Kotaro Nakayama’s Love Comedy?
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“Shimotsuki ……!”?
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It was the first time I had ever felt that way.?
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Filled with happiness, I was so moved that I unintentionally hugged Shimotsuki.?
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“Kya. Hey, you can’t do that out of the blue. …… What if I get too nervous and collapse? Nakayama-kun is a person who can’t help it anymore. ….. uhehe”?
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Although she denies it in words, Shimotsuki seems happy.?
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She said no, but on the contrary, she was holding on to me, so I couldn’t get away even if I tried.?
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“” ………… “”?
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For a while, we embraced each other in silence.?
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Then, she was the first to break the silence.?
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“Nakayama-kun? You know, …… I do like you, Nakayama, after all.”?
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The words came out of nowhere, and what a “confession” it was.?
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“Shimotsuki, me too…”?
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Immediately I tried to respond too.?
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I tried to tell her how I felt.?
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But she wouldn’t let me.?
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“Really? Nakayama-kun, is your answer what you really sincerely think? Hey, Nakayama-kun, …… do you understand what it means to like another person?”?
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— I was at a loss for words at that statement.?
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In response to Shimotsuki’s question, I …… thought carefully about myself again.?
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I like her. That is a feeling that is not false.?
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But I wonder if what Shimotsuki means by “like” and what I think of as “like” are really the same thing.?
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“Nakayama-kun, you hate yourself, don’t you? You don’t seem very sure of yourself. So you don’t love yourself. How can you love another person in such a state? Do you …… really, really like me?”?
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…… Oh, yes.?
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I certainly hate myself.?
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I don’t love myself like that.?
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I wonder if the words “I like you” are really worth it when you say them in such a state.?
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Do my words have any weight??
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“I like you more than you know, okay? I will never be satisfied with a mere ‘I like you’.”?
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–I see.?
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Finally, I realized what Shimotsuki was trying to say.?
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Her thoughts far exceed my imagination.?
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So, it sounded like Shimotsuki was asking me to be more mindful of ‘my feelings’ and that’s what she was saying.?
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“I like you because you like me – that’s not enough, it’s like I’ve been compromised. I want you to know me better. I want you to understand my feelings more. And, you know, I want you to like me more …….”?
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Not a passive ‘like’.?
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I am looking for a girl named Shiho Shimotsuki for active ‘liking’.?
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“So I’ll wait for you. Nakayama-kun, I will watch by your side until you come to like yourself …… and learn to like me even more. So, I don’t need your confession yet.”?
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Then, Shimotsuki stood up tall.?
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She put her hand around my neck and lightly touched her lips to my cheek this time.?
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“I’ve never been so in love with someone before. So, if you can, …… Nakayama-kun, I hope you love me as much as I love you.”?
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–Oh, I see.?
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Finally, I get it.?
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I’ve been a mob character until now, and now I’m the protagonist only for…… Shiho Shimotsuki.?
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In other words, the story had not yet begun.?
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The story so far was just a prequel.?
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From here, the romantic comedy between me and Shiho Shimotsuki would finally begin.?
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“Yes, I do……. I’ll love you more and more. I promise……. Shimotsuki.”?
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If that’s the case.?
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I’m done calling her a stranger.?
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“–Shiho. I’m going to take care of you from now on.”?
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For the first time, I call her name and hug her again.?
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It’s not that this is radical behavior. If you think about it in a normal way, it’s just a light expression of affection…… but even just this made her so happy that she jumped up and down.?
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“Ufufu … I’m so glad you finally called me …….. I was so stubborn, you know. I was so determined to have you call me by my name someday that I kept calling you ‘Nakayama-kun’ in a lonely way, you know? But you don’t have to put up with me anymore.”?
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She smiled happily and hugged me again.?
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“Kotaro! Please take care of me, okay?”?
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–Thus ended the story of a mob character named Kotaro Nakayama.?
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And now the “romantic comedy” begins.?
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The story of Shiho Shimotsuki alone as the main character has begun.