I like you, but I don''t want anything to do with you.T/n: You could also think of it a I like you, but I don''t want a relationship with you. It describes a "pure love" or a crush where an actual relationship isn''t the aim.


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    Shan Haiming hummed in response. "I got used to it in the few years I spent out of the country. Whenever I ate too many things outside, they all start to taste the same. So if I have any ingredients, it was better for me to just casually toss together whatever."


    "For the things I said to you last night." Even when he apologises, Shan Haiming was frank. "When I got back last night, I thought it over for a while and I realised I was being to one-sided."


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    But these indignant thoughts only surfaced and nothing more. Thinking about all the things Shan Haiming had done for him without saying a word, things that were no small matter, Xiao Ning felt as though those kind of uncomfortable feelings were nothing in comparison. When someone as kind to him, he had the easiest time not losing his temper. What happened last night was already a special case.


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    In the end, all parents were essentially the same. Xiao Ning had been replying to Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun for so long that when facing Wu Yi he thought that no matter how much of a beauty she is, or how she was the Mrs. Shan, at the end of the day, she was still just Shan Haiming''s mother, so it wouldn''t be too difficult. "I''ll ask him when I get home, but I don''t know if he has any plans at work."


    In fact, he rarely lost his temper in front of others, and he has done so to Shan Haiming twice.


    Filial piety coming first was a reason no one could refute, so Chen He no longer asked him. "Alright then, I''ll go tell the others. And Xiao-ge, you''re such a filial son."


    After washing up, Xiao Ning fixed Xiaohei her cat-food and a fresh set of water, then walked over to the other side of the kitchen with his face as usual. He wasn''t planning on bringing up that matter with Shan Haiming again, anyhow, not wanting what had happened to again cause them discomfort and friction.


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    "Our team wants to go somewhere together, so would you like to come along?" Possibly thanks to Xiao Ning, their sales group members had gotten along quite well with one another, never fighting each other over sales to get commissions, so they weren''t just colleagues, but also friends.


    "Ow..." Xiao Ning didn''t even remember how to dodge, his slowly returning reactions prompting him to unconsciously nod. "Okay..."


    Xiao Ning shook his head.


    The entire room was filled with the fragrant aroma of the chicken soup, and as an extreme early glutton, Xiao Ning walked over to the dining table and sat down. Shan Haiming was already eating.


    Having not being able to sleep well last night, Xiao Ning groggily climbed out of bed, his stamina still yet to recover as he pulled on his slippers and went to open the door. "Who is it?"


    T/n: Just for clarification, Shan Haiming was upset with how how self-deprecatingly Xiao Ning spoke of himself, not Xiao Ning himself. []


    Watching him lower his head to eat, the cloud of unhappiness in left in Xiao Ning''s heart from the prior night gradually dispersed.


    Taking a bowl of soup that had a few vegetables floating on top of it, Xiao Ning swallowed back his saliva. "Why didn''t you call me to come make it?"


    But Xiao Ning thought they were exaggerating to much. His natural body temperature leaned on the colder side, so even if it was the height of summer, as long as he didn''t expose himself to the direct heat of the blazing sun for a long time or partake in any intense physical activities, his skin would always remain cool. So the weather now was the kind where wearing two thin shirts was still doable.


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    Xiao Ning honestly didn''t feel there was anyone n the Shan family that was easy to get along with. Their personalities are far too distinct¡ªtoo bright; and the issues in their family are far too obvious. The harmony in their family is even the result of precise calculations. Any outsider entering this kind of balanced peaceful facade would be very uncomfortable. "Haiming should have the free time."


    "It doesn''t matter if he doesn''t have the time, if you have the time just come over." Wu Yi chuckled. "Relax, alright. Yisong and I are very easy to get along with."


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    For a long time, he stared at Xiao Ning with a complicated expression, the thoughts running through as he did was unclear. He then walked over to Xiao Ning and hugged him, the way a good friend would, and after releasing him, he ruffled Xiao Ning''s hair and said, "Alright, alright. Do you want me to praise you? Liking someone for such a long time is really an accomplishment, you''re really awesome."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    "It''s too much trouble, so I usually go out to eat." Xiao Ning lowered his head to eat a bite of noodles, and also scooped up a poached egg, taking a bite. It was also soft boiled. Xiao Ning was never fond of eating raw or half-cooked things¡ªincluding eggs. So his brows crinkled as he thought about how my bites it would take for him to eat it. But just as he was a few seconds into his hesitation, Shan Haiming reached out his soup spoon and said, "Give it to me."


    The next morning, Xiao Ning was awakened by the sound of his doorbell. Xiaohei didn''t sleep in his nest, choosing to lie at the bottom end of Xiao Ning''s bed to sleep. So upon being woken up by its owner, Xiaohei ignored Xiao Ning, shifting to another spot before curling back into a ball and again falling asleep.


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    Shan Haiming entered first, and only then did Xiao Ning''s senses fully return.


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    Xiao Ning honestly didn''t feel there was anyone n the Shan family that was easy to get along with. Their personalities are far too distinct¡ªtoo bright; and the issues in their family are far too obvious. The harmony in their family is even the result of precise calculations. Any outsider entering this kind of balanced peaceful facade would be very uncomfortable. "Haiming should have the free time."


    "But I already bit into it..." Xiao Ning said surprised.


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    This strange feeling lingered with Xiao Ning for the rest of the day, until, that is, he saw Lu Yan standing at the entrance of his company.


    A bit irritated at this answer of his, Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming''s shoulder, briefly making an estimation before seriously asking, "But you''re not that much taller than me, are you?"


    Every other thought that had occupied Xiao Ning''s mind was tossed aside in that moment, and only one had filled every gap in his mind: Why did he come here?


    Seeing his seriously calculating face, Shan Haiming couldn''t stop the laugh from finally escaping him. Reaching out, he pulled Xiao Ning by the shoulders into his arms and led him out the door. "It''s time for us to head to work now."


    "I saw that." Shan Haiming then asked, "Are you sick?"


    That Second Young Master Shan never gave a person the time to prepare their heart by giving them a heads up. It was a sentence that had practically dropped out from the sky, and one that made Xiao Ning''s hands pause before the the shock he received made him turn his head to look at Shan Haiming and ask, "What?"


    Turning back around, he rinsed the suds off the bowls until they were clean. "The way I like someone really is strange, so that''s why you would treat it that way."


    Shan Haiming looked at him, his expression not at all pleased. "I already said I''m sorry."


    Perhaps, even from the start, Xiao Ning never truly wanted to be a Lu Yan''s match.


    There was a phrase passed around that perfectly described this situation: I like you, but I don''t want anything to do with you.T/n: You could also think of it a I like you, but I don''t want a relationship with you. It describes a "pure love" or a crush where an actual relationship isn''t the aim.


    Perhaps, even from the start, Xiao Ning never truly wanted to be a Lu Yan''s match.


    The temperature was a few degrees higher that day, and the scent of summer lingering in the air was even more more pronounced. Because on the number of computers in the office, someone had already proposed for the air-conditioners to be turned on.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    This question reminded Xiao Ning there was a short holiday approaching.


    Xiao Ning shook his head.


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    Shan Haiming then took the poached egg up with his spoon.


    Shan Haiming then took the poached egg up with his spoon.


    Watching him lower his head to eat, the cloud of unhappiness in left in Xiao Ning''s heart from the prior night gradually dispersed.


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    The temperature was a few degrees higher that day, and the scent of summer lingering in the air was even more more pronounced. Because on the number of computers in the office, someone had already proposed for the air-conditioners to be turned on.


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    "For the things I said to you last night." Even when he apologises, Shan Haiming was frank. "When I got back last night, I thought it over for a while and I realised I was being to one-sided."


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    This guy never concerns himself with the things other people are usually concerned over, anyhow. Xiao Ning picked up a chopstick of noodles. "Do you normally make your own breakfast at home?"


    His embrace was short and light, while earnestly transmitting the strength and warmth that was unique to those who are youth, the kind of youthful spirit of closeness and friendliness that was so infectious it even left Xiao Ning in a daze. At once, all the ashes in his heart were blown away, and for a moment, the entire sky was filled with dust.


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    T/n: Just for clarification, Shan Haiming was upset with how how self-deprecatingly Xiao Ning spoke of himself, not Xiao Ning himself. []


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    Shan Haiming hummed in response. "I got used to it in the few years I spent out of the country. Whenever I ate too many things outside, they all start to taste the same. So if I have any ingredients, it was better for me to just casually toss together whatever."


    To himself, Xiao Ning let out a laugh. "What I feared most of all wasn''t that Lu Yan would like other people or even marry someone else, but that he wouldn''t pay attention to me. He was the only person I was the closest to from since I was little, and I invest far too much into being at his side¡ªit was just like you said: a fantasy. What''s more, with all the energy and years I spent, if he ignores me, I''d feel as if I''d return to that time where no one could actually see me."


    Xiao Ning shook his head.


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    Wu Yi''s enthusiasm made Xiao Ning feel as though he was riding a tiger¡ªleaving him no easy way to climb off. It seemed as though the Shan family had accepted Shan Haiming''s sexuality, responding quite well. Shan Haihong was also satisfied. So the only issue that was left was when he would retire after his successful performance.


    Xiao Ning also gained a new insight, when Shan Haiming said casually toss together whatever, he really did possess only average skills. Even with this bowl of noodles, the deliciousness was still because of the leftover soup. Could the only dish Shan Haiming is quite proficient at be making squirrel-tailed fish?


    A bit irritated at this answer of his, Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming''s shoulder, briefly making an estimation before seriously asking, "But you''re not that much taller than me, are you?"


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    Xiao Ning also gained a new insight, when Shan Haiming said casually toss together whatever, he really did possess only average skills. Even with this bowl of noodles, the deliciousness was still because of the leftover soup. Could the only dish Shan Haiming is quite proficient at be making squirrel-tailed fish?


    Packing the bowls in the cupboard, Xiao Ning used a towel to dry his hands. "That kind of feeling is honestly rather terrifying. I don''t want to ever go through it again. But after all these years, I haven''t made any progress at all. I... I really am quite weakT/N: the word used here also expresses incompetence T_T."


    N/A


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    Leaning on the frame of the kitchen door, Shan Haiming looked on at Xiao Ning as he did the dishes. "I''m sorry."


    Shan Haiming looked at him, his expression not at all pleased. "I already said I''m sorry."


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    Xiao Ning remained silent, he had thought about bringing up the matter earlier, but he never expected Shan Haiming to formerly apologise. But instead of feeling angry, what he actually felt more that anything was sadness and loss. "It''s fine. Actually... what you said wasn''t entirely wrong either."


    Xiao Ning laughed, not mentioning the filial respect he was giving was to another person''s parents.


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    That Second Young Master Shan never gave a person the time to prepare their heart by giving them a heads up. It was a sentence that had practically dropped out from the sky, and one that made Xiao Ning''s hands pause before the the shock he received made him turn his head to look at Shan Haiming and ask, "What?"


    "It doesn''t matter if he doesn''t have the time, if you have the time just come over." Wu Yi chuckled. "Relax, alright. Yisong and I are very easy to get along with."


    N/A


    "For the things I said to you last night." Even when he apologises, Shan Haiming was frank. "When I got back last night, I thought it over for a while and I realised I was being to one-sided."


    "Ow..." Xiao Ning didn''t even remember how to dodge, his slowly returning reactions prompting him to unconsciously nod. "Okay..."


    In fact, he rarely lost his temper in front of others, and he has done so to Shan Haiming twice.


    "For the things I said to you last night." Even when he apologises, Shan Haiming was frank. "When I got back last night, I thought it over for a while and I realised I was being to one-sided."


    The entire room was filled with the fragrant aroma of the chicken soup, and as an extreme early glutton, Xiao Ning walked over to the dining table and sat down. Shan Haiming was already eating.


    In fact, he rarely lost his temper in front of others, and he has done so to Shan Haiming twice.


    The warm weather made the employees a bit more carefree, and Chen He approached Xiao Ning and asked, "Xiao-ge, are you planning to go anywhere on May DayT/N: May 1st, is International Workers Day or Labour Day?"


    That Second Young Master Shan never gave a person the time to prepare their heart by giving them a heads up. It was a sentence that had practically dropped out from the sky, and one that made Xiao Ning''s hands pause before the the shock he received made him turn his head to look at Shan Haiming and ask, "What?"


    When the door opened, Shan Haiming''s grand form stood there, seeming refreshed and relaxed as he said, "I came to boil noodles."


    Xiao Ning remained silent, he had thought about bringing up the matter earlier, but he never expected Shan Haiming to formerly apologise. But instead of feeling angry, what he actually felt more that anything was sadness and loss. "It''s fine. Actually... what you said wasn''t entirely wrong either."


    Wu Yi''s enthusiasm made Xiao Ning feel as though he was riding a tiger¡ªleaving him no easy way to climb off. It seemed as though the Shan family had accepted Shan Haiming''s sexuality, responding quite well. Shan Haihong was also satisfied. So the only issue that was left was when he would retire after his successful performance.


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    After washing up, Xiao Ning fixed Xiaohei her cat-food and a fresh set of water, then walked over to the other side of the kitchen with his face as usual. He wasn''t planning on bringing up that matter with Shan Haiming again, anyhow, not wanting what had happened to again cause them discomfort and friction.


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    Leaning on the frame of the kitchen door, Shan Haiming looked on at Xiao Ning as he did the dishes. "I''m sorry."


    Turning back around, he rinsed the suds off the bowls until they were clean. "The way I like someone really is strange, so that''s why you would treat it that way."


    Would I have to stick around until Shan Haiming found a real partner so that cheap brother of his doesn''t act up again?


    "But I already bit into it..." Xiao Ning said surprised.


    Shan Haiming entered first, and only then did Xiao Ning''s senses fully return.


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    Having not being able to sleep well last night, Xiao Ning groggily climbed out of bed, his stamina still yet to recover as he pulled on his slippers and went to open the door. "Who is it?"


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    There was a phrase passed around that perfectly described this situation: I like you, but I don''t want anything to do with you.T/n: You could also think of it a I like you, but I don''t want a relationship with you. It describes a "pure love" or a crush where an actual relationship isn''t the aim.


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    Perhaps, even from the start, Xiao Ning never truly wanted to be a Lu Yan''s match.


    Xiao Ning felt a bit closer to Shan Haiming again, so he couldn''t help from adding, "What''s more, there''s something I''ve been wanting to say to you for a while now. It''s happened several times already, but you do know I''m older than you, right? Doesn''t it weigh on your conscienceT/n: He''s trying to imply Shan Haiming should feel bad for treating an senior like a junior when you rub my head like that?"


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    Xiao Ning remained silent, he had thought about bringing up the matter earlier, but he never expected Shan Haiming to formerly apologise. But instead of feeling angry, what he actually felt more that anything was sadness and loss. "It''s fine. Actually... what you said wasn''t entirely wrong either."


    One in a while, but only once in a while, Xiao Ning would be curious, curious about where in this world that mother, whose appearance he could barely remember, could be. Does she even remember the son she tossed over to relatives to care for?


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    Leaning on the frame of the kitchen door, Shan Haiming looked on at Xiao Ning as he did the dishes. "I''m sorry."


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    To himself, Xiao Ning let out a laugh. "What I feared most of all wasn''t that Lu Yan would like other people or even marry someone else, but that he wouldn''t pay attention to me. He was the only person I was the closest to from since I was little, and I invest far too much into being at his side¡ªit was just like you said: a fantasy. What''s more, with all the energy and years I spent, if he ignores me, I''d feel as if I''d return to that time where no one could actually see me."


    "Oh my. Xiao Ning-ah." Wu Yi giggled like a girl on the on the other end of the line. "You''re usually quite shy, but you still mustn''t let yourself be bullied to death by Haiming."


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    Shan Haiming looked at him, his expression not at all pleased. "I already said I''m sorry."


    Packing the bowls in the cupboard, Xiao Ning used a towel to dry his hands. "That kind of feeling is honestly rather terrifying. I don''t want to ever go through it again. But after all these years, I haven''t made any progress at all. I... I really am quite weakT/N: the word used here also expresses incompetence T_T."


    When the door opened, Shan Haiming''s grand form stood there, seeming refreshed and relaxed as he said, "I came to boil noodles."


    Shan Haiming looked at him, his expression not at all pleased. "I already said I''m sorry."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    One in a while, but only once in a while, Xiao Ning would be curious, curious about where in this world that mother, whose appearance he could barely remember, could be. Does she even remember the son she tossed over to relatives to care for?


    This strange feeling lingered with Xiao Ning for the rest of the day, until, that is, he saw Lu Yan standing at the entrance of his company.


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    Xiao Ning laughed, not mentioning the filial respect he was giving was to another person''s parents.


    Having not being able to sleep well last night, Xiao Ning groggily climbed out of bed, his stamina still yet to recover as he pulled on his slippers and went to open the door. "Who is it?"


    In fact, he rarely lost his temper in front of others, and he has done so to Shan Haiming twice.


    Xiao Ning felt a bit closer to Shan Haiming again, so he couldn''t help from adding, "What''s more, there''s something I''ve been wanting to say to you for a while now. It''s happened several times already, but you do know I''m older than you, right? Doesn''t it weigh on your conscienceT/n: He''s trying to imply Shan Haiming should feel bad for treating an senior like a junior when you rub my head like that?"


    "Don''t say that." Shan Haiming sighed, seeming a bit agitated. "Since I admitted that I made a mistake, there''s no need for you to say those things about yourself again."


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    For a long time, he stared at Xiao Ning with a complicated expression, the thoughts running through as he did was unclear. He then walked over to Xiao Ning and hugged him, the way a good friend would, and after releasing him, he ruffled Xiao Ning''s hair and said, "Alright, alright. Do you want me to praise you? Liking someone for such a long time is really an accomplishment, you''re really awesome."


    "It''s too much trouble, so I usually go out to eat." Xiao Ning lowered his head to eat a bite of noodles, and also scooped up a poached egg, taking a bite. It was also soft boiled. Xiao Ning was never fond of eating raw or half-cooked things¡ªincluding eggs. So his brows crinkled as he thought about how my bites it would take for him to eat it. But just as he was a few seconds into his hesitation, Shan Haiming reached out his soup spoon and said, "Give it to me."


    "I was planning to take a trip back to my home town." When there was any breaks, Xiao Ning''s first thought was to head back to visit Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun. But, obviously, the two elders had the most hopes in having their own son return for a visit. Xiao Ning had no control over Lu Yan, so all he could do was offer his own portion of filial piety towards them. "There are two elder in the family."


    Taking a bowl of soup that had a few vegetables floating on top of it, Xiao Ning swallowed back his saliva. "Why didn''t you call me to come make it?"


    But Xiao Ning thought they were exaggerating to much. His natural body temperature leaned on the colder side, so even if it was the height of summer, as long as he didn''t expose himself to the direct heat of the blazing sun for a long time or partake in any intense physical activities, his skin would always remain cool. So the weather now was the kind where wearing two thin shirts was still doable.


    Shan Haiming entered first, and only then did Xiao Ning''s senses fully return.


    His embrace was short and light, while earnestly transmitting the strength and warmth that was unique to those who are youth, the kind of youthful spirit of closeness and friendliness that was so infectious it even left Xiao Ning in a daze. At once, all the ashes in his heart were blown away, and for a moment, the entire sky was filled with dust.


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    This made Xiao Ning upset. It would a lie to say Xiao Ning didn''t have a knot in his heart because of the things Shan Haiming had said to him. He didn''t understand the situation completely at all, yet he went on to make such excessively judgemental statements. It honestly made Xiao Ning unable to stand it. Isn''t it just to much to pretend nothing had happened?


    "It''s too much trouble, so I usually go out to eat." Xiao Ning lowered his head to eat a bite of noodles, and also scooped up a poached egg, taking a bite. It was also soft boiled. Xiao Ning was never fond of eating raw or half-cooked things¡ªincluding eggs. So his brows crinkled as he thought about how my bites it would take for him to eat it. But just as he was a few seconds into his hesitation, Shan Haiming reached out his soup spoon and said, "Give it to me."


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    For a long time, he stared at Xiao Ning with a complicated expression, the thoughts running through as he did was unclear. He then walked over to Xiao Ning and hugged him, the way a good friend would, and after releasing him, he ruffled Xiao Ning''s hair and said, "Alright, alright. Do you want me to praise you? Liking someone for such a long time is really an accomplishment, you''re really awesome."


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    Would I have to stick around until Shan Haiming found a real partner so that cheap brother of his doesn''t act up again?


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    "I saw that." Shan Haiming then asked, "Are you sick?"


    The entire room was filled with the fragrant aroma of the chicken soup, and as an extreme early glutton, Xiao Ning walked over to the dining table and sat down. Shan Haiming was already eating.


    The temperature was a few degrees higher that day, and the scent of summer lingering in the air was even more more pronounced. Because on the number of computers in the office, someone had already proposed for the air-conditioners to be turned on.


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    "I was planning to take a trip back to my home town." When there was any breaks, Xiao Ning''s first thought was to head back to visit Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun. But, obviously, the two elders had the most hopes in having their own son return for a visit. Xiao Ning had no control over Lu Yan, so all he could do was offer his own portion of filial piety towards them. "There are two elder in the family."


    Xiao Ning felt a bit closer to Shan Haiming again, so he couldn''t help from adding, "What''s more, there''s something I''ve been wanting to say to you for a while now. It''s happened several times already, but you do know I''m older than you, right? Doesn''t it weigh on your conscienceT/n: He''s trying to imply Shan Haiming should feel bad for treating an senior like a junior when you rub my head like that?"


    "I saw that." Shan Haiming then asked, "Are you sick?"


    Xiao Ning laughed, not mentioning the filial respect he was giving was to another person''s parents.


    Shan Haiming hummed in response. "I got used to it in the few years I spent out of the country. Whenever I ate too many things outside, they all start to taste the same. So if I have any ingredients, it was better for me to just casually toss together whatever."


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    Leaning on the frame of the kitchen door, Shan Haiming looked on at Xiao Ning as he did the dishes. "I''m sorry."


    For a long time, he stared at Xiao Ning with a complicated expression, the thoughts running through as he did was unclear. He then walked over to Xiao Ning and hugged him, the way a good friend would, and after releasing him, he ruffled Xiao Ning''s hair and said, "Alright, alright. Do you want me to praise you? Liking someone for such a long time is really an accomplishment, you''re really awesome."


    "I was planning to take a trip back to my home town." When there was any breaks, Xiao Ning''s first thought was to head back to visit Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun. But, obviously, the two elders had the most hopes in having their own son return for a visit. Xiao Ning had no control over Lu Yan, so all he could do was offer his own portion of filial piety towards them. "There are two elder in the family."


    But... that guy, why is that guy acting as though nothing had happened?


    This guy never concerns himself with the things other people are usually concerned over, anyhow. Xiao Ning picked up a chopstick of noodles. "Do you normally make your own breakfast at home?"


    A bit irritated at this answer of his, Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming''s shoulder, briefly making an estimation before seriously asking, "But you''re not that much taller than me, are you?"


    Apology


    Seeing his seriously calculating face, Shan Haiming couldn''t stop the laugh from finally escaping him. Reaching out, he pulled Xiao Ning by the shoulders into his arms and led him out the door. "It''s time for us to head to work now."


    "Chicken soup, and boiled noodles." Shan Haiming pronounced each words slowly as he stared at Xiao Ning''s sleepy and haze covered face, his hand then reaching out to pinch the drowsy man''s cheeks. "Breakfast."


    The temperature was a few degrees higher that day, and the scent of summer lingering in the air was even more more pronounced. Because on the number of computers in the office, someone had already proposed for the air-conditioners to be turned on.


    Xiao Ning laughed, not mentioning the filial respect he was giving was to another person''s parents.


    Seeing his seriously calculating face, Shan Haiming couldn''t stop the laugh from finally escaping him. Reaching out, he pulled Xiao Ning by the shoulders into his arms and led him out the door. "It''s time for us to head to work now."


    But... that guy, why is that guy acting as though nothing had happened?


    In the end, all parents were essentially the same. Xiao Ning had been replying to Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun for so long that when facing Wu Yi he thought that no matter how much of a beauty she is, or how she was the Mrs. Shan, at the end of the day, she was still just Shan Haiming''s mother, so it wouldn''t be too difficult. "I''ll ask him when I get home, but I don''t know if he has any plans at work."


    With these tangled thoughts in mind, Xiao Ning ate his noodles until the bowl was cleaned, then volunteered himself to do the dishes. There was still a half an hour before it was nine o''clock, and the distance from his place and Rihua was close, so he still had time to spare.


    Perhaps, even from the start, Xiao Ning never truly wanted to be a Lu Yan''s match.


    There was a phrase passed around that perfectly described this situation: I like you, but I don''t want anything to do with you.T/n: You could also think of it a I like you, but I don''t want a relationship with you. It describes a "pure love" or a crush where an actual relationship isn''t the aim.


    But Xiao Ning thought they were exaggerating to much. His natural body temperature leaned on the colder side, so even if it was the height of summer, as long as he didn''t expose himself to the direct heat of the blazing sun for a long time or partake in any intense physical activities, his skin would always remain cool. So the weather now was the kind where wearing two thin shirts was still doable.


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    The temperature was a few degrees higher that day, and the scent of summer lingering in the air was even more more pronounced. Because on the number of computers in the office, someone had already proposed for the air-conditioners to be turned on.


    The warm weather made the employees a bit more carefree, and Chen He approached Xiao Ning and asked, "Xiao-ge, are you planning to go anywhere on May DayT/N: May 1st, is International Workers Day or Labour Day?"


    ?¡ó?


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    "Ow..." Xiao Ning didn''t even remember how to dodge, his slowly returning reactions prompting him to unconsciously nod. "Okay..."


    Shan Haiming stared at Xiao Ning''s lips that were curled and neatly pressed into a sincere smile, his eyebrow lifting.


    "It doesn''t matter if he doesn''t have the time, if you have the time just come over." Wu Yi chuckled. "Relax, alright. Yisong and I are very easy to get along with."


    The entire room was filled with the fragrant aroma of the chicken soup, and as an extreme early glutton, Xiao Ning walked over to the dining table and sat down. Shan Haiming was already eating.


    This question reminded Xiao Ning there was a short holiday approaching.


    "Don''t say that." Shan Haiming sighed, seeming a bit agitated. "Since I admitted that I made a mistake, there''s no need for you to say those things about yourself again."


    Shan Haiming hummed in response. "I got used to it in the few years I spent out of the country. Whenever I ate too many things outside, they all start to taste the same. So if I have any ingredients, it was better for me to just casually toss together whatever."


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    "Our team wants to go somewhere together, so would you like to come along?" Possibly thanks to Xiao Ning, their sales group members had gotten along quite well with one another, never fighting each other over sales to get commissions, so they weren''t just colleagues, but also friends.


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    "I was planning to take a trip back to my home town." When there was any breaks, Xiao Ning''s first thought was to head back to visit Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun. But, obviously, the two elders had the most hopes in having their own son return for a visit. Xiao Ning had no control over Lu Yan, so all he could do was offer his own portion of filial piety towards them. "There are two elder in the family."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    This question reminded Xiao Ning there was a short holiday approaching.


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    Xiao Ning felt a bit closer to Shan Haiming again, so he couldn''t help from adding, "What''s more, there''s something I''ve been wanting to say to you for a while now. It''s happened several times already, but you do know I''m older than you, right? Doesn''t it weigh on your conscienceT/n: He''s trying to imply Shan Haiming should feel bad for treating an senior like a junior when you rub my head like that?"


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    Filial piety coming first was a reason no one could refute, so Chen He no longer asked him. "Alright then, I''ll go tell the others. And Xiao-ge, you''re such a filial son."


    Taking a bowl of soup that had a few vegetables floating on top of it, Xiao Ning swallowed back his saliva. "Why didn''t you call me to come make it?"


    But Xiao Ning thought they were exaggerating to much. His natural body temperature leaned on the colder side, so even if it was the height of summer, as long as he didn''t expose himself to the direct heat of the blazing sun for a long time or partake in any intense physical activities, his skin would always remain cool. So the weather now was the kind where wearing two thin shirts was still doable.


    Filial piety coming first was a reason no one could refute, so Chen He no longer asked him. "Alright then, I''ll go tell the others. And Xiao-ge, you''re such a filial son."


    To himself, Xiao Ning let out a laugh. "What I feared most of all wasn''t that Lu Yan would like other people or even marry someone else, but that he wouldn''t pay attention to me. He was the only person I was the closest to from since I was little, and I invest far too much into being at his side¡ªit was just like you said: a fantasy. What''s more, with all the energy and years I spent, if he ignores me, I''d feel as if I''d return to that time where no one could actually see me."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    The next morning, Xiao Ning was awakened by the sound of his doorbell. Xiaohei didn''t sleep in his nest, choosing to lie at the bottom end of Xiao Ning''s bed to sleep. So upon being woken up by its owner, Xiaohei ignored Xiao Ning, shifting to another spot before curling back into a ball and again falling asleep.


    Xiao Ning shook his head.


    Xiao Ning laughed, not mentioning the filial respect he was giving was to another person''s parents.


    In fact, he rarely lost his temper in front of others, and he has done so to Shan Haiming twice.


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    Xiao Ning shook his head.


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    That Second Young Master Shan never gave a person the time to prepare their heart by giving them a heads up. It was a sentence that had practically dropped out from the sky, and one that made Xiao Ning''s hands pause before the the shock he received made him turn his head to look at Shan Haiming and ask, "What?"


    One in a while, but only once in a while, Xiao Ning would be curious, curious about where in this world that mother, whose appearance he could barely remember, could be. Does she even remember the son she tossed over to relatives to care for?


    Every other thought that had occupied Xiao Ning''s mind was tossed aside in that moment, and only one had filled every gap in his mind: Why did he come here?


    "It''s too much trouble, so I usually go out to eat." Xiao Ning lowered his head to eat a bite of noodles, and also scooped up a poached egg, taking a bite. It was also soft boiled. Xiao Ning was never fond of eating raw or half-cooked things¡ªincluding eggs. So his brows crinkled as he thought about how my bites it would take for him to eat it. But just as he was a few seconds into his hesitation, Shan Haiming reached out his soup spoon and said, "Give it to me."


    To himself, Xiao Ning let out a laugh. "What I feared most of all wasn''t that Lu Yan would like other people or even marry someone else, but that he wouldn''t pay attention to me. He was the only person I was the closest to from since I was little, and I invest far too much into being at his side¡ªit was just like you said: a fantasy. What''s more, with all the energy and years I spent, if he ignores me, I''d feel as if I''d return to that time where no one could actually see me."


    Seeing his seriously calculating face, Shan Haiming couldn''t stop the laugh from finally escaping him. Reaching out, he pulled Xiao Ning by the shoulders into his arms and led him out the door. "It''s time for us to head to work now."


    Packing the bowls in the cupboard, Xiao Ning used a towel to dry his hands. "That kind of feeling is honestly rather terrifying. I don''t want to ever go through it again. But after all these years, I haven''t made any progress at all. I... I really am quite weakT/N: the word used here also expresses incompetence T_T."


    This question reminded Xiao Ning there was a short holiday approaching.


    The next morning, Xiao Ning was awakened by the sound of his doorbell. Xiaohei didn''t sleep in his nest, choosing to lie at the bottom end of Xiao Ning''s bed to sleep. So upon being woken up by its owner, Xiaohei ignored Xiao Ning, shifting to another spot before curling back into a ball and again falling asleep.


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    "If I waited for you to come cook it, we''d run out of time." Shan Haiming blew a cooling breath then slurped up some noodles. "Do you not usually eat breakfast at home?"


    But it was only curiosity and nothing more.


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    "Our team wants to go somewhere together, so would you like to come along?" Possibly thanks to Xiao Ning, their sales group members had gotten along quite well with one another, never fighting each other over sales to get commissions, so they weren''t just colleagues, but also friends.


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    Having not being able to sleep well last night, Xiao Ning groggily climbed out of bed, his stamina still yet to recover as he pulled on his slippers and went to open the door. "Who is it?"


    Wu Yi''s enthusiasm made Xiao Ning feel as though he was riding a tiger¡ªleaving him no easy way to climb off. It seemed as though the Shan family had accepted Shan Haiming''s sexuality, responding quite well. Shan Haihong was also satisfied. So the only issue that was left was when he would retire after his successful performance.


    This guy never concerns himself with the things other people are usually concerned over, anyhow. Xiao Ning picked up a chopstick of noodles. "Do you normally make your own breakfast at home?"


    Filial piety coming first was a reason no one could refute, so Chen He no longer asked him. "Alright then, I''ll go tell the others. And Xiao-ge, you''re such a filial son."


    This strange feeling lingered with Xiao Ning for the rest of the day, until, that is, he saw Lu Yan standing at the entrance of his company.


    Would I have to stick around until Shan Haiming found a real partner so that cheap brother of his doesn''t act up again?


    Watching him lower his head to eat, the cloud of unhappiness in left in Xiao Ning''s heart from the prior night gradually dispersed.


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    The warm weather made the employees a bit more carefree, and Chen He approached Xiao Ning and asked, "Xiao-ge, are you planning to go anywhere on May DayT/N: May 1st, is International Workers Day or Labour Day?"


    Last night, we were on bad terms, were we not?


    In the afternoon, Wu Yi gave Xiao Ning a call. She first asked them if they ate the chicken noodle soup for breakfast, then she mentioned that given the hot weather they should eat duck stewT/N: In Traditional Chinese Medicine certain foods are categorised as being hot or cool, having a heating of cooling effect on your body. Duck is cooling food. to repair their health. Then following all this, she later asked if they were coming over for dinner that weekend; stressing that Shan Yisong had nothing against the idea.


    In fact, he rarely lost his temper in front of others, and he has done so to Shan Haiming twice.


    "Don''t say that." Shan Haiming sighed, seeming a bit agitated. "Since I admitted that I made a mistake, there''s no need for you to say those things about yourself again."


    In the end, all parents were essentially the same. Xiao Ning had been replying to Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun for so long that when facing Wu Yi he thought that no matter how much of a beauty she is, or how she was the Mrs. Shan, at the end of the day, she was still just Shan Haiming''s mother, so it wouldn''t be too difficult. "I''ll ask him when I get home, but I don''t know if he has any plans at work."


    The temperature was a few degrees higher that day, and the scent of summer lingering in the air was even more more pronounced. Because on the number of computers in the office, someone had already proposed for the air-conditioners to be turned on.


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    Perhaps, even from the start, Xiao Ning never truly wanted to be a Lu Yan''s match.


    Apology


    Shan Haiming then took the poached egg up with his spoon.


    ?¡ó?


    T/n: Just for clarification, Shan Haiming was upset with how how self-deprecatingly Xiao Ning spoke of himself, not Xiao Ning himself. []


    "It doesn''t matter if he doesn''t have the time, if you have the time just come over." Wu Yi chuckled. "Relax, alright. Yisong and I are very easy to get along with."


    But these indignant thoughts only surfaced and nothing more. Thinking about all the things Shan Haiming had done for him without saying a word, things that were no small matter, Xiao Ning felt as though those kind of uncomfortable feelings were nothing in comparison. When someone as kind to him, he had the easiest time not losing his temper. What happened last night was already a special case.


    Xiao Ning honestly didn''t feel there was anyone n the Shan family that was easy to get along with. Their personalities are far too distinct¡ªtoo bright; and the issues in their family are far too obvious. The harmony in their family is even the result of precise calculations. Any outsider entering this kind of balanced peaceful facade would be very uncomfortable. "Haiming should have the free time."


    After washing up, Xiao Ning fixed Xiaohei her cat-food and a fresh set of water, then walked over to the other side of the kitchen with his face as usual. He wasn''t planning on bringing up that matter with Shan Haiming again, anyhow, not wanting what had happened to again cause them discomfort and friction.


    Shan Haiming looked at him, his expression not at all pleased. "I already said I''m sorry."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    "Oh my. Xiao Ning-ah." Wu Yi giggled like a girl on the on the other end of the line. "You''re usually quite shy, but you still mustn''t let yourself be bullied to death by Haiming."


    Perhaps, even from the start, Xiao Ning never truly wanted to be a Lu Yan''s match.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    This strange feeling lingered with Xiao Ning for the rest of the day, until, that is, he saw Lu Yan standing at the entrance of his company.


    Xiao Ning shook his head.


    Packing the bowls in the cupboard, Xiao Ning used a towel to dry his hands. "That kind of feeling is honestly rather terrifying. I don''t want to ever go through it again. But after all these years, I haven''t made any progress at all. I... I really am quite weakT/N: the word used here also expresses incompetence T_T."


    But Shan Haiming simply stated, "If the person is shorter than me, I don''t."


    This guy never concerns himself with the things other people are usually concerned over, anyhow. Xiao Ning picked up a chopstick of noodles. "Do you normally make your own breakfast at home?"


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    Seeing his seriously calculating face, Shan Haiming couldn''t stop the laugh from finally escaping him. Reaching out, he pulled Xiao Ning by the shoulders into his arms and led him out the door. "It''s time for us to head to work now."


    "...noodles?" Xiao Ning''s face was a blank slate, the cogs in his brain struggling to turn. "Boil noodles?"


    After washing up, Xiao Ning fixed Xiaohei her cat-food and a fresh set of water, then walked over to the other side of the kitchen with his face as usual. He wasn''t planning on bringing up that matter with Shan Haiming again, anyhow, not wanting what had happened to again cause them discomfort and friction.


    This strange feeling lingered with Xiao Ning for the rest of the day, until, that is, he saw Lu Yan standing at the entrance of his company.


    N/A


    In the end, all parents were essentially the same. Xiao Ning had been replying to Lu Anguo and Chen Shuyun for so long that when facing Wu Yi he thought that no matter how much of a beauty she is, or how she was the Mrs. Shan, at the end of the day, she was still just Shan Haiming''s mother, so it wouldn''t be too difficult. "I''ll ask him when I get home, but I don''t know if he has any plans at work."


    "You really are..." Xiao Ning''s mouth moved, his eyes carefully, and straightforwardly, locking on to Shan Haiming''s, "...too perfunctory."


    Every other thought that had occupied Xiao Ning''s mind was tossed aside in that moment, and only one had filled every gap in his mind: Why did he come here?


