《The Scum Gong Begs Me to Get Back Together, but I Just Want to Get Rich》 CH 1 Note: Theres an incident of dubcon in this chapter. Its mentioned briefly and over in a few vague sentences. Today the sun was shining and no clouds were in the sky. In such brilliant weather, Jiang Xiao was admitted to Xingfushu Private Hospital. Although it was a hospital it felt more like a resort. The scenery was beautiful, the air was fresh, and every patient had their own room. The wards were beautiful, spacious, and luxurious. The doctors and nurses were professional and their speech was pleasant. If Jiang Xiao followed his previous habits, hed give this private hospital a five-star review, no less than five hundred words of glowing praise and encouragement, thanking them for their hospitality and promising to come back whenever he had the chance. It was a pity that this costly private hospital with its excellent service and well-deserved reputation wasnt listed in any rating app. If not for a friends introduction, Jiang Xiao probably wouldnt have been admitted regardless of money. And he wasnt likely to ever be a repeat customer. When he left this hospital, hed go out horizontally. Late stage leukemia. What bad luck. Jiang Xiao was only thirty-three this year. When he got the lab results he didnt believe it, but the cancer didnt care about his feelings. He went to several hospitals and the results were all the same. He had six months left at most. Xingfushu Private Hospital really did offer a high standard of medical care, but Jiang Xiaos condition wasnt curable. The reason he chose Xingfushu, aside from the hope of surviving a little longer, was mostly to have a better quality of life during his last days. Another word for it was hospice care. Before his illness he was always in a hurry. Worry was an indispensable part of his life. In his twenties he relied on his youth, and it was common for him to drink and stay up late when talking business. There were various circumstances a while ago, so he sometimes felt sick and didnt have much energy, but he never thought much about it. Dr. Liu, who was in charge of him, gave him some precautions in a gentle voice. Lastly she said that if he had any visitors, he should notify the hospital in advance so they could arrange for transportation. There wont be any visitors, Jiang Xiao said with a smile. I met all my friends before I came. During the time I have left, I want to be by myself. If anyone asks about me just say Im not here. When he smiled politely he revealed a pair of small tiger teeth. Because hed lost some weight, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes werent obvious, and his pale face also looked much younger. Jiang Xiao had the kind of appearance that made people feel happy inside. Even as he spoke, one could tell his temper and mentality were very good. This kind of person shouldnt be so lonely in his final days. Dr. Liu automatically expressed her understanding, but given Jiang Xiaos age, she wondered about his family. Even if you didnt count friends, shouldnt his wife or children come to see him? But shed seen too many people and situations. She made some guesses in her heart and didnt say anything. All the patients in this hospital were rich, and rich people always had their own troubles theyd rather not discuss. Xingfushu really was a good hospital. Although they couldnt save his life, they did their best to reduce Jiang Xiaos suffering. He was finally able to relax for once, and he leisurely watched twenty episodes of a drama in his hospital room. Unfortunately the hospital didnt supply potato chips and crawfish, otherwise Jiang Xiao would have been even more content. The bed in the room was so soft that he fell asleep to the sound of the TV. Jiang Xiao was used to sleeping alone and not recognizing the bed. He had a long dream that night, thinking of something that happened a while ago. It was the day he got the examination report from the hospital. It just so happened that the management committee of Liujiang Industrial Park was holding its annual meeting, and Jiang Xiao, who was always on time, was running late for once. He was a little distracted for obvious reasons. When he entered the venue, the staff asked for an invitation. He paled, smiled out of habit, and froze in place for seven or eight seconds. Then he fumbled with a stack of papers in his document folder and handed them over. Sir, this isnt an invitation. The young staff member still had a very good attitude. He poured a cup of hot water from the side and offered it to him. As you can see, its a medical file. This time Jiang Xiao froze for even longer. He took back the file. The logo of the First Peoples Hospital of Liujiang City was painfully visible. He rummaged around in the document folder and couldnt find the invitation, but fortunately someone came out from the venue. It happened to be a friend whom Jiang Xiao knew well. Their factories were close by, and theyd known each other for about ten years. Since when does President Jiang need an invitation? Are you new? Why dont you know anyone? The man greeted the staff and pulled Jiang Xiao along. You, why didnt you call me if you couldnt get in? The meeting was half over. Jiang Xiao found a seat at random and sat in the back. The friend who brought him in was surnamed Su. Jiang Xiao generally called him Boss Su. Boss Su noticed he wasnt in great condition and asked, Your face isnt good. Did you and your family have a fight? Jiang Xiao shook his head. Dont be stubborn. Boss Su patted him on the shoulder. Your family isnt happy that youre selling the land in the industrial park, right? Jiang Xiaos manufacturing plant had been open for over ten years. There were more than a hundred workers in the factory producing daily necessities like towels and slippers. In the past few years, the annual output value easily exceeded one hundred million. But recently the call for industrial transformation in Liujiang City was getting more and more intense. The industrial park was in a very good location, and the top echelon planned to create a high-tech industrial demonstration zone. The factories inside would either comply with the policy of transformation, or sell and move far away. It couldnt be denied that Jiang Xiaos manufacturing plant belonged to a low-end industry. Hed missed the chance to modernize, and now the profits were declining while expenses were growing higher. Day by day he was increasingly unable to hold on. But Jiang Xiao owned the land where the factory was sited. Back when he bought the land it wasnt worth much, so he acquired it easily. Boss Su didnt quite understand the reason Jiang Xiao wanted to sell. The industrial park was a key project and Jiang Xiao wasnt short of money. If it stayed in his hands he could collect millions in rent every year, wasnt that delicious? Jiang Xiao listened to him talk and squeezed the document folder which contained the test results hed just received. Its better to sell. Its pointless to keep it, Jiang Xiao said. I dont have much time left. These last words were spoken to himself, in a voice so quiet it was almost inaudible. In fact, the sale had almost been finalized. The reason he came today was to cooperate with the last few steps of the process. The other company and the Park Committee were very accommodating, and the money was quite generous. Jiang Xiaos selling price really wasnt high. When the money arrived, he took out a large portion and paid a lot of severance to the hundred or so employees of the company. The factorys accountant, Sister Chen, had been working for Jiang Xiao since the beginning. She was old enough to take the money and retire, and she was one of the few who knew what was going on in Jiang Xiaos life. She cared more about Jiang Xiao as a person than the factory closing down. Your complexion is really bad lately. Is it because you havent taken a break? She added, Why didnt Xiao Lin come for such a big event? Jiang Xiao didnt answer. Lately hed been in a daze. Hes not available. Jiang Xiao slowly added, As you know, hes busy and hasnt been back for more than a month. What kind of a reason is that? Sister Chen was incredulous, He At this point she closed her mouth, maybe because Jiang Xiaos face was so haggard. She didnt want to say anything else to make him feel bad. Sister Chen took the money and left. Jiang Xiao sat alone in the office for a long time. Late at night, he slowly stood up and prepared to go home. He didnt drive that day but walked back from the factory. The wind was cold as a knife in the dark night. Jiang Xiao passed through the crowds in the street, and a new financial magazine was displayed in the street newspaper kiosk. On the cover was Lin ChengYu, whom he hadnt seen in a long time. He had an elegant and reserved temperament no one else could match, like a walking luxury product. As an upstart in the financial circle he seemed able to easily get the love of others. When Jiang Xiao passed by he saw two young girls laughing and smiling as they bought the magazine. It was certainly easy to get Jiang Xiaos love. He stood in front of that newsstand for a while. The Lin ChengYu on the cover was perfect, but Jiang Xiao was pale and his hair was disheveled, like a homeless, wandering soul. No one would have thought these two were a couple. He could still remember what happened all those years ago. He first met Lin ChengYu at the age of nineteen. At the time, Jiang Xiao had dropped out of school and was doing manual labor. He was struggling to make a living on his own when he came across a person in an alley. Lin ChengYu had lost his mother and father by then, and there wasnt a yuan in his pocket, so it wasnt clear why a group of punks surrounded him and began to beat him up. Jiang Xiao thought he was just doing a good deed. He didnt know hed end up entangled for the rest of his life with the man whod break his heart again and again. Lin ChengYu was covered in rags like hed come from a garbage heap, but when he was taken home and washed clean, he became a shining pearl. He was very good-looking, and the injuries on his face didnt damage his youthful beauty but made his appearance even more heartbreaking. When he smiled at Jiang Xiao he was as handsome as a fairy or an elf, so the heart of young Jiang Xiao began to race. He fell head over heels. After Jiang Xiao fell in love, he suddenly had a goal and hope for the future. He willingly provided for Lin ChengYu, offered to send him to college, and didnt let him suffer a single bit. Jiang Xiao set up the factory with only a junior high school diploma, burning money to help Lin ChengYu make it through the hardest period in his life. Jiang Xiao helped Lin ChengYu enter the best investment bank, and little by little he climbed up to where he was now, commanding the wind and rain. As he recalled all this, Jiang Xiao realized how much time had passed. He and Lin ChengYu first met fifteen years ago. When he mustered the courage to chase him, Lin ChengYu didnt refuse. In total, theyd been together for ten years. He used to think he was lucky to have a successful career and live with the person he liked, going from hard times to the good life he had now. Even if it felt difficult sometimes, he always thought hed be able to enjoy the fruits of his hard work together with Lin ChengYu in the future. It was a pity he was dying. He couldnt wait until Lin ChengYu had time, not to mention that he and Lin ChengYu were both men and couldnt get married. In the legal sense they were nothing more than strangers. In the financial magazine just now, the reporter wrote that Lin ChengYu was single and unmarried. Jiang Xiao was now thirty-three years old. Hed missed too many opportunities to improve himself because of all the challenges before. Even though hed gained some experience from his hard work, the limitations of a junior high school education meant he couldnt adapt to the current trend of highly sophisticated reforms. The factory was sold, hed been Lin ChengYus invisible, unnamed lover for ten years, and the hospital said he had leukemia. How did life suddenly turn out like this? He was dumbfounded when he got the test results. The first time he called Lin ChengYu, he left a dozen or so calls, but no one answered. That night it was the secretary who called Jiang Xiao back. Although her tone was good, if you listened carefully every sentence was loaded with sarcasm. Mr. Lin has been in a lot of meetings. There were big orders in the last few days, and the company is very busy, she said. If you have something, let me know in advance and Ill arrange something for you. Jiang Xiao didnt have the energy to wrangle Lin ChengYus secretary, and he didnt call after that. The illness was like the last straw. It crushed Jiang Xiao. The closure of the factory was a blow, and the leukemia was an even bigger blow. When he learned his days were numbered and he wanted to find the person he felt closest to for support, Lin ChengYu, as always, wasnt there. Jiang Xiao was a passionate person. He knew Lin ChengYus temperament was cold, so it was only natural that his feelings werent as strong. Jiang Xiao was one who fell in love first, and hed fallen deeply. He always thought there was nothing wrong with giving more. He never kept score when it came to the person he loved. Lin ChengYu was busy, so the two people almost never enjoyed the dating a normal couple would have done. In recent years much of Lin ChengYus business focus had shifted from Liujiang to Binhai City, thousands of miles away on the coast. He was gone even more, but Jiang Xiao endured it. Forbearance, forbearance. If not for this disease, maybe Jiang Xiao would have continued to deceive himself. But when so many things piled on at once, he stopped pretending. His whole body was shaking, like hed walked to the edge of a cliff. A week after Jiang Xiao finished dealing with the factorys affairs, he saw Lin ChengYu at home. By then Jiang Xiao had known about the leukemia for a long time. Several of his close friends knew about it too. One introduced Xingfushu Private Hospital to Jiang Xiao, and he went through the admission procedures alone. He was scheduled to be admitted the day after tomorrow. Maybe when the work at hand was done, Lin ChengYu would come back. He was wearing a black suit as if hed just come from a banquet. Standing at the entrance he casually pulled off his tie. When he looked up at Jiang Xiao, the sight of his face moved Jiang Xiaos heart, the same as always. He was one year younger than Jiang Xiao, thirty-two years old this year. He was in the prime of his career. Of mixed race, his eye color had a little blue and gray, and his peach blossom eyes possessed a natural attractiveness. His entire face was impeccable. The slightest trace the years had left only made him more mature and attractive. Handsome and successful. If you lived with such a person, youd feel happy, right? Countless people thought so, but Jiang Xiao, the person whod actually accompanied him and experienced everything, had mixed feelings. Lin ChengYu was cold as a winters day for ten years, and no matter what Jiang Xiao did, he couldnt warm his heart. Hed cooked a bowl of congee in the evening but couldnt eat any more, so he pushed the bowl aside. Lin ChengYu also looked a little tired. He sat on the couch and opened a bottle of red wine. In the past, Jiang Xiao would sit next to him, then naturally squeeze into his arms and find a topic to talk about. This time Jiang Xiao was abnormal. He took the bowl into the kitchen to clean up. Lin ChengYu waited for a while, then glanced at the kitchen suspiciously, but he didnt move. It was too silent. The atmosphere in the room was too strange. After a while, Lin ChengYu took the initiative to speak. Secretary Lin told me you made a lot of calls, he said. I was in a meeting at the time, a very important meeting. If you have something to say, tell me now. He felt it was a little unreasonable for Jiang Xiao to still be angry. Maybe he was in a good mood today, and that was why he bothered to explain. As long as he made his voice a little softer and let the light set off his face, Jiang Xiao wouldnt get angry because of little things. He always gave in first. But today was different. Jiang Xiao came out after washing the dishes with his back toward him. He responded faintly, I get it, it doesnt matter. Everythings been settled. Secretary Lin didnt develop an attitude out of nowhere. Shed been doing this job a long time. She deeply felt that Lin ChengYu didnt care much about Jiang Xiao. Hed complained to Lin Chengyu before about Secretary Lin, and then he went and rammed into the same wall again. Jiang Xiao sat down on the sofa but didnt burrow into Lin ChengYus arms. Have you been busy lately? He quietly added, I saw the magazine. Is there a lot going on at the company? Its okay. When Lin ChengYu mentioned work he felt excited and poured some wine into his glass. The company has a lot of projects lately. Ill have to travel for a while. XiaoXiao, you should be happy for me. Recently Lin ChengYu had been riding high. He was completely unaware of the torture Jiang Xiao had suffered lately. Hed been away from home a long time and thought Jiang Xiao must be used to it. Jiang Xiao was always full of regret when Lin ChengYu told him he was going away. Hed become eager and passionate about everything, including in bed. Lin ChengYu always enjoyed this enthusiasm before they parted. But this time Jiang Xiao didnt have much expression. He lowered his eyes and asked, When are you leaving? First thing in the morning. After a pause Jiang Xiao spoke, and his voice was trembling, Can you not go? Can you take some time to stay with me? It was the first time Jiang Xiao had made such a request. He didnt want Lin ChengYu to go, but the most he could hope for was that Lin ChengYu might come back sometime in the middle. If he couldnt, maybe he would call a few times. Jiang Xiao had never asked Lin ChengYu to give up anything for him before. He was one year older than Lin ChengYu and had always taken care of him. But in a few days it would be their official tenth anniversary together. If Lin ChengYu felt even a trace of concern, he would have heard about the factory bankruptcy. And Jiang Xiaos appearance wasnt good at all. Boss Su and Accountant Chen saw it at a glance. Theyd asked some questions, but Lin ChengYu didnt even notice. When Jiang Xiao spoke, there was a rusty taste in his mouth from his bleeding gums. It was a symptom of leukemia. It wont take long. A month, a week. It was like he was trying to grab a life-saving straw. Or just three days. He wanted to tell Lin ChengYu about everything. He wanted to tell his dearest person about the terrible things in his life. He hadnt been able to see Lin ChengYu, so he made a dozen or so calls, but there was no response. If Lin ChengYu had felt the slightest hint that something was wrong, Jiang Xiao would have told him everything. Unburdening himself might give him a little comfort in whatever time was left. But Lin ChengYu didnt nod. He didnt ask what was going on. He just pulled Jiang Xiao closer to interrupt him, pinched his earlobe, and said, Is XiaoXiao angry with me? Are you pouting? Jiang Xiao shook his head stiffly as Lin ChengYu began to get affectionate, because Lin ChengYu was genuinely happy now, as if they really were a loving couple. But if he cared, why didnt he have the slightest idea about so many things? He sounded like he thought Jiang Xiao was joking. Im dying, Lin ChengYu, do you know? He opened his mouth to say these words, but Lin ChengYu stopped him. He kissed the corner of Jiang Xiaos lips, and when he spoke, his tone was loving, but the meaning was obvious: No, what Im dealing with is really important. Be a good boy and behave. His arms were tenderly wrapped around Jiang Xiaos waist, but his words were like a knife to the heart. Jiang Xiao couldnt speak. His eyes at that moment were dull and unmoving, and there was a deathly, inexpressible pain in his heart. He couldnt count how many times hed been disappointed or compromised. This was just another unsurprising disappointment. Maybe the first time it happened he would have argued, lost his temper, or begged, but it happened over and over, and Jiang Xiao had nothing to say. He and Lin ChengYu had been together so long that he couldnt say theyd never been happy. There were happy times, though they were few. But Jiang Xiao clearly realized now that he had never been the most important thing in Lin ChengYus heart. Colleagues, work, important parties, whatever, Jiang Xiao always sat in the back row. Countless times hed heard no, next time, no time, and be good. Then he tried to eke out a little joy and happiness from whatever time was left. How cheap. How laughable. He wished Lin ChengYu had just refused him from the beginning. But Jiang Xiao had been tricked into persevering by that little bit of sweetness, thinking Lin ChengYu just didnt like to express his feelings, that his personality was different. Finally the abyss was exposed, and all he felt was pain. If love is never expressed or acted upon, it isnt love at all. Lin ChengYu had never loved him. Lin ChengYu didnt notice Jiang Xiaos expression. He drank some wine and hoped Jiang Xiao would be obedient, active, and enthusiastic as usual to please him. The two had always been incredibly compatible in bed. It was a bit strange today, probably because of the phone thing, but he wanted it to be like before. He used the same methods as always, pulling the dazed Jiang Xiao to him and lowering his head to feed him a mouthful of red wine. The wine was very strong. Jiang Xiao was stunned, and after swallowing he remembered he couldnt drink now, because it was harmful to his body. I dont want to Jiang Xiao refused. He really was sick today. He was hungry but he couldnt force anything down, and his body had no strength. But Lin ChengYu wanted to do it, and he never took Jiang Xiaos opinions seriously. His coaxing was affectionate and tender, but the action wasnt to be denied. Neither of them slept that night. It was the most painful entanglement in Jiang Xiaos life, both physically and mentally. He had always been patient, thinking he could warm Lin ChengYus heart of ice. But after fifteen years, Lin ChengYus heart hadnt warmed, and Jiang Xiaos heart went cold. He felt like a prop. Hed devoted his life to Lin ChengYu, and now that he was used up, it was time to leave the scene. The person he thought was the love of his life had never really loved him, and the marriage he wanted was a joke. It was nothing more than a dream hed carried alone for fifteen years, and it was time for him to wake up. The despair in his life had accumulated bit by bit until it exploded in the last days of his life. Did you ever love me? Jiang Xiao asked him during the process. Maybe Lin ChengYu didnt hear, maybe he wasnt paying attention, or maybe he just didnt want to answer. Jiang Xiao never got a reply. In fact, Jiang Xiao realized that Lin ChengYu didnt even know what love was. Jiang Xiao had given too much. Lin ChengYu enjoyed it and was used to it, but he wouldnt actually fall in love with him for it. Jiang Xiaos gums began to ooze blood again. The next day he watched Lin ChengYu pack his bags. He was terribly unwell and his entire body ached all over, but he was quiet and didnt say anything. While Lin ChengYu was packing, Jiang Xiao was lying on the bed with his eyes open. If anyone had looked at him, theyd be scared by how much he resembled a corpse. Lin ChengYu finished packing and was ready to leave. Hed obviously done this kind of thing many times, leaving Jiang Xiao alone in the house. He never felt anything when he went away. As far as he was concerned, every time he left, this person would be there when he came back. But this time seemed a little different. Lin ChengYu somehow felt a kind of unexplainable panic. He kept thinking that he was missing something, a kind of nebulous warning from the dark, like hed forgotten to pack something, so he checked in his luggage repeatedly. He was always punctual but now he was running an hour late. The secretary kept urging him to come out or he wouldnt catch the plane. Lin ChengYu opened the door of the house and prepared to leave. As he reached for the doorknob, he saw Jiang Xiao in his pajamas. He stood there quietly with a reluctant smile, revealing those two familiar and very cute tiger teeth. It was a light smile that didnt reach the bottom of his eyes. If you looked closely, he seemed to be crying. Then the door closed and Lin ChengYu stood in a daze for a while. Jiang Xiao Hed lost some weight, Lin ChengYu told himself. When I finish this job Ill have time to accompany him. Besides, Jiang Xiao was so well-behaved and sensible. He always understood. With these thoughts in his mind, he followed the habit he always did and left without looking back. When Jiang Xiao departed he didnt take a heavy bag like Lin ChengYu. He took his bank card, ID, and mobile phone, put on an ordinary coat, and checked into Xingfushu Private Hospital. When he left the home that he and Lin ChengYu had lived in for ten years, Jiang Xiao seemed to have cut something out of himself, like a piece of flesh was severed from his body. Facts proved that the money hed worked so hard to get was more reliable than Lin ChengYu. At least the high-cost Xingfushu Hospital did its best to ease his suffering and treated him with decency before he died. Later theyd collect his corpse and set up a tomb to complete the one-stop service. Jiang Xiaos condition deteriorated rapidly after he arrived. Dr. Liu said he didnt have much will to live, as if hed been exhausted to the core and simply given up. When Jiang Xiao came to the hospital, he received a lot of care, but his condition got worse. His cell phone number didnt change, and his phone was always on, but if he didnt call, Lin ChengYu wouldnt take the initiative to call him, and it was the same now. Hed always been aloof, waiting for people to offer up their hearts to him. Maybe people really do have a sixth sense. One day, Jiang Xiao really felt extremely ill. His brain was in chaos at that moment, not controlled by reason. Dr. Liu and a bunch of nurses surrounded him, getting all kinds of instruments and tubes into him, and Jiang Xiao in a state of confusion begged her to make a call. Dr. Liu couldnt refuse him, so she gave him the phone. She watched as Jiang Xiao gripped the phone with shaking hands, trying to keep his blurring eyes wide open until he found the persons name on the screen. According to the time difference, it should be late at night. The phone rang for a long time and no one answered. Jiang Xiao continued to call, and finally someone picked up. It was a sweet, girlish voice that asked, Who is this? Jiang Xiao didnt get a chance to speak. He was struck dumb, and all he could do was listen. When the voice asked a few more times and got no response, the other side hung up. After that phone call, the little remaining warmth in the ashes of his heart was quenched. There was no need to see him. Jiang Xiao threw the phone away and never called again. At the very end, with the final bit of reason that remained to him, Dr. Liu sat at his bedside and asked what he wanted carved on his tombstone. Jiang Xiaos parents were long gone, and so was his so-called lover. His friends would respect his choice and let him write his own epitaph. Many peoples epitaphs talked about their life and achievements. Jiang Xiao didnt want anything in particular, but when she asked, he couldnt help but think of his feelings when he first entered the Xingfushu Private Hospital. Dr. Liu had seen this man in his most painful moments, but she also saw him smile just before he died, his eyebrows lifted in an arch, revealing two sharp little tiger teeth. Just like when they first met, you couldnt help but feel good when you were with him. In the end, he was buried in a peaceful cemetery surrounded by beautiful scenery. The location Jiang Xiao chose was in the corner, alone but also very quiet, in line with his preferences. The rest of his money was donated. On the tombstone were written eight wordsThank You For Visiting And Come Back Soon. The photo on the monument was chosen by Jiang Xiao himself. It was from when he was young, probably in his early twenties. His smile was as brilliant as a daffodil, as if thered never been any sorrow in his life. Jiang Xiao also liked to laugh when he was in the hospital. He always had a good temper, but when she looked at that photo she thought his later smile was reluctant, strained, and not as pure. I wonder what made him like this. Dr. Liu brought a small bouquet of daisies and placed them in front of his grave. Shed seen a lot of patients. She had a vague idea of Jiang Xiaos story, but she didnt dare to think too deeply about it. Many people became vicious before they died, especially people in their thirties who were in their prime of life, and it was normal to be unwilling. But Jiang Xiao was too tranquil. It was like hed been disappointed too much, so he was calm about everything. If there really is an afterlife, I hope he has a better life. TL Notes: This is a teaser. While I love how this story begins, I dont love the rest of the novel enough to translate all 190 chapters (sorry!). Ill do a few more chapters so you can get a taste. If anyone else would like to take over this series, please tell me and Ill link to you. <3 Additional notes: Regarding the brief dubcon in this chapter, Ive read the rest of the story and as far as I remember, this is the only incident of dubcon (etc.) in the book. So if thats an issue for you, dont feel worried that it will recur or that the gong wont pay a price. The author uses line and paragraph breaks in mysterious and possibly random ways. I took the liberty of making the paragraph spacing consistent. I dont know if its correct, but its easier to work with. the man whod break his heart again and again C ԩ C enemy, foe, sweetheart, ones destined love, a person who seems to be hated but is actually loved, a person who causes pain but cannot be abandoned commanding the wind and rain C 绽 C summon the wind and call the rain C wield total control, call the shots, make waves, wield great power document folder C ļ C document bag, document pouch, file holder, manila envelope develop an attitude C C yin and yang peculiar C weird, mystifying, deliberately ambiguous, dripping acid, with sarcasm riding high C C the spring breeze had obtained its wish C attained a success and be well-contented, ride on the crest of success, extremely proud of success Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: Jiang Xiao C C Our MC Dr. Liu C ҽ C Li Yshng President Jiang C C Jing Zng C Alternatively: Mr. Jiang, Chief Jiang Boss Su C ϰ C S Lobn. Alternatively: Mr. Su, Proprietor Su Sister Chen C ½ C Chn Ji. Alternatively: Ms. Chen Accountant Chen C Ƴ½ C Alternatively: Accountant Sister Chen, Ms. Chen Lin ChengYu C C Our ML Xiao Lin C С C MLs nickname XiaoXiao C C MCs nickname Secretary Lin C C MLs secretary. They have different surnames. Xingfushu Private Hospital C Ҹ˽ҽԺ C Alternatively: Happy Trees Private Hospital Liujiang Industrial Park C ҵ԰ Liujiang City C Binhai City C minor copyediting, 09-2021 CH 2 In a daze, Jiang Xiao smelled the aroma of roasted chestnuts. He seemed to be fast asleep in the darkness, but he was suddenly yanked into consciousness by a sweet-smelling fragrance which drilled into his nose. Then he heard someone hawking something, one shout after another. A loudspeaker was playing a recorded sales pitch on repeat. It was sharp and attention-grabbing. Chestnuts here, roasted chestnuts! Sweet and fragrant, cheap and delicious, five yuan1 a catty2! At first Jiang Xiaos brain was in chaos, but when he heard the high-pitched calls he slowly regained some sense. His first thought was where on Earth could anyone buy sweet chestnuts for just five yuan a catty? Ahh, that sounds so good. And the sales jingle he was listening to was both familiar and nostalgic, because it was in the local dialect of Houlin County, his hometown, a small county in central China. After he dropped out of school at sixteen and left to work in the coastal city of Liujiang, hed never returned, much less heard anyone selling merchandise in that dialect. His head was dizzy, and the roasted chestnut sales pitch together with other street sounds poured into his brain. Jiang Xiao was so annoyed that he covered his ears with his hands and tried to force open his eyes. While he did his best to wake up, his other senses gradually returned. The mattress under his body was hard and rigid. He sensed that he was resting on a cushion layered over a wooden bed board. To keep it from getting too stuffy, the pad wasnt very thick. It didnt compare to the expensive, ultra-soft, luxury brand mattress in Xingfushu Private Hospital. Next to his bed was a desk, which was a bit of a mess. Piles of foreign language and mathematics textbooks and blank test papers were heaped on it. A ballpoint pen hung partly off the desk, ready to roll off. Just beyond the desk, an upright electric fan slowly rotated to direct air towards the bed. In the corner against the wall was a wooden wardrobe with a red jersey hanging crookedly from the topmost handle. A few good student awards were on the wall, but they looked a little old and dusty. The room wasnt very large and there were only a few furnishings, but as Jiang Xiao gazed at everything his face took on an expression of indescribable shock. He knew exactly where he was. This was his room. It was his room in junior high school. How could that be possible? As Jiang Xiao struggled to sit up, feeling very lightheaded, he happened to glance down at his hands, which were immature and not fully grown. Then he got out of bed to look around and saw his current appearance in the mirror. His brain was as wide awake as anyones could be. This was indeed what he looked like during his younger teenage years. In junior high school, Jiang Xiao was already 1.75 meters tall. He stopped growing at sixteen, having added only four or five more centimeters, with a final height of about one meter eight. Right now his face was very boyish. Because hed just woken up, his hair was like a chicken nest. His eyes were wide with surprise and his slightly open mouth revealed two pointed tiger teeth. Everything about him resembled a teenager full of youth. Jiang Xiao, who was both familiar and unfamiliar with his young face, jumped in place, then pinched his cheeks with his hands. It hurt. He wasnt dreaming. His height wasnt the point, the point was he was actually reborn? He had so many regrets when he died. He wished more than anything he could do it all again, but he never thought God would actually give him the chance! Jiang Xiao was still frozen in front of the mirror when someone knocked on the door of his room and called his childhood nickname. NianNian, NianNian, are you up? Its time for breakfast. It was his moms voice. It was the sound of this voice which truly made Jiang Xiao believe hed gone back in time. There was a calendar on the desk which showed the year was 2002. He was now just fifteen years old, in his third year at Houlin No. 3 Junior High. Jiang Xiao put the calendar aside and wiped his face vigorously with his hands. His face showed a complex expression of pain mixed with happiness. Hed been reborn in the most fortunate period he could imagine. It could be called the biggest turning point in his life. Jiang Xiaos father was a long-distance truck driver. He was a hard-working man with a short temper who wasnt to be messed with. Jiang Xiaos mother was an accountant in a company and had a gentle personality. At first glance the two people might seem mismatched, but in fact they made up for each others differences and were well-suited. When two people loved one another and sincerely considered their partners needs, what might look incompatible on the surface really didnt matter. Jiang Xiao had grown up in a happy family. Although his father was often absent, whenever he came back he brought a lot of gifts. In this era, big truck drivers were paid a lot. When Jiang Xiao was little he had expensive toys, and when he got a little older he had brand name sneakers and jerseys. His mother always had a smile on her face, as if she never got angry, and his parents worked hard together to maintain the family home. Their family wasnt rich but they were comfortable, and they were never short of anything Jiang Xiao needed. He grew up spoiled by his family until his fathers death half a year ago. He was in a car accident and couldnt be saved. His fathers work unit paid out a pension, and his mother was still working. They had enough income to support two people. But his mother couldnt stand the shock. Her whole body wasnt in good health and she became depressed. After Jiang Xiaos father passed away, the quarrelsome relatives on that side pressured his mother over and over for money. She was soft-hearted, and Jiang Xiao was still young, so most of the pension was squandered. If Jiang Xiao hadnt noticed in time and blown up about it, the small remaining portion would have been lost too. But the family had experienced a dramatic change, and Jiang Xiao was only fourteen years old. He couldnt control his emotions. He had nightmares for more than a year, and he was in the middle of puberty. He struck out at everything, not just outside but inside. The first change was that he lost interest in school. His grades plummeted. His mother couldnt accept it, but she wasnt able to control him. Jiang Xiao, who previously was a model student and ranked in the top three of his grade, fell all the way to the bottom. The educational resources in Houlin County were average at best. There was only one good public high school in the county, Houlin No. 1 Senior High, but on the day of the high school entrance examination, Jiang Xiao slipped out to play games and missed some of the tests. When the results came out, forget about getting into the best high school, he also failed to get into the countys ordinary high schools. He could only go to the private high school in the south of the city. It was a school that was happy to report good news for its students year after year. There Jiang Xiao got mixed up with a group of friends who werent motivated. His scores got worse and worse. His mother was concerned about him, but she herself was in extreme pain. Her sons degeneration was like a knife twisting in her heart. She didnt know how many times she exhausted herself dragging Jiang Xiao out of a small Internet caf, arguing with him until she cried. It was only when her body couldnt support her anymore that Jiang Xiao woke up. The incident when his mother collapsed in a hospital bed was a shock. Jiang Xiao finally awakened from the muddle of the last two or three years. He emptied out all the money in the family to treat her illness, but in the end, she couldnt be saved. He had no money for school and he didnt want to stay in that high school anymore. He left his hometown of Houlin with nothing more than his backpack. He went to work in Liujiang City without daring to look back. This period of turmoil in junior and senior high was the most immature and chaotic period of his life. He regretted so many things. Perhaps because he lost so much back then, when he later met a person he liked and cherished, he held on and refused to let go. Now he was reborn right in the middle of this time, fifteen years old, in the third year of junior high school. Looking at the calendar, today was the first day of the new semester. His dad couldnt come back, but his mom was still alive. He had the chance to change his grades and do well in the high school exam. He had time to truly make up for the regrets of his past life. Maybe because there was no reply for a long time, the voice outside called again. NianNian, you have to get out of bed. Youll be really late for school. NianNian was his nickname. He and his mother didnt fight every minute. His mother was gentle by nature and spoke softly to him most of the time. Im coming, Jiang Xiao spoke his first words after being reborn, but his voice was a bit hoarse. Give me a minute. He found the blue and white school uniform on the hanger. The school uniform in China didnt have much shape or style. Students were always disgusted with it and called it ugly. But when Jiang Xiao put on the school uniform, he thought it was comfortable and good-looking. As he touched this treasured collar he felt impossibly fortunate and happy. But with his height, good face, broad shoulders, and long legs, he really did look different from other students in the same uniform. The old house with three bedrooms and two common rooms had appeared before him after a long absence. He had a wordless feeling that this place was impossibly far away from the small, luxurious villa he bought later on, but the small house still felt like home. His mother was diligent and kept everything tidy, so the house felt lively and warm. The green onion noodles in the kitchen smelled flavorful and delicious. When Jiang Xiao was brushing his teeth he smelled fried eggs. He still remembered his mothers recipe, which tasted better than any of the eggs hed eaten later. He smoothed his feather duster hair, washed his face with a towel, and wiped away the tears in his eyes with cold water. The chaos in his head had disappeared, leaving him totally awake. Im back. Im starting over, Jiang Xiao thought. He smiled in the mirror. By the time he was done cleaning up, his mother had already put breakfast on the table. Her eyes still looked a little swollen. She glanced at Jiang Xiao, then lowered her head. Jiang Xiao guessed that it was because theyd argued again last night. Lets eat. Jiang Xiao sat across from her, picked up his chopsticks, and said, Im sorry. His mother was visibly stunned. Shed been a beautiful woman when she was young, and she had a pretty name, too, Xia WanWan. When she was first married, her husband spoiled her, and when she gave birth to a child she still resembled a young girl. Jiang Xiao remembered how his mother looked back then, wearing a beautiful skirt that no one else in their small town had. When she went out, the whole street was watching her. But now shed been worn down by life and had no motivation to dress up. In just a year or so, shed lost her radiance. Mom, Im sorry, Jiang Xiao said earnestly. His nose was a little sore. I should have said this earlier. I shouldnt have argued with you yesterday and made you angry. He made this apology ten years too late. It doesnt matter. His mother smiled. Its such a little thing I already forgot about it. Hurry up and eat or youll be late for school. She urged Jiang Xiao and watched him bow his head to devour a bowl of noodles, thinking he was particularly well-behaved today. When Jiang Xiao left for school, she slipped him twenty yuan. In those days, twenty yuan was a lot of money for a junior high student. Even though his fathers income was gone, his mother didnt short him anything, and when she stuffed the money into his hand she added in a kind voice, Buy something delicious outside. Youre a good boy, dont wrong yourself. Jiang Xiaos eyes were stinging. He couldnt help but give her a hug. This was the woman who cared about him most. He couldnt count how many times shed told him before she died, Dont wrong yourself, but she never knew how much her beloved child had suffered when he was on his own. "" I made you worry before. I wont do that anymore. Jiang Xiao sniffled his nose. Ill study hard at school. His mom was surprised when she heard this sudden promise, but it still made her happy. She touched Jiang Xiaos hair, not knowing why her sons appearance had changed this morning. Jiang Xiao didnt say anything further. He was afraid if he told her about his rebirth, she wouldnt understand and it would make her worry more. He wanted to tell heryou dont have to worry in the future, Father may be gone but we still have each other, and you can rely on me. But rather than say a bunch of empty words, he wanted to prove with actions how much hed changed. At least show her that his grades had improved. He dutifully went to school with his school bag on his back. It had been a long time, but Jiang Xiao still remembered the road to Houlin No. 3 Junior High. It wasnt far from home, only a five minute walk away. Jiang Xiao was confused when he woke up, so he forgot to wear his watch. When he was close to the school entrance he heard the bells ringing. It had been a long time since hed been a student, so he didnt react. His eyes kept looking at his surroundings. The breakfast stall, the stationery shop next to the school gate, everything was dazzling. It felt both real and unreal. Just then, a wind struck behind him, grabbed Jiang Xiaos collar and ran forward. Xiao Ge3, dont just stand there, run! Dont you hear the bell? A boy came running up behind him. He was about the same height, with a shaved flat head that made him look like a hedgehog, and he was holding a crepe4 in his hand and doing his best to stuff it into his mouth. Todays the first day of school and the teaching director will be at the gate. That bastards fierce, we cant afford to mess with him. If were late its over! Jiang Xiao was caught off guard. He was yanked forward by the boy, stepping inside the school grounds just as the bell chime ended. When he walked through the gate, the boy beside him relaxed and cheerfully ate the last mouthful of the savory crepe5 under the glaring eyes of the bald teaching director. The boy was called Ye YingYing, and Jiang Xiao had a deep memory of him. This was his junior high deskmate. He also hated to study, but his family had some money. In his last life, when they were about thirty, the two met again by chance. By that time Ye YingYing was an ordinary office worker who ran into Jiang Xiao while in Liujiang on business. The two people ate barbecue in a street stall. The other man was full of bitterness, his whole face was exhausted, and he looked nothing like his teenage self. Todays version of his deskmate was going through an exuberant chuunibyou phase6, both silly and brilliant. His school uniform was anything but proper, with the collar turned up to make it look cool and a wolfs tooth pendant on his neck. When Ye YingYing turned around, Jiang Xiao saw even more embellishment on his uniform. The large white area on his back was painted with a winged demon wearing a crown. In all fairness, it was a really good drawing if you ignored the seven giant words written above and below it: Over Earth And Sky I Reign Supreme. If you looked closely, you could find similar words written in smaller lettering on the sleeves for decoration, probably added when he was seized by inspiration. For example, there were dramatic phrases like Ill Never Learn To Love and Watch As I Destroy The World, which were incompatible with socialist core values, and others like, Ah, to live with passion in this ruthless world! Jiang Xiao almost couldnt bear to read them. After all, he was a man in his thirties. When exposed to such a serious case of middle schooler disease he couldnt immediately adapt. But as he continued to look, he saw four flowery words written on Ye YingYings collar. After careful scrutiny he was able to decipher them: Born To Be Young. Born to be young. Well, I hope so. While he was observing Ye YingYing, Ye YingYing was also observing him. He felt dissatisfied with the straight and narrow way Jiang Xiao was wearing his school uniform today. He grabbed Jiang Xiaos collar and forced it to stand up just like his own, because it looked so much cooler that way. He gazed at Jiang Xiaos plain school uniform with regret and said, Your mom bleached it all, huh? Look at you, so serious and grim. Dont worry, Ill draw another one for you today. Something super cool. No, no, you dont have to, Jiang Xiao came back from his daze and politely refused three times. He folded his collar down. I dont need anything, really, you dont have to bother. Only then did he notice that his school uniforms color was a little pale. If you looked at it carefully you could still see a trace of the previous design. In his third year of junior high hed been infected with chuunibyou energy and wanted to destroy the world. He and Ye YingYing werent even on the same level. Jiang Xiao didnt return to normal until he was beaten down by life. Thankfully, Mom bleached his school uniform. Otherwise he would have been too embarrassed to leave the house today. Ye YingYing looked at him strangely. He thought Jiang Xiao was acting really weird. If he had to put it into words, hed say this person was different from before. He seemed kind of dispirited or sad. In the next class, Jiang Xiao was even creepier. He was actually listening carefully to the lecture! Did Jiang Xiao leave his brain at the door?! TL Notes: I reign supreme C adapted from ΨҶ C puffed up with pride, exalting oneself, extremely conceited, overlordship, supremacy over all, the noblest and the greatest, supreme arrogance Born to be young C adapted from ٿ C youthful as promised, young and promising, young as expected Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: Houlin County C NianNian C C MCs childhood nickname Xia WanWan C C MCs mother Ye YingYing C ҶӰӰ C MCs middle school 3rd year deskmate CH 3 As everyone knows, the last row of a classroom is the leisure and entertainment area. At that time, most junior high students living in a small county town didnt have a cell phone. Their parents probably didnt have one either. Therefore, playing cards was one of the most popular recreational activities in class. According to his grades and height, Jiang Xiao was situated in the last row of the classroom. He and Ye YingYing sat in the corner, not far from a pile of brooms and the garbage can. Two other boys sitting next to them brazenly walked over. One grabbed two decks of cards from his school bag, while the other took out more than ten packs of spicy sticks and shrimp snacks from inside a desk. The four students gathered around like they were having a small party. Since the beginning of the first year, Houlin No. 3 Middle School divided students according to their scores. There were about ten classes per grade, commonly known as fast, medium, and slow, and there was a rotation once a semester. Jiang Xiao had dropped all the way from the best class down to Class 15. At first he wasnt worried about the high school entrance exam, but when he actually reached it, hed spent so much time in this environment that his brain was empty. He couldnt do any of the questions. Most teachers had trouble controlling Class 15, made up of the most difficult group of troublemakers ranked at the very bottom. Their female English teacher, a recent graduate, was young and soft-spoken. She was doing well if she managed to cover all the lecture material while maintaining order. But Houlin No. 3 Middle School as a whole was relatively strict. The students in Class 15 had bad grades, but aside from that their behavior wasnt terrible. It was true that the front rows liked to sleep, the middle rows liked to read novels, and the back rows held small parties, but the students didnt cause a ruckus or make trouble for the teachers. Ye YingYing and the others were still scared of the ruthless teaching director. At most they did their own thing and ignored the lectures. They kept their voices down while playing, revealing a trace of respect amid rebellion. The students were good at adjusting to their audience. In the next class, the political science teacher was a bit more strict, so Ye YingYing and the others didnt dare to continue playing cards. Instead they switched to private snacking or novel sharing sessions. Jiang Xiao followed Ye YingYing to his desk. As soon as he sat down, memories of the past gradually returned to him. Usually, all four boys joined up to play fight the landlord1, but now Ye YingYing stared like he saw a ghost while Jiang Xiao sat upright at his desk, opened his English book, and listened carefully to the teacher. Xiao Ge, Ye YingYing asked, Are you crazy? Jiang Xiao wasnt crazy, but he was seriously evaluating his current level of learning, which was basically zero. It was now the first semester of the third year, so there was still a year to go before the entrance exam. Out of all nine courses, Jiang Xiao had basically forgotten everything. After all, hed been out of school for nearly twenty years. His English might be a little better because he studied it for business, but that was mainly in application, not for tests. That is, he could speak a few sentences in ordinary conversations. For the time being, he didnt have high requirements for himself. All he needed to do was pass the high school entrance exam next year. After that, hed have three more years of studying in high school. The most important thing was the college entrance exam. Jiang Xiao had dropped out of school in his last life. There was no alternative. First of all, he didnt have any money. Secondly, he really couldnt go on studying in that high school. After he grew up, he started a business and opened a factory to make money, but he always worried about his lack of schooling. Later on, when the factory deteriorated, Jiang Xiao had money in his hands, but his regret grew even stronger. The so-called rsum padding of a diploma wasnt the point. The point that one should never give up learning and making progress throughout ones life. Jiang Xiao had many friends, some of whom dropped out of school to work at a similar age, but after they got rich, they enrolled in all kinds of business schools. It was even more obvious when it came to the next generation. They did everything possible to send their children to the best schools. The constraints of his junior high school education became even more obvious when Jiang Xiao reached a certain level. Even if he tried various things to make up for it later, the schooling he missed when he was younger really mattered. Now that he was reborn, Jiang Xiao wasnt going to run out at age sixteen and recklessly put himself through endless suffering again. Hed earn money, and hed try to make a better life for his family, but he was a student now and there were plenty of years ahead of him. He wanted to live like an ordinary child, take the college entrance exam, and go to college. If he had the chance maybe he could even go on to graduate school. This time his life might be very different. And everything in his plan began with serious reading. In the classroom, the soft and gentle English teacher had been in the class for more than ten minutes. As usual, none of the students were listening. They were all doing their own things. But suddenly today there was a student sitting straight at his desk. As the teacher taught a new word, she pointed to the blackboard and recited: Explore, tnxin2. It used to be a one-man show. But this time a not-too-loud voice came from the last row of the classroom, seriously repeating: Explore, tnxin. The classmates sleeping on their desks were a little surprised. They roused to see which student was acting crazy on the first day of the semester. When they turned around they saw it was Jiang Xiao. Oh, thats okay. Jiang Xiao was known as a first-rate troublemaker in Class 15. Not many people dared to mess with him. Anyway, he could do what he wanted. Ye YingYing found a new buddy to join the card game, but he was so shocked by Jiang Xiao that he dropped all his cards. Crazy, crazythe world wasnt logical anymore. No matter what his fellow students felt, when class was over Jiang Xiao thought he still had an advantage. His