After the kiss, there was a long silence.The starlight has gone, and I don’t know when there will be another bright


    moment. My interest has long since disappeared, and my mood has fallen to the


    bottom. Even if she is by my side, it seems that there is an invisible barrier


    between us—I touch She has no intention of confessing to me without her true


    thoughts.In the stagnation and speechlessness, the boat moved erraticly again \- even


    though she was reluctant in her heart, the boat finally stopped on the shore.


    She didn''t ask me, but took me off the boat by herself. The shimmer of light


    returns to the original path.The mood on the return trip was very different from the surprise on the road


    when I came. I couldn''t help but bury her shoulders once again in the bumps,


    but the familiar breath made me sore that I almost shed tears.The silence continued until she hugged me back to the door of the bedroom.I sniffed, pressed down the tears, struggling to jump from her arms,


    deliberately ignoring her hesitant expression, ran into the room without


    looking back, and fell on the bed. , Buried his face in the soft pillow.The choking couldn''t be suppressed after hearing that the door was gently


    closed, and tears quickly wetted the pillow towel.-Isn''t it just a broken love? it''s not a big deal.I didn''t have much hope in the first place...At least I have fought bravely,


    and I don''t leave any regrets.Although comforting myself in this way, the pain in my chest has not


    diminished the slightest.I was depressed in my heart, but I couldn’t resolve it, and no one could sue.


    I shut myself in my room and said that I was pushed back from the court


    meeting. I also sent away the medical officer sent by Yan Ke. Apart from


    forgetting to sleep and eat, I read the ancient books on the bookshelf, yes.


    Nothing else is interesting.After more than half a month, Yan Ke really couldn''t stand it anymore, and


    forced me to move me with the bookshelf and soft couch into the garden. It was


    called sunbathing in the best name, and he sent three thirds and four thirds


    to hold on to both sides. I just had to stay outside for half an hour before I


    was allowed to go back to the room.This situation was changed from the time when I tried every possible means to


    persuade me to lie in the house and rest.I also knew that she was doing it for my own good. I was afraid that I would


    stay in the room all day long to get moldy and get sick, so I would simply let


    her mean it, squinting my eyes and leaning against the specially constructed


    shade canopy, doing nothing to do. Stay, kill time.The view of this garden is very pleasant, and after seeing it for a long time,


    the mood has also been relieved a lot.I took a bite of the soft and sweet pastry, and then sipped the fragrant and


    slightly astringent tea, I closed my eyes comfortably, enjoying this rare


    tranquility.However, the appearance of uninvited guests suddenly broke this comfort.I frowned and looked displeasedly at the teenagers who walked mightily from


    the other side of the garden."His Royal Highness, these are the eight servants in the backyard." Bing San


    bent over and leaned close to my ear and whispered."How do they know that this king is here, huh?" Although I asked her, I


    already had the answer in my heart.I guess with the heels that Yan Ke sent someone to inform, otherwise these


    delicate and weak boys would not risk being tanned by the sun to wander around


    in the garden, let alone find me accurately. The secluded corner.I really didn''t want to deal with them, but I couldn''t just leave it, so I


    just ordered Bing San to stop them ten feet away and didn''t teach them to keep


    approaching."The king needs to be quiet while reading, and tell them to stay away." With


    the book on my face, I avoided the eager gazes of the teenagers, sinking my


    heart and thinking about the "Dawu History·Chengle Benji" that I had just


    seen. A few sighs of emotion emerged.According to this historical record, Emperor Chengle Kuang Yunfei was so


    overwhelmed by his merits and desolate. He was taken the throne by Yongjia


    Emperor Kuang Yunwei and was demoted to King Xi, and was called the abolished


    emperor in the world. King Xi was the only daughter Kuang Xinqi, and the


    daughter died. , Then there was no successor, and Wang Xi had no one line of


    success.It turns out that the throne of Kuang Xihan''s ancestor is not justified.


    History is always written by the victors. As for the truth, there is no way to


    verify it. Only the parties know it.After thinking about it for a while, I felt that the movement there calmed


    down. I guessed that the little guys who were waiting for fruitless should


    have left obediently. I relaxed the book on my face and I was about to stretch


    my waist and move. With my hands and feet lying softly, unexpectedly, my sight


    was a group of teenagers standing or sitting, keeping quiet-all eight of them


    stared at me and never left."Bing San, what''s going on?" I glared dissatisfiedly at the guard who nodded


    and smirked, and I asked in a low voice."Back to your Highness, you only said that you would not let the servants


    approach, but you didn''t let your subordinates drive them away..." She


    explained with a little grievance.I was speechless for a while, so I waved her to move closer, intending to


    explain to her, and figure out a way to entice these eager teenagers, and then


    leave. Unexpectedly, the words hadn''t been spoken yet, another bright red and


    willow color burst into his sight, but the leader was a woman—it was one of


    the thirty beauties that Kwong Xiqing had admired.In this case, does it mean that Yuanjia has a narrow road? Or is there a wolf


    before and a tiger behind?I sighed silently, and watched as the group of people took advantage of their


    numbers to block the first eight servants and their servants out, while the


    leading girl carried her skirt and tried to stop her without being humble or


    arrogant. Bing San, who was a safe distance away, saluted not far in front of


    my couch, and Man Sheng said, "Maid slave in purple clothes, please greet your


    majesty.""Get up." Holding the shelf and letting her finish her salute, I yelled at the


    tall and beautiful young woman, waiting for her to explain her intentions."The emperor valued him and gave the servants and other people to His Royal