    Shan Haiming entered first, and only then did Xiao Ning''s senses fully return.


    Xiao Ning laughed, a carefree laugh. This guy, at this point, is acting quite childish, isn''t he? "And I said that it was fine, it''s alright."


    "Don''t say that." Shan Haiming sighed, seeming a bit agitated. "Since I admitted that I made a mistake, there''s no need for you to say those things about yourself again."


    "It''s too much trouble, so I usually go out to eat." Xiao Ning lowered his head to eat a bite of noodles, and also scooped up a poached egg, taking a bite. It was also soft boiled. Xiao Ning was never fond of eating raw or half-cooked things¡ªincluding eggs. So his brows crinkled as he thought about how my bites it would take for him to eat it. But just as he was a few seconds into his hesitation, Shan Haiming reached out his soup spoon and said, "Give it to me."


    Taking a bowl of soup that had a few vegetables floating on top of it, Xiao Ning swallowed back his saliva. "Why didn''t you call me to come make it?"


    Wu Yi really does regard me as a daughter-in-law, doesn''t she...


    Wu Yi''s enthusiasm made Xiao Ning feel as though he was riding a tiger¡ªleaving him no easy way to climb off. It seemed as though the Shan family had accepted Shan Haiming''s sexuality, responding quite well. Shan Haihong was also satisfied. So the only issue that was left was when he would retire after his successful performance.

 CH 30

    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    Let''s Talk


    Not everyone could be like Shan Haiming it seems.


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    Usng some juice to help wash everything down, Xiao Ning did his best to change the subject, saying, "I''m planning to head back to C-City on Labour Day to visit your folks. Do you have anything planned?"


    Lu Yan wasn''t planning on letting him off the hook, however, saying, "Are you just not going to listen? You have a good life, why do you need to date?"


    Maybe he was amused by Xiao Ning''s appearance resembling that of a small animal, because for the first time that evening Lu Yan wore a happy expression and his tone also relaxed. "What''s with the rush? Did you skip lunch today?"


    Lu Yan said nothing, nor did he smile. In fact, as he looked at Xiao Ning, it was almost as if there was bitterness in his eyes.


    Xiao Ning spat out the juice in his mouth, the shock causing him to cough thunderously. With a frown, Lu Yan handed him a napkin, his lips sealed shut.


    Those words were so lethal that it made Lu Yan mute, but Lu Yan quickly found another angle, "So what if they accepted you, would other people accept you? Will the law accept you? His family might only be saying all that because the think he''s playing around. You''re putting you''re entire heart into this, but after he gets his fill from fooling around, he can just pat you on the ass and ditchT/n: It''s used to reference someone taking no responsibility. I kept it literal for the line below. you, then you''d have gained nothing in the end."


    "This way you can move back in with me." It was clear Lu Yan was now feeling better. "You''re going to break up, I''m going to break up, so things can just go back to how they were before."


    Xiao Ning stared at Lu Yan like he didn''t recognise the person before him. Despite knowing for a long time Lu Yan had zero intention of coming out of the closet to his family, he never expected Lu Yan''s thought''s on the subject would be so decisive and resolute¡ªwithout an ounce of hesitation.


    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    Not everyone could be like Shan Haiming it seems.


    "Have you been busier at work these days?" Xiao Ning recalled Lu Yan had taken on a new project at work recently, and had been quite busy.


    The air felt stagnant, then with a smile and a frown Xiao Ning asked, "What''s wrong? Did you not sleep well?"


    Then, what else is there to say? Xiao Ning had nothing else he could add, and just then their food was served, so he poured all of his attention into eating his meal.


    You''re talking as if you''re not dating yourself.


    "Exceptional." Originally, Lu Yan was worthy of having such a word used to describe him, but now, for the first time in his life, Xiao Ning found Lu Yan to be disappointing.


    He asked this because Lu Yan looked drained. Lu Yan did not have his usual self-confident air, and upon close inspection, a small bruise could be seen on his cheek. It looked like he was scratched by something.


    Lu Yan dropped his hand, revealing an expression of refusal before he spoke. "I disapprove."


    So that''s what this is about...


    Even though it hadn''t been more than a few days since Xiao Ning had last seen Lu Yan, when he met up with him again, Xiao Ning got flooded with the sense that something really had gone wrong.


    "Xiao Ning." Lu Yan expelled a long sigh. "Let''s talk."


    They were different.


    In response, Lu Yan gave an impatient nod the placed his phone on the table.


    Xiao Ning stared at Lu Yan like he didn''t recognise the person before him. Despite knowing for a long time Lu Yan had zero intention of coming out of the closet to his family, he never expected Lu Yan''s thought''s on the subject would be so decisive and resolute¡ªwithout an ounce of hesitation.


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    Lu Yan drew his lips into a hard line, quietly observing Xiao Ning''s movements. "Is it because of me?"


    Lu Yan wasn''t planning on letting him off the hook, however, saying, "Are you just not going to listen? You have a good life, why do you need to date?"


    "I like men." Even Xiao Ning was surprised by his own lack of hesitation as he said this, and once he did, his entire being felt relaxed, he felt freed. So, now, while wearing a light smile, he added, "It''s true that I am different from you, because unlike you, I can only like men."


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds before replying, "Sure. It''s almost time so how about we have dinner."


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    They were in a bustling business district, so naturally, there were no shortage of places to eat at. Seeing Lu Yan had no interest in eating, Xiao Ning chose a coffee shop that served simple meals, then ordering a kiwi fruit juice and alcohol-free mojito respectively.


    During their time together, Lu Yan answered the phone a few times, all the calls being work-related.


    After coughing for a while, not knowing whether to laugh of cry, Xiao Ning replied, "What are even saying? I was born like this, what does it have to do with you? What you just said almost scared the life out of me."


    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    The air felt stagnant, then with a smile and a frown Xiao Ning asked, "What''s wrong? Did you not sleep well?"


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    During their time together, Lu Yan answered the phone a few times, all the calls being work-related.


    With shock and horror, Xiao Ning looked at him, his heart practically a surging storm. His decades long unrequited love had already come to an end, and in this world, apart from himself, the only one who knew was Shan Haiming, and that was enough.


    "So it was you that make hm call me." Xiao Ning shook his head in frustration. "Didn''t I tell you from the start that I wasn''t angry abut that? Why did you make that kid apologise to me, huh? It''ll just cause you guys unnecessary trouble."


    Let''s Talk


    Xiao Ning spat out the juice in his mouth, the shock causing him to cough thunderously. With a frown, Lu Yan handed him a napkin, his lips sealed shut.


    "Xiao Ning." Lu Yan expelled a long sigh. "Let''s talk."


    "Have you been busier at work these days?" Xiao Ning recalled Lu Yan had taken on a new project at work recently, and had been quite busy.


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    In response, Lu Yan gave an impatient nod the placed his phone on the table.


    "Yeah, or what? I''m not in the habit of straddling two boats. Plus, I''m seriously worn out this time, and he''s caused a lot of trouble for you and me both." As he spoke, the middle of Lu Yan''s brows wrinkled into faint lines, but when he turned his gaze towards Xiao Ning, he smiled and added, "And I know that you''re not still angry about being punched in the face, the truth is, I was really upset about it. I told him that much after the fact. But you just sad nothing and moved out. That was to show you were angry with me, right? Then when I called you, you even vented your anger on me then, which made me a bit angry in turn. What''s more, you suddenly got a boyfriend and didn''t even tell me. You need to understand, I was a bit mad back then, alright?"


    Seeing his do this, Xiao Ning noticed that despite the phone on the table being the same model, it was a new. Turning his gaze to Lu Yan, who looked agitated but said nothing, Xiao Ning broke the awkward silence. "Did you get a new phone?"


    In response, Lu Yan gave an impatient nod the placed his phone on the table.


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    The air felt stagnant, then with a smile and a frown Xiao Ning asked, "What''s wrong? Did you not sleep well?"


    "I like men." Even Xiao Ning was surprised by his own lack of hesitation as he said this, and once he did, his entire being felt relaxed, he felt freed. So, now, while wearing a light smile, he added, "It''s true that I am different from you, because unlike you, I can only like men."


    Lu Yan drew his lips into a hard line, quietly observing Xiao Ning''s movements. "Is it because of me?"


    "So it was you that make hm call me." Xiao Ning shook his head in frustration. "Didn''t I tell you from the start that I wasn''t angry abut that? Why did you make that kid apologise to me, huh? It''ll just cause you guys unnecessary trouble."


    Then, what else is there to say? Xiao Ning had nothing else he could add, and just then their food was served, so he poured all of his attention into eating his meal.


    "The original fell." After saying this, Lu Yan''s phone rang again, but this time the melody was unlike the ones from earlier, instead it was one of a popular love song.


    After saying this, Lu Yan seemed conflicted for a moment before saying, "You know what, forget it. I''m tired of him anyhow, so I might as well just break up."


    Lu Yan cut off this call directly.


    Lu Yan drew his lips into a hard line, quietly observing Xiao Ning''s movements. "Is it because of me?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    "The original fell." After saying this, Lu Yan''s phone rang again, but this time the melody was unlike the ones from earlier, instead it was one of a popular love song.


    Xiao Ning looked at him curiously, wondering: Did something happen? Did he fight with Xia Li?


    Lu Yan cut off this call directly.


    Thinking about it, Xiao Ning countered, "You also have date men yourself, so when did you realise it?"


    Seeing his do this, Xiao Ning noticed that despite the phone on the table being the same model, it was a new. Turning his gaze to Lu Yan, who looked agitated but said nothing, Xiao Ning broke the awkward silence. "Did you get a new phone?"


    Maybe he was amused by Xiao Ning''s appearance resembling that of a small animal, because for the first time that evening Lu Yan wore a happy expression and his tone also relaxed. "What''s with the rush? Did you skip lunch today?"


    Then, what else is there to say? Xiao Ning had nothing else he could add, and just then their food was served, so he poured all of his attention into eating his meal.


    Lu Yan''s mood probably has something to do with this. But this was not something Xiao Ning could easily ask, so he could only act as if he knew nothing. It had been proven that the more mixed up he got in Lu Yan and Xia Li''s business, the more he got mistaken.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. "You... were you not serious about Xia Li?"


    "So what do you want to talk about?" Xao Ning gently initiated the conversation, it wasn''t as if the two could sit there all night.


    Thinking about it, Xiao Ning countered, "You also have date men yourself, so when did you realise it?"


    "How could you like men?" When Lu Yan asked this question, just as before, he wore an expression revealing his lack of acceptance. "When did you realise you did?"


    They were different.


    But, just how they were before?


    "That''s not the same!" Lu Yan raised his voice.


    Lu Yan closed his eyes. "You having a boyfriend, is it true?"


    "So it was you that make hm call me." Xiao Ning shook his head in frustration. "Didn''t I tell you from the start that I wasn''t angry abut that? Why did you make that kid apologise to me, huh? It''ll just cause you guys unnecessary trouble."


    Lu Yan palmed his face "Are you even listening? You never acted this difficult when you were with me. Are you like this now because of your damn boyfriend?"


    Usng some juice to help wash everything down, Xiao Ning did his best to change the subject, saying, "I''m planning to head back to C-City on Labour Day to visit your folks. Do you have anything planned?"


    Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiao Ning''s first thought was about one person, and he couldn''t stop himself from asking, "Then what about Xia Li...?"


    With shock and horror, Xiao Ning looked at him, his heart practically a surging storm. His decades long unrequited love had already come to an end, and in this world, apart from himself, the only one who knew was Shan Haiming, and that was enough.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning admitted, then asked jokingly, "Is it that surprising?"


    He never had any intention of ever letting the target of those feelings being made aware of it. Was it Xia Li who said something? But from his perspective, isn''t it nothing but a groundless accusation? Did he really go as far as telling Lu Yan?


    "How could you like men?" When Lu Yan asked this question, just as before, he wore an expression revealing his lack of acceptance. "When did you realise you did?"


    Xiao Ning stared at Lu Yan like he didn''t recognise the person before him. Despite knowing for a long time Lu Yan had zero intention of coming out of the closet to his family, he never expected Lu Yan''s thought''s on the subject would be so decisive and resolute¡ªwithout an ounce of hesitation.


    Thinking about it, Xiao Ning countered, "You also have date men yourself, so when did you realise it?"


    After coughing for a while, not knowing whether to laugh of cry, Xiao Ning replied, "What are even saying? I was born like this, what does it have to do with you? What you just said almost scared the life out of me."


    "That''s not the same!" Lu Yan raised his voice.


    So for Lu Yan, everything was nothing more than fooling around? But what difference is there in fooling around with someone casually and doing it seriously?


    "How could you like men?" When Lu Yan asked this question, just as before, he wore an expression revealing his lack of acceptance. "When did you realise you did?"


    iana: Xia Li basically got deleted, like a file. That''s harsh.


    So that''s what this is about...


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    Lu Yan cut off this call directly.


    During their time together, Lu Yan answered the phone a few times, all the calls being work-related.


    Taking a sip of his juice, Xiao Ning then asked curiously, "What''s different about it?"


    Xiao Ning looked at him curiously, wondering: Did something happen? Did he fight with Xia Li?


    "So it was you that make hm call me." Xiao Ning shook his head in frustration. "Didn''t I tell you from the start that I wasn''t angry abut that? Why did you make that kid apologise to me, huh? It''ll just cause you guys unnecessary trouble."


    With shock and horror, Xiao Ning looked at him, his heart practically a surging storm. His decades long unrequited love had already come to an end, and in this world, apart from himself, the only one who knew was Shan Haiming, and that was enough.


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    Pointing at his face, he continued, "He was jealous of how we brothers look better than him, he even scratched my face, you see? Haa.. Now is a good time. So when I go back I''ll just beak up with him. So are you happy?"


    They were in a bustling business district, so naturally, there were no shortage of places to eat at. Seeing Lu Yan had no interest in eating, Xiao Ning chose a coffee shop that served simple meals, then ordering a kiwi fruit juice and alcohol-free mojito respectively.


    "Have you been busier at work these days?" Xiao Ning recalled Lu Yan had taken on a new project at work recently, and had been quite busy.


    Lu Yan drew his lips into a hard line, quietly observing Xiao Ning''s movements. "Is it because of me?"


    You''re talking as if you''re not dating yourself.


    Xiao Ning spat out the juice in his mouth, the shock causing him to cough thunderously. With a frown, Lu Yan handed him a napkin, his lips sealed shut.


    "I know you''re doing this for my own good." Xiao Ning smiled calmly as he spoke. "But my boyfriend''s family have already accepted me."


    "Am I the one who gave you this bad idea?" Lu Yan asked.


    Apart from the Spring Festival where he will make sure to go visit his family, Lu Yan usually spends any vacation time he gets going out to enjoy himself. So Xiao Ning was already preparing to say "Then, I''ll deliver the things you''ll send to them for you" but then he heard Lu Yan say, "No, so I''ll go back with you."


    "Yes." Xiao Ning admitted, then asked jokingly, "Is it that surprising?"


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    With shock and horror, Xiao Ning looked at him, his heart practically a surging storm. His decades long unrequited love had already come to an end, and in this world, apart from himself, the only one who knew was Shan Haiming, and that was enough.


    Lu Yan said nothing, nor did he smile. In fact, as he looked at Xiao Ning, it was almost as if there was bitterness in his eyes.


    He never had any intention of ever letting the target of those feelings being made aware of it. Was it Xia Li who said something? But from his perspective, isn''t it nothing but a groundless accusation? Did he really go as far as telling Lu Yan?


    Not everyone could be like Shan Haiming it seems.


    Lu Yan wasn''t planning on letting him off the hook, however, saying, "Are you just not going to listen? You have a good life, why do you need to date?"


    Pointing at his face, he continued, "He was jealous of how we brothers look better than him, he even scratched my face, you see? Haa.. Now is a good time. So when I go back I''ll just beak up with him. So are you happy?"


    "Why are you bring him up?" Lu Yan wrinkled his brows in shock. "Are you still hung up about that time he punched you? Didn''t he apologize to you?"


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    "Am I the one who gave you this bad idea?" Lu Yan asked.


    Holding his hands, and resting them on the table, he said with an ordinary expression, "If you''re going to break up, then break up. But I never said anything about wanting to break up."


    Xiao Ning looked at him curiously, wondering: Did something happen? Did he fight with Xia Li?


    Who was it that said it was true love, again?


    Lu Yan closed his eyes. "You having a boyfriend, is it true?"


    "What kind of appraising skills do I have?" At a loss, Xiao Ning added, "Do I look like some mother-in-law?"


    Usng some juice to help wash everything down, Xiao Ning did his best to change the subject, saying, "I''m planning to head back to C-City on Labour Day to visit your folks. Do you have anything planned?"


    "Xiao Ning!" Lu Yan''s temper exploded. "Are you trying to piss me off? I''m dong this for your own good!"


    So that''s what this is about...


    The air felt stagnant, then with a smile and a frown Xiao Ning asked, "What''s wrong? Did you not sleep well?"


    During their time together, Lu Yan answered the phone a few times, all the calls being work-related.


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    After coughing for a while, not knowing whether to laugh of cry, Xiao Ning replied, "What are even saying? I was born like this, what does it have to do with you? What you just said almost scared the life out of me."


    They were in a bustling business district, so naturally, there were no shortage of places to eat at. Seeing Lu Yan had no interest in eating, Xiao Ning chose a coffee shop that served simple meals, then ordering a kiwi fruit juice and alcohol-free mojito respectively.


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiao Ning''s first thought was about one person, and he couldn''t stop himself from asking, "Then what about Xia Li...?"


    So that''s what this is about...


    Xiao Ning stared at Lu Yan like he didn''t recognise the person before him. Despite knowing for a long time Lu Yan had zero intention of coming out of the closet to his family, he never expected Lu Yan''s thought''s on the subject would be so decisive and resolute¡ªwithout an ounce of hesitation.


    Then, what else is there to say? Xiao Ning had nothing else he could add, and just then their food was served, so he poured all of his attention into eating his meal.


    "So what do you want to talk about?" Xao Ning gently initiated the conversation, it wasn''t as if the two could sit there all night.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. "You... were you not serious about Xia Li?"


    Even though it hadn''t been more than a few days since Xiao Ning had last seen Lu Yan, when he met up with him again, Xiao Ning got flooded with the sense that something really had gone wrong.


    "That''s not the same!" Lu Yan raised his voice.


    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    Apart from the Spring Festival where he will make sure to go visit his family, Lu Yan usually spends any vacation time he gets going out to enjoy himself. So Xiao Ning was already preparing to say "Then, I''ll deliver the things you''ll send to them for you" but then he heard Lu Yan say, "No, so I''ll go back with you."


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    Lu Yan closed his eyes. "You having a boyfriend, is it true?"


    N/A


    Who was it that said it was true love, again?


    Usng some juice to help wash everything down, Xiao Ning did his best to change the subject, saying, "I''m planning to head back to C-City on Labour Day to visit your folks. Do you have anything planned?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    So that''s what this is about...


    "We''re taking about you, why are you dragging me into this?" Lu Yan tapped the table with his fingers. "It''s impossible for a man and another man to be together, at most all they can do is date behind people backs. They can''t get married and their family''s will never accept them, so what future can doing that have?"


    Who was it that said it was true love, again?


    Thinking about it, Xiao Ning countered, "You also have date men yourself, so when did you realise it?"


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    Who was it that said it was true love, again?


    So for Lu Yan, everything was nothing more than fooling around? But what difference is there in fooling around with someone casually and doing it seriously?


    iana: Xia Li basically got deleted, like a file. That''s harsh.


    They were different.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. "You... were you not serious about Xia Li?"


    Xiao Ning had divorced himself from this a while back and was simply listening to Lu Yan''s repeated explanations, but he was now confused. "Why would the two of you breaking up have anything to do with me being happy? Am I getting a commission from your break up fee?"


    "So what do you want to talk about?" Xao Ning gently initiated the conversation, it wasn''t as if the two could sit there all night.


    So for Lu Yan, everything was nothing more than fooling around? But what difference is there in fooling around with someone casually and doing it seriously?


    Those words were so lethal that it made Lu Yan mute, but Lu Yan quickly found another angle, "So what if they accepted you, would other people accept you? Will the law accept you? His family might only be saying all that because the think he''s playing around. You''re putting you''re entire heart into this, but after he gets his fill from fooling around, he can just pat you on the ass and ditchT/n: It''s used to reference someone taking no responsibility. I kept it literal for the line below. you, then you''d have gained nothing in the end."


    This sort of change in opinion was a part of Lu Yan''s cycle Xiao Ning had long been familiar with, but this time he found it especially unacceptable. "Just as you said, Xia Li is young, so can''t you just be a bit more patient with him?"


    Taking a sip of his juice, Xiao Ning then asked curiously, "What''s different about it?"


    Let''s Talk


    Those words revealed the degree of his scoundrel-like behaviour, and with his face stuffed with rice until his cheeks were bulging, while unable to swallow, he couldn''t help but lift his head to stare down Lu Yan with condemnation.


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    Xiao Ning felt that things were different.


    Let''s Talk


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    They were different.


    "Xia Li?" Lu Yan looked as though something that gave him a headache was mentioned. "He was talking about telling his parents about us, and was even thinking about go back with me to visit my parents too. I have no idea what he was even thinking, but he''s young."


    "I was just hoping he''d be a bit more sensible. He''s been nothing but a headache all day and night." Lu Yan them impatiently added, "Those young ones who just entered the workforce are really high-spirited."


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    Lu Yan said nothing, nor did he smile. In fact, as he looked at Xiao Ning, it was almost as if there was bitterness in his eyes.


    Xiao Ning said nothing.


    Apart from the Spring Festival where he will make sure to go visit his family, Lu Yan usually spends any vacation time he gets going out to enjoy himself. So Xiao Ning was already preparing to say "Then, I''ll deliver the things you''ll send to them for you" but then he heard Lu Yan say, "No, so I''ll go back with you."


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds before replying, "Sure. It''s almost time so how about we have dinner."


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    "Exceptional." Originally, Lu Yan was worthy of having such a word used to describe him, but now, for the first time in his life, Xiao Ning found Lu Yan to be disappointing.


    Xiao Ning had divorced himself from this a while back and was simply listening to Lu Yan''s repeated explanations, but he was now confused. "Why would the two of you breaking up have anything to do with me being happy? Am I getting a commission from your break up fee?"


    "Brothers are like hands and feet, other people are all just clothes. See, I''m still looking at you." Lu Yan sent him a wink. "I made a huge mistake this time and it won''t be like this in the future, okay? Any partner I find, I''ll let you appraise them first, and if you don''t like them, I''ll kick them to the curb just like that."


    "Yes." Xiao Ning admitted, then asked jokingly, "Is it that surprising?"


    "So what do you want to talk about?" Xao Ning gently initiated the conversation, it wasn''t as if the two could sit there all night.


    Xiao Ning felt that things were different.


    Not everyone could be like Shan Haiming it seems.


    "What kind of appraising skills do I have?" At a loss, Xiao Ning added, "Do I look like some mother-in-law?"


    "What kind of appraising skills do I have?" At a loss, Xiao Ning added, "Do I look like some mother-in-law?"


    He asked this because Lu Yan looked drained. Lu Yan did not have his usual self-confident air, and upon close inspection, a small bruise could be seen on his cheek. It looked like he was scratched by something.


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    Apart from the Spring Festival where he will make sure to go visit his family, Lu Yan usually spends any vacation time he gets going out to enjoy himself. So Xiao Ning was already preparing to say "Then, I''ll deliver the things you''ll send to them for you" but then he heard Lu Yan say, "No, so I''ll go back with you."


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    So he really did say it.


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    Lu Yan''s mood probably has something to do with this. But this was not something Xiao Ning could easily ask, so he could only act as if he knew nothing. It had been proven that the more mixed up he got in Lu Yan and Xia Li''s business, the more he got mistaken.


    You''re talking as if you''re not dating yourself.


    Holding his hands, and resting them on the table, he said with an ordinary expression, "If you''re going to break up, then break up. But I never said anything about wanting to break up."


    "I like men." Even Xiao Ning was surprised by his own lack of hesitation as he said this, and once he did, his entire being felt relaxed, he felt freed. So, now, while wearing a light smile, he added, "It''s true that I am different from you, because unlike you, I can only like men."


    "Stop making this about me. You''re scaring me, alright?" Lu Yan then worriedly and solemnly added, "I was in the wrong, too. I''ve been ignoring you for too long. So hurry up and break up with that boyfriend of yours and I find you a nice girl to marry."


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    Those words revealed the degree of his scoundrel-like behaviour, and with his face stuffed with rice until his cheeks were bulging, while unable to swallow, he couldn''t help but lift his head to stare down Lu Yan with condemnation.


    He asked this because Lu Yan looked drained. Lu Yan did not have his usual self-confident air, and upon close inspection, a small bruise could be seen on his cheek. It looked like he was scratched by something.


    "Xiao Ning!" Lu Yan''s temper exploded. "Are you trying to piss me off? I''m dong this for your own good!"


    "This way you can move back in with me." It was clear Lu Yan was now feeling better. "You''re going to break up, I''m going to break up, so things can just go back to how they were before."


    Lu Yan closed his eyes. "You having a boyfriend, is it true?"


    "Xiao Ning!" Lu Yan''s temper exploded. "Are you trying to piss me off? I''m dong this for your own good!"


    Lu Yan cut off this call directly.


    Who was it that said it was true love, again?


    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    Xiao Ning spat out the juice in his mouth, the shock causing him to cough thunderously. With a frown, Lu Yan handed him a napkin, his lips sealed shut.


    "I know you''re doing this for my own good." Xiao Ning smiled calmly as he spoke. "But my boyfriend''s family have already accepted me."


    "Break up?" Him saying such a thing so easily after it not being long since he opened up to Xiao Ning was such a difference of night and day that Xiao Ning was taken aback. "With Xia Li?"


    After Shan Haiming gets his fill from playing around, he''ll just pat me on the ass and ditch me...


    "Xia Li?" Lu Yan looked as though something that gave him a headache was mentioned. "He was talking about telling his parents about us, and was even thinking about go back with me to visit my parents too. I have no idea what he was even thinking, but he''s young."


    "I was just hoping he''d be a bit more sensible. He''s been nothing but a headache all day and night." Lu Yan them impatiently added, "Those young ones who just entered the workforce are really high-spirited."


    They were in a bustling business district, so naturally, there were no shortage of places to eat at. Seeing Lu Yan had no interest in eating, Xiao Ning chose a coffee shop that served simple meals, then ordering a kiwi fruit juice and alcohol-free mojito respectively.


    That kid really is too impulsive. All he had to go on was a guess yet he went making trouble over it. Xiao Ning looked down and covered his eyes. "If I was plotting to make moves on you I would''ve done so a long time ago. Why would I wait for him to go tell you?"


    Xiao Ning felt that things were different.


    Those words were so lethal that it made Lu Yan mute, but Lu Yan quickly found another angle, "So what if they accepted you, would other people accept you? Will the law accept you? His family might only be saying all that because the think he''s playing around. You''re putting you''re entire heart into this, but after he gets his fill from fooling around, he can just pat you on the ass and ditchT/n: It''s used to reference someone taking no responsibility. I kept it literal for the line below. you, then you''d have gained nothing in the end."


    "Why are you bring him up?" Lu Yan wrinkled his brows in shock. "Are you still hung up about that time he punched you? Didn''t he apologize to you?"


    After Shan Haiming gets his fill from playing around, he''ll just pat me on the ass and ditch me...


    Imagining Shan Haiming in such a scene was really funny, so much so, Xiao Ning almost laughed out loud. "I''m not with him to gain something. Am I supposed to expect half his assets after marriage?"


    "Break up?" Him saying such a thing so easily after it not being long since he opened up to Xiao Ning was such a difference of night and day that Xiao Ning was taken aback. "With Xia Li?"


    Let''s Talk


    Imagining Shan Haiming in such a scene was really funny, so much so, Xiao Ning almost laughed out loud. "I''m not with him to gain something. Am I supposed to expect half his assets after marriage?"


    Lu Yan palmed his face "Are you even listening? You never acted this difficult when you were with me. Are you like this now because of your damn boyfriend?"


    Imagining Shan Haiming in such a scene was really funny, so much so, Xiao Ning almost laughed out loud. "I''m not with him to gain something. Am I supposed to expect half his assets after marriage?"


    Maybe he was amused by Xiao Ning''s appearance resembling that of a small animal, because for the first time that evening Lu Yan wore a happy expression and his tone also relaxed. "What''s with the rush? Did you skip lunch today?"


    Lu Yan palmed his face "Are you even listening? You never acted this difficult when you were with me. Are you like this now because of your damn boyfriend?"


    "Am I the one who gave you this bad idea?" Lu Yan asked.


    Xiao Ning had divorced himself from this a while back and was simply listening to Lu Yan''s repeated explanations, but he was now confused. "Why would the two of you breaking up have anything to do with me being happy? Am I getting a commission from your break up fee?"


    In response, Lu Yan gave an impatient nod the placed his phone on the table.


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    Taking a sip of his juice, Xiao Ning then asked curiously, "What''s different about it?"


    Lu Yan dropped his hand, revealing an expression of refusal before he spoke. "I disapprove."


    "The original fell." After saying this, Lu Yan''s phone rang again, but this time the melody was unlike the ones from earlier, instead it was one of a popular love song.


    Then, what else is there to say? Xiao Ning had nothing else he could add, and just then their food was served, so he poured all of his attention into eating his meal.


    That kid really is too impulsive. All he had to go on was a guess yet he went making trouble over it. Xiao Ning looked down and covered his eyes. "If I was plotting to make moves on you I would''ve done so a long time ago. Why would I wait for him to go tell you?"


    Lu Yan wasn''t planning on letting him off the hook, however, saying, "Are you just not going to listen? You have a good life, why do you need to date?"


    "So what do you want to talk about?" Xao Ning gently initiated the conversation, it wasn''t as if the two could sit there all night.


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    But, just how they were before?


    "This way you can move back in with me." It was clear Lu Yan was now feeling better. "You''re going to break up, I''m going to break up, so things can just go back to how they were before."


    "I know you''re doing this for my own good." Xiao Ning smiled calmly as he spoke. "But my boyfriend''s family have already accepted me."


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    During their time together, Lu Yan answered the phone a few times, all the calls being work-related.


    You''re talking as if you''re not dating yourself.


    "Brothers are like hands and feet, other people are all just clothes. See, I''m still looking at you." Lu Yan sent him a wink. "I made a huge mistake this time and it won''t be like this in the future, okay? Any partner I find, I''ll let you appraise them first, and if you don''t like them, I''ll kick them to the curb just like that."


    Those words revealed the degree of his scoundrel-like behaviour, and with his face stuffed with rice until his cheeks were bulging, while unable to swallow, he couldn''t help but lift his head to stare down Lu Yan with condemnation.


    But, just how they were before?


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    So for Lu Yan, everything was nothing more than fooling around? But what difference is there in fooling around with someone casually and doing it seriously?


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    With shock and horror, Xiao Ning looked at him, his heart practically a surging storm. His decades long unrequited love had already come to an end, and in this world, apart from himself, the only one who knew was Shan Haiming, and that was enough.


    Maybe he was amused by Xiao Ning''s appearance resembling that of a small animal, because for the first time that evening Lu Yan wore a happy expression and his tone also relaxed. "What''s with the rush? Did you skip lunch today?"


    "How could you like men?" When Lu Yan asked this question, just as before, he wore an expression revealing his lack of acceptance. "When did you realise you did?"


    Usng some juice to help wash everything down, Xiao Ning did his best to change the subject, saying, "I''m planning to head back to C-City on Labour Day to visit your folks. Do you have anything planned?"


    "Xia Li?" Lu Yan looked as though something that gave him a headache was mentioned. "He was talking about telling his parents about us, and was even thinking about go back with me to visit my parents too. I have no idea what he was even thinking, but he''s young."


    The air felt stagnant, then with a smile and a frown Xiao Ning asked, "What''s wrong? Did you not sleep well?"


    Apart from the Spring Festival where he will make sure to go visit his family, Lu Yan usually spends any vacation time he gets going out to enjoy himself. So Xiao Ning was already preparing to say "Then, I''ll deliver the things you''ll send to them for you" but then he heard Lu Yan say, "No, so I''ll go back with you."


    Those words were so lethal that it made Lu Yan mute, but Lu Yan quickly found another angle, "So what if they accepted you, would other people accept you? Will the law accept you? His family might only be saying all that because the think he''s playing around. You''re putting you''re entire heart into this, but after he gets his fill from fooling around, he can just pat you on the ass and ditchT/n: It''s used to reference someone taking no responsibility. I kept it literal for the line below. you, then you''d have gained nothing in the end."


    Xiao Ning had divorced himself from this a while back and was simply listening to Lu Yan''s repeated explanations, but he was now confused. "Why would the two of you breaking up have anything to do with me being happy? Am I getting a commission from your break up fee?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    With shock and horror, Xiao Ning looked at him, his heart practically a surging storm. His decades long unrequited love had already come to an end, and in this world, apart from himself, the only one who knew was Shan Haiming, and that was enough.


    Apart from the Spring Festival where he will make sure to go visit his family, Lu Yan usually spends any vacation time he gets going out to enjoy himself. So Xiao Ning was already preparing to say "Then, I''ll deliver the things you''ll send to them for you" but then he heard Lu Yan say, "No, so I''ll go back with you."


    He asked this because Lu Yan looked drained. Lu Yan did not have his usual self-confident air, and upon close inspection, a small bruise could be seen on his cheek. It looked like he was scratched by something.


    Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiao Ning''s first thought was about one person, and he couldn''t stop himself from asking, "Then what about Xia Li...?"


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    "Exceptional." Originally, Lu Yan was worthy of having such a word used to describe him, but now, for the first time in his life, Xiao Ning found Lu Yan to be disappointing.


    Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiao Ning''s first thought was about one person, and he couldn''t stop himself from asking, "Then what about Xia Li...?"


    "Why are you bring him up?" Lu Yan wrinkled his brows in shock. "Are you still hung up about that time he punched you? Didn''t he apologize to you?"


    Lu Yan wasn''t planning on letting him off the hook, however, saying, "Are you just not going to listen? You have a good life, why do you need to date?"


    "So it was you that make hm call me." Xiao Ning shook his head in frustration. "Didn''t I tell you from the start that I wasn''t angry abut that? Why did you make that kid apologise to me, huh? It''ll just cause you guys unnecessary trouble."


    "That''s true." But in a moment of confusion, Lu Yan had an idea and asked, "But... you like men, right? So why were you never interested in me?"


    "Break up?" Him saying such a thing so easily after it not being long since he opened up to Xiao Ning was such a difference of night and day that Xiao Ning was taken aback. "With Xia Li?"


    Lu Yan said nothing, nor did he smile. In fact, as he looked at Xiao Ning, it was almost as if there was bitterness in his eyes.


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    Thinking about it, Xiao Ning countered, "You also have date men yourself, so when did you realise it?"


    "That''s true." But in a moment of confusion, Lu Yan had an idea and asked, "But... you like men, right? So why were you never interested in me?"


    Lu Yan cut off this call directly.


    "I was just hoping he''d be a bit more sensible. He''s been nothing but a headache all day and night." Lu Yan them impatiently added, "Those young ones who just entered the workforce are really high-spirited."


    "I like men." Even Xiao Ning was surprised by his own lack of hesitation as he said this, and once he did, his entire being felt relaxed, he felt freed. So, now, while wearing a light smile, he added, "It''s true that I am different from you, because unlike you, I can only like men."


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    Lu Yan said nothing, nor did he smile. In fact, as he looked at Xiao Ning, it was almost as if there was bitterness in his eyes.


    "Yes." Xiao Ning admitted, then asked jokingly, "Is it that surprising?"


    Pointing at his face, he continued, "He was jealous of how we brothers look better than him, he even scratched my face, you see? Haa.. Now is a good time. So when I go back I''ll just beak up with him. So are you happy?"


    Lu Yan dropped his hand, revealing an expression of refusal before he spoke. "I disapprove."


    During their time together, Lu Yan answered the phone a few times, all the calls being work-related.


    This sort of change in opinion was a part of Lu Yan''s cycle Xiao Ning had long been familiar with, but this time he found it especially unacceptable. "Just as you said, Xia Li is young, so can''t you just be a bit more patient with him?"


    Xiao Ning hesitated for a few seconds before replying, "Sure. It''s almost time so how about we have dinner."


    This sort of change in opinion was a part of Lu Yan''s cycle Xiao Ning had long been familiar with, but this time he found it especially unacceptable. "Just as you said, Xia Li is young, so can''t you just be a bit more patient with him?"


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    "You''re not my type, and besides, we''re way too familiar with one another. What point in there in using the left hand to hold the right?" Lu Yan then relined in his seat, his tone softening as he did so. "You never even fought with me before, it was really unpleasant, and I seriously never expected that."


    "How could you like men?" When Lu Yan asked this question, just as before, he wore an expression revealing his lack of acceptance. "When did you realise you did?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    Pointing at his face, he continued, "He was jealous of how we brothers look better than him, he even scratched my face, you see? Haa.. Now is a good time. So when I go back I''ll just beak up with him. So are you happy?"


    Xiao Ning said nothing.


    They were different.


    So he really did say it.


    Lu Yan closed his eyes. "You having a boyfriend, is it true?"


    That kid really is too impulsive. All he had to go on was a guess yet he went making trouble over it. Xiao Ning looked down and covered his eyes. "If I was plotting to make moves on you I would''ve done so a long time ago. Why would I wait for him to go tell you?"


    "Yes." Xiao Ning admitted, then asked jokingly, "Is it that surprising?"


    "Xia Li?" Lu Yan looked as though something that gave him a headache was mentioned. "He was talking about telling his parents about us, and was even thinking about go back with me to visit my parents too. I have no idea what he was even thinking, but he''s young."


    After coughing for a while, not knowing whether to laugh of cry, Xiao Ning replied, "What are even saying? I was born like this, what does it have to do with you? What you just said almost scared the life out of me."


    So for Lu Yan, everything was nothing more than fooling around? But what difference is there in fooling around with someone casually and doing it seriously?