comprehension was better than a normal junior high school student. And because his body was young, his memory was superior to when he was in his thirties. In English class with a newly taught text, he read through it three or four times and was able to remember almost all of it. Jiang Xiao knew he wasnt especially brilliant. His IQ was average. People who commented on him said he won through sheer persistence, whether in achievements or in love, because he never gave up. Even if he was reborn eight hundred times, that characteristic wouldnt change. The English teacher was a little flattered to see a student in Class 15 responding to her lecture. She realized this student wasnt fooling around, but seriously following along. Moreover, Jiang Xiao asked her for worksheets after class. There really were no shortcuts to studying in junior and senior high. It all came down to reading books and doing exercises. When Jiang Xiao looked through his schoolbag, he had all the textbooks, but there were no worksheets or study materials. He had no idea where the previous ones had gone. He didnt find many problem sets, just one or two scattered handouts. So after class, Jiang Xiao went to the teacher to ask for worksheets. Generally speaking, the teacher would print a few extra copies in case there werent enough, and if no one needed them the teacher would put them away. Jiang Xiao wanted the previous papers, and preferably the ones for first and second year as well, because he could make them up in time. This teacher was very dedicated. She even gazed at him with a touch of emotion in her face. At noon Jiang Xiao received a stack of papers. Although they werent stacked up neatly, there were study materials for pretty much every big exam. He used the same method between classes to ask his teachers for more worksheets. Some teachers were a little mean and looked at him sideways, wondering why he hadnt learned these things already, but in the end they really gave him the papers, a thick pile of them. Jiang Xiao sorted through the worksheets. He had four classes in the morning, and some of them were mind-numbing. After all, some classes relied on the foundation built in the first and second year. All he could do was make up for what he was missing as soon as possible. Ye YingYing ate three or four packets of snacks in the morning, played seven or eight rounds of cards, and finished half a novel. For him it was another fulfilling and enjoyable morning, but Jiang Xiao was quiet and left the classroom during breaks. Then, before the eyes of the horrified crowd, this person arranged big piles of worksheets and put them in his desk. Xiao Ge, whats wrong with you? It wasnt the first time Ye YingYing had asked this today, but Jiang Xiao was really busy and didnt answer with any detail. He asked again at noon on the way home. Its like I said, I want to study seriously, Jiang Xiao said. You, too. Dont play so much. Youll regret it later if you spend all your time at this age fooling around. Why do you sound like my dad? Ye YingYing dug in his ears. I told you before, Im not the same as you. Im not cut out for studying. In the first year of middle school, Jiang Xiao got good grades. He was ranked in the top three of his year. Now that hed begun to study seriously again, it was a little sudden, but not completely out of line. But for Class 15 people like Ye YingYing whod always had bad grades, they didnt see a reason to do more than necessary Im not just talking about studying. It never hurts to learn more at this age. Jiang Xiao sighed. He didnt want to say more. Ye YingYings family and school teachers had tried to persuade him countless times to learn. He was a stubborn teenager, just like himself back then. A few words werent going to change him. But youre really good at drawing. Jiang Xiao looked at the big demon on his school uniform and added, If you dont want to read, learning to draw would be better than playing all day. Isnt drawing the same as playing? Ye YingYing grinned from ear to ear. That reminds me, I promised the guy in Class 14 Id draw his school uniform this afternoon. Jiang Xiao wanted to say something else, but just then Ye YingYing caught sight of someone he knew. He excitedly pulled Jiang Xiaos sleeve and changed the subject. Look, Xiao Ge, its Lin QingYu! Who? After so many years, there were a lot of things Jiang Xiao didnt remember about junior high. He was pulled along by Ye YingYing and saw a girl whod just walked out of the school gate. She was tall and thin with long straight hair, and she had an innocent first love kind of face. When Jiang Xiao saw her, he kind of remembered. Lin QingYu was the school flower3 of Houlin No. 3 Junior High, now in her second year. She was a very beautiful girl. Even the shapeless, untailored school uniform couldnt hide her looks. There seemed to be a reason why Ye YingYing was so excited. Jiang Xiao was pursuing her. He was young back then, and he hadnt really thought about his sexual orientation yet. It was just that Lin QingYu was pretty, and with his rebellious adolescent attitude, Jiang Xiao decided he was in love. He just wanted to pursue the school flower, thinking she was different from the rest. In the end, he didnt succeed. Lin QingYu didnt like him. She had excellent grades and a strict upbringing. There was no way shed fall in love with someone like Jiang Xiao. After junior high, the two people never met again. The relationship between them didnt even count as first love. Thinking about this, Jiang Xiao decided that his brain back then was befuddled. He didnt even remember this girl. He probably really annoyed her back then, trying to get her attention every day. Jiang Xiao was still a little embarrassed when he thought of it. He touched his nose and tried to pull Ye YingYing farther away. Hed had more than enough emotional suffering. He didnt intend to subject himself to it again. But even if he planned to let others go, that didnt mean they planned the same for him. Lin QingYu wasnt alone. Beside her was a boy who looked three points4 like her. Jiang Xiao knew Lin HeYuan. He was in Class 1 of the third year, and he was Lin QingYus brother. When the schoolgirl saw Jiang Xiao, her pretty eyebrows frowned, then she lowered her head and said something to her brother. Lin HeYuan walked up and blocked Jiang Xiaos way. Jiang Xiao: What are you doing? Dont send my sister weird things like this again. Youre upsetting her. Lin HeYuan threw an unopened box into Jiang Xiaos arms, warning him in passing, If it happens again, Ill make sure youre sorry. Jiang Xiao looked down. This must be a present hed given to the girl. The box showed a picture of a heart-shaped cup. When you poured hot water into the cup, a small lamp embedded in it would emit rainbow-colored light, like a poor quality KTV decoration. So tacky, so ugly, it was painful to look at. Jiang Xiao was embarrassed to find out he had such terrible straight male aesthetics in his third year of junior high. Lin HeYuan was a good student of the standard style. No matter how cold his face was, he was just a junior high school student. Jiang Xiao used to be classmates with him back when he had good grades. They werent exactly familiar, but they knew each other. Naturally he wouldnt get angry with him because of a few harsh words. Besides, he really did send an ugly present to his sister. At that moment, Lin HeYuan was watching the person in front of him carefully. Jiang Xiao was notorious for being a prickly-headed jerk. He was pretty tall and everyone in that hive of chaos, Class 15, was afraid of him. Lin HeYuan had even bumped into him fighting other people. He was fierce, like a wolf cub, so Lin HeYuan was wary about making this person angry. He was ready to fight back at any time. Unexpectedly, Jiang Xiao, who had an aggressive personality as far as he knew, only scratched his head, stuffed the box into his school bag, and smiled at him. His small tiger teeth werent fierce at all, but a little cute. Sorry, little classmate, Jiang Xiao said. I wont do it in the future. Lin HeYuans warlike footing suddenly collapsed. For a moment he even felt bewildered. Did Jiang Xiao just call him a little classmate? TL Notes: they were having a small party / liked to throw small parties C The word party was in English adjusting to the audience C from ² C make up to some people and look down on others, treat a person according to their social status, not treat everyone equally troublemaker, prickly-headed jerk C from ͷ C thorn head, prickly head, a person who is difficult to deal with when things go wrong, a person at odds with others in organizations, is arrogant and causes trouble worksheets C C exam paper, test paper, practice sheets terrible straight male aesthetics C ɵֱ C silly straight man aesthetics Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: Lin QingYu C Lin HeYuan C ֺԪ CH 4 Lin HeYuan just came to give Jiang Xiao a warning because of his sister, but Jiang Xiao reacted a lot better than he expected. Maybe hed change his mind in the future, but all he did then was take the gift back and apologize with a serious expression. When Lin HeYuan didnt say anything, Jiang Xiao turned around and left. Lin HeYuan stood in place for a while, frozen, then returned to his sister, Lin QingYu. She was a bit nervous and asked, He wont bother me again, will he? No, Lin HeYuan assured her, He He wanted to comment about Jiang Xiao, but he frowned, thought about it for a while, and decided not to say anything. In the end he had an impression of a somewhat unique person. Jiang Xiao rushed back at noon. In the morning he didnt have much time, so over lunch he went home to sort through the textbooks in his room, especially the ones for first and second year. If he wanted to relearn what hed forgotten, the first thing he had to do was find his books. Xia WanWan had gone to work, and her lunchtime was a little later. Jiang Xiao usually had to wait a while for her to return. Lunch for two people didnt have to be complicated, so when she came back she would quickly stir-fry one or two dishes, and by half past twelve theyd eat. Today when Jiang Xiao got home his mother wasnt back yet. He opened the refrigerator and saw vegetables and meat inside, so he picked a few ingredients and fried some celery, beef, and shredded potatoes. Hed learned how to take care of himself long ago. He wasnt a teenaged boy who only knew how to eat ready-made meals, he actually had some skill. Today Xia WanWan was delayed in the office because of urgent business. When she hurried through the door, Jiang Xiao was just bringing the steaming food to the table. Youre just in time. Lets eat. Jiang Xiao greeted her naturally and took off the apron. When did my son learn to cook? Ms. Xia thought today was really magical. She stood there for a while like she was in a dream, then she sat down nervously. At first glance, the food didnt look too bad. She decided that even if it was inedible, shed close her eyes and say it was delicious. When she brought her chopsticks to her mouth, she was astonished to find the food was genuinely good. The shredded potatoes were refreshing, and the celery and beef served with rice were downright delicious. The cooking was even better than her own. NianNian, when did you learn to stir-fry? Its not hard. I did it once or twice when you worked overtime before, Jiang Xiao said lightly. After you watch someone do it a few times, youll pick it up. His mother was quite easy to deceive, so she believed him. She didnt ask too much, just gazed at him like she was moved. She praised Jiang Xiao several times in succession. After eating, she happily helped Jiang Xiao find the textbooks scattered around the house. She hummed as she washed the dishes, and when she came out of the kitchen she saw Jiang Xiao sitting quietly at the desk in his room, reading a book. Reading a book! Seriously! Xia WanWan doesnt know how long it was since shed seen such a thing. She didnt dare disturb this quiet scene. Without making a sound she went back to her room. She sat blankly on the bed and wiped her face, forcing back her tears. She didnt know why her son had suddenly returned to his previous dutiful, obedient self. It was a huge and pleasant surprise. Jiang Xiao found the books from his first year of junior high. Back then, he was serious about studying, and his notes were still with the books. After looking through them a bit, he found the summarized information was easy to understand. He roughly flipped through the books and began to form ideas. The high school entrance exam wasnt as standardized as the college entrance exam. Various regions had their own testing methods. In Houlin County at this time there were always ten test subjects. The three main subjects, language, mathematics, and foreign languages, were worth 120 points each. Physics and chemistry were 100 points apiece, the history and politics combined papers were 50 and 70 points respectively, the biology and geography combined papers were 50 each, plus 30 points of physical education, for a total of 810 points. Although there were a lot of tests, another aspect showed that junior high school wasnt difficult. Physics didnt start until the second year, and chemistry didnt start until the third year. In a single year of effort, you could get a big improvement in your score. Jiang Xiao gathered all his books together. After he had a clear understanding, he made a study plan and posted it on his desk. During afternoon class, Jiang Xiao took out the exercise book to do problems while he listened. Class 15 wasnt diligent, but the teachers were serious, and their lectures had a lot of detail. Jiang Xiao understood a little faster than an ordinary junior high student. He could take time to do problems to consolidate his knowledge. Student life was always boring. It was difficult for teenage boys and girls to endure this kind of suffering, but for Jiang Xiao, studying was actually fun. When it came to school, you always reaped what you sowed. As long as you studied hard, you could raise your grades. The knowledge you put in your head could never be taken away. It would always belong to you, and that was an amazing thing. In the adult world, the same equation didnt apply. It was possible to put in constant effort and still get no reward. Jiang Xiao had some experience of that himself. Ye YingYing was shocked in the morning, but as a highly accomplished chuunibyou teen, he quickly accepted Jiang Xiaos transformation. At any rate, he had a side business so he didnt have time to monitor Jiang Xiao. After playing cards all morning, he got bored and decided to take a job in the afternoon painting school uniforms. Houlin No. 3 Junior High required all students to wear a uniform. This public junior high school strictly followed the nine-year compulsory education regulations, and it was fundamentally different from the private high school in the south of the city where Jiang Xiao was once enrolled. Overall school spirit and discipline were good, and the most basic school rules were still respected, so the worst students had a bottom line even as they skirted the edge of the school rules. Painting school uniforms was an example. The school uniforms of Houlin No. 3 Junior High were blue and white, with white accounting for the majority. It was a blank canvas for self-expression. These days students didnt dare to get tattoos, but they wrote and drew on the school uniform to express their personality and stand out. Ye YingYings winged demon uniform design might be excruciatingly embarrassing to Jiang Xiao, but in the eyes of Houlin No. 3 Junior High students, it was simply the most fashionable trend of the season. You could even call it amazing. After all, the drawing was really good. The bloody-eyed demon was painted vividly, like it might draw breath at any moment. The technique wasnt inferior to popular webcomic artists that Jiang Xiao had seen. It seemed that the knight design hed painted for Jiang Xiaos uniform was even better, but unfortunately it was bleached by Ms. Xia after their previous quarrel. The knight-errant, which once attracted countless eyes, had been washed away, and hardly the slightest shadow could be seen. Ye YingYing shared a desk with Jiang Xiao and had drawn it for free, but others had to pay. Custom designs cost anywhere from a few jiao1 to a few yuan. These days in small counties, prices werent high. A small grilled sausage sold outside the school entrance cost 50 fen2, and a breakfast bowl of hot noodles was just one yuan. Ten yuan could buy a lot of things. Junior high school students had limited pocket money, so Ye YingYings business was average, but he could earn a little money. Today he took a small job. Though Jiang Xiao was reading seriously, his deskmate was so close that he still noticed what he was doing. Ye YingYing had a more detailed job today. First, he drew a sample on white paper. During the break he ran to show it to his customer in the next class. After receiving approval he began to draw on the school uniform jacket. According to the size of the school uniform jacket it probably belonged to a girl. She didnt dare to draw a large design on the back. That would be too ostentatious, so she asked him to draw a thin circle on the uniform jacket and cuffs. You had to look carefully to see it. Jiang Xiao glanced at it and saw the circle was actually a woven bracelet with flowers and butterflies and a few small characters written next to it. It was quite ornate. Jiang Xiao looked at the style of the bracelet and thought it was a little familiar, but he didnt care too much about it so he returned to studying. Who knew that after Ye YingYing finished this drawing and got the affirmation of his little customer, he received several related orders. All of them requested similar bracelets. He used different colors to add variety, but the look was all the same. He painted all afternoon and evening, and for two self-study sessions at night he didnt skip class to go out to the game hall. It could be said that he was very conscientious. Ye YingYing earned about ten yuan for his art, so he was very pleased. In fact, his family gave him a lot of pocket money, but the money he earned himself was different. The next day at noon he spent two yuan to invite Jiang Xiao to eat fried dumplings in front of school. Jiang Xiao asked a casual question on the way home, Why did they all want the same thing? You dont know? Its the hottest costume drama on TV right now. Its called The World of Mortals. My mom watches it too. Ye YingYing ate fried dumplings as he explained, The heroine wears a bracelet just like that. The girls are really into it. Jiang Xiaos family didnt watch many TV dramas, but he had the impression that TV was still the primary information vector in underdeveloped small counties in central China at this time. Jiang Xiao lowered his head as an idea came to him. He thought about it a little more, but when he turned his head to look at Ye YingYing, he saw him finish the fried dumplings with a silly smile of satisfaction. Jiang Xiao looked at him a little helplessly, like an elder watching a child. Ye YingYing painted several school uniforms and Jiang Xiao had seen themhe was really quite gifted, with a rare talent. Ye YingYing had never gotten systematic training. He began drawing on textbooks and later painted school uniforms. He was entirely self-taught. Well, think about what I said before, Jiang Xiao said to him. "" What? If you dont like reading you dont have to force yourself, but you can still learn painting and art, Jiang Xiao said. You can go to a good university if you know how to draw. You dont want your father to yell at you every day if you dont go to school in the future, do you? Ye YingYing had never even thought about college. He was still young, and he thought muddling along from day to day was good enough. When Jiang Xiao talked about learning art and painting, he pictured the kind of person who appeared in TV dramas wearing a beret and small round glasses. Anyway, it was far away from him. Jiang Xiao took one look at Ye YingYings face and knew he hadnt listened. The power of words was limited. Jiang Xiao shook his head, then he thought of something and said to Ye YingYing, After the National Day3 holiday Ill give you a present. When Ye YingYing heard he was getting a present he was delighted. Okay! Do you want some more fried dumplings? Ill go buy another three yuan! No, Jiang Xiao said, you should eat less at street stalls. Its not good for your health, and your familys waiting at home. Xiao Ge, you need to stop talking like my dad. Ye YingYing looked at him with mixed feelings. Its like you changed as soon as the semester started. Studying again was one thing, but Jiang Xiao was suddenly acting like a pompous old man. Jiang Xiao smiled and didnt say anything else. He watched Ye YingYing run wildly back to buy more fried dumplings, and the hedgehog hair looked silly. He told himself it was good to be young. Now the self-important old man inside him was going to start planning something else. At lunch, it just so happened that Xia WanWan turned on the TV. Jiang Xiao discovered she was watching that costume drama too. It seemed really popular. The bracelet that earned Ye YingYing a tiny fortune was an important prop for the heroine. It was a memorable part of the show. Jiang Xiao had a plan in mind, so he watched a bit more. When the episode was over, the station broadcast the local citys weather forecast, and the iconic skyline of Liujiang City was on the screen. It was going to rain in Liujiang tomorrow. He froze for a moment, then he lowered his head. His expression didnt change, but he was reminded of the past. Of course, he and Lin ChengYu lived in Liujiang for a long time. It was normal to associate it with him. After his rebirth, Jiang Xiao seemed to have completely forgotten the man who was engraved in his heart in his previous life. Now, because of this image, he remembered everything again. Hed been reborn for a few days, and hed already settled into his current life. His past life was gradually becoming like a dream. The memory was still there, but the emotions were blurred. Maybe having died once made everything different. No matter how deeply that person was carved into his bones, it could all be washed away and polished clean by disappointment. Maybe it wasnt possible to start over if the past was fresh in your mind. Jiang Xiaos attention was totally absorbed. He had no time for anything else. But this lifes trajectory would be completely different. He and Lin ChengYu would never intersect he hoped. When he saw Liujiang City again, he really had important plans to make. TL Notes: The World of Mortals C from º쳾 C red dust under heaven C red dust is a Buddhist term for human society/the mortal world popular, hot C C red engraved in his heart, carved into his bones C ̹ C imprint the bones and inscribe on the memory, heartfelt, engraved in the bones and printed on the heart, gratitude for a kindness impossible to forget, inscribed on ones mind, engraved on ones soul Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: Ms Xia C Ů C Xi Nsh C MCs mom CH 5 From the start of school in September throughout the month before the National Day holiday, Jiang Xiao was hard at work. He seized all the time he could to study. So far hed covered the main points of the first and second years for the main subjects: Chinese, math, and foreign languages. The other classes were a little rough, but he had a grasp on the essentials, so he moved on to review the final comprehensive exam of year two. The basic questions werent a problem, and his results were in line with his study plan. At that time, Houlin No. 3 Middle School didnt have make-up classes. The National Day holiday was a full seven days. A week before the holiday, Jiang Xiao had already planned out how to spend his time. He wanted to make some money. Jiang Xiao was in the kitchen that night making chicken stew when he heard his mother suppress a cough in the living room. Jiang Xiao knew Xia WanWan had been in poor health since she was a child. His grandpas family lived in the countryside the next county over, and their family was poor. All the good things went to her brothers first. She was able to go to a junior college to study accounting because of her hard work. Later she met Jiang Xiaos father, and he managed to take better care of her, but now things werent as good. His mothers family was far away, and they thought a married daughter was like spilled water. No matter how well Xia WanWan was doing, they didnt care. Jiang Xiao wasnt very familiar with his cousins, so they couldnt help at all. Her death back then was partly due to overwork and partly caused by illness and heart disease, worsened by her husbands death and Jiang Xiaos rebellious ways. Recently Jiang Xiao had been well-behaved, which relieved a lot of stress. Seeing that her looks had improved, her heart disease should have gotten better. Now that she had more time to concentrate on her health, her sickness shouldnt be as serious as it was in her previous life, but the root of her illness still existed. She had to take good care of it, which meant frequently going to the doctor. After Jiang Xiao came back he took her to the hospital several times, seeing both Western and traditional Chinese doctors. They prescribed a lot of medicine. But Xia WanWan was reluctant to spend more money. She always said she was fine, telling him to study hard and not to worry. Although the family still had income, the small company she worked for didnt have much business and the pay wasnt high. His late father had a good income, but they didnt have much savings left. After all, their savings werent infinite, and his fathers pension was scammed by his paternal cousins family. Although they still had some savings, Xia WanWan couldnt bear to spend more on her health. If Jiang Xiao wanted to go to university, it would cost more money. As the saying goes, a teenaged boy could eat a person out of house and home. With a son that age, there were too many things that needed money. It wasnt that she didnt want to see a doctor or get better. Jiang Xiao knew Xia WanWan had a gentle personality, but when it came to this, she was stubborn. To sum it up in one sentencethere wasnt enough money at home. But Jiang Xiao was, after all, reborn. Although the factory closed down before his rebirth, his previous savings and the income from the land sale would have supported him into old age. He was considered a successful and affluent man. He was now younger, with limited resources, and his primary focus was studying, but if he found the right opportunity he wanted to go out and make some money. After Ye YingYing made a few deals with some girls in the next class, Jiang Xiao tagged along to ask those girls a few questions. The girls knew Jiang Xiao. After all, Jiang Xiao was tall and good looking, and when he smiled he showed his little tiger teeth. He was a figure that a lot of girls in school would secretly talk about. They even thought his sudden drop in grades made him cool. Who knew that this intriguing, tiger-toothed boy with his trademark smile would ask about the painted bracelet design on their school uniforms. If you like it, why not get the real thing? There must be bracelets that look like the one on the TV series, right? The girls looked at each other. The fans of the drama really did want the same style of bracelet, but Where can you buy one? They complained, I looked in the small stores by the school entrance, and they all said it was out of stock. I have a friend who bought one. Her relative brought it back from the big city, but it was so expensive. Most of the students in the school were from ordinary families. They had a little pocket money, but not a lot. It only cost a couple of yuan to hire Ye YingYing and relieve their craving. Relatively speaking, it was very cost-effective. Before he asked these questions, Jiang Xiao went to some shops near the school and other boutiques in town. These days there wasnt much awareness of online shopping. The circulation efficiency of small commodities was low. All the popular items in central counties lagged behind. Not just small boutique items for the girls, but also toys for the boysracing cars and similar items. It wasnt unusual to wait months or even a year or two for items which had been popular a long time in developed cities. It was the beginning of the new millennium. Even though the whole country would see rapid development in a short period of time, today the distribution channels for goods and information were so narrow that the developed cities on the coast and the small counties in the center might as well be in different worlds. There was a very important reason for the slow turnover of goods in the countys small shops. Their upstream distribution channels were basically set in stone. Jiang Xiaos father was a big truck driver, so Jiang Xiao was able to ask several uncles he knew about it. Small retail goods at this time didnt travel long distances. The idea was small profits but quick turnover. If you hauled in goods from far away, you wouldnt earn back the transport cost. Their upstream market basically consisted of several large wholesale markets in the next county, and they were limited to that city. When purchasing goods, they were actually choosing from the limited selection of dealers located there. It wasnt that the business owners didnt know which goods were hot, but popular items had to be grabbed before they sold out, and the lag time was significant. They couldnt get the products from their distributors. Even if they wanted to buy certain things, they couldnt. Jiang Xiao found this out before he went to ask the girls. But what he mainly wanted to know was if he brought a few of these things back, would they want them? Just dont be too expensive. The girls in the next class pondered for a while, and one of them even whispered, I want a photo card of the male lead, a plastic photo card. As if this sentence was a reminder, another girl spoke up. Her eyes were a little bright. I want one too, but I want the second male lead. If you can really bring some back, a lot of girls will want one. Really, my sister wanted to get one too, but the ones at the school gate are old. We want new ones. There was a target market, and there was a demand gap. Jiang Xiao did some basic market research and he finalized his plan. Before the National Day holidays he went to find his late fathers colleague. Jiang Xiaos dad had an outgoing personality. In the past he had a lot of friends, many of whom were drivers for the same company. After his accident, they helped out a lot, but big truck drivers were busy, and they had their own families. They couldnt provide much real-time care. Jiang Xiao was grateful for what they did to help his family through difficult times. Now, when Jiang Xiao boldly went to knock on the door, although the older man was surprised, he listened seriously. Jiang Xiao had always called him Uncle Ye. This was one of his fathers best friends. He often ran back and forth on the Huainan Province route. In Huainan Province one of the most developed cities was Liujiang City, where Jiang Xiao had lived for many years. Huainan was a coastal province, and large-scale production plants took root there. Until the day Jiang Xiao closed his eyes in his last life, it was still one of the best developed industrial provinces in the country. If you wanted to give Jiang Xiao an appropriate name for this kind of activity, it would be a domestic purchasing agent or proxy. But Jiang Xiao didnt have much to spend. He hadnt saved much of the New Years money he received before. If you added up some pocket money he saved recently, as well as what he borrowed from Ye YingYing, he barely had five hundred yuan. If he really wanted to go on a trip by himself, he didnt even have enough to pay the bus fare. Jiang Xiaos target customers couldnt afford anything too expensive, so he knew he had to reduce his costs as much as possible. He knew that Uncle Ye was going to make two trips to Huainan Province during the National Day holidays, and it just so happened Jiang Xiao was going to the industrial park to pick up merchandise. He wanted to hitch a ride. It wasnt a big deal for a truck driver and co-driver to bring another passenger. It was also a trivial matter to bring an extra package of goods. It was common to bring some small things along the way to earn a little money. If they could lend a helping hand to the Jiang familys orphan and widow, they would do it. But Jiang Xiao was too young. This wasnt the same as going out to play. It would be okay if he took a bus to get there, but the truck driver needed to load and unload goods. He was too busy to babysit a child. Im not young anymore, Uncle Ye. Im fifteen years old. Jiang Xiao looked at him. My dad is gone, and I have to take care of my mom. Trust me, just help me this time. When it came to the Huainan industrial region and Liujiang, the foremost industrialized city in China, he probably knew it better than Uncle Ye. TL Notes: a teenaged boy could eat a person out of house and home C adapted from Сӣ C A half-grown boy can eat Laozi to death. National Day C ʮһ C A public holiday in China celebrated annually on 1 October as the national day of the Peoples Republic of China, commemorating the formal proclamation of the establishment of the Peoples Republic of China on 1 October 1949 Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: You can find the master list of transliterated names and titles in Chapter 0 C TL Notes. New in this chapter: Uncle Ye C Ҷ C Same surname as Ye YingYing (ҶӰӰ), MCs school friend Huainan Province C ʡ CH 6 In his last life, Jiang Xiao went to work in Liujiang about three years from now. He started out as an assembly line worker in a factory for more than half a year. He was too young to shut his mouth and didnt have any patience, so after six months hed worked in two or three factories. Whenever he had time hed go out for a stroll, so he was familiar with all the places around the industrial park. He met all kinds of people and saw small businesses in detail. Later on, Jiang Xiao had a good life overall. He met several impressive people, some of whom gave him a helping hand. When he grew up and entered his twenties, he began to do business on his own. It wasnt only Liujiang City. Jiang Xiao had visited all kinds of industrial parks. Hed met a lot of factory owners just like himself, people who crawled up from the bottom, had a lot of experience, and knew a lot of different things. Ye Bing gave him a doubtful look and asked, Your mother doesnt know about this, does she? Ill tell her after I earn money, Jiang Xiao said. Uncle Ye, I know youve been good to our family, but you cant help us all the time. Im the only person my mother can rely on. Just let me try, okay? At first Ye Bing didnt agree. He even lost his temper, but Jiang Xiao repeatedly ground down his objections, and the older man finally gave in. Youre good at talking, anyway. I really think you might be good at this business, he said. If Uncle Ye was willing to help, things would go much easier. When Jiang Xiao explained things to Xia WanWan, he told her he was going to the countryside with Ye YingYing to have fun. In recent months he was well-behaved, so Xia WanWan didnt worry as much about him. Ye YingYing also confirmed Jiang Xiaos story, so she felt at ease. She just said to be careful and mind his safety and handed Jiang Xiao some money. The truck departed at three in the morning. Ye Bing looked at Jiang Xiao, who had a duffel bag and a school bag on his back. He didnt know when, but this fifteen-year-old boy had suddenly grown up. Now he looked determined and resolute. His eyes were firm and steady and seemed to glow. Such a small child, but at this age he was already forced to stand on his own two feet. Ye Bing glanced at his schoolbag and asked, Did you bring your books along to read them? A few days ago your mother told me youve been studying a lot this month. No, Jiang Xiao said honestly, I just brought my school bag to carry things. He didnt have a lot of luggage. The school bag and the duffel bag were durable and light. Jiang Xiao brought clothes and simple toiletries, and he didnt bring anything else. Making money was making money, and studying was studying. Jiang Xiao divided them very clearly in his mind. He wasnt going to be away for very long. He would only stay three or four days of the seven-day holiday. Uncle Ye could pick him up on his second run to Liujiang. There was other time during the holiday when Jiang Xiao could do exercises and read books. You have to concentrate whenever you do anything, and Jiang Xiao wasnt good at doing more than one thing at a time. Hed always been self-aware and knew he wasnt a genius. And the passenger side of the truck wasnt a comfortable place to sit. At times the ride was bumpy, and it wasnt quiet enough to read. It was better to get some rest with his eyes closed. After the day began he wouldnt have any time to rest. If he tried to make money and read books at the same time, hed end up doing neither well. After listening to this explanation, Ye Bing started the truck and smiled. Well, it depends on you. How much did you take with you? If he included the money Xia WanWan just gave him, he had eight hundred yuan. Jiang Xiao reported the number honestly, and Ye Bing laughed after hearing it. What can you do with eight hundred yuan? He took out a thick red envelope from his pocket and tossed it into Jiang Xiaos hands. Take it. Jiang Xiao opened it and saw a stack of money. A rough estimate said there were about two thousand yuan. At this time, for a junior high school student it was really a lot of money. Its a loan, said Ye Bing. His face was creased with tiredness, and he didnt look at Jiang Xiao. As he stared straight ahead, he said in a dignified voice, Xiao Xiao, if youre serious about studying, Ill give you your New Years money in advance. But if youre doing business, its a loan. It isnt easy to do business. You should be prepared. Jiang Xiao smiled. He didnt refuse, but he put the money away and said, I know. Thank you uncle, Ill pay you back. Dont push yourself too hard. You can repay me later, said Ye Bing. After bluffing a bit, his tone softened again, If you cant do it this time, focus on school. The truck gradually accelerated and merged onto the road in the dark of night. Jiang Xiao had nearly three thousand yuan, and the money felt warm in his hands. He squinted and looked ahead. The truck headlights illuminated the road, and he could see dust floating in the wide cones of light. Jiang Xiao closed his eyes as the truck rumbled along. It was good to be young. Unlike his previous, shallow-sleeping self, he was young enough to fall asleep. He closed his eyes and quickly dozed off. It was already afternoon when they got to their destination after ten hours on the road. When they arrived, Ye Bing couldnt watch over him. He repeatedly urged Jiang Xiao to remember his cell phone number as Jiang Xiao climbed out of the truck. If he needed something, he could find a phone booth to call him. Its okay, Jiang Xiao reassured him. If something happens Ill call 110. Its very safe here. Ye Bing: Thats fine. Liujiang City really did have good public security. Jiang Xiao got out of the truck with his two bags. The air in the industrial park was thick with smog. He walked toward the crowd and soon blended in. Ye Bing took care of him in other ways. He found him a good place to stay nearby. As a big truck driver whod traveled this route many times he was familiar with the hotels here, and the bill was charged directly to his account. Jiang Xiao saved on both transportation and lodging. But when it came to buying goods or doing business, Ye Bing couldnt help at all. Although there were a lot of factories in the industrial park, they didnt sell to retail buyers, especially one like Jiang Xiao, who only had three thousand yuan in his hand. How would anyone be willing to sign a contract with a minor for such a small amount of money? No matter how small the factory was, they wouldnt be willing to meet him. Jiang Xiaos goal was the wholesale market next to the industrial park. The wholesale market was close to the place of production, but it was more than just a place that sold goods cheaply. Many people were dazzled when they entered the wholesale market for the first time. There were all kinds of shops, there were goods piled up to the sky, and the shop owners doing business were all different. It wasnt unusual for two people to buy the same thing, but the price could more than double, and the quality varied even more. Jiang Xiao was an old hand. He ate a bowl of beef noodles at a street stall and casually messed up his hair. He was wearing a black top, gray trousers, and a pair of slip-on shoes, so he didnt look too much like a student. "" Three thousand yuan. He needed to make the most of it. Jiang Xiao had a lot of things to buy. Hed made a list before he set out, and he had a plan in mind. After finishing the noodles he went into the market. Jiang Xiao had come here in his last life, and he quickly found the store he wanted. The wholesale market wasnt like the shops outside. They warmly welcomed customers. A boss sat inside the shop watching TV. When Jiang Xiao walked in, the boss glanced at him. It wasnt a regular customer. He was young, so the boss didnt turn his head. He said a few words casually and ate some rice from his bowl. Jiang Xiao had lived in Liujiang City for a long time, and he could speak very authentic Liujiang dialect. He compared this store to the previous ones hed seen. The goods were more complete and the quality was acceptable, so he asked the price in a local accent. Hearing it was a local, the boss glanced at him and told him the price. Jiang Xiao didnt look up. He scrutinized the goods on the shelves and said, Expensive. Jiang Xiao wasnt buying much, but the price was double the usual price in the wholesale market. He guessed that since he was young, the boss decided to gouge him. Dont try to fool me. My family makes these. You think I dont know the price? Jiang Xiao threw the goods back and leaned against the shelf, showing a bit of gangster spirit. He quoted a price himself, then asked, Do you want to make a sale or not? If not, Ill go next door. The boss shook his head while saying of course that wasnt the price. His tone changed, trying to find out how many pieces Jiang Xiao wanted? Ten thousand yuan, maybe? Jiang Xiao picked through the items on the shelf, a little disgusted. Your goods are old. Those little girls want new ones now. Itll be too hard to sell these. Forget it, Ill look at other stores. He hacked the price, then he insulted the merchandise. Jiang Xiao had a specific look and tone of voice, and when quoting a price he was dead on. The boss knew this wasnt a novice, so he quickly pulled him back. Their merchandise isnt as good as ours! Come on, pretty boy, take another look. I have newer products in the back. The sales outside are very good, the boss said. We can negotiate the price. Ill give you a discount. Slowly they decided on the price. Jiang Xiao had all the time in the world right now to bargain. The art of haggling was about being hard and soft by turns, and Jiang Xiao had grown up with it. After he found the bosss bottom line, it went much easier. It was impossible to buy every kind of bracelet and photo card with the money he had on hand. Many small manufacturers were making these bracelets, and a variety of styles extended from them. Jiang Xiao knew his customers consumption level, so he didnt choose anything that was too expensive. He picked out a few types at various price points. The wholesale price for the cheapest was only a few fen1, while the expensive ones were over a dozen yuan. The small plastic photo cards were even cheaper. In Houlin, they cost two or three yuan a pack. Here, the price was just a few fen. He spent a total of five hundred yuan on cards. That was because Ye Bing suddenly gave him money, which allowed Jiang Xiao to increase the quantity. The World of Mortals was a mainland TV drama, and it was being broadcast nationwide, so right now it was popular throughout the entire country. But at this point in time, most of the hot idol dramas were still from Hong Kong, Taiwan, Japan, and South Korea. If those dramas wanted to be broadcast on TV, they usually had to wait, and most of them didnt make it to broadcast. Therefore, a lot of people waited for series to come out on disc. They watched videos on VCDs or DVDs, and listened to music on tape recorders, which was the most popular format at this time. Some dramas became popular in coastal cities first, because those were the first to receive information. Small factories had a keen nose for profit, and merchandise based on dramas would sell for a limited amount of time. However, it would take a while before the popularity waned in Houlin. That was the time lag Jiang Xiao relied on. Jiang Xiao spent five hundred yuan in a small video store to buy a bunch of new TV series discs and idol singer cassettes. He haggled down the price and managed to get some freebies. In Houlin, these were the hottest things. He planned to sell them to the video rental shop not far from the school gate. On the one hand, he could make money directly from selling the discs. On the other hand, once they set off a trend, Jiang Xiao could use it to make more money. Hair bands, pencil bags, pendants, key chains, necklaces, bracelets, posters, stickers, photo cards Jiang Xiao had seen all sorts of things that appealed to girl students these days. He was very careful about selecting goods, and he was even more careful about keeping prices low. After all, his money was limited and this was his first time doing business. He needed to use this time to identify what students really liked. Jiang Xiao packed up his purchases before Ye Bing returned. He organized the merchandise and wrapped everything with care so nothing would be damaged. He also called Ye Bing from the hotels landline to finalize the time and place to meet. Ye Bing had to change the location because he wasnt picking up a load on this side of the industrial park anymore. Jiang Xiao had to take a bus to get there. He was on the road for about an hour before they met up at a different industrial park. As the bus passed through Liujiang City, he could see some of the high-rise buildings that were already constructed. Jiang Xiao sat in the window seat and looked out. When he was stopped at one of the bus stations, there was a tastefully decorated coffee shop next door. Several teens about his age were sitting by the window, laughing and taking pictures of the street with their newly purchased cameras. Jiang Xiao saw a flash and thought he might be in the background of a photo, but the bus soon drove away, and he didnt really care. It was just a picture, and he wasnt ashamed of being seen. He couldnt help but have mixed feelings. Right now such cameras were really expensive, but those junior high students were playing with them like toys. They probably came from well-off families. In contrast, Jiang Xiao was worn out from his efforts these past few days. In order to look more mature he kept his hair a mess and made sure his clothes were dirty. Everything hed brought was old and from the bottom of his wardrobe, and with his big and small bags beside him, he looked like a scruffy little migrant worker. But that was nothing. He didnt envy anyone elses background. Jiang Xiao cherished his present life, and he was going to rely on his own efforts to improve his familys situation. TL Notes: Little Jiang Xiao in the chapter title is from С C Jing Xio Xio. Normally I translate С as Xiao Xiao but it would have been confusing here. determined and resolute C ۲ C never yield despite reverses, undaunted by setbacks stand on his own two feet C C able to stand up and fight like a man, a stand-up guy, a fine man, an indomitable man, of indomitable spirit, stand upright on ones two legs between heaven and earth, able to hold up the heavens and support the earth, fear nothing on earth hard and soft by turns C Ӳʩ C act tough and talk soft, adopt every possible means, bring both force and reason to bear, combine harsh and mild measures, couple threats with promises, carrot and stick Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: Ye Bing C Ҷ C aka Uncle Ye Xiao Xiao C С C Another nickname for MC. This one isnt XiaoXiao (his given name twice), this one means Little Xiao CH 7 He didnt think the photo would have any repercussions. He met Ye Bing without any trouble, got in the truck, and returned to Houlin with his first batch of goods. He hid the two packages under his bed, but Xia WanWan didnt find them. With three days left in the holiday, Jiang Xiao dutifully read his schoolbooks and did worksheets as hed planned, waiting for school to start. But after he left Liujiang City, an unsettling event occurred. The group of teenagers sitting in the coffee shop were looking through the photos in the camera. All the young people in this circle were from rich families. It wasnt like theyd never seen a camera before, but the new ones from abroad were still expensive. The image quality was obviously different, and the pictures looked good even if you took a snapshot out a window. The owner of the camera was a girl named Lin RongJia, who wore a somewhat conceited expression. Her father was the general manager of Yongjiang Company. In this circle, her family was the wealthiest. The camera was passed around to various people and then came back to her. There were a lot of admiring looks and words of praise. At first the seven or eight young people talked about the camera, but then the conversation turned to one person. Lin RongJias older brother1, Lin ChengYuher cousin, to be precisehad just come back after going abroad for medical treatment. About a month ago he was in a minor car accident. It wasnt all that serious or life-threatening, but he fell and hit his head. He got a mild concussion and was knocked unconscious for a while. When he woke up, he seemed delusional, like hed gone completely out of his mind. He kept mumbling about whether he was dreaming, rummaging all around, and bit his own hand so hard he even started bleeding. If you looked closely, youd see his eyes were totally bloodshot. The family was terrified. They thought it was brain damage and anxiously sent him to a foreign country for treatment. Although he seemed to return to normal pretty fast, Grandpa Lin still felt uneasy. He forced Lin ChengYu to stay abroad until his physical injuries were all healed. The reason this was a topic of conversation wasnt because the story was especially bizarre, it was because of Lin ChengYu. At age fourteen, he was so good-looking he attracted attention everywhere he went. Whenever someone mentioned the Lin family, the teens would focus on Lin ChengYu. He was a first-class shining star on campus and hailed as the school grass2. He was of mixed race and looked like hed come straight out of a manhua, so the girls were always daydreaming about him. Lin RongJias attitude towards Lin ChengYu was complicated. On the one hand, he really was good-looking and brought her a lot of benefits in terms of school and friends. On the other hand, she was a little afraid of him and disliked him quite a bit. Lets not talk about him. She turned to her circle of friends and said, He took a leave of absence. He wont be coming to school for a while. Various teens let out sighs of disappointment. After the get-together, Lin RongJia went home in a cheerful mood. She played with her new camera in the study, copying photos one by one to the computer. She was planning to pick out some nice ones to enlarge them. There were some single photos of herself and a few good shots of the street. In the center of the park across from the caf there was a large tree, but it so happened that a bus drove by, and the bus was captured instead. The bus certainly wasnt very interesting. It was crowded with people, but the shot was crystal clear. Just as Lin RongJia was about to press delete, the door of the study pushed open. Her hand on the mouse froze for a moment. It was Lin ChengYu. The Lin family had deep roots, counting eight generations of famous names, and the mansion was enormous. Everyone lived together. Yongjiang Company was founded by Grandpa Lin and had flourished in the hands of Lin ChengYus father. At present its primary business was high-end hotels, and it thrived on this part of the coast. But the smart and capable eldest son, Lin ChengYus father, had died unexpectedly. His mother divorced and left the country years before. After that, there was no news of her, and their six-year-old child, Lin ChengYu, was left to be raised by Grandpa Lin. Grandpa Lin was the chairman of the company, and he held the most shares. He originally had 30%, but he controlled an additional 30% because Lin ChengYus father gave his son his stake before he died, so in total it was 60%. After all, the child was still young, and it was better to leave it to adults to take care of for now. Grandpa Lin really looked favorably on Lin ChengYu. Out of the younger generation he valued him the most. The majority of those shares would go to him in the future. However, now that Grandpa Lin had gotten older, many things in the company were given to others to take care of. Lin RongJias father was the second son of the family, but he didnt have many shares, only about 20%. Now he was in charge of specific matters in the company, and as the general manager he had real power. The Lin family also had several distant relatives whod invested money, adding up to another 5% of the shares, but they didnt interfere in company affairs and just took dividends. The remaining 15% were scattered in the hands of several investors who didnt have a meaningful say. Although they were a family, to be clear, it wasnt unusual for there to be a bit of self-interest in the dark. Lin RongJias father was in charge of the company now, but everyone knew he was just paving the way for Lin ChengYu to grow up. Even at such a young age, Lin RongJia had heard about these things. Her parents often discussed it in private, and although she didnt know all the details, she vaguely understood what it meant. So she had mixed emotions towards Lin ChengYu, including jealousy, fear, and envy. Now this person was standing in front of her. Lin RongJia had seen him in the hospital when he first woke up, with his eyes so red they looked about to bleed. Now she was mostly afraid of him. She froze and didnt dare to move. She thought Lin ChengYu looked like a fox spirit, a kind of fairy creature, both in terms of looks and personality. Since he came back from his injury it became even more obvious that Lin ChengYu himself was enveloped by a strange, eccentric aura. But Lin ChengYu didnt look at her. His face was cold. He rifled through the bookshelves and picked up a book. Without saying a word he turned around to leave. Lin RongJias face relaxed a little. She turned back to delete the photo. The whole time, Lin ChengYu acted like she was invisible, but the moment he happened to glance at the computer screen, he looked like hed seen a ghost. He darted from the bookshelf to stand behind her. Lin RongJia was startled. Her hand twitched and she accidentally clicked the delete button. All of a sudden Lin ChengYu snatched the mouse from her hand. He fixed his eyes on her, and with a surge of anger demanded, Where did you get that photo? Why delete it? Its my photo, Lin RongJia didnt know why he was suddenly so cross. She reminded him, Theres theres a recycle bin. If Lin ChengYu didnt even know that much, it was hard to say his brain had fully recovered. Lin RongJia saw his hand on the mouse was trembling. After switching to the desktop, the recycle bin was obviously right in front of him, but he searched over and over for it a long time before he found it and recovered the file. There was nothing strange about that photo aside from the mistake in capturing it. Shed taken a picture of a bus, but because it was so close, the image was startlingly clear. A young man was sitting by the window, like hed just turned his head, and the photo had captured a frontal view of his face. He happened to be in the middle of the composition. The moment you glanced at this photo, youd immediately notice the young man. He wasnt bad-looking, but everything about him was dishevelled. He wore an old T-shirt, held a schoolbag in his lap, and had his arm around a large bag. Clothes like those were common for impoverished young workers in Liujiang. He looked a little tired. It wasnt clear what type of hard work hed been doing. But after Lin ChengYu carefully examined this picture, he got even weirder. I found you, Lin RongJia heard him mutter, I finally found you. In that voice was a trace of a sob, and Lin RongJia was too timid to turn around. If shed gathered the courage to look, she would have seen Lin ChengYus eyes. Always so indifferent and cold, they were now bloodshot and red. But there were a lot of people in that photo. There were other passengers on the bus and pedestrians passing by, dozens of faces in total, and Lin RongJia didnt know which one Lin ChengYu meant. He made a copy of the picture and asked where it was taken, and finally he didnt forget to delete the file on Lin RongJias computer. He didnt let her keep a single copy. Your family really is the same lineage. Lin ChengYu left some mysterious words when he left the study. Very useful, thanks. There was another sentence after that, but his voice was too quiet, like he was speaking to himself, and Lin RongJia didnt hear it. I will absolutely find him. Lin RongJia, who received a mysterious thank you, didnt dare to interrupt the weird atmosphere. She had no idea why Lin ChengYu was suddenly crazy again. The author has something to say: Its no use meeting now TL Notes: shining star C C celebrity, big shot, influential man, man of the hour, man of the year, man in the news fox spirit C 꾫 C h li jn C Alternatively: seductive woman, witch, tease, old fox fairy creature C C jn ui C Alternatively: ghost, demon, spirit monster, elf, genie Your family really is the same lineage C The original line was һҵǻһˡ, but seems to be a typo for (they are homophones). һ means a certain thought, behavior, or doctrine has been passed down through generations like an inheritance. Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 8 In the last three days of the November break, Jiang Xiao dutifully completed twenty worksheets. When he came back from the holiday and returned to school, his mind sprang into life. If you buy something, you have to sell it. Its only over when you get the money. After class, Jiang Xiao took the initiative to seek people out. The girls in the next class never expected a few words would lead Jiang Xiao to really bring back merchandise. Fangirls had a lot of purchasing power no matter what year it was. Whats more, Jiang Xiao had things they truly wanted. His plastic photo cards and stickers had new pictures on them, and they were priced lower, which made them special compared to the ones in the shops outside school. The girls liked all the sets they saw. The bracelets, which were finely made, were a little more expensive. One girl didnt have any money ready, so she grit her teeth and said, Put it aside for me. Ill get my pocket money next week. Ill definitely come and buy it! No need for that, Jiang Xiao said with a smile, revealing the slightest hint of an unscrupulous profiteer. Ill just give it to you. Most of the things he brought back were things girls liked. After all, the basic market research he did was in that line. But Jiang Xiao didnt know many girls, so he had to let the first batch of customers help him spread the word. Jiang Xiao also sold the video discs and music cassettes he brought back. The first time he went to the roadside video store, the shop owner saw how young he was. The items he had were all the latest releases, but after they talked for a few minutes, the owner said he wasnt interested in buying bulk goods and sent Jiang Xiao away. But everything still sold thanks to the girls. Their social circle was really wide. One person talked to another, and after a week or two, even students from other schools came looking for him. All of Jiang Xiaos products were new, and the price was lower than in the stores outside, about twenty percent off. In order to jumpstart sales, he half sold and half gave away some small trinkets, so the girls were more than happy. In the process, those discs and tapes sold out. Later, when Jiang Xiao was passing by the video store, the shop owner hauled him in, asking where he got his products and would he get more in the future. Several customers had come in to ask if he had certain items. Suddenly the merchandise in his store looked kind of old. This time Jiang Xiao was calm as an old god. Anyway, I sold everything I had. Now I dont have any either. The boss looked anxious. A lot of people are asking lately, student kid. If you go and get more, Ill give you money. No, if youre in a hurry, find someone else, Jiang Xiao said, putting his school bag on his back. I dont have time. I need to study. Although he wanted to frustrate the shop owner a bit to increase his interest, this was the truth. The mid-term exams were coming soon and he was busy doing exercises. He wouldnt go to Liujiang again to purchase goods until after the exam. It took a little over a month to sell out most of the two packages. The sales velocity greatly exceeded Jiang Xiaos expectations. Maybe there was a big mismatch between supply and demand in small counties this year. Lately families had more income, and some junior and senior high school students had money on hand too. Compared to the size of the market gap, Jiang Xiaos inventory worth several thousand yuan wasnt all that much. Last week a girl who attended No. 5 Junior High next door, who came from a rich family, picked up more than three hundred yuan worth of things. Pencil bags, stickers, photo cards, accessories, discs and so on. She didnt think it was expensive at all. He made a decent profit from this one trip. Hed set his goods according to the current price levels in the county, but Jiang Xiao came down a bit. If customers bought a little more he gave them a discount and some freebies. But his labor, warehousing, and logistics costs were non-existent. After selling three thousand yuan worth of goods, and paying back the two hundred he borrowed from Ye YingYing, he now had over six thousand yuan. His stake had more than doubled. As for the money from Ye Bing, Jiang Xiao would definitely pay it back, but not right away.1 Uncle Yes meaning had been clear. The money he loaned to Jiang Xiao wasnt something he urgently needed. It was mostly intended as encouragement. Given the situation, it made sense to maximize the effectiveness of this good deed. Jiang Xiao paid back Ye YingYing right away, and he didnt forget what hed said about getting him a present. Hed thought a long time about it, and it was the single most expensive thing he brought back from Liujiang City. He went to the best bookstore in Liujiang to buy a hardcover edition of You Qings illustrations. Prices were still generally low, and the cost of the art collection was 128 yuan. Later You Qing became a famous illustrator. Jiang Xiao had a favorite movie poster that he painted, full of vitality and dynamic energy. Although 128 yuan was expensive for an art book, the paper was high quality and the overall effect was impressive. The first part of the book covered You Qings life in detail, describing how he struggled in school until he was admitted to the best art academy in China, then followed his life story step by step until the present. Ye YingYing thought Jiang Xiao was going to get him some snacks or a game. He never expected a book. At first he was going to grumble about it, but the illustration on the cover caught his eye. After he got the book, Ye YingYing stopped playing cards for several days. Whenever he had a spare moment he stared at the paintings, carefully turning the pages. Then he looked at the black devil painted on his school uniform, frowned for a while and sighed. Later he tried to copy some of the drawings. Although he had a lot of talent, in the face of someone of that level, he was like an untrained three-legged cat, unable to keep up. I want to be as good as him. Ye YingYing said this to himself. His pure and simple young wish was like a spark, suddenly ignited by Jiang Xiao. Sometimes a persons life can change in just a moment. Jiang Xiao couldnt look after too many people. He was doing well to manage himself right now, but if he could open up new possibilities for the people around him, he would naturally lend a hand. Jiang Xiao saw his reaction and didnt say another word. More than a week went by, and then Ye YingYing asked him, Xiao Ge, what you said before about studying art What was it? Jiang Xiao told him what he knew. This time Ye YingYing responded differently. He listened seriously and said, Ill have my dad find out. Okay, you can ask your dad. Also, Houlin No. 1 Senior High started recruiting art students last year, Jiang Xiao added. If you decide to apply, you wont have to get as many points in the high school entrance exam. Then we can go to high school together. Houlin No. 1 Senior High was the best high school in the county. The coursework was rigorous, the teaching quality was the highest around, and the best education resources in the county were centered there. With Ye YingYings rotten scores since childhood, his father had long since been disappointed. He never dreamed his son could get into No. 1 Senior High School on his own. Good, said Ye YingYing. When he heard he could still be classmates with Jiang Xiao he looked even more determined. He added happily, I never knew there was something so good! Learning to paint must be really fun. And so much easier than studying to death! Jiang Xiao: He was suspiciously silent for a while. Ye YingYing saw his face had changed a little, and he remembered how hard Jiang Xiao had been hitting the books lately. Sorry, Xiao Ge, I didnt mean to trash you for studying. I know. Jiang Xiao, who wouldnt get angry at such a thing, showed an amiable smile, like he was looking at a child. Closer scrutiny of his face revealed the shadow of a treacherous profiteer. Right. Learning to paint is easy and not tiring at all, right, absolutely. Ye YingYing really believed him and nodded foolishly. In the second half of this semester in year three, the two troublemakers in the last row of Class 15 became surprisingly well-behaved. They didnt skip class or play cards. Jiang Xiao progressed so quickly in the mid-term exam it could almost be called a miracle. He rose from the 800s at the bottom of the grade into the top 500, the middle. But it didnt surprise anyone. No one thought he was cheating. The teachers saw how hard this student was working. He was the only one in Class 15 who listened carefully to lectures, and he often asked questions after class and during self-study. He had a foundation before, so it wasnt too surprising that he got a better score. At any rate, junior high school was part of the nine-year course of compulsory education, and there were a lot of public junior high schools in the area. There were four schools in Houlin County, and seven or eight in nearby towns. Houlin No.1 Senior High recruited about one thousand students every year. According to the previous admission rate for Houlin No. 3 Junior High, Jiang Xiao was right on the edge. He would have a solid chance if he was in the top two hundred, but only the top 100 was considered a guaranteed ticket. Jiang Xiao wasnt complacent. He was still far from his goal, and he calmly updated his study plan. Xia WanWan was stunned. After seeing the results, she was delighted for several days and hummed a song as she cooked a pot of stewed steak for him. This was Xia WanWans best dish. It was delicious, tender, and fragrant, but it was also time-consuming. Jiang Xiao hadnt enjoyed this kind of meal in over ten years. When he tasted it again, he thought it was the greatest food in the world. His life was thriving now. Everything was going well, and he wasnt expecting any sudden problems. He didnt know there was a person in Liujiang City going crazy trying to find him. That one photo gave Lin ChengYu hope as well as clues, but on the other hand, it misled him. TL Notes: Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 9 He knew Jiang Xiao didnt come from Huaihai province. He was from Rongxiang Province, a long way off in central China. But Lin ChengYu wasnt clear exactly where. Hed never heard Houlin mentioned at all. Jiang Xiao rarely returned to his hometown. He had a poor relationship with his relatives, and when he finally made money, he went back to his hometown once to move his parents graves to the best cemetery in Liujiang, where it was easier to worship. But at the time Lin ChengYu was busy studying. He knew about it, but he wasnt personally involved, and Jiang Xiao didnt talk about it. He preferred to tell Lin ChengYu about happy things, not stories from the worst part of his youth. But if his life was good at home, why would he go out to work when in his teens? Lin ChengYu never dreamed hed be reborn. In his last life he wouldnt meet Jiang Xiao for another four years. But now he couldnt wait. He didnt want Jiang Xiao to suffer so much to make a living when he was young. But when exactly did Jiang Xiao come to Liujiang? And where the hell was he now? Lin ChengYu didnt know enough about Jiang Xiaos past. He knew Jiang Xiao had dropped out of high school and gone to work because his parents died. Now that Lin ChengYu was reborn, he wanted to go to Rongxiang province to search for him. But the IT industry was still underdeveloped, and it was almost impossible to track someone. His family might have money but their business was along the coast. They couldnt reach all the way to Rongxiang province thousands of miles away. The elder Lin kept Lin ChengYu abroad until his injuries were healed. When he came back, he was apprehensive and on edge. That was when he happened to see Lin RongJias photo. Maybe it was fate. How else could Lin RongJia happen to take that picture with her camera, and accidentally show it to him before it was deleted? Maybe heaven saw his misery and the bitter, belated regret he felt in his last life. Maybe it granted him and Jiang Xiao another chance. The photo showed a version of Jiang Xiao that Lin ChengYu had never seen before. He was only fifteen, so young and yet he was carrying two bags that size. As he stared into the camera his eyes were widened slightly. His hair was a mess and his face was soft and tender, very pleasant-looking and likeable. And his clothes were worn out and had been washed too many times. He looked like a puppy whod fallen into a dust pile. He didnt know how many times he looked at that picture of Jiang Xiao. It was a treasure that made his heart ache, and the surprise of seeing him there made Lin ChengYu even more anxious to find him. The boy in the photo obviously wasnt a tourist. There was no parent or guardian around him. He was alone. Combining the details from the picture with what he knew from his last life, Lin ChengYu began to wonder if the fifteen-year-old Jiang Xiao was already working in Liujiang. Although he was a minor, there were a lot of small factories in Liujiang, and there were oversights in management. It wasnt unusual for an underage boy to go to work. The information he chased down later was consistent with this theory. The conductor on the bus had some impressions of Jiang Xiao and remembered that he traveled from one industrial park to another. Logically speaking, even if a minor was able to find work through loopholes, there were still restrictions. Generally, they could only do short-term work. They couldnt sign a contract to work long-term, so they had to change jobs frequently. But there werent cameras everywhere like there would be in the future. Aside from the clues he got from the bus, further information was thin on the ground. Both industrial parks were crowded with people. Who would remember a random stranger passing by? Anyway, Jiang Xiao had gone back to Houlin long ago. Lin ChengYu wouldnt find him even if he turned the place upside down. In the end, his actions were so conspicuous that the old man of the Lin family called him over to question him about it. Since the car accident, the old man had begun to feel there was something wrong with his grandsons brain. He hadnt become slow-witted, but his personality changed dramatically. While the old man was partial towards Lin ChengYu, his expectations were high. After school, Lin ChengYu had special instructors for other subjects in addition to his normal schoolwork. If he was going to take over the company when he was older, he had to wear himself out a bit now. Lin ChengYu had natural talent, but he was only fourteen years old. There were plenty of times he didnt listen to his elders. But after his injury, all the rough edges that used to appear now and then were gone. He learned everything so rapidly. The teachers praised him over and over, saying he was well-behaved and quick to learn. Although the old man was pleased, there were times he thought it was a little strange. Sometimes when he sat with the child and their eyes met, he couldnt help but freeze. It was like Lin ChengYus gaze had changed. The occasional disobedience of a fourteen-year-old boy had vanished like a superficial phenomenon. His eyes were stoic. He was too calm, like hed already matured into an inscrutable adult. But at least he was obedient. That was a good thing right? Because of Lin ChengYus recent good behavior, he was easily able to find an excuse to replace the family doctor. And when it came to searching for a certain person, the old man listened to him. He looked at the boy in the photo, a child about the same age as Lin ChengYu. What do you want with him? the elder man asked casually. Is he a former classmate? Sort of. Lin ChengYu couldnt explain much to his grandfather. He sighed, and his next sentence couldnt help but reveal some truth. I feel sorry for him. I owe him too much. I dont want to see him suffer anymore. The elder Lin made up a story on his own, deciding that his grandson probably bullied this classmate when he was a child, and now he regretted it. If the other boy were struggling, and there was an opportunity to make up for it, that would make some sense. The Lin family had become wealthy. It wasnt a big deal to do a kindness to someone. Lin ChengYu didnt explain much about it. It could wait until after Jiang Xiao was located. But the people he sent in search werent able to find Jiang Xiao at all. He didnt know how many times he showed that photo to various people, one after another. Despite the initial hope, he was disappointed again and again. Jiang Xiao didnt stay in the industrial park very long. All he did there was get on and off the bus. Most of his time was spent in the wholesale market. Lin ChengYu was looking for a needle in the wrong haystack. It was inevitable not to find anything. When Ye Bing went to deliver a load of goods, he actually heard some workers gossiping about it. Its a fourteen- or fifteen-year-old theyre still searching for, right? Another worker said, They say if you help to find him, theyll pay you ten thousand yuan. It must be the child of a rich family who ran away from home. Ye Bing didnt see the photo. He was busy and only heard about it in passing. He didnt associate it with Jiang Xiao. In Houlin, Jiang Xiao didnt know anything about it. For him, aside from selling things and studying, there were no surprises in his life. After the midterm exam, his current batch of merchandise sold out. Jiang Xiao was pondering when to go back to Liujiang. This time, it wouldnt take four days. After all, hed been around to several different wholesalers and had a better understanding of the situation. Hed also kept the phone numbers of a few bosses. During the last visit, Jiang Xiao didnt spend his time in vain. Not every holiday was as long as Golden Week. He had to be prepared, and he already had a good idea of what to buy next. Before he left, he made phone calls to some bosses to get things ready. Of course, he still had some leeway in case there were new products at the site. This time, he and Ye Bing set out during the day and didnt arrive until night. The truck stopped at the factory and waited to be loaded. Ye Bing wasnt made of iron. He couldnt drive fatigued, so he wouldnt leave until early the next morning after loading was complete. The night was open for Jiang Xiao. The lights of the wholesale market stayed on until early in the morning. Jiang Xiao brought two bigger bags this time, but there were still limitations on what he could select. Everything had to be small. Also, while many products werent available in Houlin, every fad arrived and departed in a burst. The TV series The World of Mortals had already finished broadcasting. A new drama was airing now, called Modern Men and Women, but it wasnt as popular. There was still a large demand gap, but the amount of demand for certain goods was limited. In fact, Jiang Xiaos bracelet market had already reached saturation. This time he didnt buy very many of them, aside from a few he didnt get last time that customers specifically requested. That kind of stuff wouldnt sell well unless it was refreshed from time to time. He got more discs and cassettes, and he carefully selected some small things for the girls, focusing on everyday yet somewhat unique items. For stationery, he chose pencil bags with cute toy designs, rainbow cream pens, diary books with a higher unit price but with a lock like a magic book, etc. All sorts of things which were fresh and would be easy to sell. As for personal accessories, there were antique-style hairpins and lace hair ribbons, which were popular with girls. They came in a wider variety of designs in Liujiang than Houlin. But he only got a few kinds. Jiang Xiao didnt buy bracelets that were too fancy or couldnt be worn everyday, like the ones from The World of Mortals. He knew very well that this type of fashion would quickly fade, so he changed his thinking and chose several other items. Jiang Xiao saw a new type of butterfly hairpin in a stall. It was made of delicate metal, and when you gave it a shake, the butterfly wings decorated with colored beads would also tremble, a bit like it was flying. That sort of thing would be really popular. He remembered in his last life, around this time in junior high, four-leaf clover designs were popular for a while. The meaning of the four leaves was appealing to girls, like a symbol of their feelings. It had obviously become popular in Liujiang already. Jiang Xiao saw quite a few versions in the market and collected some good-looking ones. Aside from four-leaf clovers, there were also hand-braided bracelets. The girls would weave them by hand. There were various types of cords and strings in Liujiang, a much richer selection than in Houlin. Thick or thin, colorful, transparent with glitter, or lace. This DIY creativity was still popular at the end of Jiang Xiaos last life. A lot of girls enjoyed making them. Jiang Xiao bought materials to decorate the braceletsvarious beads and bells, plastic, glass, and more expensive natural stones like garnets and strawberry crystals for attracting romance, which would be popular for years. While bargaining, he asked the boss to give him a hundred or so pamphlets on various bracelet weaving techniques. The pamphlet was only a few thin pages, so it wasnt worth much money. It was the middle of the night, the boss was worn out by him, and finally gave it to him for free. Most of the things he bought were inexpensive per unit, and his target customers could afford them. Pretty boy, youre too sharp at bargaining, he rambled with Jiang Xiao as he packed up the purchases. You just talk and talk. In addition to these items, there were watches. Ye Bing and other big truck drivers would sometimes carry things privately. In recent years this included mobile phones and watches, which made high profits. Ye Bing and the others all carried expensive goods, things worth thousands of yuan. Jiang Xiao couldnt buy anything that expensive. His customers obviously couldnt afford them either. But watches were something that students needed every day and used frequently. Jiang Xiao didnt aim at watches worth hundreds of yuan, but ones worth dozens of yuan with unique designs. But he only bought a few, and the price couldnt be suppressed that much. He bought seven or eight to test the waters. Jiang Xiao selected about twenty kinds of products to bring back. The last thing he picked up were discs and cassettes and so on. Hed already discussed which titles to buy with the shop owner on the phone. The other person knew better than him what was popular these days. He went over and checked the parcel, ready to take them and go. The boss on the other side was enthusiastic and sincere. Seeing that Jiang Xiao was so young and capable, after doing business twice, the boss came over and made it a point to tell him, Its better to buy more video discs. Dont get as many cassettes. Get ready for something else. Jiang Xiao thought he had some other meaning. After he asked a bit more, the boss pointed him to the counter. Inside the glass counter were rows of small boxes. MP3 players. A lot of people have started using them lately. Its more expensive, but its convenient and easier to carry, the boss told him. Next time, why not try some out? TL Notes: In English, old man (ү) can be pejorative, but it has a respectful connotation in Chinese. Grandpa Lin is called this throughout the chapter. braided bracelets C C Heres an example. I used to make them too! Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 10 The glass counter with the MP3 players was the focal point of the shop. It was like the little cube-shaped boxes were beckoning Jiang Xiao from the future. As he took a closer look, it evoked a lot of memories. MP3 technology was developed abroad but it wasnt too complex. At the end of 2002, domestic MP3 players had been out for a while. The smaller size and greater convenience were key. But right now they werent cheap. The domestic price was seven or eight hundred yuan. Foreign brands sold for four digits. But this was just a snapshot. Technology would develop at a rapid pace in the future Many well-known smartphone manufacturers from later years made MP3 players. Jiang Xiao saw the predecessors of what eventually would become famous brands. Because the technology wasnt difficult and the devices were well-received, they would spread over the next few years. After small manufacturers mastered the technology and the MP4 format became more functional, there would be a wave of big price reductions around 2006. You could buy a low-end music player for just a few dozen yuan. But right now in Houlin, this was cutting edge. Jiang Xiao counted the money he had on hand. Not enough. After the initial surprise, he wasnt in a hurry to buy. The price was still too high. He would only be able to buy three or four at most, and there was no way to lower the price. More importantly, the players would be almost impossible to sell to students in Houlin. He wouldnt be able to find buyers for something that cost hundreds of yuan. Ill come back during winter break, Jiang Xiao said. Keep an eye on it for me. By then he would have made a few more trips to Liujiang, so he should have more money. And right now the domestic MP3 market was fighting a price war. He vaguely remembered that at the end of this year a factory would launch a 499 yuan MP3 player, which would be regarded as the king of cost performance. In his last life, Jiang Xiao bought one in the first semester of his second year in senior high. By that point, MP3 was no longer a new thing in Houlin. The development of technology was rapid. If Jiang Xiao hit just the right time window, students on winter vacation would get their New Years money, and people would be more relaxed about spending. But digital devices got stale quickly. If the unit price was too high, Jiang Xiao wouldnt be able to afford it. With two heavy bags of goods he went back to the motel to find Ye Bing. Hed been racing against the clock as he bargained down prices. When he put down his things he noticed he was hungry. The truck was already loaded and parked not far from the hotel. Ye Bing had to drive a long distance, and hed already fallen asleep, so Jiang Xiao gingerly slipped out to grab a late night snack. There was a snack bar not far away. Jiang Xiao ordered the cheapest bowl of noodles. He lowered his head and ate the bowl clean. The light was better under the streetlight. His face was clearly exposed. Jiang Xiao started to get a strange feeling while he ate the noodles. It felt like someone was sizing him up. He glanced around unobtrusively and noticed a table of people sitting diagonally across the way. Several of them looked at him from time to time, then quickly avoided his eyes, whispering to each other. Jiang Xiao was instantly on the alert. It was late at night. He was young and probably looked easy to bully. He didnt want any trouble when he left, so he waited as one of the people at the table stood up and went to the checkout. He took advantage of the distraction, sprang to his feet, and ran. For a moment the people at the table were stunned. Then they all stood up and chased him. Jiang Xiao saw the situation and ran as fast as a rabbit. There was a voice behind him: Dont run! Only a fool wouldnt run! Who knew what the hell they wanted? Jiang Xiao ran into the alley, made seven or eight turns to throw them off, and sneaked back to the hotel. When he closed the door of the room he felt relieved. Public security in Liujiang City didnt seem that good right now. Jiang Xiao was surprised there were so many petty gangsters causing trouble. Fortunately he was resourceful enough to get away. The next day, Lin ChengYu received the news. By then Jiang Xiao had already returned to Houlin in Ye Bings truck. The people who reported to Lin ChengYu were convinced it really was the person he was looking for, but Jiang Xiao had been too wary. He ran away too fast and they lost him. To be honest, Lin ChengYu didnt believe it. Recently thered been a lot of made up claims with fake information from people who wanted money. However, there was a big factory to the left of that small hotel. And there, above the door, was a surveillance camera. Jiang Xiao was sitting at a table outside eating noodles, and then he ran like a hare. The scene was recorded in full. There was no need to check with the owner of the snack bar. Lin ChengYu recognized his face. Theyd been together more than ten years, and his heart ached whenever he thought of this person, so how could he ever be mistaken? He watched the blurred video over and over again with shaking fingers. In the video, it was early in the morning. Jiang Xiao was by himself, and he ordered the cheapest noodles they sold. He was always on guard. When Lin ChengYu saw this, he felt worse than if hed experienced it himself. "" But when they searched nearby, Jiang Xiao was already gone. Just a single night had passed. Jiang Xiao should have left some traces even if hed only worked there a short time. But when Lin ChengYu asked at the nearby factories, they told him it wasnt possible to hire minors. As for the nearby motel, Lin ChengYu didnt pay much attention. It was a truck drivers hotel which specialized in working with various transportation companies. At most, Jiang Xiao might have worked there. But when the Lin familys people went to check, the boss at the counter waved his hand and said hed never seen him. None of the registered guests matched his name. Everything was recorded under Ye Bings account, so there wasnt any record of an underage unskilled laborer. Lin ChengYu was more and more agitated by the fact that he couldnt catch Jiang Xiao even after seeing him twice. In the next two weeks, he combed everything nearby but still couldnt find him. Finally, he took the photo and went around to ask potential witnesses one by one himself. This time, the hotel was staffed by the aunt1 who worked the night shift. She looked at the photo and said shed seen him before. His parent brought him here, and they arent from Liujiang, the aunt told him. During the National Day holiday he stayed here by himself for a few days, carrying a big black bag on his back, going out early and coming back late. When Lin ChengYu walked into the hotel, he didnt have any hope. But when he heard this response, he suddenly had an unreal feeling, like he was stepping on clouds. So he stammered and asked again. You Have you seen him? Ive seen him! The aunt thought he had bad ears, so she answered loudly. He stayed twice at our hotel. What exactly do you want with him! When Lin ChengYu went on to ask for details, she wasnt very willing. The older aunt didnt know much about customer privacy. When he asked what Jiang Xiao, a teenage boy, had said, shed answer, but when he asked for details about Ye Bing, she didnt want to say. Even when Lin ChengYu took out money, her eyes wandered. She just vaguely said that the truck drivers and the hotel had a long-term relationship. In case he was seeking revenge or had some other bad reason for searching for this person, as long as a driver was involved, they couldnt do business. But with this one definite clue, Lin ChengYu finally had a lead. It might still take some time, but there wouldnt be any more detours. Information flow was poor these days. Lin ChengYu didnt know exactly what Jiang Xiao had done in Liujiang. After all, the hotel only knew hed stayed there, they didnt know what Jiang Xiao was heading out to do. But as long as he followed the trail leading from the drivers hotel, if he found Ye Bing, hed find Jiang Xiao. It was the fastest and most direct way. A few days later, he found out where Jiang Xiao came from. He lived in Houlin, ten hours drive away. But Lin ChengYu didnt have time to go there today. And he didnt know if Jiang Xiao had also been reborn, in fact, he didnt have much information at all. He was dazzled by surprise. He hadnt inquired about the situation of the Jiang family in Houlinthe hand of the Lin family didnt stretch that far. But Lin ChengYu wanted to go over by himself. It wouldnt be too late to find out when he got there. The Jiang familys financial situation clearly wasnt good. Lin ChengYu had seen Jiang Xiao twice, and his clothes were very plain. In his last life, Jiang Xiao rose from poverty bit by bit. This time, Lin ChengYu couldnt wait to make up for his regret. Jiang Xiao had spoiled him starting with his teenage years, and he wanted to treat Jiang Xiao the same. He wouldnt let him suffer any more. Theyd be childhood sweethearts, then hed push the boat along the current, and theyd never separate again. Lin ChengYu, lost in such a fantasy, wouldnt let any accidents get in the way. But fate had always failed him. Jiang Xiao, who had returned to Houlin, was completely unaware of these events. After his rebirth hed gradually shed the heavy shell of his previous life. Lin ChengYu hardly appeared in his thoughts at all. He was busy learning and making money. His life was full. After coming back from Liujiang for the second time, his goods were well-received again. Jiang Xiao didnt have a stall. At the beginning, his items sold little by little through word of mouth thanks to a few female classmates. After school he could concentrate on studying without much interference. But now that his operation was getting busier, he kept getting interrupted by people looking for him after class. And he only had a schoolbag, so it was hard for him to bring goods here. Moreover, he couldnt let the teacher see him doing too much business at school. Jiang Xiao made plans early on for this. After discussing things with the owner of the video store, he agreed to bring the latest products to him every month, and to sell only to him, which meant he was an exclusive supplier. They also negotiated the price. In exchange, the owner of the video store cleared a small shelf for him in the store. Jiang Xiao arranged his merchandise, posted a price list, and asked him to help ring up sales. He checked the inventory every day after school. Whats more, Jiang Xiaos goods attracted a lot of students to come in, and provided the boss with a flow of merchandise. It was win-win for both sides. The reason the owner of the video store agreed to Jiang Xiaos troublesome request wasnt just because of money. Jiang Xiao figured it out before his second trip to Liujiangthe owner was a video enthusiast. Jiang Xiao went back to the store in Liujiang and bought him several limited edition foreign discs. They were almost at the collectors level and would be worth a lot of money in the future. For the boss, it really hit the spot. He couldnt say no. Thats great. Youre so good, The video store owner held his beloved discs like they were his wife, with stars in his eyes as he watched the junior high school student hed rejected at the beginning. Jiang Xiao, when you get rich later, remember to help your brother out. Jiang Xiao smiled at him. Dont exaggerate. I only earn a couple yuan here and there. Youre just getting started, said the video store owner. With this kind of ability, you can earn money doing anything in the future. He watched how Jiang Xiao arranged the little shelf, neat and orderly, tidying up a bunch of bracelet weaving supplies, next to a few examples that were already braided. They were very beautiful. When he asked, he found out Jiang Xiao had made them by himself, how awesome was that? At such a young age, he was so motivated, willing to work, and had ideas. If he didnt get rich in the future, who would? While Jiang Xiaos booth wasnt big, it was of great significance to his long-term business, which made sense. He took good care of it too. He kept an account book and checked the inventory twice a day. Although the owner of the video store was cooperating, and he was a good man, it was still necessary to settle the accounts and make everything clear when it came to money. That was how business and friendship could last a long time. After the shelf was set up, there was no shortage of people coming in. Besides the girls, there were boys who wanted to sneak a look and give gifts to their female classmates. A public forum and full display were naturally much more efficient than the previous way Jiang Xiao had relied on fellow students to spread the word. All the girls who bought from him before knew it was his stall. Many people became familiar with him and called him Little Boss with a smile. Jiang Xiaos image seemed to have improved by leaps and bounds. Because he sold those items, aside from calling him Little Boss to his face, he had another, secret nickname underground. They called him Friend of Girls. TL Notes: Happy Chapter 1-0! ???dv(?????)u??? childhood sweetheart C C bamboo horse C childhood sweetheart for a boy CH 11 Friend of Girls Jiang Xiao really had some skills, like making woven bracelets. He brought back a hundred or so pamphlets from the wholesale market, but he didnt sell them. Anyone who bought a certain amount got one for free. There was also a booklet taped to the wall beside the shelf, and anyone who visited could look at it. The girls all belonged to different cliques. It was a very clear arrangement and there was nothing secret about it. But the junior high girls in Houlin County hadnt thought of so many techniques, like matching different types of cords, or buying bells, crystals, small pearls, or other things, and weaving them in. It made the bracelets prettier, but more importantly, it was something made by them personally. It was only natural that a handmade bracelet had more meaning. But it was one thing to know the method to weave a bracelet, it was something else to actually make one. In addition to the color pictures in the booklet, Jiang Xiaos completed bracelets hanging on the cabinet were really nice to look at. The display attracted countless girls to take a look. If it werent that they were scrutinized and touched every day, a lot of people would have tried to buy his finished samples. There was a story behind this too. Jiang Xiao had learned bracelet-weaving during his last life. When he first went out to work, he was employed for a while at a textile factory on an assembly line. There was a girl next to him who braided bracelets during the noon break to make extra money for her family. Her hands were quick, and in an hour-long lunch break she could weave three or four bracelets. The total amount she earned each month could reach hundreds of yuan. At the time, it seemed like a lot of money. Back then his interests were pretty random, and he didnt mind learning a bit of everything. Besides, he was poor. When he saw other people making money he was eager to learn. He studied for a month or two with other girls. Later he stopped working at the textile factory, so he left bracelet-making behind. But he still remembered some of the little tricks he learned at the time. He lived in poverty for many years. When he first made money he was still thrifty, and he repaired his own clothes. The things he learned then, like braiding or replacing buttons, werent necessary later in his life, but he didnt forget them. Jiang Xiao had no one to rely on. He had to do everything himself. Back then he thought it was hard, but now it seemed like a rare asset. Now that he was reborn, he still had all those skills. A while ago, a dress that Xia WanWan liked had a loose seam. It was brought back by her father from the big city. Jiang Xiao sewed it up for her and adjusted it according to Xia WanWans current size. Now it looked more elegant. Compared to something like that, it wasnt difficult to weave a pretty bracelet step by step according to a pamphlet, then add a bit of flair. If you were careful and patient you could figure out most of the trivial chores in life. Compared to Jiang Xiaos other big changes during this period, sewing a dress was nothing. Xia WanWan was so concerned about him that she naturally found out he was doing business. However, Jiang Xiaos business was already up and running, and Ye Bing came over to persuade her. Its good for children to have ideas, Ye Bing said. Xiao Xiao is well-behaved as well as talented. If we tie his hands well just hold him back. Besides, it hasnt affected his studies. Let him be. Then Jiang Xiao coaxed her like a spoiled child. Xia WanWan had never been able to deal with him, so it didnt take her long to stop objecting. Lately, bracelet-making had become a trend. Of course, Jiang Xiaos other small items also sold well. Even though the price of the watches wasnt low, they were really good-looking, and he was able to sell three or four. But the low unit price of the bracelets made them more interesting. During class, the girls in Class 15 didnt read novels, didnt chat, didnt nap. They tied bracelets with their heads down. Jiang Xiao was still studying hard, and the girls who were making bracelets didnt disturb him. Between classes, some who knew him better came over to ask about techniques. Jiang Xiao answered their questions and taught them patiently. This ended up causing him some trouble, which Jiang Xiao didnt expect. Since his rebirth, Jiang Xiao hadnt dared to disturb Lin QingYu, his former crush. He thought that was the end of the matter, but who knew that his business was so big he ended up involved with her again. In fact, it had nothing to do with Jiang Xiao. The best-looking and most expensive watch on his shelf was sold and given to Lin QingYu as a birthday present. It seemed that she wasnt very fond of the boy who gave her the gift, but she didnt refuse it either. It was so beautiful that she quietly accepted it. The more she looked at it, the more she liked it, so it replaced the ugly electronic watch shed worn for years. Lin QingYus family wasnt poor. It wasnt a big deal for her to get a new watch. But her grades had fluctuated a lot recently, and her brother Lin HeYuan felt something was wrong. A closer look revealed this very conspicuous watch. Lin QingYus little savings jar hadnt been touched. Was it a gift from a boy? Lin HeYuan didnt want to embarrass her sister by confronting her. Shed already been lectured about her grades several times by her family, and she was having a hard time. There was no need to add more stress. But Lin HeYuan secretly took the watch and checked into it, and his search produced a biased result. The boy who gave Lin QingYu the watch was actually from a different junior high, but Lin HeYuan didnt know that. It was just that someone told him they saw that watch on Jiang Xiaos shelf. When chasing someone he liked, the previous Jiang Xiao was kind of obsessed. Based on past experience it wasnt illogical for Lin HeYuan to think of him. Didnt Jiang Xiao agree to give up? He went back on his word! So Lin HeYuan forced himself to calm down and went to Class 15 to ask about it. When he got to the classroom, he saw two boys fighting with each other by the desks. In Class 15, fighting wasnt a big deal. It was pretty commonplace. Some students were standing around the classroom to get a better view, others were making noise and yelling things, along with some girls who were screaming. The classroom was in chaos, like a mess of porridge. Look at the high quality people in this class! Lin HeYuans face got even uglier. He thought this was the kind of person who pulled his sister down. He carefully scanned the room for Jiang Xiao, only to find that he was sitting in the corner, keeping his head down in such a disorderly environment, as if he was working on a problem. Doing questions? There were only ten minutes between classes. Lin HeYuan wanted to call him out to talk, but he called over twice and the class was in such an uproar that Jiang Xiao didnt hear it. Lin HeYuan watched while Jiang Xiao finished a problem. Meanwhile the two boys fighting also ended a round. That was when Jiang Xiao threw his pen aside, yanked up Ye YingYing beside him, and went to pull the plug on the fight. All right, all right, thats enough. Stop fighting. Jiang Xiao was half a head taller than the boys in the class. In one move he separated the boys. Everyone should stop watching too. Straighten up the desks and chairs. Pick up all the books! Dont cause such a riot! If you make trouble again the teaching director will come. Be careful or hell pull you out and make you run laps! Jiang Xiao still had some prestige in Class 15. After he and Ye YingYing pulled the students apart, the scene calmed down. The onlookers returned to their seats and some girls helped pick up the scattered books. The boys divided into two groups to persuade the combatants, and the classroom quieted again. Jiang Xiao heard someone call his name. When he looked outside, he didnt recognize Lin HeYuan at first. Who was this? Jiang Xiao thought, and it took a while to remember him. Oh, it was little classmate Lin. What can I do for you? Jiang Xiao went out and asked directly. Lin HeYuan was in a bad mood when he came over. But after watching this farce in Class 15, he calmed down a bit. It was like Jiang Xiao had a strange power that made people trust him. When Lin HeYuan asked about his sisters watch, his tone of voice was surprisingly calm and not as angry as when he first arrived. Its not from me. After listening, Jiang Xiao didnt get upset. He patiently explained, If I wanted to give it away, I wouldnt have put it on the shelf. Besides, I have an account book. That watch is expensive and I still remember the day it sold. If you dont believe me, should I show you? Lin HeYuan: The person who couldnt say anything turned out to be him. Jiang Xiao wasnt angry at all. He found it interesting, especially this person Lin HeYuan. Houlin No.3 Junior High once voted on the school grass. In other peoples eyes, Jiang Xiao used to be a sunny boy with a bit of ruffian mixed in. During his rebellious and delinquent period, he was even more popular, and his bared little tiger teeth were much admired. Meanwhile, Lin HeYuan was the standard good student type. He was actually a few points more refined than his sister Lin QingYu. Given a choice of options, there were people who liked both types, but in the end Lin HeYuan had a higher number of votes. Jiang Xiao hadnt looked at him carefully before. The title of No.3 Junior Highs school grass was well-deserved. Lin HeYuan had a good-upbringing since he was a child and wasnt really angry. He was still young, and since hed discovered that hed wronged someone, his ears went red with embarrassment. Bowing his head, he apologized to Jiang Xiao. Im sorry, he said, I can be impulsive. Ill make it up to you. Jiang Xiao was a bit of a face-con. Well, to be honest, he was really, truly a face-con. He responded normally, then stared for a long time at the other persons red ears with great interest. After Lin HeYuan apologized, he didnt leave but remained standing in the same place. TL Notes: 2ML has entered the chat face-con C տ C a person who attaches great importance to looks, is obsessed with good-looking faces, and thinks that being beautiful is the way of heaven. con is from Japanese , from the English word complex, meaning a person who likes something to an extreme degree, e.g. face complex, lolicon CH 12 Jiang Xiao looked at him with a smile and asked, Anything else you want to ask? Lin HeYuan nodded, and his facial expression didnt change. He didnt even notice his ears were red. Maybe because he felt hed wronged the other person, he was a little embarrassed. After talking to Jiang Xiao again, Lin HeYuan didnt think he was a bad guy like his sister had described. Jiang Xiao was friendly, not at all aggressive, and had a cute smile, a bit like the next door neighbors big dog. Even in Class 15 he was studying hard. He wasnt completely unmotivated. Do you remember who bought that watch? Lin HeYuan cleared his throat, hesitated for a moment, and said, My sister, she He couldnt help thinking about that incident. The store owner might remember, Jiang Xiao said. Ill take you there after school. Then the bell rang, and the two couldnt talk anymore. Lin HeYuan went back to Class 1 but he continued to think about it. He secretly rubbed his ears. Now that the temperature had faded, they werent as red. Jiang Xiao didnt seem so bad, Lin HeYuan thought to himself. In the afternoon, Jiang Xiao used to go home with Ye YingYing, but now Ye YingYing rushed off to art class as soon as school let out. Jiang Xiao also had to do his inventory check, so they couldnt leave together. Today he was walking with Lin HeYuan, which was pretty amazing. Lin HeYuan was about the same height as Jiang Xiao. Ye YingYing constantly chattered, but Lin HeYuan didnt talk much at all. When he heard Jiang Xiao say the watch was sold by him, he thought Jiang Xiao meant it was sold in his familys shop. Now he realized it was a small business Jiang Xiao ran himself. Jiang Xiao skillfully tidied up the merchandise on the shelf and rearranged some disordered items one by one. Then he asked the boss about the watch. That watch was really expensive. It was the most expensive thing Jiang Xiao had brought back, and it sold for nearly three hundred yuan. The boss thought about it and still had an impression. He described the buyer to Lin HeYuan. I got it. After listening to the few characteristics the owner remembered, Lin HeYuan thought of who it was. He knew the boy was from another junior high, but didnt think of him before. Thank you very much. The video store owner waved his hand, Youre welcome. Jiang Xiao heard their conversation and saw that everything was clear, so he ignored them and took inventory, sorting and counting. He took out the ledger and checked it, then walked over and prepared to reconcile the books with the boss. When he turned back he saw Lin HeYuan was still standing there. You didnt leave yet? The matter of Lin HeYuans sister had already been explained, but when he looked at Jiang Xiao straightening up, he suddenly had more questions. He wasnt able to walk away, so he waited. He remembered that Jiang Xiao used to be in Class 1. He had good grades before, sometimes even a bit higher than his own. Lin HeYuan didnt talk a lot, and he didnt have any friends in the class. Naturally, he didnt have much contact with Jiang Xiao. He focused on studying with all his heart. He didnt pay attention to people who were selling things, and he didnt care what was popular among the girls in school. Jiang Xiaos scores had improved a while ago, but he wasnt in the top ten, and Lin HeYuan didnt have time to pay attention to the middle and lower ranked part of the class. Now he saw how much Jiang Xiao had changed and he was shocked. Selling things and studying seriously again, Jiang Xiao was pretty busy? Lin HeYuan speculated silently to himself, and guessed the reason for the decline in Jiang Xiaos grades. A junior high school student, but he had to learn to earn his own money. Maybe the situation at home wasnt good, and thats what happened. He felt more sympathy for Jiang Xiao. The other person had done pretty well to adjust himself like this. Jiang Xiao didnt know Lin HeYuan had so many twists and turns in his mind. He got the accounts sorted and took the money, then left with Lin HeYuan. Is there anything else you wanted to ask? Lin HeYuan didnt know what to say. He and Jiang Xiao werent friends. Theyd only talked a few times. But the little he knew about Jiang Xiao and the flavor of their interactions made him feel this person was quite interesting. He couldnt help but want to explore it. Jiang Xiao saw he wasnt saying much, so he found his own topic to talk about. You shouldnt push your sister too hard, Jiang Xiao said. Girls that age can be rebellious. Its not a bad thing to be young. Lead it in a good direction and it could become motivation. Lin HeYuan: Youre pretty certain of yourself. But Jiang Xiaos tone was light, so he relaxed a bit. I saw you reading in class, Lin HeYuan said. Are you getting serious about studying again? Its too bad Class 15 isnt a good place for it. He remembered that hed just seen a bunch of people fighting there. What a shambles. No, Class 15 is all right. If students dont like to study it doesnt mean theyre bad people, Jiang Xiao said. The teachers are patient, too. If you really want to study, you can study anywhere. And that fight wasnt a big deal. Those two are just the type who shoot from the hip. They decided to let their fists do the talking. They were fine again after class. Lin HeYuan blinked. He didnt understand. So you just watched them fight from the beginning? Jiang Xiao laughed. Lin HeYuan, youve never been in a fight, have you? Of course not. Both of those two are friends, but they got into an argument recently and havent been getting along. They needed to let off steam, but it was really okay. Waving their fists around was just a way to vent. You could see at a glance they werent hitting very hard. Although it looked like a big to-do, it was mostly for show. They were just swinging their arms, Jiang Xiao said. Besides, little classmate Lin, the best time to persuade someone not to fight isnt right at the beginning. When two people are angry and cant stand it anymore, itll be your bad luck if you try to intervene. Wait until theyve fought a round, past the most aggressive time. Thats when you can persuade them. On the one hand, the worst of it has passed. On the other hand, it gives both sides a chance to step down. Lin HeYuan: It was like hed just learned something hed never be able to use. So thats the reason. Lin HeYuan pursed his lips. He was a model student, but listening to Jiang Xiaos serious talk about the fight didnt make him angry. On the contrary, he thought it was interesting. But he didnt forget to give advice. You cant follow their example. You should study hard in the future and avoid fighting. I dont fight, I never fight, I believe in peace and prosperity. If no one bothered Jiang Xiao, he naturally wouldnt go looking for trouble. But let me make one thing clear. Aside from quality issues, I dont accept returns or exchanges. Your sister has been using that watch for a long time, so I wont give a refund. His tone clearly wasnt serious. There was a touch of banter in it. Lin HeYuan had been in a bad mood today, but in the company of such a lively person he couldnt help but smile. Jiang Xiao was like a little sun. Lin HeYuan looked even better with a smile than with a straight face. Face-con Jiang Xiao stared at him with a rapt expression. He thought little classmate Lin was pretty interesting. Also, he was number one in the grade. Jiang Xiao rolled his eyes. It was rare to see Lin HeYuan in such a good mood. He mustered up his courage To ask if he could borrow his math notes! Theyd agreed that he should study hard, and he needed to learn everything from the first year. Jiang Xiao couldnt miss this opportunity. And Lin HeYuan didnt refuse. He seemed to be in a good mood. Ill give them to you during evening study. Consider it a thank you to Jiang Xiao for helping him. Sure enough, Jiang Xiao received the math notes as promised during the evening study period. The first in the grade was indeed worthy of his title. The knowledge points were organized clearly one by one. Even the handwriting was beautiful. Jiang Xiao flipped through the pages and found that Lin HeYuan had specially marked the key points for him and pasted in small transparent labels, such as key points, will be on the exam, easy to make a mistake and out of scope, which were concise and clear. Turning to the last page, he found a slightly larger note. Five words were written there: Dont fight, do more problems. If it werent for the evening study session, Jiang Xiao would have laughed out loud. This Lin HeYuan guy was really interesting! TL Notes: Next chapter: Return of the Scum ?