    Highness, but he has not been summoned by His Royal Highness to wait for


    bedtime. I am very frightened. If there is any rudeness, my Highness will


    express it." She finished speaking, and bowed deeply. The back was straight


    and stubborn, and it taught me what to say.But, how can you say so grandiosely about this call to attend the bed?I tilted my head and touched the bridge of my nose, and deliberately changed


    the subject to dismiss her, but from the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse


    of a familiar figure, and the words turned into two other words: "Come here."Her body clinging to the ground shook suddenly and raised her head in


    amazement. After that, she got up and walked quickly to my side, as if she was


    afraid that I would suddenly regret it.While watching her, I paid attention to the figure''s reaction without a trace


    \- the person''s footsteps that he was about to take slightly stagnated, turned


    around and flashed to the corner, hiding his figure.I don’t know if I am moved with compassion for the girl who is pretending to


    be calm, or just because of that person’s estrangement. When the girl leaned


    in front of her, I pulled her by the arm and led her. On the soft couch, he


    wrapped her waist with one hand and raised her chin with the other. He was


    like a dude: "Your name is Ziyi? How old are you this year?"The girl who was just holding on and picking by me, who just tried my best to


    maintain her stability blushed suddenly, and replied with Ai Ai, "The slave


    maid, the slave maid, fifteen this year..."My hand trembled in response to her answer, and there was an unspeakable sense


    of guilt in a moment. At the age of fifteen, it was not much different from my


    former student, and it was just a naive and ignorant child.What is the ability to bully a child?What''s more, even if her reaction is tested by this, what can be changed?After all, I have been rejected.Thinking of this, the thought of anger also quietly passed away.With a self-deprecating smile, I withdrew my hand and leaned back on the soft


    couch with a sense of excitement: "Fine, you go."But the girl in turn grabbed my hand and hugged it to her chest. Hyun Ran


    asked weepingly: "His Royal Highness dislikes Ziyi''s old age? Then can Bai Qi


    serve His Royal Highness? She just passed the beginning of this month.


    Thirteen-year-old birthday..."The girl’s soft ** pressed tightly to my arm, the depth of the depression


    seemed to sink my entire arm in, and the tears that gradually condensed in her


    eyes taught me to push it away hard, so I had to do it with this fascinating


    force. The embarrassing posture patiently explained: "This king doesn''t mean


    that...you, you let go first."She bit her lip, and hugged my arm tighter: "Since your maid looks down on


    slaves and so on, the slaves don''t have the meaning to live, and they have


    nothing to love, but if you die, you still hope that your maid will be


    fulfilled.""Oh? This can''t work!" I was taken aback by her stubbornness, and I didn''t


    care about embarrassment. I quickly grabbed the girl''s shoulders and


    eloquently persuaded me, "How precious is life? How can I just give up and


    give up! Is it because of If this king does not accept you, are you going to


    seek life and death? It is reckless! Absurd! Stupid!"When the righteous indignation was filled, my head became hot, but I


    immediately calmed down. I glanced at the person''s position secretly, and met


    her with a slightly indifferent gaze. There was a dull pain in my heart. I


    turned away from sight and bit my lips. The whitish girl sighed deeply, not


    only teaching her, but also enlightening herself: "People live for themselves,


    not for others. As for the so-called love, it is more than family and


    friendship. Where is the price of life worth paying for the illusory and


    dispensable things?"Seeing the girl''s dazed expression, I suddenly realized that what I was saying


    was a violation of the feudal concept she had accepted since childhood, and


    taught her that she couldn''t understand it. If it were spread out, it would


    only arouse suspicion.She insisted on serving me, I''m afraid it wasn''t for any feelings, but because


    of the responsibility of being chosen by the emperor and the inertia of being


    taught."In short, this king doesn''t dislike you, but you don''t need to wait for you


    to sleep. You are all of this king. Without this king''s permission, no one is


    allowed to hurt you, including yourself, understand?" Slightly pushing away


    from her hand, I stood up from the couch, looked down at her, and said


    seriously.If you want to come to such an overbearing order, it will be better to teach


    these children to obey and accept it."Yes, the slave and maid obeyed." She lowered her eyes and nodded


    respectfully."Well, this king is tired, let''s go back." I informed Bing San Bing Si, who


    had dutifully stopped the servants who had been trying to approach, and I


    turned and walked in the other direction-and Jiang Zhuo, Zheng Jing Wait there


    quietly.Glancing at the rockery held by her palm, the hard rock seems to have faintly


    cracked with a spider web-like trace, which shows the ups and downs of the


    person applying the force.I deliberately took her palm to see if there was any injury, half of my hand


    stretched out but fell down again, and my back fell behind-I said that I would


    no longer be entangled with her, and I should not break my promise.Besides, she doesn''t want my concern either.I closed my eyes vigorously, regaining the astringency in my eyes, and I moved


    on.The moment I passed her, I wished she could hold me, even if it was a verbal


    retention... But in the end, she didn''t say a word until I walked out of the


    garden.Nothing at all.——Soon, it will be the day of the wedding with the son of the emperor.Probably, only then can I really give up.