    Xiao Ning spat out the juice in his mouth, the shock causing him to cough thunderously. With a frown, Lu Yan handed him a napkin, his lips sealed shut.


    This sort of change in opinion was a part of Lu Yan''s cycle Xiao Ning had long been familiar with, but this time he found it especially unacceptable. "Just as you said, Xia Li is young, so can''t you just be a bit more patient with him?"


    "Am I the one who gave you this bad idea?" Lu Yan asked.


    "That''s true." But in a moment of confusion, Lu Yan had an idea and asked, "But... you like men, right? So why were you never interested in me?"


    Seeing his do this, Xiao Ning noticed that despite the phone on the table being the same model, it was a new. Turning his gaze to Lu Yan, who looked agitated but said nothing, Xiao Ning broke the awkward silence. "Did you get a new phone?"


    Not everyone could be like Shan Haiming it seems.


    "We''re taking about you, why are you dragging me into this?" Lu Yan tapped the table with his fingers. "It''s impossible for a man and another man to be together, at most all they can do is date behind people backs. They can''t get married and their family''s will never accept them, so what future can doing that have?"


    After saying this, Lu Yan seemed conflicted for a moment before saying, "You know what, forget it. I''m tired of him anyhow, so I might as well just break up."


    The air felt stagnant, then with a smile and a frown Xiao Ning asked, "What''s wrong? Did you not sleep well?"


    "Exceptional." Originally, Lu Yan was worthy of having such a word used to describe him, but now, for the first time in his life, Xiao Ning found Lu Yan to be disappointing.


    "I know you''re doing this for my own good." Xiao Ning smiled calmly as he spoke. "But my boyfriend''s family have already accepted me."


    Seeing he was not seriously asking, Xiao Ning let out a sigh of relief and put on a pretence of displeasure as he replied, "Mr. Lu, you have gotten yourself so many boyfriends, so have you, yourself, ever considered me?"


    N/A


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    "You''re not my type, and besides, we''re way too familiar with one another. What point in there in using the left hand to hold the right?" Lu Yan then relined in his seat, his tone softening as he did so. "You never even fought with me before, it was really unpleasant, and I seriously never expected that."


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    Taking a sip of his juice, Xiao Ning then asked curiously, "What''s different about it?"


    After coughing for a while, not knowing whether to laugh of cry, Xiao Ning replied, "What are even saying? I was born like this, what does it have to do with you? What you just said almost scared the life out of me."


    So that''s what this is about...


    "That''s not the same!" Lu Yan raised his voice.


    Xiao Ning spat out the juice in his mouth, the shock causing him to cough thunderously. With a frown, Lu Yan handed him a napkin, his lips sealed shut.


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    After saying this, Lu Yan seemed conflicted for a moment before saying, "You know what, forget it. I''m tired of him anyhow, so I might as well just break up."


    Lu Yan palmed his face "Are you even listening? You never acted this difficult when you were with me. Are you like this now because of your damn boyfriend?"


    "Break up?" Him saying such a thing so easily after it not being long since he opened up to Xiao Ning was such a difference of night and day that Xiao Ning was taken aback. "With Xia Li?"


    "That''s not the same!" Lu Yan raised his voice.


    "Yeah, or what? I''m not in the habit of straddling two boats. Plus, I''m seriously worn out this time, and he''s caused a lot of trouble for you and me both." As he spoke, the middle of Lu Yan''s brows wrinkled into faint lines, but when he turned his gaze towards Xiao Ning, he smiled and added, "And I know that you''re not still angry about being punched in the face, the truth is, I was really upset about it. I told him that much after the fact. But you just sad nothing and moved out. That was to show you were angry with me, right? Then when I called you, you even vented your anger on me then, which made me a bit angry in turn. What''s more, you suddenly got a boyfriend and didn''t even tell me. You need to understand, I was a bit mad back then, alright?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    Maybe he was amused by Xiao Ning''s appearance resembling that of a small animal, because for the first time that evening Lu Yan wore a happy expression and his tone also relaxed. "What''s with the rush? Did you skip lunch today?"


    Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiao Ning''s first thought was about one person, and he couldn''t stop himself from asking, "Then what about Xia Li...?"


    Pointing at his face, he continued, "He was jealous of how we brothers look better than him, he even scratched my face, you see? Haa.. Now is a good time. So when I go back I''ll just beak up with him. So are you happy?"


    "Exceptional." Originally, Lu Yan was worthy of having such a word used to describe him, but now, for the first time in his life, Xiao Ning found Lu Yan to be disappointing.


    "Xiao Ning." Lu Yan expelled a long sigh. "Let''s talk."


    Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiao Ning''s first thought was about one person, and he couldn''t stop himself from asking, "Then what about Xia Li...?"


    Xiao Ning looked at him curiously, wondering: Did something happen? Did he fight with Xia Li?


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    Xiao Ning had divorced himself from this a while back and was simply listening to Lu Yan''s repeated explanations, but he was now confused. "Why would the two of you breaking up have anything to do with me being happy? Am I getting a commission from your break up fee?"


    "Xiao Ning!" Lu Yan''s temper exploded. "Are you trying to piss me off? I''m dong this for your own good!"


    "Xia Li?" Lu Yan looked as though something that gave him a headache was mentioned. "He was talking about telling his parents about us, and was even thinking about go back with me to visit my parents too. I have no idea what he was even thinking, but he''s young."


    "We''re taking about you, why are you dragging me into this?" Lu Yan tapped the table with his fingers. "It''s impossible for a man and another man to be together, at most all they can do is date behind people backs. They can''t get married and their family''s will never accept them, so what future can doing that have?"


    "Brothers are like hands and feet, other people are all just clothes. See, I''m still looking at you." Lu Yan sent him a wink. "I made a huge mistake this time and it won''t be like this in the future, okay? Any partner I find, I''ll let you appraise them first, and if you don''t like them, I''ll kick them to the curb just like that."


    Xiao Ning said nothing.


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    "This way you can move back in with me." It was clear Lu Yan was now feeling better. "You''re going to break up, I''m going to break up, so things can just go back to how they were before."


    So that''s what this is about...


    With his thoughts now on Shan Haiming, Xiao Ning found himself thinking all the more his conversation with Lu Yan was pointless.


    Lu Yan palmed his face "Are you even listening? You never acted this difficult when you were with me. Are you like this now because of your damn boyfriend?"


    Xiao Ning said nothing.


    "What kind of appraising skills do I have?" At a loss, Xiao Ning added, "Do I look like some mother-in-law?"


    Let''s Talk


    "We''re taking about you, why are you dragging me into this?" Lu Yan tapped the table with his fingers. "It''s impossible for a man and another man to be together, at most all they can do is date behind people backs. They can''t get married and their family''s will never accept them, so what future can doing that have?"


    But, just how they were before?


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    Lu Yan closed his eyes. "You having a boyfriend, is it true?"


    They were different.


    Imagining Shan Haiming in such a scene was really funny, so much so, Xiao Ning almost laughed out loud. "I''m not with him to gain something. Am I supposed to expect half his assets after marriage?"


    "This way you can move back in with me." It was clear Lu Yan was now feeling better. "You''re going to break up, I''m going to break up, so things can just go back to how they were before."


    "We''re taking about you, why are you dragging me into this?" Lu Yan tapped the table with his fingers. "It''s impossible for a man and another man to be together, at most all they can do is date behind people backs. They can''t get married and their family''s will never accept them, so what future can doing that have?"


    "The original fell." After saying this, Lu Yan''s phone rang again, but this time the melody was unlike the ones from earlier, instead it was one of a popular love song.


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    "Are you really a man?" Lu Yan''s expression was so ugly it was frightening. "Xiao Ning, you and I are not the same. It''s far too easy for you to take things too seriously."


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    Let''s Talk


    He asked this because Lu Yan looked drained. Lu Yan did not have his usual self-confident air, and upon close inspection, a small bruise could be seen on his cheek. It looked like he was scratched by something.


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    Those words revealed the degree of his scoundrel-like behaviour, and with his face stuffed with rice until his cheeks were bulging, while unable to swallow, he couldn''t help but lift his head to stare down Lu Yan with condemnation.


    "How could you like men?" When Lu Yan asked this question, just as before, he wore an expression revealing his lack of acceptance. "When did you realise you did?"


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he was hearing it wrong, but he felt as though everything Lu Yan said was through gritted teeth. "I not being difficult with you, I''m just being honest, that all. Besides, even if him and I break up right now, I still wouldn''t be able to marry a woman because I am gay. Is there anything wrong with that?"


    Even though it hadn''t been more than a few days since Xiao Ning had last seen Lu Yan, when he met up with him again, Xiao Ning got flooded with the sense that something really had gone wrong.


    Xiao Ning said nothing.


    Thinking about it, Xiao Ning countered, "You also have date men yourself, so when did you realise it?"


    Xiao Ning felt himself overwhelmed. Often times, Lu Yan was very much a bastard, but he did regard himself as a good friend, and that was genuine. It was just that his brain had a missing string that was lost forever.


    But, just how they were before?


    This sort of change in opinion was a part of Lu Yan''s cycle Xiao Ning had long been familiar with, but this time he found it especially unacceptable. "Just as you said, Xia Li is young, so can''t you just be a bit more patient with him?"


    Lu Yan palmed his face "Are you even listening? You never acted this difficult when you were with me. Are you like this now because of your damn boyfriend?"


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    Xiao Ning felt that things were different.


    So that''s what this is about...


    They were different.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback. "You... were you not serious about Xia Li?"


    They were different.


    Pointing at his face, he continued, "He was jealous of how we brothers look better than him, he even scratched my face, you see? Haa.. Now is a good time. So when I go back I''ll just beak up with him. So are you happy?"


    Holding his hands, and resting them on the table, he said with an ordinary expression, "If you''re going to break up, then break up. But I never said anything about wanting to break up."


    "Haven''t I been patient enough? If it was anyone else I would''ve already broken up with him. He''s more difficult than that any of he ones before, but you wouldn''t know anything about that since you never had to serve him." Lu Yan lifted his brows and looked at Xiao Ning. "Then there''s you. You''re upset woth me, right? It''s a good thing I never brought any of the boyfriends and girlfriends I had before around you, otherwise they would''ve pestered me to death. Did you know that last night Xia Li told me you had dirty intentions and were plotting to make a move on me or some other foolishness."


    "That''s not the same!" Lu Yan raised his voice.


    "So it was you that make hm call me." Xiao Ning shook his head in frustration. "Didn''t I tell you from the start that I wasn''t angry abut that? Why did you make that kid apologise to me, huh? It''ll just cause you guys unnecessary trouble."


    "Does Xia Li feel this way too?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help but ask.


    "Xiao Ning." Lu Yan expelled a long sigh. "Let''s talk."

 CH 31

    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    Lu Yan hung his head low, his gaze fixing on the spoon laying next to the serving of curry rice sitting before for a long, long time. Lifting his head suddenly, he then stated simply, "I''m going to head back first."


    In an instant, that crappy feeling had practically enveloped Lu Yan''s entire being, leaving him feeling both weakened and frustrated. It was as if the most important part if his life had been suddenly thrown into chaos, as though everything had collapsed. And despite him wanting to pick up the pieces, he had no idea where to even start.


    Soup


    Even Xiaohei was awake and pawing at his master''s leg while meowing to announce its hunger.


    After he left, only then did Xiao Ning remember that they hadn''t decided how soon it would be before they head back to their home town, or when it was he wanted to meet Shan Haiming. What exactly was going on with Lu Yan? Forget about today, as of recent, nothing about him had been as they usually were. Before it was always Xiao Ning who took the initiative to call him, and it was a toss up on whether Lu Yan would even answer. But now, it was the complete opposite, and to be frank, Xiao Ning was very unaccustomed to this sort of situation.


    In an instant, that crappy feeling had practically enveloped Lu Yan''s entire being, leaving him feeling both weakened and frustrated. It was as if the most important part if his life had been suddenly thrown into chaos, as though everything had collapsed. And despite him wanting to pick up the pieces, he had no idea where to even start.


    "Meet who?" After asking this, Xiao Ning felt foolish. Who else could it be?


    Xiao Ning thought he would storm off in a huff, but surprisingly, after taking a moment to hold himself together, he sat back down. With an unstable expression on his face, Lu Yan then pulled into a smile. "So when am I going to meet that guy?"


    Twirling a fork of pasta, Xiao Ning thought these circumstances were remarkably strange. Then with a vibration from his phone, he picked it up and saw a message from Shan Haiming:


    Afterwards, a somewhat joyful, somewhat troubled look emerged on his face. Then, for a moment, a different sort of meaning was held within his eyes. Stuffing the note in his pocket, he picked up the thermos in one hand and the potted plant in the other, using his elbow to push open his door, he finally walked into his apartment.


    Xiao Ning had not the slightest clue what was going on between Lu Yan and Xia Li. Anyhow, since he had moved somewhere closer to his company, he had a lot more free time after work. But when it came to him cooking, that was only when Shan Haiming wasn''t busy and had the time to come over. After eating, he would just stay over at Shan Haiming''s to watch a movie, and because Shan Haiming liked small animals, he would take Xiaohei along with every time. As a result, Shan Haiming would happily play with Xiaohei, teasing the little creature until its hair stood on end. Making it so that every time Xiao Ning brought it back home, it would throw the world''s biggest tantrum in protest and make Xiao Ning feed it a lot of dried fish and stroke its fur a few times to console it once more. It was quite tiring.


    "Meet who?" After asking this, Xiao Ning felt foolish. Who else could it be?


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    At that time, with a graceful smile, Wu Yi asked, "Xiao Ning-ah, there''s no need for you to be so formal. So let me spend my money on you, okay?"


    In an instant, that crappy feeling had practically enveloped Lu Yan''s entire being, leaving him feeling both weakened and frustrated. It was as if the most important part if his life had been suddenly thrown into chaos, as though everything had collapsed. And despite him wanting to pick up the pieces, he had no idea where to even start.


    Because of his family situation and his natural temperament, whether it be living with, or communicating with, it was very simple with Xiao Ning; and because there was no one else, Lu Yan was his most important person, in addition to those two elders of the Lu family. This fact wasn''t something Lu Yan thought about often, neither was it something he would tell a soul, but it was something he had deeply relished.


    Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haiming at the question, and a smile spread on his face unconsciously as a result. "Why would you even ask that? If he wasn''t gay, would he even be with me?"


    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    After hearing his reply, Lu Yan also said, "Who else could it be? I''m talking about that boyfriend of yours."


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    "Yes, but I feel bad that you also had to pay for Haiming''s." Wu Yi then naturally took Xiao Ning''s hands into her own. "So are the two of you living together now?"


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    Xiao Ning thought he would storm off in a huff, but surprisingly, after taking a moment to hold himself together, he sat back down. With an unstable expression on his face, Lu Yan then pulled into a smile. "So when am I going to meet that guy?"


    Yet at current, Xiao Ning was before him smiling and telling him about his partner¡ªa person who could be closer to Xiao Ning than himself. It was also resoundingly clear to Lu Yan that Xiao Ning''s feelings for this person were sincere, and because they were sincere, just thinking about it made Lu Yan feel like sh?t.


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    But Xiao Ning only swiped his card and took all their bags, replying, "I''m not being formal, it''s just, how can I let my Aunt spend her money?"


    Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haiming at the question, and a smile spread on his face unconsciously as a result. "Why would you even ask that? If he wasn''t gay, would he even be with me?"


    Then, if Shan Haiming wasn''t free, he would also often be in contact with Wu Yi, who would call and hat with him for ages. It seemed as though rich wives had a lot of time on their hands, because she could stay on the phone with him and talk for hours without stoppingiana: That''s more of a mom thing than it is a rich wife thing (£þ¨Œ£þ). She would ask Xiao Ning more about his own matters than she would about Shan Haiming''s too. Even when Xiao Ning would rack his mind to say something about any of Shan Haiming''s recent developments, she would say "who cares about him" then steer the conversation back to Xiao Ning. All that enthusiasm had made it seem as if Xiao Ning was her own son as well, as though Shan Haiming was a buy one get one free deal.


    "Yes, but I feel bad that you also had to pay for Haiming''s." Wu Yi then naturally took Xiao Ning''s hands into her own. "So are the two of you living together now?"


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    So when to took Xiao Ning to a men''s clothing store to buy clothes, the eyes all around them from the employees would be filled with surprised and the words "oh... we understand"T''n: they think our boy''s a sugar baby (T^T could practically be seen written in them. The embarrassment was so much for Xiao Ning, that when the time to pay came, he stole the chance to pay for his own stuff.


    Because of his family situation and his natural temperament, whether it be living with, or communicating with, it was very simple with Xiao Ning; and because there was no one else, Lu Yan was his most important person, in addition to those two elders of the Lu family. This fact wasn''t something Lu Yan thought about often, neither was it something he would tell a soul, but it was something he had deeply relished.


    Xiao Ning was never a person who lived delicately, needing more than the basic necessities to live, so everything he had at home was enough, and didn''t anything else. But Wu Yi was obviously someone who found joy in living life, so she suggested some green plants that could help improve one''s health and mood and picked out a couple pots and asked Xiao Ning take one back for himself and Shan Haiming.


    N/A


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    He recalled their schooldays, and the skinny little kid who would always trail behind him. That scrawny boy wasn''t much to look at, but how could he have grown up in such a flash? His immaturity has been shed, his figure had developed, but it was hardly enough to take anyone''s breath away. However, Xiao Ning was a person who follows a regular schedule, balancing his work and life; in addition, he neither smokes nor drinks, so his skin was exceptionally nice. Couple that with his gentle and well-suited features, his looks became all the more pleasing.


    Xiao Ning was never a person who lived delicately, needing more than the basic necessities to live, so everything he had at home was enough, and didn''t anything else. But Wu Yi was obviously someone who found joy in living life, so she suggested some green plants that could help improve one''s health and mood and picked out a couple pots and asked Xiao Ning take one back for himself and Shan Haiming.


    So patting Xiaohei''s head, he then turned to scoop a steaming hot portion of this LaohuoT/n: It''s a staple of Cantonese cuisine that has really good cooling effects when the weather gets spicy. soup for himself, and ate it with a piece of plain toast. Xiao Ning then placed another share into a thermos and wrote a note. On his way to work, he put the thermos and the flower pot in front of Shan Haiming''s door before going on his way.


    iana: Aw... the note. Looks like a Realisation did a one-two combo against two people this chapter.


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    Lu Yan hung his head low, his gaze fixing on the spoon laying next to the serving of curry rice sitting before for a long, long time. Lifting his head suddenly, he then stated simply, "I''m going to head back first."


    An uncomfortable feeling welled within Lu Yan''s chest, it was the same kind of feeling from that day he smashed his phone against the wall in belated shock. He wasn''t even conscious of it back then. And even after he got a new phone and was setting up his messages and contacts, he got so irritated once more, he almost smashed that new phone into the wall as well.


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    Irritated, hollow, and a tinge of regret.


    Afterwards, a somewhat joyful, somewhat troubled look emerged on his face. Then, for a moment, a different sort of meaning was held within his eyes. Stuffing the note in his pocket, he picked up the thermos in one hand and the potted plant in the other, using his elbow to push open his door, he finally walked into his apartment.


    Lu Yan hung his head low, his gaze fixing on the spoon laying next to the serving of curry rice sitting before for a long, long time. Lifting his head suddenly, he then stated simply, "I''m going to head back first."


    After he left, only then did Xiao Ning remember that they hadn''t decided how soon it would be before they head back to their home town, or when it was he wanted to meet Shan Haiming. What exactly was going on with Lu Yan? Forget about today, as of recent, nothing about him had been as they usually were. Before it was always Xiao Ning who took the initiative to call him, and it was a toss up on whether Lu Yan would even answer. But now, it was the complete opposite, and to be frank, Xiao Ning was very unaccustomed to this sort of situation.


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    So when to took Xiao Ning to a men''s clothing store to buy clothes, the eyes all around them from the employees would be filled with surprised and the words "oh... we understand"T''n: they think our boy''s a sugar baby (T^T could practically be seen written in them. The embarrassment was so much for Xiao Ning, that when the time to pay came, he stole the chance to pay for his own stuff.


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    In an instant, that crappy feeling had practically enveloped Lu Yan''s entire being, leaving him feeling both weakened and frustrated. It was as if the most important part if his life had been suddenly thrown into chaos, as though everything had collapsed. And despite him wanting to pick up the pieces, he had no idea where to even start.


    "Oh... okay? But you haven''t touched your food..." At the moment, his words and actions were so spontaneous that Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t keep up.


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    But when he climbed out of bed and went to open the lid for that soup the next morning, the rich scent of it had hit him all at once. It was the kind of flavour that not only aroused your sense of smell, but it also excited your taste buds. It was like a slow melody that satisfies your lazy appetite to kick off your day. It was so good that Xiao Ning was simply taken aback for a moment.


    "Oh... okay? But you haven''t touched your food..." At the moment, his words and actions were so spontaneous that Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t keep up.


    Even Xiaohei was awake and pawing at his master''s leg while meowing to announce its hunger.


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    Even Xiaohei was awake and pawing at his master''s leg while meowing to announce its hunger.


    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    With a wave, Lu Yan turned and walked away with a long face.


    Xiao Ning took a big whiff of his soup, filling his chest with a scent that could only be understood and never explained. He then turned to placate Xiaohei, pouring a bowl of chicken flavoured cat food. "Is it yummy?"


    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    He no longer followed that train of thought, he always found it to be terrifying. Xiao Ning and him were good friends¡ªgood buddies even. His parents both consider Xiao Ning as another son of theirs, and they''ve practically always been together.


    Exceptionally sh?tty.


    Because of his family situation and his natural temperament, whether it be living with, or communicating with, it was very simple with Xiao Ning; and because there was no one else, Lu Yan was his most important person, in addition to those two elders of the Lu family. This fact wasn''t something Lu Yan thought about often, neither was it something he would tell a soul, but it was something he had deeply relished.


    "Oh... okay? But you haven''t touched your food..." At the moment, his words and actions were so spontaneous that Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t keep up.


    Yet at current, Xiao Ning was before him smiling and telling him about his partner¡ªa person who could be closer to Xiao Ning than himself. It was also resoundingly clear to Lu Yan that Xiao Ning''s feelings for this person were sincere, and because they were sincere, just thinking about it made Lu Yan feel like sh?t.


    Xiao Ning was embarrassed to mention all this to Wu Yi, so after he and Wu Yi parted ways, he went to the market to buy an electric cooker and a thermos. On Sunday morning, he looked up the recipe for duck soup and went to buy the ingredients. Then that evening, he put the soup into the crock pot to stew all night. The electric cooker was very convenient for Xiao Ning, there was no way he could make the time to constantly get up and adjust the flame when cooking, cooking couldn''t be recreational for him.


    Because of his family situation and his natural temperament, whether it be living with, or communicating with, it was very simple with Xiao Ning; and because there was no one else, Lu Yan was his most important person, in addition to those two elders of the Lu family. This fact wasn''t something Lu Yan thought about often, neither was it something he would tell a soul, but it was something he had deeply relished.


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    Exceptionally sh?tty.


    He figured that no matter how wilful Shan Haiming might be, he would still have to show courtesy while entertaining others at work, and more than a few times, Xiao Ning had seen Shan Haiming return after staying out late. What''s more, doing that will definitely do damage to your stomach. It wouldn''t be noticeable when you''re young, but if you never pay proper attention to it, too much iron will accumulate and it would become an issue. So it''s clear some nourishing food would be a good way to help.


    He recalled their schooldays, and the skinny little kid who would always trail behind him. That scrawny boy wasn''t much to look at, but how could he have grown up in such a flash? His immaturity has been shed, his figure had developed, but it was hardly enough to take anyone''s breath away. However, Xiao Ning was a person who follows a regular schedule, balancing his work and life; in addition, he neither smokes nor drinks, so his skin was exceptionally nice. Couple that with his gentle and well-suited features, his looks became all the more pleasing.


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    So when to took Xiao Ning to a men''s clothing store to buy clothes, the eyes all around them from the employees would be filled with surprised and the words "oh... we understand"T''n: they think our boy''s a sugar baby (T^T could practically be seen written in them. The embarrassment was so much for Xiao Ning, that when the time to pay came, he stole the chance to pay for his own stuff.


    So patting Xiaohei''s head, he then turned to scoop a steaming hot portion of this LaohuoT/n: It''s a staple of Cantonese cuisine that has really good cooling effects when the weather gets spicy. soup for himself, and ate it with a piece of plain toast. Xiao Ning then placed another share into a thermos and wrote a note. On his way to work, he put the thermos and the flower pot in front of Shan Haiming''s door before going on his way.


    Then, if Shan Haiming wasn''t free, he would also often be in contact with Wu Yi, who would call and hat with him for ages. It seemed as though rich wives had a lot of time on their hands, because she could stay on the phone with him and talk for hours without stoppingiana: That''s more of a mom thing than it is a rich wife thing (£þ¨Œ£þ). She would ask Xiao Ning more about his own matters than she would about Shan Haiming''s too. Even when Xiao Ning would rack his mind to say something about any of Shan Haiming''s recent developments, she would say "who cares about him" then steer the conversation back to Xiao Ning. All that enthusiasm had made it seem as if Xiao Ning was her own son as well, as though Shan Haiming was a buy one get one free deal.


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    In an instant, that crappy feeling had practically enveloped Lu Yan''s entire being, leaving him feeling both weakened and frustrated. It was as if the most important part if his life had been suddenly thrown into chaos, as though everything had collapsed. And despite him wanting to pick up the pieces, he had no idea where to even start.


    Even Xiaohei was awake and pawing at his master''s leg while meowing to announce its hunger.


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    Soup


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    Xiao Ning took a big whiff of his soup, filling his chest with a scent that could only be understood and never explained. He then turned to placate Xiaohei, pouring a bowl of chicken flavoured cat food. "Is it yummy?"


    Xiao Ning had not the slightest clue what was going on between Lu Yan and Xia Li. Anyhow, since he had moved somewhere closer to his company, he had a lot more free time after work. But when it came to him cooking, that was only when Shan Haiming wasn''t busy and had the time to come over. After eating, he would just stay over at Shan Haiming''s to watch a movie, and because Shan Haiming liked small animals, he would take Xiaohei along with every time. As a result, Shan Haiming would happily play with Xiaohei, teasing the little creature until its hair stood on end. Making it so that every time Xiao Ning brought it back home, it would throw the world''s biggest tantrum in protest and make Xiao Ning feed it a lot of dried fish and stroke its fur a few times to console it once more. It was quite tiring.


    Lu Yan hung his head low, his gaze fixing on the spoon laying next to the serving of curry rice sitting before for a long, long time. Lifting his head suddenly, he then stated simply, "I''m going to head back first."


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    But when he climbed out of bed and went to open the lid for that soup the next morning, the rich scent of it had hit him all at once. It was the kind of flavour that not only aroused your sense of smell, but it also excited your taste buds. It was like a slow melody that satisfies your lazy appetite to kick off your day. It was so good that Xiao Ning was simply taken aback for a moment.


    Xiao Ning thought he would storm off in a huff, but surprisingly, after taking a moment to hold himself together, he sat back down. With an unstable expression on his face, Lu Yan then pulled into a smile. "So when am I going to meet that guy?"


    Yet at current, Xiao Ning was before him smiling and telling him about his partner¡ªa person who could be closer to Xiao Ning than himself. It was also resoundingly clear to Lu Yan that Xiao Ning''s feelings for this person were sincere, and because they were sincere, just thinking about it made Lu Yan feel like sh?t.


    During the weekend, Shan Haiming still had no free time, he had to head to a small town on the outskirts of A-City for a project, and would return until Monday. But Wu Yi didn''t seem to worry about one bit, because she happily pulled Xiao Ning along with her on a shopping trip instead. But this made Xiao Ning quite stressed. Because even though Wu Yi wore no expensive gold or silver jewellery, the glass-like jadeiteT/n: There are two types of Jade: nephrite (the common one found everywhere) and jadeite (the rarer expensive one that can be translucent and looks more gem-like) bracelet she wore made it known to everyone who saw her she was a rich woman; and because the two shred no resemblance, making it clear they were neither mother and son, nor an older sister and brother.


    "Oh... okay? But you haven''t touched your food..." At the moment, his words and actions were so spontaneous that Xiao Ning honestly couldn''t keep up.


    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    With a wave, Lu Yan turned and walked away with a long face.


    So when to took Xiao Ning to a men''s clothing store to buy clothes, the eyes all around them from the employees would be filled with surprised and the words "oh... we understand"T''n: they think our boy''s a sugar baby (T^T could practically be seen written in them. The embarrassment was so much for Xiao Ning, that when the time to pay came, he stole the chance to pay for his own stuff.


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    Xiao Ning had not the slightest clue what was going on between Lu Yan and Xia Li. Anyhow, since he had moved somewhere closer to his company, he had a lot more free time after work. But when it came to him cooking, that was only when Shan Haiming wasn''t busy and had the time to come over. After eating, he would just stay over at Shan Haiming''s to watch a movie, and because Shan Haiming liked small animals, he would take Xiaohei along with every time. As a result, Shan Haiming would happily play with Xiaohei, teasing the little creature until its hair stood on end. Making it so that every time Xiao Ning brought it back home, it would throw the world''s biggest tantrum in protest and make Xiao Ning feed it a lot of dried fish and stroke its fur a few times to console it once more. It was quite tiring.


    But when he climbed out of bed and went to open the lid for that soup the next morning, the rich scent of it had hit him all at once. It was the kind of flavour that not only aroused your sense of smell, but it also excited your taste buds. It was like a slow melody that satisfies your lazy appetite to kick off your day. It was so good that Xiao Ning was simply taken aback for a moment.


    But when he climbed out of bed and went to open the lid for that soup the next morning, the rich scent of it had hit him all at once. It was the kind of flavour that not only aroused your sense of smell, but it also excited your taste buds. It was like a slow melody that satisfies your lazy appetite to kick off your day. It was so good that Xiao Ning was simply taken aback for a moment.


    After he left, only then did Xiao Ning remember that they hadn''t decided how soon it would be before they head back to their home town, or when it was he wanted to meet Shan Haiming. What exactly was going on with Lu Yan? Forget about today, as of recent, nothing about him had been as they usually were. Before it was always Xiao Ning who took the initiative to call him, and it was a toss up on whether Lu Yan would even answer. But now, it was the complete opposite, and to be frank, Xiao Ning was very unaccustomed to this sort of situation.


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning took a big whiff of his soup, filling his chest with a scent that could only be understood and never explained. He then turned to placate Xiaohei, pouring a bowl of chicken flavoured cat food. "Is it yummy?"


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    Twirling a fork of pasta, Xiao Ning thought these circumstances were remarkably strange. Then with a vibration from his phone, he picked it up and saw a message from Shan Haiming:


    He no longer followed that train of thought, he always found it to be terrifying. Xiao Ning and him were good friends¡ªgood buddies even. His parents both consider Xiao Ning as another son of theirs, and they''ve practically always been together.


    Xiao Ning didn''t notice at all Wu Yi had also just picked out clothes for Shan Haiming as well, and he couldn''t explain anything at that time, so he could only cover his head and admit, "N-no... I live next door."


    An uncomfortable feeling welled within Lu Yan''s chest, it was the same kind of feeling from that day he smashed his phone against the wall in belated shock. He wasn''t even conscious of it back then. And even after he got a new phone and was setting up his messages and contacts, he got so irritated once more, he almost smashed that new phone into the wall as well.


    But seeing how much Shan Haiming loves it, Xiao Ning thought it was all worth it in the end.


    Xiao Ning was both confused and amused by these developments, as Wu Yi was the complete opposite of Chen Shuyun. His situation fully embodied the differences between being "the son''s friend" and "the son''s partner." And Xiao Ning thought that if he was a woman, Wu Yi would''ve decided to take him to the beauty salon for a spa-day or something of the like.


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    After hearing his reply, Lu Yan also said, "Who else could it be? I''m talking about that boyfriend of yours."


    With a wave, Lu Yan turned and walked away with a long face.


    "Meet who?" After asking this, Xiao Ning felt foolish. Who else could it be?


    Because of his family situation and his natural temperament, whether it be living with, or communicating with, it was very simple with Xiao Ning; and because there was no one else, Lu Yan was his most important person, in addition to those two elders of the Lu family. This fact wasn''t something Lu Yan thought about often, neither was it something he would tell a soul, but it was something he had deeply relished.


    He no longer followed that train of thought, he always found it to be terrifying. Xiao Ning and him were good friends¡ªgood buddies even. His parents both consider Xiao Ning as another son of theirs, and they''ve practically always been together.


    Irritated, hollow, and a tinge of regret.


    Looking at the thermos in his hand, a laugh suddenly escaped Shan Haiming. His brows had turned upwards, and the youthful joy that left him was the kind hated to be concealed. After such a reaction he looked around him in all directions, seeing no one about.


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    Twirling a fork of pasta, Xiao Ning thought these circumstances were remarkably strange. Then with a vibration from his phone, he picked it up and saw a message from Shan Haiming:


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    Xiao Ning was both confused and amused by these developments, as Wu Yi was the complete opposite of Chen Shuyun. His situation fully embodied the differences between being "the son''s friend" and "the son''s partner." And Xiao Ning thought that if he was a woman, Wu Yi would''ve decided to take him to the beauty salon for a spa-day or something of the like.


    Xiao Ning had not the slightest clue what was going on between Lu Yan and Xia Li. Anyhow, since he had moved somewhere closer to his company, he had a lot more free time after work. But when it came to him cooking, that was only when Shan Haiming wasn''t busy and had the time to come over. After eating, he would just stay over at Shan Haiming''s to watch a movie, and because Shan Haiming liked small animals, he would take Xiaohei along with every time. As a result, Shan Haiming would happily play with Xiaohei, teasing the little creature until its hair stood on end. Making it so that every time Xiao Ning brought it back home, it would throw the world''s biggest tantrum in protest and make Xiao Ning feed it a lot of dried fish and stroke its fur a few times to console it once more. It was quite tiring.


    Yet at current, Xiao Ning was before him smiling and telling him about his partner¡ªa person who could be closer to Xiao Ning than himself. It was also resoundingly clear to Lu Yan that Xiao Ning''s feelings for this person were sincere, and because they were sincere, just thinking about it made Lu Yan feel like sh?t.


    But seeing how much Shan Haiming loves it, Xiao Ning thought it was all worth it in the end.


    During the weekend, Shan Haiming still had no free time, he had to head to a small town on the outskirts of A-City for a project, and would return until Monday. But Wu Yi didn''t seem to worry about one bit, because she happily pulled Xiao Ning along with her on a shopping trip instead. But this made Xiao Ning quite stressed. Because even though Wu Yi wore no expensive gold or silver jewellery, the glass-like jadeiteT/n: There are two types of Jade: nephrite (the common one found everywhere) and jadeite (the rarer expensive one that can be translucent and looks more gem-like) bracelet she wore made it known to everyone who saw her she was a rich woman; and because the two shred no resemblance, making it clear they were neither mother and son, nor an older sister and brother.


    Then, if Shan Haiming wasn''t free, he would also often be in contact with Wu Yi, who would call and hat with him for ages. It seemed as though rich wives had a lot of time on their hands, because she could stay on the phone with him and talk for hours without stoppingiana: That''s more of a mom thing than it is a rich wife thing (£þ¨Œ£þ). She would ask Xiao Ning more about his own matters than she would about Shan Haiming''s too. Even when Xiao Ning would rack his mind to say something about any of Shan Haiming''s recent developments, she would say "who cares about him" then steer the conversation back to Xiao Ning. All that enthusiasm had made it seem as if Xiao Ning was her own son as well, as though Shan Haiming was a buy one get one free deal.


    "Meet who?" After asking this, Xiao Ning felt foolish. Who else could it be?


    After hearing his reply, Lu Yan also said, "Who else could it be? I''m talking about that boyfriend of yours."


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    N/A


    But when he climbed out of bed and went to open the lid for that soup the next morning, the rich scent of it had hit him all at once. It was the kind of flavour that not only aroused your sense of smell, but it also excited your taste buds. It was like a slow melody that satisfies your lazy appetite to kick off your day. It was so good that Xiao Ning was simply taken aback for a moment.


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    During the weekend, Shan Haiming still had no free time, he had to head to a small town on the outskirts of A-City for a project, and would return until Monday. But Wu Yi didn''t seem to worry about one bit, because she happily pulled Xiao Ning along with her on a shopping trip instead. But this made Xiao Ning quite stressed. Because even though Wu Yi wore no expensive gold or silver jewellery, the glass-like jadeiteT/n: There are two types of Jade: nephrite (the common one found everywhere) and jadeite (the rarer expensive one that can be translucent and looks more gem-like) bracelet she wore made it known to everyone who saw her she was a rich woman; and because the two shred no resemblance, making it clear they were neither mother and son, nor an older sister and brother.


    Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haiming at the question, and a smile spread on his face unconsciously as a result. "Why would you even ask that? If he wasn''t gay, would he even be with me?"


    Lu Yan hung his head low, his gaze fixing on the spoon laying next to the serving of curry rice sitting before for a long, long time. Lifting his head suddenly, he then stated simply, "I''m going to head back first."


    An uncomfortable feeling welled within Lu Yan''s chest, it was the same kind of feeling from that day he smashed his phone against the wall in belated shock. He wasn''t even conscious of it back then. And even after he got a new phone and was setting up his messages and contacts, he got so irritated once more, he almost smashed that new phone into the wall as well.


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    So when to took Xiao Ning to a men''s clothing store to buy clothes, the eyes all around them from the employees would be filled with surprised and the words "oh... we understand"T''n: they think our boy''s a sugar baby (T^T could practically be seen written in them. The embarrassment was so much for Xiao Ning, that when the time to pay came, he stole the chance to pay for his own stuff.


    Irritated, hollow, and a tinge of regret.


    At that time, with a graceful smile, Wu Yi asked, "Xiao Ning-ah, there''s no need for you to be so formal. So let me spend my money on you, okay?"


    "Yes, but I feel bad that you also had to pay for Haiming''s." Wu Yi then naturally took Xiao Ning''s hands into her own. "So are the two of you living together now?"


    But Xiao Ning only swiped his card and took all their bags, replying, "I''m not being formal, it''s just, how can I let my Aunt spend her money?"