(???)? I believe in peace and prosperity C adapted from C Friendliness is conducive to business success; Amiability attracts riches; An even temper brings wealth; Good-naturedness is a source of wealth; Harmony brings wealth; Peace breeds wealth. Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 13 The study tyrants notes were even better than textbook exercises. Jiang Xiao cherished them so much he didnt dare to write on them. Thanks to the notes, he and Lin HeYuan crossed paths more often. Jiang Xiao had trouble understanding certain sections, so he would go over to ask about them during breaks. Lin HeYuan might not talk much, but he got to the point when it came to studying. Jiang Xiao was also very thorough, so student and teacher got along well. Lin HeYuan seemed to have taken to heart what Jiang Xiao said about Lin QingYu. He didnt lose his temper with her. He just secretly went to the boy and talked to him about it. The other party took it surprisingly well and was fair-minded, otherwise he wouldnt have been able to see things from Lin QingYus point of view. After they had a talk, everything was resolved. Jiang Xiaos small business was also going smoothly. And because of Lin HeYuan, his new friend, studying was plain sailing too. Ye YingYing, who was led into a new realm by Jiang Xiao, had begun experiencing the hardships of seriously learning how to draw and paint. It wasnt effortless fun like hed imagined at the start. From time to time he looked at Jiang Xiao with resentful eyes, but everything else was good. Even Xia WanWans health, the thing Jiang Xiao worried about the most, was much improved. But he never expected to see Lin ChengYu in Houlin county. By now it was almost December. The weather had turned cold, and Jiang Xiao was wearing a heavy turtleneck sweater. The school uniform coat was a little thin, but he still felt warm because the fabric blocked the wind. Now that he had the shelf, Jiang Xiaos merchandise was selling even faster. In addition to the students, young girls who lived nearby also came to buy things. Some of the most popular items had already sold out. He calculated that when the weather got colder he could add some new products. Hats, gloves, and hand warmers would be easy to sell in this season. Liujiangs goods were fresher than Houlins. There was money to be made. Houlin was much, much colder than Liujiang on the southern coast. In wintertime, it snowed. Jiang Xiao had lived in Liujiang for a long time in his last life and hadnt seen the snow in many years. After he got out of school, he walked home. His thoughts were brimming with plans as well as hope for the future. Ahead on the street there was an old man collecting plastic bottles. The road was slippery and the man suddenly fell. The opening of his plastic carryall was loose, and plastic bottles dropped with a clatter all over the ground. Suddenly a cold wind gusted, and the jugs began to roll away. The old man was anxious. He finally managed to stand up, but he couldnt catch the bottles that had been blown in all directions by the wind. Jiang Xiao happened to see it and immediately bent down to help pick them up. Hed naturally lent a hand with this sort of thing. He was young and quick and didnt think it was especially dirty. He soon picked up the bottles that had rolled the farthest, but he didnt have a bag to put them in. His hands were full, and the cold wind that was blowing was a little miserable. Just as he reached down to pick up another bottle, he saw someone come over to help. Jiang Xiaos head was lowered, so all he saw of this kind-hearted person were some very high quality black trousers and a knee-length gray coat, which werent at all cheap-looking. The man bent down beside him and picked up the bottles Jiang Xiao couldnt get to. "" It wasnt that Jiang Xiao was a snob who paid a lot of attention to peoples clothes. It was just that one rarely saw this type of clothes in Houlin. It was too conspicuous to wear that kind of design in the current year. Jiang Xiao didnt have to think about it to know it was a famous foreign brand. This rich stranger was very kind. He wasnt paying much attention at the moment, but the man picked up some bottles and quickly approached him. Jiang Xiao didnt notice, and when he stepped backward, he almost ran into his arms. Sorry, I After all, he hit someone. Jiang Xiao automatically moved back and apologized. As soon as he looked up, he saw the persons face. Its okay. Be careful. The man laughed a little, then replied in a very familiar voice, You are you hurt? Holy shit! At that moment, Jiang Xiaos heart flashed like a thunderstorm. A chorus of swear words rolled through his brain. To cover up his emotions he turned to the old man and handed him the bottles. Then he quickly cleared his expression and pretended he hadnt noticed anything. For a moment he couldnt suppress his shock. How was this possible? How could Lin ChengYu be here? But it was really Lin ChengYu. He didnt have to look closely. Even if he turned into dust, Jiang Xiao would know him. How could he make a mistake? Theyd been together too long, and the memories ran deep. He was younger now, about fourteen years old, wearing a gray coat, and he was as good-looking as ever. His face was small, which made his blue-gray eye color more noticeable. As he stood there, he looked like a person whod walked out of a painting. He was so young and beautiful it was almost unearthly. But his looks no longer excited Jiang Xiao. Hed been cheated enough by that face. Now his immunity was unsurpassed, and his mind was filled with doubts. He felt strange and just wanted to avoid him. He returned the bottles to the grandpa1 and wanted to run away, but Lin ChengYu didnt let him go. He followed Jiang Xiao step by step. When Jiang Xiao handed the things to the grandpa, Lin ChengYu also reached out to hand over a bottle. Youve a good heart, student kid, the grandpa thanked them in the local dialect. Thank you, thank you. Jiang Xiao also replied in local dialect that it was fine. He thought to himself that it would be best if Lin ChengYu passed on by. It had to be a coincidence. But as soon as he picked up his feet to leave, his arm was held in someones grip. Classmate, dont go. Lin ChengYus voice was a little quiet and nervous. Can Can I ask you for directions? Jiang Xiao: With this question, he knew Lin ChengYu hadnt met him here by chance. Lin ChengYu was born and raised in Liujiang. After Jiang Xiao saved him, he heard about Lin ChengYus previous life. The Lin family had been well-to-do in Liujiang before, but later they went bankrupt. But no matter how Jiang Xiao worked it out, it was absolutely impossible for Lin ChengYu to come to Houlin at this time and find him by accident. This Lin ChengYu had a cold personality. Even if he retreated ten thousand steps, he would never stumble across a little-known county like Houlin. And he wouldnt ask a random person for directions if he was really lost. He was reborn, too. After Jiang Xiaos mind reached this conclusion, he calmed down from the initial shock. If he was reborn, it was possible for Lin ChengYu to be reborn too. It wasnt hard to accept. It was just a bit strange for this person to come over to find him. They werent appropriate for each other at all. Wouldnt it be best if they each minded their own business and made a clean break after they were reborn? What was he playing at? Jiang Xiao pulled his arm out of Lin ChengYus hand with a little force. He frowned, turned his head, and looked at him squarely. He had nothing to hide in front of Lin ChengYu. What kind of directions? Jiang Xiao asked in a calm voice with no abnormality on his face, like he was looking at a total stranger. But when Lin ChengYu met Jiang Xiaos eyes, the calm which Lin ChengYu had been feigning suddenly collapsed. He tried his best to suppress it, but his eyes were too honest, almost shedding tears. Standing in front of him was the living Jiang Xiao. It was the first time Jiang Xiao had seen a fourteen-year-old Lin ChengYu, and it was also the first time Lin ChengYu had seen Jiang Xiao at this age. He wanted to carve this persons appearance in his mind. Jiang Xiao was wearing a school uniform with a thick turtleneck sweater underneath. Because of the cold weather, the collar of the sweater was pulled up and half of his chin was sunk into the fabric. At age fifteen, there was still some baby fat on his cheeks, which was set off by the turtleneck. It looked a little cute. His lips were a bit red, like cherries, from the cold. When he spoke, those eyes just blinked. Jiang Xiao had the type of appearance that was warm and trustworthy. Anyone would feel at ease when they saw him. But Lin ChengYu had more than just a good feeling. It had been so difficult to lose this person and find him again. He wanted more than anything to hold him at this moment, to make sure his beloved was real, and no longer the cold tombstone that was left to him. But no, two people whod just met for the first time wouldnt do that. "" Nothing Lin ChengYu knew would make him think Jiang Xiao might have been reborn. It wasnt his first assumption. Under the impact of this huge surprise, he didnt even notice that Jiang Xiao, who always loved to smile, didnt smile at all when facing him. It was clear that hed pleasantly greeted the bottle collector. But when he looked at Lin ChengYu, his face had no expression. Apathy, scrutiny, wariness. There was no longer any semblance of love or goodwill. TL Notes: study tyrant C ѧ C xu b C Alternatively: academic tyrant, study overlord, straight-A student plastic carryall C Ƥ C The words literally mean snakeskin bag, but its a bag made of woven plastic strands. Like this. best if each minded their own business C Ź·· C the bridge to the bridge, the road to the road C avoid mixing to avoid offending each other, strictly distinguish things and keep the peace, keep separated to avoid confusion CH 14 Jiang Xiao had no intention of telling Lin ChengYu hed also been reborn. For one thing, there was no need. Even if theyd met today, that didnt mean they were going to interact in the future. For another thing, Jiang Xiao felt a bit suspicious. Lin ChengYu might be less wary and reveal his true intentions if he thought Jiang Xiao didnt remember anything. Whatever Lin ChengYu was planning didnt matter. The important thing was that he wouldnt impact the life Jiang Xiao had now, would he? Where do you want to go? Jiang Xiao asked again. It seemed like Lin ChengYu could only stare at him, stupefied, unable to understand what he was saying. I Lin ChengYu wasnt only stunned, he was nervous. His brain was almost empty. Before he came here he obviously had a plan. But when faced with the actual person, he blanked out. He stared into Jiang Xiaos eyes. It had been several months since hed been reborn, but only now did he genuinely feel that hed gone back to an earlier time. Before meeting Jiang Xiao, hed spent part of every day in a trance, wondering if everything was a dream and one wrong step would break the spell. He had to keep himself as busy as possible to prevent the panic and anxiety from overwhelming him. Before he came to Houlin to find Jiang Xiao, Lin ChengYu had already followed the clues from Ye Bing to search out information about the Jiang family. The process was a little difficult, but with enough money, nothing was impossible. It wasnt like the Jiang familys history was some kind of secret. So Lin ChengYu came up with a plan before he arrived. He didnt know what Jiang Xiao had been doing in Liujiang. With no way of following the trail, he didnt know Jiang Xiao had gone to the wholesale market from the hotel. But Jiang Xiao had traveled with Ye Bing. Given Jiang Xiaos family situation, Lin ChengYu naturally thought he was going out to help the adults earn money. Lin ChengYu felt distraught when he thought about it. Jiang Xiao was still so young. He shouldnt have to deal with the hardships of life. He should be studying in school. If he didnt like exams, he could go learn whatever he liked. When it came to money or managing daily life, Lin ChengYu would take care of everything. He wanted to bring Jiang Xiao back to Liujiang to keep him at his side. He would take good care of Jiang Xiao. Theyd start over, and theyd never be separated again. So he asked about Jiang Xiaos family while he met with school officials. Huayang International, where Lin ChengYu was enrolled, was a rigorous private school with a high standard of education. In Liujiang, many children of the rich and powerful went there. When the school was founded, the Lin family donated a science center, and they still had a voice in the administration. It wasnt hard to use those connections to get Jiang Xiao transferred there. He also found a good excuse for the school in Houlin. He told them the Yongjiang Group had a charitable project which subsidized poor and outstanding students. He knew that Jiang Xiaos report cards from year one and the first part of year two were very good. Hed always ranked highly in his class, but too much changed after the tragedy in his family. When Jiang Xiao enrolled in the private school in Liujiang, Lin ChengYu could continue to use the charitable project to send Jiang Xiao money in the form of grants and scholarships. Since there was a reason for the money, Jiang Xiao wouldnt resist too much. He also knew Jiang Xiaos mother wasnt in good health, so he found a good hospital for her in Liujiang. He even prepared a house for them to live in. It was very close to the school, a small but warm and comfortable three bedroom in Jiang Xiaos favorite style. Only after Lin ChengYu had finished all these preparations could he summon up the courage to look for Jiang Xiao in person. He left out nothing. Originally, he intended to meet Jiang Xiao after the school in Houlin notified him about the scholarship. If Lin ChengYu came as a representative of Yongjiang, Jiang Xiao should have positive feelings toward him the first time they met, right? After Jiang Xiao arrived in Liujiang, theyd be in the same school and off to a good start. The development of feelings would be a matter of course. This time hed learn to cherish this person. This life hed guard Jiang Xiao and never let go. He wouldnt let the tragedy of their last life happen again. Today, he brought some people to the school in Houlin to discuss the plan. Hed talked about it before with the relevant departments, so today was just nailing down the final details. He was planning to meet Jiang Xiao tomorrow morning, but he didnt expect that when the car was about to arrive at the school, he saw Jiang Xiao by the roadside picking up bottles. He hadnt realized the Jiang family was struggling so much. They needed a child to go around collecting plastic bottles? "" Lin ChengYus heart was sore. How could he just stand by and watch? He got out of the car and asked his team to go on to the school. He went alone to meet Jiang Xiao. Hed held back until now, hoping they could meet at the best time, but his plans always failed to keep up with reality. He had no idea that meeting Jiang Xiao today was just the start of things spiraling out of his control. It wasnt easy to finally meet him. He wanted to start up a conversation and thought hed begin by asking directions. So, where did he want to go? He wanted to go to Jiang Xiaos house, but that would be too strange. Can you tell me how to get to school? He finally recovered some sense, but his eyes were fixed on Jiang Xiao and didnt look away. Im looking for Houlin No. 3 Junior High. Youre a student there, right? He wanted to prolong the conversation a bit. That way when they met again tomorrow with the people from the aid program, it wouldnt be as abrupt. But Jiang Xiao was cold as ice. Turn around, then go straight, Jiang Xiao replied. Its not far. He was ready to leave, but Lin ChengYu stepped forward and held his arm again. Sorry, classmate, I get lost easily, Lin ChengYu spoke nonsense with his eyes open. Can you take me there? He was experienced at talking to Jiang Xiao with a soft voice. His tone and expression both carried a slight plea. He was one year younger than Jiang Xiao, and this method was always useful in their last life. Jiang Xiao was such a face-con, and he really did like Lin ChengYu, so he was always caught by this trick. He almost never refused Lin ChengYu anything. But this time, Jiang Xiao pulled his hand away yet again and took another step back. I have to go home and make dinner, Jiang Xiao said. Go on your own. If you cant find it, ask someone on the street. Lin ChengYu was going to visit No. 3 Junior High. Hed inquired about him, then? Was he really coming for him? Jiang Xiaos vigilance instantly reached the highest level. Lin ChengYu: He choked for a moment, trying to think of something else to pester him about, but Jiang Xiao was stopped by someone else. Jiang Xiao? Why havent you gone home yet? The voice came from behind them. Lin ChengYu watched as the chilly Jiang Xiao went from overcast to sunny. There was a brilliant smile on his face, the total opposite from when he was facing Lin ChengYu. When he smiled, his entire face seemed to light up. It was very attractive, but his smile wasnt for Lin ChengYu. Lin HeYuan! He quickly ran from Lin ChengYu and towards the other person. You didnt leave yet? He and Lin HeYuan lived in opposite directions, so he wasnt sure why Lin HeYuan was here. Class had been over for a long time and all the students were gone. Lin HeYuan was always punctual. Jiang Xiao couldnt think of a reason hed stay behind. Lin HeYuans expression was very different now, much softer than it was earlier.1 Hed seen how Jiang Xiao was studying seriously again while running a business to support his family, and he wasnt letting it conflict with his schoolwork. Since Lin HeYuan had a close understanding of what happened to the Jiang family and the progress Jiang Xiao had made since then, it was natural for him to think Jiang Xiao was a good friend worth associating with. Someone who worked so hard wouldnt end up poor. And so, quite gradually, Jiang Xiao seemed to have become Lin HeYuans only friend at school. I asked the teacher for leave after class. When Lin HeYuan saw Jiang Xiao run up to him, he revealed a spontaneous smile, meeting his eyes in an intimate way. Im not going to evening self-study today. Theres an important dinner at home that my dad asked me to attend. But I said this morning Id give you my notes from second year physics class at evening study. I was going to find your house, but since youre here, I can just give you the notes. Lin HeYuan was a man of his word. He said hed give the notes in the evening, and he wouldnt leave it for tomorrow. Thanks. Jiang Xiao took the notebook, thought about it, and put something in his hand. Then this is for you. Lin HeYuan opened his hand and found a piece of chocolate. If dinner starts late youll need some padding, Jiang Xiao said. Thats how I am. Im hungry all the time, and when Im hungry my eyes start to blur. In his last life, when he was thirty, hed had enough of all kinds of food. He didnt have an appetite and rarely ate much day to day. But when he was a teenager, he couldnt get enough. Everything tasted great. After two hours passed hed be hungry again. At school he studied hungry every day. If he didnt have any snacks on hand he really couldnt hold on. Lin HeYuan put the chocolate away, thanked him, and looked at him with a slightly serious expression. According to school rules, snacks arent allowed in class. I dont eat in class. Jiang Xiao blinked and had an innocent face. I eat between classes. Lin HeYuan thought about it and decided he couldnt blame Jiang Xiao for this borderline behavior. When youre hungry you have to eat. He reached into the side pocket of his school bag and took out a handful of small plastic packages of beef jerky, then handed them to Jiang Xiao. Then its agreed. We only eat between classes, he said. Jiang Xiao accepted them and poked fun at him again. The top student brought snacks to school? You just said I was breaking the rules. These are for you. I didnt eat any. Lin HeYuan gazed at him. You havent complained about being hungry only once or twice. He answered in a serious voice. He didnt think that shoving all these snacks at Jiang Xiao would contribute to more rule-breaking. While the two people were chattering and walking along, Jiang Xiao passed Lin ChengYu without another glance. He and Lin HeYuan were talking, and he really didnt notice him. He also didnt see Lin ChengYus fists clench tightly or his face turn dark. Who the hell was this? TL Notes: I get lost easily C from ·ä C road blind, no sense of direction, directionally challenged, topographically agnostic, topographically disoriented Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 15 When had Lin ChengYu ever suffered this kind of aggravation from Jiang Xiao? In his previous life, from the first moment they met he was held in the palm of Jiang Xiaos hand. Jiang Xiao put him first in everything. He was well-known for his cheerfulness, warmth, and humanity, and for treating people well. He had a lot of friends. But for all the kindness he gave to others, it was only half of what he gave to Lin ChengYu. Lin ChengYu was used to being Jiang Xiaos one and only, the person he prioritized the most. He knew hed done wrong before. He never should have let Jiang Xiao end up in despair, pouring out his hearts blood for nothing in return. Lin ChengYu had come to Houlin to repay the mistakes of his last life. He wanted to make amends for what happened, but he also craved the love and care Jiang Xiao used to give him. He wanted the person he liked to fall in love with him. Wouldnt anyone? But now he saw Jiang Xiao treating other people better than himself. Even worse, the first time they met Jiang Xiao had treated him with cold indifference as if he wasnt even there. When Lin ChengYu saw this, the jealousy and anger in his heart swept through him all at once. He bit his teeth until he tasted blood, and only by clenching his fists could he suppress his emotions. Its okay. Its okay. He tried to console himself. Theyd just met for the first time, and Jiang Xiao wasnt alone like in his last life. He was still in school. With his personality, it was normal for him to have friends and classmates he knew well. But why was he smiling at that boy like that! What were they passing back and forth? They were standing too close to each other, right in broad daylight! Lin ChengYu thought that classmates ought to stay two meters apart! He stood in place, furious. When Jiang Xiao passed by, Lin ChengYu wanted to pull him away, but he did his best to suppress the urge. How could a normal person have such a strong sense of possessiveness the first time they met? Only a mental case would act like that. Hed frighten people. Everything would be okay. When Jiang Xiao transferred to Liujiang to be with him, this person wouldnt come along. After Jiang Xiao met Lin HeYuan, he really didnt care about Lin ChengYu standing there. He didnt think about it again until he got home and they parted. Forget it, let him be. Anyway, Lin ChengYu didnt follow them. He and Xia WanWan had a new routinethe first person to come home would be the one to cook. Jiang Xiao came back a little later this time. When he arrived, Xia WanWans noodle soup was ready. Shed also made two poached eggs for Jiang Xiao. Leftovers from lunch accompanied the soup, served with crisp radish pickled a few days before. With one bite, Jiang Xiao had no worries left at all. It was good just to eat his fill. When people return to their youth, their mentality is also young. He could become happy just by eating until he was full. Xia WanWan watched her son obediently bowing his head and eating noodles. She couldnt help but smile with her eyes. After she learned he was going out to earn money, shed cried several times. But Jiang Xiao had a serious talk with her. Mom is the most important person to me now, he said. Im doing my best to make sure my mother can afford medical treatment and live a better life. Mom, if you dont want me going out and earning money, take good care of your health. Then I wont be so worried. Xia WanWan couldnt persuade him. After a while, she came to accept it. Since then, she no longer shied away from doctors. She went to the hospital for checkups and took medicine on schedule instead of trying to save money. She also followed the doctors advice to get proper exercise when she had the opportunity. Her mentality had improved and she kept up with the treatment. She looked very different from two months ago. Her son was so motivated and hard-working. How could she leave him behind? Jiang Xiao noticed she was reading professional books about accounting in her spare time. Xia WanWan was trained as an accountant, and her current level of knowledge was sufficient for the small company where she was employed. Shed worked there more than ten years, but her salary wasnt high. After she got married, she was pampered and never had to worry about money. At the time she paid more attention to her family. She didnt expect to be promoted in the company, so she just finished her work and that was it. Now she was nearly forty years old, and she thought about progressing in her career. In fact, when Xia WanWan was young, it wasnt easy to get into a vocational college. Back then college students were rare animals. She was a top student in terms of academic ability and achievement, but her family wasnt supportive. She also had to spend time working everywhere to pay tuition fees. Jiang Xiao did well in school before, and probably inherited her talent. Jiang Xiaos mother supported him through everything, but now she didnt have to worry about him as much. She didnt think about his activities any more. As long as a person had a goal, he would be lively and energetic. In the midst of all these things, only the sudden appearance of Lin ChengYu was a surprise. After Jiang Xiao finished eating, he went to self-study in the evening. Notes from Lin HeYuan were on top of the desk, and beef jerky from Lin HeYuan was inside the desk. Jiang Xiao concentrated on studying and didnt have time to care about other things. He didnt know someone stood outside the school building a long time, looking up at the lights in the classroom. When self-study ended in the evening, the person left with reluctance. The next morning, Jiang Xiao finally found out about Lin ChengYus big surprise. During the morning study period, the head teacher called him out of class. Jiang Xiao had been working hard lately, so the head teacher was pleasant to him. Something good is happening, she told Jiang Xiao with a smile. After you hear everything, go back and discuss it with your family. When Jiang Xiao walked into the academic affairs office, he saw Lin ChengYu sitting in the middle, next to the teaching director and the vice principal of the grade. When Lin ChengYu saw him come in, his smile became more obvious. Is this Jiang Xiao? he asked. He looks so bright and motivated. Coincidentally, I met him yesterday helping a stranger in the street. What a compassionate person. The Lin family has always had special funds for charity. Its also our pleasure to be able to sponsor such students. Classmate Jiang, we met yesterday. Do you remember me? His words were dignified and modest, and his smile was impeccable. His last sentence was to Jiang Xiao. Jiang Xiao glanced at him. Dont remember, I forgot. There was a moment of silence in the office. Thats okay. Classmate Jiang did a good deed without leaving his name. Its enough that I remember. Lin ChengYu didnt feel embarrassed at all. His smile brightened. Lets get down to business. The vice principal sitting beside him followed his lead and told Jiang Xiao about the funded project. The envy beneath his words was obvious. To be able to leave Houlin for Liujiang while Yongjiang Company picked up the tuition, fees, and living expensesit was quite a lucky break. Jiang Xiao listened, but his face wasnt good. Im not going, he said. Thanks for your concern, but my family isnt suffering, not enough to accept subsidies. My grades havent been that good either. To be the first person in junior high to enroll in such a program is a rare opportunity. I think it should be given to someone more suitable. Lin ChengYu really was aiming for him. Maybe he felt guilty after his rebirth. After all, his death from cancer was quite tragic. It probably was impossible to live with someone more than ten years and not have any feelings at all. But Jiang Xiao didnt need a handout. He didnt want to study in Liujiang, and he didnt want to depend on Lin ChengYu in this life. To put it plainly, Jiang Xiao didnt want to see him again. Is there anything else? After Jiang Xiao refused, he stood up and was ready to leave. I have to memorize this mornings self-study lesson. If theres nothing else Ill go back to the classroom. He turned around and left. Lin ChengYu didnt think hed resist so much and suddenly felt overwhelmed. He sprang to his feet. The head teacher didnt stop Jiang Xiao. The balding teaching director followed him out while the vice principal urged, Hes just young and rebellious. Go persuade him. The teaching director lowered his fierce face and grunted lightly. The vice principal turned to reassure Lin ChengYu, and only then did his face relax. Dont worry, its a good idea. Jiang Xiao will listen to his teacher. The teaching director also had classroom assignments. Back when Jiang Xiao had good grades, he was in the teaching directors math class. When Jiang Xiao saw him following, he politely greeted Teacher Li, then repeated his position. Im not going. I like No. 3 Junior High and Im staying here. You dont have to argue with me. The teaching director, with his hands behind his back and a serious face, glanced at him. Its good that youre thinking clearly about what you want. As for the scholarship program, Vice Principal Chen got a notice about it from the upper levels. Of course they said a lot of nice things, but your head teacher is young and bought into it with just a few words. To me it all sounds strange. I dont think its as good as it sounds. There were piles of supporting documents and all the formalities were complete. Yongjiang Company was a big company. It wasnt reasonable to think theyd go to all this trouble to cheat a fifteen-year-old junior high student. Thats what made it puzzling. In this world theres no such thing as a free lunch, and nothing ever comes cheap. TL Notes: pour out his hearts blood C Ѫ C hearts blood, painstaking care or effort, the painstaking labor of ones whole lifetime, expend all ones energy Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 16 Programs to subsidize schools and students werent unheard of. The Education Bureau had special funds for scholarships, and there were also alumni who gave back to their alma mater after they became successful. Although the overall amount wasnt much, top students received a few hundred yuan each semester. But the teaching director had never seen something like this. They not only wanted to transfer the student to another school, they also selected Jiang Xiao by name. The tuition, fees, and living expenses were all included, not only in junior high school, but also in the next three years of senior high school. They even wanted to send Jiang Xiao directly to college, but didnt need him to pay for anything. Wasnt that strange? He thought Jiang Xiao must have been born under a lucky star and wanted to tell the fortune tellers to take some credit. Otherwise he couldnt explain it. Of course Jiang Xiao knew the reason, but he wasnt about to tell the teacher about the grudges of his last life. I know, Mr. Li, he said. Thank you for being concerned about me. Ill study hard in No. 3 Junior High. Teacher Li, the teaching director, looked at him. A slight smile appeared on his serious face. Go to morning self-study and finish memorizing the lesson. He waved to Jiang Xiao. Also, Ill take a closer look at your ranking in the monthly exam. Come talk to me when youre in the top 200. Jiang Xiao: Teacher Li, youre asking a bit much. Hed made great progress in the most recent mid-term examination and entered the top 500 of his grade. But the higher the ranking, the more difficult it was for him to advance. Jiang Xiao had only been studying hard for a few months. Dont be silly. The teaching director glanced at him. If you think its demanding, you should study harder. Dont be distracted by all this nonsense! He watched as Jiang Xiao ran to the door of Class 15. He stood in place for a while, then went back to the office with his hands clasped behind his back. So what happened? Vice Principal Chen asked him. I sent him back. The teaching director reluctantly lifted his triangular-shaped eyes. His face was still drooping. It wasnt a good expression. The child doesnt want to go. Dont force him. The vice principal was unhappy with his stubbornness, so he began to lecture him. Hes never seen the world before. Hes just a na?ve student. Are you na?ve, too? How can he refuse a thing like this? Go on and call him back. The teaching director had been at this school a long time, and he didnt feel the need to back down to anyone. He sat motionless in his chair and stopped the head teacher who was ready to fetch Jiang Xiao. This time his tone was much firmer. This thing is completely up to him. If Jiang Xiao says he isnt willing, cant he make his own decision? Seeing that the two men were going to quarrel, Lin ChengYu stepped in. Its okay. Id better talk to Classmate Jiang. He was rejected from the start by Jiang Xiao. That was unexpected, and he was somewhat at a loss. He didnt know the right way to handle Jiang Xiao at this age. Jiang Xiao had been to Liujiang twice, so he thought Jiang Xiao wouldnt have a problem with living there. But after a while, Lin ChengYu came up with some excuses for him. Hes young and he cant accept leaving his hometown yet. He doesnt trust us, and thats normal, Lin ChengYu said with a sincere expression on his face. Im about the same age as him. This project came about because I proposed it. Ill go talk to him myself. When he said that, some of the tension in the room eased up. It seemed that Lin ChengYu was an unusually good young man. He had a maturity that ordinary people couldnt match. Vice President Chen praised him on the spot. But the teaching director had been at this school for nearly thirty years. Hed seen all kinds of teenage girls and boys. At this age, most teens couldnt hide their feelings well. What was going on in their minds was written on their faces. That was true with only a few exceptions. For example, some students seemed disobedient on the surface, and their grades werent very good, but their behavior actually had a bottom line, and they would refuse to do bad things. While some students looked good on the surface, but secretly were full of evil schemes. It was the latter type that reminded him of Lin ChengYu. However, Vice President Chen had already given him directions. This was a distinguished guest. No matter what he was up to, the teaching director couldnt go and stop him. After this bit of wrangling, the morning self-study period was almost over. Lin ChengYu went to find Jiang Xiao by himself. He had a remarkably handsome face. In Class 15 and Class 14 next door, aside from Jiang Xiao, there werent many students seriously doing morning self-study. They were all chatting with each other. But Lin ChengYu came over, stood by the window, and waved to Jiang Xiao with a smile. When the chatter in the class suddenly died down, the silence was terrifying. He certainly was good-looking. At this time, Jiang Xiao was the only one earnestly memorizingMemorial on Sending Out the Troops: The late Emperor had yet to complete his great undertaking before he passed away. Today the Empire is divided into three, and Yi Province is in dire straits. Now is the autumn of life or death. The whole classroom went quiet. Jiang Xiao, who was focused on studying, noticed something strange once silence descended. He lifted his head and saw the cause, Lin ChengYu. This was his autumn of life and death. Like a ghost that lingered on. If he didnt go out, this person probably wouldnt leave. The students in the classroom stared and began to whisper at him. Frowning, Jiang Xiao put the book down and immediately went out. Lin ChengYu stood outside the classroom, watching as Jiang Xiao came to meet him in the morning sunlight. Jiang Xiao had refused him twice before, but he didnt mind. The sky was clear and he was in a good mood again. Hello, Classmate Jiang. I wanted to talk to you again about the scholarship from Yongjiang. He extended his hand to Jiang Xiao. Let me introduce myself. My name is Lin ChengYu. Im from Liujiang City, Huaihai Province. Im about the same age as you. Jiang Xiao didnt shake his hand. He didnt like being watched by the entire class. Even the people of Class 14 next door were craning their necks to look. He wasnt a monkey. He turned his head, reached out and rapped on the glass. He gave a few words of warning to the Class 15 students who liked to watch: Sit down and study. You dont need to write a gossip column. Jiang Xiao was tall. Even if he studied hard and behaved in class lately, he still had a deterrent effect on Class 15 from the days when he used to get into trouble. So those who ought to sit down sat down, and the whispering died away. After intimidating his classmates, he turned around and tugged Lin ChengYu over to the hallway. He didnt notice that Lin ChengYu, who was pulled by him for a while, immediately smiled and seemed very pleased. He watched Jiang Xiao harden up and menace others, a small tiger with its teeth bared, the fierce look of a little milk dog. He thought it particularly cute, and now when Jiang Xiao took the initiative to pull his hand, it was even more adorable. But Jiang Xiao just tugged his sleeve. He didnt touch his arm at all, and after pulling him to the corridor immediately released his hand and never touched him again. What do you want from me? If its still about making me go to Liujiang, theres no need to talk about it. You might as well leave. His tone wasnt very friendly, but as long as Lin ChengYu saw him, he was in a good mood. He asked in a soft voice, Can you tell me why not? Do you have any concerns? No reason, Jiang Xiao said. I just dont want to go. Is it because you dont know the junior high in Liujiang? Trust me, its a good school, Lin ChengYu tried to boil the frog in warm water. If you like, Ill take you to see Huayang International School in Liujiang this weekend, and then you can think about it. Of course, you can also go with your mom. The junior high department of the school automatically sends its graduates to the senior high. Its acceptance rate for the college entrance examination over the years is one of the best in the province. You have such a bright future, and your mom will be happy to see it. Its better not to make a decision of this magnitude too quickly. It wont hurt anything to look it over. Jiang Xiao glanced at him, then pointed to the window in the hallway, gesturing for him to look. Lin ChengYu didnt know what he meant, so he looked carefully and saw the school slogan written on the wall of the school building oppositeToday Im proud of No. 3 Junior High, and tomorrow No. 3 Junior High will be proud of me. See? Jiang Xiao gave him a smile. Im a rigid person. I really dont care about seeing the world. Im willing to stay here in No. 3 Junior High and do my best. Is that a problem? Lin ChengYu didnt expect his smooth words would be rejected so stubbornly. In his last life, Jiang Xiao had fallen in love with him at first sight. Lin ChengYu didnt have to say anything to make it happen. The situation was different now, and Lin ChengYus habits of thought couldnt change all at once. He thought that by meeting this time, even if Jiang Xiao didnt immediately fall for him, he would at least have some good feelings for him like in his last life. Then he could push the boat along the current and there wouldnt be a problem. Who would have thought hed get stuck right at the beginning. But he didnt get frustrated easily. XiaoXiao I mean, Classmate Jiang. You might not believe me right now. In fact its normal for you to have some doubts when you receive a scholarship so suddenly. Lin ChengYu sighed, then his eyes locked on Jiang Xiao and he was sincere as never before. I didnt want to talk about it because I was afraid it would be hard for you to remember. Yes, there are indeed some reasons behind this project. I actually knew you a long time ago, and I came here especially for you. Your father often traveled to Liujiang to transport goods when he was alive. I knew him, but no one thought he would die so unexpectedly. The reason I came here is because I truly want to take care of you and your family. Jiang Xiao, Im sorry I came so late. I made you suffer so much, but not anymore. He wasnt actually lying when he said any of this. Every sentence was true when you looked at it. But when the words were taken together it seemed like the Lin family and Jiang Xiaos father had some kind of relationship. A lot of words were vague and depended on interpretation. If Jiang Xiao really was an ordinary fifteen-year-old junior high student whose family was suffering from hardship, Lin ChengYus fa?ade would be very deceptive. Upon hearing this, Jiang Xiao easily might feel closer to Lin ChengYu and trust him. But Jiang Xiao didnt. He knew Lin ChengYu too well. Jiang Xiao was the person who taught Lin ChengYu how to use such plausible-sounding words. Jiang Xiao had been striving in society for many years. And he took the most essential and useful things hed learned from his losses and lessons outside to teach Lin ChengYu. They say that talking to people in the business world is like talking to the devil, and now Lin ChengYu was using this trick against him. Jiang Xiaos face only contained indifference. Oh, he replied. Thanks a lot. When I was a child my dad taught me that a man should stand tall in the world and earn things with his own two hands. He would never accept false charity. Please go back to where you came from. After he said this he leaned slightly closer to Lin ChengYu and squinted. I never heard that my father had any acquaintances in Liujiang. Are you trying to abduct me? TL Notes: Five chapters remain for this teaser. "" stubbornness C β C unwillingness to add oil and salt C sticking to ones own opinion and unwilling to change Memorial on Sending Out the Troops C ʦ C Ch Sh Bio C A famous work by genius statesman and military strategist Zhuge Liang (). I adapted the translation from Wikipedia. the autumn of life or death C Σ֮ C These words by Zhuge Liang became an idiom meaning the most critical moment for a nation, an extremely dangerous emergency like a ghost that lingered on C 겻ɢ C the ghost of X inexorably hangs on, murder cries for vengeance, the haunting ghost of X remains at large, the soul is unwilling to leave write a gossip column C from ҵ C my eight trigrams (used for divination) C to gossip about a person fierce look of a little milk dog C ׵ C the milk is fierce, milk fierce milk fierce C Internet slang referring to the angry look of a soft cute little milk dog (an unweaned puppy; a young, clingy, cute, and sunny boy) false charity C ֮ʳ C food handed out in contempt, a meal offered from pity mixed with contempt, something rudely offered CH 17 Lin ChengYu really couldnt refute Jiang Xiaos words. If you thought about it carefully, thats what he truly did intend. Jiang Xiao had rejected everything he tried to say. He hadnt known Jiang Xiao was such a stubborn, sharp-tongued person. Even more importantly, Jiang Xiao was standing close to him. He inhaled sharply all of a sudden and his brain blanked out. He opened his mouth, frozen in place, and couldnt say anything. He had a bit of a headache. Jiang Xiao, baby, I dont know what to do with you. Jiang Xiao never would have treated him like this in his last life. Was it really just a matter of youthful rebellion? Just then, the class bell rang for the end of morning self-study. Students streamed into the hallway. Jiang Xiao didnt want to be surrounded by people, and he didnt want to talk here with Lin ChengYu. Hed made himself clear. He waved a hand at the other person and walked into the classroom alone. Jiang Xiao knew that Lin ChengYu had always been arrogant, with little patience for others or himself. It was about time for him to give up. Lin ChengYu reached out to stop him, but Jiang Xiao reacted immediately, dodging away, and he caught hold of nothing. Dont grab me. Jiang Xiao didnt stop walking but continued on. I really dont have a good temper. His expression lowered as he spoke, which astonished Lin ChengYu. Jiang Xiao, he said with difficulty, as if hed suddenly thought of something. His throat was tight. Im sorry, that is, do you do you remember what happened before? Is that why you hate me so much? Back thenback then, I really didnt mean to. If Id knownif I knew that you were sick, I wouldnt He stumbled over his words, but Jiang Xiao just looked at him strangely. What are you talking about? Before what? he asked. His eyes were full of doubts, without a trace of anger. Are you saying you knew me when I was a kid? Lin ChengYu: He stared intently at Jiang Xiao. The other persons expression didnt look fake. His eyes were as clear as an adolescents, as if one could see right through them. Was Jiang Xiao good at acting? He wasnt before, right? Never mind. He forced a smile. Im sorry, I thought too much. I shouldnt have said that to you. You can go to class. It couldnt be. There couldnt be that kind of coincidence. Besides, if Jiang Xiao really was reborn, he must hate him to the core. He would never be this calm. Lin ChengYu watched Jiang Xiao disappear around the corner. The bell had rung after class and there were a lot of students in the hallway. Many of them stared at him. Lin ChengYu didnt care. He stood there in a bit of a daze and eventually, after a long time, he left. The Lin family had parked their car not far downstairs to wait for him. There was an assistant inside. Hed stood at the fore, working with the Lin family for many years. His name was Yue Cheng. Lin ChengYu called him Uncle Yue. This so-called charity project had actually been quite troublesome to arrange, and Uncle Yue had handled a lot of the details. He followed Lin ChengYu to Houlin at the old mans request. After all, Lin ChengYu was still underage. Although hed been working dutifully for a long time, now that things had reached this point, the old man naturally had an opinion. No matter the result, youve done enough tossing about for so many days. Uncle Yue took in the young mans distracted expression. His tone was polite and his words of persuasion might sound soft, but in fact he was a bit unyielding. I just received a call from the old man. President Lins general meaning is that you shouldnt be too willful. Theres a lot going on at home. You have school to attend. Lin ChengYu didnt nod. He closed his eyes and said, Uncle Yue, Grandpa promised I could take him back. That child doesnt want to go. Why force him? The money spent on Jiang Xiao was nothing to the Lin family. It wasnt worth mentioning. But Lin ChengYu had paid far too much attention to the matter, wasted too much time on it, and now hed traveled between the two places yet again. It was becoming a problem. With a lot of things, its not good to rush. If you push too hard, too fast, youll only cause the person to be wary and resentful. He looked at Lin ChengYu. Youre still young. There will be plenty of opportunities to take him back in the future. It was the truth. Lin ChengYu knew very well that he couldnt eat hot tofu in a hurry, but he also couldnt bring himself to leave Jiang Xiao right now. Tell Grandpa that I cant go back yet. Lin ChengYu gritted his teeth. I really cant go back. Even after being rejected so many times, he simply wasnt capable of leaving Jiang Xiao. When Jiang Xiao returned to class, the morning self-study session was over. Although some of the students in the class were a little afraid of him, others brimmed with curiosity. They looked at him and lowered their heads like they were at a loss. Jiang Xiao was too lazy to snap at them again. Ye YingYing still came to class most of the time. Although hed chosen the special student route, he had to take the cultural exams. He was also more serious in class. Once he entered the classroom, the little prince of gossip heard about what happened during morning self-study. Who was that? he furtively asked Jiang Xiao. Who was that little foreigner? What did he want? For a moment Jiang Xiao drew a blank. Then he realized who Ye YingYing was referring to. Ye YingYing had never met anyone like Lin ChengYu before. In fact, he wasnt especially exotic in appearance, but his eye color was unique. Dont give people weird nicknames. Jiang Xiao didnt know whether to laugh or cry. Nothings going on. Hes gone and he wont come again. But Lin ChengYu, whom Jiang Xiao concluded wouldnt return, actually met him at home when he went back for lunch. Xia WanWan got off work early that day. When she was preparing the meal, she heard someone knocking on the door and saw several of the leaders of the school. She thought it was about Jiang Xiao, so she quickly opened the door. She might be a simple person, but Xia WanWan wasnt stupid. It didnt matter how upright and humble Lin ChengYus manner was. When he told his story, Xia WanWans face suddenly went cold. NianNian wont go, she said. My husband never told me he had friends or acquaintances in Liujiang. Ill never agree to this. The nice things said by the school leaders didnt matter. As Xia WanWan listened, her vigilance only increased. She even began to wonder about conspiracy theories. She suspected that her in-laws, who had been quiet for some time, were responsible for this, trying to trick her and Jiang Xiao into going to Liujiang so they could occupy the house left by her husband. When Jiang Xiao came back, Xia WanWan had already lost her temper. Whenever she got angry, she wasnt able to hold back tears. She wiped the tears from her face with her hand and spoke angrily, Get out, all of you get out of my house! If you come back to say a word about this later, I wont let you through the door! I dont care how important you are. Leave my son alone! Lin ChengYu hadnt met Xia WanWan in person in his last life. Hed only seen a few black and white photos in Jiang Xiaos hands. Her face was rather beautiful and kind, and she gazed at the lens with large, almond-shaped eyes. She looked as gentle as water and had about the same disposition. Jiang Xiao had inherited most of her features as well as her personality. In his previous life he was a perfect, considerate lover. But Lin ChengYu began to think he might have misunderstood Jiang Xiao. It turned out that Jiang Xiaos nature really wasnt all that gentle. He thought Jiang Xiaos mother would be easy to persuade. When he and Jiang Xiao were together later on, theyd naturally need her blessing and support, so he came here hoping to leave a good impression. Who knew her reaction would be even more intense? Auntie, you dont have to be angry. We really dont have any bad intentions. Lin ChengYu didnt dare to add fuel to the fire. He was ready to leave first. Please calm down Calm down my ass! In the middle of this turmoil, Jiang Xiao arrived. Mom? Whats wrong? When he came in he didnt notice Lin ChengYu. The first thing he saw was Xia WanWan crying and swearing at the same time. He thought she was being harrassed by someone, so he grabbed the broom next to the door. When he went in and saw the school leaders he didnt put down the broom. Xia WanWan was in poor health. It wasnt good for her mood to fluctuate too much. Jiang Xiao went to help her sit on the sofa, picked up the kettle beside her and poured a glass of water. Now that hed returned, Xia WanWan gradually calmed down, but her face was still unpleasant. It was only after Jiang Xiao had comforted his mother that he noticed Lin ChengYu standing in the living room. His clothes were discreetly luxurious, and the light was behind him. Jiang Xiao could barely make out the expression on his face. As Lin ChengYu stood there in the small living room with a group of other people, the room felt crowded. They looked out of place. Theyd always been like this. They were totally unsuitable for each other. In every way they werent appropriate. Thats how it was in their past life, and it was the same after their rebirth. The two of them would never understand each other. All they would do was make each other suffer. What are you doing at