I heard very early on that adolescent children are always very rebellious.


    Me too.


    It''s just that my rebelliousness is a little different from other people''s. Those teenagers are arrogant to the world, but I am in a quiet and quiet, and gradually perverted.


    The first time I realized that I was abnormal was when the boys in the dormitory were discussing their favorite girlfriends. In the boys'' school, girls seemed to be a rare product, and everyone was full of curiosity and... evil thoughts about girls.


    But I didn''t. I always felt that there was a person living in my heart, a person I couldn''t touch but deeply lived in my heart.


    I started to get restless, I started to get violent.


    I always thought she should be in my life, but she didn''t.


    I don''t know where she went, I just want to hold her in my arms and tell her all the love in the world.


    However, she never showed up.


    Later I realized that there are no girls in the boys'' school, maybe she wants to appear, but she just doesn''t have the conditions to appear.


    So I applied to transfer, but my transfer application was rejected.


    That time was the saddest and most difficult time for me.


    I turned all my energy into studying, I started studying like crazy, whatever it was that gave me that satisfaction temporarily, I would study.


    This study leads directly to graduation.


    After graduating, I did a lot of things, and I was successful in every one of them, but every time I achieved success in the eyes of the world, I felt very boring.


    Yes, boring, too boring, how can life be so boring?


    But I still have to live well, probably because I still have expectations for her in my heart.


    Later, when I went back to school and became the principal, I also met her.


    She grabbed my attention in a way of transferring schools and made me feel cared.


    It turned out that I was so important in her life, in this person''s life.


    The days with her are the most satisfying days for me.


    However, because of this sense of satisfaction, I am also more and more afraid of being abandoned by her, afraid that she will be taken away by other men.


    So I took her to myself, I imprisoned her by my side.


    I even... drugged her just to make her more inseparable from me.


    I know I''m stunned, and I know what I''m doing is wrong, but I can''t control myself, I want to tie her by my side, I just want her to look at me, I can only let her look at me, I can only let her There is such in the world.


    She''s cute and always knows how to please me.


    My heart is gradually filled and healed by her.


    Later, I gradually became normal.


    I asked her if she blamed me.


    She said no.


    I am very happy, it turns out that there is really such a person in this world, who is very suitable for you.


    How despicable and perverted I am, I know very well, but she used all her goodness to invade my life little by little, held my hand, and walked out of this abyss together.


    I know that I have been very ill since a long, long time ago.


    But fortunately, I met my medicine, and it was my only medicine.


    In this life, only she can cure my disease.


    I love you.


    No matter where the soul goes, whether there is another life or not, no matter how cruel time separates us, I love you.


    Tao Yanxi, Yanxi, Yanxi, have you heard my love?


    I love you forever.