    Because of his family situation and his natural temperament, whether it be living with, or communicating with, it was very simple with Xiao Ning; and because there was no one else, Lu Yan was his most important person, in addition to those two elders of the Lu family. This fact wasn''t something Lu Yan thought about often, neither was it something he would tell a soul, but it was something he had deeply relished.


    Lu Yan hung his head low, his gaze fixing on the spoon laying next to the serving of curry rice sitting before for a long, long time. Lifting his head suddenly, he then stated simply, "I''m going to head back first."


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    "Yes, but I feel bad that you also had to pay for Haiming''s." Wu Yi then naturally took Xiao Ning''s hands into her own. "So are the two of you living together now?"


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    Xiao Ning was embarrassed to mention all this to Wu Yi, so after he and Wu Yi parted ways, he went to the market to buy an electric cooker and a thermos. On Sunday morning, he looked up the recipe for duck soup and went to buy the ingredients. Then that evening, he put the soup into the crock pot to stew all night. The electric cooker was very convenient for Xiao Ning, there was no way he could make the time to constantly get up and adjust the flame when cooking, cooking couldn''t be recreational for him.


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    Xiao Ning didn''t notice at all Wu Yi had also just picked out clothes for Shan Haiming as well, and he couldn''t explain anything at that time, so he could only cover his head and admit, "N-no... I live next door."


    It took him one look to see there was something blocking the entrance to his apartment, and as he walked closer, he could make out it was a thermos, along with some sort of unknown plant. Bending down, he picked up the note that had only one sentence written on it: "Duck. ¡ªfrom your next door neighbour."


    But Xiao Ning only swiped his card and took all their bags, replying, "I''m not being formal, it''s just, how can I let my Aunt spend her money?"


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    During the weekend, Shan Haiming still had no free time, he had to head to a small town on the outskirts of A-City for a project, and would return until Monday. But Wu Yi didn''t seem to worry about one bit, because she happily pulled Xiao Ning along with her on a shopping trip instead. But this made Xiao Ning quite stressed. Because even though Wu Yi wore no expensive gold or silver jewellery, the glass-like jadeiteT/n: There are two types of Jade: nephrite (the common one found everywhere) and jadeite (the rarer expensive one that can be translucent and looks more gem-like) bracelet she wore made it known to everyone who saw her she was a rich woman; and because the two shred no resemblance, making it clear they were neither mother and son, nor an older sister and brother.


    Upon hearing this, Wu Yi looked as though she was bewildered, lost in thought for a moment, but then as if her thoughts had been cleared up, she smiled. "Oh, so that''s how it is. Are you all settled in at your new place? Is there anything you need? If there is, I can buy you basic appliances, if you''d like?"


    Xiao Ning had not the slightest clue what was going on between Lu Yan and Xia Li. Anyhow, since he had moved somewhere closer to his company, he had a lot more free time after work. But when it came to him cooking, that was only when Shan Haiming wasn''t busy and had the time to come over. After eating, he would just stay over at Shan Haiming''s to watch a movie, and because Shan Haiming liked small animals, he would take Xiaohei along with every time. As a result, Shan Haiming would happily play with Xiaohei, teasing the little creature until its hair stood on end. Making it so that every time Xiao Ning brought it back home, it would throw the world''s biggest tantrum in protest and make Xiao Ning feed it a lot of dried fish and stroke its fur a few times to console it once more. It was quite tiring.


    He finally succeeded in capturing Xiao Ning''s gaze. "Is he gay?"


    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    Exceptionally sh?tty.


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    iana: Aw... the note. Looks like a Realisation did a one-two combo against two people this chapter.


    Xiao Ning was never a person who lived delicately, needing more than the basic necessities to live, so everything he had at home was enough, and didn''t anything else. But Wu Yi was obviously someone who found joy in living life, so she suggested some green plants that could help improve one''s health and mood and picked out a couple pots and asked Xiao Ning take one back for himself and Shan Haiming.


    Soup


    So patting Xiaohei''s head, he then turned to scoop a steaming hot portion of this LaohuoT/n: It''s a staple of Cantonese cuisine that has really good cooling effects when the weather gets spicy. soup for himself, and ate it with a piece of plain toast. Xiao Ning then placed another share into a thermos and wrote a note. On his way to work, he put the thermos and the flower pot in front of Shan Haiming''s door before going on his way.


    So when to took Xiao Ning to a men''s clothing store to buy clothes, the eyes all around them from the employees would be filled with surprised and the words "oh... we understand"T''n: they think our boy''s a sugar baby (T^T could practically be seen written in them. The embarrassment was so much for Xiao Ning, that when the time to pay came, he stole the chance to pay for his own stuff.


    It took him one look to see there was something blocking the entrance to his apartment, and as he walked closer, he could make out it was a thermos, along with some sort of unknown plant. Bending down, he picked up the note that had only one sentence written on it: "Duck. ¡ªfrom your next door neighbour."


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    Xiao Ning was both confused and amused by these developments, as Wu Yi was the complete opposite of Chen Shuyun. His situation fully embodied the differences between being "the son''s friend" and "the son''s partner." And Xiao Ning thought that if he was a woman, Wu Yi would''ve decided to take him to the beauty salon for a spa-day or something of the like.


    After he left, only then did Xiao Ning remember that they hadn''t decided how soon it would be before they head back to their home town, or when it was he wanted to meet Shan Haiming. What exactly was going on with Lu Yan? Forget about today, as of recent, nothing about him had been as they usually were. Before it was always Xiao Ning who took the initiative to call him, and it was a toss up on whether Lu Yan would even answer. But now, it was the complete opposite, and to be frank, Xiao Ning was very unaccustomed to this sort of situation.


    Now looking at the untouched curry rice across from him, Xiao Ning thought to himself: What a coincidence.


    Xiao Ning was embarrassed to mention all this to Wu Yi, so after he and Wu Yi parted ways, he went to the market to buy an electric cooker and a thermos. On Sunday morning, he looked up the recipe for duck soup and went to buy the ingredients. Then that evening, he put the soup into the crock pot to stew all night. The electric cooker was very convenient for Xiao Ning, there was no way he could make the time to constantly get up and adjust the flame when cooking, cooking couldn''t be recreational for him.


    But Wu Yi was a remarkable conversationalist, and she got quite close to Xiao Ning. She asked him why he hadn''t gotten his driver''s permit, then she talked about how Shan Haiming was someone who body ran a bit hotT/N: In TCM your body constitution is either hot or cold, it was mentioned before than Xiao Ning was on the cold side.. And her saying this, had made the idea to buy a pot to make soup blossom in Xiao Ning''s mind.


    Xiao Ning didn''t notice at all Wu Yi had also just picked out clothes for Shan Haiming as well, and he couldn''t explain anything at that time, so he could only cover his head and admit, "N-no... I live next door."


    Xiao Ning took a big whiff of his soup, filling his chest with a scent that could only be understood and never explained. He then turned to placate Xiaohei, pouring a bowl of chicken flavoured cat food. "Is it yummy?"


    He no longer followed that train of thought, he always found it to be terrifying. Xiao Ning and him were good friends¡ªgood buddies even. His parents both consider Xiao Ning as another son of theirs, and they''ve practically always been together.


    Xiao Ning was both confused and amused by these developments, as Wu Yi was the complete opposite of Chen Shuyun. His situation fully embodied the differences between being "the son''s friend" and "the son''s partner." And Xiao Ning thought that if he was a woman, Wu Yi would''ve decided to take him to the beauty salon for a spa-day or something of the like.


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    He figured that no matter how wilful Shan Haiming might be, he would still have to show courtesy while entertaining others at work, and more than a few times, Xiao Ning had seen Shan Haiming return after staying out late. What''s more, doing that will definitely do damage to your stomach. It wouldn''t be noticeable when you''re young, but if you never pay proper attention to it, too much iron will accumulate and it would become an issue. So it''s clear some nourishing food would be a good way to help.


    N/A


    Soup


    But Wu Yi was a remarkable conversationalist, and she got quite close to Xiao Ning. She asked him why he hadn''t gotten his driver''s permit, then she talked about how Shan Haiming was someone who body ran a bit hotT/N: In TCM your body constitution is either hot or cold, it was mentioned before than Xiao Ning was on the cold side.. And her saying this, had made the idea to buy a pot to make soup blossom in Xiao Ning''s mind.


    An uncomfortable feeling welled within Lu Yan''s chest, it was the same kind of feeling from that day he smashed his phone against the wall in belated shock. He wasn''t even conscious of it back then. And even after he got a new phone and was setting up his messages and contacts, he got so irritated once more, he almost smashed that new phone into the wall as well.


    Xiao Ning was embarrassed to mention all this to Wu Yi, so after he and Wu Yi parted ways, he went to the market to buy an electric cooker and a thermos. On Sunday morning, he looked up the recipe for duck soup and went to buy the ingredients. Then that evening, he put the soup into the crock pot to stew all night. The electric cooker was very convenient for Xiao Ning, there was no way he could make the time to constantly get up and adjust the flame when cooking, cooking couldn''t be recreational for him.


    Xiao Ning was embarrassed to mention all this to Wu Yi, so after he and Wu Yi parted ways, he went to the market to buy an electric cooker and a thermos. On Sunday morning, he looked up the recipe for duck soup and went to buy the ingredients. Then that evening, he put the soup into the crock pot to stew all night. The electric cooker was very convenient for Xiao Ning, there was no way he could make the time to constantly get up and adjust the flame when cooking, cooking couldn''t be recreational for him.


    iana: Aw... the note. Looks like a Realisation did a one-two combo against two people this chapter.


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    Xiao Ning had not the slightest clue what was going on between Lu Yan and Xia Li. Anyhow, since he had moved somewhere closer to his company, he had a lot more free time after work. But when it came to him cooking, that was only when Shan Haiming wasn''t busy and had the time to come over. After eating, he would just stay over at Shan Haiming''s to watch a movie, and because Shan Haiming liked small animals, he would take Xiaohei along with every time. As a result, Shan Haiming would happily play with Xiaohei, teasing the little creature until its hair stood on end. Making it so that every time Xiao Ning brought it back home, it would throw the world''s biggest tantrum in protest and make Xiao Ning feed it a lot of dried fish and stroke its fur a few times to console it once more. It was quite tiring.


    iana: Aw... the note. Looks like a Realisation did a one-two combo against two people this chapter.


    To Lu Yan, Xiao Ning was¡ªwithout a shred of doubt¡ªbeing led astray. After all, he was such a pure and simple person, so he must''ve surely been caught in a trap by one of those player-like bastards spewing a bunch of sweet talk so as to sponge off him. Wasn''t that obvious? Because if Xiao Ning had always liked men all along... No, that was impossible! Because he couldn''t have not seen it over all those years¡ªhe never even once considered the possibility. Back when he was a student, he was never scared about Xiao Ning knowing about his sexuality because he figured that even if Xiao Ning thought two men being together was strange, he would just get used to it for Lu Yan''s sake. But if he knew abut Xiao Ning being gay in those days, then he''d...


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    But when he climbed out of bed and went to open the lid for that soup the next morning, the rich scent of it had hit him all at once. It was the kind of flavour that not only aroused your sense of smell, but it also excited your taste buds. It was like a slow melody that satisfies your lazy appetite to kick off your day. It was so good that Xiao Ning was simply taken aback for a moment.


    Xiao Ning thought he would storm off in a huff, but surprisingly, after taking a moment to hold himself together, he sat back down. With an unstable expression on his face, Lu Yan then pulled into a smile. "So when am I going to meet that guy?"


    Xiao Ning was never a person who lived delicately, needing more than the basic necessities to live, so everything he had at home was enough, and didn''t anything else. But Wu Yi was obviously someone who found joy in living life, so she suggested some green plants that could help improve one''s health and mood and picked out a couple pots and asked Xiao Ning take one back for himself and Shan Haiming.


    Xiao Ning was both confused and amused by these developments, as Wu Yi was the complete opposite of Chen Shuyun. His situation fully embodied the differences between being "the son''s friend" and "the son''s partner." And Xiao Ning thought that if he was a woman, Wu Yi would''ve decided to take him to the beauty salon for a spa-day or something of the like.


    Xiao Ning was embarrassed to mention all this to Wu Yi, so after he and Wu Yi parted ways, he went to the market to buy an electric cooker and a thermos. On Sunday morning, he looked up the recipe for duck soup and went to buy the ingredients. Then that evening, he put the soup into the crock pot to stew all night. The electric cooker was very convenient for Xiao Ning, there was no way he could make the time to constantly get up and adjust the flame when cooking, cooking couldn''t be recreational for him.


    Lu Yan sprung to his feet in shock.


    In an instant, that crappy feeling had practically enveloped Lu Yan''s entire being, leaving him feeling both weakened and frustrated. It was as if the most important part if his life had been suddenly thrown into chaos, as though everything had collapsed. And despite him wanting to pick up the pieces, he had no idea where to even start.


    Yet at current, Xiao Ning was before him smiling and telling him about his partner¡ªa person who could be closer to Xiao Ning than himself. It was also resoundingly clear to Lu Yan that Xiao Ning''s feelings for this person were sincere, and because they were sincere, just thinking about it made Lu Yan feel like sh?t.


    Even Xiaohei was awake and pawing at his master''s leg while meowing to announce its hunger.


    Looking at the thermos in his hand, a laugh suddenly escaped Shan Haiming. His brows had turned upwards, and the youthful joy that left him was the kind hated to be concealed. After such a reaction he looked around him in all directions, seeing no one about.


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    Looking at the thermos in his hand, a laugh suddenly escaped Shan Haiming. His brows had turned upwards, and the youthful joy that left him was the kind hated to be concealed. After such a reaction he looked around him in all directions, seeing no one about.


    Xiao Ning took a big whiff of his soup, filling his chest with a scent that could only be understood and never explained. He then turned to placate Xiaohei, pouring a bowl of chicken flavoured cat food. "Is it yummy?"


    He recalled their schooldays, and the skinny little kid who would always trail behind him. That scrawny boy wasn''t much to look at, but how could he have grown up in such a flash? His immaturity has been shed, his figure had developed, but it was hardly enough to take anyone''s breath away. However, Xiao Ning was a person who follows a regular schedule, balancing his work and life; in addition, he neither smokes nor drinks, so his skin was exceptionally nice. Couple that with his gentle and well-suited features, his looks became all the more pleasing.


    Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haiming at the question, and a smile spread on his face unconsciously as a result. "Why would you even ask that? If he wasn''t gay, would he even be with me?"


    At that time, with a graceful smile, Wu Yi asked, "Xiao Ning-ah, there''s no need for you to be so formal. So let me spend my money on you, okay?"


    Under the hazy lights of that restaurant, Xiao Ning''s smile seemed quite mild, but to Lu Yan, the entire display was nothing but an eyesore. As he thought this, he also couldn''t help but wonder when the last time he properly looked at Xiao Ning had been.


    But seeing how much Shan Haiming loves it, Xiao Ning thought it was all worth it in the end.


    After hearing his reply, Lu Yan also said, "Who else could it be? I''m talking about that boyfriend of yours."


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    Lu Yan snapped out of his thoughts, his brows knitting together. What am I even doing?


    Looking at the thermos in his hand, a laugh suddenly escaped Shan Haiming. His brows had turned upwards, and the youthful joy that left him was the kind hated to be concealed. After such a reaction he looked around him in all directions, seeing no one about.


    Twirling a fork of pasta, Xiao Ning thought these circumstances were remarkably strange. Then with a vibration from his phone, he picked it up and saw a message from Shan Haiming:


    Irritated, hollow, and a tinge of regret.


    iana: Aw... the note. Looks like a Realisation did a one-two combo against two people this chapter.


    At that time, with a graceful smile, Wu Yi asked, "Xiao Ning-ah, there''s no need for you to be so formal. So let me spend my money on you, okay?"


    Xiao Ning was never a person who lived delicately, needing more than the basic necessities to live, so everything he had at home was enough, and didn''t anything else. But Wu Yi was obviously someone who found joy in living life, so she suggested some green plants that could help improve one''s health and mood and picked out a couple pots and asked Xiao Ning take one back for himself and Shan Haiming.


    So patting Xiaohei''s head, he then turned to scoop a steaming hot portion of this LaohuoT/n: It''s a staple of Cantonese cuisine that has really good cooling effects when the weather gets spicy. soup for himself, and ate it with a piece of plain toast. Xiao Ning then placed another share into a thermos and wrote a note. On his way to work, he put the thermos and the flower pot in front of Shan Haiming''s door before going on his way.


    An uncomfortable feeling welled within Lu Yan''s chest, it was the same kind of feeling from that day he smashed his phone against the wall in belated shock. He wasn''t even conscious of it back then. And even after he got a new phone and was setting up his messages and contacts, he got so irritated once more, he almost smashed that new phone into the wall as well.


    With a wave, Lu Yan turned and walked away with a long face.


    After hearing his reply, Lu Yan also said, "Who else could it be? I''m talking about that boyfriend of yours."


    Then, if Shan Haiming wasn''t free, he would also often be in contact with Wu Yi, who would call and hat with him for ages. It seemed as though rich wives had a lot of time on their hands, because she could stay on the phone with him and talk for hours without stoppingiana: That''s more of a mom thing than it is a rich wife thing (£þ¨Œ£þ). She would ask Xiao Ning more about his own matters than she would about Shan Haiming''s too. Even when Xiao Ning would rack his mind to say something about any of Shan Haiming''s recent developments, she would say "who cares about him" then steer the conversation back to Xiao Ning. All that enthusiasm had made it seem as if Xiao Ning was her own son as well, as though Shan Haiming was a buy one get one free deal.


    After he left, only then did Xiao Ning remember that they hadn''t decided how soon it would be before they head back to their home town, or when it was he wanted to meet Shan Haiming. What exactly was going on with Lu Yan? Forget about today, as of recent, nothing about him had been as they usually were. Before it was always Xiao Ning who took the initiative to call him, and it was a toss up on whether Lu Yan would even answer. But now, it was the complete opposite, and to be frank, Xiao Ning was very unaccustomed to this sort of situation.


    But what is it that I regret so much? Was the question Lu Yan posed to himself. It must be because I hadn''t paid attention to Xiao Ning for too long, and it made that kid go down the wrong path. That has to be it, I must just feel responsible.


    Afterwards, a somewhat joyful, somewhat troubled look emerged on his face. Then, for a moment, a different sort of meaning was held within his eyes. Stuffing the note in his pocket, he picked up the thermos in one hand and the potted plant in the other, using his elbow to push open his door, he finally walked into his apartment.


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    So patting Xiaohei''s head, he then turned to scoop a steaming hot portion of this LaohuoT/n: It''s a staple of Cantonese cuisine that has really good cooling effects when the weather gets spicy. soup for himself, and ate it with a piece of plain toast. Xiao Ning then placed another share into a thermos and wrote a note. On his way to work, he put the thermos and the flower pot in front of Shan Haiming''s door before going on his way.


    ¡ªBring back some food.


    iana: Aw... the note. Looks like a Realisation did a one-two combo against two people this chapter.


    It took him one look to see there was something blocking the entrance to his apartment, and as he walked closer, he could make out it was a thermos, along with some sort of unknown plant. Bending down, he picked up the note that had only one sentence written on it: "Duck. ¡ªfrom your next door neighbour."


    But Wu Yi was a remarkable conversationalist, and she got quite close to Xiao Ning. She asked him why he hadn''t gotten his driver''s permit, then she talked about how Shan Haiming was someone who body ran a bit hotT/N: In TCM your body constitution is either hot or cold, it was mentioned before than Xiao Ning was on the cold side.. And her saying this, had made the idea to buy a pot to make soup blossom in Xiao Ning''s mind.


    Looking at the thermos in his hand, a laugh suddenly escaped Shan Haiming. His brows had turned upwards, and the youthful joy that left him was the kind hated to be concealed. After such a reaction he looked around him in all directions, seeing no one about.


    The little cat busy stuffing its mouth obviously ignored him at this point.


    Exceptionally sh?tty.


    "Yes, but I feel bad that you also had to pay for Haiming''s." Wu Yi then naturally took Xiao Ning''s hands into her own. "So are the two of you living together now?"


    Xiao Ning thought of Shan Haiming at the question, and a smile spread on his face unconsciously as a result. "Why would you even ask that? If he wasn''t gay, would he even be with me?"


    At around 10 a.m., Shan Haiming walked out the elevator.


    Afterwards, a somewhat joyful, somewhat troubled look emerged on his face. Then, for a moment, a different sort of meaning was held within his eyes. Stuffing the note in his pocket, he picked up the thermos in one hand and the potted plant in the other, using his elbow to push open his door, he finally walked into his apartment.


    Xiao Ning was both confused and amused by these developments, as Wu Yi was the complete opposite of Chen Shuyun. His situation fully embodied the differences between being "the son''s friend" and "the son''s partner." And Xiao Ning thought that if he was a woman, Wu Yi would''ve decided to take him to the beauty salon for a spa-day or something of the like.


    Yet at current, Xiao Ning was before him smiling and telling him about his partner¡ªa person who could be closer to Xiao Ning than himself. It was also resoundingly clear to Lu Yan that Xiao Ning''s feelings for this person were sincere, and because they were sincere, just thinking about it made Lu Yan feel like sh?t.


    Exceptionally sh?tty.

 CH 32

    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    When he first received the message, Xiao Ning had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention was. At lunchtime, the people in the office either ordered take-out, warmed up their lunches, or went out to eat. If not for this message, Xiao Ning would be going out with his team to eat.


    When it was finally quiet, Shan Haiming turned over.


    Fan Ying was a very lively person who wasn''t one to conceal her her true feelings, so at that moment, her eyes were practically beaming. But she still maintained a reserved expression as she then asked, "He''s very handsome, isn''t he? This is the first time I''ve seen him at the company. Do you know what he came here for? How old is he? Is he single?"


    Shan Haiming''s expressionless stare focused on him made Xiao Ning have a sudden realisation. "Did you just have that one key?!"


    Does this mean he''s coming here?


    "You can sleep in my room." Xiao Ning slept in the master bedroom, which was obviously much better than the bed in the second bedroom which still had a white linen covering it to protect from dust, and its bedding and covers was also just washed. Anyhow, the weather was warm, and Xiao Ning was planning to make do covering up with a thin blanket.


    "Did you behave yourself at home today?" Xiao Ning looked at the sofa cushions scattered about on the floor and knew that lil gut had actually been up to all sorts of trouble for the day. Walking out to the balcony, Xiao Ning picked up the blanket and bedding that had been drying in the sun. Xiaohei always followed behind him, clinging to him like a cat.


    Shan Haiming: "..."


    Confounded, Xiao Ning sent a message in reply with the location of his office. Then, with regard of what he wanted to eat, if it was someone else, he would''ve probably said that anything would be fine. But if he replied like that to Shan Haiming, he was pretty certain that guy would be unhappy with such and answer and send his own reply saying "quit it with that nonsense" or the like.


    "Just a few slices of bread." Closing the door after him, Xiao Ning then took out a pair of slippers. "How could you still not have eaten anything when it''s already so late?"


    Fan Ying was a very lively person who wasn''t one to conceal her her true feelings, so at that moment, her eyes were practically beaming. But she still maintained a reserved expression as she then asked, "He''s very handsome, isn''t he? This is the first time I''ve seen him at the company. Do you know what he came here for? How old is he? Is he single?"


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    Yawning, Shan Haiming turned his body sideways and squeezed his way in. "You have anything to eat?"


    To this, Shan Haiming replied coldly, "You got that right, congrats."


    An unmistakable look of "Omg, there''s really a chance?" was written on the young woman''s apple-shaped face as she politely replied, "Haha, you''re just teasing, aren''t you? That would be way too sudden."


    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    So, for a good while, he thought about what he would like seriously, then carefully replied: A vegetable dish, something light; and if it''s convenient, an extra bowl of soup.


    There weren''t many things inside Shan Haiming''s apartment, it was a simplistic. Plus, as a young bachelor, keeping it clean was and act practically deserving of praise. It was Xiao Ning''s first time in this apartment when it''s owner was away, which made him unable to help feeling a bit awkward as he was there. Walking in, he saw there was a five kilogram bag of cat food on the table, and upon picking it up, he saw the words: Salmon and Blueberry.


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    "Mr. Xiao," with a smiling expression in his eyes, Shan Haiming then continued sarcastically, "can''t you see what it is?"


    Xiao Ning: "...okay?"


    His blankets had no unnecessary scents either, and most likely had never been scented. When it was washed, the most basic and unscented detergent must''ve also been used. But the scent infused in those blankets was one that was nice and warm, it made lying in them feel no different than sleeping under the sun.


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    Resting the clothes on the sofa, Xiao Ning picked up both the cat food and the thermos, then following a moment of hesitance, he placed the key on the coffee table. He had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention''s were, but something like taking someone''s key just felt too intimate, and for some reason that kind of thing made Xiao Ning anxious¡ªit made him want to avoid it.


    Shan Haiming didn''t send him a message in reply, but he also didn''t make him wait long either, because after twenty minutes he showed up. Xiao Ning had been standing for a while with his back to the doorway located not too far from his seat. He was was staring at the humidifier on someone else''s desk when he suddenly got a feeling. Upon turning, he saw a plastic bag carrying Shan Haiming striding towards him.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was blank, looking as though he didn''t want to talk about it. But after changing into the slippers and lying on the sofa he still went on to explain, "I couldn''t eat."


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    There weren''t many things inside Shan Haiming''s apartment, it was a simplistic. Plus, as a young bachelor, keeping it clean was and act practically deserving of praise. It was Xiao Ning''s first time in this apartment when it''s owner was away, which made him unable to help feeling a bit awkward as he was there. Walking in, he saw there was a five kilogram bag of cat food on the table, and upon picking it up, he saw the words: Salmon and Blueberry.


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    Yawning, Shan Haiming turned his body sideways and squeezed his way in. "You have anything to eat?"


    Shan Haiming didn''t refuse his offer. Following a quick washing up, he made his way into Xiao Ning''s room and went straight to bed. Sound asleep in the position it skilfully occupied since earlier, by his uninvited arrival to that bed, Shan Haiming had offended that little sleeping ancestor of his, which let out some ''roars'' in protest. But Shan Haiming had always been someone unfazed, so from the start to the end, he regarded the little outcries as nothing.


    "Did you behave yourself at home today?" Xiao Ning looked at the sofa cushions scattered about on the floor and knew that lil gut had actually been up to all sorts of trouble for the day. Walking out to the balcony, Xiao Ning picked up the blanket and bedding that had been drying in the sun. Xiaohei always followed behind him, clinging to him like a cat.


    Xiao Ning was obviously not a person with a flare for decor, the neat and tidy style of his room almost bordered on bland. This made the peach beauty sitting at is bedside stick out like a sore thumb.


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    "I came to see your General Manager Shan." With his outstanding looks and disposition, once Shan Haiming entered he naturally attracted quite a number of stares. But none of it seemed to affect him in any way as he simply moved to place the bags directly on the desk.


    Confounded, Xiao Ning sent a message in reply with the location of his office. Then, with regard of what he wanted to eat, if it was someone else, he would''ve probably said that anything would be fine. But if he replied like that to Shan Haiming, he was pretty certain that guy would be unhappy with such and answer and send his own reply saying "quit it with that nonsense" or the like.


    She wanted to say more, but Xiao Ning had already begin eating his lunch, and it was rare for their Team-leader Xiao to not give someone his full attention like this. Fan Ying still gave a hinting look in her eyes, but it wasn''t easy for her to ask any more questions in the end. So, with her lunch box in hand, she made her way over to other women in the office to share the information she dd gather.


    An unmistakable look of "Omg, there''s really a chance?" was written on the young woman''s apple-shaped face as she politely replied, "Haha, you''re just teasing, aren''t you? That would be way too sudden."


    Having only being able to make that much, he still worried about it not being enough for Shan Haiming, so while sitting beside him he asked, "Do you want to order take-out?"


    "No, this is good enough." Shan Haiming, after washing his hands, dug right in, which even got the glass containing the milk oily, resulting in Xiao Ning handing him a few napkins. "Besides, eating too much at night can cause indigestion. A late night snack is much better."


    The first thing he pulled out wasn''t a box of food, though, it was actually a cactus. The pot it was set in was big enough to fit into a palm, and the spikes also looked soft to the touch.


    ?¡ó?


    Fan Ying was a very lively person who wasn''t one to conceal her her true feelings, so at that moment, her eyes were practically beaming. But she still maintained a reserved expression as she then asked, "He''s very handsome, isn''t he? This is the first time I''ve seen him at the company. Do you know what he came here for? How old is he? Is he single?"


    What are you going to do now, though? It''s eleven at night. Are there any locksmiths that stay open all night?


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked with a chuckle, "What is this?"


    What are you going to do now, though? It''s eleven at night. Are there any locksmiths that stay open all night?


    "Mr. Xiao," with a smiling expression in his eyes, Shan Haiming then continued sarcastically, "can''t you see what it is?"


    N/A


    Xiao Ning took the cactus in its blue ceramic pot and placed it in an empty space to the right of his computer. "Is it for me?"


    The density of the information he just received hit Xiao Ning with such an impact that he could only unconsciously choose the simplest one to respond to. "But Xiaohei still has a lot of food at my place..."


    "Do you think I brought it here to stab you with?" Shan Haiming asked absent-mindedly. "By the way, what''s the one in the pot you left in front my door earlier?"


    After Xiao Ning returned his senses, to stare at the key on the table in front of him, dumbfounded. Not too long ago, he had returned a set of keys to Lu Yan''s, and now, in the blink of an eye, he was given another set of keys to another person''s house. It gave him mixed feelings. When he finally remembered what he wanted to say, Shan Haiming was already long gone.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was blank, looking as though he didn''t want to talk about it. But after changing into the slippers and lying on the sofa he still went on to explain, "I couldn''t eat."


    Resting the clothes on the sofa, Xiao Ning picked up both the cat food and the thermos, then following a moment of hesitance, he placed the key on the coffee table. He had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention''s were, but something like taking someone''s key just felt too intimate, and for some reason that kind of thing made Xiao Ning anxious¡ªit made him want to avoid it.


    Xiao Ning''s body had almost fallen onto to floor with how far his body had tilted, causing Xiaohei to let out a meow with its fur on end before lightly hopping away. Xiao Ning then looked at the time in a daze. It''s almost eleven, does Shan Haiming need something?


    Xiaohei straightened itself in Xiao Ning''s arms, resting its paws on his chest to sniff him, putting Xiao Ning in such a good mood he laughed out. "Alright, alright. There''s some new food for you today, so lets give it a try."


    N/A


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    "Oh that, I think it''s called a Peach BeautyT/n: It''s known as Blue Haze in English.." Xiao Ning sat at his desk and began pulling out the containers from the bag one by one, and it was unexpectedly a lot. The main dish was obviously the steamed fish taking up the largest container, while in the others were rice, saut¨¦ed broccoli in garlic sauce, steamed eggs topped with minced pork, and even a five-fingered peach rootT/n: Also known as Cantonese ginseng and it has a coconut-like taste. chicken soup.


    Xiao Ning took the cactus in its blue ceramic pot and placed it in an empty space to the right of his computer. "Is it for me?"


    After Xiao Ning returned his senses, to stare at the key on the table in front of him, dumbfounded. Not too long ago, he had returned a set of keys to Lu Yan''s, and now, in the blink of an eye, he was given another set of keys to another person''s house. It gave him mixed feelings. When he finally remembered what he wanted to say, Shan Haiming was already long gone.


    When he first received the message, Xiao Ning had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention was. At lunchtime, the people in the office either ordered take-out, warmed up their lunches, or went out to eat. If not for this message, Xiao Ning would be going out with his team to eat.


    "Just a few slices of bread." Closing the door after him, Xiao Ning then took out a pair of slippers. "How could you still not have eaten anything when it''s already so late?"


    N/A


    There weren''t many things inside Shan Haiming''s apartment, it was a simplistic. Plus, as a young bachelor, keeping it clean was and act practically deserving of praise. It was Xiao Ning''s first time in this apartment when it''s owner was away, which made him unable to help feeling a bit awkward as he was there. Walking in, he saw there was a five kilogram bag of cat food on the table, and upon picking it up, he saw the words: Salmon and Blueberry.


    There weren''t many things inside Shan Haiming''s apartment, it was a simplistic. Plus, as a young bachelor, keeping it clean was and act practically deserving of praise. It was Xiao Ning''s first time in this apartment when it''s owner was away, which made him unable to help feeling a bit awkward as he was there. Walking in, he saw there was a five kilogram bag of cat food on the table, and upon picking it up, he saw the words: Salmon and Blueberry.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head, and sprawled on his face was a rarely seen unmistakable beaming grin. "Thank you."


    She wanted to say more, but Xiao Ning had already begin eating his lunch, and it was rare for their Team-leader Xiao to not give someone his full attention like this. Fan Ying still gave a hinting look in her eyes, but it wasn''t easy for her to ask any more questions in the end. So, with her lunch box in hand, she made her way over to other women in the office to share the information she dd gather.


    "You should eat more meat." Shan Haiming''s hand moved, reaching outwards but he stopped before do anything further. Taking advantage of the motion to look at his watch, he then tossed Xiao Ning a key. "So... don''t forget to drop the clothes you bought me off at my place, and there''s cat food for Xiaohei on the table, the thermos is there too, so you can take those yourself."


    So, for a good while, he thought about what he would like seriously, then carefully replied: A vegetable dish, something light; and if it''s convenient, an extra bowl of soup.


    Shan Haiming''s expressionless stare focused on him made Xiao Ning have a sudden realisation. "Did you just have that one key?!"


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    The density of the information he just received hit Xiao Ning with such an impact that he could only unconsciously choose the simplest one to respond to. "But Xiaohei still has a lot of food at my place..."


    Xiao Ning was mad. Why didn''t this guy say anything when he tossed the key? Second Young Master Shan, I think you have really overestimated the degree of the tacit understanding between us. But, out of habit, Xiao Ning was the one to offer an apology first. "I''m so sorry, I really didn''t know..."


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    "Use it to switch up the food. I''m off." Saying this, Shan Haiming made a speedy exit.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head, and sprawled on his face was a rarely seen unmistakable beaming grin. "Thank you."


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    After wiping his mouth, he took the dishes to the sink to wash them, then asked upon returning, "Where can I sleep?"


    After Xiao Ning returned his senses, to stare at the key on the table in front of him, dumbfounded. Not too long ago, he had returned a set of keys to Lu Yan''s, and now, in the blink of an eye, he was given another set of keys to another person''s house. It gave him mixed feelings. When he finally remembered what he wanted to say, Shan Haiming was already long gone.


    Fan Ying was a very lively person who wasn''t one to conceal her her true feelings, so at that moment, her eyes were practically beaming. But she still maintained a reserved expression as she then asked, "He''s very handsome, isn''t he? This is the first time I''ve seen him at the company. Do you know what he came here for? How old is he? Is he single?"


    After wiping his mouth, he took the dishes to the sink to wash them, then asked upon returning, "Where can I sleep?"


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    A member of his team called Fan Ying then made her way over to him with a pink lunch container in her hand. "Boss, was that guy who just came a friend of yours?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t much of a cook, but he couldn''t just let Shan Haiming eat plain toast, and luckily, there were a few eggs in the fridge he was planning to boil for breakfast the next morning. Using a frying pan, he fried the eggs until they were nearly cooked on one side, then placed a slice of bread onto it before flipping it over to continue toasting them. He made two of these one after the other, toasting both sides of the bread in addition to warming up a cup of milk.


    Xiaohei straightened itself in Xiao Ning''s arms, resting its paws on his chest to sniff him, putting Xiao Ning in such a good mood he laughed out. "Alright, alright. There''s some new food for you today, so lets give it a try."


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    "Huh? Oh. Yes, he is." Xiao Ning replied after again coming back to his senses, while somewhat guiltily covering the key in the table with his hand before stuffing it into his pocket.


    Does this mean he''s coming here?


    Xiao Ning was obviously not a person with a flare for decor, the neat and tidy style of his room almost bordered on bland. This made the peach beauty sitting at is bedside stick out like a sore thumb.


    There weren''t many things inside Shan Haiming''s apartment, it was a simplistic. Plus, as a young bachelor, keeping it clean was and act practically deserving of praise. It was Xiao Ning''s first time in this apartment when it''s owner was away, which made him unable to help feeling a bit awkward as he was there. Walking in, he saw there was a five kilogram bag of cat food on the table, and upon picking it up, he saw the words: Salmon and Blueberry.


    "Do you think I brought it here to stab you with?" Shan Haiming asked absent-mindedly. "By the way, what''s the one in the pot you left in front my door earlier?"


    Xiao Ning''s body had almost fallen onto to floor with how far his body had tilted, causing Xiaohei to let out a meow with its fur on end before lightly hopping away. Xiao Ning then looked at the time in a daze. It''s almost eleven, does Shan Haiming need something?


    Fan Ying was a very lively person who wasn''t one to conceal her her true feelings, so at that moment, her eyes were practically beaming. But she still maintained a reserved expression as she then asked, "He''s very handsome, isn''t he? This is the first time I''ve seen him at the company. Do you know what he came here for? How old is he? Is he single?"


    The strange salmon-blueberry flavour had surprisingly actually won Xiaohei''s favour, the little guy ate his all his dinner faster than usual, and was even making noise for more. Afraid it wouldn''t give up on it''s pleas, Xiao Ning picked up Xiaohei and it to the living room to brush its fur. On the sofa in his living room, one human and one cat sat staring at the television with drowsy eyes. At least, they were, until a sudden knock sounded at their door.


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    The density of the information he just received hit Xiao Ning with such an impact that he could only unconsciously choose the simplest one to respond to. "But Xiaohei still has a lot of food at my place..."


    The first thing he pulled out wasn''t a box of food, though, it was actually a cactus. The pot it was set in was big enough to fit into a palm, and the spikes also looked soft to the touch.


    "You should eat more meat." Shan Haiming''s hand moved, reaching outwards but he stopped before do anything further. Taking advantage of the motion to look at his watch, he then tossed Xiao Ning a key. "So... don''t forget to drop the clothes you bought me off at my place, and there''s cat food for Xiaohei on the table, the thermos is there too, so you can take those yourself."