my house? Can you go now? Jiang Xiao looked at him. I dont know what I did to offend you. Why do you have to disturb our family? Can the rich just bully people like this? While Jiang Xiao saw Lin ChengYu in the shadows, Lin ChengYu saw him in the light, and clearly read the expression on his face. When he was at school before, he thought Jiang Xiao didnt have much good feeling for him after they met the first time, leaving only the defensiveness and indifference one felt for a stranger. But now he finally saw Jiang Xiaos mood change. Aside from defensiveness, there was also disgust and impatience, as if he viewed Lin ChengYu as an enemy. That kind of reactionit stung like hell, and to see such wariness was painful. He just wanted to hold him and coax him. Thats not what I meant. Auntie misunderstood. Jiang Xiao, Im not here to cause you trouble. I only want to help Stay away from my home. That would be the greatest help, Jiang Xiao interrupted. My family cant afford you. Why had things turned out this way? Hed come a step earlier in his life and tried so hard to be good to Jiang Xiao. Was it really like what Uncle Yue said? He was too eager, so he couldnt go about things too quickly? Lin ChengYus heart tangled like a ball of string. He felt unwell. Im sorry, He didnt know how many times hed said these words to Jiang Xiao. He didnt bother with any more insipid explanations. If you dont like it, I wont do it again. He couldnt avoid Jiang Xiaos gaze. All he could do was go. Xia WanWan calmed down and asked, Who was that? Jiang Xiao: A mental case. Just ignore him. Who could say why that person became like this after his rebirth? Now that theyd separated, it was best if they remained apart for the rest of their lives. TL Notes: ļԲȶ C cant eat hot tofu in a hurry C haste makes waste, more haste less speed, one must be patient, haste will ruin everything, at a loss C C dropped a piece of meat C lost something, whether in terms of money or things or psychologically C remain apart for the rest of their lives C be completely isolated from each other all their lives; not visit each other all their lives Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 18 For a long time, Lin ChengYu stood by the gate of the Jiang family home. He didnt dare to go back in, fearing that Jiang Xiao would lose his temper again. Uncle Yue held his tongue. Grandpa Lin was curious about Lin ChengYus all-consuming search for that person, but he never asked about it. The elder Lin was a true man of action. His consistent principle was to say less and do more. As far as he was concerned, Lin ChengYu was young, infected with a temporary fever. After being rejected so many times, hed get over it without much trouble. He wouldnt think about someone so far away once he was back in Liujiang, and his feelings would fade over time. That was true of most passions. The elder Lin wasnt optimistic, which wasnt surprising. As Yue Cheng thought about this, he decided to remind the child of something. There was a phone call from home just now. They said the old man isnt doing well. Hes in the hospital. General Manager Lin is there. His words were vague, leaving it for Lin ChengYu to fill in the blanks. When Lin ChengYu heard certain key words in those sentences, he instantly turned his head and gazed at Yue Cheng. When did it happen? Last night, Uncle Yue said in a faint voice. So youd better go back at once. If he stayed here, hed just make himself a nuisance. The person Yue Cheng had mentioned, General Manager Lin, was Lin RongJias father and Lin ChengYus paternal uncle. His name was Lin Feng. Yue Cheng was directly involved with company matters. At present, his relationship with Lin Feng wasnt bad. You could even call it cordial. However, hed followed Grandpa Lin first, and later he worked for the eldest Lin son for many years. His overall bias was in favor of Lin ChengYu. Later on, he was framed by Lin Feng and sent to prison. That was the reason Lin ChengYu lost all his money after Yongjiang Company went bankrupt. Lin ChengYu was taken aback. According to his memory, Grandpa was supposed to be healthy and in decent shape at this point in time. The first thing Lin ChengYu did when he was reborn was change his usual doctor. The new doctor gave Grandpa a thorough examination, and the change prevented Lin Feng from making certain moves. Lin ChengYu was only fourteen years old, a long way from adulthood. Meanwhile, Lin Feng had taken charge of most things in the company, although major decisions needed the approval of Grandpa Lin. Lin Feng wasnt yet in a position to cover the sky with one hand. Although Lin Feng had been channeling company funds to himself for a while, he needed time to implement everything hed planned. In principle, there shouldnt be any major problems right now. But it was useless to try to predict everything with logic. Lin ChengYu had never imagined his own uncle would be responsible for the companys bankruptcy in his last life. Lin Feng had his own reasons for maliciously managing Yongjiang Company and trying to bring it down. He had too few shares in his hands. Grandpa Lin doted on Lin ChengYu and was waiting for him to take over the company when he became an adult. Ever since Lin Feng was a child, he felt that his older brother was unfairly favored, and he resented it. Lin ChengYu didnt tell Jiang Xiao about any of this in his last life. To be honest, Lin ChengYu hadnt even entered the company at that age. Things happened so suddenly that he wasnt clear about a lot of details. But he knew that Yongjiang Company had been involved in a real estate development project at the time, called Mingyue Bay Ecological Zone. This was a key development project in Shen City, a first-tier city, and it was too large to be handled by Yongjiang alone. Mingyue Bay Ecological Zone occupied a large area with beautiful beaches and two small islands. In addition to the premium beachfront hotels in which Yongjiang was the main investor, there were high-end villas, beach tourist areas, amusement parks, shopping malls, and a range of supporting facilities. According to the municipal project plan, there would be two new highways, a bridge and a subway entrance, and an airport built nearby. This was a hen that was going to lay a lot of golden eggs. Yongjiang spent a lot of money to acquire land. At the time, Grandpa Lin praised Lin Feng for his insight. He was getting older and his health was deteriorating, and it was natural to give Lin Feng greater control of the company. But there were multiple difficulties in the construction of the Mingyue Bay project. One problem followed another. After Lin Feng took power, he launched a major expansion. He bought several tracts of land outside the ecological zone, under the excuse that he was setting it aside for future projects. When the Mingyue Bay project was completed, the value would certainly rise, but the price he paid was actually a bit too high, so the value wouldnt increase very much. Moreover, he began to dabble in high-end residential development where Yongjiang lacked expertise. He poured large sums of money into all of this. Yongjiangs cash flow had already turned negative. The beachfront hotels in Mingyue Bay had to be rushed to completion, but the companies working nearby werent in a hurry. Although two highways and a subway line were planned, there were repeated discussions which delayed construction. By the time the hotel was completed, the city hadnt even begun to build the municipal services, and the supporting facilities were still in progress. The high-end hotels by the ocean didnt have much consumer traffic, and they had extremely high maintenance costs. They lost money every day. If cash flow had been sufficient, all these things would be minor problems. It wasnt difficult to wait one or two years, and Yongjiang understood the nuances. After the ecological zone was built up, it was impossible for the hotel not to make money. In those days, real estate projects had a clear upward trend every year. Although it wouldnt experience a sudden spike in value, it had good prospects. A one-time loss wasnt a big deal. Later, with the consent of the board of directors, Lin Feng borrowed a large sum of money from another company in the industry, calling it business cooperation. The reason he gave for not getting a bank loan was because the need was so urgent. The company had existing loans, and it would take the bank a long time to evaluate a request for such a large sum of money. Even so, it wasnt certain that a loan would be approved. At the time, this statement seemed to make sense. After he borrowed the money, he continued to invest in development, but Yongjiang ran into a series of problems. First there was a problem at the construction site. In order to save money, the small-time contractor cut corners around safety. Two people died and four more were injured at the site. Not only was it necessary to pay out compensation and pension costs, they had to spend a large sum to suppress public opinion. After that, the media exposed hygiene problems at the hotel. This seemingly factual news appeared on the front page of several major newspapers. Hotel traffic plummeted, a large number of customers complained, and the companys reputation was in tatters. Yongjiang Company had suddenly fallen into a situation of internal and external adversity. Revenue dropped sharply, there was a lot of debt, and there was no short-term return on investment. The bank considered the company high-risk, so it wasnt willing to approve additional loans. Cash flow dried up. Meanwhile, four or five construction sites were in development at the same time, burning money, and the company fell into arrears. A contractor led the migrant workers to carry banners and picket the doors, shouting until their voices were hoarse, and so the miserable situation of Yongjiang worsened yet again. Employees began to abandon the company, which was now in a state of confusion. Back then, Lin ChengYu had just become an adult. He didnt even have a chance to get involved with company affairs, and the succession of incidents caught him off guard. He didnt understand how things had turned out this way. Because of his grandfathers advice, he believed in Lin Feng, who was apparently exhausting himself for the company, yet the company had become like this in his hands. Lin ChengYu didnt find fault with him but comforted his uncle. The family could eventually make a comeback. At the time, Yongjiangs biggest outstanding debt was the loan that Lin Feng had taken out with the other company. When the loan came due it couldnt be paid, and according to the contract, it had to be paid off with capital. Previously, all parties had lost a lot of money, and the construction money was still owed. The company hadnt completed the development of the land it bought before, and the location was remote, so selling wouldnt cover much debt. In the end, the company used its hotels to compensate the other party. Because Yongjiangs reputation was damaged, it was pressured to lower the price during negotiations. Several parties worked in tandem to bring it down, and Lin Feng agreed to the other partys terms without much struggle. However, Lin ChengYu calculated incorrectly back then. Yongjiang should have been paid far more than what it received from the sale. He went to see Uncle Yue, but Uncle Yue had been sent to prison by Lin Feng on the grounds of corporate malfeasance. There was a problem with the companys accounts. Someone had swallowed a lot of money, but the money couldnt be recovered because Yue Cheng didnt do it. In fact, he took the fall for someone else. As for who was responsible, it wasnt until Lin Feng changed camps overnight that Lin ChengYu realized the truth. Lin Feng became a director of the company that acquired most of Yongjiangs assets after the bankruptcy. Later, when he examined things carefully, Lin ChengYu also found an unknown building materials company on Yongjiangs books, which had cooperated with them for several years with numerous large transactions. Naturally, the accounting was seamless and the money couldnt be traced. However, the company was actually controlled by Lin Fengs wifes family, and a lot of the companys money had been transferred out long ago. Internal trouble and outside aggression, planned for a long time. The only surprise was that Yongjiang hadnt failed long ago. From the original extravagant spending to the subsequent lack of management, and even the storm of negative news, Lin Feng was the driver. The other company was also secretly helping him until they finally managed to swallow the ripe plum that remained of Yongjiang. Lin Feng was put in charge of the former projects of Yongjiang Company. He changed the names of the hotels and the decoration style. After the news faded from peoples memory, the business went on to make money. In the next few years, the price of the land increased several times. After the completion of the municipal transportation projects, Mingyue Bay became a center for tourism and recreation in Shen City. It was prosperous for more than ten years running. Lin Feng had planned it all for a long time. He finally owned all of Yongjiang. He got everything he wanted and revealed his hatred for his brother and his nephew. He would rather hand Yongjiang over to someone elses company than leave his familys property to Lin ChengYu. Even if eighteen-year-old Lin ChengYu knew about it, it was too late. He sold what was left of his belongings, including the car his grandfather gave him on his birthday, along with anything else that had value. He wanted to free Uncle Yue from prison, but he didnt succeed. The money went down the drain. And Grandpa Lin had a heart attack when he found out what happened. He stayed in an intensive care unit for three months, but he never recovered. Lin ChengYu was a sophomore in college. Because of the turmoil in his family he missed class for an entire semester. Although he wasnt asked to leave, he voluntarily withdrew from school. Lin Feng, the son of the elder Lin, was one of the rightful heirs. Grandpa Lin was delirious and couldnt make a will. Lin Feng relied on his blood relationship to put the family mansion in his name. By comparison, Lin ChengYus meeting with Jiang Xiao really wasnt much. The night when Jiang Xiao met him, Lin ChengYu was beaten up by a group of local thugs. It wasnt an accident. When other people saw hed fallen on hard times, they envied him for his previous good fortune, so they found someone to kick him when he was down. Lin ChengYu had trained in martial arts, but he couldnt defend himself against so many opponents. He fought back only to be beaten more severely. He was punched in the head several times. When Jiang Xiao rescued him, he was still in a daze. Later, he was carried home and given medicine, but he didnt notice much of his surroundings. When he woke up the next day, he took a shower to clean up and felt a little more clear-headed. The first time he saw Jiang Xiao wasnt in the middle of the night, it was in the sunlit morning, like something that was fated. Lin ChengYu brought endless darkness to Jiang Xiao, but Jiang Xiao brought him brilliant morning sunshine. When he came out of the bathroom, Jiang Xiao was drinking soy milk at the dining table. When Jiang Xiao saw him, he was stunned. Milk got caught in his throat and he burst out coughing. His face turned red until the blood rushed all the way down his neck. He spilled soy milk all over the table. Lin ChengYu looked at him and smiled a little. That was the beginning of their story. Two people who had nothing came together, but as Jiang Xiao said later, they were never the same. When Jiang Xiao fell for someone, he cherished them more and more. He worked so hard for everything that he appreciated what he had, so Jiang Xiao was good to Lin ChengYu with all his heart. But Lin ChengYu had fallen from the peak to the trough, and he was betrayed by relatives hed trusted. He always scrutinized his emotions. It was a form of unconscious self-protection, but there was also conscious detachment and anxiety. His own relatives had stabbed him in the back. Werent other people even less trustworthy? Lin ChengYu chose not to rely on anyone, but he didnt notice how Jiang Xiao softened him little by little by, and in the process let Jiang Xiao melt into his life. Jiang Xiao was an enthusiastic person. He could make himself happy even if Lin ChengYu gave very little response. So their relationship stumbled along for more than ten years, but the balance was always tilted, and the two sides paid in unequally. After Jiang Xiao left, Lin ChengYus balance instantly collapsed. His little sun was gone, and with it went all the warmth in his life. He finally realized that he hadnt seen clearly, but it was too late for regret. Lin ChengYu had never realized how important this person was to him until he was gone. The wounds in his heart were inflicted on Jiang Xiao, but Jiang Xiao shouldnt have had to suffer them, and he had never apologized. When Uncle Yue told him his grandfather was in the hospital and Lin Feng had made certain moves, Lin ChengYu instantly remembered all kinds of things that happened in his last life. This was the source of his shadow. Now that he was doing it over, he would never let those things happen again. This life didnt exactly match his memory, but maybe it wasnt possible for everything to go well. It could be the butterfly effect. His biggest disappointment was that he hadnt made a good first impression on Jiang Xiao. Jiang Xiao didnt want to see me. He got angry. Lin ChengYu was a little frustrated. I can go back to Liujiang, but Uncle Yue, dont withdraw the people here just yet. Have them keep watch for now. If anything happens to the Jiang family, first help them out, then tell me. I want to leave contact information directly with Jiang Xiao. Uncle Yue, he really is good-tempered and kind. Its my fault for being too impatient. He must have misunderstood, thats why he got so angry. When he has time to calm down, Ill see if I can bring him to Liujiang to see the school. Yue Cheng smiled a little and thought of giving some advice. Children at that age learn whats good for them after a little suffering. I dont want to make him suffer. Lin ChengYu immediately shook his head. He gave a bitter smile. I will always treat him well, and hell realize it someday. I cant be in a rush. That was how Jiang Xiao had always treated him. This time, he would do it himself. Except this Jiang Xiao wasnt the Jiang Xiao that Lin ChengYu thought. TL Notes: cover the sky with one hand C һ C shut out the heavens with one palm, hide the truth (from the masses), hoodwink (the public) internal and external adversity C ⻼ C domestic trouble and foreign invasion in the short term C adapted from һͷһ C a hammer on the left and a mallet on the right C lacking global perspective, immersed in the small picture, impatient and not focused, unable to complete one thing wholeheartedly kick him when he was down C 侮ʯ C drop stones on a man who has fallen into a well C to maltreat an injured person, add insult to injury, add to the misfortunes of a man who is already unfortunate, twist the knife Transliterated names, titles, and placesnew in this chapter: CH 19 After the people had gone, Xia WanWan told Jiang Xiao about her worries. She suspected her mother-in-law had invited someone to play a trick on her. Not exactly. Jiang Xiao thought her idea was a little extreme. He was afraid she was overthinking things and would cause herself unnecessary worry. He tried to reassure her. It was just a weird person. If you see him outside the gate again, dont open the door. Just get rid of him. Xia WanWan: Okay. Then Jiang Xiao went to the kitchen to cook, and Xia WanWan cleared the dining table. After they finished lunch they didnt think about it again. Jiang Xiao didnt see Lin ChengYu in school again that afternoon. When Teacher Li, the teaching director, met with him, he said the guests had already left, and Vice Principal Chen didnt mention it again. Maybe it had all blown over. Wasnt that a good thing? However, the school was only so big and it was impossible to keep a secret. Jiang Xiao endured Ye YingYings gossip for a round, but he didnt expect that Lin HeYuan was also in the mood to gossip, although his focus was different. Who was that? Are you in trouble? Jiang Xiao thought about it and said, It was a pain in the neck, but its okay. Hes gone. Its not a big deal, so dont worry about it. What we should worry about is my math scores. How come I always make mistakes with this type of problem? It was still important to study. Lin HeYuan immediately ducked his head to help him look at the question. His attention was diverted and he stopped asking about it. In the monthly exam, Jiang Xiao wasnt affected by the incident at all. It was like Lin ChengYu had never been there. Thanks to the help of Lin HeYuan, his grades improved by leaps and bounds, and he finally got into the top 200. In the end he lived up to the expectations of the teaching director as well as the goal he set for himself. He and Ye Bing made an appointment to go to Liujiang again that weekend. The merchandise on his shelf was almost sold out. Several girls had approached him and requested certain items, including watches, crystal jewelry, and a good-looking school bag. The school bags here are too plain. The girl described it: Im looking for a specific kind of bag. My cousin has one thats really cute. Its light pink and it has a zipper like plush ears. If you pull up the zipper it looks like a stuffed rabbit. I want the same kind, but not identical, so it doesnt clash. Mine has to look better than hers! She even paid the deposit in advance, and it was a lot of money. Jiang Xiao took time to carefully understand her preferences and said he would seriously search for it. He was acting more and more like a professional purchasing agent. Ye Bing told him before that someone from the freight company had come to ask about the Jiang family. After that, Lin ChengYu had found him, and it was most likely through that method. Jiang Xiao said he understood. He was still going to do exactly what he needed to do. He wasnt going to let Lin ChengYu stop him from going to Liujiang and earning money. Hed previously planned to do another run over the New Years holiday. By then he should have the funds to buy something with a higher unit cost, like MP3 players. But he had to do a couple more runs before then. He needed more money to be able to afford it. Lin ChengYu soon found out about his departure for Liujiang, but he didnt understand yet what Jiang Xiao was doing there. Most people werent very clear about Jiang Xiaos business. Even if a lot of people bought things from him, they didnt think it was an operation run by a junior high school student on his own. They assumed it was a small business run by adults at home, and Jiang Xiao was just helping out. If Lin HeYuan hadnt seen Jiang Xiao check the ledger with his own hand, skillfully take inventory, and settle the accounts, he wouldnt have thought Jiang Xiao was the one responsible. Even when girls came to him for orders, they thought it was the adults of his family who brought back the items, and Jiang Xiao only took them to school to make the sale. They never expected that a junior high school student would act so independently, and Jiang Xiao didnt clarify it either. Ye Bing and Xia WanWan never talked about such things with others. Although it was common for truck drivers to deal in things on the side, it wasnt easy to explain this to outsiders. Moreover, they frequently carried things of a personal nature for specific people, so they couldnt discuss it casually. Jiang Xiaos friends, Ye YingYing and Lin HeYuan, had even more reason not to talk about it with anyone. When the Lin familys employees made inquiries, they connected it with the difficult situation of the Jiang family, and missed the key point. Lin ChengYu didnt focus on this issue or ask for details. He knew a little about Jiang Xiaos merchandise shelf and linked it with his trip to Liujiang. But he also thought Jiang Xiao was just helping the adults earn money for the family. When Lin ChengYu met Jiang Xiao in his last life, he was about nineteen years old, independent and hardworking. He might be a little younger now, but nothing seemed unusual to Lin ChengYu. His plan was to directly change Jiang Xiaos circumstances and bring him to his side. But now Jiang Xiao had come to Liujiang with a truck several times, which gave him a strange feeling. Was it really true that there wasnt enough money at home, so Jiang Xiao had to run around like this again and again? The important thing was that Jiang Xiao had come to Liujiang. Lin ChengYu had been driven to distraction for the past few days and still couldnt calm himself down. He immediately thought of going out to find Jiang Xiao. When Lin ChengYu came back, he took care of things at home. Fortunately, his grandfathers illness wasnt serious, so he was discharged after a few days in the hospital. The Mingyue Bay project was still some time away from investment. Meanwhile Lin ChengYu and Lin Feng pretended to be in harmony with each other, putting on the appearance of a happy uncle and nephew. When Lin ChengYu returned home, he was tired of all the fakery. He lay in bed thinking of Jiang Xiao, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep alone. I miss him so much. When he didnt know where Jiang Xiao was, he thought all he had to do was find him to feel at ease. He didnt know he was drinking poison to quench his thirst. After he saw Jiang Xiao again, he didnt want to go. He wanted to accompany him day and night and never leave him again. But why was Jiang Xiao so hostile? Lin ChengYu didnt say much about the future of the company with his grandfather. He only discussed some things with Uncle Yue. When he was first reborn he asked his grandfather to transfer Uncle Yue to him. At first, it was to watch over him. Later, he helped with the search for Jiang Xiao. It was the first time Lin ChengYu and this old subordinate of his father were so close. At the beginning, Uncle Yue didnt think there was anything wrong with Lin Feng. Although his ability and temperament werent as good as the late Lin family head, on the whole he wasnt bad. But after Yue Cheng began to work for Lin ChengYu, he was guided by him and decided to check into it. He was surprised to find there really was something fishy. After all, Lin Feng was Grandpa Lins own son. He was now secretly making moves, but it was hard to grasp his fox tail. Without concrete evidence, there were only vague suspicions, and Grandpa Lin wasnt likely to take them seriously. At Lin ChengYus age, it wasnt easy for him to get involved in the company, even with Uncle Yues help. He slowly began making plans for later. Yongjiang Company was now in its prime. It took Lin Feng three or four years to bring it down, and he needed the help of outsiders. Right now both sides were in no hurry. To be fair, the Mingyue Bay undertaking was really an excellent project. It wasnt easy to bring it down. Most of Lin Fengs measures were sugar-coated poison pills. The sugar coating would melt away, but the bitterness would remain. Lin ChengYu had a lot of things on his mind that he couldnt immediately tell his grandfather or Uncle Yue. How nice it would be if Jiang Xiao were around. Lin ChengYu wanted to share everything with him. Even if Jiang Xiao couldnt understand it now, Lin ChengYu just needed to see him, hold his hand, and smile at him, and he wouldnt feel so exhausted by all the plans he had to make. Jiang Xiao didnt come to him, so Lin ChengYu went to find him by himself. Ye Bings truck left on Friday night and arrived in Liujiang early Saturday morning. When Lin ChengYu went over to look for him, Jiang Xiao was actually curled up in the truck where hed slept all night. In the morning he woke up full of energy. He got out of the truck with his backpack and went to the wholesale market. Lin ChengYu missed seeing him, but the Lin family had left someone at the hotel to keep an eye on things. The wholesale market? No wonder when they asked around the industrial park they couldnt find him. The merchants in the wholesale market were mixed together, but Lin ChengYu was familiar with Jiang Xiaos small shelf. After he went inside, Lin ChengYu found the section where similar trinkets were sold. After searching for a while, Lin ChengYu found Jiang Xiao in a corner stall. Lin ChengYu was carrying an insulated thermos with breakfast prepared for Jiang Xiao. He remembered that Jiang Xiao had several favorite breakfast shops in Liujiang, so he bought shrimp dumplings, small steamed buns, egg tarts, and porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat. The insulated thermos was packed in three layers, enough for two people to share. When he caught up with Jiang Xiao, he was in the far corner of the stall, rummaging through a pile of cardboard boxes a few shelves away. He was concentrating again. He didnt notice Lin ChengYu was there. This shop had decent prices, and the boss was a good man aside from being a little lazy. Jiang Xiao came early that morning, just after the store opened. Some goods had arrived yesterday when there wasnt a chance to sort through them. Jiang Xiao didnt have time to wait for the boss to slowly take them out. After asking for permission, Jiang Xiao squatted near the boxes and picked out the goods he liked. Lin ChengYu stood behind him, hesitating over how to say hello. After all, the last time they parted wasnt pleasant. Before he could say anything, he heard Jiang Xiao ask the boss, How much are you selling this new batch for? Go by the old rules, give it a little cheaper! The tone of his words was a bit mature. Lin ChengYu wanted to say something to attract his attention, but when he opened his mouth he couldnt utter a syllable. At that moment he realized something, and it was like being punched in the head. Dwanngg, and he swayed on his feet. He almost couldnt stand. Jiang Xiao had just spoken very pure Liujiangese. The local dialect of Liujiang. TL Notes: Dun dun dun. sugar-coated poison pill C °- C sugar-coated cannon balls small steamed buns C С C xiao long bao C a type of Chinese steamed bun (baozi) from Jiangsu province, traditionally filled with pork (Wikipedia) CH 20 Lin ChengYu had seen Jiang Xiaos biographical data. An ordinary junior high school student, hed lived in Houlin county all his life. He might have traveled with his father or uncle a few times, just like he followed Ye Bing to Liujiang, but he would have been away from home a few days at most. Huaihai province, which was far distant from Houlin, had a unique dialect. It was so distinct from Mandarin that people who were new to the region couldnt even understand it. The version used in Liujiang was based on Huaihai dialect, but some words had different pronunciations. In fact, Liujiangese was even more difficult than Huaihai dialect because it had a more complicated grammar. It was absolutely impossible for the current Jiang Xiao to know it. But Jiang Xiao in his last life did. In his last life, Jiang Xiao came to Liujiang at the age of eighteen and lived there fifteen years. Many of his friends and factory employees were from the area. If Jiang Xiao didnt speak the local dialect, it would be difficult to do business, so Jiang Xiao worked extremely hard to become fluent. In the end he spoke Liujiang dialect better than some locals. Lin ChengYu was by his side, and he personally witnessed Jiang Xiao at his studies. Jiang Xiao liked to pester him back then. He would take a small quilt and nestle up next to Lin ChengYu with a book titled Liujiang Dialect Quick Start Guide, practicing the cadence and stumbling over the words. In those days everything was full of noise and bustle, but they were two people climbing the ladder of success together. When the memories from these two lifetimes intersected, Lin ChengYu couldnt smile. He instantly understood why Jiang Xiao rejected him so firmly. With the memory of his previous life, how could Jiang Xiao have a good impression of him? The stall owner sat at the counter, eating his breakfast and watching TV. He quoted several prices for Jiang Xiao. When Jiang Xiao turned around, he saw Lin ChengYu standing there. His expression didnt change. It was just like seeing a stranger. Jiang Xiao took all the goods he liked from the box, calmly walked past him, and went over to bargain with the boss. The whole time, he was using Liujiang dialect. He didnt try to hide anything from Lin ChengYu. The two of them had lived together for so long. If Lin ChengYu kept following him, he was bound to find out sooner or later. Let him. "" When it came to Lin ChengYu, Jiang Xiaos mood was unperturbed. The stall owner wasnt his match. Every time he faced Jiang Xiao, he kept repeating I cant cant say anything to you, pretty boy and Ill lose money if I go any lower. Finally he sighed and accepted Jiang Xiaos price. Jiang Xiao paid the money and packed the items carefully one at a time. When he ran out of room in his school bag or duffel bag, he would sort his purchases into different categories. Things that were more expensive or fragile went into the bags he carried with him. Things that were sturdier went into a snakeskin bag he would stuff into the trailer of Ye Bings truck. He had to limit the number of things in his snakeskin bags. If his purchases didnt fit in the spare space, Ye Bing would be in a dilemma. He also had to consider the reality of the situation. Some goods, like the plush toys that girls liked, took up more space and earned less money. Even if there was a request, Jiang Xiao wouldnt consider it. The price his customer was paying for the school bag was high because she wanted a better model than her cousin. That was why he agreed to look. As he accumulated more capital, with each trip he bought back more goods than the time before. Jiang Xiao was busy packing up his purchases. He didnt have time for Lin ChengYu. The schedule was tight. In the afternoon, after the truck was loaded, Ye Bing would have rested enough. Theyd leave for Houlin in the evening. This shop didnt sell stationery, so he had to go around to other stalls to find more inventory. After that was done, hed stop at the video store to pick up his items. He had a strict itinerary and no time to spare. He knew that Lin ChengYu had realized something. The man was stunned for a while, then came up to him again like a wandering soul, set the insulated thermos down beside him, and lowered his head to help take inventory. XiaoXiao He spoke in a trembling voice with a trace of a choked-back sob. Theres something you like to eat in the thermos. Open it and have a look. Did I remember wrong? Lin ChengYus help with the inventory was free labor. Jiang Xiao didnt stop him. When he heard the question, he looked up. You finally realized it? I thought it wouldnt be until later. Jiang Xiao spoke these words, stuffed the last package of hairpins into his bag, and zipped it up tight. Hed borrowed a small cart with wheels from the hotel. He tied the bag to the top, ready to go on to the next booth. He didnt touch the thermos. Lin ChengYu picked it up and followed step by step. It was then that Lin ChengYu realized Jiang Xiao knew about his rebirth, too. He must have found out long ago. When did he discover it? At that first meeting in Houlin? Jiang Xiao dragged the small cart, walking in front of him with the wheels clattering along, and found another stall with stationery items. He picked out several good-looking school bags and dozens of various types of stationery. Notebooks occupied too much space so he decided not to buy too many. At the same time, he saw an alumni book to one side. He picked it up and flipped through the pages. He thought the layout and design were good. Unfortunately it wasnt graduation season yet. Something like this would probably be quite popular and profitable next June. He was doing business and forgot Lin ChengYu was standing to one side. As Jiang Xiao said about himself before, he wasnt a very smart person. He had to concentrate on whatever he was doing without trying to split his attention, so he put aside unimportant things. Lin ChengYu looked at himone might say he even stared. They were standing close together, but there seemed to be a barrier between them. Lin ChengYu didnt dare to reach out and touch him. The world had started over, but they could not. They were each too aware of what had gone before, and those things would never disappear. For good or ill, they couldnt be undone. If he hadnt heard the dialect, Lin ChengYu wouldnt have been certain Jiang Xiao was reborn. There were a lot of struggles and strong emotions between the two of them. He used to think that if they met again, Jiang Xiao would hate him and make a scene. But after being reborn, Jiang Xiao wasnt like that at all. He was calm, too calm. Most of the time he behaved like they were strangers with no history at all. XiaoXiao, he said with difficulty. His mouth was dry. Im sorry. Im really sorry. After he confirmed the truth, Lin ChengYus first words were an apology. He had too many things to apologize for, so many that a sorry couldnt represent a millionth of the guilt he felt inside. He didnt want to make excuses for the mistakes hed made in his last life. He wanted to reach out and hold Jiang Xiao. His hands lifted slightly, but he didnt dare to stretch forward without the other partys consent. Lin ChengYu wanted to touch him, but he was afraid Jiang Xiao would feel offended. Jiang Xiao finished making his selections and calculated the quantity and price. Only then did he take a look at Lin ChengYu and ask, What did you say? He really wasnt listening. Lin ChengYu wanted to say something more, but Jiang Xiao interrupted. Im busy. If you have something to say, talk about it later. Then Jiang Xiao picked up his things and checked out. Lin ChengYu didnt dare disturb him any more, so he could only help him to pack up. He also wanted to help pull Jiang Xiaos cart, but he refused. No need, Ill do it myself. Jiang Xiao casually wiped the sweat from his forehead without even glancing his way. You can go and do your own things. He said this lightly, politely reciting a formula, without thinking about it much. What he really meant was that he didnt want Lin ChengYu to wander around in front of him, and he didnt want him touching his merchandise. After the stationery store, he had to go to the video shop to get the latest tapes and discs. He was really pressed for time. But as soon as Lin ChengYu heard those words, it was like hed been slapped. His hand drew back at once. In his last life, hed heard that phrase too many times. Jiang Xiao always wanted to do things with him. Bigger things like a trip for two, or small things like a movie or a romantic dinner. Lin ChengYu rarely agreed to these requests, no matter how trivial. Lin ChengYu was always busy, and there were always countless reasons to put Jiang Xiao on the back burner. Its okay. You can go and do your own things. Jiang Xiao was always tolerant and understanding even when he said those words over and over again. He was so patient that Lin ChengYu didnt even need to come up with excuses. Later, he became so accustomed to it that he didnt notice the deep exhaustion behind the words. Im not busy, XiaoXiao. I I wont go. Lin ChengYus voice was muffled. He was on the verge of tears. What I mean is Youre the most important person to me, XiaoXiao. You are the most important person in my heart, always. Im sorry. But even as he spoke, Jiang Xiao was already a few steps away, dragging his cart behind him. The path through the wholesale market was uneven and the cart was fully loaded. As he walked, the cart clattered and clanked, making a lot of noise. Lin ChengYu didnt get a response. Maybe Jiang Xiao didnt hear him. Lin ChengYu followed him the whole way. The owner of the video store talked for a bit, then noticed Jiang Xiaos new tail. The person had such a strange look. All he did was stare at Jiang Xiao, as if Jiang Xiao were a treasure that might be lost if he looked away. Whos that? the video store owner gossiped to Jiang Xiao. Your classmate? No, Jiang Xiao replied casually. Just a tedious person. He said this while checking the time. Fortunately he was still on track. Ye Bing had driven all night and needed to rest before he got back on the road. He had until the afternoon. A lot of his money would be spent here in the video store, so he had to choose carefully. Lin ChengYu stood there and waited for him. When Jiang Xiao selected goods, he looked at them and said a word or two. Sometimes Jiang Xiao heard him, sometimes he didnt, and he basically didnt respond. Most of the time he treated Lin ChengYu like he was invisible. When Jiang Xiao came out of the video store and returned his baggage to the hotel, he really did take a break. Ye Bing was still resting, and by now it was almost time for lunch. Jiang Xiao was in a hurry in the morning, so he just ate a steamed bun at random. Now that he was finished, he felt hungry. The food in the lunch box that Lin ChengYu was carrying was already cold, so Jiang Xiao couldnt eat it. Lin ChengYu asked his people to find a better restaurant in the area. When Jiang Xiao walked out of the hotel he greeted him. XiaoXiao, he said. Can we have lunch together? We really need to talk. Jiang Xiao looked him straight in the eyes, thought for a while, and said, Okay. When Lin ChengYu heard the answer, he sighed with relief. His expression was suddenly happy. Jiang Xiaos face was still indifferent. Anyway, Lin ChengYu had found out. If Jiang Xiao didnt make things clear, Lin ChengYu would repeatedly pester him, and that wasnt a solution either. He and Lin ChengYu walked together, but the two were some distance apart. Jiang Xiao didnt care where they ate. Fortunately the restaurant wasnt far. Along the way, he suddenly stopped and bought two cups of soy milk from a breakfast place. The two cups leftover from the morning were already cold. The restaurants small private rooms were exquisitely decorated. Jiang Xiao sat on the opposite side of the table. He could see that Lin ChengYu was very nervous. I knew you had come back, too, Jiang Xiao took the initiative to say. He didnt want to talk nonsense. He slowly took a sip of soy milk, and then got straight to the point. I knew the first time we met. TL Notes: alumni book C ͬѧ¼ C classmate book C Its like a class yearbook but not officially put out by the school or an activities club. It has blank spaces where you can add pictures or write down messages for friends to reminisce about the year. CH 21 Lin ChengYu froze for a while, then his heart sank. When he met Jiang Xiao after being reborn, hed always taken the initiative. From the beginning when he pestered Jiang Xiao for a few words, to the end when he wanted to bring him to Liujiang. Jiang Xiao hardly needed a moments thought to realize Lin ChengYu had come back. You mean that if I didnt remember, I wouldnt be so enthusiastic, right, XiaoXiao? That was just one of the things, Jiang Xiao said. There were other hints, too. Jiang Xiao had an eye for detail. He often paid attention to little things, and he remembered a great deal from his last life. When he saw Lin ChengYu again, he grew more certain after comparing him to various things hed seen. People whove experienced a lot of things cant help being different from when they were young, no matter how they try to hide it. For example, Lin ChengYu had lived in Liujiang for a long time. Although his Mandarin was standard, certain syllables couldnt help but be influenced by the local dialect. The Lin character of Houlin sounded a bit like Ning when he said it, which wasnt obvious at first. Later he went to Binhai City for a long time for business. Some of his pronunciation was gradually corrected and became very standard. Classmate, Im looking for Houlin No. 3 Junior High. When they met again in Houlin, Lin ChengYu said this to him when he pretended to ask for directions. His pronunciation of Lin was standard. When Lin ChengYu graduated from university and first began his career, he started from the bottom. He worked hard, made outstanding achievements, and was promoted very quickly. But he was so busy that he developed a slight inflammation of his thumb tendon. Jiang Xiao found medicinal wine for him to rub into the joint, but Lin ChengYu didnt take good care of it. The condition improved only to relapse again. When he rose to a higher level, he didnt have to do so much basic work. However, because of that injury, whenever Lin ChengYu had things on his mind he would unconsciously rub his thumbs when his hands were folded. These were acquired habits that Lin ChengYu shouldnt possess right now. If his overly enthusiastic attitude at their first meeting made Jiang Xiao suspect something might be up, everything else was proof. Lin ChengYu wasnt aware of any of this. When he heard Jiang Xiao describe these things, his expression was surprised. But Jiang Xiao remembered everything because hed experienced it over time. After Lin ChengYus business shifted to Binhai, the two peoples lives began to separate. Lin ChengYu didnt come back for long periods of time. The change in his accent was just one of the things Jiang Xiao noticed. Jiang Xiao learned to cook several Binhai dishes for him just to accommodate his new preferences. His thumb injury was another thing he adapted to. Lin ChengYu never realized that in order to make him feel better, Jiang Xiao searched all over for various kinds of medicinal oil and specially learned massage techniques. Even if the deep love Jiang Xiao once felt was worn away, the heart that used to observe Lin ChengYu so closely didnt easily forget. So much so that when Jiang Xiao saw him after his rebirth, he didnt need to pay special attention. He just saw these things, thought for a moment, and understood. There were more than just these two small details. There were countless other things. He just didnt feel like giving another example. He once treated Lin ChengYu better than himself. Jiang Xiao couldnt believe it when he remembered everything. All Lin ChengYu thought was that his life with Jiang Xiao was smooth sailing. Jiang Xiao was considerate and gentle. Lin ChengYu never realized that behind this consideration and gentleness was a love as deep as the sea backed by exhausting effort. Thats why the first time I saw you, I knew you were reborn. Jiang Xiao took another sip of cold soy milk, slightly tilted his head to gaze at him, and asked, What about you? Lin ChengYu, what things have you noticed? When Lin ChengYu heard what he said, he was moved, both sad and a little happy at the same time. He thought the reason Jiang Xiao remembered this was because Lin ChengYu still had a place in his heart. But Jiang Xiaos question instantly made him feel ashamed. I Lin ChengYu couldnt speak. Jiang Xiaos question was rhetorical. He didnt expect an answer. He knew exactly when Lin ChengYu had recognized himjust now. He didnt mention the tragic events of their last life. He didnt ask what Lin ChengYu did later. He only mentioned these little things, which caught Lin ChengYu off guard and at the same time reminded him of the gap that existed between them. Lin ChengYu had never possessed the same level of concern for him. It had been a while since Lin ChengYu found Jiang Xiao, and theyd now met several times. He didnt realize the other party was reborn until he heard Jiang Xiao speak Liujiang dialect. But that was too big a clue. Dont mention Lin ChengYu, even an ordinary classmate of Jiang Xiao would find it strange to hear him speak Liujiang dialect so fluently. Jiang Xiao was a person whod been reborn after many years of adulthood. He looked younger and wore a school uniform now, but he undoubtedly possessed some habits from his previous life. But Lin ChengYu couldnt speak to that. He couldnt identify a single thing. He regretted everything too late, and he didnt notice anything from before. He couldnt recall something out of thin air just because he regretted it. He didnt even remember that Jiang Xiao disliked Liujiang-style cuisine. Liujiang food was mainly fresh and sweet, but Jiang Xiao liked robust flavors. His home province of Rongxiang was famous for rich and heavy dishes. Heavy oil, heavy spice, and heavy sweet were his favorite flavors. But out of a thousand options, Lin ChengYu had chosen a local restaurant today. Jiang Xiao was used to this. He didnt feel disappointed. You used to cook Liujiang food at home. I thought, I just thought you liked it Lin ChengYu stumbled over his explanation, trying not to panic. XiaoXiao Its not that I like it. You do, Jiang Xiao told him. I only made it because thats what you like. He was very calm about it, and added a note of caution: Not anymore. It wouldnt be like this again, working so hard and forcing himself to adapt to a person who didnt care. Im sorry. Lin ChengYu didnt know what words to say. He wanted to tell him everything would be different in the future. But compared with Jiang Xiao, his promises would be too weak. Since you dont like it, should we go somewhere else? It was too late for that now. No need. Jiang Xiao was too lazy to change places. Eat whatever you like. When he sat down, he ordered a bowl of noodles and asked the waiter to bring a small dish of chili sauce. He planned to fill his stomach first. Compared to him, Lin ChengYu had no appetite. How could he make up for decades? Every time he saw Jiang Xiao, he felt the distance between the two people growing hopelessly. Jiang Xiao lowered his head to eat without talking, and Lin ChengYu didnt dare to speak. At this time, there were no words to express his current mood. He didnt know how to explain his carelessness in his last life. In fact there was no way to explain it. When Jiang Xiao finished eating, he looked up at Lin ChengYu again and spoke, breaking the present calm. I didnt say that to blame you. Lin ChengYu, it was a lifetime ago, and I did all those things voluntarily at the time. For me, its all in the past. Jiang Xiao wiped his mouth with paper and said, In fact, you dont need to feel too guilty, and you dont need to make it up to me. You just didnt like me that much, so you naturally didnt do as much as I did. It was all wishful thinking on my part. His sickness wasnt Lin ChengYus fault. When he died, he happened to be reborn, and he was able to see things clearly. He stopped chasing what didnt belong to him. Hate is also a form of caring, for it takes time and effort to hate. His time was too valuable. He wasnt going to waste it on Lin ChengYu. We were always two worlds apart, especially now that weve been reborn. It was wrong to force ourselves together before, Jiang Xiao put down his chopsticks. Im living well these days. I dont need any compensation from you. If you truly feel guilty, dont come to me again. Thats the best ending for both of us. Lin ChengYu looked into his clear, tranquil eyes. He was overwhelmed by guilt and panic, and he couldnt think about what was appropriate or inappropriate. He stood up, took Jiang Xiaos hand and pulled him into his arms. No, its not, XiaoXiao, its not wishful thinking, his voice trembled. I really like you. Ive been in love with you for a long time. Im so sorry. Everything that happened is my fault. Ill change everything youre not satisfied with, and Ill care about you and love you just like you said. Lets start over, okay? Jiang Xiao: Its no use. Frowning, he tried to push Lin ChengYu away, but he held tight and wouldnt move. This was the first time Lin ChengYu held him in this life. Jiang Xiaos body was always warm. When this person was in his arms, it seemed like he had everything, and he refused to let go. Hed already lost his beloved once. Now it seemed like he was about to lose him again. XiaoXiao, please, he murmured in Jiang Xiaos ear, scared to death. I know I was wrong. Lets start again, okay? This time Ill treat you well and stay with you always. You can vent your anger on me all you want, okay? But now Lin ChengYu had nothing but words to prove he loved him. Its no use, Jiang Xiao repeated. His patience ran out. Dont talk like that again. Its annoying to hear it. He was already a bit creeped out, so he did his best to push Lin ChengYu away. XiaoXiao Dont call my name again. Jiang Xiao had eaten and hed said everything he needed to say. His face was completely cold. He hoped Lin ChengYu would understand as soon as possible. People like him were never good at talking to others about their feelings. You were never sincere to me, and you have never respected my opinions or ideas. Not in this life, and not in the last. You should go find someone else to play love games with you. Before Jiang Xiao left, he didnt forget to pick up another cup of cold soy milk on the table and hand it to Lin ChengYu. Last life we didnt have a chance to say goodbye. Thats probably the only regret we had before. As he spoke, he looked Lin ChengYu in the eyes. This is for you. Its a break-up gift. Now we have a beginning and an end. Were done, Lin ChengYu. Dont meet me again in the future. The first time Lin ChengYu saw Jiang Xiao, he handed him a cup of soy milk just like this. His eyes were like shining stars, and he told him: Heres breakfast for you. If you dont have anywhere to go, you can stay with me. XiaoXiao. Lin ChengYu once again reached for the person who wanted to leave, blocking the door of the small room. It was the first time Jiang Xiao had seen him cry, and he wasnt completely able to ignore it. His eyes were rimmed with red, and his tears fell like beads from a string. But you, you said back then youd always be with me. I love you You see, you dont remember what I said at all. What I said was that Id be with you all my life. As Jiang Xiao spoke, he looked at him sobbing. He no longer felt distressed and even showed a smile. I didnt break my promise, Lin ChengYu. I never went back on my word. You see, you really did use up my entire life. This sentence seemed to pierce Lin ChengYus heart like a million arrows. The hand that held Jiang Xiao had no more strength. He watched as Jiang Xiao turned away and opened the door, walking out of the restaurant without looking back. Lin ChengYu stood in the same spot, covering his face. He thought the pain of losing Jiang Xiao in his last life was over. Instead it was just the beginning. TL Notes: ? ??:*???:* This concludes the teaser. Thanks very much for reading! ? ??:*???:* Ill add some notes in the comments (no spoilers) for people who are curious. C Confectioner aka Gao Dian Shi (ʦ) CH 22 After Jiang Xiao walked out of the restaurant, he threw his half-empty glass of cold soy milk into the trash can on the side. It was windy outside, so he put back on the coat and hat he was wearing today. He walked back alone, lowered his head, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. After talking with Lin Chengyu, his heart was actually complicated. The person who had experienced those things was himself. Jiang Xiao after all, was not a piece of wood, its not like he doesnt feel anything at all. It was a relief to let go, but once the memory is evoked, it felt suffocating. Paid attention to the small details of the person you love and felt happy when you got a little affirmation from the other person, his love was both humble and sad. When he was treated perfunctorily by Lin Chengyu, when he was waiting for his life to end on the hospital bed, he felt so painful and uncomfortable. He knew it himself. Jiang Xiao shed those two drop of tears for his past self. How dare you say this to someone who treated you like that? How do you have the face to say that? Dont you think its ridiculous and sad to talk about liking and love at this time? He would no longer believe such nonsense. In the afternoon, Ye Bing have had enough rest, and the goods in the car had been loaded. Jiang Xiao stuffed his little snakeskin bag into the corner of the car, and they were ready to drive for Houlin. However, as soon as he finished arranging the goods, he turned around and saw Lin Chengyu, standing not far from the truck, his eyes were still red. Why are you still here? Jiang Xiao frowned. Ye Bing was checking the status of the cargo boxes and carts, and he also saw Lin Chengyu. Jiang Hai didnt really know some rich people in Liujiang, did he? Ye Bing knew a thing or two about what the Lin family had found, and he had a good relationship with the hotel management. It wasnt the first time he saw Lin Chengyus overbearing existence. He couldnt help muttering a few times, I havent heard him mentioned it before, why did the kid come to you more than once? Jiang Hai is Jiang Xiaos father. Dont mention my dad, Uncle Ye, Jiang Xiao said, This family is very strange, its better for you to keep as little contact as possible. Ye Bing glanced at him, probably because it was rare for Jiang Xiao to looked so serious. He has been a truck driver for a long time, met many people from all kinds of background, and has a smooth personality. Except for a few close friends, Jiang Xiao only care about business and make profits, but ignores Lin Chengyu when he went out. Jiang Xiao doesnt like the kid, and its Jiangs family business, he cant take care of it on his behalf. Besides, they were fifteen or sixteen years old boys, still young and naive. Ye Bing was two steps away from them. He saw the person over there approaching, waiting for Jiang Xiao. After observing so long, Ye Bing always felt that this person is here for Jiang Xiao, not because of the Lin family. Jiang Xiao also wanted to get in the car with him, but Lin Chengyu stepped forward and grabbed his hand. Xiaoxiao, he gave Jiang Xiao a flattering smile, but with his saddened eyes, the smile looked strange, like hes crying, I have something for you, I left such in a hurry at noon, so I forgot to take it. He was carrying several bags from the department store on his hand, trying to stuff them into his hands, but even if these things were given to Jiang Xiaos hands, he would just throw them to the ground the next second. Jiang Xiao refused to accept his things. Its cold in Houlin, Xiaoxiao, its just some clothes, Lin Chengyu smiled wryly, Its okay to treat it as a repayment. I cant afford this repayment, Jiang Xiao sneered, I will earn the money myself, I can buy the clothes myself, so I dont need you to pretend to be kind. Xiaoxiao, I know you wont believe anything I tell you now, Lin Chengyu sighed. But its true when I say I love you. I wont let go, I cant let go. Lin Chengyu, do you even understand humans words?! I understand, you can break up with me, you really can, Lin Chengyu said, Ill chase you back. Now he was even more paranoid than Jiang Xiao, he wouldnt let go if he catches someone, let alone a lost and recovered treasure, he was even more unwilling to gave up. Then I advise you not to waste your efforts, Jiang Xiao looked at him and he sneered, Its impossible. After he finished speaking, he suddenly kicked Lin Chengyus calf. Jiang Xiao is really good at fighting, his beatings are very painful. He used a lot of strength for that kick, Lin Chengyu didnt notice it before, and there was a sharp pain in his calf. Even so, he still held Jiang Xiaos hands and was unwilling to let go, but his strength was indeed not that great. Jiang Xiao took advantage of this moment to push Lin Chengyu to the ground with all his strength, broke free and trotted all the way to his seat in the truck. Uncle Ye, lets go. Jiang Xiao put on his seat belt casually, Its a bit late, be careful not to bump into someone and get blackmailed. Ye Bing can only reacted, Oh. He felt that the atmosphere was a bit strange, but he didnt talk more. When the car was leaving, Jiang Xiao saw Lin Chengyu got up from the ground through the car window, his eyes were fixed on himself sitting in the car. The truck moved, and he ran along chasing him, his legs were still limping, and seemed to want to say something, but when the car turned into a corner, no one could be seen. Jiang Xiao came to Liujiang to buy goods on the weekend, and he had to go back to his class. Lin Chengyu couldnt tie him by his side even if he didnt want him to leave. After he returned to the old house, he opened his pants and saw a large bruise on his calf. Jiang Xiao really didnt hold back. Lin Chengyu sighed, put an ice pack on it, then applied medicated oil on himself. But it still hurts when he touched it. Just at this time, Uncle Yue came to him, saw his embarrassment on chasing the other person. Uncle Yue was a professional. He usually didnt interfere with the Lin familys emotional affairs. It wasnt really something unacceptable for the rich to play. He had seen it a lot. However, Lin Chengyu was different. He didnt behave like a person of his age in all aspects. It must be him? Uncle Yue took the medicated oil and applied it to him, sighing, You made yourself like this. Looking at the injury, he didnt need Lin Chengyu to say who had done it. The Lin family is rich. In order to prevent kidnapping, all the Lin familys children have received professional training since childhood. Lin Chengyu is very skilled. To be kicked like this, he probably cared about the other party. It must be him. Lin Chengyu said, he even smiled, Im happy with whatever he did to me now. Its hopeless. Uncle Yue sighed, stopped mentioning this matter, and told him about Lin Fengs recent movement. He was already talking about the Mingyue Bay project, and after a careful check of the companys accounts, his wifes familys building material company had already done several deals with Yongjiang. However, apart from the related matters, the business was not that big right now. The problem was, when Uncle Yue went to the warehouse to check, the quality of the materials given was not bad, it may be a bit of a private pocket, but the amount was not large. Even if grandpa found out about these things, he wouldnt be too angry. People have selfish intentions, and its not time to startle them. It wasnt until the talk about Mingyue Bay project started, and Yongjiangs aggresive expansion, that the other party became bolder. When it came to the companys affairs, Lin Chengyu seemed to be much normal. He asked carefully, and then told Uncle Yue to pay more attention to specific things. Even though Lin Chengyu has work experience in his previous life, experience was one thing, and understanding of the companys current situation was another. He still has a lot to learn. Jiang Xiao, Jiang Xiao. He could only fall asleep by chanting this name every day. Grandpa also felt that he was abnormal recently. In order to divert his attention, he assigned more homework and tasks, and he had to go to school. Now he was being controlled by his family, especially in terms of schedule. It was even more difficult to switch cars to Houlin at any time. Its not that you are nor allowed to go at all, Uncle Yue comforted him, Besides, that person dont want to see you. Going too often is counterproductive. The old man is thinking of you. What he said was quite reasonable. Anyway, after Jiang Xiao returned to Houlin, he counted the new goods as if nothing had happened. He recorded them, and put them on the shelves by category. The shelf space is limited and he sold many things in batches, there is no rush. Moreover, the few things he customized and purchased were fully affirmed by the girls in his school. Carrying them on his shoulders was really eye-catching in school. He even sold a few schoolbags he brought back, but because of the price was a bit high, not all girls can afford it. However, the same series of pencil cases, pouches, and accessories were selling well. The reputation of his small shelf was getting higher and higher, and after his direct purchase system was discovered, several wealthy girls came to his door and ordered several items. Lin Heyuan knew that his business was getting bigger, because Ye Yingying spend a lot of time in the studio to learn painting, and not often at school, thus the relationship between him and Jiang Xiao was getting better and better. However, Lin Heyuan was still focused on persuading Jiang Xiao to study. As long as Jiang Xiao studied seriously most of the time, he had no opinion on the other matters. Jiang Xiao sometimes found him for self-study on weekends, and Ye Yingying, who studied art, even though he was now in the path of an art student, still had to take regular class. He didnt know about a third of the entire questions. The total score of more than 800 in the high school entrance examination should not be considered as a pass, but he couldnt even get a score of 300, which really delayed his admission to high school. Anyway, sending Buddha to the furthest of the West1. Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan always took him with them when they went to self-study. But Ye Yingying also discovered that Lin Heyuan treated Jiang Xiao differently. He treated Jiang Xiao as gentle as possible, answer whatever was asked, sometimes when Jiang Xiao drew a conclusion from one instance, Lin Heyuan even compliments him on how smart he was, with smiles on his eyes and brows. When did the two of them get along so well? Ye Yingying thought that Lin Heyuans transformation had changed for the better, but when he did the same math problems wrong three times, Lin Heyuan looked at him with disdain, disbelief, coldness, and even a cold tone. It was Jiang Xiao who couldnt stand it anymore and taught him to do the questions himself, so his face softened a little. He was wrong! Lin Heyuan was still the same Lin Heyuan, the Gaoling Zhihua2 with a pair of first grade sky clear eyes, but he treated Jiang Xiao differently. But Ye Yingying was very magnanimous, and he didnt hold grudges. He just wasnt suitable for exams, he admitted this and didnt have high requirement for scores. And he also had a conscience; if it were him, he would also preferred Jiang Xiao. Since the beginning of this semester, Jiang Xiao has suddenly became very powerful, he seemed to be able to do everything. For example, when they went to self-study today, Jiang Xiao made small snacks by himself. There were three layers of snacks in a thermal lunchbox, full of everything. He knew that Lin Heyuan and Ye Yingying didnt like sweet food as much as he did, so he even made less sweet hawthorn jelly and several fried dumplings. The reason why Ye Yingying came to self-study obediently with him was because practicing to draw was really exhausting, and if he really couldnt keep up with the regular class, all his previous efforts would be wasted. On the other hand, the food made by Jiang Xiao was really delicious! It tasted better than those food stalls in front of the school! Even Lin Heyuan couldnt help boasting a few words and knew it was delicious. Ye Yingying was absolutely devoted to Jiang Xiao, to be precise, to his craftmanship. He decided that even if he was admitted to university, he would also be admitted to a university near to Jiang Xiaos. Jiang Xiaos cooking skills had been practiced for decades and a person in love was the most attentive, but the dishes he made at that time should be fed to dogs. Now, it seemed that the craftmanship he owned was not completely useless after all. Ye Yingying had a big heart, he blew rainbow farts3 and praised Jiang Xiao for half an hour. Jiang Xiao was in a good mood and promised to bring him more delicious food next time. But Lin Heyuan had a different personality, he had careful thoughts. After finishing his self study, he and Jiang Xiao walked home together. In the cold winter wind, Jiang Xiao head his voice, It takes a lot of thought and time to make things, Ye Yingying is a bit gluttonous. If he wants to eat, I will order from a restaurant next time, you dont have to waste so much time. No, Jiang Xiao waved his hand and explained, Im used to it. Sometimes cooking and eating is good to relieve stress. Lin Heyuan paused for a moment, then Jiang Xiao heard him say softly, Jiang Xiao, you are only fifteen years old. Lin Heyuan was undoubtedly outstanding among his peers, anyone who saw him will praise him. He was the standard example of others people children4. But when he met Jiang Xiao, he realized that there are still people living like this. Jiang Xiao was also fifteen years old, a few months younger than him, but he seemed to knew everything. A person who know everything must have a harder life than others in many aspects, Lin Heyuan continued, You dont have to do this. If you need anything, you can come to me. Jiang Xiao was taken aback, and turned to look at him. At a glance, it happened that Lin Heyuan was also looking at him. The two were about the same height now, and their eyes just met. Thank you, Jiang Xiao smiled, But as a person, sometimes I just cant stop and want to do something, Im used to it. But it still feels goof to be cared about. When the two separated at the intersection, Lin Heyuan took something out of his schoolbag. Jiang Xiao took a closer look and found that it was a scarf. Someone gave it to me at home. I already have other similar ones. I dont have many friends, so Ill just give it to you. He put the scarf around Jiang Xiaos neck, a little nervous, Put it away, its cold. It was a honey-colored wool scarf, very warm, Jiang Xiao was wrapped several times by him, covering half of his face, leaving only a pair of eyes, blinking, looking at him. Lin Heyuan looked at those eyes slightly bent, and then heard Jiang Xiaos soft voice, Thank you, 1sending Buddha to the furthest of the West or ͷ͵ means finishing a task given and not giving up in the middle. 2rainbow farts, basically an exaggerated compliments/praise to bootlick people. 3Gaoling Zhihua, I couldnt find much reference on this, but I believe it refers to a man as beautiful as a flower, basically a vase (only have good looks lol). 4others people children. I think its common for Asian parents to compare their child to their neighbors or immediate familys, hence there is this saying why you couldnt be like others people children, they do this and that, while you only sleeping and eating like a pig and so on. It sounds bad but generally they want to motivate their children. I was also others people children, but it sparks the invincible, long-running rivalries between cousins. Not fun at all. T/N: How was it? Was it good? Was it bad? T_T Please kindly note that I am not a native Chinese speaker. I just read too much novel and watch too many dramas (lol not to mention Donghua and CD dramas). Im using MTL with extra research on terms I am not familiar yet. I just hope that it looks easy on the eyes, not perfect, so CH 23 Jiang Xiao has a pair of beautiful round and sparkling eyes, so that after Lin Heyuan returned home, he always remembered the pair of eyes that looked at him. He used to go to school with heavy steps, as if he had to complete a task, but after having Jiang Xiao as a friend, it seemed that he looked forward going to school everyday. Jiang Xiao was really an interesting person. Jiang Xiao went back wearing his new scarf. He was always smiling. After he was reborn, he seemed to had become younger altogether. He was still bouncing on the way back home. He carefully hung his scarf on the hanger, clearly in a good mood. He always cared and appreciated every sincerity. Wasnt it weird, they were all gifts, but some peoples gifts make him feel disturbed at a glance. Hypocrisy? Houlin was too far away from Liujiang. Jiang Xiao didnt even have a cellphone now. He used the landline of the convenience store downstairs to communicate with the shops in Liujiang. Lin Chengyu couldnt get in touch with him remotely, but whenever he had a chance, he still ran to Houlin once a week or two. However, Jiang Xiao didnt want to see him. It was useless to come, Jiang Xiao didnt even look at the things he sent, as if he didnt exist. Sometimes, when he opened his window to let in the air in, he could see Lin Chengyu standing downstairs. The weather in Houlin was very cold. Jiang Xiao didnt know how long he had stood there. At most, he just glanced at him, and then stopped looking. Lin Chengyu was able to see Jiang Xiao at that moment, it was not in vain. His beloved boy was very lively. Even if he just looked at him coldly, it would cheer him up so he could deal with the complicated things at home. Fortunately, Jiang Xiao was still there. The weather in Houlin was getting colder and colder, its about to snow. Jiang Xiao bought a lot of plush gloves and earmuffs last time, but he didnt put them on his shelves when he came back last time. Its time to sold them. Many students went to school by bus, and it got colder when the wind blows. People would be in need of heating items and the gloves he bought from Liujiang were quite different from those sold in other stores in Houlin. The materials used were much thicker. The most important thing was to look good, especially for girls! The earmuffs was fluffy, with a pair of small ears on it, and it looks like various small animals. It was also very comfortable and soft to touch. Jiang Xiao had a good relationship with Lin Heyuan recently. Before he put these things on the shelves, he thought about it and sent a set to Lin Qingyu, of course through Lin Heyuans hands. Lin Heyuan had just finished talking to him about the exam, opened the bag and took a look. He then frowned and stared at Jiang Xiao for a while. You still have thoughts about my sister? He was a little angry. No, no, no, Jiang Xiao quickly waved his hands, his eyes were sincere, I really dont. If I still have thoughts about her, Ill just send it off myself. How can anyone in the right mind would pass it through her brother? Lin Heyuan also realized this, and his mood calmed down a lot. Then you are? Lin Heyuan carefully looked at the things in his bags, as if they looked familiar. He had seen similar ones on Jiang Xiaos shelves. He sort of got it. Seeing that his face has softened, Jiang Xiao took out another bag from behind. He leaned forward and handed it to him with a bright smile on his face. This is for you, I wont definitely miss this one, he said, Look, Ive been picking this one for a long time. Lin Heyuan took it and opened it to have a look. It was also a complete set, much fancier than the one for Lin Qingyu. A electric hand warmer, a hat, and many other things, including a whole set of stationary. Even the gloves were carefully divided into two parts, one was thicker, which could be worn when going out, and the other was thinner, whichd showed his fingers. It could be worn while doing homework in the classroom. Seeing Jiang Xiaos flattering puppy eyes, Lin Heyuan couldnt help but felt moved. He gave him so many things, his heart was softened already. December is almost over, so consider it a New Years gifts? Jiang Xiao looked at him and then said, Thank you. You have really helped me a lot during this time. As for Lin Qingyus share, please take it as my apology, okay? Jiang Xiao, you clever ghost, you probably didnt just want to made amends right? He was still wearing the scarf that Lin Heyuan gave him earlier today. The weather was cold, and the school uniform jacket was too thin. Their middle school was reasonable. Seeing that it was going to snow, students were not required to wear school uniforms that day, they just had to keep themselves warm. God, Jiang Xiao was wearing a long white jacket today, looking dazzling as he smiled. He has this little canine teeth that are pointed, like small animals, like a warm glutinous rice dumpling. Lin Heyuan opened his mouth, trying to piece his small thoughts, but he didnt say it in the end. Forget it, let him just do it, as long as he liked it. In the end, he just stretched out his hand and rubbed Jiang Xiaos hair. His hair was also very soft. Lin Heyuan came home with the two bags, yet seemed to still had the touch of Jiang Xiaos hair on his hands. Lin Qingyu was reading in the living room, when she saw him came in. She greeted him first, and then asked strangely, Gege, what are you smiling at? Her brother, who usually had no expression on his face, seemed to be in a very good mood today. Its nothing, Lin Heyuan quickly adjusted the expression on his face, and handed Lin Qingyu a bag, Its for you. The bag was pink, with a very beautiful bow tied on it. Lin Qingyu took it over and saw there were scarves, gloves, and an earmuff inside. All of them were very cute. Its so beautiful! Lin Qingyu was pleasantly surprised, Im palnning to buy this recently. Gege, how do you know I want this? But after she asked this question, she also felt strange. Their family usually didnt pay much attention to these decorative things. The clothes their parents bought for them were common and lowkey, focusing on quality, and not very stylish. How could Lin Heyuan think of these little things for girls? What an anomaly. Lin Heyuan didnt explain anything to her. He turned around and went back to the room, leaving a last sentence, Use it if you like it. It was strange. Lin Qingyu looked at those things carefully again, and the more she looked at them, the more she liked them. Anyway, they were already given away, so there was no need to refuse. Lin Qingyu was indeed a good looking young woman, those things on her actually complements her looks, making her face looked smaller and cuter, like a doll. Jiang Xiao found a pretty good model for himself, and the school flower catwalk show was very successful. In addition to male classmates, many girls in school stared at her. Most of the junior high school girls in small counties were dressed plainly these days, and it was really not easy to have one or two fashionable items. Although other stores in Houlin had similar items, but after some comparison, you could tell that it was incomparable with Jiang Xiaos items in terms of style, usability, and cost-performance. As a result, many of the stocks he prepared for this winter had sold quite well under this trend. They are almost sold out in just a month and it wasnt enough. Some of the better-style items had already sold out. Jiang Xiao then contacted the boss, asked him to packed more and mailed it to him, and he settled the payment via bank transfer. The courier industry were underdeveloped at this time, it took some time to deliver and the shipping fee wasnt cheap, but it was always much more convenient than picking up the goods himself. This method could be used once or twice now, but after all, it was not as developed as the online shopping in the later generations. It was so convenient to saw each products with pictures and videos and the delivery of such small items were very fast, but this time, many items still had to be examined by Jiang Xiao personally for its quality before he purchased them. Currently, his customers preferences and the business relationship had already been established, even though he had to try several times before succeeded. Overall, there were not many deals, but not to mention the twists and turns in each process, Jiang Xiao couldnt help but to complain for the progress. In the end, it was achieved anyway. From another point of view, it was because of these hardship that Jiang Xiao was able to earn money. The winter in Liujiang was very long. Although it took some time for the goods to be delivered, it was delivered just in time during the coldest time of the year. The price of these items were not cheap. When it snowed the most for this year, Jiang Xiao already had 20,000 yuan in his account. His way of reducing costs was really successful. No one would probably imagined that a junior high school student would be able to achieve this to such extent. Jiang Xiao was in a good mood when he had money. As he was going to the school, he happened to see Lin Heyuan at the door of his house. Jiang Xiao wore the scarf Lin Heyuan gave him today, and the other happened to wore a similar one. Seeing each other wearing really similar-looking scarf, they couldnt help but smile. We are like twins, Jiang Xiao walked up to him, and asked, Are you waiting for me here? Yes, Lin Heyuan handed him a box of sweet milk, which was warmed up. Is there something wrong? Im looking for you, let me talk on the way. Jiang Xiao took the milk from his hand as usual, poked the straw in, and took a sip. This brand of sweet milk, for breakfast, was so sweet that it could scare people to death. Lin Heyuan didnt drink it. Every time he brought this, it was only for Jiang Xiao. The warm and sweet taste was exactly what Jiang Xiao likes. Its about changing classes. Jiang Xiao, I have read your monthly exam papers in December, and you have made great progress, Lin Heyuan said. I went to discuss it with Director Li, and he has also seen your progress. At school, there is a rolling mechanism. If you can enter the top 100 in the final exam this time, Director Li wants to transfer you back to Class 1. Director Li is the teaching director of their school. Jiang Xiao was stunned and forgot to drink the milk, I Although you said before that as long as you study hard, you can study everywhere, but the atmosphere in the Class 1 is very good, at least much better than in Class 15. Before long, it will be the senior high school entrance examination. If your grade can pass to top 100, you can mention this to Director Li again. Lin Heyuan said. And now, Ye Yingying spends a lot of time learning to draw, so you can say that you dont have a deskmate now. Jiang Xiao when he said this, he took another step towards Jiang Xiao and looked at him with a smile. is the milk really delicious? Jiang Xiao was still thinking about changing classes when he suddenly asked this question. My deskmate has transferred to another school a few days ago, so come and be my deskmate. Lin Heyuan looked at him, his eyes and eyebrows couldnt help but curled up, I want to study together with you. Jiang Xiao took a breath and said, But I cant get into the top 100 now. His monthly exam score in December was around 150 points more than his previous grade, it was still a bit of a problem to get into top 100. This result wasnt bad. Jiang Xiao really learned from scratch for a few months to got to this level, and he still had to allocate time to took care of his business. The higher the ranking, the harder it was to advance. Then, do you want to be my deskmate? Jiang Xiao thought about Ye Yingying, who was now working hard to learnt how to draw and had rarely seen people, then looked at Lin Heyuan and nodded. He actually had quite a lot of friends at school, many girls bought things from him, so he had a good relationship with everyone. But, there were not many people who could really talk with him. Moreover, if he could really be at the same desk as Lin Heyuan, the other would definitely be able to bring his grades up quickly. Seeing his obedient appearance, Lin Heyuan couldnt help but to reach out and rubbed his hair. Ill help you, you can definitely pass the exam. The two were harmonious and very close, but in front of the intersection of his house, he happened to saw Lin Chengyu standing there. This wasnt very good. 1Gege: Older brother. You guys probably already know hehe. T/N: Well, I promised to update on Friday, but at my place its already 23.58 by the time I finished this lol. Just two minutes away from Saturday. If you are from the western side of the world, you guys are probably still on Friday, so Im saved /no. But if you are from the eastern side of the world, sorry for being late /ojigi. I had quite the assignment from my professor, was going to give presentation today at 7.30, but he was feeling unwell and cancelled the class. I was already panicking from the night before, so afterwards, I just fell asleep at 10.00 and only woke up at 14.20. So, yeah. I was feeling unwell this morning, maybe because it kept raining these few days. Not like a heavy rain, but drizzles, and it makes you unsure whether you want to wear a raincoat/umbrella or not. This type of rain actually can make you sick, rather than the heavy type. Last but not least, I wanted to translate another story if you guys have any recommendation of any chinese novels (s) thats been in translation hiatus for so long and you want me to continue, you can recommend them on the comments! I am considering Chu Wang Fei (dont know if the previous translator actually have decided to stop translating or not), and yes, I would actually prefer a BG historical I like Chu Wang Fei because it was a bit like a toned-down The Rebirth of the Malicious Empress of Military Lineage. Like yeah who doesnt love Shen Miao? But unlike Shen Miao brutal way (and quick) in getting rid of her annoying (extended) families, Yun Qian Meng is indeed slower and after all its her own family that have problems. But of course, Im open-minded to any kind of recommendations + tell me why you love them! I would probably read them first before translating, so it will take some time. I am now re-reading Chu Wang Fei because I already forgot the story lol. Okay then, see you on next chapter~ CH 24 Lin Chengyu looked at him as if he was caught cheating in bed, but Jiang Xiao quickly adjusted. His conscience were all clear, whatever he did, what did it matter to him? Lin Chengyu usually came on weekends during this time, and at his age, he had to went back to school to study. He couldnt come every day. He also had extra classes arranged by his family, which couldnt be skipped, so it was rare for him to came during school days. If Jiang Xiao was willing to see him, Lin Chengyu would stick by his side as if he didnt need anything in his life. However, Jiang Xiao didnt want to see him either, so the frequency of him coming once a week was already on the verge of Jiang Xiaos patience. Jiang Xiao didnt really care about this, he felt annoyed whenever Lin Chengyu came, so he just frowned. When he saw someone deliberately blocking the intersection, he just paused, and then quickly pulled Lin Heyuan to took the side of the road, but he was still being stopped by Lin Chengyu. Xiao Xiao, I have something to tell you. Just for a second, is it okay? He saw Jiang Xiao quickly adjusted his expression, and with a smile on his face as usual, Jiang Xiao refused him as he had previously, No. and then he tugged Lin Heyuan, Lets go quickly. Lin Heyuan nodded. He actually had met Lin Chengyu once before, but his attention was focused on Jiang Xiao at that time, so he didnt really pay attention to others. Now, the other looked at him viciously, and he couldnt care whether he can see it or not. Who is this? Does Jiang Xiao and him know each other? But he never heard him mention this guy before, did he offend him or something? Lin Chengyus thoughts at the moment were actually similar to his. It wasnt enough for this kid to pull Jiang Xiao last time, why was he still here? Lin Chengyu had actually been standing there for quite a while. He saw two people wearing almost the same scarves. Jiang Xiao took a box of milk from him, then moved very close to him, and he couldnt hear what they were talking about. It was normal for Jiang Xiao to have close classmates. Lin Chengyu knew that there was Ye Yingying, but Lin Heyuan and Jiang Xiao were in different classes. These two people only became acquainted recently. Although Lin Chengyu knew his name, when he saw this scene, there was a fire in his heart. He couldnt sleep last night, so he came to Houlin to meet Jiang Xiao after staying up all night. Seeing this scene so early in the morning, he felt that he had a headache, but he couldnt lose his temper indiscriminately. He was the one who wanted to meet in the morning, so he could only work hard. He just needed to tell Jiang Xiao about his purpose for coming to Houlin as soon as possible. He also discovered that Jiang Xiao was studying seriously. In his previous life, Jiang Xiao dropped out of high school, which was probably a pity for Jiang Xiao. Lin Chengyu also understood this, thinking that if he could help him, he could also be considered as doing something from him. He had found several tutors in Houlin, all of whom were well-known and famous. He had already discussed with them that they could help Jiang Xiao with one-on-one tutoring every weekend. Jiang Xiao would only need to meet those tutors, not him. He thought that this way, Jiang Xiao would not be so repulsive of his help, but he still couldnt speak. Just seeing him getting along with other guy made his heart felt pain. Xiao Xiao, He couldnt help pulling Jiang Xiaos hand, trying to distance this person from the other guy. I really have something to tell you. Jiang Xiao was not willing to budge. When looking at Lin Chengyu, his eyes were not as friendly as looking at Lin Heyuan. I really dont have time, I have to go to school, he twisted his arm, Dont mess around, let me go. I wont waste much of your time, Lin Chengyu said and then briefly talked about the tutoring session. The high school entrance examination is coming soon, those tutors are very experienced. You can try one session first, okay? Ill leave after I introduce them to you and I wont disturb you anymore. Really. I said no, Jiang Xiao impatiently said, You dont need to worry about my grades, Lin Heyuan will help me with my lessons. When he said this, he turned his head and glanced at Lin Heyuan who was standing beside him, naturally. At this time, Lin Heyuan had seen enough. He thought that this person and Jiang Xiao knew each other, so he didnt stop him as he had something to say, but Jiang Xiaos expression was obviously unwilling. He looked at him as if he was asking for help, he couldnt stand it anymore. This person is not a student of their school, so he is here to ask for trouble, right? Lin Heyuan pulled Jiang Xiaos hand away from Lin Chengyu. He and Jiang Xiao both exerted some force, and Lin Chengyu finally couldnt get a hold. Afterwards, he stood in front of Jiang Xiao and looked at Lin Chengyu with a serious face. We still have to go to school, he continued, Were going to be late soon. Jiang Xiao, lets go. There was a person between him and Jiang Xiao, Lin Chengyu felt even more uncomfortable. From the start, he didnt like Lin Heyuan and now the anger couldnt be suppressed anymore. As Jiang Xiao aware of, Lin Chengyu was not a gentle and kind person by nature. He was willing to lower himself for Jiang Xiao now, but it was different with Lin Heyuan. Who are you? What do you know? When will it be your turn to care about Jiang Xiao and me? He said coldly, When I met him, you werent there yet. Get lost. Lin Heyuan didnt leave, instead he blocked Jiang Xiao even tighter. You go to the school first, Ill stop him. Jiang Xiao heard him whisper. This person doesnt seem normal, Jiang Xiaos mood was already affected when he saw Lin Chengyu this morning. Seeing Lin Heyuans protective actions now, he couldnt help but lower his head and smile. Its okay, he whispered back to Lin Heyuan. He doesnt dare to do anything. Lin Heyuan was worried, What if he does? Jiang Xiao replied, Then Ill beat him. Did you forgot? Im pretty good at fighting. Thats not good, Jiang Xiao saw Lin Heyuan frowning. If Director Li finds out about the fight, he will make a demerit point out of you. What if he wont let you go back to Class 1? The matter of being deskmates cannot be ruined by any accidents. Lin Chengyu watched the two of them whispering. Because they were close, he could actually heard most of the conversation clearly. He could understand some of what they said, but some couldnt. As if he was an outsider. Jiang Xiao gradually had some things beyond his control. When Li Chengyu saw the two of them close before, he was mostly aggrieved and jealous. But he also knew in his heart that the source of these feelings was not because Jiang Xiao had made new close friends. In his previous life, Jiang Xiao had many friends and he wouldnt be like this. The reason why he felt uncomfortable now was just because of himself. When he had Jiang Xiao, these people were nothing to be feared, but when he lost Jiang Xiao, every little thing felt like a thorn on his side. Because there was rejection, so he panicked. However, just because he was aware of this, he didnt put too much thought on Lin Heyuan. Even if he knew him before. In terms of friendship, in fact, Jiang Xiao shouldnt have a deeper relationship with Lin Heyuan than with Ye Yingying. After all, they just got acquainted not long ago. Lin Chengyu always felt that as long as he held tightly on Jiang Xiao, he shouldnt be distracted by other people. He had suffered from putting the cart before the horse1 and now he couldnt afford to repeat the same mistakes. But when he really saw these two people got along, he felt a moment of real fear. Xiao Xiao, his voice was trembling, along with his heart. Look at me, look at me. Bu Jiang Xiao hid behind Lin Heyuan and didnt look at him. He even pulled the clothes around Lin Heyuans waist, and the two exchanged glances. Jiang Xiao then tapped the watch on his wrist. There are still five minutes to class, so ignore him. Take the opportunity and quickly run. Lin Heyuan responded with his glance, I understand. he had also heard Lin Chengyus words, but he just felt that this person was even stranger. It was better to not let him touch Jiang Xiao. Before Lin Chengyu could say another word, he saw Jiang Xiao dragging Lin Heyuan away. They were familiar with this section of the road. If Ling Chengyu blocked the intersection, they could just walk in the opposite direction and made a detour. He saw Jiang Xiao running with the schoolbag on his shoulder, trembling, as if he was some kind of scourge. He also took someone else by the hand. Lin Chengyu wanted to catch up, but his foot slipped and he almost fell. Uncle Yue, who was at some distance away, paid attention to this and went to help him up. Be careful, Uncle Yue said. Its full of snow here. The weather in Liujiang was warm, it hadnt snowed once in ten years. Lin Chengyu rushed over from there, and he didnt even have time to change his clothes. He didnt feel it until Jiang Xiao ran away. He felt cold, bitingly cold, from his whole body all the way to his heart. Jiang Xiao had a cheerful and generous personality. In the previous life, the two of them had no commitment, no marriage certificates. Lin Chengyu couldnt even tell whether he was in love or not, so naturally he wouldnt show his possessiveness. So many people out there still thought Jiang Xiao was single, there were many Yingying Yanyans2, and even Lin Chengyu bumped into those people when they confessed to Jiang Xiao. However, he never panicked, because Jiang Xiaos attitude was too clear. Every time, he refused them on the spot, explaining that he had a lover and took the initiative to distance himself afterwards, never slightly tempted. So every time he encountered this kind of thing, not only would Lin Chengyu not felt any sense of crisis, but due to Jiang Xiaos attitude, he instead gained more sense of security and peace of mind. Jiang Xiao was still the same Jiang Xiao. He never left any room when he rejected people, just like when he rejected him now. Now, all of these incidents were reminding him that not only Jiang Xiao had thoroughly left him, but there would be even more people coming in. Being aware of this possibility, Lin Chengyu felt that he was going crazy. Jiang Xiao has been a very likable person, his kindness has never beyond what he has seen. Although Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan hadnt reached that point yet, when he saw the back of those two, he felt that this scene was like a thorn in his heart, causing his heart, liver, spleen and lungs to ache. Jiang Xiao didnt care what Lin Chengyu was thinking. After he ran away with Lin Heyuan, he heard the school bells rang as he entered the school gate. Jiang Xiao was out of breath, but he didnt forget to drink the last sip of his sweet milk. Although Lin Heyuan was a little curious about Lin Chengyu, Jiang Xiao didnt take the initiative to mention it, so he wouldnt ask too many queations based on his personality. He just said, In the future, if there are people who you want to avoid, come to me, dont fight with people casually. I havent fought for a long time now, dont try to spoil me, Jiang Xiao replied. He just finished drinking the boxed sweet milk and his body also smelled of it. Anyway, the illusion of being obedient could be well maintained. Dont worry, I will definitely come to see you in Class 1 next semester. Hearing this promise, Lin Heyuan put the Lin Chengyu matters behind him, then smiled and said, Okay. As for Lin Chengyu, Jiang Xiao thought he had explained it well, but Lin Heyuan didnt exactly know the reason, so its better to not go through this muddy water. He already said everything that needs to be said. If he could hide, he would hide, if he couldnt hide, he would ran away. Liujiang was so far away from Houlin. Its very troublesome to went back and forth. Lin Chengyu would give up after some time. Even if he didnt give up, the Lin family would not let him stay this way. 1Putting the cart before the horse: Do things in wrong order. Even now, I think youre still doing it, Chengyu 2Yingying Yanyans: Basically the NPC cannon fodders, it feels fine to disregard their names because theyre so insignificant. Thats why, dont be too mighty, Chengyu. These Yingying Yanyans will haunt you to death HAHAHAH CH 25 In fact, his thinking was not unreasonable. Recently, Grandpa Lin and Uncle Yue have been watching Lin Chengyu very closely. From his previous life, their meeting was still a long way ahead. Jiang Xiao had a good mentality, so being annoyed by him occasionally was not a big deal. Moreover, the final exam was only a few days away. There are still some unsold items on Jiang Xiaos shelves. To maintain his grades, he didnt plan to go to Liujiang before the final exam, so he buried himself in his studies and exercise papers. Whether he can be Lin Heyuans deskmate was one thing, but his own goal was another. He wanted to show his mother good grades to prove that he was good at both business and study. However, it was not that simple to enter the top 100 in his school. Although the opponents were junior high school students, they had studied for three years, while he only had studied for a few months. It was really not easy to master all nine courses at the same time. Jiang Xiao sometimes sat at the desk in his room and worked on exercise papers. When he got tired, he stood up, stretched his waist, and move his fingers around. Through the glass window of the room, he can see the snow falling quietly outside. The street lights were dim and warm. In such an ordinary time, he always felt a sense of peace and quiet. The mirror in the closet next to him reflected his current appearance. At home, Jiang Xiao was dressed very casually: a set of pajamas, hair messed up like a chicken coop, a pair of plush slippers kicked under his feet, and a pen in his hand. As he lived in the capital city in the south in his previous life, Lin Chengyuans house didnt have heating. But here, the floor was heated and his face was flushed by the heat. He looked messy and youthful. He smiled at himself in the mirror and then continued to work on the exercises. It was the same when he was in Class 15, he was the only one in class who was listening carefully to the teacher. His entire life now has a positive outlook. Even if Lin Chengyu came over occasionally, it was just a small episode in life. Moreover, Jiang Xiao also discovered that Lin Chengyu had developed some hostility towards Lin Heyuan after that incident. Although he didnt show it too clearly in front of him, as long as Lin Heyuan was by his side, Lin Chengyu would feel that it was wrong. If this was true, Lin Heyuan was estimated to be rid of by him. Jiang Xiao knew what Lin Chengyu was thinking, and after he realized it, he felt that Lin Chengyu was simply unreasonable. He and I are schoolmates, not everyone has the same dirty thoughts as you. Jiang Xiao was afraid that he would target Lin Heyuan, so he deliberately told Lin Chengyu about it. Im not your property, so dont mess with him. Except for the words No need, I dont want to see you and dont come, this was the first time Jiang Xiao had said something meaningful to Lin Chengyu during this period, for the sake of others. Lin Chengyu was emotionally possessive and almost went crazy, but in his sane mind, he wanted to suppress these emotions. For example, in the case of Lin Heyuan, he saw the possibility, but if he were to chase and block Jiang Xiao just because of this possibility, he would only push Jiang Xiao away more. It was even possible that because of his actions, these two people would be forced to come closer. I havent, he said to Jiang Xiao, feeling sad and aggrieved, I havent even touched a finger of his. Jiang Xiao could only reply, Then you better keep it that way in the future. He didnt want to be with Lin Chengyu again. Because of Lin Heyuans matter, he just felt that this person was really making trouble for no reason. Besides, Lin Chengyu had no position to control him now. Finally, Jiang Xiao was willing to say a few words to himself, but he didnt want to mention other people, so he followed behind him, trying to find some other topics. Xiao Xiao, the final exam is coming, can I help you practice in English, in Listening? Jiang Xiaos English score was indeed not very good. His language talent was really average. He could memorize ancient Chinese poems very smoothly, but memorizing English words hurts his brain. Its no secret which subject he was weaker in, Lin Chengyu knew it after paying attention a little bit. In Jiang Xiaos current state, apart from studying and making money, he basically had no other desires. If someone wanted to please him, there were only these two ways. Lin Chengyu had wanted to send money directly, but Jiang Xiao didnt accept it. In the end, he just arranges for some people to secretly collect some of the not-so-good leftovers from Jiang Xiaos shelves. He didnt dare to make it too obvious, and the quantity wasnt large, for fear that Jiang Xiao discovered them. Many of the items on Jiang Xiaos shelf were selling well, and for some popular items people actually had to snatch them, so it was not his turn to help. To be able to fight for a little favor in the open and also behind closed doors, was probably his only term in learning. No need, Jiang Xiao just start this conversation to talk about Lin Heyuan, so the rest returned to his usual style. Stay away from me. Jiang Xiao was still holding a thermos in his hands. The reason why Lin Chengyu could see him was that Xia Wanwan was working overtime, and Jiang Xiao just bumped into him when he went out to deliver her meals. The weather was too cold today. The snow on the road had been swept away and a new thin layer had been added. Xia Wanwans company was relatively close to here. Jiang Xiao wanted to finish delivering the meal quickly and didnt say anything to Lin Chengyu. He tried to shrug his hand away, but the snowy road was slippery and he couldnt control it all at once. He fell on the snow with a thud. Jiang Xiao was wearing thick clothes, so it didnt hurt, but he didnt hold the thermos firmly. It fell to the ground with the lid fell off, and the soup inside was spilled all over the place, even onto his clothes, jacket, and shoes. He had to wash it again. Theyre his new clothes. Seeing him falling suddenly from behind, Lin Chengyu was startled and quickly went up to help him, but the road was too slippery. After he ran, he slipped and fell with Jiang Xiao, exactly ended up beside him. The two bumped into each other and Jiang Xiao was hit on the forehead by him. When Lin Chengyu regained his composure, he looked up and saw Jiang Xiao rubbing his head and glaring at him. Once I meet you, nothing good will happen, Jiang Xiaos tone was full of anger, Go away! Lin Chengyu knew he was wrong. After apologizing, he helped Jiang Xiao to pick up the lid of the thermos and carefully said, Shall I go to the nearby restaurant to pack a meal for auntie? Jiang Xiao ignored him, stood up, and walked back to his home with the empty thermos. There should be some more food at home. Jiang Xiao was going to make some more by himself and send them quickly. There was still time. Lin Chengyu followed him step by step. When he walked to the gate of Jiangs family house, Jiang Xiao was still thinking about the food and his clothes which were soaked in soup. Jiang Xiao himself still paid attention to hygiene. After taking off his jacket, he didnt close the door immediately after he opened them, so Lin Chengyu could squeeze in. Jiang Xiao was in a hurry and didnt care about him. He entered the room, change out the dirty jacket, trousers, and shoes, then threw them in the laundry basket to wash them after he came back later. When he left the room, he didnt see Lin Chengyu. He frowned, then heard the sound of ding ding dong dong from the kitchen. He walked over and saw that Lin Chengyu washed the thermos he had put on the table. The thermos was stained with melted snow and soup, it really needed to be washed. Jiang Xiao stood there for a moment, then walked over and said, Ill do it myself. Im almost done washing, Lin Chengyu said and he lowered his voice, Xiao Xiao, I just want to help you. Lin Chengyu had never been in the kitchen before, let alone washing dishes. The water was really cold in winter and there was no central water heater at home. Jiang Xiao saw his hand were red from the cold but continued to wash the thermos. Is he stupid or what. Jiang Xiao bent down and picked up the hot water pot next to him, poured the freshly boiled water into the sink on the side, turned on the faucet, and mixed the water in, making himself a basin of comfortable warm water. We ordinary people wash dishes like this in winter, and we dont embarrass ourselves. Jiang Xiao took the thermos pot over the water and rinsed off the soap foam on it. Young Master, you really dont know how to live ordinary. Lin Chengyu froze as he looked at his red hands, a little at loss, and said, Xiao Xiao, I will learn. He quickly reached out to help Jiang Xiao remove the parts of the thermos one by one. He rinsed it clean, the warm water was really comfortable. After rinsing the last one, he couldnt help holding Jiang Xiaos hand in the basin. Jiang Xiao shook off his hand and splashed water on him to tell him to calm down. I mean, I will try my best to become a person suitable for living the ordinary, Lin Chengyu wiped the water from his face, I will learn all this. Why are you learning this? Jiang Xiao glanced at him. In a few years, if I have enough money, I will install a dishwasher at home, which is much easier to use than you. You are not born to do this, so why should you learn? Its not just this, Lin Chegyu explained, I will learn to take care of you, in every aspect, I No need, Jiang Xiao said, I already know these things, I will take care of myself. The two of them were not the same way. Lin Chengyu wanted to learn, but time had already passed. This type of care at the wrong time was still wrong, no matter how you look at it. Besides, he had never touched any housework before. Jiang Xiao looked at his outstretched hands. Maybe because he fell before and his hands were propped to the ground, he could see his hand, his wrist, all the way to his rolled-up sleeves. With his pampered appearance, it was really not convincing to say this sentence (T/N: that he wants to take care of Jiang Xiao). Jiang Xiao cleaned the thermos pot and put it back layer by layer. The last bowl of chicken soup was still hot in the pot. It was originally made for the evening. Jiang Xiao scooped it out and put it in the bottom layer. He remembered there were leftovers from yesterday, so there was still time to make egg fried rice. His hands speed had always been very quick. He heated the oil and cracked an egg into the pan. Slowly, the aroma of the egg came out. Currently, it was too late to deal with the frozen meat in the refrigerator, so he cut up a ham sausage and fried some shredded green peppers. The egg fried rice came out of the pan quickly. He cleaned up, checked the time, and prepared to deliver meals again. Lin Chengyu didnt speak since he started cooking, he just watched from the sidelines. The smell of food lingered around him and suddenly brought him back to past memories. His and Jiang Xiaos past. T/N: It was quite something to translate this. The original author often put little typos here and there and sometimes I got confused, like they put Jiang Xiaos name when its Lin Chengyus POV. I sometimes daze into a wall and staaaaare at them before I realize what the author actually means. Lol. And sometimes, translation felt like a part of your own work you know? Because I definitely added sentences here and there to make the whole paragraph make sense. Sometimes I want to beautify it because I feel like the author couldnt express the feelings enough, but then I feel that I went too far and tried to keep it simple (because I want to stay true to the authors style of writing). I get that its the original authors story and ideas, but how do I want to translate it, is a variable that couldnt be dismissed. Thanks for reading~ CH 26 Jiang Xiao didnt know how to cook in the beginning. When he first met Lin Chengyu, he had never even touched a spatula. This is normal, they were all teenagers when they first met, how many kids that age can cook? When Xia Wanwan was around, Jiang Xiao only need to open his mouth to eat, basically never entering the kitchen. Later, life forced him to go out to work, there were many small restaurants outside for him to eat from. At that time, Jiang Xiao ate enough for one person and was not hungry for more, allowing him to earn a months worth of money. Even if he spent it all, he didnt really care, but after meeting Lin Chengyu, it was different. He began to plan for the future. Living together needed more money and he had to cut expenditures really carefully. As cooking food by himself was much more economical than eating out, Jiang Xiao began to think about it. As a beginner-friendly popular food, egg fried rice was the first dish Jiang Xiao learned. When he made it for the first time, the scrambled egg was a little burnt, and occasionally he could find the eggshells inside. The shredded cabbage was not cooked, it was a bit raw. The salt and soy sauce was a bit too much, making it taste salty. All in all, it was edible, but not very tasty. He was a little embarrassed when he came out of the kitchen with a plate of fried rice. He ate two spoonfuls of rice by himself, scratched his head, and said to Lin Chengyu, Why dont we go out and eat? The Lin family was previously also in the high-end hotel industry. Lin Chengyu had eaten all kinds of delicacies from mountains and seas. He didnt like fried rice. At first, he wanted to say that he wasnt hungry today. When he looked at Jiang Xiaos face, he suddenly couldnt say anything. Jiang Xiao was still wearing an apron, which was stained with oil. The Liujiang River was sweltering that day and he had been working in the kitchen for a long time. When he came out, his forehead was covered with sweat beads. Lin Chengyu stretched his hand to wipe it. Jiang Xiao was looking at him with pitiful eyes as he ate those two spoonfuls of fried rice. He felt that it didnt taste