    What are you going to do now, though? It''s eleven at night. Are there any locksmiths that stay open all night?


    From the moment she opened her mouth she started with the barrage of questions. With a purse of lips, Xiao Ning then teased, "You want to give him a call?"


    "Do you think I brought it here to stab you with?" Shan Haiming asked absent-mindedly. "By the way, what''s the one in the pot you left in front my door earlier?"


    His blankets had no unnecessary scents either, and most likely had never been scented. When it was washed, the most basic and unscented detergent must''ve also been used. But the scent infused in those blankets was one that was nice and warm, it made lying in them feel no different than sleeping under the sun.


    "Mr. Xiao," with a smiling expression in his eyes, Shan Haiming then continued sarcastically, "can''t you see what it is?"


    "Huh? Oh. Yes, he is." Xiao Ning replied after again coming back to his senses, while somewhat guiltily covering the key in the table with his hand before stuffing it into his pocket.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    An unmistakable look of "Omg, there''s really a chance?" was written on the young woman''s apple-shaped face as she politely replied, "Haha, you''re just teasing, aren''t you? That would be way too sudden."


    Xiao Ning''s body had almost fallen onto to floor with how far his body had tilted, causing Xiaohei to let out a meow with its fur on end before lightly hopping away. Xiao Ning then looked at the time in a daze. It''s almost eleven, does Shan Haiming need something?


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    Xiaohei straightened itself in Xiao Ning''s arms, resting its paws on his chest to sniff him, putting Xiao Ning in such a good mood he laughed out. "Alright, alright. There''s some new food for you today, so lets give it a try."


    After Xiao Ning returned his senses, to stare at the key on the table in front of him, dumbfounded. Not too long ago, he had returned a set of keys to Lu Yan''s, and now, in the blink of an eye, he was given another set of keys to another person''s house. It gave him mixed feelings. When he finally remembered what he wanted to say, Shan Haiming was already long gone.


    Xiao Ning took the cactus in its blue ceramic pot and placed it in an empty space to the right of his computer. "Is it for me?"


    "Mr. Xiao," with a smiling expression in his eyes, Shan Haiming then continued sarcastically, "can''t you see what it is?"


    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    She wanted to say more, but Xiao Ning had already begin eating his lunch, and it was rare for their Team-leader Xiao to not give someone his full attention like this. Fan Ying still gave a hinting look in her eyes, but it wasn''t easy for her to ask any more questions in the end. So, with her lunch box in hand, she made her way over to other women in the office to share the information she dd gather.


    Just as Xiao Ning thought, the one knocking at his door was indeed that neighbour living across from him, and right as he opened the door Shan Haiming stated, "Key."


    Xiao Ning''s body had almost fallen onto to floor with how far his body had tilted, causing Xiaohei to let out a meow with its fur on end before lightly hopping away. Xiao Ning then looked at the time in a daze. It''s almost eleven, does Shan Haiming need something?


    To this, Shan Haiming replied coldly, "You got that right, congrats."


    "Oh that, I think it''s called a Peach BeautyT/n: It''s known as Blue Haze in English.." Xiao Ning sat at his desk and began pulling out the containers from the bag one by one, and it was unexpectedly a lot. The main dish was obviously the steamed fish taking up the largest container, while in the others were rice, saut¨¦ed broccoli in garlic sauce, steamed eggs topped with minced pork, and even a five-fingered peach rootT/n: Also known as Cantonese ginseng and it has a coconut-like taste. chicken soup.


    Xiao Ning: "...okay?"


    From the moment she opened her mouth she started with the barrage of questions. With a purse of lips, Xiao Ning then teased, "You want to give him a call?"


    Shan Haiming''s expressionless stare focused on him made Xiao Ning have a sudden realisation. "Did you just have that one key?!"


    There weren''t many things inside Shan Haiming''s apartment, it was a simplistic. Plus, as a young bachelor, keeping it clean was and act practically deserving of praise. It was Xiao Ning''s first time in this apartment when it''s owner was away, which made him unable to help feeling a bit awkward as he was there. Walking in, he saw there was a five kilogram bag of cat food on the table, and upon picking it up, he saw the words: Salmon and Blueberry.


    Xiao Ning: "?"


    Xiaohei straightened itself in Xiao Ning''s arms, resting its paws on his chest to sniff him, putting Xiao Ning in such a good mood he laughed out. "Alright, alright. There''s some new food for you today, so lets give it a try."


    Xiao Ning was obviously not a person with a flare for decor, the neat and tidy style of his room almost bordered on bland. This made the peach beauty sitting at is bedside stick out like a sore thumb.


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Confused, Xiao Ning asked, "Was it not on your coffee table?"


    Key


    "Did you behave yourself at home today?" Xiao Ning looked at the sofa cushions scattered about on the floor and knew that lil gut had actually been up to all sorts of trouble for the day. Walking out to the balcony, Xiao Ning picked up the blanket and bedding that had been drying in the sun. Xiaohei always followed behind him, clinging to him like a cat.


    What about this sounds appetising?


    When he first received the message, Xiao Ning had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention was. At lunchtime, the people in the office either ordered take-out, warmed up their lunches, or went out to eat. If not for this message, Xiao Ning would be going out with his team to eat.


    Resting the clothes on the sofa, Xiao Ning picked up both the cat food and the thermos, then following a moment of hesitance, he placed the key on the coffee table. He had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention''s were, but something like taking someone''s key just felt too intimate, and for some reason that kind of thing made Xiao Ning anxious¡ªit made him want to avoid it.


    From the moment she opened her mouth she started with the barrage of questions. With a purse of lips, Xiao Ning then teased, "You want to give him a call?"


    When he got back to his place, Xiaohei came to rub itself against him affectionately. Since that kitten had grown older, it''s fur was longer and softer and its figure had grown more elegant. So now when it sat on the floor in that graceful posture unique to cats, it had completely encompassed the quiet beauty of a cat. But it was still too young to have shed the penchant for getting into trouble and curiosity of its species. Meaning, that when there was no eyes on it, it spent the day rolling about like a mad ball of fur, then after its master returned in the evening, it would sit of his lap to wait having its fur stroked.


    When he got back to his place, Xiaohei came to rub itself against him affectionately. Since that kitten had grown older, it''s fur was longer and softer and its figure had grown more elegant. So now when it sat on the floor in that graceful posture unique to cats, it had completely encompassed the quiet beauty of a cat. But it was still too young to have shed the penchant for getting into trouble and curiosity of its species. Meaning, that when there was no eyes on it, it spent the day rolling about like a mad ball of fur, then after its master returned in the evening, it would sit of his lap to wait having its fur stroked.


    "Use it to switch up the food. I''m off." Saying this, Shan Haiming made a speedy exit.


    "Do you think I brought it here to stab you with?" Shan Haiming asked absent-mindedly. "By the way, what''s the one in the pot you left in front my door earlier?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t much of a cook, but he couldn''t just let Shan Haiming eat plain toast, and luckily, there were a few eggs in the fridge he was planning to boil for breakfast the next morning. Using a frying pan, he fried the eggs until they were nearly cooked on one side, then placed a slice of bread onto it before flipping it over to continue toasting them. He made two of these one after the other, toasting both sides of the bread in addition to warming up a cup of milk.


    Xiao Ning: "...okay?"


    Yawning, Shan Haiming turned his body sideways and squeezed his way in. "You have anything to eat?"


    Xiao Ning wasn''t much of a cook, but he couldn''t just let Shan Haiming eat plain toast, and luckily, there were a few eggs in the fridge he was planning to boil for breakfast the next morning. Using a frying pan, he fried the eggs until they were nearly cooked on one side, then placed a slice of bread onto it before flipping it over to continue toasting them. He made two of these one after the other, toasting both sides of the bread in addition to warming up a cup of milk.


    "Did you behave yourself at home today?" Xiao Ning looked at the sofa cushions scattered about on the floor and knew that lil gut had actually been up to all sorts of trouble for the day. Walking out to the balcony, Xiao Ning picked up the blanket and bedding that had been drying in the sun. Xiaohei always followed behind him, clinging to him like a cat.


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    Shan Haiming didn''t refuse his offer. Following a quick washing up, he made his way into Xiao Ning''s room and went straight to bed. Sound asleep in the position it skilfully occupied since earlier, by his uninvited arrival to that bed, Shan Haiming had offended that little sleeping ancestor of his, which let out some ''roars'' in protest. But Shan Haiming had always been someone unfazed, so from the start to the end, he regarded the little outcries as nothing.


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    Bending down, Xiao Ning lifted Xiaohei into his arms. "Are you hungry?"


    Shan Haiming didn''t refuse his offer. Following a quick washing up, he made his way into Xiao Ning''s room and went straight to bed. Sound asleep in the position it skilfully occupied since earlier, by his uninvited arrival to that bed, Shan Haiming had offended that little sleeping ancestor of his, which let out some ''roars'' in protest. But Shan Haiming had always been someone unfazed, so from the start to the end, he regarded the little outcries as nothing.


    "Huh? Oh. Yes, he is." Xiao Ning replied after again coming back to his senses, while somewhat guiltily covering the key in the table with his hand before stuffing it into his pocket.


    Confounded, Xiao Ning sent a message in reply with the location of his office. Then, with regard of what he wanted to eat, if it was someone else, he would''ve probably said that anything would be fine. But if he replied like that to Shan Haiming, he was pretty certain that guy would be unhappy with such and answer and send his own reply saying "quit it with that nonsense" or the like.


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    What are you going to do now, though? It''s eleven at night. Are there any locksmiths that stay open all night?


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    "Okay." Shan Haiming''s voice when he spoke dragged on a bit, sounding especially sluggish and unguarded. He then turned his head to look for Xiaohei, but that little guy had long moseyed its way back to Xiao Ning''s bedroom, leaving nothing but a cloud of cat fur behind it.


    Xiaohei straightened itself in Xiao Ning''s arms, resting its paws on his chest to sniff him, putting Xiao Ning in such a good mood he laughed out. "Alright, alright. There''s some new food for you today, so lets give it a try."


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    When it was finally quiet, Shan Haiming turned over.


    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was blank, looking as though he didn''t want to talk about it. But after changing into the slippers and lying on the sofa he still went on to explain, "I couldn''t eat."


    The strange salmon-blueberry flavour had surprisingly actually won Xiaohei''s favour, the little guy ate his all his dinner faster than usual, and was even making noise for more. Afraid it wouldn''t give up on it''s pleas, Xiao Ning picked up Xiaohei and it to the living room to brush its fur. On the sofa in his living room, one human and one cat sat staring at the television with drowsy eyes. At least, they were, until a sudden knock sounded at their door.


    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    What about this sounds appetising?


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    "Mr. Xiao," with a smiling expression in his eyes, Shan Haiming then continued sarcastically, "can''t you see what it is?"


    Xiao Ning''s body had almost fallen onto to floor with how far his body had tilted, causing Xiaohei to let out a meow with its fur on end before lightly hopping away. Xiao Ning then looked at the time in a daze. It''s almost eleven, does Shan Haiming need something?


    Shan Haiming''s expressionless stare focused on him made Xiao Ning have a sudden realisation. "Did you just have that one key?!"


    Just as Xiao Ning thought, the one knocking at his door was indeed that neighbour living across from him, and right as he opened the door Shan Haiming stated, "Key."


    Recalling Shan Haiming had went to meet with Shan Haihong earlier that day, Xiao Ning felt Shan Haiming''s bad mood and that ''thinking himself the protagonist in a wealthy family drama'' older brother of his were connected, and his unfavourable feelings towards Shan Haihong went up by a few percent. "Just hold on for a bit, then. I''ll go make you some toast."


    Confused, Xiao Ning asked, "Was it not on your coffee table?"


    N/A


    "Forget it." Shan Haiming didn''t seem to have even the slightest bit of qualms over accepting his apology, nor any intention to reflect on his own actions. Afterwards, with a frown he added, "Be careful next time, don''t just leave anything I give you lying around."


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was blank, looking as though he didn''t want to talk about it. But after changing into the slippers and lying on the sofa he still went on to explain, "I couldn''t eat."


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    Shan Haiming: "..."


    "Huh? Oh. Yes, he is." Xiao Ning replied after again coming back to his senses, while somewhat guiltily covering the key in the table with his hand before stuffing it into his pocket.


    To this, Shan Haiming replied coldly, "You got that right, congrats."


    "Use it to switch up the food. I''m off." Saying this, Shan Haiming made a speedy exit.


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head, and sprawled on his face was a rarely seen unmistakable beaming grin. "Thank you."


    Everything in that place was simple, warm, and tidy like their owner.


    What are you going to do now, though? It''s eleven at night. Are there any locksmiths that stay open all night?


    Xiao Ning: "?"


    What about this sounds appetising?


    N/A


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    N/A


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    "Huh? Oh. Yes, he is." Xiao Ning replied after again coming back to his senses, while somewhat guiltily covering the key in the table with his hand before stuffing it into his pocket.


    Shan Haiming: "..."


    Shan Haiming''s expressionless stare focused on him made Xiao Ning have a sudden realisation. "Did you just have that one key?!"


    To this, Shan Haiming replied coldly, "You got that right, congrats."


    Xiao Ning lifted his head, and sprawled on his face was a rarely seen unmistakable beaming grin. "Thank you."


    Xiao Ning was obviously not a person with a flare for decor, the neat and tidy style of his room almost bordered on bland. This made the peach beauty sitting at is bedside stick out like a sore thumb.


    To this, Shan Haiming replied coldly, "You got that right, congrats."


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    ?¡ó?


    Xiao Ning''s body had almost fallen onto to floor with how far his body had tilted, causing Xiaohei to let out a meow with its fur on end before lightly hopping away. Xiao Ning then looked at the time in a daze. It''s almost eleven, does Shan Haiming need something?


    "Okay." Shan Haiming''s voice when he spoke dragged on a bit, sounding especially sluggish and unguarded. He then turned his head to look for Xiaohei, but that little guy had long moseyed its way back to Xiao Ning''s bedroom, leaving nothing but a cloud of cat fur behind it.


    "Forget it." Shan Haiming didn''t seem to have even the slightest bit of qualms over accepting his apology, nor any intention to reflect on his own actions. Afterwards, with a frown he added, "Be careful next time, don''t just leave anything I give you lying around."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiaohei straightened itself in Xiao Ning''s arms, resting its paws on his chest to sniff him, putting Xiao Ning in such a good mood he laughed out. "Alright, alright. There''s some new food for you today, so lets give it a try."


    Xiao Ning was mad. Why didn''t this guy say anything when he tossed the key? Second Young Master Shan, I think you have really overestimated the degree of the tacit understanding between us. But, out of habit, Xiao Ning was the one to offer an apology first. "I''m so sorry, I really didn''t know..."


    The first thing he pulled out wasn''t a box of food, though, it was actually a cactus. The pot it was set in was big enough to fit into a palm, and the spikes also looked soft to the touch.


    "No, this is good enough." Shan Haiming, after washing his hands, dug right in, which even got the glass containing the milk oily, resulting in Xiao Ning handing him a few napkins. "Besides, eating too much at night can cause indigestion. A late night snack is much better."


    Xiao Ning lifted his head, and sprawled on his face was a rarely seen unmistakable beaming grin. "Thank you."


    "Forget it." Shan Haiming didn''t seem to have even the slightest bit of qualms over accepting his apology, nor any intention to reflect on his own actions. Afterwards, with a frown he added, "Be careful next time, don''t just leave anything I give you lying around."


    "You should eat more meat." Shan Haiming''s hand moved, reaching outwards but he stopped before do anything further. Taking advantage of the motion to look at his watch, he then tossed Xiao Ning a key. "So... don''t forget to drop the clothes you bought me off at my place, and there''s cat food for Xiaohei on the table, the thermos is there too, so you can take those yourself."


    Key


    Shan Haiming: "..."


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    Does this mean he''s coming here?


    Xiao Ning: "...okay?"


    Xiao Ning was obviously not a person with a flare for decor, the neat and tidy style of his room almost bordered on bland. This made the peach beauty sitting at is bedside stick out like a sore thumb.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    Recalling Shan Haiming had went to meet with Shan Haihong earlier that day, Xiao Ning felt Shan Haiming''s bad mood and that ''thinking himself the protagonist in a wealthy family drama'' older brother of his were connected, and his unfavourable feelings towards Shan Haihong went up by a few percent. "Just hold on for a bit, then. I''ll go make you some toast."


    N/A


    What are you going to do now, though? It''s eleven at night. Are there any locksmiths that stay open all night?


    Xiao Ning: "...okay?"


    When he first received the message, Xiao Ning had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention was. At lunchtime, the people in the office either ordered take-out, warmed up their lunches, or went out to eat. If not for this message, Xiao Ning would be going out with his team to eat.


    A member of his team called Fan Ying then made her way over to him with a pink lunch container in her hand. "Boss, was that guy who just came a friend of yours?"


    N/A


    "Huh? Oh. Yes, he is." Xiao Ning replied after again coming back to his senses, while somewhat guiltily covering the key in the table with his hand before stuffing it into his pocket.


    Yawning, Shan Haiming turned his body sideways and squeezed his way in. "You have anything to eat?"


    A member of his team called Fan Ying then made her way over to him with a pink lunch container in her hand. "Boss, was that guy who just came a friend of yours?"


    Xiao Ning took the cactus in its blue ceramic pot and placed it in an empty space to the right of his computer. "Is it for me?"


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    Recalling Shan Haiming had went to meet with Shan Haihong earlier that day, Xiao Ning felt Shan Haiming''s bad mood and that ''thinking himself the protagonist in a wealthy family drama'' older brother of his were connected, and his unfavourable feelings towards Shan Haihong went up by a few percent. "Just hold on for a bit, then. I''ll go make you some toast."


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    An unmistakable look of "Omg, there''s really a chance?" was written on the young woman''s apple-shaped face as she politely replied, "Haha, you''re just teasing, aren''t you? That would be way too sudden."


    It felt quite strange for some reason, it was as if the fluorescent lights on the ceiling above all got brighter. Xiao Ning looked at Shan Haiming who raised a brow when their gazes met, and before he knew it, Xiao Ning found himself spreading his face in a smile. After waiting for Shan Haiming to get closer, he asked with a laugh, "Why did you come all the way here?"


    "Just a few slices of bread." Closing the door after him, Xiao Ning then took out a pair of slippers. "How could you still not have eaten anything when it''s already so late?"


    "I came to see your General Manager Shan." With his outstanding looks and disposition, once Shan Haiming entered he naturally attracted quite a number of stares. But none of it seemed to affect him in any way as he simply moved to place the bags directly on the desk.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was blank, looking as though he didn''t want to talk about it. But after changing into the slippers and lying on the sofa he still went on to explain, "I couldn''t eat."


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    Recalling Shan Haiming had went to meet with Shan Haihong earlier that day, Xiao Ning felt Shan Haiming''s bad mood and that ''thinking himself the protagonist in a wealthy family drama'' older brother of his were connected, and his unfavourable feelings towards Shan Haihong went up by a few percent. "Just hold on for a bit, then. I''ll go make you some toast."


    Having only being able to make that much, he still worried about it not being enough for Shan Haiming, so while sitting beside him he asked, "Do you want to order take-out?"


    "Okay." Shan Haiming''s voice when he spoke dragged on a bit, sounding especially sluggish and unguarded. He then turned his head to look for Xiaohei, but that little guy had long moseyed its way back to Xiao Ning''s bedroom, leaving nothing but a cloud of cat fur behind it.


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    Shan Haiming didn''t send him a message in reply, but he also didn''t make him wait long either, because after twenty minutes he showed up. Xiao Ning had been standing for a while with his back to the doorway located not too far from his seat. He was was staring at the humidifier on someone else''s desk when he suddenly got a feeling. Upon turning, he saw a plastic bag carrying Shan Haiming striding towards him.


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    Xiao Ning wasn''t much of a cook, but he couldn''t just let Shan Haiming eat plain toast, and luckily, there were a few eggs in the fridge he was planning to boil for breakfast the next morning. Using a frying pan, he fried the eggs until they were nearly cooked on one side, then placed a slice of bread onto it before flipping it over to continue toasting them. He made two of these one after the other, toasting both sides of the bread in addition to warming up a cup of milk.


    "Did you behave yourself at home today?" Xiao Ning looked at the sofa cushions scattered about on the floor and knew that lil gut had actually been up to all sorts of trouble for the day. Walking out to the balcony, Xiao Ning picked up the blanket and bedding that had been drying in the sun. Xiaohei always followed behind him, clinging to him like a cat.


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    Xiao Ning was mad. Why didn''t this guy say anything when he tossed the key? Second Young Master Shan, I think you have really overestimated the degree of the tacit understanding between us. But, out of habit, Xiao Ning was the one to offer an apology first. "I''m so sorry, I really didn''t know..."


    Having only being able to make that much, he still worried about it not being enough for Shan Haiming, so while sitting beside him he asked, "Do you want to order take-out?"


    "Oh that, I think it''s called a Peach BeautyT/n: It''s known as Blue Haze in English.." Xiao Ning sat at his desk and began pulling out the containers from the bag one by one, and it was unexpectedly a lot. The main dish was obviously the steamed fish taking up the largest container, while in the others were rice, saut¨¦ed broccoli in garlic sauce, steamed eggs topped with minced pork, and even a five-fingered peach rootT/n: Also known as Cantonese ginseng and it has a coconut-like taste. chicken soup.


    Confounded, Xiao Ning sent a message in reply with the location of his office. Then, with regard of what he wanted to eat, if it was someone else, he would''ve probably said that anything would be fine. But if he replied like that to Shan Haiming, he was pretty certain that guy would be unhappy with such and answer and send his own reply saying "quit it with that nonsense" or the like.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Forget it." Shan Haiming didn''t seem to have even the slightest bit of qualms over accepting his apology, nor any intention to reflect on his own actions. Afterwards, with a frown he added, "Be careful next time, don''t just leave anything I give you lying around."


    Having only being able to make that much, he still worried about it not being enough for Shan Haiming, so while sitting beside him he asked, "Do you want to order take-out?"


    "No, this is good enough." Shan Haiming, after washing his hands, dug right in, which even got the glass containing the milk oily, resulting in Xiao Ning handing him a few napkins. "Besides, eating too much at night can cause indigestion. A late night snack is much better."


    "Okay." Shan Haiming''s voice when he spoke dragged on a bit, sounding especially sluggish and unguarded. He then turned his head to look for Xiaohei, but that little guy had long moseyed its way back to Xiao Ning''s bedroom, leaving nothing but a cloud of cat fur behind it.


    Just as Xiao Ning thought, the one knocking at his door was indeed that neighbour living across from him, and right as he opened the door Shan Haiming stated, "Key."


    Key


    "I came to see your General Manager Shan." With his outstanding looks and disposition, once Shan Haiming entered he naturally attracted quite a number of stares. But none of it seemed to affect him in any way as he simply moved to place the bags directly on the desk.


    Having only being able to make that much, he still worried about it not being enough for Shan Haiming, so while sitting beside him he asked, "Do you want to order take-out?"


    After wiping his mouth, he took the dishes to the sink to wash them, then asked upon returning, "Where can I sleep?"


    Shan Haiming: "..."


    "You can sleep in my room." Xiao Ning slept in the master bedroom, which was obviously much better than the bed in the second bedroom which still had a white linen covering it to protect from dust, and its bedding and covers was also just washed. Anyhow, the weather was warm, and Xiao Ning was planning to make do covering up with a thin blanket.


    "Use it to switch up the food. I''m off." Saying this, Shan Haiming made a speedy exit.


    Shan Haiming didn''t refuse his offer. Following a quick washing up, he made his way into Xiao Ning''s room and went straight to bed. Sound asleep in the position it skilfully occupied since earlier, by his uninvited arrival to that bed, Shan Haiming had offended that little sleeping ancestor of his, which let out some ''roars'' in protest. But Shan Haiming had always been someone unfazed, so from the start to the end, he regarded the little outcries as nothing.


    From the moment she opened her mouth she started with the barrage of questions. With a purse of lips, Xiao Ning then teased, "You want to give him a call?"


    Confused, Xiao Ning asked, "Was it not on your coffee table?"


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    Shan Haiming didn''t refuse his offer. Following a quick washing up, he made his way into Xiao Ning''s room and went straight to bed. Sound asleep in the position it skilfully occupied since earlier, by his uninvited arrival to that bed, Shan Haiming had offended that little sleeping ancestor of his, which let out some ''roars'' in protest. But Shan Haiming had always been someone unfazed, so from the start to the end, he regarded the little outcries as nothing.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    The first thing he pulled out wasn''t a box of food, though, it was actually a cactus. The pot it was set in was big enough to fit into a palm, and the spikes also looked soft to the touch.


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    Does this mean he''s coming here?


    After wiping his mouth, he took the dishes to the sink to wash them, then asked upon returning, "Where can I sleep?"


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    After wiping his mouth, he took the dishes to the sink to wash them, then asked upon returning, "Where can I sleep?"


    From the moment she opened her mouth she started with the barrage of questions. With a purse of lips, Xiao Ning then teased, "You want to give him a call?"


    It was clearly nothing but a reply with an order, but Xiao Ning found himself feeling particularly embarrassed by the situation. His embarrassment was not because he would be troubling another person, however, instead it was more of a touch of nervous excitement. Speaking of embarrassment, being treated to unexpected favours like this really made him feel overwhelmed.


    Key


    Fan Ying was a very lively person who wasn''t one to conceal her her true feelings, so at that moment, her eyes were practically beaming. But she still maintained a reserved expression as she then asked, "He''s very handsome, isn''t he? This is the first time I''ve seen him at the company. Do you know what he came here for? How old is he? Is he single?"


    Shan Haiming''s expressionless stare focused on him made Xiao Ning have a sudden realisation. "Did you just have that one key?!"


    After Xiao Ning returned his senses, to stare at the key on the table in front of him, dumbfounded. Not too long ago, he had returned a set of keys to Lu Yan''s, and now, in the blink of an eye, he was given another set of keys to another person''s house. It gave him mixed feelings. When he finally remembered what he wanted to say, Shan Haiming was already long gone.


    When it was finally quiet, Shan Haiming turned over.


    Surprised, Xiao Ning asked with a chuckle, "What is this?"


    Xiao Ning was obviously not a person with a flare for decor, the neat and tidy style of his room almost bordered on bland. This made the peach beauty sitting at is bedside stick out like a sore thumb.


    Key


    "Okay." Shan Haiming''s voice when he spoke dragged on a bit, sounding especially sluggish and unguarded. He then turned his head to look for Xiaohei, but that little guy had long moseyed its way back to Xiao Ning''s bedroom, leaving nothing but a cloud of cat fur behind it.


    ¡ªWhich floor is your office on? What do you want to eat?


    His blankets had no unnecessary scents either, and most likely had never been scented. When it was washed, the most basic and unscented detergent must''ve also been used. But the scent infused in those blankets was one that was nice and warm, it made lying in them feel no different than sleeping under the sun.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Shan Haiming didn''t refuse his offer. Following a quick washing up, he made his way into Xiao Ning''s room and went straight to bed. Sound asleep in the position it skilfully occupied since earlier, by his uninvited arrival to that bed, Shan Haiming had offended that little sleeping ancestor of his, which let out some ''roars'' in protest. But Shan Haiming had always been someone unfazed, so from the start to the end, he regarded the little outcries as nothing.


    Xiao Ning: "?"


    "Forget it." Shan Haiming didn''t seem to have even the slightest bit of qualms over accepting his apology, nor any intention to reflect on his own actions. Afterwards, with a frown he added, "Be careful next time, don''t just leave anything I give you lying around."


    N/A


    Everything in that place was simple, warm, and tidy like their owner.


    "Mr. Xiao," with a smiling expression in his eyes, Shan Haiming then continued sarcastically, "can''t you see what it is?"


    Everything in that place was simple, warm, and tidy like their owner.


    Having meowed in complaint for a long time without getting any reaction, it then went to scratch at the door to no avail, since its little paws couldn''t open it. In the end, realising the situation, it again became an elegant cat. Turning around and leaving Shan Haiming at a distance, once more, it became a little ball of fluff.


    An unmistakable look of "Omg, there''s really a chance?" was written on the young woman''s apple-shaped face as she politely replied, "Haha, you''re just teasing, aren''t you? That would be way too sudden."


    Xiao Ning: "?"


    As Shan Haiming lay on the bed, he felt when Xiaohei hopped back up again, making a compromise as it rolled into a ball.


    Shan Haiming didn''t send him a message in reply, but he also didn''t make him wait long either, because after twenty minutes he showed up. Xiao Ning had been standing for a while with his back to the doorway located not too far from his seat. He was was staring at the humidifier on someone else''s desk when he suddenly got a feeling. Upon turning, he saw a plastic bag carrying Shan Haiming striding towards him.


    From the moment she opened her mouth she started with the barrage of questions. With a purse of lips, Xiao Ning then teased, "You want to give him a call?"


    His blankets had no unnecessary scents either, and most likely had never been scented. When it was washed, the most basic and unscented detergent must''ve also been used. But the scent infused in those blankets was one that was nice and warm, it made lying in them feel no different than sleeping under the sun.


    "Forget it." Shan Haiming didn''t seem to have even the slightest bit of qualms over accepting his apology, nor any intention to reflect on his own actions. Afterwards, with a frown he added, "Be careful next time, don''t just leave anything I give you lying around."


    Resting the clothes on the sofa, Xiao Ning picked up both the cat food and the thermos, then following a moment of hesitance, he placed the key on the coffee table. He had no idea what Shan Haiming''s intention''s were, but something like taking someone''s key just felt too intimate, and for some reason that kind of thing made Xiao Ning anxious¡ªit made him want to avoid it.


    "You like it too, don''t you?" He asked, obviously gaining no reply in return from Xiaohei.


    His blankets had no unnecessary scents either, and most likely had never been scented. When it was washed, the most basic and unscented detergent must''ve also been used. But the scent infused in those blankets was one that was nice and warm, it made lying in them feel no different than sleeping under the sun.


    "You can sleep in my room." Xiao Ning slept in the master bedroom, which was obviously much better than the bed in the second bedroom which still had a white linen covering it to protect from dust, and its bedding and covers was also just washed. Anyhow, the weather was warm, and Xiao Ning was planning to make do covering up with a thin blanket.


    She wanted to say more, but Xiao Ning had already begin eating his lunch, and it was rare for their Team-leader Xiao to not give someone his full attention like this. Fan Ying still gave a hinting look in her eyes, but it wasn''t easy for her to ask any more questions in the end. So, with her lunch box in hand, she made her way over to other women in the office to share the information she dd gather.


    Chuckling quietly in the darkness, after pulling the blanket to bury himself even deeper within it, Shan Haiming closed his eyes.


    An unmistakable look of "Omg, there''s really a chance?" was written on the young woman''s apple-shaped face as she politely replied, "Haha, you''re just teasing, aren''t you? That would be way too sudden."

 CH 33

    When Xiao Ning woke up the next morning, Shan Haiming hadn''t gotten up as yet. Opening the bedroom door as quietly as possible, he peeked inside to see Shan Haiming curled up into a cat-like mound under the covers while the other little sleeping mound, that was Xiaohei, had also curled up as it lay in the hollow formed by the blanket.


    Ye Zixin''s looks really were the sweet type, but the expression she wore as she looked at Xiao Ning truly made him nervous, and he couldn''t help but recall Xia Li for some reason. This girl couldn''t want to slap me to feel satisfied, too, right?


    Ye Zixin''s looks really were the sweet type, but the expression she wore as she looked at Xiao Ning truly made him nervous, and he couldn''t help but recall Xia Li for some reason. This girl couldn''t want to slap me to feel satisfied, too, right?


    Therefore, it''s not that he abandoned you out of concern, it was just that you weren''t a goal of his to begin with.


    ?¡ó?


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    Alright then. Xiao Ning figured since Shan Haiming didn''t need to punch in at work, it was fine to just let him sleep. But he still couldn''t resist from adding, "Haiming, there''s still bread and milk in the fridge so you can warm them up yourself, okay? The take-out menus are on the shoe cabinet."


    "Nope, I''m not." Wang Hua then wore a wide grin as he added, "Oh yeah, did you happen to see Director Shan before you came out this morning? I can''t find him anywhere, and his phone might be off."


    While Xiao Ning hesitated on whether or not he should wake him, the head buried within those covers moved. Poking his head out, Shan Haiming stared at the door. In that instant, Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should say "It''s time to get up" or "Sorry for disturbing you." But this inner conflict of his didn''t last for more than five seconds because Shan Haiming again pulled the blanket over his head and returned to sleep with no hesitation, making his sleeping posture quite apparent.


    Inside, Xiao Ning handed her a glass of water while saying politely, "I need to get to work so I''ll be leaving first. There isn''t anything to eat here either, so please accept my apologies, Miss Ye."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "No, I''m fine. But you can bring me back some on your way back, if it''s not too much trouble. Thank you." After sending the team off, Xiao Ning sat at his desk in a daze. It took the sound of the air-conditioner switching out to wake him, after which, he took up his phone to give Wang Hua a call.


    "I live here." Xiao Ning leaned his body slightly to let Ye Zixin see the apartment number on the door before hesitantly asking, "Are you looking for Shan Haiming? Why don''t you give him a call?"


    It was strange question, quite strange in fact, but Xiao Ning went on to explain, "No, that''s my apartment hat I''m renting from a friend. I only found out Haiming was saying in the opposite apartment after I moved in."


    There are times when Xiao Ning just couldn''t understand how that guy''s biological clock was even set. hen they had first met, Shan Haiming had drunk until he almost passed out, but when the next day came, he still woke up and went for a morning jog as if nothing had happened, yet at other times he''d usually have to be waken up.


    These words were also something Xiao Ning had thought, and he had the feeling it was something Ye Zixin more or less understood this to some degree. She was no fool. It was just that her being on that mountain of shattered feelings and unwillingness to let go had left her blinded to it. But, then again, won''t people believe whatever they want to believe?


    "No, I''m fine. But you can bring me back some on your way back, if it''s not too much trouble. Thank you." After sending the team off, Xiao Ning sat at his desk in a daze. It took the sound of the air-conditioner switching out to wake him, after which, he took up his phone to give Wang Hua a call.


    Even she knew it clearly.


    Even she knew it clearly.


    The was obvious hesitation on Wang Hua''s end, then after a long time he asked promisingly, "Did he tell you?"


    I''m really not acting like myself, huh?


    There are times when Xiao Ning just couldn''t understand how that guy''s biological clock was even set. hen they had first met, Shan Haiming had drunk until he almost passed out, but when the next day came, he still woke up and went for a morning jog as if nothing had happened, yet at other times he''d usually have to be waken up.


    Alright then. Xiao Ning figured since Shan Haiming didn''t need to punch in at work, it was fine to just let him sleep. But he still couldn''t resist from adding, "Haiming, there''s still bread and milk in the fridge so you can warm them up yourself, okay? The take-out menus are on the shoe cabinet."


    When Xiao Ning woke up the next morning, Shan Haiming hadn''t gotten up as yet. Opening the bedroom door as quietly as possible, he peeked inside to see Shan Haiming curled up into a cat-like mound under the covers while the other little sleeping mound, that was Xiaohei, had also curled up as it lay in the hollow formed by the blanket.


    Such a thought made him feel depressed for some reason, and that made Xiao Ning experience a burst of vigilance which gave him a sense of an animal under threat. That prickly head of the cactus sitting on his desk then caught his eye.


    When Xiao Ning woke up the next morning, Shan Haiming hadn''t gotten up as yet. Opening the bedroom door as quietly as possible, he peeked inside to see Shan Haiming curled up into a cat-like mound under the covers while the other little sleeping mound, that was Xiaohei, had also curled up as it lay in the hollow formed by the blanket.


    From under the bundled blankets a hand bore its way out, resembling a dog''s paw as it waved.


    Ye Zixin wasn''t in the mood to pay him any mind.


    That move of his managed to wake the sleeping Xiaohei. So from the bed, after giving its body a good stretch, the little cat hopped down silently and made its way over to Xiao Ning to wind between his feet. Unable to help being touched by the gesture, Xiao Ning bent over to take the little one into his arms. Then after gently closing the bedroom door, he took the little guy to go get it something to eat.


    Xiao Ning sighed greatly in his heart. When looking at Ye Zixin, he always say a bit of himself. Liking someone one-sidedly for so many years was indeed no small feat, and only those who have also liked someone for so long would be able to understand how great a task doing so was.


    Xiao Ning sighed greatly in his heart. When looking at Ye Zixin, he always say a bit of himself. Liking someone one-sidedly for so many years was indeed no small feat, and only those who have also liked someone for so long would be able to understand how great a task doing so was.


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    After getting Xiaohei and himself all settled, Xiao Ning walked out the door at the usual time, but as soon as he had walked out, he was met by the huddled form of someone sitting in front of Shan Haiming''s apartment¡ªa form that belonged to a young woman.


    When all is said and done, the way a person lives their life can only be on account of their own choices.


    Urged on by a strange feeling, Xiao Ning neared the person by a few steps to get a closer look. Hearing him approach, that person lifted their head, and when the two''s eyes met, both were left stunned.


    Xiao Ning felt regretful. "I''m sorry, but are you busy right now?"


    That move of his managed to wake the sleeping Xiaohei. So from the bed, after giving its body a good stretch, the little cat hopped down silently and made its way over to Xiao Ning to wind between his feet. Unable to help being touched by the gesture, Xiao Ning bent over to take the little one into his arms. Then after gently closing the bedroom door, he took the little guy to go get it something to eat.


    Wearing a scowl, Ye Zixin gave a hum in reply then followed him into the apartment.


    "Miss Ye, what are you doing here?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help from asking in disbelief.


    "I''ve known Haiming for over twenty years, we were really close when we were little. We went to the same kindergarten, the same primary school, the same junior and senior high school." Ye Zixin''s expression as she frowned contained arrogance as well as heartache. "We knew everything about one another. We understood one another without having to say anything. Even when he was a at his worst I never abandoned him, because I knew his reason for doing so. But this time he can''t, he can''t just hastily decide our future like this because of his brother."