good and he was obviously disappointed. He had worked very hard. Just like this, Lin Chengyu didnt say any words of rejection. He even picked up a spoonful and stuff it into his mouth under Jiang Xiaos bright eyes. Its delicious, he said. We dont have to go out, lets just eat this. The two of them finished that plate of fried rice. The food was really not good, but Jiang Xiao looked at himself like that and then laughed. He was silly and cute, so it didnt matter so much whether the food was good or not. There was this old saying, when you drink the water, remember the spring, its probably the same reason. It was during that time Jiang Xiao started his culinary career. His persistence was there. As long as he was serious enough and spent time practicing, the improvement of his skills was remarkable. Later, he was even able to cook a full banquet in the small kitchen. He could cook both Chinese and Western food. Every year, he would carefully prepare candlelight dinners on the day that he thought were their anniversaries. A person who couldnt eat egg fried rice was no more. After all of that, it had changed. Jiang Xiao picked up the thermos and when he turned around, he saw Lin Chengyu standing there in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking. He wouldnt recall those things again like him, he wasnt looking for abuse. Lets go, Jiang Xiao reminded him, Do you still want to stay at our house? Because of this sentence, Lin Chengyu was pulled out of his memory and saw the real person in front of him. He suddenly couldnt restrain himself and stepped forward to hold Jiang Xiao in his arms. In Jiang familys small kitchen, the smell of egg fried rice, the mellow smell of chicken soup that has been stewed for a long time, and the lemon fragrance of the dish soap are washed away, all these smells were intertwined, and they were all made up of trivial life in ordinary life. What he didnt care about before, now he looked forward toreturning to the past where he and Jiang Xiao depended on each other for life. In the cold weather, this person was like a treasure box, as long as Lin Chengyu touched him, or even looked at him, he could feel a sweet warmth from him to himself. But Jiang Xiao didnt feel warm at all, he was a little impatient, moving back and forth in his arms, ready to stretch his legs and kicked him, Go away, you hear me? If this thermos spilled again, I will definitely kill you. You dont know, youve already killed me once. Lin Chengyu didnt dare to say this, he hugged the person as if he had been charging for a while. He also didnt dare to tell Jiang Xiao what he missed, because Lin Chengyu knew that as long as the memories he cherished were extended even a little bit, it would not be good for Jiang Xiao and himself. However, being able to hold him for a while was also profitable, Lin Chengyu let go before Jiang Xiao lose his temper. In the midst heavy snow falling from the sky, he accompanied Jiang Xiao to deliver meals, following his every step. That person no longer looked back at him, but as long as he saw Jiang Xiaos back, he was already satisfied. Its good that hes still here. Jiang Xiao seemed to be all of his fireworks, a part of his entanglement in his life, the source of all his courage, and the heart that has regrown from his body, but stripped away so that now he was willing to be led by Jiang Xiao. Walking behind him, hoping that he could look back at himself. He missed him so much that he didnt know what to do. Before entering Xia Wanwans company, he stopped in order not to embarrass Jiang Xiao, he knew that Jiang Xiao didnt want him to see his family. It was a bit of self-aware at the circumstances. But many people lived far away, they had no time to brave the heavy snow to deliver meals. When Jiang Xiao came over with a lunch box, many colleagues in the company were very envious. Is this your son? Hes so obedient and well-behaved, he can also cook for his mother. Oh, that debt-collecting brat in our family, let alone cooking, will it kill him to eat properly. Accountant Xia, you have good luck. Xia Wanwan neither responded positively nor negatively, but at the same time, she was overjoyed. Is it cold? she touched Jiang Xiaos hand, The company has lunch boxes, why do you come here? The company indeed had lunch boxes, but they were hard to eat. The food was oily, even a dog wouldnt want to eat them, and it was half-cold when it was delivered normally, let alone in heavy snow, it was even more difficult to eat. Lets eat first, Jiang Xiao took out the fried rice and chicken soup, smiled at Xia Wanwan, and said in a low voice, Does mom thinks, I dont know how bad the companys food is? There was a pack of ginger cakes on the top of the thermos. Jiang Xiao wrapped it in a plastic bag so it didnt get dirty. When he went back earlier, he put it on the pot to heat it again. Its still warm now. Jiang Xiao found a fruit plate from Xia Wanwans desk and put the ginger cakes on them, one by one. This cake was made with the same base as brown sugar cakes: the soft and sweet glutinous rice cakes were added with brown sugar and an additional small portion of ginger extract. Consuming them in cold weather could warm the body. He shared this little snack with other people in the office. In addition, Jiang Xiao was sweet and good at talking, making everyone very happy. When Xia Wanwan was in a bad mood, her work would naturally be affected as well. Her colleagues might have some opinions, but they wouldnt say them out. When living outside, one must be kind to others, and it would be more comfortable to communicate and get along with each other. Maybe its because the food at the company was too bad, Xia Wanwans egg-fried rice smelt very delicious. A colleague who had a good relationship with her came to eat a spoonful. After eating, she realized that Jiang Xiao made it. She was surprised. Its very delicious, the other party sincerely praised, Your son is amazing! Jiang Xiao stayed in the office for a while and just waited for Xia Wanwan to finish. Afterward, he packed up the dishes and went back. Only when he went downstairs did he remember that Lin Chengyu was still waiting there. Lin Chengyu was standing there, talking on his phone. Although mobile phones were not so popular these days, it was not difficult for Lin Chengyus family to afford one. He was probably talking about something about his familys company and Jiang Xiao didnt need to understand it. It was only in his last life that he know about the Yong Jiang hotel chain, which was full of negative news and then collapsed, owned by Lin Chengyus family. However, since this person was reborn at this point, he probably wouldnt let this happen again. When Jiang Xiao came down, Lin Chengyus phone calls were almost over. He didnt know where the other had gotten a hot water bottle and his eyes lit up when he saw him. Xiao Xiao, here, warm your hands, he said, Ill carry those for you instead. He took the empty thermos from Jiang Xiaos hand and as if by magic, he took out a cup of hot cocoa from behind and handed it to Jiang Xiao. The rich sweet aroma of chocolate could be smelled through the bag. Its for you, he said, I remember you like drinking this. Its not that Lin Chengyu didnt know what Jiang Xiao likes at all, after all, hes not really wooden after living together for so long. Jiang Xiao liked to drink hot cocoa in winter. Lin Chengyu remembered the sweetness of cocoa he tasted on his lips when the two kissed. Jiang Xiao liked to eat sweets when he was stressed. Later when he had a toothache, the doctor told him to eat less. He said he had stopped, that he didnt eat it, really didnt eat it, but Lin Chengyu knew he was lying as he kissed him. He could even taste the sweetness after brushing his teeth and rinsing his mouth. are you really free? Jiang Xiao looked at him, then looked at the hot drink in his hand. Youre also allowed to run around in your school? The final exam was in two days, but Lin Chengyu didnt look like a junior high school student at all. The teachers hired by my family set goals for me every week. Grandpa said that I was allowed to come to you when I finished. Lin Chengyu explained, The final exams of Huayang Private School were different from those of public schools. The paper exam was finished a month ago, and this month is excursion class, so the whole class went to Australia for an exchange program, where the weather is warmer. Lin Chengyu had asked for a leave, but couldnt go, not because he hadnt been to Australia before, his grades were good. Grandpa Lin had also acquiesced. However, he didnt go because the homework assigned by his family was even heavier. When he didnt see Jiang Xiao, he devoted himself to studying, and only slept four to five hours a day to achieve his goals. Now that he had gone through all this, he didnt feel tired, because he had things hed wanted to do in his heart. It took 24 hours for him to see Jiang Xiao at a time: it took 10 hours traveling by car, and extra 2 hours to his home, back and forth. He could only stay in Houlin for five or six hours at most. And they were not even getting along this timeJiang Xiao didnt want to see himso sometimes he stayed downstairs at his house, sometimes at school. He didnt dare to disturb Jiang Xiao when he was in class, but occasionally there were outdoor PE classes, so he could take a look at the person he was thinking of, from far across the playground. Today was considered lucky, and they had been together for a long time. Drink it, it will be cold if you leave it there, Lin Chengyu pointed to the cup of hot cocoa, Theres no need for Xiao Xiao to reject even a cup of drink, right? Jiang Xiao looked down. Houlin didnt have such a milky hot cocoa brand this year, he didnt know where Lin Chengyu got them just now. But he still didnt move. Ill leave right away, Lin Chengyu said helplessly, Ill leave as soon as you drink, really. Its almost time. He put the thermos under Jiang Xiaos gaze, then took a few steps back. His car stopped at the intersection and Jiang Xiao saw it too. But Lin Chengyu was still staring at him as if he really wouldnt leave if he didnt drink. Xiao Xiao, just try it. Lin Chengyu took a few steps back and stood under the snowy sky. Take a sip, I wont bother you today. Jiang Xiao thought for a while, glanced at him, and sucked on the straw. He took a sip. Seeing that he drank it, Lin Chengyu kept his word and didnt stay longer. When the Lin familys car drove past the company, Jiang Xiao turned around and threw the steaming cup of hot cocoa into the trash can. Lin Chengyu opened the car window to see him more and happened to see this scene clearly. The smile on his face froze for a while. The car drove quickly and he couldnt see Jiang Xiaos appearance. T/N: hehehe theres something about that cocoa Hi thank you so much for your previous vote, as I see that most of you are fine with current pace, then I will not provide advance chapters. Im currently taking a full-time course postgraduate program, so I quit my company just December last year, thats why Im looking for possible work to fill in something maybe because its post-covid, research and projects are scarce, so Ive been looking for another way to earn something. Anyway, Ive been looking into translating another story, Chu Wang Fei, and its sooo much work than this one (ya think?) as that one is a historical novel with more complicated relationships and customs. However, as Im in love with historical Chinese dramas and novels (my last drama would be Love Like The Galaxy, starring Wu Lei and Zhao Lusi, that one is a real gem!!!), I will try to persist (?). But its gonna take some time Have you watch it? Who Rules The World with Zhao Lusi and Yang Yang was also great. I can honestly binge-watch all Zhao Lusis dramas. I first saw her in Oh! My Emperor and also the first time I have a crush on Wei Wuxian Xiao Zhan. AND GUYS GUESS WHAT THEYRE GONNA MAKE THE DRAMA OUT OF The Rebirth of the Malicious Empress of Military Lineage!!!!! AND THEY CAST WU LEI AS XIE JING XING!!! Look, look at the poster! *literally screamed* As much as I loveee Wu Lei, but I remember how often the author of the novel mention how Xie Jing Xing is a devilish beauty. Wu Lei looked like a straight rod to me lol. I think the actor from The Untamed who play Jiang Cheng, Wang Zhaocheng, can be called a devilish beauty, he has the charm! or Huang Chao from Who Rules The World. or Yang Yang. I swear Yang Yang can play anything, I will gladly oggling him all day. Warning, the description below contain minor spoilers for each drama~ Jiang Cheng from The Untamed: very purple Jiang Cheng lol Huang Chao from Who Rules The World: Smug little crown prince. Very powerful. Choose power and throne over love, which very realistic. But okay, lets be real. To be honest, when the author describe Xie Jing Xing, the one that always come to my mind is Fu Cha Fu Heng Xu Kai. I think he will look great in purple clad. I love his brows the most, those are very tempting eyebrows (?). Fu Cha Fu Heng from Story of Yanxi Palace: The Empress di brother. A very loyal general. Couldnt be with the person he loves but hella supportive & had a healthy mindset. Xu Kai has starred in a lot of historical and modern drama, but imo, his make up and style is the best in Yanxi Palace, even though the dinasty style had bald hairstyle. I always imagine his face when reading description of Xie Jing Xing. hahaha~ //fly But of course, Wu Lei has his own charms. I think his role as Ashile Sun in The Long Ballad kinda depicted the devilish beauty I was looking for. Especially during the latter part of Malicious Empress, Xie Jing Xing will use half mask to cover his face. Which something Wu Lei excels in The Long Ballad, he looked handsome in those masks. Ashile Sun from The Long Ballad The long haired Ashile Sun does wonders to Wu Leis whole appearance~ Huo Buyi from Love Like The Galaxy Omg the chicken armor its this story, so his fiance was making him an armor for his safety during war. However shes not good at sewing or embroidery, her intention was to make a mandarin duck armor, but ended up making a chicken armor instead. Of course he couldnt care less for other peoples opinions, this was what his fiance made especially for him. He was too thin in Love Like The Galaxy, but as General Huo who lived his life for revenge, its understandable why he had this gloomy and depressing air around him (although from my description above, you might not find that he was). His body is well-maintained, you can definitely see healthy pecks of a young general, but hes wayyy thinner than when he was in The Long Ballad. He did his homework really well for this drama, even as far as grasping the mental state of his role down to his physique. Now thats a long T/N hahaha, see you on the next chapter! CH 27 Jiang Xiao had always been able to bend and stretch, and he wouldnt wait on things that could be easily solved. Anyway, it would be solved after Lin Chengyu left. Hot cocoa wasnt difficult to make, Jiang Xiao could do it himself. His usual recipe was cocoa powder, chocolate sauce, whipped cream, and some milk. If he was into something sweeter, he could add some marshmallows on top. When he took a sip in winter, the rich sweetness would make people happy. But after many experiments, only a few specific brands would taste good. Let alone in Houlin, even in Liujiang, it was difficult for him to find these brands in department stors. Lin Chengyu didnt know how to make them, but it tasted very similar. But now, he didnt even want a cup of hot cocoa, no matter how much it suits his taste, he really couldnt drink it. During self-study in the afternoon, Jiang Xiao brought the ginger cakes he had made earlier as a snack. Ye Yingying also felt that it was not good to eat other peoples food all the time, so he brought Jiang Xiao a chocolate cake. It happened to be chocolate again, Jiang Xiaos winter had an indissoluble bond with chocolate. Lin Heyuan stared at him for a while. Jiang Xiao ate the cake while doing his exercise papers, took a bit of the crunchy biscuit and chewed it, his cheeks puffed up, like a hamster again. He seemed too often saw Jiang Xiao ate chocolate, and he stuffed himself on them before, so he probably really liked it. What are you looking at me for? Jiang Xiao felt Lin Heyuans gaze and looked up at him suspiciously, Arent you going to do the exercise questions? Im going to do it. After the self-study, Lin Heyuan returned home. His parents guests, the Guang family, often brought some gifts over and they were here today. The guests should have just left and the nanny was cleaning up the living room. There were two children in the Lin family, so the other party would also give things in pairs. Lin Heyuan didnt care much about these things, especially snacks, so if his share wasnt boy-related stuffs, it was usually given directly to his younger sister. Lin Qingyu just happened to pass by, holding the snacks she received today in his arms. Seeing him back from school, she naturally greeted him. Lin Heyuan seemed to see something, Wait. Gege, whats wrong? Then she saw her brother, who never ate snacks, rummaging through the two bags of presents she was holding, and took one of his share of gifts from it. It was a bar of chocolate. Thats not enough. Lin Heyuan also asked her seriously, I remember someone sent two boxes of imported chocolates over last week, where did you put them? in the cabinet, Lin Qingyu looked at him blankly, then tentatively asked, Do you want to eat them? Lin Heyuan, a person who didnt like sweet, purposely rummaged through the box and took away his share of chocolates, was a first for Lin Qingyu. Its for someone else. Lin Heyuan went to the cabinet and took out the previous chocolate, then glanced at her, Arent you afraid of getting fat? Eat less. Lin Qingyu was puzzled, ? If shes afraid of getting fat, she could eat them slowly! You cant just take them away! In the evening, Lin Qingyu angrily wrote down her diary, Its over, my brother doesnt love me anymore. Lin Heyuan is a big villain, but after thinking for a while, she added another sentence at the end. He wants to send chocolate? Maybe hes in puppy love. But she didnt find any girl who was very close to him recently. After this weekend, the final exam would be next week. Jiang Xiao had no time to think about other things. He was prepared in doing these exams and after he finished, he finally put down his pen, feeling relieved. It wasnt easy. Time flew so fast. After the final exam, it was winter vacation. When he walked out of the classroom, the students next to him looked very happy. Some were answering questions and some others had already started discussing plans for the vacation. Lin Heyuan and Ye Yingying were already waiting for him downstairs. It didnt snow today, but it was still cold. Xiao gege! Ye Yingying didnt feel ashamed for calling him out, feeling proud of finishing the exam successfully for the first time, I will definitely pass this time! Thats awesome. Jiang Xiao said it sincerely. He himself like to read and now his friend mainly study painting. It was the result of hard work to get a pass in the exam at this time. Needless to say, Lin Heyuan appeared as if unfazed, after all he always came first in their school. Lets go, let me treat you guys to eat, just as a thank you for giving me tutoring lessons during this time. Ye Yingying pulled him over, Lets go, its freezing to death, too cold to not eat something hot. No, Ill treat you the most delicious malatang! After Ye Yingying finished bragging, Lin Heyuan asked Jiang Xiao as he walked, How did you do in the exam? Not bad, Jiang Xiao had already talked to Lin Heyuan before. He had successfully tackled several difficult questions on the exam. He smiled at him, You can wait for me to be your deskmate next semester. Lin Heyuan was completely relieved when he said this. After talking about the exam, Lin Heyuan stuffed something in his hand again. It was a thermos cup. Whats the meaning? Does Lin Heyuan also want him to drink more hot water? He was just a little thirsty, thanked him, opened the bottle cap and took a sip. There was the taste of chocolate in his mouth. Oh, its hot cocoa. To be honest, its not as good as the recipe Jiang Xiao was used to, but it was not bad. The chocolate taste was very strong and mellow, with a little milky fragrance. Where did you get it? Lin Heyuan had given him several large boxes of chocolates before the exam, saying that they were left at home and no one would eat them, so he gave them away. Even Jiang Xiao hadnt finished it yet. The hot cocoa was found by Lin Heyuan yesterday from the small cabinet where his sister stored snacks. It was a jar of imported cocoa powder. Lin Heyuan had read the English description on it, saying that it could be used to make hot drinks. He tried to make it himself according to the instruction label and gave his sister a taste, the other party responded that it was not bad. So he took it all away, made a cup of hot cocoa according to the recipe at noon. It was boiling hot, so the thermos cup worked well. After the exam in the afternoon, he gave it to Jiang Xiao and it was just enough to warm the stomach. Its fine if you like it, Ill bring it back for you next time, Lin Heyuan rubbed him, Lets go get food. Jiang Xiao happily finished drinking the hot cocoa and went out with the two of them again. He went home a little late today. But after he opened the door, he actually felt warm on his body, maybe because he was in a good mood? He took a closer look, something was wrong, the warmth was not that kind of warm. Was there air conditioner installed at home? These days, air conditioners were not cheap, and only a few people installed them at their house. In the past, when it was cold during winter, the warmth felt similar as if there was an air conditioner on. But now he lives in an ordinary house, why was his mother suddenly willing to install one? Xia Wanwan was also very happy to see him back, and called Jiang Xiao to eat some fruit. You have finished the exam; you have worked hard. Come here, mom will peel an orange for you to eat. Jiang Xiao sat down beside her and sure enough, he saw an air conditioner in the living room. Several doors were opened and after opening them for a long time, the house would be warmed to every corner. Xia Wanwan followed his line of sight and slapped her head, Oh, I was going to tell you about the air conditioner. Our family is very lucky recently, everything good happens! According to her, she went to the supermarket today. After shopping and paying the bill, the supermarket said that she could drew a lottery with a ticket. So she randomly picked one, and they said she won the first prize, an air conditioner. The colleague who went shopping with her won a pack of tissue paper. Seeing how lucky she was, the colleague suggested her to sell the air conditioner, which worth several thousands yuan. It would cost more to the electricity bills if she installed it at home. Who was Xia Wanwan? She needs to save money. However after giving it some thought, she decided to keep it for her own use. Now that the weather was getting colder and colder, her sons hands and feet were always freezing when doing chores at home. It was a waste to buy an air conditioner, but it was okay to pay a higher electricity bill to make him more comfortable. She was a frugal person, and the family still had some savings. Jiang Xiao had relieved some of her heart troubles. She knew that she should live at the present to make her son and herself more comfortable. The people from supermarket was also nimble, they brought the air conditioner directly to her home to install it on the spot. Jiang Xiao came back just in time after it was finished. Jiang Xiao was also happy for her when he heard it, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that something was amiss. He was always a little wary of such things that fell from the sky. Lin Chengyu hadnt come for several days since last time. Could it be related to him? But it was much better if the house was warmer, neither Xia Wanwan nor him were going to get cold when washing the dishes. His mother was so happy that he couldnt bring himself to say anything, for fear that she would feel uncomfortable. He also didnt have any evidence on Lin Chengyu and the supermarket. forget it, lets just leave it for now. To think about it, he still didnt have much money at hands. He had earned 20,000 yuan in the past six months, which was not a small amount, but this was for their basic fund. Jiang Xiao didnt dare to spend it casually. If there was enough money, it wouldnt be Lin Chengyus turn to buy his mother an air conditioner. After the final exam, I must go to Liujiang to buy goods sooner. At this time, Lin Chengyu had just sent the tutor away. The other party praised him a few words, which made grandpa very happy. In their family, after all, everyone was being compared. The two children of the Lin family, both him and Lin Rongjia, were equally valued and they learn everything together. However, no matter in the previous life or in this life, Lin Rongjia was indeed inferior to Lin Chengyu. Moreover, he was born again this time. He had gained a huge advantage, performed very well in every class, and also fulfilled the demanding goals set by the family perfectly. Because of his good performance, Grandpa turned a blind eye to him going to Houlin to find someone from time to time, as well as other small tricks. No one could explain why he cared do much about Jiang Xiao, but when it comes to Lin Chengyu, this kind of behavior seemed to be acceptable compared to other adolescent demon kings his age. Lin Rongjia knew about this, but she didnt dare to ask questions. She still had a complicated attitude towards Lin Chengyu. She usually didnt see him much when they couldnt see each other and currently she was young and very playful, rarely at home. This time, their class was about basic management and she didnt understand most of it. It was past nine, almost ten. Shes very tired and sleepy, but also had to be scolded by the teacher, so irritating. She also couldnt figure out why Lin Chengyu was so energetic. She was still sitting in the study after class, not knowing what to write in that brick-like book. She didnt dare to leave if he hadnt. Her parents also had high expectations on her. Every time they see her not on par with Lin Chengyu, they hated that an iron couldnt become a steel, so dont even think about going back peacefully, its better to wait here for a while. As a result, Lin Chengyu didnt even raise his head until after ten oclock, and finally said to himself, Im hungry. Lin Rongjia was also very hungry. Seeing that the other party finally stopped studying, she happily left the study to ask the housekeeper aunt to prepare small desserts for her. While she was eating, Lin Chengyu rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen by himself. The housekeeping aunt hurriedly pulled him out, asking what he wanted to eat and she could do it, but Lin Chengyu shook his head, saying that he could cook it himself. Aunt Wang, dont worry about him, Lin Ronjia said angrily, He just likes to mess with himself. They didnt have housekeeper when they need it the most, so they have to do everything by themselves. Like making fried rice with eggs, but its so unpalatable. CH 28 There were nobody who was perfect everywhere in the world. Lin Chengyu always had some things he couldnt do well, such as cooking. His talent in this was really mediocre. Cooking was hard to do, but also easy to do. For example, some common dishes such as egg fried rice, as long as you werent physically disabled, you could always make a decent looking dish if you followed the recipe correctly, or let others taught you. It wouldnt be too unpalatable, but it was only at the regular level. If you wanted to go further, it would be very difficult to make an ordinary food like egg fried rice that will be unforgettable once you tasted it. Years of practice would be necessary. Lin Chengyu was the kind of person who didnt have the talent to cook and it was useless to practice. The egg fried rice he made for the first time was the kind that could be eaten casually, as he hadnt made much progress until now. It was just full of grease, really didnt know why he liked it. Rongjia thought. But Lin Chengyu just happened to like it. His eyes swept over to Lin Rongjia, who didnt dare to say anything as she lowered her head to poke the milk jelly on her plate. At the moment, the egg fried rice in the kitchen was already out of the pan and served in a plate. Lin Chengyu sat down on the other side of the table. She saw him took a bite, and then said to himself, Its still doesnt taste like his. Lin Rongjia heard it and looked at him suspiciously. Like who? Everyone has a slightly different taste when cooking something. Jiang Xiaos cooking methods are different each time, and Lin Chengyus cooking would never be the same as his. But to be honest, it had been too long. He couldnt even remember the taste of Jiang Xiaos cooking, but he just felt that what he did was wrong and however he tried, it was not what it used to be. Even so, he still finished the meal, bite by bite. It was very late, Lin Rongjia couldnt stand it anymore and slipped back to her room to sleep. Lin Chengyu was a little energetic, and after returning to the room, he called Uncle Yue. He asked about Jiang Xiaos affairs and knew that there are no air conditioner at his house. Dishwashers were actually available these days, but they were relatively unpopular. Dont know if Mother Jiang could adapt to this kind of appliances now, additionally, the Jiang familys kitchen was small, so putting another appliances in it would be even more difficult. After thinking about it, it was not suitable. Installing an air conditioner was better and more practical in the long run. If he could, he would like to replace the entire Jiang familys old house, but he didnt dare. Jiang Xiao didnt like his meddling now, it was already not easy to sneakily help him with one or two things, he didnt even dare to admit them. He also knew that Jiang Xiao had just finished his final exam today. The winter vacation was about to begin. It was holiday, but according to Jiang Xiaos temprament, he would probably be too busy to enjoy them. He would definitely come to Liujiang. Lin Chengyu was right, Jiang Xiao started to get busy the next day. The school was on holiday and although there were other customers at the shop, there were no students nearby, so the flow of customers were affected. His small shelves would not sell well. With such good time for winter vacation, Jiang Xiao had to be more active. Although it is said that most people didnt like to go out when the weather was cold, many people wanted to buy new years goods for the Chinese New Year. They will be more grenerous when buying things. After all, the goods Jiang Xiao wanted to buy this time were different from the past. The things he needed to use at the end of the year could no longer be small items, as he wouldnt want to embarrass Uncle Ye, and he knew in his heart that the money that should be spent, would still be spent. For this trip, he rented half of Uncle Yes truck in a legitimate manner. The other half was rented by a small factory, which was used to transport parts. Those small parts belonged to the factory didnt take up much space. Originally, a whole truck wouldnt be needed for this trip. Uncle Ye and Jiang Xiao were willing to split the expenses because it was a good deal. The small factory had no opinion on this. At the end of new year, the shops in Liujiang Wholesale Market would close one after another and the price werent stable. Jiang Xiao had to go there as soon as possible, choosing items carefully, and reserve enough goods. Not long after the end of the final exam, he set off with the truck. When he arrived at Liujiang, the weather was much warmer in comparison. Jiang Xiao got out of the car and stretching out in the midst of the warm weather. When he turned around, he saw Lin Chengyu standing not far away, smiling and waving at him. This was his place and it was normal for him to come. Like how every road always facing the sky, he followed him wherever he went. Jiang Xiao just went straight to the wholesale market. His purchasing routine has changed direction this time. He would buy some from the good shops before, but this time there were more popular items. Some parents would buy gifts for their children at this time, so he would choose some famous toys. After a while, he moved around quickly. He stayed in the wholesale market, bargaining and picking goods for a long time without feeling tired, carefully looked at every item. He had to think about who he could sell this item to, how much of a price that would be acceptable, and how much he could earn. Every business wasnt easy, as it wasnt easy for everyone to make money. He always had to think clearly and do everything meticulously. Jiang Xiao had fought from his lowest level in both of his lifetimes. Even though Lin Chengyu had been by his side at this time, the two of them probably had nothing in common in this matter. Therefore, Jiang Xiao had no time to talk to him. So close, yet so far away. He could see that Lin Chengyu couldnt see clearly at the moment, but sooner or later, he would understand it one day. In his previous life, Lin Chengyu was always busy. Busy with study and work, as he always used this excuse to avoid many interactions with Jiang Xiao. With Jiang Xiao rarely said anything at that time, Lin Chengyu didnt realize how hurtful it was. Jiang Xiao was really busy now. Lin Chengyu didnt want to disturb his business, but he wanted to help. It was fine if he could say a few words, Jiang Xiao could just listen to him, no need to respond. But no matter how much he tried to find a topic, the other party acted as if he hadnt heard at all. As if he was invisible. He was showing Jiang Xiao a few items he had selected, but Jiang Xiao just walked passed him. When he was trying to catch him, Jiang Xiao grew more annoyed, so he spit out a few words calmly. Im busy, Jiang Xiao said without looking at him. After a while, he repeated with emphasis, Im busy, so dont bother me. Then continued to ignore him. Jiang Xiao didnt lose his temper, just simply stating facts in a flat manner, but after hearing this sentence so often, Lin Chengyu felt like a blunt knife were cutting into his flesh. The phrase Im busy actually meant you are not important. It was easy to imagine yourself in others shoes, but only when you really changed your position that you would know regret. Things always had priorities. Lin Chengyu was very clear about his current status in Jiang Xiaos heart, but Jiang Xiao always remind him over and over again with practical actions. He had never felt so uncomfortable, but he still refused to leave. Lin Chengyu knew very little how Jiang Xiao start from scratch in his previous life. He was busy studying and working at that time, so he had no experience on this. He knew that Jiang Xiao had done multiple jobs at that time, working as a part-timer here and there, as long as he could earn money. Heavens rewarded hard work. Lin Chengyu knew that Jiang Xiao gradually became rich and had a career, yet a lot of the money was still spent on him. The irony was that Lin Chengyu didnt know how Jiang Xiao had earned those money until this life. Hard-earned money was real money. At the wholesale market, you had to compete with the store owners for every penny, bargain, gifts, product selection and quality. Jiang Xiao squeezed into a group of adults with such a young face, but he was more experienced in doing business than them. He was very good at making use of his current advantages: showing weakness when it was time to show them. At this time, there were many people who came to buy goods. He ignored Lin Chengyu, but he could communicate with others. He had a bright smile and looked lovable. Some people ignored him, their tone and face werent friendly, but he just smiled and passed through. Even if he didnt manage to charm those people, he could always find someone else to chat with him, discussing about which product that were better being sold. Some people even ask Jiang Xiao joined forces to suppress the price, which also helped him plenty. Jiang Xiao also ate lunch at the wholesale market. He didnt eat what Lin Chengyu had brought him, so he went to eat beef noodles with other merchants, who soon became brothers with each other. Lin Chengyu was siting at the same table and the merchant boss was also cheerful. He asked Jiang Xiao directly, Is this your younger brother? Jiang Xiao shook his head and said, No. Thats right, you two dont look the same either, said the other party, and then glanced up and down towards Lin Chengyu, muttering, Dressed like this We are friends, Lin Chengyu explained, then secretly glanced at Jiang Xiao. I just want to help him. Jiang Xiao was non-committal and tried to changed the topic. When he opened his mouth, it was still about business matters. After being busy in the wholesale market for so long, there were more goods this time. The small cart that Jiang Xiao borrowed was too small and not very useful. The path in the wholesale market was narrow, cars werent allowed to enter, and there were places where you had to climb the stairs. Jiang Xiao had to pack the goods one by one and put them away. He had to go to the entrance of the wholesale market, put them on the cart, and then transfer the cart inside to the large truck which was parked in the industrial park, back and forth. Some stores would help with the delivery if they have time, while in others, you need to do it yourselves. At this time, it was too late to hire someone on the spot. Jiang Xiao walked out with the goods on his back before he could make a phone call. Seeing this, Lin Chengy naturally took over the goods from him. Once he picked it up however, he realized how heavy the package was on his shoulders. Lin Chengyus physical stregth wasnt bad and Jiang Xiao wasnt tired, so they walked through the alley of the market and climb the stairs. When the two of them were panting while carrying the package to its destination, Jiang Xiao wiped the sweat from his face, took off his coat and put it on his shoulders. Then he went back to do it all over again. He was always so energetic. Like the flowers growing on top of a cliff, like pearls in the mud, Jiang Xiao was such a person. No matter what kind of situation he was in, he could always work hard to climb up again. This kind of person had wind on his feet, with a pair of bright eyes. Like the sun, as long as there was hope, he could rise again the next day. Lin Chengyu himself was a cold person, and had always been cold. He was warmed once by Jiang Xiaos closeness to his heart, but he didnt now how to cherish them at that time. When Jiang Xiao was there, everything was fine, but when he left suddenly, its like falling into a cold pool. However Jiang Xiao, who was hurt to that point, was able to come back again. As Lin Chengyu saw him again, there was still a warm glow on his body. He was attracted by Jiang Xiao like this, and he knew in his heart that it was him who couldnt leave Jiang Xiao, not vice versa. So now, no matter whether Jiang Xiao would pay attention to him or not, he was already like a moth attracted to flames, he couldnt help it. Jiang Xiao didnt care what Lin Chengyu was thinking. He didnt have time to talk to him and always believed that in the matter of relationship, it was just between the two of them. When he was madly in love in Lin Chengyu, the other party also responded, although it was a little less, the love was not as good as his own. In all fairness, there were some moments when he felt like he was reciprocated, so went deeper and deeper. This time, it was different. He didnt want to respond nor didnt want to treat him well again. No matter how much Lin Chengyu insisted, he would give up later. There was always a bottom line in peoles hearts. The two of them had completely different thoughts, and they couldnt come into terms for a while, so its better not to talk to each other. When Jiang Xiao stuffed all of the goods in the ware house, the 20,000 yuan he had previously was already bottomed out, there were only a few hundred yuan left on him. Uncle Ye told him that due to the heavy snow in their direction, several intersections were closed. It would take several hours to clear the snow. Thats alright, Jiang Xiao was not in a hurry after hearing this, but also felt quite happy. Uncle Ye can just wait for me here, I still have something to do. CH 29 Jiang Xiao closed the door of the truck and counted the money in his pocket. He then checked the time. It was too late to take the bus and Lin Chengyu saw that he seemed to be going to do something. The Lin familys car was also parked there. Xiao Xiao, let me see you off, he stopped him. Where are you going? Jiang Xiao pretended not to listen and walk past him. He was busy with his business, after all. However, seeing the other person make him remember something, so he turned his head and asked, Is the air conditioner in my house related to you? Lin Chengyu wanted to play dumb, What air conditioner? I really dont know. Jiang Xiao glared at him, Tell me honestly Lin Chengyu, dont lie. I really dont know, Lin Chengyu gritted his teeth and refused to admit it. If he really admitted it, Jiang Xiao would definitely reject them, so he started to babble, You mentioned about them last time, so I bought a dishwasher. There are also other things I want you to take back today. He then opened the trunk of his car and there were a pile of big and small bags. Jiang Xiao was speechless, take them back, I dont want it. After talking to this point, Jiang Xiao didnt ask any more questions. He didnt dare to accept Lin Chengyus things. He was in a hurry, so he walked to the intersection to take a taxi. Lin Chengyu was also curious what Jiang Xiao was going to do at this time, so he took the Lin familys car to follow that taxi. Unexpectedly, Jiang Xiao took the taxi to the city center, where there were things that cannot be bought in the wholesale market. The wholesale market was next to an industrial park, which sold products that were produced by the nearby small factories. There were many small manufacturers along the Liujiang River. It was cheap because it was close to the production place. However, for some imported goods and other rare items, you still had to go to the city centers department store to get them. Welcoming the new year, Jiang Xiao had planned to bring gifts for everyone. Some of the paints Ye Yingying used and some special pencils for sketching on his paintings were not available in Houlin. He did some research and found them to be available in Liujiang. It should be good to use better equipment. Jiang Xiao also picked out a pack of high-quality cigarettes for Uncle Ye and the ones he wanted to buy for Lin Heyuan were a bit different as it was more related to studying. Lin Heyuans class notes were all in order, only the physics notes were different. Not only that, but also in the mock exams, he would always add a lot of comments, many of which were obviously extremely detailed knowledge. He should like physics very much, but a high school junior students couldnt be biased. Lin Heyuans grades in every subjects were very good. If Jiang Xiao hadnt read his notes carefully and noticed this, other people wouldnt have noticed either. He selected a lot of physics books for Lin Heyuan, some of them were just regular class books, and some were about physics competitions and olympiad books. If there was an opportunity in high school, maybe Lin Heyuan could go in this direction, but it was up to him. When he was checking out at the bookstore, he saw a creative physics ornament in the small shelves next to it, called the Newtons Pendulum. The way the balls were keep swaying was very interesting. Jiang Xiao looked at the price and found that it was a bit expensive, but he still bought it. It was getting late, Jiang Xiaos last trip in the city center was to go to a cake shop. This cake shop was very famous in Liujiang, as it had been open for decades. It had no other disadvantage other than being expensive. Jiang Xiao then use his remaining money, after deducted with taxi ride back, that was enough to buy a round mousse cake. He asked the clerk for an ice pack and put the cake into the prepared boxy thermal insulation bag, hoping that the taste of the cake wouldnt change when he returned to Houlin. Then he took all the prepared gifts with both hands and ready to go back. After he took the taxi to return, he only had a coin left for himself. Just as Uncle Ye just receive a call, the snow in front of him had been cleared and the intersections had opened, so they could leave. Jiang Xiao took his gifts and carefully got into the truck. He hid the gift for Uncle Ye and planned to give it to him during the Chinese New Year. He also remembered the 2,000 yuan he borrowed from Uncle Ye and planned to pay it back around the Spring Festival. Seeing that the Chinese New Year was only a few days away, many shops outside hung red laterns. After Uncle Ye started the truck, he saw Jiang Xiao playing with the 1-yuan coin in his hand. Have you run out of money again? Uncle Ye asked him. Its okay, I will earn it back, Jiang Xiao said. He looked at his last yuan coin and smiled, saying in a voice he could only hear, I will take this as my own New Years gift. He put the last yuan coin in the breast pocket of his coat. When the truck drove away, he saw Lin Chengyu standing at the intersection, but for only a flash. When he went out to buy things, he also knew that Lin Chengyu followed him all the time, so he just let him see. After all, buying gifts were not shameful. Because Lin Chengyu had been following around, he was also very clear on what Jiang Xiao bought. After Jiang Xiao was reborn, there were only a few people who had a particularly good relationship with him, so he could figure out which gifts for whom. The paints and pencils were for Ye Yingying, who was learning to paint. Uncle Ye liked to smoke, so the cigarettes must be for him. Jiang Xiaos physics grade were the kind that couldnt go up or down. He didnt show any enthusiasm for this subject, although seemed to be very attentive to his assignments. Those physics books and ornaments were probably gifted for Lin Heyuan, and the take away cake was to be enjoyed together with his mother. Xia Wanwans taste was similar to Jiang Xiaos, after all they were mother and son. Jiang Xiao liked to prepare gifts for others. In other words, he was a person who liked to share his happiness around. When he was happy and had a little spare time, he would bring gifts to others. Lin Chengyu had received too many of them that he couldnt keep count. It was as small as a pen that he thought looked good, a snack he thought delicious, or as big as a home and a steady lifestyle. But for those who didnt care about it before, it was useless to think it was precious now. Jiang Xiao was still the same Jiang Xiao, his generosity towards the person he loved had not changed, and the only one who felt regretful was Lin Chengyu. After Jiang Xiaos truck drove back to Houlin, Lin Chengyu didnt want to go home so soon. He felt uncomfortable and walked for a long time around the industrial park and wholesale market. It was almost the end of the year, all the shops closed early and the lights were dimmed. He had no choice but to leave. When he was on the way back, he asked the driver to go to the city center to visit the cake shop that Jiang Xiao liked. He didnt like sweets that much, but if Jiang Xiao likes them, he still wanted to try them. It seemed that Jiang Xiao had often eaten and bought cakes from this shop in his previous life. Lin Chengyu still remembered the small cake Jiang Xiao bought for him for the first time. At that time, it was a small cake. Jiang Xiao bought just one piece initially, just for the two of them. Lin Chengyu had been happy at that time, the university had agreed for him going back to study. When he came back, it was already late at night. Jiang Xiao had already eaten more than half of the small cake. He must had been too tired waiting for him, as he was fast asleep on the table. The lights in the house were still on, glowing with warmth in yellow. As soon as the door closed, Jiang Xiao woke up. It was New Years Eve, so he happily dragged Lin Chengyu to sit by the dining table, showing him the cake he had prepared like a treasure. On the New Years Eve, my family usually eats glutinous rice balls. It is best to wrap them by hand. They pay attention to the sweet reunion of families, but I still dont know how to make glutinous rice balls. Jiang Xiao said, Actually, I dont like glutinous rice balls that much. I have been working at this shop recently and the business is good, so the boss is kind enough to gave us red envelopes at the end of the shift. After thinking about it, I just decided to buy what I want to eat this year. Half of this small cake had been eaten and the other half was naturally reserved for Lin Chengyu. Lin Chengyu still remembered the appearance of that cake, it was a bit over-the-top and delicate-looking, it shouldnt be cheap. It was really delicious too. As their life was getting better and better just like they wished for, and Jiang Xiao had more money in his hand, they often bought cakes. However, the taste couldnt be compared to the first time they had them, when the two of them needed to share one cake together. Remembering this moment, that cake was probably bought from this shop. Lin Chengyu came late and the shop was about to close. This cake shop didnt sell overnight pastries, and the last few small cakes in the counter were sold with a 50% discount. He saw there was one last mousse cake, the one that Jiang Xiao ate, which was the most popular. So Lin Chengyu bought it, but also trying to describe the shop clerk about the cake from his memory. Is this the one youre talking about? After listening to him, the clerk opened a menu book and pointed at the top picture. This is a customized cake. It is more complicated to make, used the best ingredients as well, really delicious. Many regulars at out shop like them very much, the clerk told him. If you want it, you can pay in advance and come pick it up tomorrow. If you live in the city, we can also deliver it to your door. Lin Chengyu was stunned for a long time. He wasnt able to snap back until the clerk called him several times. The price on the menu was very expensive. The custom-made cakes were different from the ordinary ones in the counter. The discounted cakes that Jiang Xiao bought earlier were just a fifth or a sixth of the price of the customized cake. When he came home in the past, he saw that Jiang Xiao had eaten half of his cake, thinking that he was stingy not to give him a whole cake. Lin Chengyu finally ordered the cake, but he couldnt get them today, and no matter what he asked, he would have to wait until tomorrow. The cake shop was already closed and he stood there for a long time in the cold windy day, with the discounted mousse cake in his hands. It was already very late, but he didnt move for a long time. Uncle Yue drove to look for Lin Chengyu and saw him standing alone under the streetlight, with his head down. Uncle Yue was wondering what he was doing and stepped forward, only to find that Lin Chengyu was crying. This person seldom cried, except when he was little and hadnt remembered things. Afterwards, he had never seen him cry. The more recent one was about half a year ago, he was in a small car accident and fainted for a few days. After waking up, he looked like he was insane. He broke down and cried a lot, then he become normal again. After Lin Chengyu met Jiang Xiao, his eyes often red and swollen after he heard Jiang Xiaos words. But today was different. He just lowered his head and shed tears silently, if he hadnt come closer, he wouldnt be able to notice. Uncle Yue regarded him as someone who grew up under his care, never treating him with employer-employee relationship, but more like treating him as a close junior. At this age, you are not a child anymore. Why are you crying? Uncle Yue gave him a tissue, Jiang Xiao was ignoring you again? Or did he beat or scold you? Lin Chengyu shook his head. He was used to being ignored, and he was actually happy when he saw Jiang Xiao as a real person. He was willing to be beaten or scolded, as long as Jiang Xiao could vent his temper, because he really deserved it. He just shook his head, Uncle Yue couldnt understand, but after all, the reason must had been Jiang Xiao. Tell me, why did he treat you so badly? No, its not that he treats me badly, Lin Chengyu couldnt stop crying. He was wiping his face with one hand, shaking, while the other hand was still guarding the little mousse cake. I thought, that if he treated me badly, Im fine with that. Jiang Xiao always treated him differently, always leaving him with the best things, not just the cake in his arms. In the past, Lin Chengyu either didnt notice it, or he was used to it when he found out. Looking at it now, every time he tried to uncover more things, he discovered some small details he didnt notice before. It made him felt guilty and distressed. He didnt know how many more things he did wrong, which hurt him deeply and lost Jiang Xiao. Uncle Yue was so confused, ? He didnt know their past life, so naturally he couldnt understand this sentence. He was full of doubts when he heard it. Is he crazy? When did Jiang Xiao treat him well? Forget it. Let him go. Lin Chengyu looked really sad. He didnt want to go home tonight, so he quietly took a key in his pocket. He and Jiang Xiao had lived in many different places in Liujiang. For example, the small villa where they lived for a long time hadnt yet to be constructed, but the rented house that they lived in the beginning was still there. The rented house was a standard house with a wide-spaced rooms after the previous owner had renovated it. When Lin Chengyu found it, he changed it back according to its original appearance, but never dared to went back and took a look. CH 30 It was a very small house with one bedroom, one kitchen, one bathroom, and a small balcony for drying clothes. When they were in the most difficult time, two mature men lived here. Later on, Lin Chengyu successfully returned to the university to attend his classes and lived in the school dormitory, which had better facility, but he would come back when he had time. He couldnt explain clearly at that time, but he just felt very comfortable getting along with Jiang Xiao. When his life changed and he felt depressed, watching Jiang Xiao worked hard and be happy all day long, would make him always be encouraged and felt that life became more interesting. He didnt realize that it was love that took root. Later, Jiang Xiao met many friends and important people who helped him. He gradually learned a lot and started a business. The two of them moved out of the rented house and lived in a commercial apartment with two bedrooms and one living room. It was a flat with more than 200 square meters in size. After Jiang Xiao and him confessed to each other some time later, he bought a small villa and the two of them had been living there ever since. He thought that the two of them would live like this for the rest of their lives, but he didnt expect his life had come to an abrupt end like that. A house was a place of shelter and memory. When Li Chengyu held the small mousse cake and the key