    Ye Zixin used the wall for support as she stood herself up. She must''ve been sitting there for quite some time, because her legs gave a slight tremble, but Ye Zixin still maintained an elegant posture as she stood. She didn''t reply to Xiao Ning''s question, however, and instead knitted those delicate brows of hers as she asked, "What are you doing here?"


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh. Is this any of my business?


    The was obvious hesitation on Wang Hua''s end, then after a long time he asked promisingly, "Did he tell you?"


    Therefore, it''s not that he abandoned you out of concern, it was just that you weren''t a goal of his to begin with.


    Fortunately, Ye Zixin displayed a lot more maturity than Xia Li in this respect, and at the very least, seemed like she hadn''t lost control of her temper when she lifted her chin and asked, "You''re living here with Shan Haiming?"


    And to make themselves believe it, they would continually make excuses for the other person, then continually try to convince themselves.


    "I live here." Xiao Ning leaned his body slightly to let Ye Zixin see the apartment number on the door before hesitantly asking, "Are you looking for Shan Haiming? Why don''t you give him a call?"


    Xiao Ning rarely arrived to work late, the time he spent talking with Ye Zixin had gone a bit over what had budgeted. It was his own fault, though. Because he moved so close to company, he had gotten relaxed and left his window of time so tight it didn''t allow for any mistakes.


    Ye Zixin''s looks really were the sweet type, but the expression she wore as she looked at Xiao Ning truly made him nervous, and he couldn''t help but recall Xia Li for some reason. This girl couldn''t want to slap me to feel satisfied, too, right?


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Ye Zixin used the wall for support as she stood herself up. She must''ve been sitting there for quite some time, because her legs gave a slight tremble, but Ye Zixin still maintained an elegant posture as she stood. She didn''t reply to Xiao Ning''s question, however, and instead knitted those delicate brows of hers as she asked, "What are you doing here?"


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    Her expression and demeanour were a perfect match to that of a princess, and the look in her eyes as she stared at Xiao Ning was no different than one being cast upon filth. "Even if he was worried about Haihong and wanted to push me away, he could''ve chosen someone better to be with."


    Xiao Ning was taken aback for a moment before he asking doubtfully, "Are you... are you saying that both apartments belong to Shan Haiming?"


    What even was this? How did I end up taking turns being someone else''s love rival, huh?


    Xiao Ning was taken aback for a moment before he asking doubtfully, "Are you... are you saying that both apartments belong to Shan Haiming?"


    Fortunately, Ye Zixin displayed a lot more maturity than Xia Li in this respect, and at the very least, seemed like she hadn''t lost control of her temper when she lifted her chin and asked, "You''re living here with Shan Haiming?"


    Hearing him say this, Wang Hua chuckled and replied, "It was Director Shan''s idea. He said you''d think that the two of you weren''t that familiar with one another, and that you''re always overthinking things and have a fondness for worrying about things, so with the rent that low, he didn''t know if you would feel burdened in some way. He''s got pretty accurate read on you in my opinion. In fact, it seems as though you two are actually pretty close."


    After ending the call with Wang Hua, Xiao Ning again found his gaze falling on that cactus. It really wasn''t on purpose, but he couldn''t shake the thought. That cool, cheeky, and easygoing look of that cactus in front of him seriously did remind him of its giver.


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    It was strange question, quite strange in fact, but Xiao Ning went on to explain, "No, that''s my apartment hat I''m renting from a friend. I only found out Haiming was saying in the opposite apartment after I moved in."


    "Don''t act like you know everything." Ye Zixin took a large step towards Xiao Ning. Despite her height being much shorter than his, her imposing manner wasn''t the least bit lessened. "You don''t truly understand anything about Haiming at all, and you can''t do anything to help him. A homos§Öxual? All you''re going to do is hold him back."


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Ye Zixin wasn''t in the mood to pay him any mind.


    A large group of his team members walked over right then and asked, "Xiao-ge, do you want to come eat with us?


    As soon as he finished speaking he felt he had done something bad. Did explaining all that too clearly violate the mission?


    Fortunately, Ye Zixin displayed a lot more maturity than Xia Li in this respect, and at the very least, seemed like she hadn''t lost control of her temper when she lifted her chin and asked, "You''re living here with Shan Haiming?"


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    Urged on by a strange feeling, Xiao Ning neared the person by a few steps to get a closer look. Hearing him approach, that person lifted their head, and when the two''s eyes met, both were left stunned.


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    Hearing him say this, Wang Hua chuckled and replied, "It was Director Shan''s idea. He said you''d think that the two of you weren''t that familiar with one another, and that you''re always overthinking things and have a fondness for worrying about things, so with the rent that low, he didn''t know if you would feel burdened in some way. He''s got pretty accurate read on you in my opinion. In fact, it seems as though you two are actually pretty close."


    "You don''t need to tell such a shoddy lie." Ye Zixin revealed a smile dripping with disdain. "I''ve known that Shan Haiming owns both of these apartments for a long time now. You''ve already went to see Uncle and Aunty yet you''re still afraid to admit this?"


    And to make themselves believe it, they would continually make excuses for the other person, then continually try to convince themselves.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback for a moment before he asking doubtfully, "Are you... are you saying that both apartments belong to Shan Haiming?"


    "Hey, Xiao Ning, what''s up?" Wang Hua sounded like he was in a crowded place, and upon answering the call had made his way to a place with less people.


    Ye Zixin saw no point to it and gave him no answer.


    Even she knew it clearly.


    For a while, neither of the two in that hallway spoke a word. Xiao Ning was still shocked from hearing about the apartments and was trying to avoid feeling embarrassed. So it was Ye Zixin who broke the silence in the end. "I just don''t understand why?"


    Giving it some thought, Xiao Ning had somewhat forgotten whether he was also like this with Lu Yan. After that period where his feels were akin to a long march through an endless mountain range, he found himself unable to remember the details clearly.


    Her expression and demeanour were a perfect match to that of a princess, and the look in her eyes as she stared at Xiao Ning was no different than one being cast upon filth. "Even if he was worried about Haihong and wanted to push me away, he could''ve chosen someone better to be with."


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    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    Wearing a scowl, Ye Zixin gave a hum in reply then followed him into the apartment.


    "You don''t need to tell such a shoddy lie." Ye Zixin revealed a smile dripping with disdain. "I''ve known that Shan Haiming owns both of these apartments for a long time now. You''ve already went to see Uncle and Aunty yet you''re still afraid to admit this?"


    Even she knew it clearly.


    Urged on by a strange feeling, Xiao Ning neared the person by a few steps to get a closer look. Hearing him approach, that person lifted their head, and when the two''s eyes met, both were left stunned.


    Even she knew it clearly.


    The was obvious hesitation on Wang Hua''s end, then after a long time he asked promisingly, "Did he tell you?"


    Xiao Ning sighed. The person before him really was no fool, but the words she used was honestly too much, yet, despite this, he wasn''t the least bit angry. "Maybe it''s like apples and oranges, everyone has their own preference?"


    Alright then. Xiao Ning figured since Shan Haiming didn''t need to punch in at work, it was fine to just let him sleep. But he still couldn''t resist from adding, "Haiming, there''s still bread and milk in the fridge so you can warm them up yourself, okay? The take-out menus are on the shoe cabinet."


    "Why didn''t you tell me?" His words almost sounded interrogative, but Xiao Ning''s tone was always even and gentle, so it never made others feel unpleasant. "When I found out I was shocked."


    That move of his managed to wake the sleeping Xiaohei. So from the bed, after giving its body a good stretch, the little cat hopped down silently and made its way over to Xiao Ning to wind between his feet. Unable to help being touched by the gesture, Xiao Ning bent over to take the little one into his arms. Then after gently closing the bedroom door, he took the little guy to go get it something to eat.


    When all is said and done, the way a person lives their life can only be on account of their own choices.


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    After ending the call with Wang Hua, Xiao Ning again found his gaze falling on that cactus. It really wasn''t on purpose, but he couldn''t shake the thought. That cool, cheeky, and easygoing look of that cactus in front of him seriously did remind him of its giver.


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    "I''ve known Haiming for over twenty years, we were really close when we were little. We went to the same kindergarten, the same primary school, the same junior and senior high school." Ye Zixin''s expression as she frowned contained arrogance as well as heartache. "We knew everything about one another. We understood one another without having to say anything. Even when he was a at his worst I never abandoned him, because I knew his reason for doing so. But this time he can''t, he can''t just hastily decide our future like this because of his brother."


    After ending the call with Wang Hua, Xiao Ning again found his gaze falling on that cactus. It really wasn''t on purpose, but he couldn''t shake the thought. That cool, cheeky, and easygoing look of that cactus in front of him seriously did remind him of its giver.


    "You don''t need to tell such a shoddy lie." Ye Zixin revealed a smile dripping with disdain. "I''ve known that Shan Haiming owns both of these apartments for a long time now. You''ve already went to see Uncle and Aunty yet you''re still afraid to admit this?"


    Fortunately, Ye Zixin displayed a lot more maturity than Xia Li in this respect, and at the very least, seemed like she hadn''t lost control of her temper when she lifted her chin and asked, "You''re living here with Shan Haiming?"


    No, there''s no reason to think they''d wait until this time. Ye Zixin could''ve gone inside the bedroom to wake him up, so in that bedroom, was a single man and a single woman talking and...


    The was obvious hesitation on Wang Hua''s end, then after a long time he asked promisingly, "Did he tell you?"


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    Xiao Ning sighed greatly in his heart. When looking at Ye Zixin, he always say a bit of himself. Liking someone one-sidedly for so many years was indeed no small feat, and only those who have also liked someone for so long would be able to understand how great a task doing so was.


    It was strange question, quite strange in fact, but Xiao Ning went on to explain, "No, that''s my apartment hat I''m renting from a friend. I only found out Haiming was saying in the opposite apartment after I moved in."


    For a while, neither of the two in that hallway spoke a word. Xiao Ning was still shocked from hearing about the apartments and was trying to avoid feeling embarrassed. So it was Ye Zixin who broke the silence in the end. "I just don''t understand why?"


    After getting Xiaohei and himself all settled, Xiao Ning walked out the door at the usual time, but as soon as he had walked out, he was met by the huddled form of someone sitting in front of Shan Haiming''s apartment¡ªa form that belonged to a young woman.


    Even she knew it clearly.


    Wearing a scowl, Ye Zixin gave a hum in reply then followed him into the apartment.


    So, to Ye Zixin, he could never say any harsh words. The thought of breaking any little princess'' glass slippers was too much to bear. "Miss Ye, maybe to you all I''m nothing but an outsider, but since you do understand Haiming so well, you must also know that despite his concern for certain people and issues, he would never go against his own interests. He is a man with his own opinions, and his own plans, and he will use the best method to achieve his goals."


    "After I left there was someone who came looking for him so... he probably has something important to take care of." Xiao Ning pinched the bridge of his nose. "Wang-ge, does the apartment I''m renting from you below to Haiming?"


    Therefore, it''s not that he abandoned you out of concern, it was just that you weren''t a goal of his to begin with.


    For a while, neither of the two in that hallway spoke a word. Xiao Ning was still shocked from hearing about the apartments and was trying to avoid feeling embarrassed. So it was Ye Zixin who broke the silence in the end. "I just don''t understand why?"


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    Urged on by a strange feeling, Xiao Ning neared the person by a few steps to get a closer look. Hearing him approach, that person lifted their head, and when the two''s eyes met, both were left stunned.


    "I''ve known Haiming for over twenty years, we were really close when we were little. We went to the same kindergarten, the same primary school, the same junior and senior high school." Ye Zixin''s expression as she frowned contained arrogance as well as heartache. "We knew everything about one another. We understood one another without having to say anything. Even when he was a at his worst I never abandoned him, because I knew his reason for doing so. But this time he can''t, he can''t just hastily decide our future like this because of his brother."


    Xiao Ning was taken aback for a moment before he asking doubtfully, "Are you... are you saying that both apartments belong to Shan Haiming?"


    Her expression and demeanour were a perfect match to that of a princess, and the look in her eyes as she stared at Xiao Ning was no different than one being cast upon filth. "Even if he was worried about Haihong and wanted to push me away, he could''ve chosen someone better to be with."


    "After I left there was someone who came looking for him so... he probably has something important to take care of." Xiao Ning pinched the bridge of his nose. "Wang-ge, does the apartment I''m renting from you below to Haiming?"


    Truthfully, you can''t even regard such a thing as ''abandonment'' either. You can''t fault a person who never chose you with abandoning you.


    After getting Xiaohei and himself all settled, Xiao Ning walked out the door at the usual time, but as soon as he had walked out, he was met by the huddled form of someone sitting in front of Shan Haiming''s apartment¡ªa form that belonged to a young woman.


    These words were also something Xiao Ning had thought, and he had the feeling it was something Ye Zixin more or less understood this to some degree. She was no fool. It was just that her being on that mountain of shattered feelings and unwillingness to let go had left her blinded to it. But, then again, won''t people believe whatever they want to believe?


    Her expression and demeanour were a perfect match to that of a princess, and the look in her eyes as she stared at Xiao Ning was no different than one being cast upon filth. "Even if he was worried about Haihong and wanted to push me away, he could''ve chosen someone better to be with."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    As soon as he finished speaking he felt he had done something bad. Did explaining all that too clearly violate the mission?


    Such a thought made him feel depressed for some reason, and that made Xiao Ning experience a burst of vigilance which gave him a sense of an animal under threat. That prickly head of the cactus sitting on his desk then caught his eye.


    "I''ve known Haiming for over twenty years, we were really close when we were little. We went to the same kindergarten, the same primary school, the same junior and senior high school." Ye Zixin''s expression as she frowned contained arrogance as well as heartache. "We knew everything about one another. We understood one another without having to say anything. Even when he was a at his worst I never abandoned him, because I knew his reason for doing so. But this time he can''t, he can''t just hastily decide our future like this because of his brother."


    And to make themselves believe it, they would continually make excuses for the other person, then continually try to convince themselves.


    Therefore, it''s not that he abandoned you out of concern, it was just that you weren''t a goal of his to begin with.


    When all is said and done, the way a person lives their life can only be on account of their own choices.


    "Why didn''t you tell me?" His words almost sounded interrogative, but Xiao Ning''s tone was always even and gentle, so it never made others feel unpleasant. "When I found out I was shocked."


    Giving it some thought, Xiao Ning had somewhat forgotten whether he was also like this with Lu Yan. After that period where his feels were akin to a long march through an endless mountain range, he found himself unable to remember the details clearly.


    Xiao Ning frowned, his hand moving to rub his forehead. Why does it feel as though this featureless cactus resembles Shan Haiming? What am I even thinking?


    "Don''t act like you know everything." Ye Zixin took a large step towards Xiao Ning. Despite her height being much shorter than his, her imposing manner wasn''t the least bit lessened. "You don''t truly understand anything about Haiming at all, and you can''t do anything to help him. A homos§Öxual? All you''re going to do is hold him back."


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    How on earth could I be so open-minded as to leave two people at my apartment to have some kind of showdown... Xiao Ning really had no idea what kind of situation the friendship between Ye Zixin and Shan Haiming was, but since they were childhood friends, the relationship between them must still be pretty good.


    "Don''t act like you know everything." Ye Zixin took a large step towards Xiao Ning. Despite her height being much shorter than his, her imposing manner wasn''t the least bit lessened. "You don''t truly understand anything about Haiming at all, and you can''t do anything to help him. A homos§Öxual? All you''re going to do is hold him back."


    And to make themselves believe it, they would continually make excuses for the other person, then continually try to convince themselves.


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    "Hey, Xiao Ning, what''s up?" Wang Hua sounded like he was in a crowded place, and upon answering the call had made his way to a place with less people.


    How on earth could I be so open-minded as to leave two people at my apartment to have some kind of showdown... Xiao Ning really had no idea what kind of situation the friendship between Ye Zixin and Shan Haiming was, but since they were childhood friends, the relationship between them must still be pretty good.


    Xiao Ning didn''t dare say he truly understood Shan Haiming, but that didn''t seem true either. He and that person always had this slightly strange tiny bit of understanding between them. It hadn''t been long since they had met one another, and their relationship couldn''t be considered as anything more than friends. But, to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming''s existence was already taken up a place of great significance in his heart. Through Shan Haiming he got to understand some important natters, and ever since he had met him, he had gotten to see a lot of things from a different perspective and they were especially interesting. What''s more, he had appeared at the exact time Xiao Ning''s feelings had undergone a great change. So even if he was just an unwitting witness, his importance to Xiao Ning was incredibly special.


    So after doing his best to show her some courtesy, and no longer wanting to have himself rebuked, Xiao Ning closed the door and made his way to work.


    Perhaps this was the reason for the slight fluctuations in Xiao Ning''s emotions.


    Shaking his head, he threw away his current train of confused thoughts and turned his mind on whether Shan Haiming really did want him to act as a hindrance. Looking at Ye Zixin''s stiffened shoulders, he thought it best for him to not say much any longer. "Haiming is actually in this apartment, so would you like to go sit inside? Then after he wakes up, you can just speak with him directly."


    Alright then. Xiao Ning figured since Shan Haiming didn''t need to punch in at work, it was fine to just let him sleep. But he still couldn''t resist from adding, "Haiming, there''s still bread and milk in the fridge so you can warm them up yourself, okay? The take-out menus are on the shoe cabinet."


    For a while, neither of the two in that hallway spoke a word. Xiao Ning was still shocked from hearing about the apartments and was trying to avoid feeling embarrassed. So it was Ye Zixin who broke the silence in the end. "I just don''t understand why?"


    Xiao Ning felt regretful. "I''m sorry, but are you busy right now?"


    That move of his managed to wake the sleeping Xiaohei. So from the bed, after giving its body a good stretch, the little cat hopped down silently and made its way over to Xiao Ning to wind between his feet. Unable to help being touched by the gesture, Xiao Ning bent over to take the little one into his arms. Then after gently closing the bedroom door, he took the little guy to go get it something to eat.


    Shaking his head, he threw away his current train of confused thoughts and turned his mind on whether Shan Haiming really did want him to act as a hindrance. Looking at Ye Zixin''s stiffened shoulders, he thought it best for him to not say much any longer. "Haiming is actually in this apartment, so would you like to go sit inside? Then after he wakes up, you can just speak with him directly."


    Xiao Ning then recalled the words Ye Zixin said to him and a twinge of uncertainty pricked at him. Could Shan Haiming really be involved in some cliched, melodramatic dog-blood-like romance with Ye Zixin and he only stepped aside because of his relationship with Shan Haihong?


    Wearing a scowl, Ye Zixin gave a hum in reply then followed him into the apartment.


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    Hearing him say this, Wang Hua chuckled and replied, "It was Director Shan''s idea. He said you''d think that the two of you weren''t that familiar with one another, and that you''re always overthinking things and have a fondness for worrying about things, so with the rent that low, he didn''t know if you would feel burdened in some way. He''s got pretty accurate read on you in my opinion. In fact, it seems as though you two are actually pretty close."


    Inside, Xiao Ning handed her a glass of water while saying politely, "I need to get to work so I''ll be leaving first. There isn''t anything to eat here either, so please accept my apologies, Miss Ye."


    What even was this? How did I end up taking turns being someone else''s love rival, huh?


    Ye Zixin wasn''t in the mood to pay him any mind.


    From under the bundled blankets a hand bore its way out, resembling a dog''s paw as it waved.


    So after doing his best to show her some courtesy, and no longer wanting to have himself rebuked, Xiao Ning closed the door and made his way to work.


    Ye Zixin saw no point to it and gave him no answer.


    Urged on by a strange feeling, Xiao Ning neared the person by a few steps to get a closer look. Hearing him approach, that person lifted their head, and when the two''s eyes met, both were left stunned.


    After ending the call with Wang Hua, Xiao Ning again found his gaze falling on that cactus. It really wasn''t on purpose, but he couldn''t shake the thought. That cool, cheeky, and easygoing look of that cactus in front of him seriously did remind him of its giver.


    When all is said and done, the way a person lives their life can only be on account of their own choices.


    Xiao Ning was taken aback for a moment before he asking doubtfully, "Are you... are you saying that both apartments belong to Shan Haiming?"


    Therefore, it''s not that he abandoned you out of concern, it was just that you weren''t a goal of his to begin with.


    Even she knew it clearly.


    Xiao Ning rarely arrived to work late, the time he spent talking with Ye Zixin had gone a bit over what had budgeted. It was his own fault, though. Because he moved so close to company, he had gotten relaxed and left his window of time so tight it didn''t allow for any mistakes.


    There are times when Xiao Ning just couldn''t understand how that guy''s biological clock was even set. hen they had first met, Shan Haiming had drunk until he almost passed out, but when the next day came, he still woke up and went for a morning jog as if nothing had happened, yet at other times he''d usually have to be waken up.


    I''m really not acting like myself, huh?


    While Xiao Ning hesitated on whether or not he should wake him, the head buried within those covers moved. Poking his head out, Shan Haiming stared at the door. In that instant, Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should say "It''s time to get up" or "Sorry for disturbing you." But this inner conflict of his didn''t last for more than five seconds because Shan Haiming again pulled the blanket over his head and returned to sleep with no hesitation, making his sleeping posture quite apparent.


    Ye Zixin''s looks really were the sweet type, but the expression she wore as she looked at Xiao Ning truly made him nervous, and he couldn''t help but recall Xia Li for some reason. This girl couldn''t want to slap me to feel satisfied, too, right?


    "Don''t act like you know everything." Ye Zixin took a large step towards Xiao Ning. Despite her height being much shorter than his, her imposing manner wasn''t the least bit lessened. "You don''t truly understand anything about Haiming at all, and you can''t do anything to help him. A homos§Öxual? All you''re going to do is hold him back."


    So after doing his best to show her some courtesy, and no longer wanting to have himself rebuked, Xiao Ning closed the door and made his way to work.


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    How on earth could I be so open-minded as to leave two people at my apartment to have some kind of showdown... Xiao Ning really had no idea what kind of situation the friendship between Ye Zixin and Shan Haiming was, but since they were childhood friends, the relationship between them must still be pretty good.


    Perhaps this was the reason for the slight fluctuations in Xiao Ning''s emotions.


    These words were also something Xiao Ning had thought, and he had the feeling it was something Ye Zixin more or less understood this to some degree. She was no fool. It was just that her being on that mountain of shattered feelings and unwillingness to let go had left her blinded to it. But, then again, won''t people believe whatever they want to believe?


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning then recalled the words Ye Zixin said to him and a twinge of uncertainty pricked at him. Could Shan Haiming really be involved in some cliched, melodramatic dog-blood-like romance with Ye Zixin and he only stepped aside because of his relationship with Shan Haihong?


    "I live here." Xiao Ning leaned his body slightly to let Ye Zixin see the apartment number on the door before hesitantly asking, "Are you looking for Shan Haiming? Why don''t you give him a call?"


    Such a thought made him feel depressed for some reason, and that made Xiao Ning experience a burst of vigilance which gave him a sense of an animal under threat. That prickly head of the cactus sitting on his desk then caught his eye.


    As soon as he finished speaking he felt he had done something bad. Did explaining all that too clearly violate the mission?


    "No, I''m fine. But you can bring me back some on your way back, if it''s not too much trouble. Thank you." After sending the team off, Xiao Ning sat at his desk in a daze. It took the sound of the air-conditioner switching out to wake him, after which, he took up his phone to give Wang Hua a call.


    Ye Zixin''s looks really were the sweet type, but the expression she wore as she looked at Xiao Ning truly made him nervous, and he couldn''t help but recall Xia Li for some reason. This girl couldn''t want to slap me to feel satisfied, too, right?


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    When all is said and done, the way a person lives their life can only be on account of their own choices.


    "You don''t need to tell such a shoddy lie." Ye Zixin revealed a smile dripping with disdain. "I''ve known that Shan Haiming owns both of these apartments for a long time now. You''ve already went to see Uncle and Aunty yet you''re still afraid to admit this?"


    For a while, neither of the two in that hallway spoke a word. Xiao Ning was still shocked from hearing about the apartments and was trying to avoid feeling embarrassed. So it was Ye Zixin who broke the silence in the end. "I just don''t understand why?"


    Xiao Ning frowned, his hand moving to rub his forehead. Why does it feel as though this featureless cactus resembles Shan Haiming? What am I even thinking?


    No, there''s no reason to think they''d wait until this time. Ye Zixin could''ve gone inside the bedroom to wake him up, so in that bedroom, was a single man and a single woman talking and...


    There are times when Xiao Ning just couldn''t understand how that guy''s biological clock was even set. hen they had first met, Shan Haiming had drunk until he almost passed out, but when the next day came, he still woke up and went for a morning jog as if nothing had happened, yet at other times he''d usually have to be waken up.


    Ye Zixin wasn''t in the mood to pay him any mind.


    "Nope, I''m not." Wang Hua then wore a wide grin as he added, "Oh yeah, did you happen to see Director Shan before you came out this morning? I can''t find him anywhere, and his phone might be off."


    Inside, Xiao Ning handed her a glass of water while saying politely, "I need to get to work so I''ll be leaving first. There isn''t anything to eat here either, so please accept my apologies, Miss Ye."


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    I''m really not acting like myself, huh?


    "Miss Ye, what are you doing here?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help from asking in disbelief.


    It was strange question, quite strange in fact, but Xiao Ning went on to explain, "No, that''s my apartment hat I''m renting from a friend. I only found out Haiming was saying in the opposite apartment after I moved in."


    No, there''s no reason to think they''d wait until this time. Ye Zixin could''ve gone inside the bedroom to wake him up, so in that bedroom, was a single man and a single woman talking and...


    Thinking this, Xiao Ning then added dryly, "It must''ve been fate."


    Xiao Ning didn''t dare say he truly understood Shan Haiming, but that didn''t seem true either. He and that person always had this slightly strange tiny bit of understanding between them. It hadn''t been long since they had met one another, and their relationship couldn''t be considered as anything more than friends. But, to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming''s existence was already taken up a place of great significance in his heart. Through Shan Haiming he got to understand some important natters, and ever since he had met him, he had gotten to see a lot of things from a different perspective and they were especially interesting. What''s more, he had appeared at the exact time Xiao Ning''s feelings had undergone a great change. So even if he was just an unwitting witness, his importance to Xiao Ning was incredibly special.


    And to make themselves believe it, they would continually make excuses for the other person, then continually try to convince themselves.


    "Nope, I''m not." Wang Hua then wore a wide grin as he added, "Oh yeah, did you happen to see Director Shan before you came out this morning? I can''t find him anywhere, and his phone might be off."


    "You don''t need to tell such a shoddy lie." Ye Zixin revealed a smile dripping with disdain. "I''ve known that Shan Haiming owns both of these apartments for a long time now. You''ve already went to see Uncle and Aunty yet you''re still afraid to admit this?"


    Xiao Ning sighed greatly in his heart. When looking at Ye Zixin, he always say a bit of himself. Liking someone one-sidedly for so many years was indeed no small feat, and only those who have also liked someone for so long would be able to understand how great a task doing so was.


    As soon as he finished speaking he felt he had done something bad. Did explaining all that too clearly violate the mission?


    Xiao Ning let out a sigh. Is this any of my business?


    Ye Zixin used the wall for support as she stood herself up. She must''ve been sitting there for quite some time, because her legs gave a slight tremble, but Ye Zixin still maintained an elegant posture as she stood. She didn''t reply to Xiao Ning''s question, however, and instead knitted those delicate brows of hers as she asked, "What are you doing here?"


    N/A


    For a while, neither of the two in that hallway spoke a word. Xiao Ning was still shocked from hearing about the apartments and was trying to avoid feeling embarrassed. So it was Ye Zixin who broke the silence in the end. "I just don''t understand why?"


    "Hey, Xiao Ning, what''s up?" Wang Hua sounded like he was in a crowded place, and upon answering the call had made his way to a place with less people.


    Giving it some thought, Xiao Ning had somewhat forgotten whether he was also like this with Lu Yan. After that period where his feels were akin to a long march through an endless mountain range, he found himself unable to remember the details clearly.


    Ye Zixin saw no point to it and gave him no answer.


    "Nope, I''m not." Wang Hua then wore a wide grin as he added, "Oh yeah, did you happen to see Director Shan before you came out this morning? I can''t find him anywhere, and his phone might be off."


    A large group of his team members walked over right then and asked, "Xiao-ge, do you want to come eat with us?


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    "No, I''m fine. But you can bring me back some on your way back, if it''s not too much trouble. Thank you." After sending the team off, Xiao Ning sat at his desk in a daze. It took the sound of the air-conditioner switching out to wake him, after which, he took up his phone to give Wang Hua a call.


    "You don''t need to tell such a shoddy lie." Ye Zixin revealed a smile dripping with disdain. "I''ve known that Shan Haiming owns both of these apartments for a long time now. You''ve already went to see Uncle and Aunty yet you''re still afraid to admit this?"


    "Don''t act like you know everything." Ye Zixin took a large step towards Xiao Ning. Despite her height being much shorter than his, her imposing manner wasn''t the least bit lessened. "You don''t truly understand anything about Haiming at all, and you can''t do anything to help him. A homos§Öxual? All you''re going to do is hold him back."


    No, there''s no reason to think they''d wait until this time. Ye Zixin could''ve gone inside the bedroom to wake him up, so in that bedroom, was a single man and a single woman talking and...


    "Hey, Xiao Ning, what''s up?" Wang Hua sounded like he was in a crowded place, and upon answering the call had made his way to a place with less people.


    No, there''s no reason to think they''d wait until this time. Ye Zixin could''ve gone inside the bedroom to wake him up, so in that bedroom, was a single man and a single woman talking and...


    "Hey, Xiao Ning, what''s up?" Wang Hua sounded like he was in a crowded place, and upon answering the call had made his way to a place with less people.


    Truthfully, you can''t even regard such a thing as ''abandonment'' either. You can''t fault a person who never chose you with abandoning you.


    Perhaps this was the reason for the slight fluctuations in Xiao Ning''s emotions.


    Xiao Ning didn''t dare say he truly understood Shan Haiming, but that didn''t seem true either. He and that person always had this slightly strange tiny bit of understanding between them. It hadn''t been long since they had met one another, and their relationship couldn''t be considered as anything more than friends. But, to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming''s existence was already taken up a place of great significance in his heart. Through Shan Haiming he got to understand some important natters, and ever since he had met him, he had gotten to see a lot of things from a different perspective and they were especially interesting. What''s more, he had appeared at the exact time Xiao Ning''s feelings had undergone a great change. So even if he was just an unwitting witness, his importance to Xiao Ning was incredibly special.


    Xiao Ning felt regretful. "I''m sorry, but are you busy right now?"


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    "Nope, I''m not." Wang Hua then wore a wide grin as he added, "Oh yeah, did you happen to see Director Shan before you came out this morning? I can''t find him anywhere, and his phone might be off."


    Wearing a scowl, Ye Zixin gave a hum in reply then followed him into the apartment.


    Such a thought made him feel depressed for some reason, and that made Xiao Ning experience a burst of vigilance which gave him a sense of an animal under threat. That prickly head of the cactus sitting on his desk then caught his eye.


    What even was this? How did I end up taking turns being someone else''s love rival, huh?


    So after doing his best to show her some courtesy, and no longer wanting to have himself rebuked, Xiao Ning closed the door and made his way to work.


    "Miss Ye, what are you doing here?" Xiao Ning couldn''t help from asking in disbelief.


    "After I left there was someone who came looking for him so... he probably has something important to take care of." Xiao Ning pinched the bridge of his nose. "Wang-ge, does the apartment I''m renting from you below to Haiming?"


    How on earth could I be so open-minded as to leave two people at my apartment to have some kind of showdown... Xiao Ning really had no idea what kind of situation the friendship between Ye Zixin and Shan Haiming was, but since they were childhood friends, the relationship between them must still be pretty good.


    The was obvious hesitation on Wang Hua''s end, then after a long time he asked promisingly, "Did he tell you?"


    Such a thought made him feel depressed for some reason, and that made Xiao Ning experience a burst of vigilance which gave him a sense of an animal under threat. That prickly head of the cactus sitting on his desk then caught his eye.


    Xiao Ning frowned, his hand moving to rub his forehead. Why does it feel as though this featureless cactus resembles Shan Haiming? What am I even thinking?


    And to make themselves believe it, they would continually make excuses for the other person, then continually try to convince themselves.


    Such a thought made him feel depressed for some reason, and that made Xiao Ning experience a burst of vigilance which gave him a sense of an animal under threat. That prickly head of the cactus sitting on his desk then caught his eye.


    Fortunately, Ye Zixin displayed a lot more maturity than Xia Li in this respect, and at the very least, seemed like she hadn''t lost control of her temper when she lifted her chin and asked, "You''re living here with Shan Haiming?"


    "Why didn''t you tell me?" His words almost sounded interrogative, but Xiao Ning''s tone was always even and gentle, so it never made others feel unpleasant. "When I found out I was shocked."


    Xiao Ning didn''t dare say he truly understood Shan Haiming, but that didn''t seem true either. He and that person always had this slightly strange tiny bit of understanding between them. It hadn''t been long since they had met one another, and their relationship couldn''t be considered as anything more than friends. But, to Xiao Ning, Shan Haiming''s existence was already taken up a place of great significance in his heart. Through Shan Haiming he got to understand some important natters, and ever since he had met him, he had gotten to see a lot of things from a different perspective and they were especially interesting. What''s more, he had appeared at the exact time Xiao Ning''s feelings had undergone a great change. So even if he was just an unwitting witness, his importance to Xiao Ning was incredibly special.


    While Xiao Ning hesitated on whether or not he should wake him, the head buried within those covers moved. Poking his head out, Shan Haiming stared at the door. In that instant, Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should say "It''s time to get up" or "Sorry for disturbing you." But this inner conflict of his didn''t last for more than five seconds because Shan Haiming again pulled the blanket over his head and returned to sleep with no hesitation, making his sleeping posture quite apparent.


    Xiao Ning then recalled the words Ye Zixin said to him and a twinge of uncertainty pricked at him. Could Shan Haiming really be involved in some cliched, melodramatic dog-blood-like romance with Ye Zixin and he only stepped aside because of his relationship with Shan Haihong?


    Hearing him say this, Wang Hua chuckled and replied, "It was Director Shan''s idea. He said you''d think that the two of you weren''t that familiar with one another, and that you''re always overthinking things and have a fondness for worrying about things, so with the rent that low, he didn''t know if you would feel burdened in some way. He''s got pretty accurate read on you in my opinion. In fact, it seems as though you two are actually pretty close."


    "Nope, I''m not." Wang Hua then wore a wide grin as he added, "Oh yeah, did you happen to see Director Shan before you came out this morning? I can''t find him anywhere, and his phone might be off."


    After ending the call with Wang Hua, Xiao Ning again found his gaze falling on that cactus. It really wasn''t on purpose, but he couldn''t shake the thought. That cool, cheeky, and easygoing look of that cactus in front of him seriously did remind him of its giver.


    That move of his managed to wake the sleeping Xiaohei. So from the bed, after giving its body a good stretch, the little cat hopped down silently and made its way over to Xiao Ning to wind between his feet. Unable to help being touched by the gesture, Xiao Ning bent over to take the little one into his arms. Then after gently closing the bedroom door, he took the little guy to go get it something to eat.


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?


    "Why didn''t you tell me?" His words almost sounded interrogative, but Xiao Ning''s tone was always even and gentle, so it never made others feel unpleasant. "When I found out I was shocked."


    It was strange question, quite strange in fact, but Xiao Ning went on to explain, "No, that''s my apartment hat I''m renting from a friend. I only found out Haiming was saying in the opposite apartment after I moved in."


    After much difficulty he managed to seriously focus on work. Just before it was lunch, Xiao Ning''s mind suddenly wandered to Shan Himing. He should be up by now, right? Has he met with Ye Zixin? What are the two of them going to talk about?

 CH 34

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    After work, Xiao Ning found himself inexplicably resistant to the idea of heading home immediately after work, so he went straight to the supermarket. While looking up ingredients online, he picked them up to buy them. He was planning on making a pot of lotus leaf and winter melon duck soup, but once he saw the bitter gourd, all of sudden, he changed his mind.


    "Oh." Shan Haiming watched him walk a bit closer then walk a bit further away. "You''re not going to ask?"


    In the end, bitter gourd, spareribs, and some other ingredients were in the bag he carried back to his apartment.


    Xiao Ning knitted his brows as he carefully tried to identify the source of that massive sense of loss he was feeling.


    Surprisingly, Shan Haiming was still there in his apartment when he returned, still there and alone.


    After letting out a brief "oh," Xiao Ning felt his stomach knot slightly, unable to resist the urge to turn and face Shan Haiming, and not knowing whether there was some underlying subtext in such a question. But, of course, there was more of a possibility that it was just something Shan Haiming was asking casually, and with the Labour Day holiday soon arriving, it was normal for everyone to have plans.


    "It was nothing, really. She just refuses to believe anything." Shan Haiming gave a shrug. "Zixin grew up being spoiled a lot, so when she gets an idea in her head she''s always been incredibly stubborn."


    Xiao Ning knitted his brows as he carefully tried to identify the source of that massive sense of loss he was feeling.


    He was lounging on the sofa, a hand petting Xiaohei on the head, and on the coffee table beside him, were drinks and food. He seemed to have made himself at home. Xiaohei tried to run away a few times but was held so firmly by him it could only nurse its grievances and stay on that detestable human''s body wearing a face completely covered in displeasure.


    "Don''t forget to send it to me." With that, Shan Haiming was gone.


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    But after reading it over, it was changed to: We''re all friends here, so there''s really no need to pay.


    His mind was flooded with him saying he''d take was the reason, but there was no way. Hs reaction to this matter was seriously not right, and it was far too big. Not knowing the reason for the matter was always linked to there being unclear and unknown feelings at play. Are there any had to explain feeling between me and Shan Haiming?


    Shan Haiming hadn''t done anything wrong, this matter was something he had agreed to earlier. He would pretend to be his boyfriend, and for that Shan Haiming would pay him. Yes, that was right. It was all to help him solve that problem from the beginning.


    "It''s to relieve internal heat," Xiao Ning answered simply.


    "C-City, right?" Shan Haiming then added, "It''s a nice place."


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    "You''re going out now?" Xiao Ning finally found found something to do. "You still have to go entertaining clients this late?"


    N/A


    "You''re going out now?" Xiao Ning finally found found something to do. "You still have to go entertaining clients this late?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning stood in place for moment, but he then insisted, "No, you should have some."


    "I found a locksmith to come open it." Shan Haiming picked up the remote control, he seemed bored. "I already fed Xiaohei, by the way."


    "Did you not go anywhere else today?" Xiao Ning teased Xiaohei while glancing around the living room. Well, there doesn''t seem to be anything broken, and it looks pretty clean. Maybe there wasn''t any intense clashing.


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s mood had also improved considerably, and that earlier depressed feeling had left him for the most part.


    Did Ye Zixin leave?


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    Bitter Gourd Soup


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    "It''s to relieve internal heat," Xiao Ning answered simply.


    Bitter Gourd Soup


    But Shan Haiming replied, "There''s no need for that, Wang Hua will be here any minute."


    Xiao Ning immediate got up. "You should have some soup. No matter what you you do this late, you should eat something first so you won''t feel uncomfortable."


    Xiao Ning obviously didn''t ask this out loud. Living with Lu Yan and having spent his early years living in other people''s homes had taught him from an early age what should and shouldn''t said, it was the most basic skill in how to not make oneself a nuisance.


    In the dark, the light of the phone screen was especially glaring, yet he stared at that screen for a long time before finally sending the message: There''s no need to pay, it''s not necessary.


    Shan Haiming hadn''t done anything wrong, this matter was something he had agreed to earlier. He would pretend to be his boyfriend, and for that Shan Haiming would pay him. Yes, that was right. It was all to help him solve that problem from the beginning.


    Did Ye Zixin leave?


    And it was a skill he had learned well.


    Shan Haiming, not seeming to care, then asked, "Yes, what are they?"


    "Yeah, it''s not bad." Xiao Ning nodded then realised, "How do you know?"


    "It was nothing, really. She just refuses to believe anything." Shan Haiming gave a shrug. "Zixin grew up being spoiled a lot, so when she gets an idea in her head she''s always been incredibly stubborn."


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    "It''s to relieve internal heat," Xiao Ning answered simply.


    But after reading it over, it was changed to: We''re all friends here, so there''s really no need to pay.


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    Shan Haiming hadn''t done anything wrong, this matter was something he had agreed to earlier. He would pretend to be his boyfriend, and for that Shan Haiming would pay him. Yes, that was right. It was all to help him solve that problem from the beginning.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    "You''re going out now?" Xiao Ning finally found found something to do. "You still have to go entertaining clients this late?"


    "Oh." Shan Haiming watched him walk a bit closer then walk a bit further away. "You''re not going to ask?"


    "Yeah, it''s not bad." Xiao Ning nodded then realised, "How do you know?"


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning stood in place for moment, but he then insisted, "No, you should have some."


    "Plans?" Xiao Ning''s scattered thoughts were brought back by this question.


    Xiao Ning froze, stopping dead in his tracks while walking towards the kitchen. "Ask what?"


    This sudden change in topic was too abrupt, causing a blank expression to form on Xiao Ning''s face and him having no idea what to say.


    After saying this, he did not wait for Shan Haiming to refuse and went straight to the kitchen to open the electric cooker. The soup had been cooking for ninety percent of its total time, so the scent of the bitter gourd melded with the flavour of the spareribs was delectably rich, enough to fill someone with satisfaction and reinvigorate their soul. Taking a bowl, he scooped out a serving then placed it before Shan Haiming.


    For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming let out a sigh, but nevertheless, picked up the bowl and drank the soup. Regardless of what he said, before heading out in the middle of the night, drinking some just made soup to completion was still extremely beneficial. After Shan Haiming was done, his complexion really did improve by a lot.


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    "Oh." Shan Haiming watched him walk a bit closer then walk a bit further away. "You''re not going to ask?"


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth closed in disappointment. At times like these, he truly did detest that character of his his which could never be straightforward. Even with such a trivial matter he had to overcautiously think about everything into oblivion only to be indecisive in the end. So, forget about others, even he couldn''t stand the sight of himself.


    "Because it looks like you''re having a hard time holding yourself back." Shan Haiming pointed to Xiaohei. "Looks like a pet really does take after their master, hm?"


    "Did you not go anywhere else today?" Xiao Ning teased Xiaohei while glancing around the living room. Well, there doesn''t seem to be anything broken, and it looks pretty clean. Maybe there wasn''t any intense clashing.


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning stood in place for moment, but he then insisted, "No, you should have some."


    Xiao Ning knitted his brows as he carefully tried to identify the source of that massive sense of loss he was feeling.


    But Shan Haiming replied, "There''s no need for that, Wang Hua will be here any minute."


    Xiao Ning felt a his body erupt in a cold sweat. He had just jumped out of Lu Yan''s pit, so how could he go jumping into another one so quickly? Could it be that having spent all those years around Lu Yan had made that guy''s habits rub off on him? Did he now have the ability to fall for a person one after another on sight? Or is he only going to like the other, and so long as he can occasional fantasise about them, will live a contently peaceful life?


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    Did Ye Zixin leave?


    Shan Haiming propped himself up. "So... did you run into Zixin?"


    Xiao Ning felt a his body erupt in a cold sweat. He had just jumped out of Lu Yan''s pit, so how could he go jumping into another one so quickly? Could it be that having spent all those years around Lu Yan had made that guy''s habits rub off on him? Did he now have the ability to fall for a person one after another on sight? Or is he only going to like the other, and so long as he can occasional fantasise about them, will live a contently peaceful life?


    And it was a skill he had learned well.


    Surprisingly, Shan Haiming was still there in his apartment when he returned, still there and alone.


    Xiao Ning immediately offered an explanation while keeping his words neutral. "Ye Zixin was waiting for you at your door and I thought it would be terrible to just let a young woman stay squatting in front of the door."


    Xiao Ning froze, stopping dead in his tracks while walking towards the kitchen. "Ask what?"


    N/A


    ''Forget it. Forget it...''


    Xiao Ning immediately offered an explanation while keeping his words neutral. "Ye Zixin was waiting for you at your door and I thought it would be terrible to just let a young woman stay squatting in front of the door."


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning couldn''t come up with anything to say.


    "Plans?" Xiao Ning''s scattered thoughts were brought back by this question.


    Xiao Ning immediate got up. "You should have some soup. No matter what you you do this late, you should eat something first so you won''t feel uncomfortable."


    "Because it looks like you''re having a hard time holding yourself back." Shan Haiming pointed to Xiaohei. "Looks like a pet really does take after their master, hm?"


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    Xiao Ning immediate got up. "You should have some soup. No matter what you you do this late, you should eat something first so you won''t feel uncomfortable."


    Xiao Ning still stood there, his eyes fixed on that now empty hallway. The sensation overwhelming him was not at all like having a bucket of cold water poured over him, but of having a lump of ice travelling over his tongue all the way down to his gut. It was a sensation that left even his heart feeling frozen cold.


    "It was nothing, really. She just refuses to believe anything." Shan Haiming gave a shrug. "Zixin grew up being spoiled a lot, so when she gets an idea in her head she''s always been incredibly stubborn."


    For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming let out a sigh, but nevertheless, picked up the bowl and drank the soup. Regardless of what he said, before heading out in the middle of the night, drinking some just made soup to completion was still extremely beneficial. After Shan Haiming was done, his complexion really did improve by a lot.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze now fell on the floor boards, but fortunately, Xiaohei was still a feet, allowing his actions to not appear too strange. "Oh, okay. But you really don''t have to explain it to me."


    Shan Haiming head shook, whether it was a nod or nod was uncertain. "So you''re going back to visit the family that sponsored you? C-City is pretty nice, I can buy a couple tickets and go see it with you."


    That version wasn''t sent either.


    ''Forget it. Forget it...''


    "I guess so." Shan Haiming''s voice was blank, making it impossible to detect his emotions. "But I thought you wanted to know."


    "Wang Hua is the one driving so you should tell that to him," Shan Haiming replied lazily before turning to leave, but he suddenly stopped and added, "Oh right, send me the account number."


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    Shan Haiming and I were friends, right? So it was quite natural for me to not want him to pay me, right? Shan Haiming had never mentioned it for a good while now, so why would he suddenly bring it up? Is he... is he just someone who keeps his word? Even if it''s friends, it''s normal to want to settle accounts clearly, isn''t it?


    "I found a locksmith to come open it." Shan Haiming picked up the remote control, he seemed bored. "I already fed Xiaohei, by the way."


    Xiao Ning froze, stopping dead in his tracks while walking towards the kitchen. "Ask what?"


    N/A


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    People with an O blood type like following the rules and love getting to the bottom of things. So, while in bed, Xiao Ning tossed and turned while his chest felt all stuffy, unable to sleep a wink. It was the first time he found himself conflicted to such a terrible degree.


    Xiao Ning knitted his brows as he carefully tried to identify the source of that massive sense of loss he was feeling.


    "Oh, okay..." Xiao Ning couldn''t come up with anything to say.


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    Shan Haiming changed the channel. "Labour Day plans."


    Shan Haiming changed the channel. "Labour Day plans."


    A wave of dejection and self-loathing flooded him, and in an instant, he found everything was uninteresting. From that moment onwards, he did not again mutter a word. Like this, he sat on the sofa idling away until it was almost midnight. The basketball game was finished by then, and Shan Haiming put down the remote and took out his phone. "I''m not driving, come pick me up."


    Xiao Ning instantly froze.


    "Plans?" Xiao Ning''s scattered thoughts were brought back by this question.


    Xiao Ning still stood there, his eyes fixed on that now empty hallway. The sensation overwhelming him was not at all like having a bucket of cold water poured over him, but of having a lump of ice travelling over his tongue all the way down to his gut. It was a sensation that left even his heart feeling frozen cold.


    A wave of dejection and self-loathing flooded him, and in an instant, he found everything was uninteresting. From that moment onwards, he did not again mutter a word. Like this, he sat on the sofa idling away until it was almost midnight. The basketball game was finished by then, and Shan Haiming put down the remote and took out his phone. "I''m not driving, come pick me up."


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    Shan Haiming, not seeming to care, then asked, "Yes, what are they?"


    ''Forget it. Forget it...''


    Shan Haiming and I were friends, right? So it was quite natural for me to not want him to pay me, right? Shan Haiming had never mentioned it for a good while now, so why would he suddenly bring it up? Is he... is he just someone who keeps his word? Even if it''s friends, it''s normal to want to settle accounts clearly, isn''t it?


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth closed in disappointment. At times like these, he truly did detest that character of his his which could never be straightforward. Even with such a trivial matter he had to overcautiously think about everything into oblivion only to be indecisive in the end. So, forget about others, even he couldn''t stand the sight of himself.


    In the end, bitter gourd, spareribs, and some other ingredients were in the bag he carried back to his apartment.


    After letting out a brief "oh," Xiao Ning felt his stomach knot slightly, unable to resist the urge to turn and face Shan Haiming, and not knowing whether there was some underlying subtext in such a question. But, of course, there was more of a possibility that it was just something Shan Haiming was asking casually, and with the Labour Day holiday soon arriving, it was normal for everyone to have plans.


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    And it was a skill he had learned well.


    "Did you not go anywhere else today?" Xiao Ning teased Xiaohei while glancing around the living room. Well, there doesn''t seem to be anything broken, and it looks pretty clean. Maybe there wasn''t any intense clashing.


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    And it was a skill he had learned well.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze now fell on the floor boards, but fortunately, Xiaohei was still a feet, allowing his actions to not appear too strange. "Oh, okay. But you really don''t have to explain it to me."


    "I''m planning to go back to my home town for a visit," he replied.


    People with an O blood type like following the rules and love getting to the bottom of things. So, while in bed, Xiao Ning tossed and turned while his chest felt all stuffy, unable to sleep a wink. It was the first time he found himself conflicted to such a terrible degree.


    N/A


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    But Shan Haiming replied, "There''s no need for that, Wang Hua will be here any minute."


    "C-City, right?" Shan Haiming then added, "It''s a nice place."


    But Shan Haiming replied, "There''s no need for that, Wang Hua will be here any minute."


    "C-City, right?" Shan Haiming then added, "It''s a nice place."


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open as he almost agreed to Shan Haiming without thinking. But he was going back with Lu Yan. Even if hm going there with Lu Yan as just incidental, how could he bring along Shan Haiming?


    Bitter Gourd Soup


    In the end, bitter gourd, spareribs, and some other ingredients were in the bag he carried back to his apartment.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    "Plans?" Xiao Ning''s scattered thoughts were brought back by this question.


    "Yeah, it''s not bad." Xiao Ning nodded then realised, "How do you know?"


    Xiao Ning instantly froze.


    Shan Haiming head shook, whether it was a nod or nod was uncertain. "So you''re going back to visit the family that sponsored you? C-City is pretty nice, I can buy a couple tickets and go see it with you."


    "Plans?" Xiao Ning''s scattered thoughts were brought back by this question.


    Shan Haiming hadn''t done anything wrong, this matter was something he had agreed to earlier. He would pretend to be his boyfriend, and for that Shan Haiming would pay him. Yes, that was right. It was all to help him solve that problem from the beginning.


    He was lounging on the sofa, a hand petting Xiaohei on the head, and on the coffee table beside him, were drinks and food. He seemed to have made himself at home. Xiaohei tried to run away a few times but was held so firmly by him it could only nurse its grievances and stay on that detestable human''s body wearing a face completely covered in displeasure.


    After letting out a brief "oh," Xiao Ning felt his stomach knot slightly, unable to resist the urge to turn and face Shan Haiming, and not knowing whether there was some underlying subtext in such a question. But, of course, there was more of a possibility that it was just something Shan Haiming was asking casually, and with the Labour Day holiday soon arriving, it was normal for everyone to have plans.


    After letting out a brief "oh," Xiao Ning felt his stomach knot slightly, unable to resist the urge to turn and face Shan Haiming, and not knowing whether there was some underlying subtext in such a question. But, of course, there was more of a possibility that it was just something Shan Haiming was asking casually, and with the Labour Day holiday soon arriving, it was normal for everyone to have plans.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open as he almost agreed to Shan Haiming without thinking. But he was going back with Lu Yan. Even if hm going there with Lu Yan as just incidental, how could he bring along Shan Haiming?


    Xiao Ning obviously didn''t ask this out loud. Living with Lu Yan and having spent his early years living in other people''s homes had taught him from an early age what should and shouldn''t said, it was the most basic skill in how to not make oneself a nuisance.


    After work, Xiao Ning found himself inexplicably resistant to the idea of heading home immediately after work, so he went straight to the supermarket. While looking up ingredients online, he picked them up to buy them. He was planning on making a pot of lotus leaf and winter melon duck soup, but once he saw the bitter gourd, all of sudden, he changed his mind.


    "Oh." Shan Haiming watched him walk a bit closer then walk a bit further away. "You''re not going to ask?"


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    In the dark, the light of the phone screen was especially glaring, yet he stared at that screen for a long time before finally sending the message: There''s no need to pay, it''s not necessary.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    He was lounging on the sofa, a hand petting Xiaohei on the head, and on the coffee table beside him, were drinks and food. He seemed to have made himself at home. Xiaohei tried to run away a few times but was held so firmly by him it could only nurse its grievances and stay on that detestable human''s body wearing a face completely covered in displeasure.


    Bitter Gourd Soup


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    Shan Haiming, not seeming to care, then asked, "Yes, what are they?"


    Shan Haiming and I were friends, right? So it was quite natural for me to not want him to pay me, right? Shan Haiming had never mentioned it for a good while now, so why would he suddenly bring it up? Is he... is he just someone who keeps his word? Even if it''s friends, it''s normal to want to settle accounts clearly, isn''t it?


    People with an O blood type like following the rules and love getting to the bottom of things. So, while in bed, Xiao Ning tossed and turned while his chest felt all stuffy, unable to sleep a wink. It was the first time he found himself conflicted to such a terrible degree.


    "It was nothing, really. She just refuses to believe anything." Shan Haiming gave a shrug. "Zixin grew up being spoiled a lot, so when she gets an idea in her head she''s always been incredibly stubborn."


    Xiao Ning''s mouth closed in disappointment. At times like these, he truly did detest that character of his his which could never be straightforward. Even with such a trivial matter he had to overcautiously think about everything into oblivion only to be indecisive in the end. So, forget about others, even he couldn''t stand the sight of himself.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth closed in disappointment. At times like these, he truly did detest that character of his his which could never be straightforward. Even with such a trivial matter he had to overcautiously think about everything into oblivion only to be indecisive in the end. So, forget about others, even he couldn''t stand the sight of himself.


    ''Forget it. Forget it...''


    "I''m planning to go back to my home town for a visit," he replied.


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    A wave of dejection and self-loathing flooded him, and in an instant, he found everything was uninteresting. From that moment onwards, he did not again mutter a word. Like this, he sat on the sofa idling away until it was almost midnight. The basketball game was finished by then, and Shan Haiming put down the remote and took out his phone. "I''m not driving, come pick me up."


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open as he almost agreed to Shan Haiming without thinking. But he was going back with Lu Yan. Even if hm going there with Lu Yan as just incidental, how could he bring along Shan Haiming?


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    Xiao Ning obviously didn''t ask this out loud. Living with Lu Yan and having spent his early years living in other people''s homes had taught him from an early age what should and shouldn''t said, it was the most basic skill in how to not make oneself a nuisance.


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    "Oh." Shan Haiming watched him walk a bit closer then walk a bit further away. "You''re not going to ask?"


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    "Because it looks like you''re having a hard time holding yourself back." Shan Haiming pointed to Xiaohei. "Looks like a pet really does take after their master, hm?"


    "You''re going out now?" Xiao Ning finally found found something to do. "You still have to go entertaining clients this late?"


    Xiao Ning couldn''t sleep. Sitting up, he began typing a message: Just forget about the money, okay? There''s no need.


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    But Shan Haiming replied, "There''s no need for that, Wang Hua will be here any minute."


    Shan Haiming propped himself up. "So... did you run into Zixin?"


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    Shan Haiming leaned back on the sofa, lowering his head in a nod he gave an impatient hum and said nothing more.


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    Shan Haiming and I were friends, right? So it was quite natural for me to not want him to pay me, right? Shan Haiming had never mentioned it for a good while now, so why would he suddenly bring it up? Is he... is he just someone who keeps his word? Even if it''s friends, it''s normal to want to settle accounts clearly, isn''t it?


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    Xiao Ning immediate got up. "You should have some soup. No matter what you you do this late, you should eat something first so you won''t feel uncomfortable."


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    "Wang Hua is the one driving so you should tell that to him," Shan Haiming replied lazily before turning to leave, but he suddenly stopped and added, "Oh right, send me the account number."


    Xiao Ning still stood there, his eyes fixed on that now empty hallway. The sensation overwhelming him was not at all like having a bucket of cold water poured over him, but of having a lump of ice travelling over his tongue all the way down to his gut. It was a sensation that left even his heart feeling frozen cold.


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    Xiao Ning obviously didn''t ask this out loud. Living with Lu Yan and having spent his early years living in other people''s homes had taught him from an early age what should and shouldn''t said, it was the most basic skill in how to not make oneself a nuisance.


    After work, Xiao Ning found himself inexplicably resistant to the idea of heading home immediately after work, so he went straight to the supermarket. While looking up ingredients online, he picked them up to buy them. He was planning on making a pot of lotus leaf and winter melon duck soup, but once he saw the bitter gourd, all of sudden, he changed his mind.


    And it was a skill he had learned well.


    But Shan Haiming replied, "There''s no need for that, Wang Hua will be here any minute."


    Shan Haiming propped himself up. "So... did you run into Zixin?"


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    "Yeah, it''s not bad." Xiao Ning nodded then realised, "How do you know?"


    Xiao Ning instantly froze.


    That version wasn''t sent either.


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning stood in place for moment, but he then insisted, "No, you should have some."


    A wave of dejection and self-loathing flooded him, and in an instant, he found everything was uninteresting. From that moment onwards, he did not again mutter a word. Like this, he sat on the sofa idling away until it was almost midnight. The basketball game was finished by then, and Shan Haiming put down the remote and took out his phone. "I''m not driving, come pick me up."


    Shan Haiming head shook, whether it was a nod or nod was uncertain. "So you''re going back to visit the family that sponsored you? C-City is pretty nice, I can buy a couple tickets and go see it with you."


    Shan Haiming changed the channel. "Labour Day plans."


    Shan Haiming and I were friends, right? So it was quite natural for me to not want him to pay me, right? Shan Haiming had never mentioned it for a good while now, so why would he suddenly bring it up? Is he... is he just someone who keeps his word? Even if it''s friends, it''s normal to want to settle accounts clearly, isn''t it?


    Xiao Ning still stood there, his eyes fixed on that now empty hallway. The sensation overwhelming him was not at all like having a bucket of cold water poured over him, but of having a lump of ice travelling over his tongue all the way down to his gut. It was a sensation that left even his heart feeling frozen cold.


    After saying this, he did not wait for Shan Haiming to refuse and went straight to the kitchen to open the electric cooker. The soup had been cooking for ninety percent of its total time, so the scent of the bitter gourd melded with the flavour of the spareribs was delectably rich, enough to fill someone with satisfaction and reinvigorate their soul. Taking a bowl, he scooped out a serving then placed it before Shan Haiming.


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming let out a sigh, but nevertheless, picked up the bowl and drank the soup. Regardless of what he said, before heading out in the middle of the night, drinking some just made soup to completion was still extremely beneficial. After Shan Haiming was done, his complexion really did improve by a lot.


    And it was a skill he had learned well.


    ''Forget it. Forget it...''


    When he took back the bowl, Wang Hua had arrived and was downstairs waiting for Shan Haiming, so Xiao Ning then walked him to the door. "Be careful on the road."


    Seeing this, Xiao Ning''s mood had also improved considerably, and that earlier depressed feeling had left him for the most part.


    Xiao Ning''s gaze now fell on the floor boards, but fortunately, Xiaohei was still a feet, allowing his actions to not appear too strange. "Oh, okay. But you really don''t have to explain it to me."


    Xiao Ning immediately offered an explanation while keeping his words neutral. "Ye Zixin was waiting for you at your door and I thought it would be terrible to just let a young woman stay squatting in front of the door."


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    When he took back the bowl, Wang Hua had arrived and was downstairs waiting for Shan Haiming, so Xiao Ning then walked him to the door. "Be careful on the road."


    Xiao Ning instantly froze.


    When he took back the bowl, Wang Hua had arrived and was downstairs waiting for Shan Haiming, so Xiao Ning then walked him to the door. "Be careful on the road."


    Bitter Gourd Soup


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    Shan Haiming propped himself up. "So... did you run into Zixin?"


    He was lounging on the sofa, a hand petting Xiaohei on the head, and on the coffee table beside him, were drinks and food. He seemed to have made himself at home. Xiaohei tried to run away a few times but was held so firmly by him it could only nurse its grievances and stay on that detestable human''s body wearing a face completely covered in displeasure.


    His mind was flooded with him saying he''d take was the reason, but there was no way. Hs reaction to this matter was seriously not right, and it was far too big. Not knowing the reason for the matter was always linked to there being unclear and unknown feelings at play. Are there any had to explain feeling between me and Shan Haiming?


    "I''m planning to go back to my home town for a visit," he replied.


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    "Wang Hua is the one driving so you should tell that to him," Shan Haiming replied lazily before turning to leave, but he suddenly stopped and added, "Oh right, send me the account number."


    In the end, bitter gourd, spareribs, and some other ingredients were in the bag he carried back to his apartment.


    This sudden change in topic was too abrupt, causing a blank expression to form on Xiao Ning''s face and him having no idea what to say.


    N/A


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    Xiao Ning immediately offered an explanation while keeping his words neutral. "Ye Zixin was waiting for you at your door and I thought it would be terrible to just let a young woman stay squatting in front of the door."


    Shan Haiming, not seeming to care, then asked, "Yes, what are they?"


    N/A


    Xiao Ning instantly froze.


    "I guess so." Shan Haiming''s voice was blank, making it impossible to detect his emotions. "But I thought you wanted to know."


    "You''re back?" Shan Haiming moved his long legs and relaxed his arms, giving Xiaohei just the chance it needed to launch a hurried escape to its master. "How can your cat seem so much like a dog?"


    His mind was flooded with him saying he''d take was the reason, but there was no way. Hs reaction to this matter was seriously not right, and it was far too big. Not knowing the reason for the matter was always linked to there being unclear and unknown feelings at play. Are there any had to explain feeling between me and Shan Haiming?


    "Don''t forget to send it to me." With that, Shan Haiming was gone.


    After work, Xiao Ning found himself inexplicably resistant to the idea of heading home immediately after work, so he went straight to the supermarket. While looking up ingredients online, he picked them up to buy them. He was planning on making a pot of lotus leaf and winter melon duck soup, but once he saw the bitter gourd, all of sudden, he changed his mind.


    "I''m planning to go back to my home town for a visit," he replied.


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    Bitter Gourd Soup


    "C-City, right?" Shan Haiming then added, "It''s a nice place."


    Xiao Ning still stood there, his eyes fixed on that now empty hallway. The sensation overwhelming him was not at all like having a bucket of cold water poured over him, but of having a lump of ice travelling over his tongue all the way down to his gut. It was a sensation that left even his heart feeling frozen cold.


    After saying this, he did not wait for Shan Haiming to refuse and went straight to the kitchen to open the electric cooker. The soup had been cooking for ninety percent of its total time, so the scent of the bitter gourd melded with the flavour of the spareribs was delectably rich, enough to fill someone with satisfaction and reinvigorate their soul. Taking a bowl, he scooped out a serving then placed it before Shan Haiming.


    Xiao Ning obviously didn''t ask this out loud. Living with Lu Yan and having spent his early years living in other people''s homes had taught him from an early age what should and shouldn''t said, it was the most basic skill in how to not make oneself a nuisance.


    In the end, bitter gourd, spareribs, and some other ingredients were in the bag he carried back to his apartment.


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    "Wang Hua is the one driving so you should tell that to him," Shan Haiming replied lazily before turning to leave, but he suddenly stopped and added, "Oh right, send me the account number."


    For some unknown reason, Shan Haiming let out a sigh, but nevertheless, picked up the bowl and drank the soup. Regardless of what he said, before heading out in the middle of the night, drinking some just made soup to completion was still extremely beneficial. After Shan Haiming was done, his complexion really did improve by a lot.


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    Shan Haiming leaned back on the sofa, lowering his head in a nod he gave an impatient hum and said nothing more.


    "It was nothing, really. She just refuses to believe anything." Shan Haiming gave a shrug. "Zixin grew up being spoiled a lot, so when she gets an idea in her head she''s always been incredibly stubborn."


    "C-City, right?" Shan Haiming then added, "It''s a nice place."


    Shan Haiming, not seeming to care, then asked, "Yes, what are they?"


    ''Forget it. Forget it...''


    But Xiao Ning couldn''t understand why he currently felt as though he was wronged.


    Surprisingly, Shan Haiming was still there in his apartment when he returned, still there and alone.


    Shan Haiming hadn''t done anything wrong, this matter was something he had agreed to earlier. He would pretend to be his boyfriend, and for that Shan Haiming would pay him. Yes, that was right. It was all to help him solve that problem from the beginning.


    Xiao Ning lifted his head and smiled at him, not saying anything further as he entered the kitchen, spending a good bit of time in there before he came back out. While sitting in the living room, neither of the two spoke a word. Xiao Ning leaned back on the sofa uncomfortably before he went on to ask, "Have you fixed the locked door situation?"


    Xiao Ning knitted his brows as he carefully tried to identify the source of that massive sense of loss he was feeling.


    Xiao Ning immediate got up. "You should have some soup. No matter what you you do this late, you should eat something first so you won''t feel uncomfortable."


    Xiao Ning obviously didn''t ask this out loud. Living with Lu Yan and having spent his early years living in other people''s homes had taught him from an early age what should and shouldn''t said, it was the most basic skill in how to not make oneself a nuisance.


    Xiao Ning''s mouth fell open as he almost agreed to Shan Haiming without thinking. But he was going back with Lu Yan. Even if hm going there with Lu Yan as just incidental, how could he bring along Shan Haiming?


    "You''re going out now?" Xiao Ning finally found found something to do. "You still have to go entertaining clients this late?"


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    Shan Haiming and I were friends, right? So it was quite natural for me to not want him to pay me, right? Shan Haiming had never mentioned it for a good while now, so why would he suddenly bring it up? Is he... is he just someone who keeps his word? Even if it''s friends, it''s normal to want to settle accounts clearly, isn''t it?


    Hearing this, Xiao Ning stood in place for moment, but he then insisted, "No, you should have some."


    Xiao Ning looked at looked at his pet, baffled, then returned his gaze to Shan Haiming, obviously oblivious to what the other meant.


    Shan Haiming hadn''t done anything wrong, this matter was something he had agreed to earlier. He would pretend to be his boyfriend, and for that Shan Haiming would pay him. Yes, that was right. It was all to help him solve that problem from the beginning.


    His mind was flooded with him saying he''d take was the reason, but there was no way. Hs reaction to this matter was seriously not right, and it was far too big. Not knowing the reason for the matter was always linked to there being unclear and unknown feelings at play. Are there any had to explain feeling between me and Shan Haiming?


    When he took back the bowl, Wang Hua had arrived and was downstairs waiting for Shan Haiming, so Xiao Ning then walked him to the door. "Be careful on the road."


    Xiao Ning felt a his body erupt in a cold sweat. He had just jumped out of Lu Yan''s pit, so how could he go jumping into another one so quickly? Could it be that having spent all those years around Lu Yan had made that guy''s habits rub off on him? Did he now have the ability to fall for a person one after another on sight? Or is he only going to like the other, and so long as he can occasional fantasise about them, will live a contently peaceful life?


    "It was nothing, really. She just refuses to believe anything." Shan Haiming gave a shrug. "Zixin grew up being spoiled a lot, so when she gets an idea in her head she''s always been incredibly stubborn."


    People with an O blood type like following the rules and love getting to the bottom of things. So, while in bed, Xiao Ning tossed and turned while his chest felt all stuffy, unable to sleep a wink. It was the first time he found himself conflicted to such a terrible degree.


    But even when facing Lu Yan, or when he was slapped by Xia Li, Xiao Ning never felt as though he was wronged in the end, because feeling wronged required not getting the treatment you deserved. Xiao Ning never held hopes of himself being treated above average, he weighed and calculated his place in others'' heart and deduced the level of treatment from the onset. Like this, the actions of others will never go over what he had budgeted, so how could he ever feel aggrieved?


    "Yeah, it''s not bad." Xiao Ning nodded then realised, "How do you know?"


    Seeing him take so long to reply, Shan Haiming then added simply, "Never mind. Forget it."


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    Did Ye Zixin leave?


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    His mind was flooded with him saying he''d take was the reason, but there was no way. Hs reaction to this matter was seriously not right, and it was far too big. Not knowing the reason for the matter was always linked to there being unclear and unknown feelings at play. Are there any had to explain feeling between me and Shan Haiming?


    People with an O blood type like following the rules and love getting to the bottom of things. So, while in bed, Xiao Ning tossed and turned while his chest felt all stuffy, unable to sleep a wink. It was the first time he found himself conflicted to such a terrible degree.


    "I guess so." Shan Haiming''s voice was blank, making it impossible to detect his emotions. "But I thought you wanted to know."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t sleep. Sitting up, he began typing a message: Just forget about the money, okay? There''s no need.


    "I found a locksmith to come open it." Shan Haiming picked up the remote control, he seemed bored. "I already fed Xiaohei, by the way."


    But after reading it over, it was changed to: We''re all friends here, so there''s really no need to pay.


    That version wasn''t sent either.


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    "I''m planning to go back to my home town for a visit," he replied.


    There was a very simple explanation for this, however, his inner conflict was imply caused by a struggle of what he wanted to do versus what he didn''t dare do. And when it came to things he wanted to do, in the past, the frequency of such things was not often at all.


    Did Ye Zixin leave?


    "Did you forget?" Shan Haiming used his finger to tap Xiao Ning''s forehead. "Your salary is paid by the hour so I should pay the bill."


    "Are you making soup?" Shan Haiming rested his chin on his hand. "Bitter gourd?"


    That version wasn''t sent either.


    "It''s to relieve internal heat," Xiao Ning answered simply.


    In the dark, the light of the phone screen was especially glaring, yet he stared at that screen for a long time before finally sending the message: There''s no need to pay, it''s not necessary.


    "C-City, right?" Shan Haiming then added, "It''s a nice place."


    Xiao Ning instantly froze.


    Shan Haiming head shook, whether it was a nod or nod was uncertain. "So you''re going back to visit the family that sponsored you? C-City is pretty nice, I can buy a couple tickets and go see it with you."


    Xiao Ning couldn''t sleep. Sitting up, he began typing a message: Just forget about the money, okay? There''s no need.


    And it was a skill he had learned well.

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    He had no idea what time it was when he had finally fallen asleep, but all in all, Xiao Ning did not sleep well that night, and the next morning when he was awakened by his alarm his head felt weighted and foggy.


    Lu Yan: I bought the tickets for our flight. They''re for 8:25 p.m. on the 30th, so pack your bags before work and take them with you. I''ll pick you up when you''re off work and we''ll head straight to the airport.


    When he picked up his phone to turn off the alarm, he saw two messages on the screen in passing. Opening them, one was message was advertising if he wanted ¡õ¡õ, while the other was a credit card offer.


    This remark of his left Xiao Ning utterly speechless, he had no idea what on earth was going on in that kid''s head. He took a good look at the Xia Li before him, he couldn''t help but remember the young boy whose face was beaming with joy upon their first meeting, but those once joyous eyes were now saturated with nothing but fear and sadness.


    They were both just ads.


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    When he got to his office and stared at the cactus, he remembered that he still hadn''t asked Shan Haiming about the apartment matter. But Wang Hua must''ve mentioned it to him, right?


    Xia Li: "Xiao Ning... I really hate you."


    It wasn''t until the afternoon that Shan Haiming had sent a simple message in reply: Wait for me after work.


    Xiao Ning again thought of there only being two tickets left, and that if there was none when he refreshed the page, he would just forget about this matter.


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    Shan Haiming''s expression was calm, as he then instructed Xiao Ning, "Toss his luggage in the trunk."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    But as he clicked and went through all the steps to buy the ticket slowly, a congratulatory message window of his successful purchase appeared, and his ticket information was already sent to his phone which he requested to check.


    After deliberating for a moment, he typed up and sent a message reading: If you''re you have the time, would you like to have a meal with me? I heard from Wang Hua that you''re the one who rented the apartment I''m living in to me, and that really helped me out a lot, so please give me a chance to formally thank you.


    Xiao Ning wanted to refund the ticket immediately. What did I even buy it for? It''s pointless...


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    They were both just ads.


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    It wasn''t until the afternoon that Shan Haiming had sent a simple message in reply: Wait for me after work.


    He then thought to himself, that if Wang Hua didn''t know it, or if he didn''t tell him, he was planning on just forgetting all this.


    Muttering a sentence that even he himself couldn''t understand, Xia Ning sent Wang Hua a message: Do you know Shan Haiming''s ID number, by chance?


    "It''s not like that, Xia Li." Xiao Ning sighed. "You''re still young, and in the future, you''ll experience a lot more things and meet a lot more people, so there''s no need to be so extreme."


    When he was done reading it, he didn''t put his phone away, however, because another message had come in.


    He then thought to himself, that if Wang Hua didn''t know it, or if he didn''t tell him, he was planning on just forgetting all this.


    Lu Yan: I bought the tickets for our flight. They''re for 8:25 p.m. on the 30th, so pack your bags before work and take them with you. I''ll pick you up when you''re off work and we''ll head straight to the airport.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    When he was done reading it, he didn''t put his phone away, however, because another message had come in.


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    Lu Yan: I bought the tickets for our flight. They''re for 8:25 p.m. on the 30th, so pack your bags before work and take them with you. I''ll pick you up when you''re off work and we''ll head straight to the airport.


    Xia Li jumped back on his feet, his gaze moving to and from Shan Haiming and Xiao Ning, his expression erratic, with him then suddenly blabbing, "Are you his boyfriend?"


    Xia Li''s tone, just like before, did not sound good. It was flat and monotonous, like a brick wall. "You off work?"


    Xia Li''s tone, just like before, did not sound good. It was flat and monotonous, like a brick wall. "You off work?"


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    Wearing a plain white T-shirt and pulling along a suitcase in the crowd, Xia Li''s form stood out prominently as he made his way towards Xiao Ning. Once Xia Li stood before him, aggression filled the gaze that guy used to eye him up and down. Xiao Ning had a good temper, and he was accustomed to being considerate towards others. But even he couldn''t help but find the person showing him obvious hostility time and time again loathsome, and truly could not afford to be kind. "What is it? Why did you come here to see me?"


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    With him saying that he had bought their tickets together, Xiao Ning had no choice but to send a message thanking him in return, and then quietly buying them both tickets to return.


    When Shan Haiming slammed the door shut, luckily, Xia Li had leaned backwards to avoid it, otherwise, he would''ve collected a door to the face.


    What on earth is wrong with this kid''s head? Did he watch too many dramas or something? Xiao Ning did his best, helping as much as humanly possible, and he had no more patience left, so he turned to leave. Sadly, to the contrary, Xia Li had no interest in letting things go, and he got the idea in his head Xiao Ning had a guilty conscience, so he strode forward to pull Xiao Ning back by the arm.


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    "Are you happy now?" Xia Li''s expression was thirty percent him feeling wronged and the remaining percentage was just obstinacy. He still carried a sense of superiority as he looked sigh helplessly and say, "I think that no matter what I say to you right now, you won''t want to hear it, so what time is you flight? This place isn''t far from the airport but it would still be best for you to get there early."


    For a moment, Xiao Ning found himself in a daze. Again, he opened up the ticket website and saw there were only three tickets from A-City to C-City for the 8:25 p.m. flight left.


    But even though he took some measures to protect himself, Shan Haiming was still able to drag him up by the arm with ease and bend that arm around his back before saying to Xiao Ning, "Help him bring his luggage."