to open the door of the house, he was in a trance for a moment. Xiao Xiao, He said softly, Im back. No one answered him. The lights in the room were off, it was pitch black. I brought the small cake you like. Ill bring you a cake tomorrow too. Its all my fault, I made you suffer too much. Now I will work hard ad give you all the best things in the world Sorry, I know you hate me and dont want to see me. But I miss you too much. He knew that the current Jiang Xiao didnt want to get close to him anymore, but he just couldnt help it. He wanted to treat Jiang Xiao well, no matter whether he could get reciprocated or not. Lin Chengyu didnt want to turn on the light. He just grope around and curled up on the small bed in the room. There was a reason why he didnt dare to come back. Seeing things and thinking about the other, the more he thought about it, the more painful he felt. He wished he could go back and strangled his past self to death. Fortunately, Jiang Xiao could rebirth again. However, he didnt know whether he will be able to win back that warm yellow light and the person who was waiting for him to go home again. Jiang Xiao himself didnt remember many things and he didnt expect to be dug out1 by Lin Chengyu after a lifetime. He was jolted around by the truck on the way home, so he carefully protected the small cake in his hand. Fortunately, he stored it well and the weather was cold, so when he returned to Houlin, the small cake was still in the same condition after it was taken out. Houses during these days usually had a storage room to store sundries, the size was about ten square meters, with split levels. Xia Wanwan had helped him to clean it before, therefore it could be used to store goods now. He moved some of the lighter goods he brought on the second level to be stored. After cleaning up, he was finally able to sat down with his mother to enjoy the cake. I have brought this cake all the way back here with so much effort, Jiang Xiao smiled at her with a coquettish tone, Its really delicious. If Mom likes it, I will bring it back for you next time. The mousse cake had a strong cheese and milk flavor. Although it was a bit small, it was enough to split for two people. Its very delicious, Xia Wanwan rolled her eyes, but its too troublesome. Mom doesnt want you to work so hard all year just to spend it for this cake. Its okay, its okay, Jiang Xiao said, I dont think its hard work. Apart from being full, food always had special meanings. Just like Jiang Xiaos wish, everything will be sweet in the future. When the cake was stuffed into his mouth, he was satisfied in his heart. The day Jiang Xiao left Houlin to buy goods was actually the day when the schools final grades came out. He had asked Lin Heyuan to help him to get his report card. Sure enough, not long after he came back, Lin Heyuan stood at the door of his house and knocked. Just after Jiang Xiao finished moving his goods and eating something to mend himself, he felt tired and sleepy. It was hard to sleep in the big truck due to the shaking, but he still could squint his eyes for a while. He was taking a shower when Lin Heyuan knocked, so Xia Wanwan opened the door for him. Its Xiao Lin, quickly come in! Her sons friends, Xia Wanwan still knew. Have you eaten yet? Why not have some at Aunties house? Lin Heyuan smiled at her politely and said, Thank you, Auntie, I have eaten. Is Jiang Xiao back? I have his report card. Im here! Jiang Xiao just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower. He was wearing a pajamas. While he wiped his hair, he beckoned Lin Heyuan to sit down, then put on his plush slippers to took some things. Sit first, I have a present for you. Xia Wanwan bought that pajamas for Jiang Xiao. She carefully selected a set of brown bear pajamas, it looked very cute on him. Lin Heyuan stared at that brown bear who took something from the other room while wearing a pair of plush slippers. There was a bag being stuffed into his hand happily. For you. Lin Heyuan looked down and was stunned for a moment. There were several physics books in the bag and a small box underneath them. He opened it and saw that it was a little strange ornament. Jiang Xiao then showed it to him how it worked. The balls on the sides should move together, like this, Jiang Xiao tried it and the ball started to move, It seemes to be called Newtons Pendulum, isnt it magical? Lin Heyuan couldnt react for a while, thats amazing. The principle of the Newtons Pendulum wasnt complicated. Lin Heyuan looked at him and asked, How do you know I like physics? You lent me your class notes, so I can tell. Jiang Xiao then asked him, Do you like this gift? Lin Heyuan nodded. Thats great, Jiang Xiao said. Ive been choosing those books for a long time. There was still a faint smell of shower gel on his body. His hair was a bit dried from that little towel, but there were still a few wet strands hanging on his forehead. His face was a little red from the steam of hot water, as if one wanted to pinch it, water could come out of it. By the way, Jiang Xiao remembered something, Have the grades come out? Only then did Lin Heyuan remember his main reason for coming. Yes, he took out the report card, but still stared at Jiang Xiao, You are in the top 100. Number 95th in the school, among the top 100. Although Jiang Xiao was confident in his heart, he felt relieved like a weight had fell from his shoulder when he heard it. He sincerely thanked Lin Heyuan, Thank you. If it werent for your help, it would be difficult for me to improve so quickly this semester. it was you who worked hard. Looking back, Lin Heyuan couldnt explain why he liked Jiang Xiao. At first, it was because of his sisters watch. He found out later that the degenerate top student Jiang Xiao, was not what everyone thought. He was very nice and worked very hard. Later Jiang Xiao took the initiative to ask him to borrow class notes and he agreed, so naturally they had some exchange regarding studies. Teaching Jiang Xiao to study was a very fulfilling thing. He was very proactive and could draw inferences from one point to another. He also had an interesting personality and was very lively. Up until now, he had not regretted being friends with Jiang Xiao at all. There was light in this persons eyes and Lin Heyuan had also seen it. Thank you for the gift, I really like it. He was about to go back after delivering the report card. He looked at Jiang Xiao and said, You are tired too, so go to rest early. He said that he liked it for so many times, so he probably really liked it. Got it, The gift was well-matched, so Jiang Xiao happily waved at him, Ill bring it to you again next time. After he woke up from a nap, he was about to start planning how to sold his goods. He had planned earlier, realizing that their area had a thick forest that would be covered in snow during winter, there would be a special market there at the end of the year. This location would become the main attraction in the county and there would be a lot of people going there. Sellers would set up a stall to sell goods. During that time, many people who work outside their town would come back for family gatherings, and they were generous in buying the new years gifts. The business in that market had always been very good. Ye Yingyings father was grateful to Jiang Xiao for bringing his son to the right path again, so he found a good spot for him. The busiest time in the market was within this period, so Jiang Xiao had to be busy arranging everything. The stall had to be propped up the next day quickly. Fortunately, this stall was very close to his home, so Ye Yingying got a tricycle2 from somewhere and his younger brother helped him delivered the goods. Jiang Xiao gave him the art utensils he bought. Ye Yingying reacted, Oh, Im going to draw to death! As he took them happily. He really liked to draw, otherwise, according to Ye Yingyings restless temperament, he wouldnt have persisted until now. After all, learning art was very tedious. After helping Jiang Xiao to deliver his goods however, he had to go back to the studio to continue painting. The winter vacation was not so long and Xia Wanwan also had to go to work. It was just a stall, Jiang Xiao thought he could handle it, but he didnt expect Lin Heyuan to come. Ill help you. Lin Heyuan explained. Arent you doing homework at home? Jiang Xiao was still a little surprised seeing him. How do you know Im here? Lin Heyuan sat down on the plastic stool beside him. Ye Yingying told me that as for studying, it was not too late to continue later. He didnt forget to bring something for Jiang Xiao, a thermos of hot cocoa. It would be very comfortable to drink them outside, in the cold weather. Just as Jiang Xiao was about to continue talking to him, he heard someone calling his name from another direction. Xiao Xiao! At present, only Lin Chengyu would call himself that. What is he for? Havent you had enough trouble in Liujiang not long ago? Jiang Xiaos originally good mood was somewhat destroyed, so he frowned. Before he could answer, he turned around and saw that that person had already walked to his stall. Lin Heyuan also had an impression of him too. With Lin Chengyus face, it was impossible not to have an impression. Isnt he the strange person who pestered Jiang Xiao last time? Small business is hard to do, I want to help you, Lin Chengyu walked into the stall. After seeing Jiang Xiao, he felt warm even in the cold weather, I dont want to disturb you, I really just come to help. Jiang Xiao could only said, No, go away quickly. Lin Heyuan didnt like him very much either, and he felt that this person was a bit weird. Anyway, he didnt want him to stay by Jiang Xiaos side, so he brought himself to say something after seeing this situation, I can help Jiang Xiao. The stall here is small, so there cant be too many seats for people. It was the first time for him to drove people out with intentions. From the beginning, Jiang Xiao wanted to did it alone. He only brought two stools, one to sit on, and the other to put something conveniently. Now that Lin Heyuan came, the two stools were occupied. Now there were another person came. Its alright, Lin Chengyu said to him. He was holding a bag with a bunch of things inside, took a folding chair out of it, and smile, I bring my own. Lin Heyuan couldnt react for a while, He was getting more and more upset seeing this person. Jiang Xiao now had Lin Heyuan sitting on his right and Lin Chengyu on his left. He felt a little strange sitting in the middle. He just wanted to sell goods for money, how did the situation became like this? However he didnt have much time now, the number of people in the market was gradually increasing. The goods on Jiang Xiaos stall were very eye-catching and rare in Houlin. At the beginning, many people came up to inquire about the price. Jiang Xiao originally wanted to get Lin Chengyu away, but now the business became his main priority as there were customers. All of a sudden, he turned back his attention to the past and start promoting his goods to others. Forget it, he had to be busy making money. Lin Chengyu could do whatever he liked. Jiang Xiaos smile was really welcoming, he also spoke eloquently, so he could coax customers of all ages very well. Moreover, the items he sold were really good and the price was just right, it was cheaper than the other stall. After a while, he had his first earning, it was from a mother who bought a small toy car for her son. Both Lin Chengyu and Lin Heyuan, on the other hand, were not lively and eloquent people. Later, more and more people came to the booth and Jiang Xiao gradually became overwhelmed. The two men just glared at each other and sparks fly, until a customer yelled at them, What are you doing, dazing off! Arent you trying to earn some money? The two peoples souls were suddenly called back by that aunties sharp voice. < > 1 dug out: I guess this sentence somehow have double meanings, as in Lin Chengyu keep pestering him, as well as the one who made him to rebirth? But I dont know for sure. Tbh, I only read several chapters ahead, not the whole story all at once. I feel that translating is quite tedious, so I found joy in getting the story bits by bits as I translated them. Its like reading, but with more details. 2 tricycle or ֳ something that looks like this, I believe: T/N: My fingers feels like theyre about to fall off. I know that I said last time that I will start posting Chu Wang Fei, but I have been translating non stop for the past few days and still didnt manage to met my quota yet. Chu Wangfeis chapters are around 6,500 C 7,000 each and some of them even have 10,000 words. So I will put it on hold. For those who are curious, my translate process is that I will MTL the chapter first, then type them manually to edit minor grammar mistakes and honorifics along the way, so I will have a decent structure before editing. If not, just copy-pasting MTL for a whole chapter would be too much for my head. Then I would edit, with the help of google translate with its pinyin and speaker capabilities, yabla chinese dictionary (a god-sent thing it really is!), and thesaurus. I will also google search items, idioms, and other things I dont know. So yeah. A lot of work for a historical novel, you can imagine. Modern novels like this tho, it was not as difficult, thankfully. CH 31 There was no convenient and fast electronic payment these days. Before Jiang Xiao came out to set up a stall, Xia Wanwan gave him a pack of change, which was placed in a small box under the table. It was specially used for changing money. The two of them didnt know how to promote the products, they didnt know the price and function of every product the auntie bought like Jiang Xiao, but they still could settle the payments. how much do you need? Lin Heyuan and Lin Chengyu responded together, and then glared at each other behind Jiang Xiaos back. Give me 8 yuan! In the end, because Lin Heyuan sat near the small cash box, he collected 20 yuan from the auntie, and then managed to find 8 yuan before Lin Chengyu. The thorn on the side suddenly felt stronger. A kid with no full hair dares to fight with me. I dont know where this psycho that pestered my desk mate came from. The two of them had different thoughts and they both want each other to stay away from Jiang Xiao, but Jiang Xiao was busy right now and had no time to care about other things. The goods on the stalls were his whole current assets, thus it would be even more senseless to argue at this time. After the number of customers increased, the two of them didnt have time to glare at each other. Jiang Xiao was too busy, standing in the middle, but they were all harmonious now. And to be honest, people are visual animals. The three teenagers were pretty good-looking. Usually, seeing one of them on the street would attract the attention of many people. Now that the three of them are crowded together at the same time, it was even more eye-catching. This was probably one of the reasons for many customers at Jiang Xiaos stall. Not only did aunties come to visit Houlins end-of-the-year market, but it was also bustling with everything, both for sightseeing and food. There was a candy stall opposite Jiang Xiaos stall, which sold a sugar painting1 and cotton candy. There were also many students, ranging from elementary students to high school students who were on winter vacation. There were no other attractions outside, so it was very interesting to visit the market. Many students who came to the stall knew Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan, not only those from Houlin No. 3 Middle School, but also from other middle schools, as their reputations were not low. Lin Heyuan ranked first in the countys consecutive examinations several times, while Jiang Xiao was known as a good-looking student in No. 3 Middle School. When he was still a hooligan, his notoriety was well-known, but now he had changed his ways and started a small business. Many people had bought things from him. Seeing him in the market, many female students happily came up to say hello. As for Lin Chengyu, only a handful of people knew his name, but his appearance was really striking. Does Boss Jiang have any new products in store? Wow this looks good. How much is it, Jiang Xiao, will you make it cheaper for me. There were also some courageous ones who asked about Lin Chengyu. Im Jiang Xiaos friend, Lin Chengyu heard and answered by himself, Im not here usually, but today I came here specially to help Jiang Xiao sell things. Besides, I think this is quite suitable for you He was holding a small bag in his hand that looked like a little strawberry. The shape was really cute, and it matched the female students clothes that day. Jiang Xiao took the time to look; the expression on his face was quite indescribable. Lin Chengyu was very arrogant, but he would smile at others now. Not to mention that it was just for a small 5-yuan satchel. After he said this, the other party looked at him and bought it without much hesitation. His appearance was stunning, and it was more attractive to girls this age. When his side became lively, Lin Heyuan naturally did not give up. When she went out early this morning, Lin Qingyu felt that her brother was weird recently. Just today, her little sister2 invited her out to visit the market. She bought a tanghulu3 and ate it while walking. When she turned her head, she saw a busy scene in front of a stall. Many people surrounded the stall and there was an iron net erected beside the stall on which were hung some items such as schoolbags. It could be seen from a distance and was quite beautiful, looking different from other stalls. The business there seemed good. The little sister pulled her forward, wanting to join the fun. As she squeezed in, she saw Lin Heyuan. Gege? Lin Qingyu was surprised and with a hint of panic, the tanghulu in her hands were about to fall off. She rubbed her eyes vigorously to made sure that she saw wrong, but Lin Heyuan was really selling things. Is this my brothers new hobby? Lin Heyuan was different though. After seeing his sister, he was quite calm and even greeted her, You came. Do you want to buy something? Lin Qingyu nodded indiscriminately, and when she saw Jiang Xiao beside Lin Heyuan, she was sure that this should be his stall. As his younger sister, she certainly knew that his brother had a good relationship with Jiang Xiao recently. Jiang Xiao had indeed changed, no longer pestering her. His grades had improved, and he wasnt as stupid as before, but she didnt expect that her brother would treat their friendship to this degree. Taking a closer look, there was a thermos behind the stall. This morning, Lin Heyuan got up early to make a thermos of hot cocoa. When she was about to drink it, it was taken away by her brother. Wasnt that thermos the very same one as this morning? She furtively pulled on her brothers sleeve and asked, what are you doing here? Selling things, Lin Heyuan said calmly, Im helping Jiang Xiao. And by the way, also competing with that psychopath on the other side. Lin Qingyu narrowed her eyes, feeling that the matter wasnt simple. However, under the guidance and encouragement from her brother, she really bought a lot of things with the little sister. Jiang Xiaos stall really had good items. Now Lin Qingyu could chat with Jiang Xiao harmoniously. After all, this girl was innocent and didnt hold grudges. Furthermore, she was Lin Heyuans younger sister, so Jiang Xiao himself stuffed her with a lot of things and gave her more bonuses than what she bought. The other girl next to her saw it and coquettishly asked him, Jiang Xiao, I want more bonuses too! Jiang Xiao, towards a classmate he knew, would more or less give some extra bonuses. He wont hold on to such a small amount of money, such as extra headbands or hairclips. Other people bought a lot in his stalls, so there were more for Lin Qingyu. Her brother is doing free work for me here, Jiang Xiao pointed to Lin Heyuan and explained in a relaxed tone, I cant give away more bonuses, what if he goes on strike? The girls at his stall thought this was the main reason and began to vent their anger. My brothers trash! Look at other peoples brother! Uh, I dont have an older brother. The classmates around had a laugh towards this scene, and Lin Qingyu, who was holding a bunch of items, was also in a good mood. She didnt mind that her brother took away the hot cocoa and showed partiality earlier this morning. Lin Chengyu, who was watching from the side could only reacted, Those people were Jiang Xiaos classmates; however, he didnt know many of them, thus he couldnt join the conversation. In contrast, his younger sister, Lin Rongjia, was spoiled and pampered. She only knew how to play and ate like a piggy all day long. She wont be like Lin Qingyu that could please people and attract Jiang Xiaos attention. So angry! Lin Chengyu was simmering with rage; thus, he could only do his best to sell more things. That way, Jiang Xiao could pay a little bit of attention to himself. As for why the business of his stall was so good, Jiang Xiao, who was really making money here, also knew that the main reason why the items could be sold was not because of the face of the three of them. If the customers thought that you were good-looking, they didnt have to spend some money just for a few more glances, thus they wouldnt necessarily spend their money to buy his goods. The things on Jiang Xiaos stall werent only new, it had what others didnt have, and more importantly, they were affordable. High school and middle school students often look at the appearance of things and they like to buy beautiful things. Jiang Xiaos price was low, the items were pretty, so he hit the target. But aunties who lived on day-to-day life didnt focus on this. They were also more experienced. They could roughly figure out a price and its quality based on the experience of touching it. Not only the quality of his goods were good, but it was also affordable. After comparison, you would know that the price on other stalls would be 20% to 70% more. He had what others didnt have; he was better than others. Jiang Xiao was also warm and sweet, so they felt comfortable buying small things for a few yuans at his stall. He even brought along a bag of long balloons from Liujiang. If a customer with a child bought something, he had time to tie a balloon puppy. Balloons were not worth much by themselves, a few yuan could buy a big bag of it. He just borrowed the pump and Jiang Xiao had learned the skill of tying balloons in his previous life. Compared to other stalls, the shopping experience here was better. Customers werent fools. Considering everything together, these were the reasons for the good business at his stall. As for why the price was so cheap, it was also very simple. The things he sold were produced on the assembly line. After all, the closer to the source of production, the cheaper the price. Most factories hadnt moved to the central cities in the early 2000s. It still took root in developed coastal cities like Liujiang. There was already a big difference in prices between the wholesale market in Houlin and the wholesale market in Liujiang, not to mention the multiple handling during the distribution process. Although Jiang Xiaos cost of renting a truck was higher than before, the cost could be shared evenly. It was still acceptable. These days, many businesses were subject to severe geographical restrictions. It was very difficult for a small stall owner to go to a distant place where they werent familiar with where to buy goods. Now in Houlin, only Jiang Xiao could do it. He could be said to know Liujiang well, which had become his advantage now, because he knew well-sourced goods. Even if the price was lower than other stalls, his profit margin wasnt lower than other stalls. Jiang Xiao relied on this to double the nearly 3,000 yuan of his initial capital, however within half a year, the amount turned out to be more than 20,000 yuan. If he earned a few more percentage points during the market, it wouldnt be in vain for him to go back and forth with such difficulties. Jiang Xiao didnt rest much today. He didnt eat until after two oclock in the afternoon, and he had brought his own packed lunch. When he went out today, he didnt expect Lin Heyuan and Lin Chengyu would come, so he only brought a portion for one person. Lin Chengyu was quite self-aware; he brought everything with him today, his packed lunch looked very full and rich, mainly intended for Jiang Xiao. Its just that Jiang Xiao definitely didnt want to eat his food and Lin Heyuan wouldnt initiate to ask for them, so Lin Heyuan just bought some food from the nearby stall to fill his stomach. Jiang Xiao was also quite embarrassed for Lin Heyuan. As he had packed a full lunch, seeing the plain noodle with soup Lin Heyuan bought back was so watery, he opened his lunch box and gave him some meatballs and stir-fried vegetables. I cooked them myself, Jiang Xiao smiled at him, You really helped me a lot today, so Ill thank you properly as soon as the stall closed. It was also the first time for Lin Heyuan to do this kind of thing, but he could tell that Jiang Xiao was the most tired one. Jiang Xiao was quick in his hands and feet, but he just did things like collecting and changing money, so he actually wasnt that tired. After seeing Jiang Xiaos life, he felt sorry for this person even more. Setting up a stall in the market was cumbersome and mind consuming. It was said that you could sit inside with a stool, but the stall wasnt big. With the harsh wind and cold during winter, the market was bult with sheds connected to each other. In addition to the minimal roof covering and wind coming from all sides, there were also customers everywhere. There were really some people who would forced their way forward just to get 1 or 2 yuan off. After arguing for a long time, some people even tried to mess around. Fortunately, he and Lin Chengyu were here and could stop these people, although Lin Heyuan couldnt help but being angry. However, Jiang Xiao could still smile at these people, which really was a test of human strength and character. What are you giving me? He even still had time to comfort Lin Heyuan, just like when he made a balloon and gave it to children. Theres really no need. The plain noodles that Lin Heyuan bought casually tasted mediocre, but the meatballs that Jiang Xiao gave him were delicious. Looking at this person, he felt an indescribable warmth in his heart. Jiang Xiao kept talking with his back to Lin Chengyu, with Lin Heyuan. As if the other person here was invisible. Xiao Xiao, Lin Chengyu was jealous and sour, but he didnt dare to get angry in front of Jiang Xiao, You wont get enough if you share with others, so how about this? I remember you like this. Jiang Xiao was so busy that he didnt dare to hope that Jiang Xiao was grateful to him, he just wanted Jiang Xiao to look at himself more, it would be good to even spare him one glance. Jiang Xiao sighed and finally turned his head to look at him. To be honest, he really had a headache because of Lin Chengyu. Jiang Xiao couldnt control where he went because those feet were his own, and he didnt know why this person, in his previous life, obviously didnt like him. However, after his rebirth, he kept sticking to him, stalking him, and couldnt be driven away. Lin Chengyu was such a cheap person, he didnt want it when he was in his hands, and now that he regretted it, Jiang Xiao didnt know what he thought. I didnt ask you to come, Jiang Xiao said, I dont like you coming, how many times do I need to tell you? He would smile at the customers in front of their stalls, at Lin Heyuan, but when he turned around to look at Li Chengyu, he put on a straight face and stopped smiling. I know. Lin Chengyu still felt uncomfortable after hearing too many rejection words from Jiang Xiaos mouth, but he could pretend that he couldnt hear, Im afraid you will be too busy, so eat more. Jiang Xiao really didnt know how to react, He knew that Lin Chengyu didnt listen again. After Lin Heyuan watched these two times, he more or less understood Jiang Xiaos attitude towards Lin Chengyu. Jiang Xiao, dont be angry, he drew Jiang Xiaos attention again at this moment, Drink some of this. The hot cocoa he brought to Jiang Xiao in the morning, the quality of the thermos was still very good, it was still slightly warm. It was not the first time Lin Heyuan brought this to Jiang Xiao, so he got used to it. He said thank you, opened the cup and took a sip, the sweet taste made him less tired. Lin Chengyu actually brought it too. He knew that last time Jiang Xiao took a sip and threw it away in order to let him go quickly, but he still carried it persistently. Now Lin Chengyu could smell the cocoa on Jiang Xiaos lips. He was willing to accept what Lin Heyuan gave him, to explain that it was just a drink, but for a moment, Lin Chengyus heart was really hit hard. Jiang Xiao refused all the things he brought over. When he was feeling uncomfortable, he thought about the sweet and unparalleled memories of the two of them before, that no one else could compare, he calmed down a little. He knew that Jiang Xiao likes hot cocoa in winter, and he had savored this taste on his lips several times. Although it had passed, it was the intimacy between the two people alone. He treasured it in his heart, it was a special treasure. Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan hadnt reached this point yet, but when Lin Chengyu saw this scene, he felt that Jiang Xiao, who belonged to him, had been poached off of him and handed over to others. < > 1 ǻ or tng hu also means sugar painting. It looks like this: Very artistic. In my country, the equivalent of this is only mold by hand or being blown. Looking more crude, like this: Not very hygienic, especially post-covid haha. I see that Japan has them too, called Amezaiku (), which was on another level (3D!). A well-crafted and near extinct art. 2 little sister: I think it doesnt mean biological sister, it could be a neighbor kid or juniors she knew. 3 Ǻ« or tng h lu, a candied hawthorn fruit on a stick. A popular mukbang ASMR food nowadays lol. T/N: Last week was super rough. My family dragged me out of town, was super tired, then was dragged to watch Mission Impossible with my family as my mom has had crush on Tom Cruise since she was in middle school She definitely said that Top Gun was released around that time and she was immediately hooked. Can you believe he is over 60? Her current younger celebrity crush is Henry Cavill, she binged-watch The Witcher currently. Anyway, then I got sick quite badly. My dad had to massage me, so now Im good as new. My dads massage is really painful but very effective. As currently Im studying logistics as well for my postgraduate, things Jiang Xiao said about his business really made sense. Now I got curious of the production line in China (as he said in the early 2000 the production line was mostly centered in coastal cities) I think I will try to look for the data XD If you enjoy my translation, you can kindly treat me some coffee sometimes! I definitely need the extra caffeine to last hehe~ CH 32 He and Lin Heyuan should had clashed because of Jiang Xiao. But, no matter how the two of them fought behind his back before, Lin Chengyu was still able to maintain his composure in front of Jiang Xiao, and he didnt dare to be too overtly jealous. In all fairness, in terms of feelings, no matter how you compare him to Lin Heyuan, he was a little bit stronger than Lin Heyuan. Although Lin Heyuan was naturally better than him in Jiang Xiaos heart at the moment, Lin Chengyu also admitted this, but these two people were still friends now. At this step, Lin Heyuan didnt think much about Jiang Xiao like he did. Anyway, he was still a middle school student. Unlike him and Jiang Xiao who were special; under this shell of middle school students, they were adults. He always told himself not to be in a hurry, but because of everything that happened in front of him, his heart and fingertips were instantly chilled. It was his, it was exclusive to him and Jiang Xiaos. His Jiang Xiao had already left, why would even this thoughts in his heart be usurped by reality?1 Dont give it to others, dont give it to others. At this time, Lin Heyuan made a gesture that added fuel to the fire. He rolled up his sleeves and wiped the corner of Jiang Xiaos mouth. It has stained your face, he pointed to Jiang Xiaos right cheek and smiled, Be careful. Thank you, Jiang Xiao didnt take it seriously, he picked up a tissue next to him and wiped his face casually. He calmed down, then continued talking to Lin Heyuan, Im really bothering you today. Its enough for me to handle, you see. I dont even know what to say, its so cold, you should have been at home Lin Heyuan knew that Jiang Xiao actually wanted to persuade him to went back, so he immediately interrupted him, I think its quite interesting. In the past, every time I was on vacation, I would stay at home, just reading and working on my homeworks. Sometimes I would be taken out by my family to socialize, which was actually quite boring. He continued, After I met you, I felt that life is different from before, so I should thank you. When he said that, Jiang Xiao was stunned for a while and didnt know what to answer him. At this moment, a strong force pushed Lin Heyuan back and Jiang Xiao was pulled into Lin Chengyus arms. Lin Chengyu had to suppress the thought of murder in his heart in order to calm himself down. In the current atmosphere between Lin Heyuan and Jiang Xiao, he couldnt disturb them at all. You stay away from Jiang Xiao! Jiang Xiao saw that his eyes were bloodshot and he couldnt tell whether this person was angry or extremely sad. What was this man crazy about? Who let Lin Heyuans actions and words poke Lin Chengyus heart everywhere, as if Jiang Xiao would be snatched away in the next second. He was naturally terrified, his sanity was about to disappear in an instant and he just wanted to catch the person in front of him. Jiang Xiao knew him well, this man was about to attack Lin Heyuan for some reason. He felt bewildered and angry at the same time, so he pulled Lin Chengyu back on the spot. What are you doing? Are you crazy?! The back of the stall was so small that it would collapse if he made a big move. Although there were fewer people in this spot, there were many other stall owners around. There was snow under the eaves behind the stall, so Jiang Xiao immediately grabbed a handful and threw it at his face. Be sober, Lin Chengyu! Jiang Xiao pressed his hand with anger, Youre crazy, you dare to touch my friend? The snow didnt hurt when it hit his face, but it melted afterwards, making that little bit of snow trickled into the inside of his clothes, chilling his heart. But it made him calm down a bit. He wanted to ask Jiang Xiao, why he talked to Lin Heyuan so much, but when he saw Jiang Xiaos eyes, he couldnt say anything. I said it from the beginning, I dont need you to come, Jiang Xiao said, You are still the same as before, you just go your own way and never care about my thoughts. Xiao Xiao You have no right to control me now, Jiang Xiao continued, Dont trouble me any more. Lin Chengyu didnt dare to move at once. The only thing he was afraid of was Jiang Xiao. At this time, Lin Heyuan who didnt know what to do, came over to be a good person to comfort Jiang Xiao, Dont be angry, Im fine. As there were customers coming in to the stall, Jiang Xiao let out a sigh of relief and went up to introduce the goods to the other. He didnt forget to turn around and gave Lin Chengyu a glare. Lin Heyuan looked at the other person in front of him and felt that he was getting more and more strange. Jiang Xiao had a good temper, but he had no patience with his person, probably because he had done something very bad. Lin Chengyu raised his head and glared back at him. Lin Heyuan couldnt describe the look in his eyes, but he just took a look and then walked to Jiang Xiaos side. Im sorry, Jiang Xiao heard him apologized and softened his tone, Im too scared, Xiao Xiao. Jiang Xiao didnt look at him and replied, Youd better go, dont come here again. Every time you see this kind of situation, you will be like this, so I suggest you to see a psychiatrist. Lin Chengyus illness seemed to be an occurrence. Im really not what you imagined, Lin Chengyu panicked and then said, If youre unhappy, can I apologize to him? Dont drive me away. He came to help today, although Jiang Xiao still refused, sometimes his eyes that looked at him were not so rejecting. Jiang Xiaos heart was always soft and affectionate, even if he couldnt change his mind all at once, if he persisted and gradually become friends, it was not impossible to start over again. Lin Chengyu was most afraid that other people would interfere in the process, and once Jiang Xiao began to accept other people and fell in love with them, all his thoughts were futile. He was never the only one who was attracted to sunshine. Jiang Xiao felt really strange now, so he turned his head to looked him up and down for a long time. He thought that this person hadnt changed his bones, but now he felt strange again. If Lin Chengyu was willing to bow his head for him, as he was now in his previous life, could the two of them even come to this point? Forget it, thinking about this and doing anything about it, was a thing of the past. Jiang Xiao, dont be angry, Lin Heyuan didnt want to continue the trouble and he was also afraid that Jiang Xiao would be unhappy because of this incident. Its okay, lets make money by being amicable. In contrast, Lin Heyuan was sensible and magnanimous, making Lin Chengyu looked like he was just messing around, so he didnt dare to make any moves anymore. Everyone in the market was watching, so it wasnt good to make any more troubles. This matter would be over. The customer just took a look at the goods and left. Jiang Xiao had some free time and sorted out some messed up goods on the stall again. He was a little obssessive-compulsive, so he had to make the stall looked tidy, even though it wasnt actually that bad. He also tied a few balloon puppies there for back ups, he just couldnt sit still and took it easy. He might be the legendary toiler. Seeing that he had calmed down, Lin Chengyu secretly breathed a sigh of relief. He also wanted to help Jiang Xiao to tied a balloon puppy, but this thing required skill, even Lin Heyuan couldnt imitate him, it didnt look like a puppy after several twisting and turning. Jiang Xiao only cared about Lin Heyuan. Seeing that he couldnt do well with his effort, he taught him carefully and showed him the tricks, which was followed by Lin Chengyu. There was a sound of balloon popping. Startled by the sound, he turned around and gave him a sullen look. I will take it easy, Lin Chengyu apologized honestly, It wont happen again in the future. Jiang Xiao was blatant in his double standard. Lin Chengyu knew but didnt dare to say anything. He had made Jiang Xiao unhappy just now, and previously, he was favored all the time. This current situation was also caused by himself. While twisting the balloon puppy, he looked at Jiang Xiaos hands. He would wear warm gloves, but he took them off now for convenience. Lin Chengyu saw that his fingertips were red, probably because he was cold. When he saw this scene, all the jealous thoughts disappeared in a flash. No one was as important as Jiang Xiao. He quickly got a hot water bottle. Jiang Xiao didnt want to face him now, so he just rubbed his hands to warm him. Xiao Xiao What is it? Jiang Xiao was annoyed and his tone was not good, You can keep it for yourself. Jiang Xiao had always been unwilling to take his things, except for the air conditioner that was finally sent out from Xia Wanwan and some leftover foods that he secretly ate, the rest was not accepted. Xia Wanwan wasnt stupid, once or twice getting a lucky draw was okay, he could get away with it, but if he did it a few more times, he would definitely be discovered. Not only he was refused when planning to took Jiang Xiao to Liujiang to live and study with him at the beginning, the other also refused to accept a hot cocoa thermos and a hot water bottle that identified with him, just because he didnt want to have anything to do with him at all. Lin Chengyu knew that Jiang Xiao was working hard to earn money, so he didnt hesitate to took the initiative to gave him money once or twice. He also sincerely said that his money was Jiang Xiaos money, as both of them were basically a married couple in their previous life, except for the fact that they couldnt get a certificate. It wasnt a matter of a year or two for a family to put money together. When Jiang Xiao loved him with all his heart, he didnt care about these external things. Now that he had made it clear, the boundaries could no longer be drawn clearly. But Lin Chengyu refused to leae now, no matter how uncomfortable he was. He didnt want to think that he left to made room for Lin Heyuan. Dont even think about it! I want to stay by Jiang Xiaos side! In the afternoon, the flow of people were less, but in the evening, there were more. Ye Yingying also came to help after his studio class. He was so sure that he could smell of the Shura Field among the three of them, but Jiang Xiao was really busy, so he didnt bother him. He hadnt help to sold anything yet, so he didnt leave. He was also very lively and happy after managed to sold some things and collected money. He was brimming with a sense of accomplishment which eased the atmosphere a lot. Xia Wanwan was also thinking about Jiang Xiao, but their company had a lot of things going on lately. Still, she was still anxious to took a look after work. Jiang Xiao was still a teenager, so she had some assumptions, but all she saw was four teenagers crowded together, with well-organized stall and a lot of customers. She couldnt even get in, so Jiang Xiao urged her to went home. Its cold outside, Moms health is not good, dont bother to stay here, Jiang Xiao said, otherwise I will have to worry even more, I really can handle it. Lin Heyuan and Ye Yingying were recognized by her. There was also Lin Chengyu, she recognized that face, wasnt it the one from last time That, who I can really handle it myself, Jiang Xiao didnt want her to get in touch with Lin Chengyu, so he urged her to went home quickly, Mom, listen to me this time, trust me, will you? Xia Wanwan couldnt resist him, she tried to said a few words but was pushed back home by him. In a blink of an eye, the night was getting late. Lin Heyuan had a strict family education. He had been out for a day, so he had to went home early at night. Otherwise, it would be difficult to explain to his parents. Jiang Xiao also urged him to leave quickly. Ye Yingying stayed here for a long time, but went back after nine oclock. After all, he was still a middle school student, so it wasnt good to go home too late. There was no nightlife in a small county like Houlin, so after they left, there were no people in the market after this hour. Jiang Xiao was going to pack up and did a simple inventory based on his earnings. Currently, Lin Chengyu insisted on staying by his side and did not leave. < > 1 I think this means something like this: In his heart, Jiang Xiao was still his, even if he had left. So no one could erase his thoughts. Basically delusional lol. if I cant have him, nobody cant have him mentality. CH 33 The weather was getting colder at night, many stalls had closed and people had left. During the day, it was warmer to squeeze around, but now there were no crowds. The spring market was full of breeze and the temperature went even lower. It really shortened peoples breath. Lin Chengyu put an extra piece of clothing on Jiang Xiao, but the other person thought it was troublesome to take it on just to put it aside later, so he refused to wear it. As long as Jiang Xiao spoke sternly, Lin Chengyu didnt even dare to vent his anger. He had no choice but to help Jiang Xiao quickly tidy up the goods, so that Jiang Xiao could go home earlier and get warmer. After counting the quantity of the goods, Jiang Xiao counted the money there and checked twice. He felt there was something wrong, counted them again, then thought of something. He pulled out around five or six hundred-yuan bills on the spot and put them in front of Lin Chengyu. A hundred yuan bill was still green these days. The calculation doesnt match, did you put the money in? Jiang Xiao said, Dont think I wont know. The unit price of the things in Jiang Xiaos stall was not expensive. Most of the things were a few tens of yuan and this amount of money was still valuable these days. Customers have to carefully consider the items that exceeded the price of 50 yuan. It was impossible for Jiang Xiao to settle every penny during the day. He might not remember all of them, but he still had a little impression of not taking out a hundred yuan in change that much. Lin Chengyu was stubborn at first and refused to admit it, but this time Jiang Xiaos calculation was very clear and irrefutable, so he was forced to admit it again. Originally, he wanted to stuff more but was afraid that the amount of money would be too much to be so obvious. Next time he would try to stuff smaller denominations. Jiang Xiao asked him to take it back, but Lin Chengyu refused to accept it. Xiao Xiao, even when we first met, we both didnt care about money, did we? Jiang Xiao wanted to rely on himself to start from scratch. He had an independent personality, thus he would certainly be disgusted if Lin Chengyu decided everything for him. Lin Chengyu would not interfere and actually would support him, but giving Jiang Xiao money and hoping that he would not work so hard, was not in conflict with this. My money was originally your money, Lin Chengyu sneaked his hand to hold Jiang Xiaos hands again. It has always been. Jiang Xiaos hands were too cold, so Lin Chengyu circled his arms around Jiang Xiaos to warm him up, trying to make him feel better. Then he heard Jiang Xiao ask him, So, did you do this because of guilt? Jiang Xiao really couldnt understand the change in Lin Chengyus attitude. This person obviously didnt care about him in his previous life, and his nature was just like this, so he wouldnt change immediately just because he was reborn. Previously, I came so easily that you could waste me carelessly. What you cant get now was actually the best thing you could ever have. Is that what you mean? Jiang Xiao stared at him when he said these words, his eyes were vivid, like a lamp illuminating peoples heart on a snowy night. No. Lin Chengyu immediately denied it and said seriously, Its because I like you, because I love you, I He looked into Jiang Xiaos eyes and couldnt continue to say what was going on in his heart. It wasnt because he felt guilty about what he said, but he couldnt find any evidence to prove that he once loved Jiang Xiao too. Love was never something they ever talked about. Jiang Xiao stuffed the withdrawn money into Lin Chengyus pocket. He was silent for a while, then suddenly lowered his head and smiled. He suddenly talk about something else, In my previous life, my mother passed away about three years later. Lin Chengyus heart tightened and he squeezed his hands tighter. Dont worry, after I came back, she was in much better health. The illness started from the heart and it didnt stop worsening year after year. So, I will take care of it carefully and she will live a long life in the future, Jiang Xiao changed the past which made his heart hurt. Now that he mentioned this matter again, he felt calm and there was a trace of rejoicing, so he laughed, In my previous life, I was confused when I was in middle school. My mother asked me for two things before she passed. I always remember them in my heart, always earnestly implement them, and dare not be reckless or nonchalant. After Lin Chengyu listened carefully, he felt a little excited. After being reborn, Jiang Xiao seldom talked to him. Seeing Lin Chengyu paused for a while, he continued, Firstly, she said that life is a mirror and it will be returned to me, no matter how I treat people. If I treat others badly, thinking that I was protecting myself, in the end, I would have to suffer. She knew that my nature wasnt bad, but I have to change what should be changed. No matter how life is in the future, I must treat people sincerely, learn to cherish those I like and dont be malicious if I hate someone. Even if it hurts, learn to be kind to others. This way, even if I am alone in the future, it will not be too bad. There was no need for Jiang Xiao to prove this point, Lin Chengyu also knew that he had indeed performed well. Jiang Xiao had a lively and sincere personality. After getting along with him for a long time, everyone would praise him for being so warm. Secondly, work hard on the things that are worth fighting hard for. I must learn to fight for myself and improve what I have, but I must clearly see that it should not be for my own. If I have to let go of something, I should let go. Short-term pain will be worse than long-term pain, but it would stop any losses in time so that I dont get entangled. Jiang Xiao said, This second point, I dare not say that I have completely achieved it. Because of Lin Chengyu, he was indeed paranoid. The two of them werent suitable at all, didnt know if it was because they didnt see clearly, or because they saw it clearly but were not willing to let go. Ultimately, they were either in pain for fifteen years, or ended up lonely. Lin Chengyu, I will also give you these two things, Jiang Xiao looked up at him, One must be honest, one must see oneself clearly, so stop wishing for things you cant get, or you will regret it sooner or later. Jiang Xiao drew his hand back. But the only thing I regret is that I didnt find out that I love you so much earlier! What Lin Chengyu was afraid of was to deal with an ancient well without waves; after seeing through the mundane world, there were no more waves. He suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and hugged the person in front of him. Jiang Xiao was exposed to the harsh wind and cold outside and it was always cold to hold him. However, he couldnt get warm no matter what. Xiao Xiao, ever since I woke up, I felt that I begged for this life. After you left, I lived in too much agony. He didnt know how to describe the pain to Jiang Xiao, the wound was so painful that he couldnt live without it. Obviously, before he left, he thought Jiang Xiao was fine, but after he came back, the other person was gone and didnt even see him for the last time. He didnt know how this happened. Jiang Xiaos friends knew a few things, but they didnt look for him, they refuse to say anything, and some of them even deliberately obstructed him. He exhausted all kinds of connections and searched for half a year until he found Jiang Xiaos grave. Seeing the grave did not give him relief. Instead, it gave him more anguish. That kind of remorse was heart-wrenching, every second felt like a year. With Jiang Xiao, life seemed like life, but without him, life was like walking on a sharp knife. He wished he could die, but felt that it was too easy to die. He didnt know what to do when he saw himself. He was so exhausted that he couldnt live anymore. When he opened his eyes again, he found that the world had restarted. This seemed to be a sweet dream that he could never have dreamed of, so it felt right for Jiang Xiao to speak scathingly to him when they met again. I want to make up to you, protect you, and treat you well, and we we can be together again. Lin Chengyu said and then added in a low voice, Its okay if you dont love me, but I want to protect you. I want to love you properly, Xiao Xiao. This is the meaning of my rebirth. Jiang Xiao broke away from his arms. He was not angry but looked at Lin Chengyu with pity in his eyes. Were all people who have died once. That kind of pain is a one-time experience. I couldnt see clearly in my previous life, but now I finally understand it after living through it. Jiang Xiao sighed, Its just that you are still deeply involved in it and you dont understand it. There were many things that couldnt be explained clearly in a few words. He calmly talked to Lin Chengyu about these things and did not try to deal with them carelessly like before. He really wanted him to let go and also let him go. Lin Chengyu, if Im a bit cruel and bad-hearted, I can use your guilt to do a lot of things. You cant say that Im bad then, because Im just repaying grievances equally. Im justified. But I didnt do it, because I remember my moms instructions. I cant do it, but you cant insert your feet too. Jiang Xiao said, then said to himself, Forget it, if you havent really suffered, its useless to say it. For example, when he was in Class 15, many people were curious to see him suddenly start studying. Almost everyone came to ask why. Jiang Xiao told everyone that if he didnt work hard now, he would have to suffer ten times for it in the future, then it would be too late for him to regret it. Except for Ye Yingying, it was useless when he said the same words, but the painting book sparked interest in his heart, so he worked really hard. Those were weak words and Lin Chengyu had never heard it. Only when he understood himself, he could really understand the meaning. You spend it yourself, Im going back, dont follow me. Jiang Xiao didnt want to stay here anymore. Before leaving, he left Lin Chengyu with the last sentence of the day, If there is no conclusion, more involvement would produce more mistakes. It was an ill-fated relationship, the account would never be clean. On his way home, Lin Chengyu was still behind him, following him all the way. Jiang Xiao didnt want to get along with him. When he was busy setting up the stall, he didnt have time to care who was standing next to him, but every time he had free time and there were only the two of them, he was easily drawn to the old things and he turned to be a gloomy adult again. He was now a middle school student, his mother was her, he had classmates and a pile of schoolwork. It was already hard for him to do it all over again, so he deserved to live freely. After returning home, Xia Wanwan prepared supper for him. He always had no time at the stall, so he just ate casually and was hungry when he got home. Watching him eating wontons, Xia Wanwan couldnt help but stroked her sons hair and sighed, Was it hard on you? How about I dont go to work tomorrow, okay? She had promised to come with Jiang Xiao earlier today. Now she really couldnt go back on her word and thought in her heart that she was really useless. Her salary was low and she couldnt make a lot of money, otherwise, she wouldnt need such a young child to carefully plan these things. Jiang Xiao glanced at her and knew what she was thinking. Someone helped me, so its nothing hard, Jiang Xiao smiled at her, Mom, dont worry about this, if you have time at home, just read some books and I will feel at ease. Xia Wanwan wants to go on to take the accountant certificate and Jiang Xiao has also looked into it. CPA was not so easy, but it was always a good thing to have a serious goal in life. When Jiang Xiao mentioned that someone was helping him, it made her think of that boy, who was by her sons side again for some reason. He When she opened her mouth, she didnt know what to say, after all, she didnt even know Lin Chengyus name. Mom, trust me, Jiang Xiao finished eating that bowl of wontons. He rubbed his belly, smiled, and brought the topic behind him, I will take care of everything.