    "Yes, sir." Wang Hua got the signal and without delay had driven the little crybaby away.


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    His hand trembled, moving to close the page that again opened two minutes later, unable to help himself. But now the number of tickets had fallen to two.


    His phone then vibrated, the message had arrived.


    Xiao Ning wore a fitting amount of shock. "You''re going home?"


    Shan Haiming didn''t turn his head from Xiao Ning''s direction when Xia Li asked this question, but he did shift his gaze to glare at Xia Li from the corner of his eye, while his brows lifting in anger as he asked in reply, "What of it?"


    With him saying that he had bought their tickets together, Xiao Ning had no choice but to send a message thanking him in return, and then quietly buying them both tickets to return.


    But, also not knowing whether he just had that much faith in Xiao Ning''s character or some other reason, Wang Hua had sent Xiao Ning Shan Haiming''s identification number without asking for an explanation.


    Xiao Ning was left speechless. He couldn''t decide if he should give his thanks for all that. The sound of Shan Haiming''s fingers snapping in front of his face got his focus to return, as the man before him then asked, "Where are we going to eat?"


    Xiao Ning wore a fitting amount of shock. "You''re going home?"


    Muttering a sentence that even he himself couldn''t understand, Xia Ning sent Wang Hua a message: Do you know Shan Haiming''s ID number, by chance?


    I don''t think your hit was enough for that...


    But before Xiao Ning could move, Wang Hua came over to take the suitcase there for him. Then, as if there was nothing strange to see, he dutifully got back into the car and started the engine. Xia Li, who was then pushed into the passenger seat by Shan Haiming, covered his face with trembling hands as he whined, "I want to call the police."


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    He then thought to himself, that if Wang Hua didn''t know it, or if he didn''t tell him, he was planning on just forgetting all this.


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    He then thought to himself, that if Wang Hua didn''t know it, or if he didn''t tell him, he was planning on just forgetting all this.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was calm, as he then instructed Xiao Ning, "Toss his luggage in the trunk."


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    Xiao Ning wore a fitting amount of shock. "You''re going home?"


    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    But, also not knowing whether he just had that much faith in Xiao Ning''s character or some other reason, Wang Hua had sent Xiao Ning Shan Haiming''s identification number without asking for an explanation.


    His hand trembled, moving to close the page that again opened two minutes later, unable to help himself. But now the number of tickets had fallen to two.


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    "Are you happy now?" Xia Li''s expression was thirty percent him feeling wronged and the remaining percentage was just obstinacy. He still carried a sense of superiority as he looked sigh helplessly and say, "I think that no matter what I say to you right now, you won''t want to hear it, so what time is you flight? This place isn''t far from the airport but it would still be best for you to get there early."


    "Don''t you get tired of acting like this?" Xia Li sneered. "You pretend so well that even Lu Yan has completely fallen for all your tricks."


    With him saying that he had bought their tickets together, Xiao Ning had no choice but to send a message thanking him in return, and then quietly buying them both tickets to return.


    Xiao Ning again thought of there only being two tickets left, and that if there was none when he refreshed the page, he would just forget about this matter.


    "Get in the car and take this guy to the airport." ShanHaiming opened the back door of the car, and stuffed Xia Li inside. But Xia Li was unwilling to go inside and furiously tried to get out, so by Shan Haiming he was grabbed by the collar, and in front of everyone, was struck with a swift slap.


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    "Hm, I see you. You''re at the entrance at your company, right?" Xia Li''s words have Xiao Ning a start, making him turn to look around at once.


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    But as he clicked and went through all the steps to buy the ticket slowly, a congratulatory message window of his successful purchase appeared, and his ticket information was already sent to his phone which he requested to check.


    Shan Haiming didn''t turn his head from Xiao Ning''s direction when Xia Li asked this question, but he did shift his gaze to glare at Xia Li from the corner of his eye, while his brows lifting in anger as he asked in reply, "What of it?"


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    Xia Li jumped back on his feet, his gaze moving to and from Shan Haiming and Xiao Ning, his expression erratic, with him then suddenly blabbing, "Are you his boyfriend?"


    Only Xiao Ning could understand what Shan Haiming''s words had meant, and that made a wave of embarrassment suddenly overtake him. Again, he was reminded of Shan Haiming having seen him at his lowest point, and was picked up by him like a stray dog, who was then taken home and fed some milk. He was now far too embarrassed to look Shan Haiming in the eye.


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    When he was done reading it, he didn''t put his phone away, however, because another message had come in.


    His phone then vibrated, the message had arrived.


    "Hi? Hello, Xia Li." Xiao Ning honestly did not like Xia Li, so there couldn''t be any sincere enthusiasm in his words, but he still kept things polite.


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    But as he clicked and went through all the steps to buy the ticket slowly, a congratulatory message window of his successful purchase appeared, and his ticket information was already sent to his phone which he requested to check.


    Xia Li stared him down for half a minute before lifting his lips in a condescending smile. "I''m leaving."


    Xiao Ning was exhausted. "I''ll help you get a taxi."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Only Xiao Ning could understand what Shan Haiming''s words had meant, and that made a wave of embarrassment suddenly overtake him. Again, he was reminded of Shan Haiming having seen him at his lowest point, and was picked up by him like a stray dog, who was then taken home and fed some milk. He was now far too embarrassed to look Shan Haiming in the eye.


    Within the crowd of people coming and going, this act of dragging back had naturally caught everyone''s gaze. Being pestered so obstinately and in such a brash and absurd manner would make a even a clay statue be thirty percent mad, and for the first time Xiao Ning''s face darkened. "Let go."


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    It reminded him of the time when he was at college and had used the money it took him a very long time to save up to buy the same model of phone as Lu Yan. He was nervous, he was also excited, but there was also a slight feeling of regret in his heart.


    "Yes, sir." Wang Hua got the signal and without delay had driven the little crybaby away.


    "Get in the car and take this guy to the airport." ShanHaiming opened the back door of the car, and stuffed Xia Li inside. But Xia Li was unwilling to go inside and furiously tried to get out, so by Shan Haiming he was grabbed by the collar, and in front of everyone, was struck with a swift slap.


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    Shan Haiming didn''t turn his head from Xiao Ning''s direction when Xia Li asked this question, but he did shift his gaze to glare at Xia Li from the corner of his eye, while his brows lifting in anger as he asked in reply, "What of it?"


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    A Slap


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    Xiao Ning wanted to refund the ticket immediately. What did I even buy it for? It''s pointless...


    With him saying that he had bought their tickets together, Xiao Ning had no choice but to send a message thanking him in return, and then quietly buying them both tickets to return.


    "What are doing?" Xia Li asked wearily.


    "Hi? Hello, Xia Li." Xiao Ning honestly did not like Xia Li, so there couldn''t be any sincere enthusiasm in his words, but he still kept things polite.


    "Don''t you get tired of acting like this?" Xia Li sneered. "You pretend so well that even Lu Yan has completely fallen for all your tricks."


    "Hm, I see you. You''re at the entrance at your company, right?" Xia Li''s words have Xiao Ning a start, making him turn to look around at once.


    Shan Haiming didn''t turn his head from Xiao Ning''s direction when Xia Li asked this question, but he did shift his gaze to glare at Xia Li from the corner of his eye, while his brows lifting in anger as he asked in reply, "What of it?"


    When he was done reading it, he didn''t put his phone away, however, because another message had come in.


    That ticket made Xiao Ning feel awkward for the rest of that day. After work, he didn''t stay back at the office and instead went straight down to wait for Shan Haiming.


    For a moment, Xiao Ning found himself in a daze. Again, he opened up the ticket website and saw there were only three tickets from A-City to C-City for the 8:25 p.m. flight left.


    His hand trembled, moving to close the page that again opened two minutes later, unable to help himself. But now the number of tickets had fallen to two.


    But even though he took some measures to protect himself, Shan Haiming was still able to drag him up by the arm with ease and bend that arm around his back before saying to Xiao Ning, "Help him bring his luggage."


    His phone then vibrated, the message had arrived.


    They were both just ads.


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    Xiao Ning''s arm was marked red with a scratch formed when Xia Li instinctively tried to latch onto him as he fell. Then turning around, he saw Shan Haiming, who had his gaze trained on Xia Li while his brows twisted into a frown. Afterwards, Shan Haiming turned to Xiao Ning and asked brusquely, "Who''s this?"


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    Xia Li stared him down for half a minute before lifting his lips in a condescending smile. "I''m leaving."


    "What of it?" Xia Li emotionally pointed a finger at Xiao Ning and accused, "Do you even know what type of person he is? Even if he''s dating you, he''ll still shack up with another man and play dirty tricks to steal other people''s boyfriends!"


    In his entire existence on this earth, Xiao Ning never wanted to find a hole to crawl into any more than he did in that moment. With his head lowered, he dragged Xia Li''s case along as he followed behind Shan Haiming. From a few metres away, Wang Hua got out from the car. He looked at Shan Haiming restraining the ranting and raving young man he was bringing over with confusion. "Director Shan?"


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry, it had been a long time since he was last in contact with Xia Li, and having being called like this made it impossible to give his best regards. A while ago I ran into Ye Zixin, and it seems today is Xia Li''s turn. At this rate, he was planning to change his WeChat signature to "the professional scapegoat."


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    Xiao Ning was left speechless. He couldn''t decide if he should give his thanks for all that. The sound of Shan Haiming''s fingers snapping in front of his face got his focus to return, as the man before him then asked, "Where are we going to eat?"


    His reddened eyes burst into tears, completely filled with accusation but he kept his words at bay, completely giving the impression he had suffered some great injustice. Looking at him directly gave Xiao Ning goosebumps all over. In the beginning, he got the feeling that Xia Li was a bit girlish, but he never expected for him to be so to such a degree.


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    After deliberating for a moment, he typed up and sent a message reading: If you''re you have the time, would you like to have a meal with me? I heard from Wang Hua that you''re the one who rented the apartment I''m living in to me, and that really helped me out a lot, so please give me a chance to formally thank you.


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    "Hi? Hello, Xia Li." Xiao Ning honestly did not like Xia Li, so there couldn''t be any sincere enthusiasm in his words, but he still kept things polite.


    It was just a break-up with a man, it was nothing more than that.


    Xia Li''s tone, just like before, did not sound good. It was flat and monotonous, like a brick wall. "You off work?"


    "What of it?" Xia Li emotionally pointed a finger at Xiao Ning and accused, "Do you even know what type of person he is? Even if he''s dating you, he''ll still shack up with another man and play dirty tricks to steal other people''s boyfriends!"


    What on earth is wrong with this kid''s head? Did he watch too many dramas or something? Xiao Ning did his best, helping as much as humanly possible, and he had no more patience left, so he turned to leave. Sadly, to the contrary, Xia Li had no interest in letting things go, and he got the idea in his head Xiao Ning had a guilty conscience, so he strode forward to pull Xiao Ning back by the arm.


    After deliberating for a moment, he typed up and sent a message reading: If you''re you have the time, would you like to have a meal with me? I heard from Wang Hua that you''re the one who rented the apartment I''m living in to me, and that really helped me out a lot, so please give me a chance to formally thank you.


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    This remark of his left Xiao Ning utterly speechless, he had no idea what on earth was going on in that kid''s head. He took a good look at the Xia Li before him, he couldn''t help but remember the young boy whose face was beaming with joy upon their first meeting, but those once joyous eyes were now saturated with nothing but fear and sadness.


    What on earth is wrong with this kid''s head? Did he watch too many dramas or something? Xiao Ning did his best, helping as much as humanly possible, and he had no more patience left, so he turned to leave. Sadly, to the contrary, Xia Li had no interest in letting things go, and he got the idea in his head Xiao Ning had a guilty conscience, so he strode forward to pull Xiao Ning back by the arm.


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    "Hm, I see you. You''re at the entrance at your company, right?" Xia Li''s words have Xiao Ning a start, making him turn to look around at once.


    The current situation before him was so unimaginably awkward that Xiao Ning could only reluctantly give a quick summarization in response. Shan Haiming nodded upon hearing it, then said, "I get it now." After which, he strode over to Xia Li.


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    The current situation before him was so unimaginably awkward that Xiao Ning could only reluctantly give a quick summarization in response. Shan Haiming nodded upon hearing it, then said, "I get it now." After which, he strode over to Xia Li.


    Wearing a plain white T-shirt and pulling along a suitcase in the crowd, Xia Li''s form stood out prominently as he made his way towards Xiao Ning. Once Xia Li stood before him, aggression filled the gaze that guy used to eye him up and down. Xiao Ning had a good temper, and he was accustomed to being considerate towards others. But even he couldn''t help but find the person showing him obvious hostility time and time again loathsome, and truly could not afford to be kind. "What is it? Why did you come here to see me?"


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    His phone then vibrated, the message had arrived.


    Wearing a plain white T-shirt and pulling along a suitcase in the crowd, Xia Li''s form stood out prominently as he made his way towards Xiao Ning. Once Xia Li stood before him, aggression filled the gaze that guy used to eye him up and down. Xiao Ning had a good temper, and he was accustomed to being considerate towards others. But even he couldn''t help but find the person showing him obvious hostility time and time again loathsome, and truly could not afford to be kind. "What is it? Why did you come here to see me?"


    When he picked up his phone to turn off the alarm, he saw two messages on the screen in passing. Opening them, one was message was advertising if he wanted ¡õ¡õ, while the other was a credit card offer.


    Xia Li stared him down for half a minute before lifting his lips in a condescending smile. "I''m leaving."


    "What are doing?" Xia Li asked wearily.


    "Hi? Hello, Xia Li." Xiao Ning honestly did not like Xia Li, so there couldn''t be any sincere enthusiasm in his words, but he still kept things polite.


    "What of it?" Xia Li emotionally pointed a finger at Xiao Ning and accused, "Do you even know what type of person he is? Even if he''s dating you, he''ll still shack up with another man and play dirty tricks to steal other people''s boyfriends!"


    In his entire existence on this earth, Xiao Ning never wanted to find a hole to crawl into any more than he did in that moment. With his head lowered, he dragged Xia Li''s case along as he followed behind Shan Haiming. From a few metres away, Wang Hua got out from the car. He looked at Shan Haiming restraining the ranting and raving young man he was bringing over with confusion. "Director Shan?"


    When he picked up his phone to turn off the alarm, he saw two messages on the screen in passing. Opening them, one was message was advertising if he wanted ¡õ¡õ, while the other was a credit card offer.


    Lu Yan: I bought the tickets for our flight. They''re for 8:25 p.m. on the 30th, so pack your bags before work and take them with you. I''ll pick you up when you''re off work and we''ll head straight to the airport.


    Shan Haiming didn''t turn his head from Xiao Ning''s direction when Xia Li asked this question, but he did shift his gaze to glare at Xia Li from the corner of his eye, while his brows lifting in anger as he asked in reply, "What of it?"


    Xiao Ning wore a fitting amount of shock. "You''re going home?"


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    "Are you happy now?" Xia Li''s expression was thirty percent him feeling wronged and the remaining percentage was just obstinacy. He still carried a sense of superiority as he looked sigh helplessly and say, "I think that no matter what I say to you right now, you won''t want to hear it, so what time is you flight? This place isn''t far from the airport but it would still be best for you to get there early."


    "Oh..." Shan Haiming had a sudden realisation, and so asked Xiao Ning, "He the hitter?"


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    Xiao Ning wanted to refund the ticket immediately. What did I even buy it for? It''s pointless...


    "Don''t you get tired of acting like this?" Xia Li sneered. "You pretend so well that even Lu Yan has completely fallen for all your tricks."


    After deliberating for a moment, he typed up and sent a message reading: If you''re you have the time, would you like to have a meal with me? I heard from Wang Hua that you''re the one who rented the apartment I''m living in to me, and that really helped me out a lot, so please give me a chance to formally thank you.


    "Oh..." Shan Haiming had a sudden realisation, and so asked Xiao Ning, "He the hitter?"


    Xiao Ning was exhausted. "I''ll help you get a taxi."


    This remark of his left Xiao Ning utterly speechless, he had no idea what on earth was going on in that kid''s head. He took a good look at the Xia Li before him, he couldn''t help but remember the young boy whose face was beaming with joy upon their first meeting, but those once joyous eyes were now saturated with nothing but fear and sadness.


    Muttering a sentence that even he himself couldn''t understand, Xia Ning sent Wang Hua a message: Do you know Shan Haiming''s ID number, by chance?


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    But as he clicked and went through all the steps to buy the ticket slowly, a congratulatory message window of his successful purchase appeared, and his ticket information was already sent to his phone which he requested to check.


    A Slap


    The current situation before him was so unimaginably awkward that Xiao Ning could only reluctantly give a quick summarization in response. Shan Haiming nodded upon hearing it, then said, "I get it now." After which, he strode over to Xia Li.


    It was just a break-up with a man, it was nothing more than that.


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    His hand trembled, moving to close the page that again opened two minutes later, unable to help himself. But now the number of tickets had fallen to two.


    The current situation before him was so unimaginably awkward that Xiao Ning could only reluctantly give a quick summarization in response. Shan Haiming nodded upon hearing it, then said, "I get it now." After which, he strode over to Xia Li.


    Within the crowd of people coming and going, this act of dragging back had naturally caught everyone''s gaze. Being pestered so obstinately and in such a brash and absurd manner would make a even a clay statue be thirty percent mad, and for the first time Xiao Ning''s face darkened. "Let go."


    "It''s not like that, Xia Li." Xiao Ning sighed. "You''re still young, and in the future, you''ll experience a lot more things and meet a lot more people, so there''s no need to be so extreme."


    Xiao Ning wore a fitting amount of shock. "You''re going home?"


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    N/A


    When he picked up his phone to turn off the alarm, he saw two messages on the screen in passing. Opening them, one was message was advertising if he wanted ¡õ¡õ, while the other was a credit card offer.


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    "Hm, I see you. You''re at the entrance at your company, right?" Xia Li''s words have Xiao Ning a start, making him turn to look around at once.


    Xiao Ning was exhausted. "I''ll help you get a taxi."


    It wasn''t until the afternoon that Shan Haiming had sent a simple message in reply: Wait for me after work.


    "Oh..." Shan Haiming had a sudden realisation, and so asked Xiao Ning, "He the hitter?"


    When he got to his office and stared at the cactus, he remembered that he still hadn''t asked Shan Haiming about the apartment matter. But Wang Hua must''ve mentioned it to him, right?


    Xia Li: "Xiao Ning... I really hate you."


    Xiao Ning was exhausted. "I''ll help you get a taxi."


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    It reminded him of the time when he was at college and had used the money it took him a very long time to save up to buy the same model of phone as Lu Yan. He was nervous, he was also excited, but there was also a slight feeling of regret in his heart.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    Xiao Ning again thought of there only being two tickets left, and that if there was none when he refreshed the page, he would just forget about this matter.


    Wearing a plain white T-shirt and pulling along a suitcase in the crowd, Xia Li''s form stood out prominently as he made his way towards Xiao Ning. Once Xia Li stood before him, aggression filled the gaze that guy used to eye him up and down. Xiao Ning had a good temper, and he was accustomed to being considerate towards others. But even he couldn''t help but find the person showing him obvious hostility time and time again loathsome, and truly could not afford to be kind. "What is it? Why did you come here to see me?"


    For a moment, Xiao Ning found himself in a daze. Again, he opened up the ticket website and saw there were only three tickets from A-City to C-City for the 8:25 p.m. flight left.


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    What on earth is wrong with this kid''s head? Did he watch too many dramas or something? Xiao Ning did his best, helping as much as humanly possible, and he had no more patience left, so he turned to leave. Sadly, to the contrary, Xia Li had no interest in letting things go, and he got the idea in his head Xiao Ning had a guilty conscience, so he strode forward to pull Xiao Ning back by the arm.


    It reminded him of the time when he was at college and had used the money it took him a very long time to save up to buy the same model of phone as Lu Yan. He was nervous, he was also excited, but there was also a slight feeling of regret in his heart.


    Within the crowd of people coming and going, this act of dragging back had naturally caught everyone''s gaze. Being pestered so obstinately and in such a brash and absurd manner would make a even a clay statue be thirty percent mad, and for the first time Xiao Ning''s face darkened. "Let go."


    Xiao Ning was left speechless. He couldn''t decide if he should give his thanks for all that. The sound of Shan Haiming''s fingers snapping in front of his face got his focus to return, as the man before him then asked, "Where are we going to eat?"


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    N/A


    Xia Li jumped back on his feet, his gaze moving to and from Shan Haiming and Xiao Ning, his expression erratic, with him then suddenly blabbing, "Are you his boyfriend?"


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    "It''s not like that, Xia Li." Xiao Ning sighed. "You''re still young, and in the future, you''ll experience a lot more things and meet a lot more people, so there''s no need to be so extreme."


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    "Don''t you get tired of acting like this?" Xia Li sneered. "You pretend so well that even Lu Yan has completely fallen for all your tricks."


    Xia Li''s tone, just like before, did not sound good. It was flat and monotonous, like a brick wall. "You off work?"


    Xiao Ning was exhausted. "I''ll help you get a taxi."


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    Before he could finish, he staggered unstably to the side by a couple steps then fell on his butt, and on the hem of his white shirt, an impressive footprint could be seen.


    When he picked up his phone to turn off the alarm, he saw two messages on the screen in passing. Opening them, one was message was advertising if he wanted ¡õ¡õ, while the other was a credit card offer.


    His phone then vibrated, the message had arrived.


    Xiao Ning''s arm was marked red with a scratch formed when Xia Li instinctively tried to latch onto him as he fell. Then turning around, he saw Shan Haiming, who had his gaze trained on Xia Li while his brows twisted into a frown. Afterwards, Shan Haiming turned to Xiao Ning and asked brusquely, "Who''s this?"


    But, also not knowing whether he just had that much faith in Xiao Ning''s character or some other reason, Wang Hua had sent Xiao Ning Shan Haiming''s identification number without asking for an explanation.


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    Only Xiao Ning could understand what Shan Haiming''s words had meant, and that made a wave of embarrassment suddenly overtake him. Again, he was reminded of Shan Haiming having seen him at his lowest point, and was picked up by him like a stray dog, who was then taken home and fed some milk. He was now far too embarrassed to look Shan Haiming in the eye.


    "Hm, I see you. You''re at the entrance at your company, right?" Xia Li''s words have Xiao Ning a start, making him turn to look around at once.


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    Within the crowd of people coming and going, this act of dragging back had naturally caught everyone''s gaze. Being pestered so obstinately and in such a brash and absurd manner would make a even a clay statue be thirty percent mad, and for the first time Xiao Ning''s face darkened. "Let go."


    "Are you happy now?" Xia Li''s expression was thirty percent him feeling wronged and the remaining percentage was just obstinacy. He still carried a sense of superiority as he looked sigh helplessly and say, "I think that no matter what I say to you right now, you won''t want to hear it, so what time is you flight? This place isn''t far from the airport but it would still be best for you to get there early."


    But even though he took some measures to protect himself, Shan Haiming was still able to drag him up by the arm with ease and bend that arm around his back before saying to Xiao Ning, "Help him bring his luggage."


    Xia Li jumped back on his feet, his gaze moving to and from Shan Haiming and Xiao Ning, his expression erratic, with him then suddenly blabbing, "Are you his boyfriend?"


    But before Xiao Ning could move, Wang Hua came over to take the suitcase there for him. Then, as if there was nothing strange to see, he dutifully got back into the car and started the engine. Xia Li, who was then pushed into the passenger seat by Shan Haiming, covered his face with trembling hands as he whined, "I want to call the police."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    "Are you happy now?" Xia Li''s expression was thirty percent him feeling wronged and the remaining percentage was just obstinacy. He still carried a sense of superiority as he looked sigh helplessly and say, "I think that no matter what I say to you right now, you won''t want to hear it, so what time is you flight? This place isn''t far from the airport but it would still be best for you to get there early."


    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    Within the crowd of people coming and going, this act of dragging back had naturally caught everyone''s gaze. Being pestered so obstinately and in such a brash and absurd manner would make a even a clay statue be thirty percent mad, and for the first time Xiao Ning''s face darkened. "Let go."


    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    Xia Li: "Xiao Ning... I really hate you."


    Shan Haiming didn''t turn his head from Xiao Ning''s direction when Xia Li asked this question, but he did shift his gaze to glare at Xia Li from the corner of his eye, while his brows lifting in anger as he asked in reply, "What of it?"


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry, it had been a long time since he was last in contact with Xia Li, and having being called like this made it impossible to give his best regards. A while ago I ran into Ye Zixin, and it seems today is Xia Li''s turn. At this rate, he was planning to change his WeChat signature to "the professional scapegoat."


    It was just a break-up with a man, it was nothing more than that.


    "What of it?" Xia Li emotionally pointed a finger at Xiao Ning and accused, "Do you even know what type of person he is? Even if he''s dating you, he''ll still shack up with another man and play dirty tricks to steal other people''s boyfriends!"


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    Xia Li stared him down for half a minute before lifting his lips in a condescending smile. "I''m leaving."


    "Hi? Hello, Xia Li." Xiao Ning honestly did not like Xia Li, so there couldn''t be any sincere enthusiasm in his words, but he still kept things polite.


    Wearing a plain white T-shirt and pulling along a suitcase in the crowd, Xia Li''s form stood out prominently as he made his way towards Xiao Ning. Once Xia Li stood before him, aggression filled the gaze that guy used to eye him up and down. Xiao Ning had a good temper, and he was accustomed to being considerate towards others. But even he couldn''t help but find the person showing him obvious hostility time and time again loathsome, and truly could not afford to be kind. "What is it? Why did you come here to see me?"


    "What of it?" Xia Li emotionally pointed a finger at Xiao Ning and accused, "Do you even know what type of person he is? Even if he''s dating you, he''ll still shack up with another man and play dirty tricks to steal other people''s boyfriends!"


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    "Oh..." Shan Haiming had a sudden realisation, and so asked Xiao Ning, "He the hitter?"


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    Xia Li stared him down for half a minute before lifting his lips in a condescending smile. "I''m leaving."


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    Only Xiao Ning could understand what Shan Haiming''s words had meant, and that made a wave of embarrassment suddenly overtake him. Again, he was reminded of Shan Haiming having seen him at his lowest point, and was picked up by him like a stray dog, who was then taken home and fed some milk. He was now far too embarrassed to look Shan Haiming in the eye.


    A Slap


    Xiao Ning was exhausted. "I''ll help you get a taxi."


    Despite him wanting to console Xia Li, Xiao Ning knew it would be best to not say a word about Xia Li and Lu Yan''s relationship, otherwise, who knows what else Xia Li might say again.


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry, it had been a long time since he was last in contact with Xia Li, and having being called like this made it impossible to give his best regards. A while ago I ran into Ye Zixin, and it seems today is Xia Li''s turn. At this rate, he was planning to change his WeChat signature to "the professional scapegoat."


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    Xia Li''s tone, just like before, did not sound good. It was flat and monotonous, like a brick wall. "You off work?"


    The current situation before him was so unimaginably awkward that Xiao Ning could only reluctantly give a quick summarization in response. Shan Haiming nodded upon hearing it, then said, "I get it now." After which, he strode over to Xia Li.


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    "Hi? Hello, Xia Li." Xiao Ning honestly did not like Xia Li, so there couldn''t be any sincere enthusiasm in his words, but he still kept things polite.


    "Oh..." Shan Haiming had a sudden realisation, and so asked Xiao Ning, "He the hitter?"


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    Xia Li jumped back on his feet, his gaze moving to and from Shan Haiming and Xiao Ning, his expression erratic, with him then suddenly blabbing, "Are you his boyfriend?"


    "What are doing?" Xia Li asked wearily.


    In his entire existence on this earth, Xiao Ning never wanted to find a hole to crawl into any more than he did in that moment. With his head lowered, he dragged Xia Li''s case along as he followed behind Shan Haiming. From a few metres away, Wang Hua got out from the car. He looked at Shan Haiming restraining the ranting and raving young man he was bringing over with confusion. "Director Shan?"


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    But even though he took some measures to protect himself, Shan Haiming was still able to drag him up by the arm with ease and bend that arm around his back before saying to Xiao Ning, "Help him bring his luggage."


    Wearing a plain white T-shirt and pulling along a suitcase in the crowd, Xia Li''s form stood out prominently as he made his way towards Xiao Ning. Once Xia Li stood before him, aggression filled the gaze that guy used to eye him up and down. Xiao Ning had a good temper, and he was accustomed to being considerate towards others. But even he couldn''t help but find the person showing him obvious hostility time and time again loathsome, and truly could not afford to be kind. "What is it? Why did you come here to see me?"


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    In his entire existence on this earth, Xiao Ning never wanted to find a hole to crawl into any more than he did in that moment. With his head lowered, he dragged Xia Li''s case along as he followed behind Shan Haiming. From a few metres away, Wang Hua got out from the car. He looked at Shan Haiming restraining the ranting and raving young man he was bringing over with confusion. "Director Shan?"


    His reddened eyes burst into tears, completely filled with accusation but he kept his words at bay, completely giving the impression he had suffered some great injustice. Looking at him directly gave Xiao Ning goosebumps all over. In the beginning, he got the feeling that Xia Li was a bit girlish, but he never expected for him to be so to such a degree.


    For a moment, Xiao Ning found himself in a daze. Again, he opened up the ticket website and saw there were only three tickets from A-City to C-City for the 8:25 p.m. flight left.


    This remark of his left Xiao Ning utterly speechless, he had no idea what on earth was going on in that kid''s head. He took a good look at the Xia Li before him, he couldn''t help but remember the young boy whose face was beaming with joy upon their first meeting, but those once joyous eyes were now saturated with nothing but fear and sadness.


    When he was done reading it, he didn''t put his phone away, however, because another message had come in.


    Xiao Ning didn''t know if he should laugh or cry, it had been a long time since he was last in contact with Xia Li, and having being called like this made it impossible to give his best regards. A while ago I ran into Ye Zixin, and it seems today is Xia Li''s turn. At this rate, he was planning to change his WeChat signature to "the professional scapegoat."


    Unexpectedly, it was Xia Li.


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    "Get in the car and take this guy to the airport." ShanHaiming opened the back door of the car, and stuffed Xia Li inside. But Xia Li was unwilling to go inside and furiously tried to get out, so by Shan Haiming he was grabbed by the collar, and in front of everyone, was struck with a swift slap.


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    Shan Haiming then continued asking, "What''s going on right now?"


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    The entire scene, in an instant, fell silent.


    But even without him bringing up the matter, it appeared as though Xia Li was already provoked enough. "Are you satisfied now? You won again? You won. But you can''t keep pretending forever. One day, Lu Yan will see you for what you really are, you hear me? He will."


    Within the crowd of people coming and going, this act of dragging back had naturally caught everyone''s gaze. Being pestered so obstinately and in such a brash and absurd manner would make a even a clay statue be thirty percent mad, and for the first time Xiao Ning''s face darkened. "Let go."


    His phone then vibrated, the message had arrived.


    Shan Haiming''s expression was calm, as he then instructed Xiao Ning, "Toss his luggage in the trunk."


    That ticket made Xiao Ning feel awkward for the rest of that day. After work, he didn''t stay back at the office and instead went straight down to wait for Shan Haiming.


    But before Xiao Ning could move, Wang Hua came over to take the suitcase there for him. Then, as if there was nothing strange to see, he dutifully got back into the car and started the engine. Xia Li, who was then pushed into the passenger seat by Shan Haiming, covered his face with trembling hands as he whined, "I want to call the police."


    Xiao Ning: "..."


    After deliberating for a moment, he typed up and sent a message reading: If you''re you have the time, would you like to have a meal with me? I heard from Wang Hua that you''re the one who rented the apartment I''m living in to me, and that really helped me out a lot, so please give me a chance to formally thank you.


    Labour Day fell on the upcoming weekend, so Xiao Ning took out a list to calculate what he would be buying for the two Lu elders. As he calculated, he suddenly remembered that Shan Haiming had said he wanted to go to C-City.


    "It''s not like that, Xia Li." Xiao Ning sighed. "You''re still young, and in the future, you''ll experience a lot more things and meet a lot more people, so there''s no need to be so extreme."


    Xiao Ning again thought of there only being two tickets left, and that if there was none when he refreshed the page, he would just forget about this matter.


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    Xia Li: "Xiao Ning... I really hate you."


    His reddened eyes burst into tears, completely filled with accusation but he kept his words at bay, completely giving the impression he had suffered some great injustice. Looking at him directly gave Xiao Ning goosebumps all over. In the beginning, he got the feeling that Xia Li was a bit girlish, but he never expected for him to be so to such a degree.


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    His phone vibrated, and he thought it was Shan Haiming calling him, but when he read the name of the caller, the tumultuous feeling in his heart instantly calmed.


    The current situation before him was so unimaginably awkward that Xiao Ning could only reluctantly give a quick summarization in response. Shan Haiming nodded upon hearing it, then said, "I get it now." After which, he strode over to Xia Li.


    "Don''t you get tired of acting like this?" Xia Li sneered. "You pretend so well that even Lu Yan has completely fallen for all your tricks."


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    It wasn''t until the afternoon that Shan Haiming had sent a simple message in reply: Wait for me after work.


    When Shan Haiming slammed the door shut, luckily, Xia Li had leaned backwards to avoid it, otherwise, he would''ve collected a door to the face.


    When Shan Haiming slammed the door shut, luckily, Xia Li had leaned backwards to avoid it, otherwise, he would''ve collected a door to the face.


    He had no idea what time it was when he had finally fallen asleep, but all in all, Xiao Ning did not sleep well that night, and the next morning when he was awakened by his alarm his head felt weighted and foggy.


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    For a moment, Xiao Ning found himself in a daze. Again, he opened up the ticket website and saw there were only three tickets from A-City to C-City for the 8:25 p.m. flight left.


    It was just a break-up with a man, it was nothing more than that.


    Shan Haiming then said to the driver''s seat once more, "If he gives you trouble just toss him out on the highway."


    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    "Hey, it was no big deal. Plus, we weren''t busy all into the night it was just that we had to travel a bit. In the morning we had to get to that town and have a video conference with some folks in Germany, and today there''s still talks about the development of a holiday village. I think Director Shan will be back this afternoon."


    When he picked up his phone to turn off the alarm, he saw two messages on the screen in passing. Opening them, one was message was advertising if he wanted ¡õ¡õ, while the other was a credit card offer.


    "Are you happy now?" Xia Li''s expression was thirty percent him feeling wronged and the remaining percentage was just obstinacy. He still carried a sense of superiority as he looked sigh helplessly and say, "I think that no matter what I say to you right now, you won''t want to hear it, so what time is you flight? This place isn''t far from the airport but it would still be best for you to get there early."


    "Yes, sir." Wang Hua got the signal and without delay had driven the little crybaby away.


    Shan Haiming then said to the driver''s seat once more, "If he gives you trouble just toss him out on the highway."


    "Get in the car and take this guy to the airport." ShanHaiming opened the back door of the car, and stuffed Xia Li inside. But Xia Li was unwilling to go inside and furiously tried to get out, so by Shan Haiming he was grabbed by the collar, and in front of everyone, was struck with a swift slap.


    But, also not knowing whether he just had that much faith in Xiao Ning''s character or some other reason, Wang Hua had sent Xiao Ning Shan Haiming''s identification number without asking for an explanation.


    Lu Yan: I bought the tickets for our flight. They''re for 8:25 p.m. on the 30th, so pack your bags before work and take them with you. I''ll pick you up when you''re off work and we''ll head straight to the airport.


    Xiao Ning''s brows wrinkled a bit, that question of his was really rude. "Uh, yeah. I''m off work."


    Xiao Ning again thought of there only being two tickets left, and that if there was none when he refreshed the page, he would just forget about this matter.


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


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    Xia Li, to the contrary, was so mad his face turned red as he argued, "You''re such a..."


    This current moment was truly the most unsuitable time for explanations, and Xiao Ning was left mum, having no idea how to introduce him.


    The entire affair was settled cleanly. Shan Haiming turned his attention to Xiao Ning, explaining, "I couldn''t dare beat him up because I was worried I would break his face. A slap to the face on your behalf is enough to teach him a lesson."


    Xiao Ning decided to give Wang Hua a call to make sure, and sure enough, Wang Hua confirmed it to be true. But he did not hang up the phone right away, going on to add, "Wang-ge, you guys seemed really busy last night, so I''m sorry for bothering you calling like this."


    What on earth is wrong with this kid''s head? Did he watch too many dramas or something? Xiao Ning did his best, helping as much as humanly possible, and he had no more patience left, so he turned to leave. Sadly, to the contrary, Xia Li had no interest in letting things go, and he got the idea in his head Xiao Ning had a guilty conscience, so he strode forward to pull Xiao Ning back by the arm.


    But even though he took some measures to protect himself, Shan Haiming was still able to drag him up by the arm with ease and bend that arm around his back before saying to Xiao Ning, "Help him bring his luggage."


    I don''t think your hit was enough for that...


    The entire scene, in an instant, fell silent.


    Xia Li shouted as he was carried along, making the three of them become the focal point for everyone''s gaze. The security guards from Rihua also came running, but upon recognising the second young master of the Shan family, Shan Haiming, they went no closer.


    His hand trembled, moving to close the page that again opened two minutes later, unable to help himself. But now the number of tickets had fallen to two.


    Only Xiao Ning could understand what Shan Haiming''s words had meant, and that made a wave of embarrassment suddenly overtake him. Again, he was reminded of Shan Haiming having seen him at his lowest point, and was picked up by him like a stray dog, who was then taken home and fed some milk. He was now far too embarrassed to look Shan Haiming in the eye.


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    Xiao Ning was left speechless. He couldn''t decide if he should give his thanks for all that. The sound of Shan Haiming''s fingers snapping in front of his face got his focus to return, as the man before him then asked, "Where are we going to eat?"


    What on earth is wrong with this kid''s head? Did he watch too many dramas or something? Xiao Ning did his best, helping as much as humanly possible, and he had no more patience left, so he turned to leave. Sadly, to the contrary, Xia Li had no interest in letting things go, and he got the idea in his head Xiao Ning had a guilty conscience, so he strode forward to pull Xiao Ning